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peppered-moths · 1 year

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six-petaled promise

scott doesn't use salt in his cooking anymore. it all tastes horribly bland. he's never been the best cook anyways.

he had been the one who did that for them. scott still can't say his name, except when he wakes up, calling out for a life long gone.

he misses it. it feels... painfully obvious, to say the least. there had been a future where he didn't have to claw for power, to vie for even a chance of living beyond the competition, and he misses it. he misses thunderstorms. he misses fresh-baked bread. he misses lilies, white, six-petaled. he misses... god, he misses life.

so yes. maybe he is crazy. maybe that's what the others say about him, along with the fact that he's cold and heartless and dead, on the inside and outside both.

(and, well. the heartless part isn't strictly untrue. he has feelings. but, well. necromancy has its ups and downs. there is always a new sacrifice to make.)

scott doesn't use salt in his cooking anymore. he can't remember the last time he ate something for the sake of enjoying it. everything is sustenance, fuel to push onwards.

he has to win. no matter the cost. he knows he's not the only one- he sees the constant blue tinge of pris' face, the way she breathes air like it's not quite natural anymore. he's watched joey, manic, fever higher than any normal person should be able to survive, throwing himself into a block of ice for some relief. he's listened to shelby cry storms at the death of a bee, seen the fresh lightning burns on her hands.

yes. they all lose something. it makes it worth it. it doesn't make it fair. power is power, at the end of the day.

scott pretends that the lichen crawling up his fingers is simply a result of too much magic at one time. that it will go away, slip back down his wrists without a trace. he would make scott scrub it off. scott will do it when he's back.

scott doesn't use salt in his cooking anymore. it burns his tongue, his throat. his arms are mottled with pale scars. oh, the sacrifices he makes for him. it doesn't matter; they'll adapt. they always do.

how does it feel to be a real witch? a real lich? cleo laughs at him. he doesn't think they're actually laughing at him. her eyes are distant, far away as ever. she glows now, in the dark, the lichen budding on her skin.

pinocchio, pinocchio, a real boy at last, they muse, steepling their hands in front of them. tell me, why do you still dance to their puppet strings?

scott doesn't understand. he doesn't understand so many things. that's why he has to practice. he has to get better. be the best.

cleo looks away from him. she looks-

(at you. she looks at you. don't do this to him. it isn't fair. nothing is fair. learn to live with it.)

scott blinks. nothing has happened. nothing has changed. it has always been like this.

go home, scott.

there's no home left to go back to. he says it, nonchalant. if he had a heart, it would be beating in his chest. nevertheless.

then go anywhere.

scott doesn't use salt in his cooking anymore. scott doesn't cook anymore.

(when does the question turn from who am i without you? to who am i at all? where is the line? how do you learn how to stop, to just let go? i don't think any of us know.)

the earth hums beneath his feet. he can feel death, old bones rattling, waiting. there is a graveyard twenty minutes' walk from his house.

there are two graves side by side at an abandoned home. scott thinks there ought to have been a third. he thinks he ought to have carved their names on their graves, let them be remembered. milo. maxwell. really, he ought to have done a lot of things.

(he is the corpse and he is the vulture circling overhead and he is the mycelia beneath and he is and he is and he is-)

he is all that is left.

scott doesn't use salt in his cooking anymore.

#witchcraft smp #scott smajor #smajor1995 #wcsmp #wcsmp smajor #cw: repetition #cw: death #it's about the line between human and monster #how far do you have to go?#how far until you can't go back?#until you don't even really want to?#dangthatsalongname

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charred-angel-ribs · 5 months

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HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT HOLY SHIT H-

HLVRAI TWO (2) TRAILER!! THERE'S GONNA BE AN HLVRAI TWO (2)!! LET'S FUCKING GOOOOOO!!!!

(/pos /gen)

#🌱 talks #cw: swearing #cw: caps #cw: repetition #hlvrai #hlvrai 2

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dovahcourts · 1 year

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“Gary is a normal human being just like you and me.”

#Fanart #Illustration #faith: the unholy trinity #John Ward #Gary Miller #cw: repetition #cw: blood #Art

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follow-the-compass-home · 1 year

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There was madness in repetition. Perhaps that was why they had begun experimenting a bit in their methods for killing him. Or perhaps it was just wishful thinking.

[In which Jaron agrees to get farmed for hearts... and he regrets it.]

AU: Canon compliant

Genre: Angst, Hurt No Comfort

WC: 1,138 words

Relationship: None

Language: English

Status: Finished

Warnings: Graphic depictions of violence, major character death, temporary major character death, death loop, heart farming, blood, injury, violence, killing, repetitive killing, slight derealization.

Author’s Note: This is my very first lifesteal fic and my formal offering to enter the fandom (?) I love torturing myself so I started watching from season 1 and I couldn’t get this scene out of my head so here it is! I hope you like it!

#lifesteal smp #lifesteal #lifesteal s1 #lifesteal fanfic #cw: death #cw: injury #cw: blood #cw: derealization #cw: repetition #cw: violence

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honeybeekao · 2 years

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do care + did ask + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you

#dino wont shut up #repetition #cw repetition

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metfell · 7 months

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for october i will be doing an art challenge called get through october where i try to get through october here's the prompt list:

survive

#repetition #repetition cw #text

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logicpng · 10 months

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...at least that's the link order that made most sense to me

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Clownillustrations' Welcome Home fanart. Wally Darling is drawn at an angle slightly from below, lacking his mouth, and the eyes wide open and bright white looking the viewer. In front of him, along his height through the middle of his face, a long stripe made of the blurry Welcome Home website screenshots, glowing. Behind him is a vinyl record with a plain red label.

The background is littered with text, a wall of repeating "Let me in." from top to bottom to the left of the image, Wally's dialogue behind him, and the text on the foreground, slightly corrupted, says "I will help you understand neighbor I will find a way soon"

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jackivist · 4 months

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i'm starting to feel less and less safe in this site as a fictionkin, so i just wanted to call out (factkin dni please):

INTERACT WITH THIS POST IF YOU'RE FICTIONKIN

INTERACT IF YOU RESPECT ALL KINTYPES REGARDLESS OF MEDIA

#THIS DOESNT INCLUDE FACTKIN. FACTKIN DNI #if you're gonna take kin discourse to this post fuck off please #kff dni #antikin dni #kin #fictionkin #repetition cw #kinning #kincalling #kin call #canon calls #otherkin #kin stuff #alterhuman #mark's thoughts

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moonsun2010 · 1 year

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Despair has its own calms.

#my art #dracula #dracula daily #re: dracula #jonathan harker #note to self: dd2023 #tried making a comic even though im very much a beginner aha. welp for a 1st attempt im happy with it #had an evil expression while drafting this idea out >:)#cw repetition #cw scopophobia #cw eye contact #mina murray #mina harker

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g1ngerbeer · 4 months

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#id in alt text #my art #dw #doctor who #tenth doctor #weirdgirl4weirdgirl #cw repetition

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bitethetablet · 3 months

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does anybody like me?

#asmp fanart #aimsey smp #aimsey fanart #eye strain cw #repetition cw

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mrkanman · 7 months

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day after day after day after day after d

#the amazing digital circus #digital circus #gooseworx #tadc #tadc fanart #kant art #teeth cw #clowns cw #ask to tag #anyway! good pilot. im already formulating theories #bright colors cw #repetition cw

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dyspunktional-revan · 1 month

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Imagine positioning "more cis lesbians are willing to date exclusively trans men than exclusively trans women" as "those cis lesbians are accepting of trans men" rather than "those cis lesbians are misgendering all trans people"

#transandrophobia #leviathan.txt #repetition cw

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this-is-specifically-for-art · 15 days

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(Really? He didn't need your help.)

#There's this weird glitch with my steam achievements where when I get it #sometimes it stays behind and gets all messed up and glitch-y #and it inspired me to do this after I got a rightfully creepy glitch with isa's act 3 achievement!#art #clue art tag #fanart #my art #in stars and time #in stars and time siffrin #isat #isat siffrin #isat fanart #isat act 3 spoilers #eye strain #probably #but yeah this fucked me up #im kinda hoping it does the same for bad touch achievment ....#word repetition cw

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mxmarsbars · 1 month

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WOAH what’s this?? even MORE clock duo art?? I am spoiling you guys today wow (I have many more ideas for them and none of them are happy)

anyways tik tok on the clock but the party don’t stop no oh oh oh ohh

(he’s going through it)

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the-warmesthello · 30 days

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anyway. owen with balance issues post-fall.

owen who can never walk in a straight line.

owen hitting the edges of doors every time he passes through them.

owen using a standing walker to avoid injuries in his own house.

owen refusing to use it outside because he's embarrassed.

owen struggling with suddenly being seen as incompetent because he loses balance literally just standing.

owen with perpetually bruised shins, knees, and elbows from hitting things on his way down.

owen's doctor telling him to stop avoiding his mobility aids because he already has brain damage from the fall, he doesn't need to be hitting his head again.

owen whose reaction time isn't always good enough to catch himself.

owen with a cooling gel eye mask on him at all times in case the vertigo gets too bad.

owen having conversations just lying on the floor because the world is spinning.

owen having meltdowns over how overstimulating the dizziness is.

owen relying on his cat to tell if something's wrong because everything always feels off to him.

owen with frequent nausea.

you know?

#can you tell i'm having more severe balance issues recently and am projecting?#owen #im right #headcanons #disabled owen hc #owen carvour #spies are forever #repetition cw #winnie

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