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strongheartneteyam · 1 year

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I wish I could

Chapter 6

Pairing: Neteyam Sully x female!curvy!human reader

CW: angst, fluff, teasing in a sexual way but with words only, slighty possessive Neteyam, mentions of breeding kink. Nothing much, actually 😅

Not proofread and a shorter chapter this time. Sorry guys, I'm half asleep 😴 But I had inspiration for fluff and a bit of teasing all of a sudden so here it is. Hope u guys like it 💕

Chapter 5

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Ao'ite had just told the Sullys about the fact that you are now Neteyam's mate and is pregnant, after walking for a while through the rainforest to get to their home.

Neytiri wasted no time and started to say:

"We know about it. Jake told me. I would expect something like that from Lo'ak, I never thought Neteyam could be this impulsive but anyway... We are happy to know we are gonna be grandparents." She smiled slightly but was still shaken by all the surprise bombs that have been thrown in her lap since not many hours ago

Neteyam smiled wide, brows together, a heavy breath leaving his catlike nose. He couldn't believe the news he was hearing from Ao'ite. "Thank you, Great Mother! You're too good for us, Ma Eywa." He thought

Neteyam walked to get close to his parents that were in front of Ao'ite

"Excuse me, Ma Ao'ite. When can I see (y/n)? I would love to go see her. I actually need to. I'm the father. It's my responsibility." the Omatikaya boy said, hoping he still sounded respectful towards his mother-in-law but it was hard to still think about formalities when he was dying to see his pregnant mate. Damn. (y/n) was carrying his baby, he thought. He didn't even know what to feel, it was euphoria mixed with nervousness and excitement.

"Calm down, my son. You will see her soon. We just need to talk a bit more about it all with Ao'ite and she will take you to her home" Jake said as Neytiri looked at him

"Actually, you can go without me, kid." Said the mature na'vi woman

"Are you sure?" Neteyam asked, heart racing inside his ribcage

"Yes. You know well how to get there. If it's okay with the Olo'eyktan and the Tsahìk" She looked at Jake and Neytiri "I would like you to take care of your mate from now on. To be always there for her. I know you will do it, it's our culture, but she is human. You know she needs you more than a na'vi girl would. She has a weak body..." Ao'ite looked sad and worried, eyes gazing into nothingness for a second

"Our son is reliable, I can promise you that, with Eywa as my witness. He will help (y/n) with anything she needs. He will build a house for themselves and sleep by her side every night so he can have more time with her in the morning too, before training, to help with the morning sickness. I'm sorry he can't have more time with her but I know you understand the importance of training to become the next clan leader." The Olo'eyktan said

"Of course." Ao'ite said "Thank you for your support." She smiled

"We're only doing the bare minimum, Ao'ite." Neytiri said "Any good type of living being is sacred to Eywa and this baby has na'vi blood too, so, it makes this life even more important." Neytiri said "And we love your daughter as if she was ours." the Tsahìk smiled

Kiri was entering the house carrying flowers in her hands when she said

"What baby?"

"(y/n) is carrying Neteyam's baby. It's a long story." Neytiri said, looking at her daughter

"What?!" Kiri dropped the flowers on the floor "H-how did this happen? She never even told me she liked him or anything! What's going on?" The poor girl was shook to her bones

"Not now, babygirl. Can you leave us for a moment, please?" Jake asked of Kiri

She opened her mouth but gave up on talking, rolled her eyes and left her parents' home.

"I'm sorry but I'm leaving now." Neteyam said

Jake looked at him "It's okay, son. (y/n) must be in a hurry to talk to you as much as you are to talk to her. Go."

"Thank you, dad." The na'vi young male walked out the door as fast as he could without running but when he got some good meters away from his home he did start to run. He was desperate to see his mate. What if she needed him right now to help her with some pregnancy symptom? He knew this pregnancy would be a risky one. It made his heart hurt but he was still so happy she was expecting his child.

There were way too many contradictory feelings swimming inside his body at that moment.

When he finally got to his destination, he saw you lying down in your mat. You were sleeping, tiredness in your pretty face. He smiled and walked slowly to get close to his mate, trying to not make noise that could startle you and wake you up.

When he was close enough to you, Neteyam sat on the floor and gave a chaste kiss to your forehead.

You moved lazily and slowly opened your eyes. The first thing you saw was Neteyam's face, his blue skin calling your attention as it was just so enchanting to look at.

"Teyam." You smiled with eyes still slightly closed

"Hey, beautiful." The Omatikaya was smiling at you, his eyes sparkling "How is our baby?" Tears filled his big amber eyes

You felt your heart start to beat as fast as ilus could swim.

"Our baby is alright. I can't say the same about myself thought" you laughed a bit "I never felt more tired in my life."

Neteyam was worried but tried to conceal it and only give off a positive vibe to you. He wanted to be your rock through this special time of your lives.

"What about if I lay behind you and we cuddle? Would it make my girl feel better?" He asked with affection, smiling, showing no teeth

"Yes!" You said happily

Neteyam quickly lifted the sheets that were covering you and laid behind your body. He tuck you in (he knew humans were so much more sensitive to wind and lower temperatures than the na'vi) and held you. If he wanted to protect you from any harm before, that need was even bigger now that you were carrying his child inside your womb. He fought his instincts to not let that thought give him a boner. Now was not the time. You needed to rest and he was at Ao'ite's house, for Eywa's sake.

Neteyam kissed your cheek and cooed "You don't know how happy I am, my yawne."

"You are, Teyam?"

"Of course, my sweetheart. Did you forget what I told you in the forest? I've always wanted to get you pregnant. I'm a freaking pervert." He laughed, making you roll your eyes "But for real, it's not just about you being pregnant with my child turning me on. You were born to be a mother. Tuk loves you. All babies I ever saw you take care of would fall asleep so fast in your arms. I'm honoured to be the father of your baby."

Hearing Neteyam call himself the father of your baby made you feel a knot in the lowest part of your stomach. You still couldn't believe you were going to grow big with his child inside of you. That was so... so hot.

"I love you so much, my baby. You're only mine. Say you're mine, please." Neteyam spoke next to your ear

"I'm only yours, my yawnetu."

"Yes, you are, my princess. You are my mate and you're carrying my baby in your womb. Does that make you feel good?" The big Omatikaya boy held you tighter, his fingers rubbing your still small belly. He couldn't control himself. If he couldn't have sex with you at that moment, he had to at least tease you a bit. It was too much.

"You know it does." You said, out of breath

Neteyam touched your arm and gently moved you so you could face him. He looked deep into your eyes and went for a kiss. His sweet warm lips touched yours, making you feel your body strength slowly go away. He made you feel like surrendering completely to him. Neteyam kept his lips glued to yours for a while, his saliva wetting your mouth. After a few seconds, you both heard a lip smacking sound as his mouth parted from yours. He cupped your face with his hand, looking you in the eyes and then gave you one last kiss before hugging you from behind again.

"I will take care of you, my mate. I won't let anything happen to you or our little baby. I know Eywa will take care of the both of you too. Bless us, Ma Eywa." He finished the sentence with a prayer

"I love you, my Teyam." You breathed

"I love you forever." Neteyam spoke and then kissed your cheek three times "Now go back to sleep, my baby. You need to rest. I'm here. I'm done with my training for today. I can be with you until the eclipse. I wish I could sleep by your side today but I can't. But I promise I will start building our home tomorrow. I'll ask Lo'ak to help me. I know he won't say "no". That way we can have our home faster and I can sleep with you and our baby every night, okay?"

"Okay. Thank you for being... for being you. You're gonna be the best father. You already take care of Lo'ak, Tuk and Kiri so well." You chuckled and closed your eyes, leaning into his embrace

Neteyam laughed a bit, rolling his eyes. He was immensely happy, even if he was still scared for your health and the baby's health. But he knew one thing. He would live and die for that child. And he hadn't even met the little being yet. He couldn't wait to meet his son or daughter, though.

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mdzs-owns-my-ass-i-guess · 11 months

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Sleep like the dead

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🧟😴😭(The ONE TIME Wen Ning decides to take a nap. The juniors find him and assume he’s passed on for good. Ugly crying ensues. He wakes up to find several teenagers bawling on him)

Funny story: one evening, when I was still living in the university dorm rooms, I fell asleep very early (it was still light out) because I was exhausted. My preferred sleeping position back then was hands on my chest, motionless, on my back, like a dead person.

My roommate came home from class at some point that evening and I suddenly woke up to someone shaking me, increasingly panicked, asking me if I'm dead on the verge of tears.

I just said "yes" and got back to sleep. (I do not remember this part, I just know I woke up briefly - my roommate told me this the next morning. Apparently she'd been shaking me for a while before I decided to respond!)

Anyways, enjoy!

"Oh, sweet, uncle Ning is here!" Lan Jingyi exclaims as he notices Wen Ning leaning against one of the large, wisteria trees in the bunny field, little fluff balls surrounding him. "I wonder if he has any new stories from his travels! I've had enough of old teacher Lan's lectures!"

"We only have about ten minutes or so until the next lecture, Jingyi." Zizhen reminds, in a tone that's more befitting to Lan Sizhui than himself.

"Yeah, but it's with senior Wei, so we can be a bit late. He is too, especially now that Sizhui is back and they're catching up." A laugh. "He gets so mopey whenever he and uncle Ning leave for more than a week, whining about his little radish forgetting about him or something!"

"C'mon, it's cute." Zizhen elbows him. "And anyway, Sizhui always brings us gifts so..."

"At least he does!" Jingyi says, accusingly side-eyeing Jin Ling. "Some of us are incredibly stingy!"

"Shut up, what am I, your sugar daddy?! Get a job!"

"I have a job, dumbass, I'm a cultivator!"

Jin Ling smiles, venomously. "Oh, really? I must have forgotten, that's how remarkable you are!"

"You fu-"

"Guys?" Zizhen interrupts, having gone ahead to greet Wen Ning. His voice is shaky and his complexion pale, "I-I think uncle Ning is - I think there's something wrong with him!"

Jingyi and Jin Ling quickly close in the distance and crouch to take a look at the man. He looks... like he always does. Pale, dead, you know - the fierce corpse aesthetic. But his eyes are closed, and he doesn't seem to be... moving. At all.

Jin Ling reaches to poke his hand. "Uncle Ning?"

Nothing. He frowns, and reaches to shake his shoulder. "Uncle Ning!"

There is no response. Wen Ning stiffly leans against the tree, expressionless, shadows and sunrays dancing on his face.

"Come on, this isn't funny, wake up!" Jin Ling tries again, hiding his worry behind apparent anger. "Wen Ning!"

Jingyi reaches to tug on one of Wen Ning's sleeves, vision increasingly blurry. "Wake up, why won't you wake up? Uncle Ning!"

Zizhen lets out a sob, joining his friends as they attempt to bring Wen Ning back to consciousness. But no amount of shaking or tugging or begging seems to work, and their words are increasingly broken by sobs .

"We-we need to - senior Wei - Sizhui - he's gone-" Jingyi tries, tears falling down his face as he slowly resigns to the reality of what is happening.

"Shut the hell up! He's not!" Jin Ling yells, the tears filling his eyes starting to fall, "He's - he's fucking dead already, how can someone die twice?!" And Jin Ling resumes trying to wake him up, poking his cheek. "Wen Ning, what the hell are you doing?! Open your eyes already!"

"How - how are we going to tell... how..." Zizhen mumbles, wiping his tears. "I don't want uncle Ning to be gone!"

"He's not!" Jin Ling insists, his face wet with tears, red from both anger and panic. "He's fucking not! He's - I -"

But the more he tries, the more he loses hope. This has never happened before, this isn't something they can fix. This isn't something anyone can fix, Wen Ning is really...

"Wake up! Wen Ning...! How dare you do this to me...! You said...!"

There are no more words now, no more attempts. The three juniors cry over Wen Ning's corpse, trying to will themselves to get one of their seniors and... and... Oh, uncle Ning really is gone now, he's gone and they'll never see him again, they'll never talk to him again, he won't ever tell them stories or help them with night hunts or scare off Jin Ling's annoying cousins or...or...or...

There is a grunt.

Wait. A grunt?!

Jingyi's head snaps up. "Guys!"

"Shut the fuck up, Jingyi!" Jin Ling cuts in, "I don't want to hear any of your-"

"Why are you guys crying...?" A new voice joins in, and the juniors attention snaps towards the source, where Wen Ning blinks wearily at them, as if awoken from a deep slumber. "Did something happen...?"

There is no response except three juniors now having jumped in his arms.

"Don't ever fucking do that to me again!" Jin Ling warns, "We thought you died!"

"Well, I already-"

"No, for good!" Jingyi adds, and makes no effort to hide how he's snuggling to the Ghost General's chest. "We tried to wake you up for so long and you just wouldn't!"

"And anyway, what's up with that? Fierce corpses don't sleep!" Zizhen asks, trying to get Jingyi to leave him some room on Wen Ning's chest.

"I found a potion... I missed sleep and wanted to experienced it again..."

"Yeah, well, warn us next time! Can you imagine how Sizhui would have reacted? Or senior Wei? Or even Hanguang-Jun?!"

"I will tell you next time, Jingyi. And do not worry, Sizhui didn't get scared the first time I took the potion... When I woke up, I found him calmly trying to invent...something to bring me back."

"Ah yes, the senior Wei instinct."

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The juniors don't show up to class, so Wei Wuxian goes to find them and scold them about it - after all, they can flunk, he doesn't mind that, just let him know!

So he storms through the Cloud Recesses, growing increasingly worried about where they could be - has something happened to them? Are they sick? Did they get cursed? Did they die?

And just as he's about to go grab Lan Zhan from his meeting with his brother because the kids are nowhere to be found, what if they got kidnapped or worse!

...he finds them.

And Wen Ning.

They're all snuggled together, napping underneath the large wisteria tree, bunnies around and on them.

The sight is so heartwarming that Wei Wuxian decides not to disturb them.

In fact, he decides he wants to nap too, and settles next to Jin Ling, leaning against Wen Ning's shoulder.

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"Why does Hanguang-Jun look like that?" one Lan junior asks as he spots the man walking from the bunny field with a grim expression.

"It's the vinegar." the other replies, "Senior Wei must have done something that's gonna have us banned from being around the jingshi for three days again."

"Man, I wish that was me."

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elly99 · 10 months

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In An Airplane

Part 2 of 3. Check here for more details.

I've been thinking about you on this aeroplane And my, my mind is in the sky When I'm dreaming about you on this aeroplane

09:28 CET

A new morning in Milan. A new number in your phone. You notice she'd already messaged you.

good morning! 😊 you have a pretty name! it suits you. nice to meet you! again ㅋㅋㅋ

good morning! and thank you!! i like your name too! nice to officially meet you hanni 🤝

oops sorry i'm so used to using ㅋㅋㅋ i forgot you probably don't know what that means 🤣 it's just like laughing in korean

yeah i figured ㅋㅋㅋ

did you sleep well?

best sleep i've had for as long as i can remember 😴 how about you?

same!! i think i have you to thank for that 🤭

and i have you to thank for last night! it still doesn't seem real

i know! i had such a nice time 💓

Normally you'd be surprised to see hearts sent so soon, but after last night you could send her a million.

me too! hihi 💓

you know what else is real tho? work today 😣 but it should be fun!!

i'm sure it will be. and you'll nail it! fighting!! you guys say that right? 😅

yeah that's right! hahaha

You already knew you were right but you found yourself wanting her affirmation.

hey i need to get ready soon 🙁 what time's your flight?

it's at 8 in the evening but my parents want to head to the airport after lunch

ok i'm going for a walk in a bit then i think i'm eating lunch at the hotel so i might see you in the lobby or something

don't worry i'll pretend i don't know you

i'm glad you got to know me last night tho 😊 i'm thankful the universe sent you my way 💫

so am i!!

i'll get going now! keeping texting me ok? even if i don't reply right away. i really like talking to you 💗

me too hanni! take care! 💗

The morning was cold and the sky was grey, but just like last night, she had a way of keeping you warm. You look at your messages, then once again at the roses on your bedside table. You couldn't stop smiling.

13:31 CET

hey we're checking out now. i went out for a walk earlier too! i bought you something and left it at reception. said it was from a fan. luckily my parents didn't notice 😅 hope you like it!! and hope you enjoyed lunch too! will text you when i get to the airport 😊

15:05 CET

checking in bags now. is it weird that i miss you?

17:10 CET

hope your work is going well!! just waiting for boarding now. btw my brother lent me a really interesting book. i'll finish it on the plane later. i'd love to talk about it with you!

heeyyyyy!! i'm soooo so sorry i didn't get back to you!! i really wanted to reply but was really busy and also trying not be suspicious hahaha

hey hanni!! it's no problem at all! don't worry about it 😊

just finished a shoot but aaaaaa i got your flowers!! thank you so much!!! 🥹 they're beautiful! i love them so much 💕

i'm glad!! yeah i realized i couldn't really take the roses you bought me last night on the plane and i didn't want them to go to waste so i just bought a whole bouquet to complement them. and you deserve them more anyway!

you're so sweet! thank you so much!! and i'd love to hear about the book you're reading! just keep ranting about it and i'll get back to you after dinner probably. gotta go for now!

alright enjoy dinner! i'll keep listening to the playlist you made me

hihi hope you like it! let me know which songs you enjoy

will do! oh and i downloaded phoning too! it's so cool you guys have something like this

oh nice!! you're a bunny now 🐰

i think i became one as soon as i met you 🐰

stop being so sweet!! i'm smiling like a crazy person in front of everyone here. ok i really gotta go. text you later!!

see yaaaaa

i miss you too btw

Who was the one smiling like a crazy person now?

21:38 CET

how's it going! hope the wifi on the plane is alright! i just got home from dinner

hey I just finished dinner too and am reading now! how was the food?

we ate at a restaurant right next to the cathedral and it was really good! it just felt kinda weird going back there and not being with you

aw do you miss me that much 🐰

i do 🤭

i miss you too hanni 💗 last night was really special to me. sorry i keep saying that but i can't help it. i hope we get to see each other again soon

it was really special to me too!! we'll meet up soon i promise 🙏 i'll find a way once i get back home in a few days

no rush!! i know you're a busy gurl and you're in the public eye so yeah i really don't wanna pressure you! hope you know that. even if we only ever get to text or call from now on i'll be cool with that. i'm just glad i met you!

ya gurl do be busy!!!

You have to stop yourself from reading too much into that one.

hihi 😋

but for real I'll do my best! meeting you was really such a gift and i wanna see you again

you're really sweet did you know that?

you're sweeter did you know that?

stahp 🙈

hehe 😋 so how's your book btw! i'm gonna have to sleep soon because i gotta get up early tomorrow so i wanna hear about it before going to bed

so the book is called einstein's dreams and it's basically just a collection of stories. the stories describe worlds where time behaves a little differently in each. it's pretty interesting! and a lot of it is based on real parts of einstein's theories. it really makes you think

that sounds really cool! i've always been interested in science! was just never really good at it 😅

well if you couldn't tell i'm a huge nerd. i'll probably study physics or something at uni in korea

really? i mean yeah i could tell haha but i didn't think you'd actually be studying something like physics. you struck me as more of an emotional and artistic person

well i am! idk about artistic but i appreciate art and music. and the beauty in the world. i think that's why i want to study physics. it's like studying the poetry of the universe

only a huge nerd could romanticize a bunch of math

well math is the language that poetry is written in!

alright nerd let me hear about the actual book now hahahah

sorry hahaha

don't be sorry!! i'm just playing around. i love the way you look at the world 😊

aw thanks 🥹 ok so there's two stories in the book that i really like. the first one describes a world where time passes more slowly the higher up in altitude you go which is technically true in the real world but the effect is a lot more pronounced in the story. so everyone moves to the mountains or builds really tall buildings to live in thinking that they'll live longer as a result. then it becomes a status thing like the people who live in the valleys and lowlands are looked down upon. but the irony is it's all just relative. sure up in the mountains time will pass more slowly but only relative to down in the valleys. they're not really gaining any more time in their lives. in fact their lives become shorter because of the thin cold air up there and they start eating less and become unhealthy and aged before their time. i mean science aside it's just interesting to think about the lengths people will go to to run away from something inevitable then they end up making it worse

wow

there's that wow again 😂 that's all you have to say? i mean i get it i kinda ranted sorry hahaha

no no!! it's really interesting i swear!! you'll have to explain the science to me some other time but what i got from that is we should just embrace what we have now. not try to outrun our lives but just live them in the moment. not lose sight of what really matters

and what's that?

love? humanity? i mean you said it became a status thing. people lost their compassion in their greed for something more. something that wasn't even real

yeah... it's kinda sad to think about. humans can be so kind but also so cruel. i wonder where it all goes wrong sometimes

yeah 😞

but hey i don't think i told you this. do you know what i thought when i first saw you on that balcony last night?

oh what?

i thought you were an angel. a very expensive looking angel 😂

noooo stopppp 🙈🙈🙈

i'm serious tho!! i just knew from your voice and your eyes that you would be the kindest person i'd ever met. and i was right. i love the way you look at the world too

you're too sweet stop it 🥹

alright alright you wanna hear the other story? it's a little lighter than this one hahaha

sure! it'll be my bedtime story

ok so in this world time is like a disc and it gets slower as you get closer and closer to the middle. again this can kinda happen in a way in the real world but that's for some other time. but basically you can walk to the center of time and when you're there time will stop. that means you'd never be able to leave but that moment would also last forever. so lovers would go there and kiss or parents would go with their children and hold them to stop them from growing older. but for people who didn't quite reach the center, just passed close to it, their time would slow down so much that when they got back to the rest of the world nothing would be the same. their friends and family would be gone and cities would be completely different. centuries would've passed essentially. so it's like a risk to get close to the center. but some people choose to do it to treasure specific moments. what would you choose?

oh that one's interesting too!! i think it's kinda similar to the first story tho. i feel like we can still treasure the important moments in our lives without having to freeze them forever and lose other things in the process. live in the moment but not freeze it forever

right? i'm glad we think the same!

me too 😊 hey thanks for sharing all this! i know it means a lot to you and it means a lot to me that you're sharing it with me. i gotta go sleep now but don't hesitate to keep writing your thoughts. i wanna hear them all! i'll reply when i wake up. update me when you're home safe ok?

i will!! thanks for being so sweet hanni! i really appreciate it. good night and sweet dreams!! 💗

good night!! hope you sleep well on the plane ❤️

But you still had so much on your mind. She was the kind of person you wanted to share your whole world with. So even if you did manage to sleep, you knew you'd dream about her. And in your dreams you'd be together, the distance between you reduced to nothing. An airplane on the ground, a hotel room in the sky.

3:47 CET

good morning!! hope i'm not waking you up with the notifs. i managed to sleep quite a bit and i'm listening to your playlist again now. and it's playing airplane thoughts! it's a really nice song and it's really fitting. so in the spirit of the song i just wanted to share some more thoughts with you. i was just thinking about how we were talking last night and the night we met, and how i just feel so comfortable? with you. like i can just be myself and open up completely. i'd usually never do that with someone i just met but you just made me feel at home. so often in my life i've been with people and shared special, beautiful moments with them. like when i would travel and see amazing cities and landscapes with my family, or stay up all night with my friends. but something was always off. i felt like i was the only one feeling that way. the feeling that this moment right here is special and i'll remember it for the rest of my life. i knew they didn't understand that feeling or treasure that moment in the same way. but somehow just a few hours with you sitting in front of a cathedral in milan i knew you understood me. you made me feel like a different person. or rather the person i always was underneath the facade i put on for people. so i hope you understand why i keep saying that our first night was so special to me and why i keep thanking you for it. it was so important to my life right at that moment. i'm just happy you're here. that's all

5:32 CET

hey good morning!! ❤️ you know the reason i love music so much and i guess why i'm a singer now is because i feel like there are too many emotions in this world and not enough words to express them. often i find myself feeling a certain way but not being able to describe it. then i listen to just the right song and i think yeah that's it. that's the feeling. i think music and art in general is just the language we need to overcome that gap. so when we shared our music that night, and knowing that you're listening to and enjoying the playlist i made for you now, i knew i felt something special with you. when i looked into your eyes i knew you felt it too. that connection. just the way you described it. so i'm happy you're here too ❤️

i don't think i've ever cried this high up above the ground before

oh hey you're awake! sorry huhu didn't mean to make you cry but tbf you made me cry too just now. and i just woke up!! i can't have swollen eyes for the show today 😅

omg i'm so sorry!! hahhaha

you should be landing soon right? have they served breakfast? lunch? idk time zones are hard

yeah they did! breakfast was soooo good! korean food is amazing. like even in planes it's great

welllll you're in business aren't you?

oops 🙈

that explains some of it 😂 but yeah korean food is so good!!

you gotta send me all your food recs!! i'll check them all out when i can

sure sure!! but i gotta get ready first. i have a quick shoot in my hotel room before the show. i might do a phoning call later when i'm done with it. it'll be quick but maybe you can join in!

sounds good! time to meet all my fellow bunnies 🐰

go get some more sleep! or not actually maybe it'll be better for your jet lag to wait until later

yeah i've slept enough. have fun today hanni!! see you later on phoning 📱

see youuuuu!! take care!

As soon as you cross the threshold at immigration and enter Korea once again, the thought crosses your mind that in a few days she'd be here, too. And the hope that you'd have more nights together enters your heart.

12:30 CET/20:30 KST

hey can i just say you looked amazing!! an angel fr

nauurrr 🦭🦭

hahaha why the seal?

sorry that's just the emoji i've been using for myself lately hahah

it's cute! it suits you somehow

thank you 🥰 you should be home right? everything went smoothly i hope?

yeah all good! tho i think jet lag's gonna hit hard

aww man i know the feel! but i'll be here to keep you company don't worry! ❤️

thank you! you're the sweetest as always

actually sorry i might have lied because i need to go to the show now. and then fly back home. but i'll do my best to message!!

no worries hanni really! 😊

no worries? more like super nervous right now!!!

aww no you can do it! you're amazing!! you'll do just fine

thanks eeeee 😖 i'll catch you laterrrr

see yaaaa

22:34 CET/6:34 KST

hey i'm on the plane now. gonna try and sleep. just wanted to let you know that i'm thinking about you! hope you're sleeping well and beating jet lag 🥊

13:28 KST

i slept for 7 hours omg 😴 will be landing soon! how are you?

heya!! sorry i've been in and out of sleep. jet lag sucks. but hey at least you're here!

i am here! 😊 when i get home you wanna call? maybe after dinner?

at this point idk when dinner's gonna be. but yeah sure i'd love to!!

yaaay

did you dream of anything?

it was more remembering than dreaming. i remembered our time in milan. how we talked about quickly passing by people and realizing that there's so much more going on in everyone's lives beyond what we can see in those few seconds of eye contact

sonder

yeah! and i thought that, knowing that fact, why aren't more people kind and thoughtful? compassionate. i mean most people are polite but there's a step above that that's rare to see. if we let it really sink in that we don't have a lot of time with people and life goes by so quickly, why shouldn't we try to be the kindest and most genuine versions of ourselves all the time? i'm not saying that that's who i am but it's who i want to become. and talking with you i feel like that's what you want too?

i think i'd always had that in the back of my mind but i'd never really articulated it to myself. but after i met you and now that you've said that, yes that's what i want. i want to at least try. thank you for showing me that part of myself ❤️

i'm glad i was able to 🥰

i used to think a lot about love and relationships. i mean i still do. and not just romantic ones. i remember thinking at some point that all relationships eventually fade or people move on and that i'd be better off focusing on myself, on my career. i thought i'd rather live knowing that i was really good at something, like you are at your job. i thought i'd rather live knowing i excelled at something people cared about. maybe i was scared of really opening up to someone and sharing my entire life with them only for them to leave and forget about me. but you helped me realize that that's ok. you said that as long as you had a true connection with someone, even briefly, that there's beauty in that. and that really stuck with me. it is all about connection. at the end of the day that's all we really need right? to love and be loved

yeah isn't everything we do in life an attempt at being loved a little more? i mean sometimes i feel this pressure as an idol to be a perfect role model for others, especially to other girls my age, and there's a certain responsibility that comes with that. i want to show them that you can achieve your dreams if you try hard enough and you don't really need anyone else. but then i realize that i'm doing this job because i love making music, spreading love in the world, and receiving it back. we do kinda need each other in the end cuz that's what being human is i think

yeah it definitely shows that you love your fans! and they love you just as much

i remember too when you asked me if i believed in a higher power. i said i thought the universe had some way of bringing the right people together at the right time. like you and me that night. but i also believe that there's magic when they form that connection. when they reach out like you did. being at the same place at the same time is one thing but attempting to get to know each other is another. if there's any magic in this world it's in trying to really connect with others and getting to know them. sharing the world and your experiences. even if it doesn't always work out, it's about the attempt. if we don't try things in life then what are we really doing right? you helped me realize that

you must really be an angel hanni idk what else to say

no i think you are!! ❤️

❤️ i'm so happy we helped each other see things we couldn't before. i mean maybe they were things we already knew in our subconscious but never properly thought about but still. you're such an inspiration! i think your job is perfect for you. the world needs someone like you

aww thanks ❤️ i'm crying again hahaha

me too lmao

i'll go wash up before people think i'm weird 😅

alright text me when you get home! looking forward to our call!

same same! see yaaaa 🥰

baiiiiiiii 💓

21:56 KST

An evening in Korea. Another night of hearing her voice. You pick up the phone.

Hey! How are ya! How was dinner?

Hi hi~ I haven't eaten yet. Appetite is nowhere to be found. I'd much rather talk to you anyway.

But you should eat something before sleeping at least! Don't want you getting hungry in the night.

Don't worry. I'll eat some ramyeon or something.

A pause. You hear her breathing for a brief moment.

It's funny hearing your voice again. Like, all this time reading your messages, I was just imagining your voice in my head, remembering it as it was when we met. But now through the phone it's not the same.

Better than nothing!

Oh, yeah! It's nothing bad. It's just funny.

Another pause. Almost awkward silence until she speaks up again.

I was thinking earlier about what you said about stars the other night. How we're all just stardust.

Yeah!

I still think that's really cool. Then it got me thinking even more that we're all just made of matter. Like atoms and molecules. Please don't laugh at me. I feel like you're about to laugh.

I'm not! I'm not!

Ok, good. But, yeah, we're all the same! Just atoms and molecules. Just like everything else in the universe. Doesn't that make you feel warm and fuzzy? Like, we're all some kind of huge family with everything that exists. And we're all 13 billion years old. Or whatever the number is.

I bet you looked up the age of the universe earlier.

I may have.

For the first time you hear her laughter through a small phone speaker. It was still just as sweet.

Hey, I miss you.

You hear nothing over the phone for a few moments before she responds with something you did not expect.

Funny, isn't it? How, in this digital age where everything's connected, you still find yourself missing people.

Yeah. You'd think you wouldn't be able to miss anyone but...

On the plane, when I closed my eyes to sleep, I could hear your voice. I think it's nice to know that you can just close your eyes and think about those you love, those special to you, and know they are real, alive, hopefully happy, in their own corner of the world, whether it's down the street or across the planet, and know that if they're closing their eyes and thinking the same, you're together in that moment.

That's a really nice thought.

But it isn't the same as having them near, knowing they're right there beside you under the same roof, under the same sky, under the same stars. It's not the same as just being able to turn to them and smile. To be able to hug them and laugh with them and hear it unfiltered in your ears. To be able to say things with your presence that words could never convey. I think we all need that closeness as humans. I think that's why we miss people. And why I miss you, too.

#hanni x reader #hanni #hanni new jeans #newjeans x reader

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threeking · 5 months

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... ⠀⠀יִיִ⠀𝃣 ⠀⠀ writeblr intro ⠀⠀ 💌 ⠀⠀ ── ⠀⠀ ;

hello ! my name is third king january but feel free to call me third or january ( or any other nickname you'd like ) ! i'm a twenty two year old black lesbian pursuing a graphic design major with a minor in art history and creative writing—considering media studies—who uses they/them pronouns !

ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧ :⠀ 🍓. i think this may be my third or fourth time trying out a writeblr, but the other attempts didn't go well since i was busy and didn't put a lot of effort into interacting with my mutuals </3. this time around, i really want to be a part of the community and be more supportive of everyone's writing! my goal for this account is to share my wips, any writing, and keep motivated to do more than just stare at a blank document for hours </3.

i'm a big reader and i plan to share some of my recently reads on this blog. please feel free to send me book recs if you think it's something i might like or if you just wanna ramble about something you read that you really liked! my favorite genres are horror, magical realism, fairy tales and fantasy. i love beautiful prose that's almost poetic and ambiguous writing that has you questioning everything until the grand reveal.

my favorite books are: bunny by mona awad, deathless by catherine m. valente, and how to win the time war by amal el-mohtar and max gladstone. the last two books helped me understand the kind of writing style i want to strive for as did poetry !! i don't have a whole lot of fav poems, but worm king's lullaby by richard siken is one that's always spinning in my head.

alongside reading i like manga, webtoons, videogames, and anime. my all time favorite anime is hyouka followed by angel beats and clannad. my favorite webtoon is omniscient reader's viewpoint and i can't recommend it enough. it's soosososo good! ( i started with the webtoon before switching to the novel bc i was too impatient to wait for the updates ) my favorite games are the halo series and oxenfree.

other interests of mine include music, drawing, art, watching youtube videos, journaling, horror movies, and sleeping 😴. i have a few graphic novels / webcomics in my wips so i'm learning how to draw to make them a reality! i also have a video game that's tied to another wip so i'm getting into coding as well !

please never be shy / afraid to tag me in ask games, send me an ask, or even a message! i also have a discord ( username: thirdking ) if you'd like to add me and message me there. also never think or feel like you're bothering me or anything if you wanna say hi or ramble about your interests. i'm always looking to make new friends !! 😁

i ask that minors don't interact or follow !! thank you !!

i have a handful of wips that's been running laps in my head for some time now but these are the ones ( excluding shorter stories ) that aren't multimedia projects or animation ideas, but i may talk about those anyways 😋 since most of these are still in the outlining stage they're subject to change but i'll make sure to update anything to reflect those changes !

📝 𖹭 ⠀ֵ⠀ wip one ; spring ( technically untitled but springs gna be in the final title )

the story follows two ex band mates reconnecting in their adult years after they parted ways when their front man signed a major record deal.

📝 𖹭 ⠀ֵ⠀ wip two ; sisyphus

sisyphus stars three siblings at the center of a conspiracy 1!1!1 the oldest sibling, an astronaut, goes missing during a privately funded space mission embarking to a new planet found in the solar system. i wouldn't call this a greek retelling, but it does a feature a lot of nods to classic greek myths!

📝 𖹭 ⠀ֵ⠀ wip three ; atwe

atwe follows the mother of a teen superhero getting revenge after her kid is killed by an unknown villain. though it's my own special take on superheroes featuring my personal criticisms on teen heroes, it's also a study on family—in particular—distant family relations and saying i love you a little too late.

📝 𖹭 ⠀ֵ⠀ wip four ; march marchen ( title will definitely change )

march marchen is my sort of alice in wonderland / fairy tale retelling that follows an unnamed girl in what might be wonderland trying to figure out who she is and who she isn't. ft parallel worlds, escapism, the fear of childhood, and the fear of adulthood.

📝 𖹭 ⠀ֵ⠀ wip five ; neapolitan ( title will definitely change )

neapolitan is a magical girl webcomic / graphic novel. the story follows a trio of girls becoming the successors of a long line of ice cream inspired magical girls. ft a bright fun palette, gore, and cannibalism! though it's a webcomic, i intend to give it a novelization from the perspective of a different set of magical girls.

if you'd like to be added to a taglist please send me an ask! it'll be easier for me to keep track ! thank you for reading <3

#ITS FINALLY DONE!!#sorry the text is so small i closed ps before i could re edit it </3 #black writblr #writeblr introduction #writeblr intro #writeblr community #queer writers #writeblr #writblr #writers on tumblr #writers and poets #poetblr #poets on tumblr #poetsandwriters

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miutonium · 8 months

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I forgor to update yesterday but hhh I'm fine now! They discharged me like a few hours later after the surgery so I'm back at home but omg I was groggy and confused the whole day yesterday I just stay in bed after I got home and sleep until my cat wakes me up the next morning lol

Anyway, thank you for the well wishes! I appreciate that so much! Also I want to thank my commissioners too because I actually paid my hospital bills with the commission money :3 i owe you my quality of life 💕💕💕

I'm going back to sleep again now, I'm going to rest for a few days until I'm recovered 😴

#asuka speaks

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roberrtphilip · 3 months

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i’m sleepy…. can i get some uhh… sleepy cozy comfy philip family headcanons? sleeby… CoZee….

gosh, okay, forgive me, father, for this post is a mess of jumbled thoughts, but I did my best to organize them.

The first thing that came to mind was not really family related, but, when Robert and Giselle first started dating, they'd spend hours, and hours just talking about any and everything. They'd sit on the couch for so long, and Giselle would always notice his eyelids starting to droop, and she'd smile, and tell him he should go to sleep, but no !!!! because that means he can't talk to her anymore, and, your honor.... he loves talking to her 😔 Because he was so sleepy, the nights would usually end with them passed out awkwardly on the couch. The most common position, though, was Robert sitting on the floor, his head resting on the cushion, while Giselle was lying down, sprawled out on the couch. His arm would be bent in an awkward way because they had to be holding hands, of course, and he'd always wake up with the worst neck pain ever. But, gosh, it was worth it every time.

With his daughters, ough, they love sleeping on his chest so much, it's their favorite thing ever. Baby Morgan and Sofia would always curl up on him, and fall asleep right away.... hold on, I'm...

Sorry. Had a moment. needed to look at that image. ANYWAY.

On the topic of sleepy, ough, Robert is so, so affectionate when he's sleepy. Like, over time, he became a very affectionate man because of Giselle, but, when he was still coming out of his shell, him initiating stuff like cuddling was rare. The first time he awkwardly bonked Giselle's shoulder with his head, and then wrapped his arms around her, she was like "...??????????? are you okay???" and he was just, "yes? I'm just... hugging you 🙄🥱😴" because, of course, he couldn't admit he wanted to cuddle,,,

and man, oh man, this ask reminded me of a snippet I wrote ages ago, it was shortly after Sofia was born, and Robert was so exhausted because she's just So Loud. When he heard her starting to cry, he quickly took her into the living room, because he didn't want her to wake Giselle, and they cuddled on the couch for a bit. Eventually, Morgan woke up, and sat with them, and that led to her falling asleep on his shoulder. And about an hour later, Giselle woke up and was like ">:0 ?? you're having a cuddle party without me... how rude" and she, of course, immediately joined them.

AND AH, okay, so Robert, he works late fairly often, and Giselle refuses to sleep until he's home. One, because she literally cannot sleep without him, but two, because she needs to know he's made it home safe. Knowing he's out in the world just makes her far too anxious to sleep. This results in her staying awake until he's home, and, despite it being past her bedtime, she would often let Morgan stay up with her. Morgan was rarely able to stay awake the whole time, though, so she'd usually just end up falling asleep curled up in Giselle's arms.

And Robert,,, ough,,, coming home to that makes his heart burst with love. Seeing how safe, and loved Morgan is, and hearing Giselle's tired, "Welcome home", while they're curled up on the couch,,,,,,,,,,,,,, dare I say, he almost cried the first time he saw it??? It's literally all he's ever wanted for Morgan, and now, she has it, and he has it, and OUGH,,,,, !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And (I keep saying 'and', forgive me), this is part of a fic I'm slowly working on for mother's day, but during a bad thunder storm, Morgan goes into their room, and cuddles with Giselle because she's terrified. The next morning, she wakes up to both Morgan and Robert basically on top of her, and she's just !!!!! like, she feels so Happy and Loved !!!!!!!!!!!!! And then Robert wakes up, and realizes they're in a big ol' pile, and he feels so Happy and Loved, and AH..,,,,,,,,,,,,

I just,, love this family,, so much

#exploding. tahnk you.#robert philip #giselle philip #morgan philip #sofia philip #enchanted #hc #lumiereandcogsworth #ask #certified enchanted moment™️

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fangirls-fanfiction · 1 year

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Heya, I know I said I wasn’t planning on posting anything while I was on vacation. But I had already had this chapter half written and between last night and having time with this little bit of rain around where I am I got it done. It’s a little short, but… eh.

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Chapter 7

♦️𝚂𝚑𝚘𝚠 𝚊 𝙻𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚕𝚎 𝙲𝚘𝚖𝚙𝚊𝚜𝚜𝚒𝚘𝚗♠️

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"So uhm... Lemme get this straight..." Henchwoman shook her head. "You two asked the Boss and Miss Queen Dice whether they like each other, and now they're angry with you?"

The girls nodded silently.

"It wasn't obvious to you?"

"What wasn't obvious?"

"That they've got a thing for each other? Any demon could see it! They're just either too prideful or scared to admit it." Henchwoman stopped, dread setting into her expression. "Don't tell them I said that."

"That's exactly what we want to do! We want them to get together!" Mugma'am bounced on the bed excitedly.

"Then they'll hopefully forgive us for what we did yesterday!" Cuphead added, Mugma'am glaring at her for a moment. "Uhm- Can you help us, Henchwoman?"

"Me? How can I help?"

"Don't worry 'bout it too much; we got an idea." Cuphead pointed to herself and pulled Mugma'am closer to her. "Just listen closely;"

😴 😴 😴

The Devil found herself awake in the middle of the night. Glancing at her alarm clock, it read 1:35 am. Sure, she was an early bird, but this was ridiculous. She rolled over, closing her eyes in attempt to get back to sleep, only to find that she just couldn't. Sitting up, she yawned, accepting that her brain wouldn't let her go back to sleep. Maybe grabbing a snack would help get her to sleep faster.

Walking out to her throne room, she yawned once again, slumping to the kitchen. Mid-step, she stopped, hearing something rather peculiar. Though it was completely silent, the demon could've sworn she heard the sound of crying. Quiet, yet very close by.

Listening for it again, the Devil's ear twitched when she heard it once more. Whoever it was, was in the room with her. Confident that it was near her throne, she growled quietly. The crying stopped, but there was no sign of movement whatsoever. The Devil approached her throne, ready to scold her whoever had dared to even go near her throne without her permission.

On the side closest to the elevator, the Devil knew exactly who it was. Of course- Cuphead. She should've know.

She went to pick her up by the collar of her shirt- Much like a cat- And tell her who the Boss was around here.

That is, until it hit her that the girl had been crying. Blinking, the Devil retracted her hand, watching as the girl shuddered while she sobbed. Now and then, she'd sniff or hiccup between tears.

It was hard to say the Devil felt bad for her. The least this little brat deserved was to cry. After everything the girl had done to the demon, it was definitely warranted. In her opinion anyway.

Though seeing the girl crying, not because of the Devil was just... Sad. Not even the funny kind of sad. This wasn't natural. This wasn't right. The Devil had watched sinners fall to their knees, crying, begging for forgiveness. She'd grown all too accustomed to being the causation of someone crying. Not walking in on it happening.

Watching Cuphead upset didn't feel how the Devil imagined it. She always though she'd be laughing at her worst enemy sobbing her eyes out. Now? She felt... Bad. She wasn't sure why or how, but she hated it. Taking a shaking breath, the Devil closed her eyes. And couldn't believe what she was about to do.

"Hey, Cuphead..." She spoke quietly, the girl flinching and stopped crying for a moment. "Are you ok?"

Cuphead finally turned around, quickly wiping her tears away.

"Oh, me? I'm- I'm fine." Cuphead forced a smile. "I'm sorry if I woke you, I'll- I'll go now."

"No." The Devil knelt down to be level with her. "If there's two things I know; it's when people say they're fine, they're not fine; and a dead giveaway that someone isn't 'fine' is that they're crying."

"Man, you're good." Cuphead said, the Devil raising an eyebrow. She was convinced she was just stating the obvious.

"What's wrong then? Not everyone starts crying for no reason in Hell, y'know. They've got to get through at least one round of torture before they break." The Devil snickered, the girl not joining in with her laughter.

In fact, Cuphead just lowered her head, her gaze looking to the ground as she sniffed once more.

"Erm... Sorry..." The Devil scratched the back of her neck. "Do you... Do you wanna talk about it?"

Cuphead shrugged, her gaze still glued to the floor. The Devil sighed, figuring it was no use trying to get the truth out of her. Starting to stand back up, Cuphead suddenly looked back at her.

"Hey, uhm... Devil?"

"Hmm?"

"Can I ask you something...?"

"I... I Suppose..." The Devil sat back down.

"Have you... Have you ever lost someone...?"

The Devil took a moment to answer, her eyes darting around, trying to find something to focus on. A lump grew in her throat, her eyes threatening to burst open with tears. Her pride getting in the way of breaking down crying, she took a shaking breath, finally willing to look at the girl again.

"Yes."

"And... How'd you feel? After you lost them, I mean."

"Well..." The Devil said, blinking her tears in her eyes away. "I felt... Angry, confused... Scared... But I mostly felt really sad..." The Devil answered truthfully. "It was like losing a part of me..."

Cuphead nodded, her eyes welling up with more tears as she wiped her nose with the back of her hand.

"Is this about that Kettle lady?" The Devil asked gently.

Cuphead remained still for a moment, only a moment. Before nodding her head slowly.

"I'm sorry for your loss."

"Thanks... I guess..." Cuphead sighed. "I just- I- I just wish I could see her one last time." The waterworks started again. "That- That way, I- I- I- I could tell her how sorry I am... And- And- And take back all of the horrible things I did... All of those things I said..."

Cuphead began trembling once again, burying her face in her hands as she sobbed.

"I'm- I- I- I- I'm sorry! I'm sorry Elder Kettle!" The girl sobbed loudly.

Unsure of what to do in this moment, the Devil sat there, desperately hoping her answer would drop out of the sky. She'd never been good at showing compassion, let alone sympathy. It was enough to make her want to cry too. Though she was too prideful to let that happen again. But she also knew she couldn't just watch. She may not know much about ethics, but she knew what it was like to be left alone to cry. It wasn't an easy thing to do.

Trying to show at least some compassion, the Devil extended her hand, placing a reassuring hand on the girl's shoulder.

Cuphead looked up quickly, almost surprised by the Devil making contact. Offering a smile, the demon went to say something before Cuphead unexpectedly dove in for a hug.

The Devil should've been angry, infuriated even. Touching her without proper permission was strictly prohibited in the underworld. Of course, a foolish mortal like Cuphead wouldn't know that. But that didn't take away from the fact that it was confusing for the Devil; of all people for the girl to hug, why the Devil?

The Devil thought about yelling at her for this and demanding an apology and explanation. Until she felt the girl trembling even more, crying over the Devil's shoulder. It was enough for her to pity the girl.

So rather than getting angry, the Devil decided to try her luck with soothing the poor girl. She was upset enough, the Devil didn't need to add on to it.

Hugging the girl back, the Devil patted her back, immediately calming the girl down. Adding in gentle hushes and whatnot, she did everything she could to stop the crying. Even if it wasn't completely gone, she had to do something. Surely the girl had quite a head ache from the crying. And sure, the Devil could even say she was doing this to appease her own morals- Which she didn't even know she had.

After a bit, the crying died down to even breathing, the Devil convinced that she had finally gotten the girl to calm down. Relieved, the demon nudged the girl gently. Though Cuphead didn't react whatsoever.

"Alright Cuphead, let's get you back to bed."

Still no answer.

Though there was a small sound of snoring coming from the girl.

"Great," The Devil grumbled to herself. "Just what I needed, now what am I supposed to do?"

The only thing she could do;

The Devil gently lifted the girl, making sure she had no chance at dropping her. Though with help of her super-human-like-strength, the Devil had no problem carrying her.

Though she was still careful as to not wake the little brat while going down the hall.

Getting to the door, the Devil quietly opened the door, as to not disturb the other sister and gave to deal with two winey brats. Though it was successful, as she made it to the bed, gently setting the girl down and covering her up. Quietly heading to the door, she cursed at the hinges squeaking as she began to close it. Growling as the door creaked again, she froze in place when she heard Cuphead's tired voice.

"Goodnight Elder Kettle."

Whimpering, the Devil quickly- And quietly- Closed the door. After it latched, she leaned against the door, rethinking everything that had happened a moment before.

Though confused, the Devil was mostly angry at herself for allowing that whole charade to happen. Who did Cuphead think she was? Hugging the Devil? Sharing her icky mortal feelings with her? Getting the Devil to sympathize with her?

The Devil never thought anyone else would bring out the compassion the Devil had somewhere where there is supposed to be a heart. But it happened. Again.

And it was her sworn enemy.

#welcome back to the casino au #fanfiction #cup sisters #cuphead #mugma’am #queen dice #the devil cuphead #henchwoman #humanized au #genderbend

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dustofthedailylife · 1 year

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Hey guess what

yea it’s 🧋anon again with a question this time

so am I the only one who doesn’t think of jing yuan specifically as like “hot/handsome” like what is going on with my brain

also the ai thing made me kinda sad because I write myself sometimes

anyways bye I’ll head to bed now

Helloooo :3

Well, I certainly can't relate because I'm down bad horrendous for the man and could stare at him all day long sdjfkhsj. He could send the Cloud Knights after me, handcuff me and throw me in jail and I'd probably thank him for giving me the time of day, ngl. Don't perceive me and my down-badness.

And yeeeeah, the AI stuff is just everywhere at this point. Be it writing, music or painting... I honestly hope the non-creative people will get tired of it eventually. Especially seeing how so many people are openly against it and platforms starting to ban it left and right.

Goodnight nonnie! Hope you sleep well! <3 I'll be heading to bed in a minute myself. I gotta attend a lecture tomorrow 😴

#🍁 dust mail #🍁 garden visitor: 🧋 anon

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lavenoon · 1 year

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Hey, babe ❤️

🥵 (Would you rather be too hot or too cold?) 🌦 (What’s your favourite weather?l 🍂 (What’s your favourite season?) 😴 (What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?)

Hi Naff <3

Between heat and chill, I'll always pick chill. Being too cold of course also isn't comfortable, and I'm no stranger to shaking so much I can barely do anything, but I simply despise sweating and feeling too hot, it's way way worse than being too cold, and I hate how my brain melts way way too early in the heat. (The winters here don't get that cold, anyway, I'm just prudent about heating, and the summers are getting hotter and hotter, so I simply experience more heat than chill)

My favorite weather... When in the safety of my home, I love those pouring rain lightning storms, all with counting the seconds between the lightning and thunder. And the pitter patter of heavy rain on windows is so nice! But just for going out I really like just mild weather - sunny with a couple clouds, not too hot, not too cold, and ideally really really windy!! Idk why, but I just really like wind, how it feels what it sounds like, so windy spring/fall days are my faves!

After that sentence, the season is probably no surprise either - spring and fall are tied! I just prefer the milder weather, I don't have allergies so spring is fine, plus I like how the energy returns in everything! Like after winter everyone and everything is ready to enjoy life again! And fall is the much needed reprieve after summer, with that nice nice windy weather I like <3

As for sleep crimes, I've committed plenty - now if only I could remember fhdjs I know I once pulled a near all nighter when I was like, 12? To watch Elfenlied on a school night (don't do that kids), so I ended up being up 22 hours and sleeping for 2 before I got back up for school again. Also on the trip we did in our last year of high school, we drove to florence by bus and that took a good bit, on the trip back I had slept badly the night before, then couldn't sleep in the bus at all, and also got into the 20 something hours of no sleep just to pass out as soon as I got home (and then I belatedly celebrated my 18th birthday with my family, which happened while I was in Florence) Nothing too terrible but my schedule was really really bad in general, so that was always just gasoline to the flame of bad sleep fhjdsk

#answer let luce #Naff asks #there's always new years and stuff for sleep crimes too #though nowadays I take so many naps I can't really say how long with no sleep those end up being #I'm simply sleepy by nature I like sleep too much to intentionally stay up #and ill always choose sleep if I can my procrastination never got so bad that I had to choose between sleep and a deadline #so classes weren't an issue either #I could ramble more but I feel like its kinda funny to leave the tags sleep territory only #its in character <3

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altairs-rambles · 1 year

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I feel like everyone should have their ocs heard at least once SO DO TELL MORE I haven’t interacted with u that much but I may reveal who I am hehehe

∑(ﾟﾛﾟ〃) someone wants to hear about my OCs? Really?

I have many OCs (kinda) (not really)! I'll only talk about Enstars first bc much to say about each of them so this is gonna be a loooong ramble already!! I apologize in advance for my possibly incoherent essay(s)

First up, Kiyoko!

She used to be a Yuguysona back when I was in the NijiEN rabbithole, but bc I was too attached to her design to toss/scrap him, I brought him into the Enstars Universe! Kiyoko was meant to stay as like- my self insert/persona in Enstars? But they eventually kinda deviated from that and became her own character!

Uhhh as you can see I've been running around she/he/they for Kiyoko, and that's because he's gender fluid! Why? Because I am a mess about my own gender and creating/tweaking Kiyoko was a way for me to explore that area. Now they're my gender goals + I am very down bad for her ✨

Just like my other soon-to-be-rambled-about OCs, this blueberry is a very tragic little creature - she has one or two problems from my life mixed in with the hundreds of problems from the Ensemble Stars Universe. Relatively nice family, once bullied, has a friend in a coma, swings between being compliant to being stubborn, overthinks and overworks, is a very tired child... Yeah! The usual~ A third year student in Yumenosaki, who sneaked in as a male in the first year with the help of some teachers, but now others knowing she's afab doesn't get him kicked out either so 👏👏👏 went solo for a while before the mess in the war, so they picked up a teammate/friend by being weirdly philosophical and whimsical on the roof of the school 👍! Kiyoko is very passionate about the idea of freedom thanks to The War in Enstars aksnksnskd

What's ironic about him is that she's the leader of a unit whose theme is "freedom", yet mentally she's as free as a dove in an undersized cage. Kiyoko keeps going on and on about how people need the freedom to choose (as long as it doesn't harm others) and yet never gives himself that freedom due to fear of making another mistake that would snowball into a devastating consequence (see: friend in coma).

Anyway! We have very similar fashion sense/styles, which is over-the-top-accessorizing! I have no explanation for this other than: I really like earrings and chains and chokers and rings and boots and shiny silver bits and looking good in general! We both really like singing too, just that I have stage fright despite performing on stage for 10years (school). Aaaaand we're both sleepy babies we can and will curl up anywhere on the grass floor cement ground and sleep 😴

All these lead to funny little scenarios between her and other characters, mostly when they randomly trip over him/catch her knocked out in the middle of hallways (all these scenarios happened in my head).

Um. I think that's it for him sorry it's so long for the first one orz

Oh one more thing! I suffer from being a Kiyoko fan bc I'm the only source of art for them but I have little to no motivation to draw 😭

Aaaaand that's a wrap! Next one, Ai!

(apparently her file isn't on my phone so I only have her picrew + pencil drawing)

Sunshine of Kiyoko's unit, Wing5! Formerly a solo idol who failed after debut, she was scouted out by New Di/Kiyoko/Tsumugi to be part of Wing5. She's a strong vocalist, often pairing with Kiyoko to take on the melody of their songs, hence the ship name "Songbirds" (That ship is like fan speculation? It's not entirely canon unless I want it to be)

In terms of appearance, Ai and I look the most similar thanks to our front bangs ✨ Her hair is all purple, she just dyed her side bangs to match her eyes! Also since every OC has a piece of their creator's soul, she has my extroverted side! She's a bumbling 20 year old or so - think "wine aunt" vibes!

Ai's actually very insecure though, due to her failure as a solo idol. She may be cheeky, but she's very sensitive to others' emotions and tries her best not to push them to the limit in case they decide to abandon her because of whatever antics she's up to, or because she's not good enough. Imposter syndrome too, maybe?

I think she needs to be babied more she's always taking care of others... Mom of Wing5™️ old

Next! Uhhhh what was her name... Yurika!!

Resident tryhard emo and chronically online child, her strength lies more in marketing, video editing etc. more than performing onstage! Despite being paired with Akari (who will be rambled about next) due to her dance, Yurika is more widely recognized as Wing5's rapper.

She's the shortest in Wing5! ++ An albino, which is why all Wing5 performances are usually done indoors/at night outdoors to prevent aggravating her condition (I opened so many tabs for this but I've forgotten so much I'm sorry if anything isn't accurate). Her left eye is also affected by... Something which the name I can't remember- it affects albinos and causes their vision to be blurry, even with glasses. Yurika just needs glasses in general bc she has been sitting in front of the PC for so long sknskdnd

Our similarities... Being online like 24/7? She has a worse sleep schedule than me though bwahahaa ✨ We both also melt. Like. Absolutely melt into nothingness whenever we're presented with affection. (At least I think I would...?)

Her ship with Akari is. Canon. I will not hear arguments I created them!! 🙉 They've been traveling/living together for a few years before Wing5, when Yurika was 15 and Akari was 18, bc their families are close friends and Yurika's family decided it was time to kick her out of her dark gloomy room to see the world with Akari, who was going around Japan to look for jobs as a dancer! When Akari landed a job, they had to continue travelling to follow the idol around on his/her concerts as a backup dancer, and Yurika stuck with Akari throughout the years until they landed in Wing5~ it's like the "omg they were roommates" situation! She's very prickly with everyone else aside from Akari, especially Kiyoko bc they have severely clashing opinions from time to time lmao

Bonus: She uses her name as a pun for "Eureka" so it sounds like "this is an Eureka moment!" but it practically means 'this is Yurika's moment!'

I never thought I'd say so much about Yurika but I will speak more about her in the next ramble about her wife girlfriend, Akari!

Heads up, Akari's transfem! She transitioned before + during her travels with Yurika, but doesn't feel completely female? An imbalanced in-between, like a tomboyish girl! And that's why she's the tallest in Wing5, bc hormones- By male standards, she's softer and more feminine, but by female standards she's a little too masculine. Gender who?

Tragically, she doesn't have a family other than her little brother (to be rambled about next), whom she is very protective about. She was taken care of by Yurika's family until 15 when she moved to school dorms while her brother remained with Yurika's family, then after graduation she came back to bring Yurika around Japan at her family's request.

They do return Yurika's feelings towards them, though Akari needed time to sort her own emotions out after Yurika's confession because they had never really thought of having a partner? Akari just felt comfortable and safe and at home with Yurika, that's all. So yeah they were disaster gays at some point before officially starting their relationship as lovers!

Akari is really hostile towards Kiyoko, though she displays it mostly in a passive-aggressive way. Why? Bc they blame Kiyoko for what happened to her little brother 😔 Will be explained soon!

Akari's name used to be Akira! This is a coincidence that it happens to be the Enstars story writer's name, I didn't know until a while after creating Akari 😅

Next, Hikari!

<tbc sorry i gotta go celebrate CNY TwT> I will be back soon~

#ensemble stars oc #enstars oc #oc #ask #ocs #im sorry did i talk too much ;A;

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RO reactions to them saying something funny as they are walking away from a serious/stoic MC, when they hear a snort coming from behind them. But when they turn the MC is (again) looking very serious and raises a brow at them. ROs have never heard the MC laugh before.

Sorry if I took so long, I had so much writing this 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

In the ask room were everyone is huddled close.

Me: Alright guys we got this ask( Passing the paper around) so what do you guys think 🤔🤔?.

Elric: I go first, you see we are on a mission, then one of the bandits is sleeping 😴😴😴 so what I did is I crept up like a thief you see, then I put a rubber snake on it's mouth, then the bandit got scared shitless, I was laughing my ass off, but then suddenly I heard someone laughing beside me, lo and behold MC is laughing too, it's one of the first time I heard them laugh and it sounds heavenly like a something inside of me felt alive and of course they became serious again, you know I will sell a piece of my soul just to hear them laugh again( Determined)

Amelia: Now I'm jealous, the best I had from them is a smile.

We we're at the park that time and walking dogs, then one of the big dogs spotted a squirrel then it chased it half way through the park and dragging me with it

So me eating grass and MC chasing behind me, finally the dog stop running and I stand from the ground then I hear a snort behind me and see MC smiling.

But it dind't last because they became serious again, the things that I will just to see them smile again.( Wistfull)

Luna: Me I don't know what happened, but it just happened, so me and MC is on a pub, of course some guys could not keep their hands to themselves so I decided to teached them a lesson, after I beat them up I gave each of them a kick in the groin.

"You sure guys knew how to cracked me up!" I say and I admit is a bad joke, but I heard a chuckle and it's the most serenading sound I heard and the surprise I have to see that it was MC who was making that sound, that is they became serious again. Now the sound is stuck inside my head.( Irritated)

Serena: Well Looney making nut jokes and here I'm thinking that your a tough nut to crack( Winking) anyways for my story me and MC iare following a mark and we very quiet too.

The mark is walking in a isolated alleyway, we we're about to make our move, that is until the mark slipped on a banana peel 🍌🍌, Sure it was funny but I tried to suck it in to not lose the element of surprise, but it went all to shit, when I heard the most mesmerizing sound for the first time and I looked to my sad and see MC giggling like a child.

The mark tipped off and started running away, I got so pissed off at MC but when I see them still giggling I couldn't bring myself to scold the guy and of course like all they became serious again.

Oh well if I hear them giggle again I will forgive them for every slip-up they have done( Ugggg banana pun)

Dustin: I see, well for me is that me and MC are doing our training regimen and I accidentally step on poop and I said

"Sheit!"( I know it's clique but I'm running out of ideas 🤣🤣🤣)

Then I heard the most divine songs of the angels, I looked to my side and see MC laughing like a mad person ( shocked) I just stood there taking note of the way their mouth smile, their eyes flowing with tears of joy,

Of course they became serious once more, hays if I have to walk on shiet for the rest of my life I will do it just to see them laugh one more time( Making his lifetime vow)

Conrad: What's the big deal, you guys see me not laughing but when MC is doing it, it's very controversial.( Sound hurt or jealous 😅😅😅)

Elric: You see my friend your predictable and like routine(Putting his arm around Conrad)

Conrad: Hahahah, predictable he says(WTF HE LAUGH, I RUB MY EYES)

Serena: OH MY GAD IT'S A MIRACLE( Getting on her knees and started worshipping)

Amelia: WE MUST CELEBRATE 🥂🥂🥂 ( thinking a venue to celebrate)

Me: FOLKS WE GONNA END IT RIGHT HERE, FOR FACK SAKE WE MUST CELEBRATE THIS, THIS, I DON'T EVEN HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS( ENDING BROADCAST ME AND EVERYONEE GOING CRAZY)

Conrad: What the heil is going on?( So confused right now)

Everyone: GASP!!!!!!!

Elric: HOLY SHIET, YOU HEARD THAT HE CURSED( Started to foam on his mouth)

#royalasset #ask me stuff #ask me anything #character asks

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