This is related to a previous post of mine so-

I REMEMBERED WHY I STARTED PICTURING YENNEFER THE WAY I DO!!!!!!

It’s because when I first started reading the books I was obsessed with this like, graphic novel dating sim game called “the arcana” and my chosen love interest from that was Nadia. And they have pretty similar aesthetics/ personalities and at the time I didn’t have a visual representation of what Yennefer looked like (hello book supremacy) and the only descriptors really given for yen (other than clothes/accessories) is 1. Purple eyes. 2. Black hair. 3. VERY PRETTY. UNGODLY PRETTY SO PRETTY

so idk I guess my mind was just like “yeah okay that’s what she looks like I guess”

Wait oh my god what the fuck I have polls????? LMFAO I CLICKED THE BUTTON ON ACCIDENT WHAT. I WANTED A PICTURE HOW DO I GET THIS OUT OF HERE

SHOO. GET OUTTA HERE YOU VANILLA EXTRACT LOOKING ASS

Okay ignore the poll I can’t make it go away and I don’t feel like typing all that again LSLSJSKSJWHSKAK

Anyways! This is what Nadia looks like

So yeah basically this but with the black hair, purple eyes and of course Yennefers more gothic ensemble (and I usually give her a little lip scar also, just because I think it looks neat but that really is just me)

I can’t believe it took me this long to realize the connection

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Relationship status: in a 3-year-long relationship

Favorite color: blues and purples

Favorite food: chocolate anything

Song stuck in your head: “Running Up that Hill” by Kate Bush (for semi-obvious reasons)

Last thing you googled: Pedro Pascal 😂😂😂

Time: 4:56pm

Dream trip: Ireland (even though I’ve already been). If it’s to somewhere I haven’t been, then Alaska

Last book you read: ya girl has not been reading real books since sex with a Pedro character was introduced to my brain lmfao. But I have a few mythology books laying around my home that I need to get to, because I actually really do love reading those.

Last book you hated: “Because of Winn-Dixie” by Kate DiCamillo. That book tore me to SHREDS and not in a good way.

Favorite thing to cook/bake: probably pasta because it’s easy but if I have the right ingredients I am definitely making either crepes or cannolis

Bonus!

Most niche dislike: I don’t like the smell of vanilla, makes me nauseous. Pure vanilla extract I’m ok with, vanilla bean is a hard no. Can’t do it. I won’t buy any fragrance with it or eat anything specifically flavored with it

Favorite craft to do in your free time: paint and decorate

Opinion on the circus: hate it, always hated it. Don’t care how you spin it, it’s cruel

Do you have a sense of direction: absolutely fucking not

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Vanilla Extract is the best fucking meme to start February with lmfao

Fuckin killing myself laughing over some of those fucked up polls lmfao, the long ass, the cleavage, the 2 vanilla extract soup cakes. Like, I literally can’t fuckin breathe I’m laughing so goddamn hard. There are tears in my eyes. Tumblr pls give me polls.

I’m gonna start restricting to 999kcal a day so I can ease back into restricting before I do fasts again. Being an adult with an ed is so hard stg I used to be able to go a day just eating ice with vanilla extract and Diet Coke now I get soooo out of control 😭 I lost 3 pounds in the past couple weeks which isn’t much, but it’s a start.

Pls pls recover if u can, ed has ruined so much of my self-image and fucked with my cardiovascular & stomach health but im addicteddd even when I was in recovery calories were on my mind like everyday, ugh if ur going thru the same shit i see u & i hope u find so much peace cuz we out here struggling lmfao

anyway. this semester sucks like a solid... 6/10 which is fairly mediocre. but it's october which means it's almost december which means the semester is almost over. & after that i think. tbh. if we manage to get the whole permanent house thing sorted out or my brother moves out. i'll probably move out of dorms tbh it's just like,, not worth it & also i really fucking miss my cats. and then I'll also be much less busy next semester bc i have a ridiculous workload rn so fr next time i am going to take the minimum amount of credits possible. so i can do human things again. & after that who knows maybe I'll end up transferring to csu lmfao & live with my aunt. or kstate. but that is too far in advance. for now i am comforting myself with the small exciting things in my future (mp100 s3, chainsaw man soon, reading the most enjoyable book i've read in ages & knowing the author has two other bigass books & a show to consume after i finish it, going to the nelson-atkins every sunday, the mediterranean cafe & the noodle bar i found in kc & wanna check out, mango tulsi tea with honey, black tea with brown sugar & vanilla extract & soymilk, texting my siblings to hang out, cool earrings from etsy, being able to do fun stuff with my hair at this length, talking about faust this week in class, rekindling my love for theater & my appreciation for classical works, etc.)

NO LMFAO YOU PPUT IT IN A BLENDER W/ WATER, SEA SALT, AND VANILLA EXTRACT (AND IF YOU WANNA BE EXTRA FRUITS ND SHIT) THEN PUT IT THRO THOSE LIL CLOTH THINGIES I FORGOT WHAT THEYRE CALLED THEN YOU PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE OR USE IT FOR COFFEE CEREAL ETC.

:| just use cow milk what the fuck

You got any mortarion head cannons

hell ya piping hot

mortarion’s an interesting primarch for me, i feel like i can never do him justice when i write him. here’s to hoping i do fine with these lol

this is basically canon, but unlike all his other bald brothers, he doesn’t shave his hair, and in fact if he had the choice back in the day he would’ve probably preferred longer hair. but due to his constant exposure to toxic gas, his hair falls off and doesn’t grow properly. if he’d never stepped foot on barbarus, he would’ve had hair on the lighter side of brown -- maybe even a very dark sort of russet blonde, like the tone some novels give the lion

he was raised in a tower, and of course, the tower fell when he broke out of his prison -- but before that, his childhood was spent not dissimilarly to rapunzel’s, albeit with far less paint, books etc. he did get pieces of coal to play with, though, and he drew all over the walls. he’s still a surprisingly good artist -- but he hasn’t practised in a long time.

i will go ahead and let you all know this man is peak hinedere (not to be confused with himedere, which is what abaddon is)

he isn’t very good at cooking, because hes never really cooked for anyone and also because his sense of taste is... off. very noticeably so. it’s been Compromised. he doesn’t really know how to process some flavors. his favourite taste profiles are “spicy” and “way too strongly flavored in literally any direction”. (his favourite sweet treat is vanilla extract directly from the bottle, he can chug that). Do not ask to borrow his hot sauce

relative shawty amongst his siblings. short king mama aye

he has very strong opinions about legion names and it is 100% why he changed his legion’s name from the dusk raiders. he thinks the noun-verbers and adjective-nouns formats are dumb as hell for names. he thinks the only thing worse than calling your legion the adjective-nouns is calling them something like ultramarines, guilliman, fuck’s sake, that pun is atrocious (i love the ultramarines’ name myself! this is his opinion not mine)

with his breathing apparatus and all, it’s more comfortable for him to sleep sitting up. the crick on his neck is eternal and unending. armchair nap gang

pre-heresy he was the last follower of konmari in true spirit that still walked the galaxy, but nowadays he doesn’t even really bother

again the headcanon about crying is relevant. you guys should start sending me asks about miscellaneous primarchs-wide headcanons lmfao, i think i have more of those than i have specific primarchs’

his sleep schedule is nonexistant. he has stayed awake for a month before. he doesn’t do it in purpose he just has a little bit of insomnia ok

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ok i’m done

hope you enjoyed :)

I lurve perknurts

Lmfao 😂 👌🏼 LOL inside joke. I love me some pancakes. Lemme give you a tip from one with a culinary degree xD lol...Pumpkin Cheesecake Pancakes:

Pre-made pancake mix

Water/milk

Whipped cream cheese (easier to mix)

Butter

Pumpkin spice and sugar

Vanilla extract

Mix it all together THICK!!! ...It's better to make more than not enough but make sure the batter is thick or else you will get a crepe (I call them creeps lol!) So mix until smooth, cook on both sides on medium-high heat. When finished, put in freezer to chill. It's best served cold and with plain syrup. I would try a pumpkin flavored one.

You can do this without the pumpkin flavoring by using a fruity whipped cream cheese added with vanilla extract and sugar. You can add some fruit in the mix but it's best to serve on top and use a fruit flavored syrup. You can (I think) make your own with 1:1 ratio of sugar and water with fruit juice. Just a thought.

It's fucking amazing!!! LOVE IT!!!

All things aside, after panic attacks I'm okay.

Everything is okay... I'm going to die... No, not really but I'm not feeling well. I just want to be happy but lately and I guess for the past decade, I haven't been given a break. I'm nooooooot going to kill myself. I want to live because I know there is something happening. Not sure what exactly but I don't want to be like Erik and die realizing how fucked up that was. Got a huge migraine...

It bothers me. I don't like suspense and I was told a little bit of something and now I'm left with WHAT THE FUCK?! In my gut I know some shit is going down and honestly want to be around. Still have no clue what I'll do about my living situation. I'm not leaving Odin that's awful. Not having him, I would fall apart and probably die. I'm not joking. He means more to me than anything. Especially now since I don't have anyone.

Finally broke up for good this time.

Didn't let Vince guilt trip me into staying. He thinks I will never survive without him. He has zero confidence in me because he thinks he knows best for me. I'll prove him wrong I just can't let him know I'm low-key freaking out.

😘 💞 💕 ❤️ I still want tacos 😆 lol I'm kidding.

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HOLY SHITTHAT IS LITERALLYIMPOSSIBLE TO ANSWERLMFAO I MADE A LISTBUTI'VE ONLY SHOWN @xx-blazingespeon33-xxAND@xx-vanilla-extract-xxBC THE LIST IS SO FUCKING LONG XD

Experiment failed ☹

trying to turn a vanilla pound cake into a lemon pound cake with some lemonade mix and lemon extract because you are baking a cake in the middle of the night and realize you don’t have vanilla...did not work out as well as I had hoped...lol. That is one sorry ass looking cake.

that’s how it SHOULD look (that’s the last pound cake I made) Chemistry. Baking is all chemistry and I guess it got messed up adding fucking Crystal light, which is actually full of citric acid, which probably totally messed with how the baking soda worked. lmfao. BUT, the good news, if all the damn crumbs that fell off are any indication, is it TASTES GOOD, and I guess that’s what really matters in the end. 

Now that I’ve showed y’all my sorry ass cake, it’s time for bed. Family gathering later today, not just for Father’s day, but for my son’s 24th birthday, which was the 17th, and my 32nd anniversary, which was the 15th. We had a lot of things to celebrate this week. Hope everyone likes ugly lemon cake...lol.  Goodnight everyone!