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My favorite (and sadly completely non existant in fandom) characterization of Hunk and Lance is that they are completely Normal™ people except there's also something clearly wrong with them but the rest are either too alien(Coran and Allura), too socially reclusive(Pidge and Keith), or just dont interact with them enough(Shiro) to notice
#Listen Hunk thinks it's completely ok to read someone else's diary#And Lance saw a presumed dead guy being alive a big fuck off lion and an honest to god actual space princess and went#'Huh. Neat! Gonna check it all out!'#I'll even say these 2 are driven most by curiosity just for the sake of curiosity about people#Lance will be like: this is my new friend i cant pronounce their name in human tongue so they allowed me to call them Steve#and Steve is a fucking biblical accurate angel#And then he disappears with steve and Hunk's like 'dont worry guys i have put a tracer on him we'll find him soon ☺️'#Allura: do... do humans do that? Put tracers on each other?#Hunk: it's with permission and yeah best friends do!!#Keith and Pidge who have never been in a friend group that wasnt immediate family before: i mean that sounds wrong#But i dont know enough about friends to dispute it#Shiro who has been dissocciating for an hour and did not hear a single thing: whatever hunk said it's probably right#lance voltron#vld lance#lance mcclain#hunk voltron#hunk vld#hunk garrett#voltron#voltron legendary defender#empty thoughts#takashi shirogane#katie holt#keith kogane#keith voltron#vld keith#allura vld#allura voltron
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Preliminary Poll
Mabel Pines
Submission reason:
so, some context; mabel is twelve. she does some selfish stuff from time to time. but she's not worse than her brother or her uncles or. literally anybody else in the show that's entire sub-theme is overcoming ego through family. but for some goddamn reason, everybody has decided that mabel is the worst person in the world. there's one episode where she gets caught up in herself and ends up fucking over her brother, but it ends with her recognizing that she shouldn't think this way, and ruining something she spent so long/so much effort working on to save her brother. but this episode makes everyone hate her as if she killed someone and was forgiven or something. she ignored her brother for a guy she had a crush on. oh no! it's not like dipper does that literally half the episodes of the first season too :/ but the thing about this is that it fucking influenced the creators to put something in the extracanon graphic novel chapter "don't dimension it" about how mabel "realizes shes selfish as a person and learns to work together with herself in order to overcome this thing that she already overcame like four times in the actual show". i swear to god it's like a fever dream watching her blame herself for being manipulated and saying that she's so selfish and a horrible sister when THIS WAS ADDRESSED. SHE APOLOGIZED. SHE RECOGNIZED SHE WAS WRONG. SHE'S ALSO TWELVE. it's literally absurd how much they massacred her for the sake of appeasing the fans who hated her character just because a few episodes she gets what she wants over her brother (who is often far more selfish than her btw, but he's progressing the plot so he has to be validated for this). also she's the only main character who's a girl, not saying anything but :||
I DONT RMBR GRAVITY FALLS MY FRIEND WANTS HER SUBMITTED & I SUPPORT MY FRIENDS
#look how they massacred my girl#gravity falls mabel#gravity falls#mabel pines#gravity falls lost legends#look how they massacred them poll
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im happy you havent experienced how tme people can harvest social clout and other benefits by cultivating transmisogyny against trans women, alienating us, and making examples of us, but this very much does happen. like people very much do care more specifically about "what" someone is, and due to the inconvenience we pose to society and gender as institutions by existing as trans women, there are going to be social benefits to hollowing us out. people who arent affected by transmisogyny can wield it to their benefit, and often do, even if its against a larger specter of a trans women than a specific unfortunate one of us. idk. i dont think you're listening to your sisters and thats not safe in the long run
i have experienced this. i have been ejected from multiple queer social groups on flimsy accusations of sexual predation and perversion. hell, if youve known me long enough, you probably know that theres a callout post somewhere on this godforsaken website that refers to me as a rapist and my wife as my accomplice because back before the porn ban i had a nsfw sideblog where i rbed a lot of weird porn. this is not an exaggeration. i have lost entire friend groups because of this shit.
and... yeah, in those instances, those peoples transmisogynistic assumptions definitely made it easier for the loudest among them to demonize me. im not disputing that there is transmisogyny within the community, and i never have.
but i dont need to refer to all people who arent trans women as a monolith to talk about this. i dont need to make sweeping generalizations about the attitudes of trans men to talk about how i have been mistreated by a few specific ones. and i would prefer to avoid talking about people like that, because i know that doing so would make it easier for me to start thinking of them as my enemies.
the people who did those things to me were bullies, and assholes, and transmisogynists. their attitudes about trans women absolutely did influence their decisions and allowed them to justify their actions both to themselves and others. but ultimately, i am far more invested in solidarity between queer people than i am in dissecting the motivations and actions of a handful of assholes.
i am a trans woman, and my life has been pretty hellish in a wide variety of ways due to that fact. i know what im talking about when i talk about transmisogyny, and i have just as much a right to make my opinions about it known as you do.
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This is probably the only social network my government doesn't check (they have literally gotten people in jail for complaining on Twitter) but GOD IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS GOVERNMENT
Venezuela is raging that stupid war against Guyana so we don't have elections next year because they know the opposition would destroy them. BUT IF THAT WASN'T ENOUGH they just arrested the political team of María Corina (the opposition's most popular candidate) under the charge of TREASON. Fuck everyone that thinks this scam of a government is democratic lmao
But going back to the Guyana thing, now the entire world is putting us in the same bag as Russia and Israel. When 1- most venezuelans don't care shit about that territory. The "referendum" where they asked our opinion no one voted, but they're saying 95% of the country supports an invasion. 2- the historical reasons for that dispute are way more complicated than hur dur imperialism big country wants to annex small poor country. 3- Now the States are getting involved (jfc can't they stay put at least ONE TIME is their fault this all happened in the end)
So anyways now I'm mad stressed because all my friends have migrated in the last ten years but I have refused all this time because despite all that I still feel happy here but I can't be in a country at war, enough internet images have demonstrated be the best option is to leave before shit goes down BUT I DONT WANT TO LEAVE
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wheeeeheheh info under cut
so yukari is like. in her late 40s and she has been workin at ye old Property Ownership and Zoning Commission Bureau tm for her entire ninja career. her parents died before she ever knew em so she lived with her uncle who coincidentally worked at ye old Property Ownership and Zoning Commission Bureau tm up until he died of silicosis on account of all the dusty air in the dusty buildings. yukari used her ppe tho so she doesnt have silicosis she just has normal ninja problems and the moral compass of a zoning commissions guidebook. when she was but a wee child she dreamed up settling land disputes and like. ok. when people would ask the five year old at the ninja school why she wanted to be a ninja she would go like "i want the home ownership benefits :)" instead of something normal like "to protect my friends" or "to acquire absurd amounts of power and commit state-sanctioned war crimes" or "to make my family proud". weirdo. she was built for the role of paperwork and she runs the bureau with an iron fist and she loves it. yes. shes aware of everything thats ever happened in the village ever probably but also she Doesnt Care so!!! life could be a dream
katsuya is the most Just Some Guy to ever live hes LICHERALLY the most background character coded guy ever. hes soooo boring i love him so bad. he made chunin at 17 and hes a tall and lanky boi who can run so sos o so fast so mostly he did like transport missions where he carried scrolls from one place to another so so so so fast. until one day he was "attacked by missingnin(tripped on a rock) and so he did some desk duty until he had recovered enough to go back to bein speedy. or that was the plan. he ended up assigned to da Property Ownership and Zoning Commission Bureau and having the time of his life so when he was all healed up he just requested a transfer and started living the rest of his epic ninja life as a paperwork guy. hes a no thoughts head empty kindof guy and hes sooo tall hes like a snappable twig. he does not know anything but he cares so badly hes just. not aware of things. guy <3 hes part of the nohara-kind-of-a-clan-not-legally-techincally-a-clan but yaknow. they're basically a clan. hes lobbying to get them some compound land that way they can get that shiny shiny legal admission of clanhood. theyve got da big family theyve got da culture theyve even got some private family jutsus!!!!! hes very passionate about it. he'll make em an official thing yet.
anya is 15 and a fresh faced chunin and she juust got assigned to the Property Ownership and Zoning Commission Bureau because she didnt wanna do normal chunin stuff. on account of shes lazy and she thought paperwork would be easy. shes WRONG though she has to do so much more than occasionally grab ninja coffee or whatever. SAD! shes a nara and she is unfortunately invested in the zoning code shenanigans. shes been watching the chaos go down and like that thing where people go "oh NO im in LOVE" except its with. architecture. shes hanging around and all she does is complain but then one day katsuya is like "why dont you just transfer to like marrige and unions division. lol" and she realizes that shes passionate about buildings. this is the worst thing that ever happens to her and she sits in her room for five days and cries about it and then she comes back to the office and tells them that shes signed up to get an architects degree and they're all very proud.
#crab scribbles#wheeeheehe posting about my ocs without a care in the world. silly little guys#three guys in an office all weirdly passionate about their jobs with varying degrees of restraint about it#throwing around the stick with “straight man” on it like its a hot potato. t#theyre sooooo silly
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this fucking prick won’t let me leave I’ve been stuck for hours in their web if anyone hears me please send he-
SPIDER-ACID HCS‼️ (normal and tk ones)
-Alright let’s start with some angst hcs to get it outta the way
-After Elijah’s best friend (or his drummer) died, he couldn’t stand to hear the sound of drums.
-Because of this, when the band eventually got a replacement drummer he felt a strange hatred towards them and at the end of only the first song he smashed his guitar and left.
-When he was first made a member of the spiderverse, when he heard that Gwen was a drummer from Hobie then he wanted to stay away from her to not trigger the feeling of grief again, but at the same time felt he needed to face his grief.
-Alright enough sad ones let’s go
-Since Elijah knows Spanish, he often has full conversations with Miguel in Spanish
-But at the same time whenever he talks shit about someone in Spanish Miguel’s able to call him out on it
-lost hard candy privileges after Miguel witnessed him chewing a jolly rancher
-The spiderteens will sometimes go into a dark closet and will have a ‘disco’ with Elijah’s glowing suit
-Even if Elijah has control over what color his suit is, his emotions can sometimes trigger a specific color. Strong emotions like happiness, shock, anger, or sadness.
-He claims he completely fried his vocal cords from his band career but at the same time is probably just using it to excuse his teenage voice cracks
-Dropped out of high school in his sophomore year to focus on music
-The MJ in his universe was his bassist, Michelle James. He had a crush on her ever since Fletcher (his drummer) introduced him to her.
-Ight…. tickle hcs
-Elijah was always one for physical affection, and that includes tickling
-HUGE switch. Can easily wreck someone but at the same time can easily be wrecked
-Is a master of disguise and loves to surprise attack people to see their funny reaction
-His favorite move is to crawl his fingers up someone’s back like a spider until he suddenly latches onto the back of their neck and squeezes to hear them squeal, I didn’t make this it’s just common sense
-Learned from Miguel about the amount of power he has with his fangs and how he can dispute nibbles and has been a little bastard about it ever since
-Now don’t think that he’s gonna get away with being a ler so much
-His worst spots are definitely his shoulder blades, tummy, hips, and sides
-Strangely enough, his melt spot are the insides of his arms. Just run your fingers down them and he’ll evaporate into a giggling puddle
-Starts off with a very giggly and wheezy laugh but will turn into high pitched cackles if you manage to get him good enough
-AND DONT EVEN THINK FOR A SECOND HES ABLE TO HANDLE RASPBERRIES, NIBBLES, AND KISSES NO SIR
-He can’t handle the taste of his own medicine and will be squealing and shrieking for a break
-He’s able to hold back his laughter when tickled by most people, but someone like Jessica Drew or Miguel then he’s done for
-Often gets tickled whenever he’s being a little shit or just showing them that teenage attitude
@parker-fluff I DONT WANNA KEEP BOTHERING YOU WITH THIS DUMBASS I SWEAR THISLL BE LIKE THE SECOND TO LAST POST I MAKE ABOUT HIM
#I SWEAR ON MY TIDDIES ILL STOP#tickling#sfw tickle community#atsv tickle#atsv tickles#spidersona tickles#elijah parker#spider-acid#tk headcanons#tickle headcanons
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Final Round
First part
Second part
Pairing: Seungcheol x reader
Warnings: angst , toxic friendships , no happy ending
Tags: angst, Jeonghan comes back :D
Word count: 1.3k
A/N: this was a request for @enhacolor ! Also the final installment for this angst series :((. i dont wanna exhaust it and end up hating it so im capping it off here.
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Two weeks. It took two weeks for you and Seungcheol to get to where you guys are right now.
Last week when you called him he finally decided to pick up and the conversation was…strained to say the least. But you kept your hopes up and had Jeonghans reassuring words playing in your head to stop you from crying on the phone with Seungcheol as he gave you curt answers to your questions.
That didn’t stop you from sobbing as soon as you hung up though.
But today is a new day, right? After your phone call with him you guys agreed to meet up at your place to talk things over officially. So that’s a good start.
You’re pacing back and forth in your living room when you hear a knock at the door.
You open the door and give Cheol a warm smile and he returns it with a tight smile. You both wordlessly make your way over to the living room and sit next to each other on the couch, giving the other ample amount of space to not cause any discomfort that could lead to another dispute.
“So,” you start “how are things?” This all feels so strange. You guys have known each other long enough to not have these sort of awkward conversations anymore.
Why am I making it so weird?
“Everything is fine.” He affirmed. It was the first word he’s spoken to you since he walked in. First time in weeks since you’ve heard his voice in person.
God…you really missed him.
“But..we should definitely talk about what happened.” His posture straightens as he starts to get more serious, finally looking at you instead of the carpet.
“Yeah. Do you wanna start?”
“No, I wanna hear you first. I didn’t hear you out last time so….I’m gonna do that now.” His tone was uncharacteristically soft, like he was trying his hardest not to upset you. It confused you but you dismissed it as him just trying to be nice.
“Oh uh well..I-I’m just hurt by what you said, you know? I mean, I understand that you have been dealing with a lot at work too! I didn’t mean to stress you out even more.” Hearing the tone of your own voice come off so small makes you squeeze your eyes shut and shake your head, mentally kicking yourself for being so unsure of everything single thing you say and do. You hate to say it but, it sounds so… childish.
‘I definitely could have worded that to sound less…pitiful.’
“No you’re right.” Seungcheol replies, he rest a hand on your shoulder to dissipate the stress building up within you. A gesture you are familiar with from him, but today it feels so very different. So foreign.
“I’m sorry for how I reacted. It was uncalled for and rude. You’re my friend and I shouldn’t ever treat you like that.” He graciously apologizes. You’re taken aback by his words, it’s not like he’s never apologized before. But the way he worded it so unnatural, his flat tone of voice, the way he was looking in your direction but never directly at you. It felt strange.
The atmosphere in the room is indescribable. You desperately want to assume Seungcheol is just acting weird because of how things went last time. It was a tense argument. One that neither of you have had with each other before. Obviously the aftershocks of it would put anyone on edge for a while.
However the other part of you feels some dishonesty emanating off of him. Why Seungcheol would supposedly lie about his apology doesn’t make sense to you. But that doesn’t ease the nagging voice in the back of your head insisting that is the truth.
“I wanna apologize to you too. When I called you cold and..distant. it really wasn’t ok for me to just come after you like that.” You look at him, you’re genuinely apologetic and you hope he can see it on you face. Seungcheol looks away from you momentarily, you see his face tense but it happens so quickly you can’t pin point exactly what emotion he expressed. He looks back at you and shrugs his shoulders and lazily shakes his head.
“I forgive you. I would have said the same thing if I was in your place.” He says, another tight smile brandishing his face.
You know Seungcheol well enough to see right through that blatant lie. This man is bold and he will always tell it like it is. You were holding back when you said that to him. He, respectfully, would not have. Instead, he would have straight up asked why you were avoiding him.
“Look, this whole situation was really messy. We’re both sorry and that’s all that matters, right?” He says matter of factly.
“I guess..”
“Right! So, let’s just put this all behind us and move on. I really missed you, you know.” Seungcheols shoulders relax and his face softens. It all looks so natural, unlike everything else he’s been doing this whole time. You furrow you eyebrows at him wondering why he was being so hasty with this conversation. “How about we meet up next week and get some lunch? Just try and get back into the swing of things so everything can get back to normal.” He suddenly proposes.
“Um yeah, I-i’ll let you know if I’m free.”
“Great!” Seunghceol practically leaps out of the couch and heads to the doorway. “See you around!”
And he’s gone.
Everything is back to normal now…
“Tell me everything he said.” Jeonghan urged on the other side of the phone. Audibly just as perplexed as you are with this whole ordeal. So you tell him everything.
You tell him how fast the conversation went by, how weird Seungcheol was acting the whole time, how dismissive he was.
“God this dude…” Jeonghan mumbled angrily, “I’m so sorry that he messed all of this up for you. That is so not ok.”
Messed this up?
“What do you mean by that Hannie?” You ask after a brief pause.
“Well, I mean by him messing things up between you guys, you know?” He said quickly. You can’t see it but by the tone of his voice, you know for a fact that he’s toying with the hem of his shirt. He always did that when he gets anxious.
“Jeonghan…” you say slowly, voice dropping dangerously low as you try to pull whatever it is he’s hiding out of him.
The line goes silent for a while.
Until he finally speaks up.
“I talked to him.”
Why did that not surprise you?
“He didn’t like you being upset at him for so long so he called me and asked me for advice on what to say to make you…get over it. That’s what he said at least. I’m not saying that you need to ‘get over it’ though!” He stammered over his words, desperately trying to justify himself. After a while of you not responding he lets out a sigh, “He’s been busy, real busy! You know that. He’s not thinking straight is all. Deep down he really does mean his apology its just..not showing yet.”
You let his words wash over you like a thunderstorm.
Too busy to properly apologize? Not thinking straight enough to care? So caught up in his work he had his buddy feed him lines to read off?
huh.
“I gotta go.” Is all you gave as a reply. Too numb to truly tell Jeonghan how much this hurt you. Too emotionally overdrawn to explain how stupid this all makes you feel.
So stupid for forgetting the fact that Jeonghan has known Seungcheol longer than you. So stupid for thinking that you were special enough to ever be accepted in their friend group.
Jeonghan speaks up again for the last time, cutting you out of your thoughts.
“I’m sorry.”
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#seungcheol angst#seungcheol x reader#seungcheol x you#seungcheol x y/n#seungcheol x gn reader#seventeen imagine#seventeen angst#seventeen x y/n#seventeen x you#seventeen x reader#seventeen x gn reader#svt x reader#svt x y/n#svt x you
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alright i gotta say something
you really cant do anything when you have a moderately popular blog huh
look. im a lurker at heart. i just happen to have one issue: not being able to shut up when im interested in something. thats the only reaaon this blog exists. i didnt come here to make friends, though i ended up doing that along the way
i dont want or need your pity. what i need is for people i dont know at all to stop putting me under a microscope
newsflash: i dont matter. follower count doesnt matter. at all. do you know what its like having thousands of eyes on you all the time? it sucks
i literally cant do anything
if i block literal strangers, they get mad and try to publicly shame me for it. if i try to settle disputes amicably in private, its seen as bad. if i attempt to be open and transparent with modding decisions, its bad. if i ask people to actually talk to me, they dont. instead they kick up a frenzy in private to coordinate a stupid mass hissy fit disproportionate to any perceived slight they may have endured. if i make friends, people take it personally. people see that as some sort of insult. i cannot be friends with everyone. i wont. this hurts strangers feelings, dspite me not existing for their pleasure.
some of you feel very entitled to my time. you dont own me. i dont owe you anything. ive tried to not lose the few molecules of my mind left on a regular basis because of some people who are no longer in this fandom, and some who still are. and man. i am just. tired. of everyone. all the time.
i think even more than the fact that this series was released (mainly) as a bingewatch fest, what killed this fandom was you
not necessarily you, whoever is reading this. i mean the fans. in general. some of you are so annoying, rude, inappropriate, and willfully lacking in social skills. youre over dramatic. youre moody. youre dramamongering. youre liars. youre bullies. youre self-ascribed victims. you dont care about other human beings.
youre repulsive, frankly
you are part of the reason people have been leaving the fandom in droves. the homophobia. the transphobia. the ship hate. the inability to treat other people with basic human decency. the manufactured scandals. shut up and grow up
you know why i barely interact with larger fandom anymore? ill tell you
waves of harassment to varying degrees ad nauseam
creeps who refuse to even try to keep their fetishes to themselves in private groups that include minors
abusers (most of whom are thankfully now gone)
people befriending me only to reveal that they dont actually like or care about me as a person
the most willfully socially inept people to ever exist
nosy jerks who literally cannot stand not sticking their nose in personal problems that have nothing to do with them
people treating me and my blog like im google adsense. im not a billboard guys
people deciding i am evil for no apparent reason? sdkjfalsdjfa
thinly veiled anythingphobia pretending to be socially just (hi homophobes who imply that being lgbt by nature is 'adult')
people who just make things up. all the time. just make up a lie, say it passionately enough. if you try to defend yourself, youre seen as guilty/suspicious. if you try to resolve things quietly with only those involved, you're seen as guilty/suspicious. cant win
wankers who need to learn why parasocial relationships arent actually meant to be embraced wholeheartedly
really lame one-off trolls tbh
the most fandom discourse-poisoned takes i have seen since su hatedom was at its peak
im just tired of being nice all the time? i think you guys just like taking advantage of people you imagine to be good targets
listen. i am allowed to do whatever i want, regardless of how you feel about it. the same thing goes for you. i tend to try to resolve things reasonably and rationally, but i wont pretend ive never gotten mad or overreacted or made a decision i regret. ive made that pretty known. i like to think i've grown, and ive gone out of my way to apologize to people.
however.
some of yall do not understand that just because your feelings got hurt, it doesnt mean you are deserve an apology or an explanation. sometimes it literally is just a you problem. a skill issue. you need to grow thicker skin. learn how to curate your online experience. get. over it.
lets talk about blocking, shall we?
blocking is great. i block people all the time. i block bots, i block tag spammers, i block people who make posts with rancid vibes, i block people who ive personally interacted with and no longer wish to, i block because i get tired of seeing someones posts, i block people who post things that trigger me, i block blogs with icons i dont like. there's usually no grand reason for it, aside from egregious cases where i've been harassed. its also usually not personal. i will block people who ive followed for years. i dont care. i dont know most of yall. i know i've been blocked by tons of people and that's okay! i would rather people who don't want to interact with me do that.
if you get blocked, thats it. dont attempt to contact me again unless i reach out. im not the only blog in this fandom. youll live without my posts. i am not the arbiter of all things animaney.
im just some guy
i know that the people who need to hear this most will not care nor will they actually absorb what i'm saying. ive gotten a lot of hate over the dumbest crap. im done. i think i need to stop trying to be so friendly, because some of you think being a little pissbaby is the only way to interact with others online.
cant wait til i finally explode one day and just delete everything
tldr shut up leave me alone oh my god its not that big a deal jesus christ
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if you’re wondering why I’m having to repost this, or why you were perhaps previously following me but no longer are, please refer to this post. I was able to retrieve this thanks to the very lovely friends who have relentlessly sifted through tumblr archives to recover them, thank you all so much!! ♡
Courting Samwise Gamgee Would Include
- when Sam decided to join Frodo on his journey, he was barely out of the Bagginses front door when he stopped and said “Well, I s’pose I’d better go get (Y/N)”
- and Frodo just nodded, because he knew that if Sam was going anywhere, you’d be there in a heartbeat, no matter how dangerous the journey ahead was going to be
- and although you arent particularly interested in the idea of fighting, none of the Fellowship mind, because your immediate role in the group is to take care of everyone - especially Sam
- you’re the best cook the Fellowship has ever known, and you make sure everyone always has enough supper, even with limited supplies
- you set bedtimes for the Fellowship, and they dont even dispute it, because despite being a gentle soul, you wont hesitate to use your “parent voice”
- but Sam loves how effortlessly you get along and fit in with everyone, how well you cope under the stress of everything, because you keep yourself focussed on your main concern: taking care of those around you
- in your head, you can ignore all the horror around you if you just focus on cleaning up wounds, cooking good food, and putting smiles on people’s faces, and Sam loves that about you
- his favourite part of every night is staying up on watch, because you will always sit with him, the two of you occasionally talking quietly, but mainly just enjoying the silence of the night, the soft smiles on your faces and the feeling of your head on his shoulder
- you manage to avoid battle with incredible skill, and on the occasions when you do get caught in something, you can usually handle yourself until Sam shows up to rescue you
- but on the rare occasions when you’ve gotten hurt, Sam has lost his mind. even if it’s just a scratch, he’ll be pacing around the whole camp, running his hands through his hair, not talking to anyone until he’s told that he can go and see you
- and then he’s kneeling at your side, crying and holding your hand
“I thought I lost you!”
“Sam, I tripped over my own feet.”
- having his favourite piece of home by his side all the time does Sam the world of good, and he never lets you forget it
- whenever something funny happens, he looks to you to see if you’re laughing too, and if you werent there when something funny happened, he’d run back to camp as fast as he could to tell you and make you laugh
- when the Fellowship is on the move, Sam is always holding your hand, and every so often he gives you the softest of smiles, because he’s just so grateful to have you with him
- you’re there for him when he’s worried about Frodo, you’re his reassurance, his whole world revolves around you, which is one of the main reasons that he hates how evil the world is becoming
- when Gollum forces Frodo to believe that Sam has bad intentions, you go absolutely mental, , and the fiery passion that you hold in your eyes for defending your lover’s honour reminds Frodo of just how good Sam really is, but it’s too late
- you leave with Sam, but the two of you know that it isnt right, and after a lengthy conversation and Gamgee tears soaking your clothes, you persuade Sam to go back after Frodo
- the one thing that reminds Sam of The Shire more than anything else, is when the two of you are falling asleep, with his head on your chest and your hands running through his curly hair
- because in that moment, when his eyes are shielded from the world around him, he can imagine that he’s back at home, in bed with you, sleeping peacefully. he can convince himself that everything’s alright
- and the best part about you, is that even when Sam wakes up, you are the first thing he sees, and he doesnt have to convince himself that everything is alright, because he just knows that it is, as long as you’re there
#samwise gamgee#samwise gamgee x reader#samwise gamgee imagine#lord of the rings#x reader#lotr#imagine#imagines#fanfic#fanfiction
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doomsday o clock…. can i know more about jay and / or tyler :) i like their designs (also “straight (gay)” made me laugh)
YAYYY DOOMSDAY OCLOCK neither jay nor tyler are as fleshed out as adrian and sparks are BUT they do have stories ❤️
jay was born in 1996 in america after his grandparents + parents immigrated from siberia in the 60s. he was born in california, in which his parents (and grandparents, who lived with him) relatively neglected him. his family held a conservative lifestyle, where his mother was a housewife who tended to jay and her husbands (judgmental) parents (jays grandparents) and his father was the money maker in control of most of the house’s food, money, status, etc. his father was an Unkind man, who would get loud and start arguments when he felt his place was being challenged. and since jay was the unwanted son, his father felt his status as man of the house was challenged regularly for the smallest things. jay, neglected by his mother (who really had no choice in the matter, she tried to placate her husband more than anything to take the focus off of jay) and abused by his father, started sneaking out in middle school, finding a small friend group at school to bring with him to shoplift as a scapegoat, and disregarding his own safety. this worsened the older he got, misdemeanors turning into criminal activity such as selling and doing drugs, underage drinking, breaking and entering, even fighting with police the few times he was caught. jay had landed in juvinele quite a few times, even spending several months alone in the detention center before (unwillingly) returning to his family. this pattern of behavior has led to his development and diagnosis of ASPD. his parents sent him off to psychiatric wards quite a few times, which resulted in his diagnosis when he was 19. he moved out of his parents house soon after and fled to the midwest (florence, kentucky) so his parents could no longer find him, and decided to spend his free time pursuing making indie/electronic music after consulting with a therapist to find healthy outlets, even going to a nearby community college and holding a job at a guitar center. (on that note his theme song is summertime! by jojomber :3)
when the apocalypse started, jay was relatively ruthless at 24 years old. full of energy and pent up anger and repressed trauma, he was a threat to everyone around him, infected or otherwise, especially since running out of his prescribed medication. soon enough, though, his episode ended, and he retreated into the corners of his now abandoned town. eventually, he’d found the local radio station, long since abandoned as well, and used scattered around manuals around the building to put the radio station back into use and into a functional home for himself. currently, jay uses it to play music, both recommendations and his own original songs, and tell surrounding communities or individuals with radios about the weather, incoming shipments of fresh food or supplies from out of the local area, the movement of zombie hordes, etc. because of his usefulness to the surrounding people, he’s been generally deemed useful and a neutral party to both sides, uninvolved in fights or battles or other disputes. bexley (adrian) even supplies him with ssri’s when possible, while both communities give him food and other supplies to keep him alive. he houses people in his station sometimes as well, making the acquaintance of sophie and lance quite a few times :)
ANDDD TYLER TIME i dont own tyler but this is what i got from his creator :D
tyler was raised by your typical evangelical christian family who seemed relatively normal on the outside, but his parents were in truth relatively controlling. while not entirely strict, they liked to control what tyler did in terms of identity and career path, which led to tyler playing football for a lot of his life in high school (with parker). tyler trailed parker for a lot of their high school years, hiding his true feelings and sticking to his side as a side-kick in parker’s endeavors. when the apocalypse started, tyler fled the city of chicago. guilt eventually drove him back to search for parker, but parker was long since gone, deeper in the south by then. tyler spent a lot of his time searching for parker in the apocalypse, usually isolated and avoiding others, until he found himself in sophie’s cabin. he was not above eating human meat by then, which sophie warned him some meals she makes may include some, since animal meat was scarce in the apocalypse, and he’d agreed to it. and, after this delicious meal tyler had eaten, whose corpse does he find dismembered in sophie’s tool shed but parker’s?
the realization tyler had eaten parts of his longtime friend (crush?) ruins him inside and out. sophie realizes what must have happened and apologizes to tyler and tries her best to comfort him, but tyler, obviously freaking the fuck out, flinches away from her and runs. he doesn’t touch meat again after that, traumatized by night terrors and overwhelmingnausea upon even thinking about it.
tyler survives the rest of the apocalypse (somehow), entirely in a fugue state, and lands himself in the same government facility as sparks. sparks comforts him, spends sleepless nights with him, takes care of him, and helps tyler accept himself and what had happened so long ago. they get together and love each other very much :)
#sorrt for the late answer i am sick 💔#doomsday#anon#asks#i love sparks and tyler theyre some of my favorites#i like jay too he’s silly#he does announcer style type things for fights he sees between people
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You may remember me from such films as "You Will Never Be A Woman", "Your Skin Is Thicker and Rougher Than That Of Woman", "Your Pores And Connective Tissue Are Arranged Differently From Those Of A Woman", "Your Bone Structure, Including Jaw, Brow Ridge, And Hips, Is Obviously Male", "You Have A Man's Hairline", "Your Ring Finger Is Longer Than Your Index Finger", "Your Navel Is Above Your Waist", "Your Body Stores Fat Differently Than A Woman's Does", "Your Saliva, Sweat and Urine Contain Male Pheromones", "You Are Biologically Incapable Of Menstruation and Pregnancy", "Every Somatic Cell In Your Body Contains The Y Chromosome", "Children Are Confused When They See You", and who can forget: "Your Parents Will Use Your Real Name When They Bury You".
I gotta agree with you on almost all of that, my real name is actually unisex, i didnt change it. Graves also dont say male or female on them, and with my friends and family being loving and accepting im not worried about it. That is if im even lucky enough to get a grave with a headstone, those are expensive and well, I'm a millennial and I don't wanna leave my family with a shitload of debt. When i die ill probably be cremated and sit in an urn on a shelf for a few decades, or ill be spread about in some place i loved during life. Its funny, i actually dont want to be cremated even though its the cheapest option in my country. If i had complete control over my burial all id do is make a deal with a farmer, and ask to be buried "raw", wrapped in an all natural hemp or unbleached cotton sheet, and have a tree planted over top of me, that way i can fertilize it, and have a bench placed nearby, and a dirt footpath leading to me so that my family and friends can come see me for a "visit" after im gone. Thats what id like, and to be honest I'm more worried about being embalmed and buried with a body full of embalming fluids and preservatives thatll pollute the nearby enviroment in a casket thatll do the same, fuck that shit!!
But yeah no, like I said I agree with you on most of that. I don't deny the truth and live in a fantasy land of denial and such. However the second last one is untrue, adults have a harder time with it than their children do, and thats if they even give a shit, because most of society doesnt. In 3 years ive never once met somebody with genuine hatred for me in real life. You people seem to only exist on the internet, and you people are a very very small minority. Like i said, nobody in the real world cares, they're all too busy living our own lives and understand that people like me exist, and it isnt worth the time out of their day to bully me and put me down. But back to the one thing I dispute about what you said, the children! Now children aren't confused when they see me, because they see a female. Why? Well, after 3 years of hormones and some laser hair removal i dont look like a man, I don't look like "something" in-between. They see a woman, albeit taller than average, I'm well past the point where parents have to explain anything, I blend in in public places. People don't know unless they've known me for a while or i tell them. So yeah no, there's no confusion when children see me. Hell my mom and I went out tonight looking at stereo equipment at a few different stores and it was "may I help you ma'am?" and such.
So uhh yeah, I think you may be the one who's confused...
On a side note:
Before I came out I was very transphobic and hyper masculine because I figured nobody would expect me to be trans or gay or anything else if I showed hate and acted hyper masculine.
So that brings up the question, are you trying to bully me to distance yourself from who you truly are? Are you confused and/or hiding something deep down that you know to be true? Coming out isn't as traumatic and hard as some folks make it out to be. It is what you make of it, I was scared shitless until I did it, and i didn't lose any friends, get disowned by my family or go through any bullying in real life. Everything I feared never happened. In fact it was the opposite, I found my social circle and my family to be encouraging and happy for me. I was extremely depressed with my gender identity, my body, and in general, I was just so depressed. So when I took the plunge and finally did it, after 7 years of debating and planning, i truly came out of my shell and into my own. I was happy, free, and my mental health stabilized and got better! I had hope that things would change, that I wouldn't be stuck, trapped in a body that disgusted me for the rest of my life. It was slow, like I said it's been 3 years and 2 months since I started hormones and such. But in year two I started seeing the person I always wanted to see looking back at me in the mirror. Around the same time society started seeing me as a female too. It was a slow transformation, but I had hope that I would get to where I'm at now, and well here I am lol!
So yeah, next time you go around trying to shit on somebody for living their best life and doing something positive for themselves. Look inside yourself, and ask yourself why you feel the need to bully somebody for who they are? You might realize something, that it comes from jealousy, a feeling of failure or self hatred. This "ask" says alot about you and your own insecurities. So yeah, when the time comes and you've figured out why you feel the need to bully people, just know that I don't need an apology or anything. I'm not offended, instead I feel bad for you, and I hope you can find peace within yourself one day before its too late...
Sorry about the novel sized answer, I just felt it was necessary.
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sorry for sending a ask when you're so overloaded :,) i keep thinking about that post asking about humankin bio animals .
i follow multiple accounts on tiktok (i know) of "talking dogs", or dogs who communicate on some level with buttons . there's one account of a dog named bunny , one of the repeated dilemmas with bunny is that she either sees herself as human or can't understand the difference between human and dog . i really wanted your input on this !! ill link some of her videos where she "talks" about humans or identifies her mom/herself as a human and vice versa:
video one
video two
video three
would love your opinion on this , i think its really interesting!!
YES ive been wanting to talk about my specific experiences and feelings like this, as a dog, for SO LONG. YES!! I LOVE YOU ANON!!
also -- i follow bunny actually!! i have been for like 2 years now? i've heard people dispute the way she communicates as being a well-trained dog (and not actually talking on her own)... i'm not smart enough to know whether or not she's actually just well trained or speaking for herself, but i suspect she's speaking for herself mostly... and i'll also be answering based off that
anyways. before i continue i just want yall to understand something: we (dogs) don't experience existential feeling. at least, not the same way humans do. existential feeling as a dog is more like "huh, cool" rather than a... paranoid or weirded out feeling. when the recent NASA photos came out of all the galaxies or whatever, i've seen a lot of humans say things like "wow, really makes you think about how small and inconsequential we are." and like... yeah, so? it's not really that big of a deal, i dont get the hype lol. when Bunny's asking what she is (video two, "Bunny dog what?" and video three, "Dog why?") it's not an existential question like, "what does it truly mean to be a dog? what is canidkind?" like her owner's response somewhat implies. Bunny's kind of in a hard place because she's sort of the epitome of being anthromorphized which is a pretty dangerous spot to be put in... the things she does are often compared to human experiences... when they should be treated as individual because she's not human. when Bunny's communicating, i suggest removing yourself as a human looking in, and instead just understand that she's still not human even if she's now part of human culture
also... dogs dont experience identity the same way humans do whatsoever. i'd say im an exception but even then i dont really use labels the same way other people do so i'm not sure where i am on this as a dog
infact, its not that deep at all. heres my theories as to why she's asking:
bunny doesnt view herself as a different person from her owner or her dog friend (babies up to... 3 years old? do this with their parents. after that the consciousness kicks in)
bunny's not asking what we think she's asking at all (her brain isn't human so she could be asking about something that's eldritch to humans but not to dogs)
her buttons are still limited compared to human vocabulary, and she's probably unable to actually express what she actually means (she could mean "why is a human friends with a dog? where am i on a hierarchy compared to you/do we have a hierarchy? why are you different from me/are you different from me?")
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i wish i existed for like. me? i think thats not coming across how i want but what im saying is right (ramble/rant)
im mentally ill like most people are hello mento illness community but ? ive spent a lot of time reflecting and adapting and ITS KINDA SAD ive just learned to co-exist with this shit even when there is technically some kind of cure somewhere. i remember my therapist told me i find too much comfort in my sadness and thats still true, but like. IDK im living still which is good
cuz ive spent so much time with self reflection i just get it bro 😭😭 i know how to handle other people with bpd pretty well, like. ill do things specifically NO MATTER WHO IT IS whether they have bpd or not i wanna make sure i dont accidentally give anyone RSD if i can help it yknow? pick my words carefully and i try my best to speak in a way that lets people know i want to include them cuz i feel excluded a lot
same with depression, obviously i dont have pretty tiktok depression ive got sleep for 12 hours dont take care of my body rot in my room type but i see it so???? ITS LIKE THAT ONE POST LIKE " 'people get so depressed they dont brush their teeth??? 😰' people get so depressed they kill themselves" LIKE.. ITS CRAZY SKJFSF its just the sad reality with all mental illness, if its not aesthetic and if yr displaying negative symptoms, people arent activists anymore, they dont really care. theyll degrade and dehumanize you just like everyone else
SO i do my best to make sure ? idk i GET IT, so i want to make sure if anyone feels that way, they know i wont degrade them either, that i wont feel disgusted with them or what have you
I JUST WISH THAT LIKE. lord knows i dont want to be friends with myself ew that guy sucks but sometimes i wish the people around me felt more like i do. my family does just think im disgusting even when i explain i dont have the energy to even move sometimes, im constantly suppressing my sadness, rage, even my joy. constantly holding my mouth shut whenever something upsets me and makes me feel rejected cuz i know no one is gonna understand unless they go through what i go through
cuz i know how tiring it is, idk i just want other people to know that i see you and yr not awful for being mentally ill. really tired of all the stigma surrounding various mental disorders cuz it like. it seems like it never goes away???? no matter how much systems scream about DID rep in media it never gets any better (the best example i can think of in recent is moon knight and that still has its flaws), no matter how many bpd support groups there are people still think yr an abuser the second they hear you have it, same with npd and honestly all the cluster b disorders. the seriousness of depression and anxiety is often overlooked, autism and adhd are either glamorized like hell or completely looked down upon, its so. dumb
the problem is, once they learn you are mentally ill in some way, you no longer have a voice. because yr crazy and why should they listen to you? thats how they feel basically. they see us as like. subhuman?? not well enough to make our own decisions apparently, which is so sad and so fucked up. instead of helping you cope with these problems, they just strip away yr humanity. so if they wont make us feel welcome, i can at least do my part to make other people feel welcome, yknow?
i just wish that people would do that for me 😔 no one ever disputes that im disgusting or lazy, they always shit on me for being so anxious and paranoid, like my entire existence is a burden on the people i know. the only way to not feel like that is if i never share my mental issues to begin with, which has its own problems. i do have some people who treat me well despite my flaws, but a majority dont. guess thats just reality for people like me
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Not me sending this after meme day you cant stop me 😤 [carry] Ram carries Cen bridal style (I dont know why he’d need to but she is a smol and would be easy enough to get one place to another if she was hurt)
Cen was fuming. Someone threw trash on the sidewalk when a trashcan was just 10 feet away. And when she confronted them they had the audacity to pointedly turn away from her so that if they said anything she had no idea. So the brownie shoved the asshole so hard they feel to the ground, and with her fae magic whisked the trash into the bin (in her anger she over extended her magic and cleaned up half a block in the process).
She stormed off, Ramesh gaping as he followed after her. If he was saying anything to her she had no idea. Her hands were going a mile a minute as she raged in anger, unable to use the energy it required to speak. She didn't care if her friend couldn't understand her, all Cen saw was red. Which meant she didn't see the curb coming up until it was too late.
Crashing down to the cement in a flurry of limbs, Cen gaped at the way her ankle felt it was on fire. Glancing at it, she didn't even need to touch the swollen skin to know it was sprained.
Trying to scramble up, Cen blinked as strong arms wrapped around her and lifted her up off the ground in a bridal carry. With a pout she smacked at Ram's chest. "I can walk just fine," she whined. But the look the vampire gave her managed to settle that dispute. "I'm not sorry about the asshole though."
@moonlightxandxroses
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like i’m dating my best friend.. yknow how that feels?
#like.. madi is my best best best friend so i dont include her when i say stuff like this bc theres no dispute#but we love each other strictly platonically; shes like my sister#axel is my best friend.#i've felt close to him practically since i met him.#we are so similar and what we arent similar on is not a contest of negative points.#its more just little things i feel differently about or me just Being A Meaner Person than him ashjwdhw#he's so dear to me...#having someone i can talk to in ways where i dont have to struggle to communicate#to try to explain what i mean or how i feel#to figure out whats the right thing i should be saying#to have someone who already knows; who connects with me on such a. basic wavelength#it feels very good.#like madi and i connect on a ton of shit like this too but we're different enough i#still have to have her explain some things to me bc i dont understand#but w axel i think the only thing i ever had to explain to him was a joke i was making about someone's characters lip size amskwhdwjdhw#very arbitrary and inconsequential stuff#being on a level of sameness is. unspeakably good.#like i literally can't even explain and i dont think i need to because he would know what i meant.#my problems with my past partners have usually been that i dont socially perform the way they'd desire#and i understand that; the reactions have ranged from severely ableist to just gentle conversations about social incompatibility#but i've never felt like that w axel#even when we had small periods of days where we weren't talking much#i was never bothered by it and i dont hink he was either#having someone by my side who doesn't. think i'm ignoring them. or understands when i need to be alone#or when i'm just derping out and dont have anything to say#its liberating. its genuinely very relieving.#especially with both of us being concerned with communication and speaking plainly to each other if we ever are bothered by something.#ahhbphphph.#i just feel very good. i feel like this should've happened ages ago.#i feel unbelievably grateful he came into my life. the shit we weathered together. that he chose me.
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Just a mini PSA for y’all: please don’t send me things like “TLOU2 sucks” or “The game is so bad” and stuff like that — it doesn’t make anyone feel good at best, and is making me both dread and regret buying it at worst.
Please, try and be positive about it. I don’t have the kind of energy to keep reading about how bad this game is and I’ll probably ignore anything else people send me about it.
Let people have some fun y’all.
#ellie’s thoughts#you guys are actually giving me anxiety about it#i dont know what you want me to reply#i haven’t played it#so i can’t dispute it#but i can justify it either#is that a good enough answer for y’all?#also#no ‘okay but’s#that doesnt make people feel good either#moral of the story: stop making people regret buying the game friends
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