Jing Yuan x Fem!Reader |Suggestive stuff, sex but not very descriptive, fluff, lazy evenings with the General. mentions of marriage, and cooking lessons.

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Jing Yuan was a well-received man among the Xianzhou Luofu, not only as the general within the seat of Divine Foresight but also as the general of the Cloud Knights, and a beloved one at that. But even with the dozing general's behavior within the past few weeks despite his occasional need to rest his eyes, some of his dear soldiers found him a bit off.

The general seems out of it, even more than usual. His eyes would drift off, his voice would sound as if he was hardly present, and his sleeping habits? Usually, it was a few naps here and there, but the Divine Commissioner Fu Xuan pondered if the general was going senile. He would completely knock out on his desk, barely speak, and only mumble about needing to head to the market about something.

Was he trying to prepare a feast? When Fu Xuan asked Yanqing the general's junior, "What in the world is going on with the general? He is needed immediately for some reports and a few details about the Xianzhou!" The sage mirrored Yanqings already confused face. "I don't know where he is.." Yanqing offered with a shrug. The poor boy didn't know either. Where was Ying Juan?

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"Now add more water. Not that much!" You semi-shouted. Jing Yuan faulted his movements and stopped adding the water from the pitcher. You checked the large pan to see if the mixture was too diluted or not enough. Taking the wooden spoon you tasted it a little more. "Add some more chilies and some more salt." The general listened to your command accordingly and added a few more grounded chilies and a pinch of salt. You sprinkled some sugar into the tomato-based mixture. Giving it a taste some more, you handed the spoon off to Jing Yuan.

With a satisfied grin and lick of his lips a signature grin formed on the lips of Jing Yuan. "Is this is? Do we add the eggs now?" The excitement bounced off him and made you smile back too. Shakshuka isn't a fairly hard recipe, but it's somewhat new to the people of Xianzhou. You handed him three large eggs and let him crack them into the pan. Letting the egg whites warm and finally cook to a good temperature you quickly set the table and prepare some plates and other sides made earlier.

Jing Yuan smirked as your eyes lit up as you congratulated him on successfully creating another dish. It wasn't that he couldn't cook, he was partially and ok-cook. However, your family has owned a restaurant within the ship and it was becoming popular due to the somewhat foreign dishes presented to it. So much as so, the General of the Cloud Knights asked you to personally cook for him more often. Was this his way to get an excuse to see you more often rather than the beautiful women behind the counter of one of his favorite new places to eat? Yes. Yes, it was. Was he ashamed? Nope.

However, when you instead asked if you could teach him to cook some of the dishes since he was so adamant about eating your food. So badly you felt like he needed to learn how to cook. Hence how the deal was formed. Jing Yuan would spend a pretty penny on getting some ingredients that he had to hunt for on the Luofou, including certain spices, herbs, and even certain types of milk. Every night he would welcome you into his home and fill his kitchen with all the ingredients on the list you would send him. In return, you'd teach him and even let him have some recipe cards or coupons for your family's restaurant. Plus he got to spend more time with you. But night after night and lesson after lesson, Jing Yuan didn't want to let you go.

Each time you'd hold him tight and compliment him on his growing skills or your star-like eyes when you'd taste his newly refined dishes was enough to make the general feel a lovesick grin on his lips. The nights he wanted to ask you to stay a little longer, to taste more of the food he wanted to give you. He wanted you to hold him close again, smile at him with those lips he wanted to taste the food off from. To taste you fully was a wish he buried within his chest and mind every night when you two would bid farewell until the next evening. For nights he would lay awake and wish you were next to him. His heart couldn't;t take it every time you'd smile, or how when you want to know something is too hot, you'll stick your tongue out like a cute puppy.

Speaking of animals, Mimi loved you! You'd spend a good thirty minutes just relaxing and cuddling Mimi, Jing Yuan from his kitchen would peak out and check on the two of you. At first, you feared the lion but the moment you realized she was similar to her owner in a more special way. It was keen that the two of you would be close. Which was a win in Jing Yuan's book. The times you'd gather at the table with him, handing her some food specially made for her (cat food but make it for lions oml), Jing Yuan didn't think of a more perfect situation with the two of you.

This night after the shakshuka was finished, Jing Yuan helped you make the table and set the table again, but this time he felt it would be the last time. The tone of the evening wasn't as light or as airy as before. This time he could sense a bit of sadness behind your smiles, a bit of anxiety behind your voice. Tonight it would be the two of you again, Mimi was off in her own world with her bowl of food, but even when you greeted her it was different. You sat down beside the general and begin eating the portions he served you, his eyes watched you analytically. He was trying to figure out what was on your mind.

Why not ask, then?

"Something wrong with the food dear?" The nickname came out of habit, more so than Jing Yuan would want to say. You shook your head quickly, and you snapped out of your somewhat of a daze. "No, not at all, I just..ah.." You looked around trying to avoid his golden gaze. A large warm hand held yours gently.

"Hey, [Name]..darling look at me. What's wrong?" He leaned forward a little and tried to use his other hand to direct your chin to face him. Your eyes met, Jing Yuan's eyes were full of life but seemed drained. Making you feel a bit more guilty. While the general was beyond enthralled with your eyes. The color was something he could see a thousand times but yet on you, as your eyes...it was the most beautiful color. To him, it was a work of art, an artist full of life perfectly and personally colored them, full of shape and raw natural beauty. Your lips pulled into a frown as you answered him finally.

"I just feel guilty, you seem a little more distracted lately because of the little lessons and such...plus your sleep is being thrown off because of how late I come by and I don't want you sacrificing sleep or your position.." You were silenced when Jing Yuan's chuckle sounded through the space. (Mimi's small snores also combated that, but let's not ruin the moment)

Jing Yuan took in a breath. Both his hands were now holding your face in place, and his soft smile bloomed against the light of the dining area lamp. The warm colors of his eyes were like little stars waiting for you to make a wish on them.

"You are in no way a bother to me, my job, or my sleep. Matter you make them seem better. I was the one who asked you to cook for me personally. You had more reason to teach me to cook those dishes. Your laughter, voice, and smile make me want to spend all the hours of the night with you. Every night, as of fact."

Jing Yuan, for that time, didn't care really about anything other than your smile. He wanted to know what you wanted of him so he could give it to you. "Please let me indulge a little for tonight...my dear?"

The warm, strong hands held you close as he felt your body press with his. The shakshuka? Forgotten on the table. The stove was off, and the food could get cold, but right now, he wanted to taste, feel, and bring life in your warmth. Your lips connected first as a small peck, a little easy test for what was to come. Then the kisses became more hungry, groans, moans, and the daring touches of his hands moving any which way you wanted them to.

Jing Yuan kissed along your face, down your jaw and neck. His hands slipped underneath your shirt and held the skin of your abdomen and stomach against his sturdy frame. His eyes focused on you, and you only.

When you whispered his name as a pleas for him to continue he corrected you once.

"For tonight and hopefully for every night beyond this, call me Jing Yuan, not general. This time I'm not here for the lesson but for you. My dear, let me get a single taste of you and your love along with mine."

Guiding you beyond the table and into a different room, Jing Yuan layed you down along the bed, his sheets were soft and warm, his hands were a contrast due to the rough nature they were accustomed to. But his touch on you was gentle.

Throughout the night, your moans, his words of love, and admiration gave a bloom of love. Within Xianzhou, the people live beyond what would be considered normal, so marriages were scarce, but at this moment he wanted, no needed you to be his. Every morning to have you by him, with your presence, and every night, he would hold you tenderly while he slept at peace.

"Please, my dear [name]! please stay a little longer with me. Just a bit..."

He would groan into your ears, his voice velvety and his words sweet as honey. Food aside, he wanted to have this course again and again until the time finally came for it to end. But for tonight, and so forth until that day comes, you are his, he will forever be yours.

AN: Sorry, this was a long one oof.

A blue jay!!!!

Shapeshifter Sephiroth is so funny to me like imagine a random cadet come to the general's office to report and instead of finding their mighty silver commander, they just find a white kitty lying on the said commander's table, doozing peacefully.

Cadet: Sorry for my interruption, sir, I'm here for my report-

Cadet:

Kittyroth: Zz...z...zzz...

Cloud: Are there anything you need help with?

Cadet: I... Am trying to find the general?

Cloud: Oh! You must be new here, sorry but you may have to do it another time, you see /He gestures to the white kitten, still bathing in the sun/ It's his nappy time now.

Cadet:

Genesis, appear from nowhere with his coat covered in cat hair, pointing accusingly at the culprit: YOU DEMON!

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Mal turned into a little dragon

MC's husband returns from "war"

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Papa Simeon with their Baby MC

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Lilia flirting w/ MC

Rook's wandering eye is the caused of tears

Malleus & MC's kid gulps down the whole cone

MC's platonic world

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Headpats w/ Floyd

Leona taking care of Baby MC

Baby MC is just like Azul

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Mal jealous of his past self

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Mal go correct them buddy

Grim interviewing MC's future sugar dad

Lilia and MC as archenemies

Azul having MC's baby pics

Mal VIBRATING HIGH

Baby MC's just like Azul

Incorrect quotes w/ Kalim

Toddler MC at Diasomnia

I have nothing to say but just PURE FLUFF

Baby MC at Diasomnia

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The Ultra Stage: The greatest hero - final thoughts: full detailed plot (part 2/3)

In part 1 you can read my thoughts on the musical in general, understudy Deku (when Shimura was sick), background fun interactions between characters and what changed between the three dates I've watched it.

Here I will write a detailed summary of the plot! I've skipped the intermissions here!

THE RECAP

Like the previous ones, the musical starts with a recap, this time directly showing All Might last fight with AFO. We see Bakugou and Deku watching All Might con the sides, and then they both sing about him. The song, like all in the musical but the last one, is new.

The rest of the recap is only focusing on the story of Bakugou and Deku: middle school bullying, the river incident, the sludge, Deku training for OFA, getting into UA, a recap of their Deku vs Kacchan fight and some more about their interactions.

The musical then starts with All Might talking with Nezu, introducing the idea of the dormitories, and the scene quickly changes to Aizawa and All Might visiting the Bakugous. The scene is identical to the anime, with some creatively used light and cubes to recreate the flashback of Aizawa speaking to the reporters. Another small difference is that the Bakugous bow while standing up.

Next we see All Might talking to Inko, and in the background (without sound) we see Aizawa talking to Jirou's parents, and Jirou dad pretend to be angry with him and storming off.

When Deku reads Kota's letter, a dance with the kid's signature hat comes in to represent him.

Then we see the students returning to UA. Aizawa reprimands them, and then when he decides to not expell them he literally skips away jumping on the stage.

The next scene is Bakugou making Kaminari use his quirk to make everyone laugh. Ochako covers Tsuyu's eyes, and Deku seems surprised Bakugou is giving money to Kirishima. When everyone walks out, we have Mineta, Aizawa and Iida introducing the rooms, before a full on hilarious musical numbers. The musical number centers on Mina and the girls while they all visit different rooms.

Rooms: Deku is a full on All Might posters + carpets being rolled on stage and Ochako calls him an otaku. Iida is just a wall of glasses, Kaminari shows his lamp (Aoyama dressed as a lamp), Aoyama ends up on a platform dancing with a sparkling ball. Shoji has a miniature room that all the students come close to look at. Ojiro's room is very generic and is also rolled in on stage. Mineta tries to invite them, but Deku shoves him quickly off stage. Kirishima is mainly a small dance number and people hitting him with the poles (a classic of the musical), Sero's room also passes by very quickly. Todoroki's room is rolled on stage and is a beautiful Japanese room, and everyone sits down almost on reverence. Sato brings out a microwave and everyone eats cake while flowy fans represents the delicious smell of food. Koda has a bunch of plushies and then Bakugou walks out dressed as his bunny (what bunny bakugou does change every show).

The girls room are all just a screen with the room projected on and pass by very quickly, a part from Momo's, whose bed is dragged on stage and the whole class kneels (Ochako almost faints). The other is Tsuyu, who is shown behind a closed door looking at the classmates.

Then a small camera is given to Todoroki who films the winner announcement (Sato, for the disappointment of poor Aoyama). Todoroki has been yawning and doozing off through the whole song, so finally he goes to sleep but Ochakp stops him. They go see Tsuyu and the rescue students apologize to her. They all hug her but Deku, who is looking at Bakugou in the change of scene.

After the rooms, the students find out about the license exam and we have them meeting the other schools. In the manga this happens a bit later, but at this point the musical introduces Inasa (who interrupts a circle of the class doing a Plus Ultra, with Bakugou getting dragged in by Kirishima), Ms Joke, Camie, Seiji, Shindo (who blinds everyone with his smile, such Aoyama tries to replicate), Shindo's girlfriend (who only appears in this scene) and Itejiro (who is introduced by picking a fight with Bakugou in the background).

After these introductions, we have the "pick the name of your special move" scene, which is a call back to "pick your hero name" from musical 2 (the characters even cheer in the same way). The teachers join the stage, and the musical number shows every student perfecting a move. Mina's move is probably the best done, with smoke coming out of the all rounders she hits. At one point the stage gets dark, only showing us Bakugou and Deku, and we have a small song about Deku's admiration for Bakugou, while he looks at the other student. Uraraka is in the darkened background and she seems hesitant, looking at Deku, but when she makes to reach for him, All Might and the others interrupt her. We get then a small scene of All Might teaching the students, with the camera showing on the big screen his teaching book. Another cute All Might thing is that his yellow antenna-like hair jump up now and then!

After receiving the advice, Deku gets to Hatsume. Everything here is the same, and the scene ends up with Hatsume dragging Iida off stage and Ochako and Deku looking in worry. The rest is the continuation of the previous song, with Hatsume talking with Deku and Ochako about their modifications. A funny moment was when, while dancing, Ochako physically puts herself between Deku and Mei, to separate them. When then Bakugou accidentally destroys a rock and almost hits All Might, Deku's new costume and move is introduced with a song.

The next scene sees Yokumiru (played by All Might's actor) introducing the license exam. This scene changes a bit between shows, and to show the points system we have Present Mic and three all rounders. When the chase starts, the stage has Aizawa and Joke on opposite sides commenting on the students. There's then a small song, before we have the first part of the license exam. This is the same as the manga, so I'll write just some impressions.

Inasa has a big amazing entry with his quirk shown through the screen and suspended spheres over the stage. Camie/Toga is quite amazing, the fight, especially after Toga transforms back into Camie is very dynamic. And Uraraka's actress playing Toga was chilling! The scene with Sero, Uraraka and Deku passing the exam is instead very short, but a lot of emphasis was put on Camie/Toga addressing Uraraka when she expected Deku to be addressed, and I think the musical sets up the Toga vs Uraraka dynamic quite well. Bakugou, Denki and Kirishima vs Seiji was the same. Todoroki also had a very small scene, with finally Inasa acting cold towards him for the first time. Aoyama and Iida had their scene, with a flashback on screen of kid Aoyama, and the rest of the class jumps in to save them with a screen of Koda's doves.

Bakugou's first compliment to Deku's user of his quirk ("you made it your own") is quite prominent, with a shocked Deku looking back at Bakugou, while the other slowly turns to look at him. The rest of the class dances and sings around them, and Bakugou and Deku silently walk to swap their places.

After this part, the focus is on the comedic scene where Mineta, Sero and Kaminari teases Deku about Camie. Tsuyu seems to want to go to them but Ochako stops her and the two stretch while listening. After Ochako's attempt to talk to Deku gets interrupted again, the second part of the exam starts, leaving her wondering what she's going. There's a reprise of Aoyama's song from musical two ("you like him, don't you?"), and Ochako sings a solo about putting aside her feelings.

A small thing I forgot, the Help Us Company is hilarious and is introduced in an almost zombie style song! There's small reprised of this song during this part.

My memory also can't exactly place it, but I think before this point, before Ochako's song probably, we have a flashback of the river scene again, and of Bakugou and Deku finding the All Might card (with Bakugou putting it in his pocket).

As usual, the rest is quite loyal. Gang Orca arrives, Todoroki and Inasa mess up, with the combination of their quirks shown through the screen. The Inasa flashback is also done through a screen, with Endeavor's eyes shown first, and Shouto's cold eyes after. The fight is relatively long, mixed up with Shindo, Deku, and what Bakugou and the others are doing. It ends up with Deku, Todoroki and Inasa ready to attack Gang Orca, but the stop signal rings and the exam ends.

The next scene is the screen with all the names of the students that passed. We have the classic Mineta teasing Todoroki, and the trio who failed accept the remedial exam. The scene changes to Uraraka chasing Deku, who is happy with his new license. We have some extra background scenes of Ochako and Deku taking each the photo of the other with their licenses, and Todoroki accidentally burning Aoyama's license and trying to apologize. The license scene ends with All Might receiving a photo of Deku's license card.

We're back at the dormitories, and Bakugou walks about the audience to challenge Deku. They start walking in circles around the stage, the background changing into streets. At every circle, we smoothly (thanks to moving panels) get the actors re-enacting some of their flashbacks. In particular we get: Deku admiring Bakugou as a kid, Bakugou choosing Deku as a nickname, Bakugou getting his quirk, the river incident (this time with Bakugou's left hand almost raising to accept Deku), Bakugou bullying Deku, telling him not to go to UA, the sludge incident, then Deku standing up to Bakugou, and some dialogues from their later fights.

Once the flashbacks stop, they arrive to ground beta and the screens turn into night. The rest is identical to the anime, and the fight actually happens without singing, but using some interesting music from musical two (the one from Deku saving Bakugou). The fight was actually quite scary, I thought they would accidentally hit each other!

There's a lot of jumping around, and at one point each get a small light in their hands: Bakugou has a orange light and Deku a green light. It all ends up like in the anime, and All Might intervenes and hug a crying Bakugou.

This is quite similar to the way musical two ended, with All Might hugging a crying Deku. At the end Bakugou also has bandaged arms, like Deku had at the end of the previous musical.

After this we get Aizawa reprimanding them, and then the class teasing Bakugou and Deku who are cleaning the common room. Aoyama throws around confetti, and the class has to restrain Bakugou from attacking him. When the students leave, Bakugou and Deku spend a comically long amount of time in absolute silence. Deku starts picking up the confetti, and Bakugou vacuum. Then Deku speaks up and he has this giant smile when Bakugou actually comments on his fighting style.

This is the last scene of the musical, before the final song which is "I want to be a hero". It is choreographed differently than usual, and I talked about it in part one, if you want to read it!

Part one here

I'm staring right back at ya too, ya know!

by Cocoa_Cacao

One day, Wilbur wakes up and sees an eye in the sky. About a couple of months later when Tommy, Wilbur, Techno and Phil move in, Tommy seems to be doozing off during recordings, looking towards the sky and Wilbur gets the courage to ask him whats wrong. Then after that, weird shit happens to the sbi and their close friends. To all of the world, actually. (Based of some story I read but forgot the authors name, so sorry)

Words: 266, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Real Person Fiction

Rating: General Audiences

Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence

Categories: Gen

Characters: Wilbur Soot, TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Technoblade's Chat (Video Blogging RPF), Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Ranboo (Video Blogging RPF), Toby Smith | Tubbo

Relationships: Wilbur Soot & TommyInnit, Wilbur Soot & Technoblade & TommyInnit & Phil Watson, Ranboo & Toby Smith | Tubbo & TommyInnit

Additional Tags: Wilbur Soot-centric, Older Sibling Wilbur Soot, Protective Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Piglin Hybrid Technoblade (Video Blogging RPF), Winged Phil Watson (Video Blogging RPF), Avian TommyInnit (Video Blogging RPF), Siren Wilbur Soot, Ghost Wilbur Soot, Cussing

source https://archiveofourown.org/works/38757705

Sunday Stream - back in bitsies Game: Vagante 7.992 watching | 45.910.139 total views

“Wassup everyone! This is Yuzu ~ Did you miss me?!”

As she sits down in her chair, the feeling of failure is a little less present. She had joined for the challenge alone but part of her of course can’t help but feel disappointed she got eliminated so early. She can only imagine how her parents must be laughing at her right now. With a sigh she rubs her face and rolls her intro, getting ready to stream.

This was good, this felt like home. Here she was happy and nothing could hurt her. The comments keep streaming in and even if she doesn’t support anyone getting angry for her sake, it feels nice to read the chat being supportive and plotting to burn the mnet building down. 

“Hello friends,” she greets enthusiastically when her intro is done rolling, a smile on her lips and glasses on her nose. Her hair is tied into a messy bun and she looks cozy and tiny like she always does. When more and more comments keep pouring in, supportive, happy to see her or just telling her to fuck mnet she can’t help but laugh. “Y’guys... yer the best foreal. I dun like wanna talk ‘bout the show too much? Unless y’got questions? It was like... it was a survival show. Playin’ a From Software game is kinda the challenge level y’got there folks. I was already surprised I made it past the first round so we’re gucchi! Oh PhantomThiefBard comin’ in with the bitsies?!”

“If given the chance will you try for an audition again?”

The streamer tilts her head, inhaling a sharp breath through her nose. “I’m not sure to be honest- It’s like tryin’a dark souls zero deffs playthru. Foreal. The gamer within me dun wanna back down from the challenge but... do I have the same dedication to this whole idol business like I got to gamin’ and my streamin’ stuff? Ehhh I ain’t so sure ‘bout that. For now I think I’m good to be back here, gamin’, streamin’ for ya guys 4 days a week n’ goofin’ round with my fellow gamin’ nerds. Speakin’ of which- we’re gonna try vagante today! So that’ll be a fun experience. I heard the game’s real fun and cute to play so~ leggo!”

Headcanons — A normal Christmas

Port Mafia

Generally speaking, I think Port Mafia has a love-hate relationship with Christmas.

They probably gather for what should be a few hours but transforms into all night. Probably surely everything is expensive. Everyone is obligated to bring a gift for Elise

Mori (and Elise, of course)

Mori is the type to do everything extra by the simple reason that Elise loves Christmas. The tree is probably taller and heavier than any other, he lets her decorate as she wishes and the gifts pile up just as high as the tree. I can imagine him having a bit of a sweet tooth and loving Christmas sweets, honestly.

Elise teases him about it for sure.

Kouyou

She's probably the type to maintain everything in place and be a freak about everything being absolutely perfect to the last details. She probably feels a bit lonely at her own home, so she waits dearly for the Port Mafia Christmas party and buys gifts for everyone dear to her.

Akutagawa siblings

I think Ryuu hates Christmas and winter in general. It's cold, it probably gives him very unpleasant memories of cold and living on the streets. He's not the type to be cozy or snuggle or anything like this.

But Gin? She adores Christmas. She loves the warmth of it, the cinnamon in drinks, the cringe yet cute matching sweaters, all of that.

And Ryuu loves his sister. So he indulges into everything, from drinking hot chocolate to ugly matching sweaters to going on a frenzy to buy gifts which he carries with Rashoumon. He probably nags at Gin about pulling her scarf properly to not get sick while not properly taking care of himself and her having to wrap it properly around him.

Gin would be extra, but also quite simplistic. She puts price in the small things. The size of the tree doesn't matter, the price of the gifts don't matter. She just enjoys having something to celebrate with her dear ones.

Chuuya

He likes Christmas and doesn't at the same time. He likes the concept of Christmas and the idea of having people together and gifts and all, don't get me wrong. But he feels lonely. He's not very happy about leaving his home on Christmas to go to the Port Mafia Headquarters, but he's not fond of staying at home either. It's a weird mix and he's probably quite sour during that period. He does buy gifts though, and quite expensive ones. He inevitably gets drunk.

Hirotsu

He's probably the happiest one about Christmas. He's fond of having everyonr together and "watching over the kids" like the grandpa figure that he is. His gifts don't focus on price as much as on significance. He somehow knows what everyone likes and buys gifts according to that.

Higuchi

She makes a team with Gin. They're besties, I'm telling y'all. She goes with her to buy sweaters and her eyes sparkle about the gifts and she actually loves that they're all gathering at the headquarters and enjoys every second of it. She's a little bubble of happiness.

Armed Detective Agency

Christmas is…unique at ADA. ADA in itself is quite unique, so that doesn't come as an exact surprise. They do come to the Agency to spend the later hours of Christmas together.

Fukuzawa

He loves Christmas, even though it's a pain in the ass in some ways. But he loves seeing his kids everyone together. Loves seeing their genuine smiles and the happiness in their eyes. He's content with the chaos. Prepares mentally for it anyways before the party. He wears the red hat.

Ranpo

He does wear the red specific hat. He complains about the cold. He dramatically says he's already everyone's gift so what else do they need? he buys gifts for everyone. Gifts they genuinely like.

His sweet tooth worsens even more on Christmas. Because there's all those specific Christmas sweets and also the drinks??

He might get a bit drunk, but he's a cute drunk and mostly doozes off.

Yosano

Yosano is fond of Christmas for the same reasons as Yukichi. She also likes getting a bit chaotic and probably ends up threatening someone but it's all fun. She does scream at someone if there are accidents and anyone gets hurt. It's the only day she doesn't want to work at all nor use her ability.

Kunikida

He is losing his mind. He plans everything beforehand and coordonates everyone and wants everything perfect to the smallest details and screams until he loses his voice probably and he's going to grow white hair in that rhythm and nothing works the way he wants it to.

But all of it means nothing the moments he sees the smiles and happiness and the way it all seems to buzz within everyone. That's the part he actually enjoys about Christmas.

Dazai

During Port Mafia days, he probably hated Christmas. In ADA, though, he loves it. He can annoy Kunikida, can have fun watching everyone trying to decorate, gets gifts and everything is just…different. In a good way. He's content watching the chaos and even participating in it. Probably dramatically complains about the ice and how he almost suffered such a painful death as slipping on it. If anyone asks if this isn't exactly what he wants, he'll whine about how that's painful and he despises pain. I have a feeling he doesn't like the cold and having to wear so many layers of clothes which is quite ironic. At some point, everyone will "bully" him about how even on Christmas he slacks and does nothing to help.

Kenji

Kenji absolutely adores Christmas. It reminds him of his family and a big full of food and people table, of cozy snuggles under blankets in front of the fire and hot chocolate and gifts.

He provokes chaos anyways exactly because of it. He wants to help so much, to do so many things. He probably accidentally swings the tree and hits someone more like knocks someone down.

He's not that good at bringing gifts, so he brings a lot of food people love him so they give him a lot of things like warm bread or oranges.

Kyouka

At first, she's apprehensive about Christmas at ADA. She's not sure what to expect and the gifts for others are handmade and terribly cute and she's so shy when she gives them?

She relaxes when she realizes everyone is just their normal messy self and there's chaos like always. She enjoys it a lot. Getting gifts from others probably surely emotionates her.

Atsushi

He's a MESS. He doesn't know what to do or what gifts to bring with the little money he has and even gets a lot of jumpscares because of the chaos in full swing.

It makes him anxious at first but he slowly relaxes and ends up enjoying it a lot.

Rat

Fyodor

He hates Christmas. He hates the cold, the man has had enough of it in Russia. Why is Japan so cold? For once he's dressed appropriately for the weather. He feels like freezing. He does enjoy the warmth of a fire and a can of hot chocolate and biscuits. He pretends to hate Christmas songs but plays them non stop.

one productive month - university diary

three/ thirty days ‘till the exams

today was rather chilled. I had an online exam (or kind of)- we got some questions and had 24 h to complete them. The focus is not on really getting the correct answer but rather showing that you studied the material and had some thoughts about it. I was really nervous because I feared that the question would be very hard, since we can use the internet and all kinds of stuff to search for the answers. But surprisingly it was all rather simple. We had to choose which 6 of the ten questions we wanted to work on, and that was probably my biggest struggle. I have a hard time choosing, since I worked on all of the questions and then couldn’t decide which were the best answers. My boyfriend got kinda annoyed with me rambling about this decision the whole day. But yeah in the end I chose and i hope it will be fine. You can earn one extra point for our final exam by doing good on these tests so yeah.

Tuesday and Monday were also pretty productive - but also very stressful. My cat wasn’t well and since she had had surgery on wednesday last week I was super worried. I went to the veterinarian on Thursday and she got two injections, for possible pain and general nausea. It was much better afterwards, she ate and didn’t throw up anymore but yeah I am still worried. She is not eating as enthusiastically as she used to - but she kinda stopped that a longer while ago so I am just reading very much into it.

she is always very eager to help me study and then just doozing off ... in very unpractical positions for me

Healer/ Team fortress OC.

Meet the Healer;

Quiet, mentally unstable and generally quite vicious, Healer has a tendency to think that probing the minds of people is a good thing. She thinks that tweaking and tinkering with the mind helps to reduce stress, nerves or depression; and has managed to successfully spend most her life studying the mind and brain itself. Before joining TF industries, Healer was a therapist at a local hospital in her town Düsseldorf Germany. She was laid very well, but left due to her sickening habits of mentally orthring her patients into thinking that there problems were going to get worse if they didn’t succumb to them.

Not only is she cruel when she is in a angered mood, but if she ever sees a team mate walking past, she’ll ask them for a session with her where she will restrain and observe as she asks questions that should never be brought out from the dark. Ever.

As for relationships in the team- she loves her team to bits. Though she hurts them sometimes (she never remembers doing anything bad to them), she loves them equally and would never want to hurt them badly. As for working alongside Medic, Healer has developed a liking to the Doctor and finds herself doozing of and dreaming about the things he does, what he likes, what he is thinking etc. It isn’t exactly a good thing, because Healer knows she would never have a chance with him, but as his personal healer on the battlefield, she would still forever love him.

It is her duty to serve Medic while he heals the team, and she kills anyone who dares come near Medic; she has a hand ya is rifle that will gladly chew down on an enemy, and not to mention her Orbito clasps she used for a ‘Nail in the coffin of an enemy’. She protects at all costs.

The only reason she is the way she is, is because she lost her parents at a young age, and then shorty after she lost her sister due to a disease that couldn’t be cured; However, Healer as one special ability that couldn cure this disease, and that is that her blood can heal. It has special abnormal abilities that make studying it more fun and finder in her spare time, Medic to finding it interesting.

However, the blood doesn’t work on relatives without causing serious injury, paralization, organs that don’t work and brain damage. Her sister thought (When she finally found Healer) that doibg this wouldn’t be worth it afterwards, and asked one last thing of Healer.

SHORT BIO:

Full name: Nora Dietrich

Work name: Healer

Age: 24

Hair colour: Black

Eye colour: Red (due to mutation)

Language: German.

Scars/injuries: She has a scarred lip and a cut in the corner of her eye.

The more I play MHGU, the more I'm glad it's not that way anymore.

People like to flex their skill(?) about how MH games pre-World were so much harder but they're honestly not. If anything, they're more basic. It's just that the hotboxes are stupid, everything is extra sluggish, animation lock for days, and the AI is scuffed as hell.

Weird to be so obsessed with something that was mechanically worse just to make yourself feel better.

Chocolate Revolution (part 2)

Fandom: Gintama Characters: Mutsu/Kijima Matako Rating: General Audiences Warnings: n/a Notes: you know i had to do it to ‘em

Summary: Matako does something for Valentine’s Day for the first time in her life and Mutsu begins to understand this Earth’s tradition.

Part 1 | Read on AO3

Ever since the end of the war, Matako found days to be tedious and way too long. Back in the day, during the time the Kiheitai spent on Earth she would mostly be occupied by watching Shinsuke-sama’s back and keeping the rest of the crew in check. On empty days, especially those spent traveling through space, she would kill time following Takechi-senpai around as he came up with and overlooked the Kiheitai’s strategies, or relax listening to Bansai-senpai’s music. But now she had almost nothing to do. There was no big ship to command, no men to guide. Just the four of them in a small house on the outskirts of Edo, having moved on from trying to destroy and burn it to the ground, to trying to help create a better future where past mistakes wouldn’t be repeated.

While helping manage the reconstruction required a lot of work and meetings with so and so, it somehow left Matako with more free time than she was accustomed to, especially once the other members of the Kiheitai started having their own affairs to tend without her, and she was running out of things to do. It hadn’t been until recently that she’d began to explore new interests, after Shiroyasha’s little brat had somehow managed to drag her and Imai Nobume around the city, telling them about all her friends in Edo and the adventures she’d had with the Yorozuya. Since then she had taken a liking to walking around the city and looking at all the different stores. And in a way she also considered the brat and Nobume as her friends, which had also opened the door to her getting to know others outside the Kiheitai.

It was while walking through the shopping district that a sign caught her attention. On it, the store announced its upcoming promotions for Valentine’s Day customized sweets. Maybe it was because just earlier she had been informed about the next meeting, but what crossed her mind after seeing the heart-shaped boxes with assortments of different kinds of chocolate was the face of the Kaientai’s vice-captain — or at least that’s what she told herself. Sure, that was not the first time Mutsu had appeared in her thoughts that day, but it was not the only thing she had been thinking about, and this was just a coincidence. There  was no correlation between this and Valentine’s Day, she didn’t even care about the festivity.

From what she could remember, Valentine’s Day wasn’t a thing back when she was a child. It didn’t even exist in the country before the Amanto first invaded, and it took many years for it to really catch on with the locals. By the time it became a popular celebration, Matako was already part of the Kiheitai, too invested in them to pay attention to silly foreign traditions. Maybe if she had been into it, her younger self would’ve made chocolates for Shinsuke-sama at some point, but that never happened, and those feelings seemed so far away now. She no longer saw him under that light, these days her heart sped up at the sight of… She stopped that train of thought before it moved any further, but then she noticed, she had already bought a confectionery book.

Well, nowadays it was common to give friendship chocolates as well, right? Not everyone giving things for Valentine’s Day had romantic interests in mind. A small treat for the rest of the Kiheitai would be understandable. Maybe she could also give something to Nobume and to the little brat, as a thank you for having been so surprisingly welcoming to her.

After finding a recipe that seemed appealing and buying all the utensils and way more ingredients than she probably needed (just in case things went wrong and she had to start all over again), she chose a free day where everyone else would be out of the house and focused entirely on her task.

On Valentine’s Day, the Kiheitai woke up to three small bags waiting for them on the kitchen counter — each with a handful of square-shaped bonbons. While their responses varied, Matako knew that her gesture had been well received.

Nobume’s reaction was harder to read, her stoic demeanor masquerading her surprise almost entirely. Matako suspected that, just like her, the younger woman had never celebrated this day before. On the contrary, Kagura had been loud and teased her as a response. Matako didn’t say it out loud, but the brat’s brightness was almost contagious.

After them, Matako still had a set of sweets to give, the one she had worked on the hardest. But the person they were intended for was now somewhere among the stars, which meant that for now Matako was left to wait. It had been while trying to follow the instructions on how to temper the chocolate that she finally came to terms with her feelings. Out of all the people she was giving a present to, these confectioneries were for the person she spoke with and knew the least. And yet, she had used the heart-shaped specifically for her.

Matako could barely remember the time she had first seen Mutsu. There were other more pressing issues going on at the time, and she didn’t bother giving Sakamoto’s crew a second glance. It wasn’t until the war ended and things settled down that she really became aware of the Kaientai’s vice-captain.

Her first clear impression of her was how she contrasted against Sakamoto. Matako knew that the latter, just like Shiroyasha and Katsura, despite being a very capable fighter had a tendency of acting like a fool. Meanwhile, Mutsu usually appeared calm and collected, and Matako almost felt sorry at how she seemed to be babysitting her captain everywhere they went. She was probably capable of running the Kaientai herself, but the more Matako observed her, the more obvious it became she genuinely cared for Sakamoto, and more than once she was left wondering how the two had ended up working together.

Mutsu was slightly shorter than her, and yet she never failed to notice her presence whenever she was around. She had a big appetite, and from what it looked like, she was a very strong fighter both in hand-to-hand combat and with the use of guns — Matako later learnt she was part of the Yato clan. Other than Sakamoto, she seemed to have a soft spot for Kagura, and her crew all seemed to think highly of her. Matako knew that getting respect and admiration to that level was not an easy task, which told her Mutsu was also very skilled as a leader. At the same time, while Mutsu wasn’t usually a conversation starter, she had no problem engaging with others, and even when she stayed silent, there was something about her that caught Matako’s attention again and again.

While dealing with Sakamoto, Mutu’s expression was usually a neutral or slightly annoyed one, getting more serious when the situation required it. However, she also smiled often — it wasn’t a big toothy grin, but the way her lips curved up and her eyes softened when she did never failed to make Matako lose her breath for a second. Looking at her had become a constantly dumbfounding experience. Sometimes it made her feel like she had taken a sip from a cup of tea on a snowy day, its warmth inviting her to dooze of and enjoy the distinct feeling of being home. Sometimes, it made the temperature of her skin go up, while her heart felt as if it had been replaced by a fireworks show that was setting off and expanding through her whole body. And then there were times when it was a mixture of both. The one thing that was constant every single time she looked at Mutsu was how she suddenly became painfully aware of each and every beat her heart did, and how the distance between them never seemed short enough.

Maybe it was the holiday spirit of the season hitting her by surprise, but despite all her attempts at hiding and ignoring her feelings, Matako could no longer deny them. She didn’t know Mutsu enough yet to be able to say she was in love, but the way her heart and her body reacted whenever she was around was surely not platonic in nature. She would have to get closer to Mutsu to truly find out how deep her feelings ran and how far they could take her, and for that she would have to take action.

Four passed since Valentine’s Day before Matako finally saw Mutsu again, and she had spent most of that time gathering courage and thinking of the best way to deliver her present.

She waited until almost everyone was gone before calling the other woman out, ready to launch her attack. But once Mutsu turned around and focused her brown eyes on her, everything went out of the window and the words she had carefully planned faded before she could say them out loud. Having to focus more on keeping her heart still than on what was coming out of her mouth, she could only manage to comment on the tardiness of her gesture and her inexperience with it. Starting to panic, she soon excused herself and hurried behind her team’s steps with her tail between her legs.

For the rest of the day, Matako found it hard to concentrate, her mind going back to that short interaction over and over. She had been so focused on trying to manage herself that she didn’t even pay attention to Mutsu’s reaction, leaving her with absolutely no idea of how her present had been received.

Matako spent the weeks that followed the meeting checking the calendar every morning and every night, counting down the days until March 11th, when they would reunite again. Every time Shinsuke-sama or Takechi-senpai called her name, she got hopeful that they would tell her the meeting had been pushed forward.

At the same time, part of her didn’t want the day to ever come. She kept wondering if her move had been misinterpreted, if not completely rejected. Either way, she was almost certain she would not be getting the positive response she desperately wanted.

Once the date finally arrived, she could feel her heart pushing hard against her ribcage.

The Kaientai were the last to arrive, something for which Sakamoto excused in between his loud laughs. Mutsu was focused on keeping her captain in check and didn’t seem to take notice of Matako, both to her relief and her despair.

The hour that followed felt like the longest in her life so far. Matako was barely paying any attention to the other people present, with her eyes fixated on the clock as she stood against the wall behind Shinsuke-sama and Takechi-senpai —her role was closer to being their bodyguard than to an active member of the small committee.

“Relax, you have nothing to worry,” Bansai-senpai whispered to her from his spot next to her. Matako almost wondered if she was being too obvious, but knowing him, it was more likely that he had just listened to her and figured out her mood. What she was unsure of is how much could he tell about what troubled her. Did he interpret her getting more impatient with each minute as just a bad mood and was trying to calm her down, or was he fully aware of the dilemma that had been eating at her for a while now? And if he did know, was he telling her not to worry because he already had an idea of what kind of response she would get, if any? There was also a chance he had seen her give Mutsu the box of chocolates and connected the dots.

Having considered all of these options, she was about to ask the man to elaborate when her focus was turned back to the meeting. Those sitting at the table were done for the day, and as usual, it was the Joui’s antics that transformed the mood from a serious strategy meeting into a casual encounter. This time, Sakamoto included his vice-captain and the new shogun into his drinking plans.

Matako watched the scene unfold, pleading in silence for Mutsu to look at her, even if just for a second. She needed to know if she meant anything to her at all or if it was better to move on before she got any more attached. At this point, Matako was almost certain that her feelings weren’t mutual, but maybe, if she could just see Mutsu smile at her, it would be a sign that she could still have a chance.

However, Mutsu seemed more focused on keeping her captain’s idiocy in check, and paid no attention to the pair of eyes that were fixated on her every move. With each tick of the clock Matako could feel her hope fade away, the indifference hurting her more than any direct rejection would. As everyone else exited the room, Matako found herself wishing she could fade into the wall behind her. The last one to leave was Bansai-senpai, once again telling her not to worry. But Matako didn’t hear him, as the growing pit in her stomach took all of her focus. If anyone were to walk in, they would probably find the sight of her looking at the floor in defeat to be quite pathetic.

Despite feeling almost depleted of energy, she couldn’t stay there swimming in her misery forever. On one hand, this was very far from being the worst thing that had happened to her, but on the other, she hadn’t been this hopeful or looked forward to something good happening in such a long time that it felt from another life, yet this had ended even before it even began. But maybe it was better for things to end this way, before she got her hopes higher. And as impossible as it seemed at that very moment, she had to keep moving forward. If she had learned anything during the past few months, was that the future was uncertain, and she would find the happiness her heart longed for, and if not, she would build it herself one brick at a time. Her past self from a year ago would have never imagined where her life was at now, just like her current self didn’t know where she would be standing a year from now.

Back on the streets of Edo, she stretched her arms up and looked to the sky. It was a beautiful day, and it would be a waste if she spent the rest of it sulking alone. The air was chilly as winter had yet to end, but she could already feel the first signs of spring. She could hear the birds sing, and the cherry blossoms would be blooming soon. There were many things to say about the fleeting beauty of it all, but Matako wasn’t much of a poet. Walking without any hurry, she focused on feeling the rays of sunlight kissing her skin each step she took. Edo was changing so fast, she had to make the most of the views it had to offer before they were gone.

Something caught Matako’s attention, making her stop dead on her tracks — she could see Mutsu standing under the shadow of a naked tree trunk, from what it looked like, waiting for her. As soon as she saw her, the shorter woman began walking towards her, not caring about the sun hitting her directly. Matako could feel her heartbeat getting faster the closer Mutsu got. Growing impatient and forgetting about her negative feelings from just moments ago, she also started moving forward. They both stopped once they were face to face and there was less than a meter separating them — though in Matako’s eyes it was still an unbearably long distance.

She opened her mouth, still trying to think of what to say, but Mutsu was the first to speak.

“I was waiting for you,” she said and extended her arms in front of her, offering Matako a gift box. Looking at it in surprise, she noticed it was almost the same as the one she had used the month before; the same size and shape, but in a different color. “I know it’s a little early,” Mutsu said, mirroring the words Matako had used the last time they had talked, “but I wanted to give you this as soon as possible.”

Matako accepted the box by taking it while giving a small bow. She could feel Mutsu’s eyes on her as she carefully untied the ribbon and opened the box. The contents were also similar to what she had made, but the bonbons had been made using white chocolate instead of dark. Matako wondered if all the care put into almost recreating her own gift were due to Mutsu taking the description of White Day very literally, of if it meant their feelings for each other were mutual. Mutsu gestured for her to try one of the bonbons so she did. The sweetness of the shell matched perfectly with the tartness of the strawberry filling, and Matako was delighted by the taste. She looked up and bit her lip to hide the gasp that tried to escape her when her eyes met with Mutsu’s.

“Last month you left before I could say thank you,” the shorter woman began speaking again. Matako blushed and uttered an apology, but Mutsu rejected it. “I’m glad you did, it gave me the time to really think about what you were trying to say. I got your message, and I hope you also accept my response.”

“And your response is…?” Matako asked. Despite everything, she couldn’t help to feel nervous and think of different ways things could go that weren’t the one she was hoping for. As she waited for an answer, the world around her seemed to stand still in anticipation.

Mutsu’s reply was to place her hands on the sides of Matako’s face and pull her down a little. Matako closed her eyes by reflex, jumping up a little when she felt Mutsu’s lips on hers. The touch caused an electric shock to travel around her body. Tired of wasting time, Matako put her free hand on the back of Mutsu’s head and pushed her even closer, deepening the kiss.

Matako had no idea how much time had passed by the time they parted, as the world around them seemed to had stayed still while they kissed. The warm rays of sun were still hitting her skin, the same birds were singing their songs, and the cherry blossoms were still covered in buds ready to bloom. But now she saw it with different eyes. Just like spring was about to begin, she could feel something growing inside of her.

Mutsu offered her hand, and Matako’s face lit up with a smile and a blush. She took the other woman’s hand and intertwined their fingers, and the two began exploring the streets of Edo together. She wanted these moments to last an eternity, but before she noticed, the sky was getting dyed red as the sun started to set down. Mutsu took her to a looking point from where they could see the city change colors, but for Matako the most beautiful view yet was that of the light making Mutsu’s eyes sparkle as she smiled back at her.

Every time she saw them, she couldn’t hold herself back and had to kiss her again. More than chocolate, Mutsu’s lips were a treat Matako was getting addicted to.

☘❀☘ ☘❀☘

Send me “ ☘❀☘” to give my Muse (Ask-Reciever) a Bouquet of Flowers!

Even the walls of her cabine were vibrating from the engines woarking to keep the life-supporting-systems, the artificial grvity and teh aircirculation and generation moving. The vibration worked from the low ceiling along the grey, naked durasteelwalls and into the Tynnans bunk she was laying on, making her bristle her pelt in miserable revulsion as the vibration crawled into her skin, her veins, her muscles, her bones and made every single breath aching. Ziv hated beeing in space. Ziv hated beeing in space, because she always got spacesick. It was the beeping of her cabines door that brutally pushed the Tynnan out of her comatose like doozing and threw her into a state of waking that greeted her with a wave of dizziness which made her stomach turn, turn, turn. “..ugh why...”, Ziv groaned, pinning her ears back and bristling her whiskers in utter misery like a beaten animal. “...Why the kriffing Kriff does the universe hates me so kriffing much....”, Ziv muttered to herself quietly, more like a miserable cheeping, as she pressed herself up in a sitting position so heavily as if her body was carved of stone. Spacesickness had alwas been with her, but it became worse as longeras she stayed on a ship or spacestation like this so after the weeks he had been already in this palce, she felt as if put through the cantinas meat-grinder. The second she sat up, she already ignored sitting up and promptly grabbed for the wall next to the bunk to keep herself upright while the world around her turned, turned, turned. Yet she was already up, so with her blanket wrapped around ehr small shoulders like a toga the young woman dragged herself through the small cabine to the door, her arms ont he wall in case she would just drop to the floor the next second. It seemed to need hours until she eventually reached the door and in fact it were only a few steps, yet those steps had felt as if weights had been bound to the Tynnans hindpaws. There was another beeping noise that was definitve too loud for Zivs now too sensteive senses as she gave the orde rto open the door. Hissing loudly, much much much too loudly, so loud it made the Tynnan flinch, the door slidened opned and revealed two bouquets of Arallute-Flowers laying on the with durasteel tiled floor before her. For a second Zivs mind was too tiered and exhausted to really react as the young woman looked blinking down at the bouquets- as a botanist she promptly recognised the Arallute Flower with their plumb, violet flower heads, the stark stem and the scent that remainded her of warm milk and the nerf-pelts she would lay under patients backs in heir beds so the natural oils would ease them into sleep, yet as a person focused on midwifery she also recognized the Arallute in its function in Alderaan traditions as when the flowers dried they became hard with its seeds closed inside to be used as a rattle for small children so eventually it had become tradition gifting young married people and expecting parents a Arallute-flower. Blinking slowly, her eyelids feeling as heavy as stone Ziv leaned forward and picked up the bouquets. There was a second of unexpected wildness as a crooked smirk cut through the young womans snout like a knife and she chuckled, although she regretted it promptly since it made her feel more sick: “..Eh, whats this for? I am pretty kriffing sure I had never been that bad and long drunk that I forgot an one-night-stand, kriffing six months of pregnancy and a birth...”. Still laughing and still feeling much too sick to really enjoy the present, she looked around on the corridor- the Tynnan felt too tiered to pick up a trail of scent and every smell around her had turned for her much too keen nose in a thick, heavy boundle that made it in this moment impossible to pick up the certaine scent the visitor had left behind. Eventually she only shrugged, gently cradling the bouquets in her arms like a treasure. ”Hey, Loverboy, Lovergirl, Lover-Nonbinary-pal or Lover-Alien!”, the young woman yelled along the empty corridor with a paw beside her muzzle to be louder: “Thank you! But Next time you feel kriffing affectionately towards me, you better just bring me a Bouquest of Naboo-Lavender! It helps better against my spacesickness than kriffing Arallutes!”

Episode #3: "is this a death sentence? find out at 8pm EST!" - Conor

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This swap really is the worst case scenario for me, this round is gonna be rough.

I went from almost being the first boot to organizing Logan's blindside/being in the majority of 2 alliances. And now, I got swapped from all of my closest allies onto the other tribe. On top of that, I'm stuck on this tribe with the two people I probably talked to the least out of everyone on OG helgamine. AND, I got put on the flash game for this challenge. I suck at flash games (i mean i suck at challenges in general, but especially flash games) so if we lose, I'm gonna look real good for a target this round.

I've never had to play a game from an underdog position, so this could be a fun challenge. Usually I end up being in the majority alliance somehow, so I'm gonna have to work my social magic to get myself to the next swap or merge. I know these challenges will be the death of me, so hopefully I can come out on top.

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First impressions on my new tribemates...

Chips - The most social. Definitely. He told Gage that he was on the bottom of his OG tribe... There’s literally no way he was? If we lost id actually prefer to vote him out over the other three for the fact that he’s definitely more dangerous. I do like him however and will try to get close.. But overall i can see him as a contender to win this season and i will keep my eyes on him

Billy - His second message after “nice to meet you” was literally him expressing to notbe happy with this tribe swap.. Like okay i get it, makes sense. but whats the point in expressing that? literally none. He mustve felt comfortable in his OG tribe so thats telling. I want him gone asap

Ali - Hes trying his best to connect with people ig.. just doing it a little bit in a wrong (creepy) way. He also already snatched a strike??? woudnt mind him gone..

Brandan - i actually do like him the most out of this four. His social game is not his strength but i did enjoy talking to him and we even played pokemon already.. Since he’s not doing well socially in this tribe i lowkey wanna protect him here and wrap him around my finger. So if his name is up catch me protecting him! He was definitely on the out of the og tribe

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So we swapped! I think the tribe worked out pretty well for me, Scott Conor and Jules weren’t super close with me so I’m fine with them being on the other tribe. And the I know chips and have met ali once before. And then Brandon and billy I haven’t met. Dooze doesn’t like billy tho and Brandon seems inactive so if we go to tribal there’s lots of possible targets. We tried and FAILED to throw the challenge because the other tribes lip sync was so so so so bad. Oh well :/

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Well, I’m not surprised that we lost immunity. Like Cindi tried really hard and I know that these are released at the end of the season (so don’t hate me) but I knew the song was a mistake. I just didn’t want to speak up. It didn’t have to be themed. The other tribe did a Britney song....and we could have done some equally amazing. Daisy killed it with that snake 😩 and I really loved their video concept. But no. We have to do an original where no one knew the lyrics. Oh well. It is what it is. I hate losing in survivor because no one ever wants to name drop.  And then everything is last minute. So I’m not sure what’s really going to happen tonight? Scott told me he doesn’t gave any kind of advantages, and Jules and Conor both really want to work with me. Honestly, as long as myself, Jules, and Dylan G are fine I’m good to go.

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Well it’s fair to say that I was not expecting that tribe swap coming.  With the amount of people that are in the game I was expecting the swap to be within like four or five rounds. But it’s not like I should be complaining,  we did end up winning immunity after all. So pretty much the challenge was separated at three different parts and I had to complete a flash game.  By the way I know my spacing is going to be weird with this I am utilizing the text to speech thing on my iPhone so suck it.  Pretty much I was actually struggling with the challenge first before chips of all people decide to actually send a video about how to actually do the challenge .  Keep in mind you can probably Google it as it is but it really helped and definitely put our tribe over the edge in that regard so for that I’m grateful.  And then I did a bit of drawful  and some jack box so you know that was always going to be fun for me.  I’m slowly starting to actually get connected with others which I am a bit thankful for I guess.  But I’ll say this again thank God we don’t have to go to tribal Council.

Click HERE to watch Ali’s Video!

Swap is optimistic! On paper I have numbers in my corner so here’s hoping it all works out good!

Click HERE to watch Dylan’s Video!

Click HERE to watch Gage’s Video

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Scott is voted out 8-1.

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Dream Journal (July 12th 2020)

I had the trippiest dream last night which I am 100% sure was triggered from watching my mom playing Love Live before bed.

It was just wild/detailed enough that when I woke up I wrote it down in a Twitter thread asap so it wouldn’t slip. Now then, let’s use tumblr’s slightly more dependable system to sort/document this one cause baby it’s a dooze. Unlike many of my dream journals, we’ll be describing the setting more coherently rather than just in the chronology the dream presented it.

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The setting is in what felt like a futuristic blend of Catholic School/Campus, laboratory, and television studio. The school/campus was host for pretty much characters/waifu types of the gacha variety of all themes and not just for idols (though idols are the dominant majority). Students get an almost simulation kinds of rooms that cater to the owner.

The lead of the school has a bit of a “Maria” matriarch nun-ish type (if you’ve seen enough animes with a catholic school setting, you’ll know what I speak of) who is almost always connected to a mainframe making her the “all controlling” and eyes and ears of the property more or less, though she is incapable of controlling/manipulating the students. She has a right hand woman who’s basically a “darkside weapon mechagirl” type character, but in reality is a real cinnamon roll and the “character” she acts is all a visaed.

Oh but there’s a twist that’s not really a twist since the dream just takes us right into the heat of it; The students, Maria, etc.? They were all secretly androids, and save for very few (Maria and her right hand included) all turn to a murder mode and begin to tear things down starting with the school, and possibly the world too. It’s the Robotic Apocalypse setting of sci-fi baby. The people, the unturned android girls (also boys and dogs- basically anyone associated with students can potentially be secretly android too) are in a race to escape from the facility and away from the murderstudents.

So there are androids that don’t turn into a murder spree? Yes.

Maria explains to her right hand that both of them have the capacity to turn/murder like the students are doing but don’t/won’t- she never says why. It’s also an irony for her to say as she tries to kill one of the students with a calculator that’s also secretly a phone and gun and tries to remotely headshot her (this is not explained why she does but my waking self theorizes she was trying to take out any student she could to avoid the risk of turning).

Said student is one of 3 who are androids (who don’t know they are) that don’t turn; her, her bff/boycrush, and her dog. Let’s call her Courtney and the boy Suspenders for simplicity to save us a headache. It’s not explained why they won’t turn but imo I think it’s cause they were built differently from the rest; and that Courtney was made by a grieving parent who lost their child in an accident. Courtney and company are trying to escape the chaos of turned students around them and they split up upon when Courtney is shot in the head by the calculator; as they all thought she got killed right there, the dog gets Suspenders out of there and it’s implied that there is a civil war in a sense among the Students’ pets; between actual real animals, androids who stay unturned, and the pets that definitely turned with their owners (there’s even the image of a dog running on its hindlegs wielding a gun in its front paws, it’s as disturbing/comedic as it sounds). Courtney upon her discovery that she didn’t die has an existential crisis and teeters between thinking she’s a person and NOT an android and acknowledging she’s an android and fearing she’s “one of them” and even discovers she has the ability to cloak when she accidentally hides from some escaping/panicking humans. Crying and bleeding she wonders why she can’t die and seems to WANT to die though she is unable to. Suspenders has a similar did-not-die experience and is implied to also have the start of a similar psychological crisis.

Before this student-android-apocalypse extremely few students, guests, and humans in general knew that the students were all androids, for that matter ones that had the capacity to destroy/murder so it’s a big disorientating surprise for everyone involved, so understandably everyone’s in a panic trying to escape, and also fearful of who may be secretly an android or not.

So yeah, real fucking wild dream there. 

t’s been a long loooong time since my dreams have sewn together a convoluted setting/dream this big and somehow still coherent enough that I could recall/describe it in the waking world.