this is how miles found out gwen's mom isnt there anymore:

gwen: Care for a hit?

miles: Does your mommy know you eat all that crap?

gwen: Not anymore. When mom was alive-

perfection.

rays of sunlight drifted through your window and placed themselves across his features in such a mesmerizing way, one would think the sun shone just for him. his eyes were glittering as he looked up, hair sprawled amongst the plush of your thighs, and he let out a sigh of bliss.

nothing can stop the purity of the moment, then you lean down. soft sparks set off as softer lips shift euphorically. the universe must have smiled upon you to grace such a perfect moment.

"you are everything i want in life," his eyes are closed as he declares this in nothing more than a whisper. tingles on your back break out as the weight of his hand smoothes skin within his reach. fingers slowly sift through his hair in appreciation whilst a wave of warmth spreads from your chest at such a claim.

"if i had the world, i would give it to you." the truth which always lay at the tip of your tongue flowed off and into the air.

he smiled in response, "by having you, i have the world already."

Crimes I think Nendo would commit <3

in no particular order:

Petty theft- at least twice he has walked out of a store holding something he didn’t pay for simply because he forgot he was holding it

Piracy- his mama knows a guy who still pirates dvds. The Nendos haven’t paid for a dvd since 2007

Underage drinking- see my post about him and Kuboyasu's monthly bonding experiences

Vandalism- if he has a sharpie in his hands he just starts drawing on walls regardless of where he is. Also because he's big and scary looking a group of wannabe delinquents got him to look out for them while they tagged some roll down shutters

Drug use- he's had an edible once or twice but he can never stop himself from eating the whole thing right away so he ends up astral projecting into Toritsuka’s bedroom like why is my dad here

Assault- one time he went sicko mode and threw a chair at Kuniharu. Saiki had to intimidate his dad into not pressing charges <3

Espionage- everyone went on a school trip to the US and as they were getting a tour of the white house Nendo somehow found himself in a bunker staring straight at nuclear launch codes. Saiki had to mind control everyone into forgetting the whole trip so that Nendo wouldn’t go to supermax

Reckless driving- this man should not be allowed behind the wheel of a car

Possession of a weapon of mass destruction- I just know that his farts are diabolical

moon symbolism mm..

the scene from season 1 has a full moon which represents “a time of release and completion” as well as positive energy after a long period of work. this symbolizes the way both Ed and Stede at this time have experienced leaving their old lives behind and of who they thought they had to be. finding the release of their past by learning new things from each other. the full moon can also symbolize fulfillment and represent that they both have found everything they have ever wanted in each other.

however in the season 2 version of this scene the moon is a waxing gibbous. a waxing moon can represent positive growth in a person. which obviously for both of them there is a lot of growing needed but it shows they help each other grow positively. this moon phase also represents the “final steps” which could represent the final steps in their relationship by finally making that commitment to each other and deciding to be together.

🕸 🕸 🕸 × 🕸 🦟 🕸 × 🕸 🕸 🕸

kind of tithe themed stimboard

“maybe Enid is just in love with Wednesday”

JUST MAYBE?!?!? HAVE YOU SEEN THE WAY SHE LOOKS AT WEDNESDAY?!? GIRL HAS BEEN IN LOVE

she fell into the TRENCHES and does not plan on leaving anytime soon

i've grown into this weird category as a mentally ill person where i can no longer stand mentally ill social media circles with people who refuse to heal and use mental illness as an identity and social status but i also can't stand moving to twitter with the people who think they don't have mental illnesses so i'm kind of just stuck here finding the occasional cool people down the lazy river of meeting furries with critical thinking skills . in anyone's defense it was my mistake for touching grass.

i want an ao3 wrapped to see how mentally ill we all are please and thank you

im currently plagued with Need To Draw Disease due to the newly introduced hyperfixation in my life, which is amazing for my brain as i get to express my creativity and draw/explore new concepts with different characters and dynamics; AWFUL FOR MY SLEEP SCHEDULE HOWEVER!

I MISS HUEMONI 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

ITS BEEN A MONTH SINCE TLLR CHAPTER 11????? WHAT

my spotify search history atm is so funny lol its like, renowned canadian singer-songwriter leonard cohen! danish death/doom band konvent! whatever the fuck u would describe heilung as (wikipedia says "experimental folk" which, like, sure. but also its like some kinda ancient germanic/viking type of thing) ! classical chinese opera & folk songs ! cannibal corpse! harvest dawn from tes oblivion ost! celtic frost's A Dying God Coming Into Human Flesh! moist ! carmina burana! and so on & so forth ......

so...I have accidentally acquired sun and moon brain rot. I blame shandzii and fluffpillow.

featuring me figuring out how tf to draw these lanky idiots

At this point i'm certain i should not be left alone unsupervised for extended periods of time.. it's not good for my mental state. I'm fully aware of this obejctively, but i don't care about it the slightest.

I forgot a concert i was waiting on for months, i forgot that i was supposed to meet a friend few days ago whom i haven't seen over a year, i regularly forget daily tasks lately, i can't sleep nearly as much as i used to, which wasn't much to begin with, i have thoughts and dreams i should not have. I skipped a week at work via a lie because i hadn't had the mental strength to present as normal around people and i lied to my friends about it, saying that i wanted to stay home to play a game with them which we did, on my part as a weak attempt to socialize but i didn't cared about that either and basically just exhausted myself mentally and pissed myself off. I lie on a daily basis about anything and everything because it’s easier at this point. I don’t have motivation for anything because i just don’t care. And i know it's supposed to be concerning but i just don't give a shit. I know i should. But i don't. About any of it. And at the same time it doesn't affect me as it probably should. So on the bright side, at least i’m not suicidal at the moment. But that doesn’t mean i don’t wanna do unhealthy stuff. Fun times.

I think I'm doomed to be sad forever

me: *begins writing and posting a bigger project*

also me, immediately after that: *gets sucked back into a completely different fandom*