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The amount of tissues I went through watching the episodes... i am surrounded by them - literally every single scene with Violet - instant tears
It is no secret that I am not happy about this storyline and think the writers are very dumb for not letting Evan and Violet be another new lead couple.
HOWEVER, despite all of that, Hanako's performance this episode was amazing. I liked the way that they showed her going through grief. Her getting up and saying to herself 'okay', then opening the curtains seeing a gorgeous day with people out and about then closing the curtains, going back to bed and crying. Then the slow steps of getting out of the house even if it was to sit in a hospital.
I really appreciate that they had Severide and Violet to have a bond now. Severide talking about Anna and how he got through that. Sererides analogy of the boat floating with nothing anchoring it was 10/10 - very accurate description to anyone that has ever felt loss.
The smile Severide had when Violet came back to work and heard Ritter, Gallo and Brett hugging her and welcoming her back.
The scene where Violet talks to Severide about how to keep going on with this emptiness inside. THAT SCENE HURT.
That final scene though with the patient. FUCK ME I WAS IN FLOODS OF TEARS. Her talking about Evan and how special he made her feel etc. While I wish it was an actual scene I do love that they took that the picture was legit instead of photoshop or an obvious promo picture - it looks natural and super adorable. The way the patient started to comfort her while she was talking about Evan just fucking broke me into a million pieces.
I am super pissed about this storyline and i am devastated that we have lost Hawkami.
I am just gonna need fanfics and super cute fanedit to help me through this grieving period.
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#distant origins#honeslty i like this episode dont bully me#st voy#voyager#queueing for distant origins day as well#april 30th in case any one cares#someone tag that person who wants a distant origin day#i have no idea who they are
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fuck you fatass you got us arrested 😡
#not a ship !#but if u wanted to see it as one i dont care go ahead#south park#eric cartman#kyle broflovski#this trend is rlly sillly honeslty#south park fanart#my teen designs btw#ignore my HORRIBLE lighting skills thank u#like and subscribe for more
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so this means wille and felice are attending marieberg with simon and sara right
or do the the four of them just move to gothenburg
#i still can't believe we got that ending#fairytale ending indeed#yr s3 spoilers#honeslty i dont even care what would happen next this is just#fantastic
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I often times find myself wondering when interacting with people "am I doing this right?'"
It used to be even more often, I probably was really anxious about it back then. Now... not so much? I still find myself worrying a bit. And especially trying to find the correct "answer" or action to say or do. But. It's not really by any fault of my own. It's just what's expected of me in social situations doesn't always come naturally. So I'm awkward. But idk. While I'll always probably try to find the right answer for things, I'm a bit less worried than I used to be. And I suppose that's something good in a way.
#normal#oh. i dont have to be like this. i can do something different#who the fuck am i really.#diary#personal#i honeslty didnt even think this would turn out to be positive. like. i thought its be a bit more down.#but idk. despite knowing im probably doing a lot of things wrong. im still a bit happier this way.#its been a long while since ive just done things that are more true to myself and now worried about the consequences. so its kinda nice#idk. obviously in places like work i mask much more. but at a coffee shop. or talking with friends. or even alone in my bedroom -#i do it much less. i used to be so self-conscious. i wouldn't even dance alone in my room. its strange to think thats -#just how much pressure society exibits. its impressive really. id try not to do things incase it wasnt#i think in a way the internet really saved me from a lot of that. yeah it probably exasperated some of my problems but it also helps too?#i can find communities and learn about things i love even if i dont participate.#i suppose its nice just knowing#and thats opened up a lot of avenues for me. like. knowing i dont need to be in a relationship. that i can collect stuffed toys.#that i can be obsessed with something stupid. just. a lot of small things like that? it sorta takes off that huge pressure to conform.#idk. i used to be so fixated on conforming and participating. and my mom quite litterally taught me to.#she always used to tell me about how when she had to move around she had to make consessions like that.#or how she didnt like it either just talking with the girls or whatever. so i sorta just thought of it all as normal.#so i just tried more and more and more to press myself into a mold without ever really caring what i liked. or thought#like. i knew what i wanted. but that wasnt right. so i id just. cut off bits n peices of myself.#i remember being oh so frustrated thinking and its so odd to think of now.#because now i just am. and even when im sad im happy. its peaceful really.#really though. being able to label things. and figure out stuff about myself and psychology and everything was amazing#im really glad ive both changed so much - yet really not at all at the same time#i still like the same things i did when i was 6. im still exactly the same at my core tbh.#but im much different from who i was in my teens. to me it really feels like just accepting who i always was.#and like. letting myself be who i was and am. i am me and thats sorta that?#idk. im just philosophizing myself yet again. but i also really enoys doing that XD
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There's a sound out here, under the vehicles and running water
And I can only hear it when they petter out
With the regularity of a siren. But the quality of a bird call, from very far away
Like a mechanized snore, a four beat receding tone, it takes about a second to play
And it repeats. I hear it about 5, maybe 10 times. And it stops. Though I couldn't say if it just stops to me.
I think fantastically, is it passing over mountains? Or whismically. Do birds snore?
Speculatively, if there are crickets in the area, which I have never thought, or heard, before.
And the wind picks up, and I can't hear anything but the susurrous of leaves, and a branch falling that startles me
But it is warm, and smells of blackberries, cards through my hair, and a neighbours wind chime
And touches us all, unknown things, making sounds, in the dark
#some shit#''poetry'' by starlight again#not in a journal this time. im not even wearing my glasses i dont care too much about killing my nightvision#honeslty i really was mostly trying to say hey guys theres a weird sound out here#but eh#also i stumbled into 2 rhyming lines but im not fucking about with rhyming verse at 2 am so take them as they are and nothing more#been meaning to just mention it was blackberry season anyway. cause its a good ass season for there to be#free walk time snack season. and such..
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actively suicidal
#im fiiine#sui tw#ask to tag#personal#not feelin too hot#sorta wish i was .... idk.#i... prolky shouldnt b venting on main but honeslty i dont think i care rn teehee#shut the fuck up#ok anyway#i. hate this feeling#i am not doing well HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!#whatever#sp much efpfrt and for what. some temporary entertainment. whatever#im so that whale is a villain core#^_^#ugh#i need these people in my head to kts liks im so tired of them genuinelu#Whatever!!!!
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ummmmm controversial opinion
#i honeslty dont think that snap thing was a big deal. like yeah theyre gonna care about statistics thats their JOB contrary to popular#belief. for me personally i think of the update accounts as archives more than their capability of updating in real time since admins have#lives so i think the clarification on the amount of time they can post after is kinda eh but not that srs. its kinda like the concept#of drodcast summaries or pics during a stream like idk chill and just WAIT a bit. i rmbr when ppl got pissed about their policy on tiktok#repostings and even when ppl on HERE changed the policy of reposting dranart liked art like he said its more about the ethics of op content#integrity even if its a very miniscule thing like snapchats#nov.txt#mar23
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How do the different yanderes "love" you? (plus some tropes(??) i feel like would fit them)
this was honeslty just practice, and it ended up turning into smt kinda decent, i dont love what ive written but i just needed to get our smt
i blame @fatuismooches for being lovely and having such good harbinger thoughts that they've taken over my mind (fuck you[said with affection])
Yandere! Childe, Scaramouche, Dottore(separate) x gn reader
Childe ("soft and sweet" x unloving and hates touch)
He just spoils you left and right, he feels a little bad when he sees the uncomfortable look in your eyes when he kisses you all over, or when he touches you too much. so he has chosen to spoil you rotten until you finally fall for him, or at least see the way he can take care of you and finally kiss him back.
[He loves you, and that should be known by now, so why do you force his hands to do this, "why cant you just love him like he is", those were the last words you heard before he brought something to your lips and made you drink something unknown]
You are incredibly lucky that the 11th Harbinger is this patient with you, but dont push it too much, he can go to more bloody measures of getting you to fall for him if he sees it's needed. dont worry he wont hurt you too much, he loves you too much to do that, but love is complicated and you cant always control whom you fall in love with, so just love him will you, darling?
after all he knows the aphrodisiac he gave you wont last forever, so it would be better to just fall for him manually, right?
Scaramouche (manipulative, powerful x easily manipulated, weak[...i didnt know what to do here lol])
He might seem like he doesn't love at all, but when you aren't being dragged around to missions and meetings, and all alone with him in your shared chambers, he loves to just hug you, maybe litter kisses on your neck and collarbone. you hated it at first, and you still kind of do, but you've long since gotten used to it all.
He show his love for you when he has his hands all over your body as you dress into the clothes he picked out for you. he cant keep himself off of your lovely body, but would kill if anyone even touch a strand of your hair.
But oh how could you try 'nd leave when this weak little puppet is crying in your arms every night, when he has nightmares about you leaving him, dying when he can't be there to protect you... oh how foolish you are, how stupid you must be to fall for such things, as he has long since abandoned the idea of ever letting go of you.
And he'll make sure you dont let go of him either, because you need him. after all he was the one to save you from danger when you were stupid enough to walk too far into a hilichurl camp. you need protection, and he's rgith here willing to give it for "free".
Dottore (crazy scientist and his crazy lover[aka yandere x yandere but worse])
You lvoe each other in ways normal human minds wouldn't dream of ever understanding. he smiled when you gave him a dead body for experimenting, and the worst part? you had the biggest grin on your face, and a massive amount of blood on your hands and clothes, much to the dismay of many onlookers.
And then there's the fact that neither of you even spare a glance at the amount of blood on the others' clothes, or at least it looks like you don't. but when you are in the privacy of your shared bedroom (though filled with dead onlookers in the closet) you reward each other for getting rid of anyone who dares to interrupt, or archons forbid break, the love you two have.
It has been made a daily occurrence for you both to randomly disappear from the building with a fatui agent, who had taken too much attention from the other, and then come back alone with bloodied hands, and being greeted by a two-minute-long kiss when opening the lap doors again.
just two crazy maniacs in love, awwww (if they arent wanted in at least 6 nations they need to be)
thx for reading whatever this is, luv ya -Masterlist
You are welcome to reblog and like any of my posts, but you CAN NOT translate, copy or hate on anybody for liking my posts
#genshin impact#genshin x reader#gn reader#noelle´s maiden#yandere scaramouche#yandere#yandere dottore#yandere childe#yandere genshin x reader#dottore x reader#childe x reader#tartaglia#scaramouche x reader#scaramouche#this is just some random shit tbh
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one piece smau: dating eustass kid edition
-> male reader <333 + kid is so unhinged but this is how i truly believe he'd act on social media to be really real + also him being the definition of "i'm mean to everyone but u"
-> nsfw (mentioned and implied)
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iloveeustass: this is crazy he's actually doing the work instead of trying to kill a random passerby
tagged: [name]s.man
[name]s.man: if it's not you, i could honeslty care less on how i treat other people
-> k1ller: this is definitely not how u shd be living life
-> h34ttt_: and u wonder why no one outside of our friendgroup likes u
-> [name]s.man: i've never wondered this, i don't need other ppl to like me when i already have a wonderful boyfriend to call mine who very much likes me.
uso_pp: how a sweetheart like [name] is compatible with an ASSHOLE REPULSIVE AND RUDE man is beyond me. but as long as he's happy !!!
-> iloveeustass: he's not as bad as everyone says i swearrrrr
-> uso_pp: that's only cuz u don't have to suffer like the rest of us [name]. ur mans is fuckinhg terrifying to be around
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[name]s.man: i lovveeeee my possessive boyfriend
tagged: iloveeustass
iloveeustass: you're the exact same way pls what is this post
-> [name]s.man: match made in heaven
dr.law: do u have to constantly post abt ur relationship eustass?
-> [name]s.man: someone here is just jealousssss
dni_nami: thankful everyday that we don't see each other at school i think id rather kms than see ur nasty ass (not [name] though, pls tell him we all miss him <3)
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-> [name]s.man: WHAT TH FUCK IS THIS
-> iloveeustass: aww i miss u guys too nami hopefully we can hang soon
-> dni_nami: ofc! jus dont bring ur stinky boyfriend
-> [name]s.man: DONT IGNORE ME UNDER MY OWN POST
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k1ller: someone save me they're gonna start eating each other
tagged: iloveeustass and [name]s.man
bonneys.jewels: i ran away from them the moment i saw kid's lipstick on his face
-> [name]s.man: u guys are acting like we fucked on the couch and made everyone watch
-> bonneys.jewels: that's not what u guys were doing? i could've sworn ur pants were off or smth
-> [name]s.man: u fucking liar wtfff
h34ttt_: a business meeting and they couldn't be serious for a second of it.
-> iloveeustass: wym me and kid were very serious???
-> h34ttt_: serious in trying to suck each other off in front of everyone??? yeah. u two were very serious
dr.law: knew i made the right decision in staying home
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bonneys.jewels: thank god [name] and kid started dating because kid's outfits have gotten monumentally better
tagged: [name]s.man and iloveeustass
iloveeustass: those leopard print pants he owned....
-> bonneys.jewels: tell me u burned them
-> iloveeustass: burned them and threw their ashes in the ocean
[name]s.man: i'll excuse u posting these photos of us without my permissions solely because he looks so good in these wowowwww
-> k1ller: [name] existing saving us from hearing kid rant for hours on end about smth unimportant <3 thank god
godfatherbege: eustass' fashion was always questionable to me, i assumed all kids your age dressed purposely terrible
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-> iloveeustass: LMDOOAOD BEGE IM DEAD
-> [name]s.man: don't show your face to me ever again bege or i'll kill you
liked by freeluffy, [name]s.man, and 12k others
iloveeustass: his new haircut is so sexy oh my god
tagged: [name]s.man
[name]s.man: i'm gonna have sex with you in front of everyone
-> k1ller: no fucking thank u
-> h34ttt_: OH MY GOOOOOODDDD a day of peace woujld be great thanks
freeluffy: OOOOO was the food yummy guys???
-> [name]s.man: fuck off my boyfriend's instagram bastard
-> iloveeustass: it was rlly good luffy <333 i know you would've love their steak, i highly reccommend!!!
xxxdrake: i bet kid didn't even pay for half off of the bill, his broke ass
-> [name]s.man: I PAID FOR THE ENTIRE MEAL??? WAT IS UR ISSUE DO U WNAT TO FIGHT OR SMETHING
-> uso_pp: FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT
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dr.law: all these two do is sit in a corner and bully ppl on their phone
tagged: [name]s.man and iloveeustass
iloveeustass: it's only kid that makes fun of ppl i'm the one telling him to stop
-> dr.law: fine i'll give u that one
[name]s.man: all i'm saying is - if you're not [name] why on earth should i b nice to u
-> dni_nami: a somewhat respectable trait to have
-> princesanji: NAMMIIII I WOULD DEFAME ANY PERSON YOU WNATED ME TO IF IT MEANS I COULD WIN YOUR FAVOORRR
freeluffy: not true traofoyyy ! me and [name] played supermario kart :)
-> iloveeustass: and i won all of the races >:)
-> freeluffy: NEXT TIME I'LL BEAT U [NAMEEEE]
-> [name]s.man: why is he flirting with my boyfriend right in front of me
iloveeustass' story:
stole his lipstick just for this pic
[name]s.man replied to your story: we should both wear my lipstick the next time we have sex it'll b like a painting
#≡;- ꒰ ° smau series ꒱#one piece smau#one piece modern au#one piece x male reader#x reader#x male reader#one piece imagines#eustass kid x male reader#eustass kid x reader#eustass kid imagines#one piece eustass kid imagines
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Ok so I genunily hate Tomden also people calling Tom a p€d0 and groomer- what the fuck is wrong with you they are both adults.
Ok so here is a list why I hate Tomden
-Aiden has a loveing bf no resone to cheat on James.
-Tom has a partener from what was revealed in all stars.
-Whole "ship" is made to trigger Jake's (possible) BPD traits and symtoms
-Ellie is forceing it aswell just to mess with Jake
-Its fucking queerbaiting alteast looks like it
-Aiden does NOT like Tom mentioned in the show
-Is a shit ship.
-Most Tomden fans I met are toxic as fuck.
Tomden fans fell free to hete this post try to argue and shit go argue with the wall bc I honeslty dont care. Tomden is a bad ship period.
#tw pedophila mention#tw grooming mention#disventure camp#tom disventure camp#disventure camp jake#aiden disventure camp#ellie disventure camp#bad ships#argue with the wall#idc what you say
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AROACE POLYSHO ???? SPILL SPILL SPILL TWLL ME ALL ABOUT IT PLEASE
AROACE POLYSHOW AROACE POLYSHOW THE GREATEST THING OF ALL TIME.
things of note that i think are fun.... nene and rui had major questioning phases pre-wxs about being aroace. i'd imagine nene being really confused why everyone around her seemed so interested in dating and romance and the whole amatanormative feel of dramatic media and such. it's in so many plays, and people get in so many shipping wars/draw suggestive art for games. it's hard to ignore as a theater kid and gamer. she didn't get it and felt isolated. she came across the term aroace online but had a hard time accepting that she might be that, but eventually silently embraced it. rui on the other hand knew full well he was not like other people. he's not the kind of guy who would pick and choose a crush that isn't there. being aroace and a middle/high schooler made him feel even more lonely and alienated from his peers. he agknowledged the fact he was aroace pretty easily, but it took him a lot longer to accept that isn't a bad thing at all.
emu and tsukasa had NO clue they were aroace. did not occur to them at all. emu had to be told it was a thing and she went "huh? OHHH THATS ME !!!! :D". skipped teh entire questioning/am i broken stage and went right to "hehehehehehe". (though other people don't believe her that often. emu is so full of love. how could someone like her not fall in love with other people? she's too young. she hasn't met the right person yet. it's just a phase. her siblings started off as ignorantly aphobic, but then realized the fault of their ways and learned.). my hc for tsukasa is a bit different than other peoples, but i am fully convinced he thought he was bisexual for teh LONGEST time. "guys and girls can both be good looking, so i must be bi! yeah the extent of my feelings is "they're cool" ... what do you mean that's not what a crush is". it was a shocking revelation to him that people actually want to kiss/have sex for real. he's accepted being aroace and actively embraces it, though he still feels connected to teh bi label. he'd like the concept of tertiary attraction and probably label as bi aroace, to honor both.
i like to think that tsukasa accidentally came out first (accidentally meaning he simply forgot to tell them and then was surprised when they were all surprised). emu was like !!!!! omg samsies and nene laughed and came out, too. wxs were the first people rui ever said the words "aromantic asexual" out loud to.
i personally think aroace polyshow never actually labeled themeselves as such, but BOY do tehy act like they're all married. they just care about each other soooooo much. its platonic its queer platonic its romantic its everything all blended together. if its them, they can do anything. with the shared knowledge of being aroace, they all also sort of feel more comfortable being openly affectionate, yknow? there's no risk of misinterpretation of intent- they love each other. they love each other in a way that they cannot describe and most people wouldn't understand. they are tied by their love of shows and their love of each other. emu is really physically affectionate and they all feel safe cuddling with her. rui lightheartedly flirts and half the time i dont think he even realizes he's doing it, the other half he's just trying to be silly. nene excels in the silent acts of love, making sure the stage is clean and there's always a few snacks backstage and honeslty just being there for everyone.
they have game night/sleepover every once in a while, usually during planning stages of shows. there's also a high likelyhood one goes to another's house at least once a week for some reason.
oh also they never do romance plays ever. it was a revelation tehy only came to after coming out. it just... never occured to them to do one. and now that they all know none of them can fall in love they actively try and avoid it. they've re-written fables to be about the power of friendship, or re-imagined the tale to the point romance wouldn't even be on anyone's mind. it's not a theme the audience ever picks up on, but at the same time they do? they don't realize the pattern but nobody ever comes out of a show with that interpretation. their shows are a hit every time, too. ("story" doesn't mean "romance", after all).
wonderlands x showtime isn't a romance. it's a love story.
#i LOVE aroace polyshow with all my heart#literally ask me anything about them and i will tell you they are just. mmmmm. theater kids in love none of them can fall in it.#ace answers an ask!
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I've been popping pills like they're candy lately. (Also known as I've been in pain a lot and my allergies are horrible bc of all the mold in my room).
#diary#personal#on another note entirely that i didnt want to put it in the main thing. i feel so. different from what ppl know me as sometimes#like. i may talk to you. and you may think you know me. but do you really? ive been thinking. if ppl met me would they even like me?#like. when i have meltdowns or sensory overload or just need time to chill n stim. or just lay down n nap#like. idk if others could tollerate that of me. if i met someone irl and arent heavily masking my personality you can tell im strange#fuck. just today i spent like 5-10 mins just. tapping on my collarbones hard bc it feels nice feeling ur bones vibrate#idk. like. honeslty i cant even put it into words and speaking itself is so ineffective tbh.#it just really sucks tho. cuz i mask so much of myself so much of the time. i mask the pain. i mask my happiness.#heck i even mask everything inbetween.#honestly i sorta just dont believe anyone would like me if i acted how i want to. like. i am very autistic natually. VERY AUTISTIC#i just hide all of that for everyones comfort and it makes things activly less enjoyable for me.#idk. i just. want to go out. cling to someone i care about and make them guide me. wear noise cancelling headphones everywhere#i rly just want to never go anywhere loud or crowded (even tho i like trying new food n things).#i want to jump up and down when im happy. run when i feel. scream if i want. cry if i need.#id like it if someone saw me meltdown or shutdown they wouldnt freak out.#id like to be able to mess up things in social situations and it wouldnt matter. i just wouldnt worry about if id still have a friend.#id like to be able to be heard when i say no i cant have/do that. i really wish that was the case even now.#i. really have just become so much more autistic the more ive focused on myself. my needs and my feelings .#like. today my dad wanted to order something that *admittedly* is the exact same thing i was gonna order.#HOWEVER THERE IS ONE KEY DIFFERENCE. IT IS NOT WHAT I PICKED OUT. so what if its different from what i want????#i cant have that!! so i panicked a lot. and he repeatedly ignored me when i said no i dont want x food.#eventually mom stepped in and made it so i got what i wanted.#yknow? existing hurts so much. just all of the time too. i keep on coming back lately to the same thought.#over and over and over again on repeat. just. idk. its hard to explain.#i keep on thinking how itd be better if i was like replaced with someone else. if someone else was born instead of me.#like. im utterly useless. but maybe if only x sperm was born instead of me they wouldnt be like me. idk.#maybe then everyone would be happy. maybe then theyd be able to work and make my parents and everyone else happy.#theyd be able to fit in. they could lead a much better life than me. i wish i wasnt so utterly useless.#i just want a long break. its exhausting living and im not rly cut out for it. too bad i wont get one anytime soon. god i hate this.
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honeslty nextmonth i want to go to the dr for boner pills because my boner doesnt work But i heard they have side effects & all that. what do i need to know i dont care to look it up, does like, viagra interact with spironalactone or any common recreational drugs or alcohol, fill me in, get me in the know.. i know theres others besides viagra are they better? or worse?
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life update:
hi y'all,
honestly i haven't been posting because im so caught up in studying for the back to back mocks, i have 2 in a week, yesterdays mock i scored so less, way less than my expectation , and way less than what i worked for, i had 3 days and trust me despite putting my everything and feeling confident i got nothing ( the fruit of hardwork) despite having such bad period cramps and wanting to rest i went to extreme 12 hours of study, and its disappointing that it did not pay back atleast in the form of a good score but rather a very low score.
i cried yesterday after coming home, if people are able to score 500-600 above why am i not,honeslty the thought of suici*e came to my mind too, but im not a loser, i cant give up after wasting so much of my dads money and putting in sm effort, then had to restart studying for the next mock, it aint full syllabus, its just some chapters compiled, im going to focus more on question practice.
i want to reach out to this ex bestfriend of mine whom i hold as close in my heart and as my elder sis, but idk if she feels the same and the last convo we had she clearly didn't want me in her life, but i feel mixed reaction from her recently when we spoke through an anonymous platform. but reaching out to her can make someone close to me upset and angry with me. i think im just on my period mood swings and feeling lonely , having no one to believe in me and motivate and love me.
take care everyone, good luck to all neet aspirants, may we pass with flying colors and get selected ! <3
my senior advised that they purposely make such hard papers , neet is easier than this, if you're able to solve pyqs and past papers then you're good. also i saw a video where a girl was in the top 20 the whole year and she got 603 or less in real neet cus she stopped focusing on ncert and went to jee adv level q for neet, and a girl who used to get 400s went to 700 in real neet by focusing on ncert so anything can happen, a miracle or a bad thing too , so dont stop believing in god and yourself.
Thankyou for reading if you did.
#neetexam#neetcore#i need sleep#study aesthetic#neetpreparation#physics#student#period cramps#period pain#scores#chemistry#biology
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-INTRO-
ive been on this app for a while and i forgot to do an intro so here it is bc i have nothing else to do xx
basic white girl but inlove w emos 💞💞
th isnt the only band i listen to, i have a personality ok? i fw depeche mode, rammstein, evanessence, queen, slipknot, lana del rey and fuck it might aswell add taylor swift and sumn if im at my lowest
i love my mutuals so much come makeout
i do have some face reveals on my page if ur rly interested js dont be suprised i dont look mature cuz i aint xx
im romanian and hungarian but i dont know jack shit in romanian so dont dm me using big words most of the time i cant even speak any language, all i know is how to curse and introduce myself in romanian… i also abvi speak english and the tiniest bit of german
im a fag💞💞💞i dont think this is suprising
i like to talk so dm me bc i will text u back i promise pook
im not always online bc i spend most of my time on insta for sum reasonnnn
i like shows like skins and other 2000s shows about teens🙏🙏🙏
okay i honeslty couldnt give two pink flying fucks if ur underage or not and read my fanfics… yall r dramatic saying its 18+ and mdni.. like do yall not understand minors have feelings too? plus they dont care fosho lmao
im not sure what else to add but i dont have any rules on my page so yaaa love yalllllll
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