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Whatever he wants, he gets. But I never knew that he wanted me.
It was supposed to be a two-person road trip, but I should've known something would come along and ruin it. James is my biggest rival and somehow, he's convinced my friend to let him tag along on our vacation.
But there's a thin line between love and hate. The longer I spend with James in such close proximity, the more that line seems to be getting blurred.
#gay romance#mm romance#gay short story#first time gay#straight to gay#lgbt#mm#mm first time#kindle#free#lucy lennox#edward raines#nerd#jock#short stories#new release#ebook#nathan bay
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10 of the hottest MM short stories, with 25,000 words in all that will make your bedtime more toe curlingly interesting. All put together right here for your reading pleasure with stories like…
DIRTY LAUNDRY - Sitting in a laundromat, Jason experiences something he's never felt before, a primal need to take a man. Can he control this new found need when Jordan approaches?
MIKE - Frank is like many middle aged married men. It was the old dead bedroom syndrome too many marriages face. Mike and Cheryl were the unfortunate spectators when Frank’s creates a little marital squabble over a coworker caught cheating. Frank and Mike’s friendship reaches a new level.
A STRANGER IN MY HOUSE - A questionable Doublelist ad spikes Steve’s curiosity. Leave your window unlocked and I will sneak in and take advantage of you. A few drinks in and Steve decides to put his fears aside and sends his address. Will he regret that choice?
THE NEW GUY - In a moment of lapsed judgment I told the new hire, Dillon that I was bisexual. Before I knew it, he used that information to his advantage. Peer pressure is real y’all!
VICKI - Nathan bought Vicki a shot of her favorite whiskey. The chemistry was right, so when they walked outside for a smoke Jordan was surprised about more than a beautiful woman accepted the offer of a drink. He couldn’t refuse her offer.
THE BOUND AND THE BEAUTIFUL - Jax and John have a standing appointment for casual sex but this week, John has a surprise. Max accepts and got everything perfectly ready. How did he know one of Jax’s top fantasies?
FORBIDDEN LOVE - Kind and generous Edmond always looked like he was trapped in his highfaluting lifestyle. I’d been watching him since he took me in and the yearning finally took over. When I found him naked and lost in thought, I took a chance.
MY SIDE GUY - Another drunken night and Donnie couldn’t take much more of her. He needed to get away for a while. When he found himself at Julian’s house he allowed himself to be taken over and his frustrations were wrung out of him.
SACRIFICES - Dillon, a cocky self assured young man has a blind date. Alexander is older, tall and powerful, and makes a proposal that Dillon can’t say no too. With a few simple words, Dillon’s life is altered.
LATE NIGHT FILL UP - It’s an early shift and Markel was already running late. He needed an extra large coffee and stopped at the corner gas station. Gorgeous Sammy quickly devised a plan that Markel wasn’t privy to. Needless to say, a coffee cup wasn’t the only thing filled up.
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#mm readers#mmreaders#mmromance#mm romance#gay men#first time gay#gay dom/sub#gay hookups#gay fiction#mmm#transgender#mm fiction
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Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway: Mint To Be by F.A. Ray
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Mint to Be
By F.A. Ray
Boyfriend Café, Book 4
I’ve given up on love by the time tall, dark and handsome sweeps me off my feet — literally.
Mal
Everyone around me is sickeningly in love. And I’m happy for my friends. I really am. But when is my turn coming? Why am I still a disposable hookup?
I’m ready to give up on love entirely by the time a bunch of drunk…
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#best friends to lovers#Book Love#Boyfriend Café#Boyfriend Café Series#college/new adult#F.A. Ray#First Time Gay#Found Family#Gay Book Review#Gay Romance Authors#grumpy/sunshine#LGBTQ#LGBTQ Books#Mint To Be#MM Romance#Opposites Attract#Sexy#Size Difference
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Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(
#autism#neurodivergent#adhd#fun facts#GOD I’m such an idiot#anyways now a 10 year old is out there looking up swear words online and it’s all my fault :(#I got so excited by the fact that I knew a fun fact#that I didn’t stop to think that maybe not everyone knows that fun fact for a reason :(#it’s like explaining how to successfully bury a body at a book club#or explaining the dangers of Scientology to your sister’s boyfriend the first time you meet him#or debating gay sex positions with your best friend in front of your mom#no matter how much I wish to be a beacon of knowledge in this world#sometimes there are things others just don’t want to know#and consciously that’s valid but the autism ? I does not care
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i haven't fulfilled my promise yet to use you as my dog!
redraw!
#are we okay#honestly? fr??? truly? im jumping out of the window now#yaoimas dropped with that recent chapter i ate it up like slurp slurp#how many times is dazai going to cup chuuyas cheek#this is the first time i drew and finished a piece in one day#with the power of gay#skk#soukoku#chuuya nakahara#dazai osamu#dazai#bsd#illustration
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This, this fucking image...
It drives me insane, just activates something visceral, and I finally realized why. It's not just an appropriately placed close up shot to denote intimacy between Gabriel and Beelzebub, it's a fuck damn pov shot.
Gabriel is not dressed in accordance to his preferences, he is borrowing Aziraphale's clothes. And Beezlebub, well lets just say a black blazer is a black blazer, not exactly the easiest thing in the world to differentiate. Just looking at those hands joining, the individual identities of their owners melts away. The moment could have so easily belonged to Aziraphale and Crowley... and it's just- it's... it's just like the Rats of Nimh. They've seen this sign everyday for almost their whole lives, and have never once known what it says. They can make inferences, use context clues, wherever they are, it seems to be too so it must be about them, but they couldn't ever know for sure. Until one day, without warning, they looked at the words, and understood them.
And the sign communicated a way out.
Aziraphale and Crowley are the first of their kind. I don't think we really appreciate or understand how utterly unfathomable what they feel for each other is in their lived contexts, even to them. All this painful fear, all these lengths they go to, all to keep safe this precious experience they don't even have the language to name. It's not just unallowed, it's unreal. So then just imagine what the actual fuck they must be feeling when they see someone else... just fucking do it. Just like that. An angel and a demon. In love. Intimate, affectionate, in front of heaven, in front of hell, in front of humanity, in front of GOD, and She knows who the hell else.
For literally the first time, they’re seeing the things they feel for each other exist in others like them.
#so basically baby gays from Kansas seeing men kiss on cable for the first time lol#season 2#good omens#2x06#ineffable husbands#ineffable bureaucracy#aziraphale#crowley#beezlebub#Gabriel#secret of nimh reference#meta#analysis#biceratops
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in which gangle causes psychic damage to the entire cast
#you can see me getting progressively lazier throughout the comic#i love caine. so much#but he’s such a pain in the ass to draw#this is canon btw#bubble told me itself#this is also the first time i’ve drawn any character other than caine and kinger#my gay old men <3#pomni isn’t in the last picture bc she’s too short#tadc fanart#tadc#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#tadc zooble#tadc jax#tadc gangle#tadc ragatha#traditional art#comic#doodles#art
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College is a time for new experiences, or at least that's what I thought. I arrived on campus with the expectation of chasing girls and hitting up frat parties. Instead, I found myself in a battle of wits with my dormmate, Brayden, who was harboring a big secret. I had every reason to believe Brayden, like me, was into girls. But as time passed, I started to question my assumptions.
Brayden's nonchalant attitude about flaunting his body made me wonder if he might be subliminally teasing or enticing me. Strangely enough, it was starting to work. Even though I was certain of my own straightness, I couldn't help but think about my reckless and cute dormmate more and more.
As if things weren't risky enough, I walked in on him doing something I couldn't have imagined in my wildest dreams. What shocked me even more was that he was using a toy that left no room for doubt about his orientation. There was no more denying that Brayden was into guys, and I was right on his radar.
And once he knew I'd been stealing glances at him, Brayden had no intention of letting me off easily. Lucky for him, I was happy to return the favor. Frustrated and lustful, I was ready to discipline Brayden for his mind games, even if it meant taking him hard until the walls of our dorm room rattled.
#gay romance#mm romance#gay short story#first time gay#straight to gay#lgbt#mm#mm first time#kindle#free#lucy lennox#edward raines#nerd#jock#short stories#new release#ebook#nathan bay
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before you know about women, you hear that you do not need to love the man, just that you need to love him through his manhood. which is to say you have seen the future painted in lamb's blood over your eyes - how your mother shoots you a look about your father's inability to cook right. how your aunt holds her wineglass and says i'm gonna kill em. men, right! how your best friend bickers with her boyfriend, how she says i can't help it. i come back to him.
you learn: men are gonna cheat. men aren't going to listen when you're talking, because you're nagging. men think emotions are stupid. they think your life is vapid and your hobbies are embarrassing. men will slam things, but that's because men are allowed to be angry. if you get loud, you're hysterical. if a man gets loud - well, men are animals, men are dogs, men can't control their hands or their eyes or their bodies. they're going to make a snide comment about you in the locker room, about your body, about how you're so fucking annoying. you're going to give him kids, and he will give you the money for the kids, and you're going to be running the house 24/7 - but he gets to relax after a long day, because his job is stressful. the man is on stage, and is a comedian, and says "women!"
and you are supposed to love that. you are supposed to love men through how horrible they are to you - because that's what women do. that's what good women do. wife material. your father even told you once - it'll make sense when you're older. it was like staring down a very lonely tunnel.
it feels like something's caught in your throat, but it's all you know, so. it's okay that you see sex as a necessary tool, a sort of okay-enough ritual to keep him happy, even though he doesn't seem to care about happiness as-applied-to you. it is relationship upkeep. it is kissing him and smiling even though he didn't brush his teeth. it is getting on your knees and looking up and holding back a sigh because he barely holds you as you panic through the night. it's not like the sex is bad and you do like feeling wanted. and besides! he's a man! like... they're another species. you'll never be able to actually communicate, right. he isn't listening.
you just don't get it. you don't feel that sense of i'm gonna climb him like a tree. mostly it just feels fucking exhausting. you play the part perfectly. you smile and nod and are "effortlessly" charming. and it's fine! it's alright! you even love him, if you're looking. you could have good life, and a good family, and perfectly happy.
in the late night you google: am i broken. you google i'm not attracted to my husband. you google i get turned on by books but not by him. you google how to get better in bed.
the first time he yells at you, it almost feels like blankness. like - of course this is happening. this is always how it was going to end up. men get angry, and they yell, and you sit there in silence.
you mention it to your friend - just the once - while you're drunk. she shrugs and says it's like that with me too, i just try to forget and move on. men are always gonna hear what they want to. pick your battles and say sorry even though he's in the wrong. you play solitaire online for a month. you go to your therapist appointment and preach about how you're both so in love.
after all, you have a future to want. nobody lied about it - how many instagram posts say marriage is hard. say real love takes work. say we fight like cats and dogs but the best part is that we always make up. how many of your friends say happy anniversary to the best and worst thing to ever happen to me. if you really loved him - loved yourself too - you'd accept that men are just different from you.
the first time she kisses you, it's on a dare at a party. something large and terrifying whips through your body. you wake up sweating from dreams where her mouth is encrusted with pearls and you pick them off one by one with your teeth. fuck. you sit at the computer and your almost-finished game of sim city. you think about your potential perfect life and your potential future family. you google am i gay quiz with your little hands shaking.
you delete each letter slowly. you don't need to love him. you just need to keep going.
#warm up#writeblr#this is also about being ace btw#my identity has slowly shifted over time and maybe if everyone is REAL cool i'll talk bout it#bc it's complicated and nuanced. but this is like#trying to warn u that if you find it “relationship upkeep” to have sex with ur partner#and don't actually enjoy it or seek it for urself. u might just not be attracted to them.#which is fine ! ace ppl can be perfectly happy in any relationship they feel good in!#but also i wasn't as straight as i had expected!#> the first time i saw dick i was like. huh. oh okay that's fine i guess#> the first time i saw pussy i was like. WAIT ACTUALLY HANG ON I GET IT#i just assumed sex wasn't all it was cracked up to be ya know#but also like. btw? this IS NOT saying ''u might be gay not ace''#bc tbh i'm grey ace/demisexual#it's saying u might not be into ur partner. explore urself & ur feelings. turn inward.#TAKE THIS IN THE MANNER IT WAS MEANT> GENTLE AND KIND#AND NOT IN A WEIRD INTERNET WAY PLEASE#bc the truth is that there ARE ppl who are gay who assume that they just ''don't like'' sex#and ace ppl who might need a different partner w/different needs#and i would have REALLY needed to hear ''check in w/urself about if u actually like sex''#WAY EARILIER in my life. but nobody said anything bc they assume if ur having sex. u like it.#not just the actual act of sex. not once ur turned on. do you ACTUALLY like it. or is it a burden?#even if ur gay. check w/urself. maybe ur more ace than u realized. in which case. ADDITIONAL FLAG BB#i love collecting my flags. i'm at like 354 at this point#but also btw this is about how toxic relationships are SO normalized that u can be in one#and have everyone around u being like ''THATS JUST MEN LOL''
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the boyfriendism is off the charts.....
#my pink femme fag ass will NEVER recover from this#this was their first day of meeting btw. this is so crazy and gay#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#gumlee#gary prince#marshall lee#prince gumball#adventure time#🐈
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Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway: Chai Love You A Latte by F.A. Ray
Release Blitz, Excerpt & Giveaway:
Chai Love You A Latte
By F.A. Ray
Boyfriend Café, Book 3
Loving him is the easiest thing I’ve ever done. Being just a friend? Not so much
Gabriel
I’ve loved my best friend Trent since the day we met. The only problem? He’s straight, and I’m definitely not. Our differences have never come between us, but sometimes the line is so blurry I don’t know where…
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#best friends to lovers#Book Love#Boyfriend Café#Boyfriend Café Series#college/new adult#F.A. Ray#First Time Gay#Found Family#Gay Book Review#Gay Romance Authors#LGBTQ#LGBTQ Books#MM Romance#Sexy
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Save me french yuri... Save me
#genshin impact#arledrone#sandrone#arlecchino#haha remember when we all thought that sandrone and arlecchino would both show up in fontaine and be gay together?#good times.... good times#jk i'm ready to end it all actually#I KNOW WE HAVE LIKE ONE LAST MAJOR FRENCH PATCH BEFORE NATLAN BUT IVE JUST ABOUT LOST ALL HOPE#the way that literally every wlw arle pairing got fed so well following arle's drip marketing EXCEPT for arledrn... hate it here so bad#anyways shipping aside HOW is it possible that the frenchiest of french harbingers with heavy ties to machinery#and like two major world quests tied to specifically to her lore and is even MENTIONED of being present in fontaine#also being one of the first harbingers ever mentioned dating back all the way to the description of chode's teaser trailer#just???? doesnt show up??????#Sandy enjoyers are stronger than any us marine because my GOD are we struggling out here#anyways ignore the fact that I completely forgot to draw sandy's wind up key it was hard drawing through the tears#(actually it was cause i half-assed this doodle but we dont talk about that)
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disciple luo binghe, running errands for his shizun one day, somehow manages to be in the exact wrong (right) place at the exact wrong (right) time and catches shang qinghua meeting with mobei jun
in order to keep luo binghe from tattling right away, shang qinghua dissembles in a panic and claims that his clandestine meetings with mobei jun are happening because they're lovers and definitely not because shang qinghua is betraying the sect and handing their secrets over to demons in order to save his own hide. when that almost doesn't work, he also tells luo binghe that he knows he's part demon, and that if luo binghe rats him out then shang qinghua will take him down with him. mutually assured destruction
it works, and even though luo binghe threatens him quite a bit (jeez kid calm down, you might be the almighty protagonist but also you're like sixteen) he agrees to keep shang qinghua's fraternizing a secret. but if ANYTHING BAD should happen to the sect or especially to luo binghe's shizun because of this, luo binghe will take shang qinghua down even if it does ruin his life too
shang qinghua, now sweating even more bullets about the impending immortal alliance conference: cool! cool cool cool sounds great cool yeah
so shang qinghua can add "being blackmailed by the punk ass brat I sort of created" to his list of stress-inducing woes. which gets even worse when luo binghe keeps somehow sensing if mobei jun is around for more than a couple hours and showing up, and picking fights with him?? kind of??
wtf has the protagonist been taking tips from liu qingge or something...?
shang qinghua feels like he's gonna have a heart attack when mobei jun just snorts and tosses luo binghe by the scruff like he's an annoying yappy dog
mobei jun actually knows what's up though. teenage half-demon who has never been around his own kind has become spoiled by the lack of competition on this front, and now his hackles are all up because he wants to claim the whole mountain range as his territory, and his instincts are screaming at him to challenge mobei jun about it so that they can decide who is actually top dog. since mobei jun could easily kill him, especially with his blood sealed, and has been clawing rocks and pissing on trees along the borders of an ding peak since before luo binghe was born, he's clearly got seniority here
and since qinghua doesn't want mobei jun to just kill the little shit (fair enough -- that sealed bloodline does look kind of interesting) that means it's up to mobei jun to teach him how to do things like interact with other demons without making a complete fool of himself. lesson one: what to do when you challenge someone out of your league and they win, assuming they don't just kill you
so luo binghe reluctantly gains another demon tutor
meng mo actually approves. he's been out of the loop on demon high society for a long time, and has lacked a body for long enough too that he's forgotten a lot of the particulars of socializing. it'll be good for luo binghe to pick up some manners that aren't just silly human tea ceremonies and things. maybe he'll start addressing meng mo more respectfully for a change!
(lol no)
luo binghe is partly like "I don't need to learn demon social skills since I'm spending the rest of my life as a disciple of qing jing peak" but partly like, well, if shizun knew about this and didn't freak out about it, he'd probably say that knowledge is power and learning how to handle politics and diplomacy of all kinds is important. and despite himself luo binghe is also interested, because this is a whole perspective on his own nature that he's never really gotten advice about
also, mobei jun is the lover of shang qinghua? mobei jun is a demon who successfully seduced a cang qiong peak lord? does he have any advice about that?
(he does -- all of it very bad)
anyway all of this sort of fucks up the immortal alliance conference developments really good, so the system kind of gives up and settles on some other big transformative achievements that luo binghe has to complete in order to be suitably heroic
but shen qingqiu has no idea and so the reprieve just seems to come out of nowhere until several years later, when he walks in on luo binghe with his claws out and huadian gleaming in the company the demon king of the northern desert, the two of them playing weiqi or something while they wait for shang qinghua to get back from some random logistics crisis he had to rush off to
shen qingqiu: ...?!?
luo binghe, panicking: wait shizun I can explain it's not what it looks like SHIZUN I SWEAR I WAS GOING TO TELL YOU PLEASE DON'T BE MAD--!
shen qingqiu: all this time I thought you were sneaking out to meet a girl, and this was what you were doing instead?!
luo binghe: WHAT?? shizun no I'd never do that I swear I don't even like girls!
shen qingqiu: that's not -- wait what do you mean you don't even like girls?!
mobei jun, unperturbed and still focused on the weiqi board: he's gay
#svsss#scum villain's self saving system#bingqiu#moshang#most anticlimactic reveal of all time#luo binghe had several plans for how to do it but he kept chickening out at the last minute#so now he's gonna get all his secrets randomly outed by a bored mobei jun who is mad at losing a board game#while sqq's brain keeps stopping and restarting trying to figure out what to freak out about first#lbh: it's the demon thing oh no he's upset about the demon thing#sqq: already knew the demon thing and is circling the drain around 'gay' and 'mobei jun is here' instead#sqq: wait is the girl he's been meeting MOBEI JUN???
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Ya'll want to know the funniest shit?
I'm researching the era when Alastor was alive right now to get a better idea of both his character, the life he lived before Hell, and to hash out a backstory for him.
And so, apparently, Alastor lived through the Prohibition (which was basically the United States government illegalizing the manufacture, transportation, and sale of alcohol because they thought it was the cause of a lot of domestic violence and child abandonment).
Alastor canonically died in 1933.
Do you know how long the Prohibition lasted?
From 1920-1933.
ALASTOR LITERALLY DIED THE SAME YEAR ALCOHOL BECAME LEGAL AGAIN. CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW BITTER HE MUST'VE BEEN?
The Prohibition officially ended on December 5, 1933, and now my headcanon is that Alastor died December 6, 1933. Literally the day after he could legally drink all the booze he wanted.
I am learning a LOT about New Orleans and the era Alastor lived through (including the gay community in the city at the time) which has been a lot of fun, and I just wanted to share that tidbit because it is so fucking funny to me.
#guys i just#its so funny#can you imagine Alastor gets the news#everything is awesome#the next day he's planning to go out drinking and have a good time#but first he needs to get rid of this body#it shouldn't take too long#just a few hours#and THEN this motherfucking hunter decides to ignore hunting laws and mistakes him for a deer#when he wakes up he's in Hell#I can just imagine the realization setting in#he's SO bitter and angry about it#he was about to get shit-faced and have a fun time at a party#and now he's suffering eternal punishment#he couldn't even get a proper drink first#it was just a fun tidit#ALSO#the gay community in New Orleans at the time is so fascinating#they literally entire communities and neighborhoods#and a lot of it was from mixed race people#and we know Alastor is mixed race#AH I have so so many thoughts#hazbin hotel#alastor#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#the radio demon#hazbin hotel fanart#alastor hazbin hotel#alastor the radio demon
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