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WAIT A FUCKING SECOND. “WELL DONE”. SO YOU'RE TELLING ME WORDS OF PRAISE AND ACKNOWLEDGEMENT FROM THE MOST POWERFUL SKILL USER IN THE WORLD ARE THE LAST WORDS AKUTAGAWA HEARD BEFORE DYING??
#HOW THE FUCK DID I NEVER NOTICE BEFORE#ōchi fukuchi#ryūnosuke akutagawa#bsd#bungou stray dogs#bsd ch 84-88#mine#q.#21/12/23#Curiously enough after thinking deeply about it I know exactly why I never made the connection-#despite having read this chapter a thousand times.#It's because in the fan translation he says “bravo” and my absolutely idiotic brain every time without exception goes#“ahah. funky Italian word” wich distracted me from the actual meaning#This thing rewinded my brain
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councilor 3D model
i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up to bring him to life. he's yours now. do whatever you want with him
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please credit me if you make something using the model (or even ping/link me to it, i would love to see what you made!)
currently available as a .blend, .fbx and an SFM port.
#hello councilnation i'm finally releasing him to the wild#have fun playing toys with him#ultrakill#councilor#councilor ultrakill#3d stuff#obviously with the councilor having just 1 full body image of him means that some stuff i had to improvise on#so you get to enjoy my headcanons on how he looks#(like obviously the wings & halo)#(but also the chestplate design)#but did you know that the councilor's canon design has subtle engravings on his forearm armor pieces?#i only barely noticed them when painting textures and i was floored#i had to add them#to the sfm anon and whoever else wants to use this for sfm stuff-#i did my best with a port for sfm and i'm quite proud of the result#but please be aware i have never used it before so if you find that something doesn't work as it should please please let me know!!#gonna pour my heart out in tags as always so close your eyes if you don't wanna see me being sentimental but#i'm not kidding when i say i learnt 3d modelling from the ground up for this#i have meddled with blender before but never actually came close to finishing a project#and i don't know how i did it and how i kept going#(i do know) (it was my friend encouraging me every time i showed him progress)#this was like 1 entire month in the making#but i'm so fucking proud of this and how it turned out and people's tags in my act 2 render genuinely were such a huge confidence boost#so thank you guys for liking it <3#i'm still very much thinking of doing a version with just his bloodied head#but it might take a while because i want a break and i want to play warframe
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the major arcana, shuffled: 4/??
THE HIGH PRIESTESS;
⤉ spirituality, higher power, mystery, subconscious
⤈ hidden motives, secrets, repressed intuition, cognitive dissonance
THE EMPRESS;
⤉ motherhood, femininity, nurturing, harmony
⤈ smothering, negligence, lack of growth, insecurity
THE EMPEROR;
⤉ fatherhood, structure, authority, control
⤈ tyranny, domination, recklessness, rigidity
#oh boy a 3 for 1 deal!!!#ty to fheythfully for your portrait tutorial!! :D#my game crashed when i was making this and i was about ready to pass away#the idea for this was 'haunted family paintings' with a dash of dorian gray#i intentionally fucked up the facial expressions with crimes & used photoshop filters to achieve the decaying effect of the reverse#for the people who don't know the tatlongharis (aka paris' maternal family via andromache):#the priestess is their aunt cassandra / the empress is their grandma hecuba / the emperor is their grandad priam#paris never met their grandma because she died way before paris was born#how did she die? priam accidentally caused her death but she (and cassandra) predicted she would die b/c they have the echo#so there you go :)#also i tried to match the crowns to the card names but i don't think i got close lol#body horror cw#just in case#notice how hecuba's face is all mangled while priam's flesh is wasting away. like the rotten corpse he is#as per usual flip your phone around to see the reverse sides#mygposes.#ffxiv:tma#ffxivsnaps#gposers#ffxiv gpose#ffxiv oc#hyur
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Realized now that the first time Dusknoir unhinged his stomach mouth wasn’t during the stoneship fight but ACTUALLY right before the betrayal???
NO WONDER HERO AND PARTNER WERE SO AFRAID.
#I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS THE ‘’READY-TO-GRAB’’ MOTION THAT SHOCKED THEM BUT NO.#NOT ONLY THAT. BUT THE REST OF THE TOWN ONLY REACT WHEN THEY’RE ACTUALLY GRABBED.#<<<(which makes me wonder if Dusknoir whispered ‘Or is it?’ to these two oh my fucking god.)#(probably not but that would be so raw)#listen to me. LISTEN TO ME.#HE WAS NOTHING BUT KIND (DECEPTIVELY AT TIMES) UP UNTIL THAT POINT.#HE NEVER DID THAT BEFORE. NOT EVEN AT TEAM SKULL.#SO HERO AND PARTNER GENUINELY GOT SCARED#GWAAAH I LOVE NOTICING DETAILS LIKE THAT#NOT SURE HOW I MISSED THIS THE FIRST TIME#but GOD does it add onto the fear those two felt. him going from genuinely helpful and sweet to showing his true colors#FUCKKK I WANT TO REDRAW THIS SCENE AGAINN#anyways going insane over this ghost at 2am#pmd eos spoilers
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yeah ok my bizarre interaction with taylorswiftalbummaker
and i was like what could they have been mad at but then i was scrolling through my notes and saw they replied to this post
and i went oh. so this person is evil. ok!
#barry.txt#taylor swift#i have been posting about Palestine for months after getting an influz of swiftie followers in like february#and im jewish!#how did she never notice either of these? why did she dm me?#i also scrolled thru her blog trying to figure out if we ever like interacted before#and it was a lot of polls she was clearly the only one voting on#and one post where she lamented that she was spam commenting on someones account but commented on the wrong blog so they know its her#fucking bizarre?
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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SUPER DARK TIMES (2017) DIR. KEVIN PHILLIPS
also, honorable mention to the original script for this scene:
#super dark times#zach taylor#allison bannister#sam edits#they make me feel insaaaaaaaane. its so much. i just. AGH. because i mean obviously it's for the sake of Plot#but just the start of her 'I like Zach and am GONNA date him' agenda seeming to directly coincide with The Daryl Incident is so... tragic#the Zach from a few days earlier—the Zach in the basement giggling about how he likes her—was never the Zach that got to be#the center of her attention this way. but tbh the FUNNIEST explanation for this timing to me is the idea that him shouting 'PENIS'#outside her house while fucking around with Josh was the thing that pushed her to be like 'ok fuck it i want him and im gonna get him'#bc she DID call to invite him to her party that same night. it's unclear if she called before or after but. it def could have been after#also also also: the fact that this scene is the last time they see each other before the. stuff at Meghan's house. they talk on the phone#briefly after (in which she calls him an asshole under her breath because he's calling to ask for what she thinks is another girl's number)#which... much to think about there. especially with the script's original 'she gives up on him' line. agughghghh#(though in the script version they actually do see each other one more time. or. well. she sees him but he doesn't notice her)
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I think Americans would benefit from having naked statues in their streets and naked people on paintings in every schoolbook related to history/art. I think it would make them more qualified to talk about nudity in art without frying other people's brains.
#also can we talk about feet for a second. why. why is it that every time I see some fanart#reposted to pinterest#where a character is barefoot there's always weirdos in the comments going 'put those grippers/clappers' away#like. why are YOU making it weird. have you never seen feet before? never been to the beach?#you sound like victorian men glimpsing at an uncovered ankle#what the fuck#but this post was brought by mr noticing a stark difference in how younger usanians respond to nudity in art#like... it's not inappropriate for a minor to see a naked statue#here in Portugal we see naked statues simce we're babies#bonus points for the little boy who once copied a statue of a naked little boy pissing water onto a fontain and did the same thing#mother was horrified but it was funny#anyway I assure you the statues didn't traumatize anyone#same with paintings#nudity censorship in art is flabbergasting to me
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Alright.
I h a v e to know what Padak is about XD
Oh... Oh you sweet summer child, you don't know?
Well I'm glad I can tell you instead of you like, stumbling on this movie and having all of it jump out at you XD
Ok ok, I genuinely love this film and I'll admit, I really want to take a moment to geek out about it. But that would involve in me getting into spoiler territory. So, in case you decide to look for this film yourself, I'll just give you the generalized story here.
The movie is about a lone mackerel, later in the film named Padak for trying to 'padak padak her way to her death' (she jumped out of the tank and was flip flopping on the ground. I'm guessing Padak is Korean for Flip-Flop? It's a good thing this film wasn't Australian, or else she'd be named Thong. I'm sorry) is fished out of the sea and dropped into a tank at a local restaurant, and has to escape back to home, all while trying to convince her new tank-mates to escape with her. Simple plot, right? Well... Here's a quote from the YouTube review that introduced me to Padak that pretty much sums up the whole movie perfectly.
"Imagine if you took the fish tank setting from Finding Nemo and mixed it with the graphic violence from Watership Down, drizzled it in the depressing tone of Plague Dogs, and gave it a garnish of that sushi scene from The Isle of Dogs. That's basically this film on a plate."
Steve Reveiws, Padak
Now, why is the sushi scene prevalent? Because this film takes place in a Korean restaurant where their food is as fresh as possible. Meaning that the fish are prepared and even eaten while still alive. And this film pulls zero punches in showing the horrors of this kind of delicacy (no, I'm serious. A fish is literally cut up and dissected on screen. This movie takes off the kid gloves and throws them in the God damn incinerator). So yeah, there are a lot of images in this film that will be upsetting to veiwers. But this film isn't gorey just for the sake of gore. It tells a genuinely very sad story and will wring out emotions from your heart, and can also be breathtaking with its musical and 2D animated segments.
I'd recommend checking out this reveiw before trying to find the film, though. Even if watching a reveiw is not at all like watching the movie, this guy does censor some of the more extreme gore (like the scene I mentioned above). He doesn't censor all of it, but I think this video is still the best introduction to this movie.
However, if you want to check out the movie, I could only find it on this website https://online.potlockermovies.com/full-movie/padak/ it's free, and it does have English subtitles (the movie doesn't have an English dub), but there are a lot if pop up adds and it's probably going to get frustrating clicking off of them, but this site was still the best I could find to watch Padak.
It's interesting to note that this film does not go in the direction you might expect it to. If it weren't for the fact that I had watched the video above before the movie itself, I would have been just as shocked with how it ended and what happened to our characters as Steve was. But at the same time, the film does establish right away that it's going for more... For lack of a better term, realistic approach. So although the film goes in an unexpected direction, it's also hard to say that it cheated you out of your time to view it.
Again, to try to keep this as spoiler free as possible, I'm only going to sum up the third act in lyrics from the last song of the movie that speaks mountains once you realize it.
Destiny tricks us like fools.
He also gives off a kind of viscious cunning vibe in the movie? Like he's the second in command character that's a bit of a bastard. I think you might like him if you watch this movie. And the old Flatfish who is 'The Master' of the tank.
Oh yeah also, there's this eel (who I think is named Anago? Or Jooldom? His name is never mentioned in the film, however the video above calls him Jooldom, and I've seen people on this site argue his name is meant to be Anago. There isn't much information for this movie online, unfortunately.) who everyone wants to become the next tumblr sexyman. All because of his voice. To be fair, it is a nice voice.
#asks#Padak#Padak: Swimming to Sea#animation#youtube#video#Steve Reveiws#just gonna casually mention here that supposedly one of the deleted scenes involve the eel starting a cult at the end of the film#i did find it here on Tumblr- however there were no subtitles so i cant say for sure what is happening in that scene...#but Anago (and the remaining fish when they catch on) was DEFINITELY telling the new fish SOMETHING SINISTER#also I FINALLY LEARNED HOW TO ATTACH LINKS TO TEXT ON TUMBLR! LETS GOOOOO#(it was literally a fucking button that i never noticed before -_- i feel so dumb but also SO LIBERATED!!!)
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ohh so ray uses his scarf to hide his id number. ok well what if i hurt someone
#skye's ramblings#going through the artbook again for icon reasons how the hell did i not notice this bit about ray's scarf. demizu this fucking breaks me#just. ggooouhghg agh. gah. the fuact that his scarf covering his id is intentional. whaat the fuuuuuuck!!! what the fuck!!#it makes sense though yknow. with ray using the moments before his suicide attempt to loudly declare his humanity#with ray constantly being dehumanized and hating himself for several years at gracefield#with ray still struggling to accept himself after that#for him to be the only kid who consciously chooses to cover the id number used to dehumanize them. it fuckin hits#wjatever im normal im soo fucking normal. don't fucking talk to m#and btw he also never takes the blue scarf off because he is autistic. hope this helps
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Broke my streak of not crying at work lol B)
#help i am hiding in the back becausw the only other pwrson on shift is mad at me for messing up an order lol#cant figure how to turn on the dishwasher because ive never had to turn it on before but if i ask him hell be pissed cuz hes the only one on#the coffee machine so cant leave it#a customer tried to be nice and hrlp me eith something but that just made it so much worse cuz like im not doing my job properly#20 mins until someone i know comes on shift who i can ask for help from but idk wjat to do until then brcause i cant do the washing and the#other guy doesnt want me on till and i cant go on till until ive pulled myself together and stopped crying :/#this is so embarrassing#luckily i dont think my coworker noticed but im like 90% sure some of the customers did fuck
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#feels like a shitpost#but actually isn't#how did i never notice this before it's so fucking funny hearing zzs of all people say that#zzs#woh#word of honor#山河令#shan he ling#shl#shitpost#kinda
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me when cishet men will always have deep rooted misogynistic beliefs and behaviours no matter what
#i mention my hatred of lawns at dinner. my dad asks what i have against lawns despite how much ive talked about it in front of him before.#i tell him that lawns are really environmentally destructive. he says ‘no they’re not.’ i say ‘they are actually’ and try to explain. he#cuts me off and says ‘no they’re not’ again. i give up because i know he’s not going to give me the time of day to listen. he asks what’s#wrong when he notices i got upset as if he did not cause it.#like… i dont fucking care if ur a 50 year old man and im a teenage girl . i know my opinion holds just as much weight as yours. but i also#know he’s never going to truly believe that even if he thinks he does#bc of how deep rooted the misogyny is. i know he’ll never actually value my opinion as much as my brother’s#idk. it’s not like i can do anything abt it really. bc he’s never going to listen to his daughter telling him to change. he doesn’t even#know he’s doing anything wrong bc of how structural the misogyny is. i know i’m never going to be able to dismantle the culture of sexism#but augh. fuck man. whenever im reminded of it im like… god#rambles#vent
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This paper is actually going quite well.
Too bad it's complete bullshit.
#I'm not lying#but I'm definitely not being brutally honest about the historiography here#look the first few works are technically all social histories but there's a qualitative difference from the later ones#and the politics is still important enough that I should get to call them political histories#Also frankly I don't care#I just need to finish the damn paper by midnight and then I will be free of this fucking course#I have never in my LIFE dreaded going to class before this course#And honestly? It's soul crushing! I have no will to succeed here!#My only motivation is that I liked the rest of the semester and I need to pass this class to continue the program!#the professor asked for an additional evaluation (still anonymous) and I'm torn about how brutal to be#because on the one hand it was an enlightening course and I am definitely better equipped as a historian than I was three months ago.#on the other hand every single one of my classmates had completely given up by the end because no matter what we did it wasn't good enough#and also the professor was just fucking mean a whole bunch. But in that subtle way where you feel crazy for noticing.#so the class was horrible but I don't want him to feel horrible but also maybe he deserves it??? I can't even tell if he's actually a dick#or just acts like one#which is perhaps not a meaningful distinction but if he doesn't mean to I'd feel bad being too harsh#though several incidents make me think he meant to#blegh. It'll all be over by midnight!#And then I can focus on studying for women's history and - joy of joys - writing a syllabus about Victorian fashion and politics#I fucking love historical fashion that's going to be absurdly fun
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OK I just discovered ANOTHER blog that blocked me this month.... that's 3 now... honestly wild
#about me#I don't care if people block me it's just that I never notice it#but this month I've come across 3 blogs that blocked me#BUT I REALISED WHY THIS ONE DID#IT'S CAUSE I SHIP STENDAN#THEY HAD IN THEIR BIO IF YOU SHIP AN ABUSIVE SHIP LIKE STENDAN DON'T FOLLOW ME#people being puritanical about fiction is so sad to me#I'm sorry you don't use fiction as an opportunity to see things from POVs other than your own#and to explore the psyches of fucked up people and nuanced situations#like yeah stendan is fucked up but you know what it's beautifully nuanced#before I watched it whenever I heard about some celebrity who was being domestically abused I was always like#why don't they just leave their partner?? It seemed so simple and i didn't get why they didn't just do that#but watching stendan's storyline really made me see how difficult it is for people to get out of such situations#and made me realise it's not as black and white as I thought it was#I love that fiction can teach me things like that#I love having those experiences#anyway I'm really bored of people who come on here and act like you're a bad person if you consume fucked up fiction#fiction isn't required to be 'morally pure'#so like... good riddance fr
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the whole max and mike’s lives being foils of each other’s is so insane to me bc its like. for mike max is a representation of everything that could have happened to him if his mom left his dad earlier on (and what can still happen when you look at the way things are between them) and for max mike is a representation of everything that she could have had growing up if her mom hadn’t decided to leave her dad as fast as she did
#there is no way they don’t resent each other for it just a little bit. no fucking way sorry#mike knows max grew up with a shittier home life but still wishes his mom had the guts to do the same her mom did and left his dad bc#at the end of the day there is a little bit of bitterness towards both his parents for not making their relationship work out specifically#towards his dad bc his mom is actually involved in his life and did try to pretend that everything was normal when it wasnt which directly#ties into his desperate attempts to make his relationship with el seem normal to both of them when its not bc theyve both never been normal#they dont even know what normal really IS which also ties in to his very deep fear that the two of them will end up like his parents and so#meday he’ll become his dad and he doesn’t know which one is more terrifying so instead he blocks it all out in True Mike Wheeler FashionTM#and just keeps wishing that his mom left his dad because maybe if there was a distance between them when he was growing up maybe things wou#ldve been different maybe he wouldnt be this much like his dad#max on the other hand LOVES her dad they had one of those relationships where he wasn’t neglectful but wasn’t a great parent either but she#still loves him for trying and while her mom did try she gave up after a while while her dad didn’t. that was the real dealbreaker for max#and while after all this time she keeps saying im going to run away to cali and im going to live with my dad. but its not just the need to#see someone who cared for her the most during her early years its also the childish hope that her mom will notice that shes missing anf#come looking for her and that maybe when her parents finally meet again they can reconcile and get back together bc that is really all shes#ever wanted in her life since she was a kid and she feels bad for it bc she knows that her mom and dad’s relationship was never supposed to#last but she still wishes and wishes which is why that little bit of bitterness against mike will never fall away no matter how irrational#it is bc its like. his parents dont love each other but are still together for their kids. why couldnt my parents do the same? was i not en#ough reason for them? and this ties into her breaking up with lucas over and over again bc shes seen her parents and how they never fought#for each other and shes afraid that somewhere along the line her relationship with lucas will turn out the exact same and hell leave her so#its better to just leave now before it gets serious then later when it will hurt too much but lucas keeps coming back for her which makes#her realize that maybe it doesnt have to be like that maybe they wont be like her parents#anyway this is incoherent as fuck but shane mandej voice IVE CONNECTED THE DOTS#mike wheeler#max mayfield#stranger things
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