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karbisworld · 10 months

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I am bored af and I wanted to write since a WHILE so let's go! <3

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✦˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓⊹˖ ݁ ˓✦˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓⊹˖ ݁ ˓✦˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓⊹˖ ݁⟪NOTES⟫ ˓⊹˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓✦˖ ݁ ˓⊹˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓✦˖ ݁ ˓⊹˖ ݁ ˓♡˖ ݁ ˓✦ Hello, new writer on tumblr here so have patience with me <3 I really hope you guys like my work, if you notice any grammatical error, well English is my second language so yeah. If you like my work you guys can ask me to write any idea you would like and I will be glad to! In this story, since I love Jake and Amy together too much, they never truly dated, let's say that Amy wasn't really interested on dating Jake... Anyways, enjoy!

-Man I told you, love is not for me- said Jake while taking a sip of his beer

-Oh don't say that Jakie, it's their lose!- said Charles trying to cheer Jake up

-I just can't understand my luck! Y/N you're a woman, tell me all women's secrets, I just can't understand why Amy said she liked me but then said she didn't wanted a relationship!-

Y/N just shakes her head -I don't know Jake, you know how is Amy, she's just afraid of breaking a rule maybe? I don't know dude, I am not her, every woman is it's own world but, if you say she told you she liked you at some point I don't think you have no chance- she says also taking some sips of her beer since the three were in Shaw's after work

Jake just keeps drinking frustrated -It's just a puzzle, I mean, I know Amy loves puzzles and all that but... MAN, NO FAIR!- he says laying his head on the table getting more wasted since he had a free day tomorrow, Charles looked worried and kept trying to cheer him up but didn't succeeded.

-Y/N please do something- Charles whisper to you

-What do you want me to do? The guy is heartbroken and getting wasted, I don't think I can do much here more than paying more beers- you whisper back, trying to show like you're not worrying much, even though you really don't like to see Jake like this

-Y/N please! It's your chance- he whispers. Charles discovered you had a crush on Jake a damn while ago, but you asked him to keep it a secret since you didn't wanted to cause any trouble in what Jake and Amy might had in between. Charles being Charles almost blew your secret a bunch of times since he knows, but you somehow made him learn how to keep the secret

-Shut up!- you say more louder than in a whisper making Jake lift his head from the table

-What happens?- Jake says confused, he is kinda drunk but still making sense

-Nothing- you quickly respond

-I was telling Y/N that I need to go- Charles said, you quickly looked at him with a little of a angry expression, he didn't even looked at you -Sorry Jake, Rosa just send me a text, one of our open cases just go a new lead so I need to leave-

Jake nods -It's okay Charles, can I help with the case?- he asked and his face light up

-Sorry Jake, this new lead is the last thing we needed so we basically just need to do paperwork about the case- he said strategically knowing that Jake hated paperwork

-Oh okay, I guess I won't be the only one being miserable tonight!- Jake said playfully lifting his beer as Charles get up from the table, you give him a look of "I will kill you later" - Come on Y/N don't let me drinking alone tonight! after all we both have a free day tomorrow!- Jake said, it was obvious that the beer was making more effect than before cause he was a little louder than before

-Sure- you said drinking a little more, you didn't do much since looking at the situation you would need to drive this man home

-Tell me Y/N do you have a partner?- Jake asks to you almost making you choke with the beer out of the unexpected question

-I do not- you answered

-Why not?- he asked

-Where does this questions come from?- you ask back

-Well I have been talking about my horrible love life all night, I wanna move on from that a little. I know everything about Charles but you're less open than him so, I want to know- he says drinking a little more

You sigh -I guess you and I have a messed up love life in common- you admit finishing your beer

-How so?- he asks curious

You shrug -I don't know, I just don't have luck in that area too-

-Cheers for that!- he says playfully taking a smile out of you and you two clink your beers and take a sip -But may I ask what do you mean by not having luck? Too much of heartaches?- he asks curious again

The beer was starting to affect you a little bit making you more honest so you nodded -Yeah, either people being assholes or not being into me so... Yeah- you admit taking another sip of your beer

-Not being into you?! How? I mean, don't take me wrong but... You're gorgeous dude-

Your eyes widen and you feel like you're blushing but you try to play it cool -Hahaha, sureeee- you say playfully

-No no, really! I mean it!-

-Shut up- you say while laughing -You're too drunk and saying bullshit-

-I might be drunk but not blind dude! Really you look nice-

-Okay okay, then, thank you- you chuckled -But still I don't know, people can say that but weirdly I don't have luck at dating- you admit

-Maybe people gets intimidated by you- Jake says drinking a little more

-Why would they?-

-Well, I don't know, you're a cop, and a badass one! And you're smart and all that-

-Would you get intimidated by me?-

-Maybe- he says playfully

-And not by Amy?-

-Amy too, I was extremely intimidated by her! I only confessed because I thought I would never had an opportunity later, you know since I went under cover and all that... But well at the end of the day it didn't helped or anything...- He says sadly

You put your hand on his -It's okay, it was very brave, and well, as Charles said before... Maybe is their loss? I mean I know it hurts to be heartbroken but, maybe it was for the best- you say trying to cheer him up

He nods -Thanks Y/N you're a great friend- He says making your heart break a little bit, you just smiled and nodded

-Aren't you drunk enough yet? It's getting late- You said looking that it was almost midnight

-Come on Y/N! The night is young! Don't be a Holt and let's drink more!- he says asking for more beers

-No, not more for me, I need to drive you home afterwards- you say rejecting his beer

-Come on! Just this one I swear! Do it for my little broken heart yeah?- He asks giving you the beer

You roll your eyes and take the beer -Just this one tho! No more- You say and he smiles

-Yeeesss!- he started drinking more quickly while you only drank one more he had like almost 3 making him more wasted than before, even needing help to walk properly

-God damn it Jake! I told you we should've left before- you say with a little annoyed tone of voice helping him walk out of the bar to your car

Jake just laughs while walking grabbed to you since he's tripping with himself -No! We should've stayed more more more! I am not sad anymore meaning that drinking is good good good hahaha!- he said at this point barely making sense

-It's not good for my freaking back!- you say helping him lean on your car as you unlock it -Get in, I will drive you home- you say helping him getting into the car

-Woah than-thank you! Y/N is a savior!- he says while laughing getting on the passenger sit. You get on the driver sit

-Put your seatbelt, I drank a little too so we better be careful- you say to him, he tries to but fails as he's too drunk letting the seatbelt get back to it's position

-Y/N your seatbelt doesn't like me!- he says putting a sad face making look in between extremely dumb and funny and extremely cute and kissable; you took the first option and just laugh softly helping him getting the seatbelt on

-There dummy- you said with a chuckle not noticing that you were really close to him, so you just backed down to your sit and tried to avoid thinking much about it -Okay let's go, and please tell me if you feel bad in the road okay? I really really REALLY don't feel like cleaning vomit from my car-

He nods -Don't worry Y/N! I have a strong stomach!- he said with a smile

-I hope so- you said and started driving to his apartment, you opened his window in the car just in case but thankfully, you guys arrived just fine to his place. He looked more sleepy than before so you had to wake him a little. -Okay Jake we're here- you say getting out of the car to help him getting out. You help him until you guys are at his apartment door. -Well, here we are, take care, sleep on your side and all that- you said about to leave but he grabbed you by your wrist

-Please stay- he said with some puppy eyes that could even fucking win a #1 prize in the most perfect ones that had ever existed -I don't want to be alone... Not anymore...- He said as some tears started forming on his eyes absolutely wrenching your heart

-But... But...- You tried to think on an excuse but looking at him in that state it would be a sin -Fine...- you said leaving out a sigh, he smiled and pulled you into a big hug without a warning

-Thank you, you're the best, you're the... BLEGH!...-

To be continued... (yes, he vomited on u)

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crystallinestars · 28 days

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That one BL ask you received is so funny to me because it would have been so easy to just send you something like "if you don't mind me asking, is there any particular reason you dislike BL?" but no, I guess it was more satisfying to just throw an accusation and then promptly block you 🙃

Anyway, I just wanted to say that I can relate to what you and the other anon said! I fall somewhere on the aroace spectrum and while my policy for this is just to live and let live (and block when I think it's necessary), it's sometimes pretty jarring (and alienating ngl) to see just how often people focus on relationship statuses between two characters when I'm like??? What about the rest of the story??

I think a lot of people live vicariously through their ships, especially if they're starved for representation in media. But that's kinda why I think it's cool when relationship statuses remain unconfirmed or ambiguous, because that way the source material can be elevated with another layer of possible interpretations (I hope that makes sense 😅)

My point is, I see way too many ship wars and like?? Who cares if it's platonic or romantic or something else?? It's all so boring to me because ultimately, what does it matter if it's one or the other? Ultimately it doesn't change the common factor in every scenario: that two characters were written to care about each other / be close, etc.

I also often see people throwing around literary / media analysis terms such as "x-coding" etc. to justify getting on their high horses and feel better about their preferences, when I'm pretty sure that the whole point in literary / media analysis is to find elements which can be linked into a coherent argument to support an INTERPRETATION. I'm sorry if the way I wrote this sounds dismissive, I'm just genuinely confused by this whole debate

Anyway, I'll stop ranting now 😅 Ultimately I just wanted to tell that I also agree with what you said and that I hope you won't get any other unpleasant asks in the future, especially if it's something that could be solved by a "let's agree to disagree"

I would also have appreciated it if the first anon didn't jump to conclusions before blocking me, but it is what it is. I can understand his reaction, though it's a bit immature.

As you pointed out, some people probably live vicariously through their ships, but therein lies the problem. They see their ship as a reflection of themselves, so anything that goes against their ship feels like an attack on themselves. This goes for practically any interest, not just shipping.

My guess is that investing so much of themselves into their ship/interest is what makes it so difficult to accept people's opinions/interpretations that go against theirs. And in the age of the internet where anyone can hide behind anonymity from the safety of their home, it makes is easier to send hate to those whose opinions you don't like.

As for literary/media analysis... I'm not versed in this at all so I can't say much other than I am sick and tired of people tossing those terms around. "Y character is X-coded" has stopped meaning "These are the reasons I think the character is X" and became "These are proof by the original source that the character is X, IT'S CANON". There are instances where characters truly are coded to be something, but in Genshin, 95% of the time there's no coding. Everything people preach is canonically implied is just their headcanon. Mihoyo would be shooting themselves in the foot if they assigned a sexuality to a playable character (I still despise the ship teasing though).

People are just scared of feeling like their interpretations are invalid, so they use anything at their disposal to shut down those who disagree. At least, that's what I think. In the end, I'm just as puzzled as you are about this behavior 😓

Thank you for your rant Anon, it was entertaining to read and think about. I also hope to not have to deal with accusations anymore, but I should be fine since I'm a small blog. Thank you for your support, you are very sweet :)

#Lunaria answers

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aluciahaz · 2 months

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For the ask game!

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OH MY GOD YIPPEE okay okay think time

original post for questions list here!

—🍄 headcanon of ships!

okay i ship a ton of shit (i am an insatiable beast when it comes to reading fics) but the first ship that came to mind was radioapple! personally, i headcanon that alastor would purposely put shit really high in order to fuck with luci (yes he has wings but it’s the message that matters). also totally has conjured an alastor duckie as a joke for luci that looks cursed (kinda like cursed alastor cat) and it will not disappear no matter what lucifer tries to do with it 😭

🍦—3 good things about character i hate

okay first person that came to mind was val (i have a hate-love relationship with him he’s just too silly somtimes)

1. fucking immaculate fashion sense. like jesus christ his outfit slays so hard??? ARE YOU KIDDING??

2. his sheer confidence. like to pull off outfits like him you need the confidence for it and he just oozes it. like the way he walks and his physical mannerisms just fit with his outfit so well? idk how to describe it. also i think i just have a thing for cocky men

3. bro his singing voice is way too pretty? also sometimes he’s funny. also height.

🧩—what’ll make me click away from a fic immediately?

god i dont know😭😭. i usually dont click away from many fics cause im a depraved soul. but i guess maybe like, INCREDULOUS grammar. like downright VILE. sometimes i just stay because i think its fucking hilarious though. oh, and i guess when things are very simplistic? like “they kissed. and then they went on the bed. now the are on the bed. but now they are naked.” like i need some downright confusing metaphors in there to please my brain.

anyways ty for asking!! have this little guy

#alucia rambles #anon asks

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kitkatnerds3 · 8 months

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BSD S5 EP 9

I have not finished the episode yet but I've just gotten to the Fukufuku backstory (specifically the part where they just met and its night and they're lying on the floor together) and, these two are fucking dark timeline Renga from sk8! 'The way of the sword is enjoyable!' and 'I'm going to master the sword alongside you' vs 'skating is fun!' and 'I want to skate with you infinitely' I swear Fukuchi even did the same hand movement that Reki did at some point. Energetic sunshine (at least at the moment) x calm and collected. I am getting such strong Renga vibes from that scene and it's driving me insane.

OK I JUST WATCHED TWO (2) SECONDS FURTHER AND NOW WE'RE IN A FUCKING SHOJO ANIME! BONES LOVES OLD MAN YAOI SO MUCH! THIS IS SO GAY! WHY ARE THERE SO MANY CHERRY BLOSSOMS!!? A CHERRY BLOSSOM PETAL IN THE SHAPE OF A HEART JUST FELL INTO FUKUZAWAS SAKE(?) AND THEN BROKE INTO TWO. THEY'RE NOT EVEN BEING SUBTLE WITH THE 'THIS (ROMANTIC) RELATIONSHIP IS ABOUT TO GO O SHIT' -NESS

DONT DO SYMBOLISM WITH THE FUCKING BIRDS YOU DUMB SHOW! I SEE WHAT YOU'RE FUCKING DOING! For context, they were having a conversation but the focus was on these two egrets? herons? anyways, and then one of them just flew off when Fukuchi said that he was gonna be promoted and sent to the battlefield , which is what separated these two. I'm going to die, I'm not entirely sure why but I am. /pos

Fuck it, I'm committing to the live blog. enjoy seeing my live uncut reactions folks!

The animation is so pretty bro, bones adores their old man yaoi.

Ok, old man yaoi backstory is over , and before I move on to the next thing I just wanna say, young Fukuzawa was so fucking cute! He was an old man even when he was a baby! he was adorable! and honestly so was Fukuchi! I'm very sad that he became the way he is now, war really does stuff to people, huh?

Ok I'm a little bit confused, I didn't realize that he had told that United Nations guy the half-truth. But whatever, that's on me I guess.

OK! JESUS FUCK THE MORE I HERE ABOUT THE WAR THE WORSE IT GETS. WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE SOLDIERS HAD TO EAT EACHOTHER AND WERE SHOT FOR TRYING TO DESERT! MAYBE I SHOUD HAVE EXPECTED THAT IT IS WAR BUT JESUS CHRIST!

God, Fukufuku are so gay. I know that stabbing someone isn't exactly romantic but he Fukuzawa did the thing where you grab onto the other persons clothes and after Fukuchi stabbed him his head ended up resting on his chest. This is PEAK romantic tradgedy.

Teruko, I love you. She looks so pretty and she is so hecking smart and I just adore her. She let Atsushi go! Woohoo!! Also, Atsushi's hallucinations are really coming in full force, huh? He is seeing so many people.

Dazai and Sigma are so silly, I love them, Dazai stop flirting for two fucking seconds challenge. Also, it's fun to hear that Dazai is screwing around with Sigma while thinking of Kunikida! Truly every ship is being fed this season! Except sskk, but we did get Aku in Atsushi's hallucinations doing a thing so that's kinda a win for the gays!

Wow! What a nice elevator! I'm sure nothing bad will happen here!

Oh catgirl, you left us too soon.

I must say, I don't really have much to say on the Meursault section. It was good! The animation was great as it usually is for the Meursault sections, Sigma was so pretty I love him and! Dazai did the thing where he played with Sigma's hair! Woo! Fyodor was his usual level of kinda ugly in anime form, Dazai is showing emotions! more of the sillies, Dazai fucking stood on Sigma, which is delightful, aaaaaaand it's started to flood! Fuck!

Anyways, back to the very start of this episode before I was overcome by the homosexual-ness of Fukufuku, Aya Bram Kunikida and Tanizaki got yoinked! Fuck! I still have a theory that Tanizaki could be doing an illusion and I will make a post about it one day. And also, please excuse me for saying this because while I am still upset about Ranpo being hurt... watching Fukuchi pick him up by the scruff of his neck like a cat was kinda hilarious. Also, Teruko I love you. You're the only hunting dog that heard about Fukuchi's real identity and didn't immediately die. Girlboss fr. Also also, where are Lucy Kyouka and Yosano :D? W-where did they go? Asagiri please I need to see my girls.

And to once again revisit the old gays, Holy Shit that was so gay. Nobody told me that the Fukufuku backstory was a Sports Anime tm that turned into a war drama in the second season! I knew we said they were divorced but I never realized just how married they were before the separation! Wow! Fukuzawa smiled so softly at Fukuchi! They were such sweet kids! Aagh!

This was a good episode! I liked this! Excited for next Wungo Wednesday!

#bungou stray dogs #bsd season 5 #bsd fukuzawa #bsd fukuchi #bsd fukufuku #sk8 renga #bsd teruko #bsd dazai #bsd sigma #bsd fyodor #good episode! :D

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klavery · 6 months

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tell us your klavery hcs about how they started dating^^ (who asked who first, where they go for dates, first kisses/hand holding, etc)

EEEK! I AM SO SORRY!!! this took a while 2 answer cuz i wrote a whole frickin ESSAY! i guess thats what happens when u ask tumblr user klavery 2 talk about klavery, lol.... ANYWAYS,

ok ok omg... firstly i want 2 warn that i clearly take them wayy too seriously and romanticize the fuck out of them and its rly embarrassing bcuz they are stupid but i am just too gone 4 them at this point so 😊👍

SO LIKE!!! avery being aspec + autistic in my minds eye affects pretty much everything abt their relationship 2 romance & dating & stuff... so that & the fact theyre like a dorky awkward nerd to me makes them pretty passive & nervous abt romance stuff, at least at first! avery seems like they could b the suave confident type when it comes 2 romance, which is the kind of person i think their character develops into once they get the hang of it (still a silly dork tho OF COURSE). that being said, in the beginning, avery wasnt usually the one to initiate things often! klara was his first everything... his first crush, his first kiss, everything like that (as opposed to klaras like, 20 exes, lol) so he was kind of inexperienced XP

the development of their relationship is like... at first they HATED each other, they found each other so ANNOYING and INSUFFERABLE, naturally... until a little problem in the form of a 13 year old child showed up at the dojo. apparently this kid was enough of a mutual threat to get the two of them to tolerate each other enough to reluctantly team up... also can i say they r literally like cartoon antagonists to me? they are SO funny and dumb i am SO obsessed... anyways! after the whole main plot of the isle of armor is over, they still kinda almost, try 2 awkwardly ignore each other? tsunderes... they cant admit theyre growing fond of each other xP and after a while, that strategy just doesnt work out :p they continue 2 train at the dojo, and this soon leads 2 them becoming friends! this part is integral 2 me 4 the development of their relationship, they become total besties, they r such galpals........

after some indeterminate amount of time after becoming friends, avery finally falls for her. i headcanon klara was always attracted to him, even when she hated him, lol. they were like two freaks who were perfect partners in crime. they get really close and affectionate, even platonically ❤ ... u can tell how crazy i am over enemies to friends to lovers for them xP

so with ALL THAT in mind.... i think klara would ask first? technically? i mean klara would b the kind of person 2 want someone 2 confess their undying love 4 her, but avery was kindaa weird. i dont think they would have EVER asked her directly tbh.... they were soo confused abt their feelings hehe, abt her but also abt dating in general. klara kinda knew abt the latter, considering avery would have opened up 2 her abt it in my brainspace. i guess knowing this she would just shoot her shot & suggest that they could date! avery is so nervous.... he panics and says he needs time 2 think on it, and when he finally recomposes himself hes all like, Ahem, Klara, I Would Like To Formally Accept Your Ever So Gracious Invitation.. hehehe.... he was so funny.

UM so they try dating!! and i dont rly care if it isnt realistic or believable or whatever at all i just like cute indulgent things.

so what do they do!?! WELL, i think a particular Official artwork could answer that..

(ok but could u IMAGINE my reaction when this was first revealed!? they literally merchandised MY headcanons they merchandised MY SHIP they did it ALL 4 me💞💞💞 this is my own scan too btw! sooo worth it. its soo in character too, klara too busy clout chasing 2 notice her partners abt 2 get his flesh melted off over some curry 😊 and of course, all the lil slowpokes around them❤ quintessential klavery image). but ya! this could possibly b their first date?? i feel like i wanna honor the existence of this wonderful art and say yes.... so aside from pokecamping or just hanging out around the island doing tasks and training and such, OFC they would go shopping, they would go 2 the mall, they would have spa day, avery would take her 2 high end fancy restaurants (bcuz hes upper class and loaded lol), all while being menaces 2 society of course 🥰. OH! wanna know what i think would b cute?? THIS IS SO CRINGE but basically i hc that they have rooms at the dojo 4 the students (so they dont have 2 sleep in tents or go home everyday or whatever...) and i think it would b SO cute if honey and/or mustard helped avery set up a lil candlelit dinner date in his room~ its so silly but so sweet❤

hmm.. honestly i really like the idea of their first kiss being kinda like, lowkey. juxtaposed to the kind of people they are. one might expect some kind of grandiose fairytale type situation... when in fact they were just chillin alone somewhere on the island, and she asked 2 kiss them... and they agreed! it left avery asking themself, what am i doing? how did i get here?? everything had been so different. this definitely wasnt what they would have imagined for themself... but they loved it. averys life was changing in unexpected ways. i guess this was first-love making him a little cuckoo in the head, huh? maybe this event had been a bit grandiose, in its own way.

WOW this post really devolved into me writing fanfiction about how kissing klara caused existential revelations within avery. nice! ok!

anyways!!! we r almost at the end! so!! avery was so touch starved, omg. he wouldnt let just anyone touch him, tho, of course. but if he liked you, well... earlier i said i believed they were pretty close b4 they dated, so if klara were to grab their hand, they wouldnt object, hehe~ (shes the one w the cold hands btw, and a firm grip, too..). things abt avery & physical touch interest me so much honestly, it is so intriguing when a character who could use psychic powers 4 everything would decide not to... especially when it comes 2 affection....

eeeeeaaaaahhh!!! ive gone on too long!! i never talk abt my hcs in detail EVER so like! theres stuff i know i couldve elaborated on more but i didnt wanna go TOO off topic... ofc i could write whole novels about my silleys..... THANK U 4 SENDING THIS!!!! hope it was comprehensible, heheh

#hollyposts #klavery #i am totally ok with more questions btw hehehehe #i get kinda nervous abt it but i do love talking abt them too so...

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wheelie-butch · 6 months

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aaravi x miranda for the monprom ships? aaravi x miranda for the monprom ships for the poor?

ooh okay so like. Several weeks ago when I was first getting into monprom and I saw this was a ship I was kinda like vaguely confused but 1) people in glass houses (shipping the wolfpack with literally anyone) shouldn't throw stones and 2) I hadn't seen much of Aaravi yet anyway so didn't really know what she's like so figured I'd find out more later.

And now idk I feel like it's crept up on me, I can see it?? I feel like I have trouble imagining exactly how it would start but I can see the connections... got a kind of butch/femme vibe going on (the slayer should be butch in my opinion <- thinks this of nearly every character in the world anyway) and also knight/princess obviously. Miranda would love Aaravi's prom outfit I think.

Also one of my favourite things about Miranda is she often seems to have slightly different relationships with side characters to the rest, like I think she's friends with Dahlia right , and it's really interesting how she seems to like talking to The Couple about their relationship. Most of the other characters are usually mean to the Slayer (side tangent: I have BEEF with the PCs over how often they are super mean and just punch her and stuff often unprovoked?? When other npcs like Leonard or The Wolfpack do punch-worthy stuff all the time and do not get randomly decked the same. Super not fair imo lol) and I don't remember if I've seen an event with Aaravi and Miranda interacting but I could definitely see her having a more positive relationship than the others do. And I would like to see the PCs risk Miranda's wrath by randomly beating up her girlfriend now lol.

I think Miranda would be nice and enthusiastic and affectionate to Aaravi which she probably needs some of and Aaravi I feel like she wouldn't mock Miranda's naivety or inexperience etc. like I think some other characters might. In conclusion I just woke up and don't have anything very intelligible to say but I think I've been won round and would probably enjoy fanart/fic of them and am enjoying the general concept even if I can't think of good specifics right now :)

Send a ship or character and I will give my opinion i guess

#mez answers #monster prom #the slayer #miranda vanderbilt #ask game #also i really hope im not being rude saying i didnt get it at first!#i actually rly enjoy when there are ships i dont understand because its fun seeing people interpret the media and characters differently #but yeah i feel like i do see it now also so that is also fun

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gillianthecat · 2 years

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I'd love to read your opinion on seanwhite, danyok, toddblack and gramblack tbh

Oooh, thanks for this question anon. I have so many thoughts about Not Me and no idea where to begin, so this provides a great entry point to start writing.

SeanWhite is the easiest one: I really liked them. I liked the pace of very slow burn and then a fairly quick switch into unwavering support and domesticity. That kind of pacing wouldn’t always work for me, but it fit these characters and this show. Although the show was unequivocally a BL, it was also many other things, so I wasn’t primarily looking at it as a romance story.

This got kinda long, so the rest is under a cut.

I think the actors had great chemistry together. And I like that they seemed like actual enemies until they weren’t. I love how in The Eclipse Akk and Ayan keep giving each other long lingering looks while they’re “enemies,” but I’m glad that Sean and White didn’t do that. They behaved like antagonists until they stopped. Sean genuinely hated the person he thought was Black, and acted that way, until he stopped. And I could see that White was intrigued by Sean, and probably attracted to him, but he was keeping his distance and mostly he was confused and trying to solve the mystery.

Probably my favorite scene with them was the one in Black’s bedroom – the first time they start to really be vulnerable with each other. I can’t remember all the details anymore, but it had such a feeling of intimacy and warmth. Similar to their sex scene in the tent, actually. The way it was filmed and edited, with tight close-ups and shots through the netting on the tent. I love the way they asked each other what they liked, that was very sexy. There were so many details about their interactions that felt real and specific to them as characters.

Oh, and the scene under the rainbow flag!! That was amazing, not just because of them, but I loved their interaction there - the freedom and joy in White’s body, the way they saw each other on opposite sides, the way we could see Sean… not falling in love yet.. but maybe beginning to see “Black” as the person White actually was. (Oh! It was Sean’s fanfic oh moment.)

I guess I’m mostly writing about moments with them. But overall I just felt good about them as a couple. It seemed like they were people who loved each other and supported each other and would continue to support each other. There’s a lot to say about the way White kept lying about his identity, probably past the point where he should, and how he pulled away from Sean when Black asked him to. And how they started in violence. But those rough parts don’t really ruin my feeling that they’re just good together.

GramBlack: I get why people ship them, based on that card in Gram’s room, but I don’t see any textual evidence for it. Gram turned out to be only interested in Eugene, and I honestly have no idea of what Black thought about most things, but I didn’t see anything to indicate he was interested in Gram. He seemed pretty dismissive of him in the few interactions we saw. I didn’t really get the sense from either of them that they were attracted to or romantically interested in each other.

I imagine that there could be a lot of amazing fanfic written about them anyway! But since I’m not going to get into the fanfic for this show, I see them as very non romantic.

I am curious about what their relationship actually was though. Because the way that Gram treated White-pretending-to-be-Black was very friendly and helpful, indicating that they’d been close friends, and that they worked together regularly. But when Black showed up, he all but ignored Gram. Was he changed by nearly being murdered? Or was he always like that with Gram?

ToddBlack. Black and Todd are very intriguing, in part because they are in the background most of the time, but they are also the ones who are responsible for initiating everything that happened.

I think the Not Me world felt too real for me to ship such a toxic relationship, if we are talking about ToddBlack as a romantic relationship. They have fundamental moral and ideological differences, and have hurt each other so much, so it would never make sense for them to be together. Maybe they used to be boyfriends or fuckbuddies, before Black got radicalized. Maybe they had hot and/or miserable hate sex with each other after Black returned from the near dead. But I can’t see them in a relationship now, even without Todd being in a coma. And even ignoring the fact that they each beat the other so severely they ended up in a coma. In something like KinnPorsche I could imagine a relationship coming out of that, but not in Not Me.

If we’re not talking about romance, then I’m fascinated by Todd and Black’s relationship. I’m fascinated by Black in general – how did he become the person he is today? How did his radicalization happen? How did he change from the rich kid, judge’s son, friends with Todd, to an anarchist(?) leading missions to destroy property and ready to fuck shit up? What even are his political beliefs? Does he have an ideology?

I really want to know their history together. From what I can tell, they used to be very close friends, and ideologically aligned. It seemed like they had dreams and plans to fight Tawi (which is this show’s lightly veiled stand-in for the authoritarian Thai government) together. But then somehow their ideologies shifted in opposite directions - Black got radicalized and Todd started to believe that he could play god with his money. And now they’re in this twisted mess of hate and love and old affection and deep ideological conflict. And it seems like Black sees the chasm between them for what it is, and hates Todd for what he’s become, only slightly tempered by the old love. While Todd genuinely thinks they can repair things, that he hasn’t become the enemy, and it seems like his love is stronger than his hate.

But what kind of love they had, I couldn’t tell. Was it romantic? Friendship? Comrades? It seems like it was intense, whatever it was, to produce the shards that we see. I have so many questions about them. What were their dreams? When did things start to go wrong between them? Why did Todd attack Black to begin with? Was it all a plot to infiltrate his crew? Was it in anger? (Maybe some of these were answered in the series, I haven’t rewatched to check.)

DanYok. Oh DanYok. Honestly I kinda just shut my mind down to them at the gallery reunion scene and tried not to think about them because I was feeling so upset about it. But there is a lot of stuff surrounding them that is worth thinking about, so I will open my mind back up.

Starting at the beginning. They were adorable. As much as rescuing someone from a fire you started yourself can be called “cute,” I loved their meetcute. And Yok’s fascination with UNAR, his hunt to find him, all of that. The kidnapping was maybe a little silly, but I loved that whole scene at Dan’s art studio hideout. Yok’s flirting (oh my), Dan’s distrust turned to shyness. And everything about Yok drawing Dan was so powerful.

Their whole relationship I was kind of on the edge, wanting to trust him, but not sure that I should. So when he appeared in the hospital with the other cops, I was both shocked and not. But I ached for Yok at that betrayal. And even his last minute switch to helping them escape… it didn’t redeem him for me yet.

Frankly, I was hoping that Dan would just disappear from Yok’s life, and their goodbye at the hospital would be the last time they saw each other. I really did not want to see Yok welcome him back. I want nothing but happiness for Yok, and seeing Dan again clearly made him happy, but my visceral reaction is that I’ve completely lost trust in Dan and want him far away from Yok.

HOWEVER. This brings up important questions about redemption and responsibility and change. And Dan quit his job as a cop, so the show was not asking us (and Yok) to accept him as the same person. And of course he was blackmailed into betraying Yok and his crew. (Assuming I understood that scene correctly, but I’m pretty sure that rich guy threatened Dan’s family.) So it’s not that I think he’s irredeemable. I guess I also don’t trust him because he clung to being a cop for so long. Which I think was intentional on the part of Nuchy et al. – my read is that they wanted to interrogate the question of the role of the police in society. And they did that through him. Which I guess would mean that their answer is: cops cannot do good while they’re cops. The system will force them to betray the people. Dan was full of good intentions but in the end he was on the state’s Tawi’s side in the final confrontation. It is only after he quit that he was allowed to approach Yok again.

So redemption. Of course I have to believe people can and do change. I think I just struggle with the idea of redeeming a police officer, especially after the barrage of US American copaganda media that wants us to feel sorry for the poor cops who are at war with the criminals and forced to make difficult decisions and kill. BUT. That is not actually what Not Me is doing with Dan, and if I let go of that imported baggage, I can have hope for a future for Yok and Dan together. It’s just the beginning of their story, so we don’t get to see him change, but I do believe it’s possible.

So you asked me about relationships and half the words I wrote were about politics. I guess for me in this show they are intimately twined. I hope that this makes sense and at least sort of answered your question, anon. Thanks for this ask! It’s helped me work through a lot of the swirling thoughts I have about Not Me.

#not me #not me the series #seanwhite #danyok #toddblack #gramblack #asks answered #my ramblings #this feels like i splatted out a bunch of disconnected thoughts #and there's so much more i could say about them all #but its tumblr so its ok #anon asks

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travelling-on-the-octopath · 2 years

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Confession time! I was very anti Dimiclaude for the longest time. But not for reasons you may suspect. You see, my first 2 routes were AM and VW. After AM where Dimitri saved Claude at Derdriu, I was very disappointed by how little Claude did to help Dimitri in VW. Dimitri is killed completely off screen at Gronder, and Claude doesn't care much about Faerghus or Fhirdiad afterwards. Now I'm sure Claude was sad to hear of Dimitri's death, but the plot just continues as normal anyway. (1)

all four parts received!

To me, this was a huge downgrade from AM where it's part of Dimitri's arc to save Fhirdiad and Derdriu. It felt almost like if Dimiclaude existed, it was pure one sided on Dimitri's part and Claude didn't feel the same way come VW. This made me feel like it was a pairing that had little basis in canon because Claude didn't care half as much. But I'll admit, there was some salty stuff involved too. I got mad when Dimiclaude fics shafted Dedue and Felix (who matter to Dimitri's arc way more) (2) To me, it felt like Dimiclaude shippers wanted to "replace" Dedue with Claude cuz Claude is more conventionally attractive while still being a person of color. It also felt like Dimiclaude shippers wanted to minimize Dedue and Felix's importance to Dimitri by acting like Claude was more relevant to Dimitri's arc instead. This admittedly made me sad… kinda angry, I swore off Dimiclaude as a result. I'm confessing for several reasons. A) you are super nice & I've liked your Dimiclaude meta (3) You have also given more extra perspective on Dimiclaude shippers who like and appreciate Dedue + Felix and also multi ship Dimidue+ Dimilix. B) Hopes upset me so much in terms of Claude. I liked him in AG but playing GW made me hate Claude more than anything, and it only seemed to reinforce how much Dimitri and Faerghus don't matter to him. I guess I'm able to face my anti Dimiclaude feelings head on in light of Hopes now. It's complicated, confusing, messy. But I wanted to share with you. (4)

Thank you for your confession! I'm glad that my blog is a secure enough space that you could confess this to your friendly neighbourhood dimiclaude-enjoyer lol.

Honestly, you do have a point that there's a trend I see in fic, sometimes, where certain canonically important dynamics will take a backseat to whatever romantic relationship is at the forefront. It's not exclusive to dimiclaude fics, but it's annoying as all get out whenever I do see it. I adore Felix and Dedue; they're both crucial to Dimitri's character. I won't lie and say "I can't write dimiclaude without them!!" because I have, and there's a line to cross in that regard too, but if it's a serious piece that goes into their characters, and Claude manages to be the most important person in Dimitri's life, I uh . . . hm. That'd be curious. I've seen it--oh boy have I seen it--but it's certainly a choice.

I've addressed the whole "Claude does nothing for Dimitri on his route" (and not routes because GW is a lost goddamn cause, in every capacity) thing before, and given my take on it, so I'll just say that not really being into them for that alone is kinda fair; at that point you'd have to treasure the dynamic enough to look past that, and for someone giving it a passing glance, there's no need to look that far into it.

Anyway, sorry that dimiclaude has lost appeal for you in the wake of Hopes' butchering one half of it lol. I've learned to just treat it like a mistake and move on but being upset about it is way more than fair.

#s talks shit #s dunks on clyde #s responds

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erigold13261 · 3 months

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Confession: You made me love crossover ships. I embarrassingly used to really... get confused by them since they had zero basis in canon. However, all the ships/friendships in the Eriverse somehow... just click? (Even if they didn't click people can just use their minds to make it click.)

Anyways... thank you. (RoseBots, SongByte, GhostAshRiotFlower and Kento my beloved)

[I forgot about Ilia/Hanami! And Ada and Brute! (Also would Eloni/Eri be on this list?) I LOVE CROSSOVER SHIPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

Meant to answer this earlier whoops! lol

But hey! I'm glad I could get you to like crossover ships! (and technically OCxCanon ships for that second ask ;3c)

Also, don't worry about being confused by crossover ships (or any harmless ship that doesn't seem to make sense). Like you said, some people can just make characters click in their minds!

And I guess that's what I kinda do! Because I am always giving my explanations and reasoning behind WHY a character would do something (or someone lol), that it makes more sense to people for a crossover ship to "work" than it would if I just tossed out a bunch of art of a random crossover ship.

I also try to keep in mind characters main defining traits and try to match them with someone compatible (either they are mirrors, opposites, similar, whatever that character is looking for), but I can absolutely admit I am most likely making characters OOC.

Though, I guess it's justifiable OOC-ness because a lot of the time the major events of that character's story is not happening, or happens in a different way (either more impactful or less) which will absolutely have an impact on a characters... well character.

Basically I'm a person who likes logistics and TRYING to stay true to a character's core personality traits. So when I think two characters would be friends, I kinda jump on that, and then I slowly work them up to being in a relationship if I want to take it into that direction (since I can just put them into situations that makes them closer over time, like how Yinu and Peni trauma bond about losing their dads, leading them into friendship and then a relationship).

I don't know what I'm saying anymore lol, I literally rewrote this post 4 or 5 times now, but I'm glad either way that I was able to get you to like crossover ships and relationship! :D

They are fun and add new dynamics! Sometimes you gotta fudge the world logistics from one universe to another (whether you are putting characters into a new universe, merging them, or placing on set into another universe) to make things make overall sense, but that's where the fun comes in! The logistics! The reasoning! Make shit up if you want but also have fun and try to make it make sense (even if it only makes sense to yourself!)

[also, I will say, those OCxCanon ships, Eriloni, Brada, and Ilihami or whatever, are a lot less "logistic" and more ME finding as character cute and wanting to pretend to be with them through a character that was a lot more my own than a canon one.

Usually I prefer pretending to be a character with another character, like Purl x Cyril and West. Very rarely I personally want to be with a character. But when that does happen, most of the logistics go out the window and I am the person making shit up and ignoring reason just to make out with a character with a persona or OC lol]

#eritalks #eriverse #noart #asks #this took forever to write #and i still feel like i didn't get to talk about #everything i wanted to talk about #oh well #glad you could learn the joy of crossover ships!#you gotta throw out some of the logic #and then make up some logic #that's how i do it at least #maybe that's why they seem to click more in the e/riverse #i dunno #but glad you like them nonetheless!

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cosettepontmercys · 9 months

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Hi! Sorry it's taken me a day to reply. But I totally agree on the importance of the rerecordings just being hers and owning her work. For the fans, it's just a nice bonus. I don't think I've bothered disliking anything so far and even when fans spot differences, or even the BTR lyric change..I'm fine with it. I've actually saw someone complain how it sounds so rushed and how Speak Now was so badly mixed or something and the originals are so much better. It just doesn't make sense to me to complain about it..idk. unpopular opinion..I am pretty much a fan of all new covers and vault tracks lol. I would've loved Battle and Drama Queen though! It seems like she was having them each have six and maybe that's why but now 1989 only has 5 so idk. We will see if that changes with Debut or not.

I've never seen the Roman Holiday movie actually so I couldn't even compare it to anything. But I really wanna watch it someday haha. It's interesting what will and won't go to Broadway and sometimes you can just tell. Did it not have original music?

Anyway ooh that's so cool that there are two! I think they could be totally different too depending on the music and vibes. I loved The Mad Ones musical so it will be interesting. Just yesterday I saw that the composer also worked on Paradise Square too. I could totally see one being stripped down or focused on story and the Florence one being more glitzy and glam..since that's how the movie was, and her song from it. I wonder if they would be on Broadway at or near the same time though and how that could get confusing lol. It would be nice to be excited for Broadway stuff again lol.

I thought the movie was pretty good. I mean..it was fine, but it did feel like something was kinda missing. I liked the beginning and the cake scene..but then it kinda moved a little fast for the relationship after that. When he first kissed him..i didn't expect it right then and it was kinda like oh already? So it felt like it didn't have enough buildup I guess. Then they were kinda already somehow all over each other which is fine. But basically even by the end of the movie..it didn't feel as dramatic as it seemed, and like they were totally in love either. So I might agree that the movie probably didn't have as much heart as the book. Even with the email leak, I was just like oh okay..but I didn't even know exactly what the emails were other than their relationship being found out. It kinda reminded me of Love Simon I guess and the coming out stuff was handled a lot better in that movie. I probably wouldn't watch it again..and there wasn't that much to obsess over to me after seeing so many people love it or the ship on Twitter..so the movie was just okay I guess. I watched the movie Crush on Hulu after and I thought that one was better..even if they're totally different. The movie seems a lot different than the book from what you described and that they took a lot of stuff out which really sucks. I'm sorry you didn't like it! I might read it eventually..at least a little bit, to compare maybe. I remember hearing about it a lot..but then I heard the author hates Taylor. I've actually never read a book by her before yet.

you're totally fine! no worries on the delayed reply my love! and i agree — i think all the discourse around the rerecordings is very … silly! because the end goal is just: taylor owning her work (as she should). everything else is just as you said, a bonus! i believe drama queen has a co-writer which is part of the reason it wasn't going to be on SNTV, but i'm lowkey still hoping for a random surprise drop of battle, drama queen and sweeter than fiction taylor's version. i would love, love, love for debut tv to have at least 13 vault songs because there are so many of her unreleased songs that i've loved over the years but i'll obviously be happy with anything and everything we get!

the roman holiday movie is one of my all time favorites + just such a comfort movie, and it is one of those movies that should never be remade for many reasons, but primarily that it would never work in a modern day setting, with current technology. i think that's the biggest part of its charm; that and audrey hepburn and gregory peck being so good at what they do! the score was completely comprised of cole porter songs — and they fit fine, but they didn't .... do much for the story, if that makes sense?

ooh i didn't realize they were also involved with paradise square! i didn't really pay a lot of attention to paradise square actually, but i do remember hearing about some lawsuits and cast mistreatment :/ it'll definitely be interesting to see what comes of the gatsby musical — i saw on tiktok that there was a queue to get tickets, which is wild to me! and i do agree with your thoughts about florence's potentially being more glitzy and glam as you put it! it'll definitely be interesting to see which one does "better". makes me feel like i'm living smash (ivy vs. karen, smash vs. hit list) in real time!

i really, really loved the book when i first read it in 2019 (and then again in 2020, and then again ... all the other times i've read it), but it's by no means perfect! and as a heads up, the author uses they/them pronouns 🤍 and it makes sense that it reminds you of love simon — greg berlanti produced both love, simon and red, white and royal blue! i also really liked love, simon back in the day (and i still think the soundtrack to love, simon is unmatched). i don't know how rwrb would feel now, but i think some of its charm lies in when it was written + how the world was back then! if you decide to give it a go, let me know what you think! speaking of buddy reads, did you still want to do our buddy read? when works for you? 🤍

and i share similar thoughts about the movie (among others, haha). i haven't watched crush yet, but i've been meaning to! i am simply ... the worst at watching movies. it took one of my friends maybe .... six months? before i finally got around to watching her favorite movie. it'd been on the list ever since she recommended it to me, but sitting down and watching movies is just not something i'm very good at. but i've been making a bunch of bracelets lately, and i think the embroidery kits i ordered will get here this weekend so maybe i'll watch a few more movies soon!

hope you're doin well! x

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haikyuu-sins · 3 years

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Hiiii sweetie I love your Law writings so much! Oh this sounds like your others are bad, no I didn't mean to say that! I'm sure your others are good too, I just didn't read them yet because I'm Law obsessed lately. Anyways, could I request something? It's actually my first time to request something so I hope I did it right??? I'm sorry if I didn't. Coming back to the request, could you do something like Law x reader (preferably female but gn would be okay too though so everyone can relate!) being kinda close to each other and always teasing each other (she is a Strawhat member) and he is deeply in love with her but his heart breaks seeing her hugging a guy of her crew? Like he knows she's a cutiepie and loves hugging her friends but he just gets so jealous seeing her with Zoro or whoever and his mood changes and he distances himself from her, leaving her all confused because he thinks it's impossible for her to like him when it's so much more likely and also practical to date someone of her crew. But then she asks him about him being so weird and cold lately and he kind of let's everything out and confesses? I'm so sorry if this is too long or complicated, ignore it if that's the case! Sending lots of love to you from Germany! <3

Oh my freaking goodness you’re so sweet! I’m glad you enjoy all of my Law writings as much as I love writing for him! Don’t even worry, you don’t have to read my other’s if you don’t want to, if it’s just Law you wanna read the go right ahead! :) GERMANY?! I have people reading my works in GERMANY?! It always baffles me when I get asks that say they’re from another country because I forget that not everyone is going to live near me. Thank you for all the love all the way from Germany! ❤️

Warnings: None, other than some swearing here and there, not proofread in the slightest.

****Law x Strawhat!Reader

He hated it. There was nothing more that Law hated right now was seeing you draped over Zoro’s back while you watched something over his shoulder. He was stupid to think that you wouldn’t have a close relationship with them, of course you would. Law could only grit his teeth and endure it. It wasn’t like the two of you were in a relationship, he couldn’t tell you to stop.

Law actually could think of something he hated more. It was the fact that Zoro didn’t seem to mind, not in the slightest. It was like this was a daily occurrence for him and it was something he was used to. Part of him wanted to see the marimo push you off and act annoyed. But something told him that even then, you wouldn’t care and would simply do it again.

“Hey Law! Come look at what Usopp made-!” you slid off of Zoro’s back and turned around with a smile, hoping to see the other swordsman you had seen just a moment ago. Your sweet smile turned into a frown, then a pout when you realized he wasn’t there anymore. ‘Where did he go?’ You thought to yourself as you looked around the deck.

You knew that the other captain was a bit more reclusive than you’d like since you enjoyed being around him and it never seemed like he wanted to be around the rest of the crew-probably because most of the crew was so boisturious and loud and Law was, well...the opposite of boisturious and loud.

It didn’t take you long to find him. “You left us!” you say to him, playfully feigning like you were upset as you crossed your arms. “How rude!”

“And for a reason.” he simply responded back, not even looking at you while he did.

“Sorry, were we being too loud?” you chuckled and smiled. “You’re gonna have to get used to that on this ship while you’re here with us.”

Am I going to have to get used to seeing you all over your crew as well? Law kept his thoughts to himself while he opted not to give you another response.

“Um...I’ll just…” you pointed back to Zoro and the others, leaving him to be by himself since that’s what you thought he wanted. It was the opposite. He wanted to be around you, but he just couldn’t stand seeing you so close to them as well. As much as he wished that was him, he’d never say it aloud.

It was something that you had been noticing the past few days. The two of you got along great when you were on Punk Hazard together, so what was different now? You felt more comfortable since you were on your own ship and maybe that was it. There weren't any battles happening and everyone was quite lax...so shouldn’t it be the opposite? Shouldn’t he be more relaxed now that he knew he was safe? Or was that even it? You weren’t sure.

It took you a few days to finally approach him about it. You noticed that every time you he was around you and then when you went over to your crew mates, he’d be gone before you even turned back around.

The crew was inside eating and Law had finished first, opting to go outside in the quiet after he was done. You soon followed after you were done and left the loud dining room to find him. It wasn’t difficult since there was only a limited area outside on the deck.

“Don’t like how loud it is in there?” you chuckled as you walked up to the railing next to him. “I’m not sure how long you’ll stay with us, but you get used to it, you actually tend to enjoy it after a while and when it’s quiet, you feel a little weird.”

“I don’t think I’ll be getting used to Mugiwara-ya anytime soon and I don’t know how you deal with…” Luffy’s loud shriek was heard in the distance and Law’s face scrunched up, “that.”

You only laugh at the other captain, “I take it your crew isn’t like this then?”

He rolled his eyes and almost cringed at the thought. “No. They are. I just choose to ignore it most of the time.”

“And does that work?”

He answered almost immediately, “Never.”

You laughed again and Law felt like his breath almost caught in his throat. It was something he would be able to listen to over and over again and never get sick of-unlike your captain.

“I wanted to ask you something too…” your fingers tapped the railing and traced the design of the wood. “Are you okay? Or did I do something wrong? I thought we were getting along really well and lately it feels like you’ve been more distant for some reason. I just...I like talking to you and I thought you did too. We’ll be in the middle of a conversation and I’ll turn to talk to someone and then when I turn back to talk to you again, you’re gone. But maybe I just misinterpreted it and you didn’t want to talk to me in the first place.” you let out an almost pitiful sounding laugh, along with a sad smile.

Fuck...That wasn’t the reason in the slightest and he hated that he made you think that it was your fault he was just a little jealous of your crew mates that you live with.

“No.. that’s not it…” he sighed to himself, feeling guilty that he had made you feel that way. He was fighting with himself internally. Do I say something to them or not? He knew that there wouldn’t be much of a relationship since the two of you were on separate crews. Pair that with the fact that he doesn’t even know if he’ll survive this attack on Doflamingo.

Law wouldn’t want to get your hopes up about anything if you felt the same way about him. At the same time, this could possibly be one of his only chances to tell you how he felt. All he could think about was embarrassing himself. From the first time he saw you on Sabaody, he knew that there was something about you because of the way you never left his mind since then.

It was a stroke of luck that you managed to see him again on Punk Hazard. Since you were relatively new to the crew at that time, you still hadn’t bonded with anyone in particular so he never saw you acting like you do now with them.

You raised your brow in an attempt to get him to continue with what he was trying to say. “Then what is it?” you ask him slowly. “If you don’t want to say anything, that’s fine I guess. As long as I’m not doing anything to make you mad or hate me.”

“I’m not mad at you. I don’t hate you either.” he paused for a moment, gritting his teeth together. Law couldn’t believe that he was even doing this to himself. “Quite the opposite actually…”

Your brow raised again in slight confusion. “Oh?” you hesitated, the thought registering in your head about what he meant. You knew he wasn’t exactly the person who would let his feelings gush out. A small smile slipped out and you tried your best not to smirk.. “Ooh~ I see.” you drug your words out slowly.

As Law went to open his mouth, whether to object to what you were saying-even though he wasn’t-or let you know that you were right, he didn’t get to say anything before your Captain burst onto the deck.

“Y/N-chaaan!!! Come play with us!!” and you couldn’t even object or tell Luffy that you would be there in a minute when a long arm stretched out to grab you. It wrapped around your waist and you before it was able to yank you away from Law, you grabbed the collar of his shirt and planted your lips firmly on his.

“I’m glad you don’t hate me~” you grin as you pull away, not because you want to but because you’re being forced away by Luffy.

Law could feel his cheeks heat up from the sudden kiss and all he wanted to do was grab his hat and pull it over his face. But then he would’ve missed seeing your smile as you notice just how flustered you made him. He wouldn’t mind being a little embarrassed if he gets to see your smile every time.

#one piece #trafalgar law #trafalgar law x reader #law x reader #trafalgar-law-x-reader #law-x-reader #trafalgar law scenario #trafalgar law fic #law op #trafalgar law op #trafalgar law imagine #one piece x reader #one piece imagine #op

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So I started reading your fics about a month ago. I didn’t start them because I’m a hinny shipper or anything, like most people here are, but because your storylines and plots are so elaborate and well-written that it doesn’t feel like fanfiction. It feels like a continuation of the books almost. I have a question though. Why do you focus on Harry? I know everyone says he’s underrated, and maybe he is, but he’s literally the main character. We read about him for 7 books being all grumpy and moody and totally oblivious. I say this in the nicest way possible, but why do you like him so much? Why don’t you write stories from the people you want to know more about? Like from Draco’s or George’s or even Luna’s pov. Aren’t you sick and bored of harry after reading him for 7 books? I always found his character to be kinda mean and dramatic and, to be honest, dumb. Im sorry but he just never seemed very intelligent or talented to me, tbh. I love the series as a whole, I mean the Harry Potter series was by childhood, but I just grew tired of the main character. Thats just how I feel. And I know most the of fandom likes to focus on characters like Draco and the marauders or even regulus because they’re more interested in them than harry. So why do you like him so him? I’m just curious because I feel like most people I talk to couldn’t care less about harry, and if they like the main people, they’re usually more interested in ron or hermione or neville. I guess this is also for anyone reading this ask, because everyone here seems to love him. I think it’s funny because I always pictured him skinny and ugly looking, not appealing at all lmao. And everyone here seems to think he’s a super attractive dude? Now yes, I know the books say he’s tall and hint at him having good looks later in the series, but still I never got the distinct impression that he was much of a looker. Everyone here also seems to find him adorable, which confuses me because I always thought he was just dumb and grumpy lmao. And same with his magic. I always thought he was a lot less powerful than everyone expected him to be and just got lucky because Hermione and Dumbledore did everything for him, but you think he’s super powerful? Now this is no hate to your series. I think it’s extremely well written and you are very talented and I plan to keep reading. I just want to know what you actually like about Harry’s character that makes you want to write a series from his POV. Same with hinny, we barely see them in the books. Their relationship seemed short lived in my mind and I was surprised to see them actually get married in the epilogue. I’m very interested in your take on them and I like how you write them, I just want to know why, if that makes any sense at all.

First off, I want to say I am so happy that you’re here for the elaborate and complex plots. I spend a lot of time thinking of unique plots. Anyway… onto your actual ask. Although, I’m not sure how well I will be able to convey my love for Harry or for Hinny because I’ve never had to justify my love for them before!

Gosh, this is a loaded question because I simply love Harry and Hinny is my all-time favorite ship in the entire series. It just saddens me when I read about how people hate Harry or Hinny, because I think they’re just the best thing in the entire book series. (With Sirius and Ron being very close seconds.)

Harry is very flawed, and I relate to him on a lot of different levels. I love that he’s so sassy, so moody, so anti-social. I mean, the kid is so fucking awkward that I love it. He’s just so wholesome! I mean, the person he will miss most in life is his best friend?!?! How fucking adorable? He doesn’t take shit from people. He was shit on his entire childhood by his abusive family and he is just quick to the draw with his sassy ass comments. And I always wanted more about him as an adult. Who did he become? Did he continue on with his anti-social, moody, and awkward personality? Did he get reprimanded at work for his sass? Did he reel in that sass and learn how to actual function in society a bit better? The epilogue wasn’t enough for me and CC can just be burned.

So I write the series a lot from Harry’s POV because I just loved his awkward little cabbage self in the books and I love shaping him into a big little cabbage as an adult. I write him as an extremely flawed man who is learning to live with all of his baggage. Who doesn’t love a hot mess with a lot of emotional baggage attached to them? It makes for a very interesting main character where you love him but you also want to shake him and scream at him at the same time. You also want to root for him to overcome everything he’s been through. I think there was a big jump in his emotional intelligence from Brontide to Legerdemain. So, I love showing his growth as well.

Hinny? FUCK! She’s like the first person he sees on the platform in PS. He saves her life in CS. They have a kinship to each other knowing just how wicked and twisted Voldemort actually is from their shared trauma. They’ve both had Voldemort rattling around in their heads and manipulating them and using them. They are the only two who can understand each other. Ginny isn’t afraid to knock Harry down a peg in OOTP. She likes him so much but accepts that he doesn’t see her as anything but his best mate’s little sister and she moves on like a mature little tomato. She’s just his friend because she knows how much he needs friends and how socially inept he is to find friends besides Ron and Hermione. She doesn’t fight him when he breaks up with her for her safety, doesn’t cry or lash out. She knows what he has to do and knows he loves her. They just understand each other so perfectly, they have the same sense of humor, and they have some of the same fucking baggage.

I just like Harry and I like Ginny and I love Hinny. That’s why I write them. Draco isn’t interesting to me. I don’t share a lot of the Marauder fandom headcanons so everyone would probably hate me over there. Regulus is of no interest to me. Neville is boring as all fuck. Hermione is the worst character in the entire series. Ron… now, Ron I love. Ron I could write a series on but Romoine would have to fuck off. STILL… even in a Ron series, you’d have the Harry and Ron bromance as a central feature. I love the Weasley sibling dynamic so you’d get a lot of Ginny.

So, I don’t know if that answers your question or not, but I love Harry and his cabbageness. I love Ginny and her fierceness. I love Hinny and their perfectness together. They are the chef’s kiss to me. I hope you enjoyed my rambling rant!

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chazz-is-a-zelda-fan · 2 years

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this is something that i think about a lot and why i think stormshipping is canon and it’s long and dumb and stupid but it’s my life and i’ll ship whatever i please

okay so. we all know that Atticus was ‘recruited’ as a Shadow Rider and that he was possessed by Nightshroud. well there’s always a difference between the english and japanese versions and i’d like to highlight one of them here.

in the japanese version, Nightshroud is Darkness. Nothing else changes, not that i’m aware of, so Atticus is still under the control of an evil influence and is a Shadow Rider. i mention this because, in both versions, something that stays consistent is Chazz. more specifically, the organization Chazz gets roped into.

the Society of Light is pretty well known and i’m kinda sad it has such a pretty color scheme cus its very evil but that’s a no brainer. anyways i mention the Society to call on a very obvious parallel. but let’s keep talking about Chazz for a moment.

one very notable difference is Manga Chazz and Anime Chazz. to avoid confusion, i’ll be referring to Manga Chazz as Jun and Anime Chazz as Chazz. i’m sure you’re all aware that Jun and Chazz are two COMPLETELY different people. i think it’s best represented by their ace cards. Chazz’s aces are the Ojama Trio, and Jun’s is the main reason i even mentioned the aforementioned organizations our lovely bisexuals have been unwillingly roped into.

the Ojama Brothers are very very wacky cards, not seemingly very good, but even the weakest cards become the strongest when Chazz is wielding them. Meanwhile, Jun has a very close relationship with LaDD, (lmao ladd) comprable to Jaden and Winged Kuriboh. They are Spirit Partners and even though Jun buried LaDD to win in a duel against Judai, LaDD still watches the duel and wants Jun to win.

Lightness and Darkness Dragon. oh you knew it was gonna come to this, i LOVE THIS CARD. and i will gladly use these three as red strings on a corkboard as another excuse to ship chazz and atticus.

So, what do the Society of Light, Darkness, and Lightness and Darkness Dragon have in common? I… am not sure lmao this made sense in my head. let’s try to unravel my stormshipping brainrotten spaghetti train of thought.

okay so Jun’s ace is Lightness and Darkness Dragon. Atticus’ ace is Red Eyes Darkness Dragon. they both share the ‘darkness’ connection, and they both have dragon aces. you know how i feel about two characters with dragon aces (cough cough joukai cough cough)

but they also kind of share a light connection?? while it’s more obvious with chazz, i guess it’s kinda visible with atticus too. i mean, to escape the darkness, you’ve gotta see the light. i’m so sorry that was so bad, but it’s kinda right? it’s the kind of cheesy thing atticus would say okay

i mentioned that duel between Judai and Jun for a reason. even though Jun buried LaDD to beat Jaden without it, Lightness and Darkness Dragon continued to watch over him. and i really like this because of Atticus. Atticus is an older brother, but that doesn’t mean he’s super mature. he’s lighthearted and fun! a bundle of sunshine, you could say.

okay i know i’m reaching but my point is! atticus is a mentor figure for chazz!! and atticus will overlook chazz and his successes and failures and will support him no matter what!!! atticus is his lightness and darkness dragon!!!! they are literally SPIRIT PARTNERS!!!

^ i don’t say that in a way that implies i ship ladd x chazz or winged kuriboh x jaden cus that just weirds me out, i mean it as in soulmates but ygo ver

also! ladd is just a light and darkness. which is what chazz and atticus were recruited into against their will. but they persevere and get out, and then they bond over chazz’s severe lack of b****es /lh (and their traumas but that’s just a headcanon of mine)

so yeah. i’m sorry this is so long but AUGH RA9 i love them.

#yu gi oh gx #ygo #chazz princeton #jun manjoume #manjoume thunder #chazz it up #atticus rhodes #fubuki tenjoin #atticus #yugioh gx #stormshipping #yugioh #long post #nonsense

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nightswithkookmin · 3 years

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chile i'm so glad i came across your blog, the amount of "i'm not going to assume they're dating" or "we can only draw certain conclusions but i can't say for sure" "we don't know their sexuality, BUT" type blogs i follow is getting kinda wack lmao. while i appreciate their perspective and nuanced takes i need to strike a balance. like let's get a lil delulu every once in a while. 💀

lol the im-not-a-shipper-but-call-jikook-boyfriends-every-other-post blogs are the funniest to me. the shipping hierarchy, so to speak is so weird. maybe just because im not a "shipping real people is bad" person i don't see the big deal. gonna get called delulu anyway, might as well go full out. they is gay/queer and they're fucking. i'm so sorry.

*also can we touch on the fact that shipping in this type of fandom (kpop) is kind of inevitable and unavoidable??! these boys are the other people we see them with day in and day out, interacting with each other and no one else. i feel like it's natural to ship when there's no other people around to break up everything, idk maybe someone can articulate this better than me. and people who are made to feel stupid for thinking that 2 members could actually be dating is so dumb. like is it really out of the realm of possibility that two people (jikook, cause all them other ships are....😬) who spent almost every waking minute together for like 8 years could fall in love. really?

/rant

It's the delulu hat for me

Lmho.

I guess for me being queer, I feel it's gaslighting for these people to be saying things like that. As silly as it is, it inadvertently deny and invalidate the existence and queerness of gay individuals and so I struggle with it.

This is the consequences of straight people in gay people business. They like defining gay parameters for us and it's like who asked you?? I feel people who say things like that are just plain ignorant or tone deaf or willfully homophobic.

I don't think everyone in BTS is gay but it makes me feel safe to see half the community assume them to be and celebrate them in that way. They are not cussing at them and threatening to leave the fandom or cancel them for this assumption and that is huge inspiration to me.

Those parts of the fandom are a safe space to be in as a queer army.

When people assume a person's queer sexuality they are simply admitting to themselves at the very least that LGBTQ EXISTS. This is important to me because I grew up in a community where LGBTQ didn't even exist in the collective consciousness of the people and EVERYONE IS AUTOMATICALLY ASSUMED TO BE STRAIGHT AND EXPECTED TO BE.

People read people's sexuality all the time and have done so since time immemorial and a lot of the time when they have had a sexuality read it's in the lines of straight, cis, rich, poor, superior or inferior. And that is a problem for some of us too because that discrepancy in the assumptions is as a result of homophobia and heteronormativity.

That whole don't assume a person's queer sexuality debacle sounds to me like a boujee way of denormalizing and preventing the normalization of queerness disguised under care, disguised under intelligence and disguised under wokeness. Especially when straightness is the default setting in this giant blue bulb.

We need to radicalize that. We need to change the cis straight default setting and if you are perpetuating this narrative you really aren't helping the situation. SIT DOWN.

I'm rarely assumed to be queer in certain circles and while that makes me feel comfortable within those circles it often times make it hard for me to admit my queerness openly in those circles too because I fear I will lose that comfort and respect and love and privileges that comes with being percieved straight in those spaces.

When I started my blog, I noticed some people assumed I was white and would use certain black descriptors as slurs when describing other people to me. I quickly had to switch the formal way in which I wrote to a much casual tone so my blackness would show through. Don't get it twisted. She black. She blackidy black black.

Then on the other hand, I was hesitant to let my queerness be known too because being black, I was marginalized as it is- you is black, or sound black💀 you know how it is- it's that intersectionality of oppression at play. Double double homicide.

When certain people realized I was black POC minority, their attitude towards me changed. I had those who didn't so much understand what black language is or perhaps wasn't used to being in black spaces and were uncomfortable with my blackness- these would take offense at me saying certain things in certain ways. Like chilee relax Karen, all I said was these motherfukkers gay as shit and they gay. Why you acting like I called them twinks or sommin. Right there, I'm cancelled for calling Jikook motherfuckers. They get sirens and everything😭😭😭😭😭😭

Same vein, I struggle destraightening myself or correcting people who assume I'm straight because I fear they will treat me differently if they knew I wasn't.

Straight privilege exists in the same way as white or even pretty privilege may exist and because these exist there's that automatic conception of queer, poc, ugly, fat disemfranschismet to run along side it.

People treat you differently based on how they perceive you. That's a fact. And for queer people, perceiving us as straight is the only way we get to be treated as human by the masses. And a lot of us embrace that- straight until proven gay am I right 🤣🤣🤣🤣

It's the duper's delight for me. Untill you catch me with a 5'8 melanin skinned silk pressed auntie on my left nipple good luck proving I'm gay.

It can be fun, I akekeke when some people around me are totally oblivious to the fact and even sometimes defend my straightness with their dying breath when nasty friends throw them shades or try to out me unprovoked.

A lot of us don't want to admit we are gay because we don't want to be disenfranchised.

I speak for myself when I say this.

But 'Don't assume someone's sexuality' is a double edged censorship used for and against queer people. It seemly offers protection on the surface of it for queer people but underneath it promotes heteronormativity and standardizes straightness and it is also used to promote closet culture, under the disguise of care and concern for the autonomy of queer people but that is a fallacy because our autonomy has never mattered to anyone since the dawn of homophobia.

And I don't know where this interpretation comes from. Why do people not want to assume queer people's sexuality but it's ok to assume straight people's???

It feels like a hijacked movement to me.

THIS IS THE ACCURATE MOVEMENT AS FAR AS I'M CONCERNED.

Don't assume all people are straight. It's ok to assume some people are queer because queer people exists too.

It is wrong however to assume queerness based on how a person talks, walks, dresses or even on their body type. That is stereotyping. And stereotyping is wrong.

When it comes to Jikook, Jimin is often stereotyped as gay more so than Jungkook because they have different body structures. Jungkook is stereotyped too solely because of the way his wrists hang, or based on moments he's femininity shines through.

But I don't think shippers stereotype Jikook in that way at all. I dont think shippers believe Jikook are dating eachother simply because Jungkook applied setting powder to his face that one time. They assume they are gay only because they believe those two to be dating eachother. That is not stereotyping. If those two were heterosexuals I don't think people will accuse their shippers of stereotyping.

It's one thing to assume Kai is gay because he looks skinny and dances well. It's another to assume he is gay because in a relationship with Gdragon. And if people can't tell the difference between the two, they should get some education and stop talking about things they know nothing about or only know because they stumbled across user69 on Twitter. They are not helping.

Untill people get offended when people assume others are straight, that rhetoric doesn't matter in its inequality. If you ask me, everyone is gay until proven straight.

Yet how many people will take offense at that?

Assuming people can be gay is not delulu.

It's ok to assume people can be gay. It's wrong to stereotype them as gay. If you can't assume they are gay, don't assume they are straight and don't assume at all. Run with this sis.

Wait, they don't ship Jikook but they call Jikook boyfriends???????👀👀👀👀👀

The fake woke syndrome will kill people in this fandom with these mentally confused thought crisis bunch💀💀💀💀

Jikook themselves are shippers💀

Smh

GOLDY

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List of Boundaries: CaptainSparklez

Violence in fanworks: In one of his subreddit videos, Jordan reacts positively to a bloody drawing of him being accidentally stabbed by Tubbo, showing that at least in fanart, he is okay with violence and death.

Fanfiction: Jordan has done two videos where he read fanfiction, one of which was an x reader, and reacted positively both times. This shows that he is okay with fanfiction and the x reader did not appear to put him off, as he specifically chose it for a Valentine’s Day video.

Shipping: There is no distinct evidence for Jordan being for or against shipping as a whole. He seems comfortable with being shipped with Tom Cassell (Syndicate) as evidenced by various videos where they joke about kissing and being shipped together. On the other hand, in the third MC Ultimate, when AntVenom made a joking comment about SparkAnt (their ship name) being revived after they both respawned, Jordan replied with distaste, implying that he doesn’t like being shipped with AntVenom. He has also spoken on multiple occasions against being shipped with Lady Ianite (from the Mianite series), and shows discomfort when looking at romantic fanart of them.

AUs where Jordan is Tubbo’s and/or Crumb’s father: Jordan has reacted positively to fanart of Tubbo and Crumb as his children and is accepting of the AU. However, he seems to be unaware that it is an AU and not canon on the Dream SMP, therefore this cannot be used as evidence for his stance on AUs in general.

General PSA: Jordan does not like people prying into his personal life, which includes his IRL friends and relationship status. He doesn’t disclose this information and people should respect this about him.

Evidence: Jordan reacting to violent fanart, CaptainSparklez reads a CaptainSparklez fanfiction, Jordan reads an x reader, Jordan, Tom, and Mini Ladd joking about shipping, Jordan reacting negatively to the idea of SparkAnt (Jordan/Anteler), Jordan reacting negatively to Sparkanite, Jordan talking about Tubbo and Crumb being his children, Jordan talking about how it’s weird when people ask about his IRL relationships

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reacting to violent fanart Jordan: (reading reddit post) uh, “blood. It was a mistake.” (opens post, revealing Among Us fanart) ah, no, dude.. (playing it up for the bit) ah no, back to back! I can’t believe I have to relive this moment again and again! I don’t think I - it’s - it’s - y’know, I don’t think I ever betrayed him, but I got betrayed in return. It was hard.

Jordan, Tom, and Mini Ladd joke about shipping Tom: (hugging Jordan and Mini Ladd) all in - all in, all in, all in - this feels good. hey, no kissing tonight, alright? Jordan: really? Tom: no kiss - (Mini Ladd kisses his cheek) okay. (looks at Jordan, points to cheek expectantly) Jordan: (kisses Tom’s cheek) Tom: (laughs) oh yeah!

reacting negatively to the idea of SparkAnt (Jordan/Anteler) Anteler: this is team Sparkant, being revived Jordan: no, not that - not that word.

reacting negatively to Sparkanite Jordan: alright people do this weird shipping thing with me, and Ianite, and I realize that it kinda stems from season two but let’s just - I feel like we need to keep it as a platonic relationship between a follower and their god, alright? Ianite is m’lady, my god, it doesn’t have to become like a romantic thing. Alright? alright. cool.

about Tubbo and Crumb being his children Jordan: (reading reddit post) “the Tubbo origin story is growing.” (opens post, revealing fanart) Is that Tubbo jumping out of the ____ to catch a bee? and then Crumb saying “there can be only one?” There actually - I’ve seen things on twitter though - Inga(?), who - who does lots of art and stuff and has done some of the MCC thumbnails, like, did a drawing where I was Tubbo’s dad in the Dream SMP server and I was like “is this a thing that’s actually going on?” I know nothing, I’m confused. But I guess I’m like - I’m Tubbo’s dad. on the server. I have no - I geniunely don’t know, but that’s what I’ve heard. And I’m like “oh, okay.” I guess - y’know. I did say I wasn’t having kids but there wasn’t anything about a kid that already has been had. So I guess it works. It doesn’t - yeah - doesn’t mess with my take. But also we have Crumb now. (laughs) “There can be only one.” But it’s been established that I’m his dad I guess, so - so, there has to be two. It’s already been said and done.

talking about it being weird when people ask about his IRL relationships Jordan: (reading reddit post) “Expose yourself, Jardoon. Did you break quarantine for a video?” (opens post, revealing screenshot of Youtube comments under his video) I can’t - I can’t, like, it’s so - it’s so weird.. to me, that every comment is just - who filmed the video - does any other channel get that? It’s bizzare - like I - I feel like other channels just have people film their videos and it’s - the entirety of the comments section isn’t, “who filmed the video,” it’s - it’s about the video content itself. I just - I mean, I don’t know for sure. Maybe that is a thing on other channels. But - also … and also, I do know other people who live in the general LA area. I’m not just completely solo without the ability to reach out to a single person. I know as much as I stay at home and am confined, I do know other people. Weird flex, I know. “Woah, this guy, look at him out here - knows other people? Who exist? Not just on the internet? Oh ho, mister fancy out here dude, okay. He’s got real life acquaintances and all that. Alright, way to flex on us all!” But I - oh my god dude, it’s so weird. And I made this comparison in my stream a couple days ago, that it’s like my mom when she’s asking about plans and what I’m doing, and I’ll be like, “oh, I’m going to such-and-such with friends,” …. she’ll be like “oh, what’s their name?” And I just think - I mean it’s - you’re not gonna meet them. Are you gonna look up their - like are you gonna look their name plus my name online to try to figure out who they are? I’m confused in that regard. It’s just a person who I know. And - and then, anyway, it’s just - you guys are my mom. (laughs) So that’s where we are with this.

#captainsparklez #jordan maron #smplive #smpearth #mcyt #mianite #vault hunters #boundaries list #smpb // violent themes in fanwork #smpb // fanfiction #smpb // shipping

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