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j2x3e · 1 month

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Julius' new eyelashes

#tbh i dont like his s3 design that much lol #but it might grow on me eventually #natsuki subaru #julius juukulius #re:zero #re: zero #rezero #re zero #julisuba

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gideonisms · 1 year

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how much of the vitriol everyone felt for each other on the ninth was due to the fact that they never saw the fucking sun

#i'm not saying sunlight would fix harrow i'm just saying that ever since the sun started setting at 5 pm #i've been anxious about things unlikely enough to make me sound crazy if i said any of them out loud #i've also been anxious about things that have a chance of happening in the worst possible world. and things that might happen eventually #and things that happen regularly.#and things that happened once to someone i know #anyway my point is that the sun will go away and then your mammal brain will decide to project a perpetual ambiance of doom and despair #the vibes were not good on the ninth and i think they should have installed a sun lamp or 3 though admittedly #sitting under a grow light has not done much for me

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shima-draws · 11 months

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Listen y’all I just. I jsut *clenches fists* I love Pokemon so much,

It’s just a fun game with little critters!! You can name them! And form bonds with them! And battle with them!! And you can witness a story unfold! And travel throughout so many fun and distinct regions, each with their own history! And make friends and enemies alike! And it’s a game that can be played differently by anyone! You can strategize and take on hard challenges! You can play silly minigames! You can be a completionist and fill the entire Pokedex! It caters to everyone! And the mainline games are only the tip of the iceberg! There’s so much to do! It’s so fun! It has brought the world together!! I LOVE YOU POKEMON!!!

#Pokemon #SORRY I'M GOING TO GUSH OVER MY SPECIAL INTEREST FOR A SECOND. YEAH #I've been watching a lot of Pokemon videos and I just. GOD I love this franchise.#I'm replaying PMD right now but I really really want to replay one of the main series games #Any one of them #Bc the strategy is just SO fun...#Might do a hardcore nuzlocke. Bc they're SUCH a blast #Aghhh. AAHGHGHGH I LOVE POKEMON #Flashback to when my mom told me she was sure I'd grow out of it eventually at like. Age 13 #Fast forward to 12 years later. I'M STILL IN IT MOMMA #Ha she THOUGHT #Shima speaks #Pokemon means Everything to me actually. Personally

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127luvr · 1 year

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hello i am back to request sumn again 🙏🙏 could i get a jisung (nct) x male reader. where jisung and reader are just hanging out which devolves into having an arm wrestle. they joke around a bit and the reader is like “if you win. you get a kiss from me.” and the reader ends up winning instead. and the reader is like “ig i get a kiss from you then” but is jk about it but also sort of serious internally. while jisung is a 100% serious and is like “yeah i can do that.” or sumn. yeah sumn more silly this time‼️‼️ the rest is up you!!!

Tangerine Love

Park Jisung x Male Reader

You always thought Jisung looked his best in the middle of the night. In a small shirt that landed just above his waist and hugged his biceps just right—adorning oversized sweatpants that hung just low enough that you caught sight of the waistband on his blue Calvin Klein boxers. He is biting the straw from his drink—scrunching his nose as he swerves his arms with the controller in his hand. You bit your lip, watching as his long fingers engulfed the small buttons.

“You totally rigged this game, (Y/n/n), it’s not fair.” You look up towards his face, picking at the skin on your bottom lip as his form a pout. You can’t help but watch as he stretches, hypnotized by how even his relaxed muscles seem to bulge out of his shirt. “Let’s play something else—”

“Let’s arm wrestle.” The quick response catches him off guard. It wasn’t anything the two of you haven’t done. Most of your hangouts alone concluded in fake wrestling matches that rolled into the middle of the night—where the two of you were too tired to decide who won and who lost. This time, Jisung was stunned, full lips parted as he visibly hesitated. “If you win you get to choose whatever you want.”

A minute passing feels like an eternity in the room. The video game music lonely as it makes the only noise that rings in your ears. Jisung’s face is stuck between confusion and being deep in thought as he considers what he could want from you.

“I want all the money in your bank account.” He manages to grab your arm as you shove him into the brown carpet. Faces inches apart as he descends into more laughter. You stay like this for a little, letting (h/c) hair cover your eyes just enough so he couldn’t see how dilated your pupils got the more you stared at him. “Okay seriously I wan—”

“If you win, you’ll get a kiss from me.” Jisung chokes on his tongue, followed by a long coughing fit as he manages to sit himself up. He’s resting back on his elbows as he avoids your gaze—wondering how you could be so casual when you threw in a request like that. Not that he wouldn’t want to.

The joke isn’t so much of a joke anymore as you internally freak out, silently wanting the floor to open up and swallow you whole. Before you could think of suggesting something else, Jisung’s head is nodding up and down—brown hair bouncing around his ears as he agrees. It’s how you found yourself in this predicament, elbow firm on Jisung’s old wooden stool that he kept in his closet. The worn down legs making it wobble when either one of you pressed down too hard. You could tell the mood is different, despite the desperate attempts of trying to lighten it up from both of you. This game was a matter of life or death. It had potential to end your friendship—or turn it into something more.

You catch Jisung’s eyes, a smirk forming on the right side of his mouth as he stares at your small frame. “What? Scared (Y/n)? You know I’ll win.”

“It’s cute that you think you can hurt me, Jisung Park.” And the mood is restored.

Jisung stifled a laugh, wrapping his fingers around your hand to get a head start. You make eye contact one last time, licking your lips subconsciously as the two of you silently start going against each other. The game is touch and go, one moment you feel yourself overwhelmed with doubt and the next you feel yourself wanting to laugh. The whole situation is comical. You can’t quite figure out why Jisung would agree to such an outlandish and odd prize. You feel him stumble back a little, clammy fingers sliding down your own as he uses his other hand to ground himself. You take advantage of this, using your full body weight to bring his arm down. Without thinking you slam his hand down, letting your arms fly up in the air as you celebrate your brief victory.

“Since I won, you know, I guess I’ll have to be the one to receive the kiss from you.” Jisung is thrown again, gears shifting in his brain as he stares at the hand that betrayed him. You want this to be a joke—for your well-being—but you know it’s not. You know it’s not by the way you watch as Jisung mentally battles himself, preparing to turn you down. Or so you think.

“I can totally do that for you.” He’s serious all of a sudden, palms face down on the wooden stool as he stares at you wide eye. He pushes it to the side, scooting himself closer to you so you’re just inches apart again. “Can you close your eyes?”

For the first time in the past hour, Jisung’s mind is blank. There are no thoughts of backing down from this as he brings his lips closer to your own, breathing heavily as he moves in closer. The initial contact starts from the corner of your lip, leaving a hot sensation from where his lips landed first. It’s no surprise when he doesn’t move, more of a peck instead of the kiss he intended, showing his lack of experience. It’s more than enough to keep you hanging though—eyes fluttering open as you gazed at the floor, stunned. But Jisung isn’t done. He dives in for more—following your lips as you lead him. He brings a hand to the back of your neck, playing with the back of your hair as he deepens the kiss, full lips now parted against your own.

You bring your hands up to wander around his body too—aiming first for the drawstring that ties up his sweatpants so they stay up. Next is the back of his neck too, tugging a little at the hair that curls around the base of his neck. He lets out a small laugh, smiling into the kiss as you make your way up to the skin under his shirt. Another fit of laughter.

“You’re tickling me.” Even when the two of you break apart, the sensation of his lips lingers on your own. You can’t help but bring your hand towards your lips, speechless. “I could go for another round.”

You know he means kissing wise, but you can’t help but tease him a little as you stare down at his swollen lips and hooded eyes. “What do I get this time when I beat you again?”

#park jisung #jisung #nct jisung #nct jisung x male reader #jisung x male reader #nct #nct dream #nct u #nct u x male reader #nct dream x male reader #nct x male reader #x male reader #hehe hi #it took…. a long time I’m sorry 🥲#thank you for requesting 😁#it’s not as silly as I wanted to make it and I’m not sure if I’m in love with it but… it’s growing on me #I think I might revamp it eventually but 🫨#<3

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liquidstar · 1 month

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a friend who'd wait :)

#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol #finn's ocs #finn's art #i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me #and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun #i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past #he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it #he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned #which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them #they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore #but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird #and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place #though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library #and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together #since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door #eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement #barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate #but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd #he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself #but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov #sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3 #but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh

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deaderthandoubledead · 2 years

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Other character sets: Izzy / Buttons

#what this? A gifset of the other OFMD bastard?#for all the calico jack enjoyers out there #I know you exists #he's no Izzy but he did grow on me a bit #I really hope he's alive in s2 #purely because I want Izzy and Stede to bond over how they both hate him #honestly I probably most grew a tiny soft spot for him because Will Arnett has pretty eyes #as always I'm open to other character requests #I mean I might eventually slowly get over everyone but who knows #certainly makes me do new gifs faster if someone asks for something #ofmd #ofmd spoilers #our flag means death #ofmd calico jack #calico jack #will arnett #my gifs

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milf-harrington · 8 months

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washing the dishes and listening to stick season by noah kahan and crying

#i am plagued this week by a terrible grief (the realisation that i might be slowly killing myself staying in this town)#(the realisation that i do not want to leave if it means missing my nephew grow up)#(the realisation that either option will eventually break me to pieces)#<3 #captain speaks

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lith-myathar · 6 months

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#really really hate how thoughtless and oblivious i can be to my own bad behavior #ill know something is important or that a shouldn't do a particular thing #but over time and assumptions and small acts of carelessnes shit just....fades and accumulates and one day #i look up and ive done something very stupid and hurt someone else #and i didn't feel it happening #my mind will take things and hide them from me is what it feels like. ill know they're there but it fades into the background noise #i am hard on the things in my life including people and relationships. and i am always so vulnerable to my own fuckin lmfao inattentivenes #this is why i struggle so much with the idea of ever having an intimate partner or children. it doesn't matter how much i care.#eventually and inevitably i do damage.#and i know consciously that people make mistakes and all you can do is try to course correct and make it right. but it's better #not to hurt anyone in the first place and i really don't know if i will ever be capable of that.#trying to convince myself this kind of shit is growing pains but man. man. i can't stop being what i am and it really #really feels sometimes like i am just destined to break and neglect #but then that ''im broken'' thing feels like trying to dodge around taking responsibility and improving. and i should be better than that.#but god how tf are you supposed to stop dissociating from the reality of what you're doing when you're. dissociated.#all i can ever think to do is isolate #*sigh* guys i think i might need to graduate to therapy with a trauma specialist #or adjust my medication. god. im so tired.#why is it so gd hard to be a normal decent person. it doesn't seem hard but then

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tvrningout-a · 9 months

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when i finally have some free time, it’s over for y’all 🔪

#i am staring at my inbox call and my drafts like PLS LEMME DO THESE and life goes: hmm no 💜#asdfg honestly i’ve been busy bc of family stuff and moving stuff and my friends’ baby stuff #and my own stuff good lord #but i promise the brain worms have returned and i’m itching to write #i’m also itching to unleash bronwyn on here bc the lore keeps on growing and i’m vibrating with excitement!!!#she’s gonna have a dryad pal who may remain an npc for now? but i might eventually write her too #but what she adds to the story makes me happy 🥲#i’m gonna start rambling like crazy if i don’t stop now but pls know i’m thinking about y’all even though i’m not here rn!#and i really hope you’re all doing well and remember to take care of yourselves 💜#get ready to ramble | ooc

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arolesbianism · 4 months

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I <3 transmasc Wendy because it adds another thing to the kid who does not know how to handle anything being thrown into everything pile but instead of a thing like dead sister it's the prospect that he kind of likes having short hair and the idea of being a guy and it still makes him feel like the world is ending until suddenly the ppl around him are just like fine with it and everything is like cool actually and he melts over that too until finally he's just a normal baby trans person and can get back to being bad at coping with his other hashtag issues again

#rat rambles #starve posting #like I do have dead serious wendy trans thoughts tm even some that actually relate to his quotes high bar I know gkfndkd #its just so fun reading him as a trans egg thats one breakdown away from being smashed #and also gives me some yummy tasty thoughts abt both wendy and abby and the inivertable fact that as time goes on the only remnant of #abby's face is going to shift and change more until it can no longer even be a reminder of what was lost #which must be a Horrifying idea to wendy even if chances are he hasn't rly internalized this concept yet #and for abby especially if you're like me and go for a more silhouette style ghost design for her youve gotta imagine how fucky it is to #watch your twin grow up and change in ways you never will #Im also a agender abby who will likely never realize believer because shes just like younger me fr #like shes low key just me as a little kid but without the anxiety disorder #anyways back to the topic of wendy genderism Im honestly surprised Ive never seen a he/him wendy hc before #Im not surprised at not finding any trans guy wendys but there rly isnt much variety in nonbinary wendys despite it being fairly common #I just like trans guy wendy cause he gives me those vibes #its the weird little girl to cringe fail trans man pipeline or smth idk #give him a couple years eventually he'll be a grimy lil freak of a teenage boy #if abby didnt die and knew abt gender stuff itd still take her 30 years minimum to even consider she might be not a girl maybe #not because she's hard in denial abt gender stuff shes just is in the classic headspace of 'well I dont Think I care so I must be cis ig'#same with my aro abby hcs but walter is super not helping #as Ive said before they are aro echo chamber besties dont try to tell them romance is real they will not believe you #hey better then whateve the fuck wendy would have to go through if one of the trans men around him offered solidarity #I would rather die than get advice from wilson are you kidding me #the only somewhat normal trans guy there is warly but hes french so it cancels out

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thewritingsofevbrowne · 5 months

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Used Book Haul Nov 2023

Quite impressed with my used book haul. Found all these beauties at a thrift shop. About $40 in books. It's for my mental health lol

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cicadaknight · 3 months

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Durge Timeloop: Hadrin

Half-Elf Drow | Monk (Four Elements)

Honor Mode Attempt #1 | 5h 26min

Cause of Death: Angry Gnolls

Dark Urge Influence: Powerful

Companions Lost: Gale, Karlach

#off to a rocky start!#acted upon all urges and was generally an asshole #nettie gale and karlach all met unfortunate fates #i feel like hadrin didn’t make it far enough to begin resisting the urge #so on attempt 2 he’s still gonna give in as much as possible #sorry gale #i think my marker will be getting to the underdark in order to start adjusting the urge influence #we’ll see this might get incredibly boring if i have to keep replaying the same section #but in theory if he keeps having to team up with these idiots #eventually he’ll grow to like them #bg3 #durge timeloop #hadrin #the problem is that i’m not good enough at this game to get very far in honor mode lmao #and especiallu not when i’m being a naughty durge #but i’ve played enough times that in theory i should know which places to avoid before leveling up #IN THEORY lmao #my arrogance got the best of me this time

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nerdishpursuits · 2 years

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Rings of Power is unbearably pretty 🥹🥹🥹🥹 Galadriel, Arondir, Nori, Durin and Disa and Elrond. All the feels, alright? ALL THE FEELS 👀😍🥹❤️‍🔥

Honestly. I hadn’t realized how starved I was for this aesthetic until I saw it. It feels whimsical and mythical and an homage to beauty. It has a dreamy, fairytale like quality. I’m so sick of the gratuitous gore a la GoT. This feels like a breath of fresh air, for now. Has its flaws, sure, but so far I’m glad to back in Middle Earth.

#the rings of power #lotr: the rings of power #just finished watching the first two episodes #and I absolutely LOVE them #I adore this version of Galadriel #certainly: Cate is THE iconic Galadriel #but this young - brash - version of her is equally appealing and I cannot wait to see how her storyline evolves #and all I’ve seen so far I really REALLY like #and the dwarves are pure perfection #don’t care if it’s not 100 %#we’ve the books for that #this show is a visual bonanza #it’s whimsical and magical and it feels like part of the LotR universe to me #sure: the elves have weird haircuts #but so do some of the humans #it might grow on me eventually #I don’t like that Amazon got its hand on this but so far I’m thrilled with the outcome #haters can hate #I for one am glad to be back in Middle Earth

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praisetheaxolotl · 1 year

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I have a few questions if you don’t mind me asking…

1. Have you read the fanfic “Flat Dreams” on AO3 by PengyChan before?

2. (If you have read it) A lot of people hc the fanfic as canon, do you?

3. Would you change anything about it? Is there anything you don’t like about it?

4. Have you read Flatland before?

5. This isn’t really a question but I just wanted to say that I love reading all your theories and things about Bill! I always had similar hc and theories about him as you and it’s so nice seeing that someone else has them too. So thank you :)

Hi! :)

1: I read some of it years ago. From what I remember, it was good but just not my cup of tea personally

2: Nope, and I remember for a while the Bill side of the fandom was completely saturated with Flat Dreams stuff and it made it really sucky for me to navigate, personally. I don't like to talk about it much, but I have some insanely bad jealousy issues and impostor syndrome and th- oh, fuck it. NPD. I have NPD. Which causes all of that, so when something with a similar premise or goal as what I want to do gets popular, it's... not. Good. For my mental health~! I do acknowledge that this is a "me problem" and I just don't read whatever I'm jealous of, but this time it was unavoidable. Outside of that, I personally don't like when a fanfiction becomes accepted canon by the fandom because I like seeing all the different ways an event can be interpreted- if everyone is doing the same thing, they're not doing that, y'know?

3: Like I said, I read it years ago, so I don't quite remember. Plus, I don't want to put something someone put their heart and soul into on blast on my popular (enough) blog. What if they see it? It'd just be mean to do, to nitpick something I already decided wasn't for me- I wouldn't be objective at all, so I'm not exactly the best suited to it.

4: Surprisingly, no! But I want to, one day!

5: Thank you so much!! I really appreciate it~! I'm glad my blog still resonates with people across time and space, haha!

#16 year old me really was onto something huh #might eventually do a post on like how #bill is the perfect antithesis of the pines wrt the theme of growing up and letting go of stuff #but i havent sat down and watched the show proper in YEEEEARS #waiting till i buy a bluray player so i can watch my fucking blu ray set

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todayisafridaynight · 9 months

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ORHGH YOU'RE SO RIGHT THE SEGA CARNIVAL LEVELS OF SONIC RIDERS HIT SO HARD they're so fun and cool and colorful and I love them 😭 anyway I remember idling in Yakuza 5 and looking at my phone for a bit while standing in a bar as Saejima and my head SNAPPED up when I heard Dreams Of An Absolution play in the bar because I was like SILVER THE HEDGEHOG'S THEME FROM SONIC 06??? (I was a Sonic kid growing up fjdjdk)

SONIC KIDS UNITE OH MY GODDDDD SIMILAR REACTION THO !!!!! I FORGET WHEN I REALIZED IT EXACTLY BUT I WALKED INTO THE STORE AS KIRYU AND THE SECOND I HEARD DREAMS OF AN ABSOLUTION I SCREAMED AND JUST STOOD LISTENING TO IT WITH A STUPID GRIN ON MY FACE (i also stood around Way Too Long Than What Was Appropriate when playing YK1 cause i just kept looking at the sonic displays in the sega arcade....) like oh my god......... THAT song that everyone memed on for a good half decade in MY yakuza game ??? i love you..

BUT YAYAYAYA I LOOOVVE THE CARNIVAL LEVELS SO MUCH THE MUSIC IS SO FUN TOO when i was growing up For Some Reason i had an allergy to just. Maintaining Save Files (im lying its cause we had like three memory cards and i wanted to keep makin animal crossing towns but you need A Whole Memory Card for one town) because i kept deleting my saves over and over HOWEVER the benefit to this is that i'd always be excited to do the grand prix and unlock the carnival levels

GENUINELY SO WORTH IT theyre so fun and cute and have SO MUCH LOVE for the other sega ips !!!!!!!

#snap chats #I REMEMBER BREAKING MY XBOX CONTROLLER OVER SONIC 06 BUT NOW I WANNA PLAY IT AGAIN LVAKERJLVKAREJ #i love sonic........... this is no longer a surprise to anyone........ he's just a special guy to me... and shadow....#they been with me since i was a babe..#like the games i played to hell and back with sonic adventures 1 & 2 / shadow the hedgehog / sonic riders #did you guys know sonic riders is a really fun game.... im starting to unlock all the gears since i finished all the missions...#I LOVED those games SOOOO much my god i might as well try to learn and speedrun them #i remember i was actually watching a speedrun of SA2 some years ago and when i saw this runner like #in crazy gadget as sonic you can jump all the way down to the bottom rail like halfway into the level yeah #i remember seeing that and flipping my shit cause i did that all the time growing up playing the game casually so i was like !!! OH FUCK #ok my monthly sonic ramble is over.... thank you for writing in anon i love sonic so much and im tired of acting like i dont...#im gonna go dust off the old 360 and listen to dreams of an absolution now its been TOO LONG #i will play sonic 06...... eventually...... not today or tomorrow im busy but EVENTUALLY...#like my brain's A Little More Developed than the last time i played it surely it cant be AS bad as i thought.....#ok bye bye now <3

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ap-trash-compactor · 2 years

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In a Chrissy lives AU, Chrissy is the first person to explicitly state to Eddie the observation that he’s basically Dustin’s chosen dad and Dustin is basically his chosen son, and she’s the first person to whom Eddie explicitly acknowledges that yeah, he knows, and it means a lot to him. which absolutely opens up the way for his being less stereotypically Massculine™️ in trying to express something similar to Dustin before, during, and (because it’s an AU) after their battle in the Upside Down

#Eddie and Dustin’s father-son dynamic had me literally in tears in the last episode ok #it was so beautiful #Dustin deserves to have his favorite found father figure stick around and be proud of him as he grows up!#😭#and also maybe call him on his tone some day lol #Dustin might actually listen to Eddie about it eventually lol #eddie munson #chrissy cunningham #dustin henderson #eddie x chrissy #eddissy

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