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GET HER BACK! || PAIGE BUECKERS
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summary — after a week, nika invites you to go out with the team, giving paige an opportunity to make ammends
pairings: paige bueckers x fem cheerleader!reader
word count: 822
warnings: none
authors note: hii heres part 2 of casual!! i was gonna use ivy by frank ocean for this butttt i wanna save that for a more gut wrenching fic maybe series 🤓 ENJOY!!
part 1
It was a week since the events that had happened with Paige and you guys haven’t talked since.
Paige did try to reach out the next day, calling you multiple times but you refused to answer.
It was currently three in the afternoon. Your team had half of the court to use for practice while the other half belonged to the women’s basketball team.
“Alright, let’s run it one more time!” Your coach yelled as you all got into position.
The whole routine, you could feel Paige’s eyes on you. Her eyes scanned your body, watching your every move.
“Alright girls, let’s take five then get back into it right away!” Your coach clapped as everyone scattered towards the bleachers, trying to take advantage of the break.
You sat on the bleachers, trying to catch your breath before sipping your water.
“Hey girl!” Nika greeted as the whole team walked up to you. Including Paige.
You smiled warmly at her. “Hi! How’s practice?”
“You know coach, always up in our ass during the season.” You both chuckled. “You were great out there! Right Paige?” She nudged her shoulder forcefully.
“Yeah. You were amazing.”
You smiled awkwardly. “Thanks.”
KK cleared her throat. “We were wondering if you wanted to go out with us tonight?”
You hesitated. “I don’t know-“
“Come on!” Aaliyah butt in. “We miss you.” The rest of the team agreed behind her.
You sighed, giving in. “Alright. Just send me the details later.”
“I was also wondering if we could talk?” Paige whispered as her teammates cheered and conversed on their own, the two of you going unnoticed by the others.
“Paige, I don’t think-“ You were cut off by the sound of your coach’s whistle.
“Did I say five hours?! Wrap it up and let’s run it again!”
“Hey Y/N!” Nika greeted you, giving you a warm hug. You could tell she was already tipsy.
“Hi Nika.” You giggled, making eye contact with Paige as you returned the hug. You could see her jaw clench once her teammate started to rub your back.
You were going to have a lot of fun with this.
You sat next to Nika, grateful she got the imaginary memo as she wrapped an arm around your shoulder.
“Y/N!” Azzi spoke up. “You guys have nationals in a few weeks don’t you?”
You nod eagerly. “Coach has been pushing us a lot lately, we might have to be sharing the court a lot more for the next few weeks.”
“That’s fine with me!” Nika smirked. “I get to see you a lot more then.” She pulled you closer with her arm.
“Nika, you are so drunk.” You giggled, playing with her hair in hopes that Paige would notice the two of you.
The blonde wasn’t having it. She stood up and stomped towards the two of you.
“Y/N, can we talk?” She clenched her jaw.
“Uh-“ You faced Nika who motioned for you to go. “Yeah whatever.”
You stood up, following Paige to the exit, smirking to yourself.
Paige turned to face you. “Since when were you and Nika a thing?”
You scoffed. “Is that all you have to say to me?”
“No! I just-“ She groaned. “Nevermind. I wanted to apologize for everything I said that night. I didn’t mean any of it.”
You stayed silent for a few seconds. “Was that really what I meant to you? Just having fun-?”
“No!” She put her head in her hands. “This past week has been hell for me. I missed you so bad and I didn’t even realize the effect you had on me until all my friends pointed it out.”
“But-“
“Let me finish. You can say anything you want if your opinion stays the same.” She runs her fingers through her long blonde hair. “You actually cared about me, about my feelings. You were there for me when no one else was! You made me laugh and feel like I was actually worth something. And all I did, was make you feel like you were taken advantage of, and I am so fucking sorry. There’s no one else for me Y/N. Just you.”
You were in shock. You couldn’t process the words that just came out of her mouth. “Paige, I- I don’t know what to say.”
“You don’t need to say anything.” She took a step back. “You can take all the time you need. I’ll still be here waiting-“
You cut her off by wrapping your arms around her neck and kissing her with all your emotions.
You could feel her grin as she kissed you back, pulling you closer as she wrapped her arms around your waist.
“Be my girlfriend?” She grinned.”
“I gotta think about it.” You teased, furrowing your brows to make it look like you were thinking.
Paige rolled her eyes. “What a tease.”
“Should we go back inside?” You asked once you both pulled away.
“We can go to my dorm. I think I might kill Nika if she puts her hands on you one more time.”
“You were jealous!”
“No I wasn’t!”
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shockercoco · 2 days
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No I’m Not
Austin Butler x reader
Warnings - 18+, smut, sub!austin, handjob, kind of public sex, slight edging
Word count - 3052
A/n - request: “Please can you write an Austin smut where he’s really possessive? Maybe you and him bump into one of your exes?” - i was supposed to write this as soon as i got the request 2 weeks ago, but my motivation went down hill im so sorry💀, anyways i hope you all enjoy :)
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“It’s so hot out here,” you whine, fanning yourself with your hand.
A chuckle leaves Austin as he looks down at you through his sunglasses. “I asked you if you wanted to go inside, and you said no.”
“It’s too cold inside, i’m just going to want to come back outside to warm up,” you roll your eyes.
The two of you were at a house party hosted by one of Austin’s friends, and you were leaning against the railing in the backyard admiring the view of LA. The house was beautiful, and in your opinion had way too many rooms for a single man, but you don’t expect anything less given the fact that the guy was loaded. There isn’t even a door to the backyard, it’s just a giant open wall.
“I could shove you into the pool, that would help you cool off,” Austin jokes, 
“I dare you, see what happens,” you give him a warnings look and he just smirks. 
“I actually would like to see what would happen,” he says. He suddenly grabs you by the waist and pretends to push you into the pool. You let out a scream as you cling onto his shirt, thankful that the backyard was too crowded and loud for anyone to really care about the two of you.
“Keep playing around and you’re sleeping in the living room,” you tell him as you shove his chest, only partly joking.
Austin fake gasps, and just as he’s about to say something, he’s interrupted by one of his friends he had met while shooting his latest film. Austin has talked about him several times, but you’ve never actually met him until now.
“Austin! So good to see you,” the man smiles brightly as he brings Austin into a hug. Austin happily accepts it as he beams at the man in front of him, eyes bright. “Surprised you're here, y’know since you're a homebody and all.”
Austin smiles as he pulls away from the hug. “I have to leave the house sometimes and let everyone know I’m alive.”
The man laughs in return, and right as you’re starting to feel awkward from standing there, Austin speaks up and introduces his friend to you.
“Cal, this is my girlfriend,” Austin says proudly as he wraps an arm around your shoulders.
You thought Cal was going to offer you his hand to shake, but instead he leans in to give you a hug as well. You’re a little thrown off at first at his friendliness, but quickly recover as you hug him back.
“It’s so nice to finally meet the girl Austin wouldn’t stop telling everyone about every other day on set,” Cal tells you, pulling away and shooting Austin a smirk.
When Austin had left to shoot the film, the two of you had just started dating, and it was the first time he would be leaving you for that long9. The two of you made sure to talk as much as possible, and Austin being the person he is was happy to tell anyone who would listen about you. It was mainly Cal. 
Sometimes it wasn’t even on purpose. He would be in a conversation, and when something was said that reminded him of you, he said it.
Austin shakes his head as he looks down at you, his ears turn pink at Cal’s exaggeration, as he looks down at you. “He’s lying.”
“He’s right,” Cal glances at you before looking Austin in the eye with a straight face, “it was more like everyday.”
Austin pulls away from you to playfully give Cal a shove, causing Cal to throw his head back as he bursts into a fit of laughter. 
You shake your head in amusement as you watch the two of them fool around. Feeling like you should give them space and  a chance to talk and catch up, you decide to head inside for a drink. After informing Austin of your plans and giving Cal a quick ‘it was nice to meet you’, you turn around and maneuver your way through the crowd.
Right as you're about to walk inside, you bump into someone who was laughing with their back towards you. You stumble back, and you’re about to shoot the person a dirty look when they turn around to reveal your ex-boyfriend Ryan. Your expression quickly changes as you smile up at him in surprise.
He looks the same since you last saw him, the only difference is that he has gotten older.
“I’m so sorry about that, I wasn’t paying attention,” he apologizes as he brings you in for a hug, which you gladly accept. “What are you doing here?”
“I’m here with Austin,” you gesture behind you to the two men, who already seem to have gotten into a deep conversation. “What are you doing here?”
“A friend invited me, and you know I can’t say no to being in a house like this,” Alex motions with his hands as he gives you his signature smirk.
You both had been best friends for years before he decided to ask you out one day. Since you had known him for so long, and he really was a great guy, you agreed, leading to the two of you dating for a couple of years. The two of you had both moved closer to the city after getting similar jobs, and you even ended up being his roommate. 
When the relationship ended, it was on good terms and you guys wanted to stay friends, but of course there was that drift. There were no ill feelings towards him in your heart.
“Of course you can’t,” you tell him. He had always enjoyed driving through wealthy neighborhoods and would always tell you that one of those houses would be his one day.
“Where were you headed before I bumped into you?” he asks, his eyebrows drawing together.
“The bar, I need something cold to help me deal with this heat,” you answered.
“Still don’t like the heat, huh?” he smiles and you nod, mimicking his smile and letting a small laugh slip past your lips. Then he added, “how about I join you?”
“Why not,” you say with a shrug, and the two of you move the conversation inside. 
From behind you, Austin notices that  you didn’t enter the house right away. You appeared to be talking to someone, but he couldn’t quite see who it was due the constant movement of people in front of him. He could tell it was a man, though. 
He continues to listen to Cal updating him on what he has been up to since the two last saw each other, but he can’t help but glance over in your direction every once in a while. Austin hates the fact that he’s not giving Cal his full attention, but the only thing he could think about at the moment was you.
Finally, the few people that had been blocking his view moved, revealing the man you had been talking to – your ex. He freezes, his brow creasing and his eyes narrowing as he watches the two of you smiling at each other. 
It’s not like he hated Ryan because he never seemed to be a bad guy, it’s just the fact that he always seemed to show up somewhere you’re at.
He wasn’t jealous, that’s just not who he is.
“Aus?” he hears Cal say, bringing him back to reality.
“I’m sorry, man, I got distracted,” Austin admits.
“Yeah, I can tell,” Cal laughs and turns his head to try and see whatever Austin had been looking at. “What is it?”
“Her ex,” Austin tells him and Cal raises an eyebrow at him.
“Are you jealous, Butler?” Cal asks him as he bumps his shoulder into him.
“Of course not,” Austin’s jaw tenses for a second, his fingers fidgeting inside of his pockets, “I’m just not a fan of the guy, that’s all.”
Cal gives him another questioning look, still not believing him. “Any specific reason?” he asks, and Austin shoots him a glare. “What? I’m just asking because it looks a whole lot like jealousy to me.”
“I’m fine, I promise,” Austin rolls his eyes. Cal just snickers, deciding not to push him any further.
Meanwhile, you were standing by the bar with Ryan as you listened to him ramble on about what he’s been up to in life. You don’t mind, really, Ryan has always been like this – not in a douche-y way, he just loved to talk – and you don’t see him changing anytime soon. 
You both had gotten something to drink – Ryan's was alcohol and yours was not, given the fact you felt it was too hot to be drinking. Suddenly, you see Ryan’s eyes dart away from yours and he stops in the middle of his sentence. Your eyes narrow as you glance away to see what caught his attention, but you look back at him confused.
Ryan smiles once he sees your face. “There’s this girl I've been trying to go on a date with me for a week now, and she’s standing over there,” he explains as he nods his head in what you guess is the girl’s direction.
“And no luck?” you assume, and he nods.
“Yes, but that doesn't mean I'm going to give up just yet,” he adds. “Now if you’ll excuse me, I have some business to take care of.”
You can’t help but laugh to yourself as you watch Ryan adjust his appearance as he walks away from you. Deciding you should use the bathroom before heading back out to Austin, you make your way deeper into the house and eventually find a bathroom to use.
While all this was happening, Austin had ended his conversation with Cal and entered the house in search of you. It doesn’t take him long to find you as he notices you leaving the bar and heading down one of the home’s many hallways.
As you’re washing your hands and checking your appearance in the mirror, you hear a knock on the bathroom door. Assuming it’s just some random stranger needing to relieve themself, you quickly speak up to say, “Just a second!”
“It’s me, open the door,” you hear, instantly recognizing the voice on the other side.
You dry your hands before opening the door to reveal Austin standing there looking right back at you. He simply brushes past you and enters, ignoring your curious look.
“Austin?” 
“Hmm?” he innocently asks as he leans against the bathroom counter.
“What are you doing here?” you question as you close the door behind him.
“You were taking a long time to come back outside, and I just wanted to check on you,” he shrugs.
“How did you know I was in here?” 
“I asked Ryan where you were and he pointed me out the direction he saw you going,” Austin lied. He was too focused on you to notice Ryan in the crowd,  and there’s no way he’s going to willingly tell you that he followed you. “How’s he doing by the way?”
You’re thrown off. “Who, Ryan? He’s doing well, we were just chatting a couple minutes ago,” you tell him as you look him up and down. You notice how tense he was, his arms folded across his chest as he looks at you. “Wait a minute…are you jealous?” you wonder, not completely offended.
“Why do guys keep asking me that?” Austin rolls his eyes.
“What? Who else asked you?” you furrow your eyebrows as you look up at him.
Austin hesitates for a second. “Cal.”
Now it’s your turn to cross your arms. “Well if someone else notices it, then it must be true.”
“I can assure you, I’m fine. There’s nothing to be jealous of.”
“You’re right… there is nothing to be jealous of, but you are,” you point out.
“I’m fine,” Austin repeats.
You scoff. “You’re not fine. Just admit it, you’re jealous.”
“No, because it wouldn’t be true.”
You just stare at him, holding back a smile from forming on your lips. Austin just stares at you right back.
Ok, then.
“So you wouldn’t mind if I left you in here to go find Ryan so I could finish my conversation with him?”
Austin gives you a look, silently daring you.
Your lips break into a smile as you let a laugh slip out. “Oh relax, I’m just messing with you.”
You uncross your arms to wrap them around Austin’s waist – whose arms were still guarding his chest. He looks down at you with no emotion. You smile sweetly up at him as you lean up to give him a couple pecks on the lips, but Austin doesn’t budge. Though, with a couple more kisses, he lets out a defeated sigh and gives in to you.
“You’re not funny,” he mumbles.
“I mean, you did say you were fine, after all,” you laugh as you pull away.
“And I am.”
“Really?” you ask him, daring him to say the wrong answer.
Instead, Austin says nothing as he silently looks between your eyes. You lean back up to him to place your lips onto his once more, all the while, one of your hands unwraps itself from his waist and sneaks down to palm him
 over his jeans. You feel him instantly starting to harden under your touch. Austin’s eyes widened a smidge, surprised and not knowing what to do. 
“Are you sure?” you tease as you continue. Austin’s breath begins to speed up, not removing his eyes from yours once.
“Yes,” he breathes out, and you shake your head.
“I don’t think so,” you tell him as you now use both hands to slowly unbuckle the belt on his jeans, and tug the waistband of his underwear down just a little. You use your other hand to rest on his shoulder, slightly adding pressure to keep him in place against the counter. “I’ll ask you again? Are you sure?”
Austin breath hitches as your hand slithers its way past the waistband of his underwear and grabs ahold of him. He lets out a small groan as his eyelids flutter. He finally unfolds his arms, only to move them behind him to rest on the countertop. “No.”
You quickly glance at the doorknob to make sure it’s locked before finally freeing him from the tightness of his underwear, causing Austin to release a small sigh. “No, what? No, you aren’t jealous or you’re not sure?”
Austin can’t form the words to answer as you begin to move his hand up and down his shaft. His breathing is shaky as he looks down at your hand wrapped around his hard length. “Fuck,” he mumbles.
“What was that?” you tilt your head. Using your thumb, you tease the tip of his cock, making his hips jerk into your hand and a small moan slip past his lips. You don’t even try to hide the smirk as it grows on your face.
Austin throws his head back as your hand begins to move quickly up and down his shaft, precum starting to lip from his sensitive tip. He bites his lip in hopes it would help him collect himself enough to answer you, but he just ends up biting down harder and harder.
“It’s okay if you are,” you purred. Austin whimpers at your words as his eyes shut.
“Baby-,” he starts, but he isn’t able to continue before another whimper leaves his mouth, feeling too overwhelmed to respond.
“What? I’m just asking you a simple question.”
Austin's head tilts forward as his mouth hangs slightly open. His breath is hot and uneven as you continue your tortuous pace. Austin’s grip tightens on the counter, trying to keep himself grounded and pretty much up right.
“If you won’t answer me, then I guess I’ll have to stop,” you let out a fake disappointed sigh as your hand stops its movements.
Another sound leaves him, but this time it’s one of torture. His hard length is beginning to become more painful the closer he gets to the edge, and the last thing he needs right now is for you to stop. Right as you're about to pull your hand away, he quickly moves to grab your wrist.
You look up at him to see his flushed and jaw clenched as he breathes through his nose. You raise your eyebrows, waiting for him to say something. He knows exactly what you want him to say, but he doesn’t want to admit his jealousy. Then again, he doesn’t want to leave this bathroom without cumming either.
Austin breathes in before saying, “Fine.”
“Fine what?” you press, enjoying the advantage you have on him – which he will definitely get you back for.
“I got jealous.”
“Jealous from what?” 
Austin lets out a frustrated laugh before continuing, “seeing you and Ryan together.  seeing you and Ryan together,” he answers and you give him an accepting smile.
You give him an accepting smile as you lean up to connect your lips with his, moving your hand around his shaft again. Austin sighs into your mouth as he eagerly kisses you back, his eyebrows furrowed. He places his hands on either side of your face to pull you closer to him, needing every ounce of pleasure he can get. 
As the familiar feeling of his orgasm comes back, it becomes harder and harder for him to continue kissing you. His mouth comes ajar as his head falls down towards your shoulder, his moans getting louder into your ear. Any other time in public you would shush him, but the loud background noise of music and people’s chatter makes it nearly impossible for anyone to hear him from the outside.
Austin’s hands quickly puts his hands back on the counter to brace himself as he feels himself cumming in your hand. His whole body goes rigid as the sticky, white liquid shoots out onto your hand and the floor. Your hand doesn’t falter, aiding him as he comes undone. You only stop when Austin winces and reaches for your hand as everything becomes too much.
“That wasn’t so hard to admit was it?” you ask and Austin lifts his head only to glare at you.
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menuliso · 20 hours
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alright i ranted about this on twitter but lowkey i want to see what people on tumblr have to say bc i havent really seen anyone talk about this. though lowkey someone probably already has.
has anyone else noticed a trend in the bkdk space on tiktok of people really insisting that ‘BakuDeku🧡💚’ and ‘bkdk’ are two completely different things? because i have, and i don’t get it.
according to these people, ‘BakuDeku🧡💚’ is the version of bkdk where people mischaracterise them, sexualise them, and are overall ‘weird’ and ‘cringe’. they think it’s problematic. meanwhile, ‘bkdk’, the one they identify as, is ‘according to canon’ and is the ‘slowburn’, ‘right way of shipping bkdk’ and theyre not ‘weird’ or ‘cringe’.
to me, when people say this, it feels like a way to split the fandom up and appear more likable to dudebros and antis. its an ‘us vs them’, its a ‘we’re better than those weird shippers, we’re normal’ thing. and. it really doesn’t make any sense. absolutely no one has used ‘BakuDeku🧡💚’ as a way to display their preferences or opinions or anything,,, it’s just the extended ship name with an emoji combo. this ‘divide’ doesn’t exist, it was invented solely by the self proclaimed ‘normal bkdks’. and they make SUCH a big deal out of this.
the dudebros aren’t going to like you any better because you ship bkdk in a ‘normal’ way. the antis aren’t going to be kinder to you just because you’re not as ‘weird’ as the rest of us. you are in fandom. fandom is weird. it’s been weird since its conception. by splitting fandom up into categories, you are encouraging negativity to sprout up and you are pressuring yourself and other people to stay in the realm of ‘normal’… aka… making fun of other shippers for not being ‘normal’, or being cringe. or staying in the puritanical mindset that anything involving fictional characters doing anything more than kissing is harmful and bad and apparently super bad morally.
be cringe. be free. no one fucking cares. don’t be scared of other people having silly fandom fun. don’t be scared to have silly fandom fun yourself. once you stop hating, and stop caring about the haters, the internet is so much more enjoyable.
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milevenfcb · 1 day
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Goyim REALLY need to stop telling Jews what they think our ancestors would have thought. The amount of people both online and irl who have told me that “your ancestors who were Holocaust victims would be disappointed in you for supporting a genocide” honestly just makes me sick.
I really couldn’t care less about their views on this war, because I honestly do not care about the opinions of people who straight up support a terrorist group, but PLEASE for the love of God don’t try to tell me what you think my great grandparents would have wanted, because I doubt you have any idea.
Sorry for the rant. Somebody commented on my post recently and told me that, and I’m quoting, “your ancestors who died in the Holocaust would be rolling in their grave if they heard you”, and then proceeded to call me a Nazi, and I genuinely lost my mind a bit lol.
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cosmicourple · 1 day
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wouldn’t it be awesome if like- like if Saiyan’s had more animalistic/wild/alien features???? I’ve seen loads of fanart of the HC/concept but- imagine if it was official. IMAGINE!!!! … but of course, it’s not. 🥲
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810nd1 · 1 day
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How Jungkook acts in romantic relationships
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There’s something really funny. After I did a reading on Jungkook’s future spouse, suddenly my readings became biased, lame I’m ugly and stupid and I should burn in hell. Consider this reading as my response to all your crying in my inbox ✌🏻✌🏻
Anyway that man is always so talkative that I think I should put him in my favorite to read people. And just as always this is Jungkook’s opinion on himself but in his case it is also what he wants from a romantic relationship.
I see that Jungkook loves to surprise his partner. He likes to go out on spontaneous dates but at the same time those aren’t dates. It’s more like spontaneously hanging out together whenever he has time. It’s more about him calling his significant other at two am sharp, because he’s hungry and he was wondering if you’d like to tag along with him for a car ride to a restaurant. That’s what he’s trying to say to me. He loves some unpredictability, fun mixed with being bored together,
I don’t see him wanting to share his wealth with his partner. No, he will not buy his partner a sports car. That ace of cups is paired with the emperor. At first I thought it’s about Jungkook liking to be the leader in a relationship but that’s not it. The emperor is also the archetype of positive masculinity. That means this man likes to show his love through tiny acts of love (the acre is the beginning, it’s the offer of abundance but it’s a small one). He will show his love by doing small things for you like washing your car, doing the dishes in your apartment when you’re gone, gives you his jacket when you’re cold. It’s about this masculine energy that loves to give and take care of others. However there’s a one small detail that is leaking through. He might be scared of giving his love to a wrong person “a waste of time”, so it might take a while for him to start acting like that and be his true self in front of a new partner,
Don’t get me wrong this man’s energy is very masculine, there’s barely anything feminine about him therefore he will most likely take the lead in a relationship, he just won’t be too pushy about it, he has the authority but at the same time he will listen to what his partner wants to please them, he is the dominant one without having to push his dominance. A soft masculine
In the next row we have the 5 of pentacles rev, 3 of swords rev and the 10 of cups. Jungkook is a team player and he has a mindset that goes like “ if my partner falls down I’m here to pick them up”. He isn’t the type to pull away when the world seems to be against him, his significant other or both of them at the same time. He wants to hurt and heal together. To be on the same page, to always support one another to build something great and meaningful together. Walk together towards a better future.
Here’s the part where Jungkook presents himself as a knight in shiny armor. Idk it made me think of a scene from a rom com. This romantic cliche scenes that I don’t even have to explain but with those 2 of swords I don’t think acting like that comes super easy for him. He loves romance, he follows his heart but that seems like something his old self would do. There’s still some romance in this man’s head but there’s this other side to him that is represented by the 7 of pentacles. This version of him is much more stable, that takes things slow. He wants something long term right now and is looking towards the future but it’s the opposite of what his old self wants. He doesn’t know if he should choose a passionate romance or a stable and slow relationship. I think he had trouble finding both in one person but he seems like he can do both. But his old self is fighting with his new and experienced version of him. The man that he has become over the years.
And the last row that speaks about how little time he has for dating. He often has to be at two places at once so he is always running errands. Sometimes he can’t see his significant other for a long time, has to change his plans, postpone the dates. Sometimes he might even come off as rude and hot tempered, but he might be just stressed from all the work. And he wants to be a good boyfriend but it frustrates him that he can’t so he might project his feelings and blow up at his partner for nothing. He’s not mad at his partners, he is mad at himself. In reality he is trying so hard to spend time with his s/o but he feels like he is failing at this part of his life. Jungkook has trouble finding balance in his life, he puts most of his energy into working and he doesn’t know how to stop so he neglects people around him. But at least he is trying.
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blumisiu · 13 hours
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spiderwoo as your boyfriend ♡
written by blumisiu.
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❀ 2.8k words. spiderman!riwoo x afab!reader. fluff and nsfw headcanons. !! 18+ mdni !! fancy a different story? જ⁀➴ the library is this way!
❀ authors note — posted two works yesterday and today i’m posting this and working on something for sungho. i’m on a roll!!! i actually love spiderman riwoo so much…literally my baby. :( btw!! i have a taglist form now so if you wanna be tagged in future works you can fill that out <3 again, there’s an nsfw section at the end, so please, MDNI! hope you enjoy my fairies ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ♡︎
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౨ৎ he’s your bestie! you two were very close friends before you started dating, so being vulnerable with one another was as easy as breathing. you’d already known pretty much everything about him and vice versa. riwoo is still the first person you go to when you’re feeling upset or confused or angry, or even when there’s a problem you need help figuring out!
౨ৎ he’s very attentive <3 is the most wonderful listener because of that. will lean in towards you whenever you’re talking to him (doesn’t even realise it), and he’ll nod his head encouragingly. values your opinions and thoughts so much!
౨ৎ loves having deep conversations with you. it sounds cheesy, but it’s so true. being a superhero and having fought aliens and literally having been to space…that kinda results in observing a lot about the world and being curious about it. his favourite thing to do is talk your ear off about physics and astronomy and any new scientific discoveries (he’s definitely subscribed to a newsletter lol).
౨ৎ the day he asked you to be his, he’d bought a little notebook, and ever since then he’s written down all your favourite things in it. songs, movies, tv shows, colours, food, anything!! he’ll even write down books you mentioned you wanted to read or pretty dresses you saw while window shopping and wanted to go back for. anytime say something along the lines of “i want …. when i’m older” or “it’s my dream to…” his eyes go so wide and his fingers start itching for his pen. the first moment he gets away from you, he’s whipped out that notebook so fast and is scribbling down everything you said. he wants to be the one to make all your dreams come true <3
౨ৎ museum and planetarium dates! his absolute favourite. riwoo has probably dragged you to every museum (art, science, natural history, every kind!) and planetarium in the city at least twice. will excitedly point out any really cool things to you; his eyes sparkle sooo much, it’s the most endearing thing ever. always ends up pulling you away into whatever dim, quiet corner he can find to kiss you silly <3 
౨ৎ he still gets so nervous around you, bless him. :( when you compliment him, praise him, or are extra touchy with him he gets so flustered and starts stumbling over his words. sweats profusely and freaks out internally. he just loves you, like so so much, and it’s still unreal to him that you’re with him. reminds himself every day how incredibly lucky he is to have you. makes sure you know this! “i’m the luckiest person in the world to have you” “can’t believe i get to call you mine. i love you so much, pretty girl” <3
౨ৎ such a loving, gentle boy. he takes the best care of you. are you sick? don’t even worry about it. he’s by your side with medicine and food and your favourite things to make you feel better. feeling sad? spideywoo is there to save the day! let’s you cry in his arms and then kisses away your tears. let’s you pour your heart out to him, and you feel so comfortable doing so because you know he’ll keep it safe with him. is very emotionally intelligent and gives the best advice to you. if you’re feeling extra stagnant and upset, he will swing you to the top of his favourite building to get away from the stressful bustle of the city. sits with you in peaceful silence while you rest your head on his shoulder, admiring the skyline <3
౨ৎ he’s a meme king in my mind, a thousand percent. literally the mayor of mew york city. always saying “what the sigma” and says it in such a way that you wonder if it’s ironic or not… it’s not. sort of? absolutely asks “have you been mewing lately?” and says “skibidi toilet rizz” at least ten times a day. if you’re wearing leggings, or any tight fitting pants for that matter, be wary cause you’ll be hearing “i GYATT something in my eye” the entire day. one of his only flaws…but he’s usually never serious about it so you decide to roll with it lol. you two have a shared photo album of memes that he updates 24/7, he needs you to be in the loop!!
౨ৎ he loves listening to music whenever he’s riding the subway, and if you happen to be joining him that day, he will give you his other earbud so you can listen to music together (yes, he cleans it before. has alcohol disinfecting wipes in his backpack for this exact reason). the first time you asked what he was listening to he blushed so hard cause it was a playlist he made filled with songs that reminded him of you… you just laughed and kissed his cheek <3 before the journey starts he’ll queue up some songs and then you pick out the rest. sometimes, if you’re both in the mood, you’ll listen to a science podcast!
౨ৎ he’s a doodler in my head! and his favourite thing to doodle is…you guessed it, you! (and the stars). all his sketchbooks are filled with doodles of all different parts of you…your eyes, the way your hair fell on a certain day, your lips, your side-profile, the curves of your body, your birth marks and freckles and moles if you have them…he’s completely enamoured with you. he loves to draw on you as well. has a ton of  body-safe markers so he can doodle all over you. you’re more than willing to let him because he’s a great artist and creates the prettiest drawings! his favourite place to draw on you is your stomach and your boobs lol. draws a bunch of planets and stars and galaxies. once he’s finished, he connects all the stars to make a constellation (or a few!) <3 
౨ৎ he tells you all about his adventures as spiderman! if he’s out and about at night, he’ll swing by your place (literally) and bang on your window. it scares the shit out of you every single time. you always slide open the window as quickly as possible because he’ll already be talking and he gets so caught up in the story, if you ask him stop start over he’ll lose his flow. “you wouldn’t believe the guy i fought today!” “you should’ve seen me, y/n, i totally kicked his ass” “i should wear a go-pro on my head one day so i can record everything. you gotta see me in action” you always tell him how proud you are of him and how amazing he is <3 
౨ৎ being a hero comes with its downfalls, of course, and many days he’s so tired and every inch of his body is aching. will come to you all bloody and bruised with droopy eyelids. mumbles something like “please take care of me” and “i just need to lay down with you, please. i’m so tired” and you’re always, without fail, cleaning up the cuts on his face, giving him a warm bath, and putting him in fresh pyjamas. you take him to your bed and tuck him in all snug. you cuddle up to him real close and plant the lightest of kisses on his injured spots <3 
౨ৎ he takes you on the most romantic rooftop dates, sigh. will tell you to be ready at a certain time and sure enough, when the clock strikes, he’s at your window ready to go. let’s you wrap your legs around his waist and your arms around his neck and then he swings you up and away! when you get there, he’s usually got everything set up already. a blanket, your favourite snacks and/or take-out, fake candles (cause he’s clumsy), and his radio is playing the songs from his playlist for you. on clear nights, he brings his telescope with him so you can look at the stars together! when the sun sets and the moon is out, he loves to drag you up from your comfy spot on the blanket and make you dance with him. spins you and twirls you around and dips you like those couples do in old films and kisses you so deeply <3 
౨ৎ whenever he kisses you, his hands are always tangled in your hair. he usually has one resting on the nape of your neck and he always takes a piece of your hair and twirls it around his finger and gives it a little tug <3 he’s just cute like that, idk!
౨ৎ spideywoo is such an amazing boyfriend. :( always putting your needs first and caring for you in every way he can. you are so so important to him, if he ever lost you, he genuinely feels like part of him would die and the world would actually stop spinning. treasures you and cherishes every single moment you two have together, no matter how small. he dreams of you two growing old together and only hopes that you’ll stay with him for that long <3
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nsfw part — not super detailed because i’ve never written smut before lolz. ⤶ GUYS I CANNOT BELIEVE I WROTE THIS IN THE DOC 😭 i actually started writing and then got a bit carried away. it’s definitely a bit detailed lmfao. i don’t know what got into me. still is my first time writing smut, so, it might be really bad!
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౨ৎ loves making out. like. so. much. sure, he adores giving you little pecks on your forehead, and kissing the back of your hand, but for him, nothing comes close to his tongue intertwined with yours. making out before sleepy time > it’s the quiet and warmth that gets to him. he feels so content and safe and in love with you, physically has to show it. his lips are so soft and plush they fit so snugly against yours. :( he starts out by giving you a few pecks, which then turn into longer, slower kisses, and then he’s sliding his tongue into your mouth, desperately searching for yours. it gets heated really fast. it’s messy and there's a lot of saliva and your teeth sometimes clash but it’s so hot — it’s like open-mouthed, tongues out, eating each other's faces off basically. moans and whimpers into your mouth!!!! they’re so soft and sweet <3 his body is pressed so close to yours sometimes you have trouble breathing lol. bites your bottom lip the tiniest bit every few moments. pulls your hair a lot!!!! and uses one hand to hold the side your neck…. presses hot, open-mouthed kisses down your neck and spends too long sucking on your sweet spot. he loves to bite and give hickeys to your collarbone, probably his favourite place to mark you <3 gets turned on all over again when he sees them on you the next morning.
౨ৎ oh my gosh his pretty hands…yes please. he might innocently use them to trace shapes all over your skin but he has no trouble taking it further, which usually happens often. he’ll be tracing relaxing circles along your collarbone and your chest, and then suddenly, he’s dragging his fingers up neck inch by inch, then tracing the shape of your lips delicately. “open for me, love” then he’ll slip two pretty fingers in your mouth. gets so horny seeing you suck on them…makes sure to tell you so. “i get so hard when you do that, y’know?” “you look so pretty when you suck on them…wanna feel your lips around my cock next”. pulls his fingers out so painfully slow. watches the string of saliva connecting them to your lips stretch then licks it up and basically sticks his tongue down your throat lolz.
౨ৎ such a blushy, stuttering mess when you make him feel good!! :(  sit on his lap when he plays video games or when he’s trying to study and grind on him… he’s a goner. his voice goes all raspy and he pleads for you to keep going. he doesn’t even try to protest, just lets you use him to pleasure yourself. he loves seeing his sweet princess feel so good <3 sooo whiny before he cums gosh…his voice goes all high but it’s still raspy…when you suck his cock, he gets even whinier. his hands are all tangled in your hair, he’s breathing so heavy, completely drenched in sweat, his cheeks are all red, his hair is sticking to his forehead and he’s moaning out your name over and over again. “please, y/n, i wanna cum. yeah, j-j-just like that. mmm feels so good. gonna cum just for you, pretty girl” cums so quickly and hard… he gets embarrassed by it but you tell him its more than alright and give him a sweet kiss on the cheek <3 
౨ৎ is obsessed with your boobs… to the point where it's actually a problem. somehow his hands always find a way to caress them. you could be eating dinner at the table and he’ll just … grab a hold of your boob. he just loves how soft and squishy they are!! like little stressballs lol. it calms him down a lot. he is so in love with sucking on them too. doesn’t really beg you with words, but he gets a certain look in his eye and they sort of gloss over, and he’ll be pawing at your shirt and that’s how you know he wants to put his mouth on them. gets too lazy to take off your shirt most times, so he just puts his head under there and unclasps your bra (if you’re wearing one) and stays there for a while :( loves doing this before bed!!! makes him so sleepy. he takes so much pleasure in watching you get all hot and blushy when he swirls his tongue around your nipple or even drags his teeth along it…  (almost just drooled yikes)
౨ৎ MUNCH! eats you for breakfast, lunch, dinner and dessert. such a lovesick boy :( he can get really horny in public but he tries his best to contain himself, since he’s really quite shy and awkward, he doesn’t like being so bold like that (yet). so usually when he’s kissing your neck non-stop and his hands are all over your thighs… that’s when you know he needs to eat you out, like bad. so you drag him to either of your places, whichever is closest, and as soon as the door closes he’s got one hand down your panties drenching them in your slick. “so wet for me, love. i need to taste you so bad” he whispers in your ear.. kinda a freak…likes to pull his fingers out of you and make you lick them… then he licks them too and does it all over again.
౨ৎ he’s on his knees with one of your legs propped up on his shoulders in a split second, absolutely devouring you. licks up and down your folds sooo good. he knows exactly when to suck on your clit and stick his tongue inside of you, pushing it in and out languidly. he’s genuinely eaten you out in every spot at his place. his favourite is probably when you’re on the couch with your legs spread open just for him <3 and he’s on his knees using his tongue to pleasure you like his life depends on it and his hands are making little bruises on your thighs from how tight his grip his (don’t worry, he’ll put ice on them later and give you lots of cuddles and kisses as an apology <3)
౨ৎ he likes to take his time with you, too, though. will set up candles (again, the fake ones since he’s clumsy) and line your bed with rose petals and dim the lights… maybe even have some slow music playing. he’ll lay you down so gently, kiss you everywhere like it’s the last time. :( you can feel his hunger and desperation in every one of them. trails his open mouth down your stomach, his tongue licking you all the way down. stops right before your heat just to tease you. kisses and sucks on your inner thighs, he gets so turned on just thinking about the marks that’ll be there in the morning. makes out with your cunt so earnestly. like if he didn’t, he’d actually pass away. will be between your legs for at least a good hour or two, sucking on your clit and putting his tongue in you, before going harder. will put his pretty fingers (keeps any rings he’s wearing on <3) inside of you to make you feel extra good.. they stretch you out so nice. moans so much into your pussy…it’s non-stop. and the vibrations always send you over the edge. begs for you to cum in his mouth. “please, baby, cum in my mouth. need it so bad. wanna taste all of you”. when you’re screaming out his name he knows your close and makes sure to keep his mouth wide open. licks whatever dripped out of his mouth and drinks up whatever remains on you <3
౨ৎ SIT ON HIS FACE!! YEEAAAASSS!! SIT AWN ITTT!! his gorgeous nose? what do you think it’s for!! you’ll be making out with him and suddenly, your lips aren’t enough for him to taste. he needs to feel your pussy on his mouth immediately. literally rips your panties off and drags you into position and forces you down onto his face. don’t even think about your thighs suffocating him. it’s not a problem for him. he wants it. he’ll look up at you so drunk in love, eyes glittering and sparkling as you grind on his face. he’ll also have one hand gripping the curve of your waist and the other…his fingers will go between massaging one of your boobs and being in your mouth <3
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— HELPPP I’M KINDA EMBARRASSED POSTING THE NSFW BIT. i don’t know if it’s written well so feedback is much, much appreciated, as are any tips! <3 reading it back over made me blush sm though like…. guys i need spiderman riwoo so bad. anyways, i hope you all enjoyed it 💘💘
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☁️ taglist — @luv-y0urself. @lilriswife4life.
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etherealabyss11037 · 2 days
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To all my Stolitz Shippers and Haters out there, what’s your opinion on these two fuckidoodles?
They’ve got a lot of issues to work on, but I genuinely believe they can work it out and be happy together once they’ve resolved their personal problems and accept themselves enough to believe their feelings for each other are worthwhile.
2. I believe they could be a good couple, but I’m afraid they’ve got too many issues between them to ever be a healthy, functional couple together and are destined to be star crossed lovers.
3. Idk man, I don’t really care about Stolitz in general.
4. This ship was built on a toxic foundation, and I don’t know if they can proceed with a truly normal, loving relationship in part because of their mutual baggage and communication issues.
5. Blitzo and Stolas need to stop seeing each other and/or start seeing other people, because they simply can’t work in the state they’re in.
6. This is genuinely one of the most dysfunctional, messy ships I’ve seen and can’t understand why the show or fans what it to happen, because there’s nothing about this relationship worth salvaging.
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hello! i’m starting a series of jjk characters and their birth charts lol. i’m not going too deep into them, really just their big 3, but i thought this could be a fun way to show how i depict the various jjk characters! and of course weave in my own personal opinions/headcanons since we don’t have the information to find their rising signs. this is rudimentary at best, and i definitely got some parts of his character wrong, but oh well!!! i hope you like it. ps: it’s not edited or revised LMFAOOO.
satoru gojo! ☀️ sag / 🌙 pisces / 💫 leo
☀️ - sun in sagittarius makes gojo restless, energetic, extroverted, positive, and friendly. gojo shows us (and his students) time and time again that he’s ready for anything that comes his way. in his younger years, his readiness often came from a place of blind optimism, but as he got older we saw that he did his best to realistically weigh possible outcomes before making decisions. gojo likes a challenge, but his immense amount of strength often makes challenges a bit too easy for him, which could play a part in why he acts the way he does in battle— humor, flirting, etc.. gojo is extremely confident in his abilities, but i don’t personally believe it’s just because he knows he’s the strongest. while his knowledge of his strength is definitely a big part of it, in a way, gojo’s optimism and confidence lead him to believe he’s invincible and that everything will always work out for him in the end. he’s quick to tease and make light of situations, which is a common theme in his relationships with the people around him.
however, these positive attributes also have their downsides. his confidence and optimism cause him to take on a lot of responsibility before he truly knows he can handle it, and cause him to occasionally underestimate his opponents. we can see this in the shibuya arc, when he’s— not so much overpowered, but— overwhelmed. he lets his guard down after he’s taken care of the masses of transfigured humans, and then he’s caught off guard by who he believes to be geto, but is actually kenjaku. sun in sag has outright cons, too. gojo is quick to fall to his temper, especially when he’s frustrated, despite his temper not looking how most people’s look most of the time, (ex. his fight with jogo and hanami).
in lower stake situations, the positive attributes still manage to find a way to impact him negatively. the best example of this is geto’s descent into depression. gojo took geto’s placating comments at face value and his optimism let him believe that geto was fine. there were very few times that gojo asked more than one question about what was going on with his best friend, and i’ve seen some people frown upon that— i agree gojo should have pressed, but in a way, i think he believed that geto would have told him if something was really wrong. he’s direct and usually honest, so he blindly believed that geto would be, too.
🌙 - moon in pisces makes gojo sharp, intuitive, imaginative, caring, warm, and humorous. despite how many people depict gojo, he cares a lot more than he lets on. for example, in hidden inventory gojo wants to stay with rika at the beach for a bit longer, and while that can mostly be attributed to other things, it’s due in part to his knowledge that rika is still a young girl going through some crazy shit. he cares deeply about protecting people, and uses his intuition and sharp insight to weigh the risks and benefits of situations where he may either need to be protective or to allow situations to unfold on their own. we can also see that gojo is imaginative; in his younger years before everything has soured, he has this ideal image of the future where he and geto are the strongest and they continue to work together in the world of jujutsu sorcery. gojo cares deeply for his students, too, which he emphasizes several times both verbally and nonverbally. take megumi, for example, and his customization of yuji’s school uniform.
unfortunately, again, there are some negative attributes to moon in pisces, especially his sense of sentimentality. the best example of this is how he allowed geto to continue on his chosen path for 10 years, despite his knowledge of geto’s newfound ideology and his crimes. not only did geto’s chosen path diverge from gojo’s ideal future, but it also diverged from gojo’s own set morals, his identity, and his version of geto. i believe that gojo, in those 10 years, was waiting for geto to snap out of whatever trance he was in and come back, or that someone else would take care (kill) geto so he didn’t have to. in my opinion, the sentimentality gojo held for his version of geto was the catalyst for his downfall, but i don’t think he regrets it.
💫 - now, this is just a headcanon of course, but i believe gojo is a leo rising. leo risings command attention, make great leaders, have open hearts, are creative, and have a strong sense of direction. gojo demands attention in many ways, one being his appearance. gojo has striking blue eyes, stark white hair, staggering height, and a handsome face. while his eyes are striking, his hair— an important characteristic of leo risings— caught my attention first. it’s uncommon, eye-catching, voluminous, and often well-groomed. his demeanor also commands attention. when gojo appears or arrives, there is this air about him that captures people’s attention; it’s not so much domineering, but rather captivating, like you’re looking at somebody important. we can also see that gojo makes a great leader, and slips into that role easily. he’s fast on his feet, quick-witted, and has the ability to make split-second decisions. he may be a lax teacher, but he’s not a bad one. gojo also has a strong sense of direction; he knows what he’s meant to do and who he’s meant to be, although that may not be what he would have chosen if it was solely up to him.
leo risings, however, may struggle when things don’t turn out the way they should. gojo struggles when things don’t pan out the way he thought they would and tends to get frustrated and reckless when things aren’t as easy as he thought they’d be. when people try to push against his plans, he tends to get annoyed or frustrated, but due to other attributes, he will still adapt. that doesn’t mean he won’t say “i told you so,” when things go wrong, though, because he absolutely will.
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What do you think about this ?
I…kinda have to agree. Like I’m already a little iffy going into season 8 because I honestly felt like if nothing massive happened in season 7 then it probably wasn’t going to happen since they had new network, new audience, it was the time to weed out any of the old (old as in everyone who watched it on fox) audience who would have an issue with buddie, get the new audience on board with it etc. Which Bi Buck helped but then nothing else really happened. Are there threads? Yes. But the shows more known for having threads and then just pretending they never existed.
So if after season 8 it’s still not happening then I really do think it’s time for the fandom to accept it’s not going to. Because at this point, the shooting and then breakdown were the perfect set ups for it. And it was such a baffling concept to learn it was shut down and then for us to have to sit here and think how are they going to reach the same level of the shooting and breakdown aftermaths to make it happen again. And they have hit it now with what is probably the only realistic way with what happened by the end of season 7 with the Kim of it all and the Chris of it all. So if they don’t do it now? I really and truly do not think they plan to because there really won’t be any other way to reach those levels for Eddie to look deeper and accept and acknowledge etc.
Hey Nonny! I had already seen this on Twitter and I fully agree with it. The time is now. If they don't start Eddie's journey and eventually Buddie's journey in season 8? I don't think it will ever happen and ABC will have wasted the biggest chance of making history.
A lot of people will be disappointed if that happens and I won't lie, so would I. 6 years of shipping, only for one half of the ship to end up in a lackluster, unsatisfactory and boring relationship and the other half probably shoved into a new nothing relationship again? No, not for me. Thank you. I would retreat to fanon-land where Buddie are happily in love and together.
However, I feel like we have seen plenty in season 7 that is highly promising for season 8. So I really don't think my retirement into fanon-land will be happening anytime soon. :) I have a good feeling about season 8.
It's obvious that they were planning to go all in with Buddie when they thought they would only get one season. The promo was insane. But then they got that renewal and I think they decided right there and then to push Eddie's storyline to season 8, giving them time to prepare it properly. Since we now know that they are already writing season 8, I think they have a chance to really do the storyline justice.
The thing is, when Buck was outed as being bisexual it was a big shock to the general audience. Not to any of us, because we have seen this coming for years now. Buck was always queer-coded and so was Eddie by the way. Even more than Buck in my opinion.
However, Eddie having some sort of queer awakening in the same season? I really think ABC wanted to slow the pace a little. See how the general audience would react with Buck, which didn't turn out to be such a big problem after all. 911 is still leading strongly in viewership.
Another perk of pushing the Eddie storyline to season 8? It gives the story room to breathe and percolate. It will only make the payoff even more satisfactory.
The reason why Tommy was used to out Buck is obvious as well. He's an easy choice. Nobody remembered Tommy from season 1 and there is no emotional attachment to the character. He came into season 7 as an established gay character. When eventually Buck and Tommy break up, not a lot of people of the general audience will actually care about it, because there is no emotional connection to Tommy. He is just a new character they brought in as a narrative device. He will eventually disappear again, maybe showing up once in a while as a friend to Buck.
If they had gone for Eddie, the stakes would have been so much higher, because he is a beloved main character. It was safer to start with Tommy.
Besides, Eddie has so many canon issues with his previous relationships that his story needs more time. With the Vertigo arc (which I hated by the way) he is now in a perfect place to take a good look at himself and his past relationships. He might start comparing all these relationships to what he has with Buck.
Who knows how they are planning this? I just know it has the potential to be so good and satisfying after 6 years of shipping. And the fact that this show will now have a canon queer slow burn? Epic! Something ABC wouldn't want to drop. It's dream promo for a network.
Also, the reason why they never went through with the original storylines was because of FOX. Seeing as ABC has shows like 'Grey's anatomy' which has had many popular queer characters, I really don't think they have told 911 to cut the storyline. I just think it's all about pacing and getting the general audience on board.
Now, all that being said, if season 8 ends up giving us nothing? Sorry for being wrong about this. I humbly apologise. :b
But I don't think I'm wrong though. And a lot of people in this fandom share that conviction.
So yeah, who knows? Buddie season 8? Yep, it's highly possible at this point.
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—HEY ANGEL
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kim donghyun x f!reader
📜 .ᐟ part one of the bnd as one direction songs series!
📜 .ᐟ synopsis: in which you were oh so curious about your sunbae, kim donghyun
wc: 2k, lowercase intended
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“seriously, just go talk to him if you find him cute!” hanni replied as you continued to stare at him. kim donghyun. your senior and the main RJ for your school’s daily radio show. it wasn’t just the fact that you found him cute—scratch that, angelic. it was the fact that he was quite literally a walking talking enigma of some sort.
his mind was a one of a kind, you had thought when you first heard his deep voice talk about through the poem you wrote. you had sat up with a start in the middle of the break period as he continued to read out the poem you had submitted out of boredom (mayhaps to also spread your winter blues to everyone else for fun).
“wow, this person must really hate winters, they’ve described the sadness in how all the plants tend to die due to the cold” he had mused. back then you didn’t have an inkling of who he was. but his words, they weren’t even anything wise or profound. his simple take on your depressing poem had you wondering, just how was he so positive?
“i don’t know…on the bright side of it, i think winters can symbolise a time of rebirth and rest don’t you think? the flowers grow back looking much healthier and prettier after winters, in the spring. everything has a bright side to it right? even the most harshest of winters have beauty in them”
you had crept up to the broadcasting room as he was just beginning to conclude the show for that day. your curiosity had gotten the best of you, dying to know who had read your poem and turned it into a warm ray of hope amid the cruel winter. hearing the shuffling behind the door, you quickly hid behind the wall near the broadcasting room as the door opened and—
oh. oh wow. he was beautiful. was it his large doe eyes? or the slender shape of his nose? or the way his rosy pink lips had a natural quirk to them even when he wasn’t smiling? you weren’t sure what about him was beautiful. but at the same time everything about him was simply angelic, to put it straight. you were lucky he didn’t catch you gawking at him while he was bowing politely to the people who greeted him, as he walked away.
you learnt that he was kim donghyun, the one who was in charge of the break programme along with your senior han dongmin. the two of them hosted it under their RJ names leehan and taesan. their show consisted of them played rock or metal songs that dongmin often enjoyed dissecting musically while donghyun read out different letters, thoughts or writings that students sent.
“it’s not that hanni” you sighed, finally taking your eyes off him as you faced your friend. “…..i want to talk to him” you finished poorly.
“then do it!!” she said exasperatedly.
“how do i explain it to you?! i wanna know him as a person you know? he always somehow makes my poems seem like a ray of sunshine in someone’s cloudy life, and he sees things so positively all the time? i wanna be him and see life though his eyes once”
hanni was left gaping at you after you finished your speech.
“wow you’re in love”
“oh shut up i’m not”
the next day you had prepared another poem for the week, yet another pessimistic one. at this point you weren’t sure why you were writing these sad poems (maybe it was to just hear donghyun read them and state his opinion) but you loved the thrill of being an anonymous listener of gongfourz programme.
tiptoeing near the box where the letters were submitted near the broadcasting office, you barely had time to turn around and walk away after dropping your poem in the box, before you bumped into a sturdy chest.
“careful there” came a familiar voice from above you as you steadied yourself. you held back an embarrassing gasp as kim donghyun’s curious eyes met yours.
fuck, they were probably home to a thousand galaxies weren’t they? you didn’t realise you were staring until he chuckled softly, snapping you out of your reverie.
“i’ll get going then” he smiled, brushing past you into the broadcasting room, leaving you standing there still staring in his direction.
“what if he saw me put my poem in his box?? hanni i’m doomed!” you were currently wailing at your best friend who was calmly sipping her coffee. it was a free period for you as your teacher wasn’t present, giving you enough time to mentally prepare yourself for leehan and taesan’s broadcast. and it also gave you time to cry about your first encounter with him…which wasn’t exactly the best.
“relax y/n, so what if he does?” she questioned.
yeah…so what if he does? you wondered for a minute.
“i don’t know…it’s not like i like him anyways, you’re right” you said to yourself as hanni snorted.
“you don’t like him? sure honey” she snickered as you scowled.
“don’t even try lying to yourself here, you get so excited before his broadcast starts, look at him every time he enters the lunch hall hell you even eat your food at a snail’s pace to leave the hall at the same time as him” she finished befit you could defend yourself, smirking at your dumbfounded reaction to her speech.
“how do i prove it to you?” you mustered weakly.
really though, you didn’t like him…you just liked his brain. god it even sounded stupid in your head but that was the truth! his way with words really did render you speechless at times and dare you say made it flutter too— no. no it didn’t.
“talk to him then” came hanni’s reply. well.
“that you know i can’t!” you whined. “oh the radio’s starting! quick!” you ushered hanni into your regular seats in the classroom as the last remnants of one of taesan’s favourite song faded, the guitar riff still ringing in your ears.
“now let’s see, the first letter! kim donghyun sunbae you’re a greek god— why thank you” he exclaimed politely as taesan burst out laughing.
“you sure you didn’t send that?” hanni elbowed you slyly as you shot her an annoyed look.
“haha very funny.”
“next up, oh my little poetess sent another poem!” my poetess. you loved the little nickname he gave you, it never failed to bring a warm feeling inside you.
“hmm, looks like you’ve had quite the experience with some people on earth, considering how you’ve written that hell is up here itself” his mellow voice floated through the speaker in the classroom as you attentively listened.
“however, maybe hell isn’t the only thing that’s up here? i have a feeling that there are angels in disguise on the earth you know”
“are you referring to yourself?” taesan joked as leehan’s chuckles came from the speaker.
“maybe, but i’m referring to my poetess as well, i’m not gonna lie i’m very curious about you” he replied as hanni let out an excited gasp.
“oh my god?! he wants you so bad” she giggled at you who was still jaw-dropped at his words.
“oh don’t be silly, he doesn’t even know me!”
“are you really flirting with one of our anonymous writers han?” taesan’s amused question made leehan chuckle again.
“if you see it that way then sure. i however do think my poetess is one of the angels in disguise you know…sometimes i wish i could see the world from her view as she makes even the most heartbreaking things seem ethereally beautiful”.
the entire classroom was silent, taking in the senior’s words. you were sure some of your classmates who were his fangirl were glaring daggers at the speaker, probably cussing out ‘his poetess’ in their minds. you? oh you were a blushing mess, you were sure you had no feelings for your senior but now? you suddenly weren’t so sure anymore.
“hanni” you said in a small voice.
“i think i’m gonna talk to donghyun sunbae”.
the next day you had prepared another poem, one that you had penned during the early hours of the morning due to the lack of sleep. you couldn’t help it, you had to do something about the weird feelings you were starting to feel for him, he was a senior for gods sake!! your poem was quite simple this time, talking about how the heart tends to make stupid decisions by catching feelings, ignoring the advice of the head (totally not inspired by your current mood).
upon reaching the broadcasting room before class started, you patted your coat pocket to reach out for the envelope….which you didn’t find.
oh no. oh no no this can’t be.
you frantically pulled out all your pockets, searching the floor beneath you if you accidentally dropped it anywhere until-
“looking for this?” came a low voice from behind you as you whipped your head around.
your worst nightmare had come true for there was kim donghyun, with your envelope in his hand. he smiled at you, a smile that told you that he knew everything already.
“sunbae! good morning!” you bowed down hastily, meeting his eyes with a steady gaze of your own.
be confident. stay calm. stay cool.
“it’s nice to finally meet you my little poetess” he greeted you, walking closer as he handed the envelope to you.
“w-what are you talking about?” you shuffled away from him, stuffing the envelope back in your jacket while still maintaining the eye contact.
“no need to pretend now, i saw you earlier you know?” he said amusedly.
“…fine it’s me” you gave in, looking everywhere but at him now. his smile widened slightly as he tilted his head.
“aren’t you my junior? the one who stares at me during lunch?”
you felt your face burn at his words as you glared at him, yet you couldn’t find a suitable reply because…you did stare at him.
he laughed a soft laugh, and you may have melted inside because hearing it in real life and not through the rusty old speaker in your class felt so heavenly.
“it’s not like that..” you finally managed as he quirked an eyebrow.
his feet moved forward, while yours moved back.
“…i’m curious about you too, sunbae” you finished as you found your back thud against the door of the broadcasting room.
his eyes glimmered with an amused glint, drawing you deeper into their endlessness as you struggled to acknowledge the barely there distance between you two.
“and what do you find curious about me?” he mused, lips tilting upwards into his signature little smirk. or smile. hell you weren’t sure at this point because all you could think about was his warm scent floating around you.
“your…brain” you mumbled, not breaking eye contact this time.
his brain. really. god you sounded like a loser there, so much for confidence.
he laughed, a beautiful sound that bounced off the walls. you stared, ears blushing red as he threw his head back. that smile oh wow.
“you’re quite the funny one” he giggled once he calmed down, still smiling widely.
“no im being for real! you always turn my gloomy poems into something happy! just how do you manage to do that?? and the nickname, my poetess? it keeps replaying in my head everywhere, god you’re everywhere at this point it’s making me crazy!” you burst out, breathing heavily as you felt a weight lift itself off from your chest.
shit. what had you done. your eyes widened as you watched donghyun’s expression go from amused to flabbergasted to something undecipherable…almost soft?
“okay my poetess, how about this? you can satisfy your curiosity by getting to know my brain better hmm?” he said, smiling at you as you furrowed your brows.
“what do you mean—how?”
“meet me after today’s broadcast? it’s a date y/n” he grinned, eyes disappearing into little half moons as he finally stepped away from you.
you were left staring at him for the second time this week as he sauntered away into the broadcasting room, the door shutting behind him with a soft sound, not louder than the booming of your heart though.
hmm. you decided that you liked— no scratch that, really liked the sound of your name when he said it.
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a/n: man i’m too sleepy rn to check for any errors and this is mid asF but let’s be fr, don’t we all love leehan’s brain :3
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tabithatwo · 2 hours
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What do you think about the scene in ep1 where Shauna masturbates on her daughters bed while looking at pictures of her boyfriend? Maybe I'm reading too much into it, but I found it disturbingly similar to younger Shauna sleeping with Jackie's boyfriend
Oh hey, so this response is like perhaps over a year late but someone else asked me about this and I remembered I had 3/4 of this response drafted so hi I’m here now lmao
Anon, I do NOT think you’re overthinking this scene. I actually think there is so much room to think about this scene that a thesis could be written on it. It’s so layered and an incredibly bold choice on the show’s part to include it. It is our introduction to adult Shauna, and I think that the creators of the show clearly felt that it was very important.
This scene made me so uncomfortable as a first time casual viewer that I actually tried to rationalize it away. I remember saying aloud to the person I was watching with “No, that has to be her own childhood bedroom, right? She must be, like, visiting her aging parents?” Clearly I was ignoring the very ridiculous set design of Callie’s room entirely lol, but my mind wanted to find a different explanation. And it took me a while to come around to really loving Shauna as a first time viewer of the show, in part due to how much that scene shocked me.
All that to say, it is absolutely reasonable to find yourself very uncomfortable when thinking about that scene, as many people say that they do when they’re proclaiming that they wish it didn’t exist in the show. But I don’t think that means the scene should be ignored by any means. That discomfort is the point of the scene. Shauna is such a fascinating character, because she swings back and forth from shockingly depraved and cruel, to heartbreakingly kind and loving. She draws both the audience AND the other characters into this unpredictable back and forth with her, and it is easy for us AND them to forget what she is truly capable of when she is in one of her sweeter moments. That is what makes her one of the most fascinating characters of all time to me.
Okay, now we can get into my personal interpretation of this scene. I have always felt it was about Jackie. I think that was clear early on, but, after s2 aired, having more information about Shauna’s relationship with Callie did impact my interpretation of the scene and solidify some suspicions I had.
Shauna clearly does not see Callie as her daughter in any traditional sense. She tells Lottie as much, that she never could fully believe Callie was real and hers. And we see, with increasing clarity as the show goes on, that Shauna views Callie as a peer more than anything. Shauna has both stunted development and difficulty expressing affection. We see her tell Callie that it would’ve been easier if she HAD just had sex with the cop. That’s a very strong indicator of their dynamic. Shauna just doesn’t have the capacity to mother Callie.
That is important context because, with the scene in Callie’s bedroom, Shauna is recreating the thing she used to do when she was young and Jackie was alive. I don’t think she is even thinking about the fact that it’s her daughter’s boyfriend or bedroom, because she doesn’t even really think of Callie as her daughter much of the time. It’s so complex and muddled and, you guessed it, uncomfortable!
In my opinion, people are NOT ready for the intricacies of the ways Callie is a Jackie proxy for Shauna to be developed further. Like the show is establishing it pretty heavily, and I think in a very compelling way, but if it goes down that road more explicitly I have a feeling that people are not going to be able to separate the WAYS in which Shauna sees Jackie in her, if that makes sense.
I think s2 did have some compelling threads of this. Shauna caring for the Jackie corpse doll and getting frustrated and “hurting” her with the ear coming off scene. Shauna not being able to protect her, initiating and endorsing the consumption of her, then hinting at having fears that she’d hurt the baby when she was pregnant, losing the baby, worrying that they’d do to the baby what they did to Jackie, twisting it so much that she can’t help but believe they ate the baby too.
She associated the baby with Jackie very heavily. And in doing so, I think she parentified herself to Jackie in a really fascinating way, like Jackie was her first failure.
If she couldn’t care properly for Jackie, who loved her so much (and became an actual martyr and saint to her), and she couldn’t care for her children who were absolute innocents, then she must be the epitome of horrible and she should squash those caring instincts bc clearly they aren’t actually Good, type shit. That’s how I feel like Shauna spirals into her destructive behavior.
So what happens here, imo, is that Shauna doesn’t really see any of her relationships clearly. I don’t think she consciously thinks of Jackie as The Girl She Was In Love With, and I don’t think she consciously thinks of Callie as her daughter most of the time. Shauna just thinks of them both as people she has loved and failed, as well as people who piss her the fuck off and make her feel trapped in a life she doesn’t want.
She sees a lot of Jackie in Callie, and she acts out in really horrifying ways throughout the entire show to try and gain control, and this scene is one of them. Shauna has always used sex as a way to reclaim control, even when it is absolutely insanely inappropriate, and often when it isn’t at all about actual pleasure. We see more of this in s2, when she BRINGS JEFF TO THE ART STUDIO OF THE MAN SHE KILLED AND FUCKS HIM THERE (that was fucking INSANELY risky and destructive). With masturbating on Callie’s bed, looking at a pic of her bf, Shauna is acting from the same place she was when taking Jeff from Jackie in a way, and I get why that’s uncomfortable to watch. It makes me incredibly uncomfortable, it is SUPPOSED to!
But I think that we are viewing it with so much more logic and thought than Shauna is capable of applying. We draw conclusions from it that are based on a sane person, and Shauna is far from that. I think Shauna is briefly recreating multiple feelings and motivations that drove her to sleep with Jeff as a teenager. The sexual side of things is so wholly Jackie driven, she is constantly seeking ways to feel the way she felt when she was creating that proxy sexual connection with Jackie that she verbatim discusses with Jeff (which is so crazy btw not over that scene). But the side that relates to Callie is driven purely by the frustration and anger. Again, I don’t think Shauna has consciously thought about ANY of it, but if I had to interpret the driving emotions, then I think those would be the most likely.
And I think what it says about Shauna is that she is not living in reality in the slightest. You can not overstate the lack of conscious thought that goes into her actions when she does these things. She is acting on pure impulse, and without any certainty that anything is actually real.
She breaks my heart and this convo about the masturbation scene is so interesting to me because YEAH, that was a ROUGH introduction! and it took me rewatches to allow myself to dig into her character and that’s the point tbh.
On instinct, people either see the actions clearly and hate her, or obscure them to the point of forgetting they happened and love her. But it’s much harder to reckon with them and dig in and come out still loving her.
(I truly can’t believe I have to say this, but I was recently introduced to the fact that yj incest shippers exist, so disclaimer: this is NOT meant to be taken as a romantic or sexual interpretation of Shauna and Callie’s relationship at all. In fact, when I say that I don’t think people are ready for detangling the WAYS in which Shauna sees Jackie in Callie this is exactly what I mean. I just assumed people would wrongly assume it was That and be horrified. I didn’t consider the opposite, and I would like to continue not considering the opposite, so I will prob block anyone who engages with this in that way simply bc I do not want to see it and this is my social media lol)
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gallierhouse · 1 day
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And if I say Armand saving Louis from the sun wasn’t necessarily an act of love but also an act of desperation…
Your opinion on bodily autonomy and the right to suicide aside, it’s telling that Armand is terrified enough of losing Louis he interprets Louis’s suicide attempt as leaving him. And to punish Louis for that, he doesn’t put him in the coffin, doesn’t give him blood, and just leaves him on the bed for days in pain. He makes Louis’ suicide about their relationship and asks Louis, “Am I to be on suicide watch for the next thousand years?” like the more pressing concern isn’t making sure Louis is okay, both physically and mentally. And then he is on suicide watch for the next thousand years. In San Francisco Louis runs all over town looking for men to spend the night with, in Dubai he stays at home all day and plays in his rock garden. In San Francisco the windows were newspapered, in Dubai the windows don’t even let sunlight in. Armand does love Louis, but he’s also more attached to keeping Louis alive than he is to trying to make Louis better. I think he is trying to help Louis in his own way, and in his own way, he is being selfless, but he’s also acting like the families and friends of suicidal people who demand 24/7 surveillance to keep them safe from themselves. It’s well-intentioned, invasive, infantilizing, and selfish. I know it’s hard to love someone who’s suicidal and who can’t take care of themselves, but being on 24/7 suicide watch and sanitizing and suicide-proofing every aspect of their environment isn’t a fair response. Especially since Armand can only interpret Louis’ self-destructive streak as a reflection of his inadequacy as a romantic partner, which is such a selfish way to look at it. His daughter is dead and his ex-husband and husband are both partially responsible for it. It’s not about how good of a husband anyone is, or how great the relationship is, it’s about the fact that Louis has been suffering for a really long time, and he misses his dead daughter. And Armand can’t see that! So instead he’s on 24/7 suicide watch, and he lets it hurt his own feelings, asking himself why he’s not enough for Louis.
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Hi, I saw your requests were open and was wondering if I could request Gojo with a gender neutral reader? But make it super angsty? Like maybe he cheated or the elders made him break up with them.
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Word Count: 1235
Paring: Satoru Gojo x gn! Reader
Warnings: Break ups, mentions of near death experienece, my inability to write breakups well, let me know if I missed any
A/n: Thank you so much for the request. I apologize that it took so long but I hope you enjoy it, and I made it angsty enough for you. I don’t have much else to say on this one so, as always enjoy and remember to hydrate or diedrate.
    I had met Satoru when he had saved me from a horrifying monster. He had explained to me that it was a cursed spirit and his job was to exercise them so they couldn’t hurt anyone. If I had not almost been killed by one I would have called him crazy, but first hand experience opened my eyes to a world I didn’t know existed.  
    After that fateful day I started running into the Tall sorcerer, as he called himself, everywhere. It felt like we were meant to be in each other’s lives. It seemed that he also noticed that our paths keep crossing, and after the third time he asked me out.
    That was about three years ago and our relationship was amazing. Satoru always made time for me, even with his busy schedule as the strongest sorcerer and teacher of the next generation. He had also made sure to keep me far away from the dangers of his world. Like I said before I only found out about curses when one almost killed me, and that near death experience was the only reason I could see them, so Satoru made it his mission to keep me safe.
    It felt as if we would be able to keep this balance and keep caring for each other for the rest of our lives. Sadly, like most things, all good things come to an end. And so fate led us to this moment, Satoru standing by the front door ripping my heart from my chest.
    “It’s over Y/n.” It was a simple three word sentence but it was enough to cause my world to crumble around me.
    I couldn’t help the tears that immediately ran down my face. “What are you saying, Satoru? I thought we were doing fine. I thought you loved me.” It hurt so bad, I just needed an explanation. I tried to search his expression for any sign he was lying. Unfortunately for me, he had just gotten back from a mission and had yet to remove his blindfold, making it impossible to accurately read his emotions.
   “It’s just over, can’t that be enough. If you care for my opinion you will accept that it’s over.” He stated, running his hand through his hair. 
   My mind was racing trying to figure out what had gone wrong. The heartbreak was morphing from sorrow to anger. “If I care for your opinion I’d accept that it’s over, really Satoru. You come home from whatever dangerous mission, and just tell me it’s over. No explanation just expecting me to roll over and throw out the last three years of my life.” I was close to yelling at this point. “If you really truly want me to just accept that it’s over, then man up, take off the stupid blindfold and look me in the eyes while you tear out my heart.” I exclaimed. If he wanted to break me he should have the courage to actually look me in the eyes when he does it.
   I watched as he sighed, and slowly pulled the cloth from his face. “It’s over Y/n. I’m done, I don’t love you anymore. I’ll send someone by tomorrow to get my things. Don’t try to contact me again after tonight.” There it was, he actually had the balls to look me in the eye with those mesmerizing orbs, and crush the last pieces of my heart. He didn’t wait for a response, and just turned and left my apartment.
   As I watched the door close I collapsed to the floor. He had done it; he crushed the last shreds of hope that it was just a cruel joke. Sitting on the floor, every memory we had flashed before my eyes. I sat on the floor for what felt like days but was in reality only a few hours. After it had all sunk in that Satoru wouldn’t be walking back in and saying it had just been a cruel joke, I stood to begin gathering all of the objects Satoru had left at my apartment over the years.
   Grabbing a box that was pushed to the back of a closet, I began filling it with  anything that had once belonged to Satoru. Spare sunglasses, clothes left for when he spent the night, I didn’t care if anything got damaged after all he didn’t care about how he left an irreparable hole in my heart. After clearing the space of any memory of the man I thought I would spend the rest of my life with, I sunk into the couch.
   It hit me again seeing how empty the place looked without the random pairs of glasses on the table, or empty candy wrappers on the counter. I was thrown back into the heartache, letting the tears flow freely as I curled up on the couch, eventually falling asleep there.
   The sound of a gentle knock at the door awoke me, around ten the next morning. Wiping the dried tears from my eyes, I took a moment to remind myself that it was probably just whatever sad soul was sent to pick up Satoru’s belongings. I was proven right when I opened the door to see Ijichi, standing there, looking as if he would rather not be there at that moment.
   “Hello Y/l/n, I’m here to pick up Gojo’s belongings.” Of course he was trying to keep it formal, he had been like that the very few times I had met him. Ijichi was the only person I had met from Satoru’s job, so it wasn’t a surprise to see him be the one sent to grab the belongings.
   I held up a hand signaling I’d be right back. Grabbing the box of items from the table, I had to fight to hold back even more tears. “Here’s everything.” I said handing over the box. “I’m sorry he roped you into his mess. Anyway stay safe and don’t let Gojo push you around too much. Goodbye Ijichi.” I bid the man fair well, as my heart broke even more. Knowing that I no longer had the privilege of calling him by his first name hurt but it was a crucial step in moving on.
   Before I could close the door, Ijichi cleared his throat, catching my attention. “It’s not my place to say this, but Gojo did this to keep you safe. I can’t explain in great detail, but things are getting more dangerous and he doesn’t want to see you get hurt because of him.” I was left speechless as he gave me a slight hope that everything would eventually turn out fine. “Anyways, I hope you have a good day all things considered.” And with that he left carrying the last pieces of my life with Gojo.
   I thought on Ijichi’s words for a moment as I closed the door and returned to my place on the couch. It made sense that Gojo would want to keep me safe, but surely if he was the strongest, as he claimed all the time, he could have protected me without shattering my heart. As much as I wanted to hold on to the hope that I would be able to be with Gojo again, I had to accept the truth. As of right now, he left me and there’s nothing I can do about it.
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Big S is in the house aka.dude who always writes way too long requests🗣️
Happy 2k followers and here is a request
"what're you doing out here at this hour?"
"you're so cute, it hurts"
"to me, you're perfect. i don't care what anyone else says"
With my one and only babyboy Asmodeus, Assmuah, Asmuadelisa, the best boy in universe and my husband i do not accept other opinions 🥰
So Asmo was gone for entire day for work, like majorish stuff where he was working at his new collection of makeup and modeling and other things, and something got him insecure, that new collection is not good enough, or is modeling is not perfect, like someone said that he is not natural enough in his poses or that the pigment of eyeshadow is not bright enough, overall bro stressed out and came late.
"what're you doing out here at this hour?" MC is like "bro ur ok? Where uve been, it's late"
And when he tells them they are like "you're so cute, it hurts to see you so stressed, i wish i could come with you to help you with that, but i can't bro im not a pro at that shi, want a therapy cuddle?"
And they cuddle while watching some Romantic Comedy that Asmo would love even tho MC doesn't really like them. and MC is like "to me, you're perfect. i don't care what anyone else says" and they muah muah and cute fluff of two cute patooties i love my husband give me some cuddle fluff my request making machine(/j)🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰
thank you!! great to see you again :)
i just want to say i absolutely love the way you spun the you're so cute it hurts one??? that's so genius and i would've never thought to use it that way
enjoy <3
prompts 29, 32, and 37 w/ Asmo
“Mr. Asmodeus, ready to head home?” One of Asmo’s dedicated helpers from Majolish poked their head in the door of his studio.
“Are you closing up?” He looked up from the color wheel he was studying in comparison to the proposed and actual eye shadow pallet colors.
“I tried to get you twenty more minutes, but Ms. Ezos is about to fall asleep.” Ezos was the project manager who’d been working with him for his makeup line from Majolish. She’d been very helpful and sweet, and seemed just as invested in the production of the line as he was. The entire thing had been something of a struggle, and it felt like there was an obstacle around each corner. The latest issue was that the colors of his eyeshadow pallet weren’t what he imagined. They were supposed to be lots of different shades of pink with a couple other colors thrown in, but none of the pinks are what he’d imagined or proposed originally. To him, they all looked too similiar.
“It’s alright. What time is it?” He yawned and took a sip of his water in an attempt to wake himself back up.
“Just past midnight.” The helper checked their watch.
“I didn’t realize it was so late. I’ll pack up my things.” With a sigh, he gathered up all this things and packed them away. He grabbed his bag and with one last look at the test pallet, left the room. The helper locked it behind him. He knew he’d be back in that room sometime tomorrow.
“I think you did really great today.” They trailed after him.
“Thank you. It does need some work. I don’t think I’m happy with it yet.” He took some of the samples home with him to compare with items he owned to see if it actually wasn’t the color he wanted, or if he just needed rest. He left the studio without trying to look for Ezos or anyone else he’d worked with. They probably had went home already anyways. His assistant waved him off, promising to let everyone know he’d gone home.
Since Majolish wasn’t far from home, he walked to and from the studio. Most everything was closed, save for a couple shops. None of his favorites were open, so he had no excuse to stop and shop to lift his mood. When he got home, the house was silent. He made his way to his room to put this things down and get ready for bed. He went for a bath and changed into his pajamas. He sat and thought for a little bit before deciding to eat a little something before bed, as he couldn’t recall the last thing he ate.
He made his way downstairs, and purposely avoided looking at all the clocks on his way there. He opened the fridge to look for something to eat, and when he shut it, you were standing there. It scared him a little.
"So, what're you doing out here at this hour?" Mc was holding a bowl full of snacks, which they set down, implying they'd been in the kitchen in the entire time. He had totally missed them.
"Mc! I'm just a little hungry is all. I've been working on my new makeup line all day." His stomach growled at the thought of eating again.
"Asmo, it's almost two am. You left before I even woke up this morning. You need to treat yourself better. You're so cute, it hurts to see you like this." He couldn't meet your eyes, because you looked genuinely upset.
"I know I've been slacking more recently, but it's only because I'm putting everything into developing.
"You look worn down. I can't offer much, but if you want, we can cuddle and watch something of your choosing?" You opened your arms, much to his delight. He rushed in and enthusiastically hugged you.
"You're just delightful! Can we watch a romcom?" He knew you weren't the biggest fan of them, but you did say he could pick.
"Of course. Lert's get you some food, then we can do that. It's important to fuel your body." He was glad he had you. You let him know what the family ate for dinner, which he opted to eat. The two of you went back to his room, where you put on a romcom of his choosing. He leaned heavily into your side while he was eating, and once he finished, he made sure you properly cuddled him. You were only half watching the movie he'd put on. You were mostly looking at him. He looked more relaxed now.
"Asmo," you said.
"Hmm?" He looked up at you.
"I think you needed to hear this, but you can tell me otherwise. To me, you're perfect. I don't care what anyone else says." You gave him a forehead kiss. He didn't respond for once, but he gave you a cheek kiss back that conveyed all the emotions he couldn't put into words. That's all he needed to hear, especially from someone he loved.
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Hey, sorry to bother u-
Just wanted to let u know that xvials isn’t really a proship. Idk why the person who popularized it said that but pretty much every xvials shipper I’ve seen or talked to doesn’t like proshippers in the first place much less want to be considered one-
And the only reason I can see it being possibly considered proship is because of the idea that xgaster is considered a version of ink’s dad?? Which doesn’t make sense if you look at how ink treats xgaster (he treats him as a friend, not a father figure) and even still gaster isn’t even always considered sans’s dad in every universe?? It’s simply a fan-theory that got incredibly popularized, it’s not canon so not every au is going to have gaster as sans’s dad. Even in Xtale not every timeline had xgaster as cross and papyrus’s dad.
So I genuinely don’t get why it is considered a proship to some ppl???
(Btw u don’t gotta answer or change your opinion on it, that isn’t my goal- I’m just rambling cuz it’s been on my mind since u including xvials shippers in your dni. Not that I really care, it just confuses me cuz some of my friends are xvials shippers and I’ve never really seen an issue with it-)
sorry if im rude, ik you’re probably not expecting a rude response but I’ve gotten things from people telling me it’s not a proship to people telling me to fuck off and that it doesn’t matter to some other terrible things in the name of a fucking undertale ship. so im snappy because this isn’t just directed to you but all those people
im gonna be real simple with this:
is underswap papyrus x underfell sans a proship. yes? great glad we got that covered. because dating your brother from another universe is gross. yay.
xgaster calls cross his son multiple times. in fact, Jakei made a comic where he said ‘it’s almost like you’re my biological sons’. adoptive family members are still family (otherwise that would mean you could justify chara x asriel). this isn’t a timeline x specific thing either, because xgaster continues referring to cross and xpapyrus this way even after timeline x ends. im fact, the comic where xgaster refers to cross and papyrus as his biological sons, takes place AFTER timeline x ended!!!!
while prior to timeline x, xgaster wouldn’t consider sans a son, post-timeline x, xgaster does. and that has stuck beyond that timeline. and will not change.
as well as how ink refers to two gasters as his father. dating an alternate version of your fucking dad is weird and gross, even if it’s not biological.
gaster x sans isn’t a proship. im not stupid, I’ve been here long enough to know that. ship whatever. but when a gaster in a universe explicitly refers to a sans as his son, which he raised from presumably ~5 years old, you don’t ship him with an alternate version of his son.
tldr if you would walk down the fucking wedding aisle with an alternate version of your son that you raised as your own from childhood, i want you to. maybe not lmao…
and even if jakei and Comyet both said “well actually…” then cool. fucking fine whatever. it’s still in my dni, because it makes me uncomfortable. deeply so. please don’t further that discomfort, im sorry please don’t talk about this again loll
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