I mean, I can fix him.. but do I want to tho?

it looked sooo pretty outside today :)

Anyone else have the writer blues/imposter syndrome? Anyone else feel like writing one sentence is an impossible feat?

I was rewatching The Stone Forest and I really like to think that Hilda had to pass by the Bell Keeper’s outpost on her way out of the city limits. I like to think that idiot looked at what was happening, shrugged, and said ‘eh, she’s the scariest thing out there’

good morning everyone :( i am in a Funk really bad and i wanna say it’s school but i know it’s a bit deeper than that. i dunno what to do i just feel weird… i hope everyone is having a good day tho imy guys :’)

uhhh ray in a wheelchair cause i’m thinking about getting one for myself cause my cane is not enough

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i’m just

there must be so many gaps in jieum’s memory

she was the girl of many trades but can she remember how she learnt any of those skills? No they were all from her past lives so they’re gone. Can she remember leaving her neglectful family to live with ae-gyeong? No because she was from a past life, so where does ji-eum think she grew up? She remembers being good at school and her awards but not if anybody was there in the audience for her. She says in her phone call to her superior that she remembers switching departments before, but she doesn’t remember working in the hotel. She cooks meals the exact way as ae-gyeong taught her and she taught ae-gyeong, but she doesn’t remember having learnt them. if she can’t remember anything to do with her past lives, she wouldn’t be able to remember anything that had happened in the past few months the drama is set over.

that must be such an odd and confusing existence, to only remember small dots and flashes of your life, and a giant gap in recent memory, and she doesn’t even seem to be affected by it either? Did she go to the hospital after coming to consciousness standing on a bridge with no idea how she got there? Did they run tests on her brain to see if something had gone wrong? Does she think she suffered a mental breakdown?

What is going on in ji-eum’s brain in those final scenes i want to dissect her thoughts like a grape

feeling despair i don’t know how to put into words. im trying to figure out why im like this and how i got to be this way but i can’t even do it bc of the way i am and what im like. if that makes sense. like the problem prevents me from fixing the problem bc i can’t get to the root of it. despair despair despair

A post that @fdelopera made made me think.

I can’t even imagine living without anxiety. Like. How. What?

i think i should go back to therapy

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Real Friends Don’t Exist. Not In My Reality, anyway.

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so i do personal training once a week and i mainly work on strength training and i have officially moved from dumbbell chest presses to the bench chest press. i was doing 35 pounds with the dumbbells (17.5 in each hand) easily so instead of moving up another couple pounds with the dumbbells, my trainer started me on the bench press. i don’t have any added weights on it yet, im only using the bar (which is 45 pounds) and i can’t do many reps yet (i can do ten at a time and only two sets) but i’m really proud of myself for building up this strength. i still need to work on strength in other areas, mainly my shoulders and calves, but i’m doing really well!