#TRYING SOOO HARD TO BE NORMAL
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its the way chayanne only died bc he was trying to help phil and tallulah, he was still up and could've swam away once he revived phil, but that just isn't how chayanne is, is it? he had to die protecting someone. even if it meant nothing in the end and they all died.
its the way tallulah was in the middle of writing a sign, her most prominent form of communication. it's how she was frantically scribbling something down to phil and was downed during it. it's how she died right next to the other two, even when chayanne was trying to get to them. it's how she's only been on this planet for a week, less, and already has died and come back to life
its how phil was trying to stay calm and yet was frantically telling chayanne to res him so he could get to tallulah, it's how he realised there was no hope, he just started apologising to chayanne, over and over, told him that the island didn't want them to live, was so upset that he called upon the island itself to fix its mistake or incur his fucking wrath
And I'm officially insane,
#TRYING TO BE NORMAL#TRYING SOOO HARD TO BE NORMAL#FAILING#philza#philza minecraft#qsmp chayanne#qsmp tallulah#qsmp#quackity#HELLOOOOO#IM INSANE#IM SO#AUGH#qsmp spoilers#literally forgot to tag that im so sorry i hope nobody got spoiled#ive just been#so#enderwhat#1k
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i love these freaky little teens and their freaky little relationship problems within their freaky little marriage. this is how it works in MY mind no matter WHAT anthony burch may or may not say re: hermies feelings 😌
#oakworthy#dndads#hermie the unworthy#normal oak#lincoln li wilson#taylor swift dndads#scary marlowe#dndads spoilers#dungeons and daddies#cereal tries to draw#LISTEN god i will go to my grave insisting hermies in mega denial rn#also i just love how into the role lincoln got calling everyone honey jslkdjfklsdj HES SO FUNNYYYY#and also. i love that lincoln is both the number 1 hermie hater#and also the number 1 oakworthy wingman#hes trying so hard to help normal look good sdljkfd HE'S A TRUE FRIEND IT'S SOOO SWEET#what a good husband 😌#anyway i was just thinking about how it would be funny#if normal and linc were spending a lotta time together#bc normals agonizing over his crush/getting advice from lincoln or something#like about hermie but hermies off out of earshot and is just like whatever.#those 2 can be married forever for all i care. we have nothing. i dont care i DONT#and the taylors like wow dude youre really loud over here this is just like my animes#and terriscary comes too bc shes soooo excited to get to play matchmaker between her husbands!!!!!!!! wow!!!!#also i love drawing tiny pouting hermie it's my favorite thing ever#ok thanks bye
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Brainrotting kdj and lsk's mother-son relationship again!!
The one constant thing that ALWAYS either brings them together or destroys their relationship is novels.
When kdj was younger, they would spend time by reading novels together.
When lsk "killed" her husband, she told kdj to "reread" it again the same way they reread novels together.
When lsk went to jail, she wrote a novel about her abuse and murder which lead to destroying kdj.
When kdj was at his lowest point, he found TWSA. It was the only thing he would talk about while visiting lsk in jail, that novel was the thin thread keeping them together.
When kdj finally met his mom again, it was when that same novel he spoke to her about came to life.
When they finally reconciled, it was because of the story within that novel that became the bridge that pushed them to start over.
#having a normal one#does this make sense#was having a hard time trying to word this#english isn't my first language sooo#orv#omniscient reader's viewpoint#orv spoilers#kim dokja#lee sookyung#mee yaps
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feel like modern Dave writers/kins forget he's hussies self insert and written to be totally fucking lame in canon bc hussie was a 25 year old loser living in his parents basement making anti SJW rage comics at the time . dave strider is an awesome character but he is genuinely so fucking embarrassingly lame and a loser and it's a beautiful thing & we need to remember our roots #makedavelameagain
#homestuck#dave#i like think in general it's crazy cuz i see a lot of dave kins acting overly cool/nonchalant/taking on his personality when hes literally#insufferable and slightly pathetic like i like him sooo much and hes such a loser . hes my little loser but like. dave strider in Homestuck#if he was real . hes the kind of guy i would have bullied in highschool#being purposefully chill comes across as trying really hard and really embarassing .#idk i think its bc everyone who has some kind of parental abuse/trauma relates to him but not actually his personality so instead they go#out of their way to emulate his personality. without realizing they are emulating one of the lamest fictional characters in existence.#like . its okay to have your own personality ❤️ you dont have to act hard youre literally a homestuck fan .#sometimes its jist silly cuz you want me to believe you get bitches ? you ? a homesyuck fan? a Homestuck fan? a Homestuck fan?#be so serious. its mostly chronically online teenagers doing this now ig but its like baby learn from the past . be better. choose a#brighter future. i guarantee you . hoes do not want dave strider they want a normal compassionate young man/woman/whatever
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first thing i drew on my new tablet to test it out is the tv beast themselves
#gonna take a while to get used to... tfw u get an intuos for the buttons but realize u have#way too much muscle memory for ur old keyboard shortcuts (im talking YEARS. of the same/similar shortcuts. like. when did i get my first#tablet???? 2015??? YEAH.) (not my latest one btw i went thru a few tablets but yknow)#oh well!! ill see#took a bit to get used to but eventually i got into the swing of it since the work space on this is a bit smaller than my old one#i LOVEEEEE how the pen feels tho like the brush strokes its more consistent and i think ill be able to do good if ... my hand isnt hurty#and once i get less shaky with it!!!!! its sooo good. then again my old tablets pen had...its nib for 2+ish years#YEAH IT WAS BAD BAD....kept asking for replacement nibs but wouldnt get em#oops... oh well! anyways we ar the SMOOOOFFF zone HEE HEE#anyways i misse ddrawing cathal............. the skrunkle . the him. care him much very much a lot#trying out different ways to draw him too#and not try to be as on model as i was before... just have fun yknow??? get stylized and funky with it!§§§§!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HEEHEHEHEHEEE#soarry my brain wants to amsh buttons randomly rrly hard rn so its evil laugh time#ok normal tags time GO#toontown#toontown corporate clash#multislacker#cathalposting#guz art
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hey hey all!
just want to touch base to say that i'm still running a little behind on a lot of things! new posts, answering messages, responding to mentions, and so on. if i haven't gotten to your dms in particular i'm super sorry-- i know they're there!! i didn't forget you!! it just takes an amount of time i'm having trouble stringing together right now!! 😭🙏
going to be pushing content by others into my queue and getting that back up and running over the next week, then i'll be working on my entry for the kirbyoctournament! fresh shiny new art in particular might continue to be a little delayed as i keep up with modding/co-hosting responsibilities, but we'll see how it goes!
#i was invited to cohost the tourney this year which is a huge honour!#and if you're following along you might have noticed i am taking it SoOOOOo casually. SOOO incredibly chill about it.#i'm clearly someone who would be totally a-okay doing an Average Job at this! definitely not determined to do The Best Job#if i made a completely mid impression that would be FFffFFiinne! not utterly preoccupied making sure i am indeed Helpful and Useful#definitely *not* trying too hard or being a frantic little people pleaser. just the normal amount! normal amount.#ha ha ha!#starflungs personal tag#delete later
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literally just. cannot stop thinking about s1 trent getting kissed absolutely senseless by ted
#i love concocting scenarios to make this happen#tedependent#its just such a good dynamic#the earlier in the season the better almost bc just like#trent is trying so so so hard to be professional and not to like him but goddamn it he DOES like him#(honestly i think just. past that first press conference even before the interview he finds himself unwillingly charmed)#so like. just. before or after the interview whatever the case#him trying to be sooo normal about this#and then ted just. fucking. kissing him senseless. like obviously there's really no reason for s1 ted to do this normally#hence concocting scenarios. but like. just. imagining it happening entertains me. rotating it in my brain#s1 trent just getting his brains snogged out#ted can wreck him SHOCKINGLY fast with very little effort. even trent is a bit stunned by how easy it is#one second you are professional bitchy journalist trent crimm the next second you are a dazed moaning wreck.#if youre lucky youre being quiet about it but either way ted lasso has your back to the wall and hands in your hair and WOW okay#no thoughts head empty only ted lasso is a PHENOMENAL KISSER APPARENTLY
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my ass when someone says water is wet or confuse venomous vs poisonous
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ngl i had a couple rough days regarding my food intake and im just losing my fucking mind rn
#im trying to be sooo normal about food but good lord the food noise is absolutely insane rn#and it doesnt help that im not in the mood for any activities that would take my mind off this or that i was#eating absolutely horribly yesterday AUUARHF#well at least i dont feel sick and its super hard to eat normally rn#not even craving anything really badly rn i just have food noise on the highest possible setting and its impossible to determine if im#actually hungry or if my broken brain is just begging me for the food it wants#TOT#so yyyeah kinda rough and im not in high spirits overall either so its just. hard#not having much fun drawing or writing today either and i just keep getting pulled back in to thinking about the food goddaminnttt#ok um#vent#lmaoo#cw food#food mention#cw binge eating#byee <3#um welcome to my diary i guess i just need to write these posts i always feel so much better when i do xd
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"You'll never drown if you keep swimming.."
very nice words to hear after the stressful ordeal of making a deal with the devil!
I REALLY LOVE JAY FERIN. when shes not carrying the team in battle shes very much carrying more emotional luggage than others seem to give her credit for.
im cheering for her! go girl, go get the team together!
#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#jrwi show#jrwi riptide spoilers#BWUHH SO I FINISHED THIS ONE RECENTLY ACTUALLY#IT WAS ROTTIN IN MY WIPS FOREEEVERRRRR GWUHHH IM SO HAPPY TO SET IT FREE#I HAD SUUUCH A HARD TIME WITH THE GODDAMN HANDS HERE....#IF U THINK THAT LOOKS GOOD THEN U BETTER BELIEEEEVE I BLED FOR IT!!!!#IN other news tho#chips sad boy arc!! i loooved seeing him get all sad n self hating. sayin hes not a good friend or a good pirate or AAAA#baby gorl..... i think its neat to see characters that normally try their best to build themself up soo much finally crumble#i liked seeing the Bastard Title finally get to him. and i like how hes acting after getting thru that arc!#like on one hand hes actin like sooo much more of a baby lately but its like. thats just how he stands up for himself. yknow?#the HEY. BE NICE! sorta stuff. LOVE that for chippy like yeeeess baby girl tell ur friends that they hurt ur feelings#what else can i say here.... NIKLAUS. OUH. OUHH MY GOD NIKLAUS I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH#I LOVE HOW HE TALKS TO JAY I HOPE THEY CAN TALK MORE IN THE FUTURE... godddd i jus wanna see him again..........#anywyay thats all my thoughts im gonna go obsess over prime defenders again baaaaiiiiiii#IF YOU SAW A TYPO NO U FUCKIN DIDNT
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just finished 999 thank u op it's all your fault
i got this ask right around when i finished rewatching 999 with my gf which is very funny BUT i hope you enjoyed it!! my second time around going through it nearly brought me to tears all over again T_T <-(liar who for sure cried when they got to "he knew because I knew")
#trying sooo hard to remain normal and calm about akane while watching the true route with my gf irl#i say that as if i wasnt constantly shaking with excitement everytime she showed up on screen. im really regular about her#lizard inbox
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what's hatchetfield ?
it’s a series of musicals by starkid!!!!! there’s three in the series rn: the guy who didn’t like musicals, black friday, and nerdy prudes must die :] (plus a bunch of short stories under the group name nightmare time & nightmare time 2)
each of them is set in a town called hatchetfield, where things r um. kind of fucked. on account of the group of eldritch gods using it as a personal plaything <3 each musical is set in a different iteration of the town though, with the vibes of like either a time loop or parallel universes, where everything is the same but different, a little bit to the left.
spoilers of the plot of each one ahead now !!!!
tgwdlm is the first of the series!! it’s about an average office worker guy named paul (MYYYY <33333333) who. well. hates musicals. and to his dismay becomes the unwilling protagonist in one when hatchetfield is infected by a musical alien parasite via a meteor
bf is the next, about sisters lex and hannah foster and a man called tom houston, who’s emma’s brother-in-law. lex is a worker at toyzone, a toy store selling the new famous toy tickle-me-wiggly. and things get a little bit murdery when the adults in the mall begin to form a cult over the doll, killing each other to obtain one
and the newest one is npmd, which came out abt a week ago!! it’s about a group of teenagers, peter, richie (ALSO MY <333 + played by the same actor as paul), ruth, steph, and grace, who’re haunted and hunted by the demon-ghost of a former classmate who’s intent on killing everyone he’s personally deemed deserves it.
it makes me. fucking insane. the way that things in each version of hatchetfield are different, but there are still some constants; my favourite of which is that paul and emma, the characters from the first musical, will always ALWAYS find each other. in every timeline, they’re destined to find each other, but never destined to have their happy ending. destined to fall in love, to become each other’s light in the darkness, each other’s home, but it’s never built to last.
it’s also really really fucking fascinating to see these characters fight desperately against the gods toying with them, to form such beautiful bonds and relationships, to keep themselves alive as these horrific things happen around them, knowing that… does any of it even matter? this is one timeline out of infinite, one world out of countless, does any of it even matter? does their fight even matter, when at the end of the day, it could all be erased by a bored god snapping his fingers? does their love hold any power against beings that can’t be understood, can’t be reasoned with?
and that’s not even mentioning the fucking music oh my god. my faves are lah dee dah dah day, not your seed, let it out, inevitable, feast or famine, take me back, black friday, what if tomorrow comes, high school is killing me, nerdy prudes must die, if i loved you, and the summoning. yes that’s a lot but FUCKKKK i love these musicals soundtracks good lord.
OKAY ALL IN ALL. it’s a series of horror-comedy musicals set in the fictional town of hatchetfield, each surrounding a different group of civilians as they fight to survive against some sort of horror brought about by an eldritch god. they’re v v good and the official pro-shots are all on the starkid youtube channel, along w the nightmare time stories!!!! would absolutely recommend them they r both so fun and sillay and also make me physically ill to analyse i cannot dress this enough. life and death and fate and choice and love and hatred and trying to stay together even as the universe rips you apart
#this got a little bit long sorry. trying sooo hard 2 be normal 🫶#PAUL AND EMMA AND RITCHIE ☹️☹️☹️☹️#hey. you shld watch them. hey. it won’t even take long. hey#asks
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I only did two things for artfight this year, but tbh im proud of myself for getting even Two bonus things done
#trying sooo hard to be normal about a brain that dont work and never Will Work Correctly again etc. etc. etc.#it's fine im so mindful and cognizant of the present instead of being petrified of the future and the past etc etc
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still soooo normal about that springlock scene btw
#like it was the opposite of what i expected but it was sooo good#like the way he's just desperately fighting for control in that whole sequence#and trying really hard to not show pain#it's 1) a great scene 2) amazing for characterization#also i'm just generally not normal about this. sorry#sorry guys im gonna be rambling abt this movie for a few days probably#ramble#fnaf movie spoilers#william afton#my dude was so dedicated to saving his ego that he didn't scream during a fucking *springlock failure* 💀💀
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study smart not hard (altough both is best actually) this saying is so true
#my advice#but this saying is sooo true#i know some people at uni who study for exam so long and hard but then fail or just barely make it :(#like what are you doing? i don't mean this in a mean way but it doesn't have to be this difficult#i don't understand how some people can study for an exam for 2 weeks or even a month and still fail and i don't think they're stupid#or i don't see myself as particulary smart#but i guess they just waste their time a lot and i realized studying effective is so important#now everyone is a bit different and has to find what works best for them but there are certain techniques which are proven to work well#there is so much information on the internet on this look it up seriously#it made my life sm easier i never struggled in uni like i did in school and i get good grades#and if i ever struggled a bit it was because i started so late it was almost impossible to pass 😂#which is why to do both is still best 😂#but i actually always made it and i never failed an exam at uni (which i studied for)#(two i was fooled into to just try without studying bc it's easy lol)#i mean i shouldn't speak too soon but i already made it through some of the most difficult of my studies#ofc it depends on what you study how well this works but i'm speaking for myself#i once passed an exam with a B studying only 2 days as one of the best students while others studied 2 weeks#and got worse grades or failed#still studying only 2 days is stupidity don't do it 😅#so the techniques i find very helpful are ofc exam questions probably the best one#if there are none make your own#then blurting for which there are different ways but i like to just go over a topic and then write down everything i remember#then fill the gaps#quizlet is also great it's an app which allows you to create cards and then tests you in creative ways#videos can be helpful as well for summaries and using summaries in general is normally enough it saves you sm time#normally you don't actually need to know everything but you should be careful it's not a bad summary leaving out too much 😅#and i also like mindmaps bc i'm a very visual person#but all those tipps are mostly for remembering information so it doesn't work so well for other fields of study#well i hope this is somewhat helpful idk 🙈#oh and reading texts over and over again is the most useless in my opinion i don't remember much at all and it takes sm time
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4 and 6 for the wwycd ask thing
using angie for thissun :]
4. if they find a box of kittens outside?
he loves cats and will take the whole damn box home and be like, "im a papa now these are now my kids"
his mother would not be very pleased, but she would cave eventually. his 5 other siblings would go gaga insaneo over the kittens :]
6. if a part of their day-to-day routine is disrupted?
depending on how disruptive it is, his reaction can range from mild annoyance ta full blown anger. hes been really quick ta anger these days tbh....it never used ta be this way, life has just been so hard for him lately :[
he tries not ta get angry, he really does. but its very very hard when everything is just SO unfair
#spacie splains#oc: angel galaxio#two#im trying sooo hard ta write his anger issues well#b/c i have struggled with anger issues myself#i really wanna convey that hes not a bad person for being angry hes just a kid whos gone thru so much shit#its a normal reaction ta the things hes been thru
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