#I am so soft for him now Omg 😭😭 I didn’t expect to love him as much as I do
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i don't have the time stamp but i found a video! https://www.dailymotion.com/video/xri0vp
you can see *it* at around minute 1:15 😳
Ohhhh. I always assumed that was just the crease of his pants folding awkwardly bc that’s how Jeans Be. but 👀 now I’ve got this whole new perspective (just goes to show you what my asexual ass knows lol).
thank you for bringing this to my attention, I’m gonna keep watching this for… scientific research……………
#btw I think that’s nice of you to think of me 🥰🥰 ty ty#this blog is so new and so small I always get pleasantly surprised when I receive inbox messages here haha#seconds before that when she’s holding his legs and lightly moving against him. makes sense he’d feel stimulated#and have a response#HOO#I don’t know why I feel embarassed. he shows his bare naked ass cheeks in this film#what’s that Saul quote from BrBa… ‘you are killing me with that booty’ me @ Dean Pereira#anonymous#asks#I am so soft for him now Omg 😭😭 I didn’t expect to love him as much as I do#💕♬♪ ♡ I fall more in love with you every day (Blue) Valentine - ̗̀💙💌🍦 ̖́-
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omg imagine steve is using his sweet daddy voice during sex on omega bc he wants her to forget that he’s filming “no baby the camera is off i promise just focus on me”
Imagine Steve forcing omega to film a sex tape with him, but he manipulates her by luring her in with the promise of romantic, lovemaking sex 😭
Warnings: noncon, dubcon, daddy!kink, 18+ only minors dni!
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“Steve, p-please turn the camera off.”
“It is off, baby. I promise it’s off. Why do you keep focusing on it, anyways? Don’t you want us to make love?” Steve kisses down your neck, his fingers forcibly turning your face away from the blinking red light of his camera.
“B-But I can — ah! — can see the light on it!”
Steve sucks hard on your mating gland, making you go lax in his arms as he has his way with you. Propping you up in his lap with your legs spread over his muscular thighs. His fingers grip your sensitive flesh, spreading your legs even further and your pussy glistens again the bright light of the room.
“The light just means it’s running out of battery, baby. Don’t you trust daddy?”
“I—I do, but…but…but…”
“Look, didn’t I promise you we’d make love tonight? All nice and gentle how you like it?”
“Yeah, but—”
“Stop saying but!” Steve snaps sharply, giving your thigh a hard slap before his features turn sweet once more. “Now omega, I’m doing this for you, okay? I could very easily just bend you over and fuck you till you pass out. And I know you’d love that too because you’re a slutty little baby omega who’s desperate for my daddy dick, aren’t you?”
You sniffle and earn another slap on your thigh which makes you yelp.
“Yes, okay?! Yes, I am!”
Steve gives you a soft kiss on the cheek, “I know you are, baby. But I also saw that hopeful smile on your face earlier when I told you I was gonna make love to you tonight. Don’t think I didn’t notice how excited you got, how you practically skipped around as you served me dinner.”
You bow your head, feeling embarrassed. Of course, you had been intrigued and excited when Steve had said he was going to “make love” to you. The omega inside you had practically burst with happiness. But this… sitting naked in his lap and splayed open with a camera pointed directly at you? This wasn’t what you’d been expecting at all.
“Now, look straight ahead and tell daddy how happy you are that I’m gonna make love to you.”
“W-What, but I thought you said the camera was turned off—?”
“Shut up and do what I say!”
Steve’s hands are all over you, groping you sensually in a way that’s making you see stars. Rubbing softly up and down your arms before his large palm presses against your bare pussy, cupping it gently and just… resting his hand there while your bundle of nerves throbs and you squirm on top of him.
“I — uh— I’m really happy that we’re gonna make love.” You say shyly, hoping and praying that whatever gets recorded tonight never sees the light of day again. Maybe, by some miracle, the camera would lose its battery and die! Or one of you would kick it accidentally and it would break, or—
“Tell the camera how shy you are, and how you begged me to make love to you.”
“I… I can’t, Steve! I don’t want to be filmed, please!”
“Of course you do, sweet baby omega.” Steve coos, although you see his eyes narrow for a split second. But then, he cuddles you close and presses a bazillion kisses on your face. You feel butterflies flutter in your tummy at that, and then he starts touching you again.
His pointer finger swipes up your slit, gathering your cream before pressing down on your puffy button and making you gasp and jerk in his arms. He grins wickedly, circling your clit with his finger and you feel yourself clench hard, and more of your wetness pools down on his thigh.
“Look at the sweet little baby, all wet because daddy promised to fuck you real good.” Steve coos, babying you so much but all you can do is feel flustered and hump against his hand as he rubs your button. “But you’re not being a good girl, baby. You’re not cooperating like I told you to. Which means we won’t be making love tonight.”
He fucks you in every depraved way possible that night. And it feels good, oh so good. The ferality takes over as you submit to him, letting him fuck you on all fours, letting him bounce you on top of him, letting him stick his fingers up your other hole, letting him bring the camera up to your face while you cry like a baby because you’re so full… so filled to the brim with him. Letting him slap his dick across your face, smear his cum on your cheeks. Letting him kiss up and down your whole body, while his hands rain unforgiving spanks on your ass. You let him do it all.
And Steve gleefully shows you the footage the next morning while you hide your face in his shoulder and almost cry from embarrassment.
“If this was a porno, it’d be called ‘tiny shy omega gets completely wrecked by her big strong alpha mate.” Steve boasts, looking extremely proud of himself as he stares at the footage of both of your naked bodies (mainly yours).
“Please don’t post it anywhere!” You beg.
And Steve tears his eyes away from the carnal display of your lovemaking to look at you with a glint in his eye.
“Of course I won’t post it anywhere, baby. This is for my personal collection only. Don’t you trust me?”
💕💕💕🫣🫣🫣
THE END AJDJSKSKSK
(Although Steve would never post any footage of omega anywhere sksksks idk)
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heya!!!
can i request kylo ren x fem presenting reader (doesnt have to be afab)
i have this idea where theyre like storming the resistance because they finally found them (lol) and kylo and his S/O show up with their sabers (and theyre like obviously together), and like everyone on the resistance base is like no fucking way 😀
idk i thought it would be funny for like leia to realize "oh shit i have a daughter in law" or sum o-o
IF THAT MAKES SENSE THEN UH THATS IT (its not imaginative ik im SORRRYYYY 😭😭😭)
A/n- heyyy, OMG I LOVE THIS ANON. Also sorry if I haven’t posted): been super busy but I’m trying to get through requests. I didn’t know how to end this off
Small talk
Fem!reader
“You found it, sir?” You asked him, your husband nodded and you smirked ever so slightly.
Everyone looked at him in shock, waiting for orders.
“Me and general L/N will go out to the base. Along with your squad for backup, just in case. He looked at one of the squad leaders, they all nodded.
“I am expecting general leia organa to be there as well, so be aware. Me and L/N will be going in by ourselves, and you stay outside, unless I say otherwise. Got it?”
The squad going with nodded along, following orders and beginning to prepare to leave.
You followed Ben to his personal ship, and he led the squad to the base.
“Kylo. Since your moms gonna-“
“I told you, I don’t want to talk about it. We are going to go in there, storm the base, and kill everyone in it.”
You sighed, a small sliver of you wished that you could meet his mom.
You grew up in the dark side, practicing and training since birth practically. Ben was 23 when you met him, when he became Kylo Ren.
Quickly, you both became friends. He took a liking to you for months, not saying anything until you said something first.
And now, you were about 3 years married, 3 years you both had dated.
You stood up when you had landed, he stared down at the helmet in his lap, thumb moving up and down on it as it stared back in his eyes.
You looked at him, putting a hand on his shoulder and a soft smile, giving him a quick kiss.
He stood up, putting on his mask and you both walked out.
He pulled out his saber, ignoring the many alarms. You pulled out your own. Men came rushing towards you both with guns and such, trying to shoot you both.
You blocked them with the sabers, stabbing whoever dared to do such things with it smoothly and quickly.
Kylo knew you could defend yourself, but he felt rage at whoever tried to do that. Shoot for him, not her! Idiots. He thought, as he sliced through the resistance members.
The doors started to close, you both glanced at each other and knew what to do.
———-
“How’d they find us?” Her voice was anxious, as she walked through the base.
“We don’t know. We think that someone is spying for them.”
“And it’s Ben and who?”
“The girl is known as Y/n Ren. They’re married. Apparently she’s some powerful general, no one talks about her because they’re scared. Of her and K- Ben.”
Her eyes widened at that. “Married? I have daughter in law? Guess I was never invited.” She mumbled, looking at the camera footage of you and Kylo slicing through the doors.
“Get everyone off of here. Now.”
The boy nodded, taking off and going to get everyone off.
She stayed, standing and waiting. Once everyone was off, she put up all the doors around the base.
“Ben.” She said, standing in front of him now.
You followed behind him, you threw your lightsaber up and down, and twirled it around. He gave you a glare, and looked back at the woman in front of him.
You stared at her now, and she looked back at you.
“Guessing you’re Y/n.”
“Don’t talk to her.” He said, voice threatening and modulated.
“Sure am. Guessing you’re-“
“That’s enough.” He said sternly, he didn’t want the small talk.
“What do you want, Ben?”
“It’s Kylo.”
“Take off your mask, Ben.”
He sighed, and did so.
“You were always busy. At meetings or stupid things. I hated it. God, I hated it. I was lonely, and it wasn’t until I found the dark side, until I found her that I wasn’t lonely.” He circled around her like prey, and she followed him around. His guard was up as always.
You watched the whole thing, in awe of him.
“You left me alone, it’s your fault. Everything is your fault.” He pointed the red lightsaber at her, tears welled in her eyes as she looked at his son.
“It was you.” He pointed it at her again, stopping his tracks. He stood in front of her, and stepped over to her.
#kylo ren fanfic#kylo ren x reader#kylo ren#ben solo fanfic#ben solo x reader#ben solo#adam driver x reader#adam driver#kylo ren x fem!reader#ben solo x fem!reader
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Crimson Rivers thoughts pt. 6
chapter 10:
1. “The first thing Regulus notices is the sun.” jesus christ, first line of the chapter. of course he notices the sun first. of course.
2. oh shit, it’s the crimson river. shit. fuck. damn. i didn’t expect to get the fic title so early on. holy shit
3. holy shit. this. this is like the inferi. i just. wow. i- oh shit
4. EVAN fuck yeah!! lets go
5. if i wasn’t 100% positive that james would survive, then i’d say his generosity would be the death of him. but vanity is gonna be the rue of crimson rivers, isn’t she?
6. PETER!!!! shit. i love him. he’s gonna have to die too, isn’t he? if it’s not already known to y’all, peter is one of my favorite marauders
7. “”Don't pretend you can't climb; I've seen James, he's taller, and you're not going to tell me you're not climbing him, are you?"” PFFFT OMG EVAN BABES, NO HESITATION TO SAY WHAT YOU MEAN, HUH?
8. reg thinking that evan is mental is so real. babes, he’d love your bestie. of course he’s mental. of course you two get along
9. “lover boy” “poor lamb” evans nicknames for reg >>>>>>>>>>>
10. 😟 they’re gonna propel themselves across the blood river with a VINE??? bitch, they ain’t gonna survive this
11. damn reg made it across. i know i shouldn’t be surprised but damn
12. :/ none of the death eaters having died yet is gonna be an issue, isn’t it?
13. reg has his daggers. i swear that this is gonna turn james on at some ridiculous point
14. reg grabs a hatchet for james 🥰🥰
15. 😧 EVAN BABY NO RUN
16. 😒 i read the authors notes and found out the game makers broke the branch. they can suck my metaphorical dick
chapter 11:
1. the huge list of warnings at the start of every chapter takes me out. cause i know this fic is deep and dark- yet seeing all those surprise me 😭😭😭
2. awww, vanity is marlene’s district. marlene has been knew that vanity was gonna die. all these babies in here.
3. i wanna know the five who died and make sure evan is not one of them. and i want vanity to make it through the night. i want all of them to live. i’m too soft for this fic
4. 😧 the river froze over. shit no wait shit no
5. oh wait. i knew it meant the death eaters could get across, but i forgot it meant that reg could also bolt out 😭😭 i don’t think things through
6. 😟 reg made his first kill. (and hopefully his last and he’s gonna leave the arena with no trauma 🥰✨☺️)
7. they sounded the trumpets and announced those who died. i am not okay. i am in fact crying
8. “[Sirius] never did really catch his breath after that, and he doesn't think he's breathed the same since.” i- god. these children. poor poor children
9. i like canon slughorn, but do not like crimson rivers slughorn. why the fuck did he design this arena?? fuck him
10. god, sirius, please don’t get caught back up in your drinking habits
11. good for remus standing up for himself to sirius about his drinking habits. remus my beloved
12. 😳 remus that’s a little horny of you
13. remus and sirius would kill for one another. james and reg would die for one another. i’m calling that theme right now.
14. “”Oh, and when I said I wanted to murder for you, you looked like you wanted to eat me, and then you weren't even ashamed of responding like that. Actually, you scolded me, like I should have known that would rile you up instead of frighten you.”” jesus, the two of them are so fucking horny for each other.
15. god, i love the ways regulus has subtly showed he’s cared about sirius in the deepest ways
16. awwww sirius and remus are hugging. they deserve a moment of peace
#well this took me the fuck out#marauders#fanfic#regulus black#james potter#jegulus#remus lupin#sirius and regulus#sirius black#wolfstar#crimson rivers#evan rosier
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The Eighth Sense 5&6
Two of my meetings got canceled so I high-tailed it to Viki to watch this and OH MY GOD. If you have finished the episodes PLEASE COME TALK TO ME I AM LOSING IT. And if you haven’t yet get off tumblr unless you want to be mega spoiled.
- YES Ji Hyun and Ae Ri besties era has begun
- Yoon Won is such a nice senior but Ji Hyun and Jae Won totally had plans for a date, didn’t they
- Seeing Ji Hyun come into his confidence is so lovely
- Introvert/extrovert friendships are so funny, Ji Hyun looks at Ae Ri like she’s an alien
- Jae Won not wanting to waste his first call to Ji Hyun on a quick info exchange/errand is honestly very sweet
- Ack their cute little smiles after talking to each other
- Tae Hyung really has an inferiority complex about Jae Won, doesn’t he. And he just said Jae Won is “luckily” an only child, but we know he has (had?) a brother. Does Tae Hyung know that? Just trying to figure out if he’s a standard jerk or an unbelievable asshole of the highest magnitude.
- The instinctive thigh grab!! That just speaks volumes, doesn’t it.
- I am living for Ji Hyun and Ae Ri negging Tae Hyung. Yes, bully that man!
- Welp the angst has arrived. Ji Hyun is handling it admirably well so far.
- Anyone else noticing that the little brother kinda looks like Ji Hyun 😬
- His pain over Jae Jin seems very raw. I wonder how recently he lost him.
- Ah he feels responsible. And his dad is “aggressive.” I hate this.
- Ji Hyun is Jae Won’s place to rest 😭
- Jae Won attempting to get a larger volume of pills makes me very nervous. As does his affect in this car ride.
- What are folks making of this bright light and soft focus filter at the start of episode 6? I thought it was meant to convey something about Jae Won’s state of mind, but it’s present even in the scenes he’s not in.
- And what’s with this light-hearted music? What is happening. Is this a dream or something?
- Jae Won corrected the guy in the store that he’s with a boyfriend, where Ji Hyun didn’t. And store guy recommend a trot mix for a gf and fireworks for a bf.
- Okay this must be some kind of altered state we’re in with Jae Won. Everything about this is out of step with the rest of the series - the lighting, the music, the tone. And Ji Hyun keeps trying to get him to open up, which is maybe something Jae Won wants.
- Ji Hyun has water trauma from childhood and braved going back into the ocean for the first time just so he could connect with Jae Won.
- Jae Won, where are you going with this Ae Ri stuff? He seems like he’s kinda teasing, kinda sincerely jealous, kinda flirting with that self-destructive thing of pushing your loved on toward another.
- Even this night scene is brightly lit. And Jae Won just magically pulled a pair of hiking boots out of his little cart. I don’t know, this just doesn’t feel real.
- Yes Ji Hyun why do you suddenly have all this camping gear?? Even the characters know something is off.
- Ji Hyun is the same age Jae Jin would have been…
- Jae Won wants to be asked about his brother and is also unable to talk much about it. Which is striking ten years after the loss.
- And now this sleeping scene feels more like the show we know again.
- And we’re right back to the dreamy overexposed light in the morning.
- The physical intimacy escalated quickly! I didn’t expect high heat in this show.
- Omg. Was this a memory instead of a dream?? Or is it a fantasy version of this day in Jae Won’s head? I knew something was off. I’m losing it, y’all.
#the eighth sense#spoilers all up in this post#watch shan figure out in real time what was happening in episode 6#shan shouts into the void
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idk why but it is so funny to me whenever i go scrolling through the james potter or sirius black tags and i see your prongsfoot rambles and i keep clicking on your blog but am viciously reminded each time that your actually anti-james and anti-sirius and im a marauders stan and im just left sitting there Like An Idiot,,, Again (no judgement here all good vibes i promise :D)
im not kidding this is like the fifth time i've done it just recently idk what's wrong with me
also i love the anakin pfp btw very fall-of-lucifer-vibes
Lmaoo 😭😭 that’s exactly why I stopped with the posts, because so many Marauder stans who saw that specific kind of content I made followed me and obviously didn’t expect me to bash them like crazy and love Severus 😭 It makes me feel bad because I low-key can feel the disappointment seeping through them whenever I see a blog dedicated to the Marauders following me and unfollowing a day later, I’m just one of those blogs whose bios you really need to read before following 💀 All I can do now is enjoy the amount of Prongsfoot content we can barely get.
What I feel for the Marauders is complicated, the only one I actually hate is James—the rest I just bash (I’ve gone almost completely soft on Remus these past few months 😭 he’s my bby I can’t even bring myself to insult him anymore). But I’m definitely not the blog you’re looking for if you want to enjoy Prongsfoot content (especially if you’re anti-Snape, my whole blog’s dedicated to that git lmao). I still love them but I can hardly post anything good about them :(
also i love the anakin pfp btw very fall-of-lucifer-vibes
Omg that’s actually the vibe I was going for!! I absolutely love that parallel (probably one of my favourites of all time) and I wanted a pfp that matched it, + dark red’s my favourite colour. The pic I found was actually too bright and seemed like a fiery orange-red and I wanted a deep red one so I had to edit it like 20 times before replacing my old one 😭
#i may make prongsfoot content here and there but i can’t return to that era 😭 i upset too many people#no idea how to tag this#harry potter#hp#ask#asks
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Omg omg omg the list I had in mind was Heizou, Kazuha, Venti, Lyney, Kaveh, Thoma, Gouro or whom I’ve considered soft/safe yandere
- omg I LOVE BIM I ONXE ACCIDENTALLY PULLED HIM ON THE STANDARD BANNER my first sheild and I loved him!! He saved me SO MUCH until I couldn’t bc I couldn’t farm for his materal bc I was too low ar :( BUT NOW HES C6
- I LOVE THIS AKDJWJD ˚‧*♡ॢ˃̶̤̀◡˂̶̤́♡ॢ*‧˚ I hope he could handle my shopping habits … gonna be a lot of me going “Thoma can you buy this for me 🥹”
- honestly if he’s ever sus I prob wouldn’t even notice what he been rlly quiet?? Pff nah he just minding his business you notice a blood on him??? Is he injured why didn’t you tell me Σ(‘◉⌓◉’)
- I feel he be taken back when my moods switch 😭 smt im like “ ˚‧*♡ॢ˃̶̤̀◡˂̶̤́♡ॢ*‧˚(((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))” and then suddnly im “get to the point •-•” to “you ever wonder what goes in the mind of a canninable”
- ik he made sure I ate or drink enough water… I could never get away from not eating for 3 days or not sleeping for 5 nights
- dragging him to shopping and forcing him to match aesthetic and outfits with me ˚‧*♡ॢ˃̶̤̀◡˂̶̤́♡ॢ*‧˚ I make him do that trend where you mé up ur lipstick and you kiss your partner all over their face
- Thoma will deal with the fact that I will deny him of ever seeing my face not washed/hair done like wym you wanna see me in my natural habitat I am! Don’t be delulu be will have to wresle my glasses off me if he wants to see my face without it or see me after a shower for how straight my hair is
- I tackle him to the ground with a hug tbh- rub his knuckles with my fingers- hands on his arm- kiss every random second
- I would so look pass so many things like yeah bring Ayato why not or I tell him every detail of the day I had just bc I have the energy
- I force him alwke to tell him my dreams like “Thoma I had a dream where I was a criminal of a gummy bear kingdom and I was worth 3 pebbles”
Thoma all the way (灬ºωº灬)♡ my first sheild character who rllt was there for me when I needed him the most
- 🌑 anon
Ohhh, honestly I cannot blame you for the list BAHAHAHA, most of them are very nice and chill, but after going through your form I went "Yeah you fit with Thoma".
I will say that reading through these twice (yes, twice) made me very excited because the dynamic is like?? Really fitting for you two??? I do think that in some areas he'd be able to adapt (even if yk, he may fail a few times because he wasn't expecting for you to switch your personalities like that), but you two are going to be one of the best so far BAHAHAHA
(I wont lie, seeing this made me go "ooh, potential ideas... good to know" BAHAHAHAHA)
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NHIE Farewell Season Reactions
Reactions were all typed real time as I was watching the show.
Ep. 1
- ohhhh they’re awkward
- Ben thinking Devi’s disappointed it’s him
- THEY’RE SO BAD AT COMMUNICATING
- I ONLY LOVE MY FAMILY AND MICHELLE OBAMAHDHDKSHDKS
- Ben looks constipated while working out
- “BUT YOU’RE STILL NOT DEVI” MCENROE PLSSDFJSKDJ
- loving nalini and devi’s relationship 🥺
- YASSS PAXTONNNN
- the go-gurt mention reminded me of laura marano and ross lynch (iykyk)
- noooo paxton not fitting in :((((((((((
- can’t take michael cimino seriously rn because of himyf
- PAINFUL PINING. PAINFUL PINING. PAINFUL PINING. OH NO DEVI’S FUTURE IS RUINED 😭
- where is aneesa tho?? :((
- dr. ryan scenes are the absolute best. i love seeing devi’s growth
- damn i’m loving these character growth moments. paxton not fitting in hits so hard and eleanor not being completely blinded by love is kinda refreshing
- NOOO NOT HER CAR
Ep. 2
- HSHAJDKDHD pati and nalini going all indian mom is always entertaining
- “This is about Ben? BEN GROSS?” NALINISHFKAKDHS
- FINALLY ANEESA IS BACK. girlie i miss you. i hate how they forgot about you.
- KAMALAAAAA (also nawt the teen hamilton auditions 😭)
- “Why tell me he’s white? I can see him!” 😭
- eleanor… pls be single for now it might do you good…
- UGH BENVI IS SO PINING FOR EACH OTHER YOU IDIOTS
- if i had a dollar every time victoria moroles played a main couple obstacle, id’d have two dollars—which isn’t a lot, but it’s funny (and sad) that it happened twice
- no but honestly, i appreciate how ben is setting boundaries. that’s correct. that’s right.
- YES DEVI STAND USE TO YOURSELF. i miss paxton’s crew lmao
- LMAO PAXTONHDJSKDHSKDHD teacher era let’s good
- ugh no michael cimino in his softness feely again but also pls devi don’t fix your shit with benjamin first
Okay. We’re back from the shackles of uni…
Ep. 3
- devi no… gosh please… fix your thing with ben first
- the line between paxton and devi is so clear now. i love paxton trying out new things.
- ugh i’m not liking thissss 😭
- awww paxton :(( i hope he finds what he wants to do again. i am not liking this super into parties thing
- THE BENVI SILENT TREATMENT IS SO PAINFULLL THE BANTERING PLS BRING IT BACKKK
- oh myyyy i kinda get nalini’s concern about the stairs and renovations tbh… when a home is LIVED IN it’s kinda hard to detach. not to mention,, it must remind her of mohan :((
- NAWWW ELEANOR SAWWW 😭
- NOT DEVI REFERENCING HERSELFHDKSJDKSJ
- OOO PAXTON AND THE SUB TEACHERRR
- devi pls stop this.
- OMG NOOO NOT BEN ACTUALLY HAVING THE IDEA 😭 but then again, i see the effort of trying to protect his feelings
- awww eleanor still loves trent (don’t rlly care for them but i loved that looking at the same moon thing)
- words cannot describe how much i love paxton. justice for paxton hall-yoshida.
- UGH why does michael cimino have to be a cutie??? i prefer him as a soft boi tho
Ep. 4
- NOOOOOO UGHHHH MY BENVI HEART IS CRYING
- oooo okay college fair devi you better not mess this up
- ms warner is NOT confident with devi HSHDJDH
- NOOO NOT FABIOLA’S MOM INTERVENING WITH HER FUTUREEEE
- succ-sexy is such a term lmao also wow the turn around from devi’s friends being so bad with advice to rightfully concerning is something i didn’t expect
- paxton and this sub teacher have CHEMISTRY + i feel so bad for him
- DESI SISTERHAHDJDHDJD
- BENHDJSKDHDKD YEAH SAME MCENROE I’M NERVOUS TOO
- okay ethan that was good on you but i still don’t trust him completely
- margot is such a sweetheart i just can’t hate her !!
- BEN’S SPEECHHFJSHDJAKDJ
- OH MY GOSHJFKSJDJD i’m getting feelings ben and devi being supportive friends has my heart UGH
- ETHAN. I HATE YOUUUU
- FINALLY. SHE DUMPED HIM AND DID THE RIGHT THING.
- “My best baby boy” TRENT YOU ARE PRECIOUSHAHDKDHD
- NOOOO IS LEN CHEATING ON PATI 🥺
- so i saw the script and devi doesn’t get in right? + FABIOLA’S GONNA GET IN INSTEAD OF DEVI IS SHE?? 😭
Ep. 5
- THE NEW YORK TRIPPPP
- yes mr shapiro. taylor swift is a great american writer.
- honestly true. fabiola should stop not prioritizing herself
- eleanor having an ego break is kinda hard and disheartening to watch
- oh so this is an ep where they find out that college isn’t what they thought it would be isn’t it :000
- awwww nalini is lonely :(((
- honestly why won’t ben just buy tickets for everyone he’s hella rich LMAOO
- THE PARTY SCENEGDJSHDKD OKAY I’M NOT READY
- nooo burnout :(( blair is so real so right
- AWWW PAXTON FOR WISDOM SCENE WE LOVE TO SEE (love daxton as friends)
- AWWWW BENNNN 🥺🥺🥺
- “Devi you know who you are” ONCE AGAIN. I AM TEAM BEN BECAUSE BEN IS TEAM DEVI.
- AWWWW AND DEVI BEING TEAM BEN MY HEART
- HE CALLED HER DAVID 🥺😭
- AWWW THEY MADE UPPP
- ok but the realization that canonically aaron tveit is still in moulin rouge at this point of the story is nice
- awwww nalini kinda finding love again
- devi and ben doing good again has my heart
Ep. 6
- EARLY DECISIONS DAY
- knew it. it was fabiola.
- FINALLY ANEESA IS BACK. also slay she got recruited !!
- CONGRATS BENNNN
- so len is cheating on pati???
- paxton is such an older brother now i can’t believe he and devi they dated HDKSJFKDJ
- THE PRINCETON SNAKEHDKSHDJD 😭😭😭
- OH MY GOSHFJDHDKD
- awww ben and margot are actually good together
- oh i think i spoke too soon
- OH. OH NO. UMMMM…
- but the way mcenroe is now narrating ben’s story as in-depth as devi’s means something… yeah i’m gonna be correct. benvi endgame
- PATI OWNING SHARES OF APPLE IS SENDING MEHAHDKDHDKD
- noooo fab and devi :(((
- i kinda understand why ben is like this. devi mssed him up fr fr 😭
- paxton talking about his dreams of becoming a scholarship swimmer, devi ruining it, but him still forgiving her :”))
- i am really loving paxton’s wise era !! he may be underutilized but i enjoy every scene he’s in
- okay but aneesa rlly just showing up once in this episode???
- AWWWW THE FRIENDSHIPS OF THIS EP
- ELEANOR IS GRADUATING EARLY?? woah okay slay
- “But do YOU think you’re good enough?” Y E S
- AWWWW SO SHE WANTS TO GO TO PRINCETON BC OF MOHAN 🥺😭 brb crying in the corner
- i could be wrong but the doctor looks like mrs. montez (gabriella’s mom from hsm)
- nalini and devi 🥺
- HER HEART IS STILL WITH BEN AAAAAA
Ep. 7
- OMG GIGI HADID IS BACK
- no bc paxton as a swim coach is a vibe
- DEVI BE NICER WITH YOUR PHRASES 😭😭😭 but i am loving the daxton friendship so much
- the identity crisis is so bad </3 i’m hoping paxton finds his way
- is paxton gonna end up dating lindsay/ms. thompson? i’m confused bc i read something about this
- “It’s okay if I fail as long as I tried” AWWWWW
- watching paxton be a coach is so endearing !!
- oof the lockeroom scene
- PAXTON IS SUCH AN OLDER BROTHER AT THIS POINT 😭 i promise this isn’t the benvi in me but their dynamic seems so platonic now
- SO THEY DID KISS OKAY OH MY GOSH
- paxton’s mom looks so close to his age 😭
- awwww the closure 🥹 i love closure moments
- PAXTON FEELING THE VIBES HAHDKSHDKD YEAH YOU TELL THEM (i am so gonna be right about benvi endgame)
- i wonder if paxton will go back to college :00
- AWWWW PAXTON YOU GO MAN
Okay. Will continue watching this tomorrow. I am a tired uni student first.
A night’s sleep, whole day of uni, and stressful cleaning later. WE’RE BACK!
Ep. 8
- OMG NOT MY BENVI PLOT IDEA ABOUT THEM TEXTING COMING TO LIFE
- THE ZOOM INS WITH NALINI ARE KILLING MEHAHAKDHDKD
- PROPERTY BROTHER LOOKING ASSHAHAHWKDHDJS
- oh nice devi is cool with it?!??? the maturity
- “You two are the best relationships I’ve had in high school” 🥺🥺🥺
- i can’t with this aneesa erasure though,, mindy did her so dirty 😭
- also where is manish
- JENNIFER COOLIDE CHARACTERHAKFHDJD
- AWWWW DEVI WANTING HER MOM TO BE HAPPY 🥺🥺🥺
- ben x trent subplot 👀👀👀
- OK MANISH MENTION
- WHATS THIS THING WITH LEN????
- ooof eleanor’s mom
- always a kitchen moment
- awwww devi being mature with her reaction about the texts even if it hurts 😭
- what if,, baby is len’s daughter 😭
- BEN AND TRENTGAGKDHDJSKS
- BEN HAVING A DREAM ABOUT DEVI??????SHAKDHSKSSJ
- TRENT PUSHING BEN TO GO AFTER DEVI WAS NOT ON MY BINGO CARD
- BEN????????? WHATS HAPPENING????????
- OKAY WOASHAKSHSHASJSHSJS SO CHAOTIC
- awww i love this vishwakumar bonding 🥹🫶
- i’d support a narrative about devi and margot just forgetting about ben lmao
- OH MY GODHAHDJSDHJS NALINI AND MARGOT’S DAD
- WHAT WHY IS DEVI BEING REJECTED????
Ep. 9
- noooo this is hitting me too hard i was in a devi situation where i only got in one college despite being a decorated overachieving student 😔
- okay everyone find a trent he honestly seems like the best hype man lol
- FAB IS GONNA GO TO HER DREAM SCHOOL THEREFORE OPENING A SLOT IN PRINCETON THAT WILL GO TO DEVI
- OMG NOT THE LIEEEEE
- “David? You okay?” BEN’S DELIVERY IS SO SOFT 🥺😩😭
- awwww devi offering to help ben has my heart 🥺
- devi and nalini’s moments hit homeeee i am emotional
- “I didn’t get into college. I didn’t get into anywhere.” 🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭
- PAXTON AND LINDSAY AAAAAAAA i ship it
- “Bevi, our best student, didn’t get into a single college” THEN BEN’S CONCERNED REACTION MY HEARTTTT
- okay fine maybe i do like trent and eleanor they’re the unhinged couple every sitcom has
- BEN’S WINDOW SCENEEEE
- ben asking how paxton went up through her window 😭
- the way my vision is coming to life i love winning i love being a pophet
- I AM TEAM BEN BECAUSE BEN IS TEAM DEVI !!
- “Maybe I was wrong, David” BUT DEVI ENDS UP SLEEPING
- OMG BEN STAYED OVERSHDOWHDKDHDOD
- “I thought he was one of your dolls” NALINIHSJSKDHD
Pause. About to do something.
Okay. We’re back…
- Dr. Ryan 🥺
- i love paxton finally knowing what he wants to do
- i’m crying at devi writing her essay about her dad 🥺😭 MY HEARTTTT
OKAY FOLKS. I DON’T THINK I’M READY JUST YET. GIVE ME A SECOND.
Okay. Here we go.
Ep. 10
- OMG ANEESA IS BACK
- OMG DEVI GOT INNNN
- AWWWW THE HUGGGG (and aneesa and fab’s reaction 👀)
- LAW FIRM WOW. okay ben i wish i were you.
- yeah end of nemesis era bc start of LOVERS ERA
- wait who was the valedictorian??
- OKAY DEVI WAS VALEDICTORIAN
- the grad videos felt like the cast not the characters 🥺
- also i love how paxton was there posing with them 🥺🥺🥺
- nalini not being ready to take off the thalli awwww
- devi and her friends trying to look for a common date go hang with her hs friend group is so me and my hs friends when we got to uni 😭
- CARFAXHAHDKSHDJ
- CAUSE THEY DON’T KNOW ABOUT THE NIGHT IN THE HOTELLLLLLL UGHHHH THE MODEL UN TRIP
- UGH BENVI IS SO ENDGAME
- awwww devi’s friends being at the wedding 🥺
- greeting guests (especially the pretentious family friends and relatives) is truly dreadful
- kamala being the older sister devi never had is something i always love seing
- THE UN AWWWW
- DEVI PLAYING UNCHAINED MELLDY FOR HER GRANDMA’S WEDDING OH I AM EMOTIONAL
- MOHAN APPEARANCE 🥺🥺🥺
- “I AM SO PROUD OF YOU” *sobs*
- OMG DEVI AND KAMALA DANCING I SUDDENLY REMEMBER THEIR ACTORS’ YT VID 🥹
- at the start of the series, devi could care less about her heritage but now here she is dancing
- awww paxton 🥺 i really love his character growth
- LI’L D 🥺🥹😭
- DAXTON FRIENDSHIP IS SO PRECIOUS
- NOT THEM PLAYING NEVER HAVE I EVER HOW META
- BEN OMGOMGOMG THIS IS REMINDING ME OF TATBILB’S ENDING
- HE FLEW ALL ACROSS THE COUNTRY FOR DEVI BITCHHHH
- I THINK I LOVE YOU DEVI
- I LOVE YOU TOO BEN
- OMGHALDHAKSJSJ ENDGAME ENDGAME ENDGAME
- NALINI’S HEALING 🥺🥺🥺
- OH MY GOSH BENVI IS SO THE VERY FIRST NIGHT CODED
- AHSKDHSKDHWKSHWLDIS OMGOMGOMG
- BUT FOR YOU I CAN TRY UGHHH
- benvi endgameeeee
- DEVI’S ONLY PETITION BEING FOR HER MOM 🥺 + I’LL SEE YOU AT PRINCETON FOR HER DAD 🥺
- UGH THE PERFECT ENDINGGG
Ended watch on June 09, 2023. 11:54 PM.
Separate overall thoughts soon.
#UGH I’M EMOTIONAL#this show was so good i’m gonna miss it#never have i ever#nhie#never have i ever season 4#never have i ever s4#nhie season 4#nhie s4
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“Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones I did not.” -Donna Tartt
Jackson and David>>>>> but omg the fanfiction Jackson reads😂
I feel he's not possessed bc they have mentioned it a lot and they want to make us believe it is that but at the end it will be a plot twist I JUST KNOW IT!!!
The man David feared he was turning into sooner rather than later.
“I’m nothing like you,” David whispered. “Do you hear me?”
YOU ARE NOTHING LIKE HIM BABE😭😭
Idk what's happening but I feel like it is not good and that faerie was up to something....
“Did you…Did you just break into the Silent City? David asked.
“I don’t know why you look surprised,” Max replied incredulously. “I broke into hell."
My boy set expectations way to high
He knows David so well!!! Yeah I'm crying what about it 😭
I thought for a sec miscommunication was going to hurt again..
Miscommunication: lll . Talking to each other: l?? I think???
It was a piece of information that sometimes overwhelmed David with pride and want and desire.
The fact that his boyfriend was so powerful. The fact that he was royalty. The fact that despite all of that, Max wanted and chose and loved David.
I honestly also forget sometimes that Max is so fucking powerful... What a king😎
Does it have something to do with Chopin????
David smiled against the boy’s cheek and pressed a sloppy kiss. “Louder." Omfg THAT scene holy fucking shit!! I am 100% here for feral and horny David tbh..
“First of all, it’s also called the Bone City,” Max huffed and then crossed his arms. “And I swear to you, this man jumped me. I’m innocent.” funny thing is that this is completely correct but no one believes him😂😂 your reputation precedes you babe...
“David. You have demon blood.” WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK??? I HAVE QUESTIOND MAAM
“Apparently they’ve progressed into boning in the Bone City,” Anjali said, grinning a little. “Gabriel’s words. Not mine.” No, no, they've got a point...
There was a sliver of vulnerability in her voice, something he rarely he ever heard from Anjali.
He held onto it and wrapped it around himself.
....
She didn’t have to the Anjali Rosales.
She had had to be his amor.
I'm all here for Anjali being a badass, but Anjali being soft with Rafael???? Now that shit hits on a whole new level🥺🥺🥺
The color symbolism!!!! Screaming 😭
Achilles being a great lider😍 ?? Head of the Mexico Institute?? God, how I would wish to see that!!
So, I ask you to think wisely. Fighting is not the only way to save someone. There is more you can do. I hope you do it." Camilla kicked ass with that presentation!! I bow to our Queen 👑
It was David who had told Max that his heart was pure despite what was in his blood.
It was David who had promised him that he was good.
Now it was Max’s turn.
That quote still lives in my mind rent free💙
Good theories, but I feel like they aren't correct... Just an idea...
What do you mean there is ichor inside his body?” Lexi asked and then looked at Max. “What kind of weird sex are you guys having?" Lexi is the absolute best😂😂😂
“Can you pull his hair back?” Max asked lamely. “If he is throwing up, then you need to hold his hair back.” I just- They are just so thoughtful of the little things
Fuck you, Mallory!! Istg I need to take a second to calm myself when I'm reading about her
He told her what happened. Is you stupid, Max??🙂
It was Mallory I just know it!! He wanted him to hate David!!! What the hell did she do????
Mina had no limits. Mina had no filter. In fact, the heathen would demand more details when Max told her stuff. Yeah, cause she is A MILLION time better!!!
“You’re very nice to me,” Mallory said gently. “You don’t know how rare that is for someone like me.” it's cause you are a psycho 🔪🙂
Bitch, he is being nice to you like a decent person!! He doesn't like you like that!! Move on!!! But also the gift was really cool and it just makes things worse😭
Does Marcus really fail to see how disastrous that would be??? Like, is he that naïve???
But what is the point of trying to save people who are already dying? Isn’t that too late? Why try to heal pain when you can prevent harm?” I'm about to make it too late for you🗡️😊
Yeah Magnus, go off and put him in his place!!!
God he is so smart and I am honestly concerned about the Lightwood-Banes....
This was his destiny. He need to chill a little in this destiny thing
Anjali speaking facts as usual!!! I'm so glad she carries the braincells of the whole Clave 🥰
“They are the enemy!” Marcus said in frustration.
“Who are you to decide that?” she demanded angrily.
THIS>>>>
Marcus ignored her authority and pointed a gun at her???? And just when I thought I could heel more hate in my heart.....
So, the ley lines were down in Berlin too. Five down. Four more to go. Mmm, what?😀 WHAT IS HE DOING????
I am fearing everyone's lives right now. Thank you so much Marcus' dad whose name I keep forgetting!!!
This chapter, as always, was a rollercoaster. I loved it!!!
💙.💙.💙.
Thank you.
I made a Devlin tiktok for you. It’s shit but I give it an A+ for effort 🥰
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BESTIE OMG THE EPILOGUE
(EPILOGUE SPOILERS AHEAD)
FIRST OF ALL, I KNEW THEY’D BE ENGAGED BY THE EPILOGUE!! when i read the line about him wanting to marry her i was like OOOOO ITS COMING! Y/N ASKING ALFRED TO WALK HER DOWN THE AISLE AND BRUCE ASKING HIM TO BE BEST MAN 😭😭 CRYING (and i love that it’s his mom’s ring!! i expected that but ugh i love it)
GIRLBOSS DRIVING THE BATMOBILE AGAIN/ALL THE TIME NOW!! I LOVE IT!
ofc she helps him now 😌 there was no way she wouldn’t! also love that she’s staying true to edna mode’s words and refusing a cape 🤪 and very glad bruce is making sure she stays protected/bulletproof! (although there’s no way he wouldn’t lmao)
“Sometimes, when she wanted to be funny, she stole Bruce’s eye makeup and wore that, too. It always earned her a smile or a rolling of his eyes.” JDKSHKSJA I LOVE THIS
HER RESTAURANT AHHHHH THATS SO PERFECT!! every single detail about that is just sooo perfect
i love the way they work in conjunction so well 🥺 the fighting together, the way she takes off his armor while he continues to journal, etc. they’re so precious
“Congratulations on the engagement, by the way,” Gordon said with a flash of a smile. He glanced at Bruce. “Looks like you were too slow, buddy.”
^ THIS MADE ME LITERALLY LAUGH OUT LOUD
the conversation about wishing their parents could come to the wedding 😭🥺 aww
shelby i’m literally tearing up i don’t want it to be done!! 🥺 lol what am i gonna do with my life besides sending you incoherent asks screaming about every line i love!
the epilogue was so perfect! sorry i didn’t have much to say except for the fact that i loved it!
i love that you’re getting convinced about taylor swift! and omg your out of body experience when you heard afterglow! i love that (that is like THE bruce and y/n song in my mind) and then not specifically for this chapter but for the couple in general, my song rec is You Are In Love by Taylor Swift :) also, My Heart’s Always Yours by Arkells
again, i can’t believe motn is done 😭 i’m so so excited for the blurbs and sequel and literally just any content you’ll make in the future (including a potential neil fic 😉)
thank you so much for your writing!! love u bestie 🖤🥺
🖤
***EPILOGUE SPOILERS***
Couldn't help getting them engaged!! Their feelings are just so intense for each other (I mean they both literally keep trying to die for each other) that I knew marriage would happen fast-ish. It just makes sense! 🥰
Also glad you liked the eye makeup part 😂 I feel like this reader is going to turn into a serious prankster lmao
And Gordon steals the scene again!! I swear when I go to write him Jeffrey Wright is just like whispering the lines in my ear as weird as that sounds 😅
I don't want it to be done either though 😭 (obviously since I am immediately writing a sequel lol)
Love that you send me TS songs and other song recs in every ask. Keep it coming I love it
Also apparently I've heard You Are In Love before and didn't know it! These lines in particular are so so good for this fic (and especially the epilogue!): "coffee at midnight/ the light reflects/ the chain on your neck" 🥺
Ajdjfjals that arkells song made me so soft for this fic!!! 🥺😭
Thank you so much bestie I love you 🥺🥰
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Ok I'm here🤭 second read and feedback time 🩷
After a long day at nursery, Thea was out for the count. Snoozing away peacefully on the sofa with her favourite soft pink rabbit and once you knew she was fully out you went searching for Mason. He had to be here somewhere you just didn’t know where. OMG I LOVE THIS LITTLE GIRL🥹
If you were being honest with yourself, you felt a bit weird sneaking around the house like this. You’d only officially moved in with him three weeks ago so whilst this was technically your house now you still felt like you were snooping somehow. THEY ARE FINALLY ALL TOGETHER 😭
‘Please mate, it’s just one night. I promise I’ll make it up to you’ he told whoever it was quietly. ‘Thea hasn’t seen her uncle Lew in a month now and she misses you. You don’t want her to forget what you look like do you?’ AHHAHAHAHAH MASONNN DO YOU WANT TO GET RID OF YOUR BABY?😭😂
The fact of the matter was, he was right. Thea had been so excited about the three of you finally being one big family that she insisted on sleeping with the pair of you in the beginning. You let it slide for for the first two nights as her room was still being redecorated and you loved being all together but now Thea expected it and refused to go to sleep in her own room. GUYS NOT RIGHT CHOICE, SHE IS GOING TO SLEEP THERE FOR A LONG TIME NOW😂
‘Well maybe some other stuff when we get home’ he winked, causing you to giggle as you hid your face in his neck. ‘You know what it’s like at the start of a relationship, I just wanna be on you all the time and it’s difficult’ SILLY BOY🤭
Your first date was perfect, he took you to one of his favourite spots for dinner, his eyes practically hanging out of his head when he got a good look at you and after a night of constant flirting and laughing he walked you home and kissed you on your front doorstep. It felt like a fairy tale but dating your baby’s dad did come with its own set of challenges. OMG THE PERFECT DATE😭
Your sweet angel lighting up whenever he was around but you knew the goodbyes were getting tougher as their bond was growing deeper than ever. MY BABY GIRL😭
‘Before I go, I was just wondering if you were free next week? Thought you could come over and I’ll cook and maybe you could stay over if you want to?’ He asked, eyes full of nerves as he wasn’t sure if you were ready to stay the night and just as he thought, there was only one question falling from your lips. SCREAMING
‘Am I being too much?’ He whispered, your tummy sinking automatically at his tone and you wanted to reassure him straight away that he would never be too much. THIS MAN IS GOING TO BE THE DEATH OF ME
‘It’s okay, I’ve been waiting years for you. I can wait a little longer’ HE IS RIGHT 🤭
‘I mean, I’m no saint exactly. I had a dating app and stuff’ you told him, laughing at the way his jaw slightly dropped and a look of jealousy flashed in his eyes even stronger than before. HE IS JEALOUSSSSS
‘You had a boyfriend?’ He asked curiously, picking up on the way you specified it was only ever one man but you were afraid it had been nowhere near a boyfriend situation. HE IS FREAKING OUT
‘I’m so sorry’ he breathed, cupping your jaw gently but your look of confusion prompted him to carry on. ‘I’ve never really thought about it I guess but I bet there’s loads of stuff you’ve had to give up so I could have things my way’ OH BUT THATS SWEET
‘No it’s not’ he breathed. Kissing your forehead softly. ‘When you’re ready, I’m gonna look after you properly, okay?. WE HAVE NO DOUBTS
‘Hey don’t say that’ he teased. ‘You know how much I love her but if I don’t love you soon I’ll explode’ I GASPED
‘I know, I make sure she’s got the best bedroom out of all of us and she wants to spend every night in our bed. Just typical’ he scoffed, rolling his eyes playfully. ‘I shouldn't moan really. Before all of this started, whenever Thea was with you and I’d have to walk past her room I could never look in properly. Like it hurt knowing she’s not here all the time and this wasn’t her proper room, it was just her room at her dads house. It's so empty when she wasn’t here’ THIS IS MAKING ME TOO EMOTIONAL
‘Hell yeah I do’ he laughed, grabbing you and pulling you further into his lap. ‘Best thing I ever did was asking you guys to move in’ GIGGLING CAUSE HE IS SO HAPPY🥹
‘Bun’ she managed to tell him when he’d finally stopped attacking her but the roll of Mason's eyes let you know he wasn’t happy with her choice. AHHAHAHAH THE MAN WANTED SOMETHING MORE DIFFICULT
‘What do we think, sweet pea? You want it to match yours?’ SWEET PEA🥹
‘Well how about instead of me reading it to you, you show me what happens? I’ve always been more of a visual learner’ he teased, hands dipping under the hem of your shirt so he could touch your waist and you shivered at the feeling knowing he was about to take care of you just how you liked. NAUGHTYYYY
Thea really was Mason's best friend and the pair of them stuck to their promise of getting up and making you breakfast for your first sleepover. SHE IS HIS BESTIE 🥹
‘We go home soon?’ She asked quietly, pulling her bunny up to her chest to hug it tightly. OHH😭🥺 NO BABY GIRL
Mason said he was only popping to the loo so when he still wasn’t back as you finished wiping the surfaces you went in search of him, finding him in the back room with his head propped up on his fists and his bottom lip jutting out and the sight made your heart sunk into your tummy. OH MY BOY IS SAD😭
‘I just… I love you guys and I want us all here together permanently soon but it doesn’t look hopeful if she’s asking when she can leave’ SHE JUST ASKED HER TO MOVE😭😂
‘Thea baby, will you come over here for me?’ You asked, watching her put her toys down and come over. Reaching up so Mason would sit her in his lap and the smile he gave her because she’d picked him made you melt. NOT HER GOING TO HIM EVEN IF Y/N CALLED HER 😭😭😭
‘My toys’ she pouted, her eyes filling with tears immediately and you knew you’d have to break it down for her a little more. In her mind your houses were two separate things and if you were leaving that house then you were leaving everything that came with it there too. OH BABY
‘No more bye bye’ I'M CRYING, NO MORE BYE BYE LOVE😭😭😭
‘Mummy, I like pink’’ OBVIOUSLY SHE LOVES PINK OUR PRINCESS
‘I can make it pink for you sweet pea’ Mason chimed in. Clearly wanting to do anything for Thea to make her more comfortable in his house. ‘Nanny and grandad are here this weekend and I’m sure grandad will help me paint it when I’m back from my game’ HE IS GOING TO PAINT IT😭
‘You know I’d do anything for Thea’ you heard Tony reply and it warmed you to know she had such a supportive network around her. ‘I’m really happy for you, you know that right? I know this is what you’ve always wanted and yes you went about it a different way to most but I’m so proud of you and y/n for figuring it all out. Thea is such a special girl and it’s all down to you two’ TONY🥺
‘You’ll have to sleep with us tonight baby, your room won’t be finished until tomorrow okay?’ You told her but she nodded excitedly. Y/N NOOO😂 SHELL BE THERE EVERY NIGHT
‘We can’t have her in our room forever I’ll go insane’ TRUE🤭😌
‘You're such a good mum’ he whispered. ‘There’s me practically chucking her out on the street just so I can have you. Just shows you what this body does to me’ DEAD😂😂
You were more turned on than you could ever remember being, feeling safe and content in Mason's arms as he loved on you but as soon as his fingers tried to travel up to your chest you felt yourself go stiff. OH SHE IS SCARED
‘Stop talking’ he interrupted, kissing you heavily before pulling back to look you in the eyes. His face serious, causing you to gulp heavily before he started to speak. ‘All that stuff that you think you have, doesn’t matter to me. I’ve loved you this whole time, do you really think I care if you’ve got a tummy now?’ I'LL MELT
‘You carried my baby, do you not know how sexy that is? Do you not realise how horrically turned on I am just by the fact I was the last person to have you and now I get to have you again? You're so bloody beautiful and all I've wanted to do is worship you, you know? Kiss every single inch of you so no I don’t give a fuck if you look different cause you’re still my girl’ he reassured you, the words making your eyes sting but his cheeky smile let you know he wasn’t done making you feel better. ‘I’ve changed too you know’ I'M SCREAMING
🤭🤭🤭🤭 THE TATTOOS MOMENT
‘You know, you’re not the only one who’s got new tattoos’ you smiled bashfully. Watching his eyebrows raise but his eyes darken and you knew he wanted to see it right away so you carefully peeled yourself away from and laid down slightly on your side. Thankfully he followed suit and laid next to you and you watched as his eyes followed your fingers as you pulled the hem of your shirt up to reveal the left side of your ribs. IT'S TIIIIIMMEEEEEEEEE
‘Sweet peas, Thea’s birth flower’ you told him. ‘It’s meant to look like a mother and a daughter, she’s the little one’ GIGGLING AT THIS CAUSE I KNEWWWW
‘For my girls’ he whispered and the lump in your throat kept you from speaking. ‘So Thea’s a sweetpea, yeah?’ SCREAMINGGGG
‘You know, I still remember how you like it’ he whispered, lips on your neck as he squeezed your waist and you could feel your insides quivering as he turned you on even further. His hands reaching round to grip your bum and you gasped before his lips landed on yours again, stealing the breath from your lungs. OMG🫠
‘Hey, it’s alright’ he whispered, reaching to the side to grab your shirt again before sitting you up and helping you put it back on but his lips were on yours before you could say anything back. ‘We don’t have do anything’ OMG HE IS GOING TO KILL ME
THE SMUT? HER DECIDING TO TURN THE LIGHTS ON? AND HER TAKING HER TOP OF CAUSE SHE FINALLY FEELS COMPLETELY SAFE TO BE WITH HIM?
‘Mummy!’ You suddenly heard being shouted from down the hall. Thea’s bounding steps following her shouts and you quickly jumped away from Mason just in time for her to find the pair of you. HI MISSY YOU WOKE UPPP
‘Well, here's one of them’ he smiled, placing the flowers on the side so he could pull you into his body and leave a heavy kiss on your lips. ‘You alright?’ OH I WANT FLOWERS TOO
‘Here you go, baby. Couldn’t leave you out huh? Got you some to match mummy’s’ he told her. Handing her the small but perfect bunch and you could have melted on the spot. Thea’s eyes going wide as she took them from him before she got shy and hid her face in his neck but you could see her smile from a mile away. OMG MY MAN😌
‘Got us our own place for the night. Thought we could make dinner together and chill for a bit like we used to’ he told you. Popping his hand on your thigh so he could give it a gentle squeeze and the coy smirk he sent your way made your insides flutter. HE IS THE PERFECT MAN
‘With how quick we managed to make Thea I’m surprised there's not another one on the way’ Mason joked suddenly, fingers tickling your sides and you had to hide your head in his neck before your mouth seemingly ran away with you. SILLYYY
‘I just wish I was around more, you know? Yeah it’s great getting to do the fun stuff but nothing makes me happier than the normal stuff. Like coming home to you two and seeing how happy Thea is to see me. Bed times and bath times every day like that’s the stuff I wanna do’ OH MY LOVE
‘When Thea had just been born and we were staying with you. Remember that night I just lost it? Like I completely broke down and thought I couldn’t do it?’ OH🥺
‘Hey, what’s going on?’ He asked sympathetically but you were in no state to answer him right now. Letting him pull the pair of you into his chest for some comfort and even though you were embarrassed you felt yourself relax knowing you weren’t on your own anymore. DADA IS HOME
‘Its okay, love. Come on, let's sit down’ he told you, walking you over to the bed and sitting next to you ‘pass her here, yeah?’ He whispered, taking Thea from you and resting her on his chest before tucking you under his other arm. ‘It’s alright, don’t get upset. I’m here to help now. What do you need?’ OMG HE IS SO SWEET
‘Exactly, I’ve been sitting on my arse for hours’ he joked. ‘Just let me take over for a bit and you can have a rest, okay? No arguments’ PERFECT DAD
‘Okay well if you need me at all just come and get me please? You’re not on your own remember’ he told you. Repositioning Thea so she was cradled in his arms before wrapping an arm around your shoulder to pull you into his side. BABY🥺
‘Y/n? Is everything okay?’ HE IS HERE
HE CALLED HER LOVE
‘If you’re worried about me seeing things, you know I’ve seen it all before right? That’s kinda why we’re sitting here with a crying baby’ he joked and you couldn't help but give him a smile but as you attempted to pass Thea over so Mason could feed her, but he stopped you in your tracks. ‘Keep hold of her, just move forward a bit’ I LOVE HIM
OMG THIS NURSING MOMENT WAS THE SWEETEST EVER
‘I’m good enough, Mase’ YOU REALLY ARE
‘I remember waking up next to you in the morning and you were so embarrassed’ Mason teased and and you rolled your eyes at him playfully. DON'T TEASEEE😂
‘Of course I did’ he laughed, but before you could say anything back he was back to being sweet. ‘But I loved you then, and I love you now and I told myself I’d always take care of you. If that’s what you needed back then, my shoulder to cry on, that’s what I was going to be’ OH CUTIE
OMG BESTIE
YOU ALREADY KNOW THAT THEY ARE MY FAVOURITE FAMILY (AT LEAST FOR NOW🤭)
I LOVED HOW YOU PUT FLASHBACKS IN THIS AND HOW YOU GAVE US A BIGGER PICTURE OF THEIR LIFE
I LOVED THE SMUT AND HOW GENTLE AND CARING HE WAS
I LOVED THE MOMENT WHEN THEY TALKED TO THEA ABOUT THE MOVING, BABY GIRL WAS SCARED OF LEAVING DADDY AGAIN🥺
I LOVED THE LAST PART ABOUT THE NURSING OMG IT WAS JUST SO SWEET AND LOVELY
THIS WAS PERFECT, CANT WAIT FOR NEW ADVENTURES WITH THEM🤭
THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH FOR BLESSING ME WITH THIS EMOTIONAL WORK OF ART, IT WAS AN HONOUR BEING ABLE TO READ IT 🩷🩷🩷
Your feedback always makes my day 😌🩷
I’m so so happy you loved it and l love seeing your favourite parts cause they’re my favourite parts too 🤭
Baby Thea is an actual princess and I’m happy you love her 🩷🩷🩷
THANK YOU SO MUCH BESTIE LOVE YOU 🥰
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ahh im happy you felt the love with my message!!! honestly, you've made many of my days infinitely better because i get to read your works and get consumed by these concepts you come up with. so you really deserve all the love and recognition, i can't even explain how much joy you've given me whenever i go back to re read derision 💕 there's something about it that tickles a part of my brain that nothing else has.. i mean come on bh going through hell and naive reader is involved in his suffering but has a connection with him and genuinely wanting to help, then the tables turn and bh gets to put reader through hell and suddenly acts cold, wanting to inflict suffering on her as his revenge BUT STILL CARING ABT HERRRRR DSGJNLK why is that so hot and alluring HELPP it's dark and mysterious and obsessive but heartwarming and sweet in a twisted sick way and it's perfect and i love it, this ask doesn't even come close to expressing my love for it either but just know derision is my favorite plot ever i swear. you seriously popped off when you came up with that concept. and yes i have read (and loveee) sweet lies and unhealthy obsession! you're the master of these dark unsettling concepts dear god o_o also bh is somehow so perfect for dark plots.. it's his trojan horse outward aegyo but inner cool mature manliness sweet boy charm.. ooohhh ill be excited for that upcoming lucky one insp fic too omg!!!!???! i am SEATED. the lucky one vibe is really just too good i love it. and ily more!!!!!
Jesus 🥺 I already said it before but it means SO MUCH to hear these things, you're spoiling me for real 😭😭 I just hope you're always happy and safe and all because you're one treasure of a human being 🥺
You're so damn right about Baekhyun though, the Monster MV was literally the reason I got into KPOP to begin with, he did catch me with that vibe, he's VERY perfect for that. He's just a master of facial expressions that send shivers down your spine... I mean,
He looks like a literal alien here. Like just, both scary and somewhat soft/innocent at once???? That's just so surreal. I am DEVOURING this concept.
He can be so goddamn ominous too. Like is he even a real person???????? IDK???????????????????????????
But YASSS it won't be anytime soon since I want to finish Bloodline first before starting something more serious (and those series will be more lengthy for sure), but I'm pretty excited as well. And I mean... now that we started talking about it, I'm going to be definitely writing many more ominous Baekhyuns. I MUST.
Also below is a random snippet without a context of Demon!Baekhyun that I started writing some time ago just because I thought you might like it.
He lifted his hand and carefully rested the edge of the knife at your neck; no pressure needed for the slight prickle of pain to appear and your breath to hitch. You felt your heartbeat quicken, slowly but surely bringing your other senses alive as well – some vibrating sounds in the background, the smell of fire, dark background and soft crystal-looking light coming from above your head.
Where the hell were you….?
“D… don’t” you choked out with difficulty, your voice hoarse and strangled; something seemed to be stuck in your throat and you started coughing. The tension of the knife on your neck didn’t cease, but neither did it strengthen, held right at the edge of causing the littlest amount of pain without damaging the skin, as though to remind you it’s still there.
“Why not?”
His voice was nicer than you expected, youthful and not at all expressionless, oozing with childlike innocence.
“You are dead already, love. I just want to have a feast” he informed with a pinch of arrogance.
“I’m not dead” you snarled.
“Hardly” he scoffed in response. The knife’s edge trailed down your neck, stopping right above your sternum and pressing into the soft issue. You coughed again and gagged on whatever was stuck in your throat. “In fact, I am the only thing keeping you from burning alive. That would not be pleasant at all, love. Don’t worry, I will be gentle with you. Gentler than the flames would be.”
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Girl I’m now obsessed with your blog! Your writing is incredible.
Is it okay if I request a continuation to your Naoya work but what would have happened if you had gotten pregnant with his child and had given birth to it safely. Idk why but I’d love to see some fluff with this asshole where he tries to fix his wrongs (and he’s got lots of fixing to do).
Have a nice day💖💖
omg you’re my 2nd ask 🥺 and thank you! I appreciate it so much!!
and yes. I’ve only written him as a punching bag, or the reader as his punching bag. but I actually have drafts of him that is more on the sweeter side >:)
so your request lines up really well! And I lOVE the idea 🥺 so I’m gonna stop rambling and just UHGGG write this beaut out 😩🤌 yuh enjoy <3
home is with you
(Pt. 2 to do you think of me?)
summary: (request) what would have happened if you’d gotten pregnant and gave birth to Naoya's child?
notes: unedited & long af. I could have drawn this out way longer but I just wanted to get out all the rawness and UGH 😭🤌
Time felt slow. It betrayed him in this moment, amplifying the rhythmic tap of his foot against the wood floor from his seat. He held himself upright, and to the naked eye, he fit the Zen’in image. Dignity, respect, and a class of what a man should look, and act as. But beneath it all, his hands grasped his knees, the pads of his fingers thumbing the expensive material mindlessly. His eyes, always sharp and focused, faltered in the way they darted from side to side, distracted. And his feet continued to tap tap tap.
“Naoya.”
Suddenly, the door opened, and the fine figure of a woman stepped out. Her body, wrapped in a silk kimono, the color of it being one of his favorite. He stood up, straightening himself before her as she quietly padded towards him. Your voice caught him off guard at first, he didn’t expect to see you so soon.
“Well?”
It’s not a question, but the depth of the word is enough to hang in the air for what feels like more than a minute, but probably only lasted a few seconds. He hesitates to say anymore, to ask, uncertain of the outcome, and of your answer, but he knows it’s important. How else would he find out if it was a success?
“The doctor said I am healthy.”
“That now is the perfect time.”
“I’m pregnant.”
He watches the way your face moves, the way your brows knit together in deep thought as you carefully picked the right words to say. But it’s enough for Naoya to understand. His eyes slowly take in your form, dragging down, and lingering at the obi tied above your waist. He thinks to himself, imagining what these next months would look like. How you’d look like.
“I’m pregnant.” You say again. Your face peers up at him, perplexed by his silence, or lack of reaction. It’s not what you expected, certainly not something you hoped for either. This has always been something your husband wanted, driven to fulfill this expectation of his. So naturally, it spooked you. But your words did not fall to deaf ears - Naoya heard you, loud and clear.
Before you can repeat yourself, the hand that hovers above your stomach finally makes contact. The initially feeling, something so unnatural, so intimate, has you pull away. But the firm grip of a second hand stills you, grounding you to your spot. Naoya doesn’t want you to move, not when he feels the warmth of your skin bleeding through the silk, radiating into his palm. He can feel each breath you take, the way your heart quickened. You were shaken, startled, and surprised.
And so was he.
He pictured the way your tummy would grow, how it would protrude against your kimonos and how over time, your obi would loosen more and more until you could no longer wear it. He could imagine each morning and night, waking up and ending the day with you by his side, curled against his chest, and his hands soothing the ache of carrying his child. It would be the least he could do for you, to show you in his own ways his appreciation.
To show you he cared.
“Naoya.”
That soft voice of yours snaps him back, back to this moment. With your hair swept back into a loose braid, pulled to the side, resting atop your shoulder. It’s not a style you normally wore, out of the regular norm but he didn’t mind it. In fact, he quite liked it. It suited you more, giving you a more gentle and mature look, as opposed to the typical bun you wore.
“Your hair is different today.” He says, reaching out and touching your hair. You feel the way his fingers play with it, twisting it between his pads curiously.
“Do you not like it?” You ask, but Naoya shakes his head.
“Quite the opposite.” He breaths.
His fingers comb through the hair, loosening the braid from its tie until his palm grasped your soft locks, and his fingers weaved through your fallen strands. It’s not something he hasn’t done before, in fact, many times before when he’d bed you every other night. But this wasn’t like that, this was different.
Naoya's gaze shifted over your face, something in those eyes of his eyes stirred, something you couldn’t recognize. But you had a feeling, an inkling of the man and his thoughts. You knew he would never voice them to you, but the change in the air between you spoke volumes. The way his hands caressed your skin, his thumb rubbing against your stomach absentmindedly, and the way his body pulled you closer than before.
It was unlike him.
“Excuse me.”
You're pulling away, pushing yourself out from his reach. And before he can trap you again, your turning on your heels and walking down the hall, away from Naoya. He watches your figure, as you drift further and further until you’re out of sight. There’s this urge to chase, to follow you until there was nowhere else to go but he doesn’t. He stays this way for a while, his eyes still trained down the corridor in the direction you hurried off in.
He didn’t blame you. You’d been nothing but a wife to him, serving him in all ways that you should. And like a mare, he bred you, and nothing more. You knew everything he liked, the way he liked his tea, to the way he liked his food warm, made just before he woke up, and when he returned home after a long day. It was the simple things, really. But when it came to you, he drew blanks. He hardly exchanged words, let alone held a conversation, other than barking orders and giving threats when you fucked up. You were just a pretty little doll, who dressed up and played house for him.
A complete stranger to Naoya.
He never thought to ask, in fact, there were many things he hadn’t done now that he gave it some thought. Before today, he’d never touched you so tenderly or told you what he thought. He’d always been calm and collected too, but he had never been so out of it, all because of you. It was not like him, and yet he couldn’t quite explain this feeling of his that pulled at his chest, clawing to be let out. It made him want to touch you, hold, and kiss you, not in the way that he needs, but wants. Was it so strange of him to feel this way towards his wife?
For you, it was.
When the news of your pregnancy was finally announced, you’d barely finished your seventh month. Naoya hardly left the house anymore if it meant leaving you alone, and grew more present in your day to day life. At first, it was strange but soon enough, you’d become adjusted to his antics, creeping behind you, his hands always found to be holding onto you at any given chance, and if he wasn’t, he was always within arms reach.
“Don’t push yourself.”
“Leave it to the servants.”
Don’t do this, don’t do that. You hardly did a thing anymore, not without him having something to say. But even you knew that the less he asked of you, was for a reason. Not that he ever voiced his concern, but you felt it in the way his hands held you, his arms always there to support your weight, and the way the edge in his voice soothed you, no longer pricking your skin like it did before. Everything about him had shifted. Even the air of the house, before, you could hardly stand the tense and lonely quietness. But now?
It was starting to feel like a home.
Your home.
“Naoya!” You gasp.
Your body doubles over, an arm cradling your bump as the other braced yourself against the counter for support. Your voice is stuck in your throat, your breath knocked from your lungs as your eyes shut close. There’s a burning in your chest, an ache within your abdomen, and it hurts. It always did, but you never did get used to the feeling.
Naoya doesn’t hesitate to rush to your side at the sound of your voice, not when you're barely standing on your own. His face peers into yours, his arms reaching out to support you, and pulling you towards his chest. He’s worried that something had happened, to the baby and you, but when you scrunch your face, cheeks puffed out, and fingers holding your stomach, he finds himself breathing again. It seemed with each day, the kicks grew stronger.
“It hurts.” You whisper, afraid to raise your voice anymore, scared that if you do, you won’t be able to swallow down that burning in the back of your throat. You don’t want to cry.
“I know.” He breathed. In moments like these, all he can do is ground you, soothe you with his arms, to remind you that he had you. He rubbed slow circles against your back, your bodies rocking side to side, as your face tucked against the crook of his neck. He always smelled of the mountain, of the air and wet dirt after a rainstorm, the scent so earthy and free. And although he spoke few, his deep and soft voice lulled you into a quiet hush, until you’re ready to stand, to breath and look at him.
“I’m okay.” The pain has subsided, but there’s something in your eye that eats away at you. You always were good at smiling, putting others before yourself, but he’s also figured you out, read you like a book. You are okay, but beneath that surface of yours, you’re also frightened. Afraid of the future, afraid of how much life will change, and most of all, afraid of birth. Make no mistake, you were excited, happy to be a part of this little family you’d give to Naoya, but you were human too. Doubts and worries riddled your head, and you feared the what if’s.
What if you disappointed him?
That something went wrong.
If you lost the baby.
What if you didn’t make it?
“Oh wife.” Naoya hushed.
“Don’t cry.” His hands cup your face, his thumbs catching the tears.
“I’m here, always.”
When his eyes looked at you, when he held you against his chest, there’s a bittersweetness to it all, his words holding a newer depth. The man you’d come to know was not the same man that cradled you in his arms, he had changed and so have you. You remember the night after your arrangement, how you’d accepted your reality, of a loveless marriage with Naoya. You would never expect the same things that he expected of you, it wasn’t your place to. But seven months ago, you began to notice the little things he’d do, and you saw the icy exterior that Naoya Zen’in guarded himself with slowly melt.
For you.
So as he holds you now, you smile and wrap your arms around him too. Your body molds to his, accepting his warmth as you listen to the steady beat of his heart. And you stay this way, for as long as you want, as long as he wants. Because it’s here, with Naoya, where you feel safe, at home, loved.
Your hand squeezed his. Naoya watched, holding your fingers in the palm of his hand, as he listened to your labored breaths. You hadn’t let him go, you wouldn’t, not when your eyes begged him to stay and so he did. It’d happened so sudden, one moment you were smiling to yourself, sitting so shy, so full at his side as he drank his tea. Then you weren’t. He recalls the way he pulled you off the floor from underneath the kotatsu with two hands, finished with lunch. But before he could steal a kiss, as his desert, his feet felt damp and your smile fell, and the both of you looked down and watched as your water had soaked the kimono and floor. Once it registered, Naoya yelled for his servants to prepare for you, and to fetch the midwives.
Your cries were hard to bear. He hated to see you in so much pain, but he braved on for your sake, telling you how good you were doing, reminding you to take deep breaths, just like you practiced. You were doing so well, listening to him as you pushed pushed pushed. Until your wails finally stopped, and the room sat still, and then he heard it. Smaller cries erupted from below the bed, as the midwives began to clean you up. And after you’d been cared for, and the baby had settled in a cradle set beside the bed, and everyone left, did Naoya breath again.
He didn’t know what to do with himself as he watched your figure, resting on the bed with new clean sheets as your chest raised up and down with even breaths. There were no complications whatsoever, but he still worried that as you brought life into his world, he would lose yours. He was relieved that you were recovering so well. His eyes drift over your face, to the wooden crib beside the bed.
You’d given birth to a healthy boy, a son. He’d seen many babies before, most ugly, but not his. He could see parts of you in him already, so serene and gentle as he slept soundly when he peered into the crib. He imagined the day he would lead the Zen’in, to bring honor to his name, but for now, in this moment, Naoya painted this image of you and your child in his mind forever. You made him want to cherish these memories, to remember the little things, to love.
“Can I see him?” Your voice draws him in, as you’re sat up. You’re visibly tired, exhausted from it all but there’s a look in your eye as you gaze towards the crib, longing to hold your baby. Naoya stands up from his seat against the wall, carefully picking up the tiny boy, sliding onto the edge of the bed, and placing him into your arms. When you take him and hold him to your chest, does Naoya notice how good motherhood looks on you. You smile, unaware of the eyes that watch you quietly, etching the way your fingers stroke the soft cheek of his son, and the noises he makes as he coos up at his mother.
“He’s beautiful.” You whisper.
And Naoya nods, but his eyes don’t ever leave your face.
“Yes.” He breaths.
“Beautiful.”
#jjk requests#jujustu kaisen#jujustu kaisen x reader#jujutsu kaisen naoya#jjk fluff#jjk naoya#zenin naoya#naoya#naoya zenin#naoya x reader#naoya zen'in x reader#naoya jjk#request#naoya x you#jjk
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only you ; sabo
↻ a tiny bit of angst with a shit load of fluff (okay maybe a lot of angst with a little fluff), friend to lover, grammatical mistakes, jealousy, cussing
↻ pairing ↬ sabo x fem!reader!
@iegeyaoe asked: hi!! omg can i ask for sabo and the reader has a big fat crush on him but he doesn't know and the relationship between koala and sabo makes the reader jealous, then she just suddenly distanced herself a bit because she can't take the feeling and she's afraid of confronting it so she took time to let the feeling go down a bit then another breakdown happened and she finally confessed to him????
idk just a friends to lovers thing please 😭😭
a/n kinda got the same request before but ill still do it anyway cuz fuck, i love this man. p.s i decided to write in small caps now <3
you hated it. you hated the nagging feeling that was boiling deep inside you. you love koala, you really do. but you loved sabo even more sometimes you just wished you were her. you definitely envy koala for managing to even touch him. at a close range too. and also without being shied away by him.
unknown to you, sabo steal a few glances to your way without you noticing. but definitely with koala’s relentless teasing. “you know sabo... i never really peg you the type to be nervous. especially around y/n. i mean, you? the revolutionist’s chief? scared of a girl?” koala laughed.
“oh, shut up...”
“oh, no...” koala suddenly frowned, looking your way. “hmm? what’s up?” sabo asked, also moving his attention to your way. you were gone. he felt a tinge of disappointment. he had wanted to... finally confess his feelings for you. tonight, if possible. but you seemed to be avoiding him every time he had come closer to you to talk. “i think she was crying...” koala said somberly.
sabo felt it. his heart clenching painfully when koala mentioned ‘crying’. what were you crying about? were you okay? did someone make you cry? was he the one who made you cry? he didn’t know. but those questions ran around his head aimlessly.
“oh, um... on second thoughts, i might have some business to attend to,” sabo said. “yeah, like going to y/n’s room and become the savior by punching whoever that had made her cry?” she snickered. sabo quickly left without another word and stride towards your room.
.
sabo hesitantly brings his fist up. finally, it made contact with the wooden door in a soft knock. he couldn’t hear you inside but he knew that you were definitely inside. but the silent treatment says the otherwise. “y/n? i know you’re in there... can you open the door? i really want to― no, i really need to talk to you right now,”
he expected you to answer him... or just open the door. he literally expected anything. just... something. anything but the silent treatment. sighing, he finally left, making you sigh in relief. you didn’t want to see him. or him seeing you. especially not when you just cried ― about him no less!
you sighed once again, thinking of something strategic or excuses you could come up with whenever you were going to face sabo. you need to get these feelings buried. and immediately.
.
the next few days didn't do you any favor as sabo seemed to appear at every corner you go. he, of course had tried to strike a conversation with you which you had come up with such poor excuses such as, you're busy. which was very much unusual considering how you never have been the type to stack your works.
of course you had to come up with multiple excuses and reasons. which sometimes you said that dragon had given you an extra job.
but alas, your luck was really running out soon and you knew it. by the time you were finished with your work, sabo was already standing in your view.
"so, y/n... are you busy right now?" sabo asked with a shit-eating grin on his face that you'd love to wipe off. "n-no... but i am tired after working so much―"
"why are you avoiding me?" he suddenly asked. you could see the suffering in his eyes; the pain that you've caused him. "i wasn't avoiding you! i-i just have been more tired than usual," you said, grabbing your things frantically, some of the stuff falling out of your hands.
just as you were about to walk pass him and back to your room, he catches you by the arm, immediately stumbling you over into his embrace. "please, talk to me if anything's wrong... i don't like you avoiding me..."
you struggled against his hold, eyes getting teary as you desperately tried to get him to let go of you. "let― let go of me, please..." you stuttered. your hands balled into a fist, punching his chest lightly.
you felt trapped, you didn't want this. he was going to know about your feelings. your fist meeting his chest again and again. until he finally caught your hands in his. you wanted to leave. you were the reason why he was in pain. you caused him the pain.
"h-hey, why are you crying?! i didn't hurt you, did i?" sabo asked. always the gentleman. you continued to pour out your feelings that had been bottled up these past few weeks into tears. "you...! i love you okay?! you can't just make me have these feelings and loving someone else! i know― i know you you love koala! she's so nice to you!" you blurted out.
but after a few moments of silence, you heard him laughed heartily. when his laughter finally died down, his hands went up to cup your cheeks, eyes looking into yours affectionately. "y/n... you're wrong. i've always been in love with you. only you... you made my heart warm everytime i look at you. i would've thought that you would be the cause of my death everytime you smile!"
a surge of embarrassment went through your body. you felt like hiding inside whatever hole that you could find. as long as you get to leave this embarrassing situation. earlier, you had wanted to leave, wanting to bury your feelings for him by avoiding him. but now, you just want to run away and hide in your room rather than being in this embarrassing situation.
he chuckled, mouth moving close to your ears that you could feel his breath tickling you. "i love you... only you..."
#sabo x reader#sabo the revolutionary#chief of staff sabo#one piece sabo#sabo x reader fluff#one piece#one piece scenario#one piece fanfiction#one piece fandom
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i am. in literal. shambles.
just a heads up, many typos comin thru.
n e ways. i LOVE u omg im not kidding. pls marry me.
HOW DID U EVEN COME UP W THE IDEA OF BELONG?!?!? LIKE- sis udek how attached i am to this fic!!
as ive said many times before i relate w yn sO SO MUCH... so reading belong gives me so much hope that one day ill have everyth figured out in my life too.. dk how.. but i will.. just like belong!yn
and this fic is so so wholesome... a guy who hated yn's entire existence ended up falling so so hard that he ends up having a family w her i mean????? i dont have words to express how much i love this
its the first series i got into, the first smau i ever read bc for THE LOVE OF GOD i couldnt find a good smau before this?!?! and as ive said this multiple times, i love how positive yo blog is, i love how u share lil things w us :D and how are aLL yo fics just super great maAM😭💕💕i love reading anyth signed by v-hope😌
but anyways. epilogue. 2.0. i still remember how i had a dream once of belong couple having a baby and i told u and i was like i needit so i mean.. i cred myself for this baby part kudos✌
and CAN I JUST TAKE A MOMENT TO APPRECIATE HOW CUTE HYESEONGIE'S NAME IS??! how do u find such classy korean names bc i cant ever (even lee sungjin is like whew a classy man comin thru) but yea i. loved the name. kim hyeseongie. wow.
okay and from what i get yoon and miyoung are living together and my heart went💖💗💕💞💓💜❤💝🧡 bc 🥺🥺🥺🥺 [i think bc he said "she's actually crying" like he wouldnt know otherwise??]
and eXCUSE ME JEONGGUK WANTS TO MEET HIS ARIEL'S CHILD LIKE HOSEOK PLIS LET HIM GO🥺🥺 ITS HIS CAFE AFTER ALL🥺🥺
but wait in one update yn said that jk is her fav boy but that changed to tae after that and now hyeseongie.. so he's no. 3 now??🥺🥺
and the pics u used just gave me a bigger baby fever like duDE I HAVE A CARRER TO MAKE STOBBIT.. esp the one where hyeseongie is sleeping w a bear... HE LOOKS SO CUDDLY ALEX
and when seokjin said "as his godmother everyone would expect you to" bITCH IM THREWW😂😂
tae teaching hyeseongie art---😃🔫🔫🔫 [dont ask me to not bc HOW CAN I NOT?!?!] and im w namjoon on that. it really is sO DADDY🥵 "come collect yo thot" yea good think is i am your thot kim tae😏
yn. van. gogh. could. never. yn how could u even think the other way round- ion geddit??
but yes. with that. its officially over. not met crying, nope. literal months of screaming and refreshing yo archive around the time u usually post whenever id be up and crying and going like :O after the angsts... ill miss this era :(( but also, its has been an abso pleasure to be on this journey w you so thank you miss alex to take out time and give us this fic from your "somehow sweetheart brain" bc wow ive never felt so attached to a fic. im :D rn.
i promise to stick around and read anyth that u post bc u are fuCKING AMAZING😍😍
woah this became too soft nsbjwjfb okay imma sign off before i kiss u thru the screen mskwbkjf
loads of love and well wishes to you. sorry this got super weird and long🤧 and all the best for yo finals💕💕
ily uwu🥰 (🧚♀️)
i think i am the one in shambles bc of this ask oh my god 😭😭😭😭💕
idek how i came up with it, i just remember staying over at my best friend’s one night and then the next morning on my way back home my mind just went !!!!!!!!!!! although the story was quite different at the beginning lol.
aw, i’m glad you can relate to her and i reallyyyyy hope you get to figure your life out as well. no rush tho<3
for real tho, if you told taehyung at the beginning of the story that he’d end up married to y/n he would’ve 🤢🤮 but look at him now. in love as fuck, married and with a babie 😭
i didn’t know this was the first smau series you got involved into and i am so honored wtf 🥺 ahhhh, thank you so much for appreciating my writing, it means so much to me 😭💕
omg yess, i remember your dream! back then i already knew i would give them a baby in the end so i was like 👀 don’t spoil aNYTHING ALEX
you have no idea how happy you appreciating the name hyeseong made me ksñslsñs. i looked through so many names and i wanted one that sounded kinda elegant (?) but with a cute meaning and one of the meanings for hyeseong was ‘blessing’ and i was like yup. this is it. bc that’s what he is to y/n and tae 🥺
miyoung and yoongi have not moved in together yet but they are very serious and stay over at each other’s pretty much all the time so. they kinda live together anyway lmao
don’t worry about gukie, he met baby bear later that same day and was there to support his pretty mermaid like the ride or die he is 😌 and lmao i mean tae and hyeseong are y/n’s entire world like she said so 😬 (but shh, don’t tell jk)
ksñsksñsks sorry about the baby fever, if it makes you feel any better i gave myself some baby fever while looking for pictures to use 😹
tae is so excited over having a lil one to teach art to 😭 and babie already loves watching him paint so that can only make him happier. and wbk joon won’t let him live with all the daddy jokes he’d been saving for this exact moment in life 🥵
van gogh could truly never, no one could ever compare with tae’s family 😔
ahhhh, honestly i don’t even know what to answer to the last part bc i’m just so emo over it 😭😭😭 i’ve said it a million times but thank you SOSOSOSOSO MUCH for sticking around and always sending me this kind of long detailed asks because they make me the happiest istg 😭
so yeah, thank you so much :( honestly :( 💕
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hiiiii <3 would you care to update your raging fanbase on your wips/current priorities/progress/future plans?
omg ruthie i hope you realize that i’m taking this as permission to RAMBLE (also raging fan base sjfjjfg what 😭) also quick note, i’m doing this on my phone so that’s a 99% increased chance of typos. just ignore them <3
i’m currently attempting to do what i call “slowing the fuck down” because i’m literally incapable of taking an actual break so i have to settle for lowering my posting rate (for the sake of my grades most of all, but also the sake of my deteriorating sanity ha). posting twice or thrice (august 2020 smh) a month is fun and all except that it isn’t sjdjkd
i say that and yet i’m still planning on posting twice in march... anyways.
i’ll do this in list format because i love lists.
1. assassin au
okay so this is based off prompt 80 from the blff which is hopefully saved somewhere in my notes because i don’t even remember—
okay it is!! the prompt: John Wick au (kinda?), in which Harry is a legendary assassin but hides this from his sweet boyfriend Louis the whole time. Cue lots of badass Harry action scenes while trying to juggle this with his normal life with his sweet boyfriend and their cute dog Clifford.
and so the thing about this prompt is that it was originally submitted to the fest by lovely chelsea @kittenlouis whose birthday just happens to be coming up in march hehe. it’s a prompt that stuck out to me from the beginning but i never really considered it because i didn’t think i’d ever be able to pull off “badass Harry action scenes” tbh i still don’t know if i can but i’m going to try!
i’m currently at 8.5k for this fic out of an estimated 48k (rip) but that’ll hopefully be 10k by the end of today. the whole story itself is already outlined and planned out and i’m so excited about it, i can’t even articulate how much. there’s lots of drama and action and twists and turns and everything i love!! also this harry, man... this harry is my favorite harry i’ve ever written 😔🤚 i adore him and he deserves the world. they both do :’)
it’s definitely not going to be for everyone since there’s going to be a lot of action and violence (not non-graphic violence) and it’s darker than anything i’ve ever written 😬 like don’t get me wrong, 100% going for action rom-com vibes for some scenes and there’ll be some fluff and soft, sappy moments (stoic hardened assassin that has no experience with love in any form until he meets sweet affectionate nurse, pls 😓) but the last part of the fic: *incoherent gesticulations*
also it’s mpreg!! lol it’s for chelsea, i had to.
anyways back to the violence— i can’t even tell you how many videos and articles i’ve read/watched in the past week on jiu jitsu and kali, tactical driving, knife fighting (sort of have a fascination with this one now) (and an extreme fear sjdjd), medical info about various injuries, escapology, poisons, the john wick verse (it’s not going to be as intense as john wick but i am thinking of setting it in an alternate reality new york where there’s a lot more government instability and free reign from the underground— not, like, a lot... but a bit), and more. i love getting deep into research and ending up with so much new knowledge and information that you don’t know if you’ll ever apply to real life (or really really hope you won’t have to 😳)
yeah so that’s been fun! i’m looking forward to getting deeper in the story!!
2. fake dating au
i’ve already talked so much, this is ridiculous. will try to be quick now!
fake dating au is my oldest wip! it’s circa december 2019 and honestly i’m annoyed with myself for letting it sit for so long. however!! i finally completed the full outline for this fic (after months of procrastination) sometime last week (i think... what is time?) and i feel really good about where the story has ended up so hopefully this will be my priority after assassin au! i don’t expect it to be longer than 35-38k so i may be able to finish and post it by the end of march (it’s currently at 5k!! deleted most of what i had before and then speed-wrote a few scenes the other day) but we’ll see!!
i mainly chose this as the next priority because it’s been too long since i’ve written abo :’( etblp was posted in november! over three months ago what the fuck!! but there’s going to be a lot of good abo stuff in this fic: touch depri, nesting, scenting, and... courting <3 it’s also been much too long since i’ve written any level of enemies to lovers hehe.
3. destruction fic!!
can’t explain how much i love this fic :’) it’s been mostly outlined since back in... september i believe? maybe even august— but i’ve been stuck at the 3k mark since october and that’s really frustrating. i realized it didn’t quite excite me as much as it used to so i decided i needed to change that in the way i know best:
add. drama.
i’m not even joking sjdjdj i came up with a plot point that’s going to add so much angst and i’m so excited about it 😭 i was talking to chelsea about it (is this my tactic to avoid spoiling her birthday fic for her because everyone knows i can’t shut up... perhaps) the other day and her encouragement and excitement also made me more excited.
this fic is a combination of a lot of things i love: superpower, supernatural elements in general, exes to lovers, hurt/comfort (so much hurt 💔 so much comfort ❤️), and other things that i will not reveal!! i sort of like being mysterious on occasion.
anyways those are the next three priorities and after that nothing is set in stone. however, i will say that mandalorian series and the (newly abo) flatshare au are looking pretty good to me rn... also, perhaps the sequel to just a flicker in the dark 👀 (i don’t think i’ve mentioned that on tumblr yet so... surprise!)
i definitely made good on that promise of rambling sjdjdj apologies in advance, ruthie, but thank you for your interest!! 💞 hope you have a wonderful day/night!
(wait omg i can’t even do “keep reading” because i’m on my phone... ripp sorry guys)
edit: back on my laptop so i added it shjsks
#asks#wips#assassin au#destruction fic#reunion au#this is so long what’s wrong with me help#i did eat four slices of pizza during the process of typing this#so maybe i should have realized sjdjjd
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