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gglitch1dd · 1 year

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Firm believer in switch Deku

One minute he wants you to scream his name and the next he wants you to use him until he's a mumbling mess

There is only one reason why I do not like sub Izuku, and that's because people write him horrendously and it makes me cringe. But subtop Izuku... now that's someone I can get behind. But for you... I can conjure up something I can get behind.

Izuku is a very diverse man. You can see it in his eyes when that switch between passive and dominant is flipped in his head. But on a rare occasion, a rare occasion where he wants to not have to think and be in control, on a rare occasion he allows himself to be weak and at your mercy, is one you treasure for eternity.

Izuku hates feeling weak. It makes him feel helpless, like how he was when he was a quirkless kid with no one to defend him.

However when he's in your embrace, underneath your gaze, with you riding him like that would be the last time you ever sat on his cock, he would look up at you like a diety. He would give his everything to your very being just to stay there just a minute longer. Where he didn't have to think. Where he didn't have to do anything but feel in the warmness of your control.

His mumbles spur you on, every cry and moan and drabble nonsense spilling from his glistening lips is what keeps your grip on him so strong. You kiss every freckle on his body, like they were stars in the very sky. You praise him like he was made out of the most expensive and precious material known to earth. You feel him as though his skin was not battered and scarred.

In your embrace he feels loved. He feels safe.

Midoriya Izuku would only submit to someone, who would make him feel something no one had ever made him feel before...

He would only submit to someone who would make him feel precious.

#Let me go ahead and cry #didn't mean to make it this deep #mha x y/n #izuku midoriya x reader #izuku x reader #izuku midoriya smut #izuku smut #midoriya x reader #midoriya smut #midoriya headcanons #izuku midoriya imagine #deku drabble #dekuism #deku x reader #deku comfort

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lightsoutandaway · 3 months

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Now have the chance to fulfil another childhood dream. Driving in Ferrari red.

I hope I can continue to make you proud.

#lewis... now why would you #i need a moment or two or three #let me go ahead and cry #bye

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needylittlegirl · 11 days

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theres a 99% chance we’re gonna move so i have to start packing little things now cause it makes the transition easier but i hate it i dont want to

#i know i sound like am immature little kid just pouting and stomping my foot #but i’ve had to move every two years since i was like 14 for so many different reasons #each place ive moved to just got increasingly worse so i think i have the right to pout like a 14 yr old girl #but its just dumb #if i start taking stuff down now itll make it easier to leave cause it wont feel like my space by then #its what ive always done #if i pack weeks ahead of time it just feels like im leaving a hotel or something #but right nows the hard part #im not even over my childhood home/s #i cant talk about those without crying and its been 20 years #i’d just like to stay in one place for awhile #we wont be going far cause me and my sister both have jobs right here but #its still different #im tired of seeing my stuff in boxes im tired of not feeling safe in my own space #it all just makes me so unstable cause i cant plant my roots anywhere #idk maybe its stupid #if everything goes according to plan #we’ll probably be moving a little after memorial day #and all i want to do is lock my door and refuse to let anyone do anything #im still just that little girl that was leaving her childhood bedroom and moving hours away #tbd #i didnt even get to skate today cause its raining #whatever im gonna get in bed and watch movies til i can go to sleep #if ive been bad at responding to msgs or not posting as much . this is why 👍#any sort of change like this makes me isolate myself like crazyy

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oceanwithouthermoon · 5 months

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tired of being called boring cuz i hate toxic ships </33 im sorry i get triggered easily by stuff like that brah, the most toxic my ships r allowed to get before i get triggered is a lil possessiveness and a hint of unhealthy codependency 🤭 beyond that, i literally get sick to my stomach lmao..

do what u want but anyone whose never been abused before does NOT get the right to call ME boring for not liking abusive ships..

#i just think too many people equate them not liking something as it being inherently bad.. why dont we all just shut up.. lmao #do ur thing tbh like if u enjoy reading it and dont condone abuse irl then go ahead #i just will not participate and thats okay bro like we dont all have to like the same things #be an individual bro like we dont all have to have the same likes and dislikes #why do i have to read comments on all my fav fics about how theyre tired of things being 'too fluffy' LEMME ENJOY MY LOVELY FLUFF #if i get a comment like that on one of MY fics it is literally over i will die #anyway..#okay this is a little fib cuz i am also a huge fan of the cannibalism as a metaphor for love thing. um.. let me have this LMAO.#romanticizing cheating is something i just cant stand though ngl #honestly i dont know why i like toxic codependency and CANNIBALISM but having an affair is where i draw the line..#i think consent is my issue like i need there to be consent or its over and i cry and throw up from reading it lmfao #i like toxicity when its because they love each other TOO much.. THATS IT.. NO MORE CHEATING NO MORE ONE SIDED ABUSE NO MORE #i will continue to enjoy my super healthy fluffy protective ships 5ever #meows post #fanfic #ao3

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allofuswantgwinam · 24 days

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i hate my life fr

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daincrediblegg · 3 months

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Truly devastating to want to jump into an AU for your canon x oc/si ship when you haven’t even scratched the surface of your main fic for them yet 😪

#lady terror/francis western au my beloved #with sufficient elements combined from ravenous deadwood red dead redemption and true detective #not to mention that fucking hozier song it will come back is fucking stuck in my head at all times #put me out of my misery man I can’t stand it #look I just want that sheriff crozier pining in a saloon #even going so far as to be taken upstairs by one of the girls there but stopping it all before it even starts bc he really needs *her* and #he knows it. pays up anyway and tips his hat respectfully as he goes #but he wouldn’t dare get his hopes up that a fine lady like miss sinclair would take up with an old cowboy like him #sofia didn’t and why should she she has so much ahead of her what with her exploits in her father’s business ventures #he’d just tie her down #except he’s wrong bc he’s shown himself capable of letting her be herself. trouser-wearing and all on their search for that band of outlaws #and suspected cannibals up in those mountains who have been pinning things on the natives that SHE knows and has befriended and wants to #protect from the law. and she’s damn crazy for putting the bounty out and for going along with him but SHE DOES #and she can take care of herself but neither does she want to be alone and she chose him #he’s one of the only people who sees that in her #I’m gonna go cry about it cranky frog style now ok goodnight everybody

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isfjmel-phleg · 1 year

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#random personal stuff #whining ahead feel free to ignore #going to bed earlier was supposed to fix this #eating lunch was supposed to fix this #still a mess and why isn't this working #the grammar roundtable presentation that I got roped into has been accepted #and the professor heading it up just sent an email about everything we need to do for it #implying that I may need to write a paper #and continuing with the delusion that I both know and care about this topic #I have no ideas for this panel #I don't know where to even start with research #I don't want to do this at all #the very thought of it sends me into panic #but it's my fault for agreeing to this in the first place and I can't get out of it without letting everyone down and destroying the panel #(and my coworker just started blasting a news video on a deeply unpleasant topic so loud I can hear it through my headphones ugh)#anyway this day is awful and it's the anniversary of my grandfather's death and all I want to do is go home and cry #it will be fine but I feel terrible right now

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crehador · 1 year

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OH MY GOD SHUT UPPPPPPPPP GINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN I DID NOT DARE HOPE FOR ANYTHING NOT EVEN A GLIMPSE BUT THEY LET ME SEE HIM THEY LET ME SEE MY LITTLE BOY HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII BABY ILYSM HOW ARE YOU I MISS YOU i’m losing my mind

#I CANNOT EXPRESS IN WORDS HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME #SEVENTEEN YEARS AGO #YES THAT'S RIGHT SEVENTEEN #WHEN I FIRST STARTED READING BLEACH #HE WAS MY FAVORITE MY BLORBOIEST BLORBO BEFORE THE INVENTION OF THE WORD BLORBO #I'LL JUST GO AHEAD AND OUT MYSELF HERE THIS MFER IS THE REASON MY FAVORITE NUMBER IS 3 #EVEN TO THIS DAY MY FAVORITE NUMBER IS 3 AND HE'S WHY #then at some point i swerved to ichigo #BUT I HAVE RECENTLY SWERVED BACK #SINCE MY FAVORITE PERSON READ BLEACH AND ACTIVELY INDULGES MY AIGIN DELUSIONS (THANK YOU DEAREST)#not to be insane on main but this is the best day of my life #THEY EVEN LET HIM SPEAK #THEY EVEN GAVE HIM THAT SWEET SWEET BISEXUAL LIGHTING #shaking crying throwing up fr fr #if you want to know why i didn't see this coming despite being a manga reader well truthfully i have the worst memory lmao #c: gin my beloved #crab.txt

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snobgoblin · 9 months

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is the "my mom was obsessed with teen pop stars and with tlc kids dancing shows so she was convinced i was going to be the next britney spears" thing common or was that just my mom. I feel like that was a whole thing

#also ps my dance teacher HATED me #when we would do shows she didnt let me have a dressing room (there were enough) she put me in the unisex bathroom instead #it was 1 stall that everyone had to share. so i did not get privacy when i was changing costumes #and there was pee on the floor. and it smelled bad. and there was no place to hang my costumes so they had to be on the floor #and some lady accused me of flashing her bc she walked in on me costume changing #the lock was broken and i had to change!!! sorry!!! shouldve knocked #anyway im not sure why she hated me. i think she caught on that i was shy and didnt wanna be there #but mannnn i couldnt help that my mom wanted me to do that shit #i feel like I've been going on a while so I'll go ahead and tag this #vent #anyway none of the other kids liked me either because i was weird and told them i was a witch #omg just like Lilo fr /hj #anyway i did not like my dance teacher she made me cry regularly.#she would purposly humiliate me regularly! and i. dont like thinking about it so im gonna stop now

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outlying-hyppocrate · 10 months

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the number 13 is beginning to make me feel physically ill

#random thoughts #you should be over it. you should be fine. but no matter where you go it's there. they're there. your puppeteers #they were meant to leave you on stage. cut your strings. let you fall #AND THEY DIDN'T BECAUSE YOU'RE SO CLEARLY STILL HERE. CALLING FOR HELP. CRYING #and yet you feel nothing. go ahead. type mindlessly. it's a cry for attention #i don't think i can stand this anymore. i can't do this. is this what pain is? can i learn to romanticize this #in any way before 13 my mind 13 we fall again. ? no ? vous n'êtes que des traitres #vous m'avez laissé à mourir. ici. pendant que vous vivez joyeusement #TOUT CE QUE TU LUI AS FAIT EST HORRIBLE. mon cher père je ne désire que ta profonde rage #mais c'est lui. alors pourquoi suis-je si 'traumatisé' ? si on peut utiliser ce mot #it's overused. cliché. people have turned it into an expression. there's nothing wrong with me. you're okay. the last #the last. the last fall away. you're never coming back. take me home take me home #not here. take me home. i want to see the moon and the stars again. i miss that #i miss what we had. i fuse my childhood homes into each other // until they are one in my mind. make it stop #JUST LEAVE. IT'S NOT THAT FUCKING HARD. VOUS ÊTES OBSÉDÉ PAR LE NOMBRE TREIZE MAIS #C'EST UNE FAÇADE. CE N'EST PAS RÉEL. VOUS NE DITES PAS LA VÉRITÉ #sleep again. sleep now. sleep well #and love yourself bathed in the light of after-mornings. you wake so late now

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maraeffect · 11 months

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haven't even been awake for two hours and this is probably the worst morning i've had in a while 🙂 cw EXTREMELY disgusting unsanitary tags.

#so like not only is my partner out of town which is already making me really fucked up #but my cat was mad i fed him like AN hour late. so he was scratching my bedroom door all morning #and (DO NOT READ AHEAD IF YOU ARE SQUEAMISH) i guess he decided to solve that problem #by eating poop out of his FRESH litter box and then projectile vomiting it back up EVERYWHERE 🙂#like in the most inconvenient way. all over the bars of his crate that we leave out for him #AND his bed inside of that. and his cat tree. and the floor. like it took me HALF AN HOUR to clean #i haven't even had a chance to take my meds yet bc i fed the cats and brushed my teeth #only to IMMEDIATELY see the mess #so fucking disgusting and i got splattered in the face while cleaning it 🙂🙂🙂🙂🙂#trying so hard to not let this ruin my Saturday but I'm ready to go the fuck back to bed and cry #and i don't even have anyone here to comfort me or to talk to and i just ugh #ugh ugh ugh #i really wish my partner wasnt gonna be gone for so long bc im already exhausted managing the house alone #anyway sorry i just needed to talk about this SOMEWHERE bc i wanna cry so bad #chatter #negative #unsanitary tw #gross tw

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ienvieu · 2 years

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god i am so fucking frustrated

#80% of being the oldest sister of a bunch of immature stubborn bitchy siblings is crying your anger away in secret #damned if you try damned if you dont i am sick of it #berated for complaining even just a little and scolded when i decide not to share my struggles anymore like ffs pick your damn mind #compared to cousins compared to neighbors compared to random kids on the internet compared to their younger selves god i just.#and then they go and ask how my day has been and how im feeling gtfo i dont want that #either disown me and hate me or whatever or actually listen to me and not undermine everything i try to do #just pick a fucking side i HATE it when people demonize me and then smother me back to back #like i dont want to sound this whiny but god i wish they'd miscarried me too???#man i sound like a total bitch rn lol idk i just want to leave #i can never seem to win #they dont let me express my exhaustion and anger and sadness and frustration and then they go ahead and wonder why this girl is #acting distant or passive agressive or why she keeps fracturing or bruising her knuckles or why she keeps biting her nails and #chewing on her lips and picking at her skin and just fucking lose it all the damn time #nothing i do is enough i just dont want to be here and i want to leave and take a break for a while but nooo that would make me #a family hater 🥴🥴#and i dont even hate them i just cant stand the way they treat me all the time #i get so confused one minute she's telling me how bad i am and telling me that im wrong and wrong and wrong and how i cant do this #or that or how she used to be so much better than i am now and whatever #and the next she and i are sitting in the kitchen laughing about some random thing #i HATE that. idc if that's oh a 'normal mother daughter relationship' and 'everyone experiences it' and how 'it will pass'#well it hasnt passes and it's been years and im tired of this back and forth and constantly being shamed and i want out. just. out.#and when i tried gathering the courage to tell them i wanted a therapist to talk to she was like ' oh that's expensive and you dont even #look like you need one but if you insist we can pay for it ☹️👉👈 it's okay we will work extra hard to get the money 😖'#fuck that #thanks for once again making me feel like utter shit for asking for some help. again.#which brings me to my next point which is why the FUCK do we have to pay 50 fucking euroes for an hour of therapy??#i can get all of the validation and grounding techniques off the internet for free why the fuck do we need to pay 50€ for talking??#and like mental health is so stigmatized still with my family and my closer friend's family that we both cant tell them anything about it #girlie got clinical depression and she doesnt want to tell her parents bc she knows how they will react #and we both spend nights cry laughing about the fact that i have scars all over me that my parents dont have a single fucking clue about

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bhalspawn · 1 year

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might be a LITTLE manipulative to Unleash my dragon age obsession in order to get my mom to pay for dinner for me but tbh havent i earned it

#no idea when ill get disability so for now im completely dependent on my parents. yeehaw #honestly i literally just let myself TALK and dhe had no idea what i was saying but i started crying and she goes ''#''go ahead and order something if itll help'' the crying wasnt intentional i just. Broke #literally just let myself talk. like tried to explain trespasser and why it hurts so much and i watched her realize i wasnt exaggerating or #joking and i think she just wanted me to shut up jwjdjsjd #wytxt

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gay-enchilada · 1 year

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i finished a playthrough of tlou2 for the second time and i still genuinely can’t understand the abby slander, she once again ended up being my favorite part of the game.

#whenever i talk to ppl about tlou2 i have to go in with my guard up bc the abby haters see red #like how can i hear “’you’re my people’ and not cry every time #after we switch back to ellie and she goes on revenge spree part 2 i just want to fast forward to the end #the only good part about that was her freeing abby and lev #if there’s a tlou3 i just want it to follow them bc ellie’s story lost me by the end #(also lets give abby a better love interest owen was the worst)#this is spured by a YT video that showed up on my ‘for you’ tab titled ‘can we forgive abby?’#um yes way ahead of you

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inkburnt · 2 years

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Ode to Innocence

Chapter 12: Growing Pains

Fandom: Devil May Cry Mature // Gen // Complete // Chapters: 12/16 // Words: 103,480 Characters: V, Griffon, Shadow, Nightmare, Malphas, original characters Warning(s): Graphic depictions of violence Additional tags: V is not part of Vergil, V’s name is Vitale, witch V, origin story, childhood, coming of age, canon-typical violence, character death, loss of parent(s), sorcery, witchcraft, witches’ coven, implied/referenced child abuse, implied/referenced emotional manipulation, sexual harassment, attempted sexual assault, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempt, found family AU info // Series on AO3

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#devil may cry #dmc fanfiction #dmc5 #dmc5 v #dmc v #v dmc5 #v dmc #V is not Vergil #universe: Vita Vitale #fic: Ode to Innocence #Our boy's growing up and moving ahead. ;u;#V's learning to become goal-focused; dedicated; responsible; and it has me crying.#Because he's sacrificing personal things (like self-esteem) for the sake of surviving.#For the sake of being independent and self-reliant and sparing other people the burden HE presents.#Sorry I'm going off omg.#Anyway: If you're enjoying the read then please consider leaving a comment!#Feedback lets me know how I'm doing! ovo #Reblogs help me reach other potential readers too!

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salt-baby · 2 years

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some people have SO MUCH AUDACITY

a prof this semester refused to meet my accommodations and I had to get disability liaisons involved and threaten with the law to get them to comply

because they favored her in the eventual agreement I failed the class

they email me two weeks later asking to meet to discuss my grade, so sure, I'll go along

THE DAY BEFORE THE MEETING I GET AN EMAIL ASKING "CAN WE RESCHEDULE I CANT BE IN MY OFFICE"

and now I have to wait to calm down to reply because right now the only thing I want to type is "take it as one of your drops" "maybe you should medically withdrawal from your fucking job" "sure! let's reschedule, unlike some people I know the importance of making sure meetings are accessible"

I stg my life is a comedy of errors

#HOW DO THEY NOT SEE THE IRONY OF THIS #refuses to reschedule exams and then proceeds to ask to reschedule a meeting they fuckin asked for #i dont want to talk about it im literally just humoring them #i want them to see the disabled person they fucked over #go ahead talk to me look at the human you actually told to drop out #im gonna fuckin cry #disability #ableism #lets throw in the proper term here #academic ableism #salt baby talks

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