isnt this whole wilbur thing a huge warning sign against getting too attached to ccs, because we can never truly know them? why are we celebrating a few fans putting /150/ dollars + whatever the commission fee for the artist was into a birthday present for a guy who just.. doesnt know them? its not like merch or supporting a creator, its literally money in the wind. between this and merch dropping like clockwork but sapnap being the only one actually doing content (and hes clearly just doing it for the kick quota.. sorry but the streams are so lackluster), im getting really disillusioned with the dream team. theyre literally just coasted by because of a hyperdedicated fanbase they dont really seem to give a shit about. people talk about how amazing and kind they are but are they really? we dont know. why are we monetarily supporting millionaires its literally just charity but for rich people at this point, they dont provide any value in exchange. i think people should really consider why theyd rather drop ~180 dollars on a billboard for a rando instead of charity or buying something they want or need. sorry idk i just feel fed up with how much time and money and love i poured into these guys and in response were getting nothing. sapnap didnt even bother to denounce the abuser he used to interact with. i could have donated and actually helped someone instead of buying a fucking hoodie i cant even wear to school because id get bullied.

I don’t think there’s anything wrong with a little wake up call. They are just some guys that stream and make videos. You’d think the last few Situations™ would teach people to simply not put cc’s on pedestals and expect perfection from them. But you must realize that if you’re going to argue against people giving cc’s money, then you need to go all the way back to every single sub and donation they’ve gotten through twitch as well. It’s always been a luxury some choose to do because they get something out of it. They were never forced or tricked into doing it. And I don’t know how the Sapnap billboard was funded, but I donated to the George b-day billboard. Gave up $5 because I thought it was a fun community idea, and it did not impact my ability to donate or buy things I needed. It doesn’t need to be any more complicated than that. It’s not a streamer's fault that you chose to spend money on them instead of donating.

If you’re upset by the lack of content, then entertain yourself with something else. People have been saying that for ages. If you think their intention is to continue promising content and never delivering just to squeeze money out of fans, then leave. I personally don’t believe that.

Dream believes he does owe us content, but we don’t get to decide when it comes. And you don’t have to give them a dime for it.

Hello, I’d like to make 2 of my twin sims identical; can I just use SimPE to copy ones face onto the other? From what I could find online this also copies the clothes of the shared faces original owner; hopefully thats it for whats copied and I’m not risking outright making another version of the first sim haha

How to edit a sim face only on SimPE

So there is a way to edit only the sim face and create the identical twins that you want anon, no clothes and DNA, aside from the face, will be changed (I did a quick test on the face DNA, keep reading to find out what I found).

So you'll need either the Chris Hatch SimPE version that has the tool you need (Be warned that there is a version where it has sexual fictional characters images in it. They're clothed but still stating it as a warning just in case) or add Theo's tool in your SimPE plugin folder (I have a guide on how to install it here)

So after you got the tool needed and opened up SimPE we're gonna need to first get the sim that will import their face to the other sim. So go -> tools -> neighbourhood and then Sim Surgery (Alt Sim Surgery if you are using Theo's plugin tool).

In this tutorial example, I'm gonna make the pleasant girl twins look identical. Using Lilith as the one to give Angela her face template.

So after I found Lilith Pleasant in the sim pool I select her and then click the use button on the Patient Sim tab. I then click the export button to get her character data, which we need to pass on Lilith's face template. It will automatically send you to save her file on your saved sims folder. Save it there for now. Remember to delete it later once you're done with all the steps in this tutorial.

After saving Lilith's character data file we can now start with the face replacement step.

Open up the sim surgery again and this time we're gonna select Angela. After finding her, press the use button on the patient sim tab and this time click the "face only". Now click the load... button, that's next to Archetype sim, and use the Lilith file we just saved inside the saved sim folder. You should see the name of the file under External File.

After making sure you're using the correct sim file, patient sim and clicked face only, you can now click surgery on the bottom right. Congrats, you have just made your identical twins! Let's check in-game that all is correct.

After entering the lot of the sims you edited, sometime their face won't have changed to the new one you gave. No worries, we can fix that by just entering the change appearance either by sending them to a mirror or using simblender.

Forgot to mention I used a hood that I tested my GC sims on...oops. She doesn't look like Lilith's default game face but Angela still looks correctly like she should by now having Lilith's GC face.

And if you noticed. The face only tab also does as it says and ONLY changes the face while keeping the DNA the sim had before. So if the twins you want to look identical have different DNA, the DNA will at least be kept.

So I have been using this feature for a while with no issues but I wasn't sure if their facial DNA was also changed. So much to Angela's displeasure I'll be using her to test if she will have a chance to give her babies her new face or if her default base game will instead be used.

And as shown below, after I aged her up, and had her have two babies. One is her clone (done just in case none of her facial DNA passed to her test kids) and the other is with Dustin (since I needed a male doner). Both versions have successfully gained her new face as Angela's DNA 😃... man clone baby just proves that Angela's face feature was the one that strongly passed on, not sure if it was just pure luck here. Would advise you to test this more anon.

Hi I’m one of the anons who’s obsessing over the P.A series!!!!! For some reason my brain has been full w diff things that could happen IDKKK! Hope u don’t mind if I dump a few....

TW: this is A bunch of rambling and some grammar errors LMAO sorry

Idk y I c y/n having a stalker💀 this prob sounds rlly weird but hear me out. (To add drama, also I Lowkey wanna c Mina,Sero and kiri get mad idk y-)

Since we all know y/n is the baddest most sophisticated b*tch (sorry idk if I’m allowed to cuss or not LMAO) her Ex lover is still obsessed w her and thinks that they are soulmate even tho they obv aren’t. I feel like y/n knows he stalks her but she ignores it until it gets worst. Like he found out where she lives. (He finds out where she lives while she’s sick which is now loll)

Anyways I feel like Mina would be over at y/ns place and since she’s getting better they are In her living room talking abt who knows what and y/n gets a knock on her door she goes to open it and admittedly closes it looking shocked. Mina being a pro hero is  supposed to be able to read body language. Mina ask her if everything is Alr and y/n OFC (stupid a**) says yes. Mina didn’t want to keep pressing the issue so she dropped it until it became a reoccurring thing with y/n and it’s not just her that noticed. She (y/n) is extremely hesitant to open the door and when she does she opens it a little bit. (And then idk her EX does crazy like breaks into her apt and scares the sh** outa y/n) THIS IS WHERE MY BIG IDEA STOPS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 that was a lotta rambling my apologies

Have a great day dollie!

oh no! please don’t feel bad, it’s always fun for me seeing what you dolls would want to happen next

although i don’t plan on bringing any psycho exes into ‘the p.a’ series, as a writer and an avid daydreamer, i can’t help but play around with this idea 

warning: there are brief mentions of violence ; this is not a part of ‘the p.a’ series but is just a little thought that i just couldn’t help but try my own hand at also ; i didn’t edit this either 😂 so kindly forgive any grammatical/spelling mistakes 

continuing on from your idea...

⏤mina, having the sneaking suspicion that something bad might happen to you that night, notifies the rest of the group later on that day

⏤usually, bakugou was in charge of you during the night and always sat in a chair beside your bed on high alert, ready to serve your every need...

⏤BUT!

⏤now that mina told them about your suspicious behaviour, all of them were put on high alert. 

⏤they all agreed to keep you unaware of their intentions by having bakugou take care of you like usual but they made sure that when on the night patrol, they were close by with their radios on and constantly being hyper aware of the shortest route to your residence from wherever they were situated - just in case of an emergency 

⏤naturally, they trusted bakugou with keeping you safe but that didn’t mean that they had no worries for you at all 

⏤seeing as you usually feel asleep before bakugou switched with the sero, who took care of you in the late evening, you were under the impression that you were alone at home 

⏤your current condition disallowed you from comfortably staying awake so you were constantly tossing and turning in bed, brows furrowed and sweating more than usual

⏤”what is she dreaming about?” bakugou utters in frustration as he continues to wipe away the vastly accumulating sweat rom your wrinkled brows

⏤he wasn’t frustrated at you no no, he was annoyed at the fact that he couldn’t make you comfortable no matter how many wet towels he uses to cook your forehead or wipe your sweat clean off your skin 

⏤as the night progresses, you eventually fall into a dreamless sleep, far too exhausted to continue stressing over your ex with the added burden of your fever on your body

⏤nevertheless, bakugou continues being on high alert at all times except for when he momentarily leaves to room so as to go to the toilet 

⏤this was the perfect opportunity for your crazy ex to sneak into your room via the window bakugou left ajar so as to help cool you down better 

⏤your ex was a creepy and disgusting man - someone that you had grown to dislike the more you got to know him and naturally left as quickly as you were able to 

⏤what followed was harassment to the highest degree, thankfully you were able to protect yourself due to your self defence training and quirk, however, it didn’t take away the shuddering feeling of being watched constantly

⏤you grew paranoid and extremely fidgety over time and eventually filled for a restraining order. unfortunately, that didn’t work and left you to deal with the situation yourself

⏤you were naive enough to think that you had shaken him after a particularly horrible beating he took from you in self defence. he had come at you with a knife but you were able to disarm him and send him limping home with a dislocated arm, a black eye and a bruised ribcage 

⏤over time, you got busy with work and slowly forgot about him, it wasn’t until today that you were reminded of his crazy obsession with you and were thrown into a panic 

⏤believing that you were alone at night and in your most vulnerable state, you didn’t feel safe and sought to deal with the situation however you could, even in your dreams

⏤all attempts were in vain, however

⏤bakugou, returning from his momentary break to the toilet came back just in time to see your creepy ex hovering over your sleeping figure. as if you sensed the unpleasant existence stalking you, your body stiffened under the blankets and you began to breathe uncomfortably, beginning to sweat bucket-fulls once more

⏤not wanting to disturb your sleep as rest was the top priority for you, bakugou crept up from behind the unknown figure and instantly went for his neck, choking him into silence as he dragged his thrashing figure outside, far away from you all the while sending a emergency signal to the rest of the squad 

⏤in no time at all, the rest of the squad arrived and had your crazy ex cornered. at this time he had already been tied up by bakugou and was ready for a quick chat 

⏤”what the hell were you doing with our yn?” kirishima began, sharp teeth grinding together as he clenched his jaw 

⏤silence 

⏤”speak up, we can’t fucking hear you,” bakugou spat as the others glared on from beside him, their eyes piercing through the moonlight and darkness of the night 

⏤”y-yn isn’t yours - that’s the first thing,” your ex finally cracked, giggling creepily in between 

⏤”you’re right,” sero began, “yn doesn’t belong to anyone so why were did you break into her house,” it took everything in sero not to lash out but they needed answers

⏤”wrong again!” your ex sang, “she doesn’t belong to you, she belongs to me! i’m her boyfriend!”

⏤”yn doesn’t have a boyfriend,” kaminari spoke up

⏤”that’s right! and if she did, we would have known,” mina agreed

⏤“that’s because she doesn’t know it yet, we broke up but we’ll get back together again soon” the tied up man giggled to himself, “it’s only a matter of time before she realises her mistake and she comes back to me,” 

⏤the team of heroes didn’t know what to say, they were so shocked and appalled at what they were seeing and hearing that they couldn’t bring themselves to utter a single word of response, they only listened further

⏤”i hoped she’d come back soon, anyway...but i was getting impatient so i had to try and convince her a little more. she’s been ignoring my love for her all this time, she can’t continue rejecting me for long...” he laughs, “i bet she misses it”

⏤“miss what...?” bakugou didn’t want to know but it had to be said

⏤”i bet she misses being with me. she’s so beautiful and so soft to the touch, she always smells good too and she has such a lovely voice - i want her all to myself, she doesn’t deserve to be anybody else’s”

⏤it was then that the team of heroes just about lost their minds. the creep before them didn’t say anything explicit but the madness in his eyes and the harrowing smile he was displaying was off putting. they dread to imagine what a lowlife nasty sob like him put you through but they saw flashes of unforgivable scenes that sent all of them into insanity 

⏤someone so precious to them didn’t deserve any such treatment. you may not have disclosed anything to them strict on being professional but if this man was willing to break into your house...they were fearful to think about what else he was capable of

⏤he deserved a beating from that act alone, actually, and a beating he got

⏤they could’ve killed the guy - they were more than tempted to and it would have been so easy...but he deserved to suffer in jail for his crimes against you so they held back no matter how painful that was for them 

⏤the very next day, under their authority and recommendation, the man was locked up for as many years as they could tally up and seeing as they were heroes, they were able to look into his past documentations and found you had filed a restraining order for him under harassment, assault and a number of other things they grew all the more furious at the more the read

⏤they would prefer it if you didn’t realise what they did that night but the media couldn’t let the story of 5 high class pro heroes sending a singular, beaten man to jail for life

⏤your creepy ex’s battered photos were all over the news and you were so incredibly grateful  

I don’t know if you’re gonna answer this, but I have a few questions in regards of writing.

I always read a lot but I never had the ambition of writing anything. However, before I even knew it I already had a plot figured out (I won’t say I have planned every detail but 90% of the storyline is ready) and it’s been YEARS since I realized I had a whole universe sitting in a corner of my brain but I just can’t write. I’ve tried multiple times, either the characters feelings are not shown in a proper way or the description of the scene is horrible. I wonder if I’m being too perfectionist, it’s just that it doesn’t happen fluidly as I feel it should. I even have a Pinterest for inspiration, did not help (I still add a lot of pins though hahaha). And on top of everything, I’m in university now and working a part time job so time is everything I don’t have. 

I know you’re also a very busy person, and I cannot imagine how you still manage to write cause as you can see I could never lol. And I know that every writer has their own method as well, but do you think I should figure every single detail out, decide what will happen in each chapter and then try to write? Or try again with less self criticism idk haha. Also, how do you balance the description of things like places, clothes, characters and their feelings? Do you think (as a reader and a writer) that the place should always be descripted or there are times that are not important?

(I forgot half of the questions I had while I made this rant and will not wait until I remember cause I'm anxious but I just want to let you know that Eunoia is a masterpiece and I love every single line that you wrote)

Okay, I remembered to mention that it revolves around a lot of grief and other intense feelings that I swear I can feel myself but have no idea how to even begin to put in words without being repetitive, incredibly boring and unconvincing.

The second part of this question wasn't sent on anon but I'm pretty sure that it's from the same person. Please correct me if I'm wrong.

Now, to answer your questions. What I think you're suffering from is a bad case of perfectionism and I can tell because I suffer from it too. Daily. It significantly slows down my progress and I haven't figured out how to combat it yet. I would suggest writing a very rough draft at first just telling the story to yourself. Write all the scenes you want to write, everything you have pictured, and not get too critical about it. Just get the story out. When you finish it you can see what worked and what didn't. Rereading it you might find that some parts are actually really good and don't need much editing. Personally, I write one chapter at a time because it would take ages to finish the story but that also depends on if you're writing fanfiction or a book you want to publish.

And I don't think it's necessary have every detail figured out when writing, some things just come naturally when writing. But again, that depends on you and what works best for you. For me, I have a general outline and before I write each chapter, I list the scenes that I want to include. An example from Chapter 21 of Eunoia is:

Mc and Namjoon discuss what they mean to each other and what they want from each other. Also the boy her mother wants to set her up with. She turns down the invitation.

Taylor shows up to congratulate her with cake and the mc panics a little. She talks to Taylor and she is understanding

Jimin makes a flower crown and places it on Taehyung's head.

etc

This is taken directly from my notes and that's usually the level of detail I include when I'm outlining each chapter. And often I add new scenes when I'm writing or change the plan for some of them or move them around.

Balancing descriptions is hard and I don't think it's something I've mastered. Each writer is unique in how much description they add. There are best seller books that the descriptions are minimal and then there is J.R.R. Tolkien who could write ten pages about a rock.

Describing the place isn't always necessary in the sense that you don't need to dedicate a whole paragraph to it. Sometimes just referencing where they are is enough, like the park or a clothing store. The reader can imagine what that looks like. Also, if you have described that place before you don't need to describe it again. But describing places can set the atmosphere and the tone of the scene. You can sprinkle in single lines of description throughout the scene.

Again, just write the words as they come and you can edit them later. You don't have to write long paragraphs about the characters' feelings. And it's okay to repeat some things a couple of times. Just take a look at how repetitive some things in Eunoia are.

Angstravaganza starts this Sunday! (November 7th)

Hey everyone! Your friendly angst week mods here to say hi and do kind of a recap of all the asks we’ve answered so far about the rules of the event as we get closer to the first angst week!!

We’re super excited to read everyone’s fics and see all the moodboards, fanart, playlists… whatever you made! We’re all spreading the love of JATP -- and angst -- and that’s what matters!

Edit: The rest is under the cut for length! 

So, the rules. We’ve made a couple of changes so I just want to list them all again really quick:

Please represent characters’ races and backgrounds respectfully and accurately. This means no whitewashing or orangewashing (and, again, thank you so much to that anon who brought that to our attention! If you want more information on orangewashing and how to avoid it in your fanworks, there’s an awesome post from jatpsource here !)

No NSFW/graphic content, please! We’re trying to keep everyone as comfortable as possible, even during an angst-centered event, so we ask that you don’t include anything too explicit in your fanworks. And, please, anything questionable should be tagged accordingly. We want everyone to be safe and enjoy the week!!

We are asking respectfully that you do not submit any Explicit-rated content for this event, however we will be accepting fics rated M and below. This is because some of the topics that are involved in “angst” -- death, depression, whatever it may be -- cannot truly be done justice without giving the fic a higher rating. We understand that and we want everyone to have the freedom to portray these topics in a way that’s comfortable for them. Again, we ask that any M-rated fics be tagged with the appropriate trigger warnings, so that anyone who’s not comfortable reading these fics knows what they might be getting into beforehand. And, please keep ALL content, regardless of rating, SFW.

And just as a basic reminder, we do have mods who are going to read and ensure that the fics are following our rules and requests before being added to the JATP Angst Week AO3 collection (more details below!).

Fanworks such as gifsets or moodboards will also be checked with our group of mods before being promoted by the JATP Angst Week tumblr.

Here’s a basic rundown of the prompts for the week!

Our main post about them is here, but as a recap:

Day One: Canon Day

Day Two: Relationship Day

Day Three: AU Day

Day Four: Death Day

Day Five: Hurt/Comfort Day

Day Six: Character-centric Day

Day Seven: Flangst (Fluff/Angst) Day

As for posting the fics, there are a couple of ways that you can share them with us! We made an AO3 collection, and here on tumblr we’re following the tag “jatp angst week”.

We’re also following the tag “#sorryAnna” — more details on that one below!

Also, we forgot to say this in the original ask, but please feel free to @ our blog in any fics posted to tumblr, in case we miss something! Just a quick note about the AO3 collection, though: it’s Moderated, which means that any fic added will have to be approved by a mod before it shows up. We’re not planning on -- and we don’t want to -- reject any fics, so as long as you’ve followed the rules above you should be golden!

Also, another thing we wanted to add: Angst Week is from November 7-14, but please keep the love of JATP (and angst) going! If you don’t finish your fics in time, or if life gets in the way and you still want to participate, please feel free to post whenever you get the chance, and use the “jatp angst week” tag. One of our mods is following the tag as well, so fics will still be seen and shared and appreciated!!

Again, we’re super excited for this event and we can’t wait! Thank you for loving the show and showing interest in our event and creating amazing things that have been keeping the JATP fandom alive and thriving. You’re all superstars and we can’t wait to see all of your angst creations!

And, as always, sorry Anna! (If your angst is severe or you know it’ll get a strong reaction from Anna, then don’t forget to tag #sorryAnna so she can make sure to rest her Scottish vocal cords accordingly, for all the yelling she’s going to have to do!)

If you have any other questions we haven’t answered, please feel free to send this blog another ask!

Love, your friendly angst week mods:

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I am the Alanis anon who thinks You Oughta Know is a hint towards Edwina - I LOVE the idea of it actually being an ode to angry/jealous Anthony.

I have a theory that’s been brewing & that I hope is true but has like 2% chance at most obviously because it’s in my brain and not CVD’s - if we assume that the photos of Kate & Mr Dorset in a boat are also in episode 5, and we also know that Kate at the beginning of the series is not interested in finding a husband, it makes me wonder if she is entertaining Mr Dorset because by this stage because Anthony has decided to not court Edwina any more (either because it’s too risky with him liking Kate, or a mutual decision with him and Edwina or Edwina realising he doesn’t like her for her), perhaps Kate steps up to try and find a match to protect Edwina from further heartbreak or because Edwina decides it isn’t what she wants (links to the book and Kate saying Edwina doesn’t have to marry if she doesn’t want to, but also adds drama because maybe they need this marriage more in some way in the show?)

And in this version, A&K are still being stubborn about how they feel - A can’t be with K as he likes her too much, K doesn’t want to hurt Edwina - and so Anthony is jealous and does something stupid to end up on the water.

Also, I have a feeling it could be linked to the bee scene but just a different version, like I imagine Anthony being wet in public will cause a scene and then Kate is angry or comes to see if he is ok, and a wild bee appears and Anthony loses his mind in front of everyone, but I imagine they might play the bee scene as more emotional then funny in the show? They talked about there being some dramatic scene with a lot of the ton, and it could be a scandal that causes them to be together, but after things with Edwina & Anthony have wrapped up?

I am still not convinced Mr Dorset is a suitor for Kate although I really really hope he is!

Honestly, how am I supposed to a profession adult living life when they don’t leave my head.

Ohh this is an interesting theory and I like it a lot! (no matter if it a bit too specific to be likely, but im SO guilty of the same)

It was always so wild to me that Anthony thought he could actually marry Edwina while being that attracted to Kate. He clearly doesn't intend to near the middle of the book just bc its really asking for so much trouble, and splitting with Edwina puts him out of danger of being in Kate's vicinity again. Cutting his losses is much more practical and he's a pretty practical dude when he's not a clown so it would actually be in character for him.

And in the case Edwina is still into him, it might be even sadder from her POV. Like at the end of the day she can't even say he wants someone else more. Or that he's in love (she's a romantic she might sympathize with that). He just doesnt want her and there's no explanation for it. Kate would be in a weird state of relieved/guilty/heartbroken for Edwina and would have a lot of reason to be upset with him. Which would all lead perfectly into her making it up to Edwina and pushing Anthony further away by taking suitors!

Girl, i think you should be in the writers room tbh

EDIT BC FORGOT THIS PART: Bee thing is such a mystery I really have no idea how/when/where that happens but I’m happy to be so in the dark about it!

as for enha! Yes please ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ I keep confusing Heesung and Jake(faces) , and Jake x jay(names)ಠ_ಠ, btw is niki a minor ? o_OO ; I read that the group has 1 aussie and 1 American , and your bias is Jay(?) American I know how he looks but lol, also you have mentioned somewhere that you have 2 biases right ?

I feel a little odd these days… after 3h as I wake up I feel so Extremely exhausted .. and weak .. yesterday I was buying a new phone and I almost got rubbed my 11 years old boys .. you know those little gangs ? After so unsafe weirdly enough you know I’m not a minor but I’m still so tiny and ahhh basically if I wanna fight them lol ( I don’t wanna continue the sentence because it sounds cringe but it really start bothering me.. if something like this will go further I don’t know what to do in how to protect myself with kids , those little bullies ) so the best solution that I can come up with is to start exercising maybe do some exercises to gain some strength? Lmaooo idk what do you think ? That’s so crazy I wasn’t even in a bad neighbourhood.. ahh anyway I will try to rest and do not get sick thank you so much for your concern and looking forward to your thoughts about Enha and -maybe you can tell me something interesting about them or introduce each member like personality so then I could see who is who and I love you so much thank you so much for being such an amazing Internet friend of mine I really enjoyed being your 🦋 anon  MUA 💋

Lol Hee and Jake look used to look NOTHING alike but since Hee is always hanging out with Jake, they're picking up each other's habits (and even accent in Heeseung's case lol). Jake is the Aussie and Jay is kinda an American, he lived there when he was a kid. Ni-Ki is a minor and he's from Japan. He's actually a '05 liner hehe💖💖

Jay isn't really my bias, more like my ultimate lmao. Heeseung is my bias lmao😅And I'm currently having Sunghoon moments bc he's just so adorable🥺

Awww baby yes I understand those kinds of kids are always so annoying and they really such bullies😑😑They can be really mean if they want to, and I feel you, I'm quite tiny as well so I often come across as much younger than I actually am. Anyway, I'm definitely not going to stop you from working out, because it will surely help you feel fresher and much better about yourself. But I'm not saying this because it's gonna help you fend off those kids or sth else, but because it'll help you feel better and become stronger for your own good and for your own self, not in order to come across as more strong or more intimidating, but so that you can take better care of yourself💖

And I get you, if you wanna fight them, it's not cringe bc you have every right to defend yourself if they trouble you. I'd suggest going for some strength training. Start off with the basics first, and then you can add some weights etc to your workouts as well. Also, try to incorporate more proteins into your diet if you wanna build up on muscle, but not too much either. Step-by-step and one day at a time is the key💖💖

Sending you all the love🥺💖

Edit: Lmao I hope you haven't read this yet, but I forgot to mention like the personalities of the boys lol. Okay so Hee comes off as this really cool guy who amazing at everything, and he is, but only when he's on stage. At other times, he's pretty much a useless clown who's super friendly and will always have your back. Jay can come across as short-tempered, but he just gets done with people's shit too easily lol. He's a very good guy who will always support you if he considers you a friend. Jake is the sweetest angel in the world and is like the nicest and friendliest puppy you'll ever meet. Sunghoon can seem cold but he's just quite shy and super cute. He loves to make grandpa jokes but even when he does that, he comes across as super cool and super chic. Sunoo is the ball of sunshine in enhypen, and he can seem done with the members every once in a while, but he really loves them all. He's super friendly and super nice and always makes everyone feel at home. Jungwon can come across as your typical cute kid who is loved by everyone, but he's so much more. Being a leader at such a young age and he's nailing it. And then there's Ni-Ki, who often seems like older to his age but he's just a kid at the end of the day. He loves pranking the members and teasing them to no end. He has a way with weird food combinations and is always fun to be around.

Can you do L, O, V, E with Gyomei for the fluff alphabet? Ily 🥺

(Disclaimer: I think this is where I should start admitting that though this is technically a Fluff Alphabet, I...am not a very fluffy person so you might find some noticeable angst bleeding into my answers :,)) Edit because dAMMIT anon I forgot to say ilyt!!! ;p;  L ove Confession - How would they confess to their s/o? Gyomei is...really highly unlikely to make any sort of confession. He’s technically one of the most jaded pillars in terms of human relationships and even when he’s fallen for you, it takes a whole lot more effort to fully earn his trust. And no matter what happens, he’s always going to prefer to keep his feelings to himself; it just doesn’t seem like a smart idea for anyone involved, for him to force his emotions on you when he’s not even sure if a relationship could ever work out. Ultimately, Gyomei prefers to keep things ambiguous between you. He can’t help enjoying the time you spend together, but he won’t push it- he’s content to stay as friends, or even just colleagues, or even distance himself from you if he think it’s necessary. It’s better than treading into uncertain waters and potentially causing a mess that he doesn’t know how to fix. (But because this is a tad too angsty, let me just add that in a better world- maybe after he’s been reincarnated- he...still would not make the first move, but he’ll just be so kind to you that it’ll drive you up the wall until you finally blurt out the question. “Do you like me?” The gentle little smile he gives you in reply is confirmation enough.) O n Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings? Not very obvious, no. As mentioned above, Gyomei doesn’t want you to know how he feels and if he doesn’t want you to know, you most likely won’t. He’s controlled and levelheaded and he is very good at treating you just like everybody else. His feelings are under control at all times. However, he cares for you, and sometimes his control slips- he won’t even realize it, but there’s a little too much warmth in his smile when he hears your voice, and he is a little too gentle when you spar together. Most people won’t see it. Tanjiro looks at the two of you, though, and reflects that the stone pillar’s scent is tinged with something bittersweet; resignation mixed with happiness, sorrow stained with affection. Gyomei’s heart is guarded behind high walls, but inside, it’s achingly soft for you. V alue - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life? Gyomei is one of those cases where he values *you* as a person a whole lot more than he values his relationship with you- you can leave him if you decide that that’s what you want. He won’t try to keep you if he feels you’d be happier elsewhere. The fact of the matter is, while his relationship with you means a lot to Gyomei as one of the few human connections he has that he’s maybe willing to trust, it can’t overshadow his desire for you to have the best life you can possibly have. He also has trust issues and is mildly pessimistic so there’s a high chance he’s prepared for things to fall apart, anyway;;; (Please do convince him otherwise. He could stand to have someone tell him that the glass isn’t always half empty.) E qual - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive? Gyomei prefers for things to be balanced- there is no need for either side to exert any form of “dominance” over the other- but depending on your personality, he’s likely to take on a slightly more passive role. You can call the shots 90% of the time and he’ll go along with whatever you like; you also get to boss him around and he’ll take it fairly well because honestly, he finds everything you do to be adorable, even when you decide to be a brat. However, when push comes to shove, he will express his opinions and expects you to listen to them and take them into consideration. Though he lets you do what you want and follows along with your plans, that’s an active choice he makes and he does require that you respect his thoughts and feelings as well. In everyday life, he’ll do as you please; when it comes to important decisions, you need to face them as a team or not at all.

For anonymous: a series of answers/clarifications/amendments on The Goldenrod Revisions! (I've answered these all in one post just to make it easier). Thank you so much for the asks, this helped me a) clarify my thoughts b) solve some canon continuity issues so I really appreciate them!

THANK U for agreeing to answer my questions! I'll have to ask them separately so they're not in 1 super-long impossible-to-read ask. I have 3 about 15x19, 1 about 15x20, 2 about 15x21, 2 about 15x22, and 2 about 15x23. quick disclaimer: i don't mean any offense at all by my question count! I didn't even notice these oddities the first time I read this; once I read it and accepted it as the true canon, I took a closer look and then noticed. but plz don't think these made your fic any less great!!

No worries anon! It is literally my pleasure to answer them and I am VERY very happy to find discrepancies with canon in the fic - then I can hopefully fix them and make the fic better :) Also I really appreciate the very systematic way you laid all these out, it really helped me reply, and also subsequently make a couple of edits to the fic!

For 15x19:

1. Why did Chuck trust Michael with the task of killing Jack? As God he should know Michael betrayed him in 15.08; did he expect Michael to disobey him again?

I think in this case we're/Chuck is relying on knowledge from the canon 15.19, i.e. Chuck would assume the outcome predicted by the show - that Michael WOULD betray the Winchesters/the world in order to please his father. So God assumed Michael would act the way he did in Inherit The Earth. But additionally, Chuck isn't actually very keyed-in to his own characters' motivations (esp. when love is involved) or very attached to certain results - he basically sends Michael and Lucifer to kill Jack because he figures it will entertain him no matter what happens - whether Michael and Lucifer kill each other, whether they kill the Winchesters/Jack, etc. - either Jack dies this way or Chuck will think of another way to do it.

2. How was Sam able to kill Lucifer? It was said only an archangel could kill another archangel with the archangel blade; was this a total lie or could Sam do it since he's Lucifer's true vessel? (plz don't change it to have Michael kill him; Sam being the one to do it was perfect, I just wanna understand how he could do it).

So glad you raised this because I honestly totally forgot! But now that you have, I have corrected that lore continuity with a line about biblical metaphors.

3. How is Rowena alive? She said she was dead in 15.08, so I initially assumed as a witch and the Queen of Hell she found a way to travel between Hell and Earth despite being dead. But then Sam says "Michael could've killed you" and then Chuck kills her twice in 15.21, both of which indicate she's alive here - does this mean Michael resurrected her when she summoned him?

God okay this is like - please call me out if this is incorrect or still confusing - but it's kind of like, based on the very inconsistent and confusing lore of the SPN afterlife that I assume Rowena is 'dead' but also 'alive' in the sense that Crowley was 'alive' and is now 'dead'. Does that make sense? She's not 'alive' as a human but rather as a demon (or something like it). So as Queen of Hell and a presumably demonic-adjacent entity, when she's 'killed' she gets sent to the Empty now vs. being 'killed' as a human and going to Heaven/Hell. (Based on when we see her in Hell, I assume she possesses her own body? Unclear. Just go with it. They've never been great with what it means to show vessels in Heaven/Hell etc.)

4. I thought asked all I wanted to know about Goldenrod but I just thought of 1 more thing: I don’t get why some dialogue implies Michael was dead? He mentions how he “found himself back on Earth” and tells the Empty it couldn’t stop Chuck from resurrecting him & Lucifer, but prior to 15.19 we last saw Michael leaving the bunker with Adam alive and well in 15.08, and it seemed like he was gonna stay on Earth for Adam’s sake. So what happened to him?

Oh that's a great point! I think that is actually just a confusing choice on my part that Chuck killed absolutely everyone including Michael/Adam in 15.18 Despair and THEN chose to resurrect Michael (but not Adam) alongside Lucifer when he was bored/wanting to kill Jack. I made some slight adjustments in-text to hopefully make it less confusing because I know that's different to the lore of canon 15.19 Inherit the Earth.

For 15x20:

1. How did the angels and demons in the Empty wake up? Did Michael use the last of his grace to wake everyone up? Were they already awake thanks to Jack blowing up in 15x18 or did they somehow sleep through that? (Not expanding on the Empty's claim that "you made it loud" is one of countless things I'll never forgive the actual show for, so THANK YOU for taking the show back to the Empty in the first place; I was just curious about this one element.)

So the Empty was already 'loud' according to canon, but since canon is vague on what exactly that means (thank you writers!...) I got the impression it meant the Empty wasn't 'peaceful' anymore but still powerful enough to suppress the beings inside, like the beings in there were awake and suffering but unable to rebel. Sort of what we see with Cas in this version of 15.20. Maybe like, additional suffering in sleep paralysis? Regardless, Michael does expend his grace to weaken the Empty enough that other beings wake up and/or are able to fight back and exist outside their own personal nightmare chamber. So whatever your impression of 'loud' is with regards to the other beings in there, assume Michael was able to free them from the Empty's control.

For 15x21:

1. Having Jack & Amara take out Hell & Purgatory was a BRILLIANT idea; I love that they ended all the places of suffering and changed the system. I just wonder - what happened to the souls and the demons still in Hell at that point, and the Leviathans and other monsters still in Purgatory? Were they just wiped out completely and sent to the Empty? Or did Jack turn them human and add them to the cycle? (I don't think the show clarified whether or not Leviathans have souls, so...)

No matter whether they were monster or demon or even angel, they would eventually be given human life. I broke it down to 'human enough souls' vs. 'not human enough souls'. Human-enough were immediately brought to life with memories and versions of their original bodies, and not-human-enough were sent to the Soul Queue to be born as infants. I assume Leviathan and most demons fall into 'not human enough', therefore, whatever tiny microbe of personality/soul they had was added to the cycle of rebirth and would be translated to a new human soul. Of course this might have a WILDLY different impact on the world depending on how many people go to hell in this system, how many people were 'human enough', etc.... But we're basically fudging those numbers a bit one way or another just to give certain characters the revival they deserve haha.

2. Did Cas drown and die after Chuck threw him in the lake and Jack left their limbo-dream world? If so, did he go through the same question-&-answer situation with Death that Sam & Dean did? Or was he with Jack & Amara when they rebuilt the world?

Cas was already dead/dying even when he was talking to Jack, he was sort of in a different version of the 'Veil' per se. VERY wishy-washy, but basically he and Jack were on a different dream-plane that they were jolted to in the chaos of the disorganised no-Death world.

I think Cas, Rowena, Lucifer, Michael, etc. as beings who were killed after the snap is a bit ambiguous. Rowena and Lucifer, I think, as entities who were demonic-dead or Empty-level-dead pre-Snap probably went through the reincarnation Yes/No Death questionnaire. Cas and Michael might not have since they were technically 'alive' and human before the Snap. Regardless, I think they probably wouldn't remember the interaction even if they had it.

The reason the question happened to the Winchesters AND that they remember it is Main Character Syndrome... they were the only people left alive when Jack and Amara did a hard reset, and that honestly Death took time to chill/exposition at them because he likes them. Really. Despite all appearances. Or respects them enough to let them know what's gone down, anyway.

Metatextually, it was really just to reaffirm to the audience that Dean (and Sam) want to live, in contrast to 15.20 Carry On 😅

3. Did all the snapped people (Eileen, Adam, the Waywards, etc.) also go through the Death question-&-answer process but not remember it, or did Jack & Amara just send them back?

Snapped people were reset automatically! Normally the new-humans also wouldn't remember their interactions with Death/reapers, just like in canon lore when someone like Dean has a near-death experience.

I realise this whole section and various other lore reformation parts of the fic aren't SUPER clear on specific logistics but on some occasions I'm like, I've done enough info-dumping, I don't want to overwrite exposition. But if you think it's worth clarifying certain points let me know and I can try to do so!

For 15x22:

1. The twenty something blonde guy in sunglasses getting hot tea, is that Belphegor? sure sounds like it but I wanted to confirm.

Yep!

2. Since Death mentioned that Jack only resurrected the angels, demons, and monsters from the Empty who had enough of a soul, and since all the human souls from the Veil went to Heaven as confirmed by Kevin's presence, how exactly are Anna's human parents and Bela alive now?

Great question - 1) I SOMEHOW FORGOT ANNA'S PARENTS DIED? Complete screw up on my part, I don't know how that happened. I fixed this so it's her grandparents now. 2) Bela was sent to Hell as part of her deal, so I was assuming she was a demon by this point in canon (since it would be... MANY Hell-years since she died.) Therefore she had a 'human' enough demon soul to be put back as a human.

3. Oh, and the tall woman with the flyer in 15.22; who is this supposed to be? Hannah I’m guessing?

To be honest I didn't have anyone in particular in mind for that scene; it was kind of a catch-all for missing characters like, it COULD be Hannah. It could be Raphael. Hell, it could be Abbadon. I didn't want to do a full shot of every single person missing from the cast who had died (esp since like - we wouldn't know who they were anyway! Their bodies would be different). So this one is literally just fill-in-the-blank. But if I had to assign a character there I'd say it would probably be one of the more arrogant angels like Raphael or Uriel.

For 15x23:

1. How is Bobby in the Roadhouse with the gang? 10x17 seemed to imply the angels were about to throw him in the dungeons to punish him for helping Cas; did Ash hack him out of prison, or was he never imprisoned at all? Also, is Jack not surprised to see another Bobby in Heaven because the boys already told him there was another Bobby besides the one he knows from Apocalypseverse? (I was half-expecting him to comment about that and confuse Bobby).

Oh that's a great point! I think that's another sort of fill in the blank since it's been five years since 10.17... even if he was in prison of some kind, I think it's likely either Ash helped him get out in the same way he helped everyone else, and since the angels were extremely short-staffed I doubt getting Bobby suitably imprisoned/punished was their top priority. But honestly I'm not super clear on how the angels intended to punish Bobby, I don't think canon is clear either... like, We Just Don't Know.

Finally I'd like to know, has Sam proposed to Eileen yet by the end of the final episode? The script doesn't mention a ring on her finger, and as Sam's fiancee, I'd assume she'd also have carved her name on the table. Sam mentions the innuendos Dean has said "in the past year," so it's been a while since Jack's prayer scene, yet Cas says Dean & Claire's argument was the last time they spoke, and it doesn't seem likely to me that Dean wouldn't call Claire in a year given how close they are...

Nope! I think Sam is saying 'I'm going to marry her' as a declaration of certainty of his feelings and faith in the future, not neccessarily as something that immediately happens. With regards to 'in the past year', that referred to the period when Eileen was alive during s15 as well! I assume Dean did teasing off-screen (and I mean, he did plenty on-screen too.)

I honestly think that Sam and Dean are just very very busy in the aftermath of the events of the 15.20 reset, like they have to deal with the new world AND try to wrangle all these hunters into this new system of collaboration. I didn't put Eileen on the table because she isn't there in the finale and because I do think the Sam/Dean/Cas/Jack family unit was a bit more central and important to the show, but maybe they add her (and any possible kids, if they have any) later on. God, imagine generations of hunters and/or Winchesters carving on that table. Sacred Artefact...

(1) Ok that's all the questions I have. Again, so sorry to blow up your inbox - I really appreciate your willingness to clarify these things! If there are some things you'd rather not explain and leave ambiguous, I totally get that. And in spite of these aforementioned confusing parts, I still ADORE your fic and will continue to read it whenever I feel like re-"watching" how Supernatural really ended! Thank you so much!! .... (2) I’m SO sorry to overload u! I know I asked a lot and I didn’t mean to sound like a hater saying “none of ur story makes sense”; that’s not what I meant at all! If this was a regular good ol fix it fic I wouldn’t have said anything but since u said u wanted it to wrap up the show as replacement canon, I thought maybe I should point out places that didn’t line up. But take as MUCH time as you need! Good for you working to meet your deadlines; I hope you succeeded!! And again I really appreciate you taking the time to answer whenever you have time—absolutely no rush!! Have a GREAT Memorial Day Weekend!!!

Anon thank you SO SO much for all these questions, as you can see it really helped me identify problems or straight up errors in my work wrt continuity and I'm so happy that means I can improve it. If any of the answers weren't clear or you think I should modify the fic to make certain things clearer than they are right now (other than the things I said I'd fix in-text for sure) let me know! It's really been a pleasure answering them too, I'm sorry it took me so long to get around to it, I actually went back and proofed/edited the whole fic as part of adding some of these corrections in (and that took like... three weeks...) and as you said, it's very important to me to get it as true to canon as possible so - yeah, just, once again, thank you!! You're wonderful! ♥♥♥

Time to talk about Lillith :)

So her being MC's ancestor in the story was... A bad choice, in my opinion.

And I don't hate that she was the one who revived MC, quite the opposite, that was a fine move. I like to think that it was to show that MC had a connection to all the siblings, dead or alive, hate or love. It's just...

Why are they (technically) related? What was the purpose?

That could sound mean, but if some of your playbase could call incest and (possibly) have a leg to stand on, it's a bit... Much, let's say. But, either way, there is an alternative that I like. (And one I made up, but that's besides the point.)

I like the idea that Diavolo lied to the brothers to keep the peace. To me, it makes sense, because:

He needs to keep the peace between the three realms, and y'know, one of the humans dying kind of prevents that. So, why not lie to them to make sure this never happens again?

It would also get to a quick resolution for the brothers, since I'm pretty sure that Belph was about to kill MC... Again.

Sadly, I only have two reasons, but you're smart, you can probably expand upon this.

Anyway, this might be a bit sloppy, but I hope you can understand what I'm trying to say.

Your Anonymous Color Coder,

Lesson 42 Anon

(P.S. I have issues with Lesson 16, 17, and 18. I say this just in case I want to rant about it. :)

So initially I wasn't the biggest fan of them being related, though when they first started hinting at a connection between Lilith and MC I had a "OH GOD. OH DAMN. PLEASE DON'T BE LILITH'S REINCARNATION" moment so finding out MC was just a distant relative was a relief but not one I was necessarily happy with? Because of all the "Is this technically incest!?" feelings I had at the time.

But it did grow on me? I think all the human au's I had roaming free in my head helped me get over it? When writing or thinking up human Aus I try to make them as close to the Canon situation as possible so it'd be:

The brothers and Lilith all living in a foster home with only Lucifer and Satan being blood related, but they all see each other as a found family. MC would be a distant (and I mean distant enough it equals to the thousands of years that separate Canon MC and Lilith) cousin who they don't even find out is related to Lilith until much later (after Lilith either leaves and joins a more permanent family or....well dies I guess).

The way I see it, it'd be the same as a group of "we're so close we see each other as siblings" friends wanting to date the distant/estranged relative of one of the group members.

So yeah, now I see the whole Lilith, MC, brothers thing as "Incest if I'm willing to reach so far my arm tears straight outta my socket" so yeah.

Though obviously it's completely valid if people are still uncomfortable with it.

ANXUSJWMNZRATQVX8 Belphie would have totally murdered MC if they didn't bring up the whole Lilith thing! And I'm so upset they all just get over it? Like damn I love Belphie no lie, but are we just gonna gloss over the fact that he was 110% okay with the genocide of the entire human race???????

I also have this headcanon that MC has chronic pain that flares up on and off after Belphie murdered them, cause remember how the ghost of the fortune teller,Gisella (?), on the train said you never forget the feeling of dying and MC had a pretty violent death so.....

I also HC that there are days, specially when the pain is bad, where they can't stand to be near Belphie and that while he was initially upset by this and was persistent about still being with them by around mid S2 or S3 he's learnt to identify those days and understand why MC can't even look at him then and he makes himself scarce and sleeps away the day in an out of the way dark, corner probably with Beel around for emotional support because honestly those days would hurt him as much as MC.

I like that in the Canon storyline that none of the brothers were 100% okay with Belphie right after Lesson 16 and how they went out of their way, more so than usual, to make sure MC wasn't alone with him? I maybe reading into that too much but I liked it..

And I mean generally MC's a very calm, collected, headstrong and stubborn character so as frustrating as it is I understand why they would want to help Belphie get along with the others again. "I died for this shit, so I might as well see it through" kinda mentality

I didn't initially like the two timelines cause it made me really sad imagining the one MC left behind and to ease that angst I always imagined since MC changed the past their original timeline -the future timeline- got erased with a new future unfolding. but someone on tumblr posted a headcanon with evidence on why they thought Barbatos joined the two timelines together so that they live with the extra day of memories and experiences that came from the original timeline AND I JUMPED THE HELL ON THAT BOAT & actually recently wrote something about it. Here have the link and some shameless self promotion cause I'm an attention whore:

Deadlines

"When Mammon meets his soulmate he's going to punch them in the face. It doesn't matter if he'll only find out who exactly his soulmate is when one of them is on their deathbed. He's still going to punch them."

Um anyway that's all my thoughts on 16, 17 & 18 (I think. There might be more that I can't remember at the moment tbh) and since I rambled to you about it you are now contractually obligated to rant to me about yours. Sorry, those are the rules🤷🏽

About the thing you said about Diavolo and his reasons I honestly have nothing else to add, I mean the reasons you gave make total sense and I'm okay with just what the canon gave too so

It wasn't sloppy at all! My rambles are always too long and all over the place!

Edit: I forgot! As to why they were related, yeah I don't think it was completely necessary but still I can see reasons behind it?

1. As a way to make MC other. A devilgram and a little line in S3 makes it seem like MC is neither angel, demon OR human. I HC that Lilith died right as she was changing from angel to demon making her one of a kind and that pure "Fallen Angel" magic came with her when she was reincarnated and then was passed down to MC.

2. How lilith's known as the mother of monsters in some myths and how MC is related to them... I just think it's neat. Plus MC has an insane amount of raw power - truly a monster in their own right

3. It's closure for the brothers. They never got to see Lililth as a human, never got to see her grow up, fall in love, start her own family. The last they saw her she was in pain and dying. They don't get to see if she was happy. MC's the closest proof they have to that. That she found love and had a family and was happy

4. It's closure for lilith. Just the fact that her spirit passed down from descendent to descendent along with her magic till she could see her brothers again just to see if they were happy and to tell them she had lived a long happy life. I don't know I'm really happy she was able to do that

5. The brothers find similarities between Lilith and MC but they're rare and 6 of the 7 brothers already liked MC before they found out about MC being her descendent. And even Belohie starts to like them as their own person. Just I always worry that they like MC just because of the connection between them and Lilith and that they see MC as a replacement but then U remember their Canon interactions and it feels like the brothers actually forget about that connection. MC is Lilith's legacy, they're living proof that you can be born in one world but find your true home in another, but they're not defined by Lilith. They're their own person. Even their magic is their own considering Lilith used the last of hers when she helped them in Lesson 15/16

ok perth u probably didn't see the oneus cb yet but i gotta give u my thoughts please take my thoughts.

black mirror: it feels a little atrocious and cheesy and i actually love it like it's just a catchy song!! they could have gone harder but i'm okay with it. the mv is VERY valkyrie which is cute but also boring. none of the shots really wowed me also rbw tanked their budget for this cb.. and some of their fits suck. for me this is a step up from banbakbulga though

connect with us: letdown letdownnnn i would honestly rather listen to the outro version of this song. there is no movement there is no buildup. but xion has a verse so 🥰🥰 i guess

polarity: THIS IS THE ONE.. catchy as hell mwah

happy birthday: save me. save them. the chorus is nice honestly and i like this producer but the aggressively heterosexual corny english interjections really took me out of the vibe.. it's not my birthday i'm not your girlfriend shut up shut uppppp

valkyrock: mixed feelings bc it really just feels like valkyrie with poorly arranged hard guitar in the bg there were some weird instrumental choices too. it serves its purpose which is to be a cool concert remix. there are some cool moments tho especially with the main guitar which i can only assume is kanghyun just shredding it good for him. could have gone harder with the rock concept

so overall this cb... just okay. i'm okay with it! it's def not a come back home or a tbontb (i actually LOVED tbontb era sfsgdfdgdg even the acoustic guitar in the chorus) but frankly it wasn't trying to be that. still feels pretty oneus. anywayyy this is long! i just wanted to like. open a discussion lol don't feel pressured to respond!! -tt

i can finally start answering this ohohoho

hi tt anon my beloved!!! i am ready to answer to these thoughts (aka compare them to mine hSDGHSDKJGH. also i’ll be writing like, each ThoughtTM after i’ve listened to each song, so while i’m typing that i’ve only heard black mirror)

ok so i’m done typing my thoughts and. it got VERY long. don’t apologise for length i’m also wordy <3

now connect with us. so far i didn’t like the voice editing on keonhee’s voice but the song sounds... alright... not groundbreaking but it’s alright. seoho my beloved <3 WAIT THERES NO DROP IN THE CHORUS???? WHAT THE FUCK? i don’t really like the typical kpop drops always used now but come on?? oh wait there’s a? ugh. that was nothing. well i guess it’s a song and dongju got a verse for sure. i don’t have a lot to say on it i don’t know if i’ll add it to any playlists IS THAT HWANWOONG’S FIRST LINE?????? what the hell is any of this DSKJFHKJHD i may not have noticed him before but huh what. eh. it’s a song. again maybe it’ll grow on me! but right now yeah it’s a letdown i agree.

so for black mirror i agree the mv was... cheaper than what we got with gaja, twilight & etc. like they used all the budget on their first mvs DNSKJFHKJ (and to be or not to be... i guess? i don’t remember much except Guns And Blood Bath). i don’t really mind it in itself bc i don’t watch mvs much anymore and i’ve accepted that sometimes companies will just throw whatever at the audience for the sake of money (see also: ugly dance by onf letting me down in great part bc it acts as a followup to beautiful beautiful but is literally just a performance mv with no storytelling elements whatsoever but eh what can you do right) but for someone who likes cinematography it’s definitely gonna be disappointing if they were expecting something like gaja or come back home. as for the fits i didn’t really look at them, mostly their faces? and ough they are pretty <3 but yeah i wanted to get the more negative criticism out of the way so i can talk about The Song because unexpectedly i actually really like it!! and we can thank the bassline for that LMAOOO honestly this is gonna sound mean for no reason but this is what w*nho (censoring in case it gets in tags... i do NOT need mbbs after me on this fine day) thought he was doing with his debut song (not losing you that one made me cry. the one that i forgot the name of). i really enjoy the vibe of the song even if imo it doesn’t really fit the visual concept very much? but it has strings and i’m not gonna say no to strings. strings and a sexy bassline. and yonghoon’s whistling. SHFSDHKH

no but it’s a really good song imo! it’s not... as good as say, twilight (maybe it’ll grow on me idk we’ll see but twilight really was one of their best so), but it’s still a pretty solid song and while i do like banbakbulga a lot now it feels a lot less oneus than black mirror. oh wait i have something else to say, they really should leave the rapping to ravn bc like we know kpop rappers are not really rappers but i. really don’t wanna hear leedo rap anymore. he has great vocals there’s no reason for that... ravn is genuinely enjoyable to listen to so i don’t mind him but pls rbw give leedo more vocal lessons so he can sing more (and also give dongju vocal lessons at all?? why does he get two lines per song??? they’re a 2 yr old group now there’s no excuse. is he that bad? i don’t buy it he sounded good in the rtk gaja)

black mirror also very vaguely reminded me of run away by got7 during the chorus for some reason feel free to ignore that HFKJSHKFJ

onto polarity! shit i really need wrist braces. well this is like an improved connect with us? it’s definitely catchier sdnfsjkdfh and definitely a oneus song tho that means i don’t really like what their style is headed toward... one of the percussions they keep using, i really don’t like it!! i hear it everywhere and i don’t like it! not bc i hear it everywhere but bc it’s used for anything and everything like u should be more careful with what sounds u use for what songs. but i’m also very picky in the little details when i’m focused on something i guess sndfjskh. keonhee sounds really good in this song thank u mr lisp for my life i love u :) OH WAIT LEEDO IN THE CHORUS??? VERY GOOD LET’S GET MARRIED jk not to a leo man.

then we got happy birthday....... um... i was gonna say this is fine then he said you’re my goddess and. let me out <3 NOOO KEONHEE SOUNDS SO GOOD THIS IS EVIL... WHY DOES HE SOUND SO GOOD ON THIS SONG NANODNONDD LOVE LOSES </////3 i wouldn’t say it’s unlistenable for me like english girl but i’m gonna have to turn off my english speaking brain to listen to it yeah. it’s a good song otherwise what a shame... stop pushing ur heterosexual words onto me i’m just trying to listen to a song!!! do songs have to be gendered!!!!!!!!!

valkyrock here we go. last one. last one boys & not boys. so far it’s nice tbh. HUH? they lost the vibe with ravn’s verse. okay i guess the prechorus is alright i can hear the faintest hint of strings. the chorus... the percussions should not be like that... like idk how to explain it but the rhythm is too regular and not spaced out enough, if they were gonna do it like that it should hit a lot harder. don’t give me just the big boy (idk the english name but u know the one on the drums) and the small cymbal sound... that’s not loud enough bring out the damn gong (ok i may exaggerate but like it sounds more dancey than rock either way). uhhhhh overall though i really like the mix of the heavy guitar & strings i think that’s great and they should do that more. i can only assume onewe took care of the instruments LMAO harin u should’ve gone harder than that king i know u can...

so uhmmm for me this cb is... better than the previous one. which is sad bc it was a full album. i also liked it better than tbontb bc i felt that one didn’t go hard enough and black mirror wasn’t trying to go hard in that way so it doesn’t bother me 😭 yeah it’s not light us raise us fly with us level but it’s really good still. i can’t wait for oneus to finally release something that makes me insane but tbh? tbh? the bassline might get me there anyway. sexy bass makes me deranged and i think that’s at least a little bit relatable. still... when oneus get back to their roots in ways other than valkyrock maybe we’ll ascend to a better plane. much love 💕

Fluff #26: InuKag of course :D

Because I want to spoil everyone with two kinds of things today…And because the lovely Anon asked for it…Here is Fluff Prompt #26 - Hold My Hand!

Knight on the Subway

He had been staring at her for the last five minutes, and frankly? It was beginning to creep her out. She should have walked, but it was too hot and muggy out on this late August night. 

Honestly? The subway wasn’t much better, the way you ended up pressed against people you’d rather not be up against. Someone had a serious case of bad breath, and another was talking so loudly it was beginning to grate on her nerves. Add to that the rough, jerking sway of the subway car, and the tingling in her arm from holding onto the bar above her head, and she was already beyond ready to get off. 

Now throw this creep into the mix? 

If she wasn’t desperate to get home and take a cool bath, she’d get off at the next stop and wait for the next train. That, or she’d try and muscle her way through the rush of people swarming around the station to get onto a different car. 

She felt his lecherous eyes slowly roam up her body, taking in the way her shorts and tank top clung to her skin and it left her neck prickling uncomfortably as her internal alert system began blaring in her head. She hated the way he was drinking her in, delighting in her as if she could satiate him the same way a cool glass of water on this muggy night could. 

“Hey there beautiful,” he cooed, a smirk spreading across his face as his gaze drifted down to her breasts. She tried not to shiver. “Where is a pretty little thing like you going on a night like this?” 

He was in his mid forties and was orange from a terribly applied spray tan. A pair of mirror glass sunglasses sat perched atop his head, and the rest of his outfit was entirely too youthful for him. It was like he was trying to hold onto the prime years of his life, and he was failing. 

Miserably. 

“Hey…I’m talking to you…” he said again when she wouldn’t answer him. “Hey!”

“Kikyo? That you?” 

A new stranger placed his hand on her shoulder, startling her. She was really regretting her choice in transportation tonight. Or at least she was until she turned around to tell this other asshole to leave her the fuck alone. Sparkling citrine eyes…shaggy, silvery hair…A smile that was so warm and tender…Fuck, she wanted to be this “Kikyo” lady. 

“Hey, I actually just got the funniest text from Miroku,” he continued before she could respond, and his phone appeared in front of her with a simple open note on it and the words, ‘Are you ok?’ typed on it. 

It was a bluff. 

He didn’t think she was his friend…just a woman in a precarious, uncomfortable situation. 

“What do you think - hilarious right? Can you help me respond to him? I’m never any good at this stuff.”

Damn he was good…

“Yeah…Sure…Happy to.”

‘No.’ she quickly wrote back. ‘This guy won’t leave me alone.’

“Ha! That’s pretty good,” he grinned back at her, taking his phone and typing something else into it.

She could get lost in those sparkling eyes of his…

‘I know the type - he’ll leave you alone if there’s some muscle around. I’ll get off at your stop with you and make sure he doesn’t follow, if you’d like?’

He wasn’t kidding about the muscle. He clearly had a gym membership, if his arms were any indication. The man treated his body like a temple.

“I think that’s great,” she replied. “I think it’s ready to be sent.”

“Perfect - thanks! So how have you been?” he asked, trying to make casual small talk until they reached her stop. His voice moved over her like dripping honey, and suddenly, she didn’t want to get off the train.

All good things must come to an end though…And the train slowed down, coming to a stop at her station. 

“This is it,” she muttered, and he gave a short nod to tell her he understood. 

“Hold my hand?” he asked, and she caught the man from earlier watching her with interest still, though this other man had been right. The creeper had backed down verbally since her subway knight came into the picture.

“Yes please,” she murmured, slipping her hand into his much larger one and he lead her out of the train. He looked over his shoulder a few times to make sure that the guy hadn’t followed, but her knight continued on with her until they had both exited the station. 

“Thanks for this,” she smiled bashfully, still holding his hand as she readjusted her purse strap on her shoulder. As they reached the surface, the humid summer air clung onto her like a second skin, but she wasn’t in a rush to get back to her apartment anymore for that shower. 

“It’s nothing,” he smiled reassuringly. “Really. Some guys are just…” he trailed off, running his fingers through his beautiful silvery locks. “Some guys forgot the manners their mother taught them and don’t know how to treat a woman. It just bothers me when I see it so I try and help,” he shrugged, and her grin widened. 

“Well…I really appreciate it…and I’d love to thank you with a cup of coffee? If you have the time, that is…”

“In this heat,” he laughed. It was such a wonderful sound. “How about you let me take you for some ice cream instead?”

“Hitting on me after rescuing me from that horrible man, huh?”

“I believe you started it,” he smirked, his eyes twinkling in that way that set the butterflies in her stomach aflutter. 

“Well then…What are you waiting for?”

“Your name. I don’t think I want to keep calling you Kikyo.”

“Kagome Higurashi…and yours?”

“Inuyasha Takahashi.”

“Well…It’s nice to officially meet you.”

“Likewise.”

Maybe the subway hadn’t been such a bad idea after all. 

 @dangerouspompadour, thank you for the quick edit you gave this bad boy! ❤️❤️❤️

hi- I’m not sure if you’re the right person to ask, but I wanted to know how to start a fanfic writing tumblr- I mean, I’m just not sure how to start since I’ve never posted anything on my account- I’m sorry if this is an inconvenience-

Don’t worry about it. I’m a little offended that you would think you’re coming to the wrong place 😂.

Imma break it down for you.

BTW this post is long bc I wanted to cover all bases

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First of all, if you’re on tumblr mobile, then that’s fantastic and we’ll start with that first. If you’re on desktop, I would like to suggest getting it on your phone because it’s more accessible and easier to manage than doing it on the computer. The only time I go to the computer is when I’m going to post fics, but we’ll get there.

I know you said you’re wondering how to start posting fics but I gotta give you some advice before that. Because there are just some things I cannot stand when it comes to some fanfic blogs, alright?

Be easy on your color scheme. I wouldn’t put any bright colors because it could hurt someone’s eyes, and sometimes it looks really bad. Going along with that, you should be careful what your second color is on your blog (let’s say that your base color was a maroon, and then you’d choose a color similar to that/darker than that. It’ll be hard to read the things in your bio, and it’s frustrating)

This is obvious, but make sure you have a profile and header picture, it’s more appealing rather than tumblrs default.

Turn ON asks and then proceed to do it for anonymous questions, because that’s the only way you get requests. Some people do it off anon but that’s not as common.

You can do this on desktop and a safari browser. It’s not possible to do on mobile just yet. Open up safari > log in > little person icon in the top right > edit appearance. Scroll until you see “let people as questions” turn that on. Turn on anon, and edit the box to whatever you want. Keep it short

Turn off “share posts you like” and the following one below it. It’s a risky game to play when it comes to what you’re looking at and liking.

No submission posts, normally people don’t submit things anyway. Turn OFF “on blog advertising” and then that’s it. It automatically saves so you can just leave to the next screen imma bout to tell you about

IF you go to my blog on desktop, you’ll see that there’s a theme. My font is different, I have a different set up than most blogs, etc.

If you wanna mess around with that, scroll to the top of page (you should still be on the same page from the anon instructions) and tap “edit theme”

It might take a second to load, but you’ll get there.

THIS SCREEN IS VERY IMPORTANT.

Besides the fact that it lets you edit your theme, this is how you put in a Masterlist, and all other links you might want in your bio.

You said you haven’t written anything yet, so there isn’t a need for a Masterlist just yet. But when you DO start posting, please come back to me and I’ll let you know how to put one in your bio, okay? Nice and shiny for your future followers.

If you wanna change your theme go to browse themes, change it from “all themes” to “free themes”. If you like mine, it’s called “Accesible”. If you just want the font, get out of the theme screen and scroll the screen on the left. Turn ON “open dyslexic

Remember, you can do all of this on desktop too, it doesn’t have to be on safari

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Now onto posting, I have some opinions that might offend my mutuals (oopsie)

I can’t tell the difference, but PERSONALLY, I think posting fics on tumblr from my phone is gross. But that’s also because I’m writing 1000+ words normally and it gets difficult to post

If you want to post fics with more than 100 paragraphs, then you have to go to desktop or maybe safari tumblr (I don’t post from safari tumblr so idk if it works) because tumblr says NO paragraphs after 100 on mobile. There is no restriction on computer

I write in Google Docs, because it’s neater and I’ve discovered some hate for Word after deleting some of the shit I wrote over and over. Plus it’s an app, and you can open it up on computer. Easy to use.

If you use Notes on your phone, or type directly onto a tumblr post, then that’s fine but you don’t know your word count and it’s a little difficult to navigate.

When it comes to formatting, I used to have it be really long. But I’ve narrowed it down to 3, sometimes 4 things.

Summary: this is where I put the request so the anon/person knows that it’s their request. (I copy n paste the entire request in the summary part, I don’t answer asks (requests) anymore because it’s easier to answer them after I posted).

Warnings: my permanent is swearing, and then I add on (what type) violence, murder, suic*de, gore, etc DEPENDING ON THE REQUEST

Word count: and I do this because I write long imagines sometimes and some people don’t want to sit through 5k words of boring shit

And the optional—Note: I put this if I thank someone for their patience on the request, if I say happy holidays or some shit like that. I don’t have notes on every post anymore because they just turn out being the same every time

Apart from that, give it a title (make it unique but not too long!) who it’s for and then copy and paste the fic in

I’m using my own posts as an example right here, okay. But I have the summary and all of that bolder because it’s easier to see, and I want it to be different from the actual post. Most fanfic writers do this.

I also put 2 —‘s between the authors note at the top and the fic to also make a difference there

Don’t have the entire fic italicized, it takes away the special part of italicizing a word

Finally, it’s tagging.

I cannot stress this enough, DO NOT tag things that have nothing to do with the post. It’s my biggest pet peeve and it’s because I can’t comprehend why people tag (for example) Katrina Stuart when it’s a fic OR A RANDOM POST about someone else

Instead, let’s keep it simple.

🌸 STOP 🌸

I forgot to mention this. But choose your username wisely. You can change it later on, but it’s a goddamn pain in the ass when you have 50+ fanfics you wrote and your Masterlist is nice and clean only to realize that you have to RELINK every post individually

Listen, I changed my username on my old blog, and it took me 8 hours ROUGHLY to relink and fix every individual Masterlist. I had to create new masterlists, with so many tabs open to fix it

Instead, change it before you start fics

If you wanna be a colby brock blog, I have a canon url (which means that it’s so fucking GOOD and I’m angry that i realized it was open only a month ago rather than when I created this account) and it’s colbysbrocks (it’s a plural canon url). And I have colbysecrets too. If you don’t like either of those, I have a couple of other ideas that I wrote down if you want them

🌸 okay continue 🌸

This is how you should tag:

(I’ll give an example after this)

Your username first, the person it’s about, the fandom (if it’s not Colby brock, then something like marvel, etc). Then the persons name, imagine, fanfic, x reader, and oneshot. Then if it was requested

EXAMPLE ONE:

Azurebrock, Colby brock, Colby brock imagine, Colby brock fanfic, Colby brock x reader, Colby brock oneshot, requested

Simple, right? You can even use this method for Wattpad too.

EXAMPLE TWO:

(This is Star Wars, im using my own username again)

Kylorenlovesyou, Kylo ren, Ben solo, kylo ren imagine, kylo ren fanfic, kylo ren x reader, kylo ren oneshot, Ben solo imagine, Ben solo fanfic, Ben solo x reader, Ben solo oneshot, Star Wars

Notice that I tagged both of his names. I do this because it draws more people in, and more people will be attracted to it (however, in the Star Wars fandom there’s a difference between Ben Solo and Kylo-Ren, so you would have to specify in the title Ex. Resistance (Ben Solo) or Struggle (Kylo-Ren). It would depend on which persona you’re using

This works for a couple of fandoms, like twilight and shit like that

EXAMPLE THREE:

(Final one, I just wanted to cover this base just in case)

If it’s a request for more than one person. Let’s say Colby Brock and Sam Golbach (like a Polyamorous relationship, if it’s just about a bunch of people, tag the people in it and don’t put the imagine, fanfic, x reader, oneshot after any of them, it doesn’t apply)

If it’s a poly relationship (or maybe more) then do everything you normally do for one person, and then just add on the second;

Azurebrock, Colby brock, Sam Golbach, Colby brock imagine, Sam Golbach imagine, etc

If you’re on desktop, I would suggest putting in a Read More (this goes BEFORE your fic but after the authors note, below the 2 —‘s). The way you do that is press enter, and hover over the new break in the fic.

Off to the right you’ll see a . . . Click that and then you have the read more. I would only suggest using this if there’s more than 500 words, so that if the fic is super long, it doesn’t take up the entire dash for the follower (it takes forever to scroll and it’s annoying

If you’re on mobile, it isn’t possible. Just post and you can go back and edit later if you have a computer

ohoho, the return of prompt memes!!! i'm still blazing through your entire ao3 collection but it's v cool to actually be here for one! 12 + 1 or 26? :o

Anonymous said: Yoooo how are you feelin about number 12 from the spring prompt thing. I love love love your writing

(edit: forgot an anon requested it too!)

WOOO PROMPT MEMES!! theyre just fun yknow… i did 26 earlier yesterday so i think i’ll do the 12 and 1…ripe for melodrama….

1. Rain and 12. Panicked/Accidental Confession

from spring fic prompts meme here

Hermann’s aware he must be a sight as he tears out onto the loading dock, parka unzipped, shirt untucked, one Oxford unlaced, and he’s aware he’s forgotten his umbrella and becoming more drenched by the second, and he’s aware, most of all, of the bewildered and frankly concerned looks being cast in his direction, but he’s in a bit of a hurry and can’t find it within himself to care in the slightest. Ten minutes ago, he was sitting in his bunk, stripped down to his undershirt and idly flipping through some old research, when he received a call that Newton–well–

“The boat,” he half-shouts, scarcely audible over the rain, as he catches a random Shatterdome worker by the shoulder, “the boat that went out this morning, has it returned?”

The man sets down the wooden crate he’d been toting. “One with the team?”

Hermann nods.

The man points further down, at the next dock over. More workers in their dark blue PPDC jumpsuits are hitching a rope from a boat to a post, and more still are beginning to unload more crates from it. “They’re getting in right now.”

Hermann wheezes out his thanks, and, cane slippery in his grasp, hauls himself over as fast as his legs will take him.

“Dr. Geiszler,” he shouts to the crew, squinting into the sheets of rain and trying, desperately, to seek out any even vaguely familiar blur, anyone who will know, “I’m looking for Dr. Geiszler, has anyone–Newton Geiszler, he was meant to–”

“Uh, Hermann,” a familiar voice says.

There, shivering on the edge of the boat under a small awning, soaking wet, reflective blanket around his shoulders, and only just visible, is Newton. “Hi,” he says sheepishly.

Hermann is struck with the overwhelming urge to slap him across the face. He settles, instead, on storming over, reaching out, and smacking his shoulder. “You’re a moron,” he hisses. 

The events of the day were this. Hermann awoke to find the lab suspiciously empty. Assuming Newton was taking a sick day, or was hungover, or had just overslept his alarm again, he resumed his work from the previous evening and thought nothing of it. When the lab remained suspiciously empty through lunch without even a text from Newton, Hermann–purely out of worry for their research, which would suffer without Newton there, of course–marched ‘round to his bunk and knocked repeatedly on the door. Newton did not answer. Hermann debated retrieving the spare key Newton gave to him in case of emergencies, but decided, instead, to call it a day as well. If Newton was going to be so blase about work, then so could Hermann, by Jove.

Early evening, once Hermann’d already showered and dressed for bed, he received a message from LOCCENT informing him that Dr. Geiszler had tagged along with a team going out on a boat that morning at five to survey the Breach up close, and had, subsequently, fallen off the boat. Hermann scarcely waited to hear if they’d even managed to fish Newton out or not before he was out the door.

They had, it appeared, managed to fish Newton out.

Newton has the decency to hang his head, at least. “It was an accident,” he says.

Hermann swats at his shoulder again. Newton pouts. “What was? Deliberately not telling me you were going out, and in a storm at that?”

“Falling in,” Newton says, and then, in a rush, “It was windy, and I dropped my glasses on the deck and I was trying to find them, and there was a wave, and I kinda–” The noise Hermann makes–something akin to a small growl–clearly startles Newton, because he speaks even faster. “I was wearing a life vest, okay! I was only in the water for, like, five minutes tops. Tops. And I’m alive! So, no harm done?”

“No harm done,” Hermann echoes sarcastically, though his heart rate has gone down significantly since seeing Newton in one piece. He begins to fuss with Newton’s blanket. “Look at you. Didn’t they give you a towel first?” He presses the back of his hand to Newton’s forehead. “You’re freezing.”

“It’s sixty degrees out, Hermann,” Newton says, though he is shivering and leaning in to each one of Hermann’s touches. The moment the rain lets up a little, Hermann’s going to force him inside the lab at the side of the contraband space heater and wrap him up in three more blankets. Make him some tea. Now, with just the blanket from the emergency medical kit to work from, Hermann shoves Newton’s damp leather jacket off his shoulders and to take stock of the man, purposefully ignoring how see-through his usual white button up has become.

“And your glasses,” Hermann tsks, finally noticing their absence. Newton always seems strangely naked without his glasses. He tsks again. “Newton.”

“I have a spare pair!” Newton says, as if it makes the loss of them, expensive as it is to find anyone who’ll fill their prescriptions in a timely fashion these days, remotely better. Hermann adds that to his mental checklist of things to do: bundle Newton up by the space heater, make him tea, and go off to find the spare pair while Newton warms himself up. Newton fidgets. “Jesus. See, this is why I didn’t tell you I was going in the first place. I knew you’d get all–”

Hermann clenches the fingers of his left hand around one end of the blanket. “All what?”

“All pissy,” Newton says. “Like you are right now.”

“I’m only pissy,” Hermann shouts, and Newton winces, “because I thought you’d gone and gotten yourself drowned, and that I’d never–” He shuts his mouth. His cheeks feel hot. “I was worried about you,” he continues, moderately calmer.

“Oh,” Newton squeaks. “…You were?”

“Of course I was,” Hermann says.

There’s a tense moment of silence. Then Newton reaches out, very carefully, and covers Hermann’s right hand (still clutching the slippery head of his cane) with his left. He’s gazing at Hermann with wide eyes. Hermann swallows. “Newton–”

“Hey,” a crewman says, suddenly appearing over Newton’s shoulder, “you know, you guys aren’t technically supposed to be here–”

Newton drops his hand. “Sorry,” he says. He scrambles off the edge of the boat to the concrete of the base’s dock as Hermann stands, dazed and useless. “Uh, let’s–”

Hermann shakes himself. “Let’s get you inside,” he finishes. His face feels hotter than before.

“Inside,” Newton agrees. “Yeah.”

Regarding my asks

I’ve been meaning to make this post for the past 2 or so weeks, but now with this whole mess, I think it’s important before some of you guys leave for sure alksjda

I think some of you may have noticed that I stopped answering asks that are not personal; the prompts, the anon stories, the headcanons, etc. And it’s also been a while since I last made one of those “Did Coon receive my ask?” posts.

I wanted you guys to know that I haven’t forgotten, and that I do am going to answer to everything and everyone. I just...got drained.

Before taking a course I’m currently in, I only had business on monday evenings. Out of that, I spent literally all day, every day except for weekends, typing. Literally. L i t e r a l l y all day. Literally. Even with the course I’m taking, I’m still spending literally all my free time just typing. Be it fanfics, personal asks, tags, pms, or the prompt asks. And I do it because I love it, don’t get me wrong.

The problem is...I got drained. I have so much going on and I type so many thousand words a day, I got...exhausted. I have over 50 asks right now, many of which are multi-parts so it’s over 90 if I count one by one. I tried to answer as many as I could everyday, but for each I answered, another 3 made it in.

And don’t get me wrong, I love it. It’s your asks what make of this blog what it is. I rarely write anything out of your asks or make any posts out of them, so your asks are like 90% of this blog’s charm and success. I love it, I really love to read your brilliant ideas, prompts, your beautiful stories, and I love answering to them.

But do understand that for each 100 words you write to me, I write back to you 3000. Because you deserve it and because that’s how I want to reply. I’m not asking you stop sending me asks...I’m just explaining to you why I got so drained and exhausted.

All those words per day, writing every day, it wore me out mentally. I got to a point I couldn’t start typing the reply to an ask without stressing. That’s why at some point I went back to gaming instead of replying, because I literally used to spend all day writing and I got too exhausted.

So what I want to tell you is that I apologize for all the months I spent not answering. I apologize because I have asks that may be a year old now in my inbox. I apologize for being slow. And I want you to know, I’ll be back to it soon.

Let me answer some personal asks, fill the tags in the artworks I promised to fill, maybe finish the updates of my two giant fanfics, and recharge some battery. It sounds like a lot, hahaha, but I promise it’s not that much. I spend literally all free time here, so I’ll try to be quick. 

 Edit: I forgot to say, not to brag or anything but I also have 5 artworks dedicated to me (BLESSED? ME? DEFINITELY, MORE THAN I DESERVE KASLJDADG) so I’d like to add my usual 14-pages-long appreciation comments in at least 3 or so of them. Please be patient with me <3

[[In case any of the artists is reading this, yours can be either the coonie gifs, the chibi Ravus, the Iggy and the Beast, the one in inbox with a cute big animal buddy <3, or the raccoon on the moon! Just so you guys know I’m not ignoring, just waiting to add a real  nice and long comment alksjdjkdal <33]]

But that’s that; I’ll be back at answering my prompt asks soon, and I will answer to everyone, everything, no matter how much time they have been in my inbox. I just...got exhausted and drained to the last drop, and I needed a break and rest my head from it. :)

I have brilliant JEWELS there, so I’ll be happy to be back, and I’m sorry for those of you who will miss the stories all these anons and non anons have shared with me <3

Thank you for the patience. Thank you for your asks. Thank you for understanding and letting me rest. And thank you for reading this.

Hope to see you soon with a Did Coon Receive My Ask so you can check what we’re having when I’m back to them!!  ٩(◕‿◕｡)۶

Have a most SPLENDID day or night, raccoobos!! I love you! (ﾉ´ヮ`)ﾉ

Can you help me out please? I'm looking for resourceful Robron blogs to follow (spoilers, fanfiction, recommendations.) Thank you in advance.

Heya Anon, 

Sorry it’s taken me so long to answer this! I just wanted to try and be as thorough as possible. I’ve tried to divide this along as best as possible. Hopefully, you’ll still find this helpful! (Also, if people want to add on, please do so! ESPECIALLY if I forgot you!) 

Ideally, all of this will show up below the cut so everyone won’t have to deal with a mammoth post. I apologise in advance. 

SPOILERS

In general, if you follow enough people within the general fandom, you’ll see when spoilers get dropped because if they’re particularly juicy everyone will be abuzz. 

Though schedule-wise, here’s when you can expect spoilers to drop (shout out to @nooneelsecomesclose17 for help with this):

“Press spoilers for the TV guides and such is usually Thursdays (the odd week it’s Wednesday). Preview videos go up usually on Fridays, preview pics on a Monday. The Irish magazines is usually posted Monday mornings, and the rest around midnight Monday/Tuesday. Metro and Digital Spy articles about the spoilers are usually 7AM Tuesday.”

Blog-wise, here’s a nice bunch to follow: 

@dannymiller-irish-fan is wonderful about providing everyone with magazine scans of spoilers and interviews and stuff. 

@emmaamags does the same and is pretty thorough with their spoiler gleaning and sharing as well. 

@ryanhawleysthighs does a great job of tracking spoilers too! And they track it well in advance date-wise which can be helpful. 

FANFICTION

If you’re looking for a fic recs, @robronfic and @robronficlibrary are helpful to follow since they tend to include helpful tags like genre and word count, etc. (They also take asks about fics and stuff so in case you’re looking for something specific!) 

If you’re looking for people who take prompts, I kind of answered an ask about this a while back, everyone on that list writes and takes prompts if you have ‘em. 

But in general, here’s a handy-dandy group of writers to check out: 

@nooneelsecomesclose17 , @persiflager , @escapingreality51 , @littlelooneyluna , @thesnowyswan , @capseycartwright , @aarobron , @vckaarrob , @robertjacobsugdens , @notforonesecond , @7amlecturerambles , @robertmakesafoolofhimself , @prettyboysugden  , @smittenwithsugden , @blondhairedking , @amandaj718 , @andyouknowitis and I guess, because I’m feeling a little shameless, myself. 

If you dig poetry, I know @surviveyourhumanity has been charming us with some great stuff. 

You might also want to keep an eye out for @emmerdalebigbang which is basically this really cool event where a bunch of fic writers have signed up to produce a fic that is more than 15K, as well as to be matched up with an artist who’ll be producing work based on whatever they’ve written. 

ART/GIFS

@scrapyardboyfriends does some lovely scenes and I think takes requests!

@messedup21 has been producing some lovely edits and totally takes requests. (They made my mobile header!) 

@illgetmerope has been putting together some amazing stuff lately too. 

@wycombewanderer makes these crazy amazing moodboards that you can get lost in for hours.

@blondhairedking does that too. It’s just mindbogglingly gorgeous. 

GIF-wise, check out:

@whatdiknow , @dinglehorton, @lizzzzoo , @evak-malec , @aarondingel , @isabellaofparma , @robrongifrequests ,

GENERAL SHENANIGANS 

For metas, posts, and general ruminations on Robron/Roblivion’s relationship, romance and general history almost everyone on this post is pretty golden, but here are a few more: 

@letthebluerain , @lesfemmesdangereuses , @dorsetti , @bartsugsy , @mrdinglesugden , @peterbeale , @vicbartons, @robertisbisexual , @omarandjohnny

SCENES

Here’s a bunch of YouTube channels to check out if you want to rewatch or catch up on the Robron/Roblivion and Matty Barton storylines. 

MISCELLANEOUS 

@smittenwithsugden is great for scene transcripts that involve either member of Robron (and I think Liv as well). 

@robron-fandom-compliments is a great resource/tool to send some love to blogs you follow or admire! Especially if you’re too shy to do so yourself. They also recently organised a week where they secretly paired up a bunch of bloggers and had them compliment each other. 

@emmerdaleoutfits is my new favourite thing because I’ve recently become obsessed with menswear, but they’ve been tracking down a bunch of different looks and I’m sure they’ll suit your needs if you have a request. 

@notcorrectemmerdalequotes is a fun blog that sometimes mixes and matches quotes from other shows with characters from Emmerdale, all of which are on the money. 

Hope you find this helpful, Anon. Feel free to say hi or hit me up with any other questions! Have a good rest of your day!