i am nothing better than a monster. touch the locket and the argentine of fondness will kill me.

franz kafka // evelyn waugh // miles j. johnston // franz kafka // clarice lispector // charles baudelaire // albert camus // skip liepke // susan sontag // @anouri

“It could be that the loss of her children drove the Queen deeper into her darker desires...but, I don’t believe she was fighting against them that hard before that particular tragedy. No monster does.” (Patreon)

Bonus:

Hmm, wonder what he could cover those holes with :3c

KINNPORSCHE ANNIVERSARY — WEEK 10: WEAPON(S)

The Soldier and The Devil

my research partner and i are huddled in a blanket in paddington waiting for a too-late train i already miss you and you and you

i really need to finish this one day

I adore Minako but I would hate her ass in real life💀

OOOOOOHH! I feel that sooo HARD! BOTH HER AND REI would be UN-BEARABLE.

The type of people to get on your nerves just hearing their steps approaching.

is no one gonna talk about how ed knows izzy by the smell of his rotting flesh

oh no. got reminded of it again.

GONE GIRL SENTENCE STARTERS // accepting

@factsfcrged: ❛ Whatever they found, I think it’s safe to assume that it’s very bad. ❜

She nervously bit her bottom lip, nodding her head in acknowledgment, as she held in the bubble of anxiety before it turned into full-blown panic. She and Spencer were good at what they did. Their combined work history helped them know just what to do to cover their tracks, but there was no such thing as a perfect crime, and the police had found something. The yellow police tape, flood lights, and multiple marked cars in the same area where she knew a body was hidden away painted a damning picture.

But a body being found didn't equal a crime being solved. Cases went cold all the time. She lifted her gaze to meet his, a cool resolve in her eyes. “We'll be fine. We don’t know what they found. We were careful.”

its so important to me that william is a jealous petty little bitch. its so important to me that hes an absolute shithead about it. you go girl be so toxic<3

tag dump.

(𝙞𝙣 𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧.) a better knife than a person. (𝙘𝙝𝙖𝙧𝙖𝙘𝙩𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙩𝙪𝙙𝙮.) plumb blossoms in snow. (𝙫𝙞𝙨𝙖𝙜𝙚.) i can feel the poetry rotting in my stomach. (𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚.) i'm not too gone to be healed- am i? (𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙚𝙩𝙪𝙨 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚.) memory is a landscape of hands too afraid to make fists. (𝙝𝙨𝙧 𝙫𝙚𝙧𝙨𝙚.) i fear i will be ripped open and found unsightly.

(𝙫𝙪𝙡𝙥𝙚𝙨𝙡𝙮 / 𝙟𝙤𝙣𝙤 𝙨𝙖𝙞𝙜𝙞𝙠𝙪.) so if you are too tired to speak - sit next to me because i too am fluent in silence. (𝙜𝙞𝙛𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙜𝙪𝙞𝙡𝙚 / 𝙚𝙙𝙤𝙜𝙖𝙬𝙖 𝙧𝙖𝙣𝙥𝙤.) you're a defiant act of creation. you're a solar system pretending to be a person.

i never really learned how to love, but that doesn’t mean i’m not willing to try (if it’s with you)

emily palermo // jean-françois jalabert // the 1975 // gillian flynn // zeph // richard siken // ernest biéler // frank o’hara

★ for Heizou & Cyno!

Send me a ★ and I’ll bold what applies to your muse.

I like you / I hate you / I dislike you/ I love you / You are family / I would take a bullet for you / I would shoot you / I would lie to your face / I would say something cruel to you on purpose / I would say something cruel to you accidentally / I would cheat on you / I would physically hurt you / You annoy me / You amuse me / I’d laugh at you / I’d laugh with you / I’d manipulate you / You scare me / You confuse me / I wish I knew you better / I trust you / I don’t trust you / You inspire me / I consider you an equal / You are beneath me / You’re better than me / I would trust you with my life / I think you’re mean / I think you’re petty / I think you’re childish / I think you’re smart / I think you’re stupid / I think you’re a bad person / I think you’re a good person / I’m not sure what kind of person you are / I wish you would listen to me / I want to make you proud / I wish you would notice me / I want to impress you / I would hurt other people for you / I’m not sure how to make you happy / I’m a bad influence on you / You deserve better than me / We make a great team / I’d have a one night stand with you / I’d have a relationship with you / I would marry you / I fantasize about our life together / I would trust you with my most treasured belonging / I would tell you my darkest secrets / You disgust me / You intimidate me / I hope I intimidate you / I’d hug you / I’d let you hug me / I’m scared of losing you / I don’t think you like me / I want to be better for you / I respect you / I don’t respect you / You’re my mentor / You’re my friend / You’re my best friend / I have a crush on you / I could easily watch you die / I’d get drunk with you / I’d party with you / I’d comfort you / I’d prank you / I’d spike your drink / I’d act behind your back / I’d abandon you / I’d hurt you to get what I want / I would choose my happiness over yours / I would choose your happiness over mine / I despise how much I care for you / I need you / I’m dependent on you / I don’t know what I’d do without you / I’m scared of you leaving me / I’d give my life for you / You frustrate me / I’d call for you in a time of need / I would protect you / I’d visit you in the hospital / I’d carry you if you were hurt / I’d feel guilty if I hurt you / I’d let you be near me when I am vulnerable / I’d ignore a phone call from you / I’d call you at 3am / I’d break you out of jail / I’d get angry at you / I would shout at you / You’re too loud / You’re too quiet / You’re too sensitive / You can’t take a joke / You embarrass me / I feel nothing for you / You’re reckless / You’re bossy / You bore me / I would ask your advice / I would blame you for something I did / I would cry in your arms / You have the power to hurt affect me more than anyone else /

Sometimes I think, would it be better if Spamton died with someone he knew around. Or would he prefer to do it alone

I think Spamton dreads dying alone. If that was the case then I think he would’ve given up a long time ago. A lot of his dialogue alludes to having thoughts about wanting to end himself and projecting a lot of his self loathing on to others but I don’t think it is necessarily a desire to be dead or die alone (whether he thinks he deserves it or not) but rather more of wanting whatever torment he’s been going through to end. I mean he gets really excited at the idea of joining the fun gang, he was looking for a new beginning not a proper ending.

If Spamton could choose who he had to die around I feel like he wouldn’t want people he knew personally. There would be so much he didn’t get to say, so much the others wouldn’t have time to tell him. The Addisons and him could never have a proper reconciliation, him and Swatch could never clear up whatever went down and he can’t get any closure, never knowing if Mike was safe. Imagine trying to ease into the light when the shadows of your past are blocking it. If anything, I feel like it would create unnecessary stress for him as he would want so bad to feel like he was around people that made him feel safe in his final moments but that just isn’t true. Not to mention the others having to deal with the fact the last time they saw him it was when they abandoned him and the next being him dying of almost direct correlation to it.

However, with people Spamton doesn’t really know I feel like it’d be easier, almost peaceful for him in a way. They wouldn’t have any preconceived ideas or feelings, nothing to get off their chest to ring in his head as he goes out. It would be shallow comfort but he would find that favorable to the intimacy of someone closer that would be intertwined with turmoil. It’s the act of care from a stranger, someone oblivious to his crimes that would bring him ease in my mind, the idea that someone could and did care about him again even if they had no idea who he was in the moment. It was something he craved for years, part of a lot of his motivations and I feel like he’d be more at peace dying around someone who pities him than someone that has guilty or unfinished business with him.

TLDR; I feel like Spamton needs to not be alone physically in death but emotionally I think he would like to keep things distance. In his last moments he’d understand that he is not going to get that closure he needs and would rather face dead with dignity rather than panic at what is left unresolved.

yeah yeah that knife in the owl house luz held is cool and we all love the theory that caleb got clawthorne dick but wouldn’t this be infinitely more fucked up

(*sets out fudge for everyone*)