Chiron Observations: Chiron in the Houses 🍄

Chiron is an asteroid named after the Centaur who taught Achilles, who used his own traumas to become a great teacher. Chiron is not the only place traumas can show up in a chart, but it does show up in places where trauma can be your biggest teacher if your work through it properly— those instances in your past that hurt you greatly that you can turn into your greatest strength. These traumas usually happen in early life.

Chiron in the Houses show us where your trauma shows up, more than exactly what the cause was or how it happened.

Note: you might also relate to the experiences of the house where the ruler of Chiron’s sign is. Ex. if you have Chiron in Aquarius, you will relate to whatever house Saturn is in.

1st: Being made to question who you are or who you want to be. Feeling uncomfortable or out of place physically. Feeling unwelcome in the world. The source of your basic physical needs being uncertain (food, shelter, water).

2nd: Trauma around revoking agency. Having possessions lost, stolen or broken. Issues with self-esteem. A lack of security, possible feelings of helplessness. Things challenging personal values.

3rd: Trauma surrounding miscommunication or being misunderstood. From community or siblings, or childhood traditions. Issues in grade school and with learning.

4th: Trauma from homelife, things that happen “behind closed doors”. Involving parents or ancestors, possibly generational trauma. Feeling unstable, unsafe, like you have no home to return to if things get rough, lacking stable support systems. Issues with the environment you grew up in (including home changes, political shifts where you lived that made things uncertain, etc)

5th: Issues surrounding forming a family or ability to marry. Parental disapproval of marriages. Trauma surrounding childbirth. Trauma around limiting self-expression and creativity. Restriction of fun or over-promotion of seriousness. Sexual performance issues.

6th: A sense of duty that denies the self (self care, identity, etc). Chronic health issues in the self or others. Longterm mental health issues that manifest physically. Trauma from the demands of work or school, or from the school/workplace peers.

7th: Issues with relating to people and forming relationships. Possibly a loner. Getting into relationships that repeatedly don’t work out. A sense of guilt or shame regarding how you perceive others vs yourself— dissonance between yourself and others.

8th: Trauma involving power dynamics and people exerting power over you. Being in debt. Possibility of depression or substance abuse.

9th: Trauma involving relocation and moving far from your childhood home (often to follow a career or education). Difference in belief systems, forced belief systems. Philosophical uncertainty and obsession over it. Trauma that causes interest in bigger pictures than most people at a young age. Feeling too perceptive, a wider world you’re trying to make sense of.

10th: Having an early start to your career, a career starting in childhood. Traumas that result in issues with authority and rebellions. Trauma that arises from early recognition of talents or lack thereof. Traumas that result in the desire to “make a name” for oneself and high ambition; to be the top or in charge.

11th: Being half-way in and half-way out of social groups. Difficulty finding or maintaining a community identity. Exclusion from a community, causing trauma, or vice versa. Having a community identity that raises conflict, controversy, or harm to the native.

12th: Issues that don’t feel like they were caused by a single traumatic instance, but instead feel like they’ve always been a part of you. Consistent depression, anxiety, and other mental issues that make the day-to-day difficult. The need to be secret about your life, or be secret about the struggles you’re facing. Trauma caused by reoccurring or consistent mental illness. Traumatizing hospitalizations. Trauma caused by institutes.

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🌊8th house placements Part 2🌊

🦋Mercury in 8th house🦋

You like deep conversations and delve into deep topics. What I have noticed is that people with this position like to talk about sex. They are quite open about it and a lot of things interest them. They are curious and like to discover new things in sex. They can be good writers or they can explain things well and delve into them. They absolutely love to engage in conversations, to have funny talks and to discover new ways of seeing the world, to get drunk on the power of words. They know stuff, seemingly out of nowhere, and they act on it with complete certainty. They are naturally more inclined to investigate and search for answers, to find the truth. They can be very suspicious people by nature and find it difficult to trust. Mercury here loves to investigate the unknown, and are extremely curious about what goes on under the surface of life, solving the great mysteries of our universe. They may not like to share their ideas with others or thoughts until they are confident in the person’s trust. Also u can have a lot of questions about life and death. Or you are curious about afterlife.

💘Venus in 8th house💘

The love for these people is very deep and they also deeply experience everything around them. They like deep conversations and topics. But I think they feel best when they share love with themselves. They do things that make them happy(read deep books,watch deep movie). When it comes to love, they want things to happen intensely because they really don’t like casual encounters and to just have sex for the fun of it. Fearful to not appear weak in love, they may struggle to keep their emotions under control. Jealousy and possessiveness are normal for these people, because they’re terrified to not get cheated on or betrayed. Therefore, it is characteristic of them that they prefer to keep their feelings to themselves and do not show them if they are not sure about if they can share them. Everything that’s secret and taboo makes them thrive. Everything is deep with them, and their favorite thing to do is discover their lover’s secrets, because they really want to know everything about the person they are in love with. That’s why they go for mysterious and dark people, for those who inspire a little bit of danger and have a ton of sex appeal. Very curious about secrets, they avoid sharing their own. I also think that Venus here loves depth, secrets, seeing the soul but that these qualities do not show up right away. They have problems with trust and also can be kind of selfish when it comes to love.You feel comfortable with someone with whom you can share depth and with someone with whom you can share deep secrets.

🍷❤️‍🔥Mars in 8th house❤️‍🔥🍷

These people have exceptional talents, but they usually start to show up later in life. Many people with this position are gifted in writing, music and general expression of words and themselves, their emotions. Can be very passionate and ambitious. They may be able to achieve most of their ambitions. But also this placement suggests a life and death struggle and themes around betrayal, trauma, abuse and losses through others. They will tend to experience intense conflict in relationships. They can have a very intense emotional and intimate relationship with partners. They can often go through difficult experiences such as losing a person, power struggles, divorce, having their heart ripped out by watching another experience trauma. Having usually experienced intense betrayal at a young age. Mars here can also mean loving someone so so so much that it hurt or a love you never forget. Also u have strong desires, and once you decide to possess something, you usually succeed in doing so. Their actions are thoughtful and big. But I think these people have a good heart and they sacrifice a lot for the people around them maybe even too much. And that people underestimate what they do for them. The problem here is that people sacrificed a lot for the people they love but when they are hurt their emotions are getting colder and more closed.

🧚🏼‍♀️Neptune in 8th house🧚🏼‍♀️

These people have a lot of sex fantasies. You can constantly think and fantasize about sex. You can also idealize sex with that person. Even your emotions can be quite dreamy and unusual. Sometimes confused and incomprehensible even to you. People are usually very spiritual and can have experiences with the paranormal. Many people here are looking for someone who’s very generous when it comes to sex. Some people don’t have any limits when it comes to sex, life and death or shared finances. Your imagination can spread indefinitely. Many people with this position may have suicidal thoughts. They can also fantasize about death. Neptune here can bring you a lot of such things and deal with the subconscious. Many people can also descend into danger. It’s easy for them to get drunk because they’re very sensitive to all kind of substances. Also people here want soul connection. Intimacy must be based on emotion and spiritual connection.

🫀Pluto in 8th house🫀

You have a natural attraction to all that is hidden, taboo, or dark. This fascination can lead you to experience more unusual events than others. People with this position can also attract a lot of people who are possessive. Love relationships are very intense and perhaps complicated. You want to feel depth, intensity and be connected on an emotionally deep level with the person. Usually you feel sex with a person very deeply. Many astrologers believe that when Pluto is placed in the 8th house of the horoscope the individual will experience at least one major life change. Pluto can plunge the native into the intensity of the underworld through a connection with profound issues such as sex, death, power and survival. Pluto here also means the power you have within you. You have a lot of power that you can hide from others. People with this position keep secrets very well.

🐚Chiron in 8th house🐚

Chiron is asteroid which is associated with deep wounds and healing. It represents a profound healing here. It can represent emotional trauma. Individuals with Chiron in the 8th house have experienced loss and tragedy at an early age. They are used to drama and intense emotions, manipulation and power games. Also shows your deepest wound residing in resource, death, and sex. They have a lot of understanding in them towards those who suffer. They may have a strong desire for their property. There can be a lot of family-related things that happened in childhood and you can’t get over them. Maybe they can think about past too much or they don’t know how to deal with it. Many things here can also be related to legacy and trial. Chiron here have to be healed of the past and all that clings to it. Only when you really move forward and find your peace within yourself and start focusing on the things that bring you happiness you can really get over it. However, this is a difficult process because it can also be an obsession with the past and constant thinking. It is also a house of revenge which means you may want revenge for everything bad that has happened to you. Its a long process. -Rebekah🫀🧚🏼‍♀️🦋

What I think of Lilith through the houses

Both polarities blended together, Enjoy!

Sb: pls take it with a grain of salt if it doesn’t apply let it fly.

1st: dogmatic views, do as I say not as I do, attracted to the bad boy/bad girl, relationships with promiscuous people, openly opinionated, body dysmorphia, magnetic aura, captivating presence, traditional views when it benefits them, competitive, strong work ethic, very attractive but it may be hard for them to see it, money is power and they know this, dark humor, gets people to open up easily, self imposed restrictions, victim mentality.

2nd: jealous co workers, insecure without money, focused on long term success, thinking outside the box, quirky, illusions around upbringing, favorite child, should embrace new perspectives //possibilities, attracted to the outcasted, can feel pressured to help others, victims of betrayal, takes shortcuts to get what they want, responsible with money, loves the idea of love but not the commitment, pressure to perform well.

3rd: secret teller, uses sex for power, uses communication for power, odd sex appeal, unique style, entrepreneurial mindset, self motivated, driven, spiritual blessings through others, easily adaptable, loved by women, team player, liar, familiar with the underworld from a young age, ambitious, fast thinker, prefers to be coupled up, questions others authenticity.

4th: self driven, “been there done that” vibe, quirky sense of humor, untrustworthy mother, misuse of sexual energy, confusion around self identity, jumping from relationship to relationship, doesn’t know when to let a relationship go, generous in relationships, charming with their words, idealistic about love, passionate, cold demeanor, manifest desires easily, persistent with what they want, right place right time, hard worker, likes/requires routine, attracts/likes conflict, dramatic relationships, impulsive, loves adventure, victim of betrayal, liar, self destructive, possessive, comes across as intimidating.

5th: charming, witty, self destructive, overly emotional, lashing out, makes friends with common interest easily, convincing, attracts money easily, make it and get it right back mentality, lacks patience, needs to do things in moderation, anxiety, worry, fear of the unknown, depression, needs to find peace within themselves, overly serious, scattered brain, life of the party, big personality, attracted to big personalities, lives outside the box, always standing out in the crowd.

6th: requires stability, shame around upbringing, lacks self esteem, thinks too much before acting, hasty careless movements, overworks the body, running from thoughts, overwhelms themselves, feels they have something to prove, intellectual, restricts sexual desire, attachments issues, addicted to ideas/belief systems, reliable, helpful, resourceful, natural leader, feels they have big burdens, should let go and be more carefree.

7th: feels misunderstood, values family dynamics, strength, disconnected from others, integrity questioned, do what they want not what their told, distorted view of family and relationships, strong intuition, divine feminine, nurturing spirit, frequent conflicts, lacking accountability, escaping justice, partners that bring out the worst, popularity, unique voice, charming, very opinionated, sexually explorative, calm before the storm.

8th: relationships that alter view on sex, emotionally manipulative, self critical, overworks themselves, always stressed about time, too much on their plate, overwhelm, self sufficient, luxury, abundance, doesn’t rely on others to make things happen, can see their plans through, should flow more with life, slow down and take your time, receives a lot of gifts, also gives a lot too, gift of gab, dark humor, sneaky vibe.

9th: comes off quiet but really a social butterfly, confident, independent, determined, chooses partners that talk disrespectful to them, lacks self discipline, easily unmotivated, changes paths often, loves podcast, sweet words, jack of all trades master at none, trust your intuition, many rebirths, it’s okay to be the student, don’t fear growth, insecure about how their perceived, feeling misvalued in relationships, hard time feeling ready enough”.

10th: home body but equally likes being outside, big family lots of kids, multiple baby daddy’s/baby mamas, impulsive decisions, gets a lot of attention from their outfits, defending your beliefs to the public, advocating social issues, underdog, very intelligent, people come to them for advice, secret relationships, weighs the risk vs reward, doesn’t value others opinions, brushes issues off, truth seeker/ truth teller, would rather work alone, loves love, attracts a lot of haters and secret fans, always partnered up or wants to be, gets lied to a lot, so much potential, generous, loves to be a provider, doing the same thing and expecting different results, strong emotional world.

11th: inflexible, likes to dominate others, would benefit from connecting to Mother Earth, jealousy, overwhelmed by responsibilities, loves to be in a relationship, creative, doesn’t invest time properly, wasteful with their energy, sharing wealth, attract fake friends, friends are very different from them, very confident demeanor, don’t get along with women, very convincing, two sides like a Gemini, a lot of love to give hopeful it’s not being misused.

12th: reserved, quite but a social butterfly, courageous, loves learning new things especially darker subjects, wants their voice heard on a public forum, should take time to be alone to hear your own voice and strength intuition, fear of change, escaping at the nick of time, learning to develop personal beliefs, people pleasing, strong will, persistent, misuse of power, direct, quiet power, reads the room.

Painful placements in astrology I

💜 Sun square/conjunct/opposite/inconjunct (quincunx) Pluto. Inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees. If I see this in a natal chart it would indicate to me that the native has had issues with their father or figures with authority in general. Could also be men in their family. I have also noticed the fathers side of the family were absent, early on they could have been separated. The separation could be due to many threats. If not cultivated well, this aspect is common amongst serial killers and people notorious for being bullies.

💙 Moon square/conjunct/opposite/inconjunct (quincunx) Pluto. Inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees. Now this would indicate a person who has issues with the mother figure in their family. This could also indicate issues with the women figures in their life. These people are also very distant with their mother’s side of the family. Like harsh Pluto and Sun, they were separated early on. Which again potentially could’ve been due to threats to their safety in general. If not cultivated well, this can lead to mental health issues, especially those relating to Pluto. Dark obsessions and desires etc.

💜 Having square placements to personal planets, this alone is very hard to deal with as there is strong friction no matter which side you look at. These people need to work on the aspect and appropriately release the energy, depending on the house, sign, and degree.

💙 Pluto in 12th. These individuals harbour a lot of their trauma in the subconscious. They have probably also seen some crazy things in the spirit world. It’s like they attract that sort of attention without really meaning to aswell. These individuals may also have very disturbing dreams and sleep paralysis.

💜 Saturn/Uranus/Chiron in 11th. This is a constant cycle of feeling alienated from society. These people may feel like they never found their group of friends. They crave for a home they’ve never had. These are also the type of people who have had friends make secret group chats behind their back and never include them. Just because Uranus is at home here, doesn’t make it any easier. This is also true if these placements are in Aquarius.

💙 Harsh Venus and Saturn aspect (square, opposition, inconjunction). Or Venus in Capricorn/aquarius. These people were made to feel unworthy of love and care when they were younger. There’s a constant battle between loving oneself and self destructive behaviours. There is an imbalance with their feminine side, due to masculine/ figures of authority, making them feel like they weren’t good enough.

💜 Harsh Moon and Venus aspects (square, opposition, inconjunction). Again made to feel like they weren’t pretty enough and probably dealt with a lot of toxicity from maternal figures. There is also an imbalance with their feminine side due to issues with women, and maternal figures. These people also a lot of the times refuse to acknowledge their emotions and bottle things up a lot.

💙 Having inconjunctions/quincunx aspects. They need to be at a maximum 2/3 degree orb. This is similar to opposition. But the difference here is that two signs that have no similarity are making a harsh aspect. There’s bound to be heat and constant internal conflict. This one is about learning to balance the scale of energies from both areas.

💜 8th house placements. These people are constantly undergoing transformations in their life. They can easily leave everyone on delivered for months and when they return, they are no longer the same person. Then the cycle repeats. There’s a lot of trauma in these people’s lives, and a lot of it comes from family. But they’re also naturally talented when it comes to things like the occult. This aspect is powerful for astrologers as it gives the native the talent to deeply study and observe people for long periods of time. This also includes psychology.

💙 Saturn opposite/square/inconjunct Pluto. Again inconjunctions should be maximum 2/3 degrees to be truly felt. This is more of a generational aspect (may reflect the society more so). These individuals dad could carry some sort of deep trauma. This is a pretty heavy energy so will require a lot of work for the generation that has this. In addition, the themes of the abuse they dealt with surround feeling restricted from expressing oneself in regards to what Pluto represents. They seem like the sheep or the scape goat of the family. Also if they have siblings that don’t have a similar aspect, if they make a mistake, the punishment they receive can be harsher than if their sibling was to make the same mistake. Their dad/ authority figures in their family can also be/ may have been involved in the dark side of structured systems and have a lot of experience and knowledge regarding the world from that.

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Astrology Observations

Semi +18

Capricorn women are badasses nuff said. They know how to put on a brave face and they do it whilst looking super chic and put together.

Evolved Aries men are the best men out their when it comes to their loyalty. They’re also the men-babies of the zodiacs, in a not so negative kind of way. They love to be babied.

Unfortunately, underdeveloped pisces women can be gossipy catty and superficial.

8th house synastry isn’t always so bad. If both individuals are mature it can be very very very beautiful. Their love for each other runs soooo deep. It’s hard to separate them from each other and the sexual chemistry that this synastry brings is the best in my opinion it is soooo deliciously intense and raw. Both individuals just want to devour the other they simply cannot get enough of each other.

Since we’re on the topic of s*x if you don’t already know by now, men with well aspected Jupiter-Mars are well-endowed down there. phew 😮‍💨

Weirdly enough, Mars-Saturn men are well endowed down there as well.

Pisces mars men are usually growers not showers 😉

Sagittarius mars men are allegedly hung too

(i need to stop talking about genitals oh my god)

Contrary to popular belief, Aquarians have a tendency to be cliquey and crave to be around the cool/popular kids i.e the rebels and it could be to some extent a result of them being picked on by said social groups or/and having really strict parents that restricted their freedom.

Leo rising men are usually super sturdy with big bulky bodies and they’re hella strong naturally even if they don’t work out. E.g., Jungkook from bts.

Saturn in the 10th house is a fame indicator but it can bring unwanted fame due to them succeeding in their career hence attracting so much attention 

Chiron in the 11th house makes an individual have little to no friends or having poor social skills or being severely bullied or betrayed by friends

I remember reading a while back that Scorpio rising women, tend to have very contrasting hair and skin tones. So, they might have super pale skin and jet black hair, like Dita Von Teese and Lana Del Rey.

Developed Cancer women are so cute, they have the cutest mannerism and the way they talk is so adorable no matter how old they. They’re so maternal and are all in all the sweetest. Examples of those cancer women are SNSD’s Seohyun, Tamera & Tia Mowry and Rachel Brosnahan

Astro observations: 2 💫💫 (synastry edition)✍️

Chiron synastry it is not always that healing. İt might be painfull too. Especially with the underdeveloped individuals it might be as toxic as the 8th house. Esp one might loving you in a hidden way and when you responsed it back, they are behaviouring like they never did.( as like as pisces venus. That's why ı dont like this venus sign because they just want it in a platonic way.) A running from healing is the case. Because not everyone can deal confronting with inner wounds.

Underdeveloped aries men : just childish.. they are not serious in love. Might be loving too fast and then becomes cold in sudden way. But I think they are really impressive people. The way they look just 🫠🫠

Mars in the 1st house synastry : really so easy to perceive . They might be the first one who reacting you when you entered a place. Mars person always chasing the house person. And the house loves it. There is really sensible tension like you're not comfortable enough. Just like they can not talk in a easy way because of this tension. But without the long lasting aspects İt will be probably the tentative one.

8th house synastry : mostly depends on the individuals own natal but in general the house person is the most feeling it. They understand this intense attraction. 8th house person be impressed by the planet person in a deep sense. (Esp moon in 8th house) and they dont wanna leave the planet person because they feel obsessive kinda love towards planet person. They dont wanna break up with the planet person.

7th house synastry: house person really feels powerful attraction to planet person (esp sun) even from the beginning. The communication is perfect but the sexual chemistry is not much as the 1st,8th house synastry. But still the best because you feeling like this is the perfect person to marry. Easy to feel just as 1st house synastry esp from the side of the house person. House person idealizes the planet person a lot.

Man' sun conjuct woman's moon.The soul mate connection. Deeply understanding level. Empathetic placement. But not enough for the sexual chemistry if other aspects didnt include.

Personal planets conjuct other's vertex point they feel there is strong karmic bond.

Juno represents the features of your spouse while vertex's sign informs us which sun sign he is

That is it for now ...

💗💗💗 ( dont let anyone break your heart.)

Angelic Placements & Sensitive placements in the birth chart 🤍♾️

Fly with me

Like a rainbow butterfly

Kiss me and I will sing

The angels lullaby

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🤍 Cancer Moon/Moon in the 4th house/Moon at Cancer Degrees(4°,16°,28°): These people are having a very sweet, calm, and peaceful energy to be around, they can love you and get attached to you very fast and they want to make everyone happy 🤍 such nice souls

🤍 Cancer Venus/Venus in the 4th house/Venus at Cancer Degrees (4°,16°,28°). These people love in a very deep way, in relationships they can be give the "mommy energy" due to their mother issues these people like to take care of their partners and friends very much they are very needy and they can get attached 🫂 please don't hurt such souls they just want to make you happy

🤍 Libra Moon/Moon in the 7th house/Moon at Libra Degrees (7°,19°): These people are in love with love + love. Especially Libra Moons want feel love at a very deep level and a very deep soul bounding. These Natives can crave for love and for attention a lot, they can become needy and be careful because obsession is close to these natives. They tend to focus on love and relationships so much that they can lost themselves to love you 🫂🤍 if you don't realise how special are these people, i don't think you experienced a deep love.

🤍Venus in Libra/Venus in the 7th house/Venus at Libra Degrees: (7°,19°): These natives tend to focus on their lovers and crushes soooo much, these people can get crazy in love and even to be the definition of "Addicted to you". If Venus is Retrogade you need to focus on love yourself too, because you tend to give others too much love and not that much to you 🫂🤍. Make sure to give you the same amount of love you give others

🤍Moon in Pisces/Moon at Pisces Degrees, (12°,24°) /Moon in the 12th house these people connect to your soul and they are able to love you til moon and back. They can feel very overwhelmed and anxious most times and they need a lot of hugs and affection from you because they are very cute and lovely souls 🫂🤍🤍

🤍 Pisces Venus/Venus in the 12th house/Venus at Pisces Degrees (12°,24°). These people are very artistic and charismatic, they have a really big heart and a very very kind soul, they can love very deeply and the same as Libra Placements they can become addicted to you (12th house is the house of addictions too🫶🏻🫂). They need another kind soul beside them who they can share a lot of good memories and experiences

🤍 Scorpio Venus/Venus in the 8th house/Venus at Scorpio Degrees (8°,20°) . Most people with Venus in these, have not the best luck in love relationships, they can find people they love but at the end they are getting hurt..Is hard for them to love because they can have jealousy and posesive issues but what people don't know is that their love is very intense and very deep and most times all they wanted was someone to love them how they are, they can blame themselves for hurting others but these natives never think that they also hurt themselves ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

🤍 Scorpio Moon/Moon in the 8th house/ Moon at Scorpio Degrees (8°,20°) these natives have a very strong intuition and feelings towards everything in their lives, is hard for them to feel love sometimes because they tend to have a cold heart, i imagine these natives as the good angels who once believed in true love but they have been hurt and their love transformed in a cold feeling. They are very lovely people once you know them and their heart ❤️‍🩹

🤍 Heavy Water Placements/ Water Stelliums or (Sun/Moon) in water houses (4th,8th,12th) can make someone very sensitive 💞🫂

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If you have the following aspects you literally have a very angelic and enchanting energy, a full vibe of love and calm, a very peaceful soul to be around:

- Neptune in the 1st/7th/8th/10th/12th houses (Very very very enchanting personalities and auras)

- Neptune - Ascendant aspects/Ascendant at Neptune Degrees (12°,24°), these people are very kind souls and very peaceful, they can also be very sensbile to every energy they are around 🫂🤍

- Neptune - Moon aspects, these people are very sensitive, they always been like that and they always had an very angelic aura around them, the White aura might be their best choice. They are simply some very sensbile souls touched by angels wings. 🤍🤍🤍🤍 They definitely have Mermaid vibes 🧜‍♀️

- Moon in the 1st/4th/8th/11th/12th houses

- Moon aspecting the ascendant

- Moon Dominant/Moon Prominent in the birth chart

- Neptune Dominant/Neptune Prominent in the birth chart

- Venus aspecting the ascendant

- Neptune in the 11th house is a very friendly and lovely placement 🥺🫂

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Cause I don't wanna lose you now

I'm lookin' right at the other half of me

The vacancy that sat in my heart

Is a space that now you hold

Show me how to fight for now

And I'll tell you, baby, it was easy

Comin' back here to you once I figured it out

You were right here all along

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🤍 If you have the next aspects, these aspects can mean you can be very sensibile soul/kind of person 🤍🥺

- 🤍Chiron - Moon harsh aspects

- 🤍Chiron - Ascendant harsh Aspects

- 🤍Venus - Neptune aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍Moon - Saturn harsh aspects

- 🤍Pluto - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍Saturn - Ascendant harsh aspects

- 🤍 Chiron in the 1st/4th/8th/12th houses

- 🤍Pluto in the 4th house/Saturn in the 4th house

- 🤍Venus - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

- 🤍 Ascendant - Moon aspects (Both harsh and positive aspects applying)

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🤍4th, 8th and 12th house heavy placements/stelliums can get very sensitive and very fast, due to their traumas or their moody personality these people deserve a big hug (⁠⊃⁠｡⁠•́⁠‿⁠•̀⁠｡⁠)⁠⊃

🤍 Saturn in Cancer people can struggle with their feelings and is hard for them to let things go, is hard for them to get over something who was very important for them. They can heal their wounds but with the time. That's why they can get very sensitive to the energies around them, although Saturn doesn't really feel the best in Cancer is helping them to learn that is okay to release your emotions and is okay to be sensitive 🤍🥺

Saturn in the 8th house people might feel very detached sometimes of their feelings and they can be extremely moody because they had to deal with a lot of things in their lives, they can get sensbile very much because most of these people can have a very hurt inner child 🫂🥺🤍 they are really great and awesome people if you get to know them deep and better ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

Pluto in the 4th house might have family issues and maybe family trauma and they can get very sensitive about family related topics, they have a really big heart and a very warm energy and these souls can get very emotive which can be something ancestral, their families can also be very sensitive and very warm and lovely people,especially their mother 🥺❤️‍🩹🫂

Juno in Water Signs or at water degrees (12°,24°) being very romantic, looking for emotionally compatibile partners, having a very beautiful sense of art and music, their spouse and partners might have a very romantic, sexual, sensual, attractivenes energy. Also their partners can be very attached to these people and together they can make an emotional bound [Asteroid Code: 3]

Water and Earth Risings, because these elements repsent the feminine energy. It can feel that natives with Earth or Water Rising signs can be more softer and sensibile than other people, they can feel the emotions intense

Having Taurus/Libra IC (4th house) having Venus rulling your 4th house can mean you always give all your love no matter in friendships/relationship whatever you have, you always gave your love, sometimes unconditional to people, it can be hard sometimes because you're not always receiving the same amount of love back, and that hurts because you can't always feel the same person you love loves you back ❤️‍🩹 big hug for you Venus IC people

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Want to be alive with me

Like a rainbow butterfly

Believe and you will see

All the colors in the sky

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~♡Harmoonix♡

This was one of the most longest posts i did hope you will like it 🤍 i have some aspects from this list so i can assure you everything i write it true based on feelings 🤍. Applying to all categories (sidereal, vedic. tropical)

Solar return observations pt. 1 ✨

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Hey guys! I hope you've been having a great christmas time! I'm starting a new little series, bc honestly, i haven't been observing anything new when it comes to birth charts lately, but i've really been into solar return charts, which is why i really wanted to make this. As you might have seen, i had already posted another observation which included some observations on solar return charts, which i deleted bc some of the things i shared didn't resonate with me and i only want to give you content i can truly stand behind. But i am mentioning this, bc i'm going to include some of the solar return observations i made in this post, so don't be confused if you think you might've already seen this on one of my posts.

If you do not know about solar return charts, i would recommend you to look it up beforehand. I am not the best at explaining this kind of stuff, but there are other astrology pages who have amazing introductions for people who are getring into solar return charts. Please look them up and then come back to this!!

Before we start: these are just my personal observations. I am by no means a professional astrologer, and i don't want you coming for me because you disagree with me on the meaning of something. If you want to correct me, feel free, but i will not tolerate any hate or disrespect (which means you will get blocked).

‼️Trigger warning: mentions of bad relationship experiences, bullying and mental health struggles ‼️

Sooo let's go!

Jupiter in the 8th house conjunct neptune in 7th house: Altough of course this can show different in every persons life, for me in the year i had this placement i didn't meat my rich husband who was my wonderful soulmate. Instead i only dated one guy who in the beginning seemed very great but turned out to just be using me for intercourse In general the guys i've met who were interested in me seemed quite stable and good people, but turned out to actualy be known by close ones as f-boys. So if you have this placement in your solar return chart, please beware. It might look better than it is, as neptune is also about illusions and in the 7th house of relationships, this can mean you might not see who the person truly is, and with jupiter ok the 8th house, it could be because they might be using you for sexual endevours, or you might be more into sexual endavours than usual and thus might yourself give another person the illusion you might be into more to get access in that way (which: please don't do that. there is people out there who are willing to give you that without you having to betray them. it's not fair to someone who is trying to actually build a relationship).

Neptune conjunct the Descendant with Chiron in the 7th house: Adding to the last observation: the year i started dating my first boyfriend who was very toxic and completely used and betrayed me was the year i had neptune, the planet of illusion in a very hard conjunction to my descendant. Also, like chiron (the wound we cannot heal but which can heal others) would indicate sent me into quite a mental health crisis, which i didn't even realize until about 2 years later. it really messed with me, so please be careful if you have this placement. i still learned a lot about relationships, and i feel like i now would never again get into a relationship without being 100 percent certain about the persons intentions and so on.

Saturn, Pluto and Uranus in the 4th house: Whilst Pluto and (especially) Uranus can totally mean you moving because they are very much about change, i wouldn't say the same about saturn in the 4th house. Saturn is usually more about restrictions and difficulties because of that. Of course there could be difficulties with your landlord for example, which might cause you to move, but otherwise, i think saturn here is more about not being able to move freely in your home or you feeling bound to your home for some reason. This can of course vary in interpretation depending on other aspects and planets, it could also be about problems with you family. It very much depends.

North node conjunct uranus in any house: Whatever house this placement is in, you might experience some significant change in the area or might learn something about this area of your life which will change it significantly. For example, a friend of mine had this in his 7th house and during that year, after a lots of years of being in an polyamorous relationship, they went back to a monogamous relationship because some things had appendd which made them realize for them to keep on having a healthy relationship, a monogamous relationship might be better. I also had this placement in my ninth house and during this year some things happened which significantly altered the way i handle my studies in college.

Stellium in 12th house (with sun and moon): You might be going through a phase where you are in more solitute and a lot of things you didn't know about will come to light. I am currently experiencing this, and i could totally feel the shift. I feel it kind of was like my last solar reutrn year i had so many experiences with traveling and meeting new people, that i kind of feel like an "experience fatigue". it felt like i was making so many new experiences, and focused on making more and so on, that i forgot to put meaning and intention behind those. So now i just want to slow down and still make experiences, but also focus on my inner world, on learning new things about myself and also work on some mental health stuff. also, i feel like there has been a lot going on behind the scenes on how people view or say about me which i don't or didn't know about, like for example one year a go, a comment i made on youtube got about 6000 likes and people were bashing me so hard in the comments and i didn't even notice until now 😭 idk, i hope whatever is going to be revealed isn't too harsh (the comments were bad but honestly, i didn't mind. it's not the first time i've gotten hate on social media lol). the 12th house is generally not considered to be very positive, but for now i feel like it is mostly about me time and discovering new things about myself.

Sun square pluto: I read something on the tumblr page "lavishlyleo" about this placement being a very difficult placement which can last for a looong time, and i looked it up: i've had this placement since i was about 14 years old. now, i've had quite a rough childhood, but me having to deal with that and having to process it and simultaniously starting to experience more bullying and so on started about this time. i think beforehand i knew my life wasn't the greatest, but i could still move through it and be very happy and content because i had a great friend group and a lot of other good stuff going on. the fact of me having to realized how the things i have gone through were so fucked up and how they messed with me was soo much harder tbh. but now this placement has been easing up a bit and will go away in about two years and i have honestly been doing so much better that the years beforhand, especially when it comes to my social life! i am so excited on seeing how life will be as soon ad this placement finally goes away.

Chiron or lilith in the 11th house: As these two are more harsh and about experiencing some bad stuff to also learn and develope, having this in the 11th house may not be a good sing of you keeping your friend group because and maybe losing those. Or in general just having bad experiences with groups of people.

I will leave you with this now. As the year progresses, i will see how certain placements play out in my and other peoples life, so i can give you some more observations i made. But i hope you enjoyed this!

Sending out love and please keep safe! Until next time byebye 🩵

recurring themes in our lives - Pluto and Chiron placements

Persephone and Hades

when I think of recurring issues in our lives, I think of placements of Chiron and Pluto by the very nature and effects they both have on us.

Chiron is the wound that takes time to heal and which, more than that, is the wound that hurts but that the native can't even understand and be aware of. Chiron relates to feelings that bad cycles will repeat.

Pluto represents our greatest fears, where we may want to control things (exactly because of the fears) and also where we project ourselves. Pluto hints at the area in which we need to undergo a profound transformation in order to be more evolved and even to stop certain suffering in our lives.

therefore, I decided to bring a post about the recurring themes that Chiron and Pluto touch for those who want to go through this process of consciousness.

Chiron in the 1st house: wound related to own identity, not being able to perceive who you are. feeling incapable of initiating things and being the protagonist of the search for their identity.

Pluto in the 1st house: fear of imposing yourself or fear of being dominated, which can manifest in a few different ways, but the center of it is the intensity and at the same time the lack of control involving your self-image.

Chiron in the 2nd house: wound related to the feeling of comfort, security, the right to relax, to enjoy the pleasures of life. not feel stable and able to acquire security in life situations. living with the feeling of inner insecurity.

Pluto in 2nd house: fear of existing without your material possessions, fear of not having security, interruptions in life regarding comfort and stability, fear of things involving the 2nd house, which can lead to destructive behavior.

Chiron in the 3rd house: wound in relation to communication, free expression, the mind can be quite guided by the idea of ​​incapacity, the feeling that others don't really listen to you, not feel ready for socializations.

Pluto in the 3rd house: fear of everything that involves expressions of what is on your mind. need to guard your thoughts because deep down you may feel that you are not so capable of expressing yourself, that you are not so intelligent.

Chiron in the 4th house: wound about family, feeling that the world or the place you are currently in is not a home for you. the lack of an emotional home, which hurts inside.

Pluto in the 4th house: fear of having your weaknesses and emotional issues exposed, fear of not having a comfortable family and home, which can lead to controlling behaviors.

Chiron in the 5th house: wound related to self-expression and ego. feeling that you are not good, you are not capable and that you will not be seen by others. wound related to the value that people (don't) give you.

Pluto in the 5th house: fear of not being appreciated; fear of no one knowing you. fear of not being loved, not receiving doses of love here and there. fear about the value of the things you do. fear of not being accepted by people.

Chiron in the 6th house: wound in regards to your sense of usefulness to others. wound that can even manifest on physical levels. feeling that you are here to give too much but receive too little. mental time and routine are problems that bring you soul-related wounds.

Pluto in the 6th house: fear of not being useful. fear of not having control of things on earthly levels, feeling that when one thing is out of your control, everything is out of your control. fear of being criticized.

Chiron in the 7th house: wounded with love and the idea of ​​love, either by concrete experiences or by things that the native thinks. that is, there are ideas and fears that were never confirmed - but that native fears that they will one day. wound related to partnerships in general, the idea that people aren't deep enough for a relationship, the "failures" in relationships that cut deep into that individual's soul. wounded in relation to what every individual wants most: to be loved.

Pluto in the 7th house: fear of being alone. fear of not being good enough for others. fear of betrayal. feeling that you are not a good boyfriend or a good girlfriend, a good husband or a good wife. feeling that there will always be someone better. fear of partnerships, but a deep desire to relate.

Chiron in the 8th house: wound in relation to trust. hurt related to manipulation. native sees someone being manipulated a lot. wounded in relation to opening up, the idea of ​​surrender on all levels haunts the individual, paralyzes him/her and makes him/her do several observations before allowing someone into his/her life. despite the difficulty in opening up - even on sexual levels, the apex of human intimacy -, the native can have difficulty discerning what is and what is not manipulation, and at the same time can not know how to close doors at the right times, closing him/herself wrong way.

Pluto in the 8th house: fear of being controlled. fear of being exposed to others. fear of having your privacy in front of others. feeling that all things are deeper than you see, fear of trusting others. fear of surrendering and opening the doors of your vulnerability.

Chiron in the 9th house: wounded about not being intelligent enough and capable of understanding profound things. feeling that things will never work out. a negative preconception of life. beliefs and philosophies of life can be seen in a fatalistic and/or pre-deterministic way. feeling of being lost and without a spiritual guide in this life.

Pluto in the 9th house: fear of not belonging to the world on spiritual levels. fear of expressing the deepest knowledge you have, whether for fear of criticism or exposure. fear of delving into dense knowledge all at once. denial of this, which can lead to the exact opposite of what the native wants to avoid, she/he can become obsessed with some point of a belief or the like because of his fear of not belonging spiritually.

Chiron in the 10th house: wound in relation to reputation, prestige and social recognition. the individual may feel that he/she was "born to be a failure" and that he/she can't get out of a situation to go to a better one. the negative view the natives hav of themselves may be intrinsically linked to how they think society views them or what they believe society expects of them. moreover, at the deepest level there may be a feeling that the goals pursued by people on a social level - career, material goods - are not capable of bringing satisfaction to the native. the native may also have difficulty finding him/herself on social levels - such as in the sense of career and vocation for life.

Pluto in the 10th house: fear of others seeing your inner weaknesses. fear of being publicly exposed. fear of not reaching your goals. fear of being a person out of control of things (or out of control of people). fear of not reaching a pleasant and stable social level. fear of lack of stability.

Chiron in the 11th house: wound in relation to social groups. not feel good enough to join groups. wounded in relation to groups that deny or do not perceive its presence. problems with friendships. feeling that you can't trust others. friendships that are important to you but that hurt too much.

Pluto in the 11th house: fear of not being in any group. problems involving identifications and ideologies. fear of getting involved in group activities. fear of being controlled by others. intense desire to do everything alone, denying their social needs, and at the same time fearing being alone. disharmony in relation to group integration.

Chiron in the 12th house: wound related to being quite deep but not being able to express it. wounded over deeper emotional and psychological issues that can't be expressed for some reason - fears, insecurities and desires are denied by you or by others around you. feeling that there is always something wrong around you, but not being able to deal with it. inner spirituality and life that bring some kind of discomfort to you.

Pluto in the 12th house: fear of knowing your depth. fear of your emotions and insecurities controlling you. fear of getting lost in the world and having nothing to lean on. feeling that your emotional life is so intense that few will understand, so you need to hide your inner life from everyone. fear of letting people get to know you for real. fear of what is deep and unconscious and at the same time a great attraction to it.

Astrology observations I made pt 9

-Mercury in the 12th house can indicate having a lot of thoughts and ideas but having trouble communicating them effectively, so the native feels like a prisoner in their own mind

-people with Pluto in the 10th house don’t like authority in any way, shape or form, they’re right up there with Aries moon and mars in that sense. They’ll have full on clashes with anyone that tries to assert dominance over them including bosses

-Saturn in the 3rd house (or in an unfavorable aspect with Mercury) can manifest literally via a speech delay or impediment. It can manifest in just not speaking very much in general, or speaking in a very stern tone naturally

-People with the Sun square ascendant aspect in particular may find that people judge them harshly without bothering to try to get to know them first. They are the personification of the phrase “the first impression isn’t always the right one”

-People with Chiron in the 8th house tend to have a lot of unexplainable and paranormal experiences. Many of them either had a near-death experience themselves, or had to learn what it’s like to mourn someone very early on in life

-People with very water-dominant charts fall into depression the easiest. If they do not have an outlet or get the safe space and support they need, their mental health will suffer and they can easily self-destruct. Ex- Kurt Cobain

-chiron in the 3rd or 11th house (and to an extent the 9th house) in a chart can indicate dealing with bullying and being treated like an outcast, feeling misunderstood by the people around them, not fitting in and having friends suddenly turn on them

-people with mars in Pisces will talk about their beef with you with everyone but you while people with Libra mars will sneak-diss you in your presence

-Neptune in the 6th or 10th house can indicate people taking advantage of you at work without you even knowing. The latter can also indicate not knowing what you’re going to be doing with your life career-wise for a long time

-some people with Venus in Sagittarius tend to have one foot out the door in their relationships, whether it’s a conscious thing or not. It’s like they’re waiting for their partner to cross them once so they can have a reason to leave

NATAL PLACEMENTS THAT MAKES PEOPLE ADDICTED TO YOU

Reiki 5239 conjunct personal planets: You give off a healing energy. You have a strong psychic ability(probably subconsciously) of knowing what others need and want and you give it to them without even thinking about it. You might find yourself being more giving to people who you can sense have issues with money, or a little calmer around sensitive people. The planet you have conjunct Reiki shows what you sense in others. For example Mars you easily notice when someone have been abused and what someone needs physically.

Venus conjunct Chiron: You have very high empathy to the point of feeling what others are feeling. This is the epitome of putting yourself in other peoples shoes. You understand everyone no matter how many bad things they have done. You give off a healing beautiful energy.

Neptune conjunct Ascendant/Moon: People think that you will save them from whatever life is doing to them. People melt when they look into your eyes. People think you are an angel that has been sent only for them. The sad part is that most times you are not even aware of this effect and you cant help these people which ends with them becoming mad at you for ”fooling” them. People cross your boundaries all the time by standing to close to you, touching you, talking with you about innapropriate things.

Venus 8th house: People transform when they meet you. They become better after everyday of being with you and when they start sensing this they want more and more of you. People feel like there is something with you that has to be experienced and that is why some people are so hell bent on talking to you, getting your attention and most of all sleeping with you. Dont let everyone be a part of your life and dont share that energy with anyone.

Ceres aspecting personal planets: You give off an aura of nurture and unconditional love. Especially people who have issues with their own parents will be drawn to you. Your physical features are also very soft and you have an angelic vibe to you. People think that you are that special one who will understand them.

Lilith in the 2nd house: This is more about people being addicted to touching you or having you touch them. You have a strong sensuality about you. Your hands are magic, you would be a powerful masseause. The way you talk and your voice is soothing.

© 2022 Zeldas Notes

Astrology Observations on Myself pt.4

🌙 Lilith in the 5th house: When I was little I had a lot of sexual encounters with friends. Boy, girl, didn't matter and I had NO awareness of sexual orientation back then-- they just were attracted to me and wanted to explore "taboo" things

♉ Taurus ruling over the 5th house: Whenever I make plans with my friends, the to-do list is literally to eat and spend time in nature playing with flowers LOL

♈ 4th House Ruled by Aries: No one can tell me how to decorate my house, where to live, or what to do in general LOL it's all MY decisions and I go after what I want when I want BUT with Libra MC there's hellah people pleasing tendencies so it's a challenge.

♋ Mars in Cancer: Crying is as easy as breathing. Honestly, I've come to terms with this placement and see it as a gift now, especially as a woman. I don't make a move until my intuition and emotions have guided me to do so ~ it works out a lot better than forcing myself to do something.

♂️ Mars in 7th house: Aggressive sex and slapping, biting, and wrestling is definitely a thing with lovers. Also being first to initiate sex or romantic connections is a theme even as a feminine woman.

Sun conjunct Chiron: pray for us 🫠

Sun and Chiron opposing Saturn: pray harder 😭

♌ Leo ruling the 8th house: something about the magnetism here really triggers people's insecurities. Seeing people's darkness easily with solar leo energy lighting up the house of darkness. NOTHING IS HIDDEN FROM US-- including our own insecurities to shine and be seen* 👀

aspects/placements i love (and hate!) in my chart pt. 1

[astro notes no. 003]

hey y’all! i felt like going through some of my personal aspects/placements and describing the “positive” and “negative” ways they’ve manifested in my life, so here we are. this ended up being longer than i thought it would, so i'll end up doing a part two since i really enjoyed making this!

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venus conj. neptune in aquarius (1°03’) in the 1H

this is one of my favorite placements. i feel like this + my pisces sun can make me appear to others as “ethereal” at times, but if i’m keeping it a buck, it also makes me extremely evasive. i have a good amount of aquarius influence in my chart as well, so all of this combined definitely makes me feel like i have to put in effort to not come off as too impersonal, especially towards my loved ones. 

having neptune in my 1H also makes me feel like people perceive me to be someone that i’m not. like even my close friends and family, i don’t feel like anyone actually understands who i am, and i don’t think i’ve ever had a relationship (platonic, romantic, or familial) where i felt like i was seen for who i actually am, or where i was able to connect to somebody on a deeper, spiritual level. i can also over-romanticize people and situations at times, but i’ve grown out of this habit… for the most part.

i’ve always been an extremely creative/artistic person. i’ve been drawing, painting, writing, and singing since i was a kid, and i even sell my artwork now as an adult. i’m extremely imaginative, but i do have to be careful to not get too in my head and forget to participate in reality, if that makes sense. i’ve also had issues with dissociation and memory loss throughout my life. i feel like my lived experience has more to do with that, but i can see how the Neptunian influence in my chart could play a role in it as well.

venus opposite north node in the 7H (1°40’)

there are some placements that convince me that the universe was tryna be funny when it made my birth chart. this is one of them. i have so many things in my chart that can make it challenging at times to form meaningful, trustful relationships with other people, and it’s interesting to me the fact that my spiritual growth is something that’s supposed to be found… through my relationships with other people. i try not to victimize myself too much and look at things from an objective lens, but i would be lying if i said it didn’t feel like people find it convenient to have me in their lives only when i allow them to view me in a way that makes them feel the most comfortable.

like i mentioned, i can be very avoidant, it’s something i’m working on. but i know that it’s possible for me to have fulfilling connections with other people, and obviously with this placement it’s something i need to work through my aversion to, seeing as my self-development and spiritual growth is something that’s extremely important to me and deep down i do want to want to experience having meaningful, healthy relationships. 

sun sextile lilith (within 3.0°) in the 11H / chiron in the 11H

let me tell you, most of the people i’ve been friends with over the years, regardless of gender, hypersexualize the fuck out of me. especially the men i’ve been friends with, majority of them had feelings for me that i never reciprocated. i was actually friends with a girl in high school who’s moon fell in my 8H, and in hindsight she had a very unhinged, borderline obsession with me. she would speak to me, and get mad at me, as if we were in a relationship together, and did not understand any type of boundaries that you’re supposed to have with someone you’re friends with. i don’t hold it against her now as an adult, but we definitely don’t speak to each other anymore.

i’ve also encountered issues in regards to the relationships i've with women, mainly when i was younger though, the women i’m acquainted with now i have healthy, normal friendships with (thank god). but i’ve had friendships with girls where they secretly didn’t like me, they were secretly attracted to me, or both. and i don't mean this in a weird, misogynistic, "pick me i'm different!" type of way at all, this is just a pattern i picked up on with some of the women i've met throughout my life.

in regards to having chiron in my 11H, my sore spot is most definitely my friendships. on top of feeling misunderstood and objectified in the friendships i’ve had, i’ve also experienced trauma at the hands of people i thought were my friends. and i always do my best to exercise being mindful and self-aware, and i’m definitely not on some “i’ve always been the perfect friend and people hurt me regardless, boo-hoo, woe-is-me” type shit, because i’ve definitely hurt people in my lifetime. but in terms of how these placements have manifested, i’ve always encountered difficulty in connecting to others, and i’m just now getting to a point where i feel comfortable enough to even attempt to try making new friends again. 

and this is what i mean when i say: astrology is a tool that you can use for shit that is more important than your appearance and future partner! it wasn’t until my 12H profection year when i started studying traditional astrology and learned how to read charts, that i actually began to understand myself on a deeper level and gained the confidence to end friendships that no longer served me and made new ones that actually do. 

chiron in my 11H also makes me feel inclined to take on a “therapist” role in my friendships, something that can be good or bad depending on whether the boundaries are there or not. i tend to attract people who like to trauma dump on me (that’s my moon in the 8H influence too), and i have to actively put boundaries in place and make sure people around me understand that i have to be in the right mindset to hold space for them. there aren’t a lot of pisces sun stereotypes that i can relate to, but being an emotional sponge is definitely one that i can. unfortunately. 

moon and ceres in virgo in the 8H 

LMAOOO this one might be a little heavy. i apologize in advance. feel free to skip this one if you don’t want to hear about parental/maternal loss or my mommy issues <3

my relationship with my mom is without a doubt where a lot of my emotional avoidance comes from. that plus my moon being in the 8H makes me very guarded when it comes to emotional vulnerability, even with the people i’m closest to. without telling a bunch of strangers on the internet too much of my business, here are the sparknotes:

my home life growing up (and to this day lowkey) never felt stable

it never felt like i could feel my emotions without them “consuming” me, this was mainly an issue in my youth, i was around 12-years-old when i started going to therapy and taking antidepressants  

my mom battled a chronic disease her entire life and passed away when i was a teenager 

i’ve always craved to have deep, spiritual connections with people, and ever since i was a kid i’ve been extremely intuitive and had the ability to read a room and everyone in it without anyone having to speak, but i typically attract people who are either emotionally unavailable, or emotionally unstable in some way, probably because i come off as “closed off” on the surface. 

in terms of my relationship with my mom, i love her but i could never be vulnerable with her about a damn thing, like i never really felt “heard” by her. she was a taurus sun, scorpio moon, with an aries stellium, as soon as she had her mind made up about something it didn’t really matter how i felt (pluto also falls in my 10H, and i definitely viewed her as an “authority figure” more than a mother at times). y’all remember this scene from lady bird where her mom tells her she wants her to “be the best version of herself she can be” and she asks “what if this is the best version?” - it was very much so that.

and i don’t want to give the impression that my mom didn’t love me because she definitely did. i think it was just a matter of what a lot of us eventually come to understand about our parents; that they’re products of the environments and the people they were raised by. and in my mom’s case, she did her best with the cards she was dealt and showed up the best way she could. it doesn’t make my feelings any less important, but it helps to maintain the balance between recognizing her humanity, and also validating my own frustration and trauma regarding our relationship. 

venus conjunct ascendant in aquarius (2°40’)

i didn't wanna end this post on a depressing ass note so i'm adding this last aspect lmfao. honestly i struggle with some of the venusian energy in my chart because i honestly never really felt "pretty" growing up. it might be neptune in my 1H that effects my self image, because it wasn't until my 20s that i actually started to genuinely recognize my beauty. i feel like growing up i only viewed my beauty through the lens of the "male gaze" (it didn't help that i felt objectified from the boys around me), or through the lens of euro-centric/white beauty standards, and in adulthood i'm finally approaching the way that i view myself from my perspective.

i do notice that i attract people very easily, both in a friendly and romantic way. i know this aspect has to do a lot with love and romance, but honestly, i'm not too concerned about being in a relationship at this point in my life (with the way the economy is set up i think we all got bigger fish to fry rn but that's neither here nor there-), but like i mentioned i've always been an artist at heart and the art that i create plays a really big role in my identity. i've always found it easier to express myself through my paintings or my writing rather than my words.

aesthetics and comfortability are pretty big for me too, more so now in my 20s. this aspect has a lot to do with sociability and being inclined to uplift and help others, and i can relate to the latter but when it comes to other aspects in my chart i do struggle with being "outgoing" and coming across friendly, but we'll get to that in part two.

as always, if y'all have any of the aspects/placements mentioned in this post let me know how they manifest in your life and personality, and if you have any insight or questions in general feel free to reach out!

ASTRO OBSERVATIONS 999

“SYNASTRY ASPECTS”

☉Lilith Conjunct Chiron: I think this is a beautiful aspects since they help each other to heal and grow, they are very supportive for each other, s*xuality can be very healing and regenerating for both individuals, there is a strange but very strong attraction and understanding between them, they are generally very vulnerable with each other and their inner child enjoys this placement very much. ☉Mars Trine Mars: Instant attraction, mutual understanding of s*xual needs, beautiful friendship, mutual support and I don't have much to say about this aspect since it is quite good. ☉Mars Conjunct Venus: ufff the attraction here is intense, they see each other as boyfriend/girlfriend material, pretty good flow of masculine and feminine energies, they can mutually think of each other as the ideal/perfect couple, lots of chemistry, silent seduction (they don’t have to say nothing to understand each other), generally the first time they meet they already want to kiss each other or there is a lot of physical approach, but sometimes these people don’t end up having a relationship. ☉Neptune Conjunct Lilith: this aspect is dangerous, is like an addictive s*xual attraction, is wild af, but it can generate a lot of problems like idealizations, addictions, illusions and attachments specially for the Neptune person, but it can go both ways, this aspect can generate toxic relationships type of energy/dynamics, with a lot of drama, where the Lilith person has the control and can manipulate the Neptune person a lot to her advantage, but when the Neptune persons becomes aware of this and leaves, it can generate a lot of pull on the Lilith person. It can be a very good aspect if the two people heal and/or follow a spiritual path, here the conjunction can be very revitalizing and entertaining. ☉Mars square Uranus: this position is hot af and full of s*xual tension, there is an instant attraction between the two, is a very spicy and wild aspect in synastry like it can take s*x to the extremes, kinky, BDSM, the attraction here is so sooo intense and electric that if the mars person becomes very needy the Uranus person could leave, role play, they can try many things, intimacy and carnal s*x is the most important/fun part of the relationship, intimacy is usually super electric, full of energy and invigorating. ☉Sun on 8th house overlays: Mutual obsession, s*x compatibility, they want to know everything about each other but when that happens one of them could get bored, leave, manipulate or cheat each other, the sun person finds difficult to get out of this relationship since the attraction is similar to a black hole, and this distorts his judgement. ☉Mars on 12th house overlays: S*x is something very confusing for both individuals because the sexual attraction here is on a spiritual or ethereal level, like past life lovers or something like that, physical s*xuality can confuse or uproot them a lot, but if they manage to handle all those Neptunian energies well s*x would become tantric or something beautiful and healing, an org*sm here can be something that can distort a lot the 5 senses or something very trascendental. ☉Lilith overlays 1st house or conjunct AC: there could be a big age gap between the individuals, there is a lot of s*xual tension, If they were to have a s*xual encounter, it's going to be wild, the lilith person finds the AC person very atractive and AC person finds the lilith person s*xualy attractive but all of this is in silence, Lilith person triggers the wild side of the AC person and the AC person helps lilith person become more aligned with themselves. ☉SN conjunct Lilith: a lot of s*xual compatibility, these where past-life lovers who were involved in lilith issues and situations together, I'm sorry to tell you that sometimes the best thing here is breakup (they will breakup anyway) since the s*xual energy of the relationship is not something that contributes much to the evolution of the SN person. Maybe they will meet again as adults or when they are more mature, since their souls have lot of love/affection for each other, no matter how far away they are or how many years pass, or how much grudge they hold, they won’t forget each other,  but don't get your hopes up if you have this synastry aspect with someone, just move on with your life, because better things will come <3

Astrology observations part 22

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12th house moons deal with emotions by isolating themselves. I noticed they get overwhelmed so easily. I also want to add 4th house moons to this group.

2nd house moons love buying new stuff. I guess they release stress by doing it.

Uranus in the 8th house they highly value their independence. They hate when people try to control them. (especially in finances)

Neptune in the 8th house sex may be kinda disappointing and not live up to their expectations. I think this is the main reason why they prefer to fantasize instead of doing it.

Neptune in the 7th house may attract mentally ill people or those who suffer from addiction.

Uranus in the 5th house can bring unexpected pregnancies

Jupiter in the 11th house damn they know a lot of people and they're super popular. It's so simple to make friends for them.

Pluto in the 6th house can be people, pleasers, in the workplace. Sometimes people take advantage of them and make them do their jobs.

Mars in the 5th house can mean a rocky love life lol.

Venus in the 6th house I think their love language may be an act of service or taking care of their loved ones. (But it also depends on signs and other aspects)

11th house Chiron people have a hard time making and keeping friends.

Saturn in the 5th house they definitely have trouble expressing themselves, especially their spontaneous, creative, and funny side.

3rd house moons overthink and worry a lot. They technically can't stop thinking about something.

🌟natal astrology observations part 1 🌟

✫ every gemini moon I've ever known has a terrible habit of lying completely unprovoked, especially if their mercury is also in an air sign. however, I think it just comes from a place of playfulness and excitement rather than deeper deception or manipulation.

✫ people w chiron conjunct/square/opposite jupiter are unbelievably dogmatic if they don't make a conscious effort not to be. they have this air about them that screams "you will never fully understand a concept unless I am the one to specifically explain it to you".

✫ (tw: dv) every person w chiron conjunct mars that I've met grew up in a HIGH crime neighborhood or had a lot of DV in the home. especially if it is in the 3rd, 4th, or 7th house.

✫ the 12th house represents your experience in the womb. ex: jupiter in 12H probably had a very lovely time in the womb, mom probably ate all the right things, sang to you, and lots of love and warmth. mercury in 12H might've had a mom who was overthinking or maybe very stressed during pregnancy (if you are more interested in this idea, read The Development of the Personality vol 1. by Howard Sasportas).

✫ men with lilith conjunct/square neptune tend to have SUCH a skewed image of women/femininity. they tend to have crazy "post-nut clarity", they'll see women as completely flawless until they get off then they hate them with their whole hearts.

✫ you will 100% know if a person w pluto conjunct venus is in love with you or not. they will go to the ends of the earth to prove their unconditional love. for them, love has to cost something for it to count- there needs to be some type of sacrifice.

✫ sun/ascendant conjunct pluto are polarizing as all hell. you either love them or you hate them, and honestly, that is determined by where the overlay is for your chart- people project on them a lot.

✫ saturn in the 8th or 12th house are the types of people to spend their whole time inebriated/under the influence trying to convince other people they aren't faded. there's this weird need to prove that they have everything under control and can handle their shit. IMO, psychedelics would be pretty rough for them (or at least extremely transformative).

✫ venus opposite saturn feels immense dissatisfaction with indulgence if it has not been worked for. the type to play hooky and regret it the moment they call out.

✫ sagittarius moons are almost always louder about stuff they have no clue about than their area of expertise. always assumes you want their unsolicited advice and get upset when you don't 💀