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ooshu · 1 year

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summary: you created one last fairytale in new york city. doyoung was never good with words. you asked him to hold your hand until the clock strikes 12 am. he was willing to play your prince charming.

note: oh, to be young and in love in new york city with doyoung aka thee ideal travel buddy! was inspired by the hit the states nyc vlog with johnny (and doie’s recent nyc pictures! so pretty hehe)

genre: fluff, angst | word count: 2.6k

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“hey.”

doyoung turned around. met by the new york skyline across the brooklyn bridge, everything sparkled; almost like a surreal dream. there’s a charm residing in these streets. maybe it’s how the lights flickered so perfectly it illuminated with the unreachable skyscrapers; almost telling everyone who can see it that all of these could be theirs.

you were standing in front of him. a smile crept on your lips. doyoung stared back at you. his hands were on his pockets—maybe it’s the wind that gushes through his covered arms that made him quite shivering. his eyes would be telling something, but you can tell he was almost happy seeing you. almost.

“hey,” he said back.

“i never asked you a favor, haven’t i?” doyoung nodded. “then, here’s my first and last, doyoung.”

“what is it?” you always find it so fascinating when his eyebrows furrow into confusion. they’re easily wiggly, alright? it’s one of the features why he couldn’t hide his emotions very well—they’re all planted on his face.

“i’ll show you around. that’s all.” you reached your hand, hoping he would take it.

doyoung, hesitant at first, reached and grabbed your hand. you squeezed it and intertwined your fingers with his. he didn’t pull back, and a part of you was thankful for it.

just like that, you thought. give me just this one, could you, doyoung?

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and just like any other romantic new york films, you strolled around the city. “it never sleeps, doesn’t it?” you said. doyoung smiled at your most typical pun to describe new york.

you pulled him into the middle of times square. it’s like you mutually agreed to be children and be fools, spun around the center of it, ignoring the people rushing towards their own ways. the flashy screens almost looked like solid colors as you two spun. and when doyoung couldn’t keep up any longer, you both giggled of how foolish this would look like from afar.

“we’re tourists, anyway!” he said. “besides, we never go here from time to time… right?”

“yeah, we don’t.” you answered while staring at his loving face being illuminated by the flashing lights. it suited him; the fame, the camera flashes—these things that he had always dreamt of.

doyoung never removed his hand from yours. there were times he did slip, but he immediately found yours again as he was done trying to figure out how the subway ticketing works and when he was desperately calling for those yellow cabs. you sometimes would remove yours so you could hold your phone and search for your next destination. after putting it down and figuring out where to go, he reaches for your wrist to find his hand back to where it belonged for the past few hours.

you loved how your hand fits with his. how warm it was in the midst of the breeze and chilly night. but sometimes, you would look away when he talks to you—the way it becomes so endearing to feel what its like to be held by doyoung was too much, almost convincing—your eyes would then just out of nowhere start to get teary. but you hold it in; you held the tears back. you wanted this night to be perfect as any love fool would have hoped for with their silly little crush.

“you!” doyoung, seemingly intoxicated by the moment he swore was magical. “let’s take a photo together, yeah?”

he brought out his phone and you snatched it away from him. you gestured he should stay still where he stands, “i’ll take a picture of you!” you exclaimed.

“sure!”, and there he goes—his gummy-teeth smile; your favorite; then appeared. you can tell the genuine joy surrounding him. “yeah, you look good!” you raised a thumb, signaling the shots are still going on. you can’t help but to admire, really.

new york loves you, doyoung. you thought.

and i love you.

he ran back to you and swiped across the images. like a giggly kid. he said, “let’s ask someone to take our pictu-”

“one last stop.”, you interrupted doyoung. “you have to try this. i swear, you’ve never been to new york if you missed this!”.

“but-”

“let’s go! they close pretty early, i think.” you once again grabbed his hand. it would be pretty suck if you didn’t, especially this particular time around.

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and so you brought doyoung to this famous steak house. you ordered the usual, the steak and the wining combo, that kept you almost sane whenever you fly to new york for work. he liked his steak medium rare, and you laughed at how ridiculous it sounded. you liked yours pretty cooked, almost burnt. nevertheless, it's his preference. you love him either way.

you both sat in silence while waiting for your food to arrive. you kept your distance close to him. your arms grazes with his as you were beside together. you wanted to remember every touch, every feeling that is soon will be a blurred, distanced memory.

you snapped back to reality when doyoung called your name.

“spill.”, he said.

“just thinking about… this.”

“oh.”

“yeah.”

“i have something to tell you-”

suddenly, plates were presented on your table. the look and the smell coming from new york’s finest steak is mesmerizing enough to dismiss the often unfinished business. who would not love a perfect food after a perfect night?

then the wine starts pouring and glasses clink. did i tell you that upbeat jazz music is a usual in new york? it is also usual for people to randomly sway into the beat of it.

“oh! it’s like begin again!” doyoung pointed at the diners who are starting to get up in their seats. people started humming and dancing in the middle of the restaurant.

you stood up and doyoung is already thinking what you are thinking.

“no, it’s embarrassing!”

“what happened to “we’re tourists”, doie?”, doyoung smiled at the nickname. “grab my hand, will you?”

doyoung reached for your hand while the other held his glass of wine. you successfully dragged him into the middle despite his pushing and pulling, and whining, of course. old couples and new lovers flocked the space. and there were the two of you, not knowing what kind of dance you two would pull off.

then it just clicked. your bodies swayed like it was lured into the beat. doyoung’s eyes never left yours. he sipped from his drink if he gets the chance to stop. you didn’t mind about the heartbreak you were going to pull off as the night ends, you just danced and danced until…

until his head was on the crook of your neck.

everyone was jumpy into the now upbeat jazz music. but the both of you swayed a little slow to now still. the world seemed stopped running, and so did time.

you couldn’t help but to let out a little sob. this has not been in your plan. but you let him stay here with you. the clock’s ticking and it’s all coming into an end. but you didn’t want it to end after all, but you had to—because you and doyoung both know this should meet the last pages of its final chapter.

you felt a damp on your back. he had spilled some of the wine on your top. he quickly removed his body from yours when he realized.

“sorry. sorry, i-”

“it’s okay, doie.” his eyes light up whenever you call him doie. “having fun?”

“this is the best day of my life, you.”

“trust me, doyoung. i know.”

—

you left the restaurant, now calming from its highs, and you asked doyoung, “can i hold your hand?”

he immediately locked his fingers with yours and swayed them like a little kid while walking. he seemed in a hurry, and you purposely slowed down the pace. “i’m quite tired, doyoung. but the good kind, i promise.”, you said.

“sure. besides…”

“besides?”

“we’re in the most beautiful city in the world. let’s savor this moment delicately, huh?”

his hotel was just around the block, and you hated how that coincidence rushes the expected pang that is about to hit your chest any minute now. as you reached the final crossroads, the stoplight counts down.

59, 58, 57, 56, 55…

you were scared you were going to think about this moment every now and then. you are terrified you were always going back to square one, the regressions, the pain and the hopelessness that will shower your thoughts for the next days, weeks, months, and so even years and beyond.

letting go of your first love would never come easy, they said. you wanted to hold doyoung’s hand for the rest of your life like the way he did to yours just now. but his heart never belonged to anybody else, and not even yours.

he never answered your confession. doyoung eagerly tried to act nonchalant and treat you as his friend. and so you did, but it would be hypocrite to say you were completely fine. and as much as this magical night had brought you happiness, the immense pain of this what if will forever be buried in your heart.

your heart started to ache as the stoplight counts down from 10. once that green light lit…

“oh, that’s our hotel, right?” doyoung pointed. “but where should we go next? there must be something else around here. i read some before we flew-”

“playtime’s over, doie.” you said. you tried your best to conceal your heartache but the faint smile on your face says otherwise. but it’s the best for the both of you, and especially for you.

“it’s still early, isn’t it? it’s just 12?” doyoung rambled with the questions. “are you tired? we can visit more places tomorrow-”

“i checked out this early afternoon, doie.”

“what do you mean?”

you casually removed your hand from his.

“remember the night when we stayed up late and we listed down our own bucket lists? i may have crossed the last thing on that paper.”, you chuckled but your eyes were starting to get blurry. then tears slowly started running down on your cheeks. you tried your best to look away and not face him like this, but it was alright. it is indeed hard to say goodbye to your first love.

“so we went to new york, and he was the person i’d want to go with because i’ve been… i’ve been dreaming for the past few months i’d bring my first love to my favorite place in the whole world. and i held hands with him, doie—for the rest of the night! suddenly, riding the subway felt like the movies; as he said, it felt like begin again, doie. we played like little kids running around the goddamn times square, and good god, it was beautiful, it was magical.”

doyoung knew right away he was the one you were referring to. he clearly knew how you felt towards him. the bucket list had his name written all over the place.

he took one step forward and you took three steps back.

“stop-”, you took a deep breath. this was all too much. you wanted to end it at this point. you could no longer live a lie that you can live beside him because your broken heart will never mend nor heal. this does not have to end bittersweet. you did not want to be swept away by the idea he held your hand so tightly like he never wanted to let go; but all this time, he never said how he really felt towards you.

“wait-” he tried reaching out once more and you stepped back a little further.

“just… just stay there, doie. please?”

and there was doyoung, standing in front of you. just as beautiful as ever. and there was your favorite city, you and doyoung’s version of new york, at the back; picture perfect.

“i want to remember you this way, doyoung. this night, and you… you were a good dream.” you sobbed in between faint smiles. “and in the morning, i have to wake up and recall your beautiful face from now and then until you finally become a faint memory.”

then you looked at him once more because you were never going home. you eventually planned everything all along—before you leave, this was the last trip you would ever do with the person you would hate leaving behind. you did not want your last memory would become him and stealing glances and seeing him liking someone else. this night was it; you were contented. you are happy. you’ve crossed the bucket list.

“so i…” you finally take the last steps towards him. “i thank you for playing all along.”, you chuckled. “for making this dream come true, that, well, turned out better than what i had in mind.”

his eyes were trying to find yours, but you couldn’t stare at them any longer. yours found their way on his hands. “i’m sorry, but,

can i… can i hold your hand before i go?”

he immediately held yours; this time, it was tight. he intertwined his fingers with yours that fit so perfectly and just fine. you could tell he’s pleading to not go, but seeing him only now brings pang to your chest. after all, this night was made to be perfect because you did not want your first love to end harshly.

but doyoung would not want to let go. and you tears started to roll on your cheeks once more. “you have to let me go now. it’s gonna be okay. and… and you’re gonna be okay, doie. and i will, too.”

“why?”

“because you don’t love…” and the truth is starting to taint this perfect dream. “just let me have this one, doyoung. let me have this perfect ending; to this fairytale, yeah?”

you cupped his cheeks and stared at those eyes of his once more, “i love you in all ways and any ways, doie.” you reached for his hands once again and held them tightly. and you kissed him on the cheek; so you could be now contented and close this chapter of your life.

and doyoung stood there as he watched you go, disappearing from the streets of his and your version of new york.

doyoung has been standing in the cold for about four minutes now.

if he could only just... speak, then this night would have been a hit in every children's literature; the happily ever after, the prince and the damsel in distress turned happiest and luckiest.

but then he started walking, and his pace became quicker. now, he was running.

he was running to say that he loves you for the very first time in years. would be saying it is a big deal, but you leaving his life forever would shatter his future plans. he never saw the person's face in his dreams until tonight. it was you all along, and he was running and panting in whichever direction he might have thought you would've walked through.

and it was not so far away when he saw you calling for a cab. you opened the door, sat, and the wheels were already ready to go.

but you heard a shout from behind, a "wait!" that is so loud, it echoed the empty, lonely street; an unhappy version of your new york where doyoung does not live in.

doyoung desperately shouted again, chasing like a child who chased his mother when she first dropped him off at kindergarten. and when the cab stopped on its tracks, doyoung abruptly stopped his running, too.

the door opened, and there was you standing on the ground, one hand clinging to the car's door frame and the rest of your body titled in front of his direction. doyoung stared at you and tilted his head a bit, looking for your face, your eyes.

"i...", doyoung started.

and a smile slowly crept on your face.

"i know, doyoung. you just have to cast the spell and i'll be yours."

and so doyoung did and he swore, that moment, was magical.

"i love you."

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rosietaeyongswife · 2 years

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someone like you | kim doyoung

SOMEONE LIKE YOU PARING: kim doyoung x reader GENRE: angst, break up, fluff, strangers to lovers to strangers to lovers WC: 13,5k SUMMARY: helping a stranger hit by a car was never supposed to change your life like it did. being in love with doyoung was best thing that had ever happened to you, and you were glad you have met person like him. but it’s seems like you weren’t destinated for each other since he was married to another woman. but what if? TW: cursing, AN: damn, it might be my favorite for now. i almost cried writing airport scene damn lol sorry for any typos etc. i’ll edit it later. thank you for your support for that series, bless ya <3 READ HERE

“boss, please.” you huffed. “i know our client is big and will let us earn a lot of money but it’s not quite moral to let a fraud win. yes, of course it’s my work but i don’t want to be his attorney. i am sorry, but i don’t think-” you could cool down on lights while driving. “he admitted to fraud! isn’t it more than enough to not keep him? we can earn a lot of money by other ways.” light turned green. “if i have to i can take responsability for it. then ask kim junmyeon. of course he would take that case. yes, i don’t want to be his attorney and keep lie, because-”

panic took over you as you saw last second what happened. you were too busy with conversation with your boss, you didn’t notice person walking on the lans. you, y/n lawyer of big prestigous company just hit a person. ending phone call, you got out the car so fast you almost were flying. on the road was laying young male with arm high with ice cream in his hand. even tho he was jus hit by a car, he didn’t let go of an ice cream.

“what the fuck?” he was mumbling in pain. “were you talking on the phone while driving?! so many incidents and y’all still don’t learn to not do it. you almost fuckin killed me if you didn’t notice me, you dumbass.” he was pissed off because hit was strong enough to make him feel pain. “where have you had your eyes? you just fuckin hit me-”

young male stopped cursing you out as soon as he saw your face. pretty, young woman with shaking hands and tears running down her face. boy who was hit felt sudden spasm of embarrasment since he realized how stressed you are.

“i am so sorry, god please.” you bowed. “i was busy talking with my boss, and. and i. i don’t know. i didn’t notice you. i am sorry. are you fine? where does it hurt?”

“my stomach and ribs. also, my left arm.”

“of course. i can drive you to the hospital and cover whole bill.” you bowed again and tried to help him out. “please, i can drive you. i must do it since i almost killed you and it was my fault. please.”

few people gathered around the scene since you were almost in the centre of seoul and of course people would gather to check what’s going on. men who had ice cream in his hand and propably broken ribs just nodded.

“yeah, i think i have broken ribs.”

“sure, here.”

you got down and help him to get up. he got limp on his leg. your heart was still pounding as crazy because of car accident you caused. you have never ever done something like that because law was your piece of cake for you and you were very careful person esepcialy after the wheel.

“seoul’s university hosptial is the closest.” he nodded. “i will stay with you to make sure everything it’s fine. i really want to apologize. my boss called me and i lost focus while driving. i know, it’s immature and it’s bad but please, can you forgive me?”

“i guess i will forgive you. but you should be careful next time. don’t even talk on the phone and tell your boss he’s jerk if he calls you during ride.” he mumbled.

“yeah, of course. i mean i can’t!” you got stressed. “he is owner of kim’s neat law. actualy his name is kim kibum and i work as one of his lawyers. we were agruing about our client and you know. kind of stressful thing.”

“wait, are you lawyer? and you just got car accident?”

“i know it’s sounds horrible! but as i said, i’d do anything to pay you back for my actions.” you smiled at him. “by the way, what is your name? if you don’t mind telling me.”

“my name is kim doyoung, and as a matter of fact i am also a lawyer. i work under choi’s seunghyun company.” your face dropped and he giggled. “yes, we work in rival’s companies. what an irony.”

kim’s and choi’s companies was one of the top law companies in south korea since they only hire only best top students from universities and most qualified lawyers. rumours says that kibum and seunghyun were once a friends and because of studies they split ways and made own companies. both of their parents were known lawyers so they helped in buliging an imperium for their sons.

“shoot, i had no clue. you looked pretty normal.”

“well, it was my day off.” he smiled. “but i am still surprised a lawyer hit me by a care, and that lawyer was from kim’s neat company.”

“don’t talk about it. our bosses are assholes but that doesn’t mean we have to be rude to each other since they don’t like each other, you know?”

“we’re good.” you smiled. “but i think i’ll need more days off since incident.”

during ride to the hospital, you felt safe besides doyoung. conversation and atmosphere wasn’t awkward at all. whole situation felt rather like a reunion of old friends instead of conversation between two strangers. through the whole time you got to know a lot of about doyoung since he was open minded for new people.

“i think you have broken 7th rib. we will treat you and do some more treamtment after that, please relax at home and don’t do nothing at all. you need to take care of yourself now, mr. kim.” a doctor said while you were watching everything. “i think after 6 pm, you can go back to home. before that, buy all the medicine i wrote down. come here in a week for cheek up.”

“yes doctor. thank you so much.”

“uhm, excuse me.” both males looked at you. “where can i pay the bill?”

“for kim doyoung’s treatment?”

“exactly. i’d like to pay now.”

“you need to go to reception and fill form with payment. use code of kim doyoung which is 0223.”

“alright, thank you so much.”

even after doyoung was hit by you, he still couldn’t get his eyes off you. he had never seen a girl so beautiful and careful as you are. you could pay and leave but you’re here for a third hour already and you don’t even complain. maybe doyoung didn’t mind that much getting hit by a car.

all the payments went smoothly and wans’t an issues since as a lawyer you earn a lot of money to be stable financly. your boss was calling about few times and you just explained to him you had an accident which he wasn’t intrested in so you didn’t have to deal with him.

“i’ll call a taxi or uber. thank you for help and for payment y/n.”

“where do you live?” you asked while looking worried in his eyes. “i can drive you. it’s not an issue for me. i think i own you so much things for the end of my life.”

“no need to feel like that.” he laughed. “hannamdong neighbourhood.”

“that’s very expensive neighbourhood, damn. hop on, it’s not a problem for me to drive you to your house.”

doyoung couldn’t do anything else since you demanded him to get in the car or both of you will be stuck in front of hospital forever. doyoung couldn’t get used to your care and it was weird for him even tho you hit him with a care, he felt like he is using you.

“now i feel bad. you did so much for me and i don’t know. you don’t have to be that nice. i am alive and everything’s fine then you don’t need to be so worried.”

“kim doyoung, i insist. i really feel pretty bad since i did such a thing. at least i can help you.” you rolled your eyes. “do you remember what you should say to your family? about helping you out in the house since you should be laying down.”

he looked down.

“i live alone. my parents live in busan. but i can do it myself. i just have broken rib and twisted ankle.”

“just have?!” you shouted because of emotions. “doyoung, you can do much because you will get worse. don’t be an idiot. i live literaly just few neighbouthoods away so it’s not problem. i can check on you and help. please, let me do it.”

“i’ll pay you then. you can’t do it for free.”

“you don’t need to pa-”

“i will.” he shut you down. “thank you so much y/n, again. i don’t know what else should i say.”

two weeks passed ever since the incident and doyoung got so much better. he just had a small issues with walking but he could be back at work due to your help. doyoung felt like he was on cloud nine with you. none of you knew each other but both of you felt crazy safe with each other and felt like you’ve been friends forever.

doyoung was trapped in the work same as you, so none of you went out to socialize to have a friends or parnter. only friends you had was ones from the past or your co-workes from companies so it was all new to both of you. first time in a while you didn’t have to live in work and could have some private life thankfuly to the incident.

“you won’t believe what my boss told me.” you stormed inside of doyoung’s home. “he told me to take a case of fraud again! how many times do i have to tell him i won’t do such a thing? even if he would pay me million i’d not do it.”

“you’re too good, y/n.” doyoung laughed. “mine at least don’t take these kind of cases. he is much nicer than yours i guess. but it’s good you didn’t agree to take that. i am proud of you for always declining.”

“i have to! i am lawyer, i am supposed to be at right side of law not against it by defending some fraud.” you hissed. “nevermind, today i bought tteokbokki on my way from company. i don’t know if they’re still hot but i bought them from that nice granpa around the corner of my compnay. the best food i’ve ever eaten was from him.”

doyoung hummed and sit properly while you were unpacking lunch for you. he was watching your every move and his heart skipped a beat everytime you glanced at him. no matter how long he looks at you, he feel the same.

“when i’ll be back at work i’ll drive here and eat there if you say he’s so good.”

“oh, we can eat lunch together or lunches in overal if you don’t mind.” you sat down. “a lot of people eat at his place but not many lawyers and my co-workers rather eat pizza or order kitchen.”

“sure, my co-workers have home made food. i usally order chicken too.” he giggled. “what’s wrong about chicken?”

“nothing, i just don’t get it how many people like to eat it almost everday.” you smiled. “i don’t eat chicken too much since i see my friends eating chicken everyday.”

“well, at that point i am not surprised. i wouldn’t like to eat something i see basicaly everday, y/n.” both of you started to eat your food. “oh my god, why is it so good?” doyoung made sounds of approval. “it’s so damn good. i have never eaten something so good in my entire life.”

“i told you. granpa po has always the best food.”

“i’ll be his new client forever”

“i am not shocked tho. he is grandpa po after all.” you giggled.”by the way, how long you’ve work under seunghyun?”

“for a four years now.” you took jusice out of doyoung’s fridge. “what about you?”

“almost four. i don’t even know how i ended up there. our boss is lierally the scarriest person i have ever met and it takes a lot of time to get used to his dumb humour.”

doyoung almost chocked on a food.

“i’ve heard he is quite..special.”

“worse. it’s like a living horror walking past you everyday.” doyoung was curious about your boss since many stories about him goes around the law companies. “his aura is so strong you can feel it from a big distance, i suppose.”

“i think i have seen him once. i am not sure, tho.”

“if he was screaming at whoever, then yes. or if you saw someone crying because of boss, then for sure it was about kibum.”

a lot of things you can get to know for two weeks about your new friend doyoung. during period of his recovery you didn’t mind at all helping him. his presence was also strong and sometimes he made you blush. kim doyoung in fact was your ideal type of man. doyoung was handsome as hell, he was very well spoken and smart. in fact, he was the smartest men you have ever met. he also was very respectful and was gentleman. his humour also was on another level and that lead to you blushing at him few times which he didn’t miss. to be honest, he enjoyed it.

“y/n.” you were about to leave when doyougn screamed your name from his bedroom. “wait, please!” doyoung made his way down the stairs slowly and faced you with shy smile. “would you like to go out with me one day? after my recovery, of course. i want my ribs and body in overal to be healthy during that time.”

your breath hitched inside your lungs.

“i’d be more than happy to go out with you, kim doyoung.” you smiled at him. “text me when you’ll be ready or something. bye!”

you had to leave as soon as you felt heat going to your cheeks and you knew you would be stuttering mess in front of doyoung. at the other hand, kim doyoung was smiling as crazy because he was really shy person and asking people out was one of his problems. he just overthink everything and even tho he appears tough most of them time and he really is yet romantic relations are like magic to him. unknown.

at the other side, you have never been intrested in dating since majority of guys from law major were literally narcististics assholes. you have never liked anyone for real. guys from university only desired you just becuse of their sexual desires. you also haven’t any high school teenage love. no one was ever intrested in you but it wasn’t bothering you until you start your job at kibum’s company. a lot of people were dating around and you were just single. people would talk a lot about love or their adventures while you could only nodd and listen awkwardly.

“so you met him while you hit him by a car?” your co-worker, ten lee asked with concern on his face. ten was lawyer in sector of administration. “i can’t believe my little y/n met her future lover by that.”

“it’s not funny for god’s sake. i had vision of my career fading away and him in a casket ready to be burn two feet in the ground. and he isn’t my future lover or something. we are just going on a date, you never know. maybe he won’t like me?” ten smirked. “what? i have never dated, ten. it’s all new to me and i am sure he knows what he wants. if you only could see his face.”

ten raised his eyebrow and smiled a little.

“does he look like eight?”

“ten.”

“for real? girl, i don’t know why you’re so anxious. a guy who propably looks like a greek god made him or he was a greek god, wants to take you on a date. believe me, if he didn’t find you attracive he wouldn’t ask you out on a date to not waste his time, y/n.” ten was looking at you like he just said most obvious thing ever. it wasn’t like you were insecrue just doyoung looked like a person who was confident in himself. person who was intimadiating even if he couldn’t stand properly. “just go out with him and if after that he won’t contact you then let go. or call someone to beat him up, i mean.” he looked around. “a know a person or few.”

“ten, we don’t beat anyone up, alright? and thank you for advice. i am stressed because i don’t want to fuck up our date. he is really sweet tho.”

“then i am more than happy my best friend is going on a date with a handsome dude from rivals company. you’re good y/n. more faith, girl.”

ten was someone who you could realy on and someone who brings confidence in you. did you got scolded by kibum? ten is first to make jokes about your boss and cheer you up by telling you how horrible lawyer kibum was. you feel insecure? ten is one and first to scold you about it and hype you up. ten is person everyone needs in their lifes or it.

another case you’ve been working on was on a homicide. you work in a crime sector along with people like kim junmyeon, oh sehun, kim taehyung, na jaemin, xiao dejun and hendery. since circle of lawyer working here is tight and crime sector circle is even tighter, unfortunetly, you were only woman working with them. everyone was cool and you like them all but at the same time you felt like taehyung see you as a competition more than anyone else.

well, kibum’s company has rakings where he grades work of his employes and you, workers, get a scores and opinions on your work. every sector has it. leader of sector made a formula and sent it to kibum while he fill it up. leader or crime sector was junmyeon. junmyeon was borned to be a leader and no one doubt that. everyone also was fine with rankings. and you can’t lie, first place among crime sector was for you important. under kibum’s company workes around thousand people. crime sector in overall has around forty four employes and sector is divided in 7 teams, and you’re in team C. you - y/n is ranked as first among 44 people. as a whole ranking you’re in top ten as eighth. your goal is to be in top five one day. taehyung is just after you. second in team C, and nineth in overal ranking. most people from team C are in high places on ranking since you’re literally the best lawyers and most effective, that’s why kibum is pain in your asses - he wants his best people to continue being the best among company. preassure he put on your team was big since crime was the hardest field of law. police involved and other organizations you can not remember for now.

“hey everyone.” junmyeon made his way over to his desk on a conference room in your part of company. floor thirteen was place for team C. “we have a lot of work together for today since kibum wants to see us in a half an hour. boss wanted to talk about new case and he told me something abour rankings. i guess he wants to raise sallary of y/n and taehyung.”

“i want raised sallary too.” sehun furrowed his eyebrows. “we want. we are in top 30 every person in here.”

“go ahead and say that to kibum. i am not here of finance aspect of our job, sehun.” he rolled his eyes. junmyeon was really someone you looked up to since he was only few years older but yet did job that requiered stress of a much older lawyer but junmyeon was doing great job. “any complains? if yes then go to boss office on floor 25. i am sure he will be more than happy to listen about your ideas.”

“no, we don’t have any complains.” jaemin smiled.

“great. i heard we have case of murder. victim was named kim jihoon, 20 years old and student of seoul national university. his sister found him dead near their house. boy got stabbed about ten times. also, they found marks on his neck which means he was choked after getting stabbed. police suspect same killer who a week ago killed two sister and back two weeks ago a man working under kim seokjin’s factory.”

“why they suspect same person?”

“because the way of killing is similiar to the victims from before. they all have been stabbed in a specific areas of body. also, death of victims was qualified about the same time. between 2 and 4 in the morning.” junmyeon closed files. “alright, we should go.”

meeting with kibum was chaotic as always. he explained whole case to your team and made few marks of his thoughts. made few jokes which majority of team c found weird but still everyone laughed to not make boss angry.

before your date with dayoung you almost haven’t any sleep since you had to read every file about case and think of solution. police was in contact with you and case was complicated so it was stressing you out.

“hey, y/n.” doyoung made his way to you. “i bought them and i was very confused since i don’t know anything about flowers so i asked cashier for help and she told me to describe you.” his cheeks got red. “i told her, and she adivced me to buy carnations since roses aren’t that original. i hope you don’t mind if you do, i can go-”

“doyoung they are perfect, thank you.” you hugged him. “you didn’t have to buy them at all. they’re so pretty and oh my god, thank you again.”

“i was thinking about going to park for a picnic date if it’s okay with you.”

your eye widened at his words because he didn’t meniton it to you.

“doyoung but i didn’t make any food or something since you-”

“it’s fine. i have everything done.” he laughed awkwardly. “i called my mum for help and gosh, i’ve been nagged for like an hour because she was so happy i finally will go out with someone and was mad i wasn’t original.”

“your mum must be fun person then.”

“yeah, she is.” both of you went to the nearest park just by han river. “i told her we don’t know each other well yet she still was asking milion questions about you and want to get to know you as soon as possible.” doyoung rolled his eyes. “i explained everything to her but you know.. mums.”

“of course, i know.”

park was big and it was very popular place among young adults to go on dates. every few meters there was a couple on a date including you but none of you mind. view of han river was amazing to look at because of contrast of nature with a big city.

“you know, sometimes i am glad you hit me by a car.” doyoung confessed while he handed you cupcake he made with love. “at first i thought i am going to kill somebody because of that. i felt rage inside pumping up until i saw you. i almost thought i died and angel came for me.”

both of you giggled at funny idea of doyoung. back then it wasn’t so funny.

“yeah, when i saw your face i almost got hear attack because of stress. i just could see that rage coming out of your eyes and i prayed you wouldn’t humilate me too much.”

“i couldn’t. i am maby kind of rude or too honest but it doesn’t change a thing i’d be dick in a public. and as i said, i don’t really mind. if getting hit by car meant meeting the two of us then we good.”

“yes at least we met each other. so.. i’ve wanted to ask you since very long time now. why law?”

“to be honest it wasn’t my idea.” he chuckled. “my parents imagined me as a lawyer ever since i went to elementary school and i didn’t have a choice but to pursue their dreams. i don’t think it was right but as i am looking at that right now, i enjoy being a prosectutor. being on top of lists of best prosectutors boost my ego enough to not be mad at them.”

“i thought you were just a lawyer, i mean attorney.” you smiled at him. maybe during period of getting to know him you had small thoughts about him being a prosectutor since he had that strong aura around himself but you forgot about it. “i am glad we haven’t met on court because i have no clue if i would handle the preassure of you.”

“am i that scary?”

“yes. you have strong aura and i guess that’s it.”

“alright. i won’t reply to that. and you? why did you become a lawyer?”

“by the accident i applied for a law major when i wanted to apply for english language. i had no idea until i got an e-mail with acceptance of my application.” doyoung couldn’t believe your story because it’s sounds so absurd. “they had issues with me declining since it’s so hard to get on this degree and my parents made me do it, telling me it’s a faith.”

“i would never guess you became lawyer by accident. who doesn’t double check if your forms are fill up properly?”

“i don’t. i mean i do but not at that day. i was busy with something and i was so stressed while doing that i just removed the site after that and never opened it again until results.” you remember day of getting e-mail from law departament and your surprise and tears because of your mistake. “law wasn’t that hard for me, and i have no idea why but i am thankful for that mistake. i enjoy being lawyer as well.”

doyoung and you were literally going around seoul streets for few hours until there was a midnight. none of you wanted to go home so doyoung asked if you’d like to come with him to his place at sleep over. at first you weren’t willing to stay but after few seconds you agreed.

“wow, you cleaned the whole place.” doyoung’s home looked much more pleasent to look at and you noticed he bough some other furnitures. “did you need change?”

“i did. i have to change surronding around me once in a while or i may go crazy because of that. some kind of old habbit.”

“it’s lovely here. i wish my home would look like that since my place is a big mess.”

that night doyoung and you had conversation with wine in your hands until five in the morning talking about everything. about each other, universe, law, job, feelings, everything. no one knew how did you end up in his arms on his bed.

“my favorite couple.” grandpa po screamed as soon as you and doyoung went inside his small restaurant. even since you became doyoung’s girlfriend, he always insisted to eat lunch at grandpa po. “usual?”

“please.”

one year happened to came so quickly, you didn’t even notice when it was gone. usually time goes slow to you but ever since you and doyoung started dating, time went fast. you felt like crazy in love with him. with sort of your happines. dates every few other days, sleep overs, small gifts - that what life dating doyoung looked like.

kim doyoung was your first in everything. doyoung was your first real kiss. doyoung was your first serious boyfriend. doyoung was your first sexual partner. doyoung was first person who introduced you to many things you haven’t even heard of. you gave him your all even your soul because you trust him and you love him. he was always there for you and vice versa.

of course, you had small fights but they weren’t really an issue because both of you came quick to explanation and solution to problem.

“i am so fuckin done with kibum’s bullshit.” you whined when doyoung was taking out his phone from his pocket. “he wants everything from me and put more preassure on me when he knows i can’t get it done on time. he just gives me more, and more..”

“your boss see potential in you. you have to work hard to achive your dreams and i believe you deserve better. maybe in a few months you will be grateful for your boss preassure.”

“so what? i feel like i can’t go on like that for long.”

“l/n y/n, do you want to fight with me? you should always try to do your best since you’re one of most ambitious people i have ever met. don’t fight with me about that even if that’s hard for now, you’ll become bigger in future.” he rolled his eyes. “stop putting yourself so low and get it together for god’s sake.”

thing about doyoung was that he would never let you down or let you do it yourself. through your relationship he have seen you crying because of job and amount of work you have to do in a short period of time. doyoung seen it all and he made sure he was there to support you and make you feel better. he was also the one to hype you up and to remember how strong of a person you are.

“sometime i hate you. maybe i should’ve hit you harder.”

“ya, y/n! stop lying so much and just admit you love me the most on the world.” doyoung teased you and looked at your lips. “i guess i should shut you up.”

kissing with doyoung was an amazing experience for you. even tho doyoung didn’t date many people, he was pro at kissing. but it wasn’t only in kissing in fact it was feeling you had while he kissed you. it was like a galaxy went through the kiss into your soul. like doyoung gave you everything you’d ever needed.

“how’s your work, by the way?”

“boring. my friends are pain in ass since they can not get together with attorneys. they said something like ‘doyoung, why do you date an attorney? you’re life isn’t happy enough? they’re the worst’.” both of you laughed. “i don’t know why they think every lawyer is an evil.”

“because you prosectors are weird and have issue with us.” you rolled your eyes. “i don’t get it how can you work as one.”

“excuse me? do you have problem with it?”

doyoung looked at you with funny face you loved so much.

“i don’t of course. maybe..”

second you were back in your office, ten was all up in your ass asking questions about doyoung again even tho he got to know him after first few months of dating.

week by week was getting better. all your cases were closed and won so kibum was done with his overworking you. doyoung had days off because of holiday so both of you decided to go on short vacation to italy, more speficicly to milan. your journey in milan was slowly coming to end which cause you to be little bit sad yet you were happy you came here to make such a wonderful memories with your lover.

“we should go to water. tommorow we’re leaving.”

“no, doyoung, noooo.” you whined. “i’d like to chill here. on a beach chair.”

“no, we’re not doing that again.” doyoung picked you up. “we’re going into the water.”

your screams didn’t help with stopping him. both of you went into little bit of cold water and you wanted to hit him. some other tourists looked at you like both of you were idiots but none of you care since they just strangers.

“i hate you for real, doyoung. you always do me like that.”

“so what? stop complaining and c’mon.”

during evening doyoung and you decided to go to nearest club to have some fun before leaving to come back to seoul. definetly milan would be in your mind for a long time because of your boyfriend and things you got to experience.

club was just few minutes away from yout hotel and as you could see, a lot of people went there tonight. people of many cultures were swinging their hips to edm music playing inside which made you smile and doyoung to laugh out of excitment.

“what would you like to drink, madam?”

“i think mojito is fine, sir.” doyoung laughed at you. “don’t be dick, sir.”

doyoung shook his head and ordered two drinks for you. they were gone pretty quickly and then again, again and again until both of you were warmed up enough to go on a dance floor and break your bones there. to be fair, doyoung was excellant dancer and was better than you but you don’t mind that.

“the hills” by the weeknd started playing and you had no idea when you and doyoung got to heat dance. both of you were touching each other sensually, doyoungs hands all over your body while you were brushing against him. few other hot songs came up and both of you were almost doing strip dance on the dance floor until you were too tired for a dance.

“excuse me, i have to go to toilet. be careful here, i’ll be right back, honey.” doyoung kissed your cheek and left.

while he left you took out your phone to check social media but suddenly you felt someone’s else apperance. you looked up from your phone to see guy around your age with a drink in his left hand.

“what such a pretty thing like you is doing here alone?”

“i am not alone.” you rolled your eyes. “i am with my boyfriend.”

“well, i don’t see him right now any near.” he looked around and leanded down. “i am sure your boyfriend is some pussy, don’t you want to have fun with a real man?”

“fuck off.”

man talking to you laughed and held your arm with a thought of getting you out the club.

“you’re coming with me anyway.”

“stop, don’t touch me!” you were shouting trying to get of his grip. “leave me, please!”

suddenly grip on your arm loosen up and he fell down. doyoung punched him across the face.

“you motherfucker, hands off my girl.” doyoung was all over man who tried to take you out, punching him so much you could hear bone cracking. “don’t you ever fuckin dare to touch her.” you had to take doyoung off of him because there was so much blood and none of you wanted troubles. “fuckin piece of shit.”

people were looking at you with shocked faces and some people were recording which before you left you told them it was illegal to publish it without yours permission. both of you left and went straight to the hotel.

“i hae no idea how that happened.” you were holding hands with doyoung. “he was talking to me, and then processed to get me out the club and then you came up. you didn’t have to beat him up so much now i feel like it’s my fault-”

“y/n, what the fuck you talking about?” he stopped and looked you in the eyes. “as if, it was my fault that my emotions took over and i punched him but not yours. i should be more collected but how could i when some motherfucker tried to harras and assalt you? i can not let you get hurt or something like that, remember. you’re my girlfriend i love and i have to protect you.”

“thank you doyoung.” you hugged him smelling his nice perfume. “thank you for everything. i am more than happy to be with you now. even after that fight. i love you.”

as soon as you entered office of your team, you could heavy atmosphere in the air. no one was talking with each other. not even xiaojun with hendery and jaemin. junmyeon was out, sehun was busy reading and taehyung looked at you pissed off as usually. without thinking much you just got to your seat.

“aren’t you going ask what happened?” taehyung annoyed voice brushed through your ears as you felt chills. “ah sure, you don’t care since you’ve been on a small vacation. my bad.”

“what do you mean? and stop being bitter jerk.”

“go find out.”

taehyung scoffed and looked away. being in a law company was competition from the start but not for everyone because most people don’t take it seriously yet taehyung treat that as if his one and only goal - to beat you. he wants to be better than you with every aspect which you have no clue where does it came from.

“hi sehun.” young male looked up at you with tired eyes. “sorry to innerupt you, but did something happend? when i was on a break?”

“ay yes.” sehun went down his desk to show up small box with documents. “kibum wanted us to check rankings and reviews and here’s yours and junmyeon since he won’t show up until friday. boss checked everything and did summary of our work also he notted few people who deserve as he call it ‘big chance’. you and taehyung are on the list.”

all the informations you got from sehun were too much for you to processed at once. what is big chance? what summary? list?

“uhm, what the hell. what the hell is big chance?”

“it’s a chance to be international lawyer. when boss pick few people who deserves that based on reviews and summary, he sent them off to new york for two years or more, depends of how much work you do and how good you are.”

“and he listed me and kim taehyung?” you couldn’t believe that when sehun nodded. “oh my god, that’s big chance, i..”

“everyone is talking about you for sure so i guess you’ll become big and i am proud of it.” he smiled at you. “i am sorry but i have to have work done. here take the box and at 4 pm, boss wants to see you and taehyung in his office.”

“yes of course, thank you sehun.”

taehyung could only look at you annoyed. his jeoulusy was taking over him without him knowing since few months. not him nor anyone else could describe it what’s going on in his mind. he came from a rich family- father is judge, mother was a lawyer, grandparents both ex lawyers so he had high expetations about himself. he wanted to get everything he wish and one of that things was to be the best. his dreams were almost completed only if not you.

at the other hand you didn’t pay much attention to it since why would you? you didn’t like taehyung because of his behaviour towards you and that’s it. sometimes you felt like he wanted to destroy you on the spot with his gaze but eventually you got used to it.

4pm came quickier than you thought it would. both of you and taehyung got up at the same time and went to the same elevator while eyeing each other. taehyung was looking at the other side while you were texting your boyfriend.

“welcome my favorites employes! come on, take a seat here.” kibum gestured both of you to sit in front of his big desk so both of you did. “y/n you were on a vacation so you may be little off with informations but taehyung know them well.”

“sehun explained everything to me, sir.”

“oh, that’s great! less to talk is defenitly better, right.” kibum had made already few weird faces and you were about to laugh at his tone. “exchange in a new york is an award for my best people, you know. many would kill for that chance. i am sure you know it’s tight circle of people and i have to pick someone.” taehyun eyed you while having his hand right to his face to relax himself. “it was hard choice for me but since it’s my company i get to decide, right? i want you y/n and taehyung to go together.”

taehyung and you look at each other shocked by his words since both of you thought only one got to go but now it’s two of you.

“but sir, is it allowed?”

“i don’t care. you’re almost at the same level so why not? i don’t think it’s an issue at all.” taehyung felt reliev and you felt much better. “you’re going for two years and if you got to have grade at least B+, then you stay year longer.”

“but when?”

“in a two weeks you will have to leave seoul and go straight to the new york. i booked an apartament for you two. here are files with everything you need to know.”

“we’re so thankful sir, thank you.” taehyung bowed together with you.

“ya, no problem. i send you because i believe in you and your job. close all the cases and get ready for new time in yours lifes.”

taehyung and you couldn’t hide smiles on your face, finally your big dreams are coming into reality. everything seems like a dream now to you. euphoria you felt at that moment was taking over and you felt the happiest at the moment until you got a text from doyoung.

doyoung: wanna watch corpse bride? i haven’t seen that movie in a forever. at my place ofc :) you: i’m in.

realization hit you faster and harder than you thought it would. kim doyoung, your boyfriend, you have a boyfriend. all the happines you had was now long gone. it was your big dream to get new experience through traveling but it was before you met doyoung. you can’t leave him alone in seoul or at all. he had everything here and he is rather person who wouldn’t live in another country. all wories came at you and you didn’t notice that taehyung was talking to you.

“move, the fuck.” he hissed. “you are on our way.”

jaemin and taehyung looked at you and you moved instantly. your lover was all over your mind.

“what happened? it’s seems like you’re worried or i don’t know, you look weird.”

doyoung voice made you look at him with apologetic look. movie you two were watching was done few minutes ago yet you didn’t even know because of your thoughts.

“i don’t know, it’s work.”

“you know you can tell me, i am always here for you to vent.” doyoung hugged you by your waist. “did kibum was angry at you? or ten didn’t give you his lunch?”

“worse doyoung, worse.”

“worse?” he raised his eyebrows. “tell me then.”

“i have no idea how should i tell you this.” doyoung let go of you and was looking at you confused waiting for you to speak. “before i tell you, i got to know just today and i had no idea of it.”

“geez, y/n you’re stressing me out.” he chuckled nervously. “c’mon.”

“in our company there is co-called ‘big chance’, and kibum listed me and taehyung as two people who should travel to new york for new experience as international lawyer.” doyoung’s eyes widened as he knew what’s coming. “i swear to god, i had no clue about it and it happened that taehyung and i are going in two weeks to new york.”

“uhm, wow. i wasn’t ready for such a news.” doyoung brushed his hair back as he wast standing up. “i am proud of you for real, i am happy. congratulations baby. but for how long?”

awkard silence filled the room and suddenly you felt like air was out of your body.

“for two years at least.” doyoung gasped. “i know it’s a long time but it’s my dream. i have chance to be bigger to be succesful..”

“y/n i understand that, i do.” he sounds like he was convincing himself. “but two years? it’s hella long time for us. i can not leave seoul, i have work here and family. i wouldn’t even like to do it and long distance relationship doesn’t sound fun at all.”

“doyoung, please. i don’t know it’s huge decission but i don’t know what to do..” you felt tears going down. conversation with doyoung made you emotional because you didn’t want to leave your lover. “i have to go there, i can not let go of big chance for me. i just can’t. i hope you understand that.”

“i do and i respect that, but what about us? about me? i don’t want to hold you back but have you thought about me in this? my feelings? we’ve spent a lot of time together and fuck, i fell in love with you y/n. i have never had any feelings like that towards someone else. damn, i’ve never thought about such a scenario y/n.”

“me neither. i don’t know what should i do-”

“you should go.” his whispered looking down. “put job over me since it’s more important than your boyfriend. i guess it was meant to be like that. you can not let go of your dreams because of your lover, you know? if you love someone you’re ready to let go.”

“but doyoung, i do love you so much. it’s not like a trip it’s two years and i hate idea of living without you. please, doyoung i don’t know.”

“y/n wake up. long distance relationships never lasts. i can’t do it.” tears were forming in his eyes as he was looking at yours. “i know you’ll be back in few years but isn’t it selfish? isn’t it selfish for someone to wait for person they love? it does hurt a lot but it’d be easier for us to let go and forget y/n.”

“doyoung, please we can find solution.” you were almost begging him. “there’s other ways and, and i try to do my best to contact you-”

“y/n you’re lying to yourself right now. we have still two weeks left for each other and after that we’ll be over y/n.”

doyoung’s words were hurting you so much but he was cruel to be kind. there’s no other way but enjoy two weeks together and let go of each other. it felt like a nightmare event tho deep down you knew he was right. he was right about everything.

“two weeks.”

doyoung hated to said all that but he couldn’t do opposite. he still loved you, he loves you too much to let you be hurt. or hurt himself. it’s too much for both of you.

two weeks went quickly and you use them as best as you could. visitng zoo, going on a dates, going on a pool, traveling around seoul, cute dates around nature, lot of intimacy and last sex before you leave. these two weeks was defenitly time of your life. awkwardness between you and doyoung was almost non existant since doyoung made sure to forget about your futrure and be completly focused on present.

airport felt like a hell you’re going without comeback. there was few people walking around, few couples and few families. everyone was rather smiling or just having resting face which you couldn’t quite tell same about yourself and doyoung. your boyfriend agreed and insisted to drive you to see you one last time.

“you have twenty minutes until you have to go on a plane.” doyoung held your suitcase with thight grip. tensions between you two was only heavier. “do you have everything? i mean, i packed some of your medicines, books, favorite pens, laptop etc. i also made you sandwich which you should eat right now because i saw you haven’t eaten your breakfast.”

doyoung’s care made you almost cry again.

“thank you doyoung. again, i am grateful for you and for what you have done.”

“no need to thank me. i do it because i love you y/n.”

during that time you could see taehyung coming brak from whatever he was. he sat few chairs away waiting for both of you to go but at that moment you didn’t mind him at all.

“i have to go in a five minutes.” you got up. “doyoung, i love you and i have no idea how am i be able to handle myself without you. i miss you forever i guess. i wanted to give you things i wasn’t able to past year. i wanted to make you the happiest and i don’t know if i did that. i hope during our relationship you felt my love towards you and my feelings.” doyoung and you felt tears again. “i wanted to be your first and last but i can’t do it. maybe in another universe we are together and live happily but here, right now we have to part our ways which kills me inside. it’s not easy to let go and i don’t think i ever will be able to love someone the same way i loved you. please don’t forget me, doyoung. have our little memories hidden but don’t forget me.”

doyoung for the first time in a long time let go of his emotions and was crying now like a baby while huggin you. none of you were aware that taehyung was watching you from afar in silence.

“i’ll remember. i would never forget love of my life. i could never do that, honey. it hurts to leave like that after all we’ve been through but i believe it made us better people and we learn a lot from each other. sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it’s hurts instead like right now, but i guess we’ll be fine. i want you to know, l/n y/n that i spent my absolute best time with you by my side. i explored side of me i didn’t even know i had.”

“i hope you’ll find new source of happines. i love you.”

“i love you more, y/n.”

doyoung kissed you one last time. it was absolute goodbye between you two. time frozed on the spot like moment was part of the movie where one of lover leaves but at the end they have a happy ending they deserve which is not possible with you and doyoung. how much would you pay to be able to spend few more days together.

“i’m sorry for breaking such a heartbreaking moment but we have to go.”

taehyung felt awkward while telling you that since he heard everything. doyoung looked into your eyes one last time and both of your eyes were full of tears but it doesn’t matter now.

“i’ll miss you.”

“i’ll miss you too.” one last hug. “i wish you luck. you’ll be the best y/n, show them who owns the place and go now. go or both of you would be late!”

your ex, now, boyfriend was watching as you and taehyung are on your way to the plane to the new york to chase yours dreams. young man was standing there alone and completly destroyed inside. he imagined your future together and all the things he wanted to do with you. doyoung wanted to move in together in few weeks to have better acces to each other ever since most of the time you spent in his place but now it’s just thoughts and nothing more.

while taehyung was leading you two into your places, you felt horrible. only if doyoung could go with you then things would be different. taehyung felt awkward since he heard whole conversation between you two and it was almost like he felt bad for you. he was at doyoung’s age and he wasn’t willing to date. he was all time single and when he needed he found girls for one night stand but nothing else. in his twenty six years of life he had never fall in love. it was first time he saw such a scene of lovers. of course, he couldn’t understand what you and doyoung felt but he knew it must be hard to let go of your lover.

WEEK LATER

company wasn’t bad. many nice people who also worked hard but one thing you and taehyung noticed - they weren’t willing to work as hard as you two did in south korea. also, some people were really mean because you two were foreigners and had no clue who you are. taehyung and you had to take english lessons to develop your english level since both of you were around b2, when they expected you to be c2. besides that, apartament you lived in was in a skyscaper on 9th floor. big ass windowds in the kitchen and living room. modern furniture and laptops. all inclusive you’d say. taehyung and you didn’t talk much since you two still aren’t friendly with each other.

doyoung and you texted a little. you described everything to him and you had no clue how happy he was for you. first few days you were crying alone in your bedroom careful to not wake taehyung up. still, you miss doyoung.

“hey, y/n wait!” allison, girl from administration was running to you. “kevin, a guy from administration was curious if you would like to go out with him. kevin is hottie of our departament so wow, you got noticed by him! i mean, your friend kim taehyung is now more popular.” she giggled and you looked at her with raised eyebrows. “c’mon, you have to go out with him.”

“tell him i am not intrested in dating. i just broke up with my boyfriend.”

“isn’t it perfect occasion for you to, you know, have some fun? freedom, girl!”

“no, sorry.” you giggled at her. “i am not intrested for real. thank you.”

“you don’t know what you missing out but still. no means no, i guees.”

allison had long, blonde hair and she was taller than you. one the prettiest girl here and she looked like typical american. she was very nice but sometimes you were curious if she was just joking or if she really is that stupid. for example, you overheard how guys were talking about her in a sexual way like about an object and she thought it was compliment. poor girl.

also, your boss was a female in her 50′s. she wasn’t the worst but the way she treated other women comapred to men was questionable. work there was easy compared to your work in korea but after all it’s just beginning.

2 WEEKS LATER

ten was calling you everyday ever since you came here. he was curious about literally everything. you also gave him home tour and he was jealouse because place was so modern, perfectly in his liking. because of his calls you didn’t feel so alone in here. taehyung and you only talked while on the way to work since you only have one car. never ever have you thought you would be living faster with taehyung than with doyoung.

you wonder what’s with doyoung since you texted few other days but not much. you wished he could appear out of nowhere to talk with you but it’s impossible. ten mentioned he saw him eating at grandpa po and they talked for a while but it was rather a small talk.

“y/n, can you take that?” charollete with nick came to you. “it’s case of harry evans. he is 20 years old male who is suspected of killing his classmate ashley conor. the accused claim he’s innocent and it wasn’t him.”

“sure, i can take that.” you smiled. “can you ask noah to give me all the documents?”

they nodded and few minutes later noah has ton of fields in his hands to give you in your small office. you thanked him quickly and as you were reading, you noticed how complicated that case might be for you. but at the other hand you were grateful because doyoung wouldn’t be in your mind.

taehyung happen to be your helper in the case which helped since harry propably wasn’t the killer but still it was hard to find evidence for his innocence.

MONTH LATER

“y/n and taehyung came month ago so now it’s time to celebrate our time together and make them finally comfortable around us!” mike, your leader of team shouted while holding his drink up in his house where your team had a party. “i am happy we have you in our team. you guys are amazing! talented, smart and pretty, how do you guys do it? damn.”

“thank you.” taehyung laughed together with you. “we’re also happy to be in your team. we enjoy being here for now.”

you and taehyung weren’t really intrested in going out on home party bu allison and others were literally beging you to come so you had to agree. you got to understand you can’t think about doyoung all the time since he propably is slowly movin on when you’re stuck with yourself and thoughts. party with your co-workers should be fun.

doyoung and you lost contact completly. no messages, no calls. you also noticed he blocked you on social media which made you confused and angry at the same time because it was childish to do so.

“we should play some games, you know.” allison grined at everyone. “c’mon, we should do that.”

few games later and half the room were drunk and they didn’t know what’s going on. you weren’t so drunk since you don’t like to drink too much so watching was your chores at the moment. time flied so much and you decided you and taehyung should go home which was quite hard goal to do.

taehyung couldn’t walk properly and going upstairs was literally torture to you. he looked like a puppy who couldn’t do basic things right now. some words escaped his mouth as he was mumbling something to himself.

“taehyun, we’re almost there. two floors and we are at home.”

“it’s too much.” he hissed. “i hate these stairs.”

you could giggle at his state. you had no clue if he would vommit or not but you were sure of helping him to put him to sleep. month passed and slowly you and taehyung could get along better than you used to. sometimes small talk would happen between you two.

“y/n.” taehyung called out passed on the couch while you were putting your coats to closet. “y/n, i don’t understand why you’re like that, you know?” he giggled. “why don’t you stop crying during night. i’ve heard everytime when you cry.”

“i had to. i don’t do it anymore.” you rolled your eyes. “you should sleep.”

“no. why aren’t you ready to move on? from that guy from airport. i have never loved anyone so i don’t know much but y/n move on. i am done with your fatigue. i want to have fun here as well with you.” he looked at you with happines in his eyes. “i am sorry for being asshole, i had preassure, you know? you know right. i think we should get to know each other, you seem better than i thought.”

“taehyung, tell me that when you’ll be sober.”

“damn, i won’t do that.” he was trying to stand up but failed immadietly. “as long as you will be crying over that boy, you will never be able to move on.”

with your help taehyung was gone in his sheets while you were processing his words in your brain. kim taehyung was right and for the first time in forever, you agreed with him.

SIX MONTHS LATER

“i’ll go shopping. what should i buy?” taehyung asked while getting ready. “water, pasta, shampoo but what kind? i’ve seen few kinds under the shower so which one would you like? some vegetables, strawberries, eggs. orange and apple juice, bread, ice cream, chicken breasts, kimchi, set for sushi.”

“taehyung, it’s up to you. whatever you’ll take i’d be happy.” you smiled at your friend. “will you please buy me tampons and pads? i’ll have my period soon and i run out.”

“sure, no problem. i’ll be back in a few.”

“thank you again!”

taehyung became your best friend in a span of few months. both of you opened up to yourselfs and that was something you have never experienced. when you and taehyung will be back in korea, boys wouldn’t believe it.

doyoung at the other hand was busy with work and other duties. you no longer in his mind since he got rid of you in any form possible. non existant y/n was something he needed from the start to heal himself from you and love you shared.

sometimes you could only think about doyoung but sometimes he vanished. taehyung made sure you aren’t worried no more about him. of course, your roommate didn’t know much about relationships but he knows men. taehyung made you realize how much you can be missing in a life if you would be living in a past. doyoung can wait until you be back in south korea, then you can care about that but no now.

“hey y/n, look what i got!” taehyung run into living room witht bags full of groceries. he looked like a happy child. “remember when you told me you eat some cookies with nuts and white chocolate all around? i found them, here you go.”

“what the hell? aren’t they hard to find?”

“they are, but as soon as i saw them i remembered how you bragged about them.”

“thank you, taehyung.” you smiled a little. “i appreciate that.”

after all, taehyung wasn’t the worst. his asshole aura was gone now for good.

TWO YEARS LATER

“taehyung, y/n.” mrs. ovens, your boss told when she was going around the table in her office with a cup of coffee. “two years passed already, and i’d like to inform you about decission of mine and my team about you two. before i annouce that, i’d like to hear about your experience in our lovely new york.”

“i had time of my life here. i got to know many people i can consider possibly a friend which i am grateful for.” taehyung was looking seriously in her eyes. “besides that i got to have an experience i had no clue of. i learnt so many things and tips that i feel like i am ready to be attorney of foreigner. many techniques i got to know was useful during court and i am thanful for help of your company and chance for us.”

“during ourt time together in new york, i felt like my dreams are finally accomplished. like i did what i was only dreaming about. international lawyer is a chance to be succesful not only in my home country but outside the world. i feel like i am finally capable of things i wanted in past. like my dream came true. company and new york gave me oppurtinites i wanted.” you smilled a bit

woman considered as your boss smiled proudly. she was happy that both of you did great job working under her company.

“we graded your work as an A. only two people among my lawyers that didn’t mess up once. your cases were hard yet you still managed to done it. you won every case you had. as we were talking with others, we decied to let you stay year longer with us.”

happines was bursting out of you and taehyung. one more year in new york.

“we’re so thankful mrs. ovens.”

“no need to. i am thankful for kibum to send you to me.”

two years in new york felt like few weeks rather. hundreads of cases, a lot of people and new experince felt like a dream when indeed it was reality for you. you learnt a lot of things during your stay, that you were sure you’ll use back in south korea.

thought about home kept you going. when you’ll be back in south korea your sallary and name are going to be big and prestigous. you will be able to have respect you wished for years. coming back to seoul was exciting but at the same time it was draining you. scared of facing doyoung one day. scared of people who are in seoul. you still wonder what’s with doyoung, because you don’t know much.

ten called you few weeks ago to inform you that doyoung got married with some areum. he settled down and moved out the house you knew. ten got to know that doyoung got promotion and now he is main prosectutor in his company. as you heard no one is touching him, he got some title as “ice prosectutor” since he is very cold towards people and he never lose any case. never. not even one. he made sure to win everything. propably, sehun had case with him and even sehun was impressed by how serious and cold doyoung is.

even tho it was you who was first to put doyoung in a break up postion, signaling him that it’s your chance for career and made him understand you won’t stay in korea, it hurt. it was like a knife went through your back. inside you had hopes he won’t find anyone. you thought he’d wait for you even if it takes three years for you to be back. you wanted him to wait.

“you’re telling me you still thought he would wait?” taehyung scoffed angry. “y/n, wake up. please. aren;t you bit selfish and egoistic with him? you had met a lot of people why wouldn’t you date them instead? why are you still head over hills about that jerk. he has family now. he moved on, can you understand?”

“maybe if he would see me now.. maybe then he would be willing to-”

“y/n, please. don’t be dumb.”

taehyung was right. he always is.

YEAR LATER

your stomach was doing back flips when you were about to go inside office of team C. finally returned with taehyung to your real home. new york was now a memory, and seoul was your reality again. few people regonized you and welcomed you with smile on their faces. few were new. some changes happened to the building.

“welcome back!”

junmyeon, sehun, ten, jaemin, hendery, xiaojun, chaewon and yeji were screaming while holding big cake for you and taehyung. place looked like a birthday party for kids.

“we missed you two so much.”

“we missed you too.”

everyone was hugging each other and asking questions. ten was crying when you hugged him because he missed you so much everyday. he had never found other best friend since he knew you’ll be back for him.

“i am so glad to be back finally. i missed you and seoul. new york is too much for me.” you giggled as ten were cutting cake for you. “people there are so open minded and confident it was overwhelming for me.” sehun laughed. “i missed speaking in korean with others instead of only with taehyung.”

“ey, don’t be mean! i had to put up with me and you have issues to speak korean with me?”

taehyung acted mad when in reality he didn’t mind. he just liked to tease the shit out of you.

“drama queen as always.” you rolled your eyes. “eat the cake and be careful to not choke on it.”

to be fair, you were happy for real you were but you couldn’t help but wonder about doyoung. ever since you landed in seoul all you could think of was him. how does he look like now? how does his wife look like? who is she? where does he live? do they have kids?

“what are you thinking about?” ten lit up his cigarette. “please, don’t tell me-”

“yes.” you whispered. “yes, about him. ten, i can not help but think about him. i never forgot him, it’s like small part of me. thought of him having family is killing me.”

“three, almost four years passed and you still have feelings for him?”

“i can not help it. they aren’t as strong but they are here nevertheless. i’d do anything for them to vanish but i can’t. i can’t ignore them, ten.”

“i am so sorry y/n. right person but wrong time, isn’t it?” ten handed you cigarette you took with no second thought. “try to date somebody else instead. i know it sounds harsh but you should. he already moved on.”

“i don’t want anyone else.

it took you a while and few calls but finally you knew about doyoung’s well beings even where does he live now. his wife is a korean teacher in a elementary, and she is perfect girl, as chaewon explained to you. old friends of doyoung told you they met during piano practice and areum asked doyoung out. they told you nothing if he asked about you or wondered. they just told you basic facts and left you with that.

house doyoung bought with areum was big. big garden in front of and behind the building, was full of flowers of different kinds. for sure it was doyoung’s idea, he loved flowers. two cars parked in front of house. your breathing was faster and not regular.

you knocked on the door with pounding heart.

“uhm, hello? how can i help?” young, beatiful woman showed up confused as hell when she saw you.

“good evening, is doyoung home?” she still looked confused. “i am an old friend.”

“uh, sure.” she turned around and screamed. “doyoung! someone to you.”

“to me? i didn’t expect anyone to-”

as soon as doyoung saw you his heart stopped beating for a second. all memories rushed through his body like a storm. every little detail about you was on his mind. everything you’ve done together was now in front of his eyes.

you were standing there awkwardly with wide opened eyes. doyoung changed a little. for sure he got little bit bulky, slim but with some muscles here and there. his face was more mature and his hair were now brushed back, black as pitch. he got more handsome for sure. your mind was now focused on man in front of you.

“uh, hi.”

“let’s sit in a garden.” he went down the stairs completly. “i’ll be back in a few, honey.” he kissed her cheek and you felt your stomach tighten.

doyoung was confused, angry and emotional all at once. he would never guess you’d show up in front of his place.

“i came back two months ago. i didn’t have a courage to show up faster.” you were playing with hem of your shirt to focus on something. “i wanted to.. talk.”

“after three years you’re showing up at my house to talk?” he was angry. “i thought blocking you was sefl explenatory.”

“i don’t understand why’d you do that tho.” doyoung was looking at you amazed. “it was childish, you didn’t have to act like a teenager and blocking your ex.”

“i had to. i fuckin had to get you out of my mind. now you care? well, it’s too late now.”

“can you stop being a dick for a second?” you were hurt a bit because you didn’t expect him to be so mad. you expected to be welcomed with small smile and hope for you. “i know a lot of time passed but i don’t get it why would we be bitter with each other?”

“maybe because you left? i’ve heard that after year you could come back if you wanted.” you gulped, because you didn’t expect him to know. “they gave you chance to come back but you didn’t. and i know you learnt majority of things during an year.”

“i couldn’t leave after a year. i didn’t want to back then. i still had a lot of work in new york and i was working hard-”

“cut it y/n. i understand.”

“you understand shit, doyoung.” you mumbled. “i do understand we’ve been apart for a long time and you have family now and i am selfish as ever.” doyoung was looking at you with raised eyebrows. “but do you have space in your heart for me? i don’t care if you got her in your arms or you’re her husband. i do not fuckin care.”

“but i fuckin do. what’s wrong with you? y/n, i moved on. i loved you for way too long and that was my mistake. i thought by the time you’ll date someone else. there is no us no more. we were done the second you got on the plane.” he was looking at you concerned while you were hidding tears in your eyes. “your name hurts, y/n. whenever i hear it i go balistic. i hate that. i am glad you chased your dreams but i don’t want to be part of your life. i have areum for that. it’s her who is part of my life, not you anymore.”

if words could cut, you’d be bleeding now because of wounds he caused. word by word cut deeper into your soul and you’d like to vanish from the earth. you’d like to be gone. regret was creeping you from inside.

“i wish all the best for you two, i really do. i bet she gave you all the things i didn’t give to you. but it’s not fair you were able to move on and i am stuck with you in my head.” doyoung felt weird warmness and insecurity inside. suddenly he wanted nothing but hug you, but he couldn’t despite his words. “i almost wish we never met, doyoung. i wish that. i have no idea why i get here at first place.”

you got up ready to leave. you are cracking again because of him. all you could see was doyoung and everything was revolving around boy who was now looking at you deadly. only if you knew his real thoughts.

“wait.” he got your hand. “don’t make ma a villain. you got never experience what i get through when you left. you left like i was never reason to stay. it does hurt me. you was all about the job even tho you already were succesful. you could go on your own in a few years if you wanted but you left. it didn’t matter to you that i was your boyfriend. it was your choice y/n.”

“i just wanted to be-”

“i know but you were only thinking about you. you didn’t care about me, friends or family. we didn’t want to hold you back but you didn’t consider our feelings in that moment.”

suddenly realization hit you. it was truth. all you could care about was new york, not your parents, doyoung or ten - new york was all you thought of.

“still, that doesn’t mean i wasn’t hurt. i was crying for over a month about you every god damned night! doyoung, don’t act like you were the one who suffered back then.” every mistake you made and weren’t aware of show up in your mind. “i still fuckin love you, alright? it’s supposed to be me with title of your wife not her. not anyone else. i have never ever thought about someone else than you. my heart was closed whole time.”

“but i didn’t force you to not date anyone.” doyoung was focused on your words and regrets were all on him. “i have joyful life with areum. i work as my dream job. i settled down for best and you expect me to destroy it for you, y/n?” only if you knew, he was willing to do it right now if you asked.

“i expected that but nevermind.” you get out his grip. “i was wrong the whole time especially with coming here, what the fuck did i think? i am sorry for ruining your evening, doyoung. i wish you and your wife whole happines. do not ever contac me ever after tonight. i’ll find someone like you, i don’t care.” you looked up with sad smile.” let’s be strangers again, kim doyoung.” shock was all over doyoung face. he was confused. his feelings confused him because he didn;t know that if he saw you all the old feeling would wake up. “i hope you regret giving up on us years ago.”

you got in your car without looking back. doyoung waz froozen on the spot, he wanted to chase you and talk. tell you all the unsaid things on tip of his tongue, he wanted to tell you but didn’t had the courage to do so. despite the fact he was married and everything he told you and everyone, he wasn’t done with you. he never moved on and only person who knew about it was areum, - his wife.

kim doyoung’s wife was only one who knew about his feelings. she knew about you but she has never seen you but at the moment when she was peeking through window at you two, and when she noticed reaction of her husband at you, she knew. she knew you were y/n and you were his lover. she gave up with doyoung after few months of marriage since she understood his heart is closed for anyone. her parents and doyoung’s mum forced them to marry each other despite the fact he loved someone else. areum just learnt to live with him and put up with it. doyoung and her would do some wife-husband activities but they were rather as friends.

taehyung was rubbing your back in your bed. both naked under white sheets in the evening. you convinced yourself that you should date somebody else to give them heart that belonged to doyoung. taehyung fall in love with you during your stay in new york and he asked you out back in seoul.

“did you invite someone?” taehyung got up on his elbows when both of you heard knocking on the door. “maybe it’s ten.”

“stay here, i’ll check.”

you smiled a little and got your bathrobe to hide your body. walking to the door made you wonder who is banging at your door at ten twenty pm.

“we have to talk.” doyoung was out of breath, hair all messy and his cheeks in a light shade of pink. “please, we have to.”

“doyoung it’s fuckin almost midnight, what do you want?” you smelled alcohol from him. “are you drunk?”

“it doesn’t matter. i have to tell you something.”

“stop.” you tried to look as tough as you could to not betray your excitment. “i told you to not contact me.”

“i want divorce.” you almost fall. “i’ll divorce areum as fast as it’s possible. we aren’t in love, and we never were. it was rushed wedding. she is fine with it, i am fine with it and you should be fine with it. please.” doyoung fall on his knees. “i’ve spend every second without you as miserable person. i wanted you back. don’t find someone like me, and be with me. again. it’s us together, y/n.”

“you’re just drunk now and you have no idea what you’re saying. your wife is waiting for you at home.” you had to wip tear rolling down. “you should go.”

“no, i won’t. i won’t until you accept me again. sorry for being worst jerk ever. i am sorry for letting you go and blaming you. i am asshole, i know. but reconsider us. i’d do anything for you to come back.”

taehyung was watching you two from the back of hall. his heart ached but he could do nothing about it since he knew you don’t love him but doyoung. all he could do is to accept it and watch.

“taehyung and i are-”

“nothing. don’t be stupid y/n.” taehyung got closer. “we were just a quick thing man. go get her.”

“taehyung, why-”

“shut it.” he smiled a bit. “we aren’t mean to be. it’s kim doyoung who is supposed to be your lover not kim taehyung.”

“y/n, answer me.” doyoung was begging you at that point. “i am no longer able to live like that. i want you to be my wife. i want to have amazing life with you y/n. i love you still.”

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kiachiako · 2 years

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k.doyoung recs

my library of favorites <3 all creds to authors

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at dawn | @doiefy 31k — A serial killer, a rerouting trail and all the wrong puzzle pieces you can’t seem to force together. An unexpected partnership. And beneath it all—something much more sinister.

[m] before I go | @yutaholic 19.8k — The day has come for you to marry Doyoung and life as a princess is not what you expected. Your new husband is distant and there is trouble stirring within the monarchy. Now more than ever, you are determined to kindle a romance with the prince, but you soon learn that your marriage will be put to the test in ways you could never have imagined.

[m] lean on me | @slightlymore 16k — smut, fluff, angst, strangers to lovers, slice of life, romance, fantasy elements

atlas | @wincore 15.4k — kim doyoung has a lot of titles. student body president, music club president, favourite student of every professor who’s blessed enough to have him. in other words, he’s not your type and never will be. at least he’s a good kisser.or, you feel the weight of the world on your shoulders and you do not know how to hold things as delicate as glass.

[m] uh oh! | @slightlymore 12.4k — romcom, smut and angst elements, nerd in the streets & freak in the sheets!doyoung, college au, enemies to fake dating to enemies to fuckbuddies to enemies to strangers to lovers?? anyway

heaven, fallen | @wincore 12.3k — demon!doyoung x angel!reader, angels + demons au, royalty + bodyguard au, some fluff n angst

[m] what am i now? | pt 2 | @slightlymore 10.6k — real estate agent doyoung x fem reader, romantic comedy, smut

fiction | @wincore 9.6k — Your eyes follow the tufts of blue hair amidst the black strands of the man standing a few feet outside your window. To a seven year old like you, it’s probably the most interesting thing—after all, he has blue hair! You’ve never seen anyone with blue hair before. You remember the cartoons you watched last evening before you were ushered to bed; the characters were so bright and colourful, and you really wish the people around you were like that too.

[m] red | @slightlymore 9.5k — (slytherin) doyoung x (ravenclaw) fem reader

[m] muse | @tyonfs 7.7k — shadowed by the success of your siblings, you were determined to find your own worth. you soon discovered that the duke of burgundy could teach you everything you needed to know. somewhere between brushstrokes and lipstick stains, kim doyoung became your muse.

the love lottery | @loeycity 6.2k — Five times in his life, Kim Doyoung realized that he loved you. Five times, you somehow managed to dodge his attempts without knowing what you were doing to his heart. Five different boys, five different years, five everything. Luck always comes on the third try, but if the stars align on attempt number six, he might finally get the chance to win the love lottery.

[m] hungry for you | @sluttyten 4.9k — doyoung is your best friend’s older brother, and you hate each other until one evening you’re alone together and the tension finally breaks

cheap thrills | @jaeminlore 3.8k — rebel!doyoung, rich!fem!reader, fluff, doyoung and you have always had a peculiar relationship, but you can’t seem to stay away.

left my heart (in your tip jar) | @markswoman 3.7k — college student!doyoung x barista!reader, “gag. looks like he left a tip specifically for you. how unfair, he just puts it in the tip jar whenever i help him. you don’t even have half the charm I have—at least i can make conversation!” you hit jeno weakly on the kneecap from your position on the floor. “shut up I’m distraught.”

golden snitch | @jaeminlore 3.2k — request/drabble, fluff + hogwarts!au

#doyoung #kim doyoung #nct #nct127 #nct fic recs #doyoung fic recs #doyoung imagines #doyoung au #doyoung fic #nct u #nct au

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J, V, Z For Doyoung of NCT? I am not sure if this ask fits the Alphabet request criteria but I am curious to see your view upon this :)

note. this is my second to last ask for this game so i’m really feeling the emotions—but yes, this might just be the most gory of them all.. maybe.

code. zero; what will they do when they have nothing left?

warning. allusion to murder, delusional muse, unethical creation/reanimation of life.

anyone's tether can be cut, you just need the right instrument to do it. for inventor! doyoung, your sudden death is the catalyst that leads him to lose touch with sanity. day and night, he locks himself in his workshop to repair what he believes is merely damaged. pull apart the limbs, replace them with sturdier pieces, observe their efficiency, repeat—that comes to be his daily routine.

if he truly loves you, he'll let you rest in peace. but what about him, hm? he needs you, the silence—the one he considered his friend before you came in and painted his bland life with color—unsettles him.

once doyoung succeeds in his experiment, he'll tell you everything. he'll say he loves you while his arms come close to crushing your artificial torso, he'll express his sadness over losing you for a period of time, and he'll apologize for holding the knife that took your life.

then he'll dismantle you again and tweak your system some more until you respond that you forgive him.

the game is closed for the season, thanks for joining in !

#muse : doyoung.#yandere nct #yandere nct 127 #yandere doyoung #nct imagines #nct scenarios #nct 127 imagines #nct 127 scenarios #doyoung imagines #doyoung scenarios #doyoung au

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dearleove · 11 months

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Our Season

— doyoung x reader au

summary: summer is the season of delight; happily spending your time with the love of your life under the bright sun kissing your skin. however, everything doesn’t stay within.

note: please don’t mind if there are any grammatical errors! ◡̈

genre: cute, angst

word count: 1,114

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Summer, a season of brightness that shines brightly upon your black-pearl eyes. Glittered sands that reflect from the light along with faded-colored shells. The noises of seabirds blending with the swoosh of the waves.

A red and white checkered mat was laid on the sand. Packed snacks and a camera were scattered along with our sandals, both of us sitting only bare-footed. I was sitting down infront of him while his hands moved up to my black wavy hair, playing with the loose strands.

My eyes gazed at the crystal sea of water.

“You seem to be enjoying the view,” Doyoung placed his chin on top of my shoulder, snaking his arms around my waist.

I giggled, “I love the view… it’s very pretty and peaceful,” tilting my head so I could see a clear view of his face.

Little black strands of his bangs were freely swaying, being blown from the fresh sea breeze. Sunlight hitting his pale clear skin, shining bright like his smile. His soft and plump lips is as pink as tulips from the field of flowers.

His eyes darted on mine, a smile formed on his lips causing his cute little eye whiskers visible.

He pinched my cheek, “It’s prettier when you’re in the view.”

I lightly slapped his cheek, “Kim Doyoung, you’re so cheesy.” we chuckled.

“C’mon, you like it”

“Whatever you say.”

Doyoung stood up from his position, snatching the camera that was placed on the mat. He walked backwards from where I was, watching him confusingly. As he stopped right at a perfect distance, he snapped me a picture and ran towards me.

“Come, I want to take you a picture somewhere,” he grabbed both of my hands, helping me to stand up with his support.

We ran as he dragged me near the shore, taking me tons of picture. I smiled shyly, doing different poses while gesturing me to keep on going. Suddenly, the wind started to hit towards our direction, causing my long length white dress to sway.

My hand immediately grabbed my dress, preventing it from flying too much and exposing my skin while my other hand is fixing the strands of my hair that were covering my view.

Doyoung immediately noticed my situation. He chuckled and walked right in front of me, placing my loose strands behind my ears. While doing so, I didn’t notice that I was already staring at his eyes.

Heart starts to beat faster, racing insanely as well as my mind. Everything feels like a dream; a dream that you do not wish to wake up to but to live forever in that feeling. The feeling of fluttering, to be with the love of your life and do things that both of you enjoy.

I thought this only happens in Disney movies, where fantasies of love are usually portrayed. Things went unexpected and couldn’t imagine that it is now happening in reality; being together with my long time college partner and confessing our feelings to one another.

Butterflies started to kick in my stomach and went back to my senses. My eyes went wide; surprised from his action. His soft lips was now placed into mine while he is holding my left cheek.

He paused, staring right into my eyes, “you’ve been staring for too long, I guess I surprised you.”

Cheeks started to ache from the heat and tension, forming red blushes like a tomato. Doyoung giggled, “you’re cute.”

“Stop,” I whined, hiding my face with my hands.

“Don’t cover your face, I like it when you’re blushing.”

He slowly pulled my hands from covering, showing entirely my shy and flustered face. I looked down onto our toes, still covering my reaction but it was no use. His soft hands lifted my cheek, defeatedly facing each other.

We stared at each other. Pupils in his eyes grew big and twinkling… they say a person’s pupils grow larger when they meet the love of their life or the person is in love, and that is exactly what he feels right now. He couldn’t believe that we’re finally together as he wished to the universe. What I also wished.

Doyoung has always have this thought to marry me, to grow a family and teach our children to play music just like him. He wants to be a good father, to take care and show his love to children as much as he does the same for me.

And I believed that he will definitely be the one when the time comes.

Despite being busy in work, he always ensure that I’m doing well and given each other some time; cuddles, conversation, and affection. When a problem occurs, he’s always there to comfort and listen. A man like him is very sweet, caring, and trust-worthy. Someone that will make you feel grateful to have in your life.

And he is right in front of me, standing closely. Our faces are few inches away from one another.

I closed my eyes, sensing his face getting closer to mine. Our noses are touching, the sound of his breath going lower until he finally placed his lips onto mine, passionately kissing me. Sparks grew larger, as if fireworks were surrounding us. The feeling of rollercoaster, the excitement and the sweet taste of cherry in his soft lips.

It lasted long ‘till he paused, still with my eyes closed. I waited for his response until he let out 3 words from his mouth.

the words,

“I love you”

He said with his soft voice

…until it vanished in the air.

Tears rolled down from my eyes like a continuously flowing river. I slowly opened my eyes and met by a dimmed sky, along with a sun that is soon to set down. Rocks were now more visible as the tide waves went low.

Everything was bright before, but it turned to be the opposite. The bright summer season was now nothing but feeling of desolation, an emptiness. Sparks that grew larger have now died down, nothing feels the same as it used to.

I still couldn’t believe and accept the fact that you’re no longer here with me.

The pain, the pressure. The faint smile painted on your face, the weakness on your eyes, reassuring me that everything is going to be okay.

It hurts knowing that you were in pain.

But, as what I promised to you, I’ll still keep on going as what you wished for. Although the universe didn’t grant what we truly wanted, I’ll do all of these things for you. I’ll try to grow stronger, to love myself more, especially to make you proud.

I know that you’re now in a happy and safe place,

please watch over me, love.

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melsvt · 2 years

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⌗ kim doyoung x f!reader

⌗ summary: kim doyoung, is yonsei's most successful student with a bright feature and a lover, everything looks fine but at the same time it's all in a different reality.

⌗ genre: fluff, angst, unistudent!doyoung, unistudent!reader

⌗ featuring: kim doyoung

⌗ warnings: unwanted marriage

⌗ wc: 896

[04.44]

“Words they always win, but i know i’ll lose”

Doyoung was one of the most successful, talented students at the university where he studied. With those loving gazes coming out of his eyes, he looked at his lover sitting next to him, whose head was buried in her book..

"Don't look at me like that, like I'm living my last days on this earth" Yn knew from the beginning that Doyoung was looking at her because he wasn't very good at this kind of 'secret stuff'.

"I'm sorry, but you look so beautiful when i look at you from here" Yn was content to smile. Yn still had a lot of classes to study, and the finals week was approaching, but she was killing time sitting here with her boyfriend in one of the secluded corners of the library.

Yes, reading books was a time-killing activity for Yn. "Won't you reciprocate my compliment?" Doyoung was a little more tucked into the bottom of the Yn as if it were possible. Yn had finally lifted her head from the book and looked at Doyoung.

"I won't reciprocate your compliment if you keep looking at me like that, and also, you're so close right now."

Yn often distanced herself from certain things, and hated herself because of this, but it was something that came from her childhood. Close contact with people overwhelmed her, so Yn swore to herself that she would 'never find a lover'.

But isn't the world like that? You find yourself in the middle of that hole even though you said ‘I won't do it anymore’. She’s in that hole that goes between doing it or not. Yn was a face-low on all the decisions she made about what could happen at most.

"Yn, you're so resentful. Did something happen?"

She shook her head with Doyoung's question. Her cheeks were then trapped by Doyoung's soft hands. "Are you sure?"

Her cheeks swelled as Doyoung squeezed them, and Yn barely shook her head once more. "You're so cute right now.”

"Thank you, you look like a monster from here" Doyoung smiled at Yn's joking compliment and put a small kiss on her lips. Yn remained motionless where she was with the shock.

Doyoung had stepped back and turned towards the table. Although he wanted to spend 'cute' times with his girlfriend, he still had an educational life to continue and a family legacy that eventually awaited him.

"Hey you!" Yn had hit Doyoung's arm in anger. The sound that reached Yn with the murmur "Hmm?" raised her nerve quotient a little more. "How many more times do I have to tell you this? I hate your sudden kisses. Especially for doing these things in such a messy area! Also-“

When Yn's voice began to harass Doyoung and the other library students, Doyoung silenced her by giving her a small kiss on the lips, once more. Then, taking advantage of Yn's surprise, he approached to her ear.

"If you don't like me doing things like this out there, we can keep it at home" Doyoung's ear-scratching breath and thick voice gave her a Goosebumps, of course, that had nothing to do with Doyoung's expressive voice.

"I have nothing to say to you" She turned in front of her, closed her book, and took a few more sips of her coffee. Then she headed towards her books, but with the sudden notice, she stopped and opened her eyes.

The view she saw this time wasn't Doyoung or the books on the table, it was the ceilings of her bedroom. She got up with a blanket on and stood in bed for a few minutes.

Why was she even seeing him in her dream? Between thoughts, she retreated to bed thanks to the hands reaching the back of the T-shirt she was wearing as she watched the wall. "What happened, did you have a bad dream?"

She looked at Doyoung, who had messy hair and his eyes half open. "No, I just saw an old memory. It was meaningless"

The fact that this was no longer their relationship hurt her heart. With each passing night, she was filled with dreams full of old memories. She didn't see them as a nightmare, it just hurt that their lives were no longer like this.

This time her body was pulled towards the builted body with the hand wrapped around her waist. He would only treat her like a good, beautiful, and real wife when something blewed on his head. She closed her eyes and wished the moment would last even longer, burying her head in Doyoung's chest, which smelled of lavender.

"I know what you saw in your dream, Yn"

With the sound, Yn took a deep breath, pretending she hadn't heard, as if she had fallen asleep again. She secretly wanted to listen to him.

"I wish we could go back to the old times." Yn shook her head slightly. Doyoung smiled at the moving head on his chest and left a kiss between her hair.

He knew that Yn wasn't sleeping, secretly watching him at night and being told, because that's what he was also doing in between. He was watching her sleeping face and saying to himself. That he didn't want it to be like that, but that he had to do certain things.

⌗ a/n: well, i was going to write this story as gender neutral reader but i don't know how should i use the pronouns because in my language there's only "O" (it's turkish btw) so can someone tell me how can i use the pronounses because i really wanna do a gender neutral reader.. and also is there anyone who liked to read a part two? i feel like i just left it in the middle..

#nct #nct 127 #nct ff #nct fluff #nct angst #nct au #nct 127 doyoung #nct 127 fluff #nct 127 angst #nct 127 ff #doyoung #doyoung fluff #doyoung angst #doyoung ff #doyoung au #abbysepiphany's timestamps

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zoruahlee · 2 years

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doyoung thriller au drabble

hiii this is my very first post over here (i used to be on a secondary blog but i’ve moved to another account so i’m reposting whatever i posted over there)

he's always referred to as doyoung the all-knower. he nitpicks everything, quietly observing everything from the distance. how the schoolboy in front of him has his shirt crumpled and untucked, hair messy and unkempt and dark eye circles hidden behind black rimmed glasses. probably he spent his weeknights gaming at the computer rooms. but what could doyoung know, he's not sherlock. doyoung doesn't do anything to anyone, living his life peaceful without getting into fights with anyone.

no one really knows him as doyoung the maniac. he's careless, avoiding most details around him. he runs his fingers through his messy hair, smoothen his crumpled t-shirt and puts on his black thin rimmed glasses. he just says anything without thinking the repercussions of it. he looks at you, smiling (maniacally, of course) with a wad of money in his hands. shoving them towards you, he suggests, "wanna empty out that ice cream machine over there?" he gets into dangerous situations like it's nothing and wants to do something silly with the reward he gets.

maybe it was his way of rebelling against the idea of "good boy doyoung" but he's not really a bad boy when he's doyoung the maniac. he's just a little unexpected. you wonder how a person can be two different people at the same time, and most of all, how he lets YOU see the very two opposing sides of him.

#nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct drabbles #nct fanfic #doyoung #doyoung au #doyoung ff #doyoung fanfic #doyoung drabble #doyoung imagines #doyoung scenarios #kim doyoung #nct doyoung #nct 127 fanfic #kpop fanfic #kpop ff #kpop au

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haespoir · 9 months

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suggestive texts w/ doyoung!

req: by anons 💌

he’s a little mean here… but i like it 🙈🫶

#nct #nct scenarios #nct scenario #nct imagines #nct social media au #doyoung #doyoung fic #doyoung x you #doyoung smau #doyoung scenarios #doyoung smut #doyoung texts #doyoung imagines #doyoung au #doyoung text #nct x reader #nct 127 texts #nct texts

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phoxphenex · 2 months

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hiii can I request 127 reactions when you’re obsessed with your bias from another male grp and you’re both NON-Idols ( if you haven’t got any requests already yet ) please 💕 hehe thank youuu

obsessing over your bias to non-idol 127

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taetr4ck · 1 month

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PLEASE MAKE MORE NCT 127 TEXTS AS RANDOM ASS JOBS 🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️🧎‍♀️

NCT 127 AS YOUR UBER DRIVER TEXTS !

uber driver!nct 127 x reader, no warnings — crack. taglist form.

a/n : YOUR WISH IS MY COMMAND ANON 🫡 i actually love making these so much these are just so.. unhinged 😭🙏🏻 also ty, mark, and haechan’s aren’t mine! (at some parts lol)

taglist : @soul-is-a-strange-kid @haechansbbg @bath1lda @k-labels

⋆ taetr4ck, est may 2023. / requests open

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hyuckilworld · 5 months

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bf!nct 127 texts

“name a woman”

idol!nct 127 x female!reader

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mafiadad5 · 4 months

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Kalopsia

( ka • lop • sia) - The delusion of things being more beautiful than they really are.

Jaehyun x femreader ft. Doyoung

Description- I went back to my college town, my dad worried about me and my safety makes sure to load me with a bodyguard to be safe, little do I know it turns into a whole web of secrets, lies, and history that shouldn’t have been dug up.

Word count- 11.6k

Genre- mafia au (not corny I swear), smut 18+, bodyguard au

Warnings- slight degradation, praising, oral (fem and male receiving), unprotected (plz wear protection yall T.T), 3sum, overstimulation, guns and blood (not too much), alcohol.

No proof read cause heh…

Authors note- hi my loveys! This is my first time writing something with actually plot and full (multiple) smut, I hope you like and please feel free to comment or dm with your thoughts:) I will like to say that the way I deceive them in the story is nothing like their personalities irl and I DEFINITELY do not see them like this. Thank you for reading and I hope you enjoy 🎀!

"Hey y/n."

The staff tapped my shoulder as I woke up. "What's up?" I said, removing my headphones from my ears, placing them on my neck. "Well, it's just that your dad is gonna explode if you sit in the plane for another 15 minutes." He said, pointing to his watch. "Oh shit, thank you, Leon." I got up, grabbed my bag, and headed out of the plane, my father waiting for me with a stern face. "Y/n." He said, a smile appearing as he took me into a huge bear hug. "Hey, Dad." I smiled, him kissing my forehead as he hugged me one more time. "Let's go home, I know you're exhausted." He said as Leon grabbed my bags, placing them into the trunk as me and my father got into the car. "I know you're tired and I'm sorry to do this to you on the first day you're back, but get dressed because we're having a dinner meeting tonight." I paused, looking at him. "Dad, already?" He smiled generously, taking a sip of water. "You know the drill Y/n, I don't make the rules."

"You literally do though."

After a long car ride home, we finally made it to our house, it was as glamorous and beautiful as I remembered. I got out of the car, instantly going to the garden, my favorite place, my dad screaming at me to not forget about the dinner. I sat on the bench, the beautiful lake shimmering before me.

"I didn't know you were back butterfly?"

I heard from beside me as I turned. "Marie?" I said as I excitedly ran up to her, giving her a big hug. "Where have you been I thought you quit years ago?" I laughed. "I would never." She said as she smiled, grabbing my hand, sitting down beside me on the bench. "Well, I was going to quit, but I decided to stay my dear."

"So then where's Margot? Or does she hate me? She stopped responding to my messages ages ago, is she mad I left for college in another country?"

Marie paused for a moment, her face changing into a sadder expression as she grabbed my hand, avoiding eye contact. "I'm afraid Margot is gone now." She said, swallowing every tear that was about to fall out of her crystal brown eyes. "Gone where?" I turned to her.

"She is dead, the Korean gang got to her. I tried to save her, but it was far too late."

A tear rolled down her face as I grabbed her hand. "No," I said, there was no way. "She was only a worker why would they even come for her?" "Y/n when we all tell you to be careful, it's for your own good. They would do anything to get your dad upset. They don't want him dead; they want him put away." "I understand." I said as I pulled her into a hug. "You need to quit then go far away." She broke the hug, looking at me in sorrow. "It's far too late, since I've worked for your dad, I will always be a target. Besides, my only job now is to keep you safe, I don't have much to live for anymore."

She gripped my hand tighter looking me in the eyes. "You should be safe because no one knows your location and where you go to school, it was the safest option. Promise me y/n, promise me you'll be careful, don't go out to parties or do anything stupid ok?" "I promise." I said as I gave her one last hug. "Now go get dressed for the meeting dear." I left her there on the bench, as I walked up to my room, checking my phone for the time. I had 3 hours till dinner, so I just decided to chill.

It was time for dinner and Leon walked me down to the meeting, my dad and his partners sitting around the table, Marie giving me a slight smile before turning back serious again. "Hello everyone thank you for showing up, especially my lovely daughter who left school to attend tonight, I promise you'll be flown back tomorrow. We have some important things to talk about." Everyone sat silently, the only noises were my dad and knives and forks gliding on their plates. "The Koreans are starting to make a move now. We need to talk about your roles." I sat, wondering why I was invited to this meeting.

Everyone was quiet, still not saying a word, but we all wondered the same thing. Why now? Someone cleared their throat, making it known that they wanted to speak. "How are they making a move now? They haven't been active for years." My dad looked at his plate, looking back up clenching his jaw. "That's because they know there's something I can't protect anymore." He looked at me, sorrow in his eyes as Marie looked at me as well. "I hired new bodyguards, bodyguards I can trust. Y/n he will assist you, when I say assist, I mean he will keep you safe, but the decisions you make are up to you, there's little I can do from here... you're in control of your own life now."

"I understand Dad."

He wiped his mouth, setting down his napkin. "Now..." he cleared his throat. "I know one of you is a traitor, I invited you in here to let you make your last call, and tell them everything you've heard in this meeting, and also inform them that if they even so, go into the same room as my daughter, they are dead. Leon, please escort Y/n to her room, I change my mind, she needs to leave tonight." He walked up to me, giving me a big kiss on the forehead. "I love you, you're my everything, my only daughter, my life. Stay safe y/n, your bodyguard will be waiting for you when you land."

"I love you too dad."

A tear fell down my eye as I hugged him tightly, Leon tapping on my shoulder, "The planes ready princess, we have to go, your stuff is ready." I went into my room, grabbing the stuff that Leon missed, giving my home one last look before getting into the car. One thing about this lifestyle is that it's nice, but so unpredictable. I might come back and the whole house would be destroyed.

The car and plane ride were long, and I pretty much slept the whole time, waking up to Leon tapping my shoulder softly. He helped me out of the plane, my luggage already outside. "Thank you, Leon." I said walking to the car, going to the driver's seat before someone stepped out in front of me. He had silver hair and beautiful clear skin, his cheekbones were sunken in, and his dark eyes stared daggers into mine. "Hello, you must be y/n?" He said, not moving an inch, still staring at me. "Yes? And who are you supposed to be?"

"I'm Jaehyun, your bodyguard."

He smiled, taking off his black glove, and reaching out to shake my hand. Before I could reach out to shake his hand, Leon held up his gun to him. "That's a Korean name." He looked at him, smiling while holding his hands up. "I'm just a bodyguard, nothing more nothing less." Leon came up to us, pushing me away from him, holding up the gun to his forehead. "Liar."

"Wait, Leon,"

I said, them both turning to me. "Stop Y/n." He said turning back. "No you stop... get in the car." I said to Jaehyun, he instantly sat back in the car, Leon turning to me with a frustrated look on his face.

"Do you trust me Leon?"

"Yes but..."

"Stop it, if you trust me then let me go with him. I'll be safe. That's my bodyguard ok. The Korean gang is not stupid, he wouldn't have said his real name. Let me go." I said, holding onto his hands. "I just don't want you to get hurt Y/n, you're my responsibility." "I'm not 12 anymore Leon, I'm my own responsibility. It's ok, let me go I'll see you soon ok." He kissed my hand, letting them go as he turned to the car before turning back. "Ok, ok. Please stay safe princess, I'll see you soon." He gave me one last look before getting back on the plane, blowing me a kiss, smiling before he left, just like he always did when I was younger.

"Ok princess, are you ready to go?"

I turned around to see him out of the car. "Don't call me that." I said as I walked to the passenger side, him following closely behind me, opening the car door for me. "Let's go mama." "Don't call me that" I said as he shut the door, hopping into the driver's seat, driving away shortly after.

"Where are we?"

I said. We pulled up to a small house in an abandoned area, the only thing lighting the area was a dimly lit warm house light on the outside. "This is where we're staying now" he said, getting out the car, coming over to the passenger side to let me out. "No, I want to go to my house." He popped the trunk, getting my suitcase, walking up to the door entrance as I paced behind him like a lost child. "You will, tomorrow when we go get your stuff. He unlocked the door to the house, opening the creaking door, flipping on the lights exposing the space.

"Um."

The space was small, everything was in the same room except the bathroom, and when I say bathroom, I mean just the toilet and sink. The shower was in the open space as well. "This is a little small." I murmured, walking into the enclosed space after kicking my shoes off, sitting on the couch that sat a few feet away from the bed. "Maybe just a tad bit." He said, taking off his gloves and shoes at the door, walking around the kitchen. "Daddy wouldn't buy me anything this small, what's going on?" He scoffed, walking to the couch, sitting beside me.

"Don't be a spoiled brat, this is fine."

I looked at him, rolling my eyes as he tried to get comfortable, hitting the couch beside him with a distasteful look on his face. "This couch is hard as a rock." I looked at him. "I thought this was fine." I said mockingly as he got up from the couch, doing the same hitting motion to the bed, ignoring what I had just said.

"Better."

"You care about my comfort that much?"

I said, getting up from the couch going into the small kitchen, getting a glass of water. "No, I care about my comfort." He said, looking at the open shower, then looking back at me with wide eyes and a small grin. "You better hope there's another shower here somewhere." "It doesn't matter anyways," I looked at him "You're not staying here."

He looked at me in silence, taking his blazer and white dress shirt off, exposing his black tank top underneath, the tight elastic fabric hugging his toned torso. I'm not gonna lie, I stared a little, maybe even stuttered but he was literally perfect. "Can we just go back to my apartment so we have separate rooms." He looked down, unbuttoning his trousers and pulling down the zipper before looking back up at me. "Your apartment gets raided and I'm in another room or taking a shower, then what? We're both dead." I stayed quiet, examining his body up and down, completely in a daze as his hands gently fiddled with the waistband of his pants.

"Am I distracting you?"

My attention instantly geared to his face, his eyebrows lifting teasingly. "I have to use the bathroom." I said, going to the small enclosed room with only a sink and toilet. "If you're going to touch yourself I want to see." He said, his eyes following me to the bathroom as he chuckled lightly.

"You're sick."

I said, before closing and locking the door. Pulling out my phone to text Leon.

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Leon why did my dad get me a house so small?

Y/n why didn't you ask him that yourself 😂?

Leon this is not a laughing manner, you know he's going through a lot, I don't want to sound ungrateful😭.

Don't ask me y/n, are you 👌 ?

Yes

Well goodnight princess, text me if you need anything👍

Ok Leon, goodnight lol.

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I sat in the bathroom for another 30 minutes, walking out to find jaehyun sleeping in the bed. My bed. I didn't mind though, he was cute when he slept anyways. I took off my pants, getting in the cold white sheets. Wasn't the most comfortable bed I've slept in, but I'll be ok. I sat scrolling on my phone a little, jaehyun moving around in the spot beside me, groaning slightly as he tried to fix his position, tugging the cover from me.

"Great, he's a rough sleeper"

I whispered out, laying down, facing my back towards him, tugging the cover back. I sat there, staring outside in the backyard, a dimly lit field fading into a dark void. It was intimidating, but somehow I felt safe. My eyes slowly closed as I drifted off to sleep as well.

"Y/n" I heard a faint whisper in my ear, I turned around, thinking it was just in my head, pulling the cover over my ears. I felt someone flick my nose softly, enough for it to wake me up. I opened my eyes slowly. "Boo." Jaehyun laid in front of my face, wide eyed as I jolted away violently. "What the fuck." He smiled, sitting up grabbing his phone. "Well, we have to go get some stuff from your apartment, do you have anywhere else you would like to stop?" He turned to me, my eyes still halfway shut as I nodded. "Where?" I got quiet, turning the other way, placing the cover back over my shoulders.

He jerked the cover off of me, my bare legs feeling a cool breeze as I tried to snatch back the cover, but failed. "You couldn't even put pants on before getting in bed with me?" I sighed, sitting up before grabbing the cover back from him covering myself up. "We're not 12, it's not that serious."

"Don't hide your legs now, they're pretty. Can't wait to make them shake."

My face filled of unamusement as I got up from the bed, stretching before going to the huge window I looked out of last night. " Weirdo" he got up, inching closer to me "Oh you know you want me to-" I cut him off abruptly, "We need window curtains I don't trust this." He sat on one of the bar stools in the kitchen, staring directly at my ass as I watched his reflection in the window.

"You're safe enough with me don't you think mama?"

"Stop staring at my ass."

I said before turning around. His lips folded into a grin as he turned the other way, trying to ignore me. His torso curved as his elbows rested on the granite counter. He had blue and black plaid pajama pants that loosely hung onto his waist, god he was so sexy. He sat his hand in his lap roughly, but delicately, waving it around making my attention gear to his face. "You seem to get distracted by my body easily," he said getting up from his chair, making his way towards me as I backed away from him.

"Do you want me?"

I stayed quiet, backing up until my back hit the window. "Do you think I'm attractive y/n?" I stopped for a second, silently looking at his face, examining his distinct, delicate features. "Mmm... No." I smiled, moving past him going to my suitcase. "Didn't you say we had places to go? Let's go then." I said, going through the clothes in my suitcase. I heard nothing but a door slamming as I turned around, jaehyun going into the bathroom. "Damn, I was just kidding." I whispered, laying back down in the bed after getting dressed. It was a while and he still didn't come out the bathroom, my eyes got heavy quickly as nothing but sounds of nature from the woods leaked into the house, causing me to doze off.

"Get up."

I felt someone shaking my body as I was rudely awoken. "Hmm?" I popped up, rubbing my eyes. I looked out the window, it was completly dark, the only thing lighting the house was a warm lamp that sat on the nightstand beside the bed. "We're leaving now." he said, walking to the nightstand with the lamp, opening the drawer grabbing a silver and black pistol, opening the magazine checking the ammo before stuffing the gun into his waistband.

He turned to me as I sat obviously staring sharply at his every action, raising his eyebrows before turning away from me, heading to the door to put on his shoes. I examined his outfit, a loose fit t-shirt with loose fit jeans. "Oh, so you're dressing casually now?" I said getting up, meeting him at the door, putting my shoes on, grabbing my jacket. He ignored the comment, opening the door, locking it behind me as I walked out.

We made it to my apartment, Jaehyun telling me we didn't have enough time to stop for curtains. I went to unlock my door, but something didn't feel right. I turned the door knob with hesitation, the door opening slowly as I peeked inside, taking a step back, leaving the door slightly cracked, my face turning into a look of panic. "Hurry up, what's taking you so long." Jaehyun's voice echoed through my mind as my heart sunk to my stomach.

"Jaehyun..."

my voice was breathless as I turned to him, a face of annoyance now turning into one of worry. "I think someone broke into my house." He got in front of me, opening the door, his hand under his shirt, gripping his gun. He slowly walked into the apartment, signaling for me to follow behind him as I shut and locked the door behind me so if there was anyone there they couldn't escape. He searched the living room, his gun now up and aimed.

"Sit down"

he mouthed silently, pointing his gun to the sofa that sat in the middle of the dark room. I sat soundlessly, my leg shaking anxiously as nothing but hushed apprehension filled the house. I sat there, a million thoughts racing in my mind as I bit my nails nervously. I was knocked out of my thoughts when I heard a doorknob rustling. I sat for a second, examining the apartment ... all of the doors open. My attention automatically geared to the front door, the doorknob manically shaking.

"Jaehyun."

My voice was shaky as I got up, backing away from the couch and door.

"JAEHYUN."

Jaehyun ran into the room as a loud thud sounded. Everything else was a blur as I ran away from the chaos. The only thing I saw was the light from the apartment hallway in the doorway, and sparks. I shut the door, locking it behind me as intense gunshots and loud thuds sounded, echoing violently in my head. I went to my nightstand, grabbing my small revolver as the gunshots stopped all of a sudden, the house falling silent again. I stepped away from the door, holding my gun up as I heard shuffling coming from the living room. I was ready for anything when I heard the doorknob to the room rustling again, then knocking on the door.

"It's me baby, open the door."

The voice was familiar, and gave me a bit of relieve as I took a deep breath, aiming my gun to the floor.

"Open the door."

I heard him say again. An uneasy feeling settled in my stomach as I held my gun up again, aiming it at the door. I walked slowly as the uneasiness and suspicion of if it was really him raced through my mind. I unlocked the door slowly, quickly opening it holding my gun up, Jaehyun's dark eyes meeting with mine.

"Aren't you a little too pretty for guns?"

"Fuck Jaehyun." I placed my gun on the tv stand, wrapping my hands around him as I pulled him into a tight hug. His hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me deeper into his body, his scent made me almost breathless.

"God look at you."

I said, his white T-shirt now covered in blood. "Get your things quick, before the police get here."

We made it out of the apartment safely, avoiding the police as we got into the car, driving back home. "I'm just gonna stay out here for a little, you can go inside." He nodded reassuringly, stepping inside the house. "Well, I'm going to shower." He shut the door, leaving me outside alone. I took in the fresh air, sitting silently thinking about my life, how chaotic things are all the time, and how surprisingly that wasn't even the first time someone tried to kill me. I reached into my pocket, grabbing a heart-shaped locket, feeling the exquisite patterns that laid on the front of the jewelry, the cold tarnished silver chilling my fingers.

I held onto it tightly, closing my eyes taking in the fresh air, thinking about all the memories, about what my life would be if I wasn't born this way. At times, I wish my life was just normal, I barely had friends growing up, not real ones anyways, well except for one, but all good things come to an end. Thirty minutes passed, I was knocked out of my thoughts when I felt a vibration in my pocket. I grabbed my phone out of my back pocket, Leon's name popping up on my notification center.

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Hey princess😊

Hey leon

Just wanted to text you to see if you're 👌

Yea im good leon, im really tired though, so i'll talk to you later.

copy 👍 goodnight princess

goodnight leon

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I walked back into the house, taking my jacket off at the door. Jaehyun sat on the couch manspreading, watching tv. His hair was slightly wet as he had a loose black shirt on, with those same plaid pants on.

"You can leave now."

He looked at me, flipping off the tv as he got up from the couch, looking me up and down.

"Was today not enough for you to not want me to stay with you hm?" he inched closer to me, shooting daggers into my eyes.

"Nope, you can leave Jaehyun."

I said smiling, kicking off my shoes walking to the living room, going to the window. "It's my job to stay baby." He said still not breaking eye contact, his eyes following me. "Well, I'm your boss. Your boss is telling you to leave."

"Oh yeah? As far as I know, you're not my boss, you didn't hire me."

He was inching closer to me taking small steps pulling up the sleeves of his shirt, bringing attention to his muscular yet, soft hands and arms. "As far as I know, I can get you fired?"

"Fire me."

I stood there for a second, quiet, smiling slowly "You know what Jaehyun." I said, moving closer to him.

"What?"

"I think I'd rather fuck you."

I grabbed his shirt, pulling him closer to me with a mischievous smile. "Mmm, I thought it would've been at least a week before you wanted to fuck me. He grinned, the reflection from the outdoor light sparkling in his eyes. "Don't be cocky, just right place, right time situation." He nodded, our faces inches away from each other. "And what do I get out of this mama?" He said, his voice deep and husky, his eyes going pitch black once again. "What do you what?"

He grabbed my waist, our lips separated by nothing more than a conversation, his cold fingers feeling my waist, his voice in a faint whisper

"I want to know more about you over breakfast tomorrow morning."

"Deal"

Jaehyun quickly lowered his lips down to mines, taking no time to roughly kiss me. His tongue traced my bottom lip teasingly before diving into my mouth, his hands holding onto my hips tighter, his nails clawing at my skin ever so slightly. The kiss deepened as he explored my mouth, backing me into a window, the cold glass chilling my hot back. His hands wandered up and down my body, one of them unbuttoning my pants, his lips not leaving mine.

His hands slid into my pants, his fingers dipping lower as he broke the kiss.

"Wait."

He spoke, removing his hands, looking at me in the eyes deeply.

"Didn't you say you were going to fuck me?"

He said, moving to the couch.

"Do it,"

He spread his legs, his boner poking through his pants as he sighed, setting his arms along the edge of the couch.

"Fuck me then."

I walked over to him, getting on my knees in front of him, sliding in between his legs as he smiled, giving me a reassuring nod as I teasingly fiddled with the drawstrings on his pants, slowly pulling them down, not breaking eye contact with his cold eyes. I pulled down his underwear as his eyes filled with lust and determination. I took no time to wrap my hands around his shaft, spitting on his tip as I glided my hands up and down.

"That's it baby, give me what I want."

His hand moved to my face gently stroking my cheek, the warmth of his skin sending shivers down my spine. I slowly lowered my head, his length disappearing in my mouth. "Fuck." He grunted, throwing his head back on the couch. His hips started to move in a rhythm that matched the movement of my tongue, forcing me to take more of him.

"That feels so good baby."

He said in a desperate, but quiet moan, his hips bucking up slightly against my mouth as I took him deeper and deeper. His moans started to grow louder and more frequent, his hands finding their way to my hair, slightly tugging and guiding my mouth, his length throbbing against my tongue, demanding more.

"Fuck mama, right there, just like that."

His grip tightened on my hair, his other hand making his way to the back of my neck, guiding my movements as he pushed deeper into my mouth. His moans grew louder as I took him deeper, tears dwelling in my eyes, my tongue exploring every inch of his dick. His body tensed up as he rose his hips further and further, his hips moving faster as his length starts to twitch in my throat.

"Fuck." He choked out, throwing his head back on the couch, gripping my hair tightly as he released in my mouth.

"Damn."

He said, taking a deep breath, looking down at me, wiping my mouth and the tears that fell. I stood up in front of him. He looked up at me with a sly smirk, slipping off his shirt, his heavenly crafted abs and perfect frame fucking my mind before he even touched me.

"Come here, don't act scared now."

He said, grabbing my hand, pulling me closer. His hands wrapped around my waist, slowly moving down to my hips as he pulled down my pants and underwear in one quick motion, him looking directly at me with that same sly smirk. He pulled me even closer, kissing my bikini line, moving further and further down. He pulled me into his lap, wrapping his arms around my waist.

"You ready baby?"

I wrapped my arms around his neck. "Mhm." He lifted me up, placing his tip at my entrance, slowly sinking me onto his length. "Fuck." I whined out, his hands clawing my hips as he moved me up and down on his dick, going deeper into me every time. "Shit, like that." "This is what you wanted right?" his voice echoed in my mind as he thrusted into me faster, hips bucking up, as my eyes rolled up from the intense pleasure of his length deep inside of me.

"Look at me or I'll stop."

he said, moaning softly in between his words. I looked at him, beads of sweat dripping down his forehead, his hand moving back down to my hips, guiding me up and down. "I doubt it." I said, trying to sound as confident as possible, but not being able to hold my composure. "Oh yea? You want to test that baby?" He slammed me down harder, forcing a moan out of me. "Answer my question."

His free hand made its way up to my face, dragging my lip down with his thumb. "No." I mumbled out, throwing my head back as the intense pleasure sent shivers down my spine. He moaned out, desperate, full of need as he guided my hips sloppily. He grabbed waist, flipping us over, him now laying on top of me. He thrusted roughly as he cursed and moaned into my neck.

"Fuck you feel so good."

He whimpered out, his words vibrating on my skin as I gripped onto his hair, throwing my head back moaning loudly as my body jolted with every curt thrust. "Oh fuck I'm coming." My legs started to shake aggressively, the sensation of his deep breaths and moans on my neck mixed with the hard thrust driving me over the edge. "Well I'm not done." He said, continuing, pushing into me as my walls clenched around him, causing him to let out a quick moan.

"Fuck Jaehyun, please."

I moaned out, removing my hands from his head, placing them on his torso, trying to push him out of me. He instantly grabbed my hands, pinning them to the couch above me. "You can take it mama, I know you can." I threw my head back violently, trying to release my hands from his grasp, but failing miserably as he forced them back down. An overwhelming feeling of intense pleasure fell over my body as he thrusted harder. I shook my head before throwing it back, whining out to him.

"Do you want me to help you, or do you want to keep being bad and keep your hands pinned?"

He whispered in my ear, our bodies clapping together, making an unbearable friction. My loud moans filled the room as tears started to dwell in my eyes from the intense pleasure. "Answer me." "Help me." I mumbled out in a tired moan. He unpinned my hands, wrapping them around his neck. "Pull me when it feels overwhelming, grab my hair if you need to ok, do you understand me?" He said in my ear, his thrust slowing down, eventually stopping as he stayed inside of me. I nodded as he placed his hands beside my head on the couch to keep balance.

"I'm gonna go fast, do as I tell you or I'll stop ok."

I nodded again, his dark eyes looking at me, beads of sweat falling down his forehead slowly. "Tell me ok." He said wiping my tears. "Ok, I will." I felt him twitch inside of me, his head lowering into my neck, looking down for a second as he placed one of his hands on my waist.

He wasted no time, thrusting quickly inside of me. I whined under him while sliding my fingers into his hair, tugging softly. "Well, that didn't take long." He groaned into my neck, teasing the soft skin with subtle kisses. "Fuck." his moaning left tingles on my neck, making their way down my spine. I clenched around his length moaning loudly as he let out panting moans, going even faster in retaliation as my walls fought against him.

"Fuck Y/n, I'm almost there."

Sweet sounds of lust echoed through the house as he desperately thrusted mindlessly, my breath hitching with every movement. I cried out for him, my hands tugging at his hair as his thrust got sloppier. "I'm there, baby." he cried out, panting over me. My legs started shaking aggressively once again, his thrust sloppy as he twitched inside of me. He lifted up my shirt as he let out a choked moan, pulling out of me, releasing his warm liquid on my stomach.

Deep breathing filled the room as he sat beside me on the couch.

"Look at what a mess you made."

He chuckled, a ring of my arousal sat at the bottom of his member.

"I can say the same thing about you."

After a long shower, I had no energy to even get dressed, I lazily found a t-shirt, slipping it on as I sat on the couch, laying my head on the uncomfortable pillow, dozing off slowly as Jaehyun showered, falling asleep eventually.

I woke up, the bright sun shining through the window, burning my eyes as the soft sheets cooled my body everytime I moved.

"Stop moving."

An angry groan came from beside me. "Oh shut up, you're in my bed." I turned over, grabbing the cover, placing it over my head before Jaehyun pulled it back over to him. "Stop taking all the cover." I whined as he sighed, flipping over so he was facing me. "Then get closer to me sweetheart, so we can share." I looked at him, rolling my eyes before sitting up facing my back to him. "You hungry princess?" I nodded, as he handed me the cover "Here wrap yourself up, I'm going to step out for a moment, but get dressed so I can take you to the breakfast you promised me."

I nodded again, wrapping myself up, turning back to look at him, his pajama pants hanging low on his waist, his shirt hanging low on his collar bone. "Distracted again?" He said a small smirk appearing on my face as I saw him smile, his dimple leaving a distinct imprint on his cheek as he walked outside getting his keys from the nightstand

"Can you stop, no I'm not distracted."

He made his way to the door, sliding on his shoes "Whatever you say darling- I'll call you when you need to come outside so we can leave, ok?" I nodded, getting up going to my suitcase, Jaehyun calling me about 45 minutes later telling me to come on.

I put my slipped my shoes on, walking outside to see Jaehyun waiting outside the passenger door.

"Thank you Jaehyun, you're a doll."

An awkward smile painted his face as he shut the door, hoping in the drivers side, making sure the gates shut behind the car as he drove away.

"We're here." He gently tapped my thigh as I lifted my head from the car door. My face had lines and small indents from dozing off on the lengthy car ride. I looked outside to the small restaurant, face lighting up with excitement as I saw where we were.

"No way, I've always wanted to come here. How did you know?"

I turned to him, a questioning expression appearing on my face. He smiled, rubbing the lines on my face. "You're so pretty." His fingers slowly sliding down my face, his hand making its way to my throat, holding ever so slightly, his fingers teasing my skin.

"Is this supposed to intimidate me?"

"Is it working?"

He looked at my lips, then back up at me again, smirking while leaning in, his hand trailing up my thigh. "A little."

"Um, Excuse me. This is not a valid parking spot..."

I quickly turned around, Jaehyun's hand releasing from my neck as we looked at the traffic officer standing outside the window. "You can't even park right?" I laughed as he found a new parking space, rolling his eyes with a smile.

"So..."

He sat in front of me, circling the rim of his water with his finger. "So..." I hummed, looking at him from across the table as he sat awkwardly. "What do you want to know?" I took a sip from my cup, my eyes squinting slightly as the tartness of the juice hit my lips.

"I want to know more about you."

"My name is Y/n, I'm from France, but moved here for college, and I'm the only child of my parents, and the only daughter born into my family. Anything else?"

He made a small smile, looking down at the table before looking back up at me. "Why do you keep a postcard of this place with you." I tensed up in my seat, looking down playing with my fork before taking another sip of juice.

"Because my mom gave it to me, it was her favorite place here."

"Oh she lives here? Where is she?"

Jaehyun said, finally taking a sip of the water he's been eyeing. I looked at him, my head tilting slightly as I raised my eyebrows. It's getting on my nerves how oblivious he's trying to act in front of my face like I'm stupid.

"She's dead, the Koreans got to her, you probably know them right?"

"I've heard a little about them, but not too much, I'm so sorry about that Y/n."

I looked at him, taking a sip from my juice.

"An apology isn't gonna bring her back Jaehyun-"

"WOOOO."

We broke eye contact suddenly, the waiter coming up to us with the food. "Thank you." He hummed, as I smiled enthusiastically, grabbing my utensils.

"There's a party I want to go to tonight."

He looked at his plate, scooping food up into his fork. "Mmm." He hummed, looking up at me. "We're going." I spoke in a demanding tone as he silently finished his food. I looked at him, finishing the last spoonful on my plate. He nodded, looking up at me. "I think you're a bit too old for parties, but hey." He looked up at me, a blank look on his face, placing a hundred dollar bill on the table to pay for the food, getting up pushing his chair in.

"First of all, I'm only 23, second it's an adult party, 21+ at a hotel so don't do that."

I said, following him outside, the cool air chilling my cheeks. "Ok well, I don't feel like getting into another gun fight so please, make sure it's safe." He said as he opened the passenger door to the car for me, his eyes following me as I got in. "I can hire another bodyguard if you don't feel like it" I looked up at him, his hand resting on the top of the car door, his eyebrows raising up as he rolled his eyes.

"Shut up."

"Make me."

I looked up at him, a sly smirk appearing on my face like the one from last night, our eyes locking. "The same way I made you last night?" I turned into the car, looking away silently as he shut the door, getting into the drivers side and driving away, going back home.

Hours passed and the sun started to set as I got ready in front of the mirror, slipping on my black dress, struggling to zip up the back.

"Jaehyun, can you help me with this?"

I asked from inside the bathroom. He walked into the bathroom standing behind me as I looked at him from the mirror. "Can you help me with my zipper." I said, his hands finding the zipper on my dress, his fingers slightly brushing my bare back as he pulled it up slowly, looking at me through the mirror after. "Thanks." I smiled, completing the finishing touches to my lips, looking at Jaehyun still staring at me from the mirror.

"What?"

"It's just taking everything in me to not bend you over on this sink right now."

I looked at him before turning around. "Get a grip." I playfully hit his chest, pushing past him. "Plus you need to get dressed anyways."

"Ok whatever." He said as I smiled, slipping on my shoes at the door.

We made it to the hotel, the dining room a beautiful champagne color with crystal chandeliers. The last time I've been to a party like this was when I was living back at home, so yeah, a pretty long time.

"Oh my goodness I know that's not Y/n."

I heard, the blonde girl standing in front of me. "Hi, long time no see Emily." I sat there with a forced smile, hugging her gently as a man stood behind her. "This is my husband John." She pointed behind her as he gave a smug smile, waving before standing behind her quietly again. "Four years married," she smiled at me. "I must ask, are you married yet Y/n, I know you had a rough time with relationships in college?"

"No, I'm far too young you know. I know you started college late so it's not absurd for you to be married right now, but I'm exploring life."

She gave me a passive aggressive smile, nodded slowly as she took a sip from her champagne glass. "Oh ok I see, you know I was traveling the world before I went to college so I get what you mean, and do you have a job or are you still using your families money?"

"Oh my family has me under control. Speaking of families did your's finally pay your gambling debt, or did you do that on your own?”

Her eyes widened slightly before a forced grin appeared on her face. "Oh Y/n, I think this handsome gentleman behind you is trying to get through."

I looked behind me, Jaehyun standing there looking down at me, his suit fitting him almost perfectly as his bangs hung over his forehead.

"Oh no my dear, he's with me."

I smugly smiled, grabbing his arm, linking mine with his. "Oh really, wow im happy for you y/n... Well I'll leave you two to it, it was nice to see you again." She smiled before turning away, greeting other guest.

I rolled my eyes, turning to Jaehyun as he sat there with an awkward expression on his face. "I can't stand her Jae." I smiled as I rubbed his arm, the feeling of his soft, matte, velvet suit leaving small tingles on my fingers.

"I have to use the bathroom ." He smiled.

"Should I come with you?" I asked.

He shook his head no, before disappearing into the crowd. I sat there for a second quietly, holding my purse tightly in my hand as nothing but people's conversations erupted on all sides of me.

"Y/n?"

I heard from behind me, rolling my eyes slowly not wanting another tense interaction with an old peer. I turned around, forcing another smile yet again, before it dropped, my eyes widening. He was very well put together, a black blazer that almost fit him perfectly, like it was designed just for him. His hair was jet black, messily slicked back.

"Doyoung?!"

I pulled him into a hug smiling, looking into his beautiful crystal eyes as they sparkled. "I thought that was you, how have you been?" He gave a comforting smile.

"Oh I've been good, how have you been?" Before he could answer we were interrupted by Jaehyun.

"Who is this?"

He handed me a drink, looking at him with a smile, then back at me. "Omg this was like my best friend ever in college before I went back home."

"I'm Doyoung." He looked at Jaehyun with a smile, shaking his hand, Jaehyun nodding. "How about we go to the hotel bar so we can catch up without any noise?" Doyoung suggested, looking at me as I nodded in response.

We went to go sit at the bar, Doyoung asking for a vodka on the rocks. "That's a pretty strong drink, do you have a ride home?" I questioned, taking a sip of my margarita, Jaehyun sitting beside me with a sprite.

"Don't be foolish Y/n, I wouldn't drink and drive. I have a hotel room here tonight." He smiled, his eyes squinting close as he swallowed the alcohol, his nose scrunching up. "You're still as cute as I remember when you drink Doyoung."

"Um, I'm here too." Jaehyun cleared his throat as I turned back to look at him.

"Shh, I haven't seen him in forever, let us speak." I turned back to Doyoung, smiling as he chuckled slightly.

"So how have you been Doyoungie, I've missed you." His cheeks flushed light pink for a second as he smiled.

"Well, I've been pretty good, I've visited your home country Canada, and I literally could only think of you the whole time I was there." I smiled, finishing up my margarita, turning to Jaehyun giving him a small smile before turning back.

"I'm honored, I remembered you've always wanted to go there too, I'm happy for you. How's your relationship, are you still with that same girl?" He smiled, resting his hands on his crotch area, laying back in his chair comfortably.

"No, she wanted to break up after she found out we kissed."

"Are you serious? Y'all weren't even together yet."

He did a small laugh, fishing his wallet out of his pocket, placing a crisp 50 dollar bill on the bar counter.

"She thought we hooked up after, I told her we didn't, but she took it upon herself to not believe me." I raised my eyebrows, an astonished expression appearing on my face. "I cant even imagine hooking up with you."

"Let me show you."

The eyes that were once sparkly and doe'd were now darkened and sharp. "Hm?" I looked at him, trying to make sure I heard what he said correctly, or in the right context.

"Let me show you how it is to hook up with me." His voice was husky and low almost in a faint whisper.

I looked beside me to see Jaehyun glued to his phone, not removing his eyes from his screen. "What, you want him to join in? Ask, I like to try new things." He signaled for the bartender, asking for a pen and paper, writing down his hotel room number, sliding it to me.

"Come up when you've made up your mind." He said, slipping away from the bar.

I stood there still, not knowing what to do, getting knocked out of my thoughts by Jaehyun tapping on my shoulder.

"So are we going?"

He said, making me turn around to face him. "Hm?" I said, trying to pull that same card with him. "Going up to his hotel room?" His voice was possessive as he looked at me with stipulating eyes, basically demanding an answer instantly.

"Do you want to?"

"Mmm," He hummed teasingly, reaching to me, grabbing the sheet of paper out of my hand, examining it.

"I know you want to mama, so why are you asking me."

He got up from the bar stool, grabbing my waist helping me up, his dark eyes almost speaking for themselves as I made eye contact with him.

"Keep looking at me like that and I'm gonna fuck you before we even get up there." I stayed quiet, looking forward as he followed me to the elevator.

I stood there awkwardly, waiting for him to come to door, Jaehyun standing behind me.

"Oh you're here, and I'm assuming he said yes?"

He stood at the doorway, that solid black blazer turning into a sheer black one, his black pants sitting perfectly on his waist.

"Speak mama."

Jaehyun said, our bodies practically touching as his hands caressed my waist ever so slightly.

"Yea, mhm." I said, Doyoung's eyes sparkling for a second, going back to its dark demeanor immediately after.

"Well, come in." He said, shutting the door behind me and Jaehyun, leading us to the bedroom.

It was dark, nothing but dimmed blue lights lit the room. That was strange for a hotel room, but before I could even question it further I was knocked out of my thoughts by the zipper of my dress being pulled down.

"We're gonna take good care of you princess." Doyoung said in front of me, slowly pulling my dress off my shoulders.

Jaehyun gently kissed my shoulders, slowly making it to the sides of my neck. "Let me." Doyoung told Jaehyun, causing him to get from behind me. Doyoung pushed me onto the tv stand, getting on his knees in front of me as he slid the rest of my dress, along with my underwear off. Jaehyun grabbed my feet, removing my shoes as Doyoung planted kisses on my leg, slowly making his way up to my thigh.

I rested my hands on tv stand to keep myself balanced as he grabbed my hips, pulling me closer to him.

"You're already soaked Y/n, we've barely touched you." Doyoung said, teasing my folds with his fingers, causing me to suck in a sharp breath.

"Do you want it?" Doyoung questioned, his voice vibrating into my thigh, sending shivers up to my spine.

"Mhm."

My voice was desperate as I closed my eyes, his tongue entering my hole abruptly. Every time he went in deeper his nose made friction with my clit, causing swift moans out of me. His mouth made his way to my clit, sucking and licking passionately, placing a finger into my hole.

"Fuck." I moaned out, wanting to say more, but my words getting choked up on pleasure. I looked up at Jaehyun, his eyes wandering over my body as he watched what unfolded in front of him. He placed another finger in, speeding up his pace as my arousal coated his fingers, his tounge attacking my clit.

"Oh fuck, that feels so good Doyoung. I'm almost there."

I whined out, the sounds of my moans, whimpers, and the mess he was making on my lower half sounded in the room as I threw my head back, gripping Doyoung's now completely messy hair.

He let out small moans and noises that vibrated on my clit, causing me to let out panting moans as he fingered me harshly. "Fuck, I'm there." My body stiffened as I let out a choked moan, Doyoung finishing off, looking at me as he wiped the arousal that was left on his chin.

"Fuck, so messy y/n."

He got off his knees, taking a seat beside Jaehyun on the bed, shining him a sarcastic smirk causing jaehyun to get up. He smiled, walking behind me, trailing his fingers across my collar bone leading to the back of my neck. I looked at Doyoung, his eyes dark, as he titled his head sideways slightly.

"I bet I can make you feel better." Jaehyun whispered in my ear before pushing me down, making my face fall into Doyoung's lap.

I looked up at him to be met with a cold gaze, his hands rubbing over my head, making their way to my face, cupping and squeezing my cheeks forcing my mouth open. "You wanna do something for me princess?" His free hand made its way to his pants, forcefully unzipping them, taking out his member as I looked up at him.

Jaehyun grabbed my hands, placing them behind my back, causing my face to fall further into Doyoung's lap, my back arcing slightly. I tried to remove my hands from Jaehyun's grasp so I could use them on Doyoung, but he pushed them down, holding my wrist tightly together.

"I'm sure your pretty mouth can do well by itself." Doyoung hummed, placing his fingers on my chin causing my head to lift up.

Doyoung looked down at me, opening his mouth slightly, a small twinkle appearing in his eye as I sat my tongue on the bottom of his shaft, lifting my head as my tongue dragged up to his tip. I circled my tongue around the top as I felt Jaehyun at my entrance, teasing my hole. I let out a few shuddered breaths, Doyoung's hands finding their way to my head, softly grabbing and pulling.

"Fuck." Jaehyun cursed as he pushed into me, causing me to let out a whiny moan. I tried to look back at Jaehyun to see what he was doing, but failed when Doyoung turned my head back to his his.

Jaehyun started to pick up the pace, moving aimlessly as he went deeper making perfect thrust causing loud moans out of me. I looked up at Doyoung his eyes on my face as I lifted my head, making my back arch even more. The feeling of my hands being pressed against my back making me almost weak.

"Don't be selfish now."

I took no time setting my mouth on his tip, but this wasn't good enough for him. Doyoung pushed down my head further, my throat tightening around his length causing him to let out a desperate moan. As my head bobbed up and down on Doyoung, Jaehyun made harder thrust making my moans and the loud noises coming from my throat vibrate around Doyoung, causing him to shiver as he gripped my hair tighter.

"Shit Y/n." Doyoung whimpered out, throwing back his head as he let out small moans.

"And don't you dare come until I tell you to Y/n"

I heard Jaehyun curse from behind me, his pace now at an unimaginable speed as I cried out muffled moans around Doyoung's length. Jaehyun let out panting moans as his thrust started to get sloppier by the minute. Doyoung was no better as he let out loud cries and curses.

"I'm there Y/n." Doyoung whimpered out, his dick twitching inside my mouth, his hands grabbing my hair tighter in a way that made sure it didn't hurt. He pulled me off of him, releasing on my face as his liquid dripped down.

"So pretty baby." He smiled, rubbing the tears he created off my eyes.

My moans took no time to escape my mouth as Jaehyun did a few more rough thrust causing him to finish.

"Fuck."

He cursed, removing himself out of me. I took a few deep breaths, looking at Doyoung, his attention gearing towards Jaehyun.

"Where the fuck did you get a condom from?"

Jaehyun looked up at him, shrugging as he threw the used rubber in the trash can.

"Did he make you come baby?" Doyoung looked down at me as I shook my head no.

"Aw, do you want to come baby?"

He looked up at Jaehyun then back down at me as I nodded.

"Would you like me to use a condom too princess?"

He said, helping me up on the bed, my back hitting the cold sheets as my head laid on a pillow. I nodded again causing Doyoung to turn back to Jaehyun again, raising his eyebrows as he put out his hand in command, signaling for Jaehyun to hand him a rubber.

"I don't want to watch this, I'll be out in the living room when you're done y/n." Jaehyun looked at me, grabbing his pants as he headed out to the living room, shutting the door behind him.

"Well."

Doyoung turned around to face me, ripping the condom packaging open with his teeth. He got on top of me, kissing me on the neck slowly, making his way down to my collar bone.

"You're so pretty." He whispered, entering his length into me fully, causing a tired moan out of me.

"Fuck." I moaned out as he went in and out of me, going deeper everytime. "So pretty." He whispered into my cheek, one of his hands on my waist, the other holding my hand beside my head. I let out loud moans as my skin flushed from all the pleasure. My other hand found its way to his hair, tugging as his thrust started to get faster and rougher.

"How does this feel?" He questioned, his voice was breathless, rustier, deeper making the pleasure far more intense.

"Good, I'm almost there." I whined out.

I was reaching my high as he hit my g-spot, causing me to clench around him. He let out a loud whimper, his thrust getting sloppier as he moaned into my neck, his breath leaving tingles along my skin. My legs started to shake violently under him as I felt him smile into my skin.

"This is all for you princess."

He said, looking at me, placing a passionate kiss on my lips as we both reached our highs.

“Wow." He said as we sat there for a second, his dick twitching inside of me.

"Are you going straight home or would you like to freshen up?" He said, exiting out of me, rolling beside me on the bed.

"I'll freshen up real quick."

He nodded, helping me to the bathroom, shutting the door after he handed me a towel and washcloth.

I got dressed after my quick shower, walking out the bathroom to see Doyoung sitting on the bed with his phone in his hand, looking quite frustrated as he fiddled with it.

He turned to me, turning his phone and throwing it quickly away from him.

"I'll walk you out." He forced a smile, grabbing my waist, helping me into the living room.

"Took long enough." Jaehyun said, sitting on the couch. "You ready to go mama?"

He said, getting up, grabbing his keys as I nodded.

"Oh wait, here." Doyoung said, causing me to turn around. He grabbed a piece of paper and a pen, writing something down before handing it to me.

"Call if you need anything ok, it was a Joy having you here tonight Y/n, and uh you." He gave a displeased look to Jaehyun before looking back at me smiling.

"You too Doyoungie." I smiled before walking out the door behind Jaehyun.

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Jaehyun.

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“I have to step out real quick."

I grabbed my keys from the nightstand, going to the door, slipping on my shoes. I turned to her, her pretty doe eyes staring daggers into mines innocently.

"What?" I said, grabbing my coat.

"Can I come with you Jae?" She questioned, smiling as she got up from the bed, meeting me at the door like it was more of a command than a question. "Um, I don't know Y/n." I said, opening the door, eyeing her as she put her shoes on, grabbing a jacket and scarf.

"I'm coming with you." She smiled, following me outside to the car, getting in the passengers side without any second thought.

I pulled out my phone, sending a text message before pulling off. I looked to my side for a second, Y/n leaning on the car door, her eyes reflecting the moonlight as they sparkled when she looked out the window.

I grinned, turning back to the road, pulling up to a bar.

"Stay here, do not move Y/n, I mean it."

She looked at me, nodding with a smile before looking away, resting her head on the car door again. I took a small deep breath, getting out the car, locking it behind me before making my way to the side of the bar, sitting at a table, trying to get comfortable in the bar stool.

"I got your favorite, Whiskey sour." He slid the drink to me. I raised my eyebrows in appreciation as I took a sip.

"It was clever to host a party like that Doyoung." He smiled, taking a sip from his drink.

"I know, you've never been the brains in the operations I can say."

"Ouch." I laughed, wiping the corner of my mouth as he adjusted the collar on his black shirt.

"You owe me, that party came out of my bank account, a hefty penny." Doyoung took a bite out of the mozzarella sticks that sat in the middle of the table, as we laughed at the foolish statement.

"I do have some bad news though," Doyoung spoke.

"The video we took at the hotel corrupted, so all the footage is gone."

I looked at him, my face in daze as I leaned forward in interest. "Oh god? Guess we don't have anything to lure her dad in with. I'm sure we can try again, she's just as gullible as her damn mother." Doyoung giggled, taking a sip of his drink.

"Why did she look back at you when we were talking about Canada?" He questioned, his elbow resting on the table.

"Oh, she told me where she was actually from, she probably looked back at me to see if I spotted the lie." I smiled, taking another sip from my drink.

"She's probably not scared anymore, when we became friends it was in the middle of the whole fight so."

"Was it your plan to befriend her all along?" I said, swirling my straw in the drink, mixing what ever was left with the the ice cubes.

"No, it was actually a coincidence, I thought she was really pretty and had a crush on her," he laughed "By the time I figured out who she was, she was already gone."

I nodded, my face turning into one of realization as I looked at him, raising my eyebrows. "You were talking about her when we spoke on the phone?"

"Yes Jaehyun, I told you it was her like a thousand times remember, we were so in shock." I looked down, looking back up at him with a small smile.

"Yea I remember now."

"Why, do you think I should ask her out? My dad would kill me." He laughed, leaning back in his chair, grabbing the last mozzarella stick.

"No please don't, she's literally a slut, we hooked up like first night."

His eyes got wide as a smile circled around the mozzarella stick he was eating. He finished it off, his immense smile slowly fading smaller.

"Wait what?" His voice was a little cracked, his smile a little broken as he looked at me. The sparkle in his eyes could make anyone not want to hurt him, even his greatest enemy.

"Yeah, she's a little crazy." I laughed nervously, tapping the table with my finger tips.

"Yeah," he giggled.

"But why would you do that?" He looked at me, his eyes squinting slightly as he titled his head. "Well, she wanted to, and I was bored so I just did it. Plus I got to take her out to breakfast the next morning and find out more personal information about her."

"And what did you find out?" Doyoung said, his face getting far more agitated as I spoke calmly.

"Well she told me she was from France, and that her mom got killed— by us."

"So she told you stuff you already knew."

I gulped, looking at him timidly as I nodded. "Yea."

"So you hooked up and then took her on a date after I told you I liked her."

I looked down, staying completely silent as his upset aura soundlessly hit me in a way that hurt more than any physical punch.

"Doyoung." I said, following him as he got up from the table, walking to the alley behind the bar lighting a cigarette.

"Jaehyun, please get away from me. I am going to freak out on you."

"Doyoung I swear it was nothing."

He leaned on the wall, pushing the bud of the cigarette on the cold concrete of the bar.

"You know, you've always gotten everything you've wanted since we were kids, it's not fair." He looked up at me, his face full of indignation.

"Doyoung, it's not that serious I swear."

"But it is though. I want what I want too— I want something to myself, without having to share."

I looked at him, trying to make the conversation less daunting. "I'm the reason you even got to hook up with her in the first place, be grateful."

"Oh thanks for the handout Jaehyun, Im really grateful you left your leftovers for me." He walked up to me, an unsettling feeling washing over my body as I looked into his eyes that have now turned completely dark and cold.

"You give yourself way too much damn credit Jaehyun, in all reality you're just an asshole that only cares for yourself."

He was about to say something else, but choked on his words; rolling his eyes before walking away from me.

"Doyoung relax you can't even date her so I don't get what the big deal is." I shouted to him, my words getting choked up as regret and guilt spewed into my brain.

"You just don't get it do you." He paused, turning around to face me, his eyes filled of sorrow, voice shaky as he gave me a pitiful look.

"I'm sorry I said that Doyoung, I really am, but don't let something like this ruin our friendship."

"I was never your friend Jaehyun—" he took a deep breath, his eyes turning back cold.

"In fact, I hate you."

He reached into his pocket, pulling out an all black matte gun.

"Don't say that Doyoung, no you don't." I looked at the gun, then back up at him.

"I hate you, a lot. I wish my dad would've left you in that alleyway." He pointed the gun at me, his finger methodically finding its way to the trigger.

"Please, put the gun down. I'm sorry Doyoung, please just put it down. I won't do anything with her again."

"Oh I know." He sarcastically smiled.

"Goodbye Jaehyun— Fuck you."

I felt a sharp pain in my stomach, covering it up with my hands as I looked down, blood covering my fingers. I looked back up at him, a shocked expression on his face like he didn't think he would do it either.

I fell to the ground, looking up to the night sky, holding my wound taking it in as I got lightheaded.

"Jaehyun." A familiar voice rung in my ears as I just laid, ignoring it. I felt someone lift my head up and a tight pressure on my lower abdomen.

"Jaehyun it's gonna be ok, just look at me, you're gonna be ok." I saw Y/n's face ever so slightly, my vision blurring slowly as I fell weaker. "HELP!" I heard her scream over and over again, my vision getting weaker as the sounds surrounding me started to fade as well.

I looked to the stars again, closing my eyes slowly till everything was dark and I couldn't hear anymore.

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"He lost a lot of blood, but he's in surgery now and there's a very high chance that he will survive."

I looked at the doctor from my seat. My eyes were nearly shut as I sat there with my leg shaking anxiously.

"How long till I can see him?" I questioned, my voice raspier than usual.

"Let me go check on that for you Miss." I nodded, taking out my phone. I took a piece of paper out of my pocket, examining it before typing the digits into my keypad. The phone rang for a few seconds then I heard his voicemail.

"Hi this is Doyoung! I can't come to the phone right now but keep a look out because I'll call you back soon. Bye-bye!"

I took a deep breath, looking at the floor before hearing foot steps approaching me.

"Hi ma'am, it should just be two more hours and then you'll be able to see him. Can I get you anything while you wait?"

"No thank you." I smiled numbly, resting my head on my head as I dozed off slowly.

"Ma'am?"

I heard as I woke up a bit disturbed. The unpleasant feeling of the hospital lights shining in my eyes making me grumpy.

"Ma'am. He's out of surgery, you can follow me up to his room." The nurse said, looking at me with a slightly concerned look on her face. I followed her to his room, his eyes closed as he peacefully laid on the hospital bed.

“I know you’re probably tired so I’ll talk to you in the morning Miss…?”

“Y/n.” I smiled, my eyes puffy as she gave me a sympathetic smile, shutting the door behind her as she left the room. I looked back at him, walking to the hospital bed, biting my lip uncomfortably as I looked at him.

“I’m glad he didn’t leave you in that alleyway.” I whispered, half of me hoping he heard me, but the other half hoping he didn’t, hoping he didn’t find out what I was keeping from him in this way.

“I’m glad.”

I rubbed his cold, soft hand before finding my way to the couch that sat beside the bed. I laid, placing my jacket over my body as I looked at Jaehyun, the only thing moving was his chest as I followed the rhythm of his breathing with my tired eyes, dozing off soon after on the uncomfortable couch.

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To be continued …🎀

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Authors note- hi again! Sorry to leave you on a cliff hanger, but I will be going on a short break. When I come back the whole story will be posted, please feel free to dm me or comment if you would like to be tagged in part 2! I’m gonna say it again, but obviously their personalities are for the plot and I DO NOT think they are like this, or would do this. I hope you liked part 1 my loveys can’t wait to post part 2 for you🩷!

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