every now and then i go to my notifications and find a mutual i hadn't seen in a while like a post or something i consider that a "hi!!!" and know that i am saying it back with a fond smile on my face
college has allowed me to do an incredible amount of self reflection, which means i am hyper-aware of everything that i do and learn about myself. like i realized the reason why i do everything by myself was because of how i was raised, that just because no one reached out to do something didn’t mean it didn’t have to get done and as the oldest, i knew that meant me and that i wasn’t going to get any help so it was just better not to ask. this is a huge behavioral issue that i’ve noticed that’s impacting my work life now. and on a less serious note , im also hyper-aware of my type in people now? i wish i never realized that because man, im mad at how much i love them goofy and stupid in the right ways and smart in the ways that it counts and yeah. i’m just feeling a lil woobly but i’ll get over it
Changed my icon to Alice and Cyrus! Just finished my Ouatiw rewatch and I cannot stop thinking and crying about it. I’m once again completely obsessed! So many feeeels that I cannot contain!!
Sometimes I forget how freaking theraputic making gifs can be. It’s just you and photoshop for all that time, getting to know each other (no matter how many times you’ve met before), like you’re on an extended experimental date. It makes you laugh, it makes you cry (while pulling your hair). So I made 8 gif sets in a day and I am not okay. Also, I found photoshop to be quite sexy this time around.
I love reading fics for fandoms I have no stake in. I'm not gonna watch stranger things s4, I haven't watched past the third ep of s2, but by God am I gonna read all the fucking steddie fics I can. reading fix it fics for something you didn't watch is the best, I highly recommend it