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canonicallyobserving911 · 1 day

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Buddie: Eddie's almost ready for the future!

Since 7x1 aired, TM has been paralleling things from season 4 with things in season 7 and I just found another one that illustrates how it's likely Buddie will be CANON soon. Maybe not by the end of the season but soon.

Here's a parallel that illustrates the past with the present and the Buckley-Diaz family's future.

Before I delve into this, please note these are my interpretations and observations and everyone may not agree with them especially since people interpret media differently. I'm basing my speculation off of the entirety of Buck's and Eddie’s 6 year relationship which includes a lot of depth. If someone doesn't agree, that's perfectly ok because differences of opinion can co-exist.

Now back to the regularly scheduled program...

In 4x3 "Future Tense", Eddie was belligerent about how he didn't like technology. He was "afraid" of it, he didn't like "Hildy" and he was paranoid that someone was always watching and listening to everything he was doing but Buck wasn't. He was the one who explained to Eddie that if he had a "smart" anything, anyone could spy on him.

Even though Eddie wasn't ready, Buck and Chris were ready for the future and to prove it, they pranked Eddie when Buck bought him an expensive Hildy coffeemaker.

At the time, Eddie didn't like the idea of moving forward with the "future" (in his life and his relationships), hence his hesitancy to let go of the past (looking for a woman to take care of Chris) when he started dating AF and he tried to build a life with her. But everyone knows he panicked at the idea of having a "ready-made family" and he literally passed out in the suit store and he thought he was having a "heart" attack.

Fast forward three years and Eddie’s still trying to find a mom for Chris by dating Maris*l (babysitter) and his dead wife's doppelganger but technology and the future can't be stopped. For the past 9 episodes, he's been living in the past with his "delusions" of a life he's romanticized to be true about his marriage to Shannon which everyone except for him knows is false. Instead of Eddie admitting he's ready for his future life with Buck (husband) and Chris, he allowed himself to get mixed up in a life that wasn't his reality. The ending of 7x9 made it seem like all was lost but... it isn't.

The stills for 7x10 "All Fall Down" show he's on his way to being ready to not only enter his future, he's getting ready to embrace it.

What in the still illustrates it? It's three of the items sitting next to each other on his coffee table.

When I looked at the stills above again, the three remote controls caught my attention because I remembered seeing them before in season 4.

Eddie collected all three of them in 4x3 and he put them in a pile with all the other electronics because he wasn't ready for his future life yet. Buck and Chris were playing "Punch Planet" a futuristic video game while Eddie busily tried to go back to a time that existed before technology.

Those same three remote controls are back on the table and it's evident that 9-1-1 does EVERYTHING with a purpose from the character's clothing, to the lighting and the props that are included in a scene. EVERYTHING MEANS SOMETHING.

Therefore, those three remotes reappearing right before Chris leaves is important and INTENTIONAL! Even the way they're positioned means something since two of them are together (Buck and Eddie) and one of them is slightly separated from them but all it would take is a little repositioning and it'll be back next to the other two.

If Chris does leave with Helena and Ramon and he goes to El Paso, TX with them, it doesn't seem like he'll be gone too long.

The point of this post is in 4x3, Eddie was still stuck on "tradition", hence his "idea" of him having a traditional family that consists of a husband, wife and children but his future family will include two husbands (him and Buck) and their son, Chris.

All isn't lost because if those remote controls are an indication of where his life is headed, then Eddie's almost ready for the future. His future is with Buck and Chris, the family he chose, the same way it was in 4x3. He wasn't ready back then but the reappearance of the remotes (technology) means he's almost there.

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martellspear · 1 day

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it bothers us because you have delusions that martell princess who was raped but nobody except her family was bothered by it cause she was so irrelevant suddenly should matter more than Jon Targaryen's parents who according to canon 'he loved her she loved him' and their love brought about the birth of the prince who was promised

suck on it irrelevant ugly woman stans and you have the gall to compare princess viserra to her when viserra was million more beautiful than the dornish scum and her ill spawn could ever be

Jon WHO? LMAO. I wasn't going to post this - my moots & followers don’t deserve to read this shit - but it made me laugh more than the others

Rhaegar chose Lyanna, I agree.... but it was to die. Do you think he wouldn't have taken here somewhere safer and with more people to ensure > her < safety during childbirth if he wanted to? Please.

He could've let Elia die in a third pregnancy and be free from her and marriage duties. The thing is that the moment he found out it might happen he went "no❤️".

Also, I'd be embarrassed to use the show as source. Especially if my pRoMisEd pRiNcE's end was that one.

'Ugly woman' and that's her:

"The crowning of the Stark girl, who was by all reports a wild and boyish young thing with none of the Princess Elia’s delicate beauty."

I can't believe you're so obsessed to the point of seeing posts I don't tag😭. Go use that time to read the books, they're fun.

On a more serious note [tw: rape]:

You are disgusting. Do you know how hard someone has to try to be worse than some ASOIAF men?

‘In Casterly Rock, it was common knowledge that Gregor Clegane had killed Elia and her babe. They said he had raped the princess with her son’s blood and brains still on his hands.’

That’s what you are mocking. I don’t care that she’s a fictional character, what you and your rabble say about her is truly sickening, it’s heartbreaking that you get to vote.

Someone who’s not from her family and cares a lot about what happened is Ned. I’m sorry if his own sister’s death didn’t influence his non-Jon decisions but Elia’s did.

Thus, one of the reasons he gives Cersei the chance to escape is his memory of Elia and her children's bodies presented to Robert and his reaction, you can’t even deny how much it affected him.

‘Ned had named that murder; Robert called it war. When he had protested that the young prince and princess were no more than babes, his new-made king had replied, “I see no babes. Only dragonspawn.” Not even Jon Arryn had been able to calm that storm. Eddard Stark had ridden out that very day in a cold rage [...]’

A few other quotes:

‘Tyrion watched the faces of the Lords Tyrell, Redwyne, and Rowan, wondering if any of the three would be bold enough to say, “But Lord Tywin, wasn’t it you who presented the bodies to Robert, all wrapped up in Lannister cloaks?” None of them did, but it was there on their faces all the same. Redwyne does not give a fig, he thought, but Rowan looks fit to gag.’

"Cersei is frightened of you, my lord … but she has other enemies she fears even more. [...] In Dorne, the Martells still brood on the murder of Princess Elia and her babes.

‘Some nights, Ser Barristan wondered if he had not done that duty too well [...] m. Princess Elia and the children. Aegon just a babe, Rhaenys with her kitten. Dead, everyone, yet he still lived, who had sworn to protect them.’

‘The Dornishmen burn to avenge Elia and her children [...]’

I know you can’t relate but Elia was loved. It wouldn’t matter if ‘only her family’ cared, what happened to her was brutal and nothing changes it. You people just come off as rude, uneducated and ignorant.

Fun fact: the name 'Elia' is mentioned 75 times throughout the series, 'Lyanna' 53 and 'Rhaegar', thanks to Dany, 258

#i'm sorry but i'm going to tag because jon targaryen is GOLD #at this point it's probably just a closeted elia stan trying to make us laugh i swear #elia martell #tw: rape

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adhbabey · 1 year

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i think like. so much would be solved if we normalized the fact that some people do experience delusions and hallucinations. like yes, its something that those people need help with/need more accommodations for, but we could use being more understanding of people with psychotic symptoms in general.

like, i can tell you that at least one person raving about conspiracy theories is someone who experiences delusions, and if we understood that, we wouldn't have such a hard time getting them back to a more grounded perspective.

i am someone who experiences delusions and I do get incredibly triggered by all the unreality bullshit, the simulation theories, all that unreal bullshit, and it is actively negatively impacting people like me.

we could really use a better understanding of those with these symptoms, because acting like having hallucinations/delusions makes you a killer is a take that makes zero sense. Like, genuinely, you have no idea what you're talking about if that's where you immediately go. I can point out a bunch of shit discussing the darkness of humanity and that logic applies to anyone, regardless of mental illness. Delusions and hallucinations don't mean you'll act on anything, it just means that your brain is creating false images or thoughts, and that can get really fucking confusing.

We could use a little more empathy or compassion towards those with these symptoms, because obviously this shit isn't going away for us, just like other disabled people dealing with their disabilities. We are not idiots or monsters, our brain just gives us random false shit sometimes and it really fucking sucks. Be more understanding or I'll telepathically insert false shit into your brain one day, y'all should see the nightmare that some of us have to deal with.

#babey posts #actually delusional #delusions #hallucinations #schizo spectrum #actually psychotic #psychosis #paranoia #hypervigilance #honestly if i wasnt aware of my paranoia. id probably believe a lot of the conspiracy theories out there because of it #like that shit is so strong it makes me feel like everyone's out to get me #and i know they're not! my delusions are just delusions #but for some people. they struggle to tell about that sort of thing and i dont fucking blame them #and we should be more accommodating of people who experience symptoms like this in general #i can handle unreality to an extent. but there's some people who can't handle it at all.#be more respectful and understanding and dont trigger people for fun

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aexvii · 11 months

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😋💥💥💥💥😠

#colored this while watching drag race lol #supposed to be just a simple color study but my delusion knows no bounds so 🤷‍♀️#accidental symbolism: barok has 5 shield points (the stars)#they're tough and hard to break and no one has to do it but #only ryuu can and who actually wants to break through his defenses bc u kno.... lawyer of absolute integrity etc etc 🥴#baro“it's rotten work u don't have to if u don't want to” ryuu:“but i do want to” -> this is brry to me 🥹🥹🥹#baroryuu #barok van zieks #ryunosuke naruhodo #ryuunosuke naruhodou #the great ace attorney #dai gyakuten saiban #my art

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rheakira · 2 months

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Everyday I'm so sad knowing not many people share my headcanon that Starlo and Ed are exes.

Tempted to be the person to make this a thing.

#RK Chat #UTY #Starlo UTY #Edward UTY #Can we call this #Starward #Anyway I live on the delusion that they're exes in good terms but every now and then they dig at each other in an argument #They always make up after but they like to call out things only they know about and its absurd to watch from an outside perspective #I genuinely imagine Moray Ace and Mooch just sitting there watching slack-jawed as the two of them bring up something insane that like #None of them knew about or wanted to know???#And then they just turn and look at them like 'yeah whatever anyway' like it didn't happen #If any of them bring it up later Starlo and Ed refute it ever happened in the first place #Anyway thank you for coming to my crazy person corner where I talk at the wall and pray anyone is listening

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nativehueofresolution · 2 months

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all the continued little jokes about how 'armand is presenting a fake version of his history where lestat was suuuper into him teehee what liar.' lestat literally said he any attraction he felt for anyone before armand was a fleeting shadow compared to what he felt for him and he only understood desire after they met. but ok. 'armand is the only person in the universe lestat doesn't want to fuck.' lestat choses not to be with armand because of being violated and betrayed, but he rejects armand - by which i mean, doesn't just tell him no, but tells him he's disgusting and that he could never love him - specifically as a way to hurt armand and get back at him. because lestat is spiteful and does not care if it makes him miserable to send armand away (and it does), so long as he can even the score and regain the upper hand. but yeah armand is just pathetic and making up a kiss because lestat thinks he's gross.

#sorry to be the killjoy it's just that i'm literally right #i know some people were just being cute #but after leaving the safety of my mutuals to find content and seeing this joke 50 times i'm so over it #armand is definitely lying about 500 things at any given moment of course #but he and lestat very much have kissed literally he doesn't need to make that up #also i'm pretty sure that kiss is from the 1940s and not whatever retelling of their history he will give #but that is besides the point #in my delusions i grumble if they'd waited until s3 these people would have left the fandom after they doubled down on the themes of s1 #and focused on lou + a #but i'm kidding myself they're gonna show up every season saying now is the season we'll get the real lestat story #like lucy and the football #kaitlin speaks #iwtv #lesmand

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partynthem · 1 year

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proposal for arctic monkeys glastonbury 2023 setlist

ok now that we're less than a week out... here is my dream glasto setlist that i know will never happen :) split into acts and 28 entire songs long cos unlike am themselves i remember that they have seven whole albums to curate a setlist from. in a perfect world they will have a string quartet at minimum so i am picturing a little ben chappell choppy and disorienting montage of footage on the big ring screen between 'acts' with an orchestral interlude. give those old men a minute to catch their breath 😮‍💨

act 1 - an introduction

one representative song from each album, in order, cos remember how they did that at the start of the tbhc tour... i know i sure do. four out of five original/NOT goofy bossa nova version. mirrorball w strings like it deserves i scream i beg i cry

act 2 - for the lads

old classics and basics for the annoying 40 year old men who complain am have changed since they were teenagers. 505 - miles kane’s version obbbvvvviously

act 3 - for the girls and the gays

appreciation hour for some discarded classics and new songs and personal favs that do not get the time of day they deserve. boring ppl can go piss or get another beer during this part, idc. secret door w confetti like it’s 2009 baby

encore - the one we deserve

so if miles is already gonna be there... they might as well do a tlsp song!!!!!! standing is the obvious choice but meeting place fits this encore more to me. alex on the piano during star treatment. body paint crazy extended outro goes without saying. strings on all four songs in a universe where we know peace 🙏

(link to playlist)

#OK congress let's start the conversation! lmk what you think 🤭#this setlist is my dream it's my delusion so it doesn't need to be realistic. and it's not #i know they're gonna pull up to glasto and do the usual 21 song brian/snap/chair/and so on regimen just to spite me ❤️

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sysig · 2 months

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Pivotal bright spot (Patreon)

#Doodles #SCII #Helix #ZEX #The Captain #Hhhhhh <3 #I am once again ''Who am I without you'' - ZEX relies on Zelnick to affirm who he himself is! His Captain is a huge comfort!#It's the codependency for me <3 #The way Zelnick comforts him is so sweet ;; He can be quite attentive! When he chooses to be hehe #He's hesitant and concerned but overcomes it to give ZEX what he needs in the moment ahh he's deserving of being a leader ♥#Like covering his eye for him - and repeating back his greeting! ;;;; How many times has ZEX introduced himself that now it's repeated back #How many times has he said those exact words so confidently that Zelnick can repeat it back to him #So confident in his identity until it's all brought into question - too many pieces that align Just So to know one way or anything!#How would his human love know so many details - but such specific details are concerning as well! What's real and what's not!#What's experienced and what's mentally real - or false! There's so many tricky mental traps set agh it's so good <3 #It's so interesting how their character flaws interact with their self-assuredness hehe <3 Zelnick is brash and bold!#ZEX is careful and prideful - so which takes a harder hit in matters of the mind? ZEX is at a disadvantage in Max's body of course #Hghh there's so much about this scene that's so good tho ah #ZEX's worries of his own level of self-delusion bleeding out into accidentally telling lies - he's quite honest! Mostly ♪#But here it's all just deep concern - not of Trying to manipulate but being so far gone that he can't Help but do so! Being out of control!#Of course that would be very scary for him :( And of lying to himself? The kind of thing that's wholly repulsive to him </3 #Ughhh this scene breaks my heart because they really love each other and ZEX wants him and needs him but I know what will happen ;;#At least they're able to give each other a bit of comfort in the moment - whether it's true or not (it is true haha) the contrast helps #Even in Max's body and even unsure of himself getting to hold his human - this human - feels real and right <3 #He's still worried afterwards of course - takes something convincing to pull him out of it! - and Zelnick continues to comfort him <3 #I love palm kisses as well ugh they're so sweet ;; <3 What a lovely way to show his solidarity! Hehe ♥

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stormyoceans · 2 years

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it's probably too early to say this but hear me out: LESBIANS

#I KNOW THEY'RE PROBABLY GONNA BE AGAINST EACH OTHER BECAUSE OF THIS CURSE THING #BUT WHAT IF WE GOT 'ENEMIES' TO LOVERS AS A PARALLEL TO AKK AND AYAN #don't mind my delusions just let me dream #the eclipse #the eclipse the series #m: txt #the wlw agenda

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maddy-ferguson · 7 months

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failed my driving test twice, no actual friends in college, applied to a cool thing and was rejected, no bitches...thank god i'm seeing goodfellas in theaters in a few days because what do i have going for me rn

#the only ones who understand me are cher horowitz and pacey witter. and pacey got his driver's license later (i don't remember but #like i'm sure he did lmao) we don't know if that'll ever happen to me #what's annoying is i still don't think i'm a bad driver. delusions of grandeur maybe. but like yes for like 30mn after i failed the second #time i cried like while walking to the bus stop (i only saw like three people because YEAH it takes like an hour for me to go to the place #where you take the test like it's so annoying i have to take 2-3 different buses AND THEN i don't even have it. plus the money...) and #i was like you are the dumbest bitch ever but it's not because i don't feel capable it's because i DO and i make dumb avoidable mistakes #like it's just very frustrating #talked about the no friends at school thing like a month ago. we were together on wednesday and it's actually not as bad as it felt the day #i posted that but i don't hang out with them outside of school and don't want to is my point. they're like acquaintances that i'm not sure #i like #the thing i applied to i really wanted after i failed my test i was like i need ONE GOOD THING to happen to me this month and then i was #like no i can't post that because what if i don't get it. well #no bitches is self-explanatory #and goodfellas in theaters is real remember when it was already playing earlier this year but there was only one showing and i couldn't go #and i was so annoyed. there's three this time and i could even go to all three if i wanted to. one scorsese movie every monday at 1 from #now on for me please #and like i say: brf slt

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selfinflictedgunshotwound · 8 days

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getting tired of myself and everything around me again 😐

#tfw your identity hinges on the people you love because you dunno how to love yourself or control your life #despite that being the only thing you truly want more than anything in the world... and love is probably a very close second but.#i'm so tired of not treating myself well or living my life. istg i need to internet detox for like a month or some shit. start reading again #finishing cleaning my house or at least get more done... i need to reconnect with life instead of continuing to live in delusions #because they're safe and make me happy but they also rot my soul away and steal my life and my energy and just.#i don't think it's bad to believe the impossible or anything but i'm tired of disappointing myself by getting my hopes up lmao #like i clearly know the reality is never gonna match the dream. this is why i escaped the first two times bc it's more pain than it's worth #i can't hinge my identity on anyone but myself or i'll crumble and die like i just can't do it anymore. it's so evil #if i never find love that actually exists for me then at least i'll cultivate a world where i can live comfortably alone. sigh.#like no one can even coddle me abt this or reassure me bc it's just such a stupid and childish thing to begin w/ LMAO like. time to grow up #put the toys down. 😮‍💨

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masterwords · 2 years

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3x02 - In Name and Blood

#aaron hotchner #derek morgan #criminal minds #hotchgan #screencaps #mortch101 #just a broken hearted man calling his therapy human for emotional support #or something #hotchgan brainrot front and center #i knowwwwwww they're talking about serial killers and shit but my delusion is my delusion and it is big tonight #(when is it not? I KNOW but it's friday and i am losing it over this episode today.)

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thethingything · 2 months

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I find it kind of interesting that we have a couple of delusions (and the hallucinations that come with those) that just kind of involve gruesome stuff happening to us, especially because they weren't as gruesome at first but have gotten more so over time.

the hallucinations are all somatic ones (sensations instead of visuals or audio) but they're stuff like I guess what our brain thinks it would feel like if our organs were decomposing, or being eaten by maggots, or just stuff with a similar vibe to that?

I can put up with it for the most part, but like I did nearly throw up on the bed because of it earlier and I'd really like to not experience that again

#personal #thoughts #🍬 post #emetophobia tw #vent post #<- I guess? I mean it kinda sucks but I'm not that upset about it right now #anyway this is partly from the Cotard's delusion and partly because we also get delusions involving being parasitised #I think they're kind of linked together for us. like there's a similar vibe to them somehow #anyway the Cotard's delusion is like... it flares up every so often and gets really intense #but otherwise it's mostly just there in the background as like ''yeah that's a thing we experience'' but not affecting us that much #it's hard to explain how we usually feel about it when it's not flaring up really intensely #but at the moment it is flaring up so it's like... okay I guess this is what we're doing for the foreseeable future #idk we might just wake up later and be like ''oh never mind'' or it might flare up for a few weeks or whatever #also talking about this is wild because like I've definitely mentioned us having it but I'm still aware that everything says it's super rar #even though we've met multiple other people who have it and we had it for years without knowing it had a name or anything #but I'm still paranoid about getting fakeclaimed because people like to be like ''that's so rare. there's no way you can have that''#like idk what to tell you buddy my brain is convinced that I'm dead and that my organs are decomposing. I'm not happy about it either #being able to double-bookkeep and know we're experiencing a delusion also makes it weirder #because it's like yeah I know it sounds ridiculous and is technically impossible but my brain has decided that none of that matters #and me being like ''well that can't be true'' feels like being in denial so even though I know it's a delusion #a lot of the time it's easier to just lean into it and go ''okay sure I guess I'm dead. who gives a shit''#anyway let's see how I end up feeling after talking about this because either I'll post it and be like ''yeah this is fine''#or I'll get paranoid about being fakeclaimed or people being like ''what the actual fuck'' and end up deleting it

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some-teeth-in-a-trench-coat · 1 year

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Most people struggle to take compliments because of low self esteem and that's a problem for me too but also often I'm like two compliments away from believing I have those positive qualities because I have an Important Destiny which isn't as good as it sounds and not for the reason you think

#sfw #personal #ok to reblog #I said a thing last night that my bf commented on in awe of me and part of me really wants to take it bc it's smth I really wanna be good a #but I just know that if I let myself believe him I would be so vulnerable to The Delusions #(It's like the horrors except they're in your idea of reality like a haunted video game)#I have no idea what I'm on about anymore #Do I tag this as unreality? I'm pretty sure none of it is phrased as though the delusions hold any truth

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aphrogeneias · 3 months

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I think just a single supportive knee rub and squeeze from joe would fix me tbh

if he rubbed my back and squeezed my shoulder i'd be healed

#i just know he's warm too #his hands are warm i know it in my heart #(if you've met him and they're not don't tell me i wanna live in my delusion)#anonymous #inbox

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naggingatlas · 1 year

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i think people's takes on jev being this like thousand year old creatura are fascinating and fit even my interpretation of his character and place in the story (as like. a representation of the setting at large. an archaic force being shoved into a simulation/loop/machine. cosmis horror kinda shit) but i also think it's 1. funnier 2. scarier 3. more emotionally scarring to imagine him as like. a 30, 40, 50 year old man. just a quirky little guy. he had a childhood, maybe he got picked up by seam as an urchin and they were a travelling magic act and clownery and judy n punch duo and they stole apples from the market and he climbed trees w his little paws before someone made him wear shoes. he was a brash teenager and he played the accordion and kept all of his trinkets in a little chest he used to sleep in. seam made his suits, from his own crayon drawings. he was a middle aged man disenchanted with his work and he sought shelter from the boredom in bothering others. and he ran away so many times and he slept outside and he helped seam make their own beer and mead and they still played the accordion and the hurdy-gurdy together. isn't it scarier to make him a normal man? who turns into what we see? doesn't that hurt more doesn't that make his character even deeper. he was just like you and this means That can happen to you too, grounding stuff like that is like one of the basic rules of horror. and then he just goes to jail they straight up lock a mentally ill guy with all those horrors in the basement - not an old-as-time-itself demon, not a savage beast, but. a man. jevil russian sleep experiment au.

again im not calling anyone out its just an interpretation ive NEVER seen anyone else come up with and i genuinely wonder why and if my other jev readings continue to be weird as fuck to other people

#jevil #its kinda like. a reverse dc joker situation. the jerker does get like. INSIDIOUSLY scary and mind-fucky when #you turn him into. i wouldn't say satan himself that takes the edge off. but something completely unknown.#im casually writing a batman script in my own continuity and i could never keep up w All The Lore cuz thats not what batman is abt to me #and i took most of my inspiration from a serious house on serious earth and. those intermission strips in snyder's endgame #where people from an asylum or a nursing home i can't quite remember that had encounters w joker #describe him as all sorts of things but not human. and not in like oh he's a monster but like That Is Not A Homo Sapiens #and they're not listened to because they were all suffering from delusions and hallucinations before that but #yea. i hate jerker origin stories i hate them with my whole entire heart. make him the unknowable. not even a demon not satan #nothing of folklore or religion not even a lovecraftian something-something. just an entity. maybe not even an entity. he's an scp to me #not even a character. just a concept with a design. an apparition made to teach humans a lesson #you dont know how he got here you dont know why you wont ever know when he'll be gone.#give me judge holden but even more amorphous and. not scarring me for life. but u get the idea #im tryyyiinnnggg to write joker like an apparition of a schizo psyche like my dreams.#my favorite song to 'write' j to is freefall by rainbow kitten surprise. and he's just a figment of bruce's imagination here #just a little more tangible. vague and wrong but it's j. probably. and it's bruce's pov. it's a couple lines of dialogue #that's j. jevil is the opposite.

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