#at the end of the day tho i like steve and bucky bc of the immense love they have for each other
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An idea!
Maybe an FWB situation with BestestFriend!BuckyxAvenger!Reader they do it mostly for Bucky after a long, gruesome, taxing mission. Bucky made it clear that no feelings must be involved. He also made it clear that he’s not into her as he is still very much inlove and hung up with his ex. Basically this FWB situation mostly benefits Bucky, even Nat thinks it’s not really a FWB, just Bucky using her. But she doesn’t mind. Bucky is a good fuck. Like damnnn good. And if she can’t have Bucky as a romantic partner, she’ll take what she can get. Besides, Bucky told her that he doesn’t want an avenger or an agent as a partner. Too much danger and chaos for his heart. He wants to love a civilian like his ex, in hopes of living a normal life after retiring.
So, she starts distancing herself when she sees Bucky slowly trying to get back with his ex. Less sex, more excuses. But for some reason? Bucky does not like it. He does not like how you were not there anymore, how you don’t need nor seek him for the “benefit,” he’s also not that happy with whatever he’s doing to win his ex back. She doesn’t necessarily reject him when he asks for sex, just avoids him all in all. Day by day though, she consumes his thoughts and mind. Did he do something wrong? Say something? Forget something? What did he do to deserve this treatment from her? Bottom line, he misses her. What’s weird is, she’s still there as his best friend when he needs either steve or her. Just less of that benefits part
Then it grows progressively worse (for Bucky) from there as he sees her bring one night stands, to consistent and stable dates in their home. He’s still happy tho Bc if the date goes wrong or the one night stand doesn’t satisfy her, she goes to Bucky for a satisfying sex.
However, what pushes Bucky over the edge was one night filled with passion. Both of them feels this sex is different. One thinks he’s doing and feeling this extreme emotion Bc he’s angry while the other thinks she’s just frustrated. But the truth is? It’s passion and connection between them. She feels so good that she can’t help but blurt out “oh god I wish my future boyfriend/husband could fuck and fill me up like you do”
That’s it for Bucky. Those words are enough to make him feral. Just the thought of another man giving her attention, affection, love, adoration, and faithfulness makes him sick to the core. So, He fucks her with all his might, all his feelings. He fucks her with all the possessiveness and the green monster inside him. He fucks her in hopes of filling her full and deep that no other man can reach and own her like he does. (Maybe even breed her so that no man would actually be with her, but him)
Bc how bold of her to think that he would let another man touch her. That he would let her wear someone else’s ring and last name? That he would let her carry another man’s babies? No. Absolutely not.
Obviously this confuses her, but she thinks of it as part of their play. Maybe heat of the moment? Whatever it is, it’s hot and made their sex better so she didn’t question Bucky as of the moment.
Come next morning, she wakes up buried in bucky’s arms tightly and securedly wrapped around her as if she would disappear any moment. She has things to do so she attempts to leave but this just wakes Bucky up. She was abt to say something but Bucky just kisses her passionately yes Bucky now admits what it is. Not letting her go and aiming for another hot steamy possessive sex. Her words from last night ringing in his ears as she tries to leave.
Idk what to do next, I just want them to be happy and together in the end (maybe fast forward to their wedding? To them having twins?) 😭 then maybe the last line was like “well my love, you’re lucky your husband could fuck and fill you just like I did when we were fuck buddies”
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This is so perfect, i love this and that ending line is sending me, its so angsty and steamy and fuck it's so cute. Literally had to pull out a google doc to paste the request so I could look at my draft and the points side by side cause of all the details, I’m so sorry if I missed anything
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“Strictly sex?”
“Strictly sex”
Bucky’s lips smashed onto yours as soon as the words left your mouth, the both of you clawing off your tactical gear, throwing it off haphazardly. You didn’t even make it to the bedroom; Bucky had taken you right in the middle of the safe house floor, no prep, sliding into you and fucking you till the sun was up.
Moments earlier
The mission was long. Stressful. Violent. Bloody. You weren’t even sure if you’d make it but you’d both made it out alive. You’d noticed Bucky on edge the entire time, his jaw clenched, fingers twitching while you tried to patch up a few scratches on yourself.
“You okay Buck?”
“M’fine” He mumbled, closing his eyes and letting his head fall back, resting on the wall of the jet letting out a strained groan.
“You don’t seem fine” You gave him a pointed look, clearly not believing him. “What do you normally do to relax” You cocked an eyebrow while Bucky stared at you, his eyes turning a shade darker.
“Fuck” His eyes bore into you, challenging you to ask more questions, his patience wearing thin. “I fuck”
“I can help with that”
*****
“So what’s with you and y/n?”
“Nothin’“
“You’re saying there's nothing?”
“I- I’m not over Lauren yet” Bucky shrugged, his mind constantly clinging onto his ex. She was the first girl he had dated in years and the first girl he felt anything for in a long time. The break up was mutual; his job took up long hours and the longer he was away, the more they grew apart. The split was made sense but he couldn’t let go of the lingering feeling in the back of his mind about how things would have been if he had just tried harder. Bucky set down the mug he was drinking from, leaving the kitchen while you entered. He gave you a nod, making his way to the gym to punch his feelings away. What if he had just tried harder...
Nat shrugged, not pushing the matter further but she never believed either of you when you both insisted there was nothing more between you. She knew damn well Bucky was using you to fuck his feelings away but it didn’t seem to bother you. You were more than satisfied with some super solder dick because it was good. Damn good. Still, she was a trained assassin and not stupid. Nat could see the way your eyes would linger on him for a second longer and the way you’d lighten up as soon as he stepped into the room.
“So you and Barnes are just friends, huh?”
“Obviously” You looked at her with wide eyes, hoping to ignore her question while you made yourself some tea but she continued to stare at your instead. “It’s nothing more than that. We hook up sometimes but it’s just casual”
“And you’re completely okay with things staying just the way they are?” She cocked an eyebrow, her eyes narrowed accusatorily as if she could see right through you. “You’re fine with always just being a quick fuck?”
“It’s what we both need, honestly, I’m fine with the way things are” You nodded, thinking back to a conversation the both of you had both had after a mission.
“If I ever settle down, it’d have to be with someone outside of all this”
“Outside of what?”
“This” Bucky waved his hand around, pointing to the arsenal of weapons you were putting away after yet another grueling mission. “All this avenger shit, saving the world. I just want to go home to something peaceful. normal. Leave all this behind and just exist with someone I love. I’d never date someone from the team or someone associated with this, it’s too much”
You felt a strange tightness in your chest at his words but you shrugged the feeling off, understanding where Bucky was coming from.
“So who do you think you’ll end up with Barnes”
Why were you asking him this as if you’d like the answer.
“Maybe someone like Lauren” He mumbled, “Just someone who isn’t a part of this. Normal”
You felt the tightness creep back up but you shoved it back down. After all he’d been through, he deserved a little bit of normal.
You took your tea and made your way to your room, sipping while you thought about Nat’s question. Were you okay with the way things were? He was a good friend to you and no doubt the only person who could have you screaming till your lungs were sore.
Still.
He was never yours.
He never saw you that way.
You were just a good fuck.
He always loved his ex.
It didn’t help that you’d recently noticed he’d been out more often. He didn’t say anything to you directly but you could tell he was trying to get back with his ex. Cut his hair. Cleaned up. Quietly going out and not breathing a word about where he was off to. You weren’t 100% sure what he was doing but it was enough for you to decided you had to pull back.
A few weeks later
Bucky frowned, hearing yet another excuse from you as you made your way to your room, softly closing your door and hearing the muffled noise of your TV switch on, not going to bed like you insisted. It had been weeks since he’d spoken to you properly. He couldn’t even remember the last time you had the benefits part of your “friendship” You were usually always slinking around him like a cat, your touch, your voice, your scent, some form of you always surrounding him.
Recently?
Nothing.
He didn’t like it.
Not one damn bit.
He hated that you didn’t wrap your arms around him randomly, whispering in his ear about how badly you needed him. Or the way you’d bite your lip looking over to him in the middle of the field, a silent promise of sucking his soul out as soon as the mission was over. Or how your back would arch off the bed, your thighs suffocating him, tugging the hair from his roots when he nursed from your clit as if your arousal quenched his thirst. Or the way he’d let his cum seep down your thighs, fucking it back into you with his fingers, getting you to lick them clean afterwards-
Bucky groaned to himself, shifting uncomfortably at the hard on he’d given himself thinking about you. It’s not even like he could go to you to get you to take care of it. The few time’s he’d tried to initiate something, you were tired. Had cramps. Not feeling well. Injured. Always something, leaving him high and dry, avoiding him all together. He decided to make his way down to the gym, punching his feelings away yet again, though this time they were over you.
A few more days had done by and Bucky was worse than before. Sure he was talking to his ex again, but he was more concerned over the growing distance between you both. You’d both agreed the benefits would stay just the same unless either of you got into a committed relationship and while he had reconnected with Lauren, they weren’t official....
Why did you avoid him so much?
Was it because of Lauren?
Why did he even try to reconnect with her...
How come you didn’t let him get close to you anymore?
He started to wrack and pick at his brain wondering where it all went down hill. Did he say something to you? He didn’t forget your birthday, he’d gotten you everything you’d ever mentioned, even the littlest things you figured he hadn’t paid attention to. So what did he do to deserve this? He’s pent up like never before and it’s not just sexually. It dawns on him that he needs more than just sex, he also needs your friendship, your softness, your laugh.
He missed you.
All of you.
Of course you were there for him when he needed you, patching him up after missions, keeping his favorite snacks always stocked up, listening to him vent about Sam. It wasn’t the same though. As soon as you did your job taking care of him, you were out of his hair and off to do something else that had nothing to do with him.
*****
Bucky thought it was bad before but now he was seeing red. He was silently seething, seeing yet another handsome stranger drop you off, kissing you and giving your ass a playful squeeze before letting you make your way inside. The worst was when your stupid dates would actually make it inside the compound and all the way up to your room, Bucky had never been more thankful for sound proof walls. He watched you carefully, your smile dropping as soon as your date drove off, kicking your heels off and making your way to the kitchen to pour yourself a drink.
Though Bucky despised seeing you after dates (unable to understand why he felt so strongly about them in the first place) there was one benefit to your rendezvous. One he wouldn’t openly admit to enjoying. A twisted part of him was happy when you didn’t enjoy yourself because while you would keep your distance from him on a regular basis, there were a few select times you’d relent and give into your needs. Like right now.
“Bad date?” He cocked his head while you downed the dark liquid in one go, slinking over to his side, the warmth of your skin radiating off you. You nodded, letting your arms drape around his shoulders, standing between his legs.
“Wanna help me forget?”
It happened often and left Bucky more tormented than before. He hated that you only came to him when you needed to forget your shitty date but what could he say when you were supposed to be just friends with benefits anyway. You have a hold on him he can’t even explain. A hold no one else had ever had on him before. Not even his ex.
His ex.
Bucky isn’t even sure why he had tried to reconnect with her. He realized there was nothing between the day he met her again after months. He remembered the relationship differently; rose coloured glasses making him forget that there wasn’t ever a strong connection between them. Now he was struggling to figure out why all of his thoughts were consumed with you. If that was the only way he’d get to have you then he’d take what he could get.
*****
Bucky smiled to himself when he heard the a soft knock at his door, opening it to find your semi disheveled state, your hair a mess, wearing nothing but an oversized t-shirt.
“Need something doll?” Bucky smirked while you rolled your eyes, pushing past him, walking right into his room. You were there for one thing and one thing only. He knew it and you knew it.
“You know what I need Barnes” You huffed, unsatisfied from your date who rubbed you like a scratch lottery ticket, asking if you had finished 30 seconds after. “He couldn’t find my clit” You shook your head, tossing your tshirt off, leaving you bare moving laying on his bed “Not that most guys can”
Bucky felt all of his blood rush down south, it didn’t matter how many times he’d seen you naked, how many times he’d had you spread out for him, he’d forever be taken with how perfect you looked wearing absolutely nothing. He palmed his boner as he made his way over to you, stripping all his clothes off before giving his cock a few tugs.
“Pretty sure I can” Bucky murmured, crawling onto the bed and spreading your legs in front of his face. “And if I remember correctly...” He nipped your inner thigh making, smiling to himself at the soft gasp that slipped form your lips, pressing a sloppy wet kiss right onto your clit “It’s right there, isn’t it baby”
You let out a whimper, nodding while he hummed, a cocky smirk curling on his lips. He pressing his hard cock against the mattress for some relief, the feel of your soft silkiness making him leak. “I know exactly where my pretty doll’s clit is, don’t worry your pretty head baby”
“He didn’t know how to touch you, huh” Bucky cocked an eyebrow when you silent shook your head, his thumb coming to rub soft circles around your clit, “You like it slow and gentle at first, hm? Barely touching you, teasing you a little before getting faster?” Bucky watched you carefully, your chest rising up and down faster as he started to apply more pressure, his blue eyes locked with yours. “Then you like it faster, just like this” He removed his thumb, twitching to his two fingers', coating them in your arousal before using his fingers tips to rub you making you moan louder, “That’s right, sing for me baby, sing for me while I play with your pretty little clit”
“I remember you loved when I did this...” He gently sealed his lips around your sensitive nub, suckling with the lightest pressure, his hands holding your thighs apart, loving the way you moaned just for him. He pulled off so he could use his tongue, lapping and twirling around your clit, groaning at the sweetness that coated his tongue.
“Need-need more” You moaned, getting louder as he pushed two fingers into you, curling them and speeding up his pace, grinding against the bed, his balls growing heavy. “Need your cock Bucky! Please fuck me” You grabbed at his shoulders, too desperate for just his fingers, needing to feel all of him.
“Okay, okay baby, m’here” Bucky cooed, as he came up, kissing your neck, jealousy creeping through his veins smelling the remnants of your dates cologne still lingering on your skin.
Another man. Who touched you. Felt your body.
Unacceptable.
“Need you” You moaned again, feeling his cock nudge against your soaked entrance, your thighs wrapping around his waist. Your eyes were practically pleading with him, rolling back when you felt him start to press into you, moaning into your neck.
“You have me” Bucky groaned as he shoved his cock into you, not giving you a second to adjust, his arms wrapped tightly around you, and pounding you right into the mattress. You cried out from pleasure, the air nearly knocked out of your lungs from his cock hitting your sweet spot, his cock starting to drip inside you. You could feel him all over, his body weight heavy on top of yours, the scent of his body wash, the scent of him, the heat off his body, the way he tasted when he smashed his lips against yours.
You’d hooked up plenty of times before but none of them were like this.
Bucky’s face was tucked into the crook of your neck, sucking dark bruises, gently licking and kissing them right after. His arms were holding you tight against him, rolling his hips so that he’d still be pressed against every inch of your body the entire time. It felt like he was trying to fuck the deepest depths of your soul, unrelenting, the bed post steadily thudding against the bedroom wall.
Bucky felt it too. Something more. He didn’t know what, maybe you were frustrated, pent up from being unsatisfied but he’d never had you like this before. Your legs squeezed his sides, your nails scratching down his back, trying to pull him impossibly closer. You were begging him for more, nearly crying, tears clouding your vision as he braced himself up slightly on his knees, fucking you even deeper. He savored your sweetness on his tongue, the smell of your shampoo, how silky and soft your body was. His cock was throbbing, threatening to blow sooner than he’d like, your pussy sucking him back in every time he fucked you.
Your hands went to card through his hair, your nails grazing through his scalp, drawing the sluttiest moan from Bucky, his eyes rolling back, fucking you even harder. You could feel your arousal squirt out of you at how desperate and delicious he sounded, squirming under him, feeling the wiry hair at the base of his cock rub against your clit.
No one else had ever satisfied you the way he did, touching you in a way that made your body light on fire. He felt so good, fucked so good, tasted so good, made you feel things everywhere. Your heart was screaming, wanting to making the night last forever, but forever wasn’t something either of you agreed on. He wasn’t yours. If only. If only you could always have this. You needed this. Exactly this. You tried to bite your tongue, your voice needy and broken, unable to stop the words from tumbling out as your mind swirled.
“Fuck Bucky I wish my future husband would fuck me this good, oh god-
You cried out as he growled, grabbing you and bringing your knees up, angling his hips till his thrusts made your belly bulge. He felt feral hearing your words, knowing you needed more of what he was giving you, what only he could give you. No one else would ever make you feel this good.
“Yeah? That what you want? Another man to fuck like me?” Bucky felt another surge of jealously course through his veins at the thought of another man having you the way he did. Another man touching you. Making love to you. Fucking you. Filling your tight cunt with their cum, breeding you till your belly was round and swollen. He snarled against your neck thinking about you carrying someone elses name. Someone else making you feel good, making you moan, putting their cock in you, it was supposed to be just him. Only him.
Huh.
Why was he so possessive.
He tried to shake off the thought but the image seared into his brain.
He couldn’t stand the image of you in your wedding dress, saying I do to a man that was someone else, your soft lips kissing theirs, sealing the both of you together forever, taking you away from him.
Fuck that.
Bucky fucked you like his life depended on it, the green monster of envy and jealous possessing his very soul, pouring all his feelings into the way he fucked you. He marked your neck, your shoulders, your breasts'.
“Need-need this Bucky” You cried out, feeling pressure and tightness growing through your body, your orgasm desperate to spill over. He grunted, his balls growing heavy, his own climax at the tip of his cock.
How could you think of letting someone else have you this way.
To have you so vulnerable, hearing how beautiful you sounded when you were lost in pleasure.
How could you think of wearing another mans right? Taking his last name?
How the fuck could you think of carrying another mans child, giving birth to his babies, having a family with someone that wasn’t him.
How could you.
Bucky’s mind felt muddled, he felt sick at the thought of you belonging to someone else, not when you had him. Not when he could give you what you wanted. He couldn’t push away the thought of how you’d look if you were carrying his babies. The way your tummy would be so round. How tired you’d look, a little super soldier baby growing inside you.
The way you’d be pouty, your breasts leaking, your swollen belly perfect evidence that you belonged to him. No one would look at you twice, knowing who your baby daddy is. Who would dare look at the pretty thing the winter solider knocked up, thinking twice before they even looked your way.
Fuck, you’d look so perfect, pregnant with his baby. He’d take such good care of you, massaging your sore feet, rubbing your belly, doting on you every second of the day. He’d spend hours worshipping your pussy with his mouth, knowing you wouldn’t even be able to see him over the swell of your tummy but your satisfied moans would be more than enough for him. He’d carry you everywhere, treat you like a queen, make love to you, drink your sweet milk when you felt heavy and sore, you be all of his-
“F-FUCK I’M CUMMING” Bucky bit hard onto your shoulder, moaning loudly as he started to cum, thoughts of your leaking nipples and firm belly making his whole body jolt, his cock sensitive, spurts of his seed endlessly pouring into you. “Y/n, look at me” He panted, still rutting his cock into you while your eyes rolled back into a silent scream, cumming around his throbbing length.
“Look at me” He grasped your cheeks, making you look at him, sweat beading at his forehead, his skin flushed “I’m gonna get you pregnant” You gasped, moaning against his mouth as he continued to sloppily grind into you, his cock still some how hard. “You’re all mine, understand?”
You nodded, but it wasn’t enough, his grip on your cheeks tightened, desperate to hear your voice.
“Say it” He pleaded with you, panting and grunting, overstimulated but too deep in wanting to fill you again to care.
“I-I’m yours James!” You could feel pleasure creep up you again, working yourself up to a second high just off his words alone.
“Keep saying it, keeping saying it, m’gonna cum again, don’t fuckin stop, keep telling me” He almost sounded like he was going to cry, his balls throbbing, still full and heavy.
“I’m yours, I’m yours, get-get me pregnant daddy”
“FUCK YES” That did it, his second orgasm spilling into you, his cock finally starting to soften. You panted, your mind reeling over the what had just happened, too fucked out to formulate words. He had taken you apart, cumming in you twice, his seed still deep inside you as he stayed inside you, slowly drifting off to sleep. As much as you wanted to ask him about what had just happened, you figured it was just the heat of the moment. You melted into his hold, letting sleep take over instead, what just happened wasn’t a big deal anyway....
*****
You blinked awake, heat engulfing you, Bucky’s arms wrapped around your body keeping you tightly and securely right against him. You squirmed, only to feel him hug you closer, whining, as if you’d disappear if he let go. You tried to gently wiggle free, not wanting to deal with the fact that you’d stayed the night, but your attempts to leave only woke him up. You blinked at his soft blue eyes gazing down at you, his strong arms still clinging onto you like no tomorrow.
“Bu-
You were cut off by his lip smashing onto yours in a breathe stealing kiss, your eyes growing wide before melting and kissing him back. You both reluctantly broke away for oxygen, your face heating up as he tucked your hair behind your ear, still holding you close.
“Stay”
“But-”
He rolled over, pinning you down onto the bed, his hard cock pressing against your thigh. “Stay, please” All Bucky could think about was your words from last night, the thought of anyone else other than him having you making him sick. He needed it again. Needed more. Wanting the same passion from the night before, his heart yearning and aching for it. “Y/, doll please”
You shook your head, a sudden surge of anger fueling you when you remembered he wasn’t even yours and his heart was elsewhere.
“James, let me go-
“No” He stayed in place, bringing his hands to lace with yours, pinning you further, “Doll, I know I have no right but-but I need you”
“You had me last night, that’s all you need anyway” You scoffed, while he shook his head, regret clouding his eyes.
“No baby, it’s not enough. It was never enough. It’s always been you”
“James, you were just trying to get back with your ex-
“It was a mistake. I learnt that the same day I met her. There wasn’t anything between us, truthfully there never was. I guess I remembered things differently from how they actually were. A stupid memory that never even existed. She never made me feel the same way you did. Not even close”
You stayed silent, while Bucky continued to nervously ramble, his feelings coming out scrambled, fear making it difficult for him to focus. He couldn’t lose you. He adored you. Needed you. Couldn't stand the thought of someone else other than him being by your side.
“It’s all you baby, always all you” He whispered, giving you his best puppy eyes, his heart hammering against his chest. You spread your legs slightly, letting his cock rest against your core, your nose bumping against his.
“Show me you mean it” You whispered against his lips, gasping as he filled you, moving slowly so you could feel every bit of him. Him. The only person you truly every wanted. The person you imagined your future with. The person you wanted it all with.
“M’gonna show you for the rest of my life doll”
A few years later
You yawned, handing off your little one to Bucky, giving him a quick kiss before he was carried off to bed. Bucky rocked his son in his arms for a moment before setting him down in his bed, kissing him goodnight before switching the night light on. He made his way back to the bedroom, his heart swelling when his eyes settle on you, the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen.
“How are my babies” Bucky smiled, laying in front of you and pulling your shirt up over your swollen belly, his two little angels fluttering inside.
“Kicking and causing a ruckus, just like you a Steve” You huffed, giggling when he laid his head on your tummy, kissing the area where he felt the little ones moving.
“Let mama sleep” He soothed, rubbing your skin, smiling when he felt the babies settle down. “Be good for mommy, she’s sleepy, carrying you both around all day, keeping you warm and cozy”
Bucky continued to coo and whisper to your belly, lulling you in and out of sleep, listening to his soothing voice. He had done the same thing when you first son Steve Grant Barnes Jr. was born, doting on you every second of the day. You had sworn you needed time to recuperate, exhausted from carrying his enhanced little one though both of you struggled to keep your hands to yourselves.
“You just had to get me pregnant with twins, didn’t you” You playfully narrowed your eyes at him, gently stroking his hair while he continued to cuddle with your tummy. Bucky grinned, taking your hand and kissing your palm, the ring on your finger glinting softly under the glow of the table lamp.
“Not my fault, you were the one who had your hands down my pants when we got back from that mission. I didn’t hear you complain when I made you cum three times in a row” He wiggled his eyebrows while your face heated up, biting your lip, remembering the way he had taken you apart in the jet, the safe house and then your home, the both of you insatiable as always, “Aren’t you lucky your husband fucks you like I did, Mrs. Barnes”
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The thing abt this is, I’d like to hope that he couldn’t do it to pocket JUST so. But with him doing it twice, and keeping it a secret then fucking pocket after? (Disgusting, BTW) With talks of marriage and all? Sounds to me like he’s very scared of losing her because he DEFF knows he fucked up. I don’t care how much he says he loves pocket. Words are empty, especially from him. WHO BTW PROMISED NOT TO EVEN TALK TO THAT BITCH let alone fuck her. Unless he was under mind control or was drugged, no amount of insecurities and pain justifies him doing that to pocket. I cant believe him anymore when he says he loves pocket so much. Bc, do you do that to the person you very much love??? I’m sorry but NOTHING justifies what he did. What, has he have no sense of self control that he fucks anything with a hole when he’s feeling all sorts of emotion? Or has he have no self control that he finally gives in and fucks Jade? My point here is, if he consciously CHOSE, deliberately DECIDED TO FUCK HER? That’s the end of the story. No need for the whys and all else. You have free will, and you freely chose to put your dick in her cunt. I don’t care if you were so hurt. Pocket got hurt by him too, but he didn’t see pocket fuck anything with girth and length. He didn’t see pocket RESORT to Steve? Unless you were coerced or is in a life or death situation, you are a piece of shit for doing this. He doesn’t deserve pocket, he doesn’t deserve her love. He doesn’t deserve another chance anymore. Pocket deserves better than this bullshit of a boy. What he deserves is to suffer more than pocket. He deserves the pain double if not triple. I don’t care if his “conscience” is eating him, assuming he still has an ounce of it. He doesn’t deserve to die tho, he needs to live with his piece of shit of a decision. He can go be with Jade and live happily ever after with her since apparently, she gives him security and comfort, the fuck. They deserve each other. Truly vile and disgusting.
I hope jade did this with an intention of getting pregnant. And I hope she did! It would be a daily reminder for Bucky. (Tho I think it would be bad as it would also be a stab kn the heart for pocket)
And if ever Pocket is pregnant with Bucky’s? I’m not sure which one is better, for her to keep it and not let Bucky see or even be within the family he so talked abt. And to witness Pocket have her own family that’s not with him, or for pocket to terminate the child and tell Bucky that it’s disgusting and painful to think that a piece of him is inside her and would live in this world. I really don’t care if it’s harsh. He deserves every ounce of pain from this day on.
Also, I know you’ve been getting all sorts of anon asks and most of them are angry. Please remind yourself that all these are not for you. These are for Bucky and/or Jade. Try to not let them get into your head pls, we treasure u just as much as pocket.
It's so rough, because everyone is so rightfully mad at Bucky, and I totally get and support that, but at the same time, I'm like "But I love him, your honor!"
Like, I know what's going through his head (cause I put those thoughts there, duh), and I want to scream "THIS IS WHAT HE IS THINKING WHEN HE DOES XYZ!" but I cannot, because that will spoil everything, lol.
I just hope I've brought it to a satisfying enough conclusion for everyone.
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Fic Writer 20 Questions
thank you for tagging me @forloveofcodywan (i've been wanting to do this one for a while)
under the cut so i don't plague your dash
1.) How many works do you have on ao3?
16 (i used to have >30 but i orphaned half of them bc i wrote them when i was 14 and nobody needs to see that)
2.) What’s your ao3 word count?
162,724
3.) What fandoms do you write for?
star wars all day babey. i dabbled in steve x bucky from 2017-2018 ish, but star wars has had my brain in a vice grip since 2015 (i was another victim to the sequels causing a sw renaissance).
4.) What are your top five fics by kudos?
the right feeling - from my finnpoe days :') this is part 1 of a soulmate au series. this one has 4.7k words.
i think i was blind before i met you - steve x bucky (damn we're going way back, this is 7 years old) modern au with barista steve and college student disaster bucky. 15k words.
please stay for awhile now - finnpoe, again for the win. this is part 2 of the soulmate au series. 5.6k words.
we should just kiss like real people do - finnpoe. this is the fourth and final part of the soulmate au series. hurt/comfort, recovery, all the good stuff. 8.2k words. (i suppose we all needed the soulmate finnpoe fluff in 2016, judging by these stats).
but through it all, i will need you anyways - current codywan WIP!! fix-it fic with just an insane amount of disgustingly tooth-rotting fluff. no clone death, just good feelings. this has been ENTIRELY self-indulgent and i started it when i got initial codywan brain rot. 64k words and counting!
5.) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
oh my god yes, i love comments and it puts the biggest smile on my face knowing that people took time out of their day to write something nice for my little ramblings :')
6.) What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
jesus, literally none of them. i have to do happy endings, i'm too fragile. closest would be i hate you, fuck you, please never stop looking at me which is wolfwren PWP, except they still kinda hate each other at the end. (this barely counts because i am writing a follow-up that explores more of their feelings for each other and has a happy ending)
7.) What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
ALL OF THEM. idk what to tell you. probably the cheesiest ending is the dinluke modern soulmate au i just wrote - how did i ever live without you?
8.) Do you get hate on fics?
no, thank god. i keep things pretty vanilla and i tag very thoroughly to do my best to avoid any hurt feelings. (also i've just simply been lucky to never experience that)
9.) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
oh fuck yeah. 2/3 of my fics are explicit. mostly m/m, one f/f and two m/m/m. we have fun over here.
10.) Do you write cross overs? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
no, this would break my brain. next question.
11.) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
no, unless it has been and they're very good about hiding it (doubt it, tho. i'd be a weird choice to steal from)
12.) Have you ever had a fic translated?
no, but i would love it!
13.) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
no, but i have been thinking more and more that i would love to do this!!
14.) What’s your all time favourite ship?
this is so hard. . i think codywan has been the one ship that has just slapped my across the face and gave me stockholm syndrome. I think about them.... All the Time. second closest would be finnpoe, judging on how many stories i wrote about them. and they just fit so well together and i adore their characters and they had so much chemistry and. (i'll stop now)
15.) What’s a WIP you’d like to finish, but doubt you ever will?
my brain will simply not allow me to leave a WIP uncompleted. by god, it's going to happen even if i am chaining myself to my laptop and typing through tears.
16.) What are your writing strengths?
i have received many compliments about my dialogue and smut scenes flowing very naturally :) i try to make them play like a movie and have it immersive enough that a character doesn't do/say something unnatural to make the reader stop and say wait what?
16.) What are your writing weaknesses?
oh god, PLOT and ANGST. can't do it for the life of me. i work best in oneshots so i can brain vomit and move on. i have a hard time planning out fics and i deeply envy writers that can create beautiful long fics in a timely fashion. i deeply lack the patience for something like that.
as for angst, yes i can technically do it, but it pains every cell in my body. just let the sad old gay men be happy.
17.) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
closest i have ever gotten is mando'a, but it's been very fun to learn!
18.) First fandom you wrote for?
oh boy. one direction (the aforementioned orphaned works).
19.) Favourite fic you’ve ever written?
i am cursed with "i immediately hate everything i write as soon as i release it" syndrome. recently, though, i was particularly proud of safe. warm. mine. because it was very outside of my comfort zone due to the involvement of three people and it was the first a/b/o i have written!
no pressure tags for @veelawings @apricusapollo @shy-wookiee. these are all the mutuals that write (that i know of) and haven't already been tagged (i think)! but please, anyone who i missed or who sees this and wants to chime in and tag me, please do!!!
#this prompted me to see when i made my ao3 account and it was september of 2013.....#when did i get.... Old#my writing#finnpoe#stucky#dinluke#codywan#bobadinluke#wolfwren#fic writing#ask game
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S! i just finished scrolling through your entire subastian tag (and i mean who wouldn’t) and i can’t help but thing that even tho he’s the biggest and most beautiful sub no matter how beefy he is that it was really exemplified during his beefiest CW era (bc playing a big strong man all the time made him want to be taken care of more often) OR his fresh/pam and tommy era (bc the absolutely siiiize difference between him and chris) what do you think
Subastian is my FAVORITE in any form like-
Big, sweet Seb
gif by @/sebastianstaan
gif by @/sebastianstaan
gif by @/rakshasa
Or tiny™️ Seb
But, I do admire your thoughts...
It would be so, so interesting to think about the effects his body composition/body build and current role(s) have on his submissive tendencies (which isn't even considering his body dysmorphia which would also impact him, so... yeah. There's an essay to write here lol).
Like, the example you give--that playing such a strong character might make him want to be cared for more than usual. Though, specifically for Bucky, I would actually wager that maybe it makes him feel the stronger need to be taken care of because slipping into the mindset of a tortured, haunted victim of brainwashing can be exhausting. He has to be so emotionally resilient-emotionally strong. Not just physically strong. And I'm well aware that Seb isn't a method actor but that doesn't mean that he's not going through emotional labor with his roles. So, I can imagine him going home at the end of the day with Chris and just wanting to curl up in Chris' lap as if he's not a grown man who weighs basically 200lbs for CA:CW. He just wants to feel small, safe, and cared for.
(Also, generally, I can so see much softer scenes for Chris and Seb during Marvel filming because of the added layer of connection between there characters Steve and Bucky. Y’know?)
And when he drops all the bulk for Pam & Tommy and Fresh by extension (re: roles that aren't superhuman people), I can totally see the size difference working its way under his skin. He just wants to know what it feels like. He's got a craving to be thrown around and make him feel lighter on his feet. He wants Chris to let loose and do a number on him... maybe it's the lessened bulk but also, maybe it's some of that reckless Tommy Lee energy that he's been trying to embody lately.
(Personally--I'll tell you a secret--I have the HUGEST (pun intended) soft spot for big subby Seb. I mean, Sebastian always has subby energy but just Look at those gifs of Seb bts for CA:CW!! He's so fucking ADORABLE. I just- *squeezes fist* wanna make him sob from pleasure. I wanna see those pretty eyes cry. I wanna see him crumble. He's so big, so you know he'd fall hard coming down.)
(Thinking about it more though... I think Seb probably radiates the softest energy when he was beefy for Bucky in Civil War because he could have been a little uncomfortable being so huge, so he might have tried to make himself smaller, tucking his shoulders in and smiling more and such. We know how sweet he is. He probably didn't want to make anyone uncomfortable by looking like a Big, Scary Man..... that's just a conspiracy though lol)
In conclusion: Good Thoughts! I'm so sorry I can't devote more time to this! College is kicking my ass lmao
#asks#sebastian stan#chris evans#evanstan#rpf#real person fanfiction#subastian#sub seb#sub sebastian#gentle dom chris
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Hi Emmy-Bean🫛💓, - Congratulations on 1K!! I’m so happy for you and also proud of you!! Being mutuals & friends with you is a joy!! On to my actual ask 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍' 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐋𝐈𝐍'
(MCU or ST : I love both)
I am a veteran babysitter, a very big lover of music, podcasts and niche radio shows. I particularly enjoy mystery/detective dramas from the 50’s/60’s. I am a collector- Pins, stuffed animals, jewelry, figurines - you name it at one point I’ve probably collected it at some point. My ultimate goal is to be a 4th grade teacher! Added fun facts - I can tie a cherry stem with my tongue, I know how to make a fire without matches/a lighter
HELLO HELLOO LOTTIEBEE!!! 💗🧸 i am so very sorry about how delayed i am with this, i am giving u permission to boink me on my head </3
okkaayyy i am probably very very biased, but idc. but i can definitely see you with steve. first of all, i feel like he would be so obsessed w ur collections, he would find it sooo fascinating, even tho he would try to be nonchalant about it, and i feel like he would get you a new pin, or a stuffed animal, or jewelry and anything you need to add to your collection, like that boy would get you something new everyyy fucking day until he was sure you had enough of them (which would be never he would love spoiling you forever). OMGMOOMGOMGOM maybe its just me but steve x elementary school teacher is such a ship i can get behind on, like he would be so happy that you could get along w kids bc it would make his heart MELT, and bc that would mean you could get along w his six nuggets (aka mike, dustin, lucas, erica, max, and robin and yes this is who i think steve meant by steve six nuggets argue w the wall!!!) and holy shit, i think steve would actually pass out if you told him you could tie a cherry stem with your tongue, idk why, i feel like he would think it is the hottest thing ever and i imagine this scene as his exact reaction, that boy is whiiippppeeed.
bonus ++ i CAN definitelly see you with bucky barnes and i feel like he would be so interested in the 50s-60s mystery/detective shows you watch, he would be trying to guess who killed who and who stole what and all of that, the two of you getting into debates and then at the end none of u was right😭😭 also i feel like he would be so interested in 50s-60s stuff considering he was frozen at those decades and i feel like it would be a new little interest of his that the two of you shared and he would probably make date nights where the two of you spent the night cooking, making snacks and binge-watching the shows while writing down ur guesses to see who was righttt <333
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going down to the actual lake with b!bucky and the rest of the band is very fun.
bucky makes sure that you both have sunscreen on at all times bc of his tattoos and he just cars abt you.
sitting on a very large blanket with bucky and he's complaining about the sand in his hair but he was literally throwing sand at Steve and Sam 5 seconds before
getting into the water for the first time and bucky is like 'jesus fuck i can feel my balls climbing back into my body's
getting one of those huge connecting floaty things so everyone can hang out together and bucky is determined to have you on his lap
having very simple sandwiches for lunch
bucky getting tipsy and then clinging to you for a while
Steve getting very drunk asking if you can all skinny dip together (it's the middle of the day and there are families around) bucky agrees bc he wants to see ur boobs
later that night you and bucky do skinny dip and then fuck on Steves porch (he's very mad about it. both the porch and the skinny dipping with out him)
i think the lake house is like a private beach but public lake situation. there’s like a shared dock in the middle and everyone has their own beaches around the shore so you guys are the only ones on that beach but there are other people in the lake
ok yes about the sunscreen. he wont use the spray because he says it always misses spots so he always is asking you to reapply on his back to protect his tattoos.
also yes about the fucking on the porch. it’s late at night and neither of you can sleep bucky’s like ‘hey i’ve never been skinny dipping you know’ and you’re like ‘ok get naked let’s go’ and you get into the water and mess around and you end up with your legs wrapped loosely around his waist and you’re making out and you end up laid with your back on the wood of the little deck thing while he’s PLOWING you and kissing your neck and telling you to be quiet because if somebody wakes up they’re gonna catch you 😵💫😵💫😵💫 steve def finds out tho because bucky can’t keep his stupid mouth shut and he’s like ‘you guys really skinny dipped without me after i asked you to ALL DAY?’ and bucky genuinely feels kind of bad about it
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𝐏𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐒𝐄 𝐑𝐄𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓, 𝐃𝐎𝐍'𝐓 𝐑𝐄𝐁𝐋𝐎𝐆! feel free to add any of your answers! the purpose is to tell your partners about the way you write! for multiple choice ones, 𝐁𝐎𝐋𝐃 all that apply and, if you want, 𝒊𝒕𝒂𝒍𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒛𝒆 if it' a conditional answer!
~ 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐈𝐂𝐒 ~
NAME : soph
ARE YOU OVER 18? : yes / no .
IS YOUR MUSE? : yes / no .
ARE YOU SELECTIVE ABOUT WHO YOU WRITE WITH ON THIS BLOG? : no (anyone) / semi (most people) / yes / highly / mutuals only
IF YOUR MUSE IS CANON, HOW MUCH DO YOU ADHERE TO CANON? : not at all / a little / some / mostly / strictly / ( oc ) I write my own canon.
WHAT POST LENGTHS DO YOU WRITE? : one liners / single-para / multi-para / novella ( in my head i like to pretend i write novella. sshhh, don't wake me up. )
DO YOU USE ICONS AND/OR GIFS? : no / gifs / icons ( i'm willing to go iconless too ! really wish my brain would let me use gifs without needing my psd on them ) / gif icons
DO YOU WRITE ON OTHER PLATFORMS? : no / yes ( does disco count? )
WHAT LEVEL OF PLOTS DO YOU WRITE? : unplotted / open ended plots / semi-plotted / fully-plotted epics
HOW QUICKLY DO YOU USUALLY RESPOND TO THREADS? : very slow ( more than a month, probably verging on 3+ months. yes i am extra slow ) / slow (3-4 weeks) / average (1-2 weeks) / fast (less than one week) / very fast (less than three days)
WHAT TYPES OF THEMES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add ) : fluff / angst / smut / action / tragedy / domestic / family / conversational / hurt-comfort.
WHAT GENRES DO YOU LIKE? (feel free to add) : high fantasy / supernatural / science fiction / historical / horror / comedy / romantic / drama / action / adventure / espionage / everything
ARE THERE ANY THEMES YOU'RE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH WRITING ON YOUR BLOG? (not triggers) : yes / no / none have come up yet
DO YOU HAVE ANY TRIGGERS? : yes / no ( but that doesn't mean i don't have a few thing i'd like tagged just bc. pplref my rules for this )
HOW DO YOU REQUEST IT TAGGED? : word / or word cw
~ 𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐏𝐏𝐈𝐍𝐆 ~
WHAT TYPES OF RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? : romantic / platonic / familial / physical / sexual
WHAT TYPES OF PRE-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIPS ARE YOU OPEN TO? : romantic / platonic / familial / physical / sexual / all types but it also depends on the partner & muse.
DO YOU HAVE OTPS? : no / chemistry only / yes
DO YOU HAVE NOTPS? no / yes / I don't know / yes and no ( yes bc fuck the mc.u but no bc im down to ship with most mar.vel characters and also ocs. i only ship natasha with muses/fcs over 30 )
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE WRITING SMUT? : no / yes / selectively ( im actually Very comfortable writing smut. i enjoy writing it but im selective on here bc ppl are judgy & some only follow for smut so. )
HOW EARLY IN A RELATIONSHIP DO YOU SHIP ROMANTICALLY? : autoship / during plotting / after a couple ic interactions / several ic interactions / slow burn / depends on writing chemistry / after plotting
ARE YOU OPEN TO TOXIC SHIPS? : no / selectively / yes / never tried it
ARE YOU OPEN TO PROBLEMATIC SHIPS? (canon history, age difference, complicated, etc.) : no / selectively / yes / what does problematic really mean in terms of ships tho? (aside from the obvious)
ARE YOU OPEN TO POLYSHIPPING? : no / selectively / yes ( listen natasha x yelena x elektra and natasha x bucky x steve fiGHT ME )
ARE YOU AN EXCLUSIVE SHIPPER? : no / sometimes / yes / idk what this means but i'm open to shipping with three different versions of a canon character and am fc exclusive with ocs only
DOES CRACK SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? : no / sometimes ( but irdk bc ive never written one on here ) / yes
DOES CROSSOVER SHIPPING EVER HAPPEN? : no / yes / depends / plotting required
stolen from: @eternalzenith
tagging: @medicbled @astremourante @trcnsitioncl & anyone else who wants to do it !
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Reader Asks:
🤷 😎 😭 🤣 🏆
🤷 What thing that your fandom loves do you just not “get”?
Hmm...probably the woobifying of Loki. He's a villain, or at the very least, an anti-hero, ffs. Yes, there is always going to be that one person (ahem, Tony or Bucky, in my fics) who can get to the gooey, creamy center of Loki (no double entendre intended). But part of why I love the character. is his less-than-good behavior and antics. Also, not a big fan of slave Loki (tho I've read a couple good war prize fics) or stripper/prostitute Loki. Not bc I don't enjoy those AUs (well-written ones are GOOD). But bc some I've read tend to write Loki completely OOC. And frankly, I'm concerned about where some of these writers get these ideas about sex workers.
😎 Who is your BroTP?
Like always, I have many. ScienceBros and Thor and Loki are probably my top two. I also like Natasha and Loki, Bucky and Loki, Steve and Sam, Sam and Bucky, Tony and Rhodey (all platonically obvs)... and tho I've never written it. Natasha and Steve are a good BroTP too.
😭 Has a fic ever left you inconsolable?
I'm sure. But I've been reading fic for more than 20yrs, so I couldn't really say which one. Tho I do remember Shades of Green being one of the first fics to hit me in the gut. Sadly, it's no longer available.
🤣 Has a fic ever made your face hurt from laughing so much?
LOL no I don't think so. I mean I've read some with funny parts. But crack fics aren't really my thang. I read for the angst. And smut. Lol
🏆 What do you wish more authors in your fandom would write about?
Hmm...not sure. I don't get much time to read fic these days. And @ishipanarmada & @shinysherlock's The End of Games was so much perfect, idk that I'll ever read anything that great ever again. 😭
Thanks for asking!
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ok so from your WIP Game
Two Big, Blonde, Bearded Himbos Discover They're a Little Queer
fucking iconic title we love it
Peter/Oli - No Bad Decisions
PETER !!! AND OLI!! SDOJGAS
basically all of your writing projects sound so cool and so do all of your other art projects
like,,, nerd vest? bi pride skirt?? avenger dolls??? askSJOdjsjZIS
i would love to learn more abt the wips u talked abt if u have the energy to share that's all thx <3
Okay, you asked for a lot of them (thank you for being interested!), so I'm gonna try to keep the explanations short so this answer isn't a mile long lol.
Two Big, Blonde, Bearded Himbos Discover They're a Little Queer is a Steve/Thor fic. I don't have much of it written, but the premise is basically that Thor and Steve both think they're straight and discover that they are not. Steve realizes he's feeling some kind of way about Thor's sparkly eyes and freaks, so he goes to Sam and Bucky for help. Meanwhile, Thor figures out that he's not squeezing his gym bro Steve's biceps platonically, so he goes to Valkyrie and Loki for help ("Can you just... wake up one day and realize you're attracted to a man after thinking you were straight for a couple millennia?"). Their friends try to help them get together, and it's really just a bunch of awkward fails and confusion lol. They get together at the end tho. (Also thank you, I'm really super proud of this title 😊)
Peter/Oli - No Bad Decisions is a spin-off of Pride Brought Us to Bad Decisions that takes place during Peter's sophomore year at MIT, when Oli ends up moving in with him, Ned, and MJ. Cue the cute Oli/Peter romance. Idk if I'll ever actually write this one bc I always feel kinda weird about making OCs a main part of a fic, but idk. I really love Oli, and I liked writing Peter like this, so whether it's popular or not, I'll probably end up writing it eventually. I love them. 😅
Nerd Vest is a white denim, cropped vest I bought about a year ago on clearance at my favorite store, and I've been slowly and surely doing nerd shit to it. I'm currently working on some Avengers-themed embroidery along the hem, which is slow-going because I have embroider and denim is thick. I have plans to acquire patches to sew on and pins to pin on it, and if I get really brave, I'll pick up some fabric medium and maybe attempt painting on some designs, but idk about my paint skills, lol.... Nerd Vest!
Bi Pride Skirt is my attempt at crocheting myself a skirt. It's basically like 15 purple panels I plan on joining together with pink and blue, and doing a pink waistband with a blue scalloped hem at the bottom. Idk if that makes any sense for people who don't crochet, but, as usual, I'm making it up as I go along, so idk how to explain it better yet. I only have the purple panels made right now.
Avenger Dolls are little crochet dolls (I think they're technically called amigurumi or something like that?). I found a pattern book and kit thing at Barnes and Noble 2+ years ago, and it only includes like 8 character patterns, but I'm pretty sure the patterns are adaptable for other characters if I dedicate enough brain power to it. So once I've finished the first one (I misunderstood the pattern on the first attempt and the result was 🥴 not great, poor drunk-looking Steve), I'll figure out how to make myself a little set of my favorite little characters.
I'm sorry that was so long. Hopefully each thing was interesting enough. I know you said you're interested in all of it, but explaining all my WIPs in one post felt really gratuitous lol. Thank you for asking and being interested! 😊
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hi!! adore your work love. could you maybe do smth where stark!reader has to get her wisdom teeth out but HATES the dentist so she brings her boyf peter and her dad w her?? and then when they get home the avengers are all waiting with like comical amounts of flowers and stuffed animals and then reader says some funny shiii and thor thinks she’s like dying lol. idk if that made sense but i’m getting my wisdom teeth out soon and i’m scared😭 thank u so so much love u babe
pairing: peter parker x stark!reader
a/n: tysm lovely :,) i rushed through this like my life depended on it, but i hope i’m not too late. either way, i hope you’re okay! it’s frightening but those bad boys gotta go because we don’t need that kind of energy in our lives. enjoy x
─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: *.☽ .* :☆ﾟ. ───
wisdom teeth? more like wisdoom
y/n has to get her wisdom teeth removed and it’s the singular most dreadful thing she’s ever had to do, which says a lot because her dad is tony richling stark
doing dreadful things she doesn’t want to do but still somehow end up doing just because she can is a personality trait at this point
no one really makes a big deal out of it since ~death~ is part of their job description, but y/n is terrified
and when a stark is terrified the only thing that will keep them one step from insanity is researching the hell out of it
that information will be info dumped into every conversation for the next few weeks leading up to the appointment
“y/n you need anything from the store?” "no thanks, did you know the side effects of getting your wisdom teeth out include ✨sudden death or blood clots✨ tho” “……..i have a coupon?”
the day of the appointment, peter comes along and literally doesn’t let go of y/n’s hand. he keeps touching her to let her know that he’s there and it’s so. adorable
he would rest his hand on her knee, gently stroke her back while holding her, or just play with her hair
happy drops them off and he’s too Cool™ for emotions but he knows y/n’s a wreck, so he just fist bumps her with a single nod and she almost breaks down bc it’s really affectionate
y/n is sitting in the dentist chair and genuinely nothing is happening yet, but she’s squeezing peter’s hand like it’s a sponge
peter might have a high pain tolerance but he’s in pain pain and he prays that his hand won’t just explode on him
the dentist notices how peter tries to keep it together and chuckles
“you okay there, son?” “yea it’s fine, had a better time when a building fell on me tho haha” “pardon?” “oh i mean i didn’t have a good time, i just had a better time”
because y/n is running Anxious Town™, the dentist gives her a sedative to help her relax
plus, an injection of local anaesthetic to numb the tooth and surrounding area
she doesn’t feel anything and it’s GREAT
the procedure is quicker than expected and now the real fun begins
she tries to walk but she falls down so peter scoops her up bridal style and happy stays glued at her side
y/n doesn’t mind although she literally doesn’t recognise them and they’re practically strangers to her
but girly sees an opportunity and tries to flirt with peter bc why wouldn’t she
“you’re pretty” *blushes* “why thanks” “you should let your girlfriend know” “i should let her know i’m pretty?” “so you do have a gf? :(” “yea it’s you” “:)”
they stop for gas and peter goes in to get some water for y/n, and in her infinite wisdom, she decides it’s burger time
her mouth is completely numb and she’s practically leaving a trail of drool behind her, but she’d kill for a burger right now
so she wobbles around aimlessly for an hour on some random parking lot as if the ground might just magically open up like a rabbit hole and lead her to five guys
she’s going places. not back to the car. definitely not five guys. they’re closed. but places
peter finally finds her and he’s drenched from head to toe in sweat. he doEsn’T wAnt tO tALk abOut iT tho so she lets him take her to subway instead
normally, she would know that peter’s usual subway order is bread-lettuce-jalapeño
but in her drugged-up state, it had simply slipped her mind so now she’s staring at him like he’d just murdered someone right in front of her
“that- that’s your order?? no meat or anything just bread, lettuce, and a little spice?”
meanwhile at the compound, sam and steve are ordering everyone around bc they want to decorate this place before y/n gets home to surprise her
they take it very seriously too. they’ve watched like one HGTV show and said it’s our time
they finally get home and tony gives y/n a big hug, asking her what took so long
happy tells him that she was keen on getting burgers bc apparently someone has taught her that stressful times call for ~cheeseburgers~
he proceeds to look at tony with a pointed look
tony just shrugs and goes “she was a problem child. we don’t mention her dark past”
she’s swaying on the spot and keeps grinning like a fool and thor just stares at her weirdly before elbowing bruce and whispering loudly,
“what’s wrong with her? is she dying? should i start collecting leaves, i know this remedy—"
no one can tell if y/n is just happy to see the newly decorated home or if she’s just delighted to see everyone but then she goes around hugging the entire team
she doesn’t even acknowledge the sky-high pile of teddy bears and flowers everywhere bc she’s just squeezing everybody
y/n is so high, she just starts to spill all of her feelings about everyone and they’re already so overwhelmed by the hug chain they can’t take this too
“wanda i just want you to know that you’re like my big sister and you’re always taking care of me and i know you and vision are just going to make such good parents one day”
“bucky you absolute PRICK, you FIEND, you’re the best chess player ever and that’ll never change and i wouldn’t be good without you, i hate to say it but you deserve happiness even after you made me lose five times in a row yesterday”
“dad, you’re so strong and smart, even though we’re like never on the same page, you’re always along for the ride, i want to be like you when i grow up, i swear i’m gonna try to be as good to the avengers as you were to us” “aww- wait makes you think i'll be the first to die“
“nat you’re such a bitch about your protein shakes but you’re my best friend and i wouldn’t have it any other way, you can try out as many make up looks on me as you want”
“bruce, brucey, i would live with you in your lab for the rest of my days if i had to, whenever you ask me to hand you stuff i feel useful and important”
“laura’s way out of your league clint i have no idea how the fuck you got her but don’t lose her and i want to be your next child’s godmother”
“steve…we’re your family now. we’re always gonna be your family now. okay?”
“loki you’re not fooling anyone with your attitude, we all know you’re part of the family, you were just misunderstood and messed up bc of your dad–FUCK him by the way–but i realised everyone deserves as many chances as they need because of you”
“sam i would genuinely kill anyone who wronged you, even if they cut you in line at the grocery store, i would knife them no hesitation”
“thor, you poor golden retriever have been through so much, on my way here i made a wish on an eyelash for you bc you deserve better, your postcards always make my day, love you”
she mumbles something to peter that no one else can hear but he blushes and chokes back a sob
y/n orders hot soup and bucky brings it to her but before he even has time to react peter drops everything and ZOOMS across the room in .3 seconds
he barrels into bucky so hard they both go flying, but peter just smoothly rolls out of it and onto his feet like some kind of super ninja
“DUDE WHAT THE HELL” “😠 y/n is not supposed to drink hot liquids 😠”
all of this happens in mere seconds but sam has filmed it all and now slow mo clips go viral online of some mysterious kid knocking over the winter soldier
y/n’s a little in and out after that, but when she fully regains consciousness, she’s on a pile of blankets, surrounded by the team on the floor <3
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let me know if this is actually comforting lmao stay hydrated pals
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HC for how Peter and Bucky and/or Steve got together??
imma do all three bc why not, right?
for WinterSpider
After Shuri helped get the trigger words out, Steve managed to get him a spot on the Avengers
After Peter Graduated HS, Tony finally got him to agree to join the Avengers, but only part-time, bc he goes to MIT online
After studying a lot, peter realizes he hadn't trained in a while and wouldn't be able to sleep anytime soon.
Bucky, bc of frequent nightmares/flashbacks, cant always sleep, so instead of sleeping. he trains in the gym instead.
After a few nights in a row of meeting in the gym at 3 am, they just decide that they would train with each other every other day, if they both were awake.
Neither of them misses a session, bc they both love training with each other because they both don't have to hold back their strength while fighting.
Say Bucky pins, Peter, down on his back, while on top of him, after weeks of training late at night, and the time outside of training they spend.
"Can I kiss you?" "Fuck Yeah Jay" Peter calls him Jay or Jamie because it feels more personal than Bucky or James
They don't go all the way, even tho they both want to. they just don't, they want to wait, till at least the third date.
They just live happily ever after (At least until Steve and/or Tony find out and beat Bucky's ass)
It works out, don't worry, The worst that happens is Tony blasting him a little harder during team training that week
for Spidershield
Steve chose to stay in the present after endgame, but retired the shield to Sam and is only on call for world-ending stuff.
Peter has had pretty frequent nightmares, from his parents to his uncle to the vulture and the building, tony dying in front of him, he's seen some shit.
so he sits outside watching the stars (bc the compound is far outside the city enough to be able to see the stars amazingly).
So he's out on the roof of the compound, just star-gazing when Steve just calmly sits down next to him.
"What up Mr. Rogers?" "Queens, I told you, it's just Steve"
They just kinda banter back and forth, Peter talking about his online courses, Steve talking about his daily paperwork from Fury.
They spend time with each other outside of Star-Gazing, but they always meet up every night at 3am to just hang out
Peter has frequent panic attacks at night, so being outside with steve just prolongs the inevitable
Steve finds Peter having one while they were training.
"Just follow my breathing, Sweetheart, It's okay, We're in the Compound, you're safe, I'll protect you baby" He brings him out of it and brings him to his room to sleep it off a bit
Peter is sticky, and won't just Steve leave him all alone.
Steve and Peter just cuddle until he's fully calmed down.
"I think i love you, Stevie" "I think i love you too, Queens"
for WinterSpiderShield
Steve and Bucky have been together for a long time, like Pre-WWII
They love each other, and Peter won't ruin a beautiful relationship, just because he went and fell in love with both of the Enhanced Men
"Hey Queens, can we talk?" "Um, Yeah? What up Steve"
"Buck, you want to start this?" "Yeah, So, Peter, we see how you look at us, and we want to know if you wanted to join us?"
"Like-like a threesome?" The two men nodded, confirming that Peter's worst nightmare is coming true because he doesn't just want sex, he wants everything.
He wants everything the men are willing to give him.
"I-um I'm sorry if I gave you guys the wrong idea, but i- um I don't want just sex from you guys" The Men look devastated as if Peter just broke their hearts.
Peter just turns on his heel and runs back to his room "Queens? Peter come back!" Peter doesn't.
It takes Peter almost two weeks of avoiding the men before they end up cornering him in the kitchen.
"Look, Peter, I get that we might've made you uncomfortable, and if we did, we are both so sorry, but after a while of thinking, I've realized that you think we only want you for sex." Steve's voice was soothing, it calmed Peters nerves almost instantly.
"It- don't you guys only want sex from me? Look I get it, a pretty little twink to spice things up, I've been propositioned for this kind of thing before, but I'm not interested in a threesome."
"Peter, doll, look, both Steve and I want you for more than just sex. We want it all. We want to date you, we want to wake up and make you breakfast in the mornings, and we want to fall asleep cuddling with you. Stevie and I are stupidly in love with you."
"You-i- You guys both love me? Like you want to be-be my boyfriends?" "Yeah, Queens, we both really love you. If you don't feel the same, that's okay, we won't take it to heart."
"I-I'll do it. Only if I can take you to the best Sandwich place in all of New York." "It can't be better than that one place in Brooklyn" "I promise, it is. Queens is home to the best Sandwich place in New York, and the owner likes me"
"Doll i think everyone likes you."
#winterspider#spidershield#bucky x peter#winter-spiders#steve x peter#WinterSpiderShield#Bucky x steve x peter
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*sighs* I didn’t wanna do this today besties, but IF I SEE ONE MORE FUCKING PERSON, ONE MORE EDIT, ONE MORE ANYTHING ATTACKING SAM FOR THE THERAPY SCENE IMMA LOSE MY MIND. I don’t know why specifically today, but I swear my fyp has given me like 4 videos of the therapy scene between Sam and Bucky, attacking Sam and talking about how “mean he was to Bucky”.
Literally people out here saying, “he hurt Bucky’s feelings so much and Bucky had to act like he didn’t 🥺” “Sam was all he had left, he was his only friend and betrayed him by saying he didn’t wanna see him again 🥺” “Sam was acting like Steve did when he left Bucky” “Sam was being so mean to him and I felt so bad” Those are just SOME of the comments from ONE VIDEO.
I can’t with y’all bc how many times do we gotta go over this? Sam didn’t do shit wrong here. So what, he said he didn’t wanna see Bucky again after the mission? That’s the only thing even remotely “mean” that he did the whole time. And truthfully, I’d say the same damn thing. Y’all are acting like Sam betrayed their friendship somehow by saying that. But literally, at that point, they weren’t even friends?
They barely knew each other outside of Steve. Sam was the one who’d been reaching out to Bucky for months only to get ignored. He put in effort to be Bucky’s friend, or even just an acquaintance and Bucky was shutting him down. They weren’t friends and the reason why was literally Bucky.
Then, the whole reason the argument was even happening is because Bucky had been on an angry rampage for days, directing that anger at Sam and being an absolute dick to him. Imagine if you’d been trying to be nice to someone, only for them to completely ignore you, then one day they just show up at your work place, going off on you. Would you not be pissed?
Then Bucky tags along on that mission and keeps on making comments, being passive aggressive, etc. Sam had been very patient with Bucky, repeatedly brushing off his attacks and letting it go. The poor guy could only take so much shit before he let a little anger out. Also, in the realms of how unfair this was to Sam, he’d already been incredibly stressed over the decision before, he had a lot of personal issues he was dealing with, he just found out about Isiah, and two cops just treated him shitty based on his race. And Bucky just keeps adding on to it with his drama.
He had every right to get snappy in that moment. And truthfully, what he said wasn’t even that bad. Literally all he did was be like, “let’s just get our work done and if you wanna keep being mad at me, you don’t have to be around me anymore when we’re done.” It’s not like he was out here being malicious. And you know what? It may have hurt his feeling a tiny bit (I doubt it really did tho) but I guarantee you that Bucky had hurt Sam a lot more, and on multiple occasions too.
Don’t get me wrong, I have a lot of sympathy for Bucky in that scene, truly, but that sympathy doesn’t come from Sam “mistreating him”. It comes from the obvious turmoil in his head and self esteem issues. So as much as it’s okay to feel bad for him in that sense, it’s absolutely not okay to twist things into making him a victim in the situation.
Bucky was a being selfish asshole. 100%. His feelings about the shield were valid, it’s understandable why he was so upset. But that’s not an excuse for him to lash out at Sam. He quite literally was taking out his own issues on Sam and that’s not okay at all. Bucky had the completely wrong approach to voicing his feelings. He even acknowledged this TWICE. Once in that scene, when he asks about rule number two, because he realized he’d hurt Sam. And then at the end of episode 5 (I think it was 5) when he actively apologized for his shitty behavior and not being considerate of Sam’s feelings.
If the character himself can realize he was being problematic, then why can’t fans? Y’all are literally taking shit out of context and ignoring other significant lines/scenes to fit your own agendas. There’s absolutely no damn reason to demonize Sam in that scene or in any way at all. If you really think he was doing something wrong, you missed the whole point of his character arc and are completely misunderstanding the purpose of that scene. The scene was written to shed light onto both of their feelings and inner struggles.
We were supposed to sympathize with both of them for different reasons. What was not supposed to happen, is misconstruing Sam’s very valid feelings so you can woobify Bucky more. It doesn’t even make sense to act like Sam is somehow bad. As I’ve said multiple times, he did nothing. The whole scene was meant to point out that Bucky was in the wrong. Literally, Bucky was written to be a dick for both of their character developments. The purpose of Bucky’s rant, the “if he was wrong about you then he was wrong about me” speech, was to emphasize his selfish, rude behavior. Even if it was showing that it stemmed from insecurity, we still are supposed to see how wrong Bucky is. There’s no reason to see him as innocent here, Sam is the innocent one.
So I’ve said this before, I’m saying it now, and I’ll sadly probably have to say it again, but can yall seriously quit with the slander of Sam and other characters in the name of Bucky? Because it’s annoying, disrespectful, and complete bullshit. You have 10 million real reasons to feel sorry for him, you don’t need to make up shit and tear down other, innocent characters for more.
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one of the worst parts tho was the steve stans who tried to tell us we never loved steve if we hated his ending and we were just disappointed and upset stucky shippers. and it's like, we legit never thought it would go canon. it's the steve character transplant and the complete erasure of bucky and how important he was to steve that we're mad about. they were complete strangers in endgame, and that truly hurts.
not to mention their argument that the ONLY reason we didn't like steve's ending was bc "our f*g ship didn't go canon" despite that we never thought it would actually go canon, and the destruction of the stevebucky relationship was only one reason why we didn't like the ending. for me personally (as someone who had been deep in the steve stan AND stevebucky fandoms for years) it was incredibly jarring for stans to suddenly alienate such a large percentage of the steve fandom (and still do to this day)
-if we didn't like steve's ending, it was apparently disrespectful to chris evans
-if we didn't like the ending, we never wanted steve to be happy and were fake stans
-I actually got put on anti lists and labeled as a tony stan? just bc I didn't like the ending?
-I lost a lot of mutuals and I had to block and was blocked by a significant number of "steve" blogs
-it was just so messy and for WHAT
-also no offense but how could you be a real steve stan and like that ending lmao
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Could u write something for sun and moon starts of w angst and ends in major fluff where sun ends up braking down/has a panick attack infront of the avengers bc one of them made a joke that triggered something for her and Bucky is ready to make everyone pay but he has to be reminded that his girl needs him rn so he cradles her and hugs her and whispers sweet nothings in her ear maybe sings and gets her to touch his heart to help her breathe ect just super fluffy and the team have never seen anything like it.. idk u don’t have to I thought it would be cute tho :)
There is like no fluff, but only some comfort at the start and end 😅
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Warnings: angst, memory loss, implied past torture, panic attack
Word Count: 1315
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Steve enjoyed a lot of different types of movies. He’d been in movies for christ’s sake, knew how they were made back in the ’40s, so seeing how far they had come since then was fascinating to him. The graphics and effects were so real, he couldn’t believe it, sometimes couldn’t even tell what was real or fake, and would have to look it up after. Bucky enjoyed documentaries, calming videos about blue whales, or ancient lands. Things that he knew he hadn’t ruined by being a weapon for Hydra. Steve wasn’t sure what you liked.
“Do you remember seeing Snow White at the crummy cinema in Flatbush?” He looked over at Bucky.
“You mean the one that caught fire and didn’t stop a show that one time?” Bucky smirked, and Steve felt that elated fluttering in his chest whenever his friend remembered something from the old days. A feeling Steve hoped would go away because all of Buck’s memories would come back.
“Snow White is the princess movie, correct?” You looked at Bucky for guidance and he nodded. “I think I saw it in a cinema as well… but I could be wrong.”
Your voice trailed off, the words hanging in the air as your brow furrowed, unable to remember how you’d seen the film if you’d seen it at all.
“We could watch that tonight?” Peter rushed, before tightly sealing his lips again.
You smiled a little and nodded, and Steve wasn’t about to disagree with that. He doesn’t mind indulging in a bit of nostalgia. Maybe it would even help Bucky and you jog some memories of days gone by. Tony started to pull up the movie when Peter asked where Nat and Clint were. Steve heard the subtle shift in your breathing, the slight increase in your heart rate when Tony mentioned their mission.
“Nothing, serious, just some dumb SHIELD stuff because they are like actually employed unlike us I guess.”
You sank into Bucky’s side and settled in for the movie, your hand delicately picking up single pieces of popcorn and feeding them to both yourself and Bucky.
It went smoothly. You both laughed at the dwarves, your heart rate spiked a bit at the evil queen and the mirror, but otherwise, it was fine. Things were going really well, Steve couldn’t remember a time when he had seen Bucky more relaxed, except in the ‘40s maybe, but that Bucky wasn’t really the one sitting in this room That Bucky died in ‘45 and was replaced with… a different version of his friend. This Bucky was still his friend, definitely, but there was some chasm between them now. A space that while under Hydra, Bucky had filled with you.
Steve was so caught up in his own thoughts, lost in memories that seemed almost meaningless if his friend was truly gone, that he didn’t notice the change. If he’d been paying attention he would have heard it. The quick way you were breathing, the way your heart rate skyrocketed, the subtle compression sound of Bucky’s metal hand.
“Hey Miss Sunny,” Queens whispered, reaching over and touching your arm.
It was instant. A switch flicked inside you. On-screen Snow White was laying in a glass coffin and you were hurling Peter at it. Steve barely had time to react before you cowering the back corner of the room. Bucky did though, with a deadly efficiency. Peter was off the floor, held by the front of his shirt, and slammed into the screen again, Bucky’s metal arm pulled back to crush his face in.
“What did you do?” He hissed.
“Put him down, Barnes,” Tony pointed a gauntlet at Bucky.
“Bucky, he didn’t do anything, and you should be more concerned about Sunny.”
Bucky looked over his shoulder. Steve saw the shift, the softening in his eyes and dip down of his chin. He dropped the kid, Peter crumbling into a heap and gasping for air. Tony rushed to his side while Steve watched Bucky approach you.
You were shaking, crowded into the darkest corner of the theatre room. Steve could hear the chattering of your teeth between gasped words in Russian. Bucky reached out to you with his metal hand, crouching down to your side and tapping you with it. He started with your knee, tapping some random pattern, before moving on to your shoulder, then your hand clutched at your chest, followed by a single, delicate tap on your nose
“солнышко моё,” Bucky whispered, presenting his metal hand, palm up to you.
The look in your eyes was still distant, not exactly looking at Bucky but something behind him. Steve looked at the screen, seeing Snow White laying the glass coffin still. He nodded to Tony quickly, signaling an end to movie night. The screen went blank and the lights came back up. You blinked, looking down at the hand presented to you.
Steve watched, confused and helpless as you continued to shake. Your hands moved to wrap around your neck, shaking still, and your teeth clacking together. You refused to move anymore, petrified by something unseen. Bucky whispered to you in Russian again, then in English.
“Please, sunlight, shine a light for me.”
You tapped on Bucky’s thumb, two times, then thrice on his palm, before a final tap was placed on his wrist. A soft, metallic chink echoed around the room, and a portion of Bucky's metal arm Steve had never seen open before clicked open. Your hand trembled, slowly reaching for the piece before quickly snatching it back to your chest. You fisted the piece, no longer looking at Bucky.
Steve again had that feeling like he was seeing something he shouldn't, like they were treating the two of you like zoo attractions rather than people. Tears started running down your cheek, thumb fumbling over the metal without looking at it. Steve caught the motion you were making, tight and circular before slow, short lines. He mimicked the motion, realizing it was a Sun, something you or Bucky must have etched into his arm and hidden.
"James, what did I do?" You whimpered.
"You threw Peter at the screen. He is still in one piece, just shaken up." He tucked a finger under your chin, making you look at him and revealing to Steve the terror in your features. Your eyes wide, fat tears falling faster and lips trembling.
"I didn't mean it. I didn't, I swear, please, I'm sorry, don't let them-"
"солнышко моё, you are not in trouble."
"James, I'll be good, моя луна, I can't go back, I can't do it. I'll do whatever they say I didn't mean it."
Steve was barely able to pick up or understand the broken Russian, but he had enough sense to understand the terror in your voice. Your shaking was only getting worse, breathing harsher, and the sharp scent of blood hit him. Bucky grabbed your chin more firmly, the grip of his metal forcing your cheeks to pudge and a whimper to escape your lips.
"Subordinate, yield. That is an order from your commanding officer."
The room went quiet, there was no longer erratic thumping in Steve's ears, he could hear himself think for the first time in the past ten minutes. As quickly as it had begun, whatever Bucky had barked at you in Russian worked. You had calmed down enough to stop the panic attacks. Steve felt a moment of relief despite the fact the night was no longer salvageable. There would have be to a team discussion tomorrow on boundaries and triggering content and teamwork. Steve could already hear your voice tomorrow, meek as ever, apologizing profusely and eloquently while Bucky would grunt a sorry before getting up and whisking you a way to do whatever it was that you two did with all your time.
"How may I service the Winter Soldier?"
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Fun scripted memories I have in my DR bc I can.
Eddie and I having breakfast across the table without speaking and just giving each 9ther a mini wave and smile.
Watching the sunrise or set with Bruce. (This was my first Core memory and I the first thing i do, everything is in the Tickle series 😂)
Thor and Loki taking me to asgard and giving me a dress, it's gorgeous and Thor does my hair and Loki helps when Thors a bit rough <3
When the snap eventually does happen, I go back to the compound and go in my room. Bc I have the stones in my blood I'm technically one of the strongest in other ways so I was able to hold on. But I was also snapped. Before I go thiugh, wade comes in and sees me beginning to fade and we hug with tears in our eyes and I'm just dust.
I actually have tickles scripted, so wade knows I enjoy them and loves taking the piss 💀
Strange knows I'm from another reality but doesn't mention anything-
Vis and I having a deep conversation on the roof about right and wrong.
Wade and I watching yhe stars.
Peter, Wade and I (Eddie pops in and out constantly) have a sleep over in the cinema and take selfies and stuff. It's so much fun omg 😩🤭
Tony and I in a convertible just on the road bc why not?
Bucky and Sam teasing and chasing Peter and I-
The GOTG having a massive dance battle on Just Dance which I get to join in on- omg its so fun!💃🕺💃🕺💃🕺💃
Scott, Wade, Clint, Eddie, Peter, Sam, Bucky and I playing card games together taking the piss. Steve, Tony and Nat join later.
Adding onto the previous, GAME NIGHTS. Usually ends in tickles for me tho ngl. Or Peter.
I read a fic ages ago about Parker not wanting to get up so Tony Tickles him and theres a watertight. So yh, that.
CHRISTMAS! Gingerbread and cupcakes and SNOW OMG THE SNOW FIGHTS! UGH. I STG I TAKE STEVES SHIELD AND BUCKY PUSHES ME DIWN A HILL ITS SO COOL
Baking with Wanda bc I LOVE baking
Asking Eddie for any writing tips bc I love to write.
Venom usually joins with me if the two are having a major argument or Eddie's taking a shower. Idk, he just likes it? Luckily my body can take him in so- yay... he finds out pretty quickly I enjoy being tickled.
Eddie's also a lee. Random, but I like that fact.
Bucky is so sweet- he'll love talking or joking or hanging out when he's I'm a good mood and if he's in a bad mood then he'll just try to stay away but I'll give him hugs and love <3
Sam is awesome. He's like an uncle brother and omg its just lit. Love him. He's also one of the first ppl I meet
Tony and Bruce letting me work in the lab with them. Peter too.
Crashing a date between Tony and Pepper bc I can. I change the songs with peppa pig tunes and All Star (the shreck song by Big Mouth 🤣)
Steve drawing. I just catch him sometimes.
Steve also likes to tell stories about the war, real old man type shit, while Bucky will tell me thibgs about when they were younger and how Steve got the ahit beaten out of him. I love them 💀
Wade climbing through the window-
Clint teaching me how to shoot a bow and accidentally almost hitting Sam-
Clint in the vents and Tony, Sam, Bucky, Nat and I all kicking it randomly throughout the day jusy incase he's in there 💀
Thor and his pop tarts... I've never tried them before, or not in like 6 years or smth, so he casually stuffs them down my throat
Loki and I reading by the fire <3
Wanda teaching me how she uses her powers while I use mine bc i got no fucking clue .
Ice cream. One is Eddie having ice cream to piss off Venom. Ends badly for E.
Loki and i pulling pranks and getting wrecked afterwards. So worth it in my opinion. Loki was just embarrassed 😂
Loki and Thor singing in asgardian <3
Karaoke night, on this massive stadium. Ugh, love it! Peter and I have a duo, so do Tony and Steve and they sing the Greatest Showman The Other Side or snth bc I forced everyone to and OMG ITS JUST SO COOL.
Halloween parties. So much chaos. And I lob candy at ppl
Easter, look at my easter fic, basically along them lines.
Nat and I doing make up
Nat training me to do that neck thing but I just keep making sex jokes 💀✌ she shuts me up...
Loki and Thor dancing around the fire as they sing in asgardian and the team all clap as Peter and i join in <3
Tbh I'm really enjoying writing these so imma just add randomly bc they are really gd for feeling connected <3333
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Things about Black Widow that I loved
ofc spoilers
(I loved every single minute of this movie, but these are the things that i stuck out more for me)
The god damn opening scenes. I got chills, the music made it even more perfect.
Nat deceiving Ross, I love when Marvel shows Nat’s high intelligence. We didn’t get much of that before so i love to see it through the movie.
Yelena going down the wall in Morocco (it might be stupid, but i just love that part)
O. T. Fagbenle
“Fanny longbotom? what are you 12?”
“Budapest.. ssshht”
Nat citing the movie in real time 😭
The bridge fight was also amazing, specially when she took the shield i died.
The extra sibling fight. (i don’t have a sibling but if i had one that’s how i would fight them lmaooo)
Nat and Yelena sliding on the rooftop (as well the nameless widow)
Nat trying to save the nameless widow on that tower :(
“сука”
“You want me to chase him down and un-steal it?”
Nat and Yelena sliding down the thing in the subterranean train. i don’t know, but for me that was so cool.
“Great plan, i love the part where i almost bleed to death”
Clint in the vent lmaoooo
Yelena talking about her amazing vest and Nat just listening to her with a smile 😭
Nat and Yelena ganging up on O.T. Fagbenle (bro he didn’t have a name or i just forgot it???)
Yelena eating that bar and going “is dry, really dry” while O.T. looks worried lmao
“You are a very annoying individual” i don’t know, i just love that sooo much.
“You are such a poser”
Nat and Yelena bickering while saving Alexei.
“We are both doing a great job 👍😀”
Yelena casually causing an avalanche and going “this is a cool way to die”
Nat saving Alexei from the avalanche.
The whole joke about the uterus and the fallopian tubes. (it’s their pain so they got to joke about it)
The hug and Nat acting like every elder daughter while Yelena gives in but seconds later she goes “No, let go of me, you smell really bad” (She wanted the hug, but not the smell 😞😂)
Alexei one sided rivalry with Captain America kills me lmaoooo I wonder if he knows about Bucky lol
Melina and her pigs and her mind control thing (not saying it was good, but it was a great twist to know that yelena’s pain was in part thanks to her)
The four of them siting at the table in the same way they did all those years showing us that they are still bonded to those days. Also, the similarity in the set killed me.
Alexei and Yelena singing “Bye, Bye Miss American Pie”
The widow training in sync. While is bad bc of mind control, i think it also cool having all these women being badass in sync.
I’m sorry but i can’t help but love taskmaster and the way she can mimic very well every avenger. Specially T’Challa (listen i cried when i saw that, i was actually expecting the wakanda soundtrack to pop out. it hurts)
Nat using the same tactics she used on Loki and Dreykov hitting her while she doesn’t have a defense. That showcase abuse from men into women.
Nat breaking her nose and then putting it back again?? girl i’m her and i faint lmaoo
Melina’s intelligence while fighting is still perfect for me. She choosing the smarter way all the time.
Yelena doing Nat pose and then going “disgusting” 😂
Also Yelena on the operation table going “This is a less cooler way to die” (i mean she is not wrong, imagine if the open your head to meddle with your brain, ugggh)
The fact that Nat took out her batons to fight a bunch of widow while she knew she didn’t stand a chance. (Steve getting ready to fight Thanos army :(((( ALONE, best friends shit)
Yelena and Nat bickering until the final moment. When she went to Nat “I take it out in 3” and she just takes it out without counting and Nat looks at her like “Bitch???”
Nat letting Antonia out?? even tho she knew she was gonna try to kill her? amazing
Yelena sacrificing yourself
But Nat won’t let her die so easily so ofc she jumps in a perfect form to save her little sister.
Then Nat let’s go to go for Antonia. (GIRL STOP BEING SO CONFIDENT WHILE FIGHTING)
Yelena “we are both upside down) and their hug.
Alexei recognising that he have been screwing up everything until the last moment so in the end he opts for take Nat hand and shut up.
Yelena giving Nat the vest, let me cry, let me cry 😭
The whistle LET ME CRY, LET ME CRY.
the widows coming back for Yelena and Antonia 😭😭😭
The ending while Nat drives away and the Avengers music plays 😭😭😭😭😭😭
“Let’s go Fanny”
Yelena in her own amazing style, showcasing that she finally gets to make her own decisions 😭
The whistle and the tomb (and me waiting for a whistle back 😭😭)
KILL HIM.
Also while i know that this maybe have nothing to do i will like to think that it has a lot to do.
When Alexei was giving the speech and saying “You should only sacrifice yourself for something...” probably “bigger” or “important”
I like to think that Yelena heard that so she did the sacrifice.
At the same time I like to think that Nat also heard about it, that maybe he told her in the end so she kept that in mind in “Endgame”
It could be only Marvel fucking around, but i like to think that they both heard Alexei’s speech.
Anyways, i’m gonna go cry now.
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