I love Monkie kid and the way they tell stories but oh my GODS this unreliable narrator stuff starting to stress me out

(Note: i've only seen up to ses 4 ep 8 no spoilers in the tags please)

somehow while ive been going through the unbearable torment nexus ive still been able to keep up with my album-a-day-for-a-year thing so far

girl i just got into a mild twitter dispute bc someone was calling rosemary negligent abuse, and when i asked how thats even remotely true they were like 'i dont understand how you cant see it if you read the comic' and proceeded to give me zero examples.

i shouldnt have to even say this, but a teenage girl is not responsible for someone elses alcoholism, and mishandling it is not fucking abuse, holy shit. i think maybe that person just had some negative memories w rosemary and let it ruin the ship for them, but im not about to let someone call a traumatized teenage girl abusive because she doesnt act like a therapist or something

idek if thats why they think its abusive, bc they never gave me an answer, and the last time they responded they immediately privated so i have no clue what they even said.

isn't K1 the nearly-basically-dead one? Q - Q Does he ever find out that L1 is hopping around trying desperately to save him????

It's actually Keith2 who is dead! This guy right here.

And Lance2

--- I mean this abomination, Keith2's husband - is jumping through Universes trying to revive him.

And Keith1 - this one right here -

is just a guy who was in one of the worlds Lance2 jumped through and was sent to stop him. He also has his own husband who is very much alive.

There is a tiny introduction for AUsAU in a highlight "Voltron AUs" on Gram (side note- I think you have to have IG to see highlights and stories), and this PUBLIC post on Patreon - where there is a description from K2's and L2's perspective, about how their journey began and all - but the entire story is actually from Keith's 1 perspective!

Thanks for giving me an opportunity to talk about it lmao

shout out to everyones who's brains and nervous systems have been wrecked by stressors + the state of the internet + everything else going on. I promise we'll adapt and I promise things will be alright, focus on making good small decisions to protect your well-being like cutting certain platforms (instagram, twitter, whatever you feel like) and having a look through your follow list to see if unfollowing some people might help. try giving your brain a rest by letting yourself be bored some times. try doing a puzzle or a physical task without a podcast or music or netflix drama. consider not clicking on that expose video of someone you dont know. hesitate before telling someone off in the comments or joining in on an online argument that you can opt out of. protect yourself so you can make your world a better place. push yourself when needed. cut the onslaught of overstimulation where you can, if you want.

I am saying this as someone who's never felt at home irl, with adhd and dyspraxia, general awkwardness, chronic depression, struggles with regulation and im sure a bunch of other things. I really struggle reducing screen time because it often feels like the outside world rejects me, I'm sure some of you relate to that, but I'm taking small steps to make things easier for me in the long run and day to day. it doesnt matter if we don't reach some end goal of total and complete peace and purity or whatever, all that matters is that we're choosing to be more mindful of how we navigate this world of constant stimulation. and i fully believe in all of us :)

i have to come to terms with the fact that I am actually well off for someone in this country now, like.. idk it's weird

i'm still living the exact same lifestyle that i was before, so for the most part it feels almost like nothing has changed, like maybe im spending a little bit more money on food and buying the "good" toilet paper, but all that does is allow me to actually have savings in my bank account

i still stand with the working class and impoverished people of this country, and I am very much still in the boat of "one [very] bad day from homelessness" so i am not taking this for granted whatsoever

i've just been watching some of those youtube channels where they interview random people all over the country and just like.. kinda show what their life is like and it's definitely putting mine in perspective

very very grateful for the opportunities i have had and very proud of myself for forcing myself to stay in college (even tho it took almost 10 years to finish and left me with a mountain of debt) and just like.. idk, i feel like i could be doing more to help people out, i can't wait til im out of debt ;o;

sooo done with all this fitz hate

fun fact is in this blogs drafts was a long essay i planned out a few months back abt how liam never actually DID want to kill airy, even when he tried to. it was largely abt how this wasnt something he wanted to do for catharsis, and it wasnt something he wanted to do AT all and that this was a rash decision borne from fear. because this is important to me and i STILL think abt it sooo so much. maybe One Day ill finish writing it

irving: duncan, you’re scaring the girl with talk of blights and darkspawn this is a happy day for her.

nimona: nooo i wanted to listen to drakspawn facts :(

im not gonna lie i expected wendell and wild to be,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, better,,,,,,,

Ast Tip: Use Synastry as a heal buff for one target

Throw Synastry on a target and heal that same target for a 40% heal buff! When paired with Synastry, Benefic 2 becomes a powerful burst heal and can bring a low target to full in minimal casts. This is a great backup option when Essential Dignity is down and you cannot afford to wait for Aspected Benefic's regen. In dungeon pulls, Synastry+Benefic 2 becomes a very handy combo in emergencies where you have to heal spam to keep your tank up.

Remember that Synastry only buffs Ast's single-target GCD heal spells: Benefic 1, Benefic 2, and the upfront heal on Aspected Benefic (but not the regen). Of these, Benefic 2 is the best choice. In dire MP emergencies, Synastry can make Benefic 1 decently powerful if you need healing ASAP but don't have MP for Benefic 2.

I've just had such an awful fucking time

does anybody else feel differently about their gender in different languages? bc i do and it's making figuring all this out a bit more difficult............

this got away from me

i wish i wasn't so shy

Once again fucking me up that even the shortest of the staliens are too tall for my liking. You can't tell me Dancer and Layer bndori are around the same height that's so fucked up