#and now im almost a nurse. and im going to be a fucking good one.
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couldn't stop myself from doing lettering for the first time in ages. sometimes the emotion is more important than the technique
#almost didnt post bc i messed up the 'neat' lettering. but also thats the point.#my hands shake now theyve shaken since i was mismedicated when i was 11 because the dictors didnt listen to me#and now im almost a nurse. and im going to be a fucking good one.#amd my hands shake and im drawing up my syringes anyway. and im making art anyway#in the face of extermination say FUCK YOU. and make 'bad' art.#tag.txt
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“WE AINT GOOD-GOOD, BUT WE STILL GOOD”
debrief: when your ex-boyfriend ony comes down with a cold, you clock into your nurse shift, as well as resolving some old feelings.
tags: black!fem!reader, sickfic but like.. not, use of the n word, make-ups and break-ups, you make ony nervoussss 🥹, implied eremin (i love them), pure fluff, healthy communication cs ik some of y’all be bashin niggas heads in
an: bringing in the new year with some fluff !! i love you guys, and may 2024 bring everything you desire in abundance <3
ex-boyfriend!ony who was so heartbroken when y’all split, but knew it was for the best. he didn’t wanna drag you down with all his mess, (even if you insisted over and over that you were okay) and you were busy trying to get your masters. even through this, close contact was kept, and y’all leaned on each other for support.
that’s why it was such a shock when connie and jean had let it slip that he’d been sick for 3 days. you sat on the notion, wondering why he didn’t come to you or even say anything, and waited for a call, but when none came after a few hours, you were dialing his number harshly into your phone and letting it ring with a scowl on your face.
“onyankopon.” you spit over the phone, hearing him sputter at the use of his full name. dull music played in the background, and you could swear you hear other voices, hushed.
“h-hey mama, what’s goin on?” ony refused to let his composure slip, all his boys were over and he had told them that he had stopped fuckin’ with you. they all opted to come over to chill (smoke) even while he was down with a real bad cold. he caved and took a few hits before deciding that his lungs weren’t strong enough right now, and passing the spliff to connie wordlessly.
“you got something you wanna tell me?” you sat patiently, giving him the opportunity to tell the truth before jumping to conclusions. maybe there was a reason for it, everything happens for a reason, right?
“uh…nah i been chillin—hold up.” your eyebrow jumped at his labored breathing mixed with the sound of him hushing someone in the background before pressing the phone back to his ear. “anyways. im good, nothing to tell you, im cool. you cool?” your suspicion grew at his constant throat clearing and groans.
“you a damn lie.” before he could even respond, you were hanging up the phone and two beep sounds rung in his head. he tried to call back twice before getting a notification that you’d left home and were on the pathway to his house. the drive was only about 10 minutes, and knowing you, you’d be here in 5.
“aw shit—all y’all gotta go.” ony stumbled to his feet, ushering connie, eren, armin, and jean out of their seated positions and towards the front door. “man i was just getting high, the fuck goin’ on?” eren mumbles lightly, placing his jacket around armin’s shoulders and finishing packing his bag.
“someone’s coming over, c’mon.”
“who bruh?”
“y/n nigga, i think she knows im sick. y’all gotta go, now.” the whole group erupts in protests of ‘i thought y’all were done’ and ‘don’t kick us out for that, man!’ but ony didn’t care. he hadn’t seen you in person for a while, and he still needed to cover his tracks. the whole group rolls their eyes, save for connie and jean, who looked like they’d seen a ghost.
“connie, jean, why y’all look like that? what did y’all do?”
“it was him!” jean points to connie, completely throwing him under the bus. connie almost protests until he sees the sour look on ony’s face, and they’re scattering out the door with ‘im sorry’s’ flaking from their lips, leaving armin and eren to snicker under their breath.
“you said you were done with her, why now?”
“as much as i would love to give you an in-depth synopsis on my relationship status, i really don’t have time for allat right now.”
eren rolls his eyes, his attitude shown clear on his face. he wasn’t the biggest fan of ony’s relationship with you, considering that he’s the one who has to hear all the bullshit between you two. armin intertwines his pinkies with eren, an easy soother to his irritation.
“if i have to hear about this shit later, i’ll kill you.”
with reluctance, the couple left—armin apologetically excusing eren’s rudeness—and ony was left to spray fabreeze for the weed smell, and splash cold water on his face to hopefully extinguish his up-ticking fever, just in time for your harsh knocks to come on the door.
ony opened it, albeit barely enough for you to see his flushed face. he was feeling real feverish now….
“you ain’t tell me you was coming over.”
“i don’t have to tell you. open this damn door and stop playin wit me.” ony gulps as he unlocks the chain on the door and sees you fully. all you had on was his hoodie that he was sure you said you were gonna give back, and some nike pro shorts that he couldn’t see. you held a bag of unknown contents in your hand. you eyed him up and down before stepping inside like you owned the place.
he loved when you did that shit, this man is down bad.
you twirled the string of his sweatpants between your freshly done nails, and ony swears his temperature went up 10 degrees. you had this look in your eye that was the epitome of concern and irritation having a fist fight.
“so when were you gonna tell me that you were sick?”
“i wasn’t. i didn’t want you to worry about it, but the opptastic duo just had let you know, i guess.” ony followed as you proceeded deeper in the house, but you paused as you entered the living room. your eyebrows furrowed and your nose crinkled.
“what’s that smell?”
ony gulped, just playing shrugging and playing dumb. the cloud of fabreeze hadn’t really covered the weed smell all the way, and he was sure that you were about to bust him for smoking while he was sick, and he really wasn’t tryna hear all that at the moment. he was ready to get in his bed (preferably with you in it..)
“do not play wit me, what is that japanese cherry blossom shit im smelling?” you threw your keys and bag down and paced around the living room, flipping over pillows and looking under couch cushions. ony protested, promising that he didn’t know what you were talking about, and thought to himself that you were just smelling yourself.
until you pulled an empty cart refill wrapper from beneath the cushion.
aw shit.
you looked at him like he was a dumbass—which he was—before watching him smack his teeth and snatch the wrapper from your hand begrudgingly. the words “CHERRY GLAZE” in bold lettering burned his eyes, before vaguely remembering that armin had switched out his liquid before he’d left.
ony teetered on the truth, but he knew you’d be pissed about him having his boys over when he was clearly sick, so he settled on a lil white lie.
“oh, that’s uh—that’s some of my old shit.”
“if i’m recalling correctly, aren’t you the one that said that you didn’t like smoking that ‘fruity shit’?” ony cleared his throat—in a way he only does when he lies—before just grunting in response.
“and even if you didn’t say that, you hate cherry flavored anything, so that begs the question… what bitch was smoking this shit on your couch?” you jabbed your freshly done pointer nail into his chest, feeling his breath stutter under your touch.
he was caught between a rock and a hard place, and figured he’d just tell you the truth, even if you’d get mad.
“basically, the boys came over and eren brought his lil boyfriend or whatever he is—”
“wait, eren’s gay?”
“apparently. anyways, his name is armpit… or was it arm and hammer… whatever sum like that, and he was smoking his cart and replaced the liquid on the couch and i guess the wrapper fell between the cushions. no bitches were over here, i swear.” ony holds his hands up in defense, reassuring you that he was telling the truth. you smiled, as you believed him regardless. you knew he didn’t roll like that anyway.
“bae, relax. i believe you, i was just tryna see you sweat. just sit down, i bought you some soup.” you smiled at him with all your teeth, and ony was sure that he fell in love all over again. he missed you more than words could explain, and he just wanted you to come home again.
he finally let himself relax and he slumped onto the couch, his headache hammering against the back of his eyes. you took a seat on the ottoman next to him, unpacking his favorite potato soup and crackers. you crush up the crackers in the soup and stir, just like he likes, and unscrew the cap of his blue fanta.
“i think—no, i’m already in love with you. i dont think i ever stopped.” ony mutters as you spoon feed him and he has the urge to cry. you were always so gentle and caring with him, and you’ve never stopped, regardless of what the relationship status was. that’s what he loved most about you—it didn’t matter what happened between you too, if he needed you, you were there.
he missed you so, so bad.
“stop talking with your mouth full, you’re gonna get soup on your new carpet.” you attempted to brush off his words, and the way that they were making your face heat up.
“fuck the carpet. i’ve never been so serious in my life, mama. i love you more than you know. ‘just want you to come back to me.”
you two broke up because you mutually needed space and time to yourselves. it was an agreement, yet neither of you committed to it for more than a week. before you knew it, you were back texting him good morning, as he was texting you good night. all you wanted was to be his girlfriend again, but you wanted to give him the space he needed.
you set the spoon and soup aside, watching the way ony’s deep brown eyes twinkle under the low light of the living room.
“ony, i want to give you your space, that’s the whole reason we broke up to begin with. you deserve that.”
“i had enough space. you not living here no more, not being up under me when i sleep, not kissing me when i wake up, only seeing you at parties, that’s space, and i’m real tired of it,” ony laces his fingers with yours, kissing the back of your knuckles as he used to do.
“i want you back. i want you back in my face all the time, i wanna wake up mad cause you took all the covers, but then it goes away when i see how cute you look all bundled up. i want my initials on your nails again, i want you. i need you, baby. come home to me, please—“
“okay, okay! that’s enough, you’re embarrassing me!” you hide your head in the crook of his neck, suddenly feeling bashful about the way he was relaying his apparent undying love to you. everything he does flusters you still. you don’t miss the way his hands grasp you even tighter than they used to, if that’s even possible.
“i just want you to promise me that i’m not hurting you.”
“you could never. my perfect girl would never.” ony places a kiss on the top of your head, making sure to hold you even tighter. you choose not to mention his sniffles at the current moment, and let yourself be lost in his love.
“i missed you too, ony.”
#ony the realest 🥹🥹🥹#syno’s picks 💌#aot x chubby reader#aot x you#aot fluff#aot#aot imagines#aot x black reader#aot x reader#onyankopon snk#onyankopon x black y/n#onyankopon x reader#aot onyankopon#ony x black reader#onyankapon#onyankopon fluff#aot oneshots#attack on titan#onyankopon smut#he’s so boyfriend coded#sighs and kicks my feet#eremin#kinda just snuck them in SAWRYYY 😛
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📞Wait a minute while I make you mine
Featuring: Ace x fem!reader
Warning: suggestive, mention of NSFW content, slightly angsty at the end lol
Summary : fun pool day with Whitebeard crew and the reader and Ace being awfully flirty.
Part.2. Part.3
The photo is found on Pinterest, credits to its owner
Note: this idea came up to me at work, enjoy my first short story!! 🫶🏻 part 2 maybe ?
You had just changed into your new swimsuit that you bought few hours ago from the shops in the resorts. The little fabric was complimenting the curves of your body beautifully, leaving a little gasp even from between your own lips.
You smiled knowing someone else might also enjoy it. You pushed back your hair glancing one last time at the mirror with a satisfied smile. You grabbed your sunglasses and left them resting on top of your head.
Your close friend, who was one of the few nurses on the ship, called Livia, was waiting for you outside of the changing room. She glanced up at you and smiled.
-This is just so sexy.
She commented while making you turn and checking you out. You grinned and nudged her arm playfully. You blushed a little and intertwined her arm with yours. With your other hand you played with the gold necklace pending on your neck. You two started walking towards y’all fellow pirates.
-Right? I think the women had the perfect eye. Good thing I got it.
- She did, Ace is gonna loveeee it~
You rolled your eyes and gave her a quick glare before shyly smiling.
-I’m definitely not wearing this for this idiot. Im being hot for myself.
-Yeah, and I’m a man with heavy hairy balls.
Her answer earned a laugh out of you. She gazed at you with a floating teasing smirk, thinking it was cute how hard you were refuting your obvious crush on the infamous commander of the second division.
-I can already picture him drooling over you.
-He’s not the type to drool, you retorted with a frown.
-Right, he only drool over food. Okay then, he would blush and look away like you don’t exist while he has a raging boner.
-This version doesn’t so bad now.
You nodded quite satisfied with your friend storytelling abilities. She pushed her blond hair behind her shoulders and winked at you.
-I know. To be fair, y’all would’ve probably fucked already, but you deliberately chose to blue ball yourselves.
She said with a disapproving expression. You scoffed thinking it was quite funny how invested your friend was with your « love life ». Ace and you were kinda just friends… yeah?
-You are talking a lot for someone who hasn’t done a move on their crush for months. How’s you and Imani going?
-Imani..she-she’s just so gorgeous. I get super shy when I’m around her and she’s also like one of the top nurses on the ship so it would be inappropriate.
-You have been saying the same excuse for weeks.
You exclaimed exhausted with your blond friend. She looked at you with puppy eyes like she was about to reveal the best excuse in the cutest way.
-Yeah but you know what ?? She had those beautiful butterfly’s locks done at the last island we stopped and she looks even prettier. I’m hopeless. I have fallen for a goddess while I’m a commoner.
-You are being dramatic. Imani is gorgeous but so are you.
-Im a Pisces.
-Livia, that’s not an argument.
-Arent you the astrologer here?
-Yeah and what about it ?
-Tell me about Imani and I compatibility!
-Livy, I make sky map… and I have already done it, i told you it was a green light.
She removed her arm that was intertwined with yours and brought both of her hands to her face to hide her blushing cheeks.
-OMG!!? Can you imagine me going out with her?!
She asked with heart eyes and an almost perverted expression that almost made you frown in fear. You patted her back to help her calm down.
-Collect yourself, blood is almost coming down your nose.
You joked with a defeated chuckle. She nodded quickly while patting her hair on top of her head to gain some senses.
-Okay so about you and Ace-
-Oh look the guys are over there, you cut her off while running towards Marco who was sipping on some refreshers while speaking to some others men.
-Y/N! WAIT FOR ME!!
You heard her yell as she ran behind you. You crashed into Marco because you foot slipped on the water on the ground, making you lose control over your body. He sensed you and was quick to grab you and pull you up to your feet again.
-I thought we only had to say to kids not to run near pools ? He said while raising one of his eyebrows with a disapproving look.
You pulled you tongue at him and crossed your arms under your breast.
-Well, the water just could’ve been somewhere else.
-Y/N! ARE YOU OKAY! AHHH-
Livia ran towards you but a similar situation happened and she fell right into you. You groaned as the weight of her body crushed on yours. You pulled yourself on your elbows and gave her a bored look.
-Why are you running around a pool?
You asked while rubbing the back of your head that had just hit the hard floor.
-LIKE YOU’RE ONE TO TALK!!
She yelled at you as she pulled herself up of your body. Marco watched the scene with a chuckle and pulled his hands, offering them to both of you. You took one and chuckled.
-It’s so good to be able to relax a little bit, you exclaimed while stretching your arms, enjoying the way the sun was warming up you exposed skin.
-Let’s jump in the pool already, I’m sweating.
Livia complained as she grabbed her hair and pulled them up to allow some air to hit the back of her neck. You saw few of the men on the ship give her heart eyes. You chuckled knowing that Livia was probably the most lesbian girl you have ever knew and those guys could only hold into their fantasy. You truly hoped it would work out with her crush though.
Imani was a beautiful dark skinned women who was working hard to keep up with Whitebeards health as much she possibly could with of course the help of Marco. She was one of the popular member on the ship, known for her beauty and intelligence. So it wasn’t surprising to know that a lot of people liked and admired her.
-Yeah, enjoy it! Not everyone can enjoy the pool freely, Marco replied referring to him being a power holder. He suddenly snorted and he quickly excused himself while a chuckle left his lips.
-Whats wrong ? You asked curious of what he was laughing at.
He moved his head pointing behind you with his familiar smirk. You frowned confused and looked behind you, only to see your freckled friend trying his best to swim with a unicorn swimming ring, two orange arm floaties on each of his biceps and water googles. You couldn’t help but burst into a laugh.
You whipped the tears at the corner of your eyes from laughing. The view in front of you was so different from the cocky and confident man you knew.
-OI, ACE ! You look like a kid who’s learning how to swim!
You yelled while holding into your stomach. The tall man looked at you confused and a red blush tinted his freckled cheeks. He removed his googles to let them rest on top of his head.
-LEAVE ME ALONE !
He yelled back with an embarrassed frown.
-He’s so cute, you mumbled under your breath but loud enough for Marco and Livia to hear it.
-How about you join him?
Livia exclaimed while pushing your body into the water. You didn’t even have time to react that you felt your body entering the cold water of the pool. You fought back a little in the water as you were taken out totally in surprised. You finally pulled your head out of the water and pushed your soaked hair out of your view.
-LIVIA! What was that about ?! I almost lost my glasses.
You yelled at her slightly annoyed as you pushed your sunglasses at her. You definitely had water in your nose. She laughed at your slight frustrated expression. She threw your glasses to Marco, before jumping into the water too, splashing you , making water enter your eyes this time.
You waited for her to emerge out of the water to splash her eyes back with constant water waves.
-Im sorry, I’m sorry ! She pleaded while putting her hand up in defeat.
Marco shook his head wondering why two young adults like Livia and you were acting like total children.
-THAT WAS A GOOD ONE LIVIA! THANKS!
You heard Ace suddenly yell with his stupid grin. You smirked and started to swim towards him. You saw his eyes grow big when he realized that he was the one in disadvantage. He tried to « swim » away but some kids was pulling into the unicorn head of his swimring. So he was mostly fighting against sinking because of the kid.
You finally arrived next to him and looked up at him with mischievous eyes. Your propped yourself on his floater.
-Did the kid and you planned this ?
He asked a little bit annoyed but you could feel he was tense. You glared at the annoying kid and pulled his arms off of Aces unicorn.
-What do you think you’re doing?
You asked him seriously. He looked up at you, lips suddenly trembling. He quickly left while screaming for his mom. You looked back at Ace and started to laugh. You swam back to his floater and so your arms and chest were resting on the huge swimring.
His eyes travelled down to your breast and then to your lips but he looked away with a blush.
-Get off, you are gonna make me sink.
He said while gazing at your wet body once again and then at your eyes.
-I dont feel like it, you replied with a pout while tilting your head.
He rolled his eyes and he licked his lips as he brought his face closer to yours. He smiled with his familiar mischievous eyes that you loved so much. You felt butterfly in your stomach at the sudden proximity.
-You really like being a brat, huh?
You grinned and pushed back his head with you finger on his forehead.
-Maybe I do~
You retorted in a calm voice that came off more seductive than you intended to. You saw Ace’s eyes squinting slightly at you as he gave you his infamous smirk.
-Alright, then would you help me get out of the water?
-Already tired ?
-Yeah, I don’t have the thrill anymore to worry about sinking especially because of a kid or you.
-Pfff, like I would really sink a hottie like you.
-So now you think I’m hot?
-Yeah well, you are made of fire, you retorted with an obvious tone while furrowing your eyebrows. He looked at you speechless for few seconds before he shook his head and slowly started making his way outside of the the pool.
You laughed as you got off of his swim-ring and helped him by pulling him and swimming forwards. By the edge of the pool, Ace removed his unicorn with your help and quickly pushed himself outside the water. He sighed relieved as he walked slightly away.
-Thanks
-No worries~ Well I guess I will see you around.
You said while glancing at his tone body glistening with the water. The way his back muscles moved as he slightly turned to your direction. He looked over his shoulders as he was removing his arm floaties.
-Uh..yeah sure.
You waved at him with a smile and searched for Livia somewhere in this sea of people. He watched you walk away from him. He wished he proposed you to eat an ice cream and maybe talk somewhere in this big resort, maybe learn more about you if you allowed him to. But he wasn’t sure of how you would take it.
You were always big on being independent and it was something you had proud in. He didn’t even know if being in a relationship was even something you thought about. Maybe you were more about fucking and not talking to that person ever again, but as much as he wanted you, he wouldn’t break his own heart by having too much hope for something he couldn’t possibly have. You loving him is impossible.
He sighed as he felt a sudden heavy weight on his heart. His throat slightly chocked up. He shook away those thoughts and decided to just distract himself with his friends, the weather, other girls maybe too…
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Spiderfic 3
Warning: male reader, Omegaverse, fluff, hybrid, mpreg
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months had passed since Mikey's rut, (name) now very pregnant and Mikey very very protective.
(Name)s guards now consisted of Sanzu, Mucho and Mochi and followed the Omega everywhere and dealing with the Omega "hunting" for food via "stealing" food from the kitchen as if the chef's haven't been leaving fruits and veggies out for the Omega to sneakily grab. The three alphas found their queen quite amusing as he waddled around for the things his pups may need.
Emma loved (name), often indulging his weird pregnancy behaviour and the two could be found in the nursery that had been expanded for the oncoming pups.
Currently though, (name) was in a bit of a pickle.
Well it wasn't a bad pickle so to say but (name) was stuck by Mikey in the webbing to the nest as the Alpha kissed him deeply "now let alpha do this" Mikey said deeply and (name) let out a frustrated whine as the spider Hybrid took out any foods or things that can and will go bad from the nest "we will build you a birthing nest out in the bedroom but you can't be in there until the pups are born" Mikey said sternly as (name) glared at him, the doctor warned Mikey that (name) would be like this, the omegas mood all over the place "that was mine! I foraged for it!" (Name) said pissed off as a maid took the food from Mikey "it was going bad and you aren't eating it because the smell makes you sick"
"The pups..."
"Darling, the pups are fine"
"No alpha! The pups need it! How can you not see this!?" (Name) was seething and Mikey could feel the mood swing through the bond "get me out of this web!" The Omega said angrily as Mikey freed him quickly, not wanting to further piss off his hormonal Omega who didn't look the least bit intimidating to the predator, Mikey biting back a smile at the pissed off bunny who grumbled and wandered out of the room, Mikey following close behind.
"Stop following!"
"We're going the same direction" Mikey said simply but they both knew that was a full ass lie "stupid alpha..."
The staff always was amused by how the couple interacted, even when absolutely livid (name) let Mikey keep a hand on the small of his back but any lower usually got a hiss when he was like this.
But Mikey usually put him in his place with his own growl, causing (name)s mood to take a wild shift.
"I-im sorry alpha!" (Name) said teary eyed, showing his neck in submission as the two went into a forgotten corner "how about we go find you something sweet, yes?" Mikey said nosing his neck and calming the Omega who now was feeling like garbage about being all angry at his mate who was helping him.
(Name) had a craving that Mikey was more than happy to facilitate, his pups craved Taiyaki like fiends and Mikey couldn't help but be amused at his mate and Draken was annoyed to have to deal with two Taiyaki obsessed royals now.
It was two am, the couple had to sleep on their bed so (name) could actually get out of bed and (name) woke to something leaking "Jiro!" (Name) whisper yelled, shaking the man awake who immediately got up while looking frantic.
"It's happening!" (Name) was panicking as Mikey scooped him up and rushed out of the room as (name) grunted at a contraction and tore Mikey's sleeve in the process "were almost there bunny" Mikey said as guards opened door after door for the Alpha as to make sure they got there as fast as possible.
(Name) was not having a good time as he was set on a bed, it seemed his pups wanted out asap.
"Your knot isn't coming anywhere near me!" (Name) hissed out angrily to his alpha, Mikey having a feeling he wasn't bluffing as another contraction rolled through him "fucking shit!"
(Name)s birth was almost 18 hours and out came three healthy pups, all bearing Mikey's eyes as (name) blearily looked at his family "are those my babies?" He asked softly as the nurses helped him sit up so Mikey could hand two over as Mikey held one at eye level to (name) "they're so wonderful...!" (Name) was now actively crying at his pups who have yet to show their hybrid identities.
Mikey stared in awe at his family, (name) looked fucking stunning holding his offspring and feeding one while the other two slept.
"Sleep Omega, I will keep the pups safe"
(Name) awoke to being set in his bed, the pups in cribs near him as per requested during (name)s little birthing plan Mikey made sure every single person followed.
"Hello beautiful" Mikey said softly as he noticed (name) was awake "are you ready for guests?"
"Who...?"
"My siblings, two have come to visit"
(Name) had heard of mikeys brothers, Shinichiro having stepped down from the crown to marry a neighboring kingdom and Izana the step brother who was head of shinichiros guard.
"I look gross..."
"I cleaned you up, don't worry"
"Alright.."
The three Sano siblings came in, looking at the bunny in awe, two spiders and an arctic fox.
(Name) saw Mikey completely relaxed and decided they weren't a threat "sorry we couldn't come sooner to meet the new queen but it's a pleasure to meet you" Shinchiro was kind as Mikey and Izana glared at each other but before the two siblings could be idiots, Emma grabbed their ears "new parent and pups in the room" she hissed before smiling at (name), the two had gotten closer after Emma's repeated apologies from the dinner.
"What are their names?"
(Name) let Mikey introduce the pups, the Alpha lifting (name)s hand to gently kiss his knuckles.
The Sano siblings watched as (name) passed out, exhausted justifiably as Mikey scented the pillow so (name) could have his scent close as the siblings spoke.
(Name) was put to a strict bed rest as he tended to his pups as Mikey resumed royal duties, the news of the new royal heirs announced throughout the kingdom.
Thank god for Mikey as two of three pups are already producing webs and the Alpha felt a sense of pride at the tiny pups, their little bunny already sprouting a cotton tail.
"Now I know what you would look like as a bunny" (name) said as they held their pups, (name) refusing to let anyone near the tiny bundles due to instincts and almost attacked a maid who got too close to their babes.
And Mikey couldn't be more proud of his mate protecting the pups.
#tokyo revengers x reader#tokyo revengers x male reader#tokyo revengers fluff#male reader#omegaverse#omega male reader#mikey tokyo revengers#mikey x male reader#mikey x reader
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02 | Coming to terms
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — SYNOPSIS : Actions comes with consequences, as reader has to live with her dumb decisions as she finds out she’s pregnant by a one night stand.
.𖥔 ݁ ˖ — WARNINGS : Cursing, being pregnant ??, angst, non sympathetic boss.
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Sitting in the waiting room of the doctors office where you'd get your first check up, you sighed. You insisted that you could've went by yourself but he didn't allow it. "No, I'm gonna be here for the pregnancy, the meeting can wait." That's what he said as you two drove here, he was still dressed quiet formal. "What if they ask if we're married or not." Jay was different, his views on things were very different. "Why do they care about what we have going on ?"'he spoke as he looked at the road.
You name was called as a nurse came to get you, jay following you as you got up. You walked into the room sitting down as the nurse asked you questions, answering all of them honestly jay listened. She asked about your symptoms and how they have been doing and you told her everything. She gave you tips on how to relieve some of the symptoms and she looked at jay. "You can help with some of those symptoms too.. just-" jay cut her off not looking at her but fidgeting with his hands. "We.. we don't live together." He spoke honestly, she looked a little surprised by that. The way he followed behind you and listened to everything just felt like a caring husband but that was far from the truth.
The ultrasound tech came in soon after, and they started the ultrasound to see what the baby currently looked like though you weren't that far along, it was a delight to see the baby .. hearing it's heartbeat made you smile. Jay was silent watching the ultrasound screen analyzing it. "Would you like a print ?"
"Two copy's please." Jay immediately spoke causing you to turn your heard. You thought as if jay only agreed to keep the baby was because of you and how adamant you were on it. Finally before you knew it, the appointment was over.
"Have you eaten yet?" He asked, looking at you. "I don't have time to eat I have work soon." You spoke. "Do they know ?" "Know what ?" "That you're pregnant?" Jay asked, you shook your head no. "I haven't had time to, works been really busy with all the extra projects and meetings so I just haven't had time." You spoke. "Don't hold it off, don't wait until you're 7 months and showing." Jay said, knowing how a boss thinks it's best if you tell them now then later. "Holding it off will do no good, I've experienced it before it was frustrating to know that was the reason they were slacking off like that when they could've told you ages ago." His eyes were on you as he spoke. You sighed not in the mood to argue about if you should tell your boss or not. "Fine I'll tell him, I'll tell him when I go in today." You spoke almost dryly. Jays eyes scrunched.
"Don't start getting upset because I'm trying to help you, and try my best to be there to help prevent stress." He spoke, it sounded like he was trying to care for you, knowing he had to come to terms about the whole ordeal. He didn't sounded like a loving baby father, he sounded more like a dad trying to tell his kid what to do, or a boss even. "I get that, so please stop fucking trying to start and argument." You spoke slightly aggressive.
Heading into you bosses office, you sighed. "What did you have to speak to me about ?" He asked looking up at you, you went straight to the point not wanting to hold it off or else you'd be bugged about it by jay. "Im, pregnant. So I was wondering if you can slow down on all the work you give me just to help with the stress." Your boss lifting a brow. "Why ? You get the work done on time you seem like you can handle it so why should I slow down on all the work you're given because you're pregnant??" He spoke slightly getting upset about one of his best workers wanting a reduction all of the work given. "My—" and just like that he cut you off. "Your what ?" He spoke slightly incising you. "Because, you child's father wants me to, he doesn't want me to wait until I'm 7th months or even 8 months struggling to walk straight let a lone constantly trying to roam the halls to find something or work late at night just so something can be finished." You spoke trying your best to keep calm.
You were trying your best to keep calm and come to terms with the fact you were pregnant but it seemed as if your boss isn't. "You seem perfectly capable to do everything as you did before, maybe when you are actually showing I'll have sympathy." He spoke looking away from you and back at the work on his desk. Frustration taking over, walking out of the room sitting back at your work desk your phone vibrated opening it to see jays contact. "Did you speak to him?" He texted. You sent a simple mhm, and lied and said it went. Not wanting the whole thing to go farther.
Later when he picked you up he noticed the slightly stressed look on your face but didn’t say nothing, not until it was the 3rd time in the row he knew he had to say something or talk to you about it. He felt as if he might have to talk to the boss himself.
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Bullet Holes
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Shigaraki x nurse reader
Warnings: smut, handjob, noncon
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He itched at the bandages, exhausted by both physical and mental irritation. How many god damn times did he have to say he was fine? Ok, yes, he DID get shot in the chest twice. But they didn’t hit anything important so no harm no fowl!
He just doesn’t see why he needs a nurse for the league. Having one would send the message (to himself) that they’re planning to fail. No. No, he doesn’t need a doctor. He has kurogiri, he has bandages, and he has tweezers. That’s all he needs.
His bedroom door creaked, sending a burst of unwanted hallway light into his dark room, effectively burning his retinas. He blinked, growling at the intrusion and turning in his swivel chair to see who it was. His eyes took a couple of seconds to adapt, but when they did….
Holy mother of all that was holy.
You were GORGEOUS. The instant his eyes cleared up he sat up straight instinctively, something which he never does. His eyes widened farther than they had before, dry eyes burning and begging him to blink but he’d be damned if he stopped looking at you for even a nanosecond. He didn’t even know your name and yet you had this weird control over his body. He wasn’t complaining though.
You had both hands behind your back, wait for him to say something, maybe along the lines of “hi I’m Shigaraki” or “get the fuck out”. Anything other than the way he was looking at you…. Guess you’ll have to be the one to break the ice.
“Uhm…” you cleared your throat, averting your eyes from his intense stare meekly. “I-Im y/n”
“Y/n…” he muttered, lips barely moving as his expression remained unchanged. Creepy.
“Y-you must be Shigaraki Tomura?”
Y-you said his name!
As soon as his name left your mouth anime-style blood shot out of his nose.
“OH JESUS!” You yelled, rushing over with a towel trying to put pressure on the bleeding. Unfortunately in doing so he got a good view down your shirt and the blood flow increased.
It took a while, but eventually you were able to stop it, having to stick tissues up his nose that turned red almost instantly, matching the tomato-red blush that painted his face. You wiped your forehead with the back of your hand, relieved that was over, and began doing what you were supposed to do the whole time.
Checking for damages, cleaning wounds, bandaging bullet holes, that sort of thing. The whole time he said nothing, just breathed heavily as his eyes followed you and his hands gripped the armrests of his chair tightly.
Obviously you noticed his boner. You didn’t even need to look, it was clear from how he was acting he was at full mast. You did get a glance though, and from the looks of it, he’s already surpassing his Sensei in something. Good for him.
Anyways, after it was all done you leaned back from the now shirtless Shigaraki, hoping that he would just let you go in silence.
“W-wait!”
Ah, damn. You were already so close to the door too.
You forced a fake smile, exhausted and more than a little creeped out, more than ready for this to be over.
“Yeah?” You asked, failing to hide your annoyance and you cursed yourself for it. You were so distracted by his… libido, that you forgot that who you were working for was the most infamously unstable man in Japan. You held your breath slightly, hoping to god that his obvious lust for you would help him forgive your unprofessional tone.
“I… I also got shot… in the thigh.” He leaned back into his chair, cock visibly twitching as you stared at him in confusion. You mentally replayed what kurogiri told you, even checked the handwritten list of things to look for. But nowhere could you remember anything about leg injuries.
It was an obvious trick. But at the same time, you really couldn’t afford leaving a potential injury of his untreated. The possibility of him sexually harassing you was far better than facing the consequences of anything getting infected. He was AFO’s heir, after all.
You breathed out, mentally preparing yourself for whatever he was planning as you sulked over to him. A devilish smile creeped over his face, drool escaping a little bit down the sides as you got on your knees before him. You shuddered. You’ll just take a quick peek, and then you’ll forget this ever happened.
You pulled his pant legs up, gently turning and feeling them with your fingers as they flexed from your touch. His leg hairs stood on end as your finger brushed over them, and you almost felt bad from the way his body was projecting his inexperience of contact. But one glance upwards at his facial expression removed all sympathy.
“H-higher. I got shot higher up.”
You mentally sighed, eyebrows scrunching together as you looked down in defeat. Your hands raised and pulled down his pants, his hips lifting slightly to help you. Thankfully, the boxers he was wearing were pretty short, so you could just look at the muscles without taking them off.
…..Huh
Well what do you know. There actually WAS a bullet hole. Damn, now you actually kind of feel bad for assu-
Two hands grabbed the back of your head yanked you towards him, effectively smushing your face against his crotch. He bucked his hips against your face, strong hands effectively keeping you trapped as you desperately squirmed beneath him.
He sympathetically shushed you between his whimpers, your nose being harshly ground into his sack as your muffled screams filled the air.
“S-shhh! I kn-ngaaah~ I know, I-I know, just… fuck… just a-ahh! Hold s-still!” He groaned, one hand leaving your head to dust his boxers and free his dick against your face. Thankfully his retraction of one hand allowed your head to squirm out of his grasp, you immediately falling backwards as you wiped the drool from your face.
You’d expect him to look frustrated or murder-y, but instead he looked at you… amused. Maybe a little impatient, but like a cat losing hold of a mouse in a small box. Like there was no where to escape to even when out of his grasp.
He moaned in pain dramatically, grasping his leg as he writhed in pain.
“Ugh… it really hurts… why won’t you treat it? It’s gonna get infected!”
What?!
“Huff… would be a shame if you left knowing I was still in pain. I would hate to think what would happen to you if you left the job… incomplete.” The last word rolled off his tongue, a suggestive purr that made bile rise up the back of your throat.
That unbelievable bastard!…he-he wouldnt!
“I can’t treat you while you’re…. molesting me.” You respond, trying to reason with an already full cup. His erection visibly twitched.
“Mmmm…. That’s a shame… guess you’re gonna have to take care of this first.”
You gulped, contractually backed into a corner. You run different scenarios in your head, none of them good. You didn’t have a choice and he knew it.
Begrudgingly, you made your way back to him on your hands and knees. He cackled darkly, his length visibly throbbing when your shaky hands planted themselves onto his knees. You couldn’t bring yourself to look up at him. Despite the consequences, you knew that if you saw the surely cocky face he was sporting you’d no doubt try to cave it in.
You took a deep breath, hand reluctantly raising to his length. As soon as your fingers ghosted over his shaft, he let out a lewd moan that reverberated around the room. Sensitive.
His pre-cum trickled over your fingers as they formed a loose fist, trying to jerk him off with the least amount of contact possible. He groaned at the contact, even with just the bare minimum of touches he could already feel himself becoming undone. To think, someone as stunningly beautiful as you would be touching him like you are right now, it’s shocking to say the least.
Oh god, what did he ever do to deserve this? Tell him so he could do it again.
His own firm grip formed over yours, forcing the rest of your hand to press into his junk. He mewled, using your hand as a soft barrier against his rough skin as he jerked off with it. You were nothing more than a toy right now, but frankly, you were just glad he was satisfying himself without the use of any of your holes.
His fingers ghosted over yours, puppeteering them and forcing them to squeeze at this tip on the upstrokes. His legs bounced and jerked in stimulation, almost throwing you off balance from time to time as one arm still rested on his knee for support. His grip on your hand kept you in place. You could feel cool drops of liquid land on your forehead and elbows, and you almost wanted to die when you realized he was drooling on you.
Like counting during a storm, you knew he was getting close based on his twitches getting closer together.
A part of you was relieved, very relieved, that it was almost over. In a couple of seconds you’d be able to finish up, go home, take a hot bath and forget all about this.
Another part of you was terrified because currently, his tip was angled towards you. If he didn’t by some miracle change the position of his cock then your face would take his full load.
Surprise surprise, he didn’t. His cock exploded against your face with a loud moan. Both his hands rising to smoosh your face into his package once more as it shot out his jizz like a fountain.
To say there was a lot would be an understatement.
It seemed like this guy basically never jerks off. He was back up to hell, a seemingly unending line of cum painting your face as he humped it vigorously.
In the back of your mind, you had realized that this is why he was so sensitive when you unwillingly touched him. His whole body must have been screaming for release. You almost felt bad for him as his behavior towards you started to make sense. It wasn’t enough to make you forgive him though.
Especially not when he’s still humping your face like an animal and drizzling your hair with his white release.
When he finally finished he sagged back, panting like he had just surfaced from the sea of lust he had nearly drowned in. Your face and hair was completely soaked in his backed up release, and you needed to wipe some of it from your eyes before you could stand to look up at him.
Now that he lied boneless before you, you figured you would finally be able to fix him up and leave. Hah, you were so naive.
A strong hand gripped your shaky wrists, the scalpel once between your fingers clattering to the floor in surprise. No… no! That’s impossible! There was no way he could recover from an orgasm that intense so quickly!
But there before you, was his cock, at full mast like nothing even happened. All your work in pleasing him going to waste, leaving you filled with the dread of having to start all over.
“Hah… don’t think I’m finished… hah… now this time, I want you to use your mouth.”
This was gonna be a long, long night.
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OK SO, I gotta apologize to @prettylittlebunnys because you/they sent in an ask and I did this whole fic before rereading the ask and realizing this wasn’t what you wanted.
I put effort into this so I’m gonna post this one anyways, BUT I wanna say I’m sorry and that even though I know it’s taking a butt-load of time, I will write your ask.
Please be patient it’s coming I promise
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People You Know
After the death of his wife, he starts a whole new life in a whole new city with his three year old twins only to meet someone from his past. What a way to start something new, right?
pairings: psychiatrist!jeonghan, parent!jeonghan x doctor!reader petowner!reader
tags: fluff, crack, slow burn, exes to lovers, romance, angst (if you think into it really deeply), swearing, inaccurate medical jargons + medications
word count: 2k
tag list: @sadgirlroo @loyard176 @fragmentof-indifference
notes: i’ve been dreading to write jeonghan as a parent of twins, now having the motivation and inspiration to write the plot, IM ON CLOUD NINE!!! lmao i’m also planning on posting this as an au on twitter if time, and motivation persists as my alter ego’s such a lazy ass bitch that takes at least half a month to find motivation to do updates on on-going twitter series’ THIS might also be turned in to a series (fuck, my mingyu series long forgotten 💀)
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Sighing for the last time as you close your eyes as you rubbed your temples, “No, no. It’s okay. It’s your first time encountering the fluctuation. Just take note of what I said.” You softly explained to the resident doctor, hanging his head low.
After a few more apologies from the resident doctor, you went to the hospital cafeteria to buy coffee.
“No, just bring her back home tomorrow. I won't return, I'll be on stand-by for now.” Reaching out your card to pay for your food as you continued to talk with Dino on the phone.
Shaking your head as you dropped the call, you went back to your room to work on some cases that you were handling.
"Sure, I can take a quick visit there. Yeah, yeah. So I can also see if I'd want a thing or two in my room. Hmm. Would it be possible to tag my children along? Alright, thank you so much." Pressing the end button, Jeonghan quickly made his way back to their couch. Calling his twins that were focused on watching television, "Dada's going out, who wants to come?"
Whipping their heads in unison, both breaks in to a smile and raised their hands as they both yelled "Me!"
"Well, yeah. That's pretty much it. You can have a quick call with my department through the nurses' station since the telephone here has been disconnected for a while now." With a few more reminders, Jeonghan bid the staff goodbye before wandering his eyes around his new office.
It was still bare, but it was left clean. It was probably taken good care of the cleaning department.
"Is this your room, dada?" Jeonghan nodded, brushing his daughter's cheeks out of fondness. "Dada room, big!" Giving out big hand gestures as his son's eyes sparkle.
"Is it?" He asks, earning high-pitched yes from them.
He was watching his children with a fond gaze when the speaker blasted the emergency sound. Acting out of impulse, he quickly stood up, almost startling his twins as he reached for his chest pockets - only to find out that he wasn't in his coat and that he is now a psychiatrist, not an intern. Laughing at his actions, he looks down at his twins that froze as they looked at him with wide eyes, "Sorry angels," He coos, crouching down to hug his twins, giving them both quick and light kisses on the cheek.
"The patient is currently having an episode!" The nurse quickly calls. You paid no mind to her direction as you pulled out your pen to see the dilation of the patient. "What was the last dose given to him?" Abruptly pocketing the pen as you reached for the patient's chart to see what the medication was. But you heard no one answer you the moment you saw what was written in the chart.
"Give him Ketoconazole," Swiftly making your way towards the designated stool for your patient to grab a medication safe for both seizures on intoxication and withdrawal reactions on renal transplantations and Ketoconazole.
The nurse practically flew as she came back with the medication as she reached for you the vial. You tilted it carefully, extracting the right dosage before pushing the solution out of the syringe.
You felt your shoulders relax as you watched the patient slowly recover from the seizure. Taking in a deep breath as you held your forehead, "Did the patient gain consciousness earlier?" You asked voice strained from the tension you didn't realize earlier.
"Yes, Doc." You could notice the quiver in her voice, but you were too stressed to open your eyes and lift your head. "How about visitors? Did he have any?" You didn't hear her answer, causing you to let out a breath.
Lips pursed, you looked at the nurse that looked at you nervously. "I... I wasn't on duty earlier..."
You tried to control your voice, not wanting to take it out on the poor girl. "Who was it?" The nurse answered in a low voice, "It was Nurse Anna..."
You couldn't help but laugh emptily. "Nobody was available to guide her?" Your brows furrowed as the corners of your lips curved downward. "No wonder nobody informed me about the patient gaining consciousness earlier."
The silence stretched for a few more minutes before regaining your composure, "You can go," you called he nurse before she could reach the door, "And can you please inform the guardian about what happened? I'll monitor him for a while. I'll wait for them here."
After checking his watch for the nth time, "Let's go home?" Thinking the emergency has dissipated already.
Holding their hands with both of his hands, they walked along the hospital corridor. From there, he saw a familiar figure trying to talk with a hysterical person. He could visibly see the frustration on the Doctor's face but kept a straight face as she continuously opened her mouth.
For one, he could be an ignorant person and lead his children the other way, avoiding such conflict that his children can witness. Two, he could retreat back to his bare office and tell his children to behave as if he'll do something real quick - to which he did the latter.
He told his twins to behave while he was gone, or else they won't get desserts for dinner.
When he reached them, the guardian was still arguing, "Why would you let some airheaded nurse watch my husband?! I pay this hospital fortunes so he could recover! Not the other way around!"
For the nth time, you sighed deeply, lips pursed tightly as you fight the urge to roll your eyes at the guardian. "We apologize for the incident Mrs. Nam. It is an honest mistake on our part. We will be held accountable for the incident.-"
"No! Being held accountable won't make my husband recover from almost passing?! This is malpractice! I will sue this hospital!"
Eyes enlarging at the statement, "Mrs. Nam-"
"Ma'am, you should watch your words." A voice interfered causing both you and Mrs. Nam to look at the owner of the voice. "Jeonghan," You called, he briefly looked at you, nodding his head whilst scrunching his nose in acknowledgment.
"If you sue the hospital Ma'am, Doctor Y/L will still be held accountable and you will receive some sort of compensation. However, if you'll lose, not only will you pay for her legal bills, but your husband could possibly be forced to move to another hospital." You wanted to interject with his claim but as soon as you saw Mrs. Nam halt from her position, you kept your mouth shut and watched them talk.
"Sorry to intrude, but I am from Wen's Law Firm." Handing a business card to Mrs. Nam. "I may not be a lawyer or Attorney but I still know the law, Ma'am." He says, shocking you.
'Didn't he dreamt of being a lawyer..?' You thought, confusion painting your face.
With a few more convincing words, Mrs. Nam finally calmed down and conceded the argument. Hanging your head low as your buck hunched from tiredness, "Thank you for that Jeonghan," Lifting your head as your brows slanted, "But you didn't have to scare her like that."
He chuckles, "I saved you from that and all I get is nagging?" You couldn't help but shake your head with a small smile, "I meant, the suing thing. You didn't have to brag and lie about that. Plus, you don't work on that Firm anymore, you could get sued for breach of contract or something?"
"No, I won't." Keeping his smile, "I worked with Jun's Law Firm, he wouldn't mind it if I used the name for you." You felt your breath hitched as you fluttered your eyes on his words. Too surprised at the tender look he gave you.
Disregarding the warm feeling that was creeping out your face, "What're you doing here by the way? I thought you'll start in October?" You could see the surprise on his face, making you giggle. It reminded you of how he was always shocked hearing sweet words leave your lips.
"I checked my office. Would you like to see it? The twins are there," You wanted to decline, but the way his eyes largen as they began to sparkle, you didn't have the heart to say no to him.
"Say hi to your Aunt Y/N," Warm greetings followed by cute smiles were flashed in front of you. "Hi," You crouched to their level, patting both their heads which caused them to giggle at you.
"So how's the room so far?" You ask, before removing your gaze on his twins to look at him. You were expecting him to answer immediately but he wore this dazed look as he watched you with his children. It didn't make you uncomfortable, but it made you grimace at the thoughts that flashed through your head.
You wondered, 'Did he remember us?' Displeased at your own thought, you brushed your coat, as you stood up, breaking eye contact with him.
"What was that again?" You repeated your question, "Oh, I guess there's nothing more to add. I got the essentials already. Probably the telephone connection, but aside from that, I'm fine with what they offered now."
You now started to wander around, with the twins sitting on the desk as their eyes followed you around. You tried your best to look interested in every object in his office just to avoid his eyes.
You're scared to see memories flashing back in your mind.
"How 'bout a snack corner? So your twins could be entertained when you bring them here." You could hear a creak but were too afraid to look. "I don't really plan on frequently bringing them to work. I don't want them to see hysterical episodes when I work with patients." He languidly says. You could imagine him leaning on a wooden desk or something with his arms crossed around his chest. You could also feel his gaze on you.
"Makes sense." Clicking your tongue, "Dada what is hystercal.. Episode?" One of the twins asks making your ears perk up, awaiting his answer. "It's cartoon! Dada, Yejun, right?!" You couldn't help but grin at the twins' understanding, you were even tempted to peek at their reaction, imaging their eyes bulging, similar to how Jeonghan does when he tries to prove his argument.
"No, angel. It's not cartoons." He says, "It's something only big boys and girls understand." He coos, earning tiny groans from the two. "But Dada! Me, Yejun! Already four!" You were now watching them, Yuna flashing five fingers to Jeonghan, trying to prove a point.
Softly smiling, "Angel, that is a five. And you two are still three." He fondly says, brushing his daughter's hair, trying to soothe her grumpiness.
"But, Uncle Cheol said Yejun, Yuna is big already!" A pout was evident on Yejun's face, making Jeonghan grin before pinching his cheeks lightly.
"You have a lovely family Jeonghan," You unconsciously say, causing Jeonghan to glance at you.
The smile on his face grew even more as his eyes settle on the twins, "They're the sweetest."
"Yeah, I'm sure both you and your wife raised them well."
"You fucking didn't tell me Jeonghan's widowed!" You whispered-yelled at Dino through the phone. You could hear faint chuckles, most probably coming from Hoshi. Oh God, you could already imagine his annoying ass on your face, saying 'I told you you'll come around!'
"Well, we thought you didn't want to know! You were adamant back then that you didn't want to hear anything from him! Heck, even if he was still breathing, you didn't want to know!"
Pursing your lips for the nth time, "Are you guys still not finished camping?" The change in your tone probably ticked the guys the wrong way as you heard shuffling from the other line. "We'll be there in an hour." Ending the call as you entered Doctor's cave.
You were now getting lost in your thoughts, piling questions on your mind that wants to be answered. You didn't want to trouble anyone with the thoughts popping into your head, but the urge to call any of Jeonghan's or any of your friends related to Jeonghan aside from the three idiots was growing.
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Almost 3am trigun brianrot time! This is long so be prepared
Tldr: it's about my idea of trigun 98 being the body, stampede the mind and trimax the soul
Ok so I was thinking about how TF I'm gonna handle trimax for @vashsscoreboardofpain (follow that is gonna be funny) and then I remembered an idea for a master post I wanted to do. I still want to make it but sadly I'm not at a stable position rn to do so. Maybe one day. But I still wanted to put that idea cuz it's slowly taking more form
Now, when I mean X is Y I mean it in a "this version of trigun has everything yes, but highlights Y the most and I think that's neat." Also it applies for all the characters but tonight I'm gonna focus on vash cuz im a vash enjoyer first and a person second. Yes my favorite character is the main one sue me.
Anyway, let's go
Trigun 98 is the body and vash encapsulates this idea in an interesting way. Plant powers aren't really a thing in this version so he is more like a super human with a fucked up arm. This makes him the closes to humans he's ever gonna be. But even if he doesn't have powers on this one, it was his and knives' bodies the cause that one guy's fear (its 3am I don't remember). He's afraid of how fast they grow and how much they learn. 98 also highlights vash's body being like everyone else's. He gets hurt multiple times, he needs nurses and kind people to look after him. Not only during the eriks episode but also on the episode after he kills legato. He also shows vulnerability by getting so drunk he needs to really focus to aim. He needs food and water. 98 Vash is really the closest one to humanity than the other 2, but only because of his physical attributes. Only because of his body, which bring him trouble most of the time. His vulnerable body is the cause of his misery, but it also allowed him to get close to people
Stampede is the mind cuz yeah, they had a specific mind palace episode (which I loved I ate that shit right up) but also because it does give us an easier access to everyone's mental state. We get to see this vash speedrun so many psychological problems in 12 episodes and is not gonna slow down. We literally get to see the guilt and terrors that plague his mind and how his mental fortitude exists thanks to other people. Also if you notice it, people just diagnose him left and right on stampede. Roberto picks up the ED signs, most characters tell him he has a death wish, nai straight up tells him he's doing good things out of guilt and vash allows himself to think about his contradictions outloud in episode 12 and why does he do the things he does (something that would be a therapy exercise I wanna say). Stampede is the mind cuz everyone is getting retrospective
And finally, trimax is the soul because it has more time to dwell on the characters emotions than any other version will ever give us. Instead of straight up diagnosis, trimax will give us panels to show us how vash feels about a situation. Instead of showing vash hurt from the horrors done to his body, trimax will focus on his pain. On his eyes that refuse to look at his own terrifying body that we can see, but only he can feel. What I mean is trimax is designed to drown us with emotion. The other versions are emotional af too, but trimax has that raw emotion up its sleeve. Trimax does nor dwell on the multiple scars vash has or his many Many mental problems. It shows us how fucked up vash's thoughts are about his body and his sins and we get to say "ohhhh...oh no". Trimaxs emotion is so heavy to bear that the body nor the mind are still present, but in comparison to the soul, they aren't highlighted. People say eyes are the windows of the soul and honestly I feel like you can learn so much of vash just from looking at his eyes. Once you focus on his soul and emotions you just can't let go of the feeling that this man will be drowned by his own emotions. Both positive and negative.
I want to rewrite this one day. Fuck, I'm pretty sure I got the Google doc somewhere. But I also wanted to put that idea out there. Because this doesn't mean one version is better than the other. It means that they all highlight different parts but they all end up in the same conclusion: trigun is about connections and alienation and love and peace
And vash needing therapy. Desperately.
#trigun#trigun stampede#trimax#trigun 98#if you read all of that im sorry i owe you a candy bar of your choice
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one last request…. as a follow up 2 da evil exes + Scott finding out ur preg…. Them (minus Roxie) helping/comferting u when ur having da baby and their reactions when they r born!! Head cannons pls and u can cancel da 3rd Matthew x reader/headcanons … also how do u feel
i'd love too!! also, i'm doing okay now :3 i got a sudden burst of motivation so i feel a lot a better and im getting a lot of stuff done hehehehehe
the evil exes (minus roxie) + scott after the baby!!
scott pilgrim:
if you expected scott to be comforting, than you're expecting just a teensy bit too much from him
to be honest, bro is freaking out
his mind is screaming "OH MY GOD THIS IS HAPPENING OH MY GOD IM GONNA BE A DAD WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO OH GOD" and his heart is screaming "BRO CALM THE FUCK DOWN AND HOLD YOUR PARTNER'S HAND OR SOMETHING"
he doesn't let his anxiety show (or at least he tries not to) and does his best to attend to you through the entire process
when the baby is born, he's happy but also so relieved that you're not in pain anymore
also he cries
he just sits in the corner and sobs
he's so happy
matthew patel:
similarly to scott, he's freaking out
but not because he's anxious
he is so excited he's bouncing off the walls
you're going to have to get his attention if you need his comfort because he's gonna be in his own little world
but he snaps out of it as soon as he realizes you need him
he keeps your hair out of your face and rubs the back of your hands all while praising you for doing such a good job
when the baby is born, he also cries
literally cannot hold the baby because he's shaking from excitement
HE'S A DAD!!!!!
lucas lee:
bro is so responsible, he's by your side the entire time
hospitals make him queasy, but if it's for you, he's willing to put that all aside
he's practically a nurse's assistant with the way he's running around the room and getting you whatever you need
he definitely seems like a dad, but now that the two of you are actually going to have a little one running around, he FEELS like a dad
literally so excited when he holds the baby that you think he's going to pass out
todd ingram:
poor guy is having so much anxiety around everything, and he has been from the start
he struggles a lot and is so so SO worried he's not gonna be a good dad, but he knows now isn't the time to worry about that
he needs to focus on YOU
he runs his fingers through your hair and whispers into your ear about how you're almost there, how when this is all over, the three of you can come home and he'll tend to your every beck and call, how he'll make all of your favorite meals and make sure you have only the comfiest of clothes to wear, and when the baby goes to bed, you can sleep the entire night and he'll take care of them
he's in shock when it's all over
he finally gets to hold his flesh and blood child and he has to hold back the tears
he's so :')
kyle katayanagi:
you're in the most pain of your life and the entire time bro is like "FUCK YEAH BABE YOU'RE GIVING BIRTH SO HARD RIGHT NOW"
it's actually hilarious
he tackles comforting you with his incredible sense of humor
he tries to make you laugh as best he can, despite your conditions because he believes that laughter is the best medicine
and it's distracting you from the pain, so at least it's working!!
when he finally has the baby in his arms, his responsible side kicks in he's a lot calmer
but he is absolutely restraining the urge to shriek from excitement
ken katayanagi:
unlike his twin brother, he is NOT saying "fuck yeah babe you're giving birth so hard"
he's more like "every time you push, that's one night i make one of your favorite meals for dinner"
he's not the best at encouraging, but having him stand over you, rubbing your shoulders and wiping the sweat off your brow is comforting enough
he's so happy when the baby is finally born, and he looks at them with so much love it's overwhelming
gideon graves:
this man has so much composure it's kind of terrifying
there is no nervous bone in his body when you go into labor
he's able to help you through the whole process, almost as if he spent weeks researching it (spoiler warning, he totally did LMAO)
he offers you a bunch of things to help, but realizes it's HIM that you need
he holds that baby and immediately starts acting like a dad
he can finally break out those awful dad jokes he's been saving up for months and he's never been happier
#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim x reader#matthew patel#matthew patel x reader#lucas lee#lucas lee x reader#todd ingram#todd ingram x reader#kyle katayanagi#kyle katayanagi x reader#ken katayanagi#ken katayanagi x reader#gideon graves#gideon graves x reader#scott pilgrim vs the world#spvtw
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@raayllum asked like two weeks ago and im out of control
There is an assassination attempt.
There have always been assassination attempts. Ezran is too good a king, too young, too soft, and many of the attempts on his life are from those who think his heart should be colder and harder. They fail, as they always do, because Soren is too good at his job and has trained the Crownguard too well, but this one hits closer to home than anyone would like, because while Soren is an excellent Crownguard, he is not invincible.
Swords still cut him. Arrows still strike. His blood is as red anyone else's, and Opeli would know because of how brightly it stains her hands.
It's quiet now. The assassins are dead or have been apprehended--Callum has put himself in charge of their interrogation, because failure though it was, his brother's life was still at stake and his temper is icier than anyone would think it, especially if his loved ones are involved. It was Opeli who found Soren afterwards, half-slumped against the wall, his breathing shallow and his armour stained red. It was she who shed her hood and pressed it to the gash under his ribs to tamp the flow of his blood, and she who led him to the castle's hospital wing, even as her knees threatened to give out under his weight on her shoulders.
It is she who sits by him now.
It's been hours, she thinks. She'd had one of the maids bring her a book while she kept her vigil, even at the nurses' insistence that she go back to bed and rest. She hasn't even opened it--not that it matters, she supposes. She knows the words; the old story of Justice waiting through the darkness for the Sun, but still. It sits clamped between her fingers, red fingerprint stains on the cover from where she'd held too hard those agonizing first moments.
And he's fine now. Of course he's fine. He needs to sleep and it will be some time before he'll be allowed back on guard duty, but Opeli still waits because twenty-seven is too young to die, too young to have seen as much as he has, and this... thing that they don't talk about still hasn't been talked about, and Justice help her, she doesn't know how to rest at the best of times, how can they possibly expect her to rest now?
"Hey."
Opeli starts. She sits forward in the chair she dragged over in the earlier hours of the evening, her breath tight in her throat. Soren blinks weakly at her from the cot, and then grins as he eases himself up.
"No, don't--"
"Ow. Fuck."
Opeli presses her lips shut. There's an exhausted, exasperated part of her that wants to laugh. "If you'd waited, I might have warned you," she says drily, even if her voice breaks a little.
"Worth it," he says, wincing. She steadies him, his bare shoulders warm under her palms.
"Sitting up?"
"Seeing you."
Opeli draws her hands away and ducks her head, but his gaze does not leave her. There have been secret glances, and lingering smiles, and the lightest touch of his fingers against hers, but never anything so overt. Never anything so explicit.
"Have you been crying?"
"No." In fairness, she hasn't been. The red in her eyes is likely from the effort it took not to. "I haven't slept."
"Aw." He smirks, dashing and handsome in spite of the paleness of his face. "Were you worried?"
"What do you think?"
Soren grunts out a laugh. He pauses, his eyes darting around the hospital wing, taking in the darkness, the silence, and then when he's sure there is no one to witness it, he presses her knuckles to his lips. Opeli almost draws back at the blatancy of it, but his fingers are firm, his lips purposeful, his eyes full of the things they can't and won't say. "What's the thing? You know it better than I do. About Lady Justice and the Sun?"
Opeli's lips twitch a little. "How she waits?"
"Mm. Go on."
She laughs despite herself. It sounds a little hysterical, now that she knows he's okay for sure, but Opeli's fingers curl around his in the darkness as she lets the wall down at last. "Lady Justice waits through the night for the Sun," she murmurs. "She is blind, and she welcomes the warmth."
He hums pleasantly. "The Sun returns to her every morning," he finishes. "So she knows she is not alone. That is the way things have always been."
Opeli smiles, and holds tighter. "And the way things will always be."
#sorpeli#lady justice and the sun#i will fight Everyone on this ship#watch me make up an entire religion and mythology just for Them#in anticipation
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Loving you| Yandere Mental Patient!Jung Hoseok x Doctor!F!Reader
Summary: Hoseok has a confession. He fears living without his doctor. His obsession for her was what landed him in this asylum anyways. That’s what he told himself.
Warning: Yandere theme, Mentally ill Hoseok, Serial Killer Hoseok, Dark concept, unhealthy obsession, smut mentioned, One sided love, death, drugging, and lastly denial.
A/N: my jungkook Yandere is getting LOTS OF GOOD FEED BACK AND I REALLY WANT TO DO SOMETHING WITH HOSEOK SINCE WELL IM OBSESSED WITH JACK IN A BOX !! Enjoy!
‘Dear my Flower,
Is my love for you not enough? Is my love for you just enough? Have you given my heart to that Dumb bitch of a nurse? The one who seems to like you? The one who ties her hair up to get you to look at her neck, that I want so strangle so bad. She doesn’t deserve your sweet sweet lips, oh your sweet smooth like skin. I deserve it so much more than her. I’ve done everything for you. Yet, you haven’t even given me a kiss, a blowjob, a fuck. Why must I be bad for you to come visit me? Why must I talk harshly on someone to get you to touch me? I had this dream, ooo, it was amazing, the way your beautiful pussy gripped my cock while I pounded you and we made direct eye contact. The way you were so cold to that bitch who likes what is mine. It made me fall in love even more. That is it for now my flower.’
“ is that all he does? Write in the journal? Why did Dr. Y/N give that to him?” The nurse, Rachel said to a security guard. The one patient she hated was, Hoseok. He liked Y/N and it was so obvious! She hated the fact that Y/N was so nice to him but never gave her even that nice ness as often as she gave it to him. She was the ‘dumb bitch’ Hoseok wrote about.
“It was a gift to him for his birthday. He’s been in here for almost 5 years, no one ever gave him attention so she made it her responsibility to help him out. Get him the real help he needs.” The security guard, Namjoon, stated. Rachel rolled her eyes. “He’s a terrible person, he doesn’t need help at all.” She signed and looked at the time. “She should be heading up here soon. I gotta go get his medicine and her papers. Get him ready for her visit will ya?” She walked off and Namjoon knocked on Hoseok’s door. “Dr. Y/N and Nurse Rachel will be coming in 10 minutes. Please get ready.” He stated and Hoseok just stared at him which signaled him to get out and he understood. Namjoon closed the door and was startled by the tap on his shoulder. He turned around and smiled. “ Y/N! My favorite doctor, who treats everyone’s favorite, hows it going?” She chuckled. “ there is no reason to lie Namjoon. I know you hate guarding this door. Especially when he’s the only one on this floor.” She shrugged and looked down the hall seeing Rachel getting Hoseoks medicine. “ Tell Nurse Rachel im going in first.” Y/N walked past Namjoon and knocked on the door.
She walked in and saw him looking out the window. “ Good Morning, Hoseok. How are you feeling today?” He turned around so fast that he almost got whiplash from it. It was his flower! She came to visit him. At the same time as every other day. “I’m doing better now that you came to see me, Flower.” He smiled brightly. If he wasn’t in this asylum it would’ve brightened up the whole room, though it still could. But, she couldn’t feel attached. You see, the reason why not everyone likes him is because he murder his family and friends. In cold blood. He had no remorse. “You are obsessed with someone who doesn’t even know you exist, We think you should get help Hobi, it’s not healthy!” He was tired of hearing it. Y/N was his match made in heaven. Everyone over looked her beauty, her niceness. They went to highschool together. Of course he wasn’t as popular as her but he’s loved her since then, and loves her even more now. Y/N remembered him vaguely. I mean in Highschool then only interacted with each other twice. That was during lunch when he accidentally (purposely) dumped his water on her. And the other time when she needed a pencil. That was it, but those moments meant everything to him. He felt that those were the moments he really felt loved. Her thank you’s, the no it’s okay’s,he loved it all.
“Okay Hoseok, you need to take these every 6 hours. Rachel will give you fresh water every 2 hours.” Y/N was looking at her clipboard looking to see if anything was off about his vitals and everything seems good.
“I’ll be back in the afternoon to check up on you, have a great morning Hoseok and eat all of your breakfast!” She said smiling and backing out then turning around to open the door for Rachel since she saw her waiting. He was in a trans with her beautiful smell that he didn’t realize that she was about to leave until he heard Rachel’s voice. He looked up and stood up. “ Can you give …me my medicine instead… I have a feeling that Rachel doesn’t like me..” he said looking Rachel in the eye. “I-That’s not true! I’m very-uh-Um fond of you..” She tried to lie but Hoseok could see right through her. Y/N chuckled and patted Rachel’s shoulder and walked out. Hoseok needs to socialize with other people besides Y/N, so she sends Rachel inside to give him his medicine so they can try to socialize. Keyword TRY.
Once Y/N walked out, Rachel’s smile faded. “You are such a pain in the neck,” she put his medication down on the table and gave him the water about to hand it to him, but she made it fall and it spilled all over Hoseok's pants. “You know, you’ll never really be good for her. She would never date someone who murder their family and friends for some chick who didn’t want you. She wouldn’t even remember a nobody like you. Take your medicine without water or food, Attention Seeker.” She watched him shake of fear. Or so she though it was fear. It was really anger. He needed to calm down but there was no way that was going to happen any time soon. This thirsty bitch dare try to make fun of him for loving his flower the way he does. She's just jealous of their love. She was about to walk out as if she devoured what just happened, he grabbed her wrist tightly to the point that he could break her wrist in two. Rachel winced in agony " What the hell is your problem?! You piece of trash, let g-" he cut her off by slamming her into the door. He chuckled trying to calm down but seeing her face only made him more pissed. Hoseok punched the door near her head until his hands were bleeding. Lucky for Hoseok he didn't feel a thing, Unlucky for Rachel his room was soundproof, so any sound from his room could not be heard.
" You think... You think you are a better fit? A bully? A dumb fucking cunt? A bitch who just wants Y/N's pussy and not her love? You are nothing but dirt on the bottom of her shoe that gets wiped off and into the trash can. You don't even deserve worship the ground she walks on. You think she wants trash? You are even less important than Namjoon. You make me sick to my damn stomach. She would never want someone like you. Be damn lucky that i haven't cut off your annoying head- actually- that's a good idea." He laughed like the mad man he is seeing her face covered in fear. " You disrespect my flower one more time by talking to me like you lost your mind, I'll make sure you'll no longer have a head or a heart... Got it bitch?" He said staring at her with a smile that soon faded, " Now get the fuck out my sight," He let her wrist go which left a good bruise. She was breathing so heavily and thought at this point she going to hyperventilate. She hurriedly left the room flying down the hall past Y/N and Namjoon.
" Was...Was she crying?" Y/N asked thinking her eyes was playing tricks on her. Namjoon sighed and nodded “She’s not the first nurse to come running out of Hoseok’s room crying or running. The first nurse that did that quit in the same hour. Rachel is strong though- Where are you going?” He watched Y/N storm into his room. She closed the door and sighed. “Oh! My flower! Come back to visit me?” Hoseok stated happily while covering his hand. “What happened to your hand, Hoseok?” She asked calmly. Yes, she was upset, but she didn’t want to jump to conclusions of thinking he just did something to her. She was aware of Rachel’s hatred towards Hoseok. But would she go this far? Would he go this far also?
“I punched the door several times after your nurse dropped the cup of water on my pants.” He pointed down to his soaked pants. “Then I threatened to cut her head off if she did again.” He stated as if that was normal. Y/N sighed and opened the door she told Namjoon to go to the first floor and get him a fresh pair of clothes and a cup of water. “I’m sorry she did that Hoseok. But you shouldn’t have threatened you. She could’ve reported you then you would be put on even more of a watch for harming her if you did.”
“That bit- Girl, likes you. Did you know that?” He asked her locking eye contact that she unknowingly was trying to avoid. Y/N was aware of Hoseok’s love for her in fact hes told her plenty of times before. She’s given him hints that she wasn’t interested in dating a patient or even a coworker. She found it highly unprofessional if she ever did. He understood that…right? “What does that have to do with you, Hoseok? You still threatened her.” she stood up looking at him. “You’d allow someone like her to have a crush on you? I’m not sure if I like her enough to even allow her to like you.” She laughed in disbelief from his response. He founded it cute, she thinks that’s funny? He would too. To have some clown like her. “You are more crazier than I thought…” Looking him in his eyes. “ You aren’t in charge of who can like me or who I like. You are a patient… you need to stay in your place, Mr. Jung. I never want to hear you say anything like that again. Have a good day.” Turning on her heels, she was about to leave when Hoseok spoke.
“You leave this room i will raise hell. I’ll kill Rachel. I’ll put her head on a trophy so it’s like a gift from you, I’ll kill everyone in this Damn asylum if I have to. I love you! And you look over me every time, im sick of it. You made me this way for you. Since Highschool. Do you remember those vivid memories we had? Do worry if you don’t I’m willing to make more with you. We can do that once that bitch Rachel is dead. You remember me right? The guy that you had feelings for since highschool? Come on y/n” he grabbed her arm and she flinched back. “Dont start this, Mr. Jung..”
“Please don’t call me that! Call me what you used to! Hobi, Sunshine, Hope, Hoseok, call me that.. please..” he said loosing his temper. “Dont … call me that.” He whispered looking at her.
“… Mr. Jung Hoseok, if you don’t stop I’m going to have to call security. Please just calm down, I don’t want them to use force-“ he cut her off when he screamed which frightened her. Soon his scream turned into terrifying laugh. He looked at his bed then went to it and lifted up his his mattress, and what Y/N saw made her gasp. He had pictures of Y/N scattered everywhere, some with blood, some with an unknown substance. He had a piece of paper of his journal next to one of the pictures that had her and Rachel in it but her entire face was missing. Grabbing the letter he chuckled and handed it to her. “Read it.” He said. She unfolded it but realized it wasn’t his hand writing, but it was Rachel’s.
‘ Dear Diary,
I really want to tell Y/N how I feel towards her. But she’s wrapped in that Serial Killers life. He’s so wack. I wish I could just kill him. He deserves death in the worst way. That’s it, I’ll kill him. I’ll give him something that can kill him. Maybe mix something in his water? Hmm maybe.. I’ll definitely have to tell Namjoon about this idea. He’ll help me out and get rid of that devil for good.’
She dropped the letter and was in shock. Rachel, was planning to kill Hoseok? Her thoughts were running back and forth. Oh god…has he been drinking the water? Taking his medicine? “y-You havent taken anything have you?”
“Of course not, Im smarter than her. Namjoon gave me this a few weeks ago. He’s been giving me ‘cleaner’ water and medicine. He’s been helping me, if that’s what you’d call it. I pretty much told him he had no choice.” Y/N was stunned and walked out the room going to go find Rachel.
Was this real? Was it forced? “Calm down, Y/N.. don’t think too much about this.” She said to herself. Either way, She would have fire Rachel. While she was walking she realized she couldn’t find Rachel anywhere. She went into the break room and saw Rachel laying with her head down. “Rachel why would you do something like that? That was too far. You could get seriously fined.” She stated and waiting for answer felt like forever. She went up to her and she looked closely and saw she wasn’t breathing. Y/N panicked and looked around until her eyes landed on a cup of water sitting on the table. “No way..” she thought. As she grabbed the cup she could already smell that something was off with it. Something was mixed in and what ever it was it killed Rachel. She turned her over and saw foam all over her mouth mixed with blood. She gasped and backed up until she was at the door. She was about to turn around and run but when she looked outside the door she saw Hoseok standing right on the other side, smiling. He released a deep breath. “Ah, finally she’s dead. What do you say My flower? We go get some nice warm coffee, then we take a comfortable and warm nap?” He smiled brightly. The smile that could light up a room now sent chills up her spine.
You see, the truth was, Rachel didn’t write that letter. She never had no thought of killing Hoseok. She wasn’t scared of him but she definitely knew that he liked Y/N. It was obvious. She obviously liked her too but was always scared to admit that. What she did to Hoseok was just her jealousy kicking in but she did really hate Hoseok. Him threatening her should have been a sign. He had Namjoon spike her water with a medicine to make her overdose. She must’ve been so shaken up that she didn’t notice the weird taste in her water. Then again, Namjoon wouldn’t mind killing her. He didn’t like her either. Namjoon was close to Hoseok since Highschool. They’ve been buddies since then! Of course Y/N knew of this but thought making his the security guards would just keep him protected and having a friend if he needed someone to talk to. Namjoon never really like Rachel, she was annoying to him. She complained about almost everything that Hoseok did and it made him sick. So, he agreed to kill her. Though Hoseok agreed he’d take all the responsibilities since he won’t get in anymore trouble. Now, he was happy I mean finally he’s got Y/N to himself. Everything was worth it.
Loving her…was worth it.
#bts jungkook#bts yandere#bts jimin#bts jin#bts jhope#bts fic#bts x reader#bts v#bts yoongi#bts namjoon#jung hoseok#jhope Yandere#yandere!jhope#yandere!bts#jung hoseok x reader#psycho!hoseok
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hi arina! how are u doing? i've read your life update before about how you may not be able to do art stuffs due to life circumstances, seeing you open your shop now really brightens my heart! i'm also an artist in a kind of tough situation where i dont have much choice and might have to give up drawing or have difficulty continuing. im wondering how you got thru it? your art updates give me strength and hope! but if u dont feel like sharing, i totally understand. hoping you best and thank you!!
I'm sorry I'm answering this so late, talking about my current life always ruins my mood.
(this will be a long whining post, I'm very upset right now so I need to speak out)
Probably we are in different situations, unlike you, drawing is the only thing I can do now. I've mentioned here before that my grandma had a stroke this summer, my parents live in another city, they come here from time to time. Me and grandma live in Moscow, sooooo, generally, disabled grandma is MY responsibility most of the time. Even though she's making some slow progress in recovering, she's still mostly bed ridden, she can't take care of herself, she can't get up from the bed without help, she barely walks, etc., etc. So we can't leave her alone, and taking care about such helpless person, 24/7 IS HARD. She can wake us up several times at night to go to toilet or whatever, during the day she always wants something and we have to serve her, it really exhaustes me. (I half jokingly say that I unexpectedly became mother of 76 y.o. child, but I've always been child-free, so guess what I'm feeling right now)
Good news: I have some time to draw. To be honest drawing is the only sphere of my life I still can control, it's the only thing bringing me joy. And thankfully some people buy my merch so I can earn some money even in these circumstanses.
Bad news: I lost all freedom I'd had, I can't go anywhere without hiring nurse, I have much less time for work and drawing, I can't properly relax after long day, in fact I can NEVER relax, I can't meet with friends, I can't travel, I have to cancel work trips. Even simple mandane things became very difficult and even impossible because of all these restrictions. I can't find proper words to describe how those restrictions of my freedom make me depressed and devastated, right now my mental health is the worst it's ever been. I cry almost every day, I became hysterical and agressive, I hate my life so much, that the mere thought of spending the rest of my youth living my family's life, not MY OWN LIFE makes me want to kms. At the moment I control nothing in my life, I can't decide where to live, what to do, where to go, absolutely nothing. Probably I will never find a partner, because dating in these life contitions is impossible. Probably I will die alone without any love and friends. Maybe my only destiny is to take care of disabled person.
I'm trying to accept the fact that my life's ended, that I won't have any freedom and any new people around me till she passes away or till one of my parents will take full charge of taking care of her (it will happen in 5 years or so, they have work to finish in another city).
I spend my days solving my family's problems, my grandma's health problems, selling some merch to earn money and drawing some silly things just to ✨feel something✨. So me being able to draw something in difficult circumstanses is not some heroic thing, I'm not overcoming myself to make art desprite everything, what I'm doing is just...escapism... I want to get lost in my little drawings or in little stories for some time to forget about everything bothering me. Honestly, I'm very happy that I haven't lost ability to draw after everything happened to me this year.
Guys.... sorry for whining, but 2022 ruined my mental state completely... Political situation (fucking Russia 💀💀💀), family situation, I just feel so much hatered for this world, for this universe where none of my dreams will ever come true, where I control nothing, where I have to live someone else's life, where I have no freedom, where I have to be silent, where I have to look at my government's crimes and be silent, where I can't plan anything, where I can't love who I want (yesterday they accepted "lgbt propaganda" ban law), where I have to live the rest of my life in the country I hate, with a government I hate, isolated, lonely, constricted, attached to disabled person.
My parents keep telling me it's temporary, they don't want me to be a nurse for the rest of my life, everything is gonna be okay, they will solve everything. I don't believe them. Maybe I'm overdramatising, maybe if I get a therapy I'll feel better and less pessimistic about my future, but for now... I feel terrible. So, if drawing makes me feel a little bit better, then I'll continue to draw.
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"KANKURO THE BABY IS COMMING!!"
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Blep.
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Pairing: parent!dad!Kankuro x parent!pregnant!reader
People mentioned: Kankuro, Temari, Gaara, Shikamaru, Baby Shikadai, Y/S (Your son), 2 Doctors, Nurses, Wheelchair
Short: Temari and Shikamaru came to suna to introduce baby Shikadai to his uncles and aunt. But the readers water broke after family dinner and they run to the hospital.
Warning: strong language, birth giving, fainting, panicking, fluff
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December 3th (Y/s birthday)
"Kankuro! Your Sister and his husband coming today to show the baby after almost 3 and a half months and Gaara is also comming over, so better make something of yourself so you dont look like a brain dead." I said as I slammed the door open to Kankuro's work room. "Oh! And and your little baby woke me up from my nap and he is still kicking me. So tell him to stop cause it starts to hurt now. Then im going to make something for dinner."
He stood up and kneeled in front of my belly. "Heeey little one! Try to be a good boy and leave Mama alone. She will get angry and Daddy will get a beaten up. *Mwa* Daddy loves you!" He stood up, gave me an eskimo kiss and went to get ready. And the baby stopped. Atleast he litstens to his father.
*Time skip*
Gaara was already arrived and was talking to Kankuro and me as i put the chicken in the oven. I heard heard a knock on the door and i commanded Kankuro to open it. I saw Temari and a cute little chubby baby in her hands piecefuly sleeping. She gave the baby to Shikamaru and greeted his brothers. I walked up to her and hugged her. The boys started talking in the couch after they introduced Shikadai and we put him to sleep in the quest room. Me and Temari were in the kitchen waiting for the chicken.
"So how many days left?" Asked Temari crossing her hand together. "It can be any day now. We already packed the things for the hospital and stuff. We're just waiting for the baby to come."
"I see, but better be prepared mentally cause as i know my brother he will be freacking out so bad that he wouldn't tell where he is."
"Yeah I know that Temari I already had 3 false alarms before and he was panicking even more then me. He acted like he lost his brain." I said as i checked up the chicken. It was ready so i get it out and asked Temari to help me put the rice and the fries on the dinning table.
*After the dinner*
We still sat at the table talking. When i felt a sharp pain in my belly and looked down. 'Shit! My waterbroke!' I stood up. Looked at Kankuro with a full panicking face. "KANKURO, THE BABY IS COMMING!!" I screamed out loud. As Kankuro jumped out of his seat and run to the bedroom to get the bag for the hospital that we already pepared as temari stood up holding my hands.
"SHIKAMARU, YOU ARE STAYING HERE WITH THE BABY AND I WILL CALL YOU WHE- GAARA PLEASE DONT FAINT!!" Shikamaru get to the quest room where the baby was. Kankuro run back as fast as he could and he was almost at the table when he tripped trough the coffe table flying face to the ground. "KANKURO I TOLD YOU TO NOT FUCKING PANICK!"
"I don't feel so good..." And Gaara fainted while Kankuro stood up and toosed the bag to Temari and picked me up. "TEMARI PICK UP GAARA WE ARE GOING TO THE HOSPITAL!" He and Temari run to the hospital as fast as they can, They give me and Gaara to the nurses.
They put me in a Hospital bed and as we run to the Delivery room Kankuro tripped in his own feet flying face to the floor once again. But i hardly noticed cause i didn't knew where my head was. After they prepared quick it was starting. I pushed with all my might. I screamed my lungs out. After some time i looked out of the window i saw Kankuro yelling at Temari at the corridor. 'Good so he didn't broke his leg when he fell.'
*Birth giving scene*
The doctor asked me if the man that is screaming is the father. After i mumbled a yes he commanded a nurse to open the door and he yelled out to Kankuro that "Feel free to come in Mr Kankuro, the atmosphere is really family-friendly!" And i screamed "FAMILY FRIENDLY MY ASS! I DONT NEED HIM TO STAND HERE NEXT TO ME AND FAINT!! I HAVE TO PUSH A BABY OUT OF ME IT'S ENOUGH FOR NOW!" I screamed i still couldn't think about else that pushing.
After an Hour the baby finally was in place but he looked sideways not up wich meant it will be harder to push out. The Doctor yelled at a nurse to get an another Doctor. I knew it was no good. The next Doctor came and elbowed on my stomachy he pushed the baby and the other pulled. After 30 minutes of strugling the first Doctor told me that if i dont push the baby out before 8:00 PM then he we need to stay a day longer.
*Birth giving scene over*
But 5 Minutes before 8:00 PM the baby finally arrived. That meant that i didnt need to stay a day longer in hospital. Than they told Kankuro that he can come in he stand next to me and kissed my forehead and Temari called Shikamaru that he can come. "You did great Y/N, you deserve to rest now." Kankuro wispered to me.
Before the nurse give me the baby she she told me "Its a healthy baby boy, congratulation." They gave him to me and i started to cry of joy even though he was screaming and crying. He was perfect. He looked just like his father. I looked at Kankuro and he cried hard. "Hey baby! Shhh don't cry!" you kissed his forehead. "And what will be the name of the baby?" Asked The nurse and i looked at Kankuro "Y/S, it's Y/s." I gave the baby to Kankuro and if he was crying hard before he cried insanelly now. "Hey Y/s, it's Daddy, dont worry Daddy's got you. Shhh"
That's when Shikamaru arrived with the sleeping baby in his hands and Gaara was finally councious so he came too. And we could finally introduce the little Y/s to everyone.
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Damn i really hope you guys enjoy this! Mom sends a lot of hugs!
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#kankuro fluff#naruto fluff#pregnant reader#naruto#kankuro#kankurou#kankurō#gaara#temari#shikamaru#shikatema#sand siblings#child birth#baby#kankuro will be the best dad#Kankuro x reader
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hidey hodey neighborinoes i know i may or may not have disappeared for like half a fucking year but brain does what brain do. since i am now willing to admit that i likely will not find the motivation to write a full length fic like i would want, i wanted to post the “outline” (re: complete gibberish only past me could understand). at some point i’ll try to compile all the tidbits i had sprinkled across drafts and docs and try to clean it up a little but, well, im not even sure what i meant in some spots. hopefully ill pull the writers block out of my ass one day but until then, take this word vomit:
(for clarifications sake, r= red/ranboo, g= green/charlie, b= blue/sneeg, h= hetch, sfm= showfall media)
retelling of ep three from hetch’s pov. mask broke sfm doesn’t know. reset after stab still aware of what he’s doing but can’t control himself. hopeful ending with planning to save the trio and get them out?
the closet sfm is onto hetch so he has to do damage control ran receiving no instructions. things settle scenes been dragging he panics and basically controls r to kill ethan
maybe broadcasted to a different universe. problem w family and friends recognize
maybe broadcasted to rich assholes like in the purge/gladiator type deal?
the face of the hacker wasn’t actually supposed to do things but did anyways
follow up w/ rgb saving him g and b reluctant. r insist they won’t let anyone else die because of them. idk burn the mall maybe torch it like a fuckin wasp nest
employees stop at the door mannequins little nightmares two.
all four struggling down the road maybe r passing out carried by g or b
hot wire a car
traumatize gas station clerk
fire department from fire alarm
hetch flag down car 2 options:
car sped off but called police for them
offered ride to hospital
hetch the sidewalk isn’t wide enough fourth wheel type deal mostly unscathed compared to rgb but smol bean has anxiety and left over programming. weak little noodle arms can’t help shit. b sending hella death glares
b wouldn’t want to help hetch
r electrocuted from attempted mask removal
through the power of friendship and laws of physics or electrical plasma whatever it isn’t fatal hoorah
hetch stunned doesn’t help gb fuckin pissed at him
paramedics confused about what happened to these very dedicated cosplayers that are found half dead barely hours after the live finale
r wakes and is terrified thinking they’re at the box and start screaming for gb. hetch freezes g n b have to be held back by police
hospital r coma from noggin surgery (medically induced for healing cause wtf) g and b want to kick hetch’s ass only stop cause of r
prob not ccs maybe r foster kid hinted maybe
b needs to get to punch someone. american healthcare so probably a doctor or a nurse
hetch medically released first<irrelevant travel distance. hetch watching charlie and sneeg have friends and family going in and out but r has no on so hetch goes
others not allowed in camp out in waiting room. ran wakes up and freaks. competent doc allows them in and r calms down. good doc fights for them to be able to stay in the room psych health. special accommodations are made no tv in room gets a double room for more beds/couches <<needs special room post brain surgery op icu maybe nurse/doc maneuverability <<< maybe one allowed in at a time
^the nice doctor thrown in for pity maybe philza if crossover? detective techno? or both detectives that almost beat the shit outta the responding cops for fucking up the most important case they’d ever get
sfm sends an employee pretending to be ranboos mom. the others are scared but also she is acting like a mom that lost her kid so maybe it’s okay??<< others not allowed in the room since family only? nope ran wakes up freaks cause that bitch ain’t momboo (dead question mark? orphan? don’t tell techno)
employee tries to strangle r no loose ends: doc pulls her off; trio breaks in hetch proves himself?; r is a bamf and defends themself (hitting? reverse uno they strangle her? rips out iv and stabs her?< needle to weak would have to be in eye)
r scared to sleep from cabin electrocution and execution hold hand 👉👈?
carousel saved NO FIRE IF CAROUSEL perhaps a group meet for victims ranboo and hetch reluctant to enter cause they think they’re their murderers. eef spots r and runs to hug him others follow positive to r wary to hetch b says hetch is the one responsible for saving all of them bada bing bada boom happy ending
#generation loss#genloss#gen loss#generation loss ranboo#ranboo#yell at me if i need to remove some tags im still a newbie#this draft has been sitting on my conscience like a tungsten cube and i just wanted to get it out#hello person sorting by new scrolling through the tags i hope you have a good day
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Corby-“Keep rubbing almost there…. come on cum for mommy….. cum all in that diaper for step mommy… I wanna wear mommy’s g/string over my diaper. Come on keep humping!!! Ahhh!!!
*opens eyes
*step mother walks into bedroom”
“Hey Corby… it’s dark in here again. You know how I feel about the lights being off in there and you having the PS5 in there after dark….”
The rooming smelling of baby powder,wipes, and petroleum jelly, and with the PS5 still hooked up she knew what was going on. My step mom always knew about my special condition, which inhibited me to wear diaper but on top of that saw my micro penis everyday…. It was both stimulating and humiliating, to have a mature milf like her change my diaper everyday.
This was my POV today after getting my little booty hole wiped clean…. She took a long look during today’s change, she’s always paranoid that I am sticking toys up there.
As of lately though i have found her much more attractive and can hardly get through a diaper change without needing a second diaper…. Fuck I was so close to cumming. Little did my step mommy know, I had a nice 3 inch plug vibrating until she came in the room and interrupted.. fuck did she look good
“Corby… this is the 3rd babysitter this month. You know I have to work from home…. I’m don’t have time with your bullshit. If the babysitter needs me tell her to text me. I have a lot of fitness videos to shoot and content to create. Oh and btw, I turned on parental setting to your phone and I found a pretty interesting picture of me on there… you like my yellow leggings. We all talk later about this…
Anyway your baby sitter Katherine is here to handle you for the afternoon.”
In comes Ms.Katherine a beautiful brunette with the biggest breasts I’ve ever seen. She takes a good look at me and doesn’t even act like I’m there.
Katherine- “So this is him, how old are you?”
Corby- “ i just turned 20”
Katherine-“And you live with your step mom?
Corby- “I mean for now… but I am still getting
a job.
Immediately I feel myself getting just dominated by this woman. I didn’t know what to say… I opened my mouth to talk and
Katherine-“ Listen I don’t give a fuck about being your babysitter… actually babysit infants and toddlers… people who need to be diapered.
But you are a special case, you don’t need to be diapered because you are innocent. You need to be diapered to be humiliated.”
Katherine walked out of the room to go grab her “phone”. I was standing in the door, more anxious and heated than ever, planning my escape I thought of grabbing stuff and going to a friends. I grab my things, phone him I’m leaving and to expect me. I was still wearing a diaper because I didn’t have time to change out of it. I turn to the living room and notice Katherine recording me.
-Katherine “where you going my sweet diaper boy, or after today call you diaper girl??
My heart sank Katherine was wearing a very revealing top and all I saw were tits the size of basketballs and her cat like face. And something else???
-Katherine “ are you starring sweet girl? That’s okay everyone does. They can’t help it, when they see tits the size of mine they just go back to infancy. Who wouldn’t I mean imagine getting to nurse these everyday?? I’ll make you a deal if you can guess my bra size, I’ll titty fuck, give you a rim job and suck you off.
😭😂😭
I know you won’t guess it, I know you probably don’t even know how to take a bra off a girl. Im not worried.”
Corby-“My heart was racing I didn’t know an appropriate bra size other than watching porn and it was just what they said I didn’t know! I have a 1 inch dick I don’t ever get pussy! Um DD?????”
Katherine-“ you have one more guess.. i recommend you get it right”
*while she squeezes her tits together and spits in her mouth to make it wet.
Katherine-“ I know you want me to swallow down your cock corby”
-Corby “Um… I would say you are a G cup!!”
Katherine-“Wrong answer..” sorry but you have to live up to your half of the bet.
**Katherine slips her top back on but comes out with a 9 inch strap on
Your heart sinks…. What is going on. I’ve only watched porn, yeah I am a perv but I’m helpless girls don’t look at me and now miss Katherine wants to peg me?
-Katherine-“you want me to change your little diaper corby hmmm? You want Miss Katherine to take care of her little girly boy??? Wipe his little boy hole and clity? Make sure he’s clean no accidents or messes…. I know it’s hard when you have a milf like your step mom walking around the house. I know you take pictures of her… and wear her thongs. What else do you do???
Feeling like I’m going to pass out, I immediately start dirty talking back. I might have a 1 inch cock but I’m going to make this last..
-Corby “I put her thongs over my diapers when I think of her!” I put them in my mouth or over my head. I need to be put in my place please mistress”
-Katherine-“ I knew you were a dirty fucker, that’s why it’s time to change your diaper. You lay right down on that blanket there. Miss needs those legs up high… what’s this? What do we have here?
A plug??? I knew, little weasel. I thought we were going to have a nice day and give you a nice orgasm.. I guess fucking not. Push that little plug out. I don’t care if it hurts get it out… Legs up”
Katherine unstraps my diaper takes the plug out of my diaper and looks at my stretched out mess.
-Katherine-“ I didn’t expect you to be plugged up, you really are a perv. I’m so happy you didn’t guess my bra size, I’m going to make you mine after you wearing that plug in my presence. You really want to fuck me? Your cock is 1 inch long, you wouldn’t know what to do if I put my tits in your face. You deserve diapers, and you will need one for a while.”
*Katherine starts applying only petroleum jelly to your ass and balls area..
* Notices that your cock is getting rock hard and balls are getting full
Katherine- “oh does little Corby like that? Getting his prostate played with. I hear you moaning already. Well how about this..
* Straps on Diaper back to Corby but with hole around the anus area
* Katherine inserts 5 inches of strap on, and makes Corby squeal.
Katherine- “I need you to be loud Corby, be loud for Miss Katherine. Stare at Miss Katherine’s big bouncing tities. You are doing so well, but I need you to cum for miss Katherine.
Cum all in your diaper. No we aren’t done yet that’s not enough cum.”
Feeling the hot mess in the front of my diaper and the KY jelly leaking out the back hole, I thought it was over and I felt that the ecstasy was going to have more very sore. Miss Katherine comes back saying that I still haven’t been properly milked.
Flipping me on my back, she stuck a pair of my step mothers g strings in my mouth and ripped both of her giant tits and hung them right over my face too. Just a minute later she was a buzzing the front of diaper with her want vibrator calling me a a slut and fucking me with her strap. I lie there fully erect with another pair of full balls.
I was no match for Katherine.
Katherine- “You little pervy fuck, you loved getting fucked by your babysitter? Just being a sitting cum dumpster. I’m shocked by the amount you actually cum. I know you couldn’t help your self from cumming like that. Look at you, all your little holes are just leaking. You are still twitching.“
**turns the vibrator on high and rubs the underneath/bottom of your diaper area
“I think she’s gunna cum again.”
-Corby” Oh fuck… I’m cumming again mum mmm mum mmmm. Fuck I’m cumminngg
**Cums*** eyes roll back in head and fills diaper completely with warm cum
*Katherine unstraps diaper and sees it’s filled with cum
Katherine-“ Little diaper slut get carried away?
I knew how much you loved that. You know who else will love it? My friends when I show them the pictures I took of you after I pegged you and officially claimed another diaper virgin.
I’ll be expecting a gift every mother’s day”
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