If I shall fall. On that day. I only pray;

Don't fall away from me.

live laugh love boyfriends

thinking about "2012 tumblr art style"

A babygorl and his babygorl

i ship the lesbian and the robot in scavengers reign

:thumbs_up:

i was drinking a strawberry açaí lemonade and thought “sanji would like this….”

some astarion fans be like "yeah i think its sexy when he continues the cycle of abuse that gave him all sorts of trauma" then act surprised when people look at them weird

“luz dying was bad writing” this “luz traveling between both worlds whenever was bad writing” that- SHUT UP. SHUT THE FUCK UP. ITS GREAT AND I DONT CARE.  i’ve followed this show from the beginning and i refuse to consume this ending critically. its fantastic and i love it the end

I will make you have to choose between continuing the weird flirtation with your awful chaos masochist friend who you have an antagonistic but sexually charged friendship with and an actual potential relationship with a person you met online who seems really funny and earnest and cute and normal

I will make your garbage brain decide this is a difficult task even though the choice should be really rather obvious

Nico Rosberg is the Finno-Anglo-Franco-Italiano-German who speaks 97 languages (including Welsh) and has a world record Il passports - but deep down he's really a Monegasque. You can tell from the exquisite manners and the smell of money whenever he wafts by. So even if he hadn't won the race for the last three years the build-up to the Monaco Grand Prix mostly consists of Nico dutifully explaining that he went through the tunnel to school every morning while growing up, and the media dutifully reporting it like they have the previous ten years he's said it. Just once we'd like Nico to bullshit the press conference and claim to have been raised by wolves in a Lappland yurt. Like Kimi.

my calendar said it was a good day to apprieciate the beauty of my ship's relationship.

so i doodled hard on this Sunday:3

plz ignore my typos im too lazy to fix anything xD

sum steddie for the locals and the cosplayers 💖

I HAVE BEEN HAVING, T H O U G H T S ABOUT RED DEAD REVOLVER AND I CANT SHARE THEM W ANYONE AND IM GOING fucking crazy okay. I CANT DO THIS ANYMOOOOREE I CAAANT I CANT I HATE THIS SO MUCH

Well friends, I’m back at it with yet another Alex cosplay, because I simply couldn’t help myself. This one is modeled after the second tma2 kickstarter stream.

I've been reading through the byler tag a lot in the last two days. One thing that really makes me stop is Mike and what his sexuality could be. On one hand, there is his whole relationship with El, then there is always the possibility of bisexuality. But what I've read in the tag and the byler master slides and now fully believe is that Mike is actually gay but heavily repressing it all. If it proves to be true, then Mike will be the best portrayal of comphet I have ever seen in media. And even if it is not confirmed, in my eyes, it is clearly there.

You could argue that it is just my interpretation, and that is fine. But for some context why I relate so much and think the comphet is so obvious: I grew up in a tiny town, in a country where nobody talked much about lgbt stuff as I was growing up. My parents never told me about it. I had no idea liking women was an option. I figured out I was a lesbian when I was 19. And the thing is, I have always had a crush on some guy. I picked the first one in kindergarten and then had one all the time. But in retrospect, I can now recognize signs that I always liked women more. But I simply didn't understand it. Every girl around me was getting boyfriends, talking about boys and crushes, so I always had one too. But to be fair, I did kind of like those boys. They were smart and funny and nice to talk to. Some I never talked to more than once. I was a kid. I didn't even think about stuff like kissing and such. Until the intimacy became a real option and I panicked, but more to that later.

Here, I think of Mike and El. I'm sure others have explained it better than me. She's there, he helps her. He cares about her, he thinks it could be love. She is the one who usually initiates and he goes with it. It's what's expected of him. And he might have been excited at first, which is perfect comphet to me. That's comphet. You are so brainwashed by everything you've been seeing your entire life that you think that's it. But then Mike gets a bit older, the relationship gets more demanding, more intimate (I'm not sexualizing them, you know what I mean) and suddenly we see him getting all stiff with the kisses. I've been through this too, when I was still figuring myself out. I went on a couple of dates with this guy and when we hugged it didn't feel right. When he asked to hold hands, I did, because I thought that after a month of chatting and three dates that was something you should do. And when he wanted to kiss me on the second and the third date, I couldn't. I literally said a quick goodbye and fled to my car. That day I texted him I just didn't feel the same and to stop going out, but inside I finally knew that I was never going to be comfortable doing anything like that with a guy. But it took me 19 long years to figure that out because of comphet.

So no, I wouldn't say that it's far-fetched to think that Mike and El were just a childhood romance that was never going to last. You grow up and you change, find yourself. Maybe I'm projecting and totally wrong, but if you struggled with comphet, I would guarantee that you can see yourself reflected in Mike. Not to mention the way he treated Will after he arrived in Cali. It was very odd to his character. Unless you look at it with a similar lense. He isn't ready to accept who he is. For plethora of reasons. It is definitely a narrative choice to have him acting like that.

I would say that a casual viewer would not really pick up on this stuff, but a queer viewer? Oh, we do. It actually makes me tear up reading some other theories and such because to me, it is there. That comphet, that inner struggle with accepting who you are versus who you are supposed to be, what your parents and friends expect you to be.

Or it's queerbait and I'm reading too much into this. It's late, idk.

THE WORLD IS A LAKE OF FIRE AND I AM A TINY BUCKET OF WATER. I'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO PUT OUT THE FLAMES, BUT I SURE AS HELL CAN MAKE THAT FIRE HURT.