A Jonathan Sims Stimboard For Anon.

Credits.

https://www.tumblr.com/strawberry-s0ap/706363619242278912/isabelle-animal-crossing-stimboard-for-anon-x-x

https://www.tumblr.com/softcloverpiedreams/683279578686455808/prince-matthew-stimboard-for

https://www.tumblr.com/scopostims/701921785197854720/id-4-gifs-of-someone-playing-with-small-squishy

https://www.tumblr.com/neon-glowing-rainbow-stims/706730882507112448/biofluorescent-swellshark-david

https://www.tumblr.com/unidentifiedkb/676483225506430976/waylon-park-stimboard-for-anon-x-x-x-x-x

https://www.tumblr.com/talos-stims/722931570247335937/setting-up-a-ps2-source

Having the weirdest urge to have Shivers Scarecrow have his own equivalent to purring in the form of Predator clicking to himself and this is entirely because I learned how to do it and then never stopped.

got a shotgun shaped ps3 controller with break action yesterday and i can't stop playing with it. i don't even have anything to use it with it's just a stim toy to me now

Weird long rant incoming, but this is only to be expected by you following my account.

I remember when I bought a PS5 with my stim check I had a friend that was absolutely flabberghasted that I was getting a playstation console. I tried to explain to him that I hadn't had a playstation system (with the exception of a PS3 I bought in 2011 that broke nearly immediately after the warranty ended) since the PS2, and there were a ton of exclusives I'd missed out on for years I wanted.

When I mentioned these exclusives, he looked at me like I was stupid and asked 'what games?' This flabberghasted me as I'd just explained the games I wanted to play.

The core of his argument was that Game Pass offered such a wide array of games that he couldn't imagine a few solo adventures that admittedly had similar game design could pry me away from it. To some extent he was right, Game Pass is a really fantastic service, but I've never felt that it offered me such fantastic exclusives that it would keep me with an X-Box console. I never would've gotten the X-Box One if it wasn't gifted to me second hand at a time where I hadn't really been gaming for a few years. I always wanted the PS4, because the game library looked far more interesting to me. Game Pass didn't really factor into my decision.

We debated a bit about exclusives, and the argument lead to him saying he couldn't imagine going to another console when Bethesda had settled down with Microsoft. I, very honestly, said 'I really don't give a shit about Bethesda anymore', and that ended the argument.

I liked the Elder Scrolls as a kid, and I still like the lore of it. I bought Morrowind and Oblivion on the same day, and Oblivion is very special to me. I bought Skyrim at launch at midnight, and while I didn't love it like I did Oblivion, I liked it a lot. Hell, for a very short period of time I tried to write for Beyond Skyrim because I believed/believe in that project, but real life got in the way of me ever doing much. But I never bought and rebought Skyrim like others did. I had my 360 copy, and then I played the remaster on Game Pass and never beat it. I've tried to beat Morrowind for the first time a bunch of times, so that's the game I go back to more, and inevitably put down because I'm bad at it. I love Oblivion but it's the only game I've ever 100% beat so I don't have a reason to go back.

Combine that with Fallout, a series I never really had an attachment to. I liked Fallout 3, I never got into New Vegas, I tried the originals and found they weren't for me, and I've never played more than a handful of hours of Fallout 4. The reason honestly is that I'm not hooked by the worldbuilding, I find it odd and clunky and it's just not for me. My Dad actually plays the games a lot, I gave him my copies because he enjoyed them more, but even he admits that he's extremely frustrated with these games he plays over and over again because of how riddled with bugs they are.

I haven't played Starfield. I have no interest in it. Any interest I might've had in it died on the vine with a combination of Bethesda's tanking approval, the knowledge that they were STILL using that fucking engine, and them not being interested in any of the things that would excite me about a sci-fi game.

The aforementioned conversation, by the by, happened before the release of Starfield. He was shocked I didn't really care about it. He still seems kind of shocked.

I think I just don't believe in the myth of Bethesda anymore. I don't think their games are these magical properties where you can do things no other games can offer, I never did, and that whole argument has been used to hold up a company so against any sense of change and self-reflection that it actively makes every entry they put out suffer more and more. I just can't fathom caring about a studio that seems entirely uninterested in moving on from what makes them comfortable in order to save the weight of their games from it's ever-snapping support structures. Worse, I can't understand repeatedly giving your faith to a company that lies to you about it, over and over again.

Bethesda is an anomaly to me. Everything I just said has been said a thousand times, and even the companies starkest defenders agree with these points... and yet they still are one of the most successful companies in the world. I find that fact deeply difficult to accept, and find it even more frustrating to watch the Bethesda release cycle clog along like a rollercoaster that needs to be decomissioned, yet has hundreds of fans seemingly ignoring the rotting wooden foundation excitedly climbing on to experience something that could so easily be duplicated by someone else who cares just a little more about their experience.

Did You Know?

PS3 controllers are manufactured so weak that you can cut straight through the plastic with a simple cardboard cutter?

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the biggest rip off was kh 1.5 and 2.5 being advertised as six games in two when it’s actually four games in two with two “”movies”” for days and recoded :///// 

Just some more fun facts about me 😊

When Finding Dory came out, my whole family said that’s me in a cartoon perfectly 🤣 !

I can watch transformers forever and like to mimic Optimis and Megatron for fun !

Documentaries give me thrills, and help me with something to talk about !

I found a Manga book called Instant Teen and it changed my life and started my obsession into that & Anime 😌!

I knew I was interested in the opposite sex and loved queer culture since I was 12. And I’m always doing what I can to connect with my black culture.

I felt differently all my life and now finding the opportunity to embrace Autism & Adhd has opened my world even more.

Creative hell ya, I can do anything art, poetry, acting, slightly computer related and then some. It’s just my attention makes me get bored real quickly 😅!

Dancing is apart of me, I love to move. It’s just one of my stims and it’s apart of me. When I can’t I get depressed and feel empty. So I need to move no matter what.

Marvel is just amazing, I never read any of the books. I was more into the tv side of things. Watching xmen when I was younger was my favourite and then it grew!

Meditation is very wonderful and when I find the right mood and time on my good days, I really love it !

As a child, I’ve always been fascinated by pretty things. Sailor moon helped me find that. I would admire her Moon princess jewels and gown all the time.

Doesn’t matter what system, I’m someone who loves to get lost into a good video game. I currently have a Nintendo switch & ps3. Sometimes I play on my laptop. I’m hoping to get a Xbox series for my birthday 🥳!!

Food is life. Point plank period. I’m trying to put more fruits and greens into my world when I can. I love snacking on granola bars and oatmeal cookies 🍪💕!!

ive been listening to too many simple and clean remixes and now i wanna play 358/2 

5 things meme??

@haonqq the gf tagged me in this & Ive never done one before so might as well Five things you’ll find in my bag: I don't rly have a bag but in theory 1 - phone 2- spare hoodie cause I can't live without a hood 3- snacks for sure 4- probably a comfort object/stim toy 5- who even knows. A pen maybe Five things you’ll find in my bedroom: 1- a PS4 & PS3 2- two computers, one ancient and one broken 3- two Yang Xiao Long figures. One I broke ages ago & one brought for me by the gf 4- a fan that's on like 24/7 5- an old drawing tablet I haven't used for legit 4+ years Five things I’ve always wanted to do: 1- have my own income 2- get on antidepressants 3- go to a class to learn to write properly 4- pet a fox but not own one bc idk how to care for them properly 5- learn to draw maybe?? Five things that make me happy: 1- the gf (who I love a lot!!!) 2- making a character I get attached to 3- Good Sensory Days 4- days that're slightly chilly but not super cold 5- thunderstorms I guess?? Five things Im currently into: 1- PoE, tho I might not get it for a while 2- The Witcher series, tho I've only played the 3rd 3- I guess ESO? 4- dragon age, tho I mostly write it instead of playing it 5- I think that's it lmao Five things on my to-do list: 1- finally get a bank account 2- chase up my autism diagnosis 3- get a passport in time for January 4- eat something today lmao 5- finish writing something i started ages ago As for tagging?? Maybe @luckyredclover , @ribbonflies & @krakido ??

@plain-tissue buruzha why 5 THINGS FOUND ON MY BLOG. ososan karabita shitposts animals stim stuff

FIVE THINGS THAT ARE IN MY BAG. i dont have a bag

FIVE THINGS IN MY BEDROOM computer tv ps3 3ds like 3 fans

FIVE THINGS I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO die thats all i can think of

FIVE THINGS THAT MAKE ME HAPPY karabita karabita karabita karabita karabita

FIVE THINGS IM INTO ososan bnha pokemon animal crossing thas all i can think of

FIVE THINGS YOU MIGHT NOT KNOW ABOUT ME uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i aint taggin no one fuck u

While playing Life is Strange(special interest high key right now) I was stimming a bunch! 

Okay to reblog~

[A white agender autistic adult with blue hair wearing black thick framed glasses. A pink sheet with green cacti on it over their shoulders. Wearing a red shirt with Sasuke from Naruto and Ichigo from Bleach on it fighting with swords, red and black joggers on]

Gif 1: Slight happy bounce and running a hand through her hair and shaking it a bit.

Gif 2: Happy/calm wiggles

Gif 3: Playing with the control of the ps3 while swaying back and forth

Gif 4: Echolalia by speaking the characters lines