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so uhhh hi yall. i hate posting this but i can barely afford to take care of myself because of my financial situation. any amount is better than none ($1 from 6000 people would literally solve all of my financial strain) but i just really cant do this without help
like i said in the gofundme, im a 21 year old disabled chronically ill queer person who is forcing myself to work a full time job despite what its doing to my health and im still not able to afford to pull myself out of debt. i was dealt a really shitty hand in life and i dont like begging for the kindness of others but its the only option ive got left since my credit tanked thanks to my situation.
my gofundme page is:
i also have a cashapp ($OzzieAquilae)
and a paypal (@sockmaree)
and a venmo (@ozzieaquilae)
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God the urge to just rewatch good omens again is so strong.
#im broken#what if i just watch it on repeat until the new season#i have so many other things i need to / want to watch#but im stuck#good omens
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Someone give me the strength to finish Hollow Knight. I wanna follow the tag here but im STRUGGLING on the final boss... and dont want NO SPOILERS on it.
I have avoided it soo long
I just want to finish it i love the game so much but like that final boss is KICKING MY ASS
#hk#hollow knight#tips and tricks for the final boss???#jk it wont help me cause i need to learn the patterns myself .-.#i have been stuck on the final boss for a year now i think#beautiful game#i also wanna deep dive the lore#BUT IM STUCK#i also havent touched hollow knight in a few months cause like#no motivation if i know my ass if gunna get handed to me#i just want the brainrot of fandoms to continue and hollow knight is one#FINAL BOSS WHHYYYYYY
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I think I need to get out of Tennessee. maybe not for forever, but. I need to leave
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I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired and out of it I just put sunscreen on in the evening. I'm in pain all the time and tired of it all and disgusted by the way my life is right now. Bit it can't be changed. There is nothing I can do about any of this right now and it breaks my heart. I just want to cry and scream so loud my head explodes. I've been really, really low lately and when I'm this low, everything turns into a chore. Walking the dog? A chore. Writing a message? Another one. Even watching a movie or opening Spotify to listen to a podcast feels like one. I'm only capable of browsing tumblr or instagram mindlessly. But it's starting to get difficult, too. Should I just stare into a wall? I guess. But the same thing that leaves me numb all over also angers me. Why am I like this? Why can't I just be happy? Why can't I look forward to something, enjoy something, want to achieve something without forcing myself to, without pretending I do, without lying to everyone and myself? Could I tell the truth for once? What would it cost me? Is being truthful for once worth losing everything I've ever had?
#it just might be#but knowing myself#im not gonna do anything anyway#its not like i have a place to go#and I'm not brave enough to leave everything behind and just move forward blindly#hoping to find something#so i won't#but i will dream about it#imagine what life would look like if I did#or if I had done a few things differently#who knows where i would have been#but im stuck#feels like my hands are tied#i can't move back or forward#so i just have to wait until it gets a bit better and then work it until i crash again#rant#long post#slice of kitty
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College is a struggle so I understand your pain girl 💙💜💙💜
i had a deadline last sunday and already have one coming up this Friday and I've only written like 200 words out of the minimum 1200.
#like i know what i want and need to write#but im stuck#so i started writing fics again#makes me feel like a bit less of a writing failure lmao#uglypastels answers#anon
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You guys rlly don't realise how much knowledge is still not committed to the internet. I find books all the time with stuff that is impossible to find through a search engine- most people do not put their magnum opus research online for free and the more niche a skill is the less likely you are to have people who will leak those books online. (Nevermind all the books written prior to the internet that have knowledge that is not considered "relevant" enough to digitise).
Whenever people say that we r growing up with all the world's knowledge at our fingertips...it's not necessarily true. Is the amount of knowledge online potentially infinite? Yes. Is it all knowledge? No. You will be surprised at the niche things you can discover at a local archive or library.
#rambles#if you are a person who is into delicate skills#like lacemaking or printing or sewing#you will know fair well just how non expansive the knowledge online is in comparison to written guides from like the 50s#there was a time where at least one person in the household had to know a constructive skill#but in the modern day there is just less ans less demands for comprehensive guides#library propaganda#im stuck doing an essay rn but bc i have covid i cant go to the library and its totally fucked me#i want to source a lot of the stuff i read irl but i just cant go and get it and theres no online ver
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"life doesnt get better, you just get stronger" does NOT include ages 11-17. life does in fact just get better from there. those years are dogshit. like, you do get stronger but its mostly just a factor of not being 11-17 anymore. positive thinking helps but it doesnt fix whatevers going on at 15, you have to brute force through that one raw
#i originally posted this as just a 'hey remember how fuckin bad middle/highschool was? shit was wild' type post but now#there are a bunch of teens in the notes being like 'oh my god are you serious? it gets better? im not stuck in hell forever??'#and im reminded that the only people who told teenage ella 'it gets better' were speakers at mental health assemblies#aka the least relatable people alive who were seemingly born to lie to you#so. uh. yeah im a certified adult who isnt here to lie or sugarcoat the realities of being a teenager#the only thing more certain than the pain is the transcience
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#so..many#life is strange#lis#max caulfield#chloe price#pricefield#im just gonna start spewing them out into the void soon#okay#😀#anyways#one that my brain is stuck on that most people already know but still#between max and chloe#max is objectively the more bold one when it comes to touch or talking or shit like that#if max thinks smth wrong#she gon say it#aftr overthinking a bunch but still#between the two of them max is more likely to speak out#no offense to chloe or to say she doesnt at all#chloe just has a bit more issues when it comes to shit like that <3#also#with touch#have you ever seen the game#max starts off almost all the contact they have in that game#NEXT#max is asexual NOT because she can be stereotyped into a quiet so much anxiety and has so personality girl or whateever the fuck#but because IM asexual#and IM projecting#which is also why i could not tell you what kind of asexual she is#but#one of them <3
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POV: you opened tumblr dot com on april 1st 2024
#boop#april fools 2024#april fools#video#art#HEEEEEEELLLLLPPPP!!!!!!#also hi hello im sorry to the people who stuck around for 2 years and this being the first thing i post after disappearing.#i wont promise i'll be better tho sorry </3#flashing#ask to tag
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they want me to take on responsibilities that shouldnt be mine
im stuck in a house with people I don't wanna see
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Space AU Skizz Art
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Skizz L.
-Hydeling
-Part of BEST
-actually a sweetheart unless you hurt one of his friends
#hc/tsmp spaceau#skizz fanart#fanart#part of an au im trying to work on#BUT IM STUCK#so here have art for it instead
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but i’m a creep
#IM A WEIRDOOOOOO🚬🚬😢😢#okay jokes aside this piece has been stuck in my head ever since i learned of the truth…..first time snimating text it was fun werent it#for procreate crashing everytime i tried to export the gif#totk spoilers#tears of the kingdom spoilers#totk#tears of the kingdom#zelink#tloz#loz#loz totk#tloz totk#totk zelink#the legend of zelda#link#my art#breath of the wild#zelda#tloz fanart#zelink fanart#legend of zelda#the legend of zelda: tears of the kingdom#botw zelink#loz fanart#the legend of zelda fanart#zelda fanart
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Eadaz and her queen
#eadaz uq nara#eadaz#tpotot#the priory of the orange tree#queen sabran#samantha shannon#sabran#ead#my art#i started reading this book 3 years ago and got a third into it and stopped#im now rereading it and enarly finished it and omg!#its so good!#its so slow the first third and then suddenly everything happens all at once#in a good way#anyway#if you find yourself reading the book and you get stuck#keep going!<or get the audio book!#its worth it~!
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mmmmmmm im gonna regret this i think
well. if this post get 10k notes by the time i get my adhd evaluation, theeeeen ill read homestuck. im not telling you WHEN my adhd evaluation is, you just gotta hope and pray it isnt soon. ill be nice and give you a 1 week warning though!
good luck, timer starts now :D
#starling sings#oh boy im really gonna regret this#i think im really really gonna regret this#oh well!!!!!!!!!!! :D#star got stuck at home
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the best way to luffy’s stomach is through his heart (or something like that)
a four page one piece fancomic in which luffy and law talk about luffy’s stomach
page 1
panel 1: a top view of luffy and law sitting in grass. luffy is leaning back on his hands with his legs outstretched. law sits crosslegged between them. they are both looking down at the hole in luffy’s abdomen, where law has used his devil fruit power to remove his stomach. “whoa! cool!” says luffy, while law hums, “hmm… interesting.”
panel 2: a close-up of law’s hand holding luffy’s stomach in its cube-like container. “it looks surprisingly average,” law says, “for a bottomless pit.”
panel 3: “isn’t it weird?” luffy asks. he is sitting with his back to the viewer, but his smile is still visible as he leans into law’s space. law is still crosslegged, holding the stomach, and he looks vaguely uncomfortable as luffy keeps talking. luffy says, “that thing can make food stop looking like food and start looking like poop! huh. wonder how it does that…”
page 2
panel 1: law looks off to the side, sweating and kinda grouchy. knowing he’ll regret this, he mutters, “i… know how… at least for NORMAL humans.”
panel 2: the back of luffy’s head takes up most of the panel as he demands, “what?! i wanna know too!” law grits his teeth and shouts back, “you’re just gonna fall asleep!” and luffy yells, “nuh-uh!”
panel 3: luffy grins widely, throws his arms out to the side, and flops onto his back in the grass. he’s loudly yelling, “tell me! tell me, traffy!”
page 3
panel 1: law is visible from a low-angle, as if from luffy’s pov on the ground. he sighs, “fine. here’s how it works.”
panel 2: this panel looks similar to the previous, but its slightly darker, with gray bars at the top and bottom, narrowing visibility to show luffy’s eyes are closing. law continues, “the stomach has two main functions.”
panel 3: law is now barely visible through the gap. luffy is almost asleep. law says, “the first, as YOU know, is the storage of food.”
panel 4: the background is completely dark, and law’s words trail off, “the second is—“
page 4
panel 1: a large, top view of luffy lying on his back in the grass. his arms are thrown wide still and his eyes are open. he has just jolted awake, saying, “hmm?” off-screen, law complains, “i don’t know WHY i bothered.”
panel 2: law accuses, “you didn’t listen to a word i said.” luffy sits up, his lips pursed and eyes narrowed because he’s a terrible liar. he says, “sure i did,” dragging out the “sure.”
panel 3: luffy breaks into a grin and proudly declares, “it’s a mystery!” law cuts him off with a “NO,” his speech bubble literally dripping with disdain.
panel 4: the silhouette of luffy and law sitting side by side. law is whapping luffy on the head with a light fist. law says, “idiot…” before bonking him. luffy yells, “hey!” but he is laughing, and a small “heh” shows law is too.
#one piece#luffy#trafalgar law#look im just gonna tag it#lulaw#it doesnt have to be but its what i was thinking when i drew it so.#cw body horror#??? ever so slightly#law-typical gore i suppose#he stuck it back in when luffy dozed off. maybe thats what woke him up#anyway. sometimes ur so close to someone that theyll let u look at their organs for fun!#typically its stomach > heart but for luffy its the other way around#not that he keeps his organs very close to his chest. which is a weird thing to say. what AM i saying anymore
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