#call my boyfriend a good girl and only refer to him using she/her pronouns when talking about them ;)
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Thinking about telling my partner to meet one of you at a coffee shop in his city after work- get drinks, talk, and be in control of the situation. No bathroom breaks. Tbh I just want you to invite him for a walk and then just bring him to your car or hotel or a fucking alley- and just use him.
Don’t let him pee- he likes being told no. He’s not allowed to pee anyways. Shove a dildo or large beads in his ass to keep whatever you put in- in. Shove a large can of monster in his ass- as him to keep it warm for you, make him walk around with it in.
Just use him. He wants you to r@pe him and make sure he remembers it. Hell- tell him to drink your piss after he gives you a blowjob- I’m sure he will do it, especially if he can’t do anything about it anyways. He’s very obedient too! Order him to do stuff! Just make sure you have enough lube okay?
#boyfriend needs to be r@ped#please fuck my boyfriend#r@pe kink#cnc k!nk#free use slvt#please use my partner#please r@pe my boyfriend#he’s a size princess and deserves a good r@pe#please dick down my partner#anyone can fuck him idc#no really- my boyfriend wants to be r@ped and will do anything you say#call my boyfriend a good girl and only refer to him using she/her pronouns when talking about them ;)#my partner gets off on being misgendered as a cis guy.
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Your mine, aren't you?
🧸 :: Genre : Yandere Jungwon x AFAB Reader
PS: Reader uses she/her pronouns !
Wrd count ? : 858 wrds (shorter than i wanted it to be but this was kind of rushed because of my studies ! 😞)
>< :: Contains : Manipulation (Jungwon manipulates reader to beg for his cock even though she says its not gonna fit) , Obsessive behavior towards reader at the end and readers also obsessed with jungwon , Jungwon is rude but is really really inlove with reader , Jungwon refers to reader as little girl , name calling : stupid , silly , and gets compared to a whore but only once , Jungwon calls reader filthy and nasty , Jungwon kidnapped reader , THIS CONTAINS SMUT
🧋:: Smut warnings : Really rough sex , Breeding kink , Jungwon is huge and reader is small , Jungwon has a big dick , size kink , pussy slapping , Jungwon spits in readers mouth and on her cunt , cunnilingus , cream pie , squirting , Overstimulation , Jungwon calls reader little girl more than once , lmk if I missed anything else !
🤍 :: Now playing : Step on me - TheCardigans
Monday morning. Light shining down in your eyes and you're boyfriend's sleeping figure, Jungwon. You sit up and lightly shake him awake not wanting to anger him as soon as he wakes up.
"Jungwon? Wake up please" You say lightly, but he doesn't budge instead he stays asleep. "Jungwon please wake up" you start to tear up, a single tear falling from your eye and onto his soft cheek. He stirs in his sleep feeling the wetness pour onto his cheek feeling a little disturbed, he opens his eyes to see you crying.
"What are you crying for now little girl? Its not even 9:00 in the morning. Stupid silly little girl" he says wiping the wetness you created on his face away. "I-im not stupid!" you immediately reply back almost screaming at him pushing his shoulder a little,"Getting bold now aren't we little girl? Huh you wan' act so big and tough?". He fires back looking you dead into your eyes, you stare back as he leans forward into you. He grips your face and leans into your ear, "Remember little girl you're mine. Ill do anything I please to your little body." He says out to you, your frozen stuck in that posture not knowing what to say to him.
As he leans closer into your small figure he grips onto your neck, his long veiny fingers gripping onto your neck so he restricts some air from your body. He tilts your head back, "Open your mouth and stick your tongue out little girl.", you oblige and do what he says, sticking out your tongue and opening your mouth. "Fucking filthy" he whispers with a shit eating grin on his face, finally he gathers a wad of spit from his mouth and spits it into your mouth. "Fucking nasty, you like it huh? Being so fucking nasty for me? Yeah?" You grip onto his biceps through his shirt.
"M'not filthy!" you sputter back to him. "Yeah, you're not? Then why are you sticking your tongue out like a whore eager to feel my spit go down your throat huh?" He says pushing you down onto your back so you're laying down. He snakes his hand down to your cunt n you're practically dripping, "You're not filthy? You're s'wet only from me spitting in your mouth"
He rubs your clit from outside your pink little underwear, smirking when you squirm and whine. He slides your panties to the side and lowers his head spitting on your cunt, and sliding one of his fingers into your tight little pussy. "J-jungwon! Ngh i-it feels good!" You moan out your cunt squeezing around his fingers as he adds another digit inside of your hole. "It feels good? Yeah little girl?" he asks you, you immediately shake your head as he smacks ur cunt and after he gives it two smacks and as soon as your about to release he abruptly stops and manhandles you into doggy style. "J-jungwon s'not gonna fit!" You whine out feeling his mushroom tip of his thick and long dick running up against your entrance and also at your loss of orgasm.
"S'not gonna fit? I'll make it fit." he says pushing his mushroom tip inside of your tight little hole. "You want it little girl? Beg for it." And that's exactly what you do. You beg and whine until he stops you in the middle of your whining and fully slams hist thick cock inside of you, "Jung-won!". You stutter out his name, the feeling of the tip of his cock hitting your cervix has you crying. Feeling so good that you cum within seconds. "Already cumming little girl? I thought you could last a l-little longer." He says his hips stuttering you could tell that hes close too, but the overstimulation has you reaching your hands back and pushing his hips back. "Stop running from my dick n'jus take it little girl." he ruts into you pulling you back to your spot and continues to ram into you, finally his load fills your cunt and your thighs are shaking.
"Little girl wants to talk big and tough until she gets fucked dumb. Look at you so small and fragile cant even handle my cock." he chuckles out still ramming inside of you but he stops after a minute feeling himself get overstimulated, but as soon as he's about to pull out you squirt all over his bottom half soaking him. "Fuck little girl, you're squirting on my dick?" he goes to pull out but you hold him tight. "Please d-dont pull out..I want to stay next to you.." "Yeah you want to stay next to me? Even though i kidnapped you? Held you here against your will? Fuck you even tried to escape last Friday." he chuckles.
"Please don't let go.." You whisper. He looks at you then he wraps his arms around your small torso.
Next time you wont ever leave not when you can stay with him.
And next time, he wont be so friendly about you trying to escape after all your his right? You'll stay with him forever.
#enhypen smut#enha x reader#jungwon#jungwon smut#yandere jungwon#enhypen yandere#strawberrywonz#jungwon x reader#bres new blog
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Do you think Gwen would be one of those people who refers to Raine as male/female in your human AU?
Like when they first come over she keeps using he/him or she/her pronouns for them and that’s one of the (many) reasons why Raine doesn’t come over again and Eda and Lilith don’t have a good relationship with her
I have actually thought about this before. I ultimately think it depends if she views Raine as AMAB or AFAB.
I imagine when Eda first has Raine over Gwen is like "OH a BOY 👀" immediately assuming Eda has a crush on them (which technically she's right) and start shipping them.
When they're alone Gwen says something like "He seems nice" to which Eda responds "They not a boy. Or a girl." and Gwen is like ????
Eda explains how Raine likes to be referred to and Gwen thinks it's weird but goes along with it because "At least Edalyn finally has an interest in a boy, regardless of what he calls himself".
Despite her being nice to Raine and SEEMINGLY accepting, both Eda and Raine can tell she's not being very genuine. For one thing, she doesn't make that much of an effort to remember Raine's pronouns. Especially when they're not there. She and Eda would frequently have conversations about Raine like.
"Edalyn's little boyfriend"
"They're not a boy"
"Well you know what I mean"
Ultimately both Eda and Raine recognize Gwen is happier pretending they're something they're not. As in Raine being a boy and Eda being straight.
Meanwhile if she view Raine as AFAB she'll think "Oh she's a tomboy like Edalyn. Well, it's still nice that Eda made a friend"
Until a similar situation comes up where Eda tells her Raine is not a girl. To which Gwen starts thinking "A girl pretending to be a boy??? Is she a lesbian???"
And then after she starts seeing how close Eda and Raine are starts thinking "Is MY daughter a lesbian??? Is that why she only likes boy things???"
This leads to her constantly trying to have conversations with Eda like "Is there something you want to tell me?" which leads to more invasive questions to not only Eda but also Raine, asking things like why they dress the way they do.
Alternatively, so Raine isn't implied to have a specific AGAB in this Au. Gwen switches back in forth between these two trying to figure out if Raine is ACTUALLY a boy or a girl.
If Ed calls her out on it she goes "It doesn't matter to me! I just need to know!"
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In One Universe…
Stephen Strange • She/Her Pronouns • Sorcerer!Reader • ANGST/SFW (for the sake of a good ending) • MoM Spoilers-ish
You simply can’t compete.
Even if she’s now a happily married woman.
Standing alone at a table with no chairs, drink in hand and fixed gaze on her boyfriend at the bar talking seriously with his ex. She felt her chest tighten with jealousy and depression while she watches him smile…and as sick as it is, she felt better when his smile faded.
“So! What’s it like?”
Y/N looks up from her drink confused as the groom of the famous Christine Palmer makes his presence known before her. “Im sorry?”
“What’s it like dating the Doctor Strange? Amazing as it’ll ever be?“
“Oh, yes! But why talk about that when we should be talking about the happy couple” Y/N smiles earning a chuckle out of Charlie. “Feel different yet?”
“Oh not really” Charlie sighs looking toward the two that Y/N has been staring at for a good moment. “I’ve always had her. Not saying marriage confirmed that or “locked it in” but I make her happy and that’s all that matters”
I make her happy
And that’s all that matters
“Hey…where have you been?”
“Nursing a glass of wine while talking it up with some surgeons…” The first part being the only truthful thing. Y/N read the disappointment all over his face, even if she was a tad upset she’d do anything to make him happy.
Stephen instinctively wrapped his free arm around her waist when she stood on her tippy toes to press a kiss to his cheek. Bringing a temporary smile to his face that was soon ruined by the screaming.
“Duty calls” Stephen finishes his drink handing the glass off to the waiter before helping Y/N onto the ledge before removing his cloak from his suit pocket and jumping off with her.
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“Don’t scare the kid with your words, Stephen” Y/N joins the three at the restaurant as she’s usually left to take care of his messes which included the big shelled octopus creature. “Everything’s account for Wong”
“I wish Stephen cleaned up after himself instead of letting his girlfriend do so” Wong squints and glares at Stephen causing a sigh to escape from him.
“Wait. She’s not your wife?” America suddenly asks catching all three of them off guard. “What? I just told you—“
“That you can travel the multiverse yes. But I don’t see any proof in such.”
The reveal of the other universe’s Stephen’s dead body was unsettling. Y/N regrets a lot of thoughts she had during the wedding after looking at her…variant’s? Stephen? God it was all extremely weird.
“What makes you different from him?” America frowns not trusting the three after her experience with the other Stephen. “How can I trust you not to take my power?”
“You’re just going to have to trust me”
“And if he were to do anything, I’d kick his ass” Y/N whispers to America getting a smile and short laugh from her plus an eye roll from Stephen.
“I’d let her. She has better judgement than the rest of us”
“That’s what he said. Before we separated…”
“What…happened to his Y/N?” His body tensed afraid of what America’s answer will be and shook his head. “Never mind. I…I don’t. Let’s get going to Kamar Taj”
“And what will we do with him?”
While Stephen buried the body, Y/N opened the portal to Kamar Taj letting America through before herself and saw the worry written all over her face.
“You’re safe with us, America.”
“I-I know but I…I have something to do, and I need to be alive and with my power to do it yknow” America laughs nervously with the worry and anxiety pouring out of her.
Before she knew it, she felt Y/N’s gentle hands cradle her face.
“When this mess is over. We’ll help you get grounded with your power and help you with whatever that something is” Y/N didn’t know til later that America was referring to what got her in this multiverse mess, as for the creatures coming after her…that just added onto the stress.
The Scarlet Witch coming to Kamar Taj simply…yeah.
“If you give me the girl, I can send you to a universe where you’ll be with Christine” Wanda smirks quickly turning her attention to Y/N. “Because deep down…who do you truly love, Stephen Strange?”
Stephen caught his words in his throat, maybe they were the right ones or maybe they were wrong, but nothing was said until he snapped back into reality glaring at the witch before him.
“The full might of Kamar Taj stands against you”
As Stephen returns to his post beside Wong, Y/N locks eyes with Wanda for a split second letting a small window open. But suddenly Wanda winces and grew enraged starting her strike on the temple while Y/N quickly ran in to have her eyes on America at all times.
“Leave her. She’s got America along with two masters” Wong snaps at Stephen to stay before he could even think of joining them in the building. “What on earth did she tell you?”
“It’s nothing Wong. We’re at war. Focus on what’s happening”
“If I lose someone close to me, because of something you’re not telling me…you better check yourself Strange”
It was strange…falling through the multiverse, and idiotic for Y/N to push Stephen to catch America causing them to split.
2:1…
Leaving Y/N alone in a universe by herself with zero knowledge on multiverse travel. She only knows as much as Strange does and granted her first thought was this was cruel punishment.
This universe didn’t look much different from theirs. Maybe a little healthier. Y/N quickly tapped the gem on her necklace causing her robes to disappear and turn into more of streetwear that matches the universe she’s in. But her cosmetic relic added another feature to her attire that made her confused.
A wedding ring?
Before Y/N could even explore suddenly a red cloak grabbed her by the collar pulling her into the nearest alleyway. She stumbled back catching herself as the cloak presented itself to her soon laying on the shoulders of its partner.
“Holy shit”
“The ring please” Her variant stands before her holding her hand out as Y/N continues to be confused while removing the ring setting it in her palm. “Now get the fuck out of here”
“I can’t exactly just do that” Y/N laughs. “I’m stuck here until either America harnesses her power or Stephen gets his head on straight”
“You don’t belong here and if I get stuck with you, I might as well ask for my sentence before I do what I’m about to do”
“Your sentence?”
“You’re not the only one to fall into this universe. There’s laws now and rules. To avoid this reality collapsing in on itself” Her variant explains as she felt the cloak squeeze her a bit causing her to sigh instantly. “I know. I can’t just. Okay, we’re getting my husband but I can’t have you looking like that”
“What’s wrong with what I look?”
“Well you’re already me. So I can’t stress enough how bad it is to have another me in the same universe so” She flung the cloak onto Y/N’s shoulders and did a quick changing spell to have it cover her front and add a hood.
Y/N checks herself and glares at Variant!Y/N watching the same glare in return before leading the way.
Only for her variant self to suddenly shove Y/N into the nearest building leading her towards the back.
“Y/N?”
“Nothing to see here Remy”
The store clerk squints at the sorcerer catching a glimpse of the second Y/N. His sighs and quickly turns off the back security camera to let them out.
“I have my sling ring. Why can’t—-“
“Wait. You’ve had it and didn’t use it? You know you’d end up in where you want to be, just in this universe” Her variant snaps and immediately takes Y/N’s sling ring.
“What happened to yours and why do you wear the cloak of levitation? It’s St—-“
“Stephen’s. Yes. Whatever. You’ll find out. JUST GO THE FUCK THROUGH”
“Darling, why are you yelling?”
The two Y/N’s quickly stare at the sorcerer supreme in his maroon colored robes with gold seam work, shoulder length hair in a wolf mullet cut, and with a cleaner goatee…this really isn’t Y/N’s Stephen but the concern on his face and the worry driven body language made her wish it was.
“The Avengers better not find out about this or they’ll have her head”
“Wow that’s grand” Y/N groans stepping through feeling the cloak release from her shoulders as Stephen watches the stress radiate off of her but his main concern was his Y/N.
“Her universe the sapphire gem gives her the ability—-“
“To change her appearance and it adapted to our universe. Taking my ring.” Y/N frowns feeling Stephen’s hands carefully rest on her face wiping away the tears that were caused by the anxiety of losing something that important. “What are we going to do Strange? This isn’t the first time another self of somebody has entered our universe. I can’t…I-I can’t lose you. Or this life”
The reassuring words sounded like music to Y/N’s ears as she watches how gentle Stephen is with her variant and did his best calming her not stopping with his words until she calmed down.
I want to go home…I can’t watch this…I-I don’t have this… Y/N held back the tears the best she could as she formed fists quickly to focus the pain onto the nails she dug into her palms. She crosses her arms as the two parted from each other while cloak fell back on the other Y/N’s shoulders. “Is the cloak your relic here?”
“Ha! No. He’s still paired with Strange just”
“Both of them. We don’t have a lot of time given most multiversal travelers are detected by a variety of things. Magic. AI. Sensors.”
“We just got lucky being stuck in a part of the city where I’m friends with most of the leasers” Y/N reassures her other but she noticed her fists and without a second thought, took her hands into hers squeezing them enough to subside the urge. “The only way into finding where your Stephen and this…America you mentioned earlier, is using the Darkhold. But Mordo destroyed it”
“After he fell to its urges and found his revelation too late, knowing his life would be taken by its destruction”
“Wow. He did good even after—“
“He tried to kill me” Stephen laughs anxiously. “Or me” His Y/N says shortly after.
“…is there a window? For them to find me before the Avengers of your universe find me?”
The silence gave Y/N an answer.
She’ll have to die in order for nothing to harm their universe.
Honestly? She’d let them.
She can’t step in her other’s happiness because she thinks she doesn’t have her own.
Stephen ran through the Illuminati building trying to find America and Christine without the help of his cloak or any signs of where they’ll be. Then suddenly a portal opened as he ran through finding himself in a hallway being shortly met with America and Christine.
“Are you okay?!” Stephen exclaims as he instantly tighten his embrace on America while Christine’s gaze glued to the orange glow fading behind him but saw no sling ring on his finger.
Once the small argument that finally lead to Christine caving in and leading the way to the Book of Vishanti. With a few Scarlet Witch sized bumps along the way leading them to a moment of being in front of the door.
When Christine presented the watch to Stephen he gave it a second look. Then it clicked.
“No…that’s not it. It’s much simpler than that”
“What’s that supposed—-”
“Can you just. Reveal and open the door” America interrupts Christine as her anxiety of the Scarlet Witch breaking in at any moment wasn’t letting up.
The sorcerer reached for the handle and suddenly pulled it off the door revealing a glowing sapphire inside where the handle clicked in. As he sets the handle off to the side to pick up the sapphire on the sterling silver necklace causing the door to open while feeling the weight on his chest grow and the few tears that fell.
He needs to find her…
He can’t live without her
America was the first to yell for their attention while Wanda grabs her by the hair forcing her back. But she was suddenly grabbed in the middle by the familiar gold magic and was ripped away from the child.
“Y/N!” Christine yells making Stephen immediately look at her finding his…his Y/N with shorter hair, more visible scars, and overall an aggressive attitude toward the Scarlet Witch harming a child.
Y/N wore 838’s cloak of levitation now as she drags the witch tossing her to the other side of the platform before descending and rushing to America. Carefully helping her up and checking her for injuries but the pull of Wanda’s magic tossed her into the pillar that held the book.
“You’re always in the way” Wanda snaps at Y/N grabbing America once again and before Stephen could even read the book or try to get America. The witch was three steps ahead shooting toward the three causing the book in hand to burn and the collapse of the sorcerer and scientist beside Y/N.
The three were suddenly tossed through the portal and found themselves in the collapsed reality.
“We need to find—“
“Other you. There’s a possibility even with the incursion” Y/N interrupts and started walking.
Before any light conversation was brought, Christine grabbed Y/N’s arm forcing her back.
“Where have you been?”
“You want to do this now?”
“You disappeared after Stephen died—“
“Executed”
“Killed—-“
“THE ILLUMINATI KILLED MY HUSBAND AND DIDNT BOTHER TO TELL HIS WIFE AND CHILD. DONT YOU DARE BELIEVE THE LIE THEY PUT ON A FUCKING STATUE” Y/N yells enraged pulling her arm away as the cloak tugged at her to keep her from ending Christine. “I don’t give two fucking shits about why you, Christine fucking Palmer, need to get back. That witch took the child that practically has the faith of every universe in her hands and that Stephen needs to get back. And my fucking daughter can’t lose another parent” she snapped finally feeling the cloak wrap itself around her pulling her away to give them space and a big enough moment to calm down before starting their walk again.
“She’s a single mother…”
“Yeah. Quinn…gorgeous little girl with the same fire that our Stephen had. But when he started to use the Darkhold, he…Uhm.” Christine inhales sharply. “He couldn’t stand to look her or Y/N in the eye after promising both of them that he’ll never use it ever again. So when he died, the two disappeared. Now we are here”
Both Y/N and Christine didn’t approve of Stephen using the Darkhold. But there was no other choice and Y/N trusted this Stephen’s judgement. When the souls of the damned erupted out of his body, Y/N tossed the cloak toward Christine to protect her like 838 Stephen always wanted…to protect all of those he loves soon elbowing the glass cabinet ignoring the blood that poured while she set the gauntlet on fire erupting the souls that escaped into flames. She looked at Christine to make sure she was okay, letting her take care of Stephen while she stood by for anything further.
In every universe
He’ll always care for her
But the love of his life?
Has always been her, one way or another
“I hope you know I’m not okay with doing this. Putting a lie detecting spell on you earlier only concerned me with how your reality is” Stephen ran his hand through his hair as he took a deep breath while Y/N kept her gaze to the floor.
“I’m giving you the okay with murdering me to avoid your reality collapsing…trust me, just because I…feel very threatened by another in my universe, doesn’t mean I should inflict those emotions onto my other self while she is happy in hers”
“We’re always the one sacrificing too much and before we do anything…I” Y/N frowns taking one of her hands into hers. “I need you to know…that feeling…the weight of it all will be lifted. Because he always knows to make the right choice”
Before either said another word, suddenly the familiar star shaped portal formed beside them. This universe’s Stephen quickly pulled the two Y/N’s close to his person before readying his shields as America quickly ran out quickly scanning both Y/N’s deciding which one to hug as her Y/N immediately wrapped her arms around her protectively.
“I’m so glad you’re safe…” Y/N sobs holding onto the kid feeling her squeeze her back.
“I’m just lucky you landed in a universe I’ve been before. Not very long…but still. It was easy. I’m happy we found you!” America smiles up at Y/N as she couldn’t help but bring her back into a tight hug.
This universe’s Stephen watches the interaction between the two and felt his Y/N smack him playfully in the chest for knowing exactly what he’s thinking. Stephen suddenly took Y/N’s hand as the two watched a tearful Stephen step through the portal catching his Y/N’s attention expecting her to be upset that it took him so long but all she wanted to do was fall into his embrace.
“Should I cut my hair?” His variant whispers to his Y/N as she gave him a side eye.
“Unless you want me to call you Steve for the rest of your life”
“Right. Well as long as you like it as much as I do. Then I won’t” He smiles and while the happy reunion was nice, their Avengers must’ve picked up on the anomaly since the stark drones hissed over the sanctum.
“Well it was lovely having you all here but I’d rather not watch my Y/N get arrested again by the Avengers” Stephen laughs hearing the gasping agains from their variants and the kid before pushing them through the portal with a force watching it close instantly.
Once the detection was no longer in range by a few multiverses in the way, the two turned to each other once the drones went past. Y/N sighs relieved that her variant was found and she didn’t have to kill the anomaly. Stephen was just grateful that he can kiss his wife finally without any stares from their others or even their Wong on occasion.
Finally back in their own universe, Wong took America to let the two be alone for as long as they needed. Stephen hasn’t stopped crying since they found his Y/N. Even if he was in just two other universes, he’s learned enough of what his counter parts can do to their significant others in a negative way…and well. He knows more than enough.
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“I’ll let you use the Darkhold if you give me your Chri—…Hm. Or her. She’ll do perfectly”
Stephen turns around to find 838’s Y/N entering the room with hesitation.
“If I didn’t have what I have back in my universe. Well. Who knows what could happen” Y/N played along bringing herself up and close to his sinister self wrapping her arms around his neck.
“See. She complies and so the Darkhold is yours” He smirks unclasping it from himself tossing it to his counterpart.
Before Stephen could say anything about the two, he watched Y/N suddenly head butt his sinister self in the third eye and her cloak suddenly grab him tossing him straight out the window of the sanctum.
“Yknow. I have anger issues and according to my Christine, I’m the only Y/N that does. But I doubt it. So…” Y/N frowns turning to Stephen. “Don’t ever piss her off Strange, because if we’re anything alike. We’ll internalize a lot of what we’re feeling”
•
When America opened the portal back to 838, Y/N suddenly took Stephen’s hand.
“Just five minutes” Y/N frowns watching him nod while America tagged along following her through the portal she made with her sling.
Once the portal closed, Y/N took her cloak off as it instantly shifted into a scarf leading the way to what seems to be a little farm house. As the two followed this Y/N through the house, Stephen noticed the pictures on the wall that held this universe’s Stephen with his daughter before everything went south for them.
“I don’t want to scare you”
“About?” Stephen questions Y/N as the two stopped by the kitchen window to the backyard watching as a little girl chase after two golden retrievers while they fetched for the ball she tossed. “I’m…really sorry about—-“
“Don’t be. I’m only mad at Christine for reasons I shouldn’t be mad at her for. But at my Stephen’s funeral I knew I didn’t want our daughter wrapped up in it all. So I gave up a lot. I gave up my position in the Illuminati, I found a replacement master for the New York Sanctum since Mordo took Sorcerer Supreme, I already was certified in teaching so I became my Quinn’s teacher, and now I’m a farmer that only is a sorcerer when Mordo desperately needs me.” Y/N frowns crossing her arms as she watches Quinn finally get the ball back tossing it again. “We’re all different. Even if we all are quick to give up many things for our Stephens. But with mine, he didn’t just. Drop everything and decide to be executed. Yes I didn’t know for sure that was happening but I remember being woken up to get Quinn to Kamar Taj to keep her safe and that he might not come back from the fight. With tears he made me promise to keep his memory alive with his daughter. To remind her whenever she was sad or anxious that he’s always there even if it’s never physically. Everything in his name is in hers. Or what’s left given that he gave up a lot from his accident. Then when I wear the cloak it’s what it’s intended to be but once it’s removed it becomes whatever Quinn needs. He’s always around one way or another and I know this situation is nothing like yours with your me. But Stephen…” she carefully rests a hand on his shoulder as his gaze never left the field. “If there is anything wrong in your reality with the one that you love, do everything in your power to fix it. Because even if he did believe for a moment that Palmer was his endgame, it was never her to make him realize that she wasn’t.”
As Y/N leaves Stephen to contemplate that with America forming a portal behind them. He watches Y/N carefully wrap the scarf around her daughter’s neck as she beams instantly to her mom being home.
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In one universe, she is his everything
In one universe, anger didn’t drive her away
In one universe,…
All she wanted was him
“I never…ever want to lose you. I can’t lose you.” Stephen starts, carefully taking her face in his trembling hands feeling her soft ones hold his. “Before what happened, at the wedding, I was angry…that I…that that wasn’t me and I was selfish to let you come to witness my emotions for someone who doesn’t feel the same way just pour at inappropriately….”
His thumbs wipe away the hot tears that spilled from her eyes when he said that. Being gentle as he ever could with his partner before him.
“I know I always have to be the one holding the knife…I’ve been told that twice so it must be true…but I’m not alone. Someone cares for me and loves me even if I’m blind to it most of the time but after all of this I want that to change…I…I’m scared. I’m scared of not doing this right. Of letting someone in. I want to protect you and love you. Without ever making you feel small…” Stephen moved his hands to rest on her waist as she brought hers to rest on his chest feeling him press his forehead against hers. “And I’m already not doing a good job…”
“May I remind you…that all we had to do was talk it out…I-I…” Y/N gripped onto his robes feeling him pull her closer. “I know you love me, and I know I’m just. Jealous and angry about Christine…She’s known you for the longest time and you two have this bond that I think I’ll never have that kind of relationship but…fuck. I…”
“She’s my past. Always will be a part of my life but not in that way. She…honestly never was. Then you. You changed my whole life and I was afraid from the second we became something that I’d lose you to anything and everything”
“You’ll never lose me, Stephen…” Y/N cries bringing her hands to the nape of his neck trying to calm her tears when she just continued anyway. “Please don’t ever lose me Stephen…”
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“When we went to the wedding…I was heartbroken. Seeing the way he looked at her.” Her variant starts after realizing her counterpart was willing to sacrifice herself just so her variant’s reality can remain safe if her Stephen didn’t find her soon enough. “He told me before we left, that she will always be a part of his life because that is his past and that when he sees her up there…he wouldn’t know how to feel. Because for once, they both have everything they’ve always wanted and it took them this long to realize it wasn’t with the other…and that’s when he promised me that he’d remind me every day how much he loves me. He kept his word. I got…lucky. Yes we have our hiccups. But that’s what love is. It’s not the most healthiest thing in the world and you either work together or apart. Sometimes I need an hour or a day but I would always come back. Same for Stephen. He handles Kamar Taj business alone as his form of “me time” because when he’s not Sorcerer Supreme for a moment…he’s my husband”
“How is this supposed to—-“
“Your Stephen sounds very stuck. In his past. That hopefully this adventure he’s on in the multiverse, it’ll show him how important certain things are. Which includes you”
“I don’t want to lose him…” Y/N frowns bringing her knees to her chest feeling her variant’s hand rest on her back rubbing soothing circles.
“As much as we are from different universes. I can promise to the best of my ability…that you won’t lose him and if he finds you in time, that’s one confirmation out of many”
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In one universe, their universe, it’s not perfect. They’ve fought. Survived. Sacrificed. Stressed. Worried. Feared. The two experienced it all but never wanted to be apart from the other.
Stephen reminds her every day. Whether that be with tea in the morning with staying in bed a little later than usual, gentle grazes of his finger tips against her skin, holding her from behind while she did her tasks,…the list goes on. Everything he does follows with an I love you and not a day goes by where Y/N feels unloved. That even when her anxiety and doubts get triggered, he’s instantly there to reassure her.
And of course it’s not just him. Y/N gives him everything he needs and always has been. Moments where he simply just needs her in the room, being present. The two reading to themselves in their bed…Y/N being present during his training sessions watching him teach while also helping his student…her simply in his embrace neither of them saying a word just comfortable and safe.
Both say I love you at every hello and goodbye, good morning and good night, be safe and I promise,…
The multiverse left some new scars, but at least they healed together.
In their own universe
#lonelinessinthemirrordimension#doctor strange#stephen strange#doctor strange x reader#stephen strange x reader#I appreciate y’all a lot for enjoying my crack posts. now it’s time for fics
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✎.⋆About Me and This Blog⋆.➳
This is a Giant/tiny writing blog for both fanfics and original works with my ocs!
This is a side blog, my main blog is @selfshipping-shapeshifter where I chat with mutuals and gush about my f/os!
I have a few other writing blogs:
@self-shipping-selfcare where I write x Reader oneshots and headcanons (my main writing blog)
@letters-from-your-fo where I write exclusively letters (typically but not limited to love letters) from your f/o to you
@your-yandere-darling where I write exclusively yandere oneshots and headcanons (with fictional characters, my ocs, and/or just a yandere character type)
@fnaf-edits where my friend and I post exclusively Fnaf (he does edits, matchups, and kin assignments and I write oneshots and headcanons)
I go by Amber and Jonas and I’d really appreciate it if you used both names for me! I identify as genderfluid and a trans man; male, female, and nonbinary; and my pronouns are He/They/She. I’d really appreciate it if you mix up my pronouns/gendered terms when referring to me (ex: “Where are they, I saw them a while ago? Actually, I think he might be in his room. She’s always on her computer writing something.” or “He’s in here, but they’re too busy on her computer writing something.”) but if you must refer to me with one set of pronouns, I prefer they/them or he/him rather than just she/her
I’d also appreciate it if whenever you request something you make it seem like you’re ordering something, like from an actual cafe. For example you could say; “Could I order a Giant (Character/Oc) x Tiny Reader with extra fluff and a bit of spice?” or something like that based on your request? Of could you don’t have to, it’s just a fun thing I’d love to see and appreciate it if you played along :3
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✎.⋆I Will Write⋆.➳
Fluff
Angst
Suggestive scenes
Romantic oneshots/headcanons
Platonic oneshots/headcanons
Yanderes
Polyamorous relationships
Character x Reader
Character x My Oc
My Oc x Reader
My Oc x My Oc
Character x My Self Insert
My Oc x My Self Insert
And maybe more
✎.⋆I Won’t Write⋆.➳
Character x Character (sometimes, ignoring polyamory)
Smut (I can write suggestive scenes but I can’t write full-on smut)
Vore (I’m not very good at writing it, I’m sorry-)
YouTubers/Celebrities x Reader
Taboo topics such as Insest and pedophilia and more
Some of the weird fetishes
✎.⋆Fandoms I Write For⋆.➳
A Monster in Paris
At Dead of Night
Beastars
Bendy and the Ink Machine/Bendy and the Dark Revival
Call of Duty Zombies (Primis and Ultimis Richtofen only please)
Cuphead
Danganronpa
Detroit: Become Human
Doki Doki Literature Club
Five Nights at Freddy's
Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss
Homegrown Pet
John Doe Game
Portal 2
Puss in Boots The Last Wish
Red Shoes and the Seven Dwarfs
Scrutinized
Skyrim
Spooky Month
Super Mario Bros Movie (Bowser only please)
Team Fortress 2
The Bad Guys
The Great Mouse Detective
Trapped With Jester
Undertale/Deltarune
Villainous
Yandere Simulator
Your Boyfriend
And maybe more I can't remember at the moment (please don’t hesitate to ask me if there’s a certain fandom I’ll write for, because I believe I write for more than this but I can’t remember all my fandoms)
✎.⋆Other Rules You Should Know⋆.➳
If you’re requesting something from Call of Duty Zombies, I’m still learning the lore and everything and I only write Richtofen as of now
For Danganronpa, I’ll write for the games only. I haven’t seen the anime yet, reason why I can’t write for it. I’ll also write for any character except Celeste and anyone from the anime and Ultra Despair Girls. My favorite characters to write for are Teruteru and Hifumi
For the Super Mario Bros Movie, I’ll only write for Bowser for right now
For Villainous, I haven’t seen the show yet but I have seen the shorts so I won’t write for anyone from the show only yet
I have the right to reject a request for whatever reason (I think I can’t write it, it’s not a fandom I’m in, I’ve already written something too similar to it, I’m uncomfortable with it, etc) and I might either answer your ask politely rejecting your request or I just delete the ask
If I'm obsessed with a certain fandom I'll be more focused on writing for it but I don’t mind if you request something from a different fandom (though I prefer if you request something from the fandom(s) that I’m currently obsessed with)
I’m a lazy procrastinator who fears I won’t be good at interpreting the characters well. It might take a while for me to finish your request because I either procrastinated, didn’t know how to write the character you requested, or both. Another reason why I wouldn't finish a request quickly is because I had a lack of motivation and/or inspiration which has been happening a lot recently, so if your request takes longer from that then I sincerely apologize
Please be specific when requesting something, if you aren't specific I'll assume you're fine with something random. And for polyamorous relationships, please specify the relationship (ex: Is Character A and Character B dating each other and the reader or are they simply friends who are both dating the reader?)
Crossovers are welcome here, the only rule is it has to be in my list of fandoms. You can still ask me if I know a certain TV Show/movie/video game/book/anime. If you request anything anime, chances are I don’t know it since I haven’t seen a lot of anime. I want to watch more, though (at some point)
Please be respectful and I hope you enjoy your time here!
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Can I request for Scout (TF2) with S/O who’s AFAB, however when in private they don’t mind if he uses he/him pronouns? :] I’ve been called Daniel before and honestly I wouldn’t mind getting called “boyfriend” or boy nicknames in private haha. Guess like a demiboy of some sort?
Oke dokie anon! I must say I wasn't expecting this type of specific request but am excited (and nervous) to give this a try!
I hope I wrote this correctly and please inform me if I have written something wrong or need to rewrite something! And I also hope you don't mind if I used she/her pronouns in the beginning due to having no idea what specific pronouns to use so I went with she/her since its AFAB :]
Also! Very big thank you to @callmegkiddo for a short and understandable AFAB explanation that they explained to me cuz if they didn't this would have taken a wee bit longer heh-
You may start reading! ^^
Scout had always adored his amazing super cool and beautiful girlfriend I mean who wouldn't like someone as amazing as Y/N? She was hella wicked! Not only was she smart, she was strong too! Physically and emotionally! She was so kind, so caring-
"Scout? Scout!" Scout snapped out of his thoughts, shaking his head as he turns his attention back to the situation at hand. He cluelessly looks around the table, playing cards in hand. "Aye lad, its your turn!" Demo calls out, taking another sip of his drink as he rearranges his cards in his own hand. Engineer chuckled as Scout messily looked between his cards. "Day dreaming about your gal again huh son?" "Course Hardhat! She's just amazing! How could I not?" Engineer chuckles again as he places his card after Scout.
"And if am so amazing, how about you help this amazing gal clean up the messy dining table so I can cook dinner?" A voice, a very soft and familiar voice spoke up from behind them. Scout perks up and quickly turns, dropping his cards as he smiles. Walking up to Y/N. "Hey there babe! Glad your back!" Y/N chuckles and presses a kiss to Scout's cheek. "Happy to see you too Jer. You guys don't mind if I steal Scout for a moment yea?" "Take him all ya want lass" Demo slurs out and Y/N chuckles again, dragging Scout to the kitchen.
Later on, as Scout quickly but carefully dries the plates for dinner. Y/N turns from the sink to sigh and fidgets with her fingers. "Jer? Can I uhm talk to you about something?" Scout looks up, giving his girlfriend a smile as he places the 2nd to last plate on the table and drags the towel over his shoulder. "What's up babe? This good talk or bad talk?" "Erm.. Let's say uh.. name talk? pronoun talk?" Scout definitely didn't expect that, but he didn't question it.
"Sure! Whaddya need to talk about?"
"It's about.. My pronouns.. and like kinda me overall..?" Scout hums, nodding as he talks a seat on a chair, leaning on it as he faces Y/N and continues to patiently listen. "Do.. You mind if you use.. like he/him pronouns to me? Or calling me your boyfriend?.. In private! I still wanna be referred as a girl but I just haven't really considered like.. Using it all the time. But, I feel comfortable using it with you.."
Scout smiles softly, standing up to place his grip taped hands on Y/N's cheek.
"Am fuckin happy your comfortable with me babe, and of course I'll use these guy pronouns for ya if ya want. And I swear to use them in private or when ya say so. Scout's honor!" Y/N chuckles and smiles. "Thanks Jer.."
They both talked a bit more about the sudden but comfortable change, before they started to work on dinner. Laughing and messing around as they did so.
#SiC anon writes#team fortress 2#tf2#tf2 scout#scout tf2#tf2 scout x reader#scout x reader#tf2 scout x afab reader
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⟡ SAGE'S MASTER LIST OF TERMS ⟡
This is a master list of petn ames, descriptors, titles and terms and how I feel about being called them.
Special Note: I love when gendered terms are used interchangeably in a conversation.
☑ = Yes please, I love being called this
♡ = Only use if we're close, please
□ = I'm okay with this/I don't mind this
☒ = Please do not use this.
━━━━━━━━┛ 𝐏𝐄𝐓 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄𝐒 ┗━━━━━━━━
Pet names, nicknames and other terms I'm comfortable with (as a sub/bottom.)
☑ (Good/Bad) Girl
☑ (Good/Bad) Boy
☑ Slut + Slut variants
☑ Whore + Whore variants
☑ Bitch
☑ Honey
☑ Fucktoy/Toy
☑ Fuckmeat
☑ Fleshlight
☑ Cunt
☑ It/Its and objectification/dehumanizing terms
♡ Darling
♡ Love
♡ Angel
♡ Doll/Dolly
□ Princess
□ Prince
□ Baby
□ Babygirl
□ Babyboy
□ Little Girl
□ Little Boy
□ Little One
□ Kiddo
□ Pup
□ Puppy
□ Kitten
□ Pet
□ Cum Dumpster + Variants
☒ Hun
☒ Babe
☒ Boo
☒ Urinal
━━━━━━━━┛ 𝐃𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐏𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐒 ┗━━━━━━━━
Compliments, Insults and Adjectives to use.
☑ Pretty
☑ Handsome
☑ Cute
☑ Stupid
☑ Pathetic
☑ Worthless
☑ Silly
☑ Filthy/Dirty
☑ Useless
☑ Disgusting
☑ Braindead
☑ Naughty
♡ Beautiful
♡ Hot
♡ Sexy
━━━━━━━━┛ 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐘 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐒 ┗━━━━━━━━
How to refer to my body parts (as a pre-T transmasc afab).
☑ Chest
☑ Holes (more general/androgynous term)
♡ Possessive terms ("My ____")
□ Tits/Boobs
□ Pussy
□ Cunt
□ Boycunt/Boypussy
□ Slit
□ Clit
□ T-cock/T-dick
☒ Cock
☒ Princess/Prince Parts
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Titles, honorifics, and pronouns to use regarding me.
☑ Sub/Submissive
☑ They/Them
♡ Boyfriend
♡ Partner
□ It/Its
□ Slave
□ Bottom
□ Mister (Not in a dom context)
☒ Girlfriend
☒ Ma'am
☒ Miss
☒ Mistress
☒ Sir
☒ Master
☒ Dad/Daddy + Variants
☒ Daughter/Son/Child + Variants
☒ She/Her
☒ He/Him
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hi arc no pressure to answer this but i was just wondering if you felt comfortable answering could i ask how did you know you were bigender? slash maybe how do I know if I might be bigender?
hi leo!! yeah, i'm comfortable answering that! this may be a bit long but like- im telling a lot just incase it any part of it helps you realize something. (i also enjoy talking about my identity & the journey of how i got here TBH)
im specifically male & female bigender. i also identify with a lot of xenogenders, but (what i call) my primary gender(s) is being male & female bigender. bigender can be any two genders though!! but this will probably mainly apply to male & female (or similar genders like demiboy/demigirl, ect.) bigender experience.
growing up as a girl, i always felt a connection with guys. i always wanted to be included in what they were doing! in school, i had primarily male friends while only having a very small amount of female friends (irl wise. i had a lot of female friends online) the only time in my life i had primarily girls as my friends was in elementary school, but i wasn't ever happy.
i was always very happy when guys would treat me like they treated other guys- not in a "treating me like decent respect" kinda way, but just treating me as if i were a guy.
ive known i was bisexual since i was 7 or 8, so i've been in queer spaces online since i was very young. since i was young, i was also very easily influenced by older people. i ended up in a lot of transmedicalist spaces. i never thought about exploring my gender identity because i liked being a girl! but in the back of my mind, i always wondered what it would be like if i made an alt account and pretended to be a guy, using he/him pronouns n stuff. at one point, i did run an account using he/she pronouns because "the mascot im using uses he/him but i use she/her but idc if people refer to me as he/him ONLY because of the mascot" <- complete fucking lie i was in denial becuz i was friends with a lot of transmeds, but didnt know i was also a guy at the time. just liked he/him
its a long story, but a mix of my boyfriend realizing he was a trans and openly supporting xenogenders & neopronouns, us cutting off a toxic transmed friend, and me entering fandoms that were more inclusive made me realize like. hey maybe this stuff is ok. and immediately i was like oh fuck. im bigender.
i looked back on my experiences and it just. fell into place. one time i received major gender euphoria because a guy hugged me in a way that guys stereotypically only do with guys, and it was still such an important memory to me over a year later (and still is 4 or so years later even though i havent seen the guy in forever.) everytime i was referred to with he/him on the acc i went by he/she pronouns on, i felt so damn happy. i daydream being a guy, not because i hate being a girl but because i just loved the idea of being a guy so much, and not out of like, being tired of sexism or anything. i just wanted to be a guy just cause!!
gender dysphoria was never apart of discovering my identity for me, i only developed it after the fact. my gender dysphoria is different than others (from what ive seen from The Average Trans Person) & im shy to talk about it publicly so if you do wanna ask about that just send another ask & ill answer privately. that being said gender dysphoria is NEVER a requirement to being trans, and i wouldve never found out i was bigender if i didnt get rid of that idea.
ANYWAYS, thats just me!
for you, my advice is to self reflect i suppose! think about your relationship with whatever genders youre considering being bigender of, how do you feel about those genders? how do you connect to them? how do you feel being referred to as pronouns typically associated with those genders (i know pronouns dont equal gender, this is just smth that helped me) or terms in general that are associated with those genders? would you feel happy as both?
im not good at advice im just a silly kid on the internet U_U anyways i rlly hope this helped u in some way. if u have anymore questions id LOVE to answer!! <3
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The art of "reaching in" and draw a card.
Once in a while you'd encounter some bizarre clients you didn't know initially what their deal is. This strange client served as a chance for me to experience that a "reach" for Tarot card divination does exist, and is a very important concept. I will explain what reach means later.
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She came to me half a year ago, so it's been a while now-- I refer to my clients as 'they' pronoun, because most of them stay strictly anonymous on PLURK and would not tell me any information other than necessary, but this client wanted the process off PLURK anonymous board.
She requested a Google meeting. She wanted to know how her relationship with the current boyfriend would go. She will only give me the exact question once we meet online and proceed the divination that very evening. I did not think much of it.
HOWEVER, once I opened up the Google Meet for her, she dropped a bombshell- she DOES NOT HAVE A BOYFRIEND... well, not in the physical realm at least. She is a fandom dream girl, meaning, she *imagines* herself to have a relationship with an anime character. Now she wants to know "what her boyfriend/anime character thinks about her".
OK.
I have one policy- I do NOT ask for any information, unless the client gives it up willingly and on their own accord. She has no intention to tell me who this "anime guy" is, so be it. I shuffle the cards.
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This is when I felt very distinctly "the reach", which in fact always existed, but I wasn't conscious of it before, until I reached for a different space.
This time, when I dipped my finger into the pile, I felt a tighter, narrower astral space, sort of like "a human's mental plane" whence I draw information from, instead of the usual broader and wider universal space-time (no, I refuse to call it Akashic record, no use throwing terminologies I don't partake in around here).
I drew Prince of Disks and Queen of Swords from Crowley Thoth.
I told her- Your boyfriend is a world builder. He would go off the edge of universe, find an empty place, and build an empire from scratch. It is not an "inclusive" empire, but a world tailored to him that he could truly rule, and he'd like to rule this kingdom with you.
He is probably a CEO from a troubled multi-million company. Unlike his Wolf-of-Wall-street appearance, his life is not on easy mode. He does not have anything handed out to him on a silver platter, so he does not trust anything that is given to him like a free gift. It must've been a trap from his competitor.
His tendency is seen from the Queen of Swords. He does not like women who act pretty and girlish, he would despise damsels in distress. I think CEOs are secretly like that. He actually like women with a brain, with ambition, and is even more business savvy than him. You must be a talented co-ruler, a co-CEO, to be his girlfriend, otherwise he wouldn't have high opinion about you. Thankfully, you value intelligence over beauty yourself.
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Then she revealed her anime dream boyfriend to be Leona Kingscholar
WHO is this???
I'm sorry, I am so old I don't watch a lot of animes anymore. But the client told me she was so happy and so satisfied with this reading, it was exactly what she thought would come out.
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So, instead of focusing ONLY on how to interpret cards-- the more important issue is, HOW do these cards come about on your reading table? Is it purely by chance, a 1/78 mathematical probability that a card would be drawn? Of course not, or I'd advice you go to ChatGPT to do a reading for you, you don't have to waste money on Ruina.
In the end of the day, a good divinator has to reach out and grab the information somewhere-- whatever mental magical exercise works for you in order to experience that, just do it, because that makes a whole lot of difference for your clients.
#fortune telling#tarot reading#tarotblr#tarot cards#tarotcommunity#tarot card story time#tarot#crowley thoth
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Hey if any of y’all are in North Charleston lmk, cause I have one hell of a slutty boyfriend ready for you to use.
From what I know; he’s in North Charleston, he works at a place that sells donuts (Dunkin’?) and he’s 5’11”
#boyfriend needs to be r@ped#please fuck my boyfriend#please use my partner#please r@pe my boyfriend#he’s a size princess and deserves a good r@pe#please dick down my partner#anyone can fuck him idc#cnc k!nk#call my boyfriend a good girl and only refer to him using she/her pronouns when talking about them ;)#fuck my boyfriend#my boyfriend consents to bring r4ped#my boyfriend wants you to fuck him in your car after work#my boyfriend is available to be used whenever you want
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a piece about my journey with womanhood
I used to identify as trans. I was confused about my gender ever since elementary school, and I used to never feel feminine. I didn’t fit in with other girls in my grade, and I felt I got along more with the boys in class. I would look at the girls sitting together and gossiping about who’s dating who, talking about makeup, hair, and new clothes they’d gotten over the weekend, and I found it boring and dull. Then I’d look at the boys, who were swearing at each other, roughhousing, and just being “boys”, and I’d get jealous of them. I always wished that I was one of the boys.
In middle school, I started playing with my gender identity and trying new names, pronouns, and labels, to see what would stick. It was an incredibly uncomfortable time. I was surrounded by friends who didn’t take me seriously at the time and thought that me changing my name and pronouns a lot was me faking being trans. It was incredibly hurtful when my friends would ignore me or say I was faking it all, because I knew my feelings were incredibly real.
At the end of 7th grade, after playing with my identity for what felt like forever, I finally settled on identifying as nonbinary. That label was the only one that made sense to me at the time, and it felt validating to be able to put a name to what I was feeling. I continued to label myself that way all the way until 10th grade.
During the summer between 10th and 11th grade, something in my identity shifted. I suddenly felt more “binary” than in previous years. I wanted to wear makeup, jewelry, and even dresses. For God’s sake, I wanted to wear dresses for the first time since I was four! I wanted to be just like the girls that bored me in elementary school. I wanted to be a girl for the first time in my entire life.
At first, I was embarrassed. How could I have been so wrong? I felt like an idiot. Then, I felt anxious. All of the friends I had made over the years were all part of the LGBT community, so how on earth was I supposed to tell them I want to de-transition? I felt like they’d make fun of me and stop wanting to be my friend.
I attempted to suppress my feelings. I tried identifying as nonbinary but presenting as a girl, I tried to say I was nonbinary and a girl at the same time, I even cut my hair and tried to look as masculine as possible. All of it made me feel worse, and I was depressed. I hated myself and just wished I had the courage to actually be myself.
After a while, I admitted to my boyfriend that I wanted to de-transition. I felt ashamed, but he supported me wholeheartedly. I asked him to start calling me she/her pronouns and referring to me as his girlfriend, and when he did, it all made sense. I was a cis girl!
My boyfriend gave me the courage to begin de-transitioning. I was embarrassed at first, but with time I got more comfortable with it. My friends from before did make fun of me, and even came up with crazy theories as to why I changed so much, which I was fine with because I wasn’t friends with them anymore. And for good reason.
It’s safe to say that I’m much happier fully embracing myself for who I am, instead of trying to appease other people, and being ashamed that I was wrong in the past. It’s okay to change, and those who tried to shame me for that were stuck in the past and weren’t worth my time. I’m glad I’m me now, and not someone people want me to be.
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Chase X Reader - Spike is in love with reader too and she knows how to deal with him / calm him down to help Chase
i literally had to go back and watch a episode of lab rats to remember how spike acted 🧍please why did he refer to that girl as “daddy’s kitten” 😭
(y/n is used)
♯. we belong — chase davenport
warning; none
pronouns: none (you/yours?) fem terms are used!
THE FIRST thing that Chase needed you to know was about his commando app. His very angry and very aggressive persona of sorts, Spike.
You had only met Spike once and once was enough for you, but not for Spike.
Something about you made Spike swoon and the Dooley-Davenport family didn’t know if that was a good thing or not.
Of course, if Spike were to come out, it would be easier for you to calm him down rather than anyone else and have Chase returned like nothing has had happened.
Which was perfect when Spike just so happened to come out after Adam purposely made him nervous.
You could remember Leo’s girlish screams as he called, or rather, screamed at you to come over before Spike had any other chance to throw him across the room.
With quick feet, you made you way towards the Dooley-Davenport household and as soon as you opened the door and vase was thrown towards you. You quickly ducked and the vase flew out the door.
“Look who’s here.” Spike laughed, “My favorite girl in the world. I told you, you’d come back.”
“I came for my boyfriend.”
“And he’s right here.”
You could only roll your eyes as Spike’s hand found its way around your torso and pulled you in close.
“I really did miss you. Don’t believe me?” Spike asked.
“I believe that your messing with my boyfriend right now.” You said, letting lose from his grip, “What happened?”
Leo hit Adam’s arm and with a groan Adam explained how he was teasing Chase about never having his first kiss even thought you two and been dating for quite sometime now.
Chase wanted his first kiss with you specifically to be special. Not only would it be his first kiss, but it would be his first kiss with a person he adored.
“Why would you do that?“ You asked.
“Because I still can’t believe that you liked Chase over me! I can be sensible… that’s why you like him right?” Adam asked.
Leo let out an awkward laugh as he dragged Adam away and left you alone to try and bring Chase back.
“Well, well, well. Just you and I. Alone.” Spike smiled.
“Why do you like me?” You asked, “What’s there to like?”
“What’s not to like. You’re a babe. The total package.”
Spike looked down at her wrist. A bracelet placed there. Something Chase had made for her. She never took it off.
“Let’s see.” Spike smiled as he grabbed her wrist, taking the bracelet off.
“Give it back.”
“Did your little boyfriend give this to you?” Spike teased, “What if I…”
And just like that, Spike tore the bracelet into multiple pieces.
“What is wrong with you?”
You pushed Spike. He stumbled backwards slightly as you bent down to pick up the broken bracelet from the floor.
You couldn’t look up in time to see the switch between Spike and Chase, but when you did, you could see the concern on Chase’s face.
“Y/N? What are you doing here?” Chase asked, “What happened?”
You stood to your feet, holding the beads of the bracelet in one hand, “It was Spike. Everything’s good now.”
“Are you okay? Are you hurt?”
You smiled, resting you hand on his cheek, “I’m fine. Just a broken bracelet… a huge mess in your living room.”
Chase looked down at your hands. He opened the palm of your hand to find beads and charms of the bracelet.
“Did he break this?” He asked, “I—“
“Hey, no worries.” You smiled, “You made it. I’m sure you can fix it. We’ll fix it together.”
You held your hand on his cheek, caressing it softly.
The silence rose between you two and though Chase Davenport didn’t plan his first kiss with you in the middle of his messy living room, it happened that way anyway.
If Chase could describe this kiss, which he would, he would say one word.
Soft and slow and gentle.
It was like fireworks were popping off in the background as Chase rested his hands on your waist, pulling you closer as your chest touched his.
You pecked his lips once more as a lopsided smile rested on his face.
“Come on, we can fix this at my place and blame all this mess on Adam.”
Chase laughed, “Sure, but I have to get something first.”
You nodded.
Chase smiled as he rested his hands on the sides of your face and pulled you into another kiss.
“I can definitely get use to that.”
You push Chase lightly and laughed along with him.
Walking to your place to fix the damaged bracelet.
lucy’s notes: i feel like this is the complete opposite of what you wanted 😭 but why is chase davenport kinda...
whenever i see y/n i never use my name :/ unless i’m extremely down bad
reminder: request are open :) check who i write for just to see what i can try and do :)
bye :))))
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𝐈𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐦 𝐀𝐔 - 𝐀 𝐋𝐢𝐟𝐞 𝐀𝐬 𝐀 𝐊𝐨𝐝𝐳𝐮𝐤𝐞𝐧'𝐬 𝐆𝐟 𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟐
𝐏𝐚𝐫𝐭 𝟏 <– Just in case you haven't seen it
Cast(s): Timeskip!Kenma & Singer!Reader
Cw: Still the same as before, reader is using she/her pronouns and swearing
A/n: Honestly, I want to post more pics but tumblr has limits (10 pics per post). So yeahh, I hope you guys enjoy this<3
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yourinstagram But would they write a song for you?
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jeffthemanager Ok but what happened to "It's just gonna be a short vacation. I'm taking a break, I won't sing nor write a song."?
↳yourinstagram Well... I can't sit still while my lover is breathing next to me?!?
↳ynsmirrorball SCREAMING, CRYING, THROWING UP. I NEED TO FIND MYSELF A GIRLFRIEND LIKE YOU
↳ynandkodzukenpost CAN YOU STOP THIS AND TELL US WHEN THE WEDDING IS?!?
rosalia.vt And the GRAMMY'S goes to *drum rolls* the queen herself, Y/N L/N!
↳yourinstagram Shut up you literally one of the best artists😡
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kodzuken Not the best, not the worst either, 7/10 from me. If you work harder, you'll be a great pâtissière @yourinstagram
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yourinstagram Looks good and tastes good. You just a hater🙄
antiyn2 @yourinstagram you called him "my lover" yet he dissed your cook, he doesn't love you lol. The worst PR relationship.
↳kodzuken How about a nice big cup of shut the fuck up? So you could stop talking shit about one of the most amazing women in my life and my relationship with her.
↳ynandkodzukenpost YES PERIODT.
↳kodzukenfan4 Have a good night on the internet lol @antiyn2
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ynupdate Hinata Shoyo, a Japanese volleyball player, talked about Y/N on a magazine.
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ynfan6 Wait he's the same guy that played with kodzuken the other night, right? Is "My Friend" referred to him?
↳itskodzuyn I don't think so, he hates crowded place
ynfan7 Y/N could be pretty random sometimes. Didn't know she's friends with an athlete from Japan😳
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kodzuken Well I just wanna say, happy weekend everyone
P.s. If you see me and her at a tourist attraction, it's not a date, I'm her tour guide
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yourinstagram Idk why people shipping or hating us. While the only relationship we have is tour guide–tourist😩
↳kodzuken Couldn't agree more
↳ynandkodzukenpost OH MY GOD I'M UNSTANNING YOU TWO
↳kodzuynupdate I'm calling my lawyer this is a public corruption
thekodzukenpost NOT EVERYONE MAD IN THE COMMENT SECTION LOL. Anyways, can we appreciate the fact he just posted a picture of his lovely gf.
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itskodzuyn @yourinstagram and @kodzuken a few days ago out and about in Shibakoen. Didn't know a tourist could be this close with their tour guide😬
Cr: a fan from dm
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ynfan7 This you? @yourinstagram
yourbestfriend GIRL– LMAO LOOK AT THIS @yourinstagram
↳yourinstagram ASDFGHJKLZX I'm exposed by my own fan😭
↳itskodzuyn OKAY WHAT THE HELL?!? Y/N FUCKING L/N JUST COMMENTED ON MY POST?!?!?
↳ynfan8 OMG IF I WAS YOU I'LL PUT THIS ON MY CV. Experience: got noticed by Y/N L/N
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yourinstagram I just realized I haven't posted myself in a while. So pls enjoy these pictures that my boyfriend took.
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bokutokoutaro You said you'll come to Osaka? I see you're getting comfortable in Tokyo😕
↳yourinstagram AHAHAHA I promise I'll be there next week
ynsflower @kodzuken Is your girlfriend single?
↳ kodzuken Absolutely not, go find someone else
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kodzuynupdate I'm not hacked y'all
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ynandkodzukenpost LMAO WTH IS THIS???
↳kodzuynupdate Just a lil announcement from me😌
kodzuken This fandom only gets weirder. I blame you @yourinstagram
↳yourinstagram ME?!?
↳kodzuynupdate WHAT THE– GOODBYE I'M GONNA MISS YOU ALL! R.I.P ME💀
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Here's my disclaimer that I am Trans so the inability for me to word this post is stupidity not ignorance
Anyway the persona protagonists when their s/o comes out to them as a Trans person of the same gender as them (after formerly being presented as their assigned gender)
P3-p5 including femc
P3/Minato/Makoto
"Okay."
Doesn't really care what your gender is
That's not to say he doesn't care about how it affects you
He does care how you feel but as far as it changing your relationship? Doesn't matter. Your gender was irrelevant to how he felt about you
Pretty immediately and easily switches pronouns, and if you have a new name easily switches that
Basically will just be like "alright tell me what to change"
If you're only out to him and don't want others to know then he'll keep quiet about it pretty easily
Will likely find ways to avoid misgendering you as much as possible without outing you. Just subtly avoiding gendered words. Likely motioning to you instead of using your deadname if you have one
Because he so casual about it no one notices
Will be there for whatever you need, but doesn't really know what to do on his own- and is also Big Tired- so he won't go out of his way to do much without being asked
If you do want to come out to others in SEES he'll ask to be there with you for support and is honestly relieved to be able to refer to you correctly around them
More worried about if you're okay than anything else if someone makes a mistake, so you usually would be the one to correct them. (Unless Koro is around because his disappointment in them is tangible)
FeMC/Minako/Hamuko
Ah so now she has a cute girlfriend? Great 10/10
Your gender wasn't a huge factor to her before. It may have had some impact but not enough to change how she feels
She likely already knew she liked girls too so nothing to work through as far as that goes
She also switches pretty easily to new pronouns and name
She probably has a harder time continuing to use the wrong ones if you don't want others to know because her brain has already replaced all of that with the new stuff
On the bright side that means she almost never trips up when you're alone and usually realizes before even finishing the word when she does.
Though because she's usually so good about it she's a bit Too apologetic about it, but luckily you rarely need to remind her it's okay and that she can just correct herself and move on
Similarly to her counterpart she also tries to subtly avoid using gendered language and your deadname (if you have one) in conversation; instead motioning to you or giving you pet names since you're in a relationship and no one will question it
She's very supportive and will likely do whatever she can to make you more comfortable
Probably helps you find clothes that are neutral enough to feel less directly masculine so you can feel a little better in them without drawing unwanted attention
If you also come out to the rest of SEES she's your number one supporter and usually beats you to any corrections
P4/Yu
He is so supportive and so confused
That means you're boyfriends now right? Does he need to start calling you handsome instead of pretty? You can be both, but what if you don't want to be called pretty?
He's a little too ready to support you and asks a lot of questions, but if you tell him he's being overwhelming or making you uncomfortable he will stop immediately
As far as this making your relationship mlm? That's fine doesn't really think his s/o's gender matters as far as being in a relationship with them
He's probably worried about the others reaction more for your sake than his own. He can shut comments down pretty easily but he still worries
If you don't want anyone else to know? Okay he can do that. Is pretty good at instantly switching back and forth when you're alone or with other people.
He probably messes up sometimes when you're alone but he's pretty quick to realize and correct himself
Lends you clothes and if anyone asks it's just because he likes the idea of you wearing his shirts or jackets or whatever and people will go "okay yeah that's a thing" just fine
If you do come out to the investigation team he's so ready to support you and is always very quick on the draw to correct them without making a huge thing of it. It's kind of impressive how quickly he can go "he is, go on" or whatever
Absolutely does research on Trans stuff in his own time too because he cares A Lot and doesn't want to hurt you because of any ignorance he might have
If you haven't chosen a different name, but want one, don't tell him because he will make a list of like 80 names of extremely varying quality
Or do I guess; maybe one will stick
P5/Ren/Akira
Oh hell yeah we gay in this house
Legitimately didn't care about whether his s/o was a boy or girl (or neither or, ect., ect.) but since this is important he's very much like "oh nice I've got myself a boyfriend"
The switch of pronouns and name are pretty easy for him in general. He may mess up sometimes but he's good at catching it, correcting himself, and moving on
If you don't want others to know he finds plenty of ways to avoid language that genders you
Probably gives you a nickname unrelated to your deadname (if you have one) to call you when around the others. If anyone questions it he says it's just a pet name because you're in love or whatever
Probably already knows more than you expect about Trans stuff and is always willing to learn more
Supportive but doesn't really know what you want or need so waits until you mention something to try and help.
Will buy you clothes that are less feminine without warning. In general they're more neutral than masc, especially if you're only out to him, but he's doing his best
Also if you do want to come out to the other phantom thieves he's so ready to finally be able to go "my boyfriend" when talking about you
Honestly might refer to you too much when you're alone 1) to sort of train himself into using the right name and terms and 2) to be affirming
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Humphreys was raised in Bridgeton, NJ, and San Antonio, TX. It was said that the family were of part Mexican Native descent. An apparent trans child who played with dolls, and wore girls’ clothes, Humphreys wanted to do people’s hair. As Rachel she graduated in hair-dressing at a cosmetology school in Bayonne, NJ, (north of Staten Island, across the river from Manhattan).
She was a regular at Max's Kansas City, the hip and glam rock nightclub on Park Avenue South. She also frequented the 82 Club on E 4th St which was in transition from a transvestite performance club to a glam rock and then punk club. The New York Dolls did their first show there on April 17, 1974, when they performed in drag, except for Johnny Thunders who refused. They were followed by Wayne County (not yet using the name Jayne) and short-lived glitter bands like Teenage Lust and Harlots of 42nd Street.
It was there at this time that Rachel met Lou Reed, the musician. Lou described Rachel in an interview with Bambi magazine:
"It was in a late night club in Greenwich Village. I’d been up for days as usual and everything was at that super-real, glowing stage. I walked in there and there was this amazing person, this incredible head, kind of vibrating out of it all. Rachel was wearing this amazing make-up and dress and was obviously in a different world to anyone else in the place. Eventually I spoke and she came home with me. I rapped for hours and hours, while Rachel just sat there looking at me saying nothing. At the time I was living with a girl, a crazy blonde lady and I kind of wanted us all three to live together but somehow it was too heavy for her. Rachel just stayed on and the girl moved out. Rachel was completely disinterested in who I was and what I did. Nothing could impress her. He’d hardly heard my music and didn’t like it all that much when he did. Rachel knows how to do it for me. No one else ever did before. Rachel’s something else.”
She moved in with him right away. He was then living in a modest one-bedroom apartment at 405 East 63rd Street. Lou had already written a few songs about trans women, and with the single, “Walk on the Wild Side” (which referred to the Andy Warhol-sponsored trans stars, Candy Darling, Holly Woodlawn and Jackie Curtis) had his biggest hit. Rachel was at this time oscillating. Some days she was Ricky, and others he was Rachel. People who knew Lou and Rachel used either pronoun. One journalist referred to Lou’s ‘boyfriend named Rachel’. Both Lou and Rachel enjoyed the confusion and further muddied the water by wearing each other’s clothes. She was street-wise and spunky in a way that Lou only pretended to be. She was said to always carry a knife, and was good in a fight – which proved useful when a concert at the Pallazzo dello Sport in Rome turned into a riot 15 February 1975.
Lou had been working on his fourth solo album, Sally Can’t Dance – the title track and spin-off single assumed to refer to trans woman, Sally Maggio, who was manager at the 220 Club, another trans bar where Lou went drinking. Sally would in the 1980s open Sally’s Hideaway, and then Sally’s II, again a bar for trans persons and with trans performers. However it was Rachel whose image was on the obverse of the Sally Can’t Dance LP sleeve, drawn as if reflected in Lou’s shades.
She supported him on some of his tours. In New York, they lived for a while in the Gramercy Park Hotel, and then an upscale apartment on East 52nd St at FDR Drive where Henry Kissinger, Greta Garbo and John Lennon had lived. In 1975 they began to frequent the rather grimey but seminal punk club, CBGBs. Lou was recording Coney Island Baby, released January 1976 and several tracks refer to Rachel. At the end of the follow-up tour, Rachel was mugged and assaulted. A doctor was called, who inevitably referred to Rachel as ‘she’, even though Lou was saying ‘he’. As Aidan Levy says:
“Rachel had been contemplating gender reassignment surgery, but the transgender rights movement had not yet solidified, and not fully understanding the nature of the decision, Lou was adamantly opposed to any operations, a growing source of conflict in their relationship”.
Despite this, a friend commented: ““I think that Rachel was the glue holding Lou together, or at least keeping him in the public view in many respects … I know that he doted on her. If there was a light shining, it was the two of them together. It doesn’t mean it was the healthiest relationship in the world.” The cover of Walk on the Wild Side: The Best of Lou Reed, 1977 is of photographs of the two of them.
Rachel acted as road-manager on the next tour, managed the money, and watched over the road-crew. They were in London for their third anniversary and ordered a three-tier cake to celebrate, and Lou gave her two diamond rings. He said:
"Rachel knows how to do it for me, no one else before ever did”.
However by the end of 1977, Lou and Rachel were fighting more and more, and frequently it was about the issue of transgender surgery. She had a date for surgery but backed off as Lou said:
“Well why are you doing that? I love you because of the way you are”.
The title track of Street Hassle, 1978, is about her, and an article in Rolling Stone referred to Rachel as the raison d’etre of the album, although in fact it marked the end of their relationship. Lou moved on, having met Sylvia Morales, who became his third wife in 1980.
Reed completely refused to talk about Rachel after 1978. He desisted and decided to go straight. Both his later marriages were with cis women.
Rachel died in 1990 age 37 at St Clare’s Hospital, which specialized in treating AIDS patients, and she was interred in the gigantic pauper burial site on Hart Island off the Bronx coast (which contains over a million corpses).
Lou died in 2013, aged 71, from liver failure.
LegsMcNeil & Gillian McCain. Please Kill Me: The Uncensored Oral History of Punk. Penguin books, 1997: 154-5, 206.
Marc Campbell. "Rachel: Lou Reed’s transsexual muse". Dangerous Minds, 02.06.2013. Online.
Howard Sounes. Notes from the Velvet Underground: The Life of Lou Reed. Doubleday, 2015: 182-4, 187, 189, 191, 192, 194, 195, 202, 203, 205, 208, 212, 213, 214, 215-6, 221-2, 226, 229, 235, 248, 269.
Simon Reynolds. Shock and Awe: Glam Rock and Its legacy, from the Seventies to the Twenty-First Century. William Morrow Publishers, 2016: 271-2.
Aidan Levy. Dirty Blvd.: The Life and Music of Lou Reed. Chicago Review Press, 2016: 221-2, 227, 233, 244, 251-3, 264, 285.
Corey Kilgannon. "Dead of AIDS and Forgotten in Potter's Field: In an untold chapter of the AIDS epidemic, scores of unclaimed bodies were buried in a remote spot on Hart Island. How many exactly remains unclear". New York Times, July 3, 2018. Online.
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non-binary adam parrish delivered by me, a genderqueer person
adam parrish always knew that they were different. not in the sense that they were poor and their best friends were from the richest families in west virginia. not in the sense that they grew up in a trailer park and thought for most of their yet so young life that they were unable to be known, to be loved, to be wanted.
no in the sense that they always felt like they didn’t fit in any kind of boxes. they weren’t rich enough to in in aglionby, they were too different to properly fit in their crying club. they just felt like nothing fit them.
they always thought they were a guy, using he/him pronouns because that’s how it is done. that’s how it always was, there are no other options really. and for the longest time they also didn’t really care. what do pronouns matter? they never really had anything that was theirs they never had friends that referred to them, they never had anything worth having an identity crisis over
until they did. until they found gansey and blue and noah and henry and nost importantly ronan
ronan lynch, from the moment they kissed for the first time adam knew this was a forever kind of thing
ronan lynch who’s all tough outside and sharp edges and loves so deeply and fully
ronan lynch who gave them something worth an identity crisis
the Havard Gender Crisis as adam called it affectionately started when they had to take a gender studies class for their major
it’s the first time they heard the term non-binary, the feeling of not fitting that felt so familiar to them
adam - the nerd they are - spent hours upon hours researching being non-binary and with each passing moment he felt the weight in his chest becoming lighter and lighter until they figured this is it, this is the box they finally fit in
on their research adam also learned that what is between your legs has nothing to do with your gender identity
they learned that people all over the internet put their pronouns in their bio to show support to the trans community
pronouns were a funny thing because you can use whatever makes you feel the most comfortable
they also found neo pronouns
at first they sticked with he/ him because it felt comfortable, it was a habit, it was what always been there
and maybe that was also the problem, it was always there. beaten into them.
that got them thinking and so they tried they/ them pronouns. because it felt natural, it felt like coming home, it felt like ronan’s embrace safe and sound
and that’s what they sticked with for now, maybe they’ll change them maybe not
but with the comfort came also anxiety. what if ronan would break up with them? technically they weren’t a guy anymore, even if being referred as one didn’t bother them too much
and that’s how they ended up calling ronan at 2 am, because all the inportant things, all the beautiful and terrible and good and horrible things happen at 2 am
ronan: parrish what the fuck is up with you?
adam: do you ever feel like you’re not a guy?
ronan: well i certainly am not a chick
adam: can you take this fucking serious you asshole
ronan: fuck parrish what’s up there in your pretty head?
adam: i’m non-binary. that means i’m neither a guy nor a girl, i’m simply a person.
ronan: what are your pronouns?
adam: they/them. will you break up with me now?
ronan: adam, why the fuck would i want to break up with you? seriously, entertain me
adam: cause you’re into guys and i’m not one
ronan: see that’s where you’re wrong, while i may be sexually attracted to male bodies i’m not into men. i’m into you. it’s called demiromantic and i chose you. every single day of my life i will be choosing you. no matter what your pronouns are, no matter what’s between your legs, i will always choose you. now tell me about being non-binary, i wanna know what’s going on inside your head and i wanna understand every single little thing about you
for none of the two of them sleep seemed like an option anymore. adam told ronan everything about the binary and not fitting in there and ronan listened, asked questions here and there
the next time adam came back to the barns for spring break they looked happier than ronan has ever seen them
ronan: there they are, the love of my life, the light of my existence
somehow ronan made that sound endearing and sarcastic at the same time
ronan: i thought about what you told me and i did my own research on pronouns and i think i wanna try he/ they for a while
i love you so fucking much was the only thing adam had to offer
BONUS
adam starts wearing dresses and skirts blue makes them
they wear nail polish, one of their fingers always has glitter on them for noah
they have a little pin with their pronouns next to the nb pride flag and the bi pride flag
when they came out to the gangsey they learned that blue and henry were nb as well
ronan identifies as genderqueer and goes by any pronouns expect of she/her cuz he doesn’t vibe with it
adam gets a degree in history and gender studies as well as his other degree (i’m thinking law or medicine) and writes thesis about gender identities and sexualities throughout history
adam lets their hair grow between shoulder and chin length and lets blue braid their hair
ronan refers to adam as the love of his life or joyfriend rather than boyfriend
just adam parrish being happy and in love
#the raven cycle#the raven boys#the dream thieves#blue lily lily blue#the raven king#ronan lynch#adam parrish#trc au#trc#trb#tdt#bllb#trk#pynch#nonbinary#nonbinary adam parrish#genderqueer ronan lynch#blue sargent#henry cheng#noah czerny#gansey the third#the gangsey
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