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spellboundcities · 5 months
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Is it too late to make this joke
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probablyhuntersmom · 1 year
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Keith and I are rooting for Hunter to kick Belos's ass this weekend
@smellofsnoww @headbitchruby @snoikie14 @rangergirl3 @justheretobreakthings @randomlifeunit
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yelow-heart · 2 months
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Welcome twt immigrants or just newcomers o///
Every week a new wave of twt refugees arrive and so I decided to put together a tumblr 101 to keep ur experience the most stress free and safe as possible
So here it goes:
You can delete comments or plain out disable comments from your posts! So much control.
You can also edit your posts. It even was a meme back on the olden days where a post would go viral and then the op (original poster) would change the post to something silly and the reblogers would look like wierdos or dumdums lol
You can disable your asks or make a rule so people can't ask as anonymous
Report spams!! You can even get rewarded for it. But, even so, report it, they get immediately taken down temporarily
The report system work and the tumblr team is very responsible when investigating an account/post. It's not nuance and easy to make. No one will judge you for it, in fact, it's common culture to do so. It's how we battle pornbots, spams, hate blogs etc.
You have full control of your blog! What people can see, what it can show, block hashtags and the whole shbang.
The algorithm works! Only the things that YOU search for and like will be recommended to you. And if something u no longer has interest in shows up? Just click that u don't want anymore and immediately everything u don't want goes away.
There are many famous blogs that are fun to follow, specifically as newcomer, to really get u on the tumblr experience such as: heritageposts, thebootydiaries, hotboyproblems, showerthoughtsofficial, fartgallery, haikubotofficial and many others. These are just the ones I followed when first arrived back in 2016;
Yes, there are celebrities among us but they're just... here. Vibing, chilling. The most famous ones being Neil Gaiman and Taylor Swift. Here they are just people;
You might have noticed a lot of blogs with blue verification badges. Some with 20 of them. Some are rainbow! That's because Tumblr made a parody of the verification mark from twt and it was fcking hilarius. We loved it so much that it's a thing now. U too can feel very important if u want!
It's worth going the trending tags. Sometimes they are broken, but it's mostly memes or important world news stuff that are actually relevant and helpful. It's safe and you'll have a fun time lurking on other people's fandoms. That's actually how I got into some of my fandoms to begin with;
Crabs.
And there we have it! I might have forgotten something, but I not too worried as I know that people might add it later on. 😉
Welcome welcome!! You'll be safe here. No matter who you are you find a community for you here
It's a hellsite, but it's our hellsite
Remembered something:
It's important to have a profile picture and header image. An reblog a few things before following anyone. Or you will be reported because people will think you're a spam bot kkkkkkkkk so do nurture your blog a little bit before venturing into the unknown.
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trashboatprince · 3 months
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For the writing meme aziraphale crowley with "I've got your back, ok?" please?
Sounds good! :D
On with the fic!
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"Crowley!" Aziraphale shouted in distress when the addressed demon waltzed into the shop. "Oh, Crowley, I need your help!"
Crowley blinked slowly behind his shades, stopping in his task of heading for the back room. "Uh, what's the matter? Did someone touch one of your first editions with sticky fingers?"
"No, no! It's not that, it's just..." Aziraphale looked antsy, pacing in a small circle. Crowley waited patiently, knowing that it was best to let the angel gather his thoughts before speaking again.
Aziraphale stopped, let out a small breath, then turned to face him, frowning deeply. "I made a mistake."
"A mistake."
"Yes, you see, I tend to schedule things for myself, events for the month, what days some of my favorite restaurants want me to stop by for taste testing, when Maggie wants to have tea with me while we listen to her record collection, all that!"
Crowley nodded, gesturing for him to continue. "Right, well, I noticed my schedule for today at half past two is the auction. You know the one, I was telling you about it."
"The one with those books and manuscripts from the Eastern Mediterranean, yes?"
Aziraphale's pleased smile made Crowley's insides feel like melted butter on fresh bread. "Oh, you were listening! Anyway, yes, well, I had already planned to go to the auction to obtain some of the items, or at least try my hand at getting them. I've got my eyes on a certain manuscript..."
"But?"
"But I had made a huge mistake! At the exact same time, I'm meant to be dealing with new clientele on this street, and I'm the landlord of the building! I had mistaken the date, I had thought it was next month, but no, it's today, and I can't change it on that young couple. They're looking forward to opening up their bakery of... well..." A blush came over his face for a second. "It certainly fits the spirit of SoHo and its history with adult... enjoyments."
Crowley grinned. "An erotic bakery? Cute. So, what's the problem?"
"I can't cancel on them, the meeting is to be done today so they can get started with renovations for the shop as soon as possible. And the auction is only today, once the sells are done, they're done!"
The demon crossed his arms, tilting his head. "Sooooo... it's either do your job, or go and blow your money on rare goods?"
"You make it sound like a bad thing..."
"No, no, I'm just thinkin' aloud." Crowley rolled his head. "Alright, I'll help. You wanna do the auction and I do the landlord thing?"
Aziraphale's smile could rival the sun's brightness. "Y-you'd do it? Really?"
"'s no problem, angel, I've had to do the landlord thing for you a few times in the past, remember? I think I helped with setting up the lease for that one shop, that music guy, the one that likes Doctor Who. Remember? You had to do that mission in Canada."
"Ah, yes, I remember! Oh, thank you, so much!"
"Eh, don't thank me. I've got your back, okay? Like I always do, just take me to that nice wine bar later tonight in return, yeah?"
"Of course, of course." Aziraphale said, still smiling, before grabbing Crowley's hands, giving them a squeeze. "You are simply the best, Crowley, how can I ever repay you?"
Crowley made a noise with his throat that sounded like a vacuum that sucked up something it shouldn't have. He turned his head away, not wanting to look at that beautiful face. "W-wine bar! That's enough of a thanksssss! Now, go get yourself dolled up, you've got some ancient nerd stuff to purchase."
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I dunno why I picked erotic bakery, but it's SoHo, and canonically Aziraphale's shop is right next to an adult shop. Oh, and Mrs. Sandwich works there and we all know what sort of business she runs. :)
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🕸️My thoughts and feelings on Beetlejuice 🪲 (at least for a while)
I know a lot of people probably won't care but I really want to share my thoughts and talk about this character and that's what I'm going to do, There are a lot of thoughts and feelings accumulated inside my head and I need to get them out, it's a little mess but I think it will be fun to read.
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I've had this on my mind for a while, which has finally become one of my biggest, if not the biggest, hyperfocuses for now and I'm going to share a little bit of it now >:)
I really didn't think I would have the courage to post this because I'm not that confident in sharing my things but I CAN'T TAKE THIS GREEN DEMON GHOST MAN OFF MY MIND😫‼️
The beginning of this happened when I was already in another hyperfocus on the character Adam from the series Hazbin hotel on Amazon(I was already a fan since the pilot on YouTube), and then a slight curiosity hit me..."Who is his voice actor?"
So I went looking for who he was and I ended up being so interested in the actor, who is Alex Brightman (I love him a lot by the way and I can't wait to go see the musical and see him in person) and also in the characters he played and voiced, and in particular one of them won my heart.😔🩷
That's exactly what you're thinking, it was Beetlejuice.
For some reason he caught my attention and over time I ended up becoming quite fond of the character, even more so when I remembered that my parents watched the character's film when I was a child, which made me even more eager to research and look for any possible bit of information on the internet that I could find.
AND YES !
I actually achieved a lot and I'm going to share it <3
Firstly, the 1988 film, which was one of the first pieces of information I found about it, after all, it was in it that the character made his debut (apart from the story of its creator Tim Burton). And I know Beetlejuice is a pervert in this movie, but I try to ignore that and try to just look at the good side of him being a good character.
Secondly, and I think this is what caught my attention the most, is the cartoon of 1989 with the same name as the character called Beetlejuice where the character acted as the protagonist alongside Lidya (In this one there's nothing about him wanting to force her to marry him like in the movie, it's just a cartoon of them having a good friendship and being best friends).
And man, the way I was happy when found out that the cartoon had 4 seasons and about 68 episodes, I was almost like that kitten TikTok meme ✨ HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY ✨
Like, wow, a source of potential Gifs, icons, dividers, photos, edits, there was so much I could do that I didn't even know where to start because of all the hustle and bustle and animation I had (And of course I spent the next few weeks pestering my friends about it during class with every little bit of information I found🤓👆).
At the moment I'm trying to look for a website that has all the episodes together or just some, but so far I've only been able to find them on old DVDs. When I can find a website I will gather all the links and post them, so that more people can watch.
And one of the best parts...I FOUND A WHOLE COLLECTION OF 🩷VALENTINES' DAY CARDS🩷 and I'll probably make another post later to post all of them or at least their links, they're all official. This made me even more excited because I love all that romantic and cute aesthetic of the Valentine's Day season, hearts, red and pink decorations, heart-shaped candy boxes, love letters, Decorated store windows, stuffed animals, I just love everything (even though I don't have a valentine, and I don't want to🙃).
To give you an idea of how focused I was on this little green-haired corpse demon ghost man, everywhere I have the opportunity I make doodles or drawings of him all over the places, walls, notebooks, tests, napkins, classroom board, and in my sketchbook, in which I'm making an entire page dedicated just to him and Lidya, which maybe later I'll post too. Even more so after I managed to find several official reference sheets from the studio that designed and animated the cartoon, so now the drawings will be much better.💋
There is so much information that I managed to find that I am having to organize my thoughts because unfortunately I am very agitated and anything takes my focus easily, but as soon as I can really focus on that, it feels like I'm somewhere else.
But now talking about the Broadway musical, (which as said before has my beloved Alex Brightman as the main actor), I've always liked the idea of musicals, and even more so when his story is about my favorite character, and speaking of musicals, I REALLY WAS OBSESSED WITH THE SONG "SAY MY NAME" 😫🩷
And oh boy, I spend almost all day singing it or with it resonating in my mind, whenever I read, write, draw or do anything to do with Beetlejuice, I put on my headphones and listen this song as if it were the greatest masterpiece made in history.
AND I'M SORRY BUT I NEED TO SHARE THIS SONG WITH YOU GUYS
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Leaving the character a little, and going to the actor...he is simply the SWEETEST AND CUTEST MAN I'VE EVER SEEN!!
After I discovered that he voiced the characters that I like most in the Hazbin Hotel fandom and played the character that I like so much, I developed a huge affection for him, not just for his work, but because he is so sweet, fun and funny that I can't help but love everything and everything I find about this man online.
Alex Brightman bringing the character Beetlejuice to life and voicing Adam, Fizzarolli and Sir Pentious
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That's it for now ,folks, that's all I have stuck in my mind for now or at least what I can remember
I apologize if this isn't so good, I'm writing this while I'm at school at 7am after waking up at 5am while my body is sore after a presentation.
So, thank you for reading 💞
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bassettmemes · 8 months
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A GUTS ASK MEME ISN'T A BAD IDEA, RIGHT? prompts from olivia rodrigo's sophomore album, guts (2023) — part 2/2. ↳ trigger warnings for mentions of grooming, abusive relationships (mental/emotion, not physical), eating disorders, body image, and negative self-esteem. some lines have been edited or omitted for clarity and comfort.
LOGICAL.
"Master manipulator, god, you're so good at what you do."
"Come for me like a savior, and I'd put myself through hell for you."
"Hear all the rumors lately that you always denied."
"I fell for you like water falls from the February sky, but now the current's stronger and I couldn't get out if I tried."
"You convinced me it was all in my mind."
"Now you got me thinking two plus two equals five, and I'm the love of your life."
"If rain don't pour and sun don't shine, then changin' you is possible."
"Love is never logical."
"You built a giant castle with walls so high, I couldn't see the way it all unraveled."
"All the things you did to me, ou lied, you lied, you lied."
"The sky is green, the grass is red, and you mean all those words you said. I'm sure that girl is really your friend."
"Lovin' you is lovin' every argument you held over my head."
"You brought up the girls you could have instead
"You said I was too young, I was too soft, can't take a joke, can't get you off."
"I know I'm half responsible and that makes me feel horrible."
"I know I could've stopped it all, God, why didn't I stop it all?"
GET HIM BACK!
"I met a guy in the summer and I left him in the spring."
"He argued with me about everything."
"He had an ego and a temper and a wandering eye."
"He said he's six-foot-two and I'm like, "Dude, nice try"."
"But he was so much fun and he had such weird friends, and he would take us out to parties and the night would never end. Another song, another club, another bar, another dance."
"When he said something wrong, he'd just fly me to France."
"So I miss him some nights when I'm feeling depressed, til I remember every time he made a pass on my friend."
"Do I love him? Do I hate him? I guess it's up and down."
"I write him all these letters, then I throw them in the trash, 'cause I miss the way he kisses and the way he made me laugh."
"I pour my little heart out, but as I'm hitting "send", I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends, because everyone knew all of the shit that he'd do."
"He said I was the only girl, but that just wasn't the truth."
"When I told him how he hurt me, he'd tell me I was trippin'."
"I am my father's daughter, so maybe I could fix him."
"I wanna get him back. I wanna make him really jealous, wanna make him feel bad."
"'Cause then again, I really miss him and it makes me real sad."
"I want sweet revenge, and I want him again."
"I wanna key his car."
"I wanna make him lunch."
"I wanna break his heart, then be the one to stitch it up."
" I wanna kiss his face... with an uppercut."
"I wanna meet his mom, just to tell her her son sucks."
LOVE IS EMBARRASSING.
"I told my friends you were the one after I'd known you like a month, and then you kissed some girl from high school."
"I stayed in bed for like a week when you said space was what you need."
"I waited by my phone like a goddamn fool."
"Now it don't mean a thing. God, love's fucking embarrassing."
"Just watch as I crucify myself for some weird second string loser who's not worth mentionin'."
"My God, love's embarrassing as hell."
"I consoled you while you cried over your ex-girlfriend's new guy."
"My God, how could I be so stupid? You found a new version of me, and I damn near started World War III."
"Jesus, what was I even doing?"
"I placed my bets and it's not worth anything."
THE GRUDGE.
"I have nightmares each week about that Friday in May."
"One phone call from you and my entire world was changed."
"Trust that you betrayed, confusion that still lingers."
"You took everything I loved and crushed it in between your fingers."
"I doubt you ever think about the damage that you did, but I hold on to every detail like my life depends on it."
"My undying love, now I hold it like a grudge."
"I hear your voice every time that I think I'm not enough."
"I try to be tough, but I wanna scream. How could anybody do the things you did so easily?
"I say I don't care, I say that I'm fine, but you know I can't let it go. I've tried."
"It takes strength to forgive, but I don't feel strong."
"The arguments that I have won against you in my head in the shower, in the car and in the mirror before bed."
"Yeah, I'm so tough when I'm alone and I make you feel so guilty."
"I fantasize about a time you're a little fucking sorry."
"I try to understand why you would do this all to me."
"You must be insecure, you must be so unhappy."
"I know in my heart hurt people hurt people."
"We both drew blood, but, man, those cuts were never equal."
"Do you think I deserved it all?"
"Your flower's filled with vitriol, you built me up to watch me fall
"You have everything and you still want more."
"I try to be tough, I try to be mean, but even after all this, you're still everything to me."
"I know you don't care, I guess that that's fine, but you know I can't let it go. I've tried, I've tried, I've tried for so long."
"It takes strength to forgive, but I'm not quite sure I'm there yet."
PRETTY ISN'T PRETTY.
"Bought a bunch of makeup tryna' cover up my face."
"I started to skip lunch, stopped eatin' cake on birthdays."
"Bought a new prescription to try and stay calm."
"There's always something missin'. There's always something in the mirror that I think looks wrong."
"When pretty isn't pretty enough, what do you do?"
"I could change up my body and change up my face, I could try every lipstick in every shade, but I'd always feel the same, 'cause pretty isn't pretty enough anyways."
"You can win the battle, but you'll never win the war."
"Fix the things you hated and you'd still feel so insecure."
"I try to ignore it, but it's everything I see. It's on the posters on the wall, it's in the shitty magazines. It's in my phone, it's in my head, it's in the boys I bring to bed. It's all around, it's all the time and I don't know why I even try."
"I bought all the clothes that they told me to buy."
"I chased some dumb ideal my whole fucking life."
"None of it matters and none of it ends, you just feel like shit over and over again."
TEENAGE DREAM.
"When am I gonna stop being wise beyond my years and just start being wise?"
"When am I gonna stop being a pretty young thing to guys?"
"When am I gonna stop being great for my age and just start being good?"
"When will it stop being cool to be quietly misunderstood?"
"I'll blow out the candles, happy birthday to me. Got your whole life ahead of you, you're only nineteen."
"I fear that they already got all the best parts of me, and I'm sorry that I couldn't always be your teenage dream."
"When does wide-eyed affection and all good intentions start to not be enough?"
"When will everyone have every reason to call all my bluffs?"
"When are all my excuses of learning my lessons gonna start to feel sad?"
"Will I spend all the rest of my years wishing I could go back?"
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lexosaurus · 1 year
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Lexx, outta curiosity do you have an archive of all your past banners and icons? I'm curious to see the evolution if so
As a matter of fact, I do save them all!
Here is a history of the icons (no dates tho cuz im not digging that info up):
Technically the first icon I had was just a generic dp screenshot. I can't remember what is was now. I think it was like 6-8 months before I began making my own icons.
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This was the first "custom" icon I made. I created this amazing look on an app called Pizap, which was the first photo editing app I'd ever tried. At the time, it was free to use (I don't believe this is the case anymore? I don't have it anymore so idk). As you can see from the incredible quality, I was truly a master from the start.
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I could be mixing up 2 and 3's order, but I'm like 99% sure this was icon 2. I made it for Pride Month because I'm asexual, and I used that same app. I put this icon in every June.
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This is icon 3, again still using Pizap. This is sort of the "base" icon that I use for everything now. I really should update this now, but part of me almost likes the retro meme aesthetic.
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Here's icon 4, which is just icon 3 but with a Disney Princess hat on it that I put in using Photopea my beloved. I made this after the premier of the Disney soundtrack I participated in.
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Icon 5, this was the one you made me in ms paint. Literally still obsessed with it thank u 🤌
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After that I went back to icon 3 for a while. This one has always just spoken to me in a way that no other icon ever could.
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When Apple threw the goddamn chains on Tungle dot gov and banned like 300 fucking tags, I quickly took icon 3 and threw a censored bar over it because Apple decided to ban the tag "Lex". This tag is still banned on my iphone, along with many others.
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As of two days ago, this is now my icon, which will stay for as long as this meme is hot. Honestly, I am just honored that people are finally acknowledging one of my favorite movies of all time. The sound design on it was impeccable, and the score was a true masterpiece.
As for my headers, I've only ever had like 2 of them so they're not really an evolution. I plan on actually redoing it soon because there's something about this design (I'm not specifying what) that has always bugged me. So I can do the header evolution after I've sorted that out.
But honestly I love making little iterations to my icon. I just think it's really funny. The goal is always to be recognizable to those glancing by, but still different enough that someone who actually looks will be like, "wait a second..." (with the exception of pride month which has ace colors).
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that post about BCS appealing more to women made me think, and it's interesting that Walter and Jimmy are both cringefail pathetic, and don't get me wrong Walter's whole self justifying toxic macho thing is fascinating, but Jimmy is almost more... accessibly pathetic? he's emotional, got big sad blue eyes, wanted his brother to like him, lbr a total bottom with Kim, and even the vanity is treated more sympathetic than in Breaking Bad where it was essentially flamboyance helps with the sleaze. This isn't even me saying he's better than Walter, there's a whole laundry list of flaws, it's just amusing that I can't think of anyone calling Heisenberg their pathetic bb girl
editing this to say i was writing back to you last night and didn't have time to finish it, so i saved this as a draft, and now i'm like 100000x more deranged about the contrasts between jimmy and walt than i was before, because jimmy was PREPARED TO DIE FOR HIS WIFE. walt presses on with his, "everything i do, i do for my family" (despite us knowing this becomes a falsehood of an excuse), but the pure act of selfless love jimmy exhibited for kim is true.
it definitely comes down to endearment - walt is a fascinating character, but innately unlikable from the start, whereas jimmy is lovable. walt's pathetic qualities curdle into cruelty and control, he's not cringefail in a way where we want to bring him in from the rain in a cardboard box lol but there's something about jimmy, some spark of heart or goodness, where we want better for him even though we KNOW where he's headed. accessible is a great word for it, there's something in him that we get, even when his actions are immoral or destructive.
i'm trying to remember if i just wrote about this recently or if i only thought about it in my head...there's a scene in salud when flynn comes over to see walt, and it's his birthday, and walt and jesse have just gotten into an ugly, brutal fight. walt is beat up and miserable and completely out of it, and accidentally calls flynn "jesse," and then the next day when he's a bit more clear, he talks about his experience seeing his father sick when he was a child. it's an amazing, haunting scene and i don't think it gets talked about enough. bryan's performance gets praised for the big meme moments - the "i am the one who knocks" speech, "you're goddamn right," "i suggest you tread lightly," even the breakdown in crawl space, but the monologue he has in salud is one of my favorite bits of his acting in the entire show. he's quiet. he's introspective. and he talks about these terrible memories of seeing his father wasting away from illness, the caustic smell of the hospital chemicals, the sound of his breath rattling like an empty spray paint can. and he tells flynn this formative memory, this huge, revealing part of himself, and it speaks so deeply to the response he's had to his cancer, his fear of his illness, his loathing of looking weak. his father wasn't there to, as gus once said, provide. he only remembers being afraid and seeing frailty. it's just a gutwrenchingly human scene. he says to his son that he doesn't want him to remember him like that. but then flynn says, "remembering you that way wouldn't be so bad. the bad way to remember you would be the way you've been this whole last year. at least last night you were...you were real." it's heartbreaking because all he WANTS is for his dad to let him in and be honest with him, even if that means ugly crying. the emotional vulnerability matters. but walt just...seals back up. walt cannot abide being seen in weakness. and that hubris destroys everything. the narrative knows walt is pathetic, but walt cannot face that himself.
by design, bcs recognizes jimmy's more pathetic qualities, but never needs the veneer of the power or masculinity. even when jimmy tries posturing, it's ineffective. the narrative knows, but SO DOES JIMMY. the "lightning bolts shoot from my fingertips!" scene has howard walking angrily away from him with zero reactions, and ends with jimmy panting and defeated because he's aware he was lashing out in guilt and fear after having to defend lalo, after seeing grieving family members in court. when jimmy gets mad at kim and kim says, "jimmy, you are always down," he doesn't respond with a counterargument, he just sort of collapses inwardly, and starts packing his things (in his metaphorical little rucksack) until she comes to him and softens and offers support. it's not bad to see jimmy weak or very emotional or afraid or frustrated or downtrodden because it's REAL. and we can empathize with those flaws when they're honest.
heisenberg and saul goodman are both grandiose personas, but used for very different reasons and ends. they're both their worst selves writ large, but where heisenberg feels like an extension of walt's obsessive ego, saul, even in his scumminess and vanity, is a shroud for the vulnerability of jimmy's heart - and because we know that exists in him, we respond to his faults more compassionately. in fandom parlance, jimmy's meow meowness, his lovable qualities, are possible because of that genuineness we've felt. we know he can do better, we wish he would. walt's metastatic decay doesn't allow for that. it allows for such great counterpoints between the themes of both their arcs.
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sysmedsaresexist · 11 months
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to elaborate on WHY i use endogenic: because i'm NOT professionally diagnosed yet, and i'm worried about the harm i could cause if it does end up somehow being a misdiagnosis. i dont want to talk about my experiences and label them as being apart of a certain thing if, in the end, its not. but ironically, i still fear the same if i label myself endogenic. hope this explains a bit!
Friendo, don't overthink it so hard, really, the vast majority of the community isn't properly and professionally diagnosed, and the reasons are endless and valid (except for ableist reasons like, "ew, I'm not disordered")
Listen, there is a MASSIVE difference between misinterpreting symptoms/experiences and faking or lying
BPD and schizophrenia are the most common misdiagnoses for DID. Do we blame and shame people misdiagnosed (self DX or otherwise) with those when they realize it's something else? Do we get angry at those that realize they were never a system at all? Do we bash on endogenic systems that realize they actually have DID? Hell, no, and I'll fuck a bitch up if I ever see any of this, I'm just happy for anyone that gets even a small step closer to figuring themselves out
It's when you're hellbent on one thing and you lose sight of symptoms that don't necessarily fit that one thing that there's a problem
When you join a community in good faith looking for answers and support, there is no judgement for misdiagnosis, and your experiences based on being open to other possible explanations for symptoms becomes INVALUABLE to that community
If you turn out to have DID or BPD or literally anything, you become a resource for those communities
I get asks daily about "is this normal," "what does this symptom mean," "how do you tell the difference between this and that." Who better to answer that than someone who went through the same scenario? Discerning between self expression and identity, various symptoms and presentations, different ways of struggling. If I turned out to have schizophrenia after all this, and you turned out to have DID, combined, we're going to help someone figure themselves out (and BOY, I'd have some stories to share).
What harm could you possibly do by looking for answers?
If you're going to take the endogenic label, the only things I suggest are that you try to be mindful of the ableism and misinformation that underlines a lot of conversations in those communities, try to correct where you can, and try to encourage people with questions about other possible diagnoses to go seek answers in those communities-- not for their friends to take best guesses at it
Most important of all, consistently monitor yourself and your symptoms-- don't deny and brush under the rug when you're struggling
This blog has always been, and always be, open to any and all that want to comment and interact, because every experience matters and adds to the conversation
The community I want to foster is one full of people just trying to find answers and get through life
Whatever you end up having, so long as we're on the same page that DID is a childhood trauma disorder (because it is), you're welcome in my community, with whatever label you choose (and from there, I do my best to monitor the interactions of different labels in my followers-- my priority for safety will always be those with DID/OSDD over other labels)
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Though I might still be over here, silently judging and remembering this meme I made forever ago, but you can't make anyone be ready to talk about that
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Edit: also, for the other half of this ask, it's totally normal not to remember things until you're much older and out of the situation
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001 about Campi / Andi 👁✨👁
When I saw Lera sent me an ask, I just KNEW you were going to follow along XD
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE ASK AS WELL !
You guys have no idea how happy these make me !
About Andi and Campi...
When I started shipping if I did : Once again, I have no idea...
I am really bad at remembering dates and moments, so I have no idea WHEN I started shipping it, but the ship grew on me when I saw you and Lera write so many fics and do so many memes and edits about them. It's really a ship that means a lot to me thanks to all the things you two made !
My thoughts : I LOVE THEM SO MUCH TOGETHER
And I don't say it in an hypocrite way, it's really a ship that grew on me and became really important to me, because I absolutely admire your art and consistency when it comes to create things about them. What I love most is the way you portray them (and when I say you, I mean both you and Lera), the focus on their younger years is a perfect frame for depicting all the tentative attempts at intimacy and relationships, and I love reading about that, about men discovering themselves and each other, and I find it extremely empowering as a gay man. I love your art, and I will NEVER grow tired of telling you so !
What makes me happy about them : Everything !
Andi and Campi are two of my favorite people ever, and I absolutely love the idea of them being together. I associate their relationship to the 80's, for some reason, and it means a shit load to me to see young men being all shy and vulnerable with each other, hopelessly in love and ashamed of it, but they can't help it and at the same time, it's the worst feeling of their lives. That dilemma of "I love him, but I'm not gay, it's not gay to make out with your bestie and I hate him, but I love the way he makes me feel". I wish I could elaborate on these feelings and moments as well as you both do, to be honest. My writing jam is old men being in love, but I would sell my soul to keep reading about young men in love all day every day. I like it, that difference between me and you. I focus on the old men, you focus on the young men, it's perfectly balanced 😌😌😌😌
What makes me sad about them : It's gonna sound hypocritical, but...
I NEED MORE. ALWAYS MORE. AND I'M SAD THAT THERE ISN'T MORE
(But Sid, you don't write yourself, and you take 1.000 years to write comments. I know, I'm SO sorry about that, but I just love this ship so much that I can't get enough of it, and I'm sorry for taking so much time to write comments ToT)
Things done in fanfics that annoys me : I don't think there is any?
Like I wouldn't read fanfics with tropes that I don't like, so I don't have things that annoy me in the fanfics I read about them?
Things I look for in fanfic : THE SHYNESS
YES TO MEN BEING VULNERABLE AND NOT KNOWING HOW TO DO THINGS AS IF THEY WERE MASTERMINDS IN SOCIAL RELATIONS AND INTERACTIONS. YES TO MEN ASKING FOR HELP. YES TO MEN BEING UNSURE ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND STILL FINDING SOLACE IN ANOTHER'S EMBRACE. AND YES TO MEN WORKING IN THE SAME BAND AND DATING AT THE SAME TIME AND FUCKING OVER THE WHOLE BAND'S DYNAMIC AND THE BAND BEING THEIR THIRD WHEEL BECAUSE THEY ARE INCAPABLE OF SEEING HOW MUCH THE OTHER LOVES THEM.
I really do like the trope of the Hosen just third wheeling Andi and Campi because they are convinced the other doesn't love them back and they all are like "CAN YOU KISS ALREADY????" XD
Who I'd be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other :
Andi -> Kuddel, Vom
Campino -> Vom
(How surprising is this answer? XD)
My happily ever after for them : Them being boyfriends
Somehow, their relationship is more Punk than Campi/Vom (even more surprising when you know that Vom is my Punk model XD) and I feel like they wouldn't be into marriage just as much, so my happily ever after for them would be them dating and being boyfriends, being faithfully committed to each other for the rest of their lives, growing old and grey by each other's side. I love the idea of them being partners in life, for life, and in crime XD
Who is the big/little spoon : I see Campi as the big spoon
But I think Andi can also be the big spoon when he feels like being in charge. I think Andi loves being cuddled the most, and Campi has more reserve about it, he doesn't really like being shown affection (but loves to give it to others) so he would end up cuddling Andi much more, and Andi would give it back to him in the rare moments when Campi feels more vulnerable and open to affection !
What is their favorite non-sexual activity : Literally sleeping together.
As in sleeping. Literal sleeping. Big old 😴😴😴😴
I think what they love doing the most in a day is taking their mutual nap together. Sleeping in each other arms (in the infamous sleeping position I described in an imagine post XD) If they are not sleeping, they can spend a long time just talking to each other in bed at night. Sometimes, they would even excuse themselves to their bandmates and "go to sleep" earlier than usual just to be alone together and talk about things while in bed. Campi would talk the most, but not about deeply personal things. Andi would listen the most, but wouldn't be afraid of getting personal when in the mood.
ONCE AGAIN, THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THE ASK !!!!!!
I had lots of fun answering these questions about these two rascals who own my heart ❤❤❤❤
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liber-what-ia · 1 year
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So this post was supposed to be a reblog of another post I saw, but tumblr shut down while I was replying and I can't seem to find it again. It was about how Din's interactions with other characters make evident how devoid of chemistry the ones with Bo-Katan are. Feel free to point me at the post if you saw it, and I will reblog it since I 100% agree with them. EDIT finally found it, it was @turkwriter who wrote it, you can find the reblog earlier on my blog.
Anyway, here's my addition (spoilers for S3 ahead).
I don't know if the writers will go down the Din/Bo route (it seems so surreal, even for SW and even for this season) but it's clear how limiting Din's interaction with other characters was a deliberate choice to put Bo-Katan on a pedestal.
What follows doesn't solely concern Din/Bo. I have this odd feeling, that Favroni/the screenwriters took a trip into the fandom space and tried to implement fan tropes and wishes in the show (without even distinguishing between actual, serious wishes, and inside jokes carried out by memes).
Like, did you notice how Din and Bo go on a first-name basis as soon as the second episode? Bo-Katan even gets to be called by nickname (Bo). We all know how names are relevant to the fans and I think all of you are familiar with the trope of being called by name as an act of intimacy, especially for someone (Din) who doesn't share it easily.
Then there's the sheer amount of times Din has to be saved by Bo-Katan. I.e. "Damsel in distress" applied to a very competent character who is also jokingly labeled as a himbo, and his himbo side this season went through the roof for no apparent reason. He forgot about at least half of his fighting equipment, for istance.
Also, all the physical contact Bo and Din have. Not that much actually, but she puts a hand on his shoulder several times and we all know about touch-starved tropes with Din (big fan here too but no thanks).
Then, the overall growing silliness in the season. Don't get me wrong, Star Wars can and will be silly. But having Lizzo+Jack Black+Christopher Lloyd in the same episode was like reading a tumblr post about improbable cameos we wished to see in The Mandalorian (which in turn is irony on how the writers love their cameos).
Also, how Grogu has been completely turned into a puppet. I'm gonna say it: I hate his somersaults. They're ridiculous, they make it apparent how fake he his and they're overused as a cuteness treat. Apart from that, Grogu's development was close to non-existent if not for the flashback he got and the cringe mech suit of his deceased nanny allowing him to comunicate (and enrages me cause was it so difficult to give him a YES/NO pocket device to communicate??). Sorry if I'm digressing. But Grogu this season felt 95% the merchandise Disney sees him as.
And finally, but there's probably a lot more, how Paz is suddenly made relevant through having a son. Admittedly this is an old trope and I knew since episode 1, when they hinted at the connection between Paz and the yet unnamed Ragnar, that Paz wasn't going to make it out alive. It's the old trick of emotionally investing the audience though an universal tragedy (losing a parent) in order to make their death more significant without having to explore them. Which they didn't of course.
This is just from the top of my head. I'll admit I have trouble remembering other details because my investment sunk a great deal and I can barely tell the episodes apart, so feel free to add on or correct me on my impressions.
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lucifersresources · 1 year
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fall out boy // so much (for) stardust meme
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love from the other side.
it kills me, you know.
i'm dying out here.
what would you trade the pain for?
you were the sunshine of my lifetime.
i'd never go, i just want to be invited.
don't fight it.
sending my love from the other side of the apocalypse.
i just about snapped.
don't look back.
every lover's got a little dagger in their hand.
i'm falling in and out of love.
nowhere left for us to go but heaven.
summer falling through our fingers again.
give up what you love.
give up what you love before it does you in.
heartbreak feels so good.
the future's up for grabs.
is there a word for bad miracle?
the road was endless.
could we please pretend this won't end?
it was an uphill battle.
we could cry a little, cry a lot.
don't stop dancing.
we'll cry later or cry now.
it's heartbreak.
we could dance our tears away.
heartbreak feels so good.
we said we'd never grow up.
it's open season on blue moods.
hold me like a grudge.
i know you mean well.
i love my life.
guess i'm getting older.
you put the 'fun' into dysfunction.
hold me like a grudge.
i can't keep up.
can't do it on my own.
part-time soulmate, full-time problem.
somehow, we made it back.
we made it back with a few dreams of ours still in tact.
i am a diamond on the inside, just add pressure.
i got no map to my own treasure.
guess i'm getting bolder.
i thought i knew better.
i thought it would get better.
i figured somehow by now, i would have got it together.
if you put your heart in it then we'll do more than just get by together.
i'm like a storm on the horizon.
fake out.
cut through the darkness.
remember us just like this forever.
this can't last.
do you laugh about me whenever i leave?
do i just need more therapy?
love is in the air.
buried alive inside my dreams.
i don't care.
my mood board is just pictures of you.
i'm not sad anymore.
we all started out as shiny dimes.
we all got flipped too many times.
we did it for futures that never came.
pasts that we're never gonna change.
heaven, iowa.
i've unspooled on the floor.
would you read my eulogy?
i will never ask you for anything.
dream sweet of me.
tell me when the party ends, will you still love who i am?
will you still love who i am?
scar crossed lovers, forever.
i'm checking myself out forever.
i'm saving this all for later.
here we are untouched forever.
they don't know how much they'll miss at least until you're gone.
half your life you've been hooked on death.
be careful what you bottle up.
the chemistry is a mess.
i'm still a sunbeam.
i closed my eyes inside of your darkness and found your glow.
so good right now.
i got this doom and gloom in my mind.
i feel alright.
i've got love in my heart.
feeling so good right now.
i know i've made mistakes, but at least they were mine to make.
i know i've made mistakes.
all of my wildest dreams, they just end up with you and me.
i ripped myself apart.
i'll be whatever you need me to be.
i am my own muse.
here i am, not sure you should take a chance.
i like playing dumb.
i like playing dumb, letting you figure me out.
i was faded in my own defense.
drop a bomb on all the things we dreamed about.
smash all the guitars till we see all the stars.
got to throw this year away.
they never came.
i keep my feelings so tucked away.
just another day spent hoping we don't fall apart.
let's twist the knife again.
i'm just trying to keep it together.
it gets a little harder when it never gets better.
flu game.
i'm just a face in the crowd.
please would you kill me now?
last night i dreamt i still knew you.
i carved out a place in this world for two, but it's empty without you.
i've got all this love i've got to keep to myself.
all this effort to make it look effortless.
confront all the pain.
i can't be who you need me to be.
one day no one will remember me when they look back.
the kintsugi kid (ten years)
i'm a hard pill to swallow.
i'm not your intended dose.
i spent ten years in a bit of chemical haze.
i miss the way that i felt.
i miss the way that i felt nothing.
i felt you at the beginning, but needed you at the end.
stop me if you have heard this all before.
you don't know me anymore.
what a time to be alive.
that's the way the world, it used to be.
our dreams started bursting at the seams.
we're ready to livestream the apocalypse.
i don't care if it's pretty.
the view's so pretty from the deck of a sinking ship.
everything is lit, except my serotonin.
everything is lit but my lightning bolt brain.
i just need someone to hold me.
you don't even know me.
i'm going neon in the night time.
what a time to be alive.
they say that i should try meditation but i don't want to be with my own thoughts.
i just want to be your cherry on top.
when i said 'leave me alone', this isn't quite what i meant.
i got the quarantine blues.
the vulture's getting too full to fly.
sometimes you wonder if we're ever looking back.
so much (for) stardust.
i'm in a winter mood, dreaming of spring now.
i feel like something that's been stretched out over and over again.
i'm creased and i'm about to break down the middle.
the stars are the same as ever, but i don't have the guts to keep it together.
i don't have the guts to keep it together.
the stars are the same as ever.
life is just a game.
i'm stuck in a lonely loop.
so much for stardust.
we thought we had it all.
i need the sound of crowds or i can't fall asleep at night.
i can't take my thoughts.
another year of possibilities left unwrapped.
i'm pretty positive my pain isn't cool enough.
my pain isn't cool enough.
ache it till you make it.
i think i've been going through it.
i've been going through it and i've been putting your name to it.
in another life you were the sunshine of my lifetime.
i used to be a real go-getter.
i used to think it'd all get better.
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bluepoodle7 · 1 month
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#Househuntedgame #WhoEditedTheseImages#HouseDatingSimWhen #WeirdArtAndImagesIFound #MyThoughts
Hear me out.
I mean if you feed him evil people he is both a house husband and real estate.
These are my favorite Maison Talo Meme images.
I wonder who made these edits?
I know the woman talking about the inside of the house is from a junji ito story.
The image I saw on Discord made by the same person who made the Maison Talo Squatter Otter sketch.
It's like a weird alternate reality where Maison Talo was a thicc pollinator house and Heim Balie as a lanky skinny seed barer house.
I randomly found this randomly on Discord by rat666.
I wish we got a ENA and John Doe crossover image.
I remember seeing a art work with both character interacting but the artist deleted it here but on pinterest it is on there but it is hard to find.
Image not mine but I know who made it.
A blog about obscurity stuff, plushies and food. on Tumblr - #We Baby Bears Squatter Otter
Images not mine but links are there.
SYNANON/ÉLAN SYSTEM on X: "No, he doesn’t want your order. He wants YOU. #Househuntedgame #househunted https://t.co/Zrh70GRXK3" / X (twitter.com)
🔞Karnessa and a 1000 worms on X: "me and Maison Talo #househuntedgame https://t.co/mGsCMYeNej" / X (twitter.com)
憨格子🔞 on X: "@Junjomonstah 😍😍😍wow!That's cool! https://t.co/Db6eSR3QLL" / X (twitter.com)
Vermillic Sauce (100% Pure Paracetamol)🍉 on X: "I might draw Maison and Katherine having a beef to each other but I'm inside the house and I can't go out because there may be intruders nearby (ignore the image) #househuntedgame #somethingmaliciousisbrewing https://t.co/auFlacPg0C" / X (twitter.com)
Verona🍉🪱 on X: "crazy?I was crazy once,he locked me in a room,a storage room,a storage room made of meat,and it made me crazy.crazy?I was crazy once,he locked me in a room,a storage room,a storage room made of meat,and it made me crazy crazy?I was crazy once- https://t.co/e93f8xWfZc" / X (twitter.com)
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songlyricmemes · 3 months
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OG MCR lyrics ask memes
Feel free to mix and match, edit and adjust. These are just here to get something started whether that’s an IC dialogue ask, plot idea, or drabble.
Do you remember that day, when we met?
You told me this gets harder, well, it did
Promise me that when I'm gone, you'll kill my enemies
I'm taking back the life you stole
And in the end, we'll fall apart just like the leaves changing colors!
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
Sister, I'm not much a poet, but a criminal
And you never had a chance
Love it, or leave it, you can't understand
A pretty face, but you do so carry on
I wouldn't front the scene if you paid me
I'm just the way that the doctor made me
What's life like, bleeding on the floor
You'll never make me leave
Give me all your poison
Give me all your pills
Give me all your hopeless hearts
Make me ill
You're running after something that you'll never kill
If this is what you want…
Fire at will
Preach all you want, but who's gonna save me?
I keep a gun on the book you gave me
I f you wanted honesty that's all you had to say
I never want to let you down
The photographs your boyfriend took..
Remember when you broke your foot
I'm not okay, I'm not okay
I'm not okay…
You wear me out
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
I've told you time and time again…
I held you close as we both shook
For the last time, take a good hard look
Forget about the dirty looks
But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay! Trust me
Come with your arms raised high
T hey're never gonna get me
Like a bullet through a flock of doves
To wage this war against your faith in me
Your life will never be the same
We're just two men as God had made us
Too much, too late
Or just not enough of this
Pain in my heart for your dying wish
I'll kiss your lips again
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself
Am I losing myself?
I miss my mom
Nobody knows all the trouble I've seen
What they ask of you will make you want to say, "So long"
Well, I don't remember
Why remember you?
Do you have the keys to the hotel?
Life is but a dream for the dead
And well, I, I won't go down by myself but I'll go down with my friends
I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
At the end of the world or the last thing I see
You are never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
Ever get the feeling that you're never all alone?
And I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms, she dies
All the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
All the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
Crash the cemetery gates
In the dress your husband hates
Way down, mark the grave
Where the search lights find us
Drinking by the mausoleum door
They found you on the bathroom floor
I miss you
I won't stop dying
I won't stop lying
If you want, I'll keep on crying
Did you get what you deserve?
Is this what you always want me for?
Stay out of the light
The photograph that I gave you
You can say a prayer if you need to
Just get in line and I'll grieve you
Can I meet you, alone
Another night and I'll see you
Another knife in my hands
A stain that never comes off the sheets
Clean me off
I'm so dirty babe
The kind of dirty where the water never cleans off the clothes
I keep a book of the names
Only go so far 'til you bury them
So deep and down we go
Touched by angels, though I fall out of grace
I did it all so maybe I'd live this every day
It ain't the money and it sure as hell ain't just for the fame
And we'll all dance alone to the tune of your death
We'll love again, we'll laugh again
It's better off this way
And never again…never again
They gave us two shots to the back of the head
We're all dead now
So much better off this way
I can't clean the blood off the sheets in my bed
If you were here, I'd never have a fear
So go on live your life
But I miss you more than I did yesterday
Well I'm a total wreck…almost every day
Don't I look pretty walking down the street in the best damn dress I own?
You're so far away
So c'mon show me how
'Cause I mean this more than words can ever say
We are, made from the sharpest things you'd say
We are young and we don't care
We never wanted it to be this way
For all our lives
Do you care at all?
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kari-a-la-tari · 1 year
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Bonjooour y'all!
Holy lord I haven't touched this account in an actual year
Anywhosole umm heyooo to all my fellow mutuals who may still remember me heheh. Kari a la kreme here! Sorry for making my leaving so unannounced. I was originally falling behind in my studies last time I was here so I ended up leaving the fandom for a whiiiiiiile.
HOWEVER, I AM NOW A BACK BABY LETS GOOOOO
I can't guarantee anything or how long/active I'll be in the fandom, but I'll likely keep working on developing my lovely collection of WordGirl pocky dolls, they make me so happy ❤️💛💙
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Speaking of dolls,
Maybe once it starts to cool down in terms of my studies (probably spring maybe), I'm thinking (THINKING) of potentially setting up something like an etsy shop where y'all could buy these dolls! I'd make a whole commercial and everything lmao. BUT ANYWAYS if I see if there's enough interest I might try to set up something hehe so lemme know y'alls thoughts!! Maybe I'd even do a survey to gather interests or something I dunno.
I'll continue this next part in a separate reblog, but I'll also be using a different account! I'll still keep this up cause of my glorious memes that I've made lol.
EDIT: I'm an idiot and forgot to tag said alt akfdskjfh, it's @taritangi
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omegasmileyface · 7 months
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genuinely if you think that memes being outwardly made with AI image generators are not acceptable than i dont want you posting memes where the source images and editing are uncredited. if you think "you can't laugh at that, it makes uncredited, unpaid, unconsenting use of the work of photographers and other artists" then i want you to STICK to that. i dont want you reblogging memes edited from stock images unless the image was purchased by the editor and the photographer, models, and editor are all listed and all consented to it being made into a meme. i dont want you using reaction images unless you're sure that the photo was taken with the model's knowledge. i dont want you reblogging memes on a base of a piece of anime fanart unless the artist is stated within the meme somewhere
if your problem with the disclosed, non-commercial, purely humorous use of machine learning image generators is that they're a huge drain environmentally, then go ahead, that's not a problem with most other memes. if its that the use of those image generators benefits the companies who made them, i would disagree with you but i see where you're coming from. if its that the image COULD have been used to make money or steal credit, i think you have a very odd sense of causality, but i guess i can't really argue with that.
but if your issue is about credit and consent of use, please don't restrict that to whether or not some computer did a statistical analysis somewhere in the process, ok? the meme landscape is ALREADY one where its perfectly normal for things to get spread around with little to no credit. nobody stops to think "wait, did the contributors here actually know they were involved in making this meme?" unless its an ai image. remember, machine learning isnt some miraculous totally different technology that changed how everything works, it just gave the ability to see things that could be likely made, even if they havent already. every way its being abused and exploited are ways that the people involved ALREADY WANTED to abuse and exploit, theyre just now able to do it more efficiently. memes were already creditless "intellectual property" minefields
the next question of course is "does it matter? if theres no money involved and nobody is taking credit at all and everybody knows that its not necessarily consented and its entirely non-serious, does it matter that memes are sourceless?" and idc what conclusion you reach there, i just want you to feel the same way about meme credit regardless of if a math pattern is involved
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