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MEREDITH BECKHAM AND MIA KARP IN SEASON ONE OF VAMPIRE ACADEMY:
#meredith beckham#mia karp#meredithbeckhamedit#miakarpedit#meremia#meredith x mia#mia x meredith#vampire academy#vampireacademyedit#gif#gifs#*mine#hello i have feelings abt these two#they are not coherent#but when have i ever been coherent
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I know in your Red Knight AU, Jason when on the rampage in another realm, after finding out that Batman replace him with another Robin.
Did Danny manage to be there for him during that time?
He did! Danny was always there for Jason. He actually wanted to chase after Jason immediately, but luckily, the first thing he did was panic call Jazz, absolutely out of his mind. Jazz promptly told Danny to let Jason have some space for a little bit to process.
Which was for the best, really. Jason needed to not feel like he was trapped and that he could be angry. He never really got that before. But the most important thing is Danny came after him and brought him home. Jason needed to feel like he could be angry, but also, like his anger wouldn't mean he'd be punished or abandoned. It was a very delicate time for him, but Danny, Jazz, Sam, Tucker, and all our favorite ghosts made sure Jason knew he was very much wanted still. And that he was utterly irreplaceable.
Skulker handled this by breaking all of his weapons and suits overnight and saying he didn't know how to fix them. (Jason very much knew what he was doing, but the time spent on fixing things helped ground him)
Ember handled this by announcing that she couldn't possibly ever sing ever again unless her only other band member was there (Still very obvious, but music time with Ember usually devolved into very necessary crying time. A lot of ice cream was consumed)
Johnny and Kitty handled this by getting into a MASSIVE fight and refusing to speak to each other unless Jason mediated. (This actually was far less obvious, as the two tend to get into fights often. No one is actually certain if the fight was fake or not to this day, but they also haven't broken up once since and Jason is incredibly proud of that)
Fright Knight handled this by.... well, actually, he took the blunt approach and told Jason there was no one in any realm dead or alive he'd ever consider worthy to be his apprentice besides Jason. (This was highly effective as Frighty has always been bluntly honest with Jason. He didn't wholly believe it but it was a comfort. Frighty then beat his ass in a spar and he didn't think of much else)
Basically, everyone was there for Jason. Not just Danny. Jason was made to feel like his anger and hurt were valid, because they were. But he was also not just told, but shown how precious he was to every life he touched. He didn't get it, not at first and he struggled to really believe it.
It wasn't until later, after Danny opened up more about his own trauma and the effects it had on him that Jason actually began to somewhat understand more of what Jazz meant when she said Danny was getting better. He pieced more of the story together from the others to paint a better picture, and that's when it clicked for him. As much as he needed Danny, Danny had needed him just as much. (Clockwork may have had a hand in this as well, but whatever those two talked about, no one will ever know)
Also, as an aside, once everything calmed down, Danny was very pleased to learn the rebelling realm was now back under control and quite terrified of the Ghost King and his Knight. It saved him so much paperwork.
So yeah, this was a bit all over the place, but hopefully, it answers your question. Team Phantom and the ghosts are basically a very large family, and they might fight and bicker, but they seriously pull through and muster together if anyone is hurting. They're a bit clumsy sometimes with it, but the love they all feel is very obvious. I really, really wanted to give Jason a much more healthy origin story into becoming Red Hood than he got in canon. The poor boy went through enough. It was past time for him to get to heal.
Jason still has some hangups. His abandonment issues are still there, and his fear of rejection. But it's not as bad as it was, and because he'd been allowed to express his anger without being punished(or enabled, anger is a fine emotion to feel. But you should never let it consume you) for it, he figured out how to manage it.
He might still slip now, and then, he has trauma, and that won't go away. But Danny will never, ever let him fall. Neither will the rest of the weird little eclectic family they've built.
#zee answers#this is barely coherent because im at *checks watch* 25~27 hours no sleep? maybe? im loopy#sorry if this was insanity#just wanted to make it clear that Jason was never left to deal with anything alone#he always ALWAYS had support#a massive support system actually like you cannot possibly stay feeling bad when you have like 20 people determined to make you feel better#and i want to make it clear that Jason's anger was never seen as a bad thing to the group because its NOT#and how can you learn to manage an emotion youve never been allowed to properly express before? you cant#so Jason got to learn that too. and he learned the best ways for HIM to handle his anger between all the ghosts trying to help#this fic began because i just wanted fluff and nice things for Jason because I love him and he deserved so much better than canon ever gave#so of course Jason got support and love and everything he needed to feel secure and safe#this is at its bones a fluffy AU#dp x dc#danny phantom#dc x dp#dpxdc#dp x dc crossover#the king and his red knight#the king and his red knight au#tkahrk#tkahrk au#danny phantom crossover#halfa jason todd#Jason Todd#jason todd/danny phantom#jason todd x danny fenton#jason todd/danny fenton
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You know we all meme about how Luffy doesn't give a shit about his parents/Dragon, how he seemingly has no interest in learning about the man or meeting him at all, and like yeah that is a Luffyism
And for a long time I figured Baby Luffy would be the same too; that Luffy in his naïvete just accepted he must've spawned from the ocean itself into Garp's care or something, not realizing he should in fact have parents, thus Luffy's seeming disinterest in them
But you know what
Luffy did spend most of his early childhood alone
Sure, he had Garp, but it seems like Garp wasn't always there to look after him every day, he had his duties as a Marine too. Had Garp been there 24/7 all year then Garp would never have allowed Luffy to interact with Shanks (a filthy pirate) to begin with. So yes, Luffy had his grandpa, but not all the time.
And sure, Luffy also had Shanks, but Shanks didn't spend all his time in Fuusha Village either, he came and went whenever he pleased too until his final departure when Luffy was just six years old.
And yes, there was everyone else in the village too, people who cared about Luffy and were helping look after him. But Luffy's early childhood was one without a stable family.
It wasn't until Garp yeeted the child into Dadan's care that Luffy actually gained a proper family, where after months and months of trying Luffy managed to win Ace's trust and gained Sabo as a brother too. But as we know, by that point Luffy already hated being alone
All of this to say; Luffy growing up essentially orphaned would explain why he's so afraid to be alone, the way he clings onto people
In some ways Luffy's POV is meant to be the reader's POV, to some degree Luffy's feelings and thoughts are meant to be how we the readers feel and think about whaveter is happening in the story. Not a 100% by any means, but somewhat at the very least.
Perhaps Luffy's lack of interest in Dragon isn't just "Luffy not giving a damn about blood family because chosen families are better" nor "Luffy is too stupid to understand where babies come from". Perhaps Luffy, who may have assumed he didn't have parents at all (as in "might've assumed they were dead or had intentionally abandoned him"), doesn't know what to think about the fact that he does have a father out there, one whom he has never as much as met.
Because yeah, Luffy doesn't know why Dragon left him with Garp, why he never got to be with his dad. Should he be angry at Dragon, hate him for being left alone? Or did Dragon have a good reason for it, does Dragon wish things could've been different?
Perhaps Luffy's seeming disinterest in Dragon isn't because he doesn't care about blood family, but because much like us the readers, Luffy doesn't quite know what to make of Dragon, and figuring those feelings out hasn't been relevant to the plot yet.
#Moon posting#OP Meta#IDK I see people often kind of just. Overly simplify (/dumbify) One Piece's themes about family into just like#''To hell with blood relatives! Chosen family is literally all that matters! Blood relatives can eat shit!''#And it just. Feels like such a shame because One Piece's themes around family are so much more complex than that#Yes! Chosen/adopted families are just as much families as ones tied with blood! A family isn't more real just because it's tied with blood!#Sometimes your relatives suck ass! You don't have to considder them ''family'' at all!#And sometimes your family does Questionable Things but with the well-being of their family genuinely in mind. As their priority.#Despite everything Garp really loves Luffy AND ACE. He's an idiot but genuinely only ever wanted the best for those two#Family is when people love each other and want look after one another. **That's** what matters#That's why blood family reunions have been such a big reoccuring thing in the story especially post-TS#Reuniting families that've been torn apart would not matter if they did not love each other#IDK man I have Thoughts but not the braincells to form coherent sentences
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is it just me or does anyone else think it would be more interesting if instead of following the same old tired and sad trope of “small town gay youth falls in love with his seemingly straight best friend during the eighties and ends up dejected and all alone” they flipped the script and gave them a win?
wouldn’t it be more interesting to take the audience’s tired expectations and flip them on their head?
wouldn’t it be more interesting to follow up on the fact that the only person that loves this “straight best friend” the way he needs and wants to be loved is indeed his gay best friend that’s conveniently been in love with him since the very beginning?
wouldn’t it be more interesting to show that the special relationship this “straight best friend” has with his gay best friend was special not only because they were besties but because his feelings were there, too, he just didn’t realize their nature?
wouldn’t it be more interesting to show that there’s a reason why the “straight best friend” effortlessly and naturally treats his best friend the exact way that his girlfriend begs him to treat her?
wouldn’t it be more interesting to finally face and name the reason why this “straight best friend” can maintain his friendships with everyone else while in a relationship except for his gay best friend who has had parallels with his girlfriend from the very beginning?
wouldn’t that be more interesting than ignoring all of the previous seasons and making milkyway, the one dysfunctional and dishonest ship on the show, endgame?
wouldn’t it be more in line with the stranger things shtick to continue to subvert these tropes as they’ve done from the very beginning?
why do people want this to be the one time that they actually fail to do that? like, i know why, but i want to hear them say it.
#byler#like obviously i know my byler brigade agrees. but it's like. the unrequited route would be so boring and expected and sad.#both in the vein of will not ever being allowed to win or be happy AND in the vein of that being hailed as#Super Realistic despite this being a sci-fi show about otherworldly monsters and children with powers.#so it's okay to have powered children and monsters in your show#but when it comes to fantasy you draw the line at gay people being loved and happy? 🤨#IF they give a shit about a coherent story then they would follow up on it. there has to be a reason why they present all these problems for#milkvan and then in the next scene they show you that mike is perfectly capable of doing what eleven needs him to do he just would rather do#that with will than with her. there has to be a reason why byler don't and have never had the issues that milkvan does.#there has to be a reason why milkvan have been on different pages and lying to each other and so insecure abt themselves with relation#to the other while byler are literally confirming on screen that they feel like equals and are a team and honest to e#ach other always [disregarding the car confession which is... a truth/lie]#like. unless they're baiting or being awful they have to be pointing to one thing here...
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me trying to explain why i think mike is gay and is aware that he’s not in love with el cause he has feelings for someone else since atleast the end of season 3, but he also doesn’t know the feelings attached to the painting are will’s yet and he was consciously lying in the monologue by trying to follow what will told him in the van (giving el the courage to fight on by emphasizing her abilities as a superhero, something that makes her different and “better” apparently!) cause he thinks that’s the only way to save el...so the painting is a plot device for byler to get together (and mlvn bones cause it made mike misunderstand what el truly needed, leading to his words not being enough for el to win and save max in time) but not in the sense that mike fell in love with will’s feelings for him or the person behind the painting, just that it was used to show who’s always been the right person for mike based on compatibility and understanding and true unconditional love, and for him to realize that things aren’t hopeless and his feelings are requited once he finds out the full truth behind the painting cause without it he would’ve continued forcibly conforming due to societal expectations and pressure, and trapping himself in a loveless relationship because of his fear of losing el and hurting her
#so im finally coming out as a full fledged gay mike truther 🙏#but there are certain things im not in agreement with when it comes to how gay mike truthers commonly perceive the narrative#like mike figuring out will in the van scene...cause i dont think hes there just yet#hes still too wrapped up in low self worth to ever comprehend that someone loves him the way will does#but i do agree that he’s self aware of his own feelings for will and has been struggling/dealing with it#i think s5 will reveal all his internal conflicts surround it#so i dont think hes gonna have a “feelings realization” in s5 but rather come to terms with/accept said feelings#the reason i believe this is bc if s5 is when he’ll figure out his own feelings#i dont think there would be enough time to depict his internal struggles/conflicts with it#as a lot of people have said...it would look like mike realizes hes in love with will then just#immediately jumps into a relationship with him without any internal struggles in between#i dont think thats what theyre trying to convey storytelling wise#i have more thoughts on why i believe in gay mike now but i still dont know how to piece them together in a coherent analysis yet#maybe i’ll post about it someday but for now take this 👍#byler#byler analysis
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mish’s relationships with the rd cast
#rhythm doctor#internsona#aka: random thoughts from a sleep deprived mish#man im so productive when i work at 3 in the morning i should butcher my sleep schedule more often /j#not joking about the productive part tho like ive noticed that at the dead of night i have like 10x more motivation to write for once and#its amazing#i might be the worst person ever at structuring my thoughts into coherent words but once im in the zone IM IN THE ZONE#ive also been thinking about a possible fluffy fic idea thats been circling my head for a couple days but eh#maybe my ao3 account will see an actual use in the future we’ll see#??????? i am not a writer though i do not call myself one its just a thing i like to do when im extremely bored#also i wrote the edega part seperately from the rest of them which is why its capitalized and. kind of bad
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the school arc to me is so good because it drags ciel out of his position as a powerful figure and literally places him in the shoes of the person he could have been. the circus arc ALSO drags him out of his position as big bad queens watch dog/head of the phantomhive estate but the school arc feels like a mockery of a future that never was. this is what he could have been had his parents not died. and even then its NOT because he will never be that kid.
he never was.
#ramblings#incoherent beyond belief its 4 am#and im trying to avoid manga spoilers#might add a reblog with more coherent thoughts when i wake up but im off my meds so i cant promise anything#actually correction im being vague w the manga spoilers#manga readers know whats up#idk if there are any anime only ppl who havent been spoiled on The Plottwist Ever yet#but i figured there will be new fans and though im not tagging this it might still get seen so#cant WAIT to see our boy absolutely miserable in animation form should they recreate that arc LMAOOO#which ofc is after the germany arc so thats still a long time away#but STILL. itd be fun i need to see this young teenager lose his mind in color with sound#him relying on sebastian to do all his fag duties (sorry. dredge) so he can work his way up the social ladder#trying to gain power while simultaneously proving that he cant do anything but rely on others#hes always needed help in basically every way and he hasnt CHANGED he just got a demon to do it for him#he learns to lie and charm and cheat and all the while hes a fucking CHILD WHO STILL STRUGGLES WITH NORMAL THINGS#ciel is my little baby and i love him deeply no matter how much of a little bitch he can be#his helplessness isnt just 'oh he was raised in british high society' its also that he never got the chance to learn anything#which to elaborate on that id also have to go into manga territory. iykyk#like absolutely at this point he just refuses to learn how to do things he has a pet demon to do it for him#but.#hi the phantomhives backstory is killing me again its so late#both atlantic and the school arc are just setup for the Big Arc but theyre very good in their own right i SWEAR#also when i rewatched the circus arc a while back and i realised how some scenes were shot#the heavy foreshadowing that i didnt realise. yk. 7 years ago or however long its been since i first watched it#CRAZY#if you are new. to kuroshitsuji. and you havent read the manga. dear god. read the manga#ALSO GRELLE IN THAT ARC IS SO BEAUTIFUL & OTHELLO IS TRANSMASCULINE. OKAY GOODBYE
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I already knew I had no interest in Palworld when they showed the guns and slavery of the Pals in the first trailer but hearing that not only has the company dabbled in NFTs and AI but there's also HUMAN slavery AND the farms are called plantations has just totally turned me off. why did the devs think that was even slightly appropriate in this fucking day and age?
like I DO think we need an open world survival Pokemon-esq game, we really do. but not Palworld. hopefully Kindred Fates will fill that void properly, in a responsible, not overly and poorly thought out edgy way.
#granted if they make it clear in the game that the slavery is Bad and there are better ways to do the things you need to do#then that's slightly better. Morrowind has slavery in it too but it makes it very clear that it's Bad#and in quests involving them they give you options to help the slaves out and allow you to free them (two Telvanni quests come to mind)#it's not great but it's slightly better. but like. if it's like the guns then I suspect it's in there just to be edgy and “cool”#which isn't okay and shouldn't be defended. that's not okay. that's not ever okay.#and it sucks cuz again we do need a game like Palworld but without all the terrible things! Nintendo has been slacking hard and also#they been playing it way too safe and I feel like anything they make will kinda fall short#I enjoyed Scarlet and Violet but I feel like they could have done a little more if they were braver#and also. you know. payed their workers and didn't push out a new Pokemon every year.#give it time to sit so new ideas can develop properly. come on now.#anyways I have no idea if any of this is really coherent or just a rapid flow of thoughts. whatever#I'm excited for Kindred Fates. it comes out this year supposedly so I'm gonna grab that when I can#also there's nothing wrong with edgy concepts in video games. Palworld just does it badly to me#and as always people are allowed to like the game but. use some critical thinking#I've seen little bits of the game that look really fun. I've just been totally disillusioned to it lmao#I am gonna be sus of anyone accusing people of being moral crusaders for calling the game out for the slavery tho. that's sus as fuck#churchy talks#churchy tag rambles
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HI HAI HOPE IM NOT TOO LATE FOR TH ASK GAME BUT
✨ your silly lil green guy. yknow the one. ulquiorra. please please tell me about him ive been spectating from afar and i need to know abt him so bad. as silly or as serious as you want, say anything, ijust wanna hear abt him from a certified Appreciator(tm). be free :]
Aaaaaag!!!!! SHAKING FOAMING AT THE MOUTH !!!!
At last I am enabled HE IS MY FUNNY LITTLE GREEN GUY AND I LOVE HIM I am honored to be chosen as a certified appreciatior ANYWAY SO UM let me just explain like. What he is rlly quick because there are so many different types of guys in the whole bleach world
you have humans, who live in the world of the living and souls (dead people) who also live in the world of the living and then you have hollows which are like corrupted souls that the soul reapers gotta defeat to get them to love on to the next life (which is in the soul society)(the soul reapers also live there)(the soul reapers are also dead people)(it’s like a whole reincarnation thing)
the hollows live in this other dimension called hueco mundo they look like this (the guy on the left- hollows are more “monster-y” looking whereas arrancars are more human looking but they still have the holes where their hearts should be-hence the term hollow)
So these guys called arrancars (that’s what ulquiorra is!!!) they’re hollows that have been modified to be kind of…like a cross between a soul reaper and hollows because they have swords (soul reaper thing) but are also hollows. Basically like. You have a bear and your like let me give that bear a gun. Like that. The main antagonist is responsible for all that for reasons™️ but that’s a whole other thing in it of itself. But yeah he’s like an an evil henchmen.
but onto greater, more important things
ok completely on a surface level his charcter design is like. 10/10
I don’t know much abt charcter design but since his colors are limited he really like stands out (it’s part of the reason why I think kny characters have such good designs because they stick to the two main color plus accent color)
He’s mostly black n white with accents with green which is just so striking and the green tear makeup is just *chefs kiss*
PLUS the combination of the traditional Japanese hakufu pants combined with the almost (not rlly sure how to put it) like European tail coat kind of deal he’s got going on really is such an interesting combination of two different cultural fashions. Ichigo (the guy on the right) has kind of a similar deal going on with the pants and the more western looking tuxedo looking deal and they’re design are supposed to Parallel each other for thematic reasons but PERSONALLY I think ulquiorra does it way better . But idk Maybe I’m biased!!
And there’s his other powered up forms which are just so cool
He’s so edgy. I love him this slaps so hard I cannot deny he’s so creaturecore
ok so now. Plot stuff
so basically his whole deal is that he’s a nihilist. Throughout his appearance he’s always like oooh nothing matters I don’t care blah blah blah despite the fact that he has emo make up. He does NOT put the emotion in emo. (Which, at least my impression of emo is about wearing emotions on your sleeve. I don’t know much abt emo as like a whole but if anyone has any like critique on my definition please let me know I’d love to learn more) My man is emo in style but is like yeah whatever I don’t feel emotions I don’t have a heart I’m not human don’t think of me as a human I’m a logical emotionless creature yadayada.
it’s such an interesting design choice to me because it really highlights how…hypocritical his worldview is. As the story goes on you can see his whole nothing matters deal kind of crack, towards his finally battle we see him get angry and surprised and then (spoiler alert) love right before he dies.
And you really can’t talk about ulquiorra without talking about orihime.
orihime was kidnapped basically by orders of the main antagonist because she has powers that he needs for reasons™️. It’s kind of a long explanation why so I’ll just leave it at that. But the whole reason Orihime is there was because she loves her friends, and she goes over to the side of the enemy because she didn’t want her friends to get hurt (basically the “bad guys” were like come with us or we’ll kill your friends and she was like. Well I guess I have to go because I love my friends) which is like the complete opposite of ulquiorra because he’s all like whatever friendship love and bonds are all bull. But as he interacts with her he gets (upset?curious? Not sure of the wording) about what it means to have a heart (or a bond with another person really). I just love how as we move through the arc we see him gradually more humanized, partly as a result of orihime being all like. You’re wrong things DO matter but also because he IS human in a way.
specifically there’s a scene in his backstory one shot where orihime catches him sleeping and brings him food and it just shows that yeah maybe he’s not technically a regular guy but he gets sleepy and needs a little snack!!! He’s grumpy about it but I just love how it portrays him in such a different way than we usually get to see him. (He’s embarrassed he’s so funny. “Ooooh I take naps and eat snacks 🙄so embarrassing” He’s so silly)
As he talks to orihime throughout this arc he gets CLOSER to understanding as his whole nothing matters deal keeps getting shut down by her when he tries to convince her that nothing matters. But he really doesn’t GET it until right before his death when he realizes what “the heart” is. Because orihime showed him humanity and kindness he’s like oooohhhh I get it now. But at the last second which just is so…cries
anyway. He finally realizes what it means to care about something as he dies and it’s so tragic because this is the first time he’s ever felt anything and now he’s going to die reaching out to her. It’s probably THE most tragic anime scene I’ve ever watched it kills me literally Everytime I watch it screaming crying throwing up. You know the deal!!!
Then after that whole arc is finished the author published this art . And look at him. He’s so silly look at him
Anyway. *does jazz hands 👐 * that’s my guy!!!
!!!
Also!!! Fun facts(tm)
-Ulquiorras name was based off of Spanish architect and the castle that he lives in is based off of abstract Spanish architecture . Which I just think is really neat
-His birthday is on December 1!!!
-i just think he’s neat!!!
Anyway thank you so much for the ask I am so sorry this took forever to respond to I jus have SO many thoughts and typing on my phone takes FOREVER anyway I hope I did him justice!!!
#Anyway. I am so happy to get to talk about MY FAVORUTE GUY EVER!!!THANK YOU SO MUCH!!! AAAAH!!!#I rlly hope this was coherent and makes sense but LONG STORY SHORT#me when the character who is inhuman gets shown love and kindness understands love and kindness 🥹#Also he just looks so cool I love how much care has been put into his charcter design I just love how much the visual aspects of#His design and environment say so much about him#I have got to rewatch it again and do like . An official(tm) analysis about this arc because there is so much to say about the visual#Storytelling ALONE it makes me crazy.#Ahem. Thank you for listening I just love him so much he’s my funky little guy!!!#Ulquiorraposting#Rlly hoping that this is coherent when I first was answering this ask all I could think of was#OMG ULQUIORRA I GET TO TALK ABOUT ULQUIORRA DAJLAQLAGAFAGAVAJAKAM *broken computer noises*#I just think he’s neat!!!#Anyway. Ulquiorra#Edit: the images are formatted weird and the read more is not where it’s supposed to be but we’re fine we’re fine it’s fine!!!
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Yknow... I've spent so long focusing on me- what *I* want, what *my* reason for being alive is, that I think I completely forgot I can never separate my life from others- no matter where I look, other people are always at the core of what's important to me. Like yknow what? Maybe I don't want to be alive, maybe I don't see the value in life and it means nothing to me- but other people do. Other people *want* to live, for reasons that I simply don't have. And I think if me dying, or just trying to explain to explain how I think and feel even, would make that worse for someone else, then I don't want to. Because they deserve to keep the things that matter to them. Because I don't have a lot of faith in the meaning of life or hope that I'll have a happy future... but what I do have is faith in other people. Even if I shouldn't, I do and I'm not sorry for it.
#even if all ill ever get from other people in the end is disappointment#at least disappointment isnt the worst thing that life can throw at me#maybe if it happens- if when the day comes that i have to die and every last person has let me down- maybe ill have to accept it#but until that happens i wont accept it at all#ive already been let down by too many people to count. by stranger who dont even know I exist#and i know all of you readjng this have too. if anyone is reading this#but maybe i havent... maybe one of you has faith in me. and maybe thats enough to make it not matter how shitty other people are sometimes#because i know thats true for me. i look up to a handful of people and thats so important to me#idk... this feels egotistical. i doubt im anyones source of hope like that. but who cares#this train of thought doesnt feel complete but i know from oast experiences that if i have even the slightest sort of#*positive* breakthrough then i have to write it down IMMEDIATELY while im still feeling the feelings of it#otherwise I'll never be able to grasp the concept again#so i hope this serves its purpose even if its not the most coherent post ��
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One day I’m gonna write a book. Can you imagine? A novel about everything that you and I have gone through? [Mariana laughs] It would be called “Ana and Mariana.” We’re going to be free soon, and we’ll be able to reinvent ourselves. So I’m sure you’re gonna write that book, and it’s gonna be awesome. We’ll see what happens. We have to let things flow, right? I think your novel is gonna be one of those that are pretty dark. Maybe one of those that are so romantic that you can’t put them down?
#madre solo hay dos#ana servín#mariana herrera#shitty screencap posts (TM)#I.... I don't even know what to say man#this is... A LOT truly can't wrap my head around it yet idk if I ever will#but I'm gonna try to be coherent because I don't want this post to have very few tags lol#um... so let's start with the adorable drunk faces#I love how somehow ana's is just *hearteyes intensify* and mariana is just *adorable sleepy drunk* hee#once again highlighting the different places they are at feelings-wise#I mean you don't just DECIDE to kiss your bff out of the blue one night just bc you're drunk like that shit has to have been festering#(exhibit A: Tender Brushing of Hair Behind the Ear: Fake Dating Edition)#I also love ana's rudimentary flirting omg girlfriend has it BAD and she doesn't even realize it#'I'm gonna write a novel about our story and it's gonna be suuuuper romantic' WHO SAYS THAT LMAOOOOO ily ana#also I adore how even at the beginning of the scene when ana's drunk brain hasn't crossed over into thinking about romance yet#and she's talking about the novel and looking at mariana her eyes keep darting to her lips#as effortlessly as when she was high on choco-shrooms right before she told mariana she loved her and kissed her for the first time#(GAWD that seems like forever ago and yet look... the consistency is ASTOUNDING)#most importantly though... I was truly surprised about how enthusiastic mariana was about the whole thing#she was like 'ferrán? who dat?' lmao thanks for that show#I'm fascinated by what this says about her like it's canon that she's in love with ferrán and she will say as much I think in the next ep?#but given the opportunity (and setting aside for a moment the fact that she was utterly hammered)#she was 100% down for banging ana enthusiastically and without being at all conflicted#I hope it speaks to the fact that the feelings she once had for ana are maybe not completely gone?#I can already see the next few episodes are gonna be rough so maybe that's why they gave us this episode lol#I only just finished watching and I've already lost count of how many times I've rewatched those last few minutes god truly god-tier tv#unrelated but please wallpaper my tombstone with the last two caps lord they are just so pretty
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hey do you guys wanna see something secret
#its too 4am to be coherent about this but:#I have put a lot of effort into being able to freehand cars very specifically for This Scene#and also because i have strong opinions about the technology in tailslide being visually interesting in a way that contributes to the story#telling us something about the characters that create and use it#so I don't ever want it to look generic#I want the robots and cars and guns and etc to have as much design and expressivity as the characters#i get a little sad when the standard advice is to trace reference/3D models for cars and things in comics rather than cartoonifying them#i get that for most people that's reasonable#since it's a kinda specific skill#and those props are less central in most stories#just... not in tailslide. those cars are gonna be bouncing off each other hanna-barbera style to the best of my ability#you have been warned#complaining
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I like how no ones on board with the fate theory in one piece bc it's basic and "isn't cool if Luffy didn't accomplish it all himself"(even tho he's a nepo baby and also still accomplished it himself fate or not) but I've yet to hear anyone complain about the religious angle one piece is taking even though that's the most overused theme used in Japanese anime.
IMMMM not complaining about either. Actually I think the way odas going about the religious angle will be really refreshing and more all encompassing(less geared towards Catholicism like most anime that take this route) I also think the fate theory is excellent and without it, we will have a ton of loose ends that won't be tied up. So like... it's not even rlly a theory bc it's canonically confirmed by odens diary and tokis premonitions.
Anyways all that being said I feel like most ppl can't keep up with my analysis bc there's some canon angle or theme they personally don't like, so they write it off, and then start making theories while ignoring huge points of canon. Like my kuina theory? That shit is gonna be real. I can almost fully guarantee it. But so many ppl hate that fate is a canon theme in one piece so they immediately write it off.
#im a master analyzer#i truly dont think ive ever been wrong#when it comes to a theory i truly believe in#im very good at understanding writer intention and what theyre trying to go for/accomplish#ill be 2 chapters into a new series and predict the rest of whats going to happen and am usually 99% spot on#i started watching coherence last night? which apparently is a rlly confusing movie that ppl have a hard time understanding#i figured out the plot in the first 5 minutes#not saying this is like my super power or anything just that... if u know anything about how media is made#it becomes super easy to understand everything#idk maybe its autism
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DAMMIT what’s the line between:
‘bad publicity is still publicity’ and posting screenshots abt the tumblr shop tab moving to our blog spots
VS
I don’t want to stay silent on this topic and I know that just one formal complaint won’t do much if we aren’t all angry at the Instagram/Tik-Tok-ification that’s happening rn
#tiktokification as in I’ve been seeing posts abt images not being easy to zoom into anymore??? + the ads take up the ENTIRE screen on mobile#tumblr#tumblr updates#mypost#tumblr shop#ughhhhhhh#enshittification#enshittification of socials or whatever#i want to know why tumblr is doing this but I also don’t#cause I don’t want to hear bs black-and-white arguments about ‘no media should make money ever’ and tumblr is not a small local Etsy gal#or whatever#they have to make money someway#smth smth ‘if ur not paying for the product u are the product’#but I also don’t want to know abt the deets bc that means tumblr has fucked up enough that I’m mad enough to do so and so looking at#the Truth About Marketing for tumblr or whatever is SO ANNOYING#UGHH TUMBLR#idk if any of this is coherent bc I have absolutely horrible short term memory and by the time I’m halfway thru writing a tag I can’t see#what my previous sentences were (I’m on mobile) and so I loose my train of thought lol#anyways I think the gist is: this fucking sucks. people are going to be annoyingly us-vs-them/black-n-white when arguing about this cause#arguing is easier than doing the research and discovering greyer areas#AND: we’ve gotten to the point of rage/un satisfaction with the steps this app is taking that a push towards researched-back arguments may b#the only way forward to have actual change… :|#like again this could end up mostly having been for publicity for the store cause ofc ppl will complain and post screenshots and then more#ppl will see like ‘ooh fun stickers guess I’ll get those!’ and Marketing Tumblr or whatever will know that ‘oh if we disrupt them in these#ways we will get more attention from this fickle consumer base’#idk if we’re even that fickle lol there’s a lot of self-praise on tumblr lately (b4 the shop moving) that probably has swayed marketing#folks to push this thing we don’t like cause they think we’ll get outraged or say it’s better than other sites and either way it’s publicity
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[will smith 'here's my wife' pose at this]
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#gold space#wip#THIS is only the first page#i wanted to post it when i had more done but i dunno when i might get that done#also does this?? make sense?? i feel like i'm not being veryyyy coherent lol#also gonna ramble for a sec#so when is the 'Beginning'? well that'd have to be when Time began#because without it there's no such thing as a Beginning. just Something#it's existing. but it hasn't Begun#you get it right?#right so if you're in Nothing but you're Something but you haven't Begun but you're Existing but you're somewhere where nothing can exist t#okay t i won't finish that thought <3#anyway my brother's been helping me with how this world works#now this is all very spoilery (if i ever get this anywhere l o l) so [shrug]#so think of swiss cheese real quick. H o l e s. right? yeah#so the cheese around the holes would be the Void (and under (or between) the layers of void/s would be the In-Between)#it's still being worked on but it's pretty much space-but-not#not a good place to be since it's not so empty as space (despite there being no notable amount of life) and i imagine that the pressure is-#-crazy out there [<- irrelevant thought]#now in the 'holes' there is more Void. but it's 'softer'? easier to manipulate and sculpt#each of these 'holes' have a layer shielding them from the rest of the In-Between. but if the laye ris too thin things can get through#anyway t's prolly gonna cut my tags but one more thing#WHY didn't i turn down the OPACITY for the GREENISH MIST THING#[SCREAMING INTO A PILLOW]
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i know i said i was taking a hiatus bc of illness but i’m currently playing sword and i just. i think there’s something so inherently traumatizing about the gym challenge being such a public sensation, even being televised, particularly for victor. i feel like his journey would’ve been less traumatizing had it not been the spectacle it was, but given that all his losses were on national live television, and the whole country saw him lose, because the gym challenge is followed very closely by those not competing, the multitude of feelings that come with any loss are amplified.
#this is smthn for when i have a coherent thought but like#victor in particular has been so traumatized by the gym challenge's publicization that he will quite literally Never Recover from it#the repeated losses against raihan were humiliating enough#but the speculation about whether or not he'd ever win against him#whether he was good enough to keep going#it really took a huge toll on him#and i don't think becoming champion really helped that#i dont really think victor went into the bracket expecting to win#he wanted to naturally#but he didn't expect to like. deep in his soul he thought he'd never make it to leon#facing raihan in the bracket especially like. was fucking Nauseating for victor#he doesn't really remember his battle against leon#and then holding onto the championship title for as long as he does#the whole experience is traumatizing for victor#and when he loses he bows out with grace and humility#and disappears as much as he can from the public eye#these tags should go in the fucking post and they will eventually rn im just. Thinking#▌║ ♢ 〈 ❛ headcanons. ❜ 〉
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