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pers1st · 2 months

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kiss me, try to fix it - alexia putellas x reader

pairing: alexia putellas x lioness!reader

warnings: mentions of cheating, angst (like you guys wanted, i hope)

notes: this is pretty much just a blurb but i do have a pt2 in mind if you guys wanted it? lmk :)

Alexia awoke to a distant noise of things being thrown and landing on the carpet of your hotel room with soft thuds.

You knew that she would have a banging headache, that she would be full nausea and regret in her stomach, but you didn't bother to be quiet as you packed your things with anger cursing through your veins.

The plan for this morning had been to mend your girlfriend's hangover. Alexia wasn't a drinker and you had been shocked when you'd first seen Ona's story, which showed Alexia happily sipping on whatever alcoholic drink. Another thing about your girlfriend, however, was that she didn't do things halfheartedly, and so you had promised her yesterday, via very confusing, drunken text messages, that the rest of the Spanish girls should get her to England's hotel so that you would be able to soothe her in the morning, hold her hair, massage her scalp - whatever she needed.

Now though, the plan had changed. When you had seen those pictures surfacing on Twitter, half asleep, of Alexia kissing Jenni during their party, you had practically jumped away from your girlfriend's sleeping body. You had looked at her for a bit, mesmerized by her beauty even when her makeup was slowly coming off, staining the white pillow, her hair disheveled and her snores far from pleasant. Then, the realization had kicked in. Alexia had cheated on you. The Alexia who was so full of love for you, who was so soft for you and no one else - the Alexia who had promised to never hurt you had cheated on you. That's when the throwing had begun.

"Amor? What are you doing?", she mumbled into her pillow, eyes barely open. You huffed. Of course, she was confused. She hadn't expected you to know. The fact that she had even had the nerves to climb into your bed and snuggle up to you after what she'd done-

This Alexia, she wasn't the Alexia you knew.

"I'm leaving", you chuckled in disbelief. She couldn't possibly be surprised at this, could she?

Despite your desperate attempts to compose yourself, tears were dwelling in your eyes. How had the woman you'd loved for so many years just... crushed your relationship in her fists? Did you mean nothing to her?

Just a few hours prior to her infidelity, she'd been on the pitch with you, comforting you as best as she could after your dream of the World Cup trophy had slipped through your fingers. She'd held you as tears washed down your face, rocked you back and forth as you'd tried to catch your breath, she had asked you to swap shirts, dressing you in the fabric she'd just won the World Cup in, just because her perfume from before the match still lingered somewhere beneath her sweat and tears, knowing that it would bring you comfort.

And then, when you had turned down her offer to come to the afterparty, wanting nothing more than to be with your fellow lionesses as you dealt with the night's loss, she had gone to kiss her best friend. She had gone to ruin your relationship - your happiness, all the while wearing your England shirt, your number, your last name on her back.

It left you wondering. Had you ever meant anything to her?

You halted in your moves for a second, desperate to blink away the tears threatening to escape. Alexia moved from the bed, rubbing her eyes in confusion, crouching down beside you. Her hand landed on your shoulder, but you shook it away as though it burned your skin through the fabric of the Spanish jersey. At the realization that you were still wearing it, you stood up, pulling yourself out of the shirt and throwing at her angrily. All the while, Alexia stood, watching you in disbelief.

"Amor, what is going on?"

"Don't call me that!", you yelled back at her, grabbing the next best shirt you could find from your almost packed suitcase and tugging it on.

"Hey, whatever it is, we can fix it!", Alexia pleaded, her hand landing on your chin as you stared at the carpet beneath you. You allowed yourself to melt into her touch just this once, wanting nothing more than to dwell in her comfort, to let her hold you once more, to hear all of her excuses and just forgive her, because that was the easy thing to do. Her other hand cupped the other side of your face, gently lifting it for you to stare into her eyes. The only emotion you could read in the soft green was love.

Slowly, she inched closer towards you until her soft lips landed on yours. The taste of alcohol lingered, along with that of toothpaste. It almost made you chuckle. Had the girls made Alexia brush her teeth last night? Just after-

When you realized whom these lips had kissed last night, you pulled away.

"Ale, what the fuck?!", you yelled, and allowed the tears to fall this once. She was making your head spin. Dumbfounded, the both of you stood staring at each other, Alexia's hands retrieving from your cheeks immediately.

"Amor, what is going on?"

You barely noticed the way that Alexia actually didn't have a clue of what you were on about, to blinded by fury to realize her confused expression, her genuine worry, the fact that there wasn't a trace of guilt.

"Don't call me that!", you yelled once more, but it came out as more of a plea. You weren't one to beg in arguments, but you knew that if she kept this facade up, if she kept this close to you, if she kept telling you how the two of you could fix this, you would actually believe her, melt into her touch, do whatever she asked of you. You would take the easy route, because it meant staying with Alexia. Staying with the woman you loved more than yourself. But you couldn't. You knew, somewhere in the back of your mind, that you deserved better.

So, you packed your last things together, not bothering to pack the jersey of your first tournament final as England captain, knowing Alexia had stained it with infidelity, possibly the only mark your washing machine couldn't ever get rid of, and left her there- confused, hurt, possibly angered at your lack of explanation. But it didn't matter to you. It was early still, but you banged the door closed, only to find Lucy standing in the hallway.

"What's all this yelling about?", she mumbled, still dressed in her pajamas. When she noticed your packed luggage and the pained expression on your face, her expression changed from annoyed to-

Pity.

That was all it took for you to break down in her arms.

#woso imagine #woso one shot #woso writer #barcelona femeni #barca femeni x reader #barca women #alexia putellas x reader #alexia putellas #alecia putellas one shot

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melonminnie · 1 year

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Thanx for working on my request and can I hav part 3 of I became Villains family x reader where reader hav some sort of healing power which is very strong but she is not able to handle it.....and she heals momma valentine one time when she accidentally visited her and everyone except her knew about her power..... and using her power makes her sleepy and and she often snoozes around Papa and momma valentine which they found really adorable......and it's not my fault that I keep requesting ur too good at ur work..... take care lots of love ❤..

YANDERE!VALENTINE FAMILY X FEMALE! CHILD READER (platonic)

Description<3: After the incident the House maids servants and others started noticing how the sick servants would feel better after interacting with the young lady, And soon recognize that she has healing powers except everyone has regonized them except the person with them!

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Author note: YOUR REQUEST IS SO CUTEE? Thank you for requesting again I’m glad u like my writing!! I tried my best to write as specifically as the request I hope you enjoy it sorry for bad grammar! (PT1). (PT2) part 4 will be abt Vincent maybe or I might just end it here lmk

A few weeks in the servants could no longer ignore how helpful you were!,They don’t mean with work or cleaning.

Once came a servant telling the others after talking to you he felt much better!,As he had a fever before and when talking to you,Suddenly it went away a day later.

Which was a miracle of course, But no one believed him.

Then came more and more servants one by one telling the others, That after talking to you they felt much better like they weren’t suffering anymore.

Soon the word spread threw out the entire mansion, Aria of course already knew about it, But sense her sister had come to the mansion she’d been unknowingly heal anyone that’s sick, or injured.

Aria wanted to keep her sister a secret she wanted to lock her away so that she wouldn’t help anyone, It worried her seeing you get tired so often from accidentally healing anyone that touched you or spoke to you, It only happened when you used energy and unfortunately you were very energetic. And it didn’t help that your powers were somehow advanced which meant you can practically do anything!.

Of course the maids around you didn’t want your little head to worry about your power, Your too young!!.

So when you caught wind of the sick grand duchess who probably didn’t have long to live, You wanted to see her. But when you asked about her the maids would brush it off or change the subject, It made you annoyed, “Why can’t I see the duchess” the pink haired girl thought dissatisfied.

This had been the 9th time she asked this week, The servants were slowly losing it with how many times you had asked about her, How did you even find out about her?.

“Hmmm” the girl hummed before standing up and gong to nearest maid and tugging her dress, “Oh! Young lady is there something you need” she smiled when she realized who tugged at her dress, “Yes” the girl answered immediately “How does the duchess look like” She questioned before sitting at the table with a pen and paper waiting for an answer.

The maid sat in front the girl “she has bright red eyes she also has beautiful long black hair” she said as she described the duchess to the girl who was trying to draw her to the best of her abilities.

“The duchess sounds really pretty” She exclaimed with sparkling eyes, “ will she ever get better” she asked with a hint of hope.

She contemplated on telling the girl the truth or lying, While contemplating the maid kept looking at her eyes. They were shining so bright, She felt as if she’d cry if she saw that sparkle die down.

“Of course” she chirped “she’ll get better very very soon” she reassured lying, The girls eyes got even brighter “That means I can see the duchess right?” She stood up and grabbed onto the ledge of the table.

Oh, she never thought about that, “Yes yes of course! You just need to wait for a little while”, The girl pouted she didn’t want to wait but she got an idea! “Okayyyy!” She smiled slightly sad.

After a few nights of planning and thinking, Y/n found out where the duchess’s bedroom is located, She decided to go in the evening because she realized people don’t go there in the evening mostly.

And luckily sense Aria was planning her wedding and the servants were helping her practically you can just sneak in.

Of course that’s what you did!,You snuck into Sabina’s bedroom before noticing a person sleeping which was her, you hurriedly went to her and glanced at her “Ohhh she’s rlly pretty” the girl whispered to herself.

She carefully touched the woman’s hair to look at her face fully, The girl was happy she did this, Of course she hoped she wouldn’t get caught.

“Your really pretty miss” she spoke as if she was awake.

The duchess wasn’t asleep she couldn’t sleep, She did hear sounds of footsteps she did hear the little girls voice, It was sweet, her heart was fluttering with happiness.

She felt as if her condition was getting better really better, as if she just had a fever and nothing more, not like she was on her death bed.

But the duchess wouldn’t dare open her eyes, Of course she heard about the little sister of aria, She never expected her to come in her room though.

She suspected that the reason she felt better was because of the girl in front of her, She knew in a matter of fact.

And a little while she heard the door click which meant she left, The woman quickly opened her eyes and sat upright staring at the door smiling.

After leaving the room, the girl suddenly felt really tired as if she could fall asleep anywhere, she rubbed her eyes and kept on walking till she bumped into someone.

“I see we’re walking without looking anymore huh?” Tristan voiced starring at the girl who didn’t respond but clung onto his leg and fell asleep.

A few seconds later he noticed she wasn’t responding and picked her up, He realized the girl was asleep and was contemplating on bringing her back to her bedroom.

then suddenly he remembered her request a few weeks ago about wanting to meet the duchess, So he did that and took her to the Sabina’s bedroom.

Upon arrival, Sabina already knew who the girl he was holding was.

“I thought I might drop by” he stated before walking closer and sitting on her bed with the pink haired girl still asleep.

“You look much better then a few days ago” he continued realizing her face had a lot more color then before, “Yeah and it’s all thanks to her” she said smiling, glancing at pink haired girl.

“Hm she already visited you then” he starred at the girl.

A little while later the duchess was still in recovery but was in a much better condition then before, After talking y/n finished talking to Aria who was sick she quickly ran out and headed to the dukes office.

Slowly she started to feel really really tired but she promised the duke she’d meet him today.

The girl knocked on the office door before entering, When entering she saw Tristan and Sabina sitting on chairs facing each other with food on the table. She ran and sat next to Tristan , She quickly fell asleep on his arm.

“Hmm who did she heal this time” Sabina questioned before eating the piece of cake in front of her. “Probably Aria” he replied before he smiled softly.

Sabina moved and held the sleeping kid before returning to her seat, “Adorable” she smiled softly while touching her hair.

Tristan smiled even more at the scene, If he could he’d want scenes like this to always be in his life

#-Azuwritess #becoming the villain's family #manwah #fanfic #becoming the villains family #yandere #yandere manhwa x reader #manhwa x reader #historical manhwa #tristan x reader #the siren #becoming the villains family x reader #Yandere x reader #platonic

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lovestruckaphrodite · 10 months

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~kirishima oneshot!~

(I'm not good at writing at all, 2nd person pov)

(kinda fluffy, and smutty too, nothing to bad)

(she/her pronouns)

Kirishima is sprawled out lazily on his bed, watching a show on his tv, then he sees you come into his room

“Hey! What’s up?”

"hey!"

she says, sitting in his lap as she always does, shifting slightly, moving a bit to get comfortable

When she sits down on his lap, Kirishima wraps his arms around her, burying his face into her waist. He rests comfortably against her, letting out a happy grunt as his eyes flutter shut.

"That's more like it... hey, you smell good today. What is that?" He asks lazily, nuzzling into her a little bit.

she laughs slightly

"a new perfume"

she says, kissing him

her lips meet with his in this brief, but very sweet kiss. Kirishima seems to enjoy it a lot, as he leans into it for a moment longer, his arms still wrapped around her waist.

"It smells nice. Suits you well."

He says with a smile, his eyes still half closed and his head still resting against her.

"awh, well thank you my love"

she says, smiling softly

As she starts to get comfortable in his lap once again, his arms tighten briefly around her waist, pulling her just that tiny bit closer.

"Mm You're welcome. You're definitely very attractive in many ways..."

He says with a soft chuckle, opening his eyes again and shifting slightly so that he's leaning up against the back of the couch. His hands run over her head, fingers playing with her hair.

she lets out a soft sigh as your fingers tangle in her hair "mmm, thank you love"

He watches her with a contented expression as she seems to enjoy his touch, his eyes darting down to her neck, lips, and collarbone. As if drawn by an unseen force, his fingertips lightly caress her skin as he continues to play in her hair.

"Hmm… can I kiss you more?"

He asks, his voice a whisper as he looks back up at her.

she giggles softly, leaning in and kissing him again

she finds that he leans right back into it, meeting her in this little, sweet kiss. One of Kirishima's hands wraps around her waist and starts to draw little patterns with his fingers against the soft material of her shirt.

A hint of laughter escapes him once the kiss ends, as he looks up at her with a little bit of a lustful sparkle in his eyes, his cheeks still slightly flushed.

"Mmm… now I want more… "

she laughs with him slightly "Who said you can't have more?"

she says seductively, laughing slightly as she leans in and kisses him again

she sees Kirishima lean forward as well, reaching up and pulling her closer as he deepens the kiss. His hands run along her soft curves as he holds you close, the sound of his quiet grunting escaping him as he becomes a bit more passionate with the kiss. His tongue enters the kiss, his fingers pulling at the collar of your shirt.

she lets out a soft sound of pleasure as they kiss, her tongue fighting his for dominance, but he ends up winning

He chuckles against her lips as his tongue wins this little exchange. Kirishima's hands move to her legs and thighs, caressing her soft skin. He's still leaning back against the couch, but his weight is more centered and he's no longer lying back.

He makes a sound of his own when she presses herself against him, his hips moving forward slightly as he leans her backward. Kirishima tilts his head and moves in for some more kisses.

we continue to kiss, small moans coming from her, her hands wrapping around and tangling themselves in his hair

A quiet groan escapes him as he feels the way her hands pull and tug at his hair. He slides his arms up her back and pulls her closer still, his body becoming almost fully vertical as he deepens the kiss. One of his hands rests on her side, fingers brushing against and teasing her skin. The other slides underneath the material of her shirt.

(okay thats it for now, lmk if you want pt2?? also! my requests are open and i really need some! so please do! ill do anything, smut, angst, fluff, hdc, anything ill do it!)

#mha x reader #kirishima x reader #kirishima smut #kirishima x you #kirishima eijirou #mha kirishima #mha #bnha eijiro kirishima #bnha kirishima #kirishima fluff

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slothpoth · 8 months

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Trigun Social Media Au: Usernames Pt2

And we’re back, same things as last time but this time with the gunho guns + knives

(Also lmk if I did anything weird with the Livio/Razlo hcs, if so I’ll delete this post and redo it better/with better ideas :3)

Elendira ➬ studdedchanel

Okok listen to me I think elendira would totally have an aesthetics account

Like Yknow those twt accs that are just incredibly aesthetically pleasing with nice photos and layouts and just so nice? Yeah

Except she’s not a WEIRDO LIKE SO MANY ARE

Her pintrest and twt are linked and she vlogs her life on YouTube

Everyone wants to be her her aesthetic consistency is a-1

Livio/Razlo ➫ Livin.Violo

Now if I said it was LivinViolo at first but after he found wolfwood again through social media he put the dot in so they match wwyd?

Livio’s content is a mix of inspirational content gym content and then him getting into arguments online via game lobby/chat

I think Razlo would post the gym content showing off reps and the like, like almost short mostly silent gym blogs

One thing for sure is that they both use that darkened filter that makes everything look so much more dramatic for gym videos and then the gaming ones are edited like 2016 gaming montages

Midvalley ➬ MValleyJazz

This is his business account actually he plays at weddings and bar mitzvahs and funerals

He posts mostly on Instagram and his tiktok is very much an afterthought, like he’s following one person

He posts covers for popular songs on the sax, for example Yaosobi’s IDOL on the sax

I’m just sayin he makes bank

Zazie ➫ wcrmmxster

Ysee the o is a c because the c looks like a curled up worm

This is the most on the nose one because I wanted it to have a more edgy vibe like someone’s user being skullgrave or something

……maybe a tiktok cosplayer I haven’t decided yet

Legato ➬ puppetgore

Oh look another edgy mf god forbid we open some fuckin CURTAINS

Anyways this is for his non business accounts, he has alts to give people he sees everyday outside of the internet

I think he’d be one of those borderline obnoxious commentators who stream fps games in their free time and are unsurprisingly mid at them

Talkin shit and bottom fragging you get it

Knives ➫ Million.O.Knives

Who’s surprised. Not me.

I think he’s a gameplay streamer who had a vtuber for a while and hen someone pissed him off so bad he had to turn it off so the audience could fully understand his anger

“I’m shit?? IM SHIT??? YOURE LITERALLY— hold the fuck on….” *click off vtuber* *change screen* *click on camera* *he is literally 4 inches from the camera* “WE ALL WATCHED YOU FUMBLE A CLUTCH WHEN THE ENEMY WAS OFF FUCKING LINE I DONT WANNA HEAR IT. I NEED GOD TO SEND THE FLOOD.”

After that he goes back to the vtuber but if someone donos 100 he’ll turn on facecame for the rest of stream what a fuckin scammer wish I could do that

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tidalcreek · 3 years

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helloooo! here are google drive links (pt1 + pt2) to my 4hr cut of the hobbit trilogy :-) specs n more details under the cut!

runtime is 4hr 9m (including about 4m of credits)

all scenes have open captions in english (either screen recorded from hbo or manually added)!!

i didn’t have access to the extended editions for this but i was able to find some of the extended scenes i wanted on yt (hence the portuguese and turkish subtitles on a few scenes which makes it a little messy with the english caps sry!!)

it’s split in two parts so i could get the quality up to 1080p but the parts are not like. two coherent separate movies its just one big guy

i basically did this for one reason which is that the hobbit movies r incredibly nostalgic to me and i love them but i avoided rewatching them for years because i have adhd and i just could not be fucked to watch 9 hours of cgi when i only cared about half of it. so here’s the half!!

this is heavily informed by the tolkien edit! i have my own criticisms of that cut (which is why i made one lmao) but i absolutely used it as a roadmap of what the story could survive without so credit where credit’s due

but forewarning because i made this specifically for my own use it’s very tailored to Me and my favorite parts of the trilogy! im a tiny bit of a tolkien purist bc i love the book very much and for aforementioned adhd reasons i always want these movies to move SO much faster than they do. but if there’s a scene that seems pointless it’s there just bc i like it and if there's a line that's missing for no reason it's just bc it annoys me :) however i Did try really hard to make this a good movie experience bc i have terminal film major disease!

here are the most significant changes i made if ur curious:

in general this cut follows bilbo/thorin/the company’s pov pretty tightly! it’s the part of the story that i personally care about most and it’s where the most coherent and interesting arcs are in my opinion!

i could not care less for peter jackson’s cgi action scenes so most of of them are trimmed significantly or sometimes just deleted. this especially applies to the orc chase/fight scenes..i simply cannot sit through the full six minute barrel scene again. the big smaug scenes and botfa battle scenes are also especially cut down

gandalf’s dol guldur plot is completely cut (including radagast, galadriel, etc); ive never liked how the extra lore adds such huge All Of Middle Earth stakes to the hobbit (that's not bilbo’s fight and it never was! he didnt know what he was starting when he started it and neither should we!) so i took the tolkien edit’s line on this one. sorry to galadriel but i know what gandalf was doing during dos i dont need to see it

crimes against the kiliel community: this is my most dudebro tolkien opinion but i have never loved the tauriel/legolas/kili dynamic and they have SOOO many scenes that i Personally just do not want to watch every time. i love the version of tauriel that lives in my brain but i do not vibe w the movie universe >:-( to that end both tauriel and legolas are almost entirely cut and you ARE allowed to hang me in the town square for this. im sad about it

bilbo's prologue scene is moved closer to the middle of the movie rather than introducing that info immediately in auj. i like having the audience find out about thrain and dale only once the company has seen the lonely mountain for the first time! idk if it reads as well as i think it does so lmk what u think!!

iiiii recut thorin’s funeral scene with hozier’s version of the parting glass. this is simply because ive always thought the funeral music was boring and i wanted to have fun! it’s one of the biggest changes i made to a specific scene so pls tell me if u have thoughts....it's at around 1:50:00 of part 2 if you want to skip

there are about 4 minutes of (incomplete) credits because sitting and listening to the last goodbye after botfa ends is a ritual <3

ummm thats it! if you actually watch any of this and you have thoughts please come talk to me about it!! i want to talk to you specifically!!

#FINALLY DONE. LMAO #lotr #the hobbit #lord of the rings

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smuttyanimeslut · 3 years

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Lips of An Angel

Pairing: Tendo x gn!reader

Warnings: Cheating, cursing, angst

Description: You decide to call your ex boyfriend, the love of your life, a few nights before your wedding.

This was inspired by lips of an Angel, and totally unedited. Also I have an idea for a pt2 but idk if I’m gonna write it so lmk if you want one.

Soft snores filled the much to cold room as buzzing from the streets outside the window kept you awake. Your fiancé laid asleep to your right as you stared up into the darkness of the room. You had dreamt of your ex again, for the fifth night in a row. Some would say it was a sign, others would chalk it up to nerves, but you knew why it was really happening. You just didn’t want to admit it. In three days time, you would be married to the man in your bed, but you would still be in love with the man from your dreams.

It wasn’t a hard decision to make. Your fiancé loved you. He showered you in every way he knew how. There was no reason to doubt his love for you from the second it was given. Every need you had was met with understanding and love. Every dream you crafted was fulfilled. This man was everything you ever asked for and more, except he wasn’t him.

His fire red hair haunted your dreams for years after you broke up, but had stopped when you met your fiancé. You always thought it was a sign. All the drinks and drugs in the world hadn’t been able to rid Tendou from your mind, but your sleeping companion had. It was a simple choice really, everyone said so. Why would you ever pick the life of a spouse to a chocolatier over the life of a spouse to a CEO? It was simple. So simple, in theory.

You hadn’t seen Tendo since he opened his shop, the relationship failing shortly after. France had been hard on the two of you, the break up even harder. You had always tried to treat your relationship with care, but it still seemed to melt in your hands. So you put it on freeze, choosing to throw yourself into school and later work. Having spent three years in France you learned the language, and eventually many more making a career out of it. That’s how you met your fiancé.

A work place romance wasn’t what you intended, but after spending a week with the American in Tokyo, it’s what happened. You loved your fiancé, don’t misunderstand. If you didn’t you wouldn’t have agreed to marry him. The only problem you continued to face was the section of your heart that had been carved out and given to Tendo.

Sighing you slipped from beneath the covers and headed into the living room. The street lights of New York City cast shadows on the floor length window, making the room seem much more dreary than it actually was. The rain had started in sometime between the time you had gone to bed and when you had woken up. A dreadful feeling had fallen into the hole in your chest as you watched the rain drops trail down the window.

“I should call him,” you thought for a fleeting second before confirming just how stupid that would be.

“He probably isn’t even at the same number anymore,,” you said as your fingers typed in his number anyways.

The ringing in your ear frightened you more than you were prepared for. What would you do if he actually picked up?

“Hello?” A voice choked out, obviously groggy from sleep, “this is Tendo speaking.”

Tears pricked at your eyes as your heart stopped. “Tendo,” you whispered, “it’s y/n.”

A slight rustling could be heard over the phone as well as a moment of silence before his voice rang out again.

“Paradise...why are you calling me so late?”

Your throat tightened at the use of your old pet name. After all this time, was that name still just reserved for you?

“It’s kinda hard to talk right now,” he continued.

The tears you had been holding back began to fall as you softly sobbed into the receiver.

“Paradise, baby, why are you crying right now? Is everything okay?”

“I miss you so much my heart can’t take it anymore. All I do is dream about you, and what we could have been.” You sobbed.

The shadows danced on the walls of your apartment as your vision blurred from the tears. Violent shakes took hold of your body caused by both the cold, and emotions crashing down like waves.

“I’ve missed you too,” he whispered, with a sort of strain in his voice.

“You’re so quiet,” you commented, “please let me hear your voice it’s been so long. I can’t keep hearing it in only my dreams.”

Your pleads fell on deaf ears as the line went quiet. To you, it seemed as if he was contemplating something.

“I gotta whisper because I can’t be to loud.”

Sighing you began to say his name only to be cut off, “ You see, my girls in the next room but sometimes I wish she was you. I guess we never really moved on did we Paradise?” Your breath caught in your throat at his words.

Stumbling over what to say you spoke in a rushed breath, “It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name. It sounds so sweet... My dreams don’t do it justice.”

“Coming from your lips angel, that makes me weak.”

You took this time to close your eyes and lay your head back against the sofa. You knew this was wrong, so why did it feel so right?

“I never want to have to say goodbye,” you muttered out, you heart finally slowing into a much more stable rhythm.

“Damn it,” he cursed, “you make it so hard to be faithful.”

The words triggered a dangerous thought in your head as you sunk further into the sofa.

“Is that so?” You asked the flirt apparent in your voice.

“It’s funny that you’re calling me tonight,” he said side stepping your tone, “I’ve dreamt of you too. They started when I found out you were getting married.”

You deeply sucked in air as the room stilled around you. The rain outside stopped pitter pattering on the window, and the clock hands stopped ticking. The entire world fell silent until Tendou spoke up again.

“Dose he know your talking to me?”

“No.”

“Will it start a fight?” The worry in his tone almost made you sick.

“Yes,” you answered, “dose she know you climbed out of bed to talk to me?”

“No, I don’t think she has a clue.” Tendo sighed.

One of the many issues the two of you faced in your relationship was communication. Instead of working through problems the both of you just bottled them up and channeled that energy into work, school, or volleyball. And it seemed that the both of you had carried that trait into your next relationship as well.

“Paradise,” Tendo whispered, “why did you call me so late. Your getting married in three days.” The pain was evident in his voice as he spoke.

Why had you called him? What did this solve? All you were doing was causing problems for the both of you.

“Tell me you love me just as much as I still love you and I won’t. I won’t marry him.” You blurted out slightly to loud. “I just need to hear you say it.”

“Paradise...” he said trailing off for a moment, “What will that solve? Your life is in America and mine is here in France.”

“Mais je t'aime,” you said. “But I love you. I’ll say it in any language you need me to. I can build a new life anywhere, because my current one already takes me there. Just say it back please. Tell me you still love me too.”

A silent room has never scared you. The lack of noise has always been seen more as a comfort than a fear until this moment.

“I love you. Ich liebe dich. Ti voglio bene. 愛してる. English, German, Italian, Japanese whatever the language, country, or continent it’s always been you. Please just tell me that I’m still your paradise.” You begged.

Once again a thick quiet settled over the line as you waited for an answer.

“Honey,” a female voice said on Tendo’s side of the call breaking the silence, “who are you talking to so late?”

Before you could hear a reply the distinct sound of the call being ended filled your ear leaving you in anguish.

Never in your life had you felt so inconsolable. Sobs racked your body so ferocious you thought you might pass out, and at some point you did.

As the sun stoned brightly through the window the next morning you were met with tear swollen eyes and a still sleeping fiancé. Ignoring the rapidly building break down you decide to climb back into bed and left the nights events wash back over you.

This time hurt far worse than the first, and you felt deep down in your soul that the dreams were just the beginning.

Pt. 2

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nossbean · 4 years

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WIP sampler basket: a meme for people with too many WIPS!

1. Post the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous.

2. Send me an ask with the title that most intrigues you and interests you and I’ll post a little snippet of it or tell you something about it!

The ever-lovely @it-may-be-dull-but-im-determined tagged me. I thought I’d have like, 2 things here, but it turns out I’ve been hoarding?

Getting the obvious ones outta the way first, these are the WIPS that are already on the go on AO3:

politics one-shot (ha-ha at past!Kelly for naming this ‘one-shot.’)

Thor!Brienne

TNAU pt2

Other things:

book canon AU with no LSH confrontation

Crack!fic

Crack!fic II

Hot Chocolate

Hot Chocolate II

Facesitting...?

Facesitting...? II

Psyche & Eros AU

Rimming (Poli AU deleted scene)

True love’s high five

we held our breath (New Girl AU)

Version 2

Welp: j/b/o

Jaime’s quiet

Fire Drills (although this is really more JB ish)

And the one non-JB thing atm: Lara x River

I’ve been sporadic with the tumblrs the last couple of weeks and so think I’ve missed the main play of this, buuut tagging a few folx with apologies if I’ve double tapped you, and the request that you lmk you’ve already done this so I can hunt up your answers! @im-auntie-social @theunpaidcritic @eryiscrye @scoundrels-in-love @observedchaos @brynnmck @angelowl-fics @djeli-beybi and also you! reading this! who wants to play! you are tagged by me and I am super excited to see your list and ask you about it 💖

#play with me tag #writing meme #all those files with II in the name - pictured: my indecision

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jiminsa · 6 years

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would u recommend the extended stage or main stage? like what are the pros and cons of each and do u know which songs are performed where?

i gotchu bb. i made a list of pros n cons - provided some pics and wrote down the setlist along side where each performances are on the stage!!

Idk how tall you are but personally I am 4′11 & I was extended stage for the most part both times I’ve been in GA so I’ll start with that. I was in the black circled area bc I wanted to be near the stairs but if you decide to go extended I recommend the circled red area. The very tip bc if you’re 1-3 rows you have a clear view of main performances bc there aren’t many ppl in front of you, just stage (the arrows are basically ur line of sight from there).

Extended Pros:

you’re literally right there, they’re breathing all up in ur face (if u get close enough)

more intimate interactions!! come up to you - at my concert Jungkook threw something into the crowd!!

beautiful vids & pics (assuming you get a good angle on them)

Extended Cons:

the MOST INTENSE place you can be in ga

unless you’re willing to shove someone it might not be for you bc it is WAR out there when they are performing extended stage. when I first got there I was the second row behind barricade. I had a clear view!!! but since im small i was easy to push around got pushed like 5 ppl back (Tip: you can always fight your way back in tho - when they go back to main stage everyone at extended calms down turns their attention to main. you can use this chance to find your way back closer to the barricade)

you probably won’t see much of the main stage performances unless ur rlly tall or have a good spot

most performances are main stage

my view @ extended:

my view of main FROM extended:

SO at my second concert I got frustrated being shoved around and eventually went main stage.

Main Pros:

literally so chill??? everyone was just vibing and dancing, having a good time.

you actually have breathing room whereas in extended you’re shoulder to shoulder (some girl’s sweat was dripping on me the entire time at extended. gross. but i literally couldnt move away from her)

most performances are here

not nearly as many ppl main

I could still see the extended performances!!

Main Cons:

basically, you miss out on the intimate moments of them getting extremely close to you. like they’re still close but not AS close

??? idk what else I genuinely had a good time at main

my view @ main:

my view of extended FROM main (zoomed in vid):

my view of extended FROM main (not zoomed):

I made a list of where each performances are when they did their first LA concert - never thought it would come in handy fjdsjfls. These are in chronological order. (extended are bolded)

Idol - main

Save Me - main

I’m Fine - main

Trivia: Just dance - main→ extended

Euphoria - main

I Need U - main → extended

Run - extended

Serendipity - main

Trivia: Love - main → extended

DNA - extended

Medley - extended

Airplane pt2 - main

Singularity - main

Fake Love - main

Trivia: Seesaw - main

Epiphany - main

Truth Untold - main

Outro: Tear - extended

Mic Drop - extended

So What - main → extended

Anpanman - extended

Answer: Love Myself - extended

I hope this helped you make some kind of decision on where you wanna go !!! lmk how it goes and have fun at the concert~

#reblog if you'd like~#maybe others will benefit #this took me 40 mins to answer lol #bts #love yourself tour #bts love yourself #asks #anon #misc

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