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nerdy-talks · 5 months

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I know I’m a bit late to the party, and this topic has already been discussed by others… but I wanted to add my own thoughts/opinions regarding Lesson 35.

Personally… I think Mammon is absolutely correct :

Oh, I beg to differ, Satan.

Maybe Lucifer won't be fully controlled by his own powers, but it's extremely possible that he's being heavily influenced by them.

I'll go a step further and say I firmly believe that, although Lucifer may be better equipped at controlling himself/hiding the fact that his sin is starting to take over compared to his brothers, he IS still being greatly affected by his pride.

I previously said that Lucifer genuinely seems so manipulative and borderline controlling now (moreso than ever).

I also said that I strangely like that side of him not just in a kinky way either lol. I just truly mean that, generally speaking.

Why?

Because doesn’t it fit Lucifer perfectly?

I mean, think about it :

A prideful demon such as Lucifer couldn’t possibly be wrong. His viewpoint is the only thing that should make sense. His opinions matter, his advice and decisions should be accepted with the utmost gratitude. Because Lucifer knows best.

He’s right.

Call me crazy, but I feel like all of that plays in so well with the power struggle going on between Lucifer and MC right now.

(In reality, I would be butting heads way more with Lucifer. Simply because I am a pretty stubborn person, and I would challenge his idea that he knows me better than I know myself..... Yes, I still haven't let that go lol)

But I’m most excited for what may happen next…. because I wonder if Mephisto’s arrival will end up fueling Lucifer’s sin.

We all know how much Mephisto dislikes Lucifer.

And it’s bad enough that Mephisto is going to successfully interrupt a private trip between Lucifer and MC… but if Mephisto starts questioning and/or contradicting Lucifer, inserting himself in their conversations, acting like he knows more than Lucifer… perhaps it will lead to Lucifer’s pride consuming him.

After all, who is Mephisto or anything else to question or challenge the Avatar of Pride?~

Plus if MC is directly involved, I’m positive that will only exacerbate matters.

Well… either way, MC will be involved because we have to save our favorite sadistic old man haha xD

Anyway!

I am seriously looking forward to the next Lesson.

Maybe I’m a bit of a sadist myself for saying this, but I kinda really want to see Lucifer struggle to control his sin to the point where he absolutely needs MC’s help.

At the very least, it would be a good reason for Lucifer to potentially give in/change his mind and finally make a pact with us.

Either way, I’m excited for what will come next (:

#I meant to post this sooner #but I literally slept an entire day #I will NEVER take Benadryl ever again #even though my allergies are still killing me #I think it's because the weather has been unusually mild/warm here #which I'm not complaining about #I'm just sick of my eyes being all watery #it looks like I'm constantly crying lol #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me nightbringer #obey me lucifer #obey me lucifer avatar of pride #lucifer avatar of pride #obey me nightbringer lucifer #obey me nightbringer lucifer avatar of pride #obey me nightbringer lesson 35 #obey me thoughts

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wackulart · 1 year

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being an artist means i can have philip wittebane give me a lil kiss gnight

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heystephen · 10 months

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i feel sooo spoiled for like. having it actually affect my mental health that im not seeing taylor next weekend lol like it sounds so stupid and unserious but i really am that sad over it

#more contest results came in and i lost again and literally cried and then slept the entire day off #this has been a post*

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confinesofmy · 2 months

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i really couldn't hack it in a city. i let a man holding a 48 pack of water go ahead of me in aldi because duh, i had a full cart of groceries. and there was only one queue open. so duh.

this man thanked me. THREE times. i think i made his day.

#also! very exciting! the cashier who's been my cashier every time i've been called me darling today 🥺#i got a good grade in customer #didn't go to the theater because i barely slept last night so the day would've been too long #but next time i will #aldi + eating predominantly fresh produce = my fridge is FULL #no joke. it has never been this full ever before even when i was a kid #maybe parosmia is a blessing in disguise because i spent about 10 minutes today hunting for a frozen food i thought wouldn't trigger it #just like every time literally could not do it #and decided to just 'make do' with an entire fridge full of fresh food‚ pasta/rice/grain‚ frozen veg‚ plus dairy meat etc #😪 guess i'll just have to keep eating lots and lots of mostly or completely unprocessed meals 🤧#adam talks too much

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sugarsnappeases · 5 months

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just had like ten hours sleep in a row i’m feeling ready to take on god and win

#i haven’t slept for so long literally this entire term #but yesterday my permanent headache was impossible to ignore #but now!!#i’m feeling spry and spritely like a spring chicken!!#ready and raring for a day of reading renaissance literature

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girlwiththegreenhat · 10 months

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seeing that someone I follow was also at anime Midwest makes me wonder if we passed at some point at the con? how many people I follow on Tumblr have I passed in person but didn't know? If you were win cosplay I may have even taken a picture with you? Small world huh?

small world! :V i was not in the cosplay contest as a cosplayer, but my brother was and you can spot him from a mile away (HE WAS IN THE CONTEST AND WON BEST PROP AND I WILL CONTINUE TO SHOVE IT IN EVERYONES FACE HEEHEE)

(... if you saw a scrungy looking lilith clawthorne guiding him around like a blind puppy because he can't see for Shit with this thing on, dat me :3)

#liz blogs #anime midwest #amw #cosplay #armor #WE BUILT THIS TOGETHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM VERY EXCITED ABOUT IT ITS VERY COOL #i painted a lot and made some of the accents hhjsdjfhsdf i am good at weaving and braiding barbed wire And Paint #we were on stage together so Anybody who stuck around for the winners portion definitely saw me #i look so unimpressive and awkward by comparison lmfao and it was so loud i couldn't hear shit so i'm just bumbling around like a fool #he said he wanted me with him on stage both as a guide and bc i helped so much #this was mostly unpainted 1am the night before the con and he said if it weren't for me it wouldn't have gotten done #i paint Fast #he did not. sleep. he was up All night finishing it then he slept 40 minutes in the car and Conventioned all day #he made my cosplay too though but he made it before anime central a few months ago #dudes dedicated. he deserves it #he literally added all that fur. friday night. in the hotel room. after wearing it all day. no sleep. dudes cracked hes insane hes batshit #the blade glows orange through the cracks but the battery died after his performance </3 #i did not need to spend this entire post yelling about my brothers cool costume but i did actually because it IS very cool #giant glaive! a gun on his back you can't see here! the knife in his pocket! three fucking props he is NUTS #... i forgot i also mostly painted the other two props <3 that was me also #i can't foamsmith for shit but by god can i paint #.................................................. anyway! yeah maybe we saw each other 👁👁

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harryshomebaby · 1 year

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the way my body just refuses to fall asleep any night before im back to work after 2+ days off… why

#I’ve never had insomnia in my life #and now it’s like I worry I won’t get enough sleep to feel good for work the next day so my body reads that as anxiety #and I can’t fall asleep the entire night #it’s 6am and i just laid in bed with my closed drifting in and out of dreams since 10pm #that’s such bullshiiiiiit #like I’ve tried cbd to help with this #I fucking bought melatonin gummies #but nope #without fail the one night a week I will now never sleep on is Sunday #or in this case last night cause I was sick and had to take the last two days off #even keeping a consistent sleep schedule on the weekends doesn’t help #it’s getting fucking exhausting #the last time I slept for even a few hours on a night like this was bc I sobbed out of frustration and that made me tired enough to pass out #that ain’t good lmao #anyway idk what to do I’m probably going to quit my job soon because of how it’s affecting me outside of work #I actually love my job believe it or not #but I need to sleep #I’ve slept like a fucking baby the last like 8 nights too #so it’s literally just when I have to work the next day after I’ve been away for a couple days- weekends included #STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID #anyway I hope I’m not totally miserable today running on zero hours of proper sleep #happy wednesday #rant

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kitxkatrp · 1 year

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I managed to sit up long enough to do my drafts, somebody be proud of me?

Back to collapsing I go probably.

#{ Kitten Speaks }#{ I slept literally the entire day and my body still has the gall to be exhausted }

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ghostzzy · 2 years

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realizing things. etc etc

#i can be very critical of myself sometimes #because at 25 i still haven’t had half the experiences other people my age tend to have #and because my sense of self and my ability to care for myself are still so subpar.#but . uh. i spent my entire formative decade with my identity behavior persona being completely fucking split down the middle.#and my parents were actively Not Speaking and intentionally raising us in opposite environments for that ENTIRE TIME.#i never slept in the same bed for 3 consecutive days. for my ENTIRE adolescence.#how the fuck could i do ANY kind of development in that situation.#how was i supposed to coalesce into A Real Person when i was being alternated between the freezer and the frying pan 3-4 times a week.#[not saying growing up w two households divorced parents etc is inherently traumatizing but like. my situation absolutely was.#as i am realizing. right now.]#i couldn’t even begin reconciling myself as An Individual until i moved into my own place. which was. fall 2019.#and guess what happened 5 months later. [a global pandemic happened.]#IT KINDA MAKES A LOT OF SENSE THAT IM A STUNTED TEEN OF A 25YO.#AND I THINK. PROBABLY. THAT THIS IS FINE.#like. god. no wonder i struggle so much to maintain consistency . in literally every aspect of my life.#i absolutely never learned how to be a single continuous Person for more than 72 hours at a time. LMAO #izzy.txt

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realasslesbian · 2 years

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And in conclusion; females definitely have a harder time navigating the world with disability. The last job I was fired from over my epilepsy, there was also a new male kid who took every other day off bc he had insomnia, and that was always totally cool with the predominantly male management, which was extremely surprising to me since I always got chewed out on all of the half dozen times in five years that I called in sick from the literal ER department. My bro never had to get any medical certificates for his constant weak man syndrome, but I sure had to have the paperwork everytime I literally nearly died. And that's basically the way it's always been. Man could call in sick for a papercut and everyone gotta bend over backwards for his ass, but fuck any woman with a serious health issue tho

#literally insomnia tho #i actually laughed when my boss told me that's why he'd called in sick #like #insomnia is a fuckin side effect of the medications i gotta take for much worse problems #lmao #i literally had not slept for two straight days when i had to cover this male man's shift #bc he had insomnia #stop the entire fuckin world for this man's huge problems lmao #anyway as you can tell i hated that job #feminism #disability #ableism

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truethes · 2 years

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ngl it’s actually so devastating when in chapter 100 tsurugi reveals that the count is, in fact, not dead.

#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#servamp spoilers /#imagine taking a choice which makes you break every good/positive dynamic you've held for literally 400+ years ONLY to discover the cause #didnt even happen.#he lost seemingly positive relationships with half of his siblings.#left the only person who he well and truly grew to care for to complete it #was kept in some sort of captivity and forced to sleep between 100-200 years #and while its important he grows as a person. he now has to settle with the fact that actually. NVM! the anger/grief/sadness he's made #people who love him and he love back feel ... wasn't actually ever finished #the grief he felt himself and the regret over taking out the count ....#none of it was fully done in the endgame.#you really see the shock in kuros face in that seen but it gets so easily covered up that it makes me so upset ... sir. sir /please/#i love london arc as everyone knows but also ... just kinda want kuro to take another long nap after it #man hasn't slept for three days ( it's hinted in the first night he spent the entire night awake in the front room deliberating how to get #rid of the flower. then he's been fighting for two days with his inner self. )#exposing all these parts of himself #and then once he gets in a better place than he imagined for absolute years. he just gets that and is expected to just be okay.#YEAH I TOO WOULD TURN INTO GLOOP IF I WAS FORCED INTO THIS #im rlly a kuro apologist at this point ... sorry not sorry.#ILL BE HERE TO WRITE TOMORROW!! thinking about spending the rest of my evening on pinte.rest bc i am so. tired.

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thursdayg1rl · 1 year

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ok no dicking about now im going into exam mode

#have decided i will have to actually revise at night now #instead of coming home after school and immediately just lying in bed #also trying sleep restriction therapy in a desperate attempt to stop waking up in the middle of the night #like i feel way better sleeping for the same time but uninterrupted #so if i try for 6.5 hours every weeknight and like 9 on the weekends #that'll be better than getting like 4/5 every day and being miserable even though i tried to go to bed at 9.30 #at least thats my thought #i think the final straw was the day before the maths trip when i slept for like 4 hours and had a migraine the entire time #the train home was literally torture #but yeah anyways #really trying for these exams #also if i get all a*s they'll have to give me academic colours..#i was one of the ones on the shortlist the first term but i didnt get any of the excellent effort grades.#and im not going to start talking in class now so.#have to rely solely on the grades #also the fact that this is one of the main factors in predicted grades #just need to focus on chemistry and maths #physic will be fine as long as i wrap my head around waves

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lordendsavior · 1 year

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if harry still looks or sounds ill at tonight’s show I will be shrinking myself down to the size of a white blood cell, putting on a pair of microscopic boxing gloves, entering his body and fighting the virus myself

can you do that in my body too while you’re at it? bc i don’t know if i’m coming down with sth or what but since the moment i got up today i’ve been feeling like my brain and my body are functioning at 50% max

#and i slept like 7 hours #so i don’t know what the fuck is going on #i literally just called my mum instead of my dad and i realized only when my mum answered the phone #i’ve felt like a zombie the entire day #or like i’m on auto-pilot #that somebody else is moving my limbs and saying words and thinking things for me #anonymous

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silly-storm-chaser · 1 year

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Christmas without chocolate is pretty fucking depressing.

#this is entirely my fault #but i have literally slept on the couch all day with my new blanket #only been able to have a yogurt and avacado all day #joy

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theamazingannie · 1 year

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Saw someone say Taylor Swift is objectively worse than N*cki M*naj for the terrible crime of *checks notes* using a private jet to travel because if she were to use any other long distance form of travel then people would harass her as oppose to N*cki’s terrible crime of…oh yeah…defending her rapist husband

#people trashing her over this private jet thing #as If that is even close to the worst thing a celebrity could do #as If she hasn’t on multiple occassions had crazies try to DRAG HER OFF HER STAGE AT HER OWN CONCERT #where there is SECURITY EVERYWHERE #she had a man break into her home while she was gone to SLEEP IN HER BED #she is literally not safe traveling with normal people because of crazy stans AND because of the people who hate her so much #like literally her biggest crime is being too famous and being privileged #meanwhile there are celebrities who are actual rapists and abusers and openly bigots #who don’t get nearly the same criticisms she gets #‘all her music sounds the same’ even if it did (which it certainly does not) why is that so terrible???#there are celebrities who are decently big that have been making the same music for DECADES and no one blinks an eye #she makes music in multiple GENRES #you don’t have to love her or even like her all that much it’s just so annoying seeing all the hate she gets #sorry for the rant I’m not even tagging this it’s just 2am and I’m EXHAUSTED #(mentally not physically cuz I just slept the entire day cuz I’m not doing well)

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crimsongrimoire · 2 years

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personally love the thought of like. especially in modern au stuff. something happening between them, perhaps not in a fully lucid state of mind or not-not-emotionally-fraught circumstances or a fwb situation, and kaeya takes it upon himself to go "well if he doesn't make a Thing out of it i won't either"

#crow.txt #not writing #it just seems like a very him move #just the. they hook up and then act so normal about it cause who the fuck is breaking THAT ice huh #the answer is neither of them until it becomes entirely too daunting a task compared to where it started but also Not doing it is harder #they just see each other acting normal outside The Circumstance so its like okay well HE doesnt care like i do its fine #newsflash he absolutely does and thinks the same of you because you two are playing 27d chess against yourselves #literally just a casual competition of who can overthink it the worst and assume the other will reject them fastest. its probably kaeya #when they have slept together at least once and are both still thinking about it and pretending to be unaffected when they are ILL over it #cant remember if i had anything else to add ive been writing this in bits between work #I WANNA WRITE RN SO BAD. soon. its always like this. kicking my ass to write after im off. i try to every day but yknow #ive been sucked back into actually playing genshin somewhat rip. esp since i just got kokomi AND albedo rerun coming up. pleeeeaase c3....#as i kept talking this is also a very canon him thing too. moreso him. i was just thinking of a specific wip as i was rambling.#(it was the body shots one)

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