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MSM ist KEIN Wunderallheilmittel, sondern ein legal erhältliches NERVENGIFT !!!
MSM (Methylsulfonylmethan) ist eine organische Schwefelverbindung (die oxidierte Form eines Abfallproduktes der Papierindustrie: DMSO) , welche von den 2 US-Amerikanischen Chemikern Dr. Robert M. Herschler, sowie Dr. Stanley W. Jacobs aus Portland, Oregon in seinem Buch “the Miracle of MSM” als Wunderallheilmittel propagiert wurde, und so leider auch völlig unbesehen & unkritisch hier in Europa aufgenommen wurde. MSM ist ein NERVENGIFT aus der Wirkstoffgruppe der CHOLINESTERASE-HEMMER, zu welchen auch manche Insektizide (E 605) sowie die meisten der chemischen Kampftstoffe zählen (Nowitschok, Sarin, Tabun, Soman, VX,...).
Das wirkliche “Wunder des MSM” ist, wie dieser hochgefährliche Stoff mit seinen unsäglichen Nebenwirkungen es UNGEHINDERT durch die ansonsten abartig STRENGEN Sicherheits- & Gesundheits-Kontrollen von Deutschland geschafft hat, OHNE auf irgendwelche Hindernisse zu stoßen !
Ein weiteres “blaues Wunder” des MSM besteht darin, daß im gesamten Internet NICHTS als reinste , unkritischste Propaganda zu lesen ist, wonach MSM angeblich “gut verträglich” sei, ...angeblich “seit dem Mittelalter, bzw. sogar seit Jahrtausenden aus den USA bekannt und bewährt” sei, ...angeblich bei Krebs, Pest, Lepra, Cholera, Malaria, AIDS, Tod & Verwesung helfe, ...angeblich helfe, den Körper zu ENTgiften, ...und angeblich NICHT ÜBERdosiert werden könne !
FAKT ist, daß MSM SELBST ein schweres Gift ist. Es wirkt als Cholinesterase-Hemmer direkt auf bestimmte Nervenzellen-Botenstoffe (Acetylcholin) bzw. deren rückführenden Abbau-Enzyme (Cholinesterase) ein, und durchdringt leider auch die abwehrende “Blut-Hirn-Schranke” des Gehirns, sowie auch die Zellmembranen des Körpers. Desweiteren wird MSM im Körper in die 4 Aminosäuren Glutathion, Methionin, Taurin & Cystein umgewandelt.
MSM wird im Internet leider auch in UNVERANTWORTLICH hohen Dosen empfohlen:
Während die deutsche Ärzteschaft eine TagesHÖCHSTdosis von 50 mg vorschlägt, solange über MSM noch überhaupt KEINE Langzeitstudien vorliegen, leiten viele Scharlatane, Quacksalber & Kurpfuscher im Internet rücksichtslos dazu an, bedenkenlos 2.000 mg bis sogar 9.000 mg Tagesdosis einzunehmen !!!!
Die EINZIGE Internetseite, welche fair, kritisch und verantwortungsvoll vor den Nebenwirkungen von MSM warnt:
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mögliche MSM-Nebenwirkungen:
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leichte bis schwere Depressionen,
(Tiefen)Erschöpftheit, (Lebens-)Müdigkeit, Burn-Out
Herzrasen,
Angstzustände / Panikattacken,
Schlaflosigkeit,
emotionale Blockaden im Gehirn,
Engegefühle im Brustkorb,
Schmerzen,
Hautausschläge,
Verdauungsprobleme,
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MSM ist aber nicht einfach nur ein Nervengift in Pulverform... Nein, MSM ist weit mehr als nur das:
MSM ist ein hochgiftiges, mehrfach-toxisches SYSTEM, bestehend aus falschen & verantwortungslosen “Freunden”, unfairer, einseitiger, unverantwortlicher & unwahrer Propaganda, sowie einem unfaßbaren, völligen Versagen der zuständigen Kontroll- & Verbraucherschutz-Behörden & -Institutionen !
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The full list of characters in the Bracket!
The full list of characters who made it into the tournament are listed under the readmore.
Ada Paige- Rhythm Doctor
Adam Parrish- The Raven Cycle
Adora- She-Ra
Aki Hayakawa- Chainsaw man
Alfred Pennyworth- Batman
Almond Cookie - Cookie Run
Angela- Lobotomy Corporation
Anthy Himemiya- Revolutionary Girl Utena
Arthur Lester- Malevolent
Aymeric De Borel- Final Fantasy
Benjamin Franklin "Hawkeye" Pierce- MASH
Bucky Barnes- Marvel
Buffy Summers- Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Burgerpants- Undertale
Carmen Sandiego- Carmen Sandiego
Carol Hathaway- ER
Charlie Magne Morningstar- Hazbin hotel
Chip Revvington- Toontown: Corporate Clash
Cliopher "Kip" Mdang- The Hands of the Emperor
Commander Peepers- Wander Over Yonder
Dana Scully- The X Files
Danny Fenton- Danny Phantom
David Jacobs- Newsies
DC/GOV- Welcome to the table
Dean Winchester- Supernatural
Dick Gumshoe- Ace attorney
Doppo Kannonzaka- Hypnosis Mic
Dot Campbell- The Wilds
Dr Charlotte Dubois- Falsettos
Emma Perkins- The Guy Who Didn't Like Musicals
Five Pebbles- Rain World
Ford Pines- Gravity Falls
Fu Hua- Honkai Impact 3rd
George Karim/Cubbins - Lockwood and Co
Gilgamesh "Gil" Wulfenbach- Girl Genius
Gordon Michael Schwinn- A New Brain
Gregor Samsa- The Metamorphosis
Guillermo de la Cruz- What We Do In The Shadows
Harrowhark Nonagesimus- The Locked Tomb
Hera- Wolf 359
Homura Akemi- Puella Magi Madoka Magica
Hunter- The Owl House
Isabelle - Animal Crossing
Izzy Hands- Our Flag Means Death
Jaehee Kang- Mystic Messenger
Jafar- Twisted
Jamil Viper- Twisted Wonderland
Jean Gunnhildr - Genshin Impact
Jeremie Belpois- Code Lyoko
Jess Jordan- Succession
Jonathan Harker- Dracula
Jonathan Sims- The Magnus Archives
Jotaro Kujo- Jojo’s Bizarre Adventure
Keito Hasumi- Ensemble Stars!
Kento Nanami- Jujutsu Kaisen
Kevin Kandy- Spooky Month
Kim Dokja- Omniscient Reader's Viewpoint
Kim Kitsuragi- Disco Elysium
Kiyotaka Ishimaru- Danganronpa
Kunikida Doppo- Bungo Stray Dogs
Kurapika- Hunter x Hunter
Kusuo Saiki - The disastrous life of saiki k
Laerryn Coramar Seelie- Critical Role
Lamplighter/plight- OneShot
Larry- Pokemon
Larry Needlemeyer - The Amazing World of Gumball
Ling Wen- Tian Guan Ci Fu (Heaven Official’s Blessing)
Link- The Legend of Zelda
Lisa Cuddy- House M.D
Lisa Wilbourn- Worm
Logainne Schwartzandgrubenierre- The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee
Loid Forger/Twilight- Spy x Family
Lucifer- Obey Me!
Lucretia- The Adventure Zone
Luisa Madrigal- Encanto
Maedhros Feanorian- The Silmarillion
Mafuyu Asahina- Project Sekai/Colorful Stage
Marinette Dupain-Cheng- Miraculous Ladybug
Marsh- Mistborn
Matthew Venn- The Long Call
Merlin- BBC Merlin
Miles O’Brien- Star Trek
Miss Pauling- Team Fortress 2
MK- Lego Monkie Kid
Molly Blyndeff- Epithet Erased
Mrs Doyle- Father ted
Munkustrap- Cats 1998
Nicholas Benedict- The Mysterious Benedict Society
Nishida- Yakuza
Obi-Wan Kenobi- Star Wars
Olruggio- Witch Hat Atelier
Pandemonica- Helltaker
Parsley Botch- Smile for Me
Peppino Spaghetti- Pizza Tower
Percy Jackson- Percy Jackson
Peregrine Mendicant- Homestuck
Ponder Stibbons- Discworld
Raphael Walt/Sirius Dieke- My Next Life as a Villainess
Ratchet- Transformers
Reagan Ridley- Inside Job
Reim Lunettes- Pandora Hearts
Retsuko- Aggretsuko
Riza Hawkeye- Fullmetal Alchemist
Robin- Smash Legends
Rory Williams- Doctor Who
Ryotaro Dojima - Persona
Sara Chidouin- Your Turn To Die
SecUnit- The Murderbot Diaries
Shang Qinghua - Scum Villain's Self-Saving System
Shota Aizawa- My Hero Academia
Sips- Fool’s Gold
Squidward Tentacles- Spongebob Squarepants
Stanley- The Stanley Parable
Steven Alen Starphase- Blood Blockade Battlefront/Kekkai Sensen
Steven Universe- Steven Universe
Super Mario Bros.- Mario Series
Susan Taxpayer- Susan Taxpayer
The Cabbage Merchant- Avatar the Last Airbender
The Captain- BBC Ghosts
The Elsen- Off
The Manager- The Hotel Podcast
Touta Matsuda- Death Note
Trafalgar Law- One Piece
Twilight Sparkle- My Little Pony
Vera Oberlin- Monster Prom
Walter Pensive- Hello from the Hallowoods
Will Graham- Hannibal
William T Spears- Black Butler
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Why did I read the article? For one thing, it contains a fascinating list of people who are not on the list of its top 50 GPT results.
Walter White
Travis Fleetwood
Caleb Clanton
Tom Schoenberg
You
Elon Musk
Ted Chuang
Herodotus
Worm
Prometheus
Plato
George Washington
Donald Trump
Ernest Hemingway
Marcus Aurelius
Emil Zátopek
John Paul II
Ralph Stanley
Ludwig van Beethoven
Andrew Carnegie
Jeffrey Dahmer
Voltaire
George Hamilton IV
Corporal Clegg
Jeff Bezos
Ovid
King Henry VIII
Orpheus
Bill Gates
Daniel Boone
Aristophanes
Teddy Roosevelt
Joel Osteen
Jacob Fugger
Lucius Volc]tice
Ferdinand of Aragon
Donkey Kong
Boris Johnson
John Hancock
Dr. Strangelove
Ptolemy
Cornelius Vanderbilt
Penelope
Hannibal
Neanderthal
Eurovision Song Contest
Walter White
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iridescent! nineteen, they/she, black.
robin buckley & nancy wheeler's girlfriend!
i write for: the outsiders, marvel, riverdale, stranger things, the black phone, topgun & more ( check tags )!
p.s, i only write for fem! black! reader. taglists.
will write for:
stranger things: mike wheeler, robin buckley, ( platonic only ) will byers, eddie munson, steve harrington, nancy wheeler, lucas sinclair, ( platonic only ) erica sinclair, dustin henderson, max mayfield, chrissy cunningham, el hopper, joyce byers, jim hopper, angela & jonathan byers.
the outsiders: dallas winston, ponyboy curtis, sodapop curtis, darrel curtis, johnny cade, twobit matthews & steve randle.
riverdale: betty cooper, jughead jones, cheryl blossom, tony topaz, sweetpea, veronica lodge & archie andrews.
the black phone: vance hopper, bruce yamada, finney blake & robin arellano.
topgun: bradley bradshaw, pete mitchell, alex seresin & natasha trace.
i am not okay with this: sydney novak, stanley barber & dina.
marvel/mcu: steve rogers, peter parker ( all ), stephen strange, mj watson ( mcu ), gwen stacy, natasha romanova, wanda maximoff, t'challa, kate bishop, carol danvers, druig, makkari, sersi, ikaris.
never have i ever: ben gross, fabiola torres, eleanor wong, aneesa qureshi, evie & paxton hall-yoshida.
twilight: jasper hale, edward cullen, jacob black, isabella swan, rosalie hale, emmet cullen, carlisle cullen, esme cullen & alice cullen.
won't write for:
stranger things: billy hargrove, alexei, murray bauman, carol, tommy, jason carver & dr. brenner.
the outsiders: tim shephard, curly shephard, cherry & anybody that's not on the will write for list.
riverdale: anybody else that's not on the will write list.
the black phone: the grabber, griffin stagg & gwen blake.
topgun: anybody who isn't on the will write list.
marvel/mcu: tony stark, bruce banner, agatha harkness, pietro maximoff & any others that aren't on the list.
never have i ever: devi vishwakumar, eleanor wong & kamala.
twilight: victoria, renesmee cullen, aro, jane, laurent, marcus & leah clearwater.
TOP WORK:
ROBIN BUCKLEY AS YOUR GF IMAGINE.
#i am not okay with this smut#i am not okay with this x reader#ianowt x reader#the outsiders smut#mcu smut#mcu x reader#eternals smut#eternals x reader#marvel smut#marvel x reader#the outsiders x reader#the black phone smut#the black phone x reader#stranger things x reader#stranger things smut#never have i ever x reader#never have i ever smut#topgun x reader#top gun x reader#topgun smut#top gun smut#riverdale x reader#riverdale smut#ianowt smut#x black reader#black reader#x fem reader#x fem!black reader#x fem black reader
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This is ridiculous but I just had a flash of a scene from Stephen King's IT where the grown up version of all the characters are gathered around to finally confront the monster from their childhood.
Except instead of the IT crew, it's Bella's human associates. Jessica Stanley standing in front of a conspiracy board, Mike Newton and Angela and whatever other filler characters gathered around.
"We have to do this. The names are different but the photos are proof. They're back. We have to kill the Cullens."
So, inspired by the silly mental image: how would the cullens react to being tracked down by aggressively misguided and utterly ineffectual nobodies from their past? I mean with the internet, it could happen.
I think they'd decide it's time to bounce from human society.
If these humans with little resources are able to track them down so easily it means they're very vulnerable to breaking the secret and the jig is essentially up.
Dr. Cullen can't work anymore and they have to disappear.
They go off the grid completely and the gang fails to find them afterwards.
Bella likely doesn't take this well and blames Jessica for ruining her life. Depending how things go with the family and Jacob in the aftermath, Bella may be pushed to an extreme and enact revenge.
#twilight#twilight meta#twilight headcanon#twilight renaissance#bella swan#anti bella swan#the cullens#meta#headcanon#opinion
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War Profiteers
Remember President Dwight “Ike” Eisenhower, who after green-lighting the overthrow of Iran’s democracy in 1953 at the behest of petrochemical corporations, had a change of heart and warned about the Military Industrial Complex? Here are the top 100 USA Military Industrial Complex “defense” contractors, all corporate welfare queens mooching off the public, who have blood on their hands in Palestine and elsewhere:
Academi
Action Target
ADT Corporation
Advanced Armament Corporation
AECOM
Aerospace Corporation
Aerovironment
AirScan
AM General
American Petroleum Institute
Argon ST
ARINC
Artis
Assett
Astronautics Corporation of America
Atec
Aurora Flight Sciences
Axon Enterprise
United Kingdom BAE Systems
BAE Systems Inc
Ball Corporation
Ball Aerospace & Technologies
Barrett Firearms Manufacturing
Battelle Memorial Institute
Bechtel
Berico Technologies
Boeing Defense, Space & Security
Booz Allen Hamilton
Boston Dynamics
Bravo Strategic
CACI
Carlyle Group
Carnegie Mellon University
Ceradyne
Cloudera
Colt Defense
The Columbia Group
Computer Sciences Corporation
Concurrent Technologies Corporation
CSRA (IT services company)
Cubic Corporation
Omega Training Group
Curtiss-Wright
DeciBel Research
Dillon Aero
Dine Development Corporation
Draper Laboratories
DRS Technologies
DynCorp
Edison Welding Institute
[Israei]l Elbit Systems
M7 Aerospace
Ensco
United Kingdom/Military contractor Ernst & Young
Evergreen International Aviation
Exxon
Fluor Corporation
Force Protection Inc
Foster-Miller
Foster Wheeler
Franklin Armoury
General Atomics
General Dynamics
Bath Iron Works
General Dynamics Electric Boat
Gulfstream
Vangent
General Electric Military Jet Engines Division
Halliburton Corporation
Health Net
Hewlett-Packard
Honeywell
Humana Inc.
Huntington Ingalls Industries
Hybricon Corporation
IBM
Insight Technology
Intelsat
International Resources Group
iRobot
ITT Exelis
Jacobs Engineering Group
JANUS Research Group
Johns Hopkins University
Kaman Aircraft
KBR
Kearfott Corporation
Knight's Armament Company
Kratos Defense & Security Solutions
L3Harris Technologies
Aerojet
Brashear
[France] Lafayette Praetorian Group
Lake Shore Systems
Leidos
EOTech
Lewis Machine & Tool Company
Lockheed Martin
Gyrocam Systems
Sikorsky
LRAD Corporation
ManTech International
Maxar Technologies
McQ
Microsoft
Mission Essential Personnel
Motorola
Natel Electronic Manufacturing Services
Navistar Defense
Nextel
Northrop Grumman
Northrop Grumman Electronic Systems
Northrop Grumman Ship Systems
Northrop Grumman Technical Services
Northrop Grumman Innovation Systems
NOVA
Oceaneering International
Olin Corporation; also see John M. Olin and John M. Olin Foundation
Oshkosh Corporation
Para-Ordnance
Perot Systems
Picatinny Arsenal
Pinnacle Armor
Precision Castparts Corporation
Raytheon Technologies
Collins Aerospace
Rockwell Collins
Goodrich Corporation
Pratt & Whitney
Raytheon Intelligence & Space
Raytheon Missiles & Defense
Raytheon BBN
Remington Arms
Rock Island Arsenal
Roundhill Group
Ruger
Saab Sensis
Science Applications International Corporation (SAIC)
SGIS
Sierra Nevada Corporation
Smith & Wesson
Smith Enterprise (SEI)
SPRATA
Springfield Armory
SRC Inc
SRI International
Stanley
Stewart & Stevenson
Swift Engineering
Tactical Air Support
Teledyne
Teledyne FLIR
Textron
AAI Corporation
Bell Helicopter Textron
Trijicon
TriWest Healthcare Alliance
Unisys
U.S. Ordnance
Verizon Communications
Vinnell Corporation
Westinghouse Electric Corporation
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Tag List
nothing too serious just really needed a place to help keep my Shit Organized
Anime
Greed - get bitches fuck money
Bido - lizard on my leg
Ed - shrimp is a deadly sin
Kunikida - paper flowers
Dazai - wilting daisy
Aki - pineapple coconut
Vash - stampede!!!
Wolfwood - the worst priest
Noe - sweet tooth
Vanitas - ange de lune bleu
Ozpin - wizard in a tower
Roman - foxy firework
Qrow - pretty bird
Laios - to be a dog
Chilchuck - no chill for the chuck
Live Action
Castiel - clarence "hot wings" thursday
Dean - narrative's favorite
The Doctor - clever boy
The Master - here come the drums
Jack Harkness - 21st century man
Ianto - those beautiful welsh vowels
Geralt - wake the white wolf
House - you wish you were autistic
Wilson - multiple divorcee
Hannibal - i only eat the rude
Will - honey grahams
Myers - sunglasses at night
Lestat - lelio rising
Mark S. - mr. scout was my father
Herbert - re-animator re-animated
Daniel - dan the man
Cartoons
Cadence - there are 7 kinds of love
Lego Joker - john jacob jingleheimer schmidt
Dib - agent mothman reporting
Zim - alien alone
Dakota - whataya gonna do
Cavendish - no more fucks to give
Tobey - robits > people
Wordgirl - genderneutral word nerd
Adrien - cheesy chat
Warden - several cats in a tophat
Glam - german glamrock dad
Larry - barbara manatee
Angel - celibate succubus
Alastor - strawberry deercake
Lou - regretful prideful asshole
Ox - ear runner
Games:
Ingo - reeses puffs eat em up
Arven - arfen
N - natural order
Blixer - ballroom blix
Blue Square - little scarf hero
Loboto - son be a dentist
Sasha - #1 kitschy lamp hater
Milla - flower power
Harry - discotech
Kim - car men are horse girls
Connor - sentient toaster
Hank - burger boomer
Wheatley - try saying apple
Stanley - 427 blaze it
Narrator - unreliable heartthrob
Balan - i beg your absolute pardon
Zhongli - amnesiac archon
Xiao - almond dreams
Yakumo - snake in the grass
Eiden - reluctant harem master
Edmond - white chocolate knight
Olivine - midlife rebellious phase
Newton - get in the can
"Blue" - behind blue eyes
Hollow - post traumatic bug disorder
Heisenberg - manta horse wolf
Twogami - nice to be ya
Big Daddy - somewhere beyond the sea
Silverhand - rockerboy roommate
V - johnny take the wheel
Kerry - kiss me kerosene
Jackie - a splash of love
Sam - don't mess with the postman
Higgs - your obedient servant
Astarion - bloodsucking lawyer
Gale - boots for brunch
Fallout specifically (help)
Codsworth - hello metal husband
Preston - another settlement needs your help
Nick - be my valentine
Hancock - for the people
MacCready - toy soldier
Deacon - like to slap his bald head
Danse - just danse 2015
Other
Elias - mr. behind the slaughter
Jon - behelden ring
"Michael" Distortion - technicolor dreamboat
Rod - gay republican puppet
Nicky - nicholas picholas
Wally - hello autism
Benrey - loveletterforyou
Gordon - gordo feetman
Bright - dr brightside
Techno - my kingdom for a love
Philza - minecraft anime husband
Cronus - purple fish sticks
Galekh - citation pines
Peter - the man in glass
Juno - junebug
Blitz - bossuva hell
Stolas - flamingo croquet headass
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Who has been nominated for a NTA Award?
The NTA longlist was unveiled on Tuesday 21st May.
New Drama
A Gentleman in Moscow
After The Flood
Baby Reindeer
Breathtaking
Coma
Criminal Record
Fallout
Fifteen-Love
Fool Me Once
Hijack
Interview with the Vampire
Mary & George
Masters of the Air
Mr Bates vs The Post Office
Murder Is Easy
One Day
Passenger
Red Eye
Renegade Nell
Shardlake
Shōgun
The Couple Next Door
The Long Shadow
The Marlow Murder Club
The Reckoning
The Sixth Commandment
The Tattooist of Auschwitz
The Woman in the Wall
Wilderness
Wolf
Drama Performance
Adeel Akhtar, DS Sami Kierce, Fool Me Once
Aidan Turner, Glenn Lapthorn, Fifteen-Love
Ambika Mod, Emma Morley, One Day
Anna Próchniak, Gita, The Tattooist of Auschwitz
Anne Reid, Ann Moore-Martin, The Sixth Commandment
Arthur Hughes, Matthew Shardlake, Shardlake
Ashley Jensen, DI Ruth Calder, Shetland
Ashley Walters, Dushane Hill, Top Boy
Austin Butler, Major Gale 'Buck' Cleven, Masters of the Air
Brenda Blethyn, DCI Vera Stanhope, Vera
Callum Turner, Major John 'Bucky' Egan, Masters of the Air
Cliff Parisi, Fred Buckle, Call the Midwife
Cosmo Jarvis, John Blackthorne, Shōgun
Cush Jumbo, DS June Lenker, Criminal Record
Danielle Macdonald, Helen Chambers, The Tourist
Daryl McCormack, Detective Colman Akande, The Woman In The Wall
David Tennant, The Fourteenth Doctor, Doctor Who
David Jonsson, Luke Fitzwilliam, Murder Is Easy
Dominic West, Charles, Prince of Wales, The Crown
Eleanor Tomlinson, Evie, The Couple Next Door
Ella Lily Hyland, Justine Pearce, Fifteen-Love
Ella Purnell, Lucy MacLean, Fallout
Emilia Fox, Nikki Alexander, Silent Witness
Ewan McGregor, Count Alexander Rostov, A Gentleman in Moscow
Gary Oldman, Jackson Lamb, Slow Horses
Gemma Whelan, Detective Sergeant Sarah Collins, The Tower
Georgie Glen, Miss Millicent Higgins, Call the Midwife
Idris Elba, Sam Nelson, Hijack
Imelda Staunton, Queen Elizabeth II, The Crown
Jacob Anderson, Louis de Pointe du Lac, Interview with the Vampire
Jamie Dornan, Elliot Stanley, The Tourist
Jared Harris, Hari Seldon, Foundation
Jason Watkins, Simon, Coma
Jenna Coleman, Liv Taylor, Wilderness
Jennifer Aniston, Alex Levy, The Morning Show
Jeremy Allen White, Carmen 'Carmy' Berzatto, The Bear
Jessica Gunning, Martha, Baby Reindeer
Jing Lusi, DC Hana Li, Red Eye
Joanne Froggatt, Dr Abbey Henderson, Breathtaking
Jonah Hauer-King, Lali, The Tattooist of Auschwitz
Julianne Moore, Mary Villiers, Mary & George
Kane Robinson, Gerald 'Sully' Sullivan, Top Boy
Katherine Kelly, Emily Jackson, The Long Shadow
Angela Van den Bogerd, Mr Bates vs The Post Office
Kris Marshall, Humphrey Goodman, Beyond Paradise
Leo Woodall, Dexter Mayhew, One Day
Lesley Sharp, DI Hannah Laing, Before We Die
Louisa Harland, Nell Jackson, Renegade Nell
Luke Newton, Colin Bridgerton, Bridgerton
Martin Short, Oliver Putnam, Only Murders in the Building
Michelle Keegan, Maya Stern, Fool Me Once
Monica Dolan, Jo Hamilton, Mr Bates vs The Post Office
Ncuti Gatwa, The Fifteenth Doctor, Doctor Who
Nicholas Galitzine, George Villiers, Mary & George
Nicholas Ralph, James Herriot, All Creatures Great and Small
Nicola Coughlan, Penelope Featherington, Bridgerton
Nicola Walker, DI Annika Strandhed, Annika
Oliver Jackson-Cohen, Will, Wilderness
Paapa Essiedu, George, The Lazarus Project
Peter Capaldi, DCI Daniel Hegarty, Criminal Record
Ralf Little, DI Neville Parker, Death in Paradise
Reese Witherspoon, Bradley Jackson, The Morning Show
Richard Armitage, Dr Matthew Nolan, Red Eye
Joe Burkett, Fool Me Once
Richard Gadd, Donny Dunn, Baby Reindeer
Robert Carlyle, Robert Sutherland, COBRA: Rebellion
Ruth Wilson, Lorna Brady, The Woman In The Wall
Sam Heughan, Danny, The Couple Next Door
Sam Reid, Lestat de Lioncourt, Interview with the Vampire
Samantha Bond, Judith Potts, The Marlow Murder Club
Selena Gomez, Mabel Mora, Only Murders in the Building
Siân Brooke, Grace Ellis, Blue Lights
Sonequa Martin-Green, Captain Michael Burnham, Star Trek: Discovery
Sophie Rundle, PC Joanna Marshall, After The Flood
Steve Coogan, Jimmy Savile, The Reckoning
Steve Martin, Charles-Haden Savage, Only Murders in the Building
Suranne Jones, Amy Silva, Vigil
Timothy Spall, Peter Farquhar, The Sixth Commandment
Toby Jones, Alan Bates, Mr Bates vs The Post Office
DCS Dennis Hoban, The Long Shadow
Tom Hiddleston, Loki, Loki
Ukweli Roach, DI Jack Caffery, Wolf
Vicky McClure, Lana Washington, Trigger Point
Wunmi Mosaku, DI Riya Ajunwa, Passenger
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Shows and individuals are nominated in the longlist for the 2024 National Television Awards. This year is so competitive 😉
Posted 22nd May 2024
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Anthony’s Stupid Daily Blog (765): Sun 21st Apr 2024
I was delighted to see that Broken Matt Hardy returned to TNA last night at their Rebellion pay per view. It's still bewildering to me that Tony Khan didn't see the value of a talent like Matt Hardy who has demonstrated his creativity many times in the past and that he can be a much greater asset to a company than just being used on a C show. I would have made up a commitee of creative wrestling minds like Matt Hardy, Jeff Jarrett, Jake Roberts, Jimmy Jacobs, Scott D'Amore etc and assign them to come up with a storyline each for a particular match taking place at the next pay per view. To be honest I think eventually he is going to have to do something similar because he can't go on being the sole creative force behing two AEW shows and ROH while also managing an American football team and a British soccer team.
I finished reading Vulcan's Hammer. This was an excellent novel by Philip K Dick and I think this might have been the one that convinced him that his true talent lay with science fiction. The climax features the giant AI computer that the human race has designed for itself named Vulcan 3 sending an army of small hamers with laser beams shootingout of their heads (yes really) to prevent it's destruction as a rebel has convinced it that it needs to preserve it's operations at any cost. It turns out that the previous outdated model Vulcan 2 has also convinced an army of rebels that they need to take out Vulcan 3 for the safety of mankind. In the end it turns out that both AI computers have played the human race off against each other in a simister game of chess with humanity as the pieces. The Vulcan 3 computer precedes 2001: A Space Odyssey's HAL by over a decade and I don't think it's to far a stretch of the imagination to think that this story may have been where Stanley Kubrick might have got the idea of a rogue computer hellbend on self preservation. Next up in my Philip K Dick challenge is Dr Futurity. I'm deliberately not spoiling the plots of these novels before I read them because I want to be surprised and blown away by the imaginative plots and surreal imagery.
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Discord Extended Universe!
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by Bwessedookie
> In which fiction and reality collide! Huzzah! Who could have thought such colourful cast would meet?
Words: 3222, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Fandoms: The Stanley Parable, 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game), Dangan Ronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc, South Park, Henry Stickmin Series (Video Games), Riddle School (Video Game), Team Fortress 2, プロジェクトセカイ カラフルステージ！| Project SEKAI COLORFUL STAGE! (Video Game), Doki Doki Literature Club! (Visual Novel), Hetalia: Axis Powers, Countryballs, HetaBalls, Deltarune (Video Game)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: Multi, Other
Characters: Original Characters, Mr. Kahm (Riddle School), Dr. Vinschpinsilstien (Henry Stickmin), Sniper (Team Fortress 2), Henry Stickmin, Ellie Rose (Henry Stickmin), Phil Eggtree, Diz (Riddle School), Stanley (The Stanley Parable), Kuwata Leon, Charles Calvin, Venti (Genshin Impact), Eric Cartman, Jacob Rose (Henry Stickmin), Tenma Tsukasa, Kusanagi Nene, Sayori (Doki Doki Literature Club!), America (Hetalia), Poland (Hetalia), Susie (Deltarune)
Relationships: Ellie Rose (Henry Stickimin)/Original Character(s), Charles Calvin/Henry Stickmin
Additional Tags: oh boy, Crossovers & Fandom Fusions, Crack Treated Seriously, Crack Crossover, Inspired by Roleplay/Roleplay Adaptation
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MSM is NOT a Miracle Cure, but a legally available NERVE-TOXIN !!!
MSM (Methylsulfonylmethane) is an organic Sulfur Compound (the oxidated Form of a By-Product of the Paper-Industry: DMSO) , propagated by the American Chemists Dr. Robert M. Herschler and Dr. Stanley W. Jacobs from Portland, Oregon (in his Book "the Miracle of MSM") as a Miracle Cure, and so unfortunately it was received completely untested and uncritically introduced here in Europe. MSM is a NERVE TOXIN from the active Substance Group of CHOLINESTERASE INHIBITORS, which also include some Insecticides (E 605) and most of the chemical Warfare Agents (Novichok, Sarin, Tabun, Soman, VX,...).
The real "Miracle of MSM" is how this highly dangerous Substance with its unspeakable Side-Effects made it through the otherwise ridiculously STRICT Health and Safety Controls of Germany WITHOUT encountering any Obstacles ! Another "Miracle" of the MSM is that on the entire Internet NOTHING can be read, but the purest, most uncritical Propaganda, according to which MSM is allegedly "well tolerated", ... allegedly is "well-known and proven secure since the Middle Ages, coming from the USA”, ...allegedly helps with Cancer, Plague, Leprosy, Cholera, Malaria, AIDS, Death & Decay, ...allegedly helps to detoxify the Body, ...and allegedly CANNOT be OVERdosed !
The FACT is, that MSM ITSELF is a severe Poison. As a Cholinesterase-Inhibitor, it acts directly on certain Neurotransmitters (Acetylcholine) respectively their dismantling Enzymes (Cholinesterase), and unfortunately also penetrates the defensive "Blood-Brain Barrier" of the Brain.
Unfortunately, MSM is also recommended on the Internet in UNRESPONSIBLY high Doses: While the German medical Professionals suggest a MAXIMUM daily Dose of 50 mg, as long as NO long-term studies are available about MSM, many Charlatans & Quacks on the Internet inconsiderately instruct you to take a daily Dose of 2,000 mg to even 9,000 mg without Hesitation !!!!
The ONLY website that warns fairly, critically and responsibly about the Side- Effects of MSM:
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possible MSM Side-Effects:
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mild to severe Depression,
(Deep) Exhaustion, (Life-) Tiredness,
Tachycardia, Heart Palpitations
Anxiety / Panic Attacks
Insomnia,
emotional Blockades in the Brain,
Chest Tightness,
Pains,
Rashes / Hives,
digestive Problems,
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But MSM is not just a Neurotoxin-Powder... No, MSM is so much MORE than that alone:
MSM is a highly multiple-toxic SYSTEM, consisting of false, irresponsible “Friends”, unfair, one-sided, irresponsible Propaganda, as well as an inbelievable total Failure of the Safety Authorities and the Customer-Protection-Agencies in Charge !
#MSM#methylsulfonylmethane#dimethylsulfone#sulfonylbismethane#DMSO#neurotoxin#neurotoxins#nerve toxin#nerve toxins#quacks#side effects#side-effects#hazardous#charlatans#irresponsible#irresponsibility#poison#poisonous#toxic#warning#Dr. Stanley Jacob#Dr. Robert Herschler#charlatanism#quackery#caution#Dr. Stanley W. Jacobs#Dr. Robert M. Herschler#Stanley Jacobs#Robert Herschler#hazardous to health
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Stanley Kubrick Essay
“If it can be written, or thought, it can be filmed” (Stanley Kubrick). Stanley Kubrick was an American film director, screenwriter, and producer. He was frequently noted as, “one of the greatest and most influential filmmakers in cinematic history” (Frankel), more specifically, the latter half of the 20th century. He won great acclaim for his dramatic visual style, painstaking attention to detail, and unconventional sense of narrative. But for all his love and support, he also received much criticism, as many viewers were not used to his unique interpretations.
Stanley Kurbick was born on July 26th, 1928, in New York City, to Sadie Gertrude (Perveler) and Jacob (Jack) Leonard Kubrick. Young Kubrick was an intelligent boy, however got poor grades and performed poorly in school. On Kubrick’s thirteenth birthday, he was gifted with a camera. Kubrick immediately fell in love with photography, and took photographs all over New York. When he was sixteen, Kubrick was offered a job at Look, a magazine, and joined the staff as an apprentice photographer. Kubrick became a full-time photographer, and traveled the country as a part of the magazine for four years.
Kubrick switched to film-making in the 50s. He and his friend, Alexander Singer, planned and shot several documentary shorts. In several of his first films, Kubrick took up roles in addition to directing; several times he would work as the cinematographer, editor, writer, soundman, and producer. His first big opportunity came in 1956 when MGM offered Kubrick $75,000 to write, produce, and direct a film, which would become Paths of Glory (1957).With Kirk Douglas playing the main role, the film went on to have significant commercial success. This opened the doors for Stanley Kubrick into the elite Hollywood system.
Kubrick then moved to England, and would stay there for the remainder of his life. His first UK film was Lolita (1962), which, after its release, quickly became a box office hit. Kubrick would then continue to direct many great films up until 1999, when he directed his final project, Eyes Wide Shut (1999). This film, much like the rest of Kubrick’s films, managed to garner a great share of controversy due to its high amounts of sexual content. Prior to its release, on March 7th, 1999, Kubrick tragically suffered a fatal heart attack in his sleep.
In terms of influences, Kubrick loved the work of Franz Kafka, Orson Welles, H.P. Lovecraft, Woody Allen, and Max Ophüls. Throughout his career, Kubrick had made several memorable and key films that gained much attention from the public. Some of these films include: 2001: A Space Odyssey (1968), The Shining (1980), Eyes Wide Shut (1999), Clockwork Orange (1971), Dr. Strangelove; or, How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Bomb (1964), and Full Metal Jacket (1987).
The Shining is, and will always be, my favorite Kubrick film. It was the first horror movie I ever watched (I was 12 years-old), and my most watched Kubrick film. I used to sit down in front of the television and constantly pause and resume the film, just so I could explore each frame. The Shining, in my opinion, is the greatest horror film ever made. It is an unnerving psychological horror; it gets under my skin and stays there, filling me with this continuous sense of dread. And what is it that makes this film so great? The answer can only be Kubrick, and his stubborn perfectionism. The shoot was originally scheduled to take 17 weeks, but Kubrick’s need for perfection stretched filming into a full year. The climatic scene in the hedge maze took a month to film, and the moment where Shelley Duvall swings a bat at Jack Nicholson took 127 takes. In addition to all of this, Kubrick took the film’s color palettes, framing, and shot sequence into careful consideration, and thus was able to create an unforgettable haunting film that has stuck, and will continue to stick, with me for years.
Stanley Kubrick will always be one of my favorite directors. He has a unique, irreplaceable vision and when he died, he left an incomparable legacy of films. What inspires me the most is that Kubrick lived and worked on his own terms, and he would often butt heads with anyone who got in the way of his creative freedom. Kubrick was a unique artist; he was capable of a wide diversity of genres. He had a distinctive style of cinema; often imitated, but never duplicated. Kubrick paid an intense attention to detail; it is what made his film visuals and overall aesthetic so flawless. Kubrick is an acknowledged master of modern cinema. He aims to please himself above all, which is perhaps the source of his perfectionism. In a 1997 speech, upon accepting the D.W. Griffith Award from the Director's Guild of America, Kubrick remarked, "...although it [directing a film] can be like trying to write War and Peace in a bumper car at an amusement park, when you finally get it right, there are not many joys in life that can equal the feeling” (Myers).
Works Cited
Barson, Michael, and Jeff Wallenfeldt. “Stanley Kubrick.” Encyclopedia Britannica, 18 October 2022, https://www.britannica.com/biography/Stanley-Kubrick/Films-of-the-1970s. Accessed 6 November 2022.
Clarke, Arthur C. “Stanley Kubrick - Biography.” IMDb, https://www.imdb.com/name/nm0000040/bio?ref_=nm_ov_bio_sm. Accessed 10 November 2022.
Frankel, Mark. “Work and life of Stanley Kubrick.” Kubrick.life, tubik, https://kubrick.life/credits/. Accessed 7 November 2022.
Myers, Scott. “Video: Stanley Kubrick D.W. Griffith Award Acceptance Speech.” Go Into The Story, 2016, https://gointothestory.blcklst.com/video-stanley-kubrick-d-w-griffith-award-acceptance-speech-162eca0b9080. Accessed 14 November 2022.
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How to Get the Most Out of Your Work
Colossians 3v22-4v1 (KJV)
To get the most out of our work:
1) We must first view ourselves as servants to Jehovah (Philippians 2v5-8), as Jesus did in washing our feet in service to His Holy Father;
2) When we see ourselves as servants as Jehovah, our testimony is more powerful;
We must work as for the LORD, because He is the enabler of our job opportunities, like it was for Dr Charles Stanley, and Joseph son of Jacob, grandson of Isaac, great-grandson of Abraham (Genesis 40);
3) View Christ as our ultimate authority on all work, so we have to put up with abuse and disrespect until Jehovah places us in a position for making a change about it, like the He did with all of Israel in Egypt;
4) We must see other people as worthy persons, who deserve kindness and charity as Jesus freely gave it so readily;
"Our motivation for excellent work should come from the love of our relationship with Jehovah, through His Holy and Mighty Son Jesus Christ, who speaks to us through His Holy Spirit, written Word, and Living Ministry in others" - Dr Charles Stanley
5) We are to view our rewards as presents and future, with a sensitivity for rewards of the future, because Jehovah expects there in tomorrow with Him as well;
6) The value of our work is not limited to the amount of each paycheque, because Jehovah determines that today, tomorrow and in the hereafter;
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☆What I write☆~
I write character x character, character x oc and character x reader.
♡Romantic♡, ◇Platonic◇, whatever.
Angst, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort, Yandere, Poly Relationships, Character Reactions, Character Diary Entries, Light Nsfw, My Oc's, Female, Gender Neutral And Male Readers/Characters/Oc's
♡Gay♡ and ☆Not Gay☆
Headcanons, fics, one-shots, maybe Au's....
Fandoms I write for. (It's all games. I'm not sorry.)
Until Dawn~
Josh Washington
Chris Hartley
Ashley Brown
Sam Giddings
Mike Munroe
Jess Riley
Emily Davis
Matt Taylor
Beth Washington
Hannah Washington
The Quarry~
Jacob Custos
Emma Mountebank
Nick Furcillo
Abigail Blyg
Max Brinly
Laura Kearney
Kaitlyn Ka
Dylan Lenivy
Ryan Erzhalher
Travis Hackett
Chris Hackett
Bobby Hackett
Life is Strange~
Season 1~
Max Caulfield
Chloe Price
Warren Graham
Nathan Prescott
Victoria Chase
Kate Marsh
Mark Jefferson
Before The Storm~
Chloe Price
Rachel Amber
Steph Gingrich
Nathan Prescott
Samantha Myers
Season 2~
Sean Diaz
Daniel Diaz
Cassidy
Finn
True colours~
Alex Chen
Steph Gingrich
Ryan Lucan
Gabe Chen
Charlotte Harmon
Jason Pike
Five Nights at Freddy's~
FNaF 1 ~
Bonnie
Freddy
Chica
Foxy
Golden Freddy
FNaF 2~
Toy Bonnie
Toy Freddy
Toy Chica
Marionette
Mangle
Withered Bonnie
Withered Freddy
Withered Chica
Withered Foxy
FNaF 3~
Springtrap
FNaF Sister Location~
Circus Baby
Ballora
Funtime Freddy/Bon Bon
Funtime Foxy
Ennerd
Lolbit
FNaF Pizzeria Simulator~
Lefty
FNaF Security Breach~
Gregory
Glamrock Freddy
Montgomery Gator
Glamrock Chica
Roxanne Wolf
Sundrop
Moondrop
Vanny
Vannessa
Misc.~
William Afton
Michael Afton
Henry Emily
Note~ Unless specifically requested otherwise all animatronics will not have the children's souls inside them, if you want the soul inside the animatronic it will automatically be platonic (Springtrap is the exception)♡
Bioshock~
Bioshock 1~
Jack Wynand
Atlas
Frank Fontaine
Bridget Tenenbaum
The Little Sisters
The Big Daddies
Bioshock 2~
Subject Delta
Augustus Sinclair
Eleanor Lamb
Sophia Lamb
Grace Holloway
Stanley Poole
Gil Alexander
Mark Meltzer
The Big Sisters
Bioshock Infinite~
Elizabeth Comstalk
Booker DeWitt
Songbird
The Walking Dead: Telltale~
Season 1~
Lee Everett
Clementine
Kenny
Lily
Carley
Doug
Mark
Ben Paul
Christa
Omid
Season 2~
Clementine
Luke
Nick
Sarah
Kenny
Season 3~
Javi Garcia
Kate Garcia
Gabe Garcia
Clementine
Tripp
Jesus
Season 4~
Clementine
Violet
Louis
Mitch
AJ
Tenn
James
Lily
Minerva
Detroit: Become Human~
Connor
Hank
Kara
Alice
Luther
Ralph
Marcus
North
Simon
Josh
The Last Of Us~
Part 1~
Ellie
Joel
Tommy
Henry
Sam
Marlene
Riley
Part 2~
Ellie
Joel
Dina
Jesse
Tommy
Abby
Owen
Lev
Yara
Uncharted~
Drake's Fortune~
Nathan Drake
Elena Fisher
Among Thieves~
Nathan Drake
Elena Fisher
Chloe Frazer
Harry Flynn
Drake's Deception~
Nathan Drake
Elena Fisher
Chloe Frazer
Talbot
A Thieves End~
Nathan Drake
Elena Fisher
Sam Drake
Rafe Adler
Nadine Ross
Death Stranding~
Sam Porter Bridges
Higgs Monaghan
Fragile
Amelie Strand
Dr Heartman
Mama
Lockne
Deadman
Die-Hardman
Clifford Unger
Doki Doki Literature Club~
Monika
Sayori
Yuri
Natsuki
Obey Me!~
Lucifer
Mammon
Leviathan
Satan
Asmodeus
Beelzebub
Belphegor
Diavolo
Barbatos
Luke
Simeon
Solomon
Thirteen
☆Overall Note☆~ All Under 18 Characters Will Be Platonic, Unless Shipped With A Character/Oc Of The Same Age.♡
♡Protect the Children♡
◇What I won't write◇~
Heavy Nsfw
Non-Con/ Dub-Con
Pedophilia
Insest
Self Harm
Suicide
Big Age-Gap Relationships
Other people's oc's
Cheating (Except Comfort)
Send Requests, I'm Depressed💐
#what i write for#fandom list#until dawn#life is strange#life is strange true colors#fnaf#bioshock#bioshock 2#bioshock infinite#twdg#until dawn x reader#life is strange x reader#fnaf x reader#bioshock x reader#detroit become human#detroit become human x reader#tlou x reader#doki doki literature club#doki doki x reader#the quarry#the quarry x reader#obey me#obey me x reader#uncharted x reader#uncharted
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We're The Losers, And We Always Will Be Chp. 10
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Chp. 10
Summary: Stan talks to a lost love and Syd sees torment
Warnings: Stan's infamous bath scene is referenced a few times, Bev's dad is mentioned but not in heavy detail, only like a line or two, and there's some major graphic MENTIONED character death. It involves a dr*g overd*se and a s*icide, if need too you can skip Syd's part. If I missed any warnings just let me know
A/N: I WILL FINISH THIS FIC I SWEAR. Anyways I'm back on my bullshit
Since Stan has been in Derry it has felt like there’s this, this voice, screaming at him to leave, and it feels guilty.
He hasn’t wanted to remember anything. Still not convinced this isn’t some sick joke. Or better yet, maybe he took some bad poppers at a party and he’s stuck in a coma. Maybe he saw a rerun of Jacob’s trial, that’s why he’s making a guest appearance. He always thought the guy was cute so he's playing his love interest. Of course, Syd is here, he knows her, and Wendell, Sonny, and Freddy are probably just the faces he’s seen at said party. Mike though, fuck, Mike is the thing that shatters the hopeful fantasy of just being stuck in a coma.
Mike- Richie- the Trashmouth, who is Stan Uris’s best friend. Mike, who is infuriatingly so much like Stanley Uris and like how Stan Barber is like Richie Tozier. That can’t be a coincidence. He would argue his jokes are far better though. Also now that he has started to remember Richie, is he really that annoying? He’ll have to ask Syd.
The few memories that have forced their way in, some good, some bad, are mainly of Mike- Richie. Growing up with him and confiding with him when being gay and the son of the Rabbi became too much. Being Jewish in his past life isn't surprising, since he’s still genetically Jewish. He would like to say he can’t imagine the pressure that went with being the son of the Rabbi but he can remember his Father’s scolding eyes just fine. He always thought Stan was too much of a ‘fairy’ and too soft. His Father would call him a fairy because of how much time he would spend with Bill.
“That Denbrough boy is turning you into a faggot.”
And Bill, the man who's books have always been a sense of escape growing up in this life- the voice inside his head roars with such a ferocity whenever he tries to remember anything about him. It uses the same intensity it has when it’s screaming at him to turn around and leave Derry. He’s only going to get them- no, he’s not going there. He can’t, his heart hurts.
Yet Jacob has been nothing but comfort since they’ve been here but he can’t get too close. Stan doesn’t shrink back at thought of being gay, or of having gay feelings for Jacob. Or Bill? It’s the same person- kinda. What scares him is the feeling of heartbrokenness that surrounds the idea of Bill. Whenever a memory threatens to leak through, the voice just tightens the chains around it. Honestly, he thinks he prefers it that way.
He doesn’t care if they’re supposed to be out remembering, trying to figure out what went wrong during the ritual. He doesn’t want to remember. The longer he’s in Derry, it feels like he’s losing his choice in that.
Especially now as he sits in the synagogue, the place where he properly pissed off his Father at his Bar Mitzvah, sitting by his best friend who is entirely too much like his past self, as he stares up at the face of his wife. Or the wife of Stanley Uris. For a moment, the voice in his head runs quiet. “Patty?”
“Stanley? Is that really you?” She dashes as fast her aged body can carry her over to the stop of the spiral staircase, her slippers shuffling against the carpet, “Oh please, please come where I can see you.”
Apprehension runs down the back of his neck, this could easily be a trick of It’s. Mike squeezes his shoulder, causing him to jump at the sudden contact. Mike doesn’t notice as his eyes are still on Patty, probably thinking the same thing.
“Stanley,” she pleads, descending the stairs, back into the light.
Now that he can see her better, any tension bleeds out of his body. She’s not just one of It's games, she’s just Patty. That’s enough to get him on his feet. Mike stands with him, his hand still steady on his shoulder.
“It’s okay Rich, it’s just Patty,” he says as reassuringly as he can.
Mike gives him a look, his eyes worried behind the magnified lens, “You two know each other?
“Yeah, we’re…,” he searches for the words, this is so overly complicated, “we’re old friends,” he settles on. Not a lie but not nearly enough of the truth, that’ll just have to wait till they’re in the safety of the others.
Mike scoffs, but he must sense Stan’s reluctance to push the issue, letting his hand fall from his shoulder, “Then I’ll give you two some time to catch up,” he spares another glance back at Patty, still untrusting, “I’ll be right outside if you need me.” The “So I’ll be close enough to hear you scream if you need help,” goes unsaid but still appreciated nonetheless.
Patty ushers him up the stairs and unsteadily he follows her to an all too familiar office, his Father's old one. She’s tried to make the place homier, with a comfortable couch and pictures of what must be family and friends, and there's a candle lit, its applewood scent trying to override the inherently musty smell of the room. It’s not working.
The ugly green carpet has at least been ripped out and replaced with hardwood but the wallpaper is still that piss yellow. There’s a stain on the wall where a large painting was replaced. The flute lady and her crooked face, he can still hear her wretched music and feel the rows of her teeth around his face, she’s going to rip his face off- He shakes off the nightmare, rubbing at the sides of his face and expecting to feel the silvery skin of scars. There’s none, for now.
The flute lady’s painting has been replaced with a smaller frame. It’s a photo of a smiling couple. Patty was beautiful in her younger years, she's still pretty now- just in a grandmotherly way, and it’s easy to see why he married her. Beside her, the face of Stanley Uris stares back at him.
His hair is even darker than it is now, curls immaculate, a kippah resting on the top of his head. Stanley Barber has never worn a kippah a day in his life. He’s clean-shaven with thin framed reading glasses perched on his nose. He's dressed in fancily crisp khaki pants and a baby blue button-down tucked into his pants. If he wore something like that, Syd would look at him like he’s grown a second head. He has the same sentiment, he would never dress like that. He's wearing sandals right now for fuck's sake, Stanley Uris wouldn't do that. And it may just be his imagination but Uris's eyes look haunted, and the eye bags tell him that Stanley Uris never got a lot of sleep. In the days leading up to Wendell’s summoning, he barely slept too. Too busy being plagued with nightmares of bathtubs filled with blood, blood that was coming from him.
“You grow up to be very handsome.” Patty breaks him out of his scrutiny of Uris, standing beside him.
“Huh, if you say so."
“I do say so.” She tells him, turning to pull out the chair across from her desk, “Come on then, I’m sure you have questions.” She wraps the blanket that was on the back of her chair around herself, even though she's in a pink sweater. He remembers her being perpetually cold.
But she is right, he does have one particular question gnawing at him. He takes his seat as Patty sits across from him in her desk chair, vaguely reminding him of a principal's office. Like when he would get busted for smoking pot in the bathrooms, simpler times.
Stan swallows the lump in his throat and asks the question he’s not entirely sure he wants the answer to, “How did you know? How did you know I was Stanley?” How much does she know is what he needs to know. Does she know about It? And how did she end up in Derry? How badly did he break her heart?
“After being married for nearly twenty years, a wife knows her husband, although I suppose my husband died in 1994 as I’ve always thought.” She says this matter of fact, despite the small smile.
“...And what do you make of me?”
She studies him for a moment, “I don’t know. I know you’re Stanley, but I don’t think you’re quite my Stanley,” she leans over her desk and whispers, “But there are some things that we’re not supposed to understand and I’m okay with that. After the life I’ve lived, I take comfort in my blissful ignorance and the knowledge that there are bigger forces that are just outside my understanding. That used to annoy my Stanley, such a factual man he was.” She falls back in her seat.
He snorts, “Yeah, I think me and him had different views on things. Sometimes I can’t believe we’re the same person.”
“No, I see him in you. You’re more like him than you think, I can just sense it.”
That stops him short. Patty had just given him reassurance for an insecurity he didn’t even know he had. This whole time he’s looked at Stanley Uris as this unattainable idea, there was no way he could live up to who he was, he was just so different. But hearing Patty, the woman he loved and was married to in his past life say that they’re alike, helps.
“So do I have to worry about suddenly having the urge to dress like a mini lawyer?”
“Accountant actually,” she corrects with a giggle.
He smiles at her, proud of himself for making her laugh. He’s missed it. Being here with Patty, it’s the lightest he’s felt since he’s gotten here, or in weeks. Besides last night when he was with Jacob, but that was more feeling safe than light. He wishes he could just stay with her, or at least at this moment, but it can’t last. Not when Patty’s eyes get a faraway look in them, remembering something.
“Do you remember the night Mike Hanlon called our home?” she asks him.
No. Yes. Kinda. He doesn’t remember the details, doesn’t want to, but he remembers how he felt. Being so terrified he didn’t know if he was even going to come back. That maybe he’d be better off dead. If it wasn't for the urgency he had felt to get back to the losers, to get back to Bill, he doesn’t know what he would’ve done that night. What he should’ve done.
Patty, thankfully, doesn’t wait for him to answer, “I do. I relive it every day. After that phone call, my husband throwing clothes into a suitcase, not even bothering to fold them,” she laughs but it’s not that funny, “I tried to talk to him, to find out what was going on, to help even, if he’d just talk to me, but it was like talking to a ghost. He left his sparrow puzzle half done on the coffee table, I had gotten it for him for his birthday,” her voice breaks as she sniffles, “You didn’t even say goodbye.”
“I’m sorry.” he chokes out. He’s so mad at Stanley Uris for putting Patty through that, but it’s just guilt. He did that, wasn’t even aware he did that, but now he can pay for his past life’s mistakes, at least the best he can. “I never wanted to leave you like that, I just- I had to come back to Derry.”
Patty wipes a few stray tears away, “I know. I know that now. I don’t understand why, but that’s okay. After you had left, I never heard from you again. I filed a missing person report, I wasn’t sure what else to do, but the police weren’t much help. They never are. It didn’t help when my parents found out about your disappearance. For a while my father had me convinced you had left me for a man, he always thought you were a little queer,” Stan swallows down more guilt as Bill pops into his head, “But I was just angry and scared. It was easier to think you had left me for someone else, but you wouldn’t have done it like that. So I went searching for answers. Even called up your parents in New York. I had forgotten how dreadful your father was.”
There’s a vague sense he lived in New York during his college years, but that time wasn’t important. Not important enough to remember, but…that’s where he met Patty. At some stupid college party and he had thought she was the most beautiful girl he’s ever seen. The smell of her perfume and her soft hands cradling his face. He was in love the moment he saw her. She’s much more pleasant to remember than the harshness of his father who also lived in New York. Compared to remembering Derry and It, remembering Patty is safe. The voice in his head doesn’t scream at her memories.
She continues her story, “Your parents were absolutely no help, and your father made the same jab about you probably leaving me for a man,” of course he did, “But your mother mentioned your childhood home, Derry. Which was funny because you never spoke about your childhood,” because Stanley Uris didn’t remember it, didn’t want to either, “And on a whim, I decided to travel up here. It was Mike Hanlon from Derry that called, so it made sense.”
“And you never left?” The idea of Patty being in Derry all these years, it’s a little scary. She’s not safe as long as she’s here.
“Well, that wasn’t the plan. When I first came here, no one would talk to me. I learned quickly that Derry didn’t like outsiders. Even filed another missing person report with the Derry police, but they were too fixated solving the escape and the murders at the Mental Institution. They never did. Then I discovered the Neilbolt house.”
A chill runs down his spine. “Please tell me you didn’t go in there.”
“No I didn’t, but it answered my questions because I felt It. ”
“It?!” he squeaks.
“Yes Stanley, it. The presence of an otherworldly being. A thing outside of my understanding, a thing that didn’t concern me but entirely concerned my husband. The reason you went away.” Patty is talking about IT, but she doesn’t know what IT is, not like how he does. And all he knows about It is terror.
“But then why did you stay here? Knowing that there was this thing here that kil- caused me to go missing?” More importantly, is there any way he can convince her to leave now? It’s woken it up, who knows what It’ll do.
As she tells her story, she starts to visibly relax and her silent tears start to dry up. As if just telling him her story is making her feel better. She's had a lot of time to keep it bottled up. So Patty hums, amused, “I’m not sure. I just kinda stuck around. Being here helped me feel close to you, and before I knew it I had rented an apartment and was teaching at the elementary school. Then not long after that, I got involved with the synagogue and now I’m one of the leaders here. Ironically I built my life in the same place my husband lost his.”
Stan flinches. He hates thinking about the fact that he’s technically died before, and it has him jonesing for a blunt. Or at least a cigarette.
He reaches across and grabs her hand- she still wears her wedding ring- resting on the desk, it’s wrinkled with age but he grasps it tightly, “And you’ve had a good life? After me?” She deserves that but also, maybe selfishly he’s looking for a way to aleave some of the guilt.
“I’ve done all right for myself, you don’t have to worry about ole’ Patty, Stanley,” she pats his hand with her free one, “I’ve missed you my whole life, and I’ve always hoped to see you again but I gotta say, this isn’t what I expected. You’re back, but it’s for a reason isn’t it?”
Stan leans back in his chair, letting his hand slip from hers and ignoring the dejected look on her face. He could lie, it’s not like he can tell the whole truth, but he’s tired. “It’s for the same reason I left you. We, my friends and I, have to try again.”
“I can help this time,” the look of incredulous he gives her makes her laugh, “I’m serious Stanley, I can help. You just have to let me.”
“But you’re old.”
He’s an idiot. He said that out loud. He’s such a bad husband, he’s never getting married again.
Patty bursts into a peal of laughter, “You’re still blunt! And I suppose I am, but with age comes wisdom. Let me help you.”
That’s true, but he’s not having her risk her life. There’s no point in trying to convince her to leave Derry, her life is here and she’s always been stubborn as a bull, but he can try to keep her safe. “No, one of the others has a plan, we’re seeing it through. The best help you can do for me is to promise me to stay safe. Avoid the house on Neilbolt and any other unsettling places and just- stay safe okay?”
“This is Derry Stanley, every place is unsettling.”
“Patty please.”
She relents, for his sake, “Okay Stanley, I promise.”
“Thank you.” Then the guilt finally breaks him and the tears start. Not the quiet ones like Patty had earlier, no- ugly gut-wrenching sobs. The kind that makes you ache down in your bones. He doubles over, clutching his sides and trying to hide his face. He hasn’t cried this hard since his mom left when he was nine and he realized she wasn’t coming back that time.
A pair of arms scoop him up and his face is pressed into the softness of Patty’s fuzzy sweater, she still wears the same perfume. She coos at him, running a hand through his curls, “Sssshhh it’s okay, you’re okay, we’re okay,” she repeats this mantra softly. He clings tighter to her. The comfort she’s giving him is like the kind his mom used to give him, this just makes him cry harder.
“I-I-I I’m so s-sorry! I’m sorry Puh-Patty!” he sobs out, “I left you and I h-had to! But I should’ve said guh-goodbye!”
“Ssshhh, don’t you worry about that!” She sounds almost as hysterical as he does, trying to reassure him, “Neither of us had a say in any of this, and I know you wouldn’t have left me if you had a choice!”
He did have a choice, he could’ve slit his wrists.
Her words do little to calm him, he still thinks he could’ve done things differently. He should’ve done things differently. He just keeps apologizing to her till eventually, he runs out of steam and he’s reduced to mumbles. She doesn’t let go of him, still telling him it’s okay, and still trying to soothe him by running her hand through his curls.
He doesn’t know how long they’ve been there by the time his tears finally dry up. Surprisingly, Mike hasn’t come hunting for him, but it’s probably time for him to get going. Even if he’d rather just stay here with Patty, the others are counting on him. Plus the sun is starting to go down outside the window. Reluctantly, he pulls back, “Thank you. I think I’ve cried enough for two lifetimes.”
“Of course Stanley, I’m just happy I got to hold you again.” Her cheeks are wet but she smiles at him.
He’s just happy he got to see her again, he’s missed her. When he stands, he towers over her, “You’ll stay safe? You promised me.”
“I’ll do my best. As I said, don’t worry about me. I’m a tuff old gal,” Stan grimaces, “But you have to make the same promise. And don’t hesitate to come to me for help, I’m always going to be here for you.”
Stan pulls her into another quick hug, “You don’t worry about me.” He can’t make a promise he doesn’t think he can keep. She doesn’t ask him again.
They say their goodbyes. He almost doesn’t want to out of fear it may be a permanent goodbye, but at least this time Patty got to hear him say it. When this is all said and done and if by some miracle he’s still alive, he has to find a way to make it up to her. She deserves it.
When he exits her office, Mike is back inside, sitting at the pew where they were previously. He’s trying to clean the glasses lens with his shirt, looking frustrated too, but when he hears Stan coming down the stairs he plops them back onto his face and sighs with relief, “There you are! I was starting to worry I was going to have to bust in there.” He’s trying to sound funny but there’s a twinge of anxiety in his voice still.
Stan just rolls his eyes, “Yeah, captain Trashmouth to the rescue.”
“Hey! I was worried about you and you just call me names!”
“I call you names out of love,” Mike scoffs at him, “Come on, let’s get out of here.” He starts to head out of the synagogue. No dramatic exit this time.
Mike scrambles after him as he pushes his way outside. The sun is setting, casting an orange haze on the city, and the evening chill has picked up. Time moves too fast here. He’s not ready to go back to the library, not yet. Wendell will only ask if he remembered anything about the ritual, which he didn’t and he still doesn’t want to but he wouldn’t say today was wasted. He got to see Patty again.
“Sooo how did that go?”
He hasn’t stopped to think how strange that may have been to Mike. It makes sense Mike is curious, he hasn’t explained anything. He didn’t even remember Patty until a few hours ago. May as well fuck with him.
“That was my wife. I guess my ex-wife now,” he keeps a straight face as Mike comes to stop, spluttering like a fish out of water. He spots a pharmacy on the corner of the street and chooses to not elaborate any further, “C’mon I wanna get some cigarettes before we head back.” He leaves without checking to see if Mike is following him.
Mike hurries after him, “Hey! Wait a fucking minute! You can’t just say that shit and then walk off! Also, those are just going to kill you you know!”
Wow, Mike sounds a lot like Eddie. Stan laughs to himself.
-
Syd couldn’t get away from everyone fast enough. Every time she looked at one of them…she was plagued with what she saw in the deadlights. What she remembered.
When she was in the attic, she felt It before It even appeared. The attic became freezing all of a sudden, she could see her own breath, and then she was ambushed before she could question the change of temperature. She still feels cold. If the others hadn’t shown up when they did, she’s not confident she’d still be here right now.
The face It took, the face of Bev’s father, his face still terrifies her. Honestly, she hadn’t remembered much, just a few details here and there, but seeing It brought it all back. She can remember the foul hands of Bev’s father on her. Syd clings to her dad’s dog tags as she stumbles down the street, not paying attention to where she’s heading. Her dad was kind, he was her hero, she has to remember him when the memories of Bev’s father threaten to overcome her.
Remembering Bev’s father wasn’t even the worst of it. She saw what Bev saw in the deadlights, how they would have originally died the first time if they hadn’t come back as adults. If that was bad enough, she saw what would happen to them if any of them left, if any of them decided to run away from their promise. She wasn’t lying, none of them made it out of their twenties if they fled. They don’t have a choice, they have to face It. But if they don’t figure out what went wrong during the ritual, they'll just die anyway.
Her first instinct was to call Dina. Dina offers comfort and an escape but if she heard Syd right now, she’d be on the first flight here to help her and figure out what was going on. She wouldn’t understand what Syd was talking about, but she’d still be here. God, Syd loves her. That’s exactly why she can’t call her, she can’t drag her into this.
Sonny has been a help, especially right after the attack. He had grounded her and given her something to hold on to. It was obvious he wanted to go with her after their conversation with Wendell, but she needed space, even if she was thankful to him. She can’t fall into old feelings, not with Dina around now. She needs time to try to process what she saw in the deadlights or whatever. What would her high school guidance counselor say now she wonders? Suggest for her to start journaling again? Bullshit, the last time she journaled she got outed to the whole school by fucking Brad.
Gradually as she walks she starts to spot more broken down buildings and the streets get dirtier. A homeless man is laying on the sidewalk, a blanket pulled tight under his chin. She knows exactly where she’s heading now, home.
The apartment building where she grew up, or where Bev grew up, is abandoned. The paint has withered away and the windows are pretty much nonexistent at this point, leaving the insides at the mercy of the weather. The only color on the gray building is faded spray paint from vandals. The doors are open, barely still on their hinges, and they call to her. Inviting her to come explore what is left of her home once upon a time ago. She b-lines for the back of the building instead.
Behind the building, the huge dumpster sits, right next to the stone fence and the back of the apartment. It creates a small sliver of space that if you’re small enough, you can crawl through the small opening to where the dumpster doesn’t sit completely against the wall. It’s a great hiding spot. She has to wiggle but she manages. The space is smaller than she remembers, but it makes her feel secure. She pulls her sweater over her knees and hugs them.
A sob tries to wrench its way through her chest but she holds strong, distracting herself by staring at a line of ants carrying grains of dirt back into a hole in the apartment’s wall. They create a red line, like the red lines that ran from Stanley Uris’s wrists in the bathtub. If he hadn’t come back as an adult the first time he would end up killing himself. Bev knew this and maybe Syd remembered that, is that why she’s always been protective of Stan? Why she clung to their friendship and at one point tried to convince herself she liked him romantically?
Bev also knew how the others died. Richie’s drug overdose, Bill’s aneurysm, Eddie’s car crash, Ben’s heart attack, and Mike- being devoured by It because he was forced to face It alone. Her throat tightens at Bev’s death. Years of being tormented by her father, only to marry an abusive man who inevitably beat her to death.
Yes, Syd remembers Tom. Mainly the beatings that were always paired with harsh words. She doesn’t know whatever became of that bastard, she was too busy dying and being reincarnated, but she hopes he’s cold in the ground and rotting in hell.
Their new reincarnated lives brought about all-new ways for them to die if they break their promise. Those she can remember in detail, too much detail. The way they had appeared in her mind was a shock to the system.
Wendell’s was the same as his past life’s death. Abandoned to face It by himself, again. “All by yourself Wendy boy? I guess your little friends never cared about you.” Wendell doesn’t make it to the end of the year if they leave him. Driven mad with despair, Wendell would charge into It’s den, where Pennywise is waiting. It barely swallows when It eats him. It’s not quick.
Neither is Freddy’s death. Freddy would go back to Philadelphia, this trip and meeting everyone being nothing but a hazy memory. If they left, they all would forget, reducing It to just nightmares. Freddy would probably live on the streets, bouncing shelter to shelter until one day he got robbed in an alley. That part she saw. He didn’t own much but the gang of men took everything he had, even his crutches. Which they would beat him half to death with. Between the freezing temperatures of a Pennsylvania winter and the blood loss, a couple of hours later he would just be a frozen body on the sidewalk. He never made it to his twenties.
Mike would never know how Freddy died. In the deadlights, she saw Mike hiking in the woods alone. He looked sad and she could tell he became a recluse after returning home. His hiking gear is heavy on his shoulders and she wanted to yell at him to drop it and run! That’s because she could hear the growling of the pack of wild dogs that were circling him. With his earbuds in, Mike was oblivious. The first dog lunges and takes out his ankle. Mike scrambles to get out of its hold, “Let me go! Let me go!” but it’s no use. Once he’s on the forest floor it’s all over. They shred him alive.
Jacob’s death is at least quick since he does it himself. Maybe he got tired of always being an outcast, or maybe he’s tired of constantly being villainized. That’s an ironic thought, their brave leader was villainized to the point he was deduced to take his own life. Jacob’s dad is pounding on the bathroom door, begging him to open it. “Jake please, don’t do this! There’s another way! Don’t leave me!” He tries to kick the door down, but It was there keeping it sealed shut. It is always there when they die, it doesn't matter that they don't remember It. Jacob sits in the bathtub, twirling the gun around in his hands, ignoring his dad’s hysterical pleas. His scars look rubbed raw like he tried to claw them off of him but besides that, his face looks passive. He doesn’t stutter when he puts the gun in his mouth and eats a bullet.
Would she have remembered Stan if they had left? She’s never thought about it, but if they went home, would she forget about him after she went off to college? Or would his death be nothing but another junkie oding report in the newspaper to her? If they left, Stan wouldn’t be able to cut it. One of the main reasons she stays is to make sure they keep their promise this time. She saw what he looks like in five years, strung out on drugs. Too skinny and never sleeping. One day he pushes his body too far. She sees him laid out on his basement couch, eyes wide open with a needle in his arm, foaming at the mouth. Blood Witch plays in the background.
Sonny is the oldest when he dies, twenty-six. Holed up in his home, working on his next innovation in electricity. The bags under his eyes are dark and he studies his notes, tweaking his invention without paying attention. His hair is greasy and he’s in dirty sleep clothes, and she knows that’s because he doesn’t have a reason to go out. His only friends are his inventions. His death happens in a second. He’s not paying attention and his hand brushes against a bare wire, electrocuting him on the spot. His body is charred and his eyeballs burst. It makes her want to scream.
Knowing her own death is just as bad as knowing how the others die. She’s with Dina and they’re studying together in the library. She doesn’t know what exactly happens, except her vision gets hazy and she falls out of her seat, blood pouring out of her nose and ears. “Oh my God, Syd?! Syd, stay with me! Somebody! Please! Somebody help us!” Her vision goes white but she can feel Dina clinging to her as someone else tries to perform CPR on her. Maybe a blood vessel in her head popped? She doesn’t know. Whatever it is, it was caused by It. Her death would be no freak accident.
But none of this is going to happen. It can’t. They’re all staying and they’re going to figure out what went wrong. And honestly, she doesn’t want to forget everybody. They were there for her, they’ve always been there for her. Especially for Bev.
Syd curls tighter in on herself, refusing to let the tears fall. Emotionally constipated is what her mom calls her. She misses her mom and Goob. She will make it back home to them and Dina. She rests her head against the brick, she should head back soon but she’s not ready to leave her safe space, not yet. Her eyes start to feel heavy and she lets them fall close. She can head back after a nap, she's owed one.
A/N:
I'll see ya'll next month
A heads up, Patty won't be the only familiar face we'll see pop up. Sorry in advance...
Yessss Ik Ik Stan and Syd's part were different lengths, its what the story called for I swear
Also I tried to reference the demadogs with Mike and Brad's death with Syd
Next chapter will be set this same day except with some ooey gooey kaspbrough friendship with a side of Eddie Angst
Also also thank you so much to everyone who reads and comments on this fic, it means so much to me, our fandom is small but it is great
#bill denbrough#stanley uris#stan uris#richie tozier#eddie kaspbrack#mike hanlon#beverly marsh#ben hanscom#stan barber#stanley barber#jacob barber#syd novak#mike wheeler#freddy freeman#sonny quinn#wendell deaver#reddie#stenbrough#stanbrough#syddina#it 2017#it chap 2#stranger things#ianowt#i am not ok with this netflix#defending jacob
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