I want to look like a boy, but I don't want to be one. And I like being a girl but I don't feel like i girl like actual girls do. And that makes me feel like maybe I'm not a girl. Or that I do it wrong
On the "hm am I actually a transguy?" days I look in the mirror and I want to rip my hair off. My actually really flat boobs look enormous. "Why do I have such a cute face?" I don't want to be cute. I don't want to be pretty. Why can't I look handsome?
All my clothes are wrong too big too dumb, I look like a girl in her boyfriends clothes fuck, what the fuck. that's wrong. and then oh I should buy a skirt or a summer dress. I look in the mirror. "Hey girl looking real cute huh?" I'm girling again. I go outside. I don't girl right. "Why do you dress like a boy?" Are you talking to me? What do you mean? I'm at my girliest point. Whatever.
I go on the bus and my brother's friends think I'm a guy. (Really? You promise?) He got angry, oh right it's supposed to be a bad thing.
I smile to a pretty girl on the bus, she smiles back, she doesn't know. I would be such a good boyfriend. I put on my big clothes and they fit just right. I'm such a pretty boy.
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So I finally listened to Slowly Unspooling (@slowly-unspooling) up to the latest episode
I would definitely go full conspiracy board if my brain wasn't all fogged up lol
So I'll just try to make a to-do list of what I want to look into here :
SPOILERS UNDER THE CUT
- any service / thing / whatever that 70% of the irl world population is susceptible to have access to
- relisten to the first episodes for more clues about the company
- Tape Kai knowing about the other Kai??? Why?
- make 2 timelines taking into account every time one of the Kais is confused about the amount of time that has passed
- searching symptoms of derealization/depersonalization, or anything that might have been up with Kai
- is the story about the Anna and Eva based on a real creepypasta?
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the more likes on that fawful and jolli silly meme thing the more i wanna say "HEY YALL WANNA KNOW SMTH COOL IM LUIGI" and see everyone who likes fawful to just stare me down in the most dramatic way like that sideye thing-
yeah im a irl of luigi *waves*
tbh i should try to draw more fandom stuff bc Nintendo is slowly pulling me back
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hey, i love your art!!!! ♥♥
Thank youuuuuu 💖💖💖💗💗💗
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Finished work and wow, what a huge difference.
Going from being treated like dogshit vs having people treat me like a human being is such a positive change. It's hard fucking work don't get me wrong, but I'll gladly do it if those are the people I'm working with.
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*by live theatre i mean plays, musicals, operas, ballets, concert versions of musicals, staged readings, & things of that nature. EDIT: YES this includes amateur, local, kids, high school, & community theatre. almost every show i've seen has been local
if you want, list the names of the shows you've seen in the tags!
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Thank you for defending Nazis. They're just little guys. Just misunderstood, with genuine grievances. I noticed you accidentally forgot to defend child rapists. Dumb commies like you are all the same 🙄
Piss on the poor! Also I'm not a commie and never claimed to be one.
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a little addition to bakery enemies au part 184 from @buggachat I put the dialog to let y'all know where I imagined it'd go!
If you haven't already, go check her comic now!
ID: [Adrien blushing a bit is leaning over giving Marinette a kiss on the cheek making her blush profusely while she looks shocked. Adrien has a speech bubble over him saying "you're amazing".] End of ID
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