I just couldn't stop cumming so I inserted a trigger in my brain so everytime I cum I'll get more stupid and dumb more blank and slutty so one day I can edge so long that I only cum when master told me to
So I've got a new phone and finally have to deal with the reality of not having an audio jack to play music in my car (the car is also old, so no Bluetooth or anything). I've been working through a dusty old cd collection, at least 5-6 years old, which has been fun because along with all the Florence and the machine say anything cds I've got a bunch of cds I burned at the time, at least half of them have absolutely no indication of what's on them (one is marked wtn, so weather songs I liked, another has homestuck fanart so hs songs, and one just says "ay lmao" which I believe was some kind "meme" of that time period).
Anyway all of this was just to explain the full body shock I just experienced when I heard "you're walking in the woods, there's no one around, and your phone is dead..."
Just say you think cp is ok as long as the minors are fictional you fuckin pedophile
Normally I ignore hostile or pre-judgmental asks on the off chances I get them, but I'll make exception for this one because it seems like a good opportunity for some much needed nuance-- also because I get this person's disgust, I really do.
But you, my fella, must understand that this isn't about the morality or even lack thereof behind dark fictional content, at all. You must realize that wanting dark and taboo fictional content (yes including that one you mentioned) not being allowed to exist actually does nothing to improve or protect irl lives, much on the contrary actually. No, I don't think there's any possible moral reason behind fictional cp content (nor do I find it 'ok',) but once again, this isn't about morality.
Please take a moment to read this thread (it words this topic better than me) then think it over. Trust me, it's a better use of your time than annoying ppl online with words you can't even bother standing up for with your name/face.
hey there some really disgusting shitheads who torture and kill cats/kittens for entertainment and profits so here's a link to a site to learn more and get them to fucking stop
MASSIVE TW FOR DISTURBING SHIT!!!!!!! not rlly graphic but very upsetting.
I often think of Andrew’s lows in the way dissociation, or more accurately derealisation and depersonalisation, can be. For some it’s not retreating into the mind but feeling like your sense of the world go numb, as if everything is covered in cotton and your sense of self leaking away to an empty dead state. That’s how I see Andrew for some aspects of his depression. Being so out of it that it’s hard for him to properly grip something with his hands, so out of it he can’t even feel the panic that would normally cause because he couldn’t defend himself like that. Just laying to rot in bed barely able to move.
Dissociation for some isn’t being able to escape the situation that’s caused it, it’s distancing everything in the moment and then for some forgetting later. With Andrew’s memory I doubt he’d forget, I think he’d hate how defenceless it makes him and in some ways that’s already represented in how he does what you might consider grounding techniques (smoking mostly).
Depersonalisation and derealisation is an experience folks with complex PTSD can have, for me that aligns a lot with how I see Andrew and how he works (of course bipolar too but that’s not my area). I’m soft with the HC of Andrew learning to be more grounded with the world, feel safe to not shut everything down and have things with Neil to help him ground
one of the reasons I can't really see myself dating a tme lesbian is because so fucking many of them, even if they're trans themselves, think they're incapable of being transmisogynistic. like. there's an inherent power difference between us and sooooooo many tme lesbians want to deny that because they have this gut feeling that they're more oppressed on the basis of being afab and I straight up do not feel safe enough to date someone who thinks that.
and like. that's the thing. a lot of them just never even stop to consider that trans women might feel unsafe around them - they think of it being the other way around. and like, idk, the thought of dating someone who views me as a dangerous man even a little bit, even if they won't admit it and don't think they do, is one of the most terrifying prospects imaginable, because I know that at any time they could turn around and discard me like garbage, tell everyone I know that I'm a dangerous abusive predatory tranny in order to isolate me so that I have no one to turn to.
tme lesbians will read this and think I'm exaggerating, think that kind of thing would only happen if I was actually dangerous and abusive and predatory, completely unaware that I've just described the personal life experience of like 70% of the trans women I know. they don't fucking understand how unbelievably common it is for trans women to be abused, beaten, groomed, and raped by their afab partners, only to have those partners turn around and paint them as the abusers and isolate them. no matter how many times I hear a new variation of this story it never stops making me cry. it makes me want to hold them and give them my unconditional love, tell them they're not dangerous, tell them they deserve gentleness and understanding and safety, make them really believe they deserve someone who will respect their boundaries and desires. if you've ever wondered why trans women mostly only date other trans women, it's because nobody else is doing that for us.
My fiancé has a trigger that when I say Paws she raises her hands in “kitten paws” it’s an amusing power play for me because she usually drops her phone in her lap, or gives me a moment to feel her up
I forgot to ask this but speaking of New Vegas what would the ROs be up to if they were in Fallout?
oh GOD this is a wonderful question
Gnarl
ring a ding ding, baby. Gnarl's playing dress up in one (or more!) of the casinos. they have no espionage in mind they just have a closet full of checkered suits and leather jackets and they're here to party.
Valerian
H'm well, unfortunately. The good ending is that he's also a chairman, the bad ending is that he's in the white glove.
Abeni
she's a BOOMER and no she CAN'T hear you SPEAK UP.
Siruud
Great Khan, for the leather looks alone.
Tahira
She works for Mr. House, technically. Luckily he can't see the golf club she set just out of his field of view, an important tool that will help her later.
Trigger
Oh he's a mailman for sure. Maybe even gets shot in the head and buried in the desert only to be rescued by a mysterious robot.
Mantis
Great Khan, very serious about it, is going to kill Caesar with her bare hands.
Crave
Great Khan, having a good time with it. Loves the dinosaur at novac, grows up to be mr new vegas.