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squeakyclamart · 1 year

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ok hold on. Ok guys hang on wait listen hear me out. Ok listen guys hang on, wait, wait -- guys wait listen to me

actually I don't really have a way to explain myself here . Yes I turned the pizza guys into animals I'm sorry. You don't understand i'm having a moment here, this has been driving me insane for days

I CAN explain my design choices however

Pizzahead - fox - I think "triangle head," my brain goes immediately to fox. Foxes just got that Shape, yknow? I almost went for a hyena for funny laugh, but outside of hyenas having a bit too stocky of a build (and not quite the tail I wanted), I figured foxes also make silly little noises so hey. Whatever

Peppino - tasmanian devil - You already know why .I mean come on. But also the color scheme worked out rather nice, with the white patch being his 'shirt'

Gustavo - little owl - I wanted him to be small and relatively round but also some creachure that has a natural rivalry with rats/mice. I could have gone with cat, but decided Nahhh and went with funny little owl instead. Brick meanwhile is still a rat because I think that's funny

Pepperman - capybara - Ok listen. He looks awful here. He looks downright terrible. But also I want to keep him that way. The stem does not help but without it he looked bald . Anyway I had a rodent theme going for the tower gang initially, and even if that changed as Noise became a rabbit, I still liked Pepperman being a big fucking capybara because I think it's Silly. Also because capys are one of the few rodents that come in a reddish color in certain lights. So

Vigilante - guinea pig - He is small. He can tuck his legs in under himself and look like he's got none. He's not threatening in the slightest. The most he can do is squeak really loudly at you. And I think he should stay that way. He is a leftover from the tower gang having a rodent theme Also look up guinea pigs wearing cowboy hats. you will not be disappointed

Noise (and Noisette) - rabbit - Ok everyone listen. I know it's a popular thing to turn this man into a rat, and I'm totally on board and I agree, and I originally had him as a rat, however. It created a sorta Pluto and Goofy thing between him and Brick, which would be funny and fitting, but I just didn't vibe with it. Plus that one comic with Pepperman calling Noisette's hats "rabbit ears" has stuck in my head like some sort of parasite and I can't get rid of it

Fake Peppino - he is just peppino but his anatomy is fucked up and he's goopy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gerome - cat - there is no intrinsic value or reason for this I just wanted to turn him into a small cat

Mr. Stick - heron - It was beamed into my mind like a prophecy. Tall lanky ass bird (to fit with Gustavo also being a bird) with big long beak. what else could you ask for

anyway. um. Yes. Sorry . I can't really explain myself for this one outside of that . yea. ok. bye

#is it cringe? Maybe.#Am I having a good time? Yes #pizzaposting #pizza tower #Maintagging this is fucking terrifying but also I know people have that tag blocked due to discomfort with recent events. Which is very #reasonable by the way!!! Would like to say here that I do not condone actions of the creator nor am I happy with aspects of the game #that are still rather Upsetting #however my brain has fukcing turned them into animals.#among other developments in my head that is slowly ripping them away from the source material and turning them unrecognizable #listen. We're having a moment #clamart #I am NOT tagging this as individual characters #pizza tower spoilers #I'll tag that tho #I need a tag for them as This. Erm.#pizzacreachures #how about that

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kindheartedgummybears · 6 months

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so as a week countdown to the FNAF movie I did a thing where I made different pfps of my discord pfp and changed it everyday and my sibling and @unhingedlesbear wanted me to post them sooo

may I introduce to you

✨Five Nights At Tanya's✨

@everglowingstars ik you want a tag @screamwhore idk if u want a tag but I'm tagging you anyways🙄

#I WAS LITERALLY CRYING MAKING THE PURPLE GUY ONE IT WAS SO TERRIFYING TO MAKE IM NOT EVEN JOKING #the phone guy one is my pride and joy <3 #Little Hope #LH #Tanya Clarke #Five Night's at Tanya's #should i tag fnaf???#uhhhh #errrr #yeah sure why not #FNAF movie #FNAF #Five Nights at Freddy's #thank you thank you ill be here all week #these are in order of when i had them as my pfp btw1!!!#there was supposed to be a golden freddy one but due to a delay in making them i wasnt able to </3 #might go back and make it just for fun tbh cuz these were FUN to make hehehehe

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iknowwhereyousleepatnight · 7 months

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tis my day of birth. well, my day of celebrating my birth. i was not born today as in october 5th 2023. that would be weird

#i'm celebrating by writing a memo that's due today (that i forgor to do) and taking an exam #and then i am going to go home and see if i can enter a room without freaking tf out #lol just hashtag HavinganIrrationalFearOfSimpleThingsLife haha #good plan i think #and i will look through the kinktober tag ofc #even if i have to live in such a terrifying world at least i get to read smut

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samuraisharkie · 8 months

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you want to reread archie so bad.... its a good comic book... ooooooo you wanna read it sooo badddd

I was an AVID Archie fan my life used to REVOLVE around Archie sonic. I’m already trying to read the Spider-Man comic books I think re-reading Archie would transform me into middle school autism me

#not a bad thing but I have to time it right HQJRJWJJ #I used rp Sally Acorn. and Sonic. I used to do the sonic voice all the time #my twin made it a point to read and understand and memorize ALL the knuckles lore. it was impressive and terrifying #they told me all about it and I was very confused #I remember being close to an emotional breakdown when Archie started having legal troubles and reboots and shit #I was so anguished by the loss of the Archie comics I refused to touch IDW for a while due to mourning #archie sonic #<- going to make a tag… Just In Case #I remember ranting to all my friends abt it all the time. my irl friends have never touched Archie in their lives but they know all abt it #I have Opinions #if the Archie scene as it is now existed back then I would have been unstoppable. as it is I find immense joy seeing like minded people #talking about it and being like ‘YES THANK GOD SOMEONE FELT THE SAME WAY’#back then all I had was the fucking sonic forums. genuinely forums for sonic comics #I had an account to read from this one site that used to upload all of them anc ategorized them by era run and special #rip to that place btw

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jempai · 1 year

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as a lesbian, i really do think bisexual coming-out narratives shouldn’t be only straight → bisexual. so many bisexuals that i know originally came out as gay, and then only later re-examined their attraction and realized that the bisexual label was a better fit.

discovering you’re bisexual isn’t a downgrade. it doesn’t make you less a member of the community. and we shouldn’t let biphobia seep into lgbtq+ spaces.

#bisexuality #mumblings #one of my friends is a lesbian who is terrified of coming out w the fact she likes a boy #bc she doesn't want to seem like she was faking her wlw attraction #and reinforce the stereotype of bisexuals not being decisive or faithful #(oh the scare quotes around lesbian disappeared in my tags :( )#also credit where credit is due: inspired by a tag i saw earlier that got me thinking abt this

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aria-ashryver · 1 year

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hello darlings!

just a quick note re. Starlight's posting schedule - I'm going to be in and out of hospital a lot, so we might be in for an erratic few weeks where I'm not keeping up with a new chapter every monday (I'll probably say as much in my next A/N, but just thought I'd post here too).

im still chipping away at things, but i doubt i'll have a chapter out today unfortunately 😭💔 with any luck, things will all be back on track soon! 😊

I'll do my best to get healthy!! 💪💪💪

#SICSIG #so uh #no need to read the tags #im just yelling into the void #this part is definitely NOT going in the A/N haha #im due to get a biopsy in two days #and then ill (hopefully) only need one more surgery #and i can put all this behind me #depending on what the biopsy results are #im hiding this in the tags bc its pretty scary #and im trying really hard to be chipper about it all #but the biopsy is in part to determine whether or not i have cancer #hopefully its um #not that #i won't get the results until two weeks after the biopsy #so if i cannot keep up with my usual schedule #this is why #sorry i know this is heavy #but my mum can't fly up to my hometown rn bc my nana has leukaemia and doesn't have long to live #and my fiance is terrified for me (while also trying to finish his masters degree)#and i dont want to burden either of them #hence: yelling into the void #probably going to delete this #this is really just a love letter from me to me #but i just wanted it off my chest #(and also off my lymph nodes ha)#dark humour is dark #if you are still reading #ty for hearing me #i'll fight this x

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mexashepot · 1 year

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Tell me you're an Israeli millennial without telling me you're an Israeli millennial, I'll start:

Exploded buses trigger the SHIT out of you.

#what a terrible news to wake up to.#one good thing about collective trauma is well that it is collective #two bus-related terror attacks and I'm terrified due to Trauma(tm)#but thankfully I do not need to explain my irrational reaction to anyone at work because they all Get It(tm)#it's the early 2000's all over again... hell #Israeli tag #personal #:( :( :(

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birlwrites · 2 years

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so i've been curious about this for a while: how exactly does the black familly specialty work? i assume that we'll get more into it later on, but i'm impatient lol

OKAY SO

you are correct that we will get into it more later - it's going to be a huuuuuuuuge plot point/plot arc?/plot thing, you know, so you will get many opportunities to ask for more details!

this isn't really spoilers but i'm going to put it under a cut anyway, because...... idk the vibes are correct. it's like, not really spoilers, in the sense that it's stuff people MIGHT have put together already, but i doubt most people have, so it's connecting some dots fairly early on. no big spoilers though so definitely not worthy of the spoiler tag

oh and some content warnings: part of the black specialty involves blood magic, so there will be references to self harm (a little more intense than what's in set those ghosts alight, for example, but not much more)

we already have our cereal metaphor for how an affinity for the black family specialty works. suddenly, you're wielding more magic than the average magic-wielder. you just have the additional capacity for it. like a family size cereal box? idk maybe i'm trying to push the cereal metaphor too far lmao

BUT that's just the affinity. that's not the actual practice of the specialty (which in and of itself strengthens an individual's affinity as well, like building up muscles). if you have the affinity, you have a greater capacity for magic - like, it flows through you easily. if you're using the specialty, you're *actively* drawing in and using that magic, and it has more dramatic results than just having the affinity and vibing

so, how does it work? in a word, RUNES! regulus says as much way back in chapter 5. but naturally it's a little more complicated than that lmao

the longer explanation is that since the black specialty involves drawing the magic into your body, the runes go on your body to tell the magic what to do. placement matters - the safest locations are basically as far away from your vital organs as possible. (your non-dominant wrist is a great choice for both convenience and safety reasons. plus if you dress the way regulus does, it's very easy to hide evidence of practicing highly illegal dark arts under your tightly buttoned cuffs!)

by placing it in the extremities, you slow down the rate at which the magic reaches your core - this is good because it gives your body the maximum time to adjust to having that extra influx of magic before you use it.

now, what about the runes themselves? sometimes they shape the magic for a particular purpose. more often, they have to do with the influx of magic itself - you don't want to just throw open a massive channel, you want to keep it very narrow and basically ensure that you're bringing in the minimum amount of magic that you need. so the runes control the rate at which the magic enters your body, and also how actively you're pulling that magic in (there's a spectrum from 'totally passive', aka not using the specialty, to 'grabby hands').

the safest rune chains are pretty complicated, so the black specialty (in its least dangerous form) takes a lot of prep time - i mean, the phrase 'a lot' is relative, but you almost certainly wouldn't catch someone scrawling runes on their arm in the middle of a battle. (they might do it before the battle, though, if they know it's coming)

okay, now on to methods. as i said, the runes go on your body. there are a few different ways of doing that (and here's where the references to self harm come in). here they are, ranked from least to most effective:

tracing them on with a wand

writing them with ink

writing them with your own blood (using someone else's doesn't really work as intended)

tattooing them on (bad idea)

carving them in (even worse idea)

as you might be able to tell, the more effective ones also tend to be the ones that leave more lasting effects and/or the ones that involve using your blood. the reason that carving the runes in is more effective than tattooing is because the user is literally opening themself up to the magic - this is NOT GOOD because that means the magic is going to pour in much, much faster.

as for tattoos, they're not a good idea because they last. temporary is safer.

tracing the runes on with a wand is very brief - it just lasts for a few seconds, maybe up to a minute depending on the runes you use. writing the runes on with ink lasts until the ink is too smeared/faded to actually represent those runes, at which point the channel closes. writing them with blood works the same way, but because you're using your blood instead of ink, the magic comes in faster

and where does that magic come from, you ask? great question! it's ambient magic - they pull from the air just around them, basically, and more magic rushes in to fill the gap. it's easier to use the specialty in a highly magical atmosphere - old magical buildings, like any of the blacks' estates, or hogwarts, are a good choice. (i say they're a good choice because if you are sensible, you will note the highly magical atmosphere and be VERY RESTRAINED in your choice of rune chains, and you will get the bare minimum you need quite easily, and then you will be done because you know your limits)

there are ways to pull magic from something/someone that is innately magical, but the blacks generally avoid doing that because that's the sort of thing that tends to get them Noticed (in a bad way). oddly enough, people notice when they have magic and then are drained of it - and the thing about being a magical being is that when your magic is taken away from you, it does not do good things for your health

plus, you thought drawing from ambient magic was intense? drawing from an actual magical thing/being is even more so - and, as we've established, that's bad for the user's health!

ok, moving on to clarifying all this ominous stuff i've been saying about health problems. aka: IT'S BLACK FAMILY MADNESS TIME BABEYYYY

the black family madness is a development from like... the last 500 years. before then, they just died young. they still do, by wizarding standards - it depends a lot on the person, but there has been more than one rumor about the blacks poisoning each other because they tend to die young and sometimes it's very sudden and medically inexplicable (because the blacks sure don't want to explain why and how it happened)

the key there is that humans are not meant to withstand that much magic. everyone has their capacity - someone with an affinity for the black family specialty has a higher capacity than someone without. the more someone uses the specialty, the more damage it's doing, in essence. in the first several centuries of the blacks using this magic, their affinity wasn't very strongly developed, and as a result, people who used the specialty a lot tended to die from magical overload before there were any noticeable mental effects

the stronger your affinity, the more magic you can handle, but basically what it does is it puts the negative effects into slow motion. you can get away with using more of the specialty without experiencing ill effects, but you're not immune, and if you go over your limit (acknowledging that your limit is higher than other people's), it's going to harm you

so how do you find your limit? uhhhh. in an ideal world, you don't. there's no safe way to actually test it, or at least nobody's found one (the family is perpetually doing more research) - the best thing to do is just minimize your use of the specialty and take long breaks in between uses

so birl, you say, this all sounds lowkey horrible. i don't want extra cereal if this is the price i have to pay. why have the blacks been developing this specialty for a millennium?

answer: first of all, the blacks, as a family, are really bad at giving up. second of all, having all that extra magic is a huge fucking flex. third of all, they didn't really connect the specialty to the early death/madness until after a few generations had gone by and by then the affinity was already strengthening and they were getting better at handling it, so they figured they'd just continue to get better at it. which is the truth!

fourth of all, you *can* recover from the madness - what you need is to notice it early and stop using the family magic entirely until you're 200% recovered, and after that, be veeeeery judicious about when and how you use it, because the madness creeps in more easily after the first time

if you're a family that prides itself on its long history, pure blood, and therefore on its loooong line of magical ancestors, wouldn't you want definitive proof that actually, you are better at magic and more suited to using magic than literally everyone else?

and regulus and sirius are the most recent generation of this family, with double-strength affinities for this magic. every new generation of the black family is better suited to the family specialty than every generation that has come before, but regulus and sirius take it to a new level (thanks incest). let's hope it works out for them!

#concert report turned in!#should i make an inbox tag #dark lord wip #i made a list of the stuff i have to do and when it's due #it's terrifying #send me asks #terror is not enough to get me to do things #im being very blunt because it is late #'having the assignment turned in' is insufficient reward for my brain #but 'ramble about story on tumblr'??? that seems to do the trick #atfhv worldbuilding

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candydos · 1 year

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i am genuinely so unmedicated (babygirl)

#vent #long one in the tags below #had a series of breakdowns over the past 4 days.. lowkey struggling with delusions and hearing things that aren't true/real #and straight up dissociating to the point where i dissociate when i drive (it gets dangerous when i can't See cars but i know they're There)#was freaking out the other week because i kept hearing a sweeping sound but no one is sweeping but it's so loud in my hear #and like someone's whispering while i practice guitar at night or i feel paranoid #i had to step out of class the other day for 1h+ because i was having some episode #i wake up and i cry but i don't know why or what for #i think everyone's lying to me.. i know we're all friends but everyone is lying to me #i feel like an imposter in someone else's life.. and i'm unable to live up to the standards required #i've been physically sick for the past month (cough and colds)#i'm perpetually tired.. i've started to have more violent thoughts and it scares me #oh sometimes my brain forgets how to read..#it's all quite terrifying i don't know how to act normally when life is frightening to live #i'm losing touch with everything i once enjoyed.. drawing and making music are harder for me now and i miss that feeling #im sorry i'm quite out of it..#i have a report due in an hour.. i will go finish that #I am not happy with who I am. i don’t know who that’s supposed to be anymore

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quickhacked · 2 years

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>> oc tarot quiz

was tagged by @aartyom to take this test for my ocs, thank you so much!! tagging @coffeebucko, @awful-roffle, @quinndecker214, @bluemojave , @henbased, @coyote-skull, @dieselsardine, @radioactiveshitstorm, @turbo-virgins, @necro-hamster and anyone else who wants to do this :D <3

the hermit

it’s a skill, to look inside yourself, one you have mastered. the endless corridors and shifting thoughts are mapped to very carefully. this all takes time, of course. and those twisting hallways are so very difficult to map. it would be so easy to get lost. you know this space so well. wouldn’t it be a lovely place to stay? so well-known and comforting. why go back? how nice, how easy, to dissolve, to hide from the rest of the world and all the people in it. why bother, when you are so good at looking inside yourself. like enlightenment, the self. retreating this far inwards is like retreating just as far out, into the vast ether. so comforting. the thing that was you looks at the thing that was the old woman. there is no you anymore. goodbye

attempt 1 - death

a cheery woman’s voice chimes from above. "game over! please restart and try again." the old woman holds a baby in her arms and makes to pass it to you. will you take it?

attempt 2 - justice

what would you do to ensure justice? you know full well i don’t speak of lofty ideals and courts and magistrates, dearest. what would you do to those that hurt you? if i dropped them in your lap, what would you do? what kind of pain could you possibly inflict upon them? you are right to do so. you are right to want to do so. ignore the screaming, dearest, you are the hand of justice now, and they hurt you. do not look too closely at their faces, dearest. you are within your rights. you spell out your own rights, now. are you happy about it? are you certain that this is the right person you hold by the hair? does your anger hurt less now?

the moon

you avoid corners and doorways - do you know why? have you looked inwards recently? do you understand what is happening there? your mind is muddled and dusty, a mirror you haven’t been able to clean properly. smudging the nervousness just leaves streaks on the glass, which makes your face harder to see, which makes you nervous. what are you nervous of, darling? what keeps you up at night? why haven’t you confronted it? do you know what it is? can you answer my questions? are they making you nervous? am i frightening you?

#tag games #ask:mikhail #ask:vincent #ask:vitali #the results have me eating glass i'm so normal about this this is so fine and okay #vincent's result hurts because 1) trans and 2) memory loss due to the relic <3 #vitali's result hurts because 1) DEATH! AND HE DIES!! and 2) the latest part of his story in which his father returns <3 in a bad way <3 #mikhail's result hurts because 1) he is terrified of either being not enough or too much for vitali and vincent #and 2) he doesn't know how to properly communicate any of these feelings to them so he's just suffering in silence about it aha x #for now that is. in the current fic i'm working on i'm holding him at gunpoint and forcing him to talk. dw abt it #there's so much more i'm thinking about right now but i will keep it to myself for the time being <3 LMAO #feel free to send me asks about them tho!! i love talking about these bitches it's like the only thing i do nowadays LOL #also!! pls lmk if i'm overwhelming you by tagging you in stuff!! my circle here is v small so i feel like i keep tagging the same ppl OOP

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