GOD OF MUSIC ⏤ lyrics

I forget to celebrate any and all trans (holi)days but celebrate every other lgbtq+ day for the same reason why I remind all my friends to eat food, drink water, and go to bed, but don't do those things for myself.

I just forget when it's about me ( ^ w ^ ")

self-indulgent cloud headcanon doodle 😅

CHAPTER 8: History!

Finaly up! 💫

...or forgotten ⟿ for @starcrosseddeancas‘s disneynatural event 💖

I recently got a very cute axolotl plushie and looking at it today I heard "Oh aren't you just adorable!" in Xisuma's voice so here is a doodle of Xisuma with the plush!!

And here's the plush! It's a light pink, but unfortunately because of the lighting my phone picks it up as orange

Moments. 🎶

okay, strap in y'all - since I hit 2,000 over the weekend, I'm going to revisit some of the smut sensation requests I got from my 1,000 follower event, so there might be a few smutty fics dropping on your timeline this afternoon/evening because I'm inspired 👀

Lee know | birthday post

Hi @frogprincesnowglobe and @raincitygirl76 I´ve finally posted the thing  💜  👋 

Family

I’m running sort of late in my timezone, but here is a little something for day 3 of @rfaromance‘s Holiday Event!

How do you describe the relationship that has grown between these five strangers, all initially brought together just to throw parties? From the outside, it’s easy to write off their relationships as superficial, but look a little deeper and you’ll find that the RFA has formed a family of its own in the years they’ve been together. 

Over her years of working as his assistant, Jaehee has come to know Jumin very well. Yes, he is the cause of much irritation, and doesn’t seem to understand standard work hours, but she wouldn’t consider him a bad boss. She, more than anyone else, can tell when he is distracted or distressed and has learned the best workarounds.

Zen keeps an eye on Yoosung, offers an escape and his support when everything in life becomes too much. He does his best to be the brother he never had (and secretly relishes having someone to take care of). In return, Yoosung cooks them meals that are better than what Zen has eaten in a week. They keep each other balanced.

Seven goes missing for days at a time, and despite whatever they might tell him, they’re not sure how to fill the uncomfortable silence he leaves behind in the chat. They can’t do anything but hope he’ll return to them sooner rather than later. When inevitably he does, they pretend to tolerate his dramatic stories recounting his adventures (and all the while breathe a sigh of relief). 

They don’t see each other often enough. Jumin organizes meetings so he can see them in person and make sure that everything is alright and that nobody has gotten lost along the way (though it’s been getting worryingly close once or twice). He isn’t sure how to reach them all and tell them how much he worries about them, so instead he tells them to make sure they sleep and eat enough.

Yoosung visits Seven’s house often. His excuse is that he wants to play games, but he really just wants to see Seven’s face. It’s easy to pretend to be energetic and happy behind a screen, but in real life, Seven has deep dark circles and smiles without much conviction. He cooks for him too, and takes note of how his fridge is almost always empty. He leaves only when he’s sure that Seven is looking somewhat better. In return, Seven helps him with difficult coursework, and always offers a place to run when his little dorm room gets too suffocating.

Jumin and Zen have a difficult time understanding each other, but don’t mistake it for hate (no matter what Zen says). They don’t see eye to eye, but they try to bridge the gap in their own ways. When Jumin isn’t offering money or opportunities to Zen, he’s asking questions about he industry and listening intently. Zen’s world is so different to his own, and it fascinates him. He admires Zen for being able to navigate a place like that. He can relate to being pursued for what he has to offer people and not for the person he is. Zen would hate to admit it, but he’s impressed by everything Jumin has on his plate. He knows that if something goes wrong, he can rely on him for support.

Zen and Jaehee compare schedules every week to try and find a slot to meet up for coffee. It doesn’t often happen, but when it does, they can easily spend a whole afternoon catching up. He encourages her to vent about working under Jumin, and she enjoys geeking out about the latest show he’s starring in. He reserves whatever merch he can for her and makes sure the family tickets he’s allowed are given to her. Seeing her face smiling up at him from the audience makes him feel proud. If he can make someone as put-together and professional as her so happy, he must be doing something right.

Sure, they all started off as strangers. Sure, they have their differences (they’d be the first ones to tell you that). But they are now so much more than that. They are a family who will always be rooting for each other.

for the "difficult to describe emotions" asks! 20. Yeorie 25. Dolorifuge

Yeorie: A certain scent that has the power to sweep you back into memories of childhood.

"The sunrise, always. The sunset, forever. It was an important ritual, with my eldest sister, watching the sun converge with the horizon. So, now, whenever I make time for it, I can't help but remember those times, sitting on the edge of a cliff with her at my side, watching as the sky is painted with its myriad of colors."

Dolorifuge: Something which brings about a feeling which banishes or mitigates grief.

"The rain... it always has a way with drowning everything else out and washing away the muck." He taps a horn, "It was the sound, at first. Dull and numbing, something to focus on when I needed anything at all to grasp onto. Eventually it became... comforting, in a way. I still have a habit of walking out into rainstorms when they've started. Sometimes I.. need the help."

Chasing Hues, Chapter 1: Steel

Co-Creator: @delilahhyuuga; @delilahhyuuga238-art

Chapter 1 (of 3): Steel

Summary: ‘Would finding my soul mate… Would seeing the world in color somehow help me towards my goal?’ Mello wonders to himself as he gazes past the windowpane of their classroom, to the tree just beyond it, whose light gray leaves dance upon the music of the wind. ‘No, I don’t think so…’ His tone is bitter, spiteful.

Yet, a small piece of himself held out a meager ounce worth of hope: Perhaps, his heart contended, if he was incredibly lucky… He too might find someone worth witnessing the world coming alive into color with.

My first submission for Meronia Event 2023, hurray!

(Bingo Board beneath the cut)

👉👈 Is it weird to reply to comments on fics that are years old? These people aren’t even going to remember leaving me a comment

Did you move accounts or are you taking a break?

Both. My mental health, while has never been great, absolutely tanked last year and I’m still feeling constantly drained and burnt out. What little time and energy I did occasionally find left within me never felt like enough for anyone or anything. Let alone to be creative enough for this space. I’ve poured my heart and soul into this blog and these characters for so many years that I never want to give it anything less than my best. So it became something else I just felt like I was letting down. So I took a break and I kept meaning to explain why but I even failed at that. But just know that I still miss Albus and Scorpius immensely and absolutely do plan on coming back once I’m mentally in a better place. I still have so many things to write about! I just won’t be posting at the frequency I was before. Partly because my relationship with the play has changed, and also because I fell into the OFMD fandom last year and I’m enjoying it there. I’m still at the quietly lurking stage so it’s just me, myself, and my excessive tags on a new side blog but you know, that's exactly how this one started out so... ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Meant to post a Febuwhump ficlet today. Life had other plans. My bad.