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#was kept in some sort of captivity and forced to sleep between 100-200 years
truethes · 2 years
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ngl it’s actually so devastating when in chapter 100 tsurugi reveals that the count is, in fact, not dead. 
#❛    ♡    ›    jupiter   :   𝐨𝐨𝐜.#servamp spoilers /#imagine taking a choice which makes you break every good/positive dynamic you've held for literally 400+ years ONLY to discover the cause#didnt even happen.#he lost seemingly positive relationships with half of his siblings.#left the only person who he well and truly grew to care for to complete it#was kept in some sort of captivity and forced to sleep between 100-200 years#and while its important he grows as a person. he now has to settle with the fact that actually. NVM! the anger/grief/sadness he's made#people who love him and he love back feel ... wasn't actually ever finished#the grief he felt himself and the regret over taking out the count ....#none of it was fully done in the endgame.#you really see the shock in kuros face in that seen but it gets so easily covered up that it makes me so upset ... sir. sir /please/#i love london arc as everyone knows but also ... just kinda want kuro to take another long nap after it#man hasn't slept for three days ( it's hinted in the first night he spent the entire night awake in the front room deliberating how to get#rid of the flower. then he's been fighting for two days with his inner self. )#exposing all these parts of himself#and then once he gets in a better place than he imagined for absolute years. he just gets that and is expected to just be okay.#YEAH I TOO WOULD TURN INTO GLOOP IF I WAS FORCED INTO THIS#im rlly a kuro apologist at this point ... sorry not sorry.#ILL BE HERE TO WRITE TOMORROW!! thinking about spending the rest of my evening on pinte.rest bc i am so. tired.
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