i thought about making joe flip him off but i changed my mind

personal highlights from da latenight whiteboard sesh with @d0rbey and @dookiedev

cringetober day 16! object head

wasnt sure what else to do :P

i apologize to all the tartar fans out there for mischaracterizing himbut im my defense its funny to imagine him as a scooby doo villiab

Content warning for talking about nsfw topics and mention of suibaiting

I use the term 'schizo' here as a shortening of 'schizophrenia' this is just for ease of writing as I'm mentally exaughsted. I do not condone people using the term 'schizo' if they're not schizophrenic.

Okay I'm far calmer now but I feel this needs to be stated because I genuinely can't believe so many are tolerating this behavior.

Minors SHOULD NOT be posting kink art, at all. Especially they shouldn't be showing it to other minors regardless of if the work is 'sfw'.

The fact I've seen several people tolerating a minor making inflation and weight gain content and calling those against it fatphobic genuinely disgusts me. A person is not fat phobic for criticizing a kid making kink content.

The excuse that it was just comfort stuff doesn't work either because not only were hastags for the kinks themselves used, but an art piece reposted on that account was actual genuine fat fetish artwork. Terms like Vore, and talking about wanting to make a vore piece were also mentioned. Vore is inherently a kink and exclusively a kink for being eaten alive. Kinks themselves can be coping mechanisms so trying to claim it is such doesn't change that it was kink content. Regardless you would've been actively putting yourself in harms way for creeps who did view it sexually to interact with you.

Lilith you, and your friends, actively were harassing Haz for criticizing(justifiably) vaguely what you were doing. I especially do not like how you actively tried to paint an anonymous person sending asks that can be literally anyone, hell can literally be you because you can send anon asks to yourself, as if the Anon was Haz with literally 0 proof. I'm genuinely pissed that you only apologized to me, which you did after I made it clear to you I DO NOT WANT an apology from you as I WOULD NOT forgive you. I especially won't forgive you after you attempted to suibaited me to attempt to guilt me into forgiving you. The timing of that post being MINUTES after I told you explicitly to leave me alone for like the 5th time and that I just calmed down from a panic attack makes me come to that conclusion that was what you were actively doing.

I could genuinely be misinterpreting but this is still how that came off.

I am schizophrenic, I'm public about this fact, you knew this fact. For those who don't know, Schizo is not just seeing things. Its a disorder that severe paranoia, delusions, etc. Stress induced episodes are possible.

Your actions already triggered my paranoia really badly. Especially after the suibaiting, Suicide is already a massive trigger for me.

I genuinely cannot believe some of you are supporting a person who actively already harassed one person and spread a blatant lie about them, that posting fetish content knowing it will be seen as such, but also actively was triggering a person's mental disorder ignoring the person's pleads to be left alone.

Also DO NOT blame Haz for me finding your kink account for fucks sake. Haz was not why or how I found it, I found it because YOU reblogged it onto your OWN MAIN BLOG. Stop blaming Haz for literally everything. Quit acting like you're some victim in this situation. And get my god damn name out of your mouth. I'm not speaking about this any further and will go back to regularly posting after this. I only made this because this seriously needs to be addressed and y'all need to quit condoning this behavior especially since I know at least some of you are my same age or close to it. Deer Ragdoll you are not exempt either which is why this is being posted on twitter too, I know you're still on your accounts just because you deleted your tumblr doesn't mean I don't know you have a Twitter and can't see that you're still retweeting things. You both need to be held accountable for this genuinely disgusting behavior.

Anti Bakugou propaganda:

He bullies and tells a disabled kid to kill himself because he had some twisted idea that he ‘looked down on him’ (for trying to be nice to him I might add). Despite this, he got accepted into a prestigious school for heroes, where he constantly insults and tries to beat up his classmates, and makes death threats. The series supposedly gives him a ‘character arc’ even though he’s still the exact same guy who insults others, and physically attacks the disabled kid who should be his FRIEND because oh yeah, the teachers paired them together because they supposedly don’t get along and need to fix that, even though said disabled kid has been nothing but kind and tolerant to Bakugou and he’s done nothing but try and attack him, and even was willing to fail his exam, despite supposedly wanting to be a hero if it meant getting saved by this guy. He caused TWO heroes to have to go into retirement but only cared about the famous one, and he wants to be a hero for fame. Despite this he is a massive writers pet, being heaped in praise, friends, and flowers at his feet, for his amazing development, when hes just the same guy. He even says that looking down on people gets you nowhere in the same chapter where he says ‘people beneath me don’t deserve my respect’ because he’s the same asshole we just get told he’s better. Then fans will cry if you don’t like him because ‘he has such good development’ and ‘He didn’t have any friends just people who wanted to hang out with him for his quirk’ which A. Neither did the kid he bullied because everyone was afraid of facing the same bullying if they were nice to him and B. Maybe he’d have actual friends if he wasn’t an asshole to everyone he met. Vote hate for Bakugou.

Not the antis including suibaiting in their dnis 💀

Honestly idk how other antis are even okay with that. Even if it wasn't directed towards me, I'd never want to be around someone who tells others to kill themselves

yugioh zexal is rlly funny

you aren't some cool edgelord narcissist. you're just a fucking nuisance.

in the end, everyone will move on from you. they will eventually see through you and you will be disposed of.

you're so weak that you need to feed off of others. you're a leech on our society and you have nothing to offer to this world. do the humane thing and end your life.

omg my first hate ask 🥺 and it wasn't even on anon, you're so brave

"you're so weak that you need to feed off of others"? do you mean my need for attention? yeah i literally have npd LMAO

get blocked idiot

I need to make amends with something from my recent past that has been horribly haunting me.

Not sure when, probably a couple months ago, my ex partner broke up with me to join anti-radqueers. Since then, I spiraled badly. (Well, one of our headmates did, called Loki, but that isn't important.)

I genuinely was in one of the worst moments of my life. I don't know why that pushed me over the edge. Maybe because I was genuinely happy for once in my relationships, which never happens; or maybe because my other partner was in the hospital; maybe because me and this partner (who left me) had fought prior to this and I got terrified of them doing this exact thing: leaving me. Maybe because they promised they'd never do such a thing as leave me to be anti-radqueer, just the day before.

It doesn't matter. The thing is: I spiraled. I'm seeking a diagnosis of bipolar, and I was in a manic episode at the time, which might've helped all this. I just felt such rage and sadness.

I did a horrible thing. I suibaited them. I told them to die and I thought I was an okay person for that for a bit. I sent multiple death threats. I couldn't bear the feeling of betrayal and a thing about me is, once someone hurts me I don't want to know they'll live through it. And that's horrible. That's terrifying.

I am here to publicly apologize. I made myself a promise after that day, that I'll become a better person. And though it's too early to know I've achieved it, I genuinely don't want to do this ever again and I don't want to be attached to this horrible thing I did. But I'll be. I'll always be the person who suibaited and I can only say sorry. And never, ever do something so vile again.

I've had multiple low points like this in my life. I also watched illegal stuff when I was younger, some years ago, something I want so badly to forget and get rid of in my past. But I can only say I'm so fucking sorry.

I want to apologize to my ex and to the radqueer community. [Redacted name], I'm so sorry. Though I know you'll never forgive me and I'll never forget how horrible that breakup was, I'm done playing the victim. I'm done saying it was all for a good reason, there's no good reason to act like a monster, to tell someone such horrible things. I hope you can forgive me one day, I hope your image of me isn't tainted, because I don't hate you.

Radqueers, I am also horribly sorry. I tainted the image of our community in people's minds forever. I was one of the bad radqueers they'll always talk about. I want to apologize and I want to be better. I don't want this community to have the image I brought to it, of "just as bad" or "worse". I will be better. I will be a good example of a radqueer person, and no matter what, I'll always be radqueer.

I hope you all can understand. Not the horrible thing I did, I want you to never understand why someone would act like this. But I want to be understood as someone who apologized and wants to do better. This wasn't prompted by anything. No one held me accountable, but I'm doing it to myself. I don't want to be the person who makes people's lives miserable. I want to keep this community as the safe space it was when I joined.

all of the attacks I got done for artfight this year ft some cool people's ocs!! this was my first year and it was really fun XD (If I didn't get to you I'm sorry-- I only joined halfway thru & got super busy after the 20th.) click for better quality!

in order: Booger boy and the Id (@jekyll-town) Corpse (@sillyfunny) Verlene (@shurple) Screwloose (@brood-bath) Elvis (idratherbeme, no tumblr afaik) Twinkle Sparklefriend, Wolfie Bloodfur, and Shadow (@kameronwolf666) Ella (@blanketfortz) Morgana (@soupboy75) ps: if you already haven't, gimme ur artfight so i can attack u next year. this applies to anyone who follows my profile ily all >uO)

just gonna go ahead and say if you think that pretending to r*pe someone, esp pretending to correctively r*pe a lesbian, is sexy, i hope you die!

if your kinks actively fetishize the very real systemic violence perpetrated against marginalized ppl you deserve 2 die. you are no better than an ag/eplayer or racep/layer. seek therapy if you're of the marginalized group, and otherwise kill yourself!

by the way i say ‘kys’ a lot when i don’t mean it, but if you’re an account dedicated to posting psychosis triggers as ‘jokes’ then i mean very sincerely, please do everyone in the world a favor and kill yourself as soon as possible.