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#Throw back to a few years ago tbh. I used to have this almost 24/7 bc mental health apparently
satans-knitwear · 2 years
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Perfect outfit to play sum viddy games in. (u kno im actually wearin my fluffy baby yoda hoodie over this. Be real.)
Treat me ~ Tip me
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tojisblunt · 3 years
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OVERSTIMULATION HCS — genshin edition.
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hcs — original, not requested.
AUTHOR’S NOTE. my first genshin work... hehe im so very excited to get back into the writing game ^_^
CHARACTERS. diluc, dainsleif, zhongli, xiao.
+ includes. overstimulation (duh...), daddy kink, size kink, squirting, multiple orgasms, fingering, slapping, mean!xiao, praise, edging
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PLEASE KEEP IN MIND THAT I AM A DARK CONTENT BLOG.
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— DILUC.
he overstimulates you because he’s not even aware of it in the first place.
diluc is a certified himbo, i swear. he loves u so much and would do anything for your pleasure.
but the thing is.......he’s too focused to realized that you’ve been doing nothing but cumming.
he only realizes once you squirt all over him, your cream soaking his digits and your cum bleeding through the sheets.
“d-diluc!” you squeal, back arching and hips shooting forward into his fingers as he continues to move them around inside of your weeping cunt. diluc’s other hand is focused on your tits while his dick is standing up proud, the red tip angry from how horny he was.
he just wants you to cum on his fingers before he makes you cum again and again on his cock, but poor little diluc; he’s far too focused on your pretty tits to notice that you’ve cum a long time ago.
“baby,” you cry, putting your hand over your mouth to muffle the embarrassing sounds leaving your lips as you feel his finger tips graze against your favorite spots. his palm is catching your clit every time his hand creates a motion, and it makes your legs quiver and the knot in your stomach to tighten.
“just cum, baby, it’s okay.” diluc reassures you, and you want to smack him. he’s been spewing bullshit about wanting you to cum when you’ve been doing that this whole time.
“i-i can’t!” you sob, head thrown back when he stops thrusting his fingers for a second, opting to grind the pads of his finger tips against your g-spot. it sends electricity through your body, and you can’t help but tighten around his fingers, body quivering as you experience a body-wracking orgasm.
you’re crying underneath him, eyes widening as you unconsciously spread your legs further open, feeling your orgasm drag out for much longer than planned.
you curse, squirting all over your boyfriend’s fingers and abdomen, thrashing your head side to side from the overwhelming feeling of a mind numbing orgasm that you just experienced.
“oh.” diluc stills, realization hitting him as he processes what just happened. “sorry,” he says sheepishly, and you roll your eyes. he cleans off your cum from his fingers, bringing your body closer to his lower half as he lines up his cock against your pussy.
“what are you—?!”
“—who said i was done?”
he’s gonna be the death of you.
— DAINSLEIF.
likes to do it because you look so pretty crying underneath him.
and also because he’s a service dom who’ll do anything for you to be happy in his sheets :P
loves to edge you tho... it makes your orgasms make you really sensitive after and he just loves the reactions.
tbh everything u do is attractive to him but if ur extra sensitive? u become a lot cuter to him.
“s-sen..” you blabber, and your boyfriend simply does nothing but looks up at you, keeping his eyes focused on your face to watch for any hints of uncomfortableness on your end.
“repeat that?” he asks, slamming his hips against yours purposefully, hoping to get a reaction out of you; in which, he does. dainsleif knows you too well, your body included. he knows where to hit it to get a certain reaction out of you.
“too sensitive!” you cry out in response to his thrust, feeling your thoughts swirl around as dainsleif begins thrusting into you slowly, before his rhythm speeds up. “no, no, no, no...” you trail off, mind going blank as your brains get fucked out of you.
“you can take it,” he says, soothing his hands over your stomach to reassure you that he’s still there. “my good girl, you look so pretty like this.” he smiles, face showing nothing but complete adoration for you as you cry beneath him, legs spread and cunt almost red from the abuse it’s taken from his edging.
no matter how much you want to finally cum, the stinging that you feel as he rocks his hips against yours is so good yet so painful that you’re not sure what to tell him. he’s been edging you for so long that you’re not even sure if you really did cum.
dainsleif knows how sensitive you get every time he stops his thrusting to edge you. the cries that leave your lips once he begins thrusting again, it’s all so good. but, as he watches you babble incoherent words, he decided that it was enough.
after all, nothing beats the sight of you cumming all over his fat cock.
— ZHONGLI.
LET ME TELL YALL ABOUT HIS BIG ASS DICK. (i would know i experienced it first hand)
dear gawd this man has such a size kink... thousands of years of struggling to find someone that would take his cock properly is finally catching up to him!!!!!
because now he found a cute lil plaything such as yourself who gets off on the fact that his dick cant fit easily
and the amount of times he’s made you cum before being fully in... it’s embarrassing but did you expect any less from a dragon?
“daddy!” you gasp, feeling his fat cock throbbing against your sensitive walls. even after years of experience in bed with your boyfriend, zhongli, your poor little cunt still struggles to take his much bigger cock.
you don’t complain, however, no matter how much your pussy hurts the next day from the stretching it received the previous night. no, how could you complain when he makes you feel so good?
“hm?” zhongli hums, keeping his grip on your thighs strong so he has control of how spread out you are for him. using that fact to his advantage, he brings your thighs further apart, cock twitching at the sounds of your mewls from the feeling of his cock hitting deeper.
“f-feels...i feel so good, daddy...” you sniffle, bringing your hand to his abdomen to rub on it, just for your own satisfaction of having your hands on him 24/7. you’re obsessed with having zhongli’s skin against yours, and he finds it so adorable the way you depend on his touch.
“yeah?” he quips, slowly grinding his pelvis against your sensitive clit, causing your mewls to transition to slightly louder moans. he takes note of how sensitive you can get sometimes, which is why he’s careful with exactly where he’s hitting his cock, but his cock is just too big that he sometimes accidentally (more like purposefully) grazes it against your g-spot.
he feels it before his brain could process your loud cries of pleasure. “i’m cumming, fuck! oh fuck!” you gasp, hands gripping the sheets and back arching as you cum hard all over your boyfriend’s cock.
he quickly puts his thumb on your clit, rubbing gentle circles on it to help ride out your orgasm, and you’re crying from the overwhelming feeling of his hands on your clit. your legs are shaking, and your moans have grown too loud, forcing you to cover your mouth in a desperate attempt to keep the maids from hearing you.
“daddy, please,” you sniffle, mind blank from how fucked out you already are. zhongli smiles, caressing the side of your face before he brings your legs over his shoulders, loving the wide eyed reaction that you gave him.
“you can take more, right darling?” he smirks, doing a few experimental thrusts against your sensitive pussy. but before you could even process anything, you’re cumming all over his cock for the second time.
— XIAO.
LITERALLY ONE OF THE MEANEST!!!!
does it purely bc he loves it when ur crying like a dumb little whore
he just loves to fuck u into oblivion so ur rendered speechless :blushes:
degrades u whenever u cry bc of overstimulation, but gets so soft when u apologize for cumming too much :( i love him..
“nngh!” you bite your lips the hardest you could, eyebrows furrowing as you throw your head back. your eyes are rolling to the back of your head, and the continuous trembles that are going through your body right now has your boyfriend holding onto you to support.
he keeps his eyes locked on your cunt, eyes scanning the way you wrap around his cock perfectly, cream soaking his dick as you cum over and over on his cock. you’re too overstimulated at this point, one simple move from him can have you cumming again.
“you don’t stop do you?” he teases, and you wiggle your hips in place in response to the proud smirk adorning on his face. “feel good?” he asks when he notices that your panting has calmed.
you nod, still lost for words as your brain is jumbled from the numerous orgasms your boyfriend was so considerate to give.
he ghostly leaves his thumb resting on your throbbing clit, ignoring the small whines that leave your lips in reaction. he then brings your legs over his shoulders with his free hand, and you can’t do anything but just give him a hesitant look.
“what?” he asks, leaning down and placing both hands on either side of your head. “don’t you cream so nice and hard like this? hm?” his vulgar words bring arousal to your hot cunt, enough arousal where your hips jumped from the sudden stimulation it brought to your clit.
“daddy...” you sniffle, feeling his cock throb inside your awaiting cunt. he gives you a single glance before thrusting hard once against your hips. hard enough that it would be pleasurable for the both of you.
“you talk too much,” xiao sighs, and you squirm, impatience settling in your bones. “quit it.” he grunts, lifting his hand to land a quick slap on your face, causing you to gasp.
“no, fuck!” you cry, hands immediately rushing to his arms for support as your body trembles underneath his, cunt completely losing it on his cock.
xiao swallows, head going light from the intense arousal that he’s feeling as he watches you cum just from him slapping you.
if overstimulation can get you to cum this easy, then you better be sure as hell that he’s going to fuck you insanely stupid every time.
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cas-kingdom · 4 years
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i was extremely bored so found this 105-question questionnaire and filled it out. you guys can do it too if you want!
 1) Are you in a relationship with somebody? No.
2) Do you hate more than 3 people? Probably.
3) How many houses have you lived in? 4.
4) Favorite candy bar? Crunchie! (That’s honeycomb and chocolate heaven for those of you who don’t own the luxury of having them in your country).
5) Favorite shoes? Nike.
6) Have you ever tripped someone? Oh, yes.
7) Least favorite school subject? Science, unless it’s biology, which isn’t so bad.
9) Do you own a Britney Spears CD? No.
10) Have you ever thrown up in public? Yes. I was 8, in school, and threw up in front of my class. So fun. Really, it was my parents’ fault for sending me in despite me saying I felt sick; they thought I was trying to get a day off school because my sister was ill, too. Sucks to be wrong.
11) Name one thing that is always on your mind. A lot.
12) Favorite genre of music? Probably pop. Whatever Take That is.
13) What is your zodiac sign? Pisces.
14) What time were you born? 9:06 am.
15) Do you like beer? There’s a dark berry one I don’t mind, but I don’t drink much alcohol.
16) Ever made a prank phone call? Yep.
17) What is the most embarrassing CD you own? I don’t own any CDs tbh. 
18) Are you sarcastic? Of course not. (That was sarcasm).
19) What are your favorite colors? Blue and yellow! 
20) How many watches do you own? I have a few, though only one proper one which I wear most days, but it’s an expensive one.
21) Summer or winter? Winter. The sun gives me headaches.
23) Favorite color to wear? Black or white with blue denim. (I’m boring).
24) Pepsi or Sprite? Sprite.
25) What color is your cell phone? Silver and white.
26) Where is your second home? Ireland! 
27) Have you ever slapped someone? Not that I can remember. I’d like to, though. ;)
28) Have you ever had a cavity? Yes, but only recently, weirdly enough.
29) How many lamps are in your bedroom? 2. Are you supposed to have any more than that?
30) How many video games do you own? No clue. Apart from Sims 3 & 4, Minecraft which I bought when I was like 11 and haven’t played in years, and tons of old Nintendo games…. Yep. No idea!
31) What was your first pet? Poppy, my black and white cat. My parents adopted her before I was born and she was put down when I was 13. She lived to be over 20!
32) Ever had braces? Yep. Currently have them now which sucks because the treatment will probably be set back now that my next appointment has been delayed over 3 months due to the virus!
33) Do looks matter? Someone’s looks become a little less attractive to me if their personality isn’t just as beautiful. (How sappy?)
34) Do you use chapstick? After I brush my teeth because my lips get dry. ;(
35) Name 3 teachers from your High School. Mrs Drake, Mr Cherry (isn’t that an awesome name?) and Mr Romero.
36) American Eagle or Abercombie? I’m not American but I do visit and my Granma had an apartment in Florida so I have a few Abercrombie clothes.
37) Are you too forgiving? Probably, yes.
38) How many children do you want? 3. Twin boys and a little girl.
39) Do you own something from Hot Topic? Again, not American!
40) Favorite breakfast meal? Pain au chocolat!
41) Do you own a gun? There’s a water gun somewhere in my back garden.
42) Ever thought you were in love? Not with anybody who isn’t fictional.
43) When was the last time you cried? Uh, a few days ago?
44) What did you do 3 nights ago? I can’t even remember what I did last night.
45) Olive Garden? La Panera? Never been to either, though my sister and I will go to OG after lockdown’s over.
46) Have you ever called your teacher mommy? No, but I’ve called my science teacher Grandma (they have the same name). 
47) Have you ever been in a castle? I’ve been in loads!
48) Nicknames? A few. My best friend and I constantly call each other ‘Bitch’ and my Dad has called me ‘Monkey’ since I was born. I have it tattooed in his handwriting.
49) Do you know anyone named Bertha? Who knows someone called Bertha? (No offense if your name is Bertha).
50) Ever been to Kentucky? The only US states I’ve been to are Florida and NYC.
51) Do you own something from Banana Republic? No. Had to look up what it was. Thought it was a crazy Government party.
52) Are you thinking about somebody right now? Alexander Skarsgard. Why? Who knows. (We all know).
53) Have you ever called someone Boo? No, but I’ve been called it.
55) Do you own a diamond ring? No, but my mum and sister own a few (passed down from my Granma).
56) Are you happy with your life right now? I wish.
57) Do you dye your hair? A little. It’s a bit blonder that it is naturally.
58) Does anyone like you? Who knows?
59) What year were you born? 2000 and something....... maybe.
60) What were you doing in May of 1994? Rooting for my parents to meet and have me.
61) Do you own a Backstreet Boys CD? No.
62) McDonalds or Wendy's? Wendy’s. I hate McDonalds.
63) Do you like yourself? Sometimes.
64) Are you closer to your mother or father? Probably my mum, but that’s only because my dad and I are so alike we often find it difficult to speak about what I speak about with my mum. 
65) Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex? Oh, where do I start? Give me a guy with long-ish hair and we’re good to go.
66) Are you afraid of the dark? Sometimes.
67) Have you ever eaten paste? Like toothpaste? Probably accidentally.
68) Do you own a webcam? No.
69) Have you ever stripped? Not in front of anyone…
70) Ever broke a bone? 2. My shoulder and my tailbone. Both by falling off my horse. I know, I know.
72) Do you chat on AIM often? I don’t even know what that is.
73) Pringles or Lays? Never had Lays. My favourite crisp (or chip to you Americans) is paprika Pringles.
74) Have you ever broken someone's heart? I don’t think so.
75) Rugrats or Doug? Who what where?
76) Full House or The Brady Bunch? FULL HOUSE. Even if I’d watched The Brady Bunch, my go-to will always be Full House.
77) Did you like your high school guidance counselor? We don’t have those over here.
78) Has anyone ever called you fat? Don’t think so. I’m underweight so if they did they’d be an asshole or blind.
79) Do you have a birth mark? One on my thigh.
80) Do you own a car? I will after I learn to drive.
81) Can you cook? I can try.
82) 3 things that annoy you: Background noise when I’m trying to concentrate, people who think they know something when they don’t, those who think they can dictate my life for me... (among maaaany other things).
83) Do you text message often? Not really. I speak to my friends on social media.
84) Money or love? Love, but money is important, too.
85) Do you have any scars? A few. The most prominent one is on my forehead from when I ran into the corner of the oven door and tore a hole in my head. I was at my Granma’s at the time and she almost had a mini heart attack.
86) What do you want more than anything right now? To leave my house.
87) Do you enjoy scary movies? It’s my best friend and I’s go-to genre of movies when we’re together. Never alone, though.
88) Relationships or one night stands? Relationship. Please.
89) Big Red or Juicy Fruit? What on earth does this mean?
90) Do you enjoy greasy food? Not really.
91) Have you seen all the Rocky movies? Nope. None.
92) Do you own a box of crayons? Probably somewhere in my house.
94) Who was the last person that said they loved you? My dad.
95) Who was the last person that made you mad? My mum. Not ‘mad’ mad. Just upset and a little angry.
96) Who was the last person that made you cry? Refer to previous question.
97) Who was the last person that made you laugh? My parents when my dad almost had a heart attack when my mum pretended to throw the spider she’d caught at him.
98) Who was the last person that you fell for? My dog.
99) Who was the last person that instant messaged you? My best friend.
100) Who was the last person that called you? A woman about a job interview.
EXTRA QUESTIONS!!
101) Name one thing you want to stop. Right now? The Coronavirus.
102) What's your dream holiday destination? New Zealand and Iceland.
103) Who's your celebrity crush? I have too many to be considered healthy. But Hugh Jackman... I love you…
104) What's your favorite video game? Sims.
105) What's your favorite song right now? Probably Snowman by Isak Danielson. Forever my fave.
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horansqueen · 5 years
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AM Conversations : chapter 28
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A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA
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CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27
NOTES:
-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4.3k. -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.
- if you want to be notified when this is updated, please message me or leave a comment!
- you can send me questions and theories and comments. tbh they all make me SO SO SO SOOOO HAPPY! and make me want to write more! you can also tell me if there are things you WANT to happen. you never know, i may add it :P
- thanks for being patient btw! i work a lot these days and will work even more in the next few weeks (until halloween) so i may not update as often as i’d like. :(
- note for this chapter: please forgive me
-please, message me, give me feedbacks, it would mean sooo much to me!
Chapter 28 : His chapter
NIALL
I was happy to have found my best friend back. It seemed like everything was back to normal, or almost. I split my time between Liv and Maya and I was trying to satisfy both, although Maya demanded more attention than I would have thought at the beginning. We had our occasional disputes, I couldn't lie, and most of them were about my best friend, but I was trying not to think about it and I never mentioned it to Olivia.
"Niall? Are you listening to me?"
"Mm?"
I looked up from my phone to look at my girlfriend. She looked pissed and glanced at the plate in front of me. Most of the time, she preferred to eat out and it sort of bothered me but if it saved us from an argument, I was in.
"You barely ate anything." she pointed out, raising her eyebrows.
I looked at her plate and then back up in her eyes.
"Your plate is pretty full too." I argued, moving my chin a bit as my eyes found my phone again.
I wanted to mention that she barely ate at all but I kept my mouth shut because I knew it was a touchy subject for her. Still, I worried about her and I was surprised she insisted on going out to eat since she barely did in the end. Perhaps it was only to make people believe she ate and not get any question. I felt my phone vibrate and looked down at it, quickly typing an answer to the message I just got. The conversation about food seemed to be over but when I heard her voice again, my heart jumped slightly.
"What's so interesting on your phone, Niall? Can't we just eat together and talk?"
I sighed, maybe a bit too loud, and put my phone back in my pocket, feeling it vibrate again immediately but trying to ignore it.
"Okay, what do you want to talk about?"
Her face changed and she looked down, making me believe that the conversation we were about to have was not a fun one. I breathed in deeply but subtly, trying to remain calm no matter what she'd say but knowing it wouldn't be easy.
Maya was more and more jealous as time went by. It had been a few weeks since Harry and Olivia broke up and since then, she had become a bit possessive and got mad almost every time i'd hang out with my best friend. She'd text me a few times an hour, ask many questions about what we did and said. and one time, she even showed up at Liv's, pretending she was 'in the neighborhood'.  It was not easy and we had that talk a hundred times, but I was starting to think that things would never change.
"I've seen the picture." she let out, making me frown. I was about to ask her what pictures she was talking about but she continued. "Of you and her... kissing."
Once again she put emphasis on the 'her' which is something she always did when it came to Olivia. I couldn't remember the last time she actually pronounced her name.
"What are you..."
I didn't have time to finish, she moved her phone up and showed me a picture from the day before. It was all over google, or it seemed, and I could see a very bad picture from very far away of a supposed and obscure kiss between my best friend and I. The angle was shady and although it was probably not photoshopped, it also was clearly not what was happening for real. I chuckled and rolled my eyes, taking a bite of my cold of pastas.
"You know it's just the angle, right?" I asked with an obvious tone full of judgement.
She breathed in, her facial expression turning into a angry one as she brought her phone closer to her, leaving it on the table. She moved closer to me, leaning against the table a bit, and sighed again.
"I think it is exactly what I see."
With my fork still in hand, i leaned against the table too to talk in a low tone.
"Three or four years ago there was a picture of Harry and I kissing that appeared online with a bunch of different articles titled ridiculous shit like 'Harry Styles' New Squeeze Is His One Direction Bandmate Niall Horan' and I can assure you Harry and I never kissed even if you would doubt it with the picture." I explained roughly but in a whisper. "It's what these people do, it's their job to start bullshit about celebrities. I'm sure you had your fair share. So if I tell you this picture is not real and that I was not kissing Olivia, then you should trust me."
She blinked a few times and shook her head and although I knew I hadn't convinced her of anything, I also knew she didn't have any argument to keep this fight going. Or I thought so.
"So you're not having sex with her?"
I choked on my beer and cleared my throat before swallowing hard. All I could think about was the time I fingered my best friend and how I came all over myself from it. It was very weird to think about it while looking at my girlfriend but I finally sighed. I hadn't touched Liv in that way or cheated on Maya again ever since and even if I couldn't pretend I hadn't thought about it, I had been physically faithful to her. Well, except that one time.
"Why would you even ask that?" I wondered rudely, a bit louder this time. "How many times do I have to tell you that she's just my best friend?"
I felt my heart jump in my chest as if i had just expressed a lie and maybe I had. Can someone really be just a friend if you also have sexual thoughts about them?
"Then why don't you ever make love to me?"
Her tone was rude but her voice was low and it seemed even rougher this way. It felt like a slap in the face and I held my breath, staring at her as the anger showed on my face turned into annoyance and a bit of embarrassment. I could feel my cheeks burn, not because I was not banging regularly a girl like Maya or because she was talking about it in public but simply because of the reason why.
"You know... love is a big thing and.."
"Fine." she cut me. "Why don't we have sex, then? Better?"
I cleared my throat without answering her question and licked my lips before looking up in her eyes. I was not having sex with Maya because I was too horny for someone else. It had never happened to me before but it was the truth. Maya and I fought a lot and argued and whenever it would happen, I clearly was not in the mood to be lovey with her. Even on our good days though, I couldn't do it. I had tried and we had a few times, but most of the time i'd find an excuse. Sometimes, i'd even wait until she was asleep to join her in bed, which resulted in many nights spent on the couch since I would end up falling asleep in the living room instead. The last time I had tried to have sex with Maya, I thought about my best friend and it felt so wrong that I had to stop and pretended I had a migraine. Yes, a fucking migraine. I was pathetic. I had this gorgeous model in my bed and I couldn't think with my cock for just an hour in order to shag her.
"I've just been tired and busy." I let out as if it explained anything. "Are you really mad about that? Seriously?"
She didn't answer but pressed her lips together, staring at me as I shook my head.
"Jealousy doesn't look good on you." I pointed out, playing with my cold food by running my fork a bit too violently in my plate.
"If you're not getting it from me, you're getting it somewhere else. I know how men work, Niall."
I sent her a frown and then scoffed, shaking my head again. I couldn't believe we were having this discussion and it made me feel like shit. Did I really want to go through that all the time? Of course, I didn't imagine Maya and I to get married or anything and if I wanted to be honest with myself, I didn't even see myself dating her in the long run. Perhaps this whole relationship was not worth trying to save after all.
"Really now?" I asked, slightly pissed now. "You know how men work? Well then I hope you saw this coming."
I grabbed the cloth napkin I had placed on my lap and wiped my hands with it before throwing it in my plate a bit roughly and looking up in her eyes. She seemed surprised but I knew she knew exactly what I was doing. I leaned closer to her again and stared at her for a few seconds.
"I'm tired of this. We're done."
With an annoying noise, I pushed my chair back and got up, grabbing my coat and diving both my hands in my pockets as I walked away. I stopped when I met our waiter and gave him two bills of a hundred to make sure everything was covered and to apologize if we disturbed other clients. I just wanted to be far from here as soon as possible and I thanked him before leaving quickly.
I breathed in deeply when I stepped out, the cold winter air reaching my nose and making me feel suddenly lighter. Was it wrong of me to feel so relieved to be single again? Perhaps, but I couldn't help it. I waved for a cab and quickly got in but giving the driver my best friend's address instead of mine. I really needed to see her and I felt like I hadn't seen her in way too long.
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I stood in front of her apartment building, my hands still in my pockets as the cab disappeared behind me. I didn't know if it was a good idea and I knew I was here unannounced but even if it hadn't happened in a while, we used to do that all the time. I wasn't sure she was there as I rang the bell but I decided that if she was not, i'd get inside and wait for her anyway, no matter how long it would take for her to come back.
It took longer than expected for the door to unlock and I put my keys back in my pockets, opening the door and rushing upstairs. When I knocked, the door opened slightly and Liv's face appeared, making my smile grow bigger.
"Hey, sorry I didn't call." I apologized, licking my lips. "Can I come in?"
I was excited to see her, impatient to tell her we'd get to spend more time together and explain that I was single now.
"Uhm, yea, of course."
She took a step behind and I pushed on the door slightly and walked quickly inside.
"So guess wh-" I stopped myself suddenly, my voice stuck in my throat as my smile fell. "Harry?"
My bandmate was there, sitting on her couch with half a blanket on him while the other was moved. She was clearly sitting there before opening the door and I noticed how close they must have been from each other. There was a movie on pause in the background and I tried to make sense of the scene in front of me.
My eyes found her again and I frowned, taken aback by the fact that I had not seen this coming at all. Perhaps I was too busy fighting with Maya to realize Olivia and Harry were hanging out again and I hated it. I hated it more than I could explain.
"Wow, really?" I asked, getting pissed for the second time tonight. "Him? Here?"
She frowned and shook her head a bit before shrugging but I didn't let her talk.
"You didn't even think to tell me that you two were spending time together?" I added, not giving her time to talk. "You didn't think to mention that you wanted to try again with him or that you had feelings for him again? What am I to you? Are we even still best friends?"
"Niall, it's not what you-"
"No, wait." I cut her. "I come here to tell you I dumped Maya and I find you cuddling Harry?"  I shook my head and scoffed, slipping my hand in my hair and turning on my heels so my back was facing her.
"It's really not what you think, Niall."
Hearing Harry's voice pissed me off even more and I shut my eyes tight with a groan. I wanted to tell him to mind his own business but I was scared that this business was now his, too. I missed the days Olivia and I were both single and always together but it seemed like it wouldn't be happening again. At least, not soon. Fucking Harry. I knew I was mad at him for no reason but I couldn't help it.
"He's right." Liv agreed with him, twisting something in my stomach. "And we weren't cuddling."
I turned back to her swiftly, raising my eyebrows as my lips parted.
"Don't lie to me, I have two functioning eyes!"
"Oh my god Niall calm down!"
Her voice took me by surprise and I took a step back as Harry got up from the couch slowly and walked up to her, placing his hand gently on her shoulder. That display of affection made me want to puke.
"I'll leave you two, call me okay?"
She nodded and he smiled before turning to me and giving me a short head movement as a goodbye. His hand slipped from her arm and I watched it, holding my breath the whole time. We waited until the door closed behind him and I breathed in but we stayed silent, just staring at each other. She seemed to glow and I didn't want it to be because of him. She moved two locks of hair behind both her ears and I surprised myself wishing I was the one who pushed them out of her face with more delicateness than the way she had done it.
I thought she'd propose me a drink and that we'd talk sitting on her couch but she just brought her arms closer, crossing them over her chest and bringing her shoulders up.
"Harry and I are just friends, Niall, that's all."
I hated that answer and it reminded me that I gave the exact same one to everyone who asked about me and her. Why did I have such a hard time believing it when it came from her mouth? Perhaps it was because it was hard to believe when it came out of mine.
"I'm not getting back with him, Niall."
I sighed and shook my head, bringing my hands to my hair and pulling on it a bit too hard. I don't know why I was getting so mad but I couldn't help it. It was raising inside me like a volcano near boiling and I closed my eyes, pacing quickly in a small circle and letting out a few groans. I couldn't seem to ease the anger I was feeling and it was making me even angrier.
"You know what? I don't believe you!" I let out.
"Why?" she asked with a frown, taking a step closer. "I won't go back with him!"
"And why wouldn't you go back with him mm?" I asked a bit too loud, throwing my arms in the air in a ridiculous way. "He's perfect, he clearly still has feelings for you and you two didn't really have any reason to break up."
"Because... that's not how it works, Nee." she replied, shaking her head and avoiding my eyes.
I blinked a few times, staring at her, breathing in as my hands formed fists. I could feel my nails digging gently in my palms and the word escaped my mouth in a yell. "WHY?"
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU OKAY!?"
Silence. All I could hear was the pace of my heartbeats accelerating in my chest. My muscle loosened and I opened my hands as my shoulders fell.
"What?"
My voice was low, almost inaudible.
"I love you Niall. I'm in love with you." she added, swallowing hard. "I've always been. Since the day I found out what love was, I knew the love of my life was you. I didn't stop loving you, not even half a second. It's always been you, and no one else."
"That makes... no sense." I whispered, shaking my head and taking a step back despite myself.
"Except it makes all the sense in the world, Niall, don't you think?" I watched her tilt her head on the side and it hit me just how vulnerable she looked. "Don't you think we make sense?"
"As best friends, yea." I explained now completely calm. "As.. maybe a bit more than that, sure. We make sense as ambiguous best friends that people question, okay, I get that."
I stared at her, unsure if my heart had stopped or was going too fast for me to feel the beats. Weirdly, I wanted to take her in my arms and beg her to take her words back so everything could go back to normal. Why didn't I see this before? Or did I? Why didn't I want to see this before?
Her emotions changed, her face softening but also turning into a sad expression. I felt like shit, I felt out of place, I felt guilty... and all these feelings couldn't seem to make me find the right words.
"But Olivia, you and I? As a couple?" I shook my head, raising my eyebrows and bringing my shoulders up. "No, it doesn't make sense. It wouldn't work."
I was searching for her eyes but she was avoiding any contact and we remained motionless and in silence for a few minutes. It was awkward and I couldn't put a finger on the last time it was awkward between us.
"Do you love me, Niall?"
Her eyes finally met mine and my lips parted at her question. I pushed my hands deep in my pockets and shook my head slightly.
"You always ask me that question. My answer is still the same."
She took a step closer and my gaze followed her. The closer her body was getting, the harder my heart was beating. Why did this have to happen?
"I mean real love."
She didn't try to add anything else, we both knew what she meant and we both knew I was avoiding the question. She took an other step closer and I looked down in her eyes as her chin moved up. My eyes roamed in her face, trying to memorize every single detail : the way her tin lips were slightly parted, the way her green eyes had an halo of gold around the pupils, the way her button nose moved up delicately when she talked. I brought one of my hands to her cheek, slowly and gently, and ran my thumb on her skin. She looked on the verge to cry and I didn't want to admit that I felt tears coming, too. I was losing my best friend.
"I can't." I just said, taking a step back and feeling my hand slip from her face before letting my arm fall. "I'm sorry."
I sighed and closed my eyes for a few seconds, trying to stop my whole body from throbbing and finally just shook my head before turning around.
"Niall..."
I swallowed hard and breathed in without turning back to look at her.
"I'm sorry."
And then I did the worst thing I could have done. I left.
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My whole body was burning and throbbing and I stopped running as soon as I was out of her building, holding myself on my knees with my hands, my eyes closed. It felt horrible, like I was trapped in a closed elevator in-between two levels... like I was stuck in a secluded and locked place without being able to get out. I had a hard time breathing and I tried to concentrate on inhaling and exhaling to get back to normal.
It took a while but when my crisis was over, I moved up again and searched for my phone in my pockets. I realized my hands were shaking when I tried typing a message but I finally hit 'send'. It took me longer than I thought but I eventually found a cab and ended up in bar, sitting on a stool and drinking a beer. I was twisting it in my hands without tasting it, probably warming the liquid with the palm of my hand pressed on the bottle. I felt someone sit next to me but it's only when I heard his voice that I looked up.
"Six tequila shots." Louis ordered, looking at the barman before turning to look at me and then back at the man behind the counter. "No wait, make it eight, please and thank you."
"Oh I'm not getting drunk." I pointed out with a frown.
"Fuck yes you are." Louis chuckled. "I'm seeing your face and you clearly need it. What happened? You broke up with Maya?"
I scoffed and looked back at my beer, taking of sip of it and grimacing slightly.
"That's not why I asked you to meet here, I just needed company."
I was not sure if it was a lie or if it was only half a lie but it didn't matter. Louis knew me too well and when he laughed, I knew he didn't believe anything I said. The barman came back and aligned the eight shots in front of us as Louis handed him a bill and my eyes roamed on the shots slowly.
"Let's drink half of them then you can tell me what the fuck is wrong Neil, okay?"
I rolled my eyes at the nickname and grabbed one, quickly downing it and turning the shots around, putting it back on the counter with a light thud before grabbing the other one and doing the same. My throat was burning because of the alcohol and so were my eyes but there was clearly no link with the shots. I rubbed both my eyes and sighed again but when I turned to Louis, he was waiting.
"Olivia told me she loved me."
Louis blinked a few times and shook his head.
"Okay... and?"
I opened my eyes in surprise. I had expected a different reaction : a loud laughter, a shocked expression, or even a grimace... but indifference? No, I hadn't seen that coming at all.
"And?" I repeated, raising my eyebrows. "She loves me, Louis. She LOVES me."
This time, Louis laughed and shook his head, pushing an other shot on the counter to get it closer to me.
"Because you're gonna tell me you didn't know before she told you?"
He grabbed a shot and brought it to his lips. I watched him as he swallowed the third and the fourth, grimacing and finally turning to look at me. I was not really sure why it was Louis I had called. Probably because he was the first contact I found, or maybe because I knew he was going to tell me things the way he sees them. He was going to tell me what I needed to hear, not what I wanted to hear.
"N-No..."
"Then you're a fooking idiot, Niall."
"Thanks Tommo, that really helps." I let out with sarcasm, raising my nose and drinking my last shots before grabbing my beer again.
"So, you two are dating now?" he asked, taking the cigarette from behind his ear to place it between his lips.
My face twisted in an other grimace and my nose raised up at his words as he took his lighter out of his pockets. I watched as he lighted it up and inhaled a long puff, letting the smoke come out from his nose. I was not even sure it was allowed to smoke in this bar.
"No, of course we're not dating. I don't.. We're not..." It seemed like I couldn't finish my sentence and I sighed a bit too loud.
"Let's face it Niall. The only thing that would change if you two started dating would be holding hands and having sex. It doesn't sound too terrible does it?"
He tapped on his cigarette and the ash fell on his napkin before he licked his lips. I tried to think about having sex with Liv every day and holding her hand... I tried to think about cuddling her at night, dancing with her in the living room, having conversations in the AM all the time. Louis was right, most of those were things we already did.
"But dating means love, it means a steady relationship, it means being faithful and owing your time and heart to someone. it implies a lot more than I can give her. I can't give her that."
"Can't or won't?"
"I hate you, Tommo." I groaned, grabbing my beer again and drinking what was left of it.
"You're scared, that is pretty obvious." Louis said, his lips moving a bit as he shrugged. "But it's time you man up and admit how you feel. Or i'm telling you, mate. You're gonna lose her. And this time, it may be forever."
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primatechnosynthpop · 4 years
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This is a little exerpt from a long-ish fic I wrote several years ago and never published... god only knows if I’ll ever publish it in its entirety (probably not tbh) but for now y’all can have a little domestic content, as a treat
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As much as Hiro and Ando had been looking forward to getting married, there was one thing that neither of them had really taken into consideration until it was too late to turn back. After all the costs had been tallied up, the grand total came out to be well over a million dollars. It would be worth it to get married, naturally--or at least that was what Ando kept trying to convince himself. He never second-guessed his desire to marry Hiro, but why, oh why did it have to be so expensive?!
"Don't worry about it," Hiro told him cheerfully upon seeing him fret about the cost. "Our love will persevere even in the face of an expensive wedding!"
His anxieties weren't going to be quelled that easily, but flirting with Hiro was a good way to get Ando's mind off of things. "It's like I always say," he chuckled, lifting Hiro a couple centimetres off the ground and twirling him around before setting him lightly back down. "Kensei and Yaeko have got nothing on us."
"Our love is a thousand times more legendary," Hiro agreed with a broad smile. He leaned in to kiss Ando, but he stopped at the last second, his smile fading. "...Especially since our love actually ended up happening," he added sullenly, and Ando was suddenly reminded of what Hiro has discovered about his former childhood hero.
In an effort to divert his fiancé's mind away from the depressing subject, Ando drew his finger over Hiro's engagement ring. At the reminder of their impending matrimony, Hiro perked back up at least a little bit. He gave Ando an affectionate nuzzle and dropped the subject of Kensei, although he still carried a certain sadness for the rest of the day that Ando absolutely hated. He hated it whenever Hiro wasn't smiling. He wanted to personally go out and destroy the person who made his beloved feel so heartbroken. But Hiro, overprotective boyfriend that he was, wouldn't let Ando put himself in danger like that. He made it clear he appreciated the effort, though.
*
Hiro was a bit confused at first to wake up the next morning on Ando's couch rather than in his bed. He was even more confused that his fiancé was nowhere to be found. After a few minutes of worrying, he stumbled across a note taped to the fridge that read:
Gone out to get some groceries. Try not to teleport four hundred years back in time while I'm out! (Seriously though, Hiro, stay put). XOXO -Ando ♡
Hiro smiled as he read the note. He gently pressed his fingers to his lips and then touched them to the spot where Ando had drawn a heart on the corner of the paper. "Don't worry, Ando-kun," he whispered. "I'm not going anywhere at the moment."
Hiro went about making breakfast, although he quickly discovered why Ando had gone out to get groceries. All they had was a couple slices of Wonderbread and some low-fat peanut butter. Not only that, all the plates were dirty! Hiro grumbled to himself as he scrubbed off a plate that had been sitting in Ando's sink for at least a week. He made a mental note to berate his boyfriend for being so sloppy as soon as he got home. Letting dirty dishes pile up in one's sink was far from heroic.
Around half an hour later, Ando strolled back into his flat, carrying a couple of grocery bags. "Hi, honey, I'm home!" he jokingly called in English as he kicked off his shoes and shut the door behind him.
As soon as he heard his boyfriend's voice, Hiro ran over from the next room and practically flung himself at Ando. "Ando-kun!" he cried happily. He glanced down at the grocery bags. "What did you buy?"
"Well, aren't you the romantic?" Ando teased as he went through the bags, taking items out and setting them on the counter. "Let's see... I got bread, eggs, some more soy sauce--we were almost out--a hamburg steak we can cook tonight, and a few packages of instant ramen."
"Again with the instant ramen, Ando?" Hiro nagged. "That stuff's not good for you, you know.”
"Right; I bet if you had your way we'd be eating American food 24/7."
Not wanting to have another circular conversation pertaining to his obsession with American culture, Hiro decided to change the subject. "So, did you eat breakfast this morning?"
Ando sighed. "Nope; didn't have the time," he said, adding with a wink, "I've gotta provide for my future husband."
"That's very sweet," said Hiro, "But I love you and I need you to take care of yourself. Have something to eat."
* One of the only other things Ando had in his kitchen had been a bowl of four-week-old persimmons sitting on the table. Ando ate one as per Hiro's request while Hiro brewed some tea. They made idle conversation while waiting for the tea to cool off: wedding plans, the cost of said plans, what their destiny was, whether or not it was time to throw out those persimmons. Hiro suggested, hopefully jokingly, that he travel back in time to when the persimmons were still good--"They ARE still good," Ando argued--and eat them before they went bad. Ando, who'd had more than enough of his fiancé running off on him to the past, put his foot firmly down. 
Then Hiro wryly suggested they just travel back in time every time they got a plate dirty, so that they (read: he) would never have to wash the dishes. Ando could practically taste his passive-aggressiveness. He hadn't even let that many dishes pile up, considering that he did his best to fit in three meals a day every day. And how was he supposed to afford a dishwasher if Hiro wanted to have such a costly wedding?!
"I never let dirty dishes pile up in my sink," Hiro sniffed haughtily.
"You can just stop time and get them done with time left over to do the things you want afterwards," Ando objected. "Not all of us have that luxury, remember?"
Hiro wrinkled his nose, pausing to take a sip of his tea before replying. "I never use my powers for personal gain."
Ando rolled his eyes. "Right; how could I forget I'm engaged to a paragon of virtue?"
"Now, now, Ando-kun," Hiro chided him. "A man does not need powers..."
"...To be a hero," Ando finished, a faint blush spreading over his cheeks as he remembered the first time Hiro had said that to him. The couple exchanged a smile, and for a moment it was just like when they'd first started dating. Then Ando remembered what they were actually talking about. "But what does that have to do with doing the dishes?"
Rather than explaining his logic, Hiro opted to go for the distraction method. Five or six months ago it definitely would have worked, but not now. Ando was too smart to let kisses on the cheek lower his guard. Of course, that didn't mean he was going to say no...
Ten minutes later, they were in Ando's bed. It was funny how often they seemed to end up there. He didn't remember getting up and heading to the bedroom, so he supposed Hiro had teleported them into the bed partway through. Having a superpowered boyfriend certainly did have its advantages.
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defenselesswriter · 4 years
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i’m going to do a stream of conscious about my week under a read more 
it’s been a very difficult week emotionally. i’ve been extremely unhappy with my living situation (not at the people in particular? it’s one of those, i need my alone time and my own space and i’m so not getting it at the moment) and that’s taking a huge toll on me. plus it affects my current job a lot.
i’ve had a couple job interviews the last few weeks. haven’t gotten a second interview for either, and that’s been pretty discouraging.
i have like.... $20 to my name rn for a week and that’s super stressful for me. i’m not even exaggerating, i have literally no other funds coming in, no savings to steal from to feel a little more comfortable. that’s it. i’m very fortunate that my bills have been paid and i don’t have to worry about that for a bit. but it’s still a very stressful thing for as i have been very careful with my bank account balance since i was like 19 and over drafted my account a few times and had to ask my mom for money. i hate asking her for money bc she already does a lot for me. 
my parents are really serious about moving and selling our current house, which i think i’ve discussed here. i haven’t lived anywhere but this house since i was 5. that’s almost 20 years... and they’re looking to move out end of january next year. so like in 2 months. and i really really want my own living space, but i uh obvi can’t afford it even with hella budgeting. my current job pays very little. anyway.
i’m still job hunting. fingers crossed something comes my way. but i’m not sure i want to move right away once i get a full time, good paying position. bc daphne. she’s super used to me being home all the time. and when i’m not home i either take her with me or i’m gone for a few hours at most and someone else is home with her like my parents both of whom she loves immensely. so i need her to get used to me not being around 24/7 when i get a job outside of my home. 
then we’re moving houses. that’ll be a big change on her too. all of the houses we have looked at and will look at this weekend have giant backyards which is great bc that’s something she’s used to. 
so i wanna give her some time to adjust to that first before i throw her into a new environment, especially bc it looks like all i’d be able to afford is an apartment. she’s lived in an apartment before with her previous human, but she was a puppy then so that was a while ago. i think she’ll be okay in an apartment. i just don’t want to throw her through the change of me not being home all the time in an unfamiliar place. i wanna take things slowly and at different steps, letting her get used to the idea that i may be gone all day, but i’ll always come back at night and my parents and brother will still be around for her to feel comfortable. 
on the bright side tho, i have been feeling a lot better physically. walking has been easier and manageable. i can usually stay awake all day. i can’t always stay upright all day, but i have been mostly awake during the day with little to no napping. that has been really great tbh. 
tonight, i went to my little brother’s football game at a park that allows dogs, so i brought daphne along and she really enjoyed that. she got to meet a couple other dogs and humans and she did pretty well. halloween, she didn’t do very well with other dogs or humans when i sat with her outside in our front yard to hand out candy. so i put her inside, which she didn’t super like. she whined the whole time and stared at me through the windows. so i was a little surprised she did so well tonight. and now she’s spread out across my bed, sleeping. 
i honestly love her so much. she has brought so much joy and love and light to my life. she is my baby and she has my family’s hearts wrapped around her paw. 
but yeah. 
also another good thing bc i don’t want this to be me just complaining. i have been writing my single dad!stiles fic and y’all... i haven’t felt this way about my writing in a long time, but this story is really coming together and i’m really enjoying writing it. it’s a lot of fun. i’m really proud of how it’s turning out like i look back at what i wrote and think, “this is actually good”
i’ve showed it to a couple of incredible friends who have given me such helpful feedback and i can’t wait to share it with the world. i’m still sticking to i want to finish it before posting it. and finishing it means also doing a couple rounds of editing which i literally never do. not with fanfic. but i want this story to be as good as it can be bc it has a lot of potential for me. plus it’s a fun project. i’m remembering that writing is a fun activity for me and not tedious or boring or just straight up not a good time, bro. so finding my joy in writing again has been really, really good. 
but okay i’m done now. if anyone read through this all, i commend you and i love you. i also love the people who didn’t make it this far, but they don’t get to know that important info (;
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wannawrite · 6 years
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Bar Goer
who?: JBJ’s Kim Donghan
genre: 🌸
type: bullet point
TW: alcohol
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donghan isn’t very successful at finding true love at clubs but trying doesn’t hurt anyone
inspired by kdrama ‘Tempted (The Great Tempter)
I’m so upset that jbj is going to disband so quickly 😭😭😭 it’s just a HUGE disappointment. This request went straight to the top of my priority list. They deserve to disband with dignity.
I’ll probably still take requests for them - same with W1 - bc I love them so much.
Thanks for requesting anon!!
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disclaimer: pictures used do not belong to me and credit goes to their original owners
everything that is written here is purely fictional
DO NOT READ IF TRIGGERING
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No one has heard of a seducer greater than Kim Donghan
he had cherry lips, shielding a bitterly sweet tongue
he walked with a wicked stride, confident and narcissistic
Donghan was fresh out of school, just a 20 year old
yet, the neighbourhood gossip column stated he had wormed his way into the heart of a much older woman
she was his classmate’s mother
the reason he spent all night flattering her with sweet nothings and a couple of deep kisses?
likely because he wanted free alcohol for himself
why had he gone to that particularly expensive club only open to the guest list?
because his best friend and partner in crime, Hyunbin, had gotten free entry for both of them
troublemakers, those two
Donghan would go to that extent for free drinks
and he had the highest alcohol tolerance out of the people in his class
crazy
all the caused was chaos
Donghan would seduce anyone, anything, for whatever reason
if it was given by his other best friend, the aristocratic Kim Sanggyun
or if he felt like it was worth the chase and effort
some people nicknamed the trio TriK
Tri for three
K for Kwon and double Kim
and TriK for how deceiving they look
they trio played pranks on everyone and anyone
their other close friends, Taehyun, Kenta and Yongguk were helpless to stop them
tbh they didn’t really care as long as Taehyun did not have to wake up at 3am to bail Hyunbin out of jail
besides, it wasn’t like TriK to be so mundane and muted
they just bore too bright and wild personalities
Taehyun let out a disgruntled sigh. ‘Donghan, if I receive one more angry text for a heart broken person, I’m doing to snap your neck.’
Donghan simply shrugged, a knowing grin on his face
people liked to think Taehyun was the most responsible in the clique and often went to him for advice or to take revenge on Donghan
like Donghan ever cared about what his hyungs had to say about him
they too had given up long ago and just let him carry out his activities
it wasn’t like seducing was fatal
or was it?
‘Hyung, don’t be mad. I’m here, I bought you your favourite sushi from Tokyo! Cheer up!’ lovesick Hyunbin attempted to lift Sanggyun’s sulky mood.
he only pressed his lips into a thin line and twirled his chopsticks in his hands
‘it isn’t fair how she just moves on so quickly just two years after she signed divorce papers,’ he seethed. ‘Does she want the chairman or does she want JK group?’
it had been a long day of settling unpleasant affairs
to begin with, Sanggyun was forced to attend some gala that his mother’s company, Myeong Jeong Healthcare had organised
smile for the cameras
talk to stuck up ‘friends’ or ‘diplomatic allies’ who cared about nothing else than the Kim family’s bank account
entertain guests
To end the dessert course on the sweetest note possible, his mother announced her engagement to JK Group’s chairman
more commonly addressed as Kim Donghan’s father
Donghan too was obliged attend and witnessed the announcement
It was too soon after his father had erased any trace of him from his life
throwing out of the family home just hours after Donghan’s graduation ceremony
Donghan had disappeared shortly following the loud declaration
he was last seen driving off in a red sports car that was not registered under his name
Sanggyun had finally released all his pent-up frustration, throwing wine glasses at walls and crunching him up in his hands
his shouts shook the whole building from the carpark level
Hyunbin’s effort was useless
Sanggyun was not to be stopped
in the end, Sanggyun had to be hospitalised because of his injuries and emotional distress
obviously, he wasn’t one for bland hospital food so Hyunbin had made sure to grab his favourite
meanwhile, Donghan was out somewhere by himself, most likely equally traumatised
the next day, Donghan paid Sanggyun a visit
‘I can’t stand this,’ Sanggyun whined, referring to his hospital gown and IV drip.
which Hyunbin had been desperately tried to keep in place
uhh by preventing Sanggyun from ripping it out
perhaps he also meant that he couldn’t stand Donghan’s dad marrying his mum
‘Let’s go somewhere, do something,’ Donghan suggested.
‘whenever you say that...you mean let’s go clubbing...’ Hyunbin raised his eyebrows
his friend’s lips stretched into a smile. ‘Why not? I know of a new club that just opened.’
Hyunbin crossed his arms over his chest, pressing his lips into a thin line. ‘I think it’ll be best if we just called pizza and chicken in. Right, Sanggyun? You love that chicken place down the road.’
how the hell am I going to manage to emotionally unstable drunk boys?
‘Actually,’ Sanggyun began, tearing at his IV drip. ‘Checking out that new club sounds nice and we’ll call pizza in to cure the hangover.’
he wanted the thick liquid to burn as it slipped down his throat
Donghan felt like he just needed the adrenaline from clubs, maybe grab a drink or two but he didn’t feel like inhaling alcohol tonight
he just wanted some time away from all the chaos
hyunbin knew the night wasn’t going to end in the most spectacular fashion but that never stopped him from hopping in
‘There are too many nurses and security on duty as of now,’ Donghan hissed, teeth gritted
the quicker they left and arrived back the better
less suspicious
less problematic
less chaotic
a bundle of black nylon was shoved into his hands.
unravelling the package, his hands met with sturdy rope
‘hyung, you never come unprepared,’ he whispered in disbelief. His hyungs were always so unpredictable
Hyunbin locked the door behind him as Donghan pushed the window open
they were lucky to have gotten such a hospital ward 
imagine if the windows were sealed 
but no, Sanggyun threw a fuss about how he was allergic to some chemicals
the contractor was in to redo some windows of different wards 
Sanggyun hastily slipped into the different set of clothes and fluffed up the blanket to make it look like he was asleep 
with a thud, the rope landed on the other side of the wall
the knot reeling to keep it secure 
under the pastel hues of sunset, three boys shimmied down the wall of a hospital
the moon reached its peak by the time they set off for an adventure
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for Kim Donghan, getting into some of the city’s most exclusive clubs was no big deal
he just had to cut the line and give the bouncer a small smile before the velvet rope was pulled back and he was ushered through the doors 
he did frequent clubs quite a bit 
but most of the time it was to meet Hyunbin or Sanggyun 
it didn’t necessarily mean he got hammered 24/7 
he just found the atmosphere one to suit his mood at given times 
strobe lights, loud music, the scent of sweat and alcohol almost seemed more welcoming than the icy draft that wafted through his ‘father’s’ house 
a/n: in the drama, a reason why Sihyun gets kicked out is as he isn’t the legitimate son of his ‘father’
from what I know 
please don’t spoil it for me 😬🙏🏼
Donghan takes on Sihyun’s role, Sanggyun as Sooji and Hyunbin as Sejoo 
but tonight, Donghan just feels like having a beer before napping on the plush seats in the VIP lounge 
there was no room for hooking up or ruining someone’s ego today 
that was his plan 
if he succeeded in getting through the insane VIP line 
usually, the VIP line would have one - the most two people - in it 
however, tonight was strangely packed 
he was Kim Donghan
if there was an event, he would have been informed of it by his contacts 
but he hadn’t even heard anything on the grapevine about tonight 
weird 
Sanggyun was beginning to get impatient, worried about how he was going to explain himself to his mother should they be caught 
‘I’ll go check out the situation up front.’ Donghan pushed and squeezed his way through until he could see the doors 
after some eavesdropping, he concluding the club was hosting someone’s birthday 
‘hey, you!’ someone yelled. ‘Don’t cut the line, dick move.’ 
Donghan wanted to roll his eyes but he controlled himself, flashing his signature grin that made even people with the most concrete hearts melt into a puddle of cement 
unfortunately, it only earned him an icy cold glare from the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen 
oh, how he wished they would be filled with adoration instead of annoyance 
the girl it’s been so long since we specified genders scoffed at him, then returned to chatting with her friends 
Donghan felt a pang of guilt - an emotion he rarely felt 
he slipped back into his spot in the queue 
thankfully, Sanggyun and Hyunbin were too engaged in a chitchat to mind him much
staff came a few minutes later to clear the customers into the club 
Donghan ignored the bar and the impressive array of drinks, mood spoiled by the earlier interaction 
for the next half an hour, he spent it wallowing on the VIP room couch, crunching on the occasional snack 
red had spread across Sanggyun’s face like a sunburn as he sipped his brew
Hyunbin was more concerned about keeping his friends sober than drinking 
but we all know this boy can drink 
‘this is no fun,’ Sanggyun started to whine. ‘We came to forget about being sad but we’re just crying in the club.’ 
‘it’s better than sobbing in the hospital,’ he added quietly 
• Hyunbin nudged Donghan in the ribs. ‘Come on, our little seducer, who do you fancy tonight?’ 
Donghan stared off into space, propping his face in his hands, his mind not even pondering about it. 
carelessly, he replied, ‘I’ll talk to whoever walks through the doors next.’ 
that person would mostly be someone he was already acquainted with 
you had to be extraordinary to access the VIP lounge 
TriK was no exception 
His friends snickered. ‘Done deal.’ 
Donghan did NOT expect the next person to be you 
he regretted his words
such an impetuous comment, what a grave mistake 
Sanggyun threw his hands into a clap, pouting lips tugged into a smirk
‘there’s your target, Romeo.’
swearing, Donghan took a sip of Hyunbin’s beer
he observed as you approached the private bar and perched on one of the barstools, chatting up the mixologist like he was your best friend 
nerves began to settle into his stomach like never before 
whatever  
I’ve done this more than a billion times, what could be so different about this one? 
Donghan moved to the twin barstool before anyone else could take his place 
he winked at the bartender, cueing his usual drink 
seeing it was the insolent young man you had previously encountered, you edged further away from him 
‘waiting for someone?’ 
you turned at the sound of his deep voice, meeting his sultry smirk and dark eyes 
sucking back a snarky reply, you only uttered a finite ‘yes’. 
‘shall I accompany you?’ 
such a try hard 
you refrained from rolling your eyes, instead, you sent a killer smile his way
‘no need. I don’t associate myself with people like you,’ you bit back 
ouch,,, that has got to sting 
panicked, Donghan sampled his drink, brain clogs reeling to come up with an answer 
he feigned nonchalance, shrugging his shoulders which shifted his shirt to show off a pair of defined collarbones 
‘excuse me.’ you began to slip out of your seat. ‘I came here with a purpose and with friends, so...I’m not wasting any more time with you.’
arrows shot into Donghan’s heart and smashed it into smithereens 
the feeling he had was completely foreign, they felt like cupid’s arrows 
he was baffled by the new wave of emotions 
hmm cupid had spoken, there would be another chance won’t there be?
~
‘who cares?’ your best friend yelled after hearing your story. ‘He’s so hot! There won’t be any strings attached anyway. That’s why we came anyway, isn’t it?’ 
you cringed, pulling a face at her reaction 
he was kind of hot though...
‘you HAVE to grab him before others do! I see he’s caused quite a stir.’ 
her words were true, quite a number of people swarmed that guy and his bunch of friends as they emerged from the VIP lounge 
I’ll see if he makes a move first 
your glass slams down on the table, making your way to the dance floor 
across the club, Donghan spots your figure immediately
he keeps his eyes trained on you as you sway to the music, moving your hips to the beat 
to your surprise, Donghan simply flittered off into the crowd without even making eye contact 
oh 
disappointment flooded you for some odd reason 
an hour ago, you were disgusted by his presence and even shooed him off 
now, you wanted his attention...desperately 
blame the hormones 
still, this sort of behaviour was so unlike yours
@ spiked alcohol 
don’t spike anyone’s alcohol, that shit ain’t cool and it’s so gross and uncalled for 
you retired to a quieter corner of the bar, feet aching from the killer heels 
you felt someone’s arm lean against the bar counter, trapping you in your seat 
‘where’s your friend?’ the same voice asked. 
‘hmm, not here right now,’ you whispered, voice low. ‘But you are.’ 
Donghan chose to ignore your latter comment, playing hard to get. 
‘having a fun night?’ he made sure his eyes met yours for at least 10 seconds before breaking away for 11 seconds 
you paused, deliberating on your answer. 
yes or yes but in italics
doing something crazy for once wouldn’t hurt you 
‘no,’ you replied, tone huskier than before. ‘not without you.’ 
damn sweetie wyd
before you knew it, Donghan’s lips were inches away from yours, beckoning you to close the gap 
ask before you kiss anybody 
your lips captured his and his hands trailed down the curves of your waist, finding their seating on your hips 
I’m reading my bible 8 times after this brb 
he tasted like sour lemon and spicy vodka, tampered with a hint of cherry cola 
his lips were plump and experience, puckered at a certain angle, tilted to a certain degree 
it was electrifying, terrifying almost 
unintentionally, you pressed closer to him, only craving more 
and causing a whirlwind of pretty butterflies to flutter in his stomach 
idk shit abt kissing too i’ve only kissed my dog 
Donghan finally pulled away to catch a breath, his hands left your form and rested on the seat of the barstool instead 
*denies second kiss* • he was toying with you, making you crave more, driving you insane with his teasing 
‘tell me your name,’ you demanded, cheeks heating up 
he chuckled in response, deep and growly yet playful 
‘It’s Donghan.’ 
Donghan moved to the other side of the bar, possibly only to get water but you followed him - not with just your eyes
he kept you company, offering small tipsy talk but refused any of your further advances 
from time to time, he made a flirtatious remark or played with your hair, maybe dropped a compliment or two
you forced yourself to respond neutrally to them 
eventually, his friends caught up with him
one was flushed pink and the other was supporting him 
they needed him to leave 
‘when will I see you again,’ you blurted out. ‘I want to.’ 
Donghan only smiled, giving your hand a light squeeze 
it was unclear if his gestures were out of assurance or a farewell  
you had to see him 
some unexplainable attraction willed you to 
you would hanker after him if you had to 
‘you want to know more, you’ll have to cave into the chase, sweetheart.’ 
how sweet 
you didn’t understand why people got themselves dead drunk at clubs when they could do this instead
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This is basically my headcannon of what subject X could be, who she is and why luxu is after her.
Name: 絆(Kizuna) 水(Mizu)
Age:15
Status: alive
Location:unknown
Union:former! Vulpes/dandelion
Affliction with cannon: Subject X
Keyblade: A strand of water
<name>
This character 絆 (Kizuna) meaning bond, connection between ppl.
While 水 (mizu ) meaning water,
which in Japanese philosophy when describing the elements (if I’m not wrong pls don’t kill me if I am ) represents the fluid, flowing, and the formless things in the world.
So basically, her name basically means
the connection/the bond of water.
Which was something I really wanted to play with.
As the power of connection especially between ppl is a theme very important to kingdom hearts.
Which brings me to her abilities as a keyblade welder! And her overall keyblade design.
<Abilities >
True to her last name , Kizuna’s
Core and strongest abilities is her ability to use her keyblade to see and make use of the connection between ppl and their hearts and connection in general and make use of it.
Aka, tracking ppl based on the specific signals their heart gives out, or even lending strength or taking strength by connecting her heart to the ppl around her.
However this is extremely taxing on both parties, as it forms a temporary telepathic connection due to the materialised link.
It may also cause both parties to experience brief memories of the other. So it is mostly an ability used In emergencies. Tbh most of her main abilities are emergencies but eh.
And yes I am aware this could make her potentially op (overly-powered) given proper training due to the numerous possibilities that could arise form being able to play with the connection between hearts. Connection between ppl and their own heart and connection in general. Like memory manipulation, body swapping, severing the connection between hearts and their body effectively creating strange nobodies, finding hidden doorways or paths, traveling through time without needing a vessel as she just could just use her keyblade to connect both her heart and body to the flow of time and just jump through it etc etc
but remember! this is KHUX, she isn’t that highly trained. in addition there’s a high price for playing with such things, especially more since if you’re that inexperienced.
<Drawbacks +Additional abilities >
As a price of being able to make use of the connections between ppls hearts, and their own hearts and the power of connection in general.
Kizuna is unable to use other keyblades aside form her own. As her Keyblade is tied to her and her unique abilities. Meaning, she can’t use another keyblade thats better suited to her situation.
Eg: she can’t use a strength-based keyblade to fight against speed-based heartless and she can’t
form-change her keyblade either so she just has to stick with what she’s got.
This ability for connection also makes her unable to perform all forms of magic except a Low-level water spell which has no chance or sign of improving.
As a result, Kizuna is extremely disadvantaged in a fight as she is forced to be much; much more cautious(and more broke) then her peers as there won’t be a Medal or cure spell to save her.
Often relying on traps, sneak attacks and fast,quick but powerful physical attacks to finish of her opponents.
But on the bright side this makes her much fitter, more observant and adaptive then her fellow keyblade welders as her current drawbacks force her to rely solely on her body, quick reaction and ability to observe and adapt to her enemies.
That and potions, lots and lots of potions.
However ! In addition to all these drawbacks there are also more drawbacks! Why? Cuz I’m evil! >:)
That and kizuna is inexperienced and playing and manipulating the connection between ppl’s hearts! Including their own connection to their own heart.
Is very, very dangerous! Sora’s abuse of the power of waking is a prime example of that.
So without further ado, these are the other drawbacks. >:)
With prolonged use of her core abilities, or if she’s not careful. Kizuna will fall into a coma for several days due to her heart struggling to connect to her body (this is does not make a heartless as her heart isn’t totally gone, it’s just like a faulty wifi signal) due to diving to deep to connect hearts or even track down hearts. Causing a comma. A lesson she learned the hard way.
This has also put her at risk many, many times at becoming a heartless due to her almost losing her way back to her own body when tracking down specific hearts.
In addition, sometimes when traveling/tracking through various connections for Long periods of time or if she’s once again not careful, her body may begin to fade as what she’s doing is basically Astral projecting herself and her body to trace connections and follow them. And if she stays too Long, she will be begin to dissolve in said connections.
Another less dramatic but more tragic Drawback.
Is that due to messing with too many connections in the beginning stages of her journey as a key kid. (Also before Kizuna realised wtf she was doing)
it permanently messed with her perception of time and memories. This is because the prolonged exposure to so many vivid memories caused Kizuna to eventually mistake those events as her own. Causing her to often recall events or even physical sensations that didn’t happen to her.
Eg:
Kizuna: “ Hey chirity!”
Chirity: “ yes?”
Kizuna: “I’m craving some Sea salt ice cream, I remember trying some a while back, think we could stop by to get some?”
Chirity: “ Mizu, we never had that ice cream.”
Kizuna: “Oh... oh right, it’s happening again, isn’t it?”
It also permanently messed with her own ability to process and make her own her own memories, a price she had to pay for abusing her power and breaching the privacy of so many ppl.
And putting her own heart at risk.
Unintentionally of course but still a breach nonetheless. this makes her frequently forget or mistake the dates of Missions, raiding events or even what time she ate/drink. Meaning that she has come close to fainting and has fainted before due to being unable to recall when she last drank water or ate. Assuming it to be a few hours ago when in reality, it has been days.
Leaving many to believe her to be quite careless or lazy when it couldn’t be further from the truth.
To counter this, she carries around a notebook but it doesn’t always work cuz she can’t be looking at it 24/7. And even she might forget to write certain things down.
Eg:
Kizuna : “WAKE UP!”
Chirity : “Gah! W-whats going on?”
Kizuna : “RAID TIME!”
Chirity : “ Raiding doesn’t start till next week!”
Kizuna: “oh”
Or
Kizuna : “I fucking hate Mondays”
Chirity: “Mizu, it’s friday “
Kizuna:”oh, right”
(Not so overly-powered now huh? )
<Personality>
At first glance, Kizuna is a very quiet, solitary individual and sarcastic individual. Frequently making sharp but playful remarks about the foretellers and is often seen working alone.
Never teaming up with anyone.
And before the war, She didn’t belong to a party, simply accomplishing tasks needed of her and occasionally partaking in raids.
She is also extremely cautious making her often very cynical of foretellers and anything In general.
Eg: she initially thought Chirity was a way for the foretellers to invade and spy on their welders.
However, once close, Kizuna reveals a much more mischievous, talkative side and spontaneous side, Often chatting and teasing her chirity or even making impromptu and spontaneous trips for ice cream or anything that happens to cross her mind.
Kizuna is very protective of her friends or at least ppl in general. Often throwing herself into save unfortunate souls caught by the heartless,
or even punching a fellow Keykid for harrssing her chirity. (She got into trouble for that the next day)
She is also somewhat thoughtful and empathetic as she has ethers on hand not because she can use them cuz she can’t, but for other key kids that she might encounter along the way that might need it.
Often offering to lend a listening ear to strangers even if she doesn’t know them simply because they look troubled. And yes, that contradicts her cynical nature but we’re all walking contradictions so meh. Roll with it.
Deep down, Kizu has deep seated insecurity and self-loathing further worsened by her risky, double edged abilities and disadvantages.
This makes her to look down upon herself, believing herself to be a burden.
This occasionally affects her fighting (on bad days)as it makes her less willing to defend herself and be much more reckless. thus, getting severely injured (she’s no stranger to broken bones) as she doesn’t believe herself to be worth taking care of.
And on some days (really, really bad days) Mizu struggles to leave her bed to do well, (if she manages to leave at all) anything as she doesn’t believe that anything she does will be done well or have any meaning.
This self-loathing and insecurity also makes her isolate herself in fear of others noticing her inability to perform magic and throw her away or god forbid report her to the foretellers.
This makes her constantly overwork, forgoing sleep and meals to try and make up for her inability to use magic or medals.
In short she’s quite fucked up.
And does she have depression? Probably.
but who knows am I right?
She also has nightmares that aren’t related to the keyblade war, making her a bit of an insomniac. Probably why she’s so freaking short lmao.
<Backstory>
Not much is known before her two and a half years as a key kid. Although the more accurate term would be she doesn’t want to go into detail. Although with strange but strong aversion to anything close to alcohol, medicine, fear of loud noises and yelling and nightmares can you really blame her?
But as a key kid, she’s pretty standard, chose vulpes, did her missions eventually became a dandelion.
The war. Etc etc
It’s only after entering the unchained realm did things become rather interesting.
It was there did she finally begin to start making friends, it was slow going but it’s hard to escape a group of ppl if they persistently follow and question if you’re going to join them. And for a while, Kizuna Mizu was happy.
But all good things come to an end. Soon she began to be plaugued with a terrifying amount of nightmares.
The datascape began to break down, and in an effort to escape she was cast into the darkness.
Only to reawaken in Radiant garden with only her keyblade and the haunting visage of 4 very, precious ppl whom she cannot name. And With the ever sinking feeling that something or rather,someone, is missing.
And We then all know what happened next, she met Isa and lea but then radiant Garden fell and she was taken away by Briag and her tracks further concealed by Ansem the wise to protect her from xenanort,
cuz let’s be honest a keyblade welder specialising solely on connections will be very ,very useful to him. It is currently unknown where she is now or if she’s even alive. Currently, only Ansem’s secret reports and Isa’s memories are the only indicators of her existence.
<Relationships>
Chirithy : the two had a rough start but eventually became extremely, extremely close. Chirity cares deeply for Kizuna and constantly worries for her wellbeing. In turn, Kizuna returns this by, often inquiring for Chirity’s well-being and often makes small homemade drawings as a thank you for Chirity’s support. She also encouraged Chirity to find hobbies of their own, as they are their own person.
She also introduced Chirity to hot chocolate. Something the spirit took great delight in.
Chirity also left such a impact on Kizu that her heart continued to miss her even tho her mind could not retrieve her lost memories.
Her 4 precious friends:
Not much is known about them, only that they left such an impact on Kizuna Mizu that she remembered even after her memories were lost.
<How Mizu could be placed in the current timeline>
If Kizu here, actually gets found.
I kind of see her as a support type of role. Helping Enzo and the others in radiant garden research hearts in hopes of finding Sora.
She can even be occasionally summoned in specific areas via calling her with a gummiphone.
And she would appear via a corridor like mechanism that she uses to get around by tracing the connection/ signal of a world’s heart and making use of it to to travel form place to place.
In short it’s a lot like a train station. Mizu uses her keyblade to connect her heart to the heart of the assigned world, creating the rail for which her body and heart can travel to get there. It’s dangerous but it’s one of the few things she can do proficiently with little to no backlash due to doing it so often.
Once there, She can then use her ability for connection to help the main cast find hidden areas of pathways. Or uncover specific memories carried by a world’s heart that may have been previously gone undiscovered and clues for finding Sora and the foretellers.
Only to return back to radiant Garden after her job is done.
That way, she can still play a relavant role in the story without actually breaking or interfering with anything.
<Items>
-saddlebag for mission 🌋
•3 water bottles 🥤
-One for health potions
-One for pancreas
-One for actual water
•Bandages and a first aid kit 🧰
•some ethers
• notebook
-sketchbook and colour pencils ✏️
<Likes>
Rain
Winter
Water/swimming
Drawing
Chill lofi music 🎶
Sleeping
Video games
Hot chocolate 🍫
<dislikes >
Yelling
Loud noises
Being touched without their permission
Big crowds
Authority
#khaus #subjectx #headcannons
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Under cut~~~
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 5th 2017, 4:06:00 pm · 9 months ago aww I'm going to miss u :( good luck on writing!
You sent this 9 months ago but TY FOR THE WARM WISHES. It took a while and not exactly the best chapter but it’s done. It’s what I could manage so please forgive the less than good writing T___T
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 5th 2017, 4:13:00 pm · 9 months ago TAKE YOUR TIME LOVE, GOOD LUCK, I'M SURE YOU'LL DO GREAT!!! Θα ειμαι το τυχερο σου αστερι ♥ (I'll be your lucky star)
I feel like I know who you are and ty ty ty for this message! You definitely were and thank you for your patience! TT___TT
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 5th 2017, 10:30:00 pm · 9 months ago I just finished all the current chapters to 5018 and can I just say, its so great. Sehun is my bias wrecker (Chanyeol is my bias), but this story is seriously making me reconsider who has the title of my "favorite" and I've never felt so attacked.
Oh yes. Yes, yes yes please come to the dark side and join our sehun forces. we are always looking for new members
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 5th 2017, 10:33:00 pm · 9 months ago I just realized LOXE (the club from 5018) is EXO-L backwards and I've read the story twice, why did it just hit me
Thank you!!! SOMEONE FINALLY NOTICED! LOL
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 21st 2017, 2:03:00 am · 9 months ago ena ena ena~ It's been a while. Hope you're doing well! 🤗
I’m doing better now that chapter 16 is DONE.
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 23rd 2017, 9:28:00 am · 8 months ago I just found Apartment 5108 and I am dying. God. I mean, I know Sehun and Ahri are the romantic leads, but that boy needs to get his shit together. She deserves the sun and the moon and whatever the hell she wants, not this! I feel sorry for him, but also kinda want to kick his ass real bad. Also, love your portrayal of Chanyeol! If you ever have them fall for each other (though I doubt it) you'll have my full support.
He’s learning and I hope that’s apparent in the chapter about to be posted. She really deserves it all and no worries. I shall give her the world. Or well---get Sehun to give her the world LOL. I KNOW. I have many issues with PCY bc I give him the best dialogue in this damn story and I really shouldn’t but it just happens that way and I can’t help it. But he’ll have his own happy ending---as will all of the characters in this universe. //hugsssss//
Anonymous said to enaasteria: January 28th 2017, 1:53:00 am · 8 months ago Hi Ena!! I hope you're doing well, I miss your updates :( how's life/writing going?
I feel like death tbh. I think I got sick from stressing over this chapter but it’s done and I’m sorry if it’s not good but I felt the progression was necessary???
@knownotwhatisinstore​ said to enaasteria: February 5th 2017, 11:38:00 pm · 8 months ago Hello! I finally managed to get caught up on 5108. It is so fantastically written that I can feel every emotion, almost down to the physical pain in your story. It's so wonderfully humanizing and psychologically deep. I can't wait to read more. Please take your time and continue to write openly! Thank you!
Hugs you! Thank you so much for reading and yes---I love pain. I write pain better than I do with happier tones so I think it’s why chapter 16 took so long. It didn’t really have a super angst element so I was like ????? how do I write this part?? But yes. THANK YOU so much for reading!
Anonymous said to enaasteria: February 13th 2017, 12:47:00 pm · 8 months ago omg ena! is chap 16 ever coming out soon? I'm so excited you're such a good write I swear... I love ur story so much 😭😭
Thank you for loving the story and this message is about 8 months late but it’s being posted tonight. Have a good time reading //hugs//
@sassyunicorns2​ said to enaasteria: February 23rd 2017, 3:24:00 pm · 7 months ago Hi!! I'm a big fan of apartment 5108 and i have a few questions: 1° - what is Ahri height 2° - in chapter 15 are lay and soi no longer together? 3° - can you please explain me better where are Ahri scars? Since my first language is not english it's a little harder for me to understand. Thank you. I know that you are in hiatus and i hope you can write and finish the story just like you wanted. GOOD LUCK WITH YOUR WRITING AND HWAITING
The best of the message: You are my favorite writter ever and your stories are amazing. They are so well written and the plot is so good! Like thanks you for writing. Before you i couldn't read any angst story... Now i cant escape them
1// Ahri is around 168cm --- 5′6″ 2// Yixing and Soi are broken up //les cries// 3// Scar is on her forehead line where her hair and forehead touch and also on her back jawline
And thank you so much for reading. I’m so glad you enjoy it and please have fun reading 16!
Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 5th 2017, 5:26:00 am · 7 months ago Ok I don't know if you remember me but I was the girl who had to distant herself from a guy because one of her friend was really into him and people shipped them. Also I know you're on hiatus but I'm just sharing news so don't answer it's okay :). Well, basically I had to go on a trip with his family because his dad is doing the job I want to do so he proposed to show me everything and the guy came along with his brother to see too. (1)
And for a hour, his dad had to do administrative tasks so the 3 of us were left alone until his brother went calling their mom. So the guy began talking to me and at a moment he asked me about the fact I was more distant. And I messed up. Saying I wasn't feeling confortable with him anymore (which was true) and that it was for the better. AND. He knew about my friend who's into him and he told me he knew why I was distant so lying to him was useless. (2)
So I explained to him that it wasn't that I was into him but me being close was worrying my friend. He litterally said "Bullshit". So I said "Even if i'm into you, it isn't going to work out. I don't like you enough to put my friendship in danger and we both know she's an amazing girl. Also you're going to the same university next year so give her a chance." So he confessed to me but we agreed to never talk about it again and we decided to stay friends. (3)
And that's how we ended every chance with had. Because I'm litterally going to live at the opposite of the country so I'm sure he will be better by giving her chance when she's few meters away from him. I know I did what is right but is it normal for me to be hurt by it because I swear I wanted to throw up when I told him to give up. Anyway, I hope you're doing well and take care ! :)
Of course I remember you anon! Your story pains me a lot. I feel for you and wish I can give you a hug but I love how resolved you are. You let him know plain and clear you like him---but not enough to put your friendship in jeopardy. I really commend you on that bc it shows your maturity and I don’t know. I still feel sad for you on it because it appears you both have mutual feelings for one another---it’s just wasn’t meant to be. :(
@jediofthemarveluniverse​ said to enaasteria: March 8th 2017, 4:08:00 pm · 7 months ago Erm i dont really know if this was answered in the story . But why did Sehun remember something bad when Ahri asked for the pass code for the balconey? Thank you xx
It was in chapter 12---Ahri found out the balcony locks were numbers to Jiyul’s birthday. When Ahri asked him what the passcode was, it made him think of Jiyul and in turn, place him in a somber mood so it’s why he was perturbed when she asked.
Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 8th 2017, 4:18:00 pm · 7 months ago How did sehun feel hearing tht pcy was talking to ahri? What was it like when he saw the final photos? How long has he been going back to his old habits ?
In chapter 16! Ty! <3333
Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 9th 2017, 2:22:00 pm · 7 months ago I'm curious as to how Ahri told Myungsoo that she was living with Sehun and had developed feelings for him since she never mentioned Sehun on their first date x)
I might not dive into this because Ahri kinda touched base on it in chapter 9 how she told Myungsoo and you could see Myungsoo’s interaction with her after. I’m sure it hurt a bit but they went out once and it wasn’t enough to develop into something too deep to get out of.
Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 9th 2017, 5:52:00 pm · 7 months ago What about the jar in the kitchen when they put kind messages ?
I’m gunna try to put this into chapter 17. 16 was overcrowded with information. hahaha
Anonymous said to enaasteria: March 9th 2017, 5:54:00 pm · 7 months ago MYUNGSOO FUTURE LIKE IT'S REALLY IMPORTANT HE DESERVES SO MUCH HAPPINESS
YES! Chapter 17 will touch on this! I was gunna do it in 16 but I tried and the chapter got even longer and I was like. nope.
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Thanks babe!
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92 TRUTHS TAG GAME
rules: once you have been tagged you are supposed to write 92 truths about yourself. at the end, choose 25 people to tag!
thank you @wjnterbucky and @alrightevains for tagging me !!! throwing this tag out now to @hollandstcm @obliviaet @arianadumbeldore @howlingremus @yigrittes @acciolunalovegood @ginniewheezie @mollyprewett @scourgify @pctter @ohmargaery @dementvr @sirjsblack @tcrtarus @siltheryn @chewbqcca @isakvaltzrsen @hermionegrangcr @lilyevansh @ctaeth
LAST…
[1] drink: apple & blackcurrent squash + fizzy water [2] phone call: my mum bc she needed me to pay her back where is the crying with laughter face when u need it [3] text message: my boyfriend bc we were discussing the new hp books [4] song you listened to: urghh idk i had my spotify on shuffle and then eventually just stopped paying attention to the music [5] time you cried: i don't remember but i think it was probably recently
HAVE YOU EVER…
[6] dated someone twice: jsnsjkf yes but only one guy [7] been cheated on: no thank god [8] kissed someone and regretted it: aahahhaa yes [9] lost someone special: yeah [10] been depressed: lmao yes i was a true emo kid [11] gotten drunk and thrown up: assnfskj SO MANY TIMES
LIST 3 FAVOURITE COLOURS…
[12] pink [13] purple [14] cyan
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…
[15] made new friends: umm yes but only on tumblr [16] fallen out of love: nope [17] laughed until you cried: yeah lmao :)) [18] found out someone was talking about you: nope [19] met someone who changed you: no [20] found out who your true friends are: tbh yeah more than any other year, this year i really saw them for who they were... and most of them sucked jsfns [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: i don't have facebook anymore but technically yeah bc my boyfriend is on facebook so...
GENERAL…
[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: i don't use facebook [23] do you have any pets: nope although my bf has 3 cats and honestly one of them walks all over me like i'm their owner and the others are pretty used to me, they're like my part-time pets okay [24] do you want to change your name: no way !!! tbh i'm gonna hate giving half my name up when i get married, i love my surname [25] what did you do for your last birthday: sat in with my boyfriend & bestfriend drinking wine + eating pizza + playing board games and it was amazing. [26] what time did you wake up: i don't remember ??? sometime between 10am and 11am i think. [27] what were you doing at midnight last night: on tumblr [28] name something you cannot wait for: starting university tbh like i'm crazzzyy nervous but also super super excited! [29] when was the last time you saw your mother: like half an hour ago ? [30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: jjbkjnjnkjn i wish i didn't have this illness so that i could have stayed and worked at penguin and become an editor instead of having to quit and go to uni [31] what are you listening to right now: nothing, it's so depressing. my sister is asleep next door to me and she gets pissed if i play anything this loud at night and i haven't put in my headphones yet because i cba to find them [32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: i don't think i have actually ??? [33] something that is getting on your nerves: wasps [34] most visited website: my own blog no shame [35] elementary: primary school, thank you very much. [36] high school: secondary school was awful tysm for askin. i went to a prison of posh kids, it was hell. [37] college: starting uni in october !!! i'm gonna be studying english lit. [38] hair colour: muddy brown [39] long or short hair: eh somewhere between medium and long [40] do you have a crush on someone: it's not really a crush ?? [41] what do you like about yourself? my hair can be nice when it's well behaved and i actually kinda like my arms and hands for some reason and idk why ??? [42] piercings: okay so 3 lobe piercings on my left ear, a 8mm stretcher and a cartilidge piercing on my right, and i also have my right nipple pierced. [43] blood type: no-eyed-deer [44] nickname: nat / snig, and my boyfriend calls my "princess" which i think is super cute. [45] relationship status: happily taken for like almost four years ?? i think something like that. [46] zodiac sign: aries [48] fav tv show: friends, gossip girl, girlmore girls, sherlock, doctor who (during the tenth doctor), pretty little liars. lmao i couldn't pick just one. [49] tattoos: i've got one on my ribcage area ?? like under my boob, and it says "And they all lived happily ever after..." but i'm also trying to save up for a few more. [50] right or left handed: right.
FIRST…
[51] surgery: i've never had surgery [52] piercing: lobe piercing when i was a wee kiddy [53] best friend: he was called oliver but i called him oyer and i think i fancied him [54] sport: ballet [55] vacation: bournemouth x) [56] pair of trainers: urmmm lmao no clue ???
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: haribo [58] drinking: squash + fizzy water [59] i’m about to: roll and go out for a smoke [60] listening to: nothing [61] waiting for: this tag game to end [62] want: pizza [63] get married: pretty soon hopefully [64] career: idk but i'd still love to be an editor
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: hugs [66] lips or eyes: eyes [67] shorter or taller: taller [68] older or younger: older [69] romantic or spontaneous: romantic [70] nice arms or nice stomach: neither [71] sensitive or loud: sensitive [72] hook up or relationship: relationship [73] troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger? yes omg but i was always really really really drunk [75] drank hard liquor? jnsfjk yes [76] lost glasses/contact lenses? omfg yes so many times [77] turned someone down: yes urghh it's so awkward and it actually breaks my heart [78] sex on first date? cryingcrying idk technically ?????? [79] broken someone’s heart? yes [80] had your own heart broken? yes [81] been arrested? no [82] cried when someone died? no (no one i know has died since i got to an age where i started crying) (if someone died now i would cry like freakin crazy) [83] fallen for a friend: LOL yes
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself? not really ? [85] miracles? no [86] love at first sight? no [87] santa claus? no [88] kiss on the first date? yes [89] angels? no
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: tory [91] eye colour: brown [92] favourite movie: harry potter / clueless / mean girls / ferris bueller's day off / star wars / lord of the rings / back to the future
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dahlcore · 7 years
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50 song shuffle meme!!
tagged by @agender-chloe-price !! thank u sil i love these song memes sm
i tag,, uh. anyone i guess.
I'll be doing this with my groove music on my pc so here we fuckin GO-
afternote: almost none of these make sense and i love it
1. i have a fear of…
You'll Be Back - the Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
honestly, considering how manipulative this song sounds... yeah, accurate. i don't wanna be used-
2. i hate…
Still Alive - Portal cover (NateWantsToBattle)
?? uh ok
3. i hate you because…
I Got It Just For You - WATGBS Soundtrack
oh no
4. i love…
Cornered Variation - AA1 OST
I love being an amazing lawyer? Fuck yes I do.
5. i love you because…
Oshioki Chopper - DR:AE Soundtrack
I love you because you make me crash... a helicopter? Rem I am so sorry.
6. she said…
Life is 39 - -MASA Works DESIGN-
Oh,, shit (Looking up the lyrics is just. Whoops.)
7. he said…
Return The Favor - All Time Low
...Unlikely.
8. we said…
Postcard and Polaroids - Sleeping With Sirens
Nice to know we're all emo together.
9. i caught a disease from…
Courtroom Looby theme - AA2 OST
I got sick in court... Neat.
10. i would sing … as a love song.
Let's Cheers To This - Sleeping With Sirens
Huh
11. i found … in my room.
Victory Road - PKMN X/Y Soundtrack
MOM I'M GONNA BE A REAL POKEMON TRAINER NOW-
12. i would kill someone if they…
Trial win theme - AA1 OST
*manfred von karma voice* if i lose i'll throw a hissy fit bc i want to keep my Perfect Win Record-
13. i would marry someone if they…
Misham Studio - AA4 Soundtrack
Tbf if someone did paint me i would hate myself a lot less-
14. i would kill for a…
Obtained a Mega Stone! - PKMN X/Y
ACCURATE
15. air is really made of…
Dear Maria, Count Me In - All Time Low
The air is made of... reckless moonstruck choices? Accurate.
16. i think about…
Star Isle - WATGBS Soundtrack
...yeah.
17. i am…
Zoom - DNCE
I AM ZOOM
18. the secret ingredient is…
Vs. Ver Million - WATGBS Soundtrack
The secret ingredient is a battle with a demon who's also a childhood friend... ok.
19. i will dance with my love to…
Eroded Sea God Castle 2 - WATGBS Soundtrack
REM I AM SO SORRY-
20. i have a crush on…
Doctor You - DNCE
??
21. i got hurt because…
Let It Go Rock Cover - NateWantsToBattle
...oK.
22. my last words will be…
Xo - Fall Out Boy
wh-
23. the song at my funeral will be…
It's A Kid's World - DR:AE Soundtrack
I. I'm Monaca?
24. i died because…
My Shot - Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
OH
25. the story of your life is…
Watashino Nanatuno Oiwaini - -MASA Works DESIGN-
.Oh. OK.
26. i like to eat…
Scene One - James Dean & Audrey Hepburn (Acoustic) - Sleeping With Sirens
VORE-
27. i live because…
Kill Command - SDR2 Soundtrack
...I-
28. i’m immortal because…
Snowbelle City - PKMN X/Y Soundtrack
...NGL, I love this song, and I tear up a little when I hear it, it's so beautiful. I am the ice king-
29. my superpower is…
The Election of 1800 - Hamilton Broadway Soundtrack
Superpower... for politics? Power of persuasion? Flawless lying? What-
30. tonight i will…
Detention Center Elegy - AA2 Soundtrack
NOT GOOD-
31. they insulted my father by…
Outlines - All Time Low
uh
32. i will dream of…
Sukuino Komoriuta - -MASA Works DESIGN-
To quote the Vocaloid lyrics wiki; "I made a song about a Messiah that will save the world. "The lightning that strikes the the darkness is for your who I love" - Author's Comment" ...Oh
33. i licked…
Court Lobby theme - AA2
I LICKED A COURT-
34. my nickname is…
Opening Movie - PKMN X/Y OST
I'M A POKEMON MASTER-
35. my best friend is…
Scene Two - Roger Rabbit
what is this implying.
36. i would remove … from the world.
Turnabout Sisters - AA1 OST
...I have no siblings.
37. i wanted to be … as a kid.
Jingle ~ That's All For Today - AA4 Soundtrack
I wanted to save and quit? That's more accurate to now tbh-
38. i wish i could juggle…
Congratulations on Entering the Hall of Fame - PKMN X/Y OST
Juggle a... fame?
39. i would bring … with me to a desert island.
Poppin' Champagne - All Time Low
Drink away the despair-
40. in my underwear you will find…
Shameless - All Time Low
Honestly? Accurate.
41. your children are like…
Eroded Path - WATGBS OST
Oh No.
42. i would trade my soul for…
Zubat Rap - NateWantsToBattle feat. Dookieshed
aCCURATE I WOULD DIE FOR ZUBAT
43. i think the moon is made of…
Hum Hallelujah - Fall Out Boy
????????????????????????????????????
44. i will bask in…
Pokedex Evaluation... Keep At It! - PKMN X/Y OST
oh, i'll bask in mild progress.
45. i lost the game because…
Trainers' Eyes Meet (Butler) - PKMN X/Y OST
Fuck you butler.
46. i would lose a fight because…
Dead Girl Walking - Heathers Soundtrack
I was wondering when you'd show up-
47. my deep dark secret is…
Unused Track 1 - WATGBS OST
What the FUCK DOES THIS MEAN-
48. my friends would describe me (as)…
Changed into Exotic Clothes (Girl) - PKMN X/Y OST
...
49. my favorite song is…
If You Can't Hang - Sleeping With Sirens
...Maybe a few years ago, yeah-
50. this meme was…
Dso_so Linders the Dead End - DR:AE OST
...What.
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animenicolesmith · 7 years
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Answer 1-104!
you thought i wouldn't do it1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? tbh I'm trying to wake up naked next to him so???2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?absolutely nothing, just friends lmao3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?as long as it was only like... casual use... and not something like hardcore... it's fine??4. Is your last name longer than six letters?my full name is 30 letters long ok5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?slightly drunk, mostly sober6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?not really? i don't think so at least.7. What does your last received text say?its dumb8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?a few times9. Where was your last kiss at?outside my house10. When is the last time you saw your sister?almost 2 years ago 11. What do you drink in the morning?decaf chai lattes12. Where did you sleep last night?briefly on my bathroom floor lmao13. Do you think relationships are hard?yes 100%14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?i mean maybe15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?if he tried to kiss me again yeah we would have a problem. 16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?rainy17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?no18. Are you wearing jeans,sweatpants,or pajama pants?jeans19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?hopefully??20. Does anyone like you?ye21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?a guy named sean kissed me once and then freaked out because he was so excited about kissing me and then we stopped talking22. Is the last person you kissed gay?nop23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?everybody has someone they cant stand i think24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?i have one25. In the past week have you cried?i hurt someone's feelings and i cried about it a bunch a few days ago 26. What breed was the last dog you saw? i saw doggos fight in the sculpture garden today it was sad :c27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?out of the shower28. Have you ever kissed a football player?yes29. Do you think you’re old?YES i'm internet grandma30. Do you like text messaging?ye31. What type of day are you having?p good32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?would not look cute on me33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?cool, cloudy weather34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?yes, p important to me35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?i don't know36. Are you a simple or complicated person?i think i'm simple but approximately 8% of the things i do make sense to me so maybe not??37. What song are you listening to?reebok blood38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?usually39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?nope40. What made you start liking the person you like now?he cute and nice and i don't know i just like him??????41. When did you last receive a text message?45 minutes ago RIP42. What is wrong with you right now?very very sleepy43. How well do you know the last female you texted?i wan't to be better friends with her tbh44. Does anyone disgust you?u kno who u are :-)45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?maybe, if it was the right person46. Are you in a good mood right now?i'm sleepy47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?my dad48. What color shirt are you wearing?blu49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?people tell me things i dont want to hear all the time50. Anyone you’re giving up on?nah51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?i hate everyone52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?i mean yeah??53. Do you like rain? i love rain54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?nop55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?in my youth56. Do you like to cuddle?usually no but like.. with the right person yes57. Are you shy?incredibly58. Do you get along with girls?i'm trying to!! i'm workin on it!59. Have you dated the person you texted last? nop not as of yet60. What do you carry with you at all times?phone, keys, tiny picture of Noctis61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?i will live there for $1,000,000 a day62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?my last relationship was over 2 years???63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?nah64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?yes very65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?a boy told me he liked me??66. How old are the last three people you kissed?uhhh... embarrassingly old I don't want to say x2, 2467. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself?    my nails are terrible always68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print?    is it 2008 again?? i guess leopard69. Do you have any stickers on your car?    i don't have a car70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne?    holy fuck it is 200871. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone?    these questions are from 200872. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut?    i have no idea many many months ago73. Do you like diet soda?    i don't even like soda rly???74. What color are the walls in your room?    hideous75. Are you 16 or older?    i'm old as hell76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars?    i'm a grown ass adult woman so of course I do, yes77. Do you have a job?      I need a job78. What are your initials?     CAWL they almost spell crawl and it makes me mad that they dont79. Did you ever have braces?    no80. Are you from the south?   technically 81. What does your last status on facebook say?    i don't rly use facebook i'm not gonna check82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed?    aha no83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad?    i guess my mom?84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics?    yeth85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters?    beauty and the beast86. Do you smoke?    nop87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops?    heels these questions remind me of 8th grade or something i'm gonna puke88. Is your phone touch screen?    i'm not an animal89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly?    wavy90. Have you ever snuck out of your house?    i snuck out of my house once after I was already 18 and had moved out of my house lmao91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool?    pool92. Have you ever made out in a car?    yes?93. …Had sex in a car?    maybe94. Are you single or in a relationship?    single95. What were you doing last night at midnight?    i thought i was going to throw up so i was sitting on my bathroom floor96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks?    new years i think97. Do you like the camera on your phone?    it could be better98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits?    not officially99. Have you ever passed out from drinking?    i guess?100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate?    i dont know maybe?101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare?    fuck102. Name your favorite Kesha song:    your love is my drug103. Do you have any tan lines right now?    i'm winter pale all over 😎104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts?    i've done it before
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stripper-boots · 7 years
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Look she’s sending me all of them so I’m going to answer 3-100 here and not destroy everyone’s dash.Anyways here we goooooooooo3: what random objects do you use to bookmark your books?Whatever I can find usually. I remember I used a pocket knife at school once and my teacher pretended not to notice. Shout out to them. 
4: how do you take your coffee/tea?My coffee with creamers and a lot of sugar, and I don’t really drink tea.
5: are you self-conscious of your smile?I used to be but then I stopped caring.
6: do you keep plants? 
No, I actually hate flower smell for some reason?
7: do you name your plants?Nope.
8: what artistic medium do you use to express your feelings?I play a lot of instruments but I wouldn’t say I express myself. I used to write poems but the my Great Depression hit. I guess writing?
9: do you like singing/humming to yourself?
I put on a concert in this bitch.
10: do you sleep on your back, side, or stomach?Stomach.
11: what's an inner joke you have with your friends?@dragonbornoflegend covered a lot of them already, but I’d like to add Bbless 
12: what's your favorite planet?Mars or Jupiter.
13: what's something that made you smile today?All the compliments @dragonbornoflegend gave me and @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername calling me a “Fucking n00b”
14: if you were to live with your best friend(s) in an old flat in a big city, what would it look like?Lot’s of weird decorations, like the one from Icarly but more dicks. It’s clean. I don’t have any animals because I get sad when they die but I’m attached to everyone’s pets. Exposed brick, wooden furniture, a sunroom with a skylight. We have a recording studio for  Let’s Plays where we have game consoles and PC’s. Weapons hanging on the wall, embroidery and canvas prints with swear words on them. A liquor cabinet that, at this rate, I am probably locked out of. @dragonbornoflegend and @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername have two separate keys that need to be used to be unlocked. The sunroom looks out to the lights of the bustling center of downtown, and for once the air is filled with life and happiness, not depression and the constant desire to die. We eat garlic sticks from our cutting board that says “Eat the spaghetti to forghetti your regrehtti” and toast over a white wine to the sounds of honking below and Parks and Rec in our living room for the 7th time.
15: go google a weird space fact and tell us what it is!In space the skin on your feet peels off!
16: what's your favorite pasta dish?Macaroni and Cheese.
17: what color do you really want to dye your hair?I really want to die my hair rainbow and shave the sides off my head again and wear it in a french braid so that way it’s all braided together.
18: tell us about something dumb/funny you did that has since gone down in history between you and your friends and is always brought up.
I am a stupid machine. Throwing up (A lot, like a lot a lot), Weak ankles, weird shit I eat, the countless number of city infrastructure me and @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername have stolen.
19: do you keep a journal? what do you write/draw/ in it?I don’t now but boy, did I. It was emo central. I had a lot of songs about my struggles and heart aches and a lot of drawings of people killing themselves.
20: what's your favorite eye color? The eyes are my favorite physical trait of any person. I gravitate to Green, but honestly everyone has pretty eyes.But I have the prettiest. (It’s the one physical trait I like about myself pls just let me have this.)
21: talk about your favorite bag, the one that's been to hell and back with you and that you love to pieces.I used to tear my bags apart but ever since I was a senior in high school I told my dad I wanted a vintage military messenger bag, and he got me a brand new one from Rapid Dominance that was army approved or something. it has like 7 pockets, fits my laptop perfectly, is made out of a canvas outside but a soft inside (Like a normal bag), and basically I can carry all my stuff I need to take notes in lecture, and was perfect for when I was in high school. I also have a vintage army style going, a lot of olive green, So it looks nice too. It says United States army 1775 with the army star on it. I want to get some patches to decorate it with, because it’s my only bag that has lasted this long. It has seen 4 of my dads girlfriends and a lot of changes in my life. It’s just a good bag.
22: are you a morning person?Well I work third shift so yes and no? 
23: what's your favorite thing to do on lazy days where you have 0 obligations?I mean tbh it’s a lot of youtube and masturbating.(sorry family and friends)
24: is there someone out there you would trust with every single one of your secrets?I might tell them some day but I don’t tell anyone how bad living with my mom was.
25: what's the weirdest place you've ever broken into?One time when I was growing up a family moved of a house on my block out and kept a lot of little things behind. Not that it was weird, but weird, but my brother, some friends, and I peaked into the window and my brother saw a giant purple crayon bank, and upon seeing it, he claimed it as his.So we break in (Keep in mind I am like, 7) and I stole a ceramic chicken. We get to the room with the crayon and he grabs the crayon and runs the front door of this house (where it’s snowing and people can see our foot prints) and yells on at the top of his lungs “I GOT THE CRAYON” While holding it above his 6′1″ head, making the rest of us run past him and back to my garage where we were “safe”That was pretty weird I guess.
26: what are the shoes you've had for forever and wear with every single outfit?My work boots; I need to retire them soon.
27: what's your favorite bubblegum flavor? That strawberry shortcake desert one.
28: sunrise or sunset? I can see the sunset from my window so I guess that.
29: what's something really cute that one of your friends does and is totally endearing?Support me when I get triggered and not leave because I have what I am pretty sure are ptsd episodes. (I don’t want to self diagnose)
30: think of it: have you ever been truly scared?Truley scared?⁉️ 😂😂😂The fear😈 never💪stops🚫! We out here 💯 Fearin😣 erryday‼️ Thanks🙏 to my🤰 mom’s👊 physical👊 abuse👊‼️No but fr I had a pretty bad time living with my mom and I cope with it through humor. But there were times where I feared for my life, and seeing as the human body is hard wired to survival at all cost, I would say yes.
31: what is your opinion of socks? do you like wearing weird socks? do you sleep with socks? do you confine yourself to white sock hell? really, just talk about socks.I just wear black socks, idk I’m too lazy to deal.
32: tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.I again work third shift, so I am out past 3 AM a lot. @dragonbornoflegend told a good story. @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername and I took a trip to Alabama, and we stayed out till four in the morning in this small park in this small town with an old friend, and a friend we made that night. We layed in the middle of what is usually a busy street, quieted by the night and star gazed, started a fire in a grill then struggled to put it out, almost set the park on fire but swinging around a burning stick, and he tore down a light post with his bare hands and I stole a piece from the top of the post, all the while shooting the shit and being sober (New friend actually said that it was the first time he was sober in years and was one of the best times he had in a long time, which made me feel a type of way.)
33: what's your fave pastry?Anything that @dragonbornoflegend makes and blesses me with being allowed to eat it.
34: tell us about the stuffed animal you kept as a kid. what is it called? what does it look like? do you still keep it?When I was in sixth grade my school had a girls only lock in. It was like a girl positivity boot camp. Some of it was helpful and good for young girls to hear, but they also did that thing where they said “Your sexuality is like a piece of tape” so you know. But they had a bunch of stuffed animals they gave away to all the girls there. And I was the first person to pick and there was a stuffed husky there, and when I picked it the entire place sighed. His name was Brownie (Like the Cleveland browns football mascot who is a dog) at first, then I changed it to phoenix. He has bright blue eyes, black fur on top, white fur on bottom. He had lost some of his stuffing when I got him so I re stuffed him and sewed him back up. I still have him.
35: do you like stationary and pretty pens and so on? do you use them often?Lol I am too sloppy for that mess but I’m proud of you if you do this.
36: which band's sound would fit your mood right now?
Kidz bop
37: do you like keeping your room messy or clean?
Cleaner than messier, but I wouldn’t call it clean.
38: tell us about your pet peeves!Being called a dog, being called stupid, etc.
39: what color do you wear the most?Olive green, blue, red, and black.
40: think of a piece of jewelry you own: what's it's story? does it have any meaning to you?@dragonbornoflegend bought @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername and I a friendship necklace a few christmases ago. It means a lot to me.
41: what's the last book you remember really, really loving?Catch 22
42: do you have a favorite coffee shop? describe it!Really I get coffee anywhere. I like the aesthetic of them but I don’t really go because I’m broke.
43: who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?That Alabama trip.
44: when was the last time you remember feeling completely serene and at peace with everything?After we celebrated @fuckthepersonthattookmyusername‘s birthday with an extensive scavenger hunt, and being out till like 4 am the night before to get up at 9, we crashed at @dragonbornoflegend‘s house after eating some bomb ass cake. We talked for a bit, but eventually just fell asleep on The twin bed/chair together for like 4 hours. That was nice.
45: do you trust your instincts a lot?Yes and no. It depends on how much self doubt I have at the time.
46: tell us the worst pun you can think of.I would think of one because I am the PUNisher of my friend group but  @dragonbornoflegend really nailed it earlier with “I have one that’s pretty saint-like lately. Bc they’re holey.”, because my back has open wounds in them. I have literal holes in my body.
47: what food do you think should be banned from the universe?Pineapples so they can never ruin a pizza again.
48: what was your biggest fear as a kid? is it the same today?My mom and Y E P. Also I am afraid of AI and the deep sea which was not when I was a kid.
49: do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?I used to but not much now. I bought one from a band called Ice Nine KIlls.
50: what's an odd thing you collect?That cermaic rooster actually started a ceramic nick-nack collection.
51: think of a person. what song do you associate with them?@dragonbornoflegend‘s mom- Fuck you.
52: what are your favorite memes of the year so far?Yes.
53: have you ever watched the rocky horror picture show? heathers? beetlejuice? pulp fiction? what do you think of them?I’ve seen Heathers the musical and that was Lit.
54: who's the last person you saw with a true look of sadness on their face?My dad.
55: what's the most dramatic thing you've ever done to prove a point?I am Petty™ so pretty much everything I do lol.
56: what are some things you find endearing in people?Good humor, intelligence, and kindness.
57: go listen to bohemian rhapsody. how did it make you feel? did you dramatically reenact the lyrics?I love Bohemian Rhapsody but that song is 6 minutes and a vine long and I Will Not.
58: who's the wine mom and who's the vodka aunt in your group of friends? why? I’d say @dragonbornoflegend because they love cats and share cooking videos on facebook and have secret family discourse, where I am the vodka Aunt because I am a walking meme.
59: what's your favorite myth?My Happiness (Also I love mythology)
60: do you like poetry? what are some of your faves? Edgar Allen Poe because my emo heart bleeds for it.
61: what's the stupidest gift you've ever given? the stupidest one you've ever received?I like to think I am good at gift giving, but I once got a small kids shirt when I was 16 (I have always been overweight) that had a Heart on it and smelled like Ice Tea.
62: do you drink juice in the morning? which kind?If I did it would be grape juice, I love grape juice. Not enough to but it though.
63: are you fussy about your books and music? do you keep them meticulously organized or kinda leave them be?Nope. My room is a trashcan of media.
64: what color is the sky where you are right now?White, with some blue poking through.
65: is there anyone you haven't seen in a long time who you'd love to hang out with? 
My work friends. My back holes have me out of work.
66: what would your ideal flower crown look like?Lot’s of dark flowers with red and purple. 
67: how do gloomy days where the sky is dark and the world is misty make you feel?I like it.
68: what's winter like where you live?Usually mild but global warming dun goofed.
69: what are your favorite board games?Anything made by WOC
70: have you ever used a ouija board?Nope and you can’t keep them the fuck away from me. foh.
71: what's your favorite kind of tea?
Honestea. It’s easier to swallow than realitea. 
72: are you a person who needs to note everything down or else you'll forget it?Nope.
73: what are some of your worst habits?Being alive.
74: describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.My two closest friends are both guys so. Sir Farts a Lot, and Sir Silicone Valley.
75: tell us about your pets!She died almost a month ago
76: is there anything you should be doing right now but aren't?For once no.
77: pink or yellow lemonade?Neither please.
78: are you in the minion hateclub or fanclub?If I could develop one superpower, it would be the ability to snap my neck on command so that way when I next saw a minion I could kill myself instantly as to never see one again.
79: what's one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?Cared about me after I treated them with abuse and harm.
80: what color are your bedroom walls? did you choose that color? if so, why?Yellow and white. My landlord picked them because they pop???
81: describe one of your friend's eyes using the most abstract imagery you can think of.The color of the blackest coffee when neutral, but like when coffee is poured, golden when light passes through it.
82: are/were you good in school?I got good grades and didn’t get into trouble, but that was just because I didn’t get caught.
83: what's some of your favorite album art?I like the Grateful Dead album, if nothing for all the shitty shirts walmart sells of it.
84: are you planning on getting tattoos? which ones?YES. I want to get a french bread in American Traditional that says “I don’t deny myself bread” A grey jedi symbol where the positive space is galaxy colors and stars, a simple map of I-71, and eventually a sleeve.
85: do you read comics? what are your faves?I read the punisher when I grew up.
86: do you like concept albums? which ones?It’s been a long time since I’ve listened to concept albums but I like them. THere’s this one where all the songs flow into the other and it’s basically like this dudes journey through the desert, I don’t remember the name tho.
87: what are some movies you think everyone should watch at least once in their lives?Life is too short man do what you want. But watch Avatar: The Last Airbender.
88: are there any artistic movements you particularly enjoy? I don’t know what it’s called but graffiti is neat.
89: are you close to your parents?I haven’t talked to my mom in 3 years and tbh Idk if she’s alive at this point. I used to be close to my dad but it’s kinda wishy washy.
90: talk about your one of you favorite cities.Cleveland gets a bad rap, but it is filled with culture. Polish bakers, german restaurants, rock n roll hall of fame. It’s not that bad.
91: where do you plan on traveling this year? I’m going to cape cod for a wedding.
92: are you a person who drowns their pasta in cheese or a person who barely sprinkles a pinch?CHEESE TO PLEASE.
93: what's the hairstyle you wear the most?Sidecut.
94: who was the last person you know to have a birthday?My little cousin. 
95: what are your plans for this weekend?I don’t have any, I’m pretty spontaneous. 
96: do you install your computer updates really quickly or do you procrastinate on them a lot?Never.
97: myer briggs type, zodiac sign, and hogwarts house?ENTP (Usally), Leo, gryffindor when I take the full test, but my pottermore account says hufflepuff
98: when's the last time you went hiking? did you enjoy it?I don’t remember but yeah.
99: list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.Living louder.- The Cab.
100: if you were presented with two buttons, one that allows you to go 5 years into the past, the other 5 years into the future, which one would you press? why?
If I gotta hit one I’m going with the future one because my past is sad and my now is only kinda better so hopefully I’ll be out of college with a job that isn’t lifting 70 pounds repeatedly in the dead of night.
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He just looked at me and my tiny serious expression and said, “No.”
1. What was the reason behind the last time you wore a bandage? I think the last time I wore a bandage was when I hurt my wrist in karate training when I was like 16. I really don’t get injured often.
2. What music artist have you listened to a lot lately? Genitallica. I love their music, so long as I don’t listen too hard and translate the lyrics haha. Then again, they’re barely more dirty than Despacito...
3. Have you ever been to a karaoke bar? Yeah
4. Who is taller, you or your best friend? She is. I am little.
5. When did you last go to a library? I think I went to a library in 2013 to print some documents and get them signed by a JP. That would have been the last time. I can’t believe I remembered that.
6. What did you last purchase at a gas station store? I think the last time I went to a gas station was when my Dad was visiting and we drove through the south of spain. I probably just bought a drink or something.
7. Which time zone do you live in? Central European. GMT +1
8. Do you remember what you wore yesterday? I had to think about it for a second but yes, I do.
9. When did you last lose your voice? It got husky a few times while I was travelling in Central America due to being drunk in clubs/loud bars and attempting to have a conversation with someone.
10. What was the last thing you looked up on the Internet? Give me a sec to check my search history... Last thing I googled was “Dahl Barcelona” because I was trying to find contact info for a shipping company
11. How much did you spend the last time you went out for food? I think it was about 20 euro which tbh was a bit more than I’d like to have spent. I don’t go out much though so it’s not like it broke the bank.
12. What was the last thing you purchased online? A sleeping mask for my brother for his birthday because he does shift work like I used to so I understand the need for a comfortable sleep mask.
13. Do your celebrity crushes tend to be more of actors or band members? Actors. I don’t follow many bands.
14. When was the last time you were at a coffee shop? I have no idea. I don’t drink coffee so I would only ever go if the people I’m with go. The last time might have been that super pretentious coffee place my friend dragged me to in Cartagena in Colombia.
15. Where is the farthest you’ve travelled this week? This week? To the grocery store.
16. Is your first language something other than English? No.
17. Are you a good cook? I’m alright. I like my food but I don’t know how other people feel about it because I don’t cook for others. Tbh I barely cook for me aside from the noodles I make.
18. Did you ever take music lessons for singing or playing an instrument as a child? I took drum lessons for most of highschool.
19. When’s the last time you ran? In the airport in Panama City when I almost missed my connecting flight to San José 20. Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? No, I don’t like jeans with holes in them 21. Do you celebrate 420? No. 22. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night? When I’m not working/travelling, yes.
23. Have you ever been on your school’s track team? No, but I made it to districts for javelin/shotput a couple of times, and to regionals once. 24. Do you own a pair of Converse? I own a few 25. Did you copy and paste this survey? Sure did. No shame. 26. Do you eat raw cookie dough? When the opportunity arises 27. Do you wear your shoes in the house? Sometimes when my feet are cold I just won’t take them off when I get home. But not in a carpeted house. 28. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn’t real? I approached my dad at approximately age 7 because I’d been having this debate internally about whether santa was real and I was conflicted about it. So I went up to him and straight up asked, “Dad, tell me the truth. Is Santa real?”  He just looked at me and my tiny serious expression and said, “No.”  “Easter Bunny?”  “No.”  “Tooth Fairy?”  “No.”  “Okay thanks,” and then I continued with my life 29. How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house? Just my 1 mobile phone.
30. Who would you call first if you won the lottery? I’d message a bunch of people but the first call would be either mum or dad, depending on what time of day it was. 31. Last time you saw your best friend? February. 32. Are you in high school? Fuck no, thank god  33. How do most people spell your name? Maddy. And then sometimes people get my last name wrong even though it’s really easy and not that uncommon. 34. Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? Around the house I suppose I probably would 35. Will you keep your last name when you get married? Probably. Would maybe consider hyphenating if they had a cool name 36. When was the last time you left your house? Yesterday. 37. Do you have a dishwasher? No. My last 2 apartments had one and I never used it anyway.  38. Would you survive in prison? I hope I’d be able to keep my head down enough to not get shanked 39. Who is the youngest in your family? I have a little cousin that’s 14 I think. 40. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? I know several people with my first name but I’m not actively friends with any of them. When I was in grade 10 at school, there were 4 of us, each with slightly different spellings. 41. What’s the last thing you purchased? Groceries 42. What brand are your pants right now? C&A. I stood in the corner of the shop googling for like 10 minutes to find a comparison chart for australian and spanish jeans sizes. 43. Ever been to Georgia (the state)? Just in the airport. The accents are so thick and southern that I couldn’t understand the girl working at maccas 44. Do you watch movies with your parents? Mum and I would often watch movies together when I lived in Aus. Either at her place or at the cinemas. 45. Do you get your hair cut every month? I get my hair cut every 2-3 months. 46. Do you go online everyday? Yep
47. Have you ever experienced something paranormal? Aside from the party pirate ghosts that apparently haunt my apartment, no. 48. What’s the longest amount of time you’ve been stuck in traffic? I don’t think it was the longest but when I left the San José airport in the cab we hit bumper to bumper traffic almost immediately and it took an hour and a half to get to my hotel.
49. Have you ever been to New York City? Not yet 50. What is the most amount of money you’ve spent on a meal before? Probably when my brother and I took mum out for her 50th birthday and we took her to a nice fancy place. I think in all it was close to $100 per person and of course we paid for mum too. 51. What’s your worst travelling experience? Oh god I’m sure I have a few but I can’t really think of any off the top of my head. Getting sick in India in 45 degree heat wasn’t fun. And then having diarrhoea during my flight stopover in southern china (read: squat toilets) was even less fun. 
52. Have you ever dealt with noisy neighbors or roommates? How did that go? At one of my old apartments, my bedroom shared a wall with the bedroom in the apartment next door. They often had sex at like 3am which was super frustrating, especially considering I was still a virgin at the time and was like, “wahh why can’t I be the one getting laid” and then they stopped banging and started arguing and sometimes it sounded like it was getting violent. Anyway, my flatmate and I called the cops on them once because it sounded like she was attacking him and like throwing stuff at the walls. Cops came and spoke to them. They stopped fighting. Month or so later they started banging again. That was not a fun place to live. 53. Who was (or is) the teacher that gave you the hardest time in school? Nah, my teachers loved me. The trick is to suck up to them at the start of the year and from then on so long as you get okay grades you can basically do whatever the fuck you want and they won’t care. I could literally just get up and walk out of class and not come back and they wouldn’t even question it. Actually, I often did but it was usually for a music lesson. But a lot of the time I would go to my lesson super early because I was bored and my drum teacher didn’t mind helping me skip class. 54. How do you feel when you meet someone with the same music taste as you? It’s fun to drive with those people 55. What is the strangest thing you’ve ever seen outside of your house? A couple were fucking on my street a couple of months ago at like 5am. I only looked because I was still half asleep and didn’t recognise what the sounds were until it was too late 56. How reliable is your internet connection? Better than Australia 57. What’s something that makes you incredibly nervous? Confrontation 58. What’s the latest you’ve ever stayed up to finish homework/a project? 2 nights without sleep. Here’s a tip kids: Don’t start a 10,000 word research assignment 2 days before the deadline 59. What is the worst thunderstorm you’ve experienced? I grew up in the sub-tropics so there’s been quite a few. I fucking love storms and floods (so long as people aren’t hurt and homes aren’t destroyed) 60. How quickly can you write an essay? Doesn’t matter because I don’t need to 61. Have you ever had problems falling asleep in class? Yes, actually. It always took me way too long to fall asleep in class. 62. Have you ever been on the barrier or front row at a concert? Yeah, that time @aturinfortheworse​ got hi fived by Jack Black at a Foo Fighters concert and I didn’t because I have little arms. 63. If you have a job, who is your least favorite coworker/manager? From my old job, my least favourite was probably one of my staff, Dave, because he was such a pain in the ass and always made problems and bitched about people and thought he could do my job better than me.
64. Are your parents supportive of you? Yes. My parents are pretty great. 65. How often do you take the train to go places? Whenever I have to go somewhere that’s not walking distance and not the airport (I bus to the airport)
66. What is the closest grocery store to your house? The closest big grocery store is Carrefour but I don’t go there because it’s right on the tourist strip.
67. When was the last time you colored with crayons? At a mexican restaurant in Panama City called Orale. The table is covered in paper and you get a pack of crayons. Keep in mind that this place is really really not designed for kids considering the amount of tequila they give you. When I went there at the start of my trip I was talking to a guy in Spanish but the music was too loud for me to hear him properly so I just handed him a crayon and told him to write it down. It legit took me over an hour to realise he was hitting on me...
68. Have you met anyone famous? Just at conventions
69. Do you have any special talents? I am weirdly good with money. I can be on the exact same salary as someone else, have more bills to pay than them and somehow I’ll still always have more money than them. I don’t even necessarily hold back in my day to day life. I don’t know how but money stuff just always seems to work out well for me. I suppose that’s a talent. A very useful one.
70. Have you ever been to a nursing home? No
71. What kind of job did your mom have when you were growing up? She had a few different jobs here and there when I was a kid, mostly in retail I think. But when I got to highschool, she went back to college and studied her ass off and now she does really well as an architect (side note: I accidentally wrote arquitecta which is spanish) and she loves her job. It’s great to see her succeed. I’m very proud of my mama.
72. Have you ever known anyone that’s been on TV, including you? There was a guy that came like 3rd or 4th on The Voice a couple of years ago that I went to school with. I also went to school with a girl who now has like 3 olympic gold medals for swimming so presumably she was broadcast on tv.
73. What was the most interesting animal you have seen in the wild? One time an echidna literally knocked on our door. I’ve also seen dingoes, sea turtles, goannas, baby foxes, koalas, kangaroos, wallabies and so much more because I grew up in the Australian rainforest. More recently, I saw sloths.
74. What was the first video game you ever played? Crash Bandicoot 2 on playstation1
75. What is the one thing you own, that if it got lost, you would be bummed? My passport because it would be expensive and a pain in the ass to replace.
76. What do you find yourself buying all the time? Flights. Haven’t bought any for a while though because I’m running out of money.
77. When was the last time you got a real letter in the mail? A few months ago from my health insurance company.
78. Were you born in the state you live in? Not even close. Firstly, I live in a province. Secondly, I was born in a county.
79. What is your favorite cheese? Probably camembert or brie. I like those soft cheeses. Also a big fan of feta.
80. What color are your jeans? Black. When I travel, I assume people think I only have one pair of pants when in reality I’ve probably got 4 pairs of black jeans on rotation that are not the same at all.
81. Do you get embarrassed when the buzzer at the airport goes off on you? I always dress so that it won’t go off. Except one time back in aus I had to go to the domestic airport and go through security to drop some documents off with one of the bosses on his flight changover and I completely forgot I was wearing steel capped boots and was so confused when it went off.
82. What does your last received message say? “NOICE”
83. What’s a smell that makes you feel ill? Puke
84. Have you ever deliberately tripped someone? When I was ~14 some boys at school were playing some tackle ball game thing and one of them ran right by where I was was so I stuck my leg out and tripped him. He got up and kept running. I hobbled to a seat, half thinking I’d just broken my goddamn ankle. It wasn’t broken but it did swell up so much over the next couple of hours that my friend told the teacher and they forced me to go the first aid room. Then my shin/ankle got the most colourful bruise I’ve ever seen in my life. I wish I had photos of it because it was fucking spectacular. I think the last of the bruising took about 3 weeks to fade.
85. Do you have any boxsets for TV shows? I had the boxsets for Buffy and Angel but I gave them to Mum when I moved
86. Are you tired? Usually
87. What was the last TV show you watched? Luke Cage
88. Is your door open right now? No
89. What was the last conversation you had with someone about? Whether I should agree to look after someone’s cat for a week
90. What was the last parcel you received? Probably a tshirt I ordered online a few months ago
91. Is the person you last messaged single? They both are, yes.
92. What color is your favorite bra? Red
93. What is the newest addition to your wardrobe? A red tshirt with little white birds on it
94. Do you have any currency that’s not your native country’s? I currently have 7 different currencies on my shelf, and I had 4 others when I was in Australia
95. Were you messaging someone right before you fell asleep last night? No.
96. Did you have any unread messages when you woke up today? Yep - it was a photo of their cat.
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