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#the owl house#toh#darius deamonne#toh fanart#the degree that this man was underutilized was criminal#he was mentored by the previous golden guard????? he knew what belos did to him??? and then had to watch belos make a clone of him????#bro like. the dynamics here are absolutely insane#how sick to his stomach do you think darius was when he saw hunter’s face for the very first time?#how sick to his stomach do you think he was when he realized he was resenting an abused child for something he wasn’t even aware of?#do you think darius blames himself?#do you think darius lies awake at night wishing he’d done something sooner? wondering if he could have spared hunter some of his scars?#do you think hunter knows?#do you think hunter wishes he knew how to tell darius that he understands? that it’s not his fault?#do you think hunter longs to know the words of comfort that would have been offered by the man who shared his face?#do you think they mourn together?#my art#myart
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
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#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings#it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again#it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open#it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying#it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss#so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone#like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever#i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze#and ALSO#it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives#LIKE#do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely#because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under#so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it#and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong#bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again#ok im done now i promise#the trials of apollo#trials of apollo#nico di angelo#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#web weaving#fanart#my art tag#thalia grace#jason grace#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#bianca di angelo
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Thinking ab Liu Kang… thinking about a god who thinks he has lived this new life well, has learned the rises and falls of divine existence and knows what to expect, only to remember he is just a boy given too much power when he reaches a present he cannot control. Faces he used to laugh with, people he has seen grown old, different and changed, but so much the same. Events he thought he had avoided repeating themselves, his timeline slipping from underneath him for the first time possibly in millennia. What is a god meant to do when he cannot escape his own mortality, cannot escape the ghosts yet to come, the blood he must prepare to have spilled at his feet? What is a god meant to do when he cannot fathom his own power? When he is still just a boy so scared to be champion, but must now hold the weight of the universe on his shoulders?
#liu kang#mortal kombat#mortal kombat 1#mk1#characters that make me want to shoot myself into space#god…. I cannot fucking imagine what it must be like. to see people that are your friends but also souls you made#a world you shaped but not down to every detail#who you thought you’d grown to expect the shifting nature of only for it to be altered so fully#does he look at Kung Lao and wonder how long he will stay laughing at Raiden’s side#does he look at Raiden and wonder how long he will stay calm before the shadows come for him#does he think of children yet to be conceived#bodies yet to be broken#and mourn them before their time?#does he remember the split memories of the netherrealm and his death at Raiden’s hand?#does he remember all the good from his young self?#the friends banding together across timelines and the friends he saw fall at his side?#can he go through that again? again and again and again?#what do gods fear?#the fruit is talking again
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Mysterious Lotus Casebook // Anne Carson, Autobiography of Red
(continuation of x)
#and YES I USED THE SAME PIC TO BEGIN HIS. BECAUSE WHERE HIS STORY BEGINS#IS WHERE LI LIANHUA’S ENDS AND GOD. HE THOUGHT THEY HAD FOREVER#fang duobing’s turn because time is rushing toward them!!! and he believed they had it and then didn’t and then did again#and then it’s—all gone. like a light snuffed out. there is always a dark darker than the dark you know#and what li lianhua believed he was freeing fang duobing from is what he will spend the rest of his life mourning#& it’s. you have enough time. and then you don’t. and then you do because he told you so and you wanted to believe him even after everything#so you did. and oh. it was so much worse to think you could have it. that you had it together. and then finding he knew it was never a#possibility to begin with because he exchanged his death for your life but he doesn’t understand he wrote the eulogy you will roam the wide#world with for the rest of your life without him#just. holy shit. it’s a cruelty that li lianhua truly does not believe is cruel. he believes it’s a blessing. and it’s the worst thing#fang duobing has ever experienced—not his father not his illness nor his run away marriage or obligation as a young master he hates—its this#ANYWAY. yeah. yeah. finished the book today so natural I had to take the last quote completely out of context for my own selfish reading for#them bc what can I say I’m a selfish reader in any regard#mysterious lotus casebook#fang duobing#li lianhua#li xiangyi#di feisheng
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anyways I'm done being dramatic, all I have to say now the officials made it more clear that the vestige will make a come back the likelihood that afo and yoichi will disappear together has increased dramatically
#yoichi had like 0 closure so I'm assuming the author is saving something for him later with a41#and we already got the being defeated in a humiliating manner once and for reasons I don't think tomura will kill vestige a41#so while I was skeptical about the possibilty of them disappearing together it seems more likely to me now#and this way both a41 and yoichi will get some closure with each other in the end#and TBH I'm a bit wary about it because there's a lot of directions you can take that concept#some I dislike for my own reasons but I'll wait and see how it's executed (if it is at all) I'm just neutral towards it in general for now#anyways mourning time is OVER (for now)#I can guarantee once afo's vestige disappears for good too I will do the same thing again 😤
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im so fucking emo abt totk zelink i havent even gotten to the sad place in the story and i have no idea what the cutscene is like but sometimes i think abt what it might be and i want to. collapse like a dying star
#it was already really easy to project my loneliness onto link in botw what the everliving fuck do you mean they made it easier in totk#like logically the media analyst in me knows that the message and resolution are the exact opposite of that#that totk has far more community and togetherness than botw which was mainly about mourning and moving on#but like. ok. this zelink makes me insane in ways i cannot describe#i truly feel deranged abt them IMAGINE BEING IN HIS SHOESSS do u think he thinks he failed again#that hes supposed to be the chosen one and hes never enough when it counts. all zelda does is end up waiting for him to catch up#KILLS BITES BITES BITES TEARS MAIMS KILLS#heliichats
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the idea of three hopes dimivain is also so funny to me tho bc dimitri goes and recruits miklan and then miklan just gets back only to find out his brother and king are Very Close and he's just like "oh god. oh no". he knows exactly what he is going to be subjected to for the rest of his life.
#DCB Comments#your king is in a relationship with your brother what do you do. nothing exactly bc u can't; ur on faerghus probation#there is nothing you can do when they start kissing on the couch in front of u#u just have to accept that the king who gave u a new life is also kissing ur brother#bUT ALSO. all the happy family stuff THINK OF ALL THE HAPPY FAMILY STUFF#miklan saved by his eventual brother in law and being able to call the literal king his brother in law#and ALSO you have all the routes to consider. sb where miklan is left with his brother in law but his brother died#gw where miklan is alive and sylvain and dimitri are together#ag where sylvain and dimitri mourn losing him together#best option: ag au where he didn't fucking die#bc even if u consider gw well matthias died so here in this house we just consider the happiest option#which is AG: He Didn't Fucking Die#miklan going into dimi's office to report smth and he just stands there dead inside when he walks in on sylvain flirting with dimi#tell me there isn't room for shenanigans with this family TELL ME THERE ISN'T#you CAN'T because there is SO MUCH ROOM. it will be HEARTWARMING and it will be FUNNY#and ONE DAY matthias will go to dimitri and be like ''thank u for helping this family recover''#AND miklan is going to be sylvain's best man at the wedding shut UP it's exactly what happens#dimivain in three hopes is absolute perfection for a lot of reasons but when u have to have miklan involved it's extra perfection#listen i warned y'all i woke up on the dimivain side of the bed (my cat was next to me maybe she woke up on the dimiclaude side)#this had nothing to do with the fic i was thinking of writing for months btw BUT that doesn't stop me from adding to my list of fics#also yes i am on the EDGE right now like i can tell i am going to sell my soul to gautier dimivain fam within the next few minutes#DCB Three Hopes Stuff
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Harry Kim should have had a crush on every single one of the main characters for at least a week
#except Tom - Tom's a constant v_v and B'Elanna's on and off#Tom: You've been playing a lot of kal-toh recently~#Harry: Yeah it's actually a really interesting game! I've been thinking about reading up on it and some more Vulcan culture~! I-#(Tom grabs him by the lapels) Harry. You /Better/ Not Be Thinking About Fucking That Old Man.#(Harry avoids eye contact) Aw C'mon Tom you can't possibly think.... / I KNOW YOU HARRY. PROMISE ME!!#when Harry gets around to his week long Janeway crush he just puts his head in his hands and sighs#I'm watching 'Revulsion' right now and Harry's the only one who can pull of a crush on Seven of Nine bc he really is just a romantic dumbass#so it doesn't feel as creepy as it could have been#Harry is less a playboy and more a poet in a blooming wood mourning a love that ended before it even began#and the other person doesn't know he even exists#Harry: haha Seven what if we watched the moonrise together~??#Seven: =_=.....??? You Tryna Hit It Or What Ensign?#Harry: -sweating- i ts uhh...it s...n ....I...t eambui lding.... uu o h......#<- Guy who chiefly experienced attraction through pining#Harry & Seven friendship is v good~ No Man Should Ever Be With Seven of Nine.#Chakotay really put his glass of water /right/ on the control screen instead of the billion other places he could have /pos#the doctor is so funny...get 'em doc >D#liveblogging#o aaggh do not like Tom saying 'shut up' and kissing B'Elanna it's like a trope but to me it's the worst trope ever....#if it was more tender perhaps. gentler and slower. <- the trope not this tom/b'elanna interaction#but then again Tom is my least favorite of the Voyager crew (which means I'm neutral about him bc Voyager's crew is amazing)
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THIS IS NOT ABOUT QUEEN ELIZABETHS PASSING BTW
I dont give a fuck about her
There's another reason I think it's very detrimental for our collective health that we've made grief into this private affair, something we have to, at least attempt to, hide away lest we inconvenience the public with our human emotions.
Maybe the Victorians overdid it with rules of decorum, but they were on to something about signalling your grief, so that other's could pay respect and be aware of what the mourner is going through.
I'm not saying that we should go back to a year swathed in black crepe and veil (although rock it if you want to), but it would be nice, if possible, that people would offer you sympathy and less suspicious stares if you suddenly starts breaking down in the breakfast isle because something silly reminded you of THEM. Nowadays it seems like any public displays of emotions is something to be embarassed about. A loss of control. It's so inhuman.
Some places are beginning to introduce a sunflower lanyard, to be worn by people with cognitive or physical challenges, to let people know they might need extra time and care. This is a great concept, and at least in my country I've heard that people have had good experiences with wearing one.
I think we should introduce a black lanyard for grieving people, so that they too can recieve the public sympathy they need to help them through a difficult time. Hell, even depressed people should wear it if they want to, so that they can cry without shame, and that people may offer them words of encouragement and care, instead of being ignored or looked at with disdain.
Maybe it's the country I live in (Denmark) that's just cold as fuck towards public displays of uncontrollable emotions, but I think a little more sympathy and understanding would do us all good, and if a signal such as a black lanyard is needed, then so fucking be it.
#Death#Grief#Depression#sunflower lanyard#Mourning#I know black armbands used to be a thing#But if you wore one today people would think you were being theatrical#Which is so fucked up because all you're asking for is a bit of cushioning while your soul is raw as fuck#But I think the lack of space for public grieving is connected to peoples general denial of death#If someone is signalling their grief im public it reminds everyone else that people die#But it's so much worse to go through alone#Perhaps there should be school lessons in how to deal with grief or grieving people together with other mental health issues#All I know is the way we do it now is fucked uo
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i think zhongli and xiao is my favorite relationship in genshin. like i love their interactions and i love their story like no matter what i want them to stay together, like please don't die separately like no matter what chaos or peace ensure please just stay together your both people who have suffered for a long time and deserve to be happy
#i dont care if its romance or family or pure friendship JUST STAY TOGETHER I BEG#dont separate them please#i just want them to be close forever#oh my eyes are watering i think im tearing up#like its the endless devotion on top of the mutual respect#xiao would do anything zhongli asked him to do and they both know this#but zhongli would never force xiao to do anything he didnt want to and they BOTH KNOW THIS#i cry i mourn i weep#its freeing a bird and telling it to spread its wings and be free but the bird wants to spend eternity with YOU#im so weak for the prince and knight trope#idc idc princess and her most loyal knight or ceo and his most loyal secretary#partners in crime and time forever#there is so much love and respect between the two of them like zhongli cares for xiao so much and wants him to be happy#like they might not say 'i love you and i care about you' but theyre gonna show it#its about the bonds? its about the only remaining servant and master?#you don't get it BUT I DO#I understand it too well too deeply I WEEP#zhongli#xiao#genshin impact#zhongxiao#my pookies
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i say if the arrow family being together will cause some great disaster we should let it happen. it’s about time they got to give everyone else a massive headache.
#text.tb#the thing is. i saw roseworth say this it’s not my original thought but I do agree.#is I don’t read ga for the outer space alien time dimension etc nonsense.#I read it bc ollie is just a guy and his family is full of normal people and they all have fairly mundane problems#they are not the ‘great cosmic tragedy’ family and so it’s odd for them to be put in that story.#THAT BEING SAID.#every other family has gotten to cause great tragedies on a massive scale.#and I simply think that if the arrow family has to do that in order to be together then yknow what. let them. it’ll be fine I’m sure.#looks at hal. you really think after all the shit the lanterns have done to earth you have any right to be involved in this.#like of course he does he’s a space cop but#anyway#I love not having thoughts. I read the words I see the images I appreciate Connor and I mourn Ollie’s man bun.
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ia i think lestat just said that about antoinette cause he was being petty, louis had just called him 'my love' to get him to drink poison essentially when he has NEVER use that word to him in their 30 odd years together.. he was just reacting to that hurt and i think he wasn't stupid enough to think louis would've stuck around if he had claudia killed. he wouldn't even let her leave on the train. i assume he would've immediately killed antoinette (he can even frame it as "revenge" for killing claudia) and then prob would've had to kidnap louis and lock him up to stop him from un-aliving himself.
Yep. There's no way that Lestat actually believed Antoinette could ever replace Claudia for Louis especially when he's repeatedly used her before the finale to rile up Louis when he felt neglected by him or wanted him back. I think people just take what he says to be what he actually meant because we only see these events from Louis' point of view and we've been introduced to Claudia's through her diaries, but never Lestat's. But we do get this repeated thing where Lestat says something for the sake of causing a reaction, either from Louis or Claudia, so it's not far-fetched to see that he tried to play up Antoinette being "important" to him in some way purely to make Louis angry.
#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#i don't quite know /what/ he would've done with Louis if Claudia had been poisoned tbh#but I do think that regardless of what he possibly thought or planned he knew that Louis will never forgive him should Claudia#been poisoned; I think this is why you get the feeling that he's not only mourning their time together but also their relationship#and family unit when he's talking on the balcony with Louis
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thinking about octavia x seven 1.0 from when they first dated and i like to think the relationship while like passionate and full of like love it wasn’t as perfect as they may remember it. I think any relationship with super high highs probably has pretty low lows too.
Esp when it’s someone you’ve actually already known for a decade lol. I think there are certain things/behaviors that are fine with a friendship but don’t carry over to a partnership so i like to think while no one ever thought they would implode the way they did, i like to think it was always possible just because of the nature of their relationship which bordered on codependency fjdjdd.
I wanna get more into specifics but i have to wait until there’s more information but for what i have now on seven x mc (specifically for octavia) dynamic. i like to think seven was always just a little bit more in love than octavia was. While octavia would never have voted seven out of the band. They also never would’ve given up on their dream for seven, or left the band because they’re not that kind of person or friend. The idea of abandoning the rest of the band is really a place they would’ve put their foot down, because while they love seven (and even tho seven is incredibly important to them) and it honestly kind of disappoints her that seven would think that way.
aNYWAY that’s most of the thoughts i have rn i can’t wait to actually get all the information and see what all the after-vote party fight was about. i’m on the edge of my seat, legit this is all i think about rn DJSJ
#ANYWAY YEAH i think for octavia the worst part about all of this is just#the clean break seven pretty much made#and the almost complete lack of contact it really made mourning their relationship particularly hmmm brutal#i’m trying to think how octavia would react had the tables had been tabled lol#anYWAY i like to think their relationship had underlying problems and the vote was the collossal straw that broke the camels back#idk they’re just so young and so close and their boundaries are so blurred together it was kinda bound to explode at least in my canon#idk i like to think the more you care and the more involved the greater the potential to REALLLYY hurt the other#lyriumsings txt#oc: octavia blackwater#oc ramblings#i tried to add a read more but idk if it worked#if it didn’t rest in pieces my guys i tried DJSJS#long post#i tag long posts tho and my txt posts cuz i do get rambly#so if it’s annoying you know what to do
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i HOPE my parents feel guilty for never really encouraging my artistic side, cause i sure do lowkey resent them for it
#the context is: mom and me went to an art/portrait class together#and the instructor and everyone was complimenting me on my drawing#saying i was talented & the teacher was like ‘and this is only your first time in an actual class?? why have you never tried earlier?’#wellllllllll i mean#thinks back to my mom always telling not to become an artist#whenever she sees me drawing she’s like ‘WHO’S THAT FOR.’#almost as a way to say ‘wow who are you wasting so much of your time for’#same with singing they always admitted i sang pretty well but never paid to have me take any singing classes or go to conservatory or anythi#its not that i feel entitled to any of these things#i am just so resentful that i was pushed to do fucking engineering#when early on they KNEW that i had an affinity with the arts#like ik they have their reasons for pushing me to do STEM and even i like STEM and its cool and all but#like idk maybe im just mourning the untapped potential#will talks#personal#vent
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Harrow had beheld her. She had beheld Harrow. And nothing had ever gone right after that, never ever.
What always kills me at this part is the implication that things were ever right between Gideon and Harrow. There’s nothing positive in the summary of their shared childhood. They fight each other bloody and betray each other at the drop of a hat.
It’s always been horrible, but Gideon goes and makes it worse, and even before she’s willing to admit that there are layers to her and Harrow, that it doesn’t start and end with simple hatred -- there’s this sense of loss. A childhood together turns into sharing a secret that could topple a planet, and even though both options are kind of terrible, one is infinitely better, and that’s the one they can’t get back.
#liveblogging#Gideon the Ninth#viva la pluto#it's complicated in a million more ways of course#but#okay don't hate for the comparison#but you know#that scene in naruto#at the end of the rescue sasuke arc where they've just had the end of their huge fight#and there's a flashback to them as children with their fingers linked#and the child versions smile#that's not how canon goes; in canon they always just missed each other as children#their similarities were late in bringing them together and then we have a whole manga of angsting about it#but it's that same feeling#of knowing someone so well despite never fully reaching them#and imagining an alternate route where you do reach each other#harrow's parents kill themselves and any chance harrow and gideon have of fostering a positive connection until they leave the ninth#and something about this line makes me think gideon mourns that
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this is to ONE PERSON and one person ONLY. if you're confused, it's not you!
#you know. i saw you posted today from a different account. and it was one i totally forgot about#i didnt even feel like running back this time. was i curious? yes. did i end up looking? yep.#im saying this even though im 98% sure you cant see it but whatever. since when has that stopped me before?#you seemed fine. to say seeing that didnt piss me off would be a lie. oops i guess#i think its funny how the last thing you posted was stolen from me.#today it was one of those tag games we used to do together. your taglist was empty with some excuse of being absent on this app#i cant help but wonder if thats really all of it. if thats the whole story or not. i have a feeling the answer is no#i dont think youll ever understand the impact of what you did to me and the ways that you treated me. how that immensely fucked me up#or how youve basically thrown me to the wolves ever since you emotionally checked out.#you act like i never mattered to you and its been like that for forever. i made so many excuses on your behalf that i never should have.#these days the thought of you makes me go insane. the kind of insane that leaves me up all night and makes me wanna scream at the top#of my lungs. i have been consumed by anguish and hate. yes. im not afraid to say it anymore. i hate what happened and what you did to me#and sometimes i even hate you. and i dont even feel bad about it. im so over that because if theres anything i deserve after this hell then#its the capability to hate. for once in my life.#i saw your post and wondered if you thought of me. and i hope you did. i hope you thought of me and at the very least it stung.#because whether you want to admit it or not i was someone good. i bent over backwards for you every other day. try finding someone to do#everything that i did for you that you never appreciated. try finding someone who will care as much as i did about someone who couldnt be#bothered to tell me happy birthday. i dare you. because im tired of being sad that youre not here. im tired of being the one whos mourning#im so over it actually. because really i did so much for you. i gave up so much to be a good friend and it was never enough. i genuinely#cared about you. im not going to torture myself anymore by overanalyzing your posts or by thinking that i was nothing to you#because in one way or another youll miss me. and i hope the feeling is hell.#in the wise and paraphrased words of taylor swift. karma only comes back around to those who deserve it#in other words ill be fine#em speaks#tw vent ish#sorry to everyone else although i applaud you for being nosy lmao. gotta have my girlboss moment <3
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