Imagine the conversations that could happen in this room…and the chilling :) 😶‍🌫️😶‍🌫️

More atmosphere exploration through ai art. Dreaming with another’s hand, so to speak.

A break from the chaos of packing to eat some brunch whilst watching bobs burgers 🍔 ft my oldest cat MooMoo

Thankfully I don't start university properly till next Thursday so should hopefully be all moved in and unpacked then. I'm so excited for my new study space!! Although I have used this week to set up my notion ready for my final few months at university.

Wait I can be... me?

I gotta say, chums, I am currently very much enjoying learning things about myself that I never had the mental capacity to learn before.

I was in ‘survive’ mode for so long; over the past couple of years I’ve been able to screech the brakes on the frantic forward sprint of ‘get away from the bad’ and slow the fuck down. I’m able to learn how to take care of myself. How to wash my skin, how to care for my teeth, how to clean my home, how to dress myself in a way that doesn’t make me feel gross and wrong; all in ways that feel right for me and weren’t dictated to me as the ABSOLUTE.

I just figured out what colour season looks good on me. (I’m a True Autumn.) And you know what? I’ve been wearing those colours already. Maybe not the fashion I wanted, yet, but I have been able to slowly figure myself out, and feel comfortable doing so, because I have support in being myself.

Found family, people who say “fuck yes! Do that more!” when I show them some crazy nails.  “Hell yes! I’ll teach you how to shave! Can I teach you how to fish? I Hate fishing but I’ll do it! I can be like your friend dad!” when I came out to my friend as genderqueer and going on HRT.

I’ve never been in this place before now, a place where I’m allowed to choose for myself what’s right and correct, and told, “Yes you look amazing! I love what you’re doing.”

I’ve never felt this level of acceptance before, both from outside of myself, and from INSIDE. I’m accepting that I’ll never be 130lbs of cute in the same way I was at 18. I’d rather be 230lbs of happy.

actually that ao3 post about calculating kudos-to-hits ratios to decide if a fic is worth reading has me so pissed off. someone put real time and energy into something they are SHARING WITH YOU FOR FREE on a site where you can quite literally filter and search by anything you want and you're STILL trying to find a foolproof method to find stuff that's "good enough to read"???

YOU ARE NOT THE TARGET AUDIENCE FOR EVERYTHING

you don't have to like or read everything in a given fandom or tag, but you also don't have to be a cunt about it and imply that it's not worth reading. this is the kind of shit that moves people to stop creating altogether, and to see people agreeing in the tags is so disheartening. absolutely unserious behavior.

There aren’t any tookas, so the baby brothers will have to do.

NctrnmFM(nctrnm.com): "Am I Free Here?" by Leap of Faith, Chill Space.

Boyf riends

Some chill vibes today. Wouldn’t mind taking a nap here.

how about you?

Happy Saturday💚❤️🌻

On the shen jiu in the inventory thing: "SHANG SHIDI LET ME THE FUCK OUT" Five minutes later "actually I'm fine in here theres food and water and it's clean in here and there's no men. Sure shang-shidi is a man but he also appears to be fucked up and weird so it's probably fine." Meanwhile sqh is sweating. How does he get him out. Yqy is in shambles.

"He appears to be fucked up and weird so it's probably fine" iM CRYING that's so true tho

I LOVE the idea that he's just chilling in Qinghuas inventory even though this is NOTHING like anything anyone's ever seen

Qinghua is frantically trying to take him out, Yue Qingyuan is emotionally devastated but also keeps side eyeing Qinghua because he's acting weird too all while Shen Jiu is just

its my birthday who wants some KISSIES!!!

Garak after a long day of lying, breaking Federation and Bajoran laws, flirting with Julian, and being a general menace

I've been making the transition these past few months, but I think I'm gonna just move back to Tumblr. My Twitter's follower-base has reached a point where I can't tweet anything casually opinion-related without it overflowing like a toilet. I post a short thread on my gripes with color design in anime and I'm getting QRT'd with "kill this guy with hammers" reaction gifs. Like, damn, this isn't fun anymore. It's not fun to talk about stuff on Twitter in general anymore. I wanted to post some ship dynamic doodles sometime there, but I know I'm gonna get weirdly aggressive takes and reactions. Monkey's paw curls, but I don't particularly like having that many followers.

doodles of my fav sillies

anton belongs to @poicyss