Marguerite Duras, from The Lover

Text ID: She weeps for the disaster of her life,

Optimus: Ratchet, can we triangulate the geographical position of the cellphone signal?

Ratchet: In a parallel dimensional plane???... Let's find out.

thinking about him today

So? Whatzittoya?

Chapter 10 WIP

he's doing his best

5. Age 12. I realize, like really realize, that I like (like, like like) both boys and girls. I declare myself a riot grrrl and a punk. I cut my hair hella short; start wearing combat boots, army surplus coats, chains. I want to be Kurt Cobain and Courtney Love, Thurston Moore and Kim Gordon. I still get told I look like a boy. I also get called a dyke for the first time.

6. It’s the early ‘90s. Queerness and androgyny are somewhat accepted for celebrities, but not for regular people, at least not in my mid-sized southeastern Wisconsin town. If you’re at all gender non-conforming or non-heterosexual, you get called a dyke or a fag or a freak or all three, interchangeably.

7. No one believes bisexuality exists. If you say you’re bi, everyone assumes you’re just a homo too scared to fully come out, or you’re a hetero trying to be ‘different.’ Or you’re just an indecisive, greedy slut.

8. Anytime I get a crush on a girl, I write in my journal: Oh, I like girls so much, I must really be gay. Anytime I get a crush on a boy, I write in my journal: Ugggh, boys are so cute, I must really be straight.

9. I start cutting myself. I start smoking. I start writing zines and slam poetry and I start trying suicide.

10. I get called a dyke and a fag and a freak. I throw my lot in with the other misfits. The kids two, three, four years older, and the handful of others my age who get it. The other queer kids, zine-writers, alterna-girls and boys, kids with green hair or shaved heads and nose rings. Theater geeks and Rocky Horror reenactors, bedroom magicians, thriftstore shoppers, delicate cutters, graffiti artists, amateur arsonists, seasoned shoplifters. Riot grrrls and indie rockers, grungy dirtbag skaters, punks and goths and industrial kids, hippies and hardcore hip-hoppers and suburban Rastafarians and all the kids who don’t fit into any one subculture but just love all of it as long as it’s outside the mainstream.

11. Is anyone in the mainstream? RENT will ask, just a couple years later.

—Jessie Lynn McMains, from Reckless Chants #26: I: Forever New (Protection from Binaries, Pt. 2), October 2022

shinwon is a victim of capitalism

catboy twitch gamer grievous for a friend. he's totally playing lego sw skywalker saga as himself.

I'm just trying to make some sense out of the mess my life is

If Eddie sits next to Buck at the HenRen vow renewal then aslksjdkls. But if he doesn't sit next to Buck, there's so much more room for "subtle" wistful glances while Hen and Karen are saying romantic shit. Do you feel me?

"Incorrect Tatort quotes"

Nika: My sexuality doesn't define me...

Sebastian: How are you?

Nika: Gay.

it's not, but i don't think it's an issue tbh. unless ur like, morally against it ig

morally against getting schmoney? never

aren’t we all?

Hi I am so sorry to be that person but there’s a fic that I absolutely CANNOT remember the name of.

It’s wincest with Dean having a daughter he named Mary but calls Mer. They live with a woman named Whitney. The kid has psychic powers and so does Sam and Dean and they have some kinda connection. I think it’s a series??

Again, apologies. I’m kinda stuck here

I'm so sorry, anon, but it doesn't ring a bell! I hope you can find it. I'll ask around, tho...

"I'm on a very important quest for radiant rainbows."

Hakos Baelz, 2022