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internalized ableism? more like self deprecation and deep rooted denial of problems am i right?
#shroom talks#i got a lot of shit stored in this head#the only reason i don’t have internalized homophobia or transphobia is bc it was never talked in my house#i also have a lot of internalized racism issues if that counts for anything#tw vent ish
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That sense of abandonment fucks up the view of life.
You can’t enjoy the beauty of the world when you live with a constant fear that everyone is going to eventually leave and you’ll be stuck all alone
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#not sure why all the thoughts started at the beginning of April 🧍#tw vent ish#tumblr sona#dia’s art
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am I panicking a tiny little bit because my interest in chonny jash has slightly faded?
Yes I am.
Should I be panicking?
Probably not.
Am I going to continue to panic?
Probably not I’m too eepy for that
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Hey we’re here
You are real, I promise!! Everything is real and we’re here for you
okokokok i know i know you’re saying it and the others keep saying it i know i know i know i know i know
but can you please tell me i’m not going insane? i really feel like im genuinely loosing it and i don’t know what to do and im scared
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I wish more people understood adhd is actually a disability.
It is disabling.
I cant count the number of panic attacks I've had for not handing in stupid stuff on time.
The hours of staying up late to do a months worth of assessment in one night.
The thoughts both mine and other peoples about how if I'd just applied myself more, spent as much time on academic things instead of my hyperfixations/special interests/obsesssions (which overlap a lot for me) maybe id be as smart as my peers.
But I am smart, I'm just disabled.
Disabled isn't a bad word, it's not something I'm sad or ashamed of... but its scary. I just wish people understood how much of a struggle life is.
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I don't understand, we're the best of friends
Why do I still think they hate me, then?
Psychoanalyse every move they make,
Why can't I just leave this be?
I don't understand, we're the best of friends!
Why do I still think they hate me, then?!
Psychoanalyse every move they make,
Why can't I just leave this be?!
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i feel weird when my momma uses she/her n girl to talk about me,,, i usually love those but when she uses them for me, my stomach sinks
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I'm fine :)
*Screams * I'm fine Everything is fine.......😃
#Tw vent#tw vent ish#i'm fine i'm fine#this is fine 🙃#i hate my life#i hate it so much#tw childhood trauma
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im so incredibly exhausted and getting the feeling that my life is about to significantly downhill :")
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Somedays sit…
And wonder where went wrong in life
Where could only socialize with people know
Where forget others exist and able interact with
Where little sounds and textures and smells hurt so bad need get away
Where always moving stimming. Constant need self regulate
Forgot the point in life where problem no longer was scared socialize because know different became stuck to deeply in own world where safe and happy
Somedays I sit and wonder. Why
#speech4amy#actually autistic#disabled poc#disability#autism#neurodivergent#medium support needs#personal life#tw vent ish
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I so love hanging around friends who clearly don’t want me around
like bitch just tell me to fuck off rather than insisting I stay just to shit talk me
#tw vent ish#tw swearing#eugh this is what happens to a guy who can’t spill his problems to his friends anymore 🙃#I really gotta quit making posts like this & actually confront the said friends#dia shitpost
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my mum really needs to stop dropping random lore about my early childhood
Like bro wtf do you mean you tried to make me sleep outside when I was bad?
Like what!?
#I’m truly baffled#tw child abuse mention#tw vent ish#???#eddie’s random rambles#Also me being “bad” was the occasional refusing to go to bed because I was not tired yet#Also thank my horrible memory for forgetting about that
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i don’t think people should be able to get this tired
#i get good amounts of sleep so why am i exhausted 24/7#i’m so fucking tired of it#tw vent ish#confused talking
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tw gender dysphoria vent poem thing
I dont feel at home in my body
It used to me that it wasn't mine
Now I see a fragmented glimmer of who I could be
But he's so far away
And parts of my body are still wrong
They disgust me
#transgender#ftm#transmasc#trans#nonbinary#tw gender dysphoria#poetry#Kinda#tw vent ish#cw vent#gender dysphoria#dysphoria vent#Depersonalisation could also be A Thing#I learnt abt it today and yeah#Im so broken#Why is so much wrong with me#Its ok#Seriously#but yeah#Idk#Im ok though
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i’m so sick of being misgendered but my social anxiety is too bad to stick up for myself
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