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maebyshifting · 7 months

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my descendants dr!

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firstly i haven't even watched descendants until last year when my friend forced me to and i absolutely fell in love with it

my favorite movie is def the second one, but my ranking goes two, three, then one. uma's crew brings exactly what it needed and i love them so much

in general my favorite character is evie i love her <3 mwah the older sister figure i never knew i needed

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my name is raye fitzherbert and i am the child of rapunzel and eugene!

we are 18/19 and auradon is a university instead of a prep/high school

ben and i are basically like siblings as our parents are very close - unfortunately auradon believes we're arranged to be married since we are so close

i have a cat named sunny and she is an actual ray of sunshine i love her so much

here she is :)

i don't have any siblings, which is why ben and i are so close since we're only children

my wardrobe consists of a lot of yellow + lavender + light blue combos

i have a dagger that i have on me at all times just in case and know how to sword fight/use it

i look more like my dad but i have my moms eyes and freckles :)

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while there are dorms in auradon, i do not have a roommate right now but i can request one if i want

in my home castle my room is up in the tower and is full of artistic doodles from my mom and i and its a lavender and sunny aesthetic

lots of purple and yellow if that makes sense (yellow is my favorite color even in my cr so it makes sense for me)

speaking of yellow my dorm at auradon is more yellow than lavender because its my favorite color :)

there's a lot of majors but i have no idea what i want to major in yet so i'm still figuring it all out

we actually use magic in auradon! i think magic is so central and our parents definitely passed their magic onto us so we get to use it

also in carona we have a lantern ceremony for my birthday and it is so beautiful i get emotional every time

so we celebrate my birthday and the day my mom was found, there's other festivals as well to celebrate things like harvest and fall <3

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i am shifting to the first movie, specifically the day that the vks are coming to auradon!

i love to meet people and experience all of that so i get to meet the vks with ben and help show them around

nothing really changes in the first movie, mal doesn't drug ben because that was wild but ben definitely has had a crush on mal for a while now

i convinced him to propose his vk plan <3

in the second movie i also go to the isle with ben and we both get kidnapped!

i made a tiktok about this but i literally follow him and wind up being taken as well- oops

but hey thats where i meet uma's crew!

and harry but thats not important rn-

third movie i'm with jane for her birthday and meet up with everyone in the woods like in the movie

so yeah other than that its like super close to the movies

i can't wait for after the third movie though timeline was because it's going to be so fun with all the villain kids in auradon with us

especially uma's crew <3 i love uma so much i respect the hell out of her

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as i already said, ben and i are basically siblings auradon doesn't agree rn smh

we speak to each other in french when we don't want others to know what we're saying

also as stated before ben has a HUGE crush on mal

because we've been doing research on the isle so he could propose his idea to his parents

anway

i'm really good friends with jane and my friend sol :) idk if they're on tumblr but they are my shifting best friend and we script each other into our drs so we can meet

anyway sol is chad's twin and they're cinderella and prince charming's kids

her and chad are very close as siblings, brains and beauty frfr

i haven't met any of the vks yet but i hope to be really good friends with them :)

especially evie and uma's crew

but like i'm excited to meet everyone

lets talk about harry hook

i like to script scenarios so if you're not into that feel free to ignore this! i like to jot the ideas down so it finally leaves my head

sooooo harry has a little crush

that's the best way to explain it

so while ben has a crush on mal, harry has a little crush on a certain princess and doesn't think it'll ever happen until the press interview said princess where they state that ben and her are more like siblings not arranged lovers

so yeah :) descendants two is going to be fun

audrey doesn't like me or mal

she thinks i'm in the way of her families plan for her to be queen but i'm literally like go! take him! i don't want ben!

but he has eyes on mal so she doesn't like that either

other than that i'm very close with my parents and ben's parents

also gil and i are going to be best friends. i haven't met him yet but that's my goal because he also speaks french and is so naturally funny

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in this dr we do still sing and dance which is so fun

my dance partner usually was ben, but after the vks arrived it turns into jay

jay gives older brother vibes idk he makes me feel safe

there's a ton of balls as well where we dress up and wear our crowns since a lot of us are princesses/princes

here's my crown :) its like a mini version of my moms crown but in my mind its more stylized to fit the yellow/lavendar theme i have

i think that's everything i can think of- if anyone has any questions i'd love to answer them!

i love talking about my drs and this one is so special to me because the world is so amazing and i love the music so much

also if you have a descendants dr please tell me about them!

#reality shifting #shifting #quantum jumping #shiftblr #scripting #shifting community #disney descendants #descendants #shifting to descendants #my descendants dr #i had a dream about harry hook thats why he's my s/o here #also i love slow burn #and friends to lovers #and this one is enemies to friends to lovers so its even better #about my dr #dr #desired reality

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zerodaryls · 4 months

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19, 22, 23 (the temptation to ask 12 was sooooo strong ((i mean maybe you made more than one but jeez who does that lol)).)

19. What’re you excited about for next year?

hate that this is the first thing that came to mind but i'm really lookin' forward to getting a tax return so i can put it toward my next Wales trip (though that probably won't be until a couple years later lol)

but like. other than that i don't really have a lot of Concrete things i'm looking forward to next year. 2024 is largely unwritten in my mental Planner. i guess i'm excited about Possibilities. i've put myself out there with a couple business ventures (like, self-employment stuff that i'm hoping will work out for me so i can finally get my own place and have a comfortable schedule and stuff), and i'm hoping to publish my first novel in some way, so i'm curious and a lil anxious but still excited about where things might lead.

22. Favorite place you visited this year?

god that's a tough one because i did a lot of traveling this year lol. like, mostly all within a 2-hour radius of where i live, but i've explored a lot of towns and metro areas. i really like the Tennyson St area of Denver; it's like its own downtown and not half as overwhelming as the big city center.

a little further out was Trinidad, CO, and i really loved the vibe of that little town. the downtown was really charming, with a super cool history museum that had a special section dedicated to a Dr. Stanley Biber, who was known for doing gender-affirming surgeries from 1969 until he retired. he literally did over 3,000 bottom surgeries for trans people, and apparently at one time the town was known as "the sex change capital of the world". i didn't even fucking know that when i stopped off at this town, what a pleasant surprise!! there were several visibly queer/trans people in town (yes i'm going off vibes but like. c'mon. my gaydar is excellent) and stickers in the windows of local businesses proclaiming them to be accepting, affirming, safe spaces. <3

i went into a local artist co-op shop and the guy who ran it was sitting there whittling at his latest wood project, and he talked to me for a while about how he moved there a few years ago and absolutely loved it, how everyone was so warm and friendly, he made me wanna move there lol.

i think when i go places, what really makes a place stand out to me is the interactions i have with people there. i'm an introvert by nature but i really hold those short, sweet connections with strangers dear to my heart.

23. If you could send a message to yourself back on the first day of the year, what would it be?

god, i don't even remember what state i was in at the beginning of the year, so idk what would have benefited me most. i do wish i'd set aside a little more money to do the discovery flight thing this year. i'm gonna have to postpone it til next year, hopefully i can make it a birthday gift to myself toward the beginning of the year, lol, but i think if i could message myself in january 2023 i'd be like 'put like 200 bucks aside so you can fly a plane this year'

also 'do NOT buy that 80 dollar vibrator. it fucking sucks. the 20 dollar one is literally better. never buy expensive toys because they are never as good as you'd think they'd be'. 😅

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stephaniedola · 4 months

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oldass ask meme that i have been answering at different periods over the course of 15ish years

feel free to ignore but im posting it so i can find it again later

1.This survey gets a little personal; can you handle it? I sure hope so by now.

2. If you married the last person you texted, what would your last name be? withnocrown–– I'm sure that's its actual last name, right?

3. Were you happy when you woke up today? I woke up a lil achey and queasy but then I rolled over and listened to a voice memo from my friend and his GF and they were cute and asking me over for dinner sometime so now I'm happy

4. When were you on the phone last? And with who? Ummm I think it was my friend Evan asking me if I could pick him up at the mall on the 26th, but I was going the wrong way

5. What are you excited for? New Year's Eve! And my birthday (the 1st) I guess but mostly NYE.

6. What were you doing yesterday? Errands + resting + recovering from earth shattering sex (12 year old me would be so shocked to read how far I've come)

7. Honestly, who was the last person to tell you they love you! My friend in aforementioned voice memo

8. What's the last thing you put in your mouth? Water.

9. Have a best friend? Yup, he's my platonic husband. He's also pretty much always been my answer to this question :3

10. Are you scared to fall in love? I have spent the last few years building up an immunity to love powder.

11. Do you think teenagers can be in love? Honestly, yes, but I feel like it's extreeeeemely unlikely that teen relationships actually last. But they do sometimes!

12. Last person you wanted to punch in the face? God, I can't even recall. How did I get through 3 different family Christmasses without wanting to punch anybody?

13. What time is it right this second? 05:09

14. What do you want right now? More tgirl dick

15. Who was the last person you took a picture with? My mommy <3

16. Are you single/taken/heartbroken/or confused? Single, aromantic, poly, and for the first time not at all confused. Also, let the record show my original answer to this question in 2010 was: "Taken! O_o Don't ask! :/"

17. When was the last time you cried? Uhhh within the last week I think? but idk when

18. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? That's a fantastic question! Yes and no

19. Do you find it hard to trust others? Extremely

20. How fast does your mind change? To quote 12-year-old me, "Fast. :3"

21. I bet you miss somebody right now. Every day.

22. Can you honestly say you're okay right now? Yeah, I can.

23. Why do you think so many people cheat? Because love is cursed by monogamy

24. Tell me what's on your mind? Kinky t4t sex

25. What are you looking forward to in the next three months? NYE, my birthday, catching up with people in the new year, my senior year of university.

26. Have you ever worn the opposite sex's clothing? I'm gonna choose the asshole answer to this question which is, um, I'm intersex 🙄 but strictly speaking, yes, obviously I have

27. When did you last talk to your number 1 top friend? Yesterday

28. When is your next road trip? Honestly? Ideally within the month to Montreal. More realistically over the spring or summer (Bro I'm screaming I've also been reading along with my 2017 answers and I had written "No idea honestly. Hopefully soon-ish to Montreal." I have not changed at all)

29. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell anything to? Anything is a strong term.

30. How's your heart? Still beating.

31. Have you ever felt like you weren't important? Yes, but not any more. (Keeping this answer as long as I believe it)

32. Do you think somebody's in love with you? Oh, for sure, baby~!

33. What are you planning on doing after this? Getting ready to go to my cousin's surprise birthday party and then stay with family for a couple days.

34. Next time you will kiss someone? Nonzero chance it is on NYE.

35. Have you told anybody you loved them today? Yes <3 Always

36. Who do you not get along with? Really, only people who actively disrespect the people I love.

37. What does your 3rd recent text say? "ahh yeah how could i forget ov"

38. What are you wearing right now? Nothing, darling~

39. You're locked in a room with the person you last kissed, how is it? I imagine we would engage in similar sexual escapades to the last time we kissed

40. When's the last time you had a grilled cheese? A couple weeks ago

41. What's your favorite boy and girl name right now? Feminine: Meredith Masculine: Lewis Neuter: Avery

42. How did you feel when you woke up? "Queasy and achey"

43. Do you wish someone would call or text you right now? Nah, I'm popular

44. Do you crack your knuckles? It's one of the few joints I don't crack tbh.

45. What were you doing yesterday at midnight? YESTERDAY at midnight or TODAY at midnight? The answer to both is sleeping.

46. What are your LEGAL initials? All I shall say is that it spells the name of an animal.

47. Who's the first B in your contacts? Some dude in Florida named Bailey

48. When was the last time you laughed really hard? I think it must have been on the 22nd with my friend we had a lot of fun and were stoned as hell so

49. Your number 1 top friend walks out of your life, do you go after them? Been there, done that, and I would.

50. Explain your last awkward moment? I feel like I said something awkward to my cousin that I thought his current gf had said but it was actually his ex fsajgkhls

51. Are you afraid of the dark? More and more every year

52. Do you have good vision? Yea, particularly in the dark actually lol

53. Have you ever tripped someone? Yes and he sucked and it was hilarious and I regret nothing.

54. Have you ever slapped someone? Yea

55. Are you Irish? Like 50%

56. Do you use chap stick? Mmmhm

57. Do you have any scars? Soooo many. Newest one is growing on my finger.

58. Is there someone you will never forgive? Never? Surely not

59. Are you dating the person you last held hands with? God no they're insane

60. Name the last person to text you. Prinxë

61. Would you marry someone 8 years older than you? I would barely even marry my husband aside from for legal maneuvering

62. Can you go in public looking like you do? I would get arrested so no

63. Have you ever kissed someone whose name started with a A? Yeah,,,, my hot TA last semester

64. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Da middle

65. What's the first thing you'll do on your wedding day? Cry and be like why did I spend so much money on a wedding

66. Do you fall for people easily? P much on sight yea

67. Has anyone put their arms around you in the past 5 days? Yeeeees

68. Do you miss the way things used to be? Of course. Who doesn't?

69. Song you're thinking of right now? Talk – Coldplay

70. Want someone back in your life? Yep. So bad. Soooososososo bad. If he texted me it would make my day in a heartbeat. I also want her back, but I'd like to think if she texted me I wouldn't respond.

71. Will tomorrow be better than today? It's n ew years eve baby I sure hope so

72. What's the color of the shirt you are wearing? Beige flesh

73. Who was the first friend that you had? Lindsey

74. Does it bother you when someone lies to you? Yes I cannot decipher your neurotypical nonsense

75. Is there anyone who understands your relationship status? There are, yeah, but it's a pretty damn select few

76. Are you a naturally happy person? Or is your happiness forced? I have bipolar disorder

77. Is there anyone you wish would fall in love with you? Everyone all the time

78. What do you wear when you sleep? Same thing I'm wearing right now

79. Are you obsessed with something right now? SEX

80. The first person you loved is? Terry

81. Something terrible happened with you? My stepdad died slowly of dementia, so

82. You are locked up with someone you love, what happens? Again, the deranged sex

83. If you could wish something, what would it be? For more deranged sex. Ideally in Montreal.

84. Ever forced someone to do something? Like it's hard?

85. When you are alone, what do you think about? SEX

86. How was your first kiss? Romantic and sweet. We're still friends.

87. What's your favorite music genre? Alt rock, that'll never change

88. Are you going to tag people to do this? Me in the future

#thots et al #that one ask meme

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munamania · 4 months

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14, 18, 19 for end of year asks?

omg thank u!! 14. best book i read this year? i have been flopping largely with reading whole books there's just been so much shit going on. hmm but i read most of the house of forgetting by benjamin alire saenz (actually i need to see if i have my copy w me i wanna finish) and liked it. im reading tsh for the first time now and enjoying it so far! im really hoping to do more reading in the new year and i think i can finally be successful in that now that im winding down in school yk. it's been a bit hellish

18. a memorable meal this year? hmmmmm... i went to the smokehouse grill and me and two of my friends got high beforehand lol and then i was sitting next to this alum whose movie ive seen now like. 3 times? and felt like i was making such awkward conversation but he was cool. and our prof was walking around and he was so stressful lmfao but like we were at the finish line that was the last day of class i think so we'd all been thru hell u just have to trust me there. and one girl got the dinner singer to sing happy birthday to him which was just really funny (was not his bday) and also our ta's girlfriend (who was just there. instead of us say having a second ta to help. i forgive them the tiniest bit for being lesbians even tho they're boring) got up on stage to sing and ATE HIS ASS UP. oh i bet that guy was embarrassed lolll. i also started following recipes and getting more experimental with cooking this year so that was nice!

19. whatre you excited about in the new year? NOT BEING IN SCHOOL HALLELUJAH GET ME OUT OF THERE. then there's the Horrors of adulthood but im not even that worried i am so sick of being in school i am barely making it out alive each semester. it'll be cool to have time to try and create a life that i enjoy without having to account for like. classes. fuck college fr. and im also excited to just be able to hang out with friends and have more little adventures and just be a little weirdo and make out with some people idk

#asks #yippeeeee #long post

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seasurfacefullofclouds1 · 5 months

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I was a Larrie in 2017. I still remember how all Larries were ecstatic that Louis wasn’t promoting his single with Steve on 1st Feb but instead was with Harry celebrating his birthday but soon there were pictures of him in all tabloids having a party with all of his closest friends from the Gerbers to Adele to Tommy Lee. There were so many explanations floated around, party was not on that day, Louis was also hiding in the back etc etc.

So Louis blew off his work when he was promoting his very first single to spend time with him but Harry had to have a celebrity party for appearances?

The pattern seemed to continue and I had to jump off the Larrie train. It seemed like a lot of smoke of mirrors made by desperate people. I left that part of social media. FITF kind of bought the excitement back so I started treading back into the Tumblr waters. Not much has changed in terms of fantasy, fiction and fandom but the Tumblr Larries have become very openly Harrie and vicious towards Louis leaving the subtlety in the past. The big Larries are all new people and they have built their kingdoms with so many lies. They have skewed so much history to their own whims and fancies. I really can’t believe how cultish it has all become and how much more dumb they sound. Anyway I am glad Louis seems to be thriving despite them.

2017-19 were really hard years for Louis.

I was still reading Larries’ lies about Louis hiding in the back of the stadium for Harry’s concerts during Louis’ own tour. I really couldn’t believe that they would continue making up this degrading, insulting shit for Louis, and that most Larries wanted to believe it.

Their wanting to grasp at straws was a bigger priority than wanting anything good for Louis, after all these years of waiting and doubt, to finally go on his own tour.

Even now, if you check the HLD’s Tumblr for Rolling Stones UK Awards (HLD still gets the most Larrie notes), the highest notes are for the video where Louis answered the question about Harry’s bald head. At an UK award show where Louis performed, and was nominated, and had many more interesting interviews on the red carpet.

Idk man. If I were a Larrie in 2023, with Freddie looking like an exact copy of Louis, and Louis blocking HLD and publicly shaming Larry head canons on Twitter, I would never show my face again.

Personally, I feel like the amount of bad information, fetishizing, homophobia, misogyny, and bad ethics have exponentially increased since 2018, and you’re right, the new big Larries have no love for Louis… they’re completely about retaining their followers. It’s horrifying to be in that head space.

#larries #louis tomlinson

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khodorkovskaya · 11 months

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01.06.23

stayed up until 1am yesterday talking to my zurich friend (instead of staying up until 1am playing the stupid connect the dots game on my phone lol)

i gave him the unbearable lightness of being and immortality to read and now im a bit embarrassed about it idk. i was 19 when i read the unbearable lightness of being and it resonated with me for various reasons and i remember reading it with a pencil and underlining different quotes and writing little comments and stuff. i don't remember every single thing i underlined ofc but i remember that there was a lot of stuff that stood out to me.

so yesterday i was talking to my zurich friend and he hits me with "now i have information about your sex life". and i was like fuck, what did i write in that book? cos i remember it was quite sexual at times, so i was like shit, did i highlight something graphic? this is so embarrassing. and he was like "yeah, so there's this paragraph and you wrote 'me' next to it". and i was like shit shit shit, what is it.

so he sent me a picture of it and it's this:

so i was like oof, it's not as bad as i thought, this is just like a funny sexual moment. but now im paranoid that 19 yr old me underlined things that are far worse than this and my zurich friend is gonna see it and feel weird.

but yeah we talked about the book and like relationships and stuff like incels and femcels and whatever. i told him about how i confessed my feelings to my bestie's bf when we were 15 by giving him a page from 1984 (the cringe is unreal, every time i think about it my body goes into anaphylactic shock) and he told me that he's recently deleted all of his instagram comments bc he'd tag his ex gf under stupid memes and leave weird comments and it was all very embarrassing.

but anyway yeah good talk. other than that i feel like a bad friend toward my london bestie bc im going to skating camp the same week she's organising her birthday trip. and i couldn't bring myself to tell her so i ignored her messages for like a whole day.... i feel so bad.

also i booked a trip to zurich in december for this conference thing. and it's like a proper investment, i paid 690 francs. and im very excited! but also a bit nervous bc it's gonna be a very serious thing and i need to be à la hauteur!

#june

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danpuff-ao3 · 1 year

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2022 round-up

Thanks for the tag @cindle-writes!! I do have fun with these things!

Rules:

Post the top 5 works you're most proud of that you released in 2022 (not necessarily your most popular),

your top 4 current WIPs that you're excited to release in the new year,

your top 3 biggest improvements in your writing over the past year,

your top 2 resolutions (ways you wish to improve your writing/blog) for the new year,

and your number 1 favorite line you've written this year!

Tagging: @bluesundaycake, @fleetingdesires, @onbeinganangel, @broomsticks, @vdoshu, @thistlecatfics, @greenmegsnoham, @givereadersahug, @sugareey-makes-stuff, @ashariewrites, @makeitp1nk, @lumosatnight, @swoontodeath & anyone else who wants to join in the fun! (And no pressure to those I've tagged, of course!)

5 Fics

Contempt [Snarry, E, 20k] - (oh yes, THAT'S RIGHT, another opportunity taken to talk about my PRIDE & JOY, my HEART & SOUL, my beloved Contempt.) (Don't look at me, this is Cindle's fault, they tagged me.) Anyway. For the uninitiated. Contempt is the best thing I've ever written ever and is the product of 19 years of Snarry obsession love and untold years preoccupied with the very specific idea of Harry's really complicated, really negative feelings towards Snape. This fic contains every Snarry feel I've ever had. And I'm glad I wasn't able to write it all those years ago, because I definitely didn't have the skill or life experience to do it justice in ye olden days.

A Matter of Time [Snarry, E, 3k.] - the second best fic I've ever written! Yes, my 2 best works came out of 2022. How? Idk. Am I levelling up?? Let's hope so! Anyway: this is an angsty little piece full of my favorite things: tragedy, discovery, judgment, open endings. It was also a bit of a writing challenge, both in the alternating POVs (which I don't often do) and the reverse chronology! Also that last line was a sucker punch to the gut. And the heart. And all other major organs, probably. I'm quite proud of it, I'm not gonna lie. (Also, when AAP was still in Anon stage, my dear friend Nina DMed me all "DANNI, WAS THAT YOU??" Fun times.)

In My Veins (In My Blood) [Snarry, Harry/others, E, 7k] - this one is a dead dove monstrosity, I won't lie to you. It's not even "fun" dead dove. It's genuinely super intense and dark and super messed up. Voldemort wins. Non-con. Humiliation. And more! (Seriously, read the tags on that one.) (I had a dead dove connoisseur comment that of all the extreme dead dove they've read, this was the one that made them sad. Which made me sad. And also a little smug.) (I had to get smug to erase the sads, okay?) Anyway...I don't know. This is really a horrific story that I don't recommend anyone read, but I'm stupidly proud of what I accomplished with it.

Black Skies [Snegulus, Regulus/Sirius, E, 7k.] - Marauders' Era, Regulus POV. Underage, obvious incest. Jealousy! Angst! It was a fun exploration of Regulus' character and how I see him. And exploring 2 Regulus ships I love at the same time. All the wrongness, the complication, the emotion. Oh, and the smut. The smut is very good on this one, not gonna lie. The best part, though, is that one reader told me that this story portrayed an idea I believe strongly in: letting characters be flawed, internally and externally, and giving that respect and admiration. Handling the admission of those flaws with loving hands. That I suceeded here is just like...yes! I do practice what I preach! Can you feel my love?? You CAN? Excellent!

Orange Blossoms [Snarry, T, 3k.] - Snarry + flowers? + courtship? + student/teacher?? Yes please, and thank you. It really began as my desire for Snarry + flowers, and my decision to write a fic for HP Flowers for my own birthday. I was really quite resigned to writing a very simple, short piece for it. But this fic had a mind of its own, and became so much more! Between the floriography, the symbolism, the poetic nature, the Snarry dynamic, the traditions...I don't know, it all sort of came together into a story that made me genuinely happy, and one I was quite pleased with! It's quite bittersweet, a love story set during wartime, and the comforts people turn to in such dire circumstances.

4 WIPs

smile with sweet surprise (chapter 3) [Snarry, Snily, E, WIP] - this story and I have a complicated history, but I'm bound and determined to finish it! Even if it means posting one chapter per year, which looks like it's going to be a real thing and not just a joke. Oops. It's Snarry featuring Stepdad Snape, underage filth, and mega angst. A fun time for all, basically! And with luck chapter 3 will be out next year! I'm feeling mightily inspired after a lovely comment from @inarticulateimbecile!

Magic in the Stars: Astrological Essays on Wizarding World Characters and Relationships [meta] - the working title of my HP Astro series when I post it to AO3! I'm gearing up to post it on January 3rd! It won't feature all current essays right away, just the ones I manage to edit by the third. Then I'll do bulk chapter uploads maybe quarterly, as to not bombard my poor subscribers haha! I've done a lot of prep work (and HTML!) on this one to have it be as book-like as possible, and I'm very excited to share it!

[Hoggywartyxmas] - can't share the title just yet, sorry! I'm not sure as of yet when it will go up on LJ, but I know I'll be putting it on AO3 myself January 9th (author reveals!) So...okay maybe this one is less of a WIP and more of a complete fic sitting in my drafts. But hey! It sorta counts towards "releasing in 2023."

[Untitled Dralbus fic] - I make no promises on this one, actually, but in theory I'd really like to finish and post this one next year! Like smile, it has a complicated history linked to my old friend group. This link makes both fics difficult to work on, but also makes me super determined to finish both! Because I'll be damned if those people keep me down! They've done plenty enough of that, methinks, without letting them affect my writing!

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Less obsessing over stats - I've taken active measures to stop fretting so much and focusing on numbers. I've set up a system to not check my statistics page during the week, only on weekends. And I'm working towards checking my profile less (as to not gawk at each story's statistics), though it would help if I stopped being lazy and implemented a site skin that will hide those things. But I'm not doing half bad for relying on self-discipline!

Writing longer works! Back in ye olden days all I wrote were ridiculously long fics. When I came back in 2019 I dove onto the opposite end of things: shortfic! Which was great, but I sort of trained my brain to think that anything past a certain word count was rambling, meandering, and unnecessary. I've started to become better at allowing stories to get longer and sort of gauge what works for the story, rather than relying on numbers for my success. (My reliance on word count here, and my obsession with stats in 1 are hilarious when you know my lifelong undying hatred of math and numbers.)

Letting go/saying no - I have a terrible compulsion to stick things out and see them through to the end, to my own detriment. It's been healthy for me to look at projects and activities and decide whether I can actually accomplish those goals while taking care of myself. And stepping back if I realize that pushing towards those goals will be harmful to me.

2 Resolutions

Work on "Three of Hearts", the longfic I've been talking about for ages! Even better if I can write and finish it, but for my sanity's sake let's just say I'll make some progress on it somewhere!

No more fests Snarry Bang. And maybe Snarry-a-Thon. ...Cut back on the number of fests while still attempting a few special Snarry ones? (I stg I need a babysitter...) (For myself, yes.)

1 Line

This is the single rudest question I've ever been asked in my entire life and it keeps coming up!!!! I've posted over 70k words this year!! Written over 90k!!!! 19 works this year!!!! And I have to narrow it down to 1 line???? Jesus H. Merlin Christ. Oh well, let me rummage through Contempt and find something.

How can Harry not despise him? It's been ages since he's been in Severus' arms, and the moment he is, he — it's — damn him, but it's wrong how right it feels. Like all of his broken pieces have been gathered up and stored in a box for safekeeping.

#danpuff stuff #danpuff writes #2022 round up

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tennessoui · 1 year

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Tag Game to Better Know You

Send this to people you’d like to know better!

Tagged by @lilredghost, thank you :D

What book are you currently reading? oof honestly, i'm not reading anything right now :( i'm very busy with silly lil fanfic writing instead which is probably the definition of brainrot, but it is time consuming

What’s your favorite movie you saw in theaters this year? i've...only seen one movie in theaters since COVID-19, and that was actually last month when i went to go see the second black panther. it was good but like. really long. 2 hours and 45 minutes is too long for any movie i said what i said

What do you usually wear? hm i have one pair of jeans i love and wear a lot! and one pair of office pants i also like. and then a lot of shirts. and some cute dresses, but that's more of a summer thing

How tall are you? 5’6”? 5'7"? I haven't been to the doctor since 2016 and I have not measured myself independently.

What’s your Star Sign? Do you share a birthday with a celebrity or a historical event? Aquarius :> and my birthday is Mozart's birthday! that's the only one I know! I can't even play piano :D

Do you go by your name or a nickname? Kit is my nickname! but i do go by it in real life, though most people think i say Kim and i usually do not correct them

Did you grow up to become what you wanted to be when you were a child? i don't think im done growing up (maybe if i went to the doctor, they would tell me differently idk)

Are you in a relationship? If not, who is your crush if you have one? That one tumblr post: "not in a relationship, not aromantic, but a secret third thing. unwanted ;) "

What’s something you’re good at vs. something you’re bad at? im pretty good at writing but im pretty bad at using commas correctly

Dogs or cats? dogs :>

If you draw/write or create in any way, what’s your favorite picture/line/etc from something you created this year? i do write!! but actually one of my favorite things i've made this year is a painting i did for a friend as a goodbye present. a little 5x7 canvas of a sunrise over some cherry blossoms

(and also i can't think of a quote i've written this year and i'm too lazy to find one)

What’s something you would like to create content for? me, one day lol

What’s something you’re currently obsessed with? ack, gotta say star wars. but also gotta say cooked octopus. it's the moment. oh and toast and trader joe's tomato and red pepper soup.

What’s something you were excited about that turned out to be disappointing this year? umm i had a really nice vacation planned with friends i haven't seen for ages, but i had to leave early cause there was a family emergency thing which sorta sucked (for my family mostly)

What’s a hidden talent of yours? oh im really good at cutting a circular object into perfect eighths. or fourths! a weird superpower

Are you religious? my dad told me once that there's got to be something out there that makes the leaves so green in the spring and he calls it Big Ernie. he's a hippie but he might be onto something

What’s something you wish to have at this moment? a new keyboard im this close to snapping at all the times i hit a key once and suddenly have 5 extra letters. >:(

ack i feel like i've seen these around but also i can't remember if i have, so feel free to ignore this tag: @ellie-you-idiot @kdm103020 @demondean-writes @sweet-cynic @kittonafoxgirl @bi-wan @obiwan @mysticmjolnir

#tag games #feel free to a) ignore #b) tag yourself #there were a couple of blogs i wanted to tag that wouldn't come up when i typed them in #im blaming it on the keyboard and alsso tumblr #kit to kit

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wolverinedoctorwho · 1 year

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her birthday/original release was technically a joke but i imagine they waited another day to announce it, renri and xia yu yao also got cevio/synth vbs so it's nice teto gets one too (even an updated/newer outfit would've been nice for fanartists). i'd love one for sekka yufu and nizimine kakoi too tho idk how active/if their original creators are still around to do some kinda contract/deal. adachi rei's vb has also had some popular songs done but i imagine some of the older ones would get an opportunity first since he came out a bit more recently compared to everyone (and ahs is selling teto, but hopefully that doesnt mean there won't be a focus on yuki/miku someday even with teto getting a lot of attention now)

I looked on synthv fandom wiki to make sure (I've been updating SynthV TVTropes page with each new voicebank as a hobby so if Synth V Teto was real I wanted to get her posted on there asap) and she's real!!! AAAH!!

I forgot about Xia Yu Yao being from UTAU but it's cool how we now have THREE SynthV voicebanks that were once UTAUloids! I hope we get to see more in the future. I think a Sukone Tei or Yokune Ruko voicebank would be interesting (especially the latter because of the whole "differently gendered versions" thing). I know Namine Ritsu has gotten a release in Ace Studio but I would have liked to see her in SynthV as well. (Yufu and Kakoi are also really nice voices and would probably do super well in synthv since it seems like Dreamtonics really likes softer voices.)

(I also kind of hope Yamine Renri gets an update at some point bc come on. She's not been touched since 2018-19. She badly needs an update or AI version or SOMETHING.)

So far my only "issue" with Teto's SynthV bank is that it sounds too human. I'm so used to hearing Teto sound robotic, even as a CVVC or VCV UTAUloid, that hearing her sound almost human is kind of jarring. But I'm sure once she drops people will figure out how to make her sound like classic Teto again. (Also I'm hoping someone makes a cover of Magnet between her and the Genbu-gender-swap-fake-Teto people have been doing.)

Overall though it's super cool to see such a UTAU icon get into SynthV!! Esp when you consider Kanru Hua's origins as the guy who made Moresampler. While I've not got the cash on hand to buy Teto when she comes out, I'm super excited to see what people cover with her new voice!!

#asks #vocal synth #kasane teto #synthsizer v #utau #hope this all makes sense i am very tired!

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negrowhat · 2 years

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Eboni’s Top 22 Hubby moments!

Congratulations 🍾🎉🎉

HEY FRIENDS CELEBRATE ME REACHING 2500 FOLLOWERS BY SENDING ME ASKS:

Nothing’s off the table for these asks. You can ask me anything. Top 3′s, Top 5′s, Top 10′s, even Top 22′s (lord). They can be BL related, KPOP related, food, movies, people. Or you can just drop in the ask box to show your love and congratulate ya sis on 2500.

YOU WOULD ASK ME TO DO A TOP 22! Lmao. Ok, let's see. The only man I'll ever claim as my husband is J-Hope from BTS. If I could I would put a ring on that man's finger today!

Hobipalooza. I couldn't see it in person but I was thankful for Hulu so I could watch him in all his 4k glory on my TV. When I tell you that man had me screaming and creaming. He was in his bag and the vibes from that day were immaculate. He ate. He outsold and out-performed.

2. Hope World Era. In it's entirety. We had all been waiting for Hobi's first mixtape to drop and it did not disappoint. I had that mixtape on repeat for a solid 2 months.

3. 1 Verse Hobi. IDK if he ever performed it live but ONE VERSE???? Top notch rapper J-Hope. So sexy, so confident, and so fucking good!

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4. I Like It Performance. I think J-Hope looks so fucking PERFECT in that performance video. The fluidity of his dancing coupled with his singing???? Hit me right in the feels.

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5. Wings Era Hobi. Wings Era was one of my TOP BTS eras in general, but J-Hope captured the pure essence of that era in his performances. BS&T was his era! JUST UGHHH WIFE ME UP NOW!

6. Hoseok making friendship bracelets for the other members on live. One of his cutest and sweetest moments. He personalized them with specific colors and beads and it was just so wholesome and the members appreciated it so much.

7. American Hustle Life Hobi. I'm pretty sure that was his first time in LA and though the series was super cringey he was so vibrant and positive the whole time. Also the friendship he developed with Nate was super cute.

8. The recent shoot he did with W Korea. He looked fucking stunning and so expensive and so PERFECT!

9. Save Me Era Hobi. I loved his part in Save Me so much. It was short but the most memorable to me. He just looked so...amazing.

10. Hope On The Street. I loved that very short time Hobi had the chance to just do some freestyle dance for the fans. He was in his element and seemed to enjoy himself every time. The one he did with V and Jimin was my fave. I love the Sunshine Line.

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11. Arson Hobi, I'll admit that Arson wasn't my favorite song, but I was so excited for his first solo album. The time and preparation he put into the album was astounding. This album let us in deeper to who he is as Hoseok and that I really, really appreciate.

12. BOY MEETS EVIL HOBI! Ok this is still Wings Era but that video SPECIFICALLY??? THE WAY HE ATE AND LEFT NO CRUMBS? GAVE US SEXY AND DARK!?

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13. Hobi's birthday celebration. Whatever year EGO came out, 2020 I think. He did a live and he looked so cozy and cuddly and soft and huggable and I loved it so much.

14. DIOR Hobi. Ok. No explanation needed.

15. Tear. His fucking verse in Tear??? THE WHOLE SONG? BUT HIS PART SPECIFICALLY!? He put his foot in that shit.

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While we're on the subject of Hobi doing the pussy-parts of the rap trio songs let's talk about:

16. BTS-Ugh. THE ENERGY. LET ME THROW 40 ENGAGEMENT RINGS AT HIM!

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17. BTS-CYPHER PART 4. I keep going back to WINGS era but it was superior. Argue with your mami.

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18. AND WHILE I'M BACK ON THE SUBJECT OF WINGS! MAMA! HOBI COME GET YOUR FUCKING FLOWERS FOR MAMA! This performance actually had me crying. WHEN HE TOOK US TO CHURCH. Also I love that Jin used to be offstage dancing along with Hoseok.

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19. Did I say EGO Hobi? Probably not. Did I say perfection? Probably not. That was a gym song for me for a long time.

20. Throwback to Hobi in BTS Rookie King. Please if y'all have never watched that variety show please do. It was like their first one and it was so fucking funny. There was an elevator prank ep and Hobi was flailing around on the floor of the elevator and a pretty woman walked in and the EMBARRASSMENT. I love that man.

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21. Anytime my mans posts a selfie it makes me want to marry him and have his kids. I don't want kids, but I want kids with that man.

22. Ab reveal. I think BTS was on an island doing a photoshoot for one of their Seasons Greetings packages and they were at a resort. I just remember a video and Yoongi literally throws the camera into a pool. Anyways Hobi is in the pool and he lifts up his shirt and BAM abs. Had me screaming and crying for days.

wow this took a lot of time. But yes. Hoseok is the only idol I've ever called my husband. He's been in the top spot since I've been into K-POP. Not only does he deserve a 💍 but also a 👑.

Honorable mentions to his verse in Let Me Know from the Dark & Wild Album. That album was also elite.

HEY FRIENDS CELEBRATE ME REACHING 2500 FOLLOWERS BY SENDING ME ASKS:

#Eboni's 2.5k celebration #negrowhat #bts #bangtan #j-hope #jung hoseok #booskiedoodle #bae #did y'all know you can add up to 30 pics/links now?

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rukistarz · 1 year

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✩ STAR DIARY - entry four - 20.2.23 ✩

6:19 pm

im on day 9 of my liquid fast and the cravings are getting like…really bad. im not planning to give in, obviously, but i can’t help but feel like shit for wanting to eat already when i’ve barely made a dent in my fast, you know ? it makes me feel less than, and pathetic. but im so determined to prove myself wrong and show myself that i can continue on, ignore these stupid cravings and complete my fast like i planned. im tired of being a failure. i will reach my ugw, and i will be successful and happy.

im currently at my lowest weight (124.4), which is great, and it keeps dropping, but i still feel really really fat. like, i can physically feel all of the excess fat on my body and it makes me feel horrible. the thing is tho, it’s not just a feeling, it’s actually there. like, my love handles are still there and they obscure my body in a disgusting way way. my thighs are unbelievably huge, as well as my arms.

it’s ironic because when i was like, twenty pounds heavier, i thought i’d be so skinny at this weight. but im not. i feel like i will finally feel okay, and not so fat when i get to 110 and lower, because i haven’t seen anyone my height being fat at that size. though, the possibility is still there, if feeling fat and gross, you know ? idk

anyway, im going out with my best friend tomorrow, and im really excited for multiple reasons. we haven’t seen each other in over a month, so im looking forward to meeting again. my birthday was on the 1st feb, her’s is on the 29th, so we always meet up during the middle to have a joint b-day celebration, and we’ll be exchanging gifts too. im excited for her to see what i got her, because i really went all out, and im excited to see what she got me. i feel like she probably got me an album or something, which would be cool because i got her two, so we can unbox them together. i also got her other bits and bobs, and a really funny birthday card that i think she’ll thoroughly enjoy.

though, im not planning on eating anything tomorrow, obviously. and the worst thing is, that she knows about my ed, so she’ll probably know that things are bad. she won’t pry or anything, but i know that she’ll figure it out. i feel bad, because i usually omad when we go out, but i cant this time. im also really scared that i might trigger her one day in some way, because she also struggles with body image, too. like, i don’t vent about my ed to anyone, especially in depth, but she knows about it already, and she’ll see my weight-loss and me turning down food, you know ? i just don’t want her to experience anything like this ever.

we’re going to a cat cafe, and i think i might just order a hot chocolate and drink that and when we go out to get food, i’ll say it made me nauseous and i cant eat, or something. i could also say that im on my period, which makes the sickly feeling even worse, and much more believable. granted, im not sure if we’ll go get food after, anyway, because she said she’ll probably get a pastry there, and idk if she’ll feel hungry after that. but it’s whatever, i have my plan in mind. im also glad because we’ll be doing a bunch of window shopping and walking a lot, and i wanna burn a lot of cals from the hot chocolate, you know ?

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11:22 pm

my mind won’t stop thinking about something my sister said to me a few weeks back.

i was weighing myself and she walked in on me and decided to weigh in too, i was about 128 at that time, and she weighed in at about 180.

she said she wished that she was my size instead, but then went on to say that we’re not that far apart in weight.

which is true, however…that shit literally triggered me so bad.

like, does she think we look the same or something ?

like, no shade to her, i love her and all…it’s just, it fucked with me and it won’t leave my head.

honestly though, it’s crazy motivation because, she wants to lose weight, but refuses to change her eating habits. she always hounds me and my other sister (who has been going to the gym and eating healthily) for trying to lose weight (my family think im on a diet) and how it makes her feel insecure since we’re already skinny in her eyes.

i cant wait to see her again once im at my ugw and for her jaw to drop lmao, her as well as my other sister who’s trying to lose weight too, i want to surpass her and lose weight faster. i also want to be the skinniest in the family too, so this 100 day fast kinda like killing three birds with one stone.

✩ blessing you with a starry night, ruki ✩

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sorry, a bunch bc i picked my favorite jhfdks 10. Something that made you cry this year? 11. Something you want to do again next year? 12. Talk about a new friend you made this year 13. How was your birthday this year?, 19. What’re you excited about for next year?, and 25. Did you create any characters (in games, art, or writing) this year? Describe one

oh so many! fun!

10. oh gosh I tend to cry a lot… most recently (that’s not super personal) watching Fear Street 1666

11. hmm… I joined a new dnd campaign this year! if that campaign ends sometime next year like I’ve been told it probably will, I’d like to join another one :-)

12. this might be cheating cause idk if this person and I are friends anymore… we have not spoken since may. but! there was this person in my poetry class who was nice and wrote really lovely poems and was also queer and I enjoyed talking to them. oh! also there’s this guy who I’d say I’m still friends with from my improv class that started a club that I’m one of the officers in, he is nice :-)

13. my birthday was really nice! I had dinner with my family and (even though we were celebrating Valentine’s Day just pretty late) my bf and I went to an aquarium which was lovely. I didn’t have a birthday party with my friends which I regret but this year I won’t let myself put it off and forget!

19. Next year I’m excited to start performing more. I’ve been trying to figure out how to get involved with theatre on campus outside of classes and I think I finally have so! That’s exciting!

25. I did create some characters! I created one for a dnd campaign named Haramur. He’s half orc half wood elf and really wants to help and protect people, but he had his luck stolen from him at a very young age so. Now everything she does goes wrong so she has a lot of difficulty doing pretty much anything. Trying to protect people usually leads to them dying :-(. She’s been struck by lightning and has a big ol long list of phobias due to her unlucky experiences. My friend drew really cool art of him idk if they’d want me posting it but I can dm you a picture if you’d like.

#so many questions! thank you Saturday :^)#hannah talks sometimes #asks

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purplesurveys · 2 months

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1824

The last 8 people you spoke to (online, text, in person, whatever).

One

What is their name?: Angela.

How old are they?: We're the same age, so 25 going on 26.

How long have you known them?: Since 2005 – that makes it 19 years this year.

Do they have any siblings?: No, she's an only child.

Do they work out regularly?: I don't think she does, but she did practice a strict diet for a time.

Are they a good singer?: She's okay! She doesn't sing as a hobby or anything to that level but she can hold a tune.

Where were they born?: Philippines.

What was the last thing you said to them out-loud? I just said bye and to get home safe.

Two

What is their name?: Hans.

How old are they?: He's 26; he just had his birthday.

How long have you known them?: Over a decade now more or less. I first met him in high school.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: He does. Two brothers, but I won't share their names. When did you last talk to them?: Like 30 minutes ago? He and Angela had come over and we spent the entire evening talking and playing Heads Up lol. Do they use Myspace often?: No one has used Myspace in a very long time.

Do they go to your school?: We've never gone to the same school. He went to an all-boys high school, I went to an all-girls; then in college my university was just right across the highway from his.

Have they ever lied to you?: It's possible he's said some harmless ones here and there.

Three

What is their name?: I'm not sharing but it was my mom.

How old are they?: She's turning 53 this year.

How long have you known them? My entire life.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: She does – an older and younger brother.

What was the last thing you did with them?: We were just talking about the motorcycle that hit one of our cars this morning and I was letting her vent about how bad she feels.

Have they ever betrayed your trust?: Yes.

Do they play in a band?: Nah.

What colour do they look good in?: Black, maroon, and olive. Same as my colors actually!

Four

What is their name?: That would be my sister, Nina.

How old are they?: She's turning 24. Best thing about 2000s babies – you never have to think about how old they are hahaha.

How long have you known them?: 24 out of 26 years of my life.

Do they have any siblings? Names? Yes. Me and my brother.

Do you ever talk to them on the phone?: Yeah, but only for stuff for like when I'm outside and I suddenly need her help to look for something in my room. We live together so I never really need to talk to her on the phone much.

What is their Zodiac sign?: Idk she's a Virgo I think?

Are you related to them?: Yes.

Do they own an iPod?: She used to own a Shuffle that was basically an extension of her haha. I'm not sure if she's kept it all this time though.

Five

What is their name?: Coleen.

How old are they?: I'm pretty sure she's a '97 liner, so that makes her 27.

How long have you known them?: Around two or three years. I can't seem to remember the exact year she joined the company.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: She has at least one brother, but I can't recall if she also has a sister.

Do they text a lot?: We Viber daily since we're teammates at work. We never text though.

Do they live near you?: She does not. I know she has a condo in QC but as for where exactly, I would have no idea as that place is massive as it is.

Do you know what they’re doing right now? Most likely asleep as it's 1:30 AM and it's a work day tomorrow.

Are they a sporty type of person?: No.

Six

What is their name?: Ruthie.

How old are they?: She's 23 or 24 - can't remember her year!

How long have you known them?: Less than a year! She joined the company just last year but I'm really happy she's hanging on. The turnover rate in the PR industry isn't the best and it's pretty rare for an entry-level team member to last more than 6 months.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: She has a brother also named Robyn. Or Robin? Idk. But same name and I was very excited when I found out ahaha.

What sort of phone do they have?: She owns an iPhone, but I'm just not sure which model.

Are their parents separated or divorced?: Neither.

Can you tell them anything?: Not really. We're workmates, nottttt really close friends per se and as her superior it would be weird to tell her personal stuff.

Have you ever been in any of their classes?: We didn't go to school together.

Seven

What is their name?: Andi.

How old are they?: 25 going on 26, like most people I know lol since I tend to befriend people who are the same age.

How long have you known them?: Since 2017, so that's 7 years.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: They have a younger brother and sister. Eldest in the bunch, like me.

Do they live in a big house?: It's not a mansion or anything, but yes I'd say it's big.

Who is their favourite music artist?: They have such an expansive music taste that it's honestly hard to tell who their favorite is. I know they have a soft spot for math rock though.

Have you ever been on vacation with them?: Nah, I've never traveled with them.

Are they allergic to anything?: As far as I know, no.

Eight

What is their name?: Gabie.

How old are they?: She's a year older than me, turning 27 this year.

How long have you known them?: I've honestly been familiar with her since my high school years, since I had a friend from a different school who was in the same friend group as her; but I never interacted with her until I got employed.

Do they have any siblings? Names?: She's an only child.

Are they online often?: I'd say so. Apart from our work conversations, she posts on IG often.

Do they have pets? Names?: She has at least one dog as far as I know.

Do you hang out with them regularly?: Nah, we're not really friends friends outside of work.

Do they like Justin Bieber?: I would guess she likes a few songs of his but I wouldn't call her a fan.

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baekhvuns · 1 year

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BAEKSY I'VE BEEN RESURRECTED BY SANHWA AND KAI AJSHUAHAHWHHAAAAJAAAAAAA 😭😭😭😭🔥🔥🔥🔥 don't get me started on how many times I've seen the challenges Kai did with Momo and then Taeyang and now THIS. When Seonghwa mentioned Kai and Taemin during his live then said to look forward to something I expected it to be Rover related but didn't want to get too excited just in case

ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU DOING

Sorry if I don't reply to everything throughly, I wanted to drop by, but don't have a lot of time </3

Ahahahaha Baeksy spoken like the true Barca fan. Perez is sus and I hate him, but he was right for saying this to the referee actually, like come on 👁👁 how about some of Barca players never getting punished

I totally recommend using Happy Cow, it's been my life saviour for ages! I'm not sure if I tried authentic Indian Manchurian, I'm assuming there's a difference in spices? I had it a few times so chances are I did try the Indian one

Btw Ateez never letting us miss them... thoughts on Limitless? The song was inoffensive, but also so mid... better than Paradigm, but that's not hard sjjshsusskahahsuahha also the gym bros aesthetic??? 😬 should've stopped at archery and fencing.

I haven't heard Jimin's full album, but the pre-release was... rough 😭 it all went well, but then had had to sing in the most jarring autotune 🔫liked the vibes, the instrumentals, but his vocals are high enough, the autotune makes it unbearable :/ apparently the single is similar

I'm glad we agree on AOS, I knew I could trust you. I'll watch The Glory one day ajsjajahshja. Ok so YOU season 4 was kinda crazy, there was a twist that I've previously considered, it makes so much sense, but also idk how I'm feeling about watching another season considering everything...... ☠

Omg I need to tell you that I saw Yeo Jin Goo outside Tvn building 😭 and my brain shut down cause he looked at me skajjssjjswjjsjajs Y/N moment 😅 so I waved and he waved back ❤

ALSO TAEMIN FREEDOM SOON SHINEE FULL ALBUM IN MAY MANIFESTING HWA X TAEMIN CHALLENGE

HAHAHAHAHA https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1638904495873687553?t=drJctSSRakIzVaW84LzjLg&s=19

I'm on the floor bestie.... the beauty is RADIOACTIVE https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1639166845323206656?t=CpUupbOQCeJ-b13iDTRjSA&s=19

Me in elementary school - ok but why is this so fucking attractive or perhaps I just find anything he does endearing and attractive 😶 https://twitter.com/nobodylikehwa/status/1638612177866072065?t=j0kGYWr3mciDUMJkGLuZkA&s=19

Never forget https://twitter.com/Taemtation___/status/1637534821302845441?t=ThSBVJCQpSqOHzRbJuWCfg&s=19

Remember him? https://twitter.com/hwaberrymilk/status/1637353731334496256?t=iZmuSd8UgeEHgxZRPL-tqw&s=19 yeeeeah

I went to Hyunjin's and Yunho's birthday cafes and got a lot of useless shit lmao. Now I'm off to Jeju, I'm also going to Thailand before I travel to Japan 😭💗 got invited by an online friend, very unexpected but I'm glad. Gonna miss a lot of kpop stuff but like we both agreed, kpop can wait - DV 💖

hi hello!!!!

THE WAY I SHOT UP FROM MY BED, HALF ASLEEP TO KAI SAN HWA’S CHALLENGE FJWKFBWMFBWKDBEK WE WONNNNNNNNN WE WONNNN 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 THIS IS A WIN FOR MAFIA HWA X KAI MEETUP MY UNIVERSE IS WINNING SCREAMING THIS ENTIRE COMEBACK RESURRECTED KPOP AND MADE IT FUN PLSSS THAT MOMO ONE ALONE WANTED ME TO HAVE THEM IN A UNIT TOGETHER 😭😭 ik we never getting a bp one ever but w lisa would be nice 😭😭 seonghwa also mentioning he gifted someone lego…this is absolutely mental bc that is kai 😭???1?1?1?19.$1&;)2@?;2??? and rover album?? omg

ANYWAY HOW ARE YOU DOING /// Sorry if I don't reply to everything throughly, I wanted to drop by, but don't have a lot of time </3

ANON I WENT THRU A WHOLE UP AND DOWN, GOT THE KAI MOMO CHALLENGE and then my high school principal passed away <//3 so i crew a lil <3 and then i suddenly had the urge to write a lot of yunho’s fic (partially bc im imaging him as henry cavill and something in me clicked fbd) !! watched 16 movies back to back <3 got a disposable film camera, had dreams about a italian getaway, got disappointed by ferrari, again.

and then heard about an absolute douche of a guy that was supposedly going to marry my cousin but it fell through thankfully <3 he’s a man utd fan, should’ve been the first warning gbfbfb nOOOO WORRIES PLS TAKE UR TIME AND HAVE FUNSIES!!

I'm so out of the loop with football I totally missed El Clasico, and maybe that was for the best 🤡 what's with Arsenal? I got scared for a second, idk what's going on, but I ran to check the PL table lmaooo /// Ahahahaha Baeksy spoken like the true Barca fan. Perez is sus and I hate him, but he was right for saying this to the referee actually, like come on 👁👁 how about some of Barca players never getting punished

LMFAOOO ARE U SURE??? U MISSED IT???? i won’t let u miss it <3 HUMILIATIONNNNNNN quite lonely up here and how tf is atlético de madrid near rm than rm being near barca ???

arsenal kicked out of europa league 🧍🏻‍♀️🧍🏻‍♀️ LMFAOOO WILL DEFEND THAT CLUB WITH ALL MY MIGHT COME ON NOW i meann no one is getting punished w the way everything is in barca’s favour w the stuff that’s been coming out,,,, NOW HOW COME AND why is tuchel back at bayern what the absolute fuck is happening. he’s gonna create a monster even bigger, god bless every club bc wtf

anon…this is young pep???

not another footballer come on now

BESTIE ITS BEEN SAVING ME ！！！ i can actually think about travelling and not having to worry about the lack of food options for me fbfbdb yes yes! it’s different w spices and tastes better than the original one actually 🔫

You know, about cuisines overlapping, it's interesting, for example Central and East Europe, as well as UK loves pickled stuff, and so does South Korea, so I see some similarities! Korean food is much spicier obviously. But yeah it's usually the colonialism 😐 /// Btw Ateez never letting us miss them… thoughts on Limitless? The song was inoffensive, but also so mid… better than Paradigm, but that's not hard sjjshsusskahahsuahha also the gym bros aesthetic??? 😬 should've stopped at archery and fencing.

im convinced everyone’s house got variant of pickles atp,,, nOOO SERIOUSLY the overlapping between so many cuisines is so strange like u got rice puddings???? but ur like 7 seas apart??? and there’s a whole dish that’s a replica of the other but w a totally different name,, so strange but so fun 😭😭 the colonialism effects yet the colonists have the worst food im looking at the beans on toast 👁 u know what i have been so out of loop w ateez jfbwkdb i didn’t even know it released so will listen to it rn and throw the output!

liked mingi’s part and hong mingi part <3 the chorus is like two diff things? ifykwim,,, like the beat is something else but the bgm is a diff thing, it doesn’t go together,,, damn….def not my fav at all,, the vocals are nice but the song all together mixed w their vocals just doesn’t mesh well 😭😭 it started out as a boxing ring movie moment where they introduce the boxer and then it ballad??? it’s not that bad i guess 😭😭

I haven't heard Jimin's full album, but the pre-release was… rough 😭 it all went well, but then had had to sing in the most jarring autotune 🔫liked the vibes, the instrumentals, but his vocals are high enough, the autotune makes it unbearable :/ apparently the single is similar

yEAH. nOW there’s moments like this im glad hybe never took over sm <3 see every part where the auto tune wasn’t used was supreme, i don’t even know what they tried to do to that song but it felt like they tried throwing a rap in it and it went travis scott-ish,,,, the chorus with hIS ACTUAL VOICE W/O THE TUNING WAS AMAZING the homage to ON w the renaissance like bgm was 🤌🏻🤌🏻 wanna hear it live without the tuning to see how it goes honestly NO WAY THE SINGLES LIKE THAT TOO??? i wish jimin did an album full of r&b or something along the lines of louder then bombs type as the whole album, he can do it bc his voice can mend into ways w/o auto tune, wishing he gets greater songs for his next album!

NO BC IVE HAD PPL FIGHT ME OVER THEM CHOOSING AOS S2 SAYING IT WAS BETTER BRO WHERE 🔫 glory, COME ON ANON !!!! COME ON 🔫🔫🔫 my cousin watched YOU a and she said it’s like a mindfuck moment,, SPOIL IT FOR ME PLS IM NEVER WATCHING IT

Omg I need to tell you that I saw Yeo Jin Goo outside Tvn building 😭 and my brain shut down cause he looked at me skajjssjjswjjsjajs Y/N moment 😅 so I waved and he waved back ❤ /// ALSO TAEMIN FREEDOM SOON SHINEE FULL ALBUM IN MAY MANIFESTING HWA X TAEMIN CHALLENGE

YOU WHAT. OH MY GOD FBWMHDKWFJWK ANONNNN YN MOMENT!!!!! DID U GET AN AUTOGRAPH??? OR A PHOTO?? IM SO HAPPY FOR U JFBWKDHSK THATS SO FUN!! manifesting u see ji chang wook 🤲🏻 and somehow he becomes the one standing at the end of the aisle as u walk in 🤲🏻🤲🏻

TAEMIN FREEDOM ITS HAPPENING ITS HAPPENING, SHINEE ALBUM, SHINEE WORLD TOUR OUTSIDE OF JAPAN PLS TAEMIN SOLO ALBUM PLS 😭😭😭😭 PLS BE A CONTINUATION OF NEVER GONNA DANCE AGAIN

HAHAHAHAHA https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1638904495873687553?t=drJctSSRakIzVaW84LzjLg&s=19 /// I'm on the floor bestie…. the beauty is RADIOACTIVE https://twitter.com/pseonghwapics/status/1639166845323206656?t=CpUupbOQCeJ-b13iDTRjSA&s=19

professor seonghwa.

THE WAY HE TUCKED HIS HAIR BEHIND HIS EAR BABES LEMME DO THAT FOR U 😭😭😭😭

no ur absolutely correct, that is so attractive, the way it looks so effortless gtfo my mind just did a thing in my drafts <3 😵‍💫😵‍💫😵‍💫

Never forget https://twitter.com/Taemtation___/status/1637534821302845441?t=ThSBVJCQpSqOHzRbJuWCfg&s=19 /// Remember him? https://twitter.com/hwaberrymilk/status/1637353731334496256?t=iZmuSd8UgeEHgxZRPL-tqw&s=19 yeeeeah

LMFAOOO FBWNDHKWHDSJDK KAI IS ME will never forget that they had a dating rumour 😭😭😭😭 if kai is not the best man at taemin’s wedding or vice versa, im unstanning these men. before the vIDEO EVEN PLAYED I LOGGED OUT HOW AND WHY ARE U DOING THIS????

AHHHHHH HOW WAS THAT!!!! HAVE FUN AT JEJU!!! AND THAILAND??? omg anon ur on a world tour rn,, kpop can wait but those once in a lifetime experiences can’t! hope u took a film camera with u!! have lots of fun!!!

we won anon, oppenhemimer is 3 hours long 😭😭😭

and. when did we come here

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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hereiamtolive · 1 year

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STILL NOWHERE TO GO

Me coming back after, when is the last post? about 4 years ago...?

PFFFT i guess this would be my safest place to tell everything, so when i am no longer in this world, yes i wish people around me will just scroll around this blog so they will always remember me,, if they do want...

so what’s going on after 4 years? my life is getting complicated.., let’s say 4 years ago i was struggling with my fresh graduate year, still have those dreams to pursue, but not now.. i will just live and do anything what i want to do not planning and telling my friends that if you still see me alive on my birthday it would be such a blessing, since i turned to 24 years old when i have a birth day i would just be cryin thanking myself, you passed, and then a new chapter of a new age is comin

2019

it was my first stage to enter “FUCK LIFE IS SUCKS I JUST WANT TO DIE” i guess i would be having a good job, good salaries, doing good in career but turned out i did not like my job desk, let’s say i was working in the wrong company. I hate the vibes, everything in there it was not suit to me at all, then i was unemployed for about 3 months, yes and i got a job ---- same place until now it has been 3 years and still counting... which i want to resign but don’t even do anything. My 2019 was good, the first time i work in this company i was so grateful, it suited my work style.. i have my own salaries which i think more than enough because i don’t pay for any bills , it was just all for myself. I was working hard motivated, you know “The College Wishlist” was just started, going to any concerts and travel! I could buy anything i want, i could eat anything without any worries, i went to my fav kpop concert, i went to hong kong with mom, having holiday with her just two of us, spent the the whole time so happy, and ready to travel again next year 2020!!!

2020

you know, let me introduce you with the main reason why you better die before 2020 came, COVID-19. yes, we start to have pandemic..... idk maybe still until now but somehow we’ve been recovery for the past months. I thought, just i thought i could finally happy and checklist all “The College Wishlist” but nah yes it’s still in the wishlist... i saved, i earned money that time, i can afford flights ticket - concert tickets just anything. Started to see Seventeen on Feb in Malaysia... i was so excited it would be my first solo overseas travelling, i bought flight ticket, hotels and anything but yes it got cancelled 2 weeks before D DAY, i was so frustated... not just like that, i had my second round holiday with my mom on march to seoul , south korea.. yes everything had been done flights, hotels and visa we should have just flown having holiday but nah.... covid cases were increasing a lot that time and no vaccination found. So, i decided to reschedule it, GA sucks they don’t refund our ticket so i have to pay 1/3 of the ticket price just to change the date to october.. WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT THE PANDEMIC DOIN BAD FOR MORE THAN 2 YEARS... yes and i still have the plans for MAY and JUN in that year. I have already bought flight tickets visa were done and concerts ticket for concert in Osaka, Japan.. i was so so i excited because if there were no corona i should have been travelling like each month lol, first to malaysia then korea then japan and on jun i have already bought return flights to seoul also lmao , you know i thought that earning money would be enough to feel those kind of experience but i think it was not the right time for me, i just don’t know why..

2020 was sucks, i am motivating myself everyday just want to travel and going to every concerts in any countries, and i can’t do that.. i lost my motivation a lot, my work partner left me and i have to work with “can-say-her-name-because-i-just-dont-like-her”

i did not receive my full salaries for like 3-4 months but rather than 2021 it was a lot better... i still can buy anything and do anything regardless HOW MUCH I HATE FOR NOT TRAVELLING.. i lost so much motivation at my work while i was focusing selling kpop things lol, i had bad review from work colleagues and i did not have my salaries increased.

2021

ah what should i summarize this year? this is my lowest year, i just feel like i want to die at that year, thinking every possibility way to die without feeling hurts. i was cryin on my birthday while eating my own bday cake in the end of that year, i never thought i would be still alive on that day, i was so sure my life ended in 24 years old, but here i am... next month i would be turnin 26 and still can write everything in this tumblr, i guess i won’t be die .. i guess my life will be long because i know exactly god been really giving me so much struggles and wanted me to be the strongest person, showin me the world is nothing... you just like born to the world only for “transit” god be showin the world is not for me. it’s just every days in this year, i wish i could just die, because i was to tired...

2022

nah, it’s getting worse, still i feel being dead is a good choice rather than breathing, but somehow this year i can go travelling and go to concerts, everyday its just frustating for me. Every days in this year like i want to die today but tomorrow i feel like grateful smh i guess i am mentally unstable, anyways will be back later, 2 weeks from now i would be flyin to seoul, ah so much anxiety coming but i will just pray, because i am so tired with anything, been dragging my expectation, i would just go with limited money because i guess why not, escaping for a short time, leaving the family behind that’s giving me a lot of depression,

see you will be back after my birthday,

i hope so

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