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mitskiluvr · 7 months
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beast will always mean SO much to me because of everything it tells us about atsushi and akutagawa. all the parallels between them. they were both victims of circumstance—akutagawa ended up on the side of “good” in beast and atsushi didn’t and at their core they were both just teenagers trying to find a way to survive with the hand that was dealt to them
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ur-local-weird-person · 8 months
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mizisua analysis :) (spoilers!!)
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hello :), ik i'm a little late, but the mizisua video already released and here is a small analysis i made, this post will be divided in 2 parts: the actual analysis of the video and how it proves a theory i had, so without furder ado, lets start (。^▽^)
the actual analysis lol ─── ☆: .☽ . :☆゚. ─── ☆: .☽ . :☆゚.
i think the video was a nightmare of mizi, my reasons are:
mizi and sua canonicly met at anakt garden, and we dont have information of them meeting before
it doesn't seem logical to me that mizi cried so hard when sua went away, taking into account it was the first time they saw eachother
at the end of the video we can se mizi layed in a couch, crying, as if she just woke up from a nightmare (i will talk more about that scene later)
other thing i noticed is that the video references certain parts of sua's amd mizi's story, for example, mizi being the one who approached sua while the melody of my clemantis (specificly the part of when mizi and sua met in round 1), melody that also reproduces when mizi and sua separate (and the part that played was the same as when sua died), that's why i think the video was a nightmare of mizi who reflected some parts of their story and how painful their separation was (ik it hurts ;-;).
at the end, we see mizi laying and crying after waking up from the nightmare, and since i was curious about that scene i edited the photo and i found some things :)
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we can observe that:
mizi is wearing her round 5 oufit and her hair looks a little messy (like in the end of round 5)
she seems to be in a place that looks like if its abandonded, or slightly hidden, it looks like a hideout to me (or at least, not the place where the contestants would be kept before the next round)
there is an earth poster in the wall
taking this into account...could this mean that mizi is alive and she's currently in the hideout of the people who rescued her???? this seems to make sense but idk (i hope i'm right :') )
small theory :) ─── ☆: .☽ . :☆゚. ─── ☆: .☽ . :☆゚.
in previous posts, i mentioned that i had a theory abt sua, my theory is that sua was mistreated by her guardians and that mizi was the only person she ever loved, also sua knew abt the dangers abt alien stage, but decided to not tell mizi (if you want i could explain why i thought that). the video proves my theory bc it shows that sua's guardians never loved her (her situation is similar to ivan's/luka's) but it also shows that mizi's guardians were nice to her (could mizi be manipulated by them into thinking alien stage wasn't dangerous? maybe). finally, i would like to note how it was shown the differences between growing in a negligent/abusive enviroment and a loving one (sua and mizi respectively), i think the way it was shown and how it affected mizi and sua was pretty goood :)
that's it, tell me if you have other theories, bye!
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qevillous · 7 months
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hai hello i wanted to ask abt how u view shadow s5 and any hc's you have for them as sort of both individuals and as a group :3 go as in depth as you like im a sucker for long detailed explanations
OUYH MY GOOOD SHADOW S5 OH MY GAGGDG
OH MYG OD okay hey
shadow s5 as a dynamic is so interesting to me because its very similar yet very VERY different all the same because of exactly who gets changed.
so first on like individual levels heres how i take the shadows ahem clears throat (STINKS that we dont have canon aloarmy but okayyy hinodeya)
shadow rider is canonically a coward, hes nervous and self doubting. hes verrrry exaggerated in the manga so i like to exaggerate him in writing. i think hes more of an incompatible follower who cant get picked by anyone instead of a compatible loner who chose to be alone like normal rider.
shadow army has no canon interp so i interpet them similarly to how eging jr was flipped but in reverse. theyre less organized, they dint fuckin button their shirt right they wear their coat unzipped shitty tie shitty facepaint yk the deal. i also interpret them as more aggresively rebellious where normal army is more of a passive stickler. that basically means they’re more laid back and explicit. 
shadow aloha ALSO has no canon. so i interp him as a loooserrr LMAO very sarcastic but very pessimistic, where normal aloha is more of a sarcastic optimist. he comments on shit in the background like hes talkin to someone even tho nobody gives a fuck what he thinks and he doesn’t particularly care about his surroundings. overall just the loser in the corner of a party sitting down holding a drink instead of the main focus. 
shadow mask is silly. silly guy. they’re obviouslt exaggerated a LOT in the manga so i like to tone them down just a bit, acting more happy for the sake of being happy instead of high energy. that contrasts masks ideal of being cynical for the sake of being cynical. i think both are sarcastic but on shadow masks side xe doesn’t mean it, and they come off as insincere, explaining how their excitement at the battle felt like excessive overkill despite it not being so.
shadow skull is very similar to normal skull in expressiveness, but is different in awareness. i think shadow skull is very aware of his surroundings but not very emotionally empathetic. i think what he lacks in empathy is made up for in his directness. 
shadow s5 is interesting because it pretty much completely throws the social dynamic of s5. normal s5 is 1 extrovert 1 ambivert 3 introverts, and instead of shadow s5 being 4 extroverts 1 ambivert 1 introvert, shadow s5 is ACTUALLY 2 extroverts 3 introverts. which makes it even more interesting because of just how much more balanced it makes their social interactions split into duos.
for example shadow raimask is very chill since they both share a similar mindset, where shadow raimask is chaos because they have directly oppising mindsets. on the flip side shadow alomask is direct opposites, and normal alsomask is ALSO direct opposites but swapped over. i could talk about it for a while but i think i would start rambling like a crazy person. i like the idea of shadow s5 in a more casual light instead of the manga’s exaggerated one. it would give more insight to their personalities and interactions but we cant have Anything can we bcz hindodeya haaaates meeeeee.
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lumosatnight · 11 months
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Talk to me about SNARRYYYYYY (had to sorry 😂) 💛
Send me a ship and I’ll give you my (brutally) honest opinion on it (and also maybe a fic rec).
Haha hi Danni!!
Initial impression: confusion, hesitance, a little weirded out. Wasn't Severus in love with Harry's mom? Isn't that kinda creepy to be dating Lily's kid?
Improved impression: UNHINGED SCREAMING. Wasn't Severus in love with Harry's mom? Yes, and that's why this ship is so interesting (although one could argue it was platonic love but that was definitely not what was written in canon). Isn't that kinda creepy to be dating Lily's kid? Yes, and it creates such a fascinating relationship dynamic. Harry's eyes, Lily's eyes. Who does Severus really see when he looks at Harry? How can he resist falling for Harry when he already fell so hard for Lily all those years ago (and still carries a torch for her)? Answer: he can't.
In terms of cross-gen pairings for Severus, Snarry is probably my favorite. I don't really see him as the type of person to go after one of his students unless it was under very pressurized circumstances. Say, for example, in the middle of a war and he's just trying to do his goddamm best at keeping this infuriating kid alive. I could also possibly see Snaco, but that's an essay for another day. Although Eldritcher has an amazing Snudley fic that I devoured.
Surprisingly enough, I also enjoy reading Snarry in different AUs, outside the HP universe or the war doesn't exist universes. I attribute that largely to you actually. You kept posting so many Snarry recs in the CoMS discord, and I kept clicking them haha. But I do think their underlying personalities remain. Severus is an insecure, bitter, ugly (yes ugly) man. He thinks the best years of his life were stolen from him. He does not see any reason to care. Harry is an impassioned, stubborn, reckless youth. He listens to Severus. He finds a way to get past that bitter exterior and in a way Severus lets him. He makes Severus feel seen when really that was all he ever wanted.
And wow, that turned into a whole essay. Apparently, I have more thoughts about Snarry than I thought. I've never written a full Snarry fic, but I am oh-so-tempted by the Snarry AUctober Fest.
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My ship rating: Snarrytastic
My fic rec: Miraculous by @liladiurne [E, 15.5k]
When Severus finds out that the gorgeous and charming young man Lucius set him up with, the one who's accompanying him to his mother's charity ball, is really a hired escort, he is furious and disappointed. At first. But then he realises he can use this to his advantage. After years of celibacy, he's finally found someone he connects with, someone who understands him. And this time, Severus actually has the means to see him again. Or the money. But if money's what it takes to spend time with Harry, then he's more than willing to drain his family's fortune. In an unexpected twist of faith, he might not need to.
(been thinking a lot about this fic recently and ik you've already read it because i'm pretty sure you're the one who recc'ed it on the server, but it keeps spinning around in my head. soooo goood)
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arista-stl · 7 months
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Winx Club Rewatch Season 1 episode 5 : Date with Disaster
From now on I'm watching it in english (I have no idea which dub though there's so many...watching it in French was easy there's only one 😂
Also I just updated my Winx fanfiction^^ Don't hesitate to check it out and leave your impressions if you have spare time (bit.ly/3EL0tQy)
And here there are again being all domestic. I don't think you realize they have chores, like, ACTUAL OBLIGATIONS that come with living in a community. This feels REAL.
I hate cooking too Bloom (pretty sure Nick retconned that in later seasons when they took away all their personnalities and made them cook cringy bland pizzas)
I mean, if I was in a magical school I too would expect the food to cook itself magically
Oh yeah, I forgot the chief was italian...kills me that even in the magical dimension they have cliches 😂
But like, are they really supposed to cook omelette and sh*t for the whole school? How many students are they??
"When I graduate from here I'll eat out every night" 😂 relatable
Bloom totally threw the omelet on purpose
Why.are.they.so.funny
Oh my goood they're so salty that Stella skipped the cooking duties
"A guy who knows you and still wants to see you?" Musa ☠️
"I designed it" "In the dark?" Musa is out for blood in this episode 😭
The dress Bloom picked is so something she would wear
"Will Brandon be there too?" Yeah Bloom, duh, she's gonna have a threesome
Stella trusts Bloom to keep her ring that's so wholesome 😭
They're so chaotic in this season and I live for it
Kiko putting the covers on Flora 🥺
I love their pajamas, they look so comfy
Ok but you can see it's not Stella just by looking at her facial expressions, the animators killed it
"Good luck girl!" they're actually so precious 😭
Darcy casually destroyed all their furniture
Darcy is so stupid though, she could have just played the part and nicely tell the girls that she didn't remember what she did with her ring, then Bloom would have given it to her. EASY.
"Thief!"*😡**vanishes* that was so goofy of Darcy
Riven is so lame
"Very funny Riven, I just can't stop laughing" with the straightest face ever, Bloom is a mood
Lmao I forgot about that dog. It probably died because we never saw it again after season 1 😭
Loved that interaction between Bloom and Tecna, like Bloom is genuinely so fun and she's actually bringing her human ways into their world
They're fighting like cats and dogs
The Trix could have at least made Knut's human form pretty ☠️
Knut is a creep
The way they know it's a trap but still go
Darcy, never be an actress I beg you
QUEEN TECNA SHE'S SO BADASS
Aww Stella looks so sad
And here we go again with the attempted murder
Okay so I get that they didn't want to loose to the Trix, but Bloom was kinda right? The Trix were much stronger than them and Stella was literally choking. And tbh Stella gave her ring to Bloom not the others, so it kinda was her decision to make.
Aww the hug 🥺
Tecna, I'm all here for the arguments but this time you're wrong
"That's not a ball 🥸" "It's just an example Tecna 🙄" Again, they have so much personality and agency
Did she really just throw a can at the camera?
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BIIITCH, SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! Hush was so fucking goood!!! And that gif at the start???? I started out reading your story at ao3 but I’m so grateful for switching to tumblr. The thought you put into every detail of this AU blows me away every time (not to mention the research, the motivation of the characters, the life you’ve breathed into them 🤯). And don’t get me started on Daemon’s dirty talk - the way you write him is pure perfection!!! I’m always left wanting more and yet it’s always the perfect amount at the right time. I can read 50+ chapters of him just talking dirty shit. Thank you soo much for giving us another chapter from his perspective!!
I know the current story doesn’t have a plot per se buuut it’s such a great way pf building up their relationship without taking away from the amazing plot you’ve built in the other instalments. Plus, and idk if that was your intention, but I like that it shows that Daemon is really obsessed as a person and as much as they’re both wanting to have a child that’s not what their relationship is about. He’s never resentful or questioning why she’s not preggo yet. I honestly thought I would like the new story but I would be impatiently waiting for the baby fic, however once again you exceeded any expectation I had and I’m genuinely having the best time reading your story. Full honesty tho - at the end of each chapter I thinking ‘yep, that’s the one, ain’t no way she’s not pregnant after that dicking down 😅
I just can’t say enough how much I love your writing and and how much joy I get every time I get a notification you’ve posted❤️❤️❤️
Omg, thank you so much! I was terrified I went too far with 'Hush', as it's quite icky but I just so badly wanted to write this after @storyblackhold and I had the most FERAL discussion about it. I knew I wanted to post on AO3 as I friggin' love AO3, but there seems to be so much more of a community for this here on Tumblr (plus I can put thirsty GIFs in and make my page pretty lol). Can't tell you how much time I've wasted actually combing through footage and converting GIFs myself - the one for 'Hush' was one I cut! And it is so fun that my nerd love for research is paying off. To think this started as a dirty excuse to fantasise about Matt Smith in a platinum wig throwing the word 'cunt' around... Then I had to make the High Valyrian accurate by manually translating it... Then I was studying scenes and tweaking them for my own purposes... Next thing you know, I'm researching how a medieval healer could have inadvertently caused the death of their labouring patient by giving them toxic fungus lol. Now, we at a whole fic with a backstory, what the hell. Keep in mind that the remedy Maester Gerardys uses on poor Reader's leg in 'Hush' was also something I researched! Myrrh has a lot of antibacterial properties, and it was said that olive oil formed a barrier on wounds to prevent infection. Plus, the oil would stop the bandage from sticking as much.
This smut anthology is a great way to throw in tidbits of character building and general plot points without getting derailed by a whole narrative arc; for example, we learn that Reader goes back to King's Landing fairly regularly, that they've settled well into life at Dragonstone, that Daemon has stuff to do on the island (i.e. training those fuckwits from the Second Company) and that he's built a sort of reluctant friendship with Harwin. We learn that Otto's still being a bitter bitch about Daemon finding actual happiness, and that Lord Lyman is a G. Little things, ya know? As for the pregnancy thing, it can take quite a while to conceive, and as of yet it isn't the burning urge of both of them to have a kid; they're still learning each other (hehe) and figuring out how to navigate life as a married couple. Keep in mind also that this anthology will only vaguely span a few months - there's no exact order to them, nor a specific timeline, but we aren't talking years or anything. I know there are examples of women falling pregnant like immediately after they marry, but I see that used a lot and I wanted to explore the option of... not exploring it? I don't know if that makes sense. Let's just say that Daemon's not keeping track of her cycle or anything, he isn't quite that crazy yet. They're in the honeymoon phase of their relationship - they'll get there, don't worry!
Thank you so, so much for such a lovely comment! I really appreciate all the feedback I've been getting, it's insane!
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halt-kun · 2 years
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Hunter x Hunter Chapter 88 - September 3rd (4)
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There is no heterosexual explanation for this
Except maybe Gon’s V-neck shirt
Rubber bands as bracelets just take me back so far, that’s how I interpret it even though we’re far from the 2010s.
Killua is having a nice fit here too as always
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GO ZEPILE KICK HIS ASS
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QUICK HE IS TRYING TO STEAL STUFF AND REPLACE IT
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Yep and he is more talented than you
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YEP HE IS SURE BECAUSE HE IS GOOOD
In french this guy asked Gon if it was him and his boyfriend who tried to sell the wooden vault. I mean it’s mainly used as boyfriend but can also mean friends so it’s funny. 
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People can be very creative when they are trying to fool someone
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Zepile will destroy his name dropping bullshit
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DON’T DOUBT 
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scammers 
if Zepile wasn’t here, Gon and Killua would have been ripped of
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GON IS MEEEE
just curious as fuck
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I love this part of Gon
He wouldn’t be friends with Killua if it wasn’t the case
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foreshadowing...
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Yep it’s quite hard to appraise, I think hunter x hunter made me realize very young how hard of a job it is.
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Yep it’s also the base of magic tricks, trying to catch someone off-guard using what they aren’t paying attention too.
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Side-stepping right ? 
I like how how much common a trick is, makes the other tricks focusing on something completely different less likely to be spotted.
Truly the peppered moth selection examples applied to antiques.
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OSTOMY ! Okay, I’m pretty sure it’s side-stepping in the anime
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Experience can fool you and perfection is sus
truly an awful thing to sell
Now let’ go spider hunting
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Yep genuine info, Thanks Leorio !
the end for today
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zachsgamejournal · 1 year
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PLAYING: Sly Cooper and the Thievius Raccoonus
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Great Series! So sad it's died out (come on Sony). But I'm excited to share it with my children!
I rented this game back when it was the only Sly available. I enjoyed its gentle and not so gentle nods to Metal Gear Solid. I hated the cocky main character (American white men were really into cocky protagonists in the 80s, 90s, and 00s). But the game was good. Later when the HD remake for PS3 was released, I grabbed the whole trilogy and thoroughly enjoyed it! Sly 2 is my favorite though.
I was excited to play Jak and Daxter for my kids. I downloaded the free PC remake that some folks had created. But it's annoying to set up my laptop with my TV. Knowing that I had the Jak Trilogy for PS3, I decided to see if my PS3 and controllers even still worked. they did! But while having lunch, I put on a Sly Cooper playthrough on YouTube and my kids were HOOKED! I offered to play it for them and they were super excited. I guess Jak can wait!
What I remember from the first Sly Cooper is that it's the hardest and most linear. But when I started playing it this time, it felt so great. It's truly a great game and well thought-out and designed. There's some cheap deaths, and the bosses are too hard--but it's really fun otherwise.
Sly Cooper is a great example of Sony's ability to develop unique, original games with great production value. I think for PS2, Sony had three big platformer series: Jak, Ratchet and Clank, and Sly Cooper. What was great about these three is that they were accessible, well produced, charming, and all very unique from each other. Jak 2 & 3 had a little crossover with ratchet due to guns being introduced, but Jak was a action platformer-slash-open world, while Ratchet was much more of a level-based shooter. Sly stood out as a platforming stealth game. It's weird to think a whole game could be built around stealth, but be action-packed and accessible.
Graphically, the game looks pretty good due to the art style. Much of the 2D images (loading screens and cinematics) feature jagged, hand-drawn art. It looks extremely stylized, but then it meshes well with the blocky graphics. So instead of seeing low polygon counts as a limitation, it was asset to the art style. Clever.
This game develop had made a platformer before, but I don't think it was to this scale. They've nailed it. I was paying attention to the level design. For the most part, they take smallish, cramped spaces (such as a single room in a casino) but craft out a level path that criss-crosses across the space to create a decent level experience. One level has Sly scaling the sides of buildings and cat walks and bouncing off AC units. It feels like the level goes on, and on (in a good way) but it's really just a circle, and sly is traveling along the inner edge. This allowed the designers/artists to use a small set of background assets to create an immersive experience. As a game designer, I appreciate this type of design. It makes the level feel open, big, and like a real space, while preventing the player from getting lost.
I like the first bit of levels, the constant rain makes it very moody. The second set takes plays in a Vegas like city. I'm always less thrilled about this one. Rocky deserts just don't excite me much, and it's less atmospheric. I think the level takes place in the day, which feels less sneaky. Still, some good, clever level design.
I love how enemies have flashlights and are on guard paths. It really plays into the sneaking around. Unfortunately, Sly is often defeated in a single hit. It helps create a sense of danger and real consquence for not being sneaky--but it makes a wrong move very punishing. Also, Sly can't swim. So there's a lot of cheap deaths associated with Sly not landing a jump he should have and drowning as a result. Luckily I've unlocked the "water safety" skill that no longer damages Sly for falling in water. Goood thing because the swamp level is filled with precarious jumps!
Somewhat interesting from a story point, every bully gets a background. What I noticed about the bosses (did I say bully?) is that they were often bullied as a child or are overcompensating for something. I wish the game could have taken on a more "healing" approach to the villains, where they deal with their psychology issues and make amends. But Sly ain't got time for that. He's too busy being cocky.
I'm having fun replaying this for my kids. At one point they lost interest and went to their rooms. I got sad. I wanted to keep playing, but I didn't want to leave them behind. Hopefully they'll want to come back to this.
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shijas · 3 years
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:D
#delete later#since it’s midnight and there’s no sleep in sight for me and i’ve had a terrible day lemme go through the motions of another kaebedo au#idk what mythical creature... a siren maybe? a mermaid? a selkie (i’d have to research more since ik the least abojt these).... mmmm#now that i think about it fae prince kaeya hits a little tooo goood please but anyway insert mythical being price kaeya spots this pretty#human a la ariel style and totally falls into the stupidest kind of love at first sight where he’s not even sure it is love as much as the#fact the universe is TELLING him to get with that blonde boy like YESTERDAY KAEYA come on#and who is our good ole prince kaeya to deny the universe folks? so he just like unabashedly makes himself known to albedo like#*deby ryan face* heyyyyy and albedo is going through four stages of what the fuck like what in the actual fuck because he’s pretty sure he#told klee (i’m never not gonna write her into a fic with them i physically cannot thays their baby) that insert magical creature is most def#NOT real and here’s a super pretty example of what exactly he disproved to her over breakfast and oh my god it’s flirting with me how tf do#i flirt back??????????#i think the mermaid/siren take is fun because the image of kaeya in albedo’s bathtub with a glass of wine while klee excitedly runs into#the bathroom in her swimsuit with goggles and a snorkel and albedo just sighs because he has to get the floors re done for water damage but#also his heart is literally leaping out of his chest it’s so intense he should see a doctor#fae kaeya trying to teasingly steal albedo’s name is fun too and like idk albedo doing botany research and kaeya whispering the secrets of#plants to him that kinda fucks#also changeling klee and kaeya just dropping that casually and albedo like well that explains a fucking lot#it’s funny because in canon albedo is the very clearly not human or at least human in the same capacity as everyone else and in my au he is#suddenly very human and kaeya (and klee) are admitedly not#also funny because i’m holding out on being told that klee is not human too like her hears and alice? no sense in my mind for her to be#anyway yeah urban fanasty kaebedo is one of my main brainrot babies that feed me in times of strife and woe#maybe i’ll come back with another au ina couple of hours when i’ve made a dent on this work#belatedly tagging this#genshin#jsjdjdjdjd
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bmbochangetales · 3 years
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I don’t know what I want. I’m a business college student with short red hair and a petite slim figure. I usually order an iced coffee and a muffin, but I kind of want to try something new!
Happy Birthday Beautifu!
Thank you for the birthday wishes and if you want to try a different order or you were thinking of something different , always feel free to come back 😘
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You needed a quiet place to study today. Every other cafe was filled with others studying and full. Or they had chatty middle aged women that even noise cancelling head phones couldn’t block out.
You spotted the black and pink cafe doors across the street and decided to give it a chance. It looked pretty empty. As you walked in the smell of coffee relaxed you immediately as you placed your study materials on a table and headed to the register.
Doll greeted you a smile and nipples poking through her frilly apron. You could see cock cleaning some cups but his eyes were glued to the owner’s chest.
“An iced coffee and a muffin please” you asked. You automatically order and don’t even think.
“I’m out of muffins today sweetie! How about something new?”
You looked into the case. They all looked mouthwatering but your eyes stopped when it saw the juicy peach peachie delight . With two huge pieces of peach. It honestly kind looked like a nice big juicy derrière.
“A juicy peach peachie delight,” your mouth was salivating while ordering.
“Still want that plain iced coffee?” Doll asked gesturing to the extensive menu.
No, you wanted something new. “A toasted coconut and cherry latte with two extra shots!”
You looked through all the add ins as quickly as possible. It was overwhelming.
“Can you pick the two you think will go best?”
“That’s my specialty!” Doll smiled. One beach girl shot and a study seasion shot! Coming right up! I’ll bring it out”
You return to the table and take out your accounting and stats book. Cock is already bringing over your peach treat while doll still works on your coffee.
You take a bite and it is amazing. You savor every bite and soon enough your drink arrives.
“Something new is sometimes exactly what we need!” She was right. You felt so happy already. You take a long sip of the crazy concoction. You couldn’t decide which was better. You just sat alternating bites and sips. “Something new is sooooo goood!” You thought on a strange voice.
You were about to question it when you felt your butt growing hotter. Your jeans felt tight. Before now you would have been worrying and stressing but you began to stroke it. Staring at the juicy peach peachie delight still in the dessert case, yours began to grow.
This perfect new ass grew large, jiggling and a perfect example a a juicy peach. Your jeans quickly became too tight and you lucked out that you had a cute little blue swimsuit in your bag since you just love the beach so much.
You loved going and laying in the sun getting a beautiful tan the color of toasted coconut. It looked perfect against your long luscious locks of cherry colored hair and the perfect cherry lip gloss on your plump lips.
Of course you only could go to the beach after you did all your bimbo studies. Sure you tried business at first but you wanted something new. And lucky you this semester they began a new bimbo degree and you were a perfect candidate!
Studying hard at hair, make up and fashion. Dedicated labs to blowjobs and sexual positions. You had the best time with your study sessions.
And Doll’s was the only cafe you would ever study in! There were something you just didn’t need to try something new!
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youranxiousnerd · 3 years
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Spring Break Thoughts
bc i want to get stuck in an airport and break into first class
spoilers below
EJ DOING THE INTRO
the most...profound intro?
“maybe it’s really about other people” looks at gina
i have jumped on the portwell train
when i first saw they were doing zoom backgrounds i was not on board, but they’ve grown on me carlos’ sucks
miss jenn and the zoom backgrounds
NI NI HEL LO
nini didn’t you get cut?
you know miss jenn they could get together out side of school (at least the kids who are here)
olivia is so pretty
aww carlos called miss jenn his madrina
HA I KNEW IT OF COURSE CARLOS INVITED SEB
seblos tension, ill get to that later
they’re so passive aggressive guys i love it
ASH AND EJ
CASWELL COUSINS YESSS
“You guys are watching like, old, old movies”
“This is why we’re soulmates” the redyln goal has been reached bye
this...this is the only line they get?
miss jenn has obviously not gotten the memo
three weeks and you havent blocked act two
“not it”
of course sebby is the last one to leave
“bye” awww miss jenn
GINA THAT LITTLE GIG YESSSS
just one complement after another ej
AHHHH EJ WITH PAINTED NAILS YESSSSS
he looks so good ej should do it more often
ej fell hard guys
jack in the background doing tik toks i cant
gina and signs
RICKY IN A BLANKET
ugh its lynne
i dont care enough to spell her name right
“just being a burrito here”
bitter ricky, i feel ya
“I’m sorry to hear that’s it over” *smiles*
nini you should have just posted a video
ope empty notebook
awww ej’s insta
gina and jack
thats it
“she changed her name” nina is literally her real name 
the leg pull away
ricky and bedding is my new favorite ship besides therapy
“Your boy Jack”
when i first saw the promo for this nini scene i was worried it was gonna be another solo (shes had like 16)
I SPY WITH MY LITTLE EYE A RAINBOW HEART
my gay heart is bursting
nina really said “rainbows are awesome” this episode
and the necklace is off
guys i love improv scenes
it was so goood
soooo howie and kourt just get no closure after that killer song last week? no nothing? 
BAHAHAHA KOURTNEY BREAKING UP
i love kourtney
sofia is so pretty
okay i dont ship jack and gina but they’re fun together, little chaos demons
THE DUKE SWEATSHIRT AHHHH
“my friends, like, my castmates, they think it sucks what you did on opening night”
good talk, long overdo. nothing is solved by any means but little steps
the therapy line omfg 
“HI, CUPCAKE”
“I’ll meet you in the pool” there is an ocean right behind you
 “Don’t ask me”
“Ashlyn, Big Red, Miss. Jenn, Carlos”
the way seb’s face just DROPS when he mentions carlos
“Are you guys fighting” big red looked so happy omfg
“That would imply that we’re speaking”
“Who has time to talk when you’re busy posting selfies with random guys in a cabana”
guys i had to pause for five minutes because i was dying
jealous seb... where did you come from?
ALRIGHT IT IS TIME TO TALK ABOUT SEBLOS!!!!
first off, it seems the writers love to make major seblos things happen off screen. examples include there pinning and officially getting together
where... where did all this tension come from? it has been light the past two episodes then bam, everything they say to each other is bitter. since when is seb jealous? the writers have so many other conflicts to talk about and they choose jealous seb? off all thing?!?! im honestly kind of disappointed because there are so many other things to talk about from previous episodes and instead they choose this?!?!?! hopefully this isn’t the only thing that is addressed next week, it cant be. they better talk about the constant “no seb” because its an issue. 
moral of the story is i hope the fight next episode isn’t about seb being jealous bc there is so much more to talk about
i am loving passive aggressive seb like i hope that doesn’t go away when their conflict is resolved bc it’s awesome
HERE are my thoughts on the zoom call
okay seb’s line about doing public makes sense with the full episode
everyone on the call is just like “wtf happened to my otp”
EJJJJ
EJJJJ I LOVE YOU
THE BEST EJ SCENE 
“Hi Nini!” ejjjj
you have to watch the scene twice, one to watch nini and ashlyn and another for ej
EJ AND THE PUPPET THATS IT IM DONE
sassy gina i love her
guys i just love everybody
ASHLYN AND NINI I MISSED THIS DUO GAHHHHHH THEY’RE ADORABLE
ej is a child i love it
ricky i feel you with the songwriting
look at big red being best friend of the year now give him a plot line
i am under the impression jack recorded gina 
SHIT THE CANDLE TO LAMP TRANSITION YESSSSS
i love transitions and that was it
matt is ripped
julia lester showed up this season. queen shit 
she is perfect
YES BIG RED AND KOURTNEY DANCING I WANT MOREEEE
i am so confused with seb’s gloves
that has been bugging me for two days 
carlos has more style then a hawaiian shirt and khakis
im in heaven the harmonies are soooo good
they are amazing they sound so good
you can hear all there voices
julia popped off
aint seen nothin is really good, i wasn’t sure about it at first but its grown. they sound so damn good the talent they hold. not the best song but its fun
the video actually looks better than i thought it would
“Wow” me too richard
jack is fun, i’d be okay if he comes back. he is a little chaos demon.
i like how the writers didn’t make them romantic (for once), hopefully gina got his number bc i would
i want to be stuck at an airport with jack
“let you go” is genius. so far the best original song this season. josh has been killing it lately. this is the ballad ricky deserves. lyrical genius. he sounds sooo good.
the one time i agree with lynne
EJ YOU CAMEEEEEE
OMFG THEY’RE ADORABLE
PORTWELLLLLLL BABY WHOOOP
HE IS GONNA TREAT YOU SO GOOD GINA 
HE BROUGHT YOU FOOD AND TOOK YOUR BAG 
GAHHHHHH 
nOoOoOoOo thats it?!?! i cannot wait a week i refuse
i normally don’t talk about promos but episode 10 (im a sucker for sleepover episodes) is my most anticipated episode so we gonna do it. 
for starters ricky has a guitar, so he might sing?
AWW THE SETS THEY ARE SO PRETTY
ooo lily is back?
blueprint?
ashlyn and ricky where have you been?!?!
seb and the girls yesss
since in a heartbeat is next episode seb probably leaves? i hope it is a private moment
oh please talk about your other issues pleaseee
“why did i never hear about this?” nina no, it was an accident alright?
gina and nini haven’t interacted this season and the first thing they do is fight.
lets hope there “beef” doesn’t take the a slot 
maybe another seblos kiss?
did you know i love seblos
i have stocked up my tears for next week
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firstly jus wanted to say i think i really get what u mean abt like commercialised acting-like-they’re-rebelling-but-couldn’t-be-conforming-more “angry girl music” n like everything i think a lot of that is patriarchy n the need to de-fang actual angry women but i think it’s also added to by the way entire genres n subcultures of the past have been diluted down to like. photo shoot/mv concepts like i love olivia rodrigo’s music but i think she’s a perfect example of this :/ secondly, in terms of angry girl music recs, in the vein of le tigre and bikini kill i would also say sleater-kinney, and i know u said u don’t like fiona apple n tbh i wouldn’t class her as angry music anyway but another 90s alternative woman i love is tori amos n she was often characterised as angry n man-hating bc she’s quite outspoken, her music really isn’t angry girl music in general but the song the waitress is great to scream to lol. im struggling to think of whole artists i could recommend without specifying a song or album bc as u said this type of music isn’t that easy to come across but specific songs/albums would be: girlpool’s self titled album, white’s not my colour this evening by cherry glazerr, men explain things to me by tacocat, gimme brains by bratmobile, sister by kate nash (tbh the whole girl talk album has an angrier vibe but im also biased) oh also peach club!! (who i think have broken up now😓) really cool riot grrrl uk band their most famous song cherry baby is really goood i’ll let u know if i think of any others bc this used to be like all i listened to lol
i will make my way through this list one way or another. but i remember liking bratmobile a while back when i was more hardcore into this stuff... I like tori amos as a person, i think, but i haven't made enough effort to listen to her music. And yeah i think olivia rodrigo is such a sweet and talented girl and her music is actually pretty good but she was 100% who i was thinking of lmao. But no shade to her esp since shes so you- JESUS CHRIST SHES YOUNGER THAN ME!?
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What are some characters you wished interacted more in Adventure/02? I always wanted to see more Joe/taichi (because wow they both have some shit regarding responsibility) and sora/koushiro! Also in 02 I wanted more sibling moments between the Yagami and Ishida/Takeshi siblings :’)
Immediately Sora/Kou and Joe/Taichi jumped into my head before I even finished reading so like same
Your icon is super cute btw!!
Sorry if all of this is a mess apparently if you give me a platform I just spout nonsense about digimon for days lmaoo
TL;DR: Sora/Kou, Joe/Taichi, Mimi/Yamato, the siblings but with maybe some closure to the Yagamis on some level if that makes sense at all
I feel like Sora and Koushirou were the two characters who believed in Taichi the most and really stuck by him, and supposedly knew each other before the digital world, but it’s honestly hard to recall any scenes where they acted incredibly close to each other? I know she defended him when Taichi was teasing Koushirou and trying to whack his computer and they also shared their opinions on Taichi during the Skullgreymon issue. There might be some scenes, but I’m honestly blanking. Yet I can think of specific examples for Taichi and Koushirou and Taichi and Sora off the top of my head (the gate episode for the former and Taichi saving Sora from nanomon). So maybe the series didn’t mean for them to be very close friends (I think there’s a chart and they aren’t shown with arrows between each other), but I always felt like they would mesh well together even if their main reason was just to bond over Taichi. But I think Sora has shown and would be open to just listening to Koushirou and encouraging him and I think Sora is mellow enough for Koushirou to be comfortable around. I actually kind of wish Sora and Koushirou had gone together in Adventure to look for Taichi because it seemed important to both of them, though I get narratively why they wanted everyone to split up. I kind of wish there was just more Sora, Taichi, and Koushirou being tight-knit overall and something more of an overt trio, since again they were the one’s who already knew each other more closely iirc.
I agree on the Joe and Taichi bit, too. I think there could have maybe been a few more instances where Taichi, well, relied on him and the two kind of commiserated about everything. Joe clearly had a lot of worry for the team and was willing to like risk his own life for Takeru and stay beside Mimi a few times because as her counselor he felt responsible and Taichi had a lot of baggage trying to do right by everyone all the time and wanting to be The Very Best and it felt like sometimes he could kind of feel the heaviness of it especially when Hikari came in; it just felt like they should have a late night therapy session together and there could have been some times when Taichi turned to Joe for some advice. If there was more than once I don’t really remember it right now? I know Taichi had a support pillar in Koushirou and Sora and Yamato at some point, but I honestly think it would have been nice to sprinkle in more of Joe there, and maybe have Joe even gain more confidence in his role in the team to just put his hand on Taichi’s shoulders and say, “Take a break,” but instead it always felt like he micro helped, which I guess was big, but idk Taichi should have his mom bake Joe a cake just to say he’s swell. But I also think it would be nice if Taichi could be a pillar back in kind. I don’t really remember if anyone was specifically there to support Joe back when I think about it except maybe Sora when she helped at the diner arc?? I also think this would have been nicer to explore in 02 and have Joe help herd some of the new youngsters more, but it kind of felt like by Our War Game Joe was a little more… not around? Was always kind of weird to me that the “reliable” one was never around. I know his crest in some iterations is honesty or sincerity, so maybe that’s why haha, but he did always come off as trying to be reliable, so I always fall back on that.
Also Mimi and Yamato would have been interesting to see…. interact at all?? I think in the novels he makes her cry at one point iirc and there was the scene at the graves of the fallen digimon, but I can’t recall any other impactful scenes where they straight on interact?? I feel like the scene where Sora breaks down and Yamato is pretty understanding could have also translated into some scenes with Mimi, like he could go from being annoyed by her and agitated to accepting her strengths and maybe through her find that being more emotional isn’t always a weakness, idk. I also remember Yamato once grilled a fish and so I always thought he’d end up being the cook of the group down the line so when it was Mimi in the epilogue I would kind of imagine her having him on her show for a segment, like cooking in rough conditions or something and talk about the food he eats in space idk it was a weird thing that stuck with me as a kid and it’s hard to kind of forget…
Overall with 02 I really wish there was just more of the original cast and they expanded their relationships from 01. Maybe not get rid of the new 02 cast members because I do really love them, but just integrate the original digidestined in more. I get that it’s hard to balance a large cast, though, so I get why they didn’t. I really feel like Sora, Joe, and Mimi just got forgotten about in the full narrative, though. I also would have still liked more relationship building between like the siblings as you said as well. Family was a pretty integral part of the original series in many ways and while they did seem to kind of bring it back in the ending iirc, there was a HUGE emphasis on the sibling dynamics in 01 I felt was kind of dropped by 02. Like it was even written in a prophecy?? I will admit my memory of 02 is fuzzy and due for a rewatch but I recall Hikari getting something of a developing episode re: her attachment to Taichi or some comparison she was making towards him about herself that I don’t remember, but I’m pretty sure he like… had no part in it really? I think even the dub just was like, “Let’s not even write in that issue.” I could be wrong on that, though. It just felt like Taichi was more distant than he had been at the end of 01 and maybe that’s just age and he grew up, but I still feel like it needed a resolution and he could have either had residual fears or at least have a “letting go” episode maybe so they could both grow together or something for the audience to bare. I felt like if anything Taichi and Hikari’s arc should have ended with him trusting her more and I guess he kind of does since he leaves the fighting to the new kids on the block but it was more like… he gave the responsibility to Daisuke (not a bad choice, this is nothing about Daisuke ofc). It just would have been more full circle imho if he maybe gave Hikari the goggles or something— like she didn’t have to be the leader I guess but it would have been kind of symbolic of him seeing her as strong finally and acknowledging her, you know? That’s probably a different road entirely haha Hikari and Taichi just had a really sweet bond in 01 so I remember it being a little jarring when I watched 02. I can’t remember much about Takeru and Yamato together either so :(
I think they balanced a lot of relationships and backstories and a huge complicated plot pretty well in general just overall and they made the characters so goood but I guess that’s on my essay on some of the things I would change re: their relationships i’msosorry
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The Jin FF is sooooo goood you’re so talented😍 ❤️Jin’s so yandere, out of all of them he was the one that would truly hurt the mc. For example when he threatened to break both her legs so that they wouldn’t run away again. Or was that just an empty threat to scare the mc into submission? Btw I was almost right hehe, I knew Jin had some kind of family connection to Rm🤓
Ahhhh thank you bby 💜💜💜
Jin was pretty scary in this one wasn’t he? To me, what he said is more of an empty threat the last thing he wants to do is hurt the mc. But, if she try's escaping so often maybe he will bust her kneecaps, break her legs, or cut her Achilles tendon. I think what partially makes him so scary in this one is that he is a doctor.
Yes mam, Jin and Joon are half brothers! 
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idk if the mv ask thing is still going on but if it is then Face by Woosung?
HOLY DAMN
That was so good??? Im adding it to my playlist. His voice has such a unique color that you often dont find in soloists. Normally soloists have the honey vocals with insane range and high notes. And people with unique vocals are usually in a group and have some impactful part in the group to showcase their color. 
Having a whole ass dude with such a unique vocal color is insane. Also the fact that he has such a wide range too? I wasn’t ready for him to hit notes that high but WOW he did??? And he still maintained his normal vocal tone??? GASP
Also CONCEPT?? DAMN. its so pretty, and its really easy to figure out
The scenes were so well done too??? they r so simple but soo sooo good?? This is a prime example of well thought out MV scenes being superior to very expensive aesthetic MV scenes.
Also the dude got so much presence?? Like he just executes so much energy and his connection with the audience is sooo good?? I am also a sucker for people just grooving and jamming to low bass songs without a real choreography and still making it seem like an amazing dance. That shit takes skill!
I also the lyrics are so simple, I didnt even need to look them up?? They are really catchy and good too??? Ive legit listened to it 3 times right now and I feel like I can prbs sing it with him hahahaha. 
I also tried to find a live version of this...but it was hard :( I found him on ASC and well...I watched a good portion of it hahahaha He is so cute??
I think I just realized...hahha is he from The Rose?? Wahh he is reallyyy good. THAT MEANS HE IS NOT EVEN A DANCER?? Wtf??? How is he soo good at just grooving?? That shit is prbs harder to do well than actual choreography.
I NEED A LIVE VERSION OF THIS ON A STAGE!!!!
Oh...also...Well when i watched it for the first time I was really shook about the difference between him with his bangs up and bangs down. Cut --> Hot. Well...I even thought it was different people for a second and had to pause and go back to really CHECK if it was the same person hahaha
My favorite part is: ...fuck this is so hard?? I loved it all?? 0:59-1:33 the buildup and the drop was insane!! Plus the instrumental wasnt like super strong, but I still felt like I was dropped from 100km from the sky and smashed face down 
(Yes i spent like 45min on this...i dunno how many times i rewatched the MV lmaooo its sooo goood)
Send me a Kpop MV in my askbox and I will tell you which part is my favorite!!~
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fe3h blogging 4 because Claude
We don’t get a lot of information on countries besides Fodlan which in fiction works since Fodlan is so xenophobic, but I can’t help my curiosity. We get nothing on Albinea and Dagda, and even the one’s get get the most info on like Almyra and Brigid, its still barely anything. One day I’ll write something about how JRPGs have a rave problem but that’s not today. Dedue’s story is all about Dimitri’s pain, and like what about Dedue’s pain? And I love Petra but that speech pattern isn’t like any second/third language english speaker I’ve ever met. I’ve been hoping for years for a fantasy setting that isn’t anachronism Japan or vaguely Europe. And a country that is based on Turkic and Persian culture?? sign me up! I want to know more about Almyra!
I saw a post on how Edelgard is a reactionary and I don’t agree with the post but they do have some good points and its made me think about the relationships between past present and future among the three routes.
Each route is a differnt take, a different story. Tackling the same themes from different perspective and together they weave together something more
I think edelgard was doomed from the start. She's running a puppet state for Agartha while tryibg to maintain actual power. She's fighting a war on two fronts. Her strategry is to throw lives at somethibg until it breaks.  And she's so like... one track minded that she can't see beyond her own expectations.  CF is goood but feels a little incomplete.  Her goal is pretty good its just how she tries to get there is real yikesI have conflicting feeling for her. And kill/spare Claude in Cf... its like he took a risk to further his dream and it blew up. Friends and allies dead, lost reputation in almyra, its a big set back for him And then on a personal level you get hints of how devestated he is, the moment he's spared the mask snaps right back into place The one thing that kinda bothers me about VW is all the alliance merchants are like yay unregulated capitalism
Claude is so much of what I have dearly wanted in a JRPG. His background and race aside, how he wants to tear down the basis for ignorance and bigotry and connect the world is rare and refreshing to see. Claude sees that we don’t have to choose between the lesser of two bad options even if the third option will have massively more amounts of work. The sheer amount of tireless effort Claude has put into fodlan is downplayed in game and overlooked outside of it. In those 5 years, Claude did not stop constantly trying to keep that precarious balance of the Alliance. Claude's precarious position and struggles during the war could have been expanded on. The Alliance was in the weakest position.
Claude has this central character conflict between idealism and cynicism that I find facinating. He's kinda jaded and bitter and has little trust in humanity. But he also believes in humanity at the same time, in the potential for people to rise above ignorance and prejudice and build a better world together. He strives for connection and open friendship, yet cannot do so himself and his methods are to ruthlessly use and manipulate. Idealism does not equal naivete.
One of the main weaknesses of VW is that the gameplay of fe3h does not well support the story VW is trying to tell of an ancient mystery, of looking beyond the immediate to get the big picture, of finding connection. Because the gameplay is centered around pitched combat, its hard to show all the important stuff that is happening outside of battles. This is especially a shame given some of VW’s some interesting parts are the political maneuvers Claude is pulling to make all of this work. A good example of this is fort merceus or shambhala where we skip the interesting stuff in favor of the battle.
Claude has built high high walls around his heart, he hides away so much of himself, he is rarely vulnerable, he distances himself from himself... He talks so lightly about his past eventhough it has so deeply affected him. Claude's character isnt as loud as Edelgard's or Dimitri's so it get's overshadowed.  I mean sure his parents are alive but that doesnt mean he doesnt hurt.  People seem to often mistake the persona he delibretly cultivates in part one as his whole personality.  I do think think he has a playful mischievious streak but he's also... quiet. I do think his parent’s loved him but I disagree with their parenting, they thought Claude as a kid should tough up and shrug of assasination attempts, constant racism just like they do as big tough warriors.
I think pacing for gd part 1 sets up a pretty good mystery, but early part 2 is slow....
yeah I'd say that Dimitri and Edelgard's characters are much more... loud. They also open up to Byleth much more. Like even in his S support claude hasn't dropped all his walls
Claude is the most closed off of the entire cast and unlike edelgard and dimitri, he doesnt develop a codependency thing To the end he never completely opens up to you In verdant wind He still be keeping secrets eventhough he trusts byleth and believes in them whole heartedly
when discussing Claude, its important to distinguish between 2 types of trust, trust in the utility and abilities of another person, versus personal trust in another person caring and wanting the best for you personally. Claude trusts pretty much no one on a personal level until the end of Verdant Wind, and no one on a personal level in any of the other route. But he does trust in the abilities of others in that he is confidant in his evaluation of them, he is confidant that he knows what the other person is capable of and what they will do. And this comes to bite him in Crimson Flower where he can misjudge Byleth. Claude coming to trust Byleth on a personal level is an entire subplot in Verdant Wind, but in any route he trusts in their abilities. He trusts that Byleth will mediate Edelgard’s ruthless brute force tendencies, he trusts that Byleth will do the smart thing when invading Derdriu, and he trusts that Byleth will keep Edelgard from killing him. He can be wrong about that. In that way he also trusts Dimitri in that Claude thinks he can predict his actions. But he trusts none of these people personally, only that he has a grasp of their character and abilities.
Now let’s talk about the development of Claude’s trust in Byleth. Claude comes to trust in Byleth’s abilities and character quite quickly, he sees what they do and Byleth has a very straightforward guileless. So Claude begins to feel at ease that he has Byleth figured out. He can see they aren’t hiding anything and they never try to hide anything or trick him so he starts to trust them personally a bit. But Byleth also becomes increasingly suspicious and implicated with the Church. Then Rhea just hands Byleth the Sword of the Creator that Claude has been researching legends about and Byleth who is now not only suspicious but dangerous. Claude grows to trust Byleth again for the above reasons, whereas by the end of White Clouds Byleth has Claude’s trust again, both personal and impersonal. During the 5 years, Claude never stops trusting that Byleth will come back. That trust grows until it is a pillar for Claude to lean on. Claude opens up to Byleth on his fears and dreams, but he never completely let’s his walls down.
Claude also trusts in the abilities of his allies. However he doesn’t believe himself someone other people are capable of valuing on a personal level. He doesn’t calculate into his plans that Hilda will die for him because he's become so use to people not trusting him that he can't see it any other way. Even towards the end of Verdant Wind he doesn’t believe that the Golden Deer would be there for him and is surprised that they are.
Ever wonder what would happen if you  killed Claude in crimson flowers?  I have some thoughts and none happy.  Like Edelgard is provoking war with Almyra. Almyra doesn't seem fully unified/centralized, but it is a lot bigger and Claude seems to have a decent enough relationship with his parents.  its also just really sad. Like Claude misjudged one thing (Byleth mediating Edelgard's warpath tendencies and acting as her conscious), and his potential allies can get killed and he can die. Its like all his character flaws bundled in a very sad package.  All the other routes do not end well for Claude. There's a tumblr post that goes into more detail. But the fall of derdriu is a major loss both politically and emotionally for claude. He ran a high risk high reward gambit against the empire and lost. Those dreams of his really start looking like pipe dreams. And he's just so devastated even when he lives and he's smiling. As soon as he's spared the mask snaps back on and he hides all his pain as usual. I say its the culmination of his charactrr flaws because, he values himself as a person so little that he can not imagine people willingly dying for him. And so he loses and potential holds and allies he could have had in fodlan (hilda, judith, etc). His prospects returning to Almyra after a defeat like that don't look too good either. Claude staked everything for his dream and it wasn't enough. its implied that claude needs to prove himself to his parents and that has something to di with him becoming king, by losing the alliance, claude has fought the last 6 years and gained nothing to show for it
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