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finchers-ipad · 7 months
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how it feels when i have to go and carry out my responsibilities and cant just post about my hyperfixation on tumbr dot com all day:
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bloodyminyard · 22 days
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a (long) comprehensive list of buck related things in 7x04 that have me losing it as i rewatch:
- the stupid starry eyed look he has while getting the tour from tommy
- the terrible “i need mo jo” joke that tommy laughs at purely bc it was endearing
- “you didn’t call me because you wanted to see the toys”
- “you need to raise your bar kid” my GOD the “kid”
- ofc, the “no way!! eddie was in the army!”
- god they are so FLIRTY “really?” “my fees are competitive” “let me buy you a beer no WAY buck is this clueless
- eddie being so excited about the fight, and specifically the idea of buck joining help
- “keeping my options fluid” SIR
- evan?!?!?!????
- the close up shot as the fly off my heart
- the look on bucks face when eddie talks about tommy, boy is devastated
- “i saved a baby in a pipe once!” yes you did were so proud
- not buck related: but i adore ravi so much
- OKAY BUT BUCKS STUTTER !! they way he trips over his words when he’s surprised or nervous or even upset 😭
- “i do. i really do.” MY GOD OH MY GOD FUCK ASHHH AHHH
- and the SIGH after as eddie walks away, the building up the courage to ask more
- THE SAY HIS FACE DROPS WHEN EDDIE ASKS HIM TO WATCH CHRIS OHHH EDMUNDO WHEN I CATCH YOU
- “i keep saying, chris it’s not a video game” “because it’s harder than a video game???” maddie i see you and am so sorry you have to deal with this
- SAME WITH “he’s made an impression in a very short time” “i can see that” LIKE SHE IS SO NOT GONNA BE SURPRISED WHEN BUCK COMES OUT TO HER 😭
- “i don’t think you lie to a child just to ingratiate yourself” bro it’s not that serious i promise
- sorry brb imagining buck asking chris all these questions about tommy and chris going 🤔🤔🤔
- buck being upset that eddie invited tommy to play basketball even though eddie always asks him and he says no bc he doesn’t like it… he’s so me i can’t
- “was there a heart around it?” there might as well been maddie!!!
- peacocking buck we love and hate to see (it’s so embarrassing i have to close my eyes. “maybe we should hoop” sir please stop)
- the pouting OLEASE he’s so
- his smile
- the “evan” throws me off every TIME but also it kindaaaaa
- “what are the odds?” bro chill
- the smile when tommy fists bumps him oh i see you gay boy even if you don’t yet
- “so i’m your basketball beard” brother you don’t even KNOW
- i’m sorry the song that’s playing while they play basketball is “playing with the boys”🤔🤔… the lyrics too “i don’t wanna be obsessed but my desire with the boys” (and YES i am aware it’s a top gun reference, however that movie is also gay is hell and so is this song, moving on)
- tommy cocking his head when buck runs into him like oh my
- poor chim does not deserve to be put in the middle of all of this
- “well you bucked that up didn’t you” :(
- okay this scene between maddie and buck afterwards is actually so important to me, i love their ability to communicate, and how buck openly admits that he doesn’t know if he meant to hurt eddie or not, and that he was angry and lashed out, and maddie’s reaction to it :( “that’s not how you get someone’s attention”
- “i guess i was trying to get his attention” buck is the representative of the “i don’t know why i do the things i do until tons of self reflection after the fact” club, same im the president actually
- i do love that we get to watch him try and figure out why he acts and feels the way he does in real time! even at the end he still doesn’t entirely know until tommy is in his face staring at his lips
- the stutter is back 🫶
- “evan…” STOP THE WAY HE SAYS IT THAT TIME MAKES ME GIGGLE I CANT
- this entire scene drives me crazy btw i can literally pick it apart piece by piece… but the way he smiles throughout it makes my heart go akrjeidjdjsjd
- the chemistry is fucking IMMACULATE btw!! the flirting is so natural and it shows through buck being oblivious about it!! like brother no one stands that close to each other
- buck figuring out how he feels AS he speaks!!! poor boy is trying to catch up as fast as he can
- everything about the “okay” after tommy says “i can teach you”… the smile, the eye squint, the head tilt, like oh my GOD
- the way the tone changes when buck says “good” my GOD, the way his face drops as he comes to the realization that maybe it was about tommy the whole time
- the “cause trying to get your attention has been kinda exhausting” punches me in the gut EVERY TIME I WATCH THIS LIKE FUCK OH MY GOD BUCK LIKES MEN FR? and the way he says it GOD, like i said, he’s literally figuring this out as the words come out of his mouth (“i guess so”)
- okay my ONE nitpick about the kiss scene is that tommy grabs his chin, and then when it cuts it’s the two fingers under the chin, it’s inconsistent and i think i like the chin grab better
- the absolute STUNNED look in bucks eyes after the kiss!!! as the perfect oliver stark put it: he’s found something he’s been missing for a long time
- tommy is so worried in the split second before buck tells him that it was okay
- the wordless nod after tommy asks if it was okay THIS MEANS SO MYCH TO ME
- you can FEEL the sense of relief and wholeness radiating off of buck
- “better than fake mouth static” AKSHSISHS
- his eyes following tommy’s lips as he laughs, and then the brief look down like his whole WORLD has just been turned upside down before tommy speaks again
- i am so fucking here for buck being asked out and being stunned by it
- the stutter again 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
- tommy’s smile as he leaves like tee hee ur kinda cute
- the entire of his expressions at the end. there’s panic, there’s confusion, there’s happiness OLIVER STARK THE MAN THAT YOU ARE !!!!
in conclusion: this is everything i wanted and more, the brain rot is everywhere, i cannot escape this episode
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darkcrowprincess · 12 days
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The losers club parents:
*trigger warning use of homophobic words*
*their parents have all noticed their children have been missing together for hours. They start looking in all the spots the kids hang out.*
Mrs and Mr Uris calling out together, their voices echoing together out near the barrens: STAN!! STANLEY!
Mrs Denbrough freaking out and hyper ventilating: We cant lose another child Zack! I can't lose another baby!
Mr Denbrough tries to console her but it feels like empty words: We'll find him. He'll be alright. Its not like Georgie he's with his friends.
Mr and Mrs Hanlon yell out together next: MIKE!!
Sonia Kaspbrak: Your children are never going near Eddie again! You hear me!
Mr and Mrs Hanlon call out again: MIKE!
Maggie Tozier is unfortunately stuck near Sonia, her husband up ahead with Ms Hanscom so they both could call out for Richie and Ben together. The parents have spread out in a big circle near the woods of the barrens. Each calling out their childrens names hoping they'll hear it. Maggie was unfortunately left to deal with Sonia( who they were surprised that the hypochondriac actually agreed to look with them)
Maggie tries to be nice and puts a comforting hand on Sonia's shoulder: Sonia it will be alright. Well find them. It's not any of the boys fault.
Sonia slaps the women's hand away and goes on a horrible tirade: NO! My Eddie Bear is delicate. He should have never run off with any of these boys! Especially your son!
Maggie is finally pissed off(and protective): What do you mean by that?!
Sonia with a cruel smile on her face: You know what your son is like. The whole town knows what a dirty boy he is. But I will not have that little faggot infecting my son with his disgusting feelings!
Maggie slaps the woman hard across her face. Red is in her vision. Her long nails leave scratches along her fat cheek.
Wentworth, goes to stop his wife from full on beating the shit out of Eddies bitch of a mother: Maggie!
Maggie: Our children are missing and all you care about is saying hurtful things about my son! I don't give a shit if my son is gay or both our kids have feelings for each other! As long as they're happy!
Maggie is about to jump on the vile woman but her husband picks her up. She's still tries to kick and hit at Sonia (unknowingly, she looks a lot like her son in that moment).
Maggie: You are a vile woman and your son deserves better. FRANK WOULD HATE YOU, especially for what your doing to your son.
Sonia: YOU BITCH! You take that back!
Sonia is held back by Mr and Mrs Denbrough.
Maggie: Why its not like I'm lying, Frank if he was alive right now would take Eddie away from you and never look back! And it be within his right! Your suffocating your son!
Sonia screams in anger: I'm protecting him! Its because of all your kids!
The two mothers keep fighting. Which causes the other parents to come closer and try to help. Unknowingly their children are at the top of the cliff of the barrens hearing everything.
All 7 of the losers peak their heads over the cliff to watch everything. Like little animals popping their heads out of hidding.
Eddie and Richie both stare at each other in shock.
Bill: W-we need to get down there. I-I can't believe t-the-y ww-were looking for us.
Richie: Do we have to, I'm actually finding it really cool how badass my mom is being right now.
Bill: R-richie! What about Eddie?!
Eddie with a bit of satisfaction for himself: Give it a few more minutes. Mrs Tozier just tackled my mom into the mud.
The losers all look back to see the fight.
Eddie to Richie: Your mom is so cool.
Richie with stars in his eyes: 🤩 I know right.
Richie without thinking moves fully out of hiding to cheer his mom on: GO MOM!
Maggie who finally hears her son, looks up to see the kids on the cliff: RICHIE?!
The other losers: Richie! How are we suppose to explain this to them?!
*This being the fact that they just finished fighting an evil space clown*
Richie: Oops.
Maggie dropping Sonia Kaspbrak back into the mud, yells back up to her son: RICHARD WENTWORTH TOZIER! Get your ass down here now! You know how worried we have all been!
Richie nervous now: Ooooh full name not good.
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neptunite-stars · 9 months
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OH I HAD A FUCKING CRESCENDO IDEA (FOR THISE WHO SIMPLY DO NOT KNOW :tm: ITS OUR ENSTARS RP GROUP EHEH)
MAGICAL GIRL AU
imagine
CRESCENDO but something like Yuki Yuna is a Hero which i TOTALLY forced you to watch
the heros are the members of the “hero club” or some sort of idolistic club and they go around and sing and dance for everyone else but the main premise of the club is to find sacrifices worthy for “god”—whoever that may be. So when Crescendo’s first mission begins, they freak out.
Kiyama, although excited, has never been beyond this side of the world. Where the gods lay. His flower may be something like… a sunflower, and his weapon being a polaram or breakers or something like that. something with high mobility.
Miharu is given something like. a daisy maybe? (wasnt able to find anything on masking) and their weapon is maybe something defense-related.
Kirina’s flower is a white lily. Since Kirina expresses herself through dance her weapon might be something like a fan or some sort of leg brace based on kicking
Sato’s flower is a lilac, since Sato (i think) values family and close bonds. maybe their weapon is something based on chanting and bringing things together— like the vines itsuki has
Katsu’s flower is a Strelitzia since they symbolize a free spirit. Maybe Katsu’s weapon is a straight up electric guitar or a gun of some sorr
Shion’s flower is a white rose, my gay ass loves to focus on shion’s split between her unit and crescendo, since she can only focus on one after the events of ykyk.
Anyways with these, this idol group is tasked with the duty of protecting the world against the “Vertexes” or the wrath of the gods against humanity.
Hehe what do you think so far?
HI. I GO INSANE OVER CRESCENDO. HIIIIIIII I LOVE THEM SO MUCH DID U GUYS KNOW THAT. ANYWAY I WROTE A LOT IT GOT A BIT LONG SO. MORE RAMBLING UNDER THE CUT ^_^
@twowink @lycanthian @shards-of-brilliance @crooked-corvid hope u dont mind me tagging yall but its ur lil guys (gender neutral)
also im sorry i never got around to watching it o7 i think i accidentally closed the tab for it while doing a tab cleanup KLJHFKJSHDKFJ
also FUCK YEAH . MIHARU WITH DEFENSE. GOD. IM INSANE ABOUT THAT. IVE ALWAYS IMAGINED THEM TO BE LIKE . A PROTECTOR OF SORTS. YKNO . LIKE THEYRE CHILL BUT THEYLL ALWAYS HAVE UR BACK AND AOUR(ITDIFYGSDLIFUGSDFLKJG they have a shield and they most definitely have a helmet that they sometimes wear because im all for the "masking" and "putting on a different face" thing they have going on (if this is how you learn about this then. there u go! altho it seems i alr told you about it mostly . yeah i think i did say somehting about that) anyway. miharu sooo has paladin vibes. hgrhgh
i think kiyama (or katsu) should have gauntlets. they deserve to punch people. altho an entire electric guitar is SICKKK anyway kiyama probably would have Some armor (probably leather) on his upper body bc . hes gonna be in the middle of all these weapons ykno. he needs to be at least somewhat flexible and light on his feet right? hm. i dunno . kiyama and katsu are difficult to think about for this. katsu definitely has some lightning effects going on. That will stay.
SHION. I DIE IMMEDIATELY. OAURGHHRGHGRHGJHRGJRHG ourhg. she'd be probably one of the ones dealing dmg too. give em a sword ^_^ classic fighter. also im putting them in a skirt u cant STOP ME. oh if u havent caught on EVERYONE IS GETTING SOME ARMOR. YOU CANT STOP ME. magical girls outfits with just frills and fabric be damned. I NEED TO PUT SOME METAL ON THEM I NEED TO MAKE THEM KNIGHTS (no not en.stars knights sorryy still love them tho ^_^) GOD. IM INSANE. MAGICAL KNIGHTS WITH FLOWERS??!?!?? OUHGHHHH
heheh ok time for kiri~~ she definitely has high mobility!! aaa implementing her dancing ability into her fighting style!!!!! i think shed try to learn how to fight using a halberd at first but she finds it awkward to move around with and then she (or sm1 else helps) comes up with the idea to do what shes used to: dancing. if shes so used to moving gracefully without holding heavy things then why doesnt she just. do that ? !!!! anyway im putting her hair into a high ponytail as we speak. although im having difficulty in imagining her in armor. ill work on that.
satoo waaaa so theirs would kinda be like. immobilizing enemies? kinda?? ough interestingggggg i think their armor would be relatively light (like kiyamas) but im thinking maybeee . ok i lost the thoughts dammit its hard to think about things for sato too :((
tldr i need to draw them all. specifically i need miharu in flowy fabric and armor. with flowers. and a shield. FUCK now im thinking about hades im sorry (i am crazy ok)
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thylacid · 10 months
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I CANNOT EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM TO FIND YOUR ACCOUNT....... bristlefrost has been in my top five for EVER she is so very very dear to me. autism cat. kind of expanding on the other ask, what are your (most extensive) thoughts on bristle and root's relationship and the ways in which you'd change it (especially based on the lesbian gay man break-up post) and how would you go about giving her and implementing mummy issues w ivypool (definitely not mother of the year already.)?
I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS hang on
starting off with bristleroot, my idea of their relationship is really messy. it starts out a bit similar to canon with how rootspring has a crush and whatever while bristlefrost is sorta just dealing with her own stuff (i'll get into this with the ivypool part of this post) but she does think fondly of rootspring since he was nice. its platonic though
it kinda gets a little crazy when shit starts going down in tbc though. rootspring joins the rebels and bristlefrost is more of an actual spy because she is under pressure by every major figure in her life to help stop the codebreakers . she is a teenager
bristlefrost needs something to get the rebels to trust her. she's a big deal in thunderclan at this point and recognized by most as one of bramblestars supporters, which makes it hard for her to suddenly show up at bramblestar hate club. so she uses rootspring's crush on her against him and pretends she feels the same way
things go "well". bristlefrost is, of course, lying to rootspring. but she does actually start to get along with him and its become a chance to bond. she just wished that rootspring wasn't her enemy
eventually word gets out about bristlefrost and rootspring. bramblestar is not happy and threatens exile, but bristlefrost assures him that she doesnt care about rootspring at all obviously!!! but bramblestar wants her to prove it. so bristlefrost betrays rootspring and they fight (DIVORCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
bristlefrost thinks its for the best. that she has to do these things. because otherwise shes nothing. she has a lot of very.. complicated feelings for her clan and the code
which leads into ivypool. ivypool is one of bramblestars biggest supporters. ivypool shares his beliefs that the codebreakers should be punished because shes still mad about dovewing leaving even though its been years
ivypool sort of just is??? shes not really a good mom but shes not a horrible awful evil mom shes just... there? its more that shes not a good person more than anything which is why she has made a negative impact on her daughter as she got older. she's.. fine? a bit distant, but both of bristlefrosts parents become a bit distant from her eventually (or more she becomes distant from them. and everyone)
ivypool is one of the people in bristlefrost's life pushing her to be more loyal to the clan. she's proud of bristlefrost for how dedicated she is to the clan when she becomes a warrior early. she's even more happy when shes promoted to deputy. idk
i havent really thought things through with ivypool i cant write sorryyyyyy. i like to think brisltefrost somehow befriends shadowsight and so the two of them kinda get involved in ivypool & dovewings whole . deal
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fipindustries · 2 years
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my seven (four) evil exes
not really, all my exes are frankly very nice people who were incredibly patient with me and with whom i share a lot of cherished memories
BUT!
i thought it would be fun to conceptualize what it would look like if i was in a scott pilgrim situation and someone had to fight my exes as if they were videogame bosses, with that in mind lets continue (i changed their names to protect their privacy) bear in mind a lot of this is cartoonishly exaggerated for the sake of comedy/combat design and not necessarily reflective of the actual person
Aaron - a stereotypical flamboyant gay guy
his boss fight would consist of a dance/combat sequence at a club where he is trying to seduce you to join his “study group” while making very overt advances towards you in a pepe le pew way. think of mettaton from undertale.
if he succesfully seduces you he will add you to his harem where he will be able to stop you from being with me.
Sally - a short chubby girl who is the shy one at the back of the classroom
her combat arena is an indie film movie set where she attacks you with boom mikes, cameras, dolly rails and reflectors that she controls with a little remote control panel. the things move like giant mechanical arms that punch and kick and swipe at you.
her only goal is to kill you so that you cant be with me
Zelda - a libertarian trans woman who loves jordan peterson
the fight occurs at the neko cafe that she owns. she uses the cats living in the cafe as her small army to attack you, harm you and eventually immobilize you, after that she starts lecturing you about philosofical nihilism and determinism so that you become depressed and lose your will to live and wont care about being with me anymore.
Tamara - another trans woman who accidentally created a cult when she was 10
her combat arena is at the secret base for her cult where she tries to trap you and snare you in the red string that she uses to build her corkboards filled with head canons, literary analisis and conspiracy theories. if she traps you she will use her powers of reinterpretation to retcon your past and turn you into a different person that doesnt even remember who i even am.
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amushpe · 2 years
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radical inclusion is an inherently depoliticizing act. the foundation of social movements such as the modern gay and trans rights movement, and the disability rights movement was, is, and always will be a deeply deeply political. the way people have forgotten how all of these are POLITICAL movements, not social clubs, is disgusting to me. like, i read a post earlier about how both mental and physical disabilities should be included in “cripplepunk” (fuckin stupid name btw, if your movement is (nounpunk) get a grip) and how people with mental illnesses such as anxiety or depression can “reclaim the world cripple” like A. that has any bearing on anything whatsoever and B. *physical and mental illnesses are not the same thing* to treat them all as if they’re same thing is stupid and defangs any concrete social movement. i’m mostly blind, i cant see out of my right eye and without my glasses i can barely see period, so visual aids out and about in the city would be huge, which is why a functional visual aid movment is a thing, but it is so inherently different from say, people who are in a wheelchair, or on crutches, or need a guide dog, lumping these all in together serves no purpose other than to discuss things that are going on. you are not a movement, you are not a political actor, if you treat your radical inclusion club like a political movement you will go NOWHERE, additionally adding more people with even more disparate needs (like mental health needs) will do even more to water down and destroy any political action you might make. on the topic of radical inclusion in LGBT spaces btw. not only is it deeply offensive but it is directly against what the hell is going on. people have long since forgotten that the LGBT community, while a social sphere, is at its core a political and civil rights movement. if you include absolutely everyone who is off the line of cisheteronormativity then the movement will flounder and flail against things that Do. Not. Matter. not to hark on the ace-discourse shit, but as someone who falls in line with many definitions of asexual nowadays and was in the community since like, 2015, this is an absolutely MASSIVE problem. when you include absolutely everyone into a movement such as the LGBT community, with a very tangible and very very codified movement in law against us, including people who have absolutely no stake in the political acts that are taking place, then the thrust and action of said movement is watered down to a point where it becomes untenible, such as the modern LGBT movement online (even though in real-world spaces its very much focused on specific pieces of legislation). its gotten to a point where people are being included that dont even have a stake in the SOCIAL progress thats being made (see: gay people fighting for destigmatization and celebration of romantic and sexual love v.s asexuals pushing for the removal of importance on romantic and sexual relationships in society (while making shit takes)) tldr: dont do radical inclusion, be more political, and go outside and youll stop being all into hypermicrolabelling yourself.
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aftgficrec · 3 years
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HII i cant believe ur open again,
right so could u rec any fics with andrew being really dramatic infront of the foxes
thank you!!!
Andrew’s whole persona is the strong silent type, but he definitely dabbles in drama. - A
From previous recs...
protective/possessive Andrew here
Andrew stabs himself here
oblivious andreil here
‘Coffee & Lies’ (since updated) here
‘Too fast to breathe’ here
‘Andreil Massages Turned War…’ here
‘Not boyfriends’ and ‘Fool for You’ here
‘Calling All My Lovelies’ here
‘Halloween couples costumes’ and ‘The Food Chronicles: #2’ here
‘i’ll crawl home to him’ here
‘Never Fall Asleep Around Someone With A Marker’ here
‘Fighting Heavy Shoulders’ here
‘Too Gay to Function’ here
‘can i get a kiss (can you make it last forever)’ here
‘The PDA Challenge’ here
‘Andrew Minyard vs. The World’ here
‘he is the words that i can't find’ here
‘How to Lose an Enemy in Ten Steps’ here
‘Palmetto Academy Host Club’ series ‘Part 2: The Perfect Confection’ here
the foxhole - coffee shop au series by jaylocked [Rated T, 2 Complete Works, Updated 2016]
Part 1: sky blue sky [3790 Words] 
Neil collects the cup a moment later, almost absently, as he thinks back to the nightmare that had started his day. He takes a sip, planning to turn away, and is almost assaulted by the sheer quantity of sugar in his drink. Who knew coffee could taste that sweet? It’s disgusting.
Neil looks back to Andrew, who is once more leveling a blank gaze at him, hazel eyes deeply unimpressed. Neil quirks an eyebrow, confused. It’s definitely not worth it to say anything. After all, it’s been engrained in him not to draw attention to himself, to order whatever is blandest and least interesting, to get in and out best he can.
He can feel the weight of Andrew’s gaze on his back as he leaves the cafe, but he tries to ignore it.
Part 2: start a war [3213 Words]
Andrew pretends that it’s out of spite that he pours a ridiculous amount of sugar into the drink. He pretends that he’s not disappointed at the lack of reaction when the boy merely raises an eyebrow at Andrew before leaving the shop. He pretends that he doesn’t think about the mystery boy later, trying to decode his careful movements and haunted eyes.
(He’s never been good at pretending, no matter how unreadable the rest of the world finds him.)
The Seduction of Neil Josten by irmakkockan [Rated M, 9104 Words, Incomplete, Updated March 2021]
“Jesus Christ, Andrew. Why are you so obsessed with this guy, anyway?”
Andrew tried give Allison a look that could only be interpreted as ‘stop being so stupid’ but considering that her question was already stupid, perhaps the meaning was lost on her. Andrew couldn’t be sure. So, he glared some more, just in case.
“Well? Are you going to just look at me and not answer? Wait. Are you flirting with me right now? Is this ‘the look’?” Allison asked with a self-satisfied grin on her face.
Andrew gave up. There was no reasoning with idiots. He just had to explain everything. “Because I hate him. Because he’s getting under my skin. No one gets under my skin, Allison. I must deal with the nuisance before it becomes interesting.”
“I think it’s already interesting, Andrew.” Allison said.
Or
Andrew and Neil are coworkers and Andrew wants to kill Neil only ninety percent of the time. He is also most definitely a gay disaster and he just needs to get Neil out of his system. Allison decides to make things even more interesting.
The Notebook (but make it gay and violent) by Strvn4attntn [Rated T, 6384 Words, Incomplete, Updated March 2021]
Andrew Minyard is pretty settled in his life until a rich boy from out of town comes into the picture.
Something About The Sunshine by bazerella [Not Rated (we say T), 19022 Words, Complete, 2020]
“Oh, fuck.”
“Ow.” Andrew raised his hand up to his head. He didn’t feel any blood so that had to be a good sign. He looked up to meet the culprit who probably concussed him.
There was no blood but Andrew was definitely hallucinating.
“Hey,” Andrew said. “You’re--”
“Sh!” Neil Josten just fucking shushed him. “Here let me help you.”
tw: vomit, tw: implied/referenced abuse
Art
he is beauty, he is grace, he will stab you in the face art by @veeveedrawz
fake exes art by @broship-addict
Goth Andrew art by @detrinity
deadliest investment edit by @adamronans
“is this a robbery in progress?” comic by @danzeebee
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maccreadysimp · 3 years
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breaking down this anti-ian article bc it bothers me ( from the child of a bipolar mother and a male teen with same sex attraction ) while also providing valid reasons ian sucks ( from someone who likes ian )
ive had this drafted for a while so i dont think i cover anything from season 11
tw for i^cest and r^pe
he was with a married man
in this point it points out that he was with kash and he continued his relationship with kash even after linda put cameras in the store
“Ian didn't seem to care about how wrong his affair with Kash was or how much it could hurt Kash's wife Linda, whom he saw at the store regularly. “
that is a quote from that part.
ian gallagher was fifteen in season one, kash was an older man who bought him gifts and payed attention to ian ,, that was not on ian , none of that was ian fault because he was a child
ian wasnt open with lip
“ Ian didn't tell Lip about his preferences and forced Lip to figure it out on his own. Lip was instantly accepting of his brother's truth and even offered to help him figure out any confusion he might be harboring, so it's really strange that Ian wasn't just upfront with his closest confidant from the start.”
no , lip wasnt forced to figure it out on his own and he also wasn’t instantly accepting.
in this point it mentions that ‘they’re extremely close ( bestfriends and brothers ) so its strange ian didnt tell him’
like point 1 , ian is a fifteen year old boy, growing up on the southside , and thoughout the show it has mentioned multiple times that the southside isnt that accepting
back to lip -- lip wasnt accepting, sure he was fine but ‘helping your younger brother figure it out’ by having a (female) classmate give him a blowjob isnt helping
he secretly dated his best friends brother
“Most friends have an unspoken rule about not dating each other's siblings, but Ian broke this rule by secretly entering into a relationship with Mandy's closeted brother Mickey.”
the only thing i have to say about this is , he was still with kash and mickey was a boy in his age group who was gay , growing up in the southside ian probably thought he was the token gay so of course hes going to chase after mickey
he stood by as kash attacked mickey
“Ian didn't do anything to stop Kash from shooting his new lover, and didn't even tell the police about his boss' over-the-top display of jealous action so proper justice could be served.”
okay. because two men he had fallen for had gotten into a fight, there was a gun involved and he panicked, in the end after mickey got shot he went to him
now to address the quote, he didnt say anything to the police because he probably knew that that would bring shame onto kash and his family, along with mickey and his family who are very homophobic
oh yeah and it was like 2011 and cops suck and THEY LIVE ON THE SOUTHSIDE
he and lip tried framing terry milkovich
oh the homophobic and racist dad of his boyfriend and bestfriend who tried to kill him and r*ped his daughter ?
yeah , shit man , that was real bad they shouldn’t have done that /s
he dated jimmy-steves married father
“Ian didn't bother telling Jimmy the truth about his father and didn't end his relationship with Lloyd upon finding out that he had a secret wife and family, either.”
at this point ian is probably sixteen but that doesnt matter bc i wont even address that
he met him at a club and then used his relationship with ned to make mickey jealous which was one of the reasons he kept seeing him, he didnt tell jimmy-steve about the relationship or his father bc he shouldnt find out from him he should find out from his father , again like kash, ned was an older man who payed attention to ian and ned later did develop feelings feelings for ian
he stole lips identity to enlist in the army
he enlisted because he didnt know what to do with himself, its implied/stated that the army timeline was the start of his bipolar
“While impersonating Lip, Ian had tried to steal a helicopter and then proceeded to go AWOL.”
this is because of the bipolar he suffers from, it is referenced later in the series after he gets back and hes manic
ian refused to accept being bipolar
of course he didnt accept it, it is made very clear that his family thinks lowly of monica so of course if hes the lucky duck to get what his siblings demonize her for, of course he’ll not want to be it
“He refused to take medications that could alter his personality or mood.”
okay. this is why im making this whole post, this goes along with part 15 ( or so idk ) ,,
my mother , my dear mother, who is bipolar and doesnt take her meds because they are mood altering , my mom doesnt take med because she told me once that they make her feel like shit, she told me that a little after i was born she started taking them but realized she felt nothing, she felt nothing for my dad or for i ( making her numb )
she told me anti deppresents dont help either because when shes on them and manic it pushes her past productive and into angry
my dad told me that when my mom was on bi polar medication she would seem angry most of the time
he wasnt faitful to mickey
“Ian's bipolar disorder made him very reckless and impulsive and led him to be unfaithful.”
lets break that down.
ians. bipolar. disorder.
this plot point i actually didnt like, mainly bc ian never addresses it so ill give the article a point. but then i take away 2 because they have more of a problem with his bipolar messing with him rather than the fact he never apologized and they never worked it out
ian stole yevgeny
before i start quoting i should mention because his boyfriend, who has supported and helped him is suddenly telling him he needs help, he was helping raise yev so he’ll see yev as his own
“Ian failed to recognize just how crazy he was acting...”
cuting you off right there , he was in a bipolar state, he wasnt ‘crazy’ and isnt ‘crazy’
he cant even keep count of his number of partners
just slutshaming i see
he helped throw frank off a bridge
“His relationship with Frank was understandably never the same after that, as Frank struggled to get over this act of betrayal and cruelty.”
‘was never the same after that’ frank never liked ian, ian was probably his least favorite and that point is very apparent
also , it wasnt just ian , his siblings and his boyfriend caleb
he left a healthy relationship to be with mickey
he fell in love with mickey at 15 , mickey was a comfort and always someone to fall back on, when mickey was taken away and no longer in the picture his heart still obviously was with mickey and when mickey came back he didnt know what to do
he told mickey he had a boyfriend but because mickey has been such a constant in his life he finally has back of course he couldnt resist
he liked trevor, i could tell he did but trevor wasnt the one he watched get r^ped by a russian prostitute, he wasnt the one ian was secretly dating bc it would be a death wish other wise, he wasnt the one there when ian was manic or depressive ( at the start )
he tried blackmailing an old client for money
“Instead of raising the money in an honest manner, Ian chose to visit an old client from his time working at the Fairy Tail and blackmail him into funding the shelter.”
because he felt indebted to trevor and wanted to make it up to him, it would have taken longer to do it in ‘an honest manner’ when his sister would have gotten it instead, he knew how much gay youths like he once was needed a safe place
“He grew up wanting to be nothing like his father, but this whole money-making scheme was straight out of the Frank playbook”
because thats all he knows, he grew up with that ‘playbook’ so of course hes going to take a page out of it, he is nothing like frank , franks money making schemes are selfish and for his own greed while ian wanted the money to help build a safe space for lgbt youth
he let fame inflate his ego
of course he did, hes a southside kid who was destined to fail
also it is very apparent that during the gay jesus era he went off his medication which didnt help
“Before long, he just completely forgot about his ex and focused solely on being a deity”
as much as yes, he did let it mess with his head, he was trying to still help lgbt youth and was going against anti gay churchs , in the end it didnt work out for him because he was off his meds and went over board
he stopped taking his meds
see previous point and ‘ian refused to accept being bipolar’
he actually wanted to stay in prison
because he was doing good in there
ian was helping others and was spreading awareness about lgbt with in the prison , and as him and jail scenes go , we can see people were listening to him and he was trying to make it safe sane and consensual
he let down his army of followers
“Ian admitted that most of his actions were completely irrational and the mere results of his bipolar disorder.”
he didnt want to, we can see this, because he knew he would let down everyone, his family were the only ones to ever ground him and they knew it would be the best option for his own mental health
during the gallavich wedding we can see that a lot of his supporters still have his back because they must know how hard it was for him to put all of that success on something he can’t control
he constantly wasted his potential
this is actually the only point in this article i actually agree with , so only 1/20 i agree with
his relationship with mickey wasn’t actually great
“Mickey spent the first several years of their relationship denying his feelings for Ian.”
he was raised by a homophobic and racist father who he knew would react the way he did when terry had caught the two that one day
“Even after he finally embraced his true self, Ian's bipolar disorder kept them from becoming truly happy together.”
yes but mickey was there for him the entire time and helped him through it, he told him he loved him which was really big for him and did his best to care for him
“They couldn't seem to remain faithful to each other for more than a few weeks.”
back to the point about ians bipolar but for mickey he wanted monogamy , now that scene in s11 may say otherwise but it is very clear that he wants a monogamous relationship with ian and ian ( after getting help ) wants one too, and in the later seasons they are monogamous
“When Mickey asked Ian to run away to Mexico with him, Ian refused.”
he wanted to, it’s obvious, but ian has his family and didnt want to abandon them again, i think part of him knew he would see mickey again because they always find eachother, he gave mickey all of his money and wanted mickey to have a good life
“Their relationship was simply never healthy.”
no it wasnt, but thats why the ship is great in its own way, the gay closet kid raised by a homophobic man is obviously going to have a lot of baggage , and ian who is bipolar and struggling with himself will also have a lot of baggage , but in the end they love eachother and that really shows in season five and season seven specifically
that is all lol ,,, this is long sorry
now, i am not a ian apologist , i love ian but hes a dumbass sometimes
actual valid reasons ian sucks
genuinely believes frank is worse than terry
yes frank was definitely abusive but terry is definitely worse ,,
mentally/physically/sexually abusive , the whole nine yards
terry hired a prostitute to r^pe his son , threatened to kill him and ian on multiple occasions , r^ped his daughter who ended up pregnant and is actively racist
frank on the other hand will make gay jokes but in the end doesnt give enough of a shit , he has attacked his children on multiple occasions but not to the brutality that terry has ( this isnt me excusing it )
sorry ian , terry is worse
never apologized
he never apologized for all the shit he put mickey and his family through, never apologized to mickey for cheating on him , never apologized for all the manic and depressive episodes mickey endured with him
never apologized for walking away when he couldn’t handle it, in hall of shame mickey actually acknowledges this saying ‘its youre whole MO’
debbies sexuality
he has constantly made statements saying debbie isnt gay and that bothers me because , why does it care ? as a gay man and as a gay man who soent time with a lot of lgbt youth wouldnt he support his sister even if shes just ‘experimenting’?
in the recent season he doesnt seem to care and doesn’t say anything but it still bothers me
mickey only getting like 80% of his heart
okay look , i get what ian means when he says this , everyones hes been with has made him who he is but fucking hell dude ,, shut up , thats your husband , thats the love of your life you shouldnt be saying shit like that , especially to him
and then this man had the audacity to say mickey probably feels the same about past flings when he knows that ian is the only one hes probably ever been with/serious about
obviously there is probably more but those are the main ones that come to mind
before anyone brings up the trans or bi thing im going to explain my thought process for him
like ive probably mentioned multiple times he grew up southside and obviously only ever grew up with lgb and not t ,, trevor did inform him a lot and ian became supre accepting of everyone,, sexual preference isnt transphobic but i do think he approached the matter badly
now the bi thing , legit all i think is that he doesnt hate bisexual people its just that the man he really liked slept with a woman and never expressed any heterosexual attraction so it probably just suprised him and pissed him off because caleb did cheat on ian
if you read this far HOLY SHIT THANKS LOL ,, im not adding things that i think are pro about ian this was just me breaking down that article and giving my two cents :)
feel free to message me and talk to me or send me articles like this about any other character/relationship and i will totally break that one down too lol
thanks for letting me rant
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m4rkiza · 3 years
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raileon highschool au is really fun because raihan is probably mad popular and since alot of people want him, sometimes people told leon that raihan is "cheating" even though theyre together most of the time
its a common occurrence for leon to get random text from people he and raihan doesnt recognize, telling him that "raihan is together with this person right now, he doesnt like you anymore" even though raihan is right next to him sipping on berry juice.
sometimes raihan called them instantly and tease them, saying stuff like "oh really? am i there? can you tell raihan 2.0 to go home? its 10 pm,he got a curvew yknow" and the person he called automatically ended the call. raihan has urges to bully them but leon always stops him for doing impulsive stuff.
popular students often comes at leon and tells him raihan is going to "leave him" but leon always mock them back in various ways, "well at least i got fucked by raihan unlike you, raihan doesnt even know you" or "yeah he just left me, he has class to attend so technically youre right, he IS going to leave me" or his favorite, he doesnt need to talk since raihan suddenly appears behind him, which cause the students to leave them alone
"did they say anything to you?"
"its the classic youre going to leave me someday"
"heh, idiots"
the thing is...leon is surprised of how stubborn they are, raihan rarely goes out and IS together with leon most of the time, or with some other people in their circle, such as gordie,piers or even milo. people know raihan rarely clubs and often decline their invitations,people know raihan is gay and doesnt date girls, but for some reason they kept insisting that "hey, raihan is bored with you, hes going to leave you soon" that he has become immune.
but how about raihan? well he is pissed off , that he even talks to them to stop that behaviour, because even though it doesnt annoy leon ,it does annoy him. especially when. the accusations is around him, dating the people in his circle, it makes his relationship awkward with some people even though its obvious that hes dating leon, and everyone knows that
raihan always decline the party invitations because for some reason, people cant get their hands off of him, he used to always accept them since he likes to have fun, and then he got reputation because hes kind, handsome and has a great body,which cause him to be one of the popular students even though hes never really one of them. and he regrets that, he felt bad because if he never accepts them, leon wont get this kind of treatment, leon told him that its fine and its something unexpected and raihan shouldnt feel guilty about it. but he cant help it, being a naturally protective person that he is, the last thing he wants to happen to leon is getting somewhat bullied because of him.
leon is pretty ignorant about the issue and choose to enjoy whatever happens, his goal is to get to a certain prestigious college after all. but honestly, he got urges to punch someone in the face but since he is the oldest son, hes capable of staying patient. he has raihan afterall, hugging his boyfriend becomes the cure of whatever the fuck is happening.
raihan being the rich and only child, has some problems to hold his temper, not to mention hes 17 and is going through puberty.
one day he almost got into a fight because someone decides to slap leon because he kissed raihans cheek before his football practice. raihan screamed at the said person and almost punched him, luckily leon grabs his hand and drags raihan somewhere, he doesnt want raihan get into trouble.
leon takes raihan to his sports team locker room, raihan is still fuming, he almost cried for some reasons. no one is around so leon climb onto his lap and kissed him, soothing the other and takes raihans hands to his left cheek, which is also the one that got slapped, leon press his cheek to raihans palm, sighing and smiling, acting as if raihans hand heals his cheek. thankfully that soothes the other.
leon hugs him, quietly soothing him, petting raihans head and kissing his forehead, he told raihan he is okay, and none of those matter, "as long as you stay with me, ill always be okay raichu" he whispered, raihan tighten the hug, placing his head on leons shoulder to sob quietly.
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Okay, I'm a little too busy to type up a full analysis of "It's Alright", but I had this analysis here already typed up from a while ago, so here you are:
Okay so an animatic by BunnyTriesToAnimate YT got me listening to Gang of Youth’s “Achilles, Come Down” and thinking about all the Gamzee vibes it holds, so here is my half-rambling half-organized essay:
Why “Achilles, Come Down” has Soft Pale Gamkar Vibes:
You’re scaring us / And all of us / Some of us love you / Achilles, it’s not much but there’s proof
Gamzee terrifies everyone with the violence and general instability; not everyone loves him after his actions but Karkat still chooses to calm him rather than kill him
The lines “You crazy assed cosmonaut” and “The self is not so weightless / Nor whole and unbroken” are giving me strong Sopored Gamzee vibes
Hurt and grieve but don’t suffer alone / Engage with the pain as a motive
Gamzee grieving Tavros + Gamzee’s Abandonment Issues (“don’t suffer alone”)
Tonight of all nights / See how the most dangerous thing is to love / How you will heal and rise above
“The most dangerous thing is to love” giving me huge “Gamzee putting stock in people who abandon him (Goatdad) or don’t reciprocate (Tavros, initially)” vibes, AKA Gamzee’s Abandonment Issues; but that’s not to say Gamzee can’t rise above that hurt and get better.
And then the voice encouraging Achillies to jump can be likened to the voices Gamzee was hearing in withdrawal, with lines like “No audience could ever love you // You crave the applause” being so poignantly GAI.
And then lines like “your act is a ruse” or “Don’t listen to what you’ve consumed” have a sort of double meaning that applies to both Sopored and Withdrawal Gamzee; the sedated state he’s in when on the sopor isn’t really him, but neither is the murderous and unstable subjugglator struggling through withdrawal and a litany of other issues; Gamzee needs to stop poisoning himself on sopor and letting it cloud his mind, but he also needs to not listen to the voices telling him to murderize and subjugglate. And then “Just put down the bottle” also has a sort of double meaning to it—put down the sopor, put down the club.
“It’s chaos, confusion / And wholly unworthy / Of feeding and wholly untrue” being in reference to the voices and withdrawal and ICP video.
And then the next few verses, about not seeing any meaning in life, but one should grasp onto one anyway, because it’s more courageous to fight through and overcome , all ring of certain key aspects of Gamzee’s story—using sopor (and repression in general) to deal with the shitty situation with Goatdad, only for that to turn into an addiction and rot his pan into “conjecture and gloom”; being calmed down by Karkat being the “bells [ringing] deep in the soul.”
And then “Throw yourself… a triumph” just reeks of Gamzee daring to be more than his blood, more than the murderous rage that killed Equius and Nepeta, more than the pan-addled sopor addict who was too sedated/high to actually process what was happening around him.
Now, at this point, after a full 450 words of analysis, you might be wondering how, exactly, this is strictly related to Gamkar. Though this whole analysis is subjective, the major theme of the song is Achilles being talked down from the edge—which reeks of moirallegiance. Hence, Pale Gamkar. I end this overwrought analysis with this:
What vibes do you get from this song?
okay first of all.......that animatic really hurt lol like i actually felt really down after that ( can u guess the fucking reason aodishoasdgh )
but oh man u really had this laying around huh
i cant really add anything lmao other than yes i agree 100% with this
ur half-rambling half-organized essay was beautifully worded and if i were the teacher i would give u A+ ( u give letters as grades in america right?? asdohasd ) WITH SHINY STARS ALL AROUND
thank u for sharing this with me anon ( u 3 u ) mwah
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everyone writing college aus where the losers club are in like their early twenties in the present day is doing it wrong, heres what the losers are actually doing as college students in 2020:
bill is fake deep and used to be tumblr famous back when he was posting #thirstythursday selfies and "psychology facts" about love. now hes in college studying creative writing and keeps getting bad grades bc although he can tell a good story he has no grasp of grammar and he cant spell
eddie keeps "taking a break" from college bc he has no idea what he wants to do. his mom wont support him anymore so he used to drive for like lyft or uber or something but he had to stop bc he kept getting 1 star ratings after telling his passengers about his childhood abuse and getting into fights with other drivers, so now he makes content on onlyfans. during the primaries he promises to send free nudes to anyone who votes for bernie
bev has a semi successful youtube channel where she makes fashion and diy videos. her fanbase consists entirely of gay men who actually want to learn how to hem things correctly and lesbians who get hot under the collar watching her single handedly lay laminate flooring
richie is studying political science and never goes to class and still has a 4.0 GPA. he also has a podcast where he reviews shitty movies through a marxist framework and one time he appeared in the back of one of eddies livestreams wearing a false moustache and those glasses with eyeballs on springs and eddie didnt notice until one of his viewers was like "i cant cum with that guy just hanging out there" and then he got mad and threw a dildo at him
georgie is a minecraft youtuber and he keeps skipping school to make videos. it makes bill so mad but their parents let him get away with it bc hes making bank.
i havent decided what the others are doing yet but when i do I will update
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I was bored so I played Bitlife as Grantaire and added the others as custom characters:
So, I was born as R Grantaire on the 14th of August and my parents are Anna Grantaire (22) and Paul Grantaire (26). The mother has an Italian name so I'm keeping my headcanon that R is Italian
R has Looks at 78% so he's beautiful, suck my dick Hugo
Oh okay, R's three years old and he just got a baby brother named Victor, which, weird, because I didn't put Victor Hugo as a custom person. This is completely random and almost scary
Oh okay, apparently R and Victor hate each other.
Wait I just realized R is blond, of all things. Gonna dye his hair as soon as I can
R is 6 years old and started school; Mme Thenardier is a classmate, definitely staying away...
Oh we're getting bullied. I decided not to react since he always accepts and makes even worse insults to himself in canon
R has low smarts and I can't make him keep good grades :(
R started Jiu-jitsu classes
R is 11 and he just received another baby brother named Noah
I just made R join his Middle school's Politics club LMAO
OH a classmate named Napoleon Bonaparte, who is also a popular kid, just asked R out. I'll accept just because, I mean, I can make R hookup with Napoleon, think about it
Grantaire and Napoleon are officially boyfriends
Grantaire has been elected secretary of the politics club
Cosette and R are classmates!!! Gonna befriend her because Cosette and R friendship is precious
R is 14 and 1) his parents gave him yet another sibling, a sister named Victoria seriously guys, learn how to put a condom on, they've all been caused by it slipping off, and 2) R JUST GOT ELECTED AS PRESIDENT OF THE POLITICS CLUB
R started secondary school and joined the dance club; he also started working as a part time golf caddie
VICTOR HAS BEEN BULLIED AND CALLED RACIAL SWEARS AND NO, WE'RE NOT OKAY WITH IT. GONNA FIGHT THE MOTHERFUCKER
The game said I can't attack him cause he lives in Afghanistan and I am in France???? What???? How does he go to school with Victor???? I'm confused
R and Feuilly are classmates so I made them become friends :)
R is 18 and his parents divorced :(
R started studying arts at university. Eponine is a classmate BUT SHE REFUSED TO BEFRIEND GRANTAIRE
Grantaire and Napoleon broke up 😣
Grantaire came out as gay. Uhm, we been knew honey
classmate Hugo Fontaine asked R out but he got rejected
R and Combeferre are now friends. Eponine keeps rejecting Grantaire
R's mum just married a very rich guy named Rousseu but he hates Grantaire sike. R calls him "bro"
R's dad remarried too, she's normal. R calls her "sis". She has a daughter called Juliette, so now she's R stepsister
Grantaire graduated and started a position as Junior graphic designer!
Grantaire started drinking wine
Oh okay, R and Bahorel are now dating
They broke up
Bishop Myriel asked R out on a date... R refused, sorry it's too weird even for me
R and Montparnasse are dating. Damn R you really go around
They broke up. And R started dating Courfeyrac
They lasted two years
BOTH MARIUS AND JEAN VALJEAN HAVE ASKED R OUT GODDAMN
Grantaire and Enjolras are dating!!! (yes It's because I wanted it to be like this shut up)
Okay, I looked at Enjolras's info and I shit you not, he graduated in political science. He's a real estate agent tho
Enjolras came out of the closet as gay
Grantaire proposed to Enj and he accepted 🥺🥺
They got married at the beach and went to Pompeii for their honeymoon 🥺🥺🥺
Feuilly got married to a certain Mila
Grantaire is now an uncle! His brother Victor fathered a baby girl called Camille!
Grantaire and his brother Noah got in trouble for dancing in the middle of a road 😬 they've been declared not guilty tho
Grantaire and Enj adopted a little girl named Iris!!!!
Enjolras and Grantaire have been married for 10 years :)
For some reason the game is not proposing the other custom characters I added sike
They adopted another girl named Eva 🥺🥺🥺🥺
Cosette had a son called David Antoinette. The father is unknown
Grantaire's stepfather died of Hepatitis C
Feuilly pranked R by setting 15 alarms on his phone hours before he was supposed to wake up
Grantaire's brother Noah fathered a boy named Ethan
Eva wants a cockatiel so OF COURSE WE'LL GET HER A COCKATIEL
We got her a cockatiel named Ronda :)
Enjolras and Grantaire have been married for 20 years
Grantaire's father died of leukemia ☹️ Grantaire and his siblings inherited quite a lot
Eva and Iris started secondary school 😭 they grow up so fast
While at a soccer game a brawl started between parents... So of course Grantaire joined in
Feuilly and R went partying. 55 years old and still kicking
Iris and Eva graduated 🎉
Grantaire's mum died of tuberculosis
Ronda the Cockatiel died too of dehydration after her water bottle malfunctioned :(
Eva moved out
Iris is a writer, while Eva is a cadet at the police 😬 imagine the tension at home.
Grantaire just befriended Joly!!!! Joly is married to a Charlotte Clement
Grantaire's stepmother died of Aids
Eva has been promoted to patrolman
Joly and Grantaire are officially best friends
Enjolras retired (both him and R are 62 now)
Eva has been promoted to Trooper. Enjolras must be going crazy
Feuilly has invited R to do mushrooms so of course he accepted
Eva has been promoted to corporal
Grantaire retired (he's 67)
Eva has been promoted to sergeant
Enjolras is nagging at Grantaire to buy a car so R bought a purple lambo 😎
Feuilly keeps inviting Grantaire over for drugs and OMG FEUILLY YOU'RE ALMOST 80 STOP IT
IRIS GOT MARRIED!! To a certain Paul Girard
NOOOO FEUILLY DIED OF FUCKING EBOLA
Iris had a baby girl named Alice 🥺🥺🥺 Grantaire and Enjolras are grandpas 😭😭
Omg, now that Feuilly is dead Combeferre is the one that keeps offering drugs
Iris had another daughter named Olivia 😭😭😭😍😍😍
Eva just had a son named Ethan 😭😭😭 there three grandchildren now omg
4 grandchildren!!!!! Iris gave birth to a girl named Lina!!!!!!
Grantaire's brother Victor just died :(
Omg the grandchildren are starting to go to school, my heart cant
NOOOOO JOLY DIED
Grantaire's brother Noah died too
NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ENJOLRAS DIED IN HIS SLEEP 😭😭😭😭 at 91 tho which is way better than canon
COMBEFERRE DIED TOO FUCKING FUCK
Grantaire died at 93. Game over. Here is the grave:
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Im calling this the faberry files cos I feel like a spy when I'm really just very gay
This is just basically timestamps of every faberry moment I could find as I was rewatching season 1-3. I don't know if anyone wants to see it but I just put it here cos why not. I wasn't really planning on posting it but here we are so it features my gay ass commentary. Anyway there u go.
gay ass looks-
-1x04- so far I’ve seen a gay ass look Quinn gives Rachel at 35:36
-1x05-39:50-not that gay but a little bit, also long
-1x09-43:02 she looks so adoring
-1x10-during endless love
-1x11-9:37 voiceover is mean but just look at those eyes and tell me I’m wrong,34:00 she literally looks so adoringly I can’t
-1x12-10:41 pretends not to see her only to look straight (or not) at her
-1x15-35:02 they’re even talking about love at the time and sitting weirdly close for enemies
-1x16-41:30 
-1x20-43:06 I can’t really see where she’s looking under those long ass lashes but I think when Rachel does that little giggle she stares at her while smiling, might just be Faberry goggles tho
-1x22-9:05 I think thats like the cutest smile my little gay heart, 14:23 Quinn is fully checking her out rn like not even subtle they’re on stage
-2x04 16:12, 41:48 at Rachel singing
-2x07-23:19 that could in no way be regarded as a platonic look of enjoying the song, especially since its just started 
-2x09- 43:04 part of dog days but its just so cute them holding hands also weird since they are still meant to hate each other lol
-2x10-6:03 this could just be my Faberry goggles but im counting it :D, 31:20 staring at Rachel while she looks sad
-2x11-11:04 could be at puck but she was looking at Rachel before when they were further apart so imma take the w also Diana looks really cute in this bit
-2x16- 4:27 is being kinda mean but also the way she looks at her <3<3<3 :DD also 5:21 if u don’t want to wait through a bit of a scene and the look then is suuuuper gay, 43:17 she looks so proud of her girlfriend :DDDDD
-2x18-52:49 she looks like such a proud girlfriend in this bit
-2x21-1:29 its only a quick look from Quinn tho
-3x06-28:26 Quinn gives Rachel the GAYEST lingering look at the end of the song (unless my eyes deceive me but I don’t think they do cos I’ve checked like 3 times :DDD)
-3x07- 25:00 this is possible the outright gayest look from Quinn ive ever seen, its during one of the songs but I had to put it in
-3x08- 41:10 the look of joy on Quinns face when Rachel touches her shoulder is just pure gay energy
-3x14- 17:27 ‘for the rest of my life’ looks at Quinn, ffs just get married already, 24:07 she literally bites her lip like wth how is this not canon
-3x19- 39:08 kind of but Quinn looks really happy when he says Rachel Berryand its so cute
Scenes together-
-before I had this idea- the “eavesdrop much” talk, and a couple of other things e.g. the ru Paul scene and the sweetie scene. 
-1x05-41:59 during somebody to love weird foot tap thing
-1x06- 18:34 gay ass looks as well, 22:58
-1x07-21:45, 28:53 (the you obviously have a lot you need to express scene), 32:07 they just get wierdly closer for no reason
-1x09-26:09 not much but still
-1x13-3:06, 11:01
-1x15-34:18 sitting really close together next to each other when they’re meant to not like each other?
-1x20-5:42 they also sit really close and a bit of gay staring
-2x02 35:40 (on left of stage next to mike) they’re seen really close and talking, 38:55 standing unreasonably close and also in weird positions for a conversation, 31:28 Quinn looks really sad when Rachel sings to Finn (could also be a Fuinn thing tho so idk)
-2x04 28:11
-2x08-9:44
-2x13- 30:51
-2x14-8:19 its shortcut the level of gay panic on Quinns face is enough for its own spot
-2x15-0:03 how closeted is it to be the only two in the celibacy club fighting over a guy that neither of them want or need lmao I just think its really funny
-2x16-9:31 the level of gay panic on racehls face when she says she’s right is just a mood, 22:27 I think this is  a scene about miscommunication and Quinn blatantly states that she thinks Rachel is much better than Finn and that she believes in her I have a lot of feelings about this scene but ill leave it at that
-2x17-16:20
-2x18-2:38 not much tho, 10:53 they’re being civil and touchy feely also leads into pretty/unpretty, 21:50 when it pans to Quinn it makes it seem like it would be a Fuinn jealousy scene but she doesn’t look jealous at all just a bit sad i think she possibly is worried about Rachel and while she understands (which is why she’s helping) she wants her to feel beautiful in her own skin sorry if I read a bit too far in lol
-2x20-29:42, 33:12, 35:30 I love how finn last episode said Quinn was so closed off with her feelings and then this scene like maybe she can be herself around Rachel idk
-3x01-10:57 Skank Quinn fully checks Rachel out as she’s leaving in this scene also right after a scene where she said she’s not interested in the boys
-3x05-22:55 talking about finchel tho
-3x08-0:00, 21:54, 37:48
-3x11-14:28,20:00 is also a gay ass look but shes talking to Rachel so I put it here
-3x12-13:09 she only taps Rachel tho
-3x13-15:43 Quinn is acting like the stereotypical ‘gentleman’ and its very Faberry canon esque, to put it the best can
-3x14-34:28 this scene I just can’t the way Quinn lights up when she see her and her voice softens a bit and what she said this is the gayest scene no-one can explain it it a hetero way just ahh
-3x15-10:28 they’re holding hands :DD
-3x19-31:48 
-3x22-23:12 those tickets cost so much money I swear they should have been way better friends after high school pft, 40:15 Quinn looks so proud of her girlfriend
Possible scenes, could be just drama-
-1x09-29:27 could be at Rachel
-2x10-12:40 kind of about being sad about Finn but could be jealousy?
-2x16- 34:47 could be about Faberry but is framed as finchel or fuinn
-2x17- 37:28 probably just finchel drama but still Faberry jealousy
-2x18-17:16 they say how they’re ‘fighting about Rachel again’ and Im putting it in idc about finchel :DD
-2x19- 23:19 more about Fuinn like always in this category but Faberry jealousy
-2x22-2:27, 3:29, 8:25 finchel/fuinn/faberry jealousy
Sitting really close when they’re meant to not like each other-
-1x15-34:18 
-1x19-32:33 
-1x20-19:16 in the scene Quinn kinda checks her out but then they stand really close so I put it here
-2x02 23:24 sits really close to Rachel when she dresses in her Britney Spears costume and in the scene Quinn looks like she’s purposefully trying not to look at her and at 29:20 Quinn chose to sit right behind Rachel again, 39:52 seen sitting right behind her again
-2x10- 35:03 standing really close when it would make a difference if Quinn stood anywhere else (e.g. next to her friends or boyfriend) I just think its weird lol
-2x15- 6:28 (before Quinn starts plotting against Rachel, they’re in celibacy club together but all they do is argue so its still a bit weird)
-3x07- 4:54
I dont know where to put this-
-2x17- 35:10 they kinda just look a bit nervous and small interaction I just wanted to add this because I thought it was cute the way they moved around each other idk
-2x20- 14:46 Rachel knows Quinns eyes so well she knows the flower and colour of the ribbon (also gardenias are for secret love which it would surprise me if Rachel already knew)
-3x04-20:26 Rachel isn’t sitting near her boyfriend or anyone she’s even really friends with its a bit weird that shed be sitting in the corner right next to Quinn away from the other chairs
Songs- Ive probably missed a bunch of these but I tried lmao-
-somebody to love
-halo
-ride with me
-no air
-keep holding on
-bust a move
-proud Mary
-crazy in love
-imagine- there is a gay ass look
-you can’t always get what you want
-dont rain on my parade
-my life would suck without you
-gives u hell
-hello goodbye
-like a prayer
-home(kind of)
-give up the funk
-any way you want it
-faithfully
-dont stop delieving 
-Empire State of mind
-ice ice baby
-toxic
-damn it Janet
-time warp
-sweet transvestite
-start me up/living on a prayer
-hot patootie
-forget you
-umbrella/singin in the rain
-I think I wanna marry you
-just the way you are
-ive had the time of my life
-Valerie
-the Dog days are over
-the most wonderful day of the year
-welcome Christmas
-heads will roll/thriller
-fat bottomed girls
-sing
-blame it on the alcohol
-tik tok
-do you wanna touch
-afternoon delight
-get it right
-loser like me
-pretty/unpretty
-born this way
-pure imagination
-New York New York
-Fix you
-last Friday night
-hit me with your best shot/one way or another
-I cant go for that/ you make my dreams
-I kissed a girl
-feed the world
-summer nights
-we found love
-gotta be starting something
-Im sexy and I know it
-stereo hearts (not technicaly but a lot of Faberry so I’m putting it in)
-fly/I believe I can fly
-heres to us
-its not right but its okay
-its all coming back to me now
-paradise by the dashboard light
-we are the champions
-tongue tied
-you get what you give
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chokefriends · 4 years
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Multiple Personalities Millennial Trafalgar Law au
What if there was an op au that was like the millennial/genz answer to fucking Fight Club
May I present:
Dissociative identity disorder Law, but instead of being a toxic 90s action movie trope hes just this gay depressed millennial with some shitty early trauma, no will to exist in our dystopic modern society, and an antiestablishment streak a mile wide
So, one of us
His alters aren't some crazed antihero things, but protective personalities that (soemtimes ineptly) try to keep him safe from harm and stress
So, his crew
Penguin is the main alter, an efficient yet chill goofball who takes over whenever law cant deal with mundane stresses like going to the bank.
Look, hes a millennial, the bank is a fucking ordeal.
Shachi is a peppy, social sweetheart who takes over when law is forced into social situations, especially groups. Shachi and penguin together take care of most stresses Law faces in the world
Law can deal with most things, he's getting better. but there'll be seemingly random things like a siren or a screech of laughter and he'll just find himself phasing out, til hes gone, and penguin will find himself standing on the street with no real clue how they got there or what they're supposed to be doing. But he rolls with it! Penguins good at figuring things out and getting them home. Law leaves notes for him and shachi on their phone so they know what's up that day if something should happen. They record clips for each other on the phone too, to discuss things. They regard each other like roommates, even brothers.
There's the bepo alter, who comes out only in private, and carries the burden of Law's need for comfort. He's emotional, hesitant and extremely vulnerable. He's also one of the only ones law can let out or stifle on purpose.
Law tries to let bepo out now and then, because he feels bad that he's always stuck in the deep dark of laws head. Law will bring home a fluffy blanket and a pumkpin spice latte and let bepo take over for a couple hours, so he can experience some good things.
Then there are the Doffy and Cora alters
These aren't quite... as helpful as the crew alters, but they're not actually antagonistic. They're part of Law's development and they're older than the crew. They're also the only ones that can 'co-pilot' with law and share thoughts with him, though never at the same time.
Law can't control them.
They come out in response to more extreme stresses, and can sometimes take over and push law to the passenger seat. They are usually at odds with each other and sometimes fight to come out if they don't like what the other is doing.
Doffy is simple. He emerged from law's early experiences of extreme cruelty, and that's what he's good at facing. Any hint of toxic treatment from others and Doffy will suddenly be in Law's ear, analyzing the threat and suggesting horrific ways to eliminate it. He also tends to emerge in moments of extreme frustration or pain. He wants things to be simple for law -- he wants them to do the things that will get them ahead, and to not care about the human consequences
Law never lets Doffy take over because law is not a fucking idiot.
Law has a complicated relationship with cora.
Cora is an expression of love and altruism who emerged from witnessing others' pain. He's actually kinda violent himself, but just because he's so protective. He cant stand seeing others hurting, especially the weak, and will come out when Law is faced with injustice or grief.
Law feels complicated about him because this empathy and self sacrifice thing is seriously nothing but trouble. Every time. Law wants to do things Cora's way, he really does, but it's never good. You get involved in stuff you dont wanna.
Cora has a bad habit of taking over if Law is being resistant, and making him stop the bullies, punch the cop, or worse, offer a shoulder to someone in need.
Which is great, except that these things usually lead to Law being faced with violence or second hand trauma in turn, which then leads to... doffy coming out.
The fic is about Law navigating daily life with all this happening in his head. But the tension doesn't come from like, "will doffy win and make law do all kinds of crazy stuff" because all of the alters, doff included, are just there to keep law safe.
The tension of the story is about Law navigating the shitty everyday of late capitalism, and learning how to be vulnerable safely, and finding balance between his fight or also fight coping mechanisms, and maybe finding love...
I mean, definitely finding love.
And since this is a fight club au, at the end of the fic he definitely still blows up some credit card company together with his lover and they hold hands
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bucksbisexual · 4 years
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don’t take away my breath too soon
also on ao3
part 1 / 2 (coming soon)
Summary: Sarawat had to win this game, he was sure of it.
Words: 1948
Tags: #First Kiss, #inspired by a scene in whyru ep12 !, #the bet exists but they don’t really give a fuck about it, #basically i wrote ep8 the way the gays wanted it, #just kidding i cant write for a living, #confident gay tine, #me vs writing tine as anything other than a confident gay, #ep9 who? i only know success
"Well, how about this?" Fong started. "If you win, my friend will post the love confession to your friend," Man smirked, "but if your team loses, your friend has to leave my friend alone," Fong said. "Deal?"
Tine didn't know why this was happening, but he didn't like it.
Yes, he hadn't told his friends that Sarawat had already kissed him twice and they basically confessed to each other after not being able to stand being far from each other for three days, but, even then, they had no saying in his relationship with Sarawat. The same Sarawat that had only been looking at him ever since they got there and who Tine thought his eyes were telling him that no bet would stop him, not that Tine wanted him to.
"I think," Sarawat spoke, "your friend here is going to have to prepare a sweet love confession."
Tine wanted to punch his face, but instead, he shot a glance at Sarawat, sighed and left.
He'd deal with his friends later. For now, he had a pillow to scream at waiting back home.
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Almost a whole week had passed since then and Tine's friends mentioned their bet in almost all their conversations and, to be honest, Tine was nothing but tired of it.
They were going to Jae Tun's bar after finishing their last class and, of course, the bet was mentioned. His friends started talking about how good the Engineering football team was and how Political Science's football team had no chance against them and blah, blah, blah. Tine didn't care, he had heard this at least 25 times since he greeted them that same morning, and he was really fucking tired.
"Guys, I'm going to the bathroom. Don't wait for me, I'll catch up to you later," Tine announced, trying to get away from hearing the same arguments for the 26th time in less than 24 hours.
"Sure, do we order for you?" Peuk asked.
"No need," Tine smiled and left to the bathroom. Thankfully they weren't that far away from the university building so he could take his time before turning to the conversation he had heard for way too many times.
Tine started thinking, did the bet really matter? He knew that some stupid bet wouldn't stop Sarawat or would slow down his heart whenever Sarawat came too close to him. He wasn't ready to confess his love for Sarawat to the whole world and less when there were thousands of Sarawat fans that would pay for his head the moment he did. But, on the other hand, Tine was ready to tell Sarawat he liked him, because, yes, he did. It had taken him two kisses and some time, but he liked Sarawat. He liked his stupid perfect hair and his stupid collection of sandals he wore everywhere instead of normal shoes and his stupid flirting attempts than definitely did not make him blush every time and his stupid eyes that sparkled whenever he talked about music and his stupid lips, the ones he had dreamt about for weeks and had wished of tasting all of his life.
He was stupidly in love with Sarawat and since Tine didn't want to risk losing Sarawat over some dumb bet, he had to make sure he didn't lose.
As he got closer to the bathroom, he saw someone sitting on the floor grabbing his side in what looked like pain. Tine, worried, walked faster to see if the person was seriously injured, only for worry to completely wash over him.
"Wat?"
Tine heard a sniff and hurried over to where Sarawat was sitting, with a sweaty face and a drop of blood coming from his lip. The sight broke Tine's heart, who could do this to him?
"What happened?" Sarawat didn't respond and Tine gently touched his chin and made Sarawat look at him. Tine tried to find the answer in his eyes but Sarawat lowered down his head. Since it looked like there wouldn't be an answer any time soon, Tine decided to take Sarawat home so he could at least take care of his wounds somewhere safe.
"Can you get up? Does it hurt that much?" Tine put Sarawat's arm around his shoulder and tried lifting him up, only for Sarawat to kneel in pain and shake his head.
"It hurts," his voice was full of pain and Tine promised himself he would punch whoever did this to Sarawat.
"Let's try getting up slowly. We can test if you can walk and if not, I can take you home on my back," Sarawat looked at him like he was nuts.
"You realise I'll break your back if you do, right?"
"I do cheerleading, dumbass, I can easily carry you. You're not even heavy to begin with," Ever since he had started cheerleading, P'Fang's strict training had movitaved Tine to start working out and he had definitely stronger arms and legs than when he first started university a few months ago.
Sarawat didn't answer and instead tried getting up again. Tine lowered his arm to grab Sarawat's hip and without much effort got him on his feet.
"Try taking some steps. Don't worry, I got you," Tine's tone was so sweet his ears blushed a bit. Thankfully if Sarawat noticed, Tine didn't see any reactions.
"Don't wanna," Sarawat said cutely and, wait, was he pouting?
Tine couldn't believe him. Was he flirting with him when less than 5 minutes ago he was sitting all alone crying and in pain? He truly was in love with a dumbass.
"C'mon saraleo, just try. If you truly can't, I'll carry you home."
Sarawat pouted again and Tine's heart almost couldn't take it. How could he look cute even like this? This world was unfair.
Tine sighed. He had weaknesses and, according to his accelerating heart, this was one of them.
"Fine, I'll carry you." Tine moved the arm he had around Sarawat's hip and, lowering himself a bit, he turned his back to Sarawat.
Just as he expected, Sarawat was a light weight in his back. He seriously needed to eat more, Tine was worried that with everything going in the music club and his classes, Sarawat skipped meals and didn't eat enough.
They were probably halfway there when Tine's legs complained. Look, in his defense, he skipped a few leg days because he hated the stiffness from the day after. It eventually came back to him when his legs started hurting and he decided they should sit and rest for a few minutes until his legs didn't hurt as much.
Once they were both seated, Tine noticed he had tissues in his pocket and he washed off some of the blood in Sarawat's lip.
"Who did this to you?" Tine asked, hoping he'd finally get an answer. Sarawat looked away from Tine.
"The same group as before," as what?! "just because their girlfriends liked my IG posts." That's really stupid. "What a stupid reason."
Only Sarawat's soft voice made Tine control himself and not scream at Sarawat, "you've been hit before? How is it that I'm getting to know about this just now?"
"I didn't want you to worry," Sarawat looked into his eyes and Tine almost got hooked on them, had it not been for the blood coming out of his lip again.
He patted the tissue against the side of his lips, careful to not hurt him, "Who is worried about you? I'm just afraid you will die young, that's all. You have to tell me from now on whenever you have a problem. Get it?"
Sarawat looked down. "Got it."
Tine softly patted the tissue again.
"It's okay," Sarawat grabbed his hand, "you can stop."
Tine looked at their hands and then at Sarawat, only to find him looking at the tissue in his hand.
"It's not that bad," Sarawat took a deep breath.
And he rested his head on Tine's shoulder.
Tine's heart was not going to make it.
Oh my god, this boy is going to be the death of me.
"It's way better like this, the pain is gone," Tine truly hoped Sarawat couldn't hear his heartbeat from his shoulder as he hugged his arm because he would not survive the teasing.
"What's with you?" his voice was barely a murmur.
No answer came from Sarawat for a few seconds and then, he grabbed his boob.
What the fuck.
He couldn't even question what just happened before Sarawat answered him, "You just healed me."
"You're such a pervert," Sarawat just smiled at him and Tine couldn't even pretend he was mad or fight the smile in his lips, he looked too cute like that.
"Now I don't mind getting beaten up more often if it means I'll have you here to heal me."
Sarawat truly didn't have any empathy for Tine's heart.
"What if I get attacked when I leave my house tomorrow? Can you... sleep over at my place tonight?" Sarawat looked so innocent Tine almost accepted immediatly, but he remembered he didn't have any of his clothes or basic necessities with him and his friends were still waiting for him.
"I don't have anything with me, though."
"It's okay, you can wear my clothes." Tine wondered if sleeping in Sarawat's clothes and being surrounded by his scent would make him like him more. Probably yes. "You can even use my toothbrush, I don't care."
Tine sighed. He wasn't going to give up, wasn't he?
"Fine, I'll stay," Sarawat rested his head on his shoulder again with a big smile. "But I will go home to get my things, I don't want to use your disgusting toothbrush."
"Yes babe," Sarawat said in the cutest way possible and Tine's ears blushed.
"Dickhead," Sarawat chuckled and turned to look at Tine.
"Do you still have my football jersey?"
"Yeah, I'll give it back to you when I come back from-"
"No need, I have another one at home. But I do want you to wear it and cheer for me at the game, will you?" Sarawat's puppy eyes were too much for Tine and he forced himself to look away. He shouldn't look this cute with a bruise in his face. "If you come wearing my jersey and football shorts, I will have enough strength to beat Engineering."
Tine couldn't help but smile at Sarawat's expression. I'm so in love with this stupid boy. "Why do I need to do that, huh?"
The smile that flourished afterwards was one Tine hoped Sarawat didn't see.
"Let's get going, it's getting dark and I still need to go home to get my things," Tine put his hand on Sarawat's knee.
Sarawat looked between Tine's hand and his eyes, "I already told you you can use my things, I don't mind."
Tine rose up, "But I do, so get up or else I won't carry you home and you will have to go there in your miserable state."
"Carry me, pretty please?" Sarawat used that cute tone again from before and Tine damned not having thick skin because he felt his cheeks burning. He was sure Sarawat had seen his effect on him and avoided looking at his direction.
"Hm." Sarawat got up by himself and Tine lowered himself so Sarawat could get up. They didn't have that much of a height difference but Tine didn't want him to get hurt by jumping or whatever.
Thankfully, they got to Sarawat's home in one piece and Sarawat decided to shower as soon as he arrived, so Tine left him a post-it note saying he was going home to get everything he needed and left Sarawat's.
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