A new sculpture! Finally... I feel like I never sculpt anymore since I'm always sick or have some 500 other things going on or projects to finish, but I'm trying to schedule time to do it more often this year hopefully..! Just a generic fantasy creature as usual, but did try making the eyes a little more sparkly this time.. hrmm..

The Le Salut experience

my life reset when clarissa was the one who waited for alex at the end of the game.

after everything it was her, it was clarissa who waited for her, who joked with her, who *cared*.

I knew this was going to happen. I knew it and it still doesn't hurt any less. i knew this scene was coming

hi sorry i know i said im disappearing forever but i just had to say: to the person that said i seem like someone who identified a little too much with evan hansen of dear evan hansen fame in high school. first of all fuck you. second of all your comment gave me acid reflux. third of all fuck you

not gonna lie yall, it feels like all I do is either work or recover from work and it's bumming me out big time

Ok so, ep 60 of woe.begone amirite???

HAHAHAHA AMIRITE ????

I AM SO NORMAL AND HAPPY :))) (lying)

Obligatory spoiler warning for ep 60 of woe.begone

WTF HUNTER??? He gave him hot cocoa???? Andn gave him his hat???? And then watched shitty hotel tv with him???? He,,,,,, he gave Mike his hat and then killed everyone ???????? Did innocent and punished swap out right before they reentered OVER???? Hrmgjenrbrnm sobbing

ALSO MICHAEL AND LATVIA MIKE????? I LOVE THEIR DYNAMIC SM AND NOW THEYRE JUST DEAD???????? THE PHONE CALL WITH EDGAR (sobbing)?? THE BANTER??? "I LOVE YOU"???? FELLAS IS IT GAY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH YOURSELF BUT 5 YEARS IN THE PAST?????? They deserve to be passive aggressive roommates in Latvia :(

Give them back to me 🔫

This is a threat

my therapist really saved me….

my doctor was sooooo fucking worthless and unhelpful im going to masturbate and i hope it fucking kills me

Nothing induces my anxiety more than boys age 10-17, idk what it is but they induce paralyzing fear in me like they're gonna be so cruel and pick on me... Me a 25 year old woman

For the ask game, 5, 18, and 30??

(from this ask game)

ahh thank you for sending these in!!

5. first sentence of the fifth paragraph of an unpublished WIP

ok so i have 7 tabs open and all of them are either new chapters or unpublished wips but here is the first sentence of the first tab - and a second sentence for a little bit more context lol:

'Watto has wings, a set that isn’t much to look at but that he’s rather proud of showing off anyway. And because Watto has wings, little Ani cannot, lest he grow up and get ideas.'

(that's wing fic au which i have been meaning to finish and post for forever)

18. If you keep them, share a deleted sentence or paragraph from a published fic

ok so i don't keep my deleted sentences or paragraphs - they are gone with the wind as soon as i don't like them lol BUT i can definitely talk about one of my first draft ideas for a fic that i didn't end up writing which i've definitely talked about before. in foolproof foolhardy, when i started writing what would become the last 2 chapters and the final arc of the story, i was totally sold on the idea that when they're in the ship on the way to their mission they would end up fucking ('to get it out of their system') as a one-time thing and afterwards they can just pretend they don't care about each other at all and the sex would be very angry and bitter except for the moments where they couldn't help but betray their real feelings (aka master skywalker caresses obi-wan's face, obi-wan kisses his pulse, etc etc)

and then during the mission the prince of the planet would be interested in obi-wan in a way that would prove to be Perilous (because obi-wan tries to pretend he can just go back to having fun and sleeping around and so he courts the prince's attention, but it turns out that actually he doesn't want to do that anymore because now he knows how anakin would hold him)

and anakin would do something very dramatic like start a full on war with the planet and or threaten assassination of the prince because hes a jealous lil guy and will use obi-wan's discomfort as cover for his actions without examining the root of the emotions which is in fact love (but twisted)

and then they fuck AGAIN and finally actually talk it all out (but it was already such a long story and that whole mission arc seemed needlessly dramatic when tensions were already high, so they just talked it out the first time they fucked on the ship, which i'm happy with)

30. share a fic you’re especially proud of

ooo interesting question! i definitely feel various amounts of proud of all my fics because of who i was and what i was trying out when i was writing each of them, but i think i'm especially proud of let my love be the knife that implicates me aka the rots compliant fic where obi-wan raises luke on tatooine alone and does as good of a job as he knows how. i just really like the concept of it - where obi-wan deals with his grief by talking about the agony and joy of loving anakin, luke's father, while also still so fresh off of mustafar and the fall of the Jedi, knowing he can only talk about this now because when luke is old enough to remember he shouldn't bear the weight of his secrets....only for luke to remember not the words themselves (about the empire, about sidious, about anakin's betrayal) but the emotion behind them, which was almost always love.

it's a sad fic but it's not so sad that i think it's unreadable and i really am so proud of a lot of the phrases and the pacing of it! mostly because i almost always avoid anything even resembling 'canon compliant' and so this was a really big moment for me lol

one more thing chat. stop pressuring cc's into making a statement the second something comes out. just because somebody was busy today or not active on social media outside of streaming or needed some time to process that someone they trusted did those things doesnt mean they support wilbur. if they ignore the situation for days or weeks or months? thats something to be upset about, sure. but deciding somebody is an awful person because they dont make a statement the day of hours after it happened is a bit much. theyre people too with lives and emotions they need to process. theres also probably further details they legally cannot talk about

God forgive me I got bored and looked at my tumblr fyp and got blasted with blatant antisemitism AND vaccine conspiracy theories AND anti public school libertarian sentiment

The problem with being religious, specifically christian (i can't speak to if this is a universal experience across faiths, I somehow doubt it), is that I cannot stand the vast majority of my co-religionists, and online it seems that I'm only ever 3 degrees of association away from the most batshit godawful opinions I've ever had the misfortune to read

I started reading Lord of the Rings (bought Fellowship of the Ring like… last spring but never got around to starting) and I’d just like to say. Holy fuck what a slow book. You mean to tell me I’m over a hundred pages in and this man is only just leaving the Shire? Sign me up for MORE I love this shit. Tolkien said “I will take exactly as much time as I want to describe things and you will like it”. AND I DO