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inspiration saturday
thank you to @alyxmastershipper for the tag <3333 (that moodboard is absolutely fire btw, also made me feel a little sick with anticipation)
so um here have a bunch of lame ass man tweets i've been collecting for the no rizz kink fic (and beneddie posthumously)
tagging @danielsousa (i still hate you btw i'm not talking to u until this fic comes out) @jamietarts @shitouttabuck @butchdiaz @911onabc and anyone else who wants to do it <333
#sami rambles#all of these are so special to me#im saving one specific post for when i actually post the fic bc its the thesis of the whole thing#also im so close to being done#just one last scene to write i think#buddie wips#no rizz kink fic#inspiration saturday#tag game
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We only see each other at funerals
(On Jason, Thalia, Nico, Bianca, and their parallels/connections)
The Titan's Curse (Rick Riordan), @/anxiousmaya_, Right Now (Gracie Abrams), The Battle of the Labyrinth (Rick Riordan), Joan of Arc (Mary Gordon), The Lost Hero (Rick Riordan), Episodes Toward and Elegy for Halley's Comet (Lindsey Drager), Jason Grace (Riordan Wiki), The Gods Show Up (Michael Kinnucan), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), What the Living Do (Marie Howe), The House of Hades (Rick Riordan), Planet of Love (Richard Siken), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), Tangerine (Nolune), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), The Blood of Olympus (Rick Riordan), I Bet On Losing Dogs (Mitski), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/abhorarchive (Twitter), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), Seventeen (MARINA), The Burning Maze (Rick Riordan), @/rollercoasterwords, The Tyrant's Tomb (Rick Riordan), @/the-overanalyst, Where Things Come Back (John Corey Whaley), Grit (Silas Denver Martin), Softcore (The Neighbourhood), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Frost (Mitski), @/moonbends, I'm Your Man (Mitski), Sun Bleached Flies (Ethel Cain), The Tower of Nero (Rick Riordan), Three (Sleeping At Last), My Art
#nono you don't understand it's about the siblings#it's about how thalia lost jason once only to get him back and lose him again#it's how jason and bianca both walked into their deaths with their eyes wide open#it's about zeus trying to kill nico and bianca and him doing nothing to stop jason from dying#it's about thalia being in the hunters and nico hating her but he knows how to grieve with that kind of loss#so he'll help her. for jason. for bianca. because no one deserves to mourn a sibling alone#like these four barely interact but they're soooo connected i could go on forever#i'm so sad thalia and nico never actually got a scene together after the burning maze#and ALSO#it's about the fact that reyna is one of the most (if not the most) important people left in their lives#LIKE#do you think thalia found out how close nico and reyna were and started watching her more closely#because every person the two of them have shared has ended up six feet under#so reyna gets annoyed with how protective thalia is but she doesn't stop her bc part of her can tell thalia needs it#and nico constantly checks to make sure reyna's life force is still strong#bc he never wants to be caught off guard by a death again#ok im done now i promise#the trials of apollo#trials of apollo#nico di angelo#reyna ramirez arellano#reyna avila ramirez arellano#web weaving#fanart#my art tag#thalia grace#jason grace#percy jackson#percy jackson fanart#bianca di angelo
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Immortal whumper that let's immortal whumpee run away every now and again.
They both know, sooner or later, they'll be found again.
#whump#whump prompt#immortal whumpee#Immortal whumper#🤌 It's about the constant fear 🤌#🤌 It's about the recapture trope 🤌#🤌 It's about the characters knowing each other so so well and them being the only constant in each other's long long lives 🤌#🤌 It's about the horror in the comfort and the comfort in the horror 🤌#🤌 It's about the question if running away is worth it or if the anticipation of being found again and again isn't worse than enduring#the constant torture 🤌#Okey im done now#Actually#🤌It's about maybe feeling almost safe after like a hundred years or more only to realize that whumper has actually been waiting close by#for years for exactly that moment#Maybe even having wormed their way into whumpees social circle#To show how fake that safety always was 🤌#Also 🤌 It's about the intimacy 🤌
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i was gonna make a whole seperate post about how context and art seems to imply that the ex boyfriend that got stephanie pregnant was at least 18, if not older, when she was 16/15, which is kinda squicky (i mean not if she's 16 really, but 15 yes) but in my journeys on the Stephanie Brown wiki (real and delightful thing that exists) i discovered the batman chronicles #22 where her UNCLE HITS ON HER???? i think that's what we're meant to get from it anyway the dialogue is subtle (the art is not imo). AND I. WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT. STEPHANIE YOU CAN START AS MANY GANG WARS AS YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE THE WAY IT IS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#SORRY AND COUPLED WITH ROBIN 1993 ISSUE 111 WHERE IT'S REVEALED HER DAD'S FRIEND TRIED TO ASSAULT HER WHEN SHE WAS A KID#STEPHANIE BABY IM SO SORRY YOUR LIFE IS LIKE THIS#god no wonder she was so insane about tim. simultaneously loving him and being paranoid he was gonna cheat or something#i mean a) he skirted close to it at times very early on in his robin run which is. weird to say the least. rip tim sorry they did that to u#but also b) every man in her life treats her like THIS (guy who got her pregnant also abandoned her) so yeah#no wonder she expects the worst from tim but also clings to him like glue. bc he hasnt done any of those things (yet. to stephs knowledge)#it's super unfair on tim but also ohhhhh my god. oh my god her life is awful her life is so awful#i know a lot of ppl resent bg 2009 for not going into how awful her life is and there's merit to that criticism#but also the book was explicitly trying to give her a fucking break from the hardship#and after reading this. i can get behind it. i could before too but doubly now#i need. so many hurt/comfort fics about stephs history with shitty guys. so badly
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more adhd jason grace or die by my sword
#jason grace#heroes of olympus#pjo#riordanverse#is he a strong leader. yes. is he the most forgetful man you ever met. also yes#could he kill you with a lightning strike. yes. does he often get lost in his activity du jour and forget to sleep. ALSO YES#stuff#also side note - more dyslexic jason specifically struggling at chb#where everything is labeled in ancient greek for the greek demigods' ease of comprehension#this is a fic waiting to happen but like#jason being completely lost with every sign around camp because his latin wired brain can't read that shit#he doesnt say anything because he's like 'im the guest here i should just learn ancient greek'#easier said than done his brain Rebels against learning it he tries but none of it seems to stick#until someone notices how jason will just blank-stare the sign posted on the armory door that says 'closed for cleaning'#and it's written in english too but that doesn't help jason he's almost as bad at reading in english as he is in ancient greek#so he DEFINITELY cant read the smaller print that says 'do not enter under threat of being eaten by cleaning harpies'#and our man just walks right in and almost gets eaten lmao#and then nico or someone is like. hmm. has anyone considered that this roman dyslexic demigod just cant fucking read ancient greek lmao#cue a campwide project to add latin to all the signs#these tags are a runaway train i just want more adhd dyslexic jason grace that's all
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#we're so back#ive been struggling with this chapter and a few things i want to go back and edit in the previous ones#but i think. for now. i know what im doing with ch4 at least#thanks everyone for your patience as i deal with life being really really bad lol#ive been jumping around a lot writing this chapter out of order so it's not even close to being done BUT#at least i can start putting it together and making it comprehensible#also there are poly options here but they're a surprise for later
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veep dad comfort art
#veep dad :]#i have Not been well mentally tbh the second im with friends i DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE anyways ill be VENTING A TINY BIT HERE#i need excitement in my life but im like#has no social life#oopsies...!#so i thought yknow what would make me happy rn. My Veep Dad#yea thats it#also ive been struggling with motivations to play ttcc and draw so....#apologies for being in the game less. especially as im in the post game with almost everything done#im usually kinda really goal oriented in games and yeah having no tasks or close friends to play with#im just kinda THERE and getting that initial push to do stuff is very hard#my motivation has just been at an all time zero (again) and it upsets me bc i do wanna do stuff...not bc ohh productivity but bc#i just wanna HAVE FUNNNN#anyways erm.... thanks for listening to my little rant here again. i dont know where else to express this sort of stuff. feels wrong to dum#it on strangers who i know are there for my art but. whatever. yknow#just wish i was more motivated in general but my life is Just Kinda Sad and im an Antisocial Anxious Wreck Dear Cog#senior vice president#sr vp#veep dad#personal tag if i dont wanna main tag....#doodles#traditional art#guz art#toontown
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I actually for real feel like my phone's scanning quality has dropped monumentally while I was away on thing so that's a fun thing to figure out now. anyways
#sk8 the infinity#kyan reki#hasegawa langa#renga#answering of ''sure'' whenever they ask ''are you gay'' strikes again#gods. genuinely at least on the export the quality of these dropped like to half. whats up with that#sorry if these are impossible to parse#anyways. scribbled these during ''holiday'' ''vacation'' ''getaway'''#sometimes it really is the simple things. hallucinating vividly about the casual life of a pair of teens to survive being in a car for 6hrs#WITH da family#so glad I picked up scribbling on paper again. I actually got stuff to do digitally today and!! literally it feels so much cleaner#like I feel like I relearned a bunch stuff doing traditional ink again for a sec#but yeah. u guys should know by now how much I think about food as a concept#took 3m off last year to write about it in fact. but now Im just microdosing by drawing langa#I'm also actually so insane about reki being a scaredy cat it's so. something. it means so much to me#this of course means koyomi is a jumpscare champion. among siblings that are close in age there must be#the one who sleeps in the lower bunk. and the one who ties a doll to a string by its neck and lower it down to be next to the others face#'why is that so specific' no further question. thank you#gods okay. I need to lay the fuck down it is now my time. to be in bed#Im onto some real exciting stuff rn! and when this piece is done I'll return to ink for a sec#so uh. ink comm maybe not this week. but the next#happy late labor day! seek and destroy. have a good night
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#i have two comics that are close to done and dont know which one to finish#ones oblivious pining and the others joking about dating the blue spirit#also i have tickets to see the ATLA concert tomorrow?!? im so excited#ahh i have so many zukka comics planned but im not sure which one to start on next#ones a longer post canon one about sokka drinking cactus juice and confessing and zuko doesnt know how to say he feels the same when sokka#puts his life on the line for him#another is the 'do you regret it' betrothal one thats not really angsty#one's a redo of my tea shop au with sokka being the college kid who comes in to work lte at night#ones a canon one about zuko getting sick and not knowing how to trust the gaang#i really like that one but its not really shippy#and then more. so. many more that i dont know which to start#hajsjdj#notmyart#CRAP I NEED TO SET UP MY STORE#i might just accept that maybe ill take a loss this first time and do it before i cant anymore. just do the easiest platform and just Go
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The IBDP is an amazing way to have a normal sleep schedule!!!! AND AS A BONUS you can have such a healthy work-life balance!! My mental health is the best its ever been!!
#guys im lying#this is a cry for help#im so close to being done but also so so far#ibdp#ib program#international baccalaureate#please someone make me go to bed and not do the TOK essay...
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my creative process is like this, a good 60% of the time…
me: there’s no writing if i’m too tired to do it !
me: *takes a long long nap*
#i swear idk how to stop being tired#i’ll never get this shit done#im so close to 30k words and also death#writeblr#writing humor#writing problems#writing memes#writing community#writing is hard#writers block#writers on tumblr#writing
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assorted zags from the past week. finally got back to krita! and then almost immediately was back on my phone again
#my art#hades game#zagreus#krita#medibang paint#i think i kinda popped off with that first one but im Still being very wary of spoilers#so i ended up having the exact same like 4 images i had as reference material as the first time i drew him#and i didnt realize the like arrow-patterned bit is actually the spine to the cerberus skulls until i was basically done 💔#only found his official character sheet while looking for something for a different drawing bc i didnt want to open the game ← brainwormed#would like to say also that the bottom left one is vaguely that one animation phoenix has. maybe apollo to some extent but im not there yet#i have only played 1 and a half aas over the years but its very close to my heart im excited to eventually catch up
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Hello everyone <]:) just plopping in one last time to tell you that I'm retiring solarcas for the time being. The spn brainworms left me (they're probably already seeing other ppl smh), and I don't see myself making any new content for it anytime soon and I don't wanna keep a seperate space for it anymore. You can follow my main @masters-calling if you wanna stick around, but no pressure. If you were just here for the desitels I get it <3 I will still rb spn stuff over there occassionally when it crosses my way bc I'm not fully done w it (bc let's be real when is one ever hfkfhfk) and maybe one day I'll revive this blog who knows. If the brainworms ever return. Or if jackles drops the tapes whatever happens first
I'm not deleting this blog now or ever so all my art will stay up here :) thank you for the great time everyone!!! Spnblr, despite its many ups and downs, was a whole lot of fun and allowed me to meet many cool people <33 wishing you all the best!!! 💕👋🏼☀️🫂
#i feel like i need to end this w saying smth grand but. honestly i said everthing there is to say#and who knows maybe i'll just need a break of a month or two and then i'll return. we'll see#i already unfollowed like. 200+ blogs last night to clean my dash from spn fhdkfhfkd i kept the close mutuals tho (i think mist of you#already follow my main anyway xhkffhdk <3) and i already feel much better#i think part of me being so done w this interest is that i focused all my creative energy into it#and while i rly found myself as a fanartist through this it is also an open invite to burnout so.#i feel like i need to find my own artistic voice again. branch out a little and what not#anyway. its been fun!!!! 💕😚 im already missing some of you. esp my blorbos from my notes i had a few under all my art pieces that i had#started to recognise. schnüff#i'll see yall in another life (my main) <333 fhkddh#solar posts#personal
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I DID MY COMEDY PERFORMANCE TODAY!!! in front of like 200 people!!! and i didnt stutter or forget what to say!!! and people laughed!!!
#i wasnt THE funniest other performances got better reactions but that was largely because the people performing were popular#point is people laughed !! two girls i barely know came up to me after and said i was really good! (thank you nikita and i forgot your name#and according to one of my friends some mullets were making fun of me during my thing and then a popular girl behind them was like#hey stop dont do that#so thats cool#and the girl whos lockers next to mine also complimented my comedy thing after so that was nice#+ one of the other ppl performing who i used ro be super good friends with (years ago) was very engaged and laughing which was nice :-)#we may not be close friends anymore but yk its nice to still get along 👍#also two of my friends also performed and they did well too ‼️ it was very cool#anyway im very proud of myself for being able to perform in front of that many people cos i have literally never done that#the last time i spoke to an audience of more than 30 people was year 4 assembly and that was like 100 ppl max#so yea im very happy lol. especially considering that the past three years weve been doing persuasive speeches instead of comedy#(comedy was introduced this year to try it out instead of persuasive speeches)#and for the past 2 years ive done my speeches to just the teacher and a few friends cos i dont like giving persuasives to the whole class#(which i still feel tbh) but like. i can do comedy and play a character in front of an audience! which is pretty awesome
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stupid asshole who lives in my brain
#haven#oc#traditional media#monochrome#lineart#sketch#horrible beast who i am finally closing in on a narrative for#im so glad honestly i hate having characters just float around disconnected from any kind of actual story with no point#kind of fitting that he was stuck being a tool without a purpose for a while honestly lmao#in terms of a character i have he was very much a purpose-built tool for specific situations#and then i stopped doing oc erp so he stopped being useful#as a *character* he was also about being a tool purpose-built for specific situations (managing really complicated operations#and doing extreme violence to lots of people at once) and now his narrative is about him doing his best to get rid of the situations#and then discovering he doesn't have a purpose and going completely off the rails about it#unfortunately (fortunately? makes him fun to write) he is also an overdramatic entitled pissbaby of a man without the good sense god gave a#rock so he does all sorts of dumb stupid shit all the fucking time if he feels even a little bit bad so he does nothing normal about this#when its done ill share it#ah shit i forgot about . alt text hang on#this one's really only for archival purposes anyway i cant imagine anyone's reblogging this man to their dash#he's so annoying.#ok fixed the alt text
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who is your favourite female character in Dostoyevsky's works!! i adore all the women in his stories to be honest. . . they deserve the world
OHHHHH THIS IS SUCH A GOOD QUESTION DONT MAKE ME CHOOSE BETWEEN ALL 78 OF MY WIVES....... i really do adore his female characters because truly madly deeply they are ALL UNHINGED in some capacity and that is the chief quality i look for in a woman. it's VERY close but i think in the end it's gotta be either nastasya filippovna or grushenka <333 honorable mentions list is too long but dunya, lise khokhlakova, and varvara stavrogina are also very dear to me—i just really really love morally complex women with devastating backstories who do bad things especially out of self-hatred/self-sabotage, extra especially if those bad things are to men <3 nastasya & grushenka did nothing wrong
#dont make me choose between nastasya and grushenka. my two weed smoking girlfriends#I LOVE A GOOD INSTIGATOR CHARACTER WHAT CAN I SAY#i do love the i can fix him archetype girls like sonya too dont get me wrong its just. self destructive characters get me every time#also i want to give a hug to lizaveta C&P and marya lebyadkina. they deserved better :(#thank u for the ask <33 pls discuss what are yalls favorite and why is it nastasya#also im very close to being done w demons..........expect art soonish. once im out of exam hell#i keep trying to draw pyotr but i swear to god every time he turns out looking like fucking long hair j/erma. i wish i was kidding#anonasks#very good ask!! a big part of why i love dostoevsky so much is because his characters are SO FUCKING GOOD and his women are always 11/10
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